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Summary:

you learn this
at a young age,
when no one talks
to you in the hallways,
when no one shakes
your hand,
when mother and father
stop hugging you.

 

you learn
that she is the
only one
who loves you.

Notes:

tw: non-graphic self harm, emotional neglect, non-graphic fights, kind of abandonment issues (STAY SAFE!)

i love neito and himiko as sibling so much, and i think that neito learning about the LoV needs to be in more fics. THE ANGST POSSIBILITIES.

also, i'm probably going to write himiko's pov on this.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

you learn this

at a young age,

when no one talks

to you in the hallways,

when no one shakes 

your hand,

when mother and father

stop hugging you.


you learn

that she is the 

only one 

who loves you.


and you 

are the only one

who loves her.


but then

he loves her too.


he comes in

with eyes of 

stone and frost,

and he loves her too,

and she loves him too,

and she is the only one 

who loves you.


you

are alone,

even though

she still loves you.


but you can

survive

the hatred.


you can survive

this world

where touch is necessary

but no one 

will touch you.


you can survive a world

where everyone hates you

because they are

afraid of you.


but she can’t.


she can’t survive the hatred.


she gives them

a reason 

to hate her.


for two years,

you don’t know

if she is alive

or dead,

or if she

still loves you.


but then

he pulls you aside,

and says that he saw her

and says that she

hurts people.


you 

punch him.


you punch the eyes of 

stone and frost,

because how dare he stop 

loving her?


you bring sharp hatred to your flesh

until you can see

the red vice

that she hated

and loved

so much.


and she

is avoiding you

because you are supposed 

to be her enemy 

now.


but she is 

not your enemy,

she is your 

sister.


and even though

she might not

love you anymore,

like everyone else,

she is the only one

that you

love. 

Notes:

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