20 Bookmarks by utterdesperation
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Ever since he became Valentino’s toy boy, Angel Dust hasn't gotten a single break—and it's taken a turn for the worse since the battle against Heaven's Exorcists left the Overlord elite reeling, and the three Vees thirsty for more power that they can now seize.
As Alastor's obedient pet, Husk's afterlife has been an absolute bitch thus far, and the powerlessness brought on by his shackles makes it hard to breathe most days.
Things did get a bit better as the two of them started to grow closer, and Angel decided to slow down with his addiction. But the small refuge that they are for each other falls apart like a house on cards after Angel throws caution to the wind to save a young sinner from Valentino's smoke and mirrors. Now Valentino is hell-bent on making Angel Dust's afterlife even worse for him, and Husk knows that he can't leave Angel to fend for himself for the rest of his forever. No matter how high a cost Alastor's help might come at, the only way out might be through, and if there's something to be said about these two losers is that they won't go down without a fight.
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- Part 1 of The Uses Of Adversity
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- English
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- 175,934
- Chapters:
- 34/35
- Comments:
- 1,739
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- 1,061
- Bookmarks:
- 221
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02 Mar 2024
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After Pryde discovers the identity of the spy, he decides that killing Hux would be too simple. Instead, Pryde sells Hux to human traffickers and enjoys the thought of what will be done to him.
In the midst of horrific abuse inflicted on Hux’s body and mind, he stops thinking about rescue.
But rescue comes—in the form of his worst enemy and his greatest love.
Will Hux find a way back to himself after everything he’s been through? Will Kylo find a way forward to be the person Hux needs him to be? It’s possible—but it won’t be easy.
No, it won’t be easy at all.
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17 Feb 2024
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Hux is away on yet another business trip, and Kylo misses him so much, he sees Hux's face in his own breakfast.
Which gives him ideas. Well, one, very particular idea.
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15 Jan 2024
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Five times Hux took a picture of Kylo and one time Kylo took a picture of Hux.
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19 Nov 2023
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For Hux, this is just a scheduled stress relief. For Kylo, this is the only thing that matters.
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- Part 5 of Make Kylux Suffer Collection
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12 Nov 2023
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Compatibility in the Time of Cholera by need_more_meta
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
04 Nov 2023
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Yes, there is an epidemic on the Finalizer. Yes, the virus affects omegas’ hormonal cycles triggering vile, painful heats.
No, he, Armitage Hux, will not succumb to the illness. He refuses—right until he can’t anymore.
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- English
- Words:
- 9,709
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 58
- Kudos:
- 509
- Bookmarks:
- 70
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- 4,416
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06 Nov 2023
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imagine being loved by me by redtrospect
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
19 Aug 2023
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“I love you.” Poe’s voice is strained as he gasps out the words, eyes fluttering closed.
Finn breathlessly replies, “I know.” He reaches up to cradle Poe’s face in his palm, his caress gentle against Poe’s flushed cheek. “But I’m still not gonna let you come.”
An extra smutty take on "I love you." "I know."
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- Part 6 of FinnPoe Week 2023
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,331
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 12
- Kudos:
- 168
- Bookmarks:
- 21
- Hits:
- 2,036
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20 Aug 2023
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yours, mine by redtrospect
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
16 Aug 2023
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Finn’s rummaging through Poe’s dresser for something to wear, when he finds something surprising. Poe’s always insisted, what’s mine is yours, so.
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- Part 3 of FinnPoe Week 2023
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- English
- Words:
- 1,977
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 14
- Kudos:
- 138
- Bookmarks:
- 11
- Hits:
- 1,371
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17 Aug 2023
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the way you rush inside my mind by redtrospect
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
14 Aug 2023
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Finn’s been getting stronger in the Force. When it manifests in the bedroom, everyone benefits.
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- Part 1 of FinnPoe Week 2023
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,502
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 13
- Kudos:
- 120
- Bookmarks:
- 19
- Hits:
- 1,716
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15 Aug 2023
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all the things I would do by redtrospect
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
17 Jul 2023
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Days into an off-planet mission, Poe gets a late night call.
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17 Jul 2023
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Entropy by bad_decisions
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
29 Jan 2016
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Kylo Ren has a habit of wrecking things when the roiling in his head becomes too much to bear. It's as good a way as any to cope with the sickening call of the Light.
Hux, as it turns out, needs exactly the sort of outlet Kylo can provide.Bookmarked by utterdesperation
02 Jul 2023
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Interlude in Eventide by garbanzosoprese
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
09 Aug 2021
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Jacob struggles with a choice. Bells finds her footing in a new world. Edward dreams for the first time.
A 3-shot set between Twilight and New Moon. Companion fic to In the Afterlight. Mostly Twilight-canon compliant.
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08 May 2023
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When The Flood Comes by bruciemilf
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, The Batman (Movie 2022)
22 Apr 2023
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The flood brought Gotham closer; Strengthened bonds, it broke borders. It purged them, in a sense. Gave them a second chance at purer justice. Drowned rats don't bite.
But second chances aren't cheap.
There's still some blood in the water.
Or,
After losing his parents, little Tim Drake is sent packing to an orphanage.
Bruce Wayne comes for one orphan and adopts three.
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01 May 2023
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In the Afterlight by garbanzosoprese
Fandom Twilight, Twilight (Movies), Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer
15 Jun 2025
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"As Edward planted a kiss behind my jaw, a lightbulb sparked in my foggy mind. This was how vampires operated. This was how their beauty and smell and touch disarmed prey. He would sell me a dream and pull the bait-and-switch like any rational predator would. The spicy cinnamon scent. The lilting voice, soft hands. The static. If he ripped out my throat, it would take too long for me to notice and be too late for me to care.
All I could think about now was how good it would feel to have him on me, in me—teeth and venom and all.”
- Words:
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- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 297
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28 Apr 2023
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Zeb knows he can’t expect Kallus to have done away with two decades of Imperial xenophobia within a fraction of that time. He also knows that Kallus’s past experiences with Lasat have been deeply traumatic.
It doesn’t mean that either of them can ignore what they want.
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13 Apr 2023
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A Lasat Walks into a Bar by Holderisms
Fandoms: Star Wars: Rebels, The Mandalorian (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types
02 Apr 2023
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After speaking with Teva, Zeb gets a drink.
Even when someone is waiting on him.
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12 Apr 2023
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It's summer on Yavin IV, and Zeb has never seen a sunburn before
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12 Apr 2023
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What did Zeb do to get the Ashla to grant him this wish? He didn't know and he wasn't about to complain about it either, in fear that this was all some cooked up fantasy in his alcohol buzzed mind.
Currently, he had his lap full of a very tipsy, very handsomely disheveled, former Imperial. Those long muscular legs had sidled up to him in his seat in his wooden chair and made himself at home on his thighs, draping an arm over his as he got comfortable.
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- Part 1 of Life Day 'Verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,858
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 30
- Kudos:
- 917
- Bookmarks:
- 115
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- 12,866
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02 Apr 2023
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"You know, we will treat you fairly."
After the events on Behryn, Kallus finds himself accepting an invitation aboard the Ghost, and lands himself in the care of the very rebels he's been hunting for years.
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- Part 1 of Passenger
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31 Mar 2023
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Lasat have very peculiar mating habits. No one thought to tell Kallus about that.
or: Kallus is the last one to find out he’s being courted.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,299
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 137
- Kudos:
- 1,424
- Bookmarks:
- 226
- Hits:
- 17,425
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29 Mar 2023