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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ivan inevitably found himself standing in front of his puzzle, leaning slightly to get a better view of the boy’s face. It was the first time Ivan had ever gotten to see a black eye so close.

    “Did you win or lose?” were the first words out of Ivan’s mouth.

    The boy was so absentminded that he had flinched back at the simple question. For a second his sharp eyes widen before falling into two slits, a glare.

    His arms tightened around himself and he huffed out a breath. “What are you talking about?”

    Ivan pointed to his own eye, “Your face. Did you win or lose the fight?” His own face didn’t contort the way messy-haired playground boy’s did.

    Or, Ivan learns how to define love.

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    10 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    There's a five minute time gap before the next picture is sent by Mizi. It's a selfie of her side profile, and she's glancing at the camera with a light smile. Ivan's fingers are tilting her chin up, his touch clearly gentle even through the screen, and his other hand holds an eyeliner pencil.

    Ah. He's doing her makeup. Or, trying to, at least.

    Till is going to throw up.

    or, mizi and ivan have a sleepover. till gets a fever. those two things may or may not be related

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    26 Mar 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    At one of the many parties Ivan (unfortunately) had to attend as a captain of their football team, his friends forced him to play 'Truth or Dare' with them.
    Somehow, he got a dare to sleep with a bratty emo guy a year younger, Till.

    Eventually, Ivan realizes how wrong his teammates were about Till.

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    23 Feb 2025

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    "It's a pleasure to meet you. I hope we'll have a pleasant collaboration."

    “Likewise.”

    They say your life flashes before your eyes on the brink of death, but Ivan sure hopes he is not dying right upon meeting the love of his life, even if it feels like it.

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    16 Feb 2025

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    “If only we met under different circumstances, I would make you mine.” Ivan encircled Till’s cell like a vulture. “Unfortunately, your execution is scheduled for dawn.”

    “Then for tonight, I dare you to mark me,” Till taunted, rattling his chains.

    Till knew Ivan would never waste that bond on a lowly assassin like him.

    Till knew Ivan would only mate with a powerful political ally.

    Till knew Ivan never acted on impulse.

    But he was wrong. Ivan’s warm breath at the nape of his neck sent shivers down his spine. Till threw his head back and screamed as Ivan’s teeth drew blood.

    Prince Ivan destroyed everything Till had ever known and loved: his parents, his entire village, and his innocence.

    After a failed assassination attempt, Till found himself pregnant and alone. But for the first time, he was freed from the shackles of his past.

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    04 Feb 2025

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    Amidst the sea of flames, ruins that fall like shooting stars, and the blazing comets that plummet from the heavens, Till makes a choice.

    In another universe, he lets go, turns around, and runs back, leading them to a finale where only bitter, cold sorrow remains.

    In this one, Till does not let go of Ivan's hand. The warmth between their fingertips stays, and eyes that swim in aventurine radiance meet a black so deep that looking at them feels like falling into an endless abyss. He still pauses, he ponders on his decision, but ultimately, he chooses Ivan, and as always, in every other universe and the next, Ivan will always choose Till.

    Or: From beginning to end, it has always been Ivan and Till.

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    03 Feb 2025

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    “If you’d have called me asking for help,” Till says, slowly, carefully, “I wouldn’t have picked up.”

    He sees, and is somewhat startled by, the impact of his words. Ivan sways on his feet almost imperceptibly, and in his eyes there is the smallest sliver of passion. Of hatred. Then Till watches Ivan piece himself back together, indifferent and efficient as always.

    “That’s the difference between you and me,” Ivan says with vindictive superiority. “I never would have called.”

    ivantill breakup au

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    31 Jan 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 32

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    5 times Till is afraid of thunderstorms...

    and the 1 time Ivan is.

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    23 Jan 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 45

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    It's been more than a year since the rebels have gotten Till out of the stage hell. He's at their base together with Mizi and Hyuna now, training and participating in raids against the aliens.
    One day, rebels return from their raid with a big catch. It included Ivan, who turned out to have survived thanks to his owner. The old friends are happy to be reunited, but it turns out that Ivan has lost his memories. What will Till do, now that he realized his feelings for him?

    * This is a translation of a work in Russian. To view the original, look here

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    17 Jan 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    Till lives in the constant shadow of his stalker.

    “Do you think they left before the police came?” Till murmurs, voice small and meek as he gnaws at his lip. He is folded into a stiff dining table chair across from Ivan, the photos spread out across the table between them.

    “It seems that way,” Ivan muses, and he flips the photo in his hands over to read the writing on the back once more. You are beautiful when you are afraid. Till gapes down at the words with a cold grip around his heart and a knot in his throat, and he rubs his thumb across dried crimson ink. It’s the same shade as every other note he'd received from his stalker, and it pools and dries darker at the corners of the characters where the lines of them intersect.

    Can be read as a standalone fic or part of the series

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    15 Jan 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 36

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    *old/will remain unfinished. Check out new version!

    Till isn’t intent on joining greek society or going to frat parties and likes to keep to himself. He aims to bide his freshmen year of university peacefully in order for his mother to not worry about him, a recessive omega in a foreign place.

    However, for the sake of romantic development, we can’t have that, so Till (begrudgingly) finds the campus heartthrob and dominant alpha Ivan attached to him.

    ABO AU that’s also based on the teen drama au with social butterfly Ivan x outsider Till.

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    14 Jan 2025

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    “Fuck off,” Till mutters. “Anyway, it’s not the same. Girls are always after Ivan for the wrong kind of reasons, I’m looking out for the dumbass.”

    “What reason?” Mizi asks brightly. “Because he’s rich, handsome, charming and has five hundred thousand followers on Instagram?”

    Till scowls. “Listen, I used my power responsibly-” Here Sua snorts in a seriously unlady-like way and Mizi looks charmed, “I did, they sucked. If Ivan dated a decent girl I’d give my fucking blessing.”

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    14 Jan 2025

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    Ivan assists in the bust of a cruel omega sex trafficking ring—only to find out his childhood best friend and favorite person in the world had been one of their victims this entire time.

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    04 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 37

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    On a warm summer afternoon after school, Till's unrequited love of twelve years officially announced her relationship with their childhood friend and, officially, unknowingly, finally breaks his heart.

    Just as Till begins to walk away, making a mental note to stop by at a convenience store to get a whole gallon of ice cream and cry his heart out while eviscerating some randos on one of his FPS games, an arm hooks him by the neck, dragging him close to its owner. He jerks his head and looks up at Ivan in instant annoyance, coming face-to-face with a snaggle-toothed grin.

    "Now you and I are going on a date of our own."

    in which Till invariably spends more time with Ivan, who's intent on distracting and cheering him up following his heartbreak. This absolutely, definitely, obviously does not lead to any other outcome at all.

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    17 Dec 2024

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    13 Dec 2024

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    “Till! Good morning!” Mizi said giddily and raised her hand for a high five but Till went past her, so Mizi grabbed the tip of his uniform.

    “Eh? Mizi?” a very confused Till said which made Mizi giggle again.

    “It’s still so early in the morning, what are you thinking so deeply?” Mizi asked curiously.

    Till then answered without thinking that much, which made Mizi stop and gape her mouth then laughed so hard as if she heard a joke. Which made a light headed Till more confused. He then asked her what’s wrong, then Mizi laughed even harder.

    “Till! You’re already thinking about Ivan so early in the morning, we just saw him and Sua last week.” then laughed again, Till flushed because of it.

    or

    Till didn't know what these emotions swirling inside him, it confuses him so much, but what confuses him more is this gnawing feeling he has for his childhood friend Ivan.

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    06 Dec 2024

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    Till turns his crazed grin and both middle fingers up for the cameras, then he throws himself off the suspended stage headfirst. The momentum rips clear of the cords in his neck, blood streaming behind him from his open wounds. Behind his eyelids are flashes of his life: long pink hair, bruises down to bone, and one night with the sky streaked bright, running hand in hand.

    On the way down he thinks, in the split second before his neck snaps against the hard metal floor, that if he had the chance, he’d keep running next time.

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    Or, Till tries again (and again and ag- )

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    04 Dec 2024

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    “Shut up, loser.” Till answered, still not looking at Ivan.

    “I’m not a loser. I have friends.”

    “Oh yeah? Who?”

    “Well, you’re my friend. I consider you as my friend.” Ivan answered, his tone still as calm as always.

    “We aren’t friends, jeez. Now leave me alone.”

    “If you aren’t friends with me, then you’re a loser as well."

    “You—! Say that again!”

    Till’s face heated up and his cheek flushed. He angrily pushed Ivan away with his elbow, but Ivan threw himself back onto Till, wrapping his arms around Till’s neck from behind.

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    Till and Ivan as they grew up in Anakt Garden. Till slowly realizes how Ivan is important to him. And Ivan slowly realizes how much he wishes for his gaze to meet Till's truly, just for once.

    What if they both realized their feelings- understood each other- before Alien Stage?

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    03 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 71

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    Opening his eyes and finding them drifting towards the man who slowly pulled the car to a slow stop as the traffic light turned red, using that moment to turn his own head towards Till. A soft smile forming on his lips as his eyes crinkled with mirth, a stunning sight that caused Till’s heart to race and his palms to become sweaty.

    “You’ll make me blush if you keep staring at me like that.”

    “Shut up and focus on the road!” Till spat out, feeling his face heat up with embarrassment at being caught staring so openly at the other. Fighting to calm his heart as Ivan began to laugh at his reaction, eyes lingering on Till for a moment longer before turning his attention back to the road as the light turned green.

    University student Till and Popular idol Ivan are childhood friends who both believe are in one-sided love with the other, neither wanting to ruin their friendship by admitting their feelings.

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    02 Dec 2024

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    Mizi trusted Ivan to act as her love interest in the play, and Ivan felt comfortable acting with Mizi.

    As for Till and Sua, they were not happy at all with the situation.

    Or,

    A rehearsal gone wrong, where Ivan ends up doing something to Till that he might regret later.

    Complicated feelings, discoveries and a significant amount of jealousy.

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    27 Nov 2024

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