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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    05 Oct 2024

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    Buck and Eddie are friends - best friends. Neither has had a close male friendship quite like this one. So it must be totally normal to think about your best friend's dick 24/7, right? And jerk off together? And make-out? And have phone sex? And...

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    or: Buck and Eddie are the most oblivious idiots on the planet and literally everyone knows they're in love but them.

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    15 Aug 2024

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    Being lonely wasn't new to Buck.

    Sure, he was surrounded by people. He has his family at the 118, he has Maddie. He knows if he were to reach out to them, ask for help when his mind was somewhere dark and deep and he was thinking thoughts he really shouldn’t be—well, he knew they would help him.

    But sometimes, loneliness came no matter how many people you had in your life.

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    27 May 2023

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    About 30 in the street, at least 10 more in the building. One woman with a single GSW to the leg, none other critically injured. Four police chargers and six officers, all armed, more inbound.

    One suspect. Male. Small caliber handgun and a hostage.

    There was no time for Buck to think when his reactions needed to be faster than his brain. His body knew what to do, how to take a man down efficiently.

     

    In which Buck joined the 118 after transferring to the Navy Reserves and struggled with becoming a civilian. Eddie showed him how to feel worthy again.

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    09 May 2023