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1. Sometimes Darkness Will Show You the Light by Voodoosgirl

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Captain America (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Feb 2018

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • Natasha Romanova
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Nick Fury
   • Original Characters
   • Sharon Carter (Marvel)
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Mental Instability
   • Hearing Voices
   • Hallucinations
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Past Torture
   • Recovery
   • Swearing
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Bucky Barnes Recovering
   • Bucky Barnes Feels
   • Bucky Barnes Remembers
   • Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes
   • Steve Rogers Feels
   • Protective Steve Rogers
   • Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
   • Anxiety Disorder
   • Seizures
   • Bucky Barnes Has Nightmares
   • Bucky Barnes Has PTSD
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Eventual Smut
   • My First Fanfic
   • Slow Burn
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Bottom Bucky Barnes
   • Embedded Images
   • fanart chapter 27 Permission
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Long Live Feedback Comment Project
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • I veered from canon after Civil War
   • Top Steve Rogers

   Summary

   Post Civil War/Pre-Black Panther
   Seventy years as Hydra's property leaves Bucky haunted by the ghosts of his past, filled with guilt and hiding the Voice in his head that torments him. There's no easy fix for the trigger words and the one thing Hydra worked to wipe away for all those years is now the one thing they want. His memories. Steve is determined to not give up on Bucky or his hope for their friendship. Deep down he has to admit to his beyond-friends attraction although Bucky seems too vulnerable. Steve can always hope. Bucky feels it too, now if only the Voice would stop talking.

   “It’s darker out there in the real world than it is in here pal.” The Voice in Bucky's head.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Divisible By Three

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   172,255

   Chapters:

   37/37

   Comments:

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