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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Three months after the outbreak. Three months after everything had collapsed. Three months after the sickness had swallowed Japan whole in one terrible gulp.

    He was still alone. Exhausted. Filthy.

    And he was-

    He was so fucking hungry.

    ...

    Or - After the outbreak, Yokohama has been swallowed by chaos - streets overrun with the infected, the city fractured, and survival a daily battle. Atsushi Nakajima clings to the fragile hope that his friends are still alive, even as he faces horrors that strip him of power and force him to reckon with a helplessness he’s never known, while hiding in Suribachi city.

    But survival isn’t meant to be a solitary journey. Amid the chaos, Atsushi encounters Ryuunosuke Akutagawa, mortal enemy and rival, and together they must traverse the perilous expanse of Suribachi Bridge to reach the Agency - and whatever remnants of the Port Mafia remain. Bound by necessity, fear, and a tentative trust, the two struggle to survive a world overrun by monsters, all while navigating the fragile sparks of something deeper between them.

    Atsushi x Akutagawa. Post-apocalypse, zombie AU

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    02 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 69

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    "Atsushi" Kyoka asked, looking at him with curiosity. "Did you had a previous job?"

    Atsushi left everythings he was doing, still as a statue.

    "Why do you ask?" He forced a smile in his face.

    "Well, I am now part of the agency. And the game of guessing is really interesting." She said, more careful.

    "Well I... I did have a job. But it's better here. Much better."

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    Without more options than death, Atsushi Nakajima takes a job in Tokyo's red-light district. As a host, he learns to fake smiles, give comfort, and sell the illusion of love. But when one night turns into a nightmare he never consented to, everything shatters. Running and with only a train pass, Atsushi tries to disappear… until a fateful evening by the river drags him into someone else’s death wish—and into a story he could never have imaginated.

    An Au what if Atsushi worked in the red district

    Flirting and more trauma can change the canon more than you think.

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    18 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    "What do i do? What do I do?," he keeps repeating, clutching the object in his furiously shaking hands. "I'm not as smart as Ranpo or Dazai, I don't know how to use it!," he cries, fat tears rolling down his hollow cheeks. "I'm not strong, I don't have power, I am uselessuselessUSELESS!" He buries his face in his hands.

    After a while, he softly shakes his head. "No, that doesn't matter..." He looks around, at the devastated landscape around him. "I need to... I need to save them."

    Or: Atsushi would go through his own personal hell to protect his loved one's smiles. Even if they don't remember.

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    15 Aug 2024

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    [COMPLETED]

    But this scene seemed vaguely familiar.

    He somberly smiled to himself when he realised, the gesture quite not reaching his eyes,
    'As if. But it's kinda great to imagine that I'll run into Dazai san again like that.'

    It's great to dream.

    But when his ears picked up on the sound of bubbles and someone choking under water, he realised lady luck seemed to have something against him today that she was teaming up with lady gaslight.

    So, he slowly turned around, his eyebrows twitching at the sight of Dazai's floating legs in the river.

    This has to be fake.

    Dazai was supposed to be dead.

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    Atsushi time travels somehow and ends up where he and Dazai first met. The only problem being, he doesn’t believe it’s real and wants the ‘illusion’ to break so he can go back and save the only couple of people left behind in the war.

    He doesn’t want to lose the ones that are luckily alive.

    [COMPLETED]

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    05 Dec 2023

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    After a chance encounter with a mysterious ability user, Atsushi Nakajima finds himself crawling to Ryuunosuke Akutagawa for help. He's burning up with a sickness that can only be satisfied by the broody bastard himself. When neither can hold back, an illicit arrangement forms. Can they keep their feelings out of the fun? Or is something greater at play, ensuring they fall harder?

    Their pursuit of happiness will put them through the wringer, push their moral limits, and make them dig deeper for whatever it takes to keep what they have.

    One man reaches for the light for a chance at love, and the other dips into the dark to protect it.
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    Weak Inhibitions started off as a short smut fic but has developed into a behemoth of a fic about young love, found families, and accepting peace after trauma. It is a character-driven story that covers dark moments in their lives that influence their decisions and the way they interact with each other. It is also sexually explicit and violent. So, please read the tags.

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    04 Dec 2023