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    They didn’t really speak for the rest of the night. Ilya picked out some clothes for Shane and once he was washed and dressed they went downstairs and ate food. Ilya just scrambled some eggs for them both and they ate them in silence. When Ilya led Shane up to one of the many spare bedrooms of this house, Shane immediately collapsed onto the bed, Ilya went to leave before Shane spoke for the first time in a while “You’re leaving?” he asked with what seemed to be a pout forming on his face. Ilya froze with his door on the handle and turned back “I will just be in the next room, if you need me just come find me, ok?”

    Shane shook his head and said “Stay,” like he wasn’t giving Ilya a choice before shifting over on the bed creating enough space for Ilya. Ilya faltered for a moment, dumbfounded with the way this omega, who had been shaking and scared most of the evening was now giving him a command.

    Prequal to 'Anything For My Princess' can be read before or after

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Sets during the COVID-19 pandemic.

    Yuna Hollander is tired, cautious, and quietly prejudiced. Ilya Rozanov is sick, far from home, and far more fragile than she’s prepared for.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    This is the real, honest truth of it: Shane has spent years navigating his own personal rules about touch, putting up barriers out of necessity, only for Ilya Rozanov to knock them down with ease. No one has ever touched Shane like he has. Shane has never wanted anyone to. But Ilya Rozanov—Shane wants him, in a way that’s new and terrifying. They’ve been as close as two people can possibly be, and still Shane wants more.

     
    or, Shane Hollander has a carefully controlled relationship with touch. Ilya Rozanov changes that.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?

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    Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "If I make it out of this alive mama, I’ll cherish every moment we have, whether it’s in the sun or in dark corners. I will earn his love, on his terms, just please let me make it right. I love you mama, and I miss you so much, but not yet. Please don’t take me yet. Let me hold him one more time."

    Or: The plane crash in the Long Game, but what if Shane didn't immediately know that Ilya was okay.

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    19 Mar 2026