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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    Fyodor tuts, crouching down Nikolai and brushing his finger through his hair. It makes Nikolai blush, dropping his head to his shoulders. He doesn't know why, but heat has started pooling in his spine as Fedya keeps touching him, but his hand stops on Nikolai's shoulder as a show of friendliness.

    “I won’t tell your mom,” Fedya starts. “If you let me join you. And help you make a better house for the dead deer.”


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    OR: Kid!Fyolai AU where they go out to the woods and explore, and learn deer anatomy in the process

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Fyodor Dostoevsky meets Nikolai Gogol, and is instantly enamoured. And when he loses track of him, he meets him again. And again. And again.
    And every time, Fyodor loves Nikolai.
    Fyodor Dostoevsky will never stop meeting Nikolai Gogol.

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    07 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Humans had gone extinct under a lit-up sky, many years ago.
    All that remained were him and these animals.
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    Nikolai has lived almost the entirety of his miserable little existence in a bunker underground, constrained by the weight of the past and his own mind. He's fully content with letting nature take its course, until, oh wonder, a fellow survivor stumbles upon him. What ensues between these two individuals, both shaken and deluded in their own ways, is yet to be decided. But they are not alone in this unforgiving world, and survival comes at a heavy cost.

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    28 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Fyodor was alive. And this time Nikolai would not let him go, no. He’d make him his own.

    One piece at a time, if needed.

    He’d start with his legs.

    (A love story)

    This fic was created for the Fyodor Ship Week 2024 collection.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    This was what Nikolai wanted. Fyodor Dostoyevsky was dead. Nikolai was free. Truly free. Free from his own human emotions, free from earthly attachment, free from friendship… so why did he feel this way then? As he held his dear Fedya’s hand in his as he had done so many times before, he felt his smile fade like the warmth from the now dead skin.

    Or: Nikolai is confused by his emotions in the wake of Fyodor’s death and gets freaky with Fyodor’s arm as a coping mechanism. (He doesn’t know that Fyodor’s not really dead yet)

    DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT

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    18 Jan 2026