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1. the end of infinity (with you) by cyanica

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   27 Jul 2019

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
   • Alastair/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Alastair (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester Has an Eating Disorder
   • Bulimia
   • Angst
   • Torture
   • Gore
   • Eating Disorders
   • Hell Trauma
   • Body Horror
   • Fainting
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Hurt Dean Winchester
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Past Torture
   • Sick Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester Whump
   • Dean Winchester Has Issues
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Blood
   • Vomiting
   • Whump
   • Aftermath of Torture
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Instability
   • Mental Breakdown

   Summary

   Somehow it wasn’t enough. Breaking his hand wasn’t enough. Throwing up everything he choked down wasn’t enough. And beating on his bulging stomach while it cramped and gurgled violently from the abuse still wasn’t enough to make his fucked up brain convince itself he was no longer trapped inside Alastair's world of infinite agony.

   Or Dean eats his weight in empty calories and throws it all up again because he needs to remind himself he is alive by breaking himself apart.

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