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Brother, I watched the sky burn by TentativeTreason
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
22 Feb 2026
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The 118 finally learn why Buck is the way he is. Their theory of a cult or a conversion camp was way off. Somehow, though, the reality of being a demi-god isn’t much better.
Buck thought they’d be happier to learn he wasn’t part of a cult.
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(i.e. The 118 all struggle with the revelation in different ways. Bobby crashes out learning the Gods exist, Athena’s still wanting justice for Buck’s dead childhood and if Eddie was worried about Anna being a nun, he has no idea how to cope with the literal son of a deity.)
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Part of a series Hearth and Home, Buck is a demi-god, blessed by Hestia.
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- Part 4 of Home and Hearth
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05 Jun 2026
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He’s fairly sure, in some faraway part of his brain, that Eddie doesn’t mean for him to climb onto the couch, slot his legs between Eddie’s, and collapse on top of him — Eddie’s chest his new favorite pillow.
He does know that’s probably not what he meant. But it is what Buck does.
Or, Buck's so, so tired. What's he supposed to do but take a nap on top of Eddie?
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14 May 2026
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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13 May 2026
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"I'm kidding, relax." Buck grins at him, radiating false innocence, and takes another sip. "Although I bet if I really wanted you to do something, I'd just have to ask nicely. Say please."
He pauses, Eddie can see the mischief brewing, can practically see the gears turning in Buck's head. "Or maybe just call you sir. That seems to work pretty well."
Eddie stops breathing. So much for trying to act natural.
Buck is watching him now, really watching him with sharp curious eyes and Eddie can feel himself being catalogued, examined, picked apart and analyzed like a bug under a microscope.
"I don't know what you're talking about," Eddie says, which is a blatant lie and they both know it.
"Sure you don't." Buck pushes off the counter, still smiling that infuriating smile. "Whatever you say, sir."
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Eddie Diaz and the three letter problem.a 9x08 coda
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12 May 2026
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A person who listens to whatever inane, mundane shit Buck is incapable of not spouting? Actually listens, with interjected questions and regular mmhms of acknowledgement? Indulgent of every tangent, every spiel, unless Buck is actively sowing terror in the hearts of victims on calls with his worst-case scenario stories.
He has that person. Eddie. According to May, that makes Eddie his person, a thought that has a bloom of warmth unfurling in his chest.
It might not be romantic, but it’s—it’s something.
And it’s worth Buck trying to get back to who they were. When their shift is over, he follows Eddie home like he might’ve done a year ago.
or, buck learns about bird theory. eddie, unsurprisingly, is the only one who passes with flying colours
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11 May 2026
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Eddie huffs. It’s respectable and masculine, probably. “You know I’m not interested in—”
“Yes, Eddie, I know,” Buck drolls. “You’re off the horse. The meat market is closed. Your dick is on Do Not Disturb. I just think the pot shouldn’t be calling the kettle out,” he gestures between them with an emphatic finger, “for bad dates. Not when the pot is, ostensibly, a born-again virgin.”
“I’m not a born-again virgin,” Eddie grumbles. “Don’t start this again.”
“I’m not starting anything,” Buck lies. “I’m watching the movie.” Another lie. Then he flops unceremoniously back down, head strewn across Eddie’s clenched thighs.
Or: Buck’s mouth moves faster than Eddie’s brain.
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09 May 2026
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"Buck, is this why you ditched us tonight? I thought tonight was our night together?"
Buck panicked looked over to Chris then Eddie then the girl who huffed out a hysterical laugh.
"Oh great. Men! You really are all the same, aren't you."
She started buttoning her shirt and taking her heels from the floor while going to the door. But then, she stopped next to Eddie and said:
"He didn't wear a ring, just so you know. I wouldn't done anything if I knew he was married with a child."
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Or: Eddie and Chris crash Buck's date night. Buck's date thinks Buddie are married. Ravi is over our lil fruity boys and they finally talk to each other, yay?!Bookmarked by vanay14
06 May 2026
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“Do you want to?”
Terrified brown meets pleading blue. The look in his eye is answer enough. “Buck.”
“I want to.” Buck tugs gently at Eddie’s happy trail. “I— I want you.”
“Jesus.”
“Do you want me, Eddie?” Buck murmurs. He tips the angle of his head down, looking up at Eddie through flaxen lashes. “Do you wanna fuck me?”
Wordlessly, Eddie sways forward, stomach tense against Buck’s hand, lips grazing Buck’s. Buck’s never felt like this before, this— powerful. A few words out of his mouth got Eddie like this, got him this twisted up. He got hard from kissing him.
“Tell me to stop,” Eddie pleads, breath hot against Buck’s mouth. “Buck.”
“Can’t,” Buck exhales, fingers dipping just past Eddie’s waistband, holding him there. “Please, Eddie. Want you.”
OR: 25-year-old Probie Evan Buckley isn’t expecting to meet and fawn over seasoned firefighter Eddie Diaz at the Firefighter games. He also isn’t expecting to end up in bed with him.
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- Part 20 of ejo + 911
- Part 1 of Evan Buckley DILF Hunter
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04 May 2026
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It’s almost pitiful, really. Buck looks desperate, his jaw hanging open, and he’s sweating, flushed. He needs more. What kind of friend would Eddie be not to give it, not to give Buck what he needs? That’s how he rationalizes it. It’s something they do; Buck gives things to Eddie without him even knowing what he needs; help, a listening ear, just his company. Eddie tries to do the same. Sometimes he thinks they know each other better than they know themselves. What is this but a continuation of that dynamic?
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Buck and Eddie roommates era, where Buck keeps having wet dreams, and Eddie helps.
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01 May 2026
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“Hey,” Buck says, in the hospital room after it’s all over. “Just so you know, I’m in love with you.”
His voice is raspy, his smile a little self-deprecating. His eyes, when Eddie stares at him in surprise, are steady and blue. He doesn't sound like he’s blurting something out, or getting something off his chest, or confessing something he’s embarrassed of. He just sounds like he’s telling Eddie about the weather, something mundane. The sun is hot in the sky, they’re in New Mexico, and Buck is, apparently, in love with him.
Buck confesses to Eddie after the kidnapping. Eddie, in a fit of madness, accepts his confession. It'll be fine - just because Eddie isn't in love with Buck, doesn't mean he can't be his boyfriend.
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29 Apr 2026
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Buck nods in understanding, looking down at their intertwined hands. "You don't have to worry about me, you know."
You're doing better. Sorry that I'm not.
"I don't think I know how to stop," Eddie confesses.
Buck looks at him for what feels like a long time, his mouth in a line.
Then he swallows, squeezing Eddie's hand again. "Eddie, I think you need to talk to someone."
Or: Buck is doing better. Eddie is still struggling after New Mexico. (A 9x16 coda/9x17 spec fic)
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28 Apr 2026
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To Open Up My Arms (And Give It All To You) by eddiebodywansum (butdaddyilovehim)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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“I can be your partner,” Eddie offers.
Now it’s Buck’s turn to say, “What?”
“If you want,” Eddie adds, shrugging—all casual like he’s not suggesting getting on a kink app for Buck and bearing the responsibility of being in charge of someone like that. “I mean, like you said, it’s an accountability thing, right? That’s what you want?”
Or, Eddie accidentally finds the Obedience App downloaded on Buck’s phone. He offers to help keep Buck accountable, only, they end up unintentionally stumbling into a 24/7 TPE relationship without even realizing it.
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28 Apr 2026
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This is all perfectly applicable to friendship. Friendships require effort. Intentionality. Sometimes you have to watch a minute long Instagram video about attracting men to figure out how to get your male best friend to come back to your house and fall asleep on your couch again. Or in your bed. Either one.
Whatever Buck's comfortable with. Eddie's not picky.
Eddie will take whatever proximity Buck is willing to offer and be grateful for it, and if that sounds desperate then fine, it's a little desperate, but it's friend-desperate, which is a completely different thing than regular desperate.
He replays the video and takes mental notes, formulating a plan that is simple: get Buck's attention. Spend more time with Buck. Stop feeling like his ribcage has been hollowed out with a melon baller every time he goes forty-eight hours without hearing Buck laugh.
Easy and straightforward. He’s got this.
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Five times Eddie tries to show Buck how much he misses him; plus the one time he just says it.Series
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27 Apr 2026
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Eddie’s changed back into his civilian clothes and is just finishing tightening the laces on his boots when Chimney comes into the locker room, his face uncharacteristically serious.
“Hey guys, can you all hang back a minute? I need to talk to you about something,” he says, pulling the door closed behind him.
Hen looks up from her phone, glancing around at Eddie, Ravi, and Harry. “Sure, Cap. Should we wait for Buck?”
Chim sighs and shakes his head. “It’s…it’s about Buck.”
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A few missing scenes from Pick Your Poison.Bookmarked by vanay14
24 Apr 2026
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Breathe — come on, Buck, breathe!
Buck doubles over, clutching at his chest, his lungs burning. Pain explodes across his sternum like he’s just been punched.
Don’t do this to me, please.
Finally, Buck manages to suck in a ragged breath. “I…I think I can hear Eddie,” he gasps, dazed. He glances over at the stairs, expecting to see Eddie appear at the top.
Bobby nods, his hands still on Buck’s shoulders. “You have to go back to him.”
Buck looks up at Bobby. “He isn’t here?”
Bobby’s eyes well with tears. “No, Buck. He isn’t here.”
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Hovering between life and death after the building collapse, Buck encounters Bobby while Eddie races to save him. Or, an alternate take on the season 8 finale.
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24 Apr 2026
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Buck wonders, suddenly, if Eddie’s on any dating apps. Or — God forbid — Grindr.
He looks up when Eddie makes a small noise. His gaze finds Eddie’s mouth first, pink and right there, before he very stubbornly reorients to Eddie’s eyes. His eyes that, suddenly, bear a heat Buck’s grown used to over the past couple of months.
“Wanna?” Eddie murmurs, tapping Buck’s hip. “After dinner?”
Heat pools in Buck’s gut, and he nods, a little dazed. “S-sure. Yeah, sure.”
Or: Buck and Eddie fuck sometimes. As friends. With a self-imposed no-talking-during-sex rule. This is fine with Buck. He’s really chill about it.
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- Part 18 of ejo + 911
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24 Apr 2026
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- Part 6 of buddie fanarts
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23 Apr 2026
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Eddie is not familiar with the so called Firehose, despite his apparent popularity within the firehouse's rumor mill.
He'd like to know more, though.
Just to check if what they say is true, of course.Bookmarked by vanay14
23 Apr 2026
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“Eddie, I—” Buck swallows hard, voice catching in his throat as Eddie’s cock slides against his, thick and warm and huge.
And huge is not an exaggeration.
And Buck knows he’s not lacking in that department. Hell, he’s been told more than once he’s a lot. He’s seen guys do double-takes in locker rooms, seen the way hookups have lit up when his pants came off or even a couple shy away at the thought of taking him all (which was fine, he’s good with his hands and his mouth, they both always still had a great time). He’s not shy about it—never had a reason to be. The nickname Firehose always had multiple meanings.
So the fact that he’s currently realising now he’s the smaller one?
That Eddie—his best friend, his newly minted boyfriend as of thirty minutes prior (holy shit!!), the guy who makes him feel seen in ways no one else ever has—is bigger than him?
That throws him. Not in a bad way, not exactly. Just… surprising. Disorienting, in the kind of way that makes his brain short-circuit a little.
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Eddie Diaz has a big dick. Buck is a little intimidated. Eddie makes it fit.
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20 Apr 2026
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In walks Evan Buckley, a bright red plastic firefighter’s helmet perched on his head. His shirt—if you could call it that—is charcoal with bold yellow stripes; it clings across his torso while leaving far more skin and cleavage bare than covered.
Below that—his legs. Jesus Christ, his legs are almost entirely on display. The matching skirt doesn’t even reach mid-thigh, giving way to thick, tree-trunk thighs before the eye catches on fishnet stockings. Each is topped with a reflective yellow band, the kind that is usually seen across their turnouts.
And then, finally, the look is polished off at his feet—a pair of plain, dark sneakers. Apparently, he hadn’t been able to handle heels after all.
Eddie nearly slips off his barstool, over-rotating in his need to track Buck’s walk toward them.
“Oh, god,” Chimney mutters behind him, but Eddie barely hears it.
Eddie’s brain and eyes are focused entirely and stuck on the plush spill of thigh over the top band of Buck’s thigh-highs. Eddie is fighting tooth and nail against every instinct that tells him to drop to his knees in the middle of the bar and sink his teeth into the flesh there.
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Kinktober day 31: Foreplay
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- Part 20 of Kryptonian Fictober 2025
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18 Apr 2026