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Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by ughangel
Fandoms: Supernatural
14 Jul 2017
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Castielle is starting her senior year at a new school, and though relationships are the last thing on her mind, there seem to be others who have taken an interest in her.
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Dean knows that this is it. No going back. He takes a breath...
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Dean wasn’t sure why he was even scrolling through Craigslist. Especially not the casual encounters section. It was four days before Thanksgiving. Not like he was gonna try and hook up with someone before that shitstorm. After, sure, but not before.
He kept scrolling, though, not clicking anything until a title caught his eye.
Alone on Thanksgiving? Mad at your dad? I am a 28 year old male felon who has no degree, but has studied enough theologies of the world, behavioral psychology, and philosophy to set your whole family’s teeth on edge—no matter which way they lean, politically, religiously or in terms of neuroses. I drive a van the same age as me that’s got a mural on the side of an angel holding an orgy. I can play between the ages of 20-30 depending on whether I shave. I live off an inheritance, and sell weed on the side. If you’d like to have me as your strictly platonic date for Thanksgiving, but have me pretend to be in a very long or serious relationship (monogamous or polyamorous, whichever sounds most like it would freak out su familia) with you (and/or others), to torment your family, I’m game...
(Stand alone AU, based on a prompt)
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- Part 11 of Ana's AU's
- Part 1 of MadAtYourDad
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Bookmarked by ughangel
02 Dec 2019
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This one. Was better than the other fucking one. Jesus Christ the other one was cas being a whiny fucking bitch.
Here even tho like the start is just going off on who everyone is, the actual gathering is pretty swell. Like it’s so obviously fanfic and things work just so perfectly but I liked it
And sams bit at the end AHH what a perfect way to cap it off :))) -
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Castiel doesn't usually spend his nights in bars like this. He likes a good stiff drink, but he doesn't see the point in spending $12 for it when he can buy a bottle of whiskey for $20. But apparently this place mixes some pretty fantastic stuff, and the green eyed bartender who's pouring it doesn't exactly sour the deal.
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02 Jan 2020
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That was actually darn cute The flirting was cute I guess even tho it was all cas’ point of view
The sex was so. Over. Described. Lol it’s just as that lady’s video said (but god not as bad as fucking “queried” in that one fic I prob didn’t even finish
It was all almost too poetic haha -
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Dean lifts a leg and shoves at Cas's hip with his bare foot. He wants to stop thinking about djinn dreams, and Zachariah, and why the hell his subconscious would stick him in a reality where he's a suspenders-wearing pansy and his monster kid is alive. "Would you just lie down?"
(Canon divergence from the last few minutes of "Survival of the Fittest," 7.23.)
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Bookmarked by ughangel
01 Jan 2020
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Hi so I thought I’ve read this before, but that ending fucking hit me like a ton of bricks. Deans trapped in purgatory without cas now but with the daughter he killed. But it’s such a good fucking fic I can’t FUCK (I can’t double tap space to make a period anymore here so that’s fucking fun) Great but I can hit it a bunch of times to make capitalisation Fucking great
But yeah I mean to be honest the whole thing had that weird otherworldly feel and towards the end I was like how is this getting resolved and OMG I NEEED a follow up where Cas gets them BAAACKK somehow aaaahhhh -
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Dean is a porn star. Cas is ace, but he does enjoy masturbating and is Dean's #1 fan.
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Bookmarked by ughangel
05 Dec 2019
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Oh MAN at this was not the thing to read on my period. I got so fucking emotional at the bits I identified with and there were a lot. So much had to do with like, in the past (for the sorta the present) doing things because that’s like what’s expected. Cas is at a point where he’d realised it isn’t what he wanted but I’m still not sure. Because everyone is different and Cas in this story ISNT me. But we do share similar ace experiences so I’m more comfortable calling myself that.
But I fucking burst into tears when reading deans POV and like Cas ignoring his boner entirely; it’s just. Easier. But it IS unfair. But I mostly cried I think because it just proves how HARD it is to make things work. Dean and Cas figured out a solution, Dean masturbating while Cas watched, but this is fan fiction so ofc that’ll work. It just made me think how difficult it’s gonna be to find intimacy with anyone, who’d be willing to stick around to hear why I don’t like/want to have sex. Because right off the bat dean friend zoned Cas cuz he wouldn’t get sex.
It’s insanely frustrating. And like idk if I’d be able to handle a relationship with someone less sexual than me. Ugh. I really liked this tho. I mean I’m like it’s fanfic it’s never gonna happen for me. But it’s nice to see representation of a side I identify with and not just fantasies and perfect worlds -
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Dean Winchester has been alone for a long, long time.
When he and Castiel happen to find each other - a couple of survivors in a world that’s been all but wiped clean - Dean’s looking for his brother; Castiel is looking for something to look for. They stick together, because neither of them much wants to be alone. They hate each other at first, of course. Dean hates Castiel for being weird and quiet and ironic and antagonistic and proud. Castiel hates Dean for being blunt and reckless and coarse, for drinking, for refusing to talk about how he feels and just pretending everything is fine. Most of all, they hate themselves and each other just for being alive. What right do they have to be alive? No one else seems to be.
But against his own will, Dean starts to notice things about Castiel that he likes. Starts to hope that Castiel might like him, too. And together, they start to fight for a world where they're both alive - and that's a good thing.
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Bookmarked by ughangel
03 Dec 2019
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Oh my god I don’t. I don’t even know what to feel right now. I’m like fucking shaking. The pacing was perfect. The characters didn’t fucking piss me off too much or too long (ie Cas got over his whole ‘don’t kill the people’ thing quick enough once dean was in danger). And omg dean. The whole thing is from his POV and watching him slowly realise he’s falling in love, to finally admitting it in his head just. Mmff
And we obviously knew Cas was too but I KNEW the rabbit moment was gonna be a big thing for him lol.
THEN that fucking fight at the bonfire? God DAMN. The whole like I’m not leaving you here to die without me shit? I expected others to show up to help, but I realise, and at the end too when they see the billboard saying ‘I’m alive’, that yeah, it’s great that there may be others, but this story is about dean and Cas and it’s so perfect. If others had shown up to help there prob wouldn’t have been that beautiful first kiss
And AAHHH Ears!!! I legit teared up when she ran away from dean when he first saved her, so when she came back I was so god damn happy knowing she couldn’t die now. I did actually figure she would be important, as I mentioned about how it was a moment for Cas to show his love for dean. Then there was the whole like speech thing.
I’d love to read this again for the philosophies behind it. It’s like the perfect amount of flowery description that adds to the story rather than makes it pretentious.
Deans pining for touch and love just had me fucking shook dude.
Ugh just overall fucking fantastic I love it so much
It reminded me vaguely of the ISTP zombie apocalypse thing I read! Tho like obviously so much is actually different, the whole like, Idk setting itself is fascinating. It’s really really got to do with the fact that they are (mostly) the only two alive beings throughout the story. It’s about them and now they are with each other. Others are mentioned but only adds to the characters’ backstories and motivations.