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Summary:

blood.
all you know
is blood.

Notes:

tw: suicide attempt, child abuse, violence (but not very graphic), internalized dehumanization (i think that's how to put it?) (she basically thinks of herself as a monster, not a human)

i have hyperfixtated on toga for months and have created such a complicated au for her backstory (like, almost scarily complicated)
this only includes like 10% of that

i'm going to continue this through poems, but i might do a fic that's actually in paragraphs at some point

NOTE: all of this except the last stanza is continued in this serious, the ending of this was just me being lazy

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Work Text:

blood.
all you know
is blood.

you are
four, 
and there is a 
bird, 
and all there is 
is blood.

you are 
eight,
and this is 
your father’s wife,
she is supposed to 
love you,
but you look down at your 
arm, 
and carved into your skin
is that word,
“monster,”
covered
in blood.

you are 
thirteen,
and you don’t know 
how to save yourself 
from drowning in red,
so you drink from his neck
until all
of your sins
are blood.

you are 
fourteen,
and you are a monster,
like she wrote in 
your flesh,
and so you look
at your wrist
unscathed so
far,
and you drag the knife down
until you believe your death will be
by blood.

you are 
fifteen,
and you 
touch them,
and they float,
and you let
go, and you really must be crazy
because the world
is covered 
in blood.

you are sixteen,
and she might be using her quirk,
because you have been floating
for months, and she is so 
beautiful,
and you know more
than blood.

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