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the wreckage of you I no longer reside in by undertheinktree
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Sep 2025
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Andrew crashes a car.
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02 Oct 2025
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people problems by loveroulettes for ConventionalExy (Conventionals)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 Feb 2022
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When Neil meets the perfect guy Andrew realizes that six and a half years later, he still doesn’t know how to ask the important questions.
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18 Mar 2025
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Andrew shrugs. “If you’re going to stick around, don’t insult me. Stand there and look pretty, or disappear and leave me alone.”
Neil laughs harshly. “Andrew, it’s me. I’m real. You’re not that crazy.”
“My dead boyfriend is in front of me, implying the FBI helped him fake his death.” Another drag. “I could use a different word, if you prefer. Psychotic, schizophrenic, delusional. Find me a thesaurus, would you?”
“Boyfriend,” Neil echoes.
“Whatever you were.” Andrew stubs his cigarette out on the step between his feet. “Whatever we were going to be if your father hadn’t disemboweled you.”
Neil is dead, until he isn't.
A Neil-Died-In-Baltimore-But-Not-Really AU
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03 Feb 2025
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“Anything else?” He waits for Lu Guang to look back at him. “That I’m like, in the future.”
And Lu Guang— softens, just a touch. “No,” his thumb traces the handle of the mug as he says it. “Nothing else.”
And Cheng Xiaoshi has no choice but to believe him, even if only partially. He will allow himself this one small comfort.
(Cheng Xiaoshi gets into an accident, forgets a few things, and grows into himself.)
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03 Feb 2025
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A Quiet Little Seedling by Lostintheuniverseslies
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Nov 2024
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Neil had a lot of secrets. He didn’t want much in life except to live quietly, run his botanical store, upload TikToks covering plant care, and for not a single person to find out that he’s the best-selling author N.A.J who published one book anonymously five years prior and disappeared. His life takes a turn when his literary agent tracks him down for a follow-up book with the theme of feeling settled and at peace. Two things Neil is not.
Thus begins his journey of planting roots in a town he’s lived in for years, starting with making friends with people who have tried to bring him into their circle. As Neil gets closer to them and his secrets become less guarded, there’s still that one big secret he intends on taking to his grave. But the closer he gets to his friends the closer he unknowingly gets to that secret being revealed.
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- Part 1 of Branches of Solace
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26 Jan 2025