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    Mike Wheeler is thirty years old, three years married, and incredibly unhappy. After an unexpected AOL Instant Messenger group chat with the Party, Mike reconnects with Will after several years and realizes that maybe his life doesn't have to be so bad.

    Or: A 2000s epistolary fic in which Mike falls in love with his childhood best friend and cheats on his wife.

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    22 May 2026

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    Mike's been touching Will, sleeping in the same bed, playing D&D but only the two of them, and calling him beautiful. Will Byers is losing his mind.

    Season 5 rewrite (byler, henderhop, steddie) where Will has a gun, Mike becomes a vampire, and the dead are brought back to life to be kissed. Vecna has also decided to play a horrifyingly real game of D&D.

    “Hey, look, I’m on my knees, and I’m asking, El, please, I’m asking you, tell me what’s wrong.”

    Her fingers are claws, and she stretches them forcefully so they are straight. She will not be upset. There are words she can say to make him stop talking. There are things she can do.

    1. Throw him across the room with her mind.

    2. Show him Will’s sketch-paper.

    3. Ask why Strahd has a boyfriend.

    These are all stabby things that will stab Mike. So she says, “I like Dustin. I kissed him, and I like him better.”

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    18 May 2026

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    The invisible shoulder nudges him, and Mike wishes he'd taken the piece of paper to read what Will would've actually said, and then misses, more generally, Will's voice. His spoken word. Which is unfair - Mike's lucky he gets even this much, the cool brush on his arm, the creaks of his weight on the floorboards, the gentle drum of his fingers. Reminders. Will, inasmuch as he can be, is here, even if it will never feel like enough.

    Sometimes — he never tells anyone this — he shuts his eyes, tells himself that Will is alive, and sitting there, next to him, and the moment he tilted his head, they'd be face to face.

    He doesn't like opening his eyes, after that.

    Will is a ghost. Mike is haunted.

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    11 May 2026

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    “Will. I can touch you. Let me.”

    He doesn’t have a plan. When Will rolls his eyes but nods, he lifts his hands, surprised to see that they’re shaking. With a breath, he places one on Will’s face, thumb landing right under his eye, cupping his jaw. The other lands on his shoulder, holding firm.

    He lets his thumb linger there, swiping gently. “See?”

     
    OR: Mike realizes he and Will never touch anymore. That simply won't do.

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    04 May 2026

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    Read after exams

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    A sharp crack tears through the air. Mike flinches back, staring down at Will's lifeless body. He gets one last look before the ground is giving way beneath them, and all at once, they’re falling.

    A shrill cry tears from Mike’s throat as he finds himself flailing through the open sky. A sharp crack of lightning shutters in the distance. Will's limp corpse contorts, dropping faster than he can. He’s screaming, unimaginable terror ripping through his body. He writhes, reaching for Will, crying the boy's name.

    He’s falling, plummeting through a destabilized upside down and there's nothing he can do to stop it. He’s going to die.

    Mike reaches out, eyes squeezed close. He tears the watch from Will's wrist, seconds before colliding with the Exotic Matter.

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    Colliding with Exotic matter as the Upside Down collapses in on itself sends Mike hurtling through time. He’s given the chance to save Will before any of this starts.

    But he can’t seem to get it right. Reliving moments throughout the years, helpless to warn Will. He just wants to keep him safe. Why can’t he keep him safe?

    He’ll do this again and again until he gets it right. He won’t lose him again.

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    03 May 2026