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    At 21 Namjoon still hasn't presented with a subgender, leaving him as a dud. With the BTS pack having their own issues and not treating him like a real member Namjoon is left alone and a tragic event forces Namjoon's body to present as an omega.

    Realising exactly what they have done, the BTS strive for change and to make up for the real hurt they have coursed Namjoon, but is it too late? Or will one of the 4 other packs courting the newly presented omega end up winning his heart, Or maybe a darkhorse will appear
    //FINISHED: January 1st, 2021

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    21 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Today feels weird. Anthony feels weird. It doesn’t rain in LA, not in the way it does elsewhere, so Anthony usually enjoys that. It makes him feel renewed. Today it makes him feel heavy. Makes him feel like even the humid air is clinging to him, weighing him down.

    He got benched. Anthony doesn’t get benched. The only person who can bench him is Ian because Anthony only listens to Ian, although even that feels closer and closer to breaking these days. There’s no contract between them other than the blood they’ve shed, their unequal balance, their strange and particular bond that has always been called odd or in some lost and dead voices that made a few too many mistakes: “weird, freaky kink shit.”

    Well, they weren’t exactly wrong, to be fair.

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    09 Mar 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ian and Anthony are horny teenagers. They are into each other but too closeted to admit it, which leads to a series of misunderstandings and awkward situations… and a lot of sex, somehow, which they just try to explain away in increasingly less believable ways. Because of course they do.

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    19 Feb 2025

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    “Hey.” A voice invades Jeongguk’s thoughts and a hand taps his arm. Jeongguk jolts so suddenly at the touch that the man in front of him is taken aback and has to hold onto the edge of the wooden table to keep his balance. Jeongguk isn’t able to recollect the last time someone touched him. “Are you okay?”

    Jeongguk swallows and furrows his brows because he’s not sure why the man’s asking. Sure, he had his head on his arms, but they work in a fast paced entertainment company, of course everyone’s going to look a little tired. It’s not until the man’s pulling a tissue from his pocket that Jeongguk realises his thoughts from earlier manifested into tear tracks down his cheeks.

    Jeongguk takes the tissue and coughs awkwardly. “I’m okay. Thank you.” His tired voice lets out barely above a whisper.

     

    Jeongguk is a sad sad boy overworking himself and he finds some people who might actually help him.

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    11 Jan 2022

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    He was the last person Namjoon expected to hear from - thought he was dreaming when he saw the email in his work inbox. It was short and simple, typical Hoseok. Just: We saw what happened. We’re so sorry. If you need get away for awhile, you’re always welcome to come stay with us - JH. He wonders now if Hoseok was surprised when he said yes. If Hoseok only extended the invitation because he didn’t think Namjoon would actually come.

    (Or: Namjoon chose a solo career and left Yoongi and Hoseok behind. Seven years later, after being outed by a Korean tabloid, he ends up on their couch in Queens, trying to face an uncertain future. And confront feelings that have persisted for nearly a decade.)

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    07 Jan 2022