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"Hello chat, welcome to the QnA stream! Use #AskLuca to ask your questions and then I'll pick some randomly. You can start asking and I'll be here waiting." I said enthusiastically.
I haven't done a QnA stream for such a long time, and I'm glad it was in my schedule. For the past few days, I was quite busy with playing games and doing collabs with other people. Though exhausting, it was still quite fun as it significantly lessened the empty feeling I would get after streaming.
"I think we could start now! Thank you all for the lovely questions. Let me choose and pick some questions to answer!" I said before I started to scroll the seemingly endless questions directed towards me. Some asking what I was feeling, others were getting too personal for my tastes, but I just ignored it.
"I think we have a winner! This is a question from ezraaa."
"Hello Luca! What do you think a good leader should do?"
"A good leader huh? I think a good leader should always weigh the decisions of the people under them, as they serve the people in the community, not themselves. Thank you for that lovely question ezraaa!"
Luca, that's a great answer
POG
POG
UR RIGHT ABT THAT
Pick your leaders wisely ppl
Nice question ezra!
"Have you ever been sleep-deprived? If so, how many days did you stay awake?"
"Aren't we all sleep-deprived at multiple times? The longest I stayed awake was like, a week? I didn't count the days because it all blurred into a mosaic of colors and dreams."
BAD LUCA
BAD
BAD
BAD
NO MORE STAYINF UP LATE
LUCA NAUR
BAD LUCA, but nice description tho i could never
"NOOOO CHAT, I DON'T DO IT ANYMORE! Stop exposing meeee," I whined.
LMAOO
LMAOOOOO
HAHAHAHAH
HANSMDNSJSJ
EXPOSED LMAO
Some time passed and I answered questions from chat. Some were quite nice, while others were playfully questioning about riddles and stuff. While this peace lasted, a question caught my eye.
"Have you ever fallen in love with people who were in love with someone else? If so, what did you do with your feelings?"
OOOH
DAmn, who hurt you today???
unrequited love's the worse
Ikr
I will cry if Luca says yes
"Yes, I have." I said with resignation as I fiddled with my sleeves, the rough texture of the sweater grated upon my cuts, making it itchy. I tried not to itch them, and instead pushed the sleeves towards my elbow.
NOOOOOO BBY
WHAT
NOOO YOU'LL MAKE ME CRY
FRFR???
I-
NAUR STOP THAT
"I fell in love with four people exactly. And they date each other. Like two of them are dating, two of them obviously have feelings for each other."
EMOTIONAL DMG
THAT'S SO BAD WTH
NAUR WHAT???
FOUR PPL?
I'M TEARING UP FOR U
"I realized I was in love with them while I knew what they felt towards each other. I tried not to get in between them because they deserve the world after what they have gone through. I couldn't bring myself to confess because I know it will only worsen the relationship we have now, and I'm scared that they'll leave me after they know what I felt.
So I'll love them from afar, even if it hurts. I'll love them silently, because my love is a burden. Don't be like me chat. Confess your feelings because there's a chance that they like you back, or maybe confess to move on. Either way, it's just something natural, and you choose what you could do in your own life. Just know your worth, and you'll be able to move on without regrets."
SOBBING
NAUR LUCAA
SHITTING TEARS
THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE
WE LOVE YOU LUCA
YEAH WE LOVE YOU
ILY LUCA
"Thank you for the love chat! Let's do a lighthearted question next to improve our moods."
I cried stars for tears because I loved you too early. I cried and cried, hoping that you would love me back. I always knew that you could never be mine, and that was devastating. With the flesh and bone in this body of mine, I cried stars for tears as I watch you walk away.