8 Works by utterdesperation
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Keep out the stars, turn out the lights by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
24 Oct 2025
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‘I am to do the work of two while you disgrace yourself on the shores of a pleasure planet?’
‘I will resume my duties when I return. You don’t have to pick up my slack.’
‘What can you possibly do for five whole days?’
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Hux goes on shore leave, desperate to debase himself. Ren follows and upturns all his plans. Hux knows Ren will ruin him.
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- Part 2 of I wanna do bad things to you
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One of us is gonna lose by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
16 Sep 2025
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‘I’ve something to show you, General,’ Ren says.
Hux’s stomach rolls. Ren is up to something devious.
His unease is warranted when the holo bursts forth in front of him—it’s them. Very specifically, it’s he and Ren in bed, undressed and entangled.
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Ren shows Hux a holo of them making love to prove a point. Hux is mortified. Blow jobs ensure, of course.
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- Part 1 of I wanna do bad things to you
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But I want it, it's a crime by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
07 Feb 2024
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‘I was about to make hot chocolate before I came out,’ Finn says, avoiding Poe’s gaze. ‘Don’t suppose you’d wanna come and have a mug?’
He phrases it like he’s expecting no, and really, Poe should say no. For Finn’s sake.
‘I do like a good hot chocolate,’ Poe says instead. It’s cold as hell, and he’s been itching for a warm drink all night.
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Poe reunites with Finn while out on patrol and he gets caught up in his feelings for this handsome young man.
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Into the empty parts of me by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
05 Aug 2023
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‘Rey,’ Finn says, standing in front of her, filling her vision.
Oh.
She sucks in another deep, but less-rattling breath. She’s still on the ship. Reality (actual reality—not Force-bond, space-bending reality) crashes into her, filling her insides like the tide coming in. She doesn’t remember how she got to the galley but here she is. Finn, as bright a moon on a clear night, smiles, awkwardly, hesitantly.
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Rey isn't doing okay but luckily Finn is there to helpSeries
- Part 1 of My dearest love, I'm not done yet
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And, lover, be good to me by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
30 Jul 2023
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‘The caf is only for if I fail to convince you to go to bed.’
‘How’re you gonna do that?’ Poe asks, swallowing a yawn. He can’t prove Finn’s point for him.
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Poe is up late and Finn needs to wrangle him to bed
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- Part 3 of My dearest love, I'm not done yet
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Everything you do is elusive, too by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
24 Jul 2023
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‘Hm. I don’t have my lighter on me.’
‘Oh.’
‘Would you like to come with me to my car?’ Hux asks, gesturing past the trees, to where the event planners are parked. ‘I’ve one in there, I’m sure.’
Poe knows what Hux is offering, and he should spit in his face and walk away. But he just nods and follows Hux’s lead.
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Tired vigilante Poe runs into corrupt Mayor Hux at a charity event. They have car sex and Poe spirals the whole time
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I was sent to destroy by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
13 Jul 2023
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‘It isn’t right,’ Finn said. ‘Everything that’s going on. All the crime. I have to help.’
Poe couldn’t help his glare and he was glad his mask hid his eyes. ‘Trust me, you’re not helping anyone.’
‘Oh, and you are? What’s your deal anyway?’
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Canto Bight's South Stretch is a festering mass of crime and misery. Vigilante Poe Dameron patrols the streets at night. He learns he's not the only one willing to put himself on the line for strangers.Series
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You don’t know what you’ve done to me by utterdesperation
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
08 Jul 2023
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‘Will you tell me what’s the matter?’ Poe asked.
‘I’m afraid.’
‘Afraid, huh? Same here. But of what specifically?’
Rey shook her head slowly. ‘Myself,’ she whispered. ‘I can… feel it. This… power, this desire, or temptation. And I have to stop myself. I can’t sleep.’
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Rey isn't okay and Poe doesn't know enough about the Force to help. But he's gonna try.
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- Part 2 of My dearest love, I'm not done yet