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A prosecutor's choice between punishing violence and accepting tenderness unfolds in the charged aftermath of a grand jury decision, as two detectives offer competing paths to either destruction or redemption.
(AKA the retelling of s15e11 'Amaro's One-Eighty' where Rafael fucks Nick, then Sonny)
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07 Oct 2026
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“Rollins,” Rafael said as cordially as his emotions would allow, but his eyes never left Sonny’s. Months of stress, weeks of fighting, all came flashing back to him in an instant.
“I, uh, think I’ll give the two of you a minute.” It was out of character for Amanda to avoid conflict rather than dive head first into it, but the look on Rafael’s face must have had her thinking that even she didn’t want in the middle of this. “It was good to see you, Barba…” Her voice trailed off toward the end, as if realizing how ridiculous she sounded, and she grabbed her beer from the bar, disappearing into the crowd.
“Look, Raf, it’s not what you—” Sonny started once Amanda was out of earshot, but Rafael interrupted him.
“You know, sometimes it really sucks to always be right.”
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17 Sep 2026
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He had one objective on his mind: Barba. They needed to talk and he wasn’t going to settle for a phone call or be forced to book a meeting through Carmen on Monday.
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05 Sep 2026
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Ah Sweetheart, We're a River Leading to an Ocean of Denial by CD64
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
06 Mar 2023
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For God’s sake, she was with someone.
She was with Tucker.
She was dating Ed.
So why did her heart feel like breaking into a tiny million pieces at seeing Rafael with someone. Someone who was not her.
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01 Sep 2026
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Dissolution by barbaXcarisi (barbaXbenson) for Robin Hood (kjack89)
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
25 Feb 2018
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“I’m perfectly fine representing myself.” Sonny crossed his arms defensively, continuing their conversation as if Rita hadn’t even spoken.
“It’s been ten years since you passed the Bar.”
Sonny wanted to bring up that it had been nearly three times that since Rafael had passed, but he’d told himself this was going to be civil, at least on his end, and a dig at Rafael’s age would drag this into uncivil territory. “So? I’ve kept my license up to date.”
“Wow, paying a fee every two years really keeps your knowledge of the law fresh.” Rafael rolled his eyes.
“You know for a fact that I keep up. I read the journals, I discuss Supreme Court cases with—” He stopped himself, realizing that staying up late, debating the latest issues in front of the Supreme Court with Rafael was no longer something he would be doing. “Anyway, I know enough.”
“How many of those journal articles had to do with divorce proceedings?”
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13 Aug 2026