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objects in mirror (are closer than they appear) by words_unravel
Fandoms: Panic At The Disco, The Young Veins
03 Feb 2010
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well the problem's getting big
and it's a compact car
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- Part 2 of always-a-girl!Spencer
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30 May 2026
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“And I am not, like, ten fucking years older than you, and I am totally and completely one hundred percent single.”
Ryan spends a little too long not listening—to himself, to everyone else—until it finally catches up with him.
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29 Mar 2026
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Ryan is always beautiful, but the weed and her obvious bad mood made it a thousand times more enthralling. He’d seen her face plummet deliciously from boredom to annoyance to misery all night and even if she didn’t kiss him, didn’t touch him at all besides the very edges of their bodies, Brendon was just happy to watch her change channels.
Sex with your friend who doesn’t like you as much as you like her in a shitty New Hampshire hotel room.
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11 Mar 2026
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you know i’d take, take, take you by vintagemisery03 for verbatimx
Fandoms: The Academy Is..., Panic! at the Disco
19 Jan 2026
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Mike should really have expected it to happen, she thinks she really should’ve been prepared. But she wasn’t.
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or; i don’t want to talk about it.
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19 Jan 2026
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This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.
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callsigns requested a ficlet, Mike Carden/Ryan Ross, "anything from their history, but bonus points if William is involved."
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07 Dec 2025
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☆ While traveling cross country on a Greyhound bus, 19 year old Ryan encounters a much older Pete. A thousand miles away, Spencer and Brendon are convinced he's going to get murdered.
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Just Breathe by meiloslyther
Fandoms: Bandom, The Young Veins, Phantom Planet, Panic! at the Disco
07 Nov 2009
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Ryan thinks he's a freak. No one else is convinced.
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- Part 7 of NaNoRyRo 2009
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09 Jul 2025
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05 Jul 2025
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And when you're celebrating your night... by halcyon441
Fandoms: Electronic Dance Music RPF, Skrillex (Musician), Deadmau5 (Musician)
22 Jul 2024
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Joel misses Sonny. A lot. And they're both nominated for a Grammy this year. And is it that bad to want him back?
[title taken from Kx5- Sacrifice]
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26 Jun 2025
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When he comes back in, Brendon is still there.
“Why are you old?” Brendon says, after they stare at each other for a long moment.
“Why are you a piece of shit?” Ryan mimics, before blanching.
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04 Mar 2025
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"There's a boardwalk down by Venice with a midway and all sorts of arcade games," Alex explained. "Ryan and I hang there sometimes, I think you'd love it."
Dallon swallowed. He wanted to say yes, but then again, how could he?
"I wouldn't want to intrude on..."
He glanced between the two of them, realizing at that moment that he wasn't entirely sure what was between them. Boyfriends seemed trivial. Partners, too extreme. Lovers was too poetic.
"No, I promise, you're not," Alex cooed, wrapping one arm around his waist. It was almost imperceptible how he angled his body toward Dallon's, tilting his chin up, till they were only a breath apart.
Dallon blinked, unable to form any coherent thoughts that could lend themselves to words.
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- Part 1 of This Must Be the Place
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06 Feb 2025
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Brendon had no idea that recording an album would be so complicated and frustrating
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02 Oct 2024
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Summary Stressed and ansty after the end of the tour, Brendon escapes to London, and finds more than he bargains for.
Ryan leans his elbow on the table, puts his chin in his hand. "So, why are you here?"
"I," Brendon pauses... "I just couldn't be there. I needed to be somewhere else."
"Yeah," Ryan finally takes a sip of his tea. "Yeah, I know how that feels."
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- Part 2 of Momentum
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06 May 2024
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After an accident, Ryan wakes up in March of 2013 and can't remember the split. He's left with none of the answers to the puzzle of the last four years.
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01 May 2024
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It's the journey that matters. They drive straight for a couple days, down the expanse of Interstate 15. Brendon takes weird delight in taking off-ramps and going on pointless side trips, even veering cross-country; eventually, though, he always finds his way back onto the highway. Mud clings tenaciously to the tread of their tires, and the gleaming metal bodywork is smudged and clouded into obscurity with choking red dust. There is dust in Ryan's eyes and every time he swallows, he can taste it thick on his tongue.
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Let Each Who Is Worthy by mokuyoubi
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Bandom, Fall Out Boy, The Academy Is...
09 Mar 2013
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“It was probably just some shitty band, you know? I mean, how many high school bands ever go anywhere, what are the odds? But I still can’t help wondering how things might have been different, if I’d joined them. Like. That was a bad time for me, and what if I had found a place where I fit in? Where would I be now?"
Brendon has his religious crisis but never meets Panic! and goes away on his mission after high school.
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31 Mar 2024
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Maybe that's what makes life interesting, the collision of endless questions and answers, and those precious moments of triumph when we can match the right ones together. Once upon a time, Panic went to a cabin in the mountains to write an album they never made. One night there, something happened that Ryan tried to forget. Two years later, he still hasn't.
Note: 90% of this fic was written by behindthec. I just fail at the whole "chapter by" thing /Red
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- Part 1 of PCCF
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i won't leave indentions of me (i won't leave intentionally) by segs
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
08 Sep 2014
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Brendon had asked Ryan why, and Ryan had said, “Because,” and then there was laughter on the other line, not Ryan’s, a girl’s. “It’s my birthday. And I miss you.”
That had been enough.
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05 Mar 2024
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"I mean, vampires are kind of morbid, right? They sleep in coffins and everything. I wouldn’t want to sleep in a coffin."
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- Part 1 of Find your way back home
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21 Feb 2024