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Midoriya thinks he’s broken, he doesn’t think he can connect to someone to relate with him on this topic, was there even an adult he can talk about attraction. He literally made a slideshow on things he doesn’t feel, such as pain, or the scars that he earned throughout UA. Don’t question it, Kacchan before he got his quirk told him to make things that can be considered advantages, so this list came up. Once he overheard Mineta, yes, even though Mineta has great grades, he still makes the girls uncomfortable, and gropes them, even invaded their privacy, so his opinion on him was lowered because of his actions, doesn’t mean Mineta can be right on some things.
Which was an eye opening but still hates it… talk of attraction.
“Midoriya be a dude, and help a guy get some-”
“Mineta, please don’t talk anything inappropriate in a school setting” Iida reprimanded
“Oh come on, class prez, have some fun, this is normal teenage stuff, be a man won’t you?” Kaminari slung an arm around Iida’s shoulder. Midoriya doesn’t get it, he really doesn’t.
“Come on Midoriya, you see Uraraka having eye sex with you, so go pick her up on her feet” Mineta says as he felt fear, why is he feeling fear, there’s not threat, there’s no villain in sight. Why is he panicking, there’s nothing he should be afraid of. But the way Mineta phrases it, Midoriya wants to throw up cause of it, why this intense reaction? Why is he acting immature?
Of all his rambling thoughts all he could respond was, “what?”
It was what, that is making look stupid, why, does everything become blurrier, as he calms down, wait, Uraraka was looking at him. What.
“Midoriya, you're so oblivious and innocent, ” Kaminari laughed as Iida let Kaminari perch on his shoulder. Midoriya doesn’t know why they’re even talking about the concept of sex, and now they brought Uraraka out of nowhere into that, she been watching Midoriya, what was that all about.
“I'm gonna go” he whispers, he’s uncomfortable, from his racing thoughts about everything in this situation. But he notices that no one really listen as Kaminari rambles everything about sex. He doesn’t understand it, yes in the way it all works, but why do people want it, like if his partner, if he ever had one and not dies alone, if they want it, then yeah he’ll have it. But is he celibate? He just doesn’t have the urge to do that.. Masturbation technically, he doesn’t do that stuff. He tried it once, he did feel something. Why is he like this, he hates it, he felt like he had no experience or felt that way before. Sexual desire, like it sounds meh.
He hates this part of himself, he doesn’t know why but it’s because he hardly knows it. Like why does he lack this, some people say that everyone has in common is this primal desire but he doesn’t. Is he doing this for attention, like why is he broken. He sees everyone being hungry in a buffet but he is the only one who isn’t.
He just doesn't get it, how people feel this way. He just wants hugs, cuddles, kissing, going on dates, not the other stuff. He doesn’t want to do the other stuff unless his partner wants to. He just feels like, no one will actually want to date him if he doesn’t have the fire burning in him to do the other stuff with them, that he doesn’t have that hunger.
Maybe it’s a phase, but he wonders how long it can last. He was just put on the spot. He’ll find the right word, and maybe not feel so broken. Mineta is right, this small part of him isn’t normal.
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The second time that sex was the topic of conversation was when, he sees posts on Twitter talking about him, in sexual ways, it was mostly kids around his age, but, and wished he never seen it. But they talked about him in sexual ways, like he already said. He doesn’t like it, as he read the tweets that was mentioning him.
DekuSlut101 • 3 hr
@HellDodger
You know I want Deku to fucking rail me at school, so everyone can watch him and know that he is mine, and I am his.
Replies: 20 Retweets: 3k hearts: 200k
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Simping For Mirkou • 3 hr
@Mg'lloig
I want Deku to break me like he broke his bones.
Lovecraftian Love • 2m
@DekuSMASH
I want to smash him like he smash through Todoroki’s ice
Deku’s #1 Simp • 1m
@DekuSimp
I want him to beg for him to be fucked, like him being needy, whining underneath me, as his mouth is full of my cock.
Those weren’t the worst ones unfortunately, like why? WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS, he wants to live his life in peace, and not worry about his reputation but still, he’s a minor, who doesn’t want this to happen. He sighs and decides that is enough internet for today.
He cries a bit, he doesn’t want this, who ever wants this, is this what everyone going through, some people were flattered by those posts, some like Todoroki were confused. But he understands it, but was disgusted, these are his fans but he’s disgusted by how they treat him, like a tool for their liking.
Kaminari was one of the one who was flattered, and just a bit happy that he's attractive enough to get fans.
Ochako, like him, is uncomfortable, so he decides to go talk to her, ignoring those comments of what Mineta has said about her, ignoring everything. He called her on the phone as he received a little hello from the other end.
“Hi Ochako, um I know we haven’t talked in a while, so how do you feel about your fans talking,,. Inappropriately of you?” He asked as he sat on his bead, waiting anxiously as he was just very nervous.
“Uh Midoriya why are you talking about that? It obviously makes me uncomfortable, it’s just bad, it’s getting worse, and affects me negatively.”
“It’s just, my fans are going too far when I even asked, it’s just going too far, no one is listening, and people older than us are talking about me sexually that it disturbs me. I hate it. I just wish it wasn't even real, I just wished it was all a joke.”
He was crying at this point, as Ochako was taking deep breaths as she responded.
“Izuku, you need to report those tweets, Twitter will remove those users, and realize what they’re doing is wrong, especially if it makes the person uncomfortable. We are minors, and they are talking that way to minors, they should get the police to investigate them”
Izuku wondered, why is the internet like this? Why?
“Thanks Ochako, thanks for being a great friend” as Ochako sobs a bit as she smiles.
“No problem Izuku, we will get those creeps to stop, alright?”
“Yeah we’ll get them to stop” He smiles as they continue chatting with what they have in their mind.
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Third time’s the charm, um no. He was reading a story and then there was a sex scene as he drops the book and swap it with another book he never heards of, again, luck isn’t in his side.
As he gives up, as he decides to read Percy Jackson, cause PJO doesn’t have sex.
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He gotten the weirdest fucking ad, it’s KFC but it’s for mother’s day…. His eyes just got cursed and wishes he never seen this again and he tries to skip the ad. He doesn’t want to see this shit.
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Five times is the charm right? WRONG. Why Izuku doesn’t get sex, he doesn’t get why people want it, he doesn’t get it, like it’s meh to him. Like the concept of it and trusting someone to be, naked around them is impressive but the act is like, meh. Again he doesn't get it, like why are people horny?
“Good morning class, today we will be learning about sex, sexual attraction, and sexual attractions.” Midnight enters the room as Aizawa rolls in his caterpillar sleeping bag exiting the room.
“Come on Shou, help me with this?”
“I rather die than helping you”
“RUDE” Midnight whines as Midoriya gives up hope for the last time, no matter what, why, why why, he doesn’t want this.
As Midnight coughs as she is actually wearing hair back and asks, “So does anyone have any questions?” Midoriya decides to raise his hand.
“Yes Midoriya?”
“Can I go with Aizawa sensei?” and he wishes Midnight says yes but instead.
“Not at all, you’re learning and this is very important in the future, you’ll never know when you’re gonna need it.” she simply says, as he froze. When the fuck will I ever need this, I don’t…. Oh shit .
“So, girls, you’ll be staying at this room, and 1-B will join you, boys, you’ll be going to Class 1-B” Oh shit he is gonna be learning sex ed with Monoma. Monoma probably hates 1-A’s guts, so time to die.
Mineta was fucking drooling, and thank fuck they have to seperate. Kaminari was giggling, and Izuku, he’s just uncomfortable.
So, like Izuku thought, he got next to Monoma, as he wondered I’m gonna die of embarrassment.
Vlad looks like he doesn’t want to be here.
There were the slideshows as he closed his eyes and covered his ears. But Vlad yells at him to pay attention, so he gets cursed images, it’s just why.
Then Monoma raised his hand, “Kan-Sensai, why aren’t we learning about the spectrum of sexuality, along with other sexual attractions” and Vlad looked put in the spot.
Oh yeah, so far there was only examples of just a man and a woman, there weren’t same sex couples, or anything taught about any other sexuality.
“Look, Monoma, this isn’t taught curriculum for a reason, Japan has erasure issues, and while we try to get it with the school board, it won’t be allowed or get it as thorough as we wanted, so there will be websites that will be linked on this slide” Vlad explained.
Then everyone started asking questions and Midoriya wondered, maybe the website can tell him why he’s broken, and why he’s feeling this way, maybe there is a cure to it?
Maybe it’s sexual dysfunction? So he decided to ask.
“Vlad sensei, what’s the definition of sexual dysfunction?” as everyone looked at him, Kaminari was snickering.
“Sexual dysfunction is a problem that can happen during any phase of the sexual response cycle. It prevents you from experiencing satisfaction from sexual activity.”
No, no no no no no, it doesn’t fit, it doesn’t fit. He did, it’s just, arousal? He is capable of arousal just only by touch, but not looking at someone and becoming aroused or horny.
He doesn’t understand why he was born like this, maybe it’s something that he was born biologically quirkless. No, quirkless people can experience sexual attraction.
“I think I’m broken” Midoriya mutters, as Monoma looks at him.
“No you aren’t” wait what. Monoma was looking at him with his gray like thunder eyes.
“But I am, everyone here is normal but me, I just don’t feel sexual attraction.” Izuku sputters out, and does not see how everyone is confused. They’re all confused other than Monoma as Izuku runs out of the door.
He doesn’t want to feel different, he doesn’t want to be different, not again.
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Izuku was hiding in the closet, well the closet that he found for tools to clean, but yeah he was in the closet, not reading to come out yet. He was so scared of how others will think.
Then he heard a knock that is so loud, must have been someone knocking on the closet.
“Hey, MIdoriya, shit um first of all, I’m sorry for antagonizing you and all your class, that was very, shitty of me, I was just jealous.” Monoma explains as his voice was strained with worry.
“It’s okay Monoma, I can see why and if I were in your position I would have felt the same.” Izuku says as he was crying a bit, not ready to come out yet.
“Midoriya, do you know what asexuality is?” wait what the fuck is that word.
“No, you’re the first one to ever say it, am I supposed to know it” Izuku asks, he’s confused.
“Asexuality means little to no sexual attraction, it’s basically not feeling hungry in sexual desires.” Monoma says as he was saying regular things. Midoriya was shocked at this new information, maybe this word explains this, it explains everything.
“I myself am aromantic which is little to no romantic attraction” Monoma continued, stating it proudly.
“So, I’m asexual, not at all broken?” Izuku asked, as tears were in his eyes.
“Not at all” Monoma responded as Izuku open the door as he rushed to hug Monoma.
“It’s just, it’s crazy how everyone thinks all about sex or romance, it’s weird to be different” Izuku mumbles in Monoma’s shoulder.
“There is also demisexuality, where you feel sexual attraction when you make a strong emotional attachment to someone,” Monoma explains.
“There’s also a gray ace, between asexuality and sexuality” as he continues as he ruffles Izuku’s head.
“So, there’s a spectrum” Izuku figures out.
“Exactly” Monoma says with cheerfulness.
That day Monoma became friend with the problem child of 1-A, and Mineta gotten expelled, fuck you Mineta. And one last thought:I’m not broken