vainika
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- Men's Football RPF (21)
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Julian Brandt’s life is a living hell right now. On the field, he’s the target of the fans’ criticism; in private, he battles the ghosts of his ex, Kai. Insomnia, nausea, and panic are his only companions. His salvation comes in the most unexpected form: Mats Hummels.
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When Mats cancels his vacation to confront Julian about his new relationship, a simple conversation turns into a whirlwind of confessions, jealousy, and a desire so overwhelming that it leads them to fulfill a long-repressed passion. But fear and doubt threaten to destroy what they have just built.
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Mats and Julian are more than teammates: they are friends, confidants, almost family. Their bond is so potent that the boundaries between them soon begin to blur. Every glance, every casual touch, every night spent alone becomes an agonizing battle between desire and the fear of accepting their true feelings. Everything finally erupts when Julian fights with his girlfriend, and Mats feels as if the parking brake has at last been released, allowing him to move forward with his friend.
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Mats is terrified.
What he feels for Julian is so overwhelming it frightens him. Guided by two pivotal people in his life, he must choose between the safety of silence and the terror of risking everything for a chance at happiness.
Single Dad with Emotional Responsibility
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En un mundo de lujo y opulencia, Julian y Kai intentan resguardar un amor que se desangra bajo el acecho de la lujuria y las sombras del pasado.
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Segunda parte de "The Circle of Tears"
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- Part 2 of The Circle of Tears
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You’d Have to Stop the World Just to Stop the Feeling by Dyclerc
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF, Tennis RPF
31 Oct 2025
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Kai needs to get over his ex-boyfriend Mason Mount. His captain, Martin, thinks it's a good idea for Kai to distract himself by going to Wimbledon. Kai decides to go, as he watches the handsome Carlos Alcaraz for the first time, he can get over how hot the Spaniard is.
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- Part 5 of Until I Found You
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22 Jan 2026
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“如果有一天我会讨厌足球，再也无法从中获得乐趣。”
“……那我也爱你。”“If one day I no longer love football, if it stopped bringing me any joy at all…”
“…then I would still love you.”纪实文学，部分章节有h，可能有点背德，但结局一定是好的。他们都是专业球员，与他们本人无关。
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11 Jan 2026
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Kai y Joao se veían desanimados por su empate contra Everton.
Enzo quería alegrarlos y demostrarle que eran más que suficientes.
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- Part 2 of Enzo y Havertz? Hell Yeah + Joao
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30 Dec 2025
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某黄黑公司（dtmd）一年一度圣诞特别篇即将上线～你对内容有什么期待吗？欢迎来一起讨论～
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27 Dec 2025
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故事发生于5.21奥格斯堡vs多特蒙德的比赛，比分是0:3，第三个球是施洛特贝克助攻布兰特完成的，进球后二人进行了亲密无间的庆祝，让我狠狠嗑到，故有此文！
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20 Dec 2025