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    Oscar had never really put all that much thought into his status as a beta.

    As a beta, his secondary sex didn't put anywhere near as much of an effect on his every day life in the way that being an alpha or omega would. He didn't experience heats or ruts, and well… his ability to scent was baseline. His own scent was mild and even, much less prone to souring. In turn, he wasn't as affected by the scents of others either. It meant he had a pretty easy time on the track, all things considered.

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    Or the fic where Oscar shifts from beta to omega and has to deal with the fallout.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    5 times Neil and Andrew don't make it onto the same professional team, and the one time they finally do.

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    16 Apr 2025

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    we’re monogamous.

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    "Fuck, Andrew, what’s going on? This... This is real? Am I going crazy?"

    "Neil," Andrew said, his voice low but firm, "this is real. I don’t know how or why, but I’m here with you. So, stop freaking out, okay?" He pulled Neil until their foreheads touched. "I need you to listen carefully," he began, waiting for Neil to nod before continuing. "I’ll go with the coach and Kevin to Palmetto, but I’ll come back as soon as possible to find you. We need to get these drugs out of my system. And meanwhile, you’ll grab your fucking bag and rent a decent hotel room to rest until your classes are over. You won’t run, and you’ll buy a damn phone. Got it, bunny?"

    "Got it," Neil whispered, trying to absorb Andrew’s firmness; trying to believe in that absurd and ridiculous possibility. He closed his eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath, letting the feeling of Andrew’s touch anchor him in reality. "I trust you. I’ll do what you said."

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    After almost a decade together, Neil and Andrew travel back in time to Neil's first year at Palmetto. Now, they must relive demons from the past. But at least they still have each other.

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    16 Mar 2025

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    It’s not fair. It’s all Neil can think, childish and foolish and true. It’s not fair. It’s not fair. It never has been. The tickets weigh as much as a coffin lid, as the lie that is Neil Josten. Kevin’s hand is still on top of his and his fingers tremble. Neil stares. It’s his left hand, a solid reminder of the bastion of cruelty these tickets are going to lead him to.
    “I’m sorry.” Kevin whispers.
    Neil barks a bitter laugh that ravages his throat and tucks the tickets into his pocket. “Yeah, me too.”

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    Nathaniel Wesninski dies in a basement in Baltimore. Neil Josten wakes up on the bleachers in Millport. One of them still has to get Jean out of the Nest.

     

    SEQUEL TO YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN KID (YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN)

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    15 Mar 2025

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    The man bit his lip, considering, then held out his hand, “My name is James. It’s nice to meet you.”

    Kevin stared at his hand for a beat, then took it in his own, “Kevin.”

    James’ hands were soft and warm, and Kevin felt something strange and pleasant tingling in his palms where their skin met. He realised he had held on too long and quickly let go, feeling heat flood his cheeks in embarrassment.

    Luckily, this James didn’t seem to notice, or he didn’t care. “What brings you here at this time of the night?”

    “Couldn’t sleep,” Kevin said, the ridiculousness of it washing over him. He had never had this problem before.

     

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    The one where Kevin Day meets the love of his life at the grocery store at 1am. And he has no idea who Kevin is.

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    11 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    for kevin <3