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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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13 Jan 2026
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BEST HOLLANOV I'VE READ SO FAR (my fifth hollanov fic lolz, joke) I LOVE THIS THE ANGST IS NOT DRAMATIC IT IS SLOW AND AGONIZING KIND LIKE MY TEARS JUST CONTINUOUSLY FLOWZ OUT OF MY EYES
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Gao tu was the perfect mate, mother and had a perfect life. But when his peace is threatened by some outsider, he cannot stay still. So Gao tu takes matters into his own hands.
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- Part 6 of My versions of Gao tu and shen wenlang
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16 Sep 2025
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Gao Tu pushes Shen Wenlang’s patience to the limit, still unmarked, still wondering if it means Shen Wenlang doesn’t truly want him.
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16 Sep 2025
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gao tu learns about his pregnancy from shen wenlang
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a fic in which theres no more angst for them after ep.10- Language:
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16 Sep 2025
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The Way of the Rich: Desire Social Media Fic by damselinaction for biblelover
Fandoms: 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025)
14 Sep 2025
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A glimpse into the life of the two families via their social media posts and chats.
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16 Sep 2025