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How is it possible every time I ended up with him. He is the one who always pulls me back from the endless abyss of my corruption. even now when I turned into this foul creature he is always with me. Why is his blood always quench my thrust. That intoxicating smell of Camila that is in his blood makes me drink him dry.He was with me when I first came back to my senses. The train of Chuuya's thought came to a halt by the words that came from the man in front of him with a knowing smile saying " Chibi you look weak do you want a drink. "
I couldn't stop myself from jumping on him and licking the blood streaking down his elbow. A low husky voice said again" you can't leave me you know that Chuuya. No one will love you like I do. Chuuya knows that very well and he hates it. He always hates that someone could control him like a puppet.. " That laugh echoed in my ears drowning me in a sea of guilt and pain. It's true he can control my every move and I can't break free from this veisus cycle.
I felt a sharp pain when he yanked my hair and forced me to look at him. It was just like before those eyes they were like a predictor but avoid of any life.
It's changed back to those eyes that didn't want to live that only thought about death.
He used to say that I gave him a reason to live and he looked so happy when he joined the ADA. I thought he forgot about Oda's death.
Then why did he turn into a monster just like this?
Dazai smiled at me and it was not the plesent one that gave me that warmth after everytime I felt like I lost everything , but this was defarent.
Dazai looked at me dead in my eyes and said " won't you go down in the Abyss with me Chuuya, are you going to break the promise that you made.
I looked at him straight in the eyes and saw my end. but then I'm happy to go down this path with him he won't have to suffer alone.
Dazai hugged me back as my eyes started to get blurry.
I heard his snarled and fragmented voice telling me, " don't worry Chibi, I drank a fast acting poison. It will be painless I promise. "
His words felt like was spoken from under the water as my consciousness was getting englufed in endless darkness. Atleast I'm happy I'll always have him by my side in the darkest of nights.