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Ugh, Tori.
“You can’t come in here. Nick’s coming round.”
“Oh, I didn’t realise you were in a committed relationship.”
Shit.
“What?”
Shit.
“We’re not…”
Does she see something. She always knows.
“… he’s not…”
I can’t say anything. He doesn’t even understand yet. We’re not even together.
“Shut up.”
“Wow. So not ready to tie the knot yet, then?”
Ugh… Tori… shit…
“Shut up! Even if we were together…”
He’s here! Oh my God. Thank fuck he’s finally here…
🍂 🍂 🍂
… My God he’s cute. And he’s here. In my room. Doing homework. Just hanging out. With me. At my house. In my room. I can’t believe he’s actually here. Look at his face. Oh God, his lips. I wanna kiss those lips. Again. He kisses so well. That last kiss. Oh God. He actually kissed me in public. He told me he likes me. He actually likes me. And he knows I like him too. Oh God… I told him I like him. But it’s ok, he likes me too. But are we dating? We’re not dating. He’s not said anything. Is he doubting? He’s probably doubting. It was my birthday, it was intense. We’ve only kissed at intense moments. And he’s not said he wants to go out. Ugh! But he likes me. He told me he likes me. And then kissed me at the arcade. Ok, so he likes me, and I really like him. He’s so adorable. He’s concentrating so hard. I wonder if he even knows how to answer that question. I should offer to help him. Wait, do I even know how to do that? I can’t offer to help if I don’t know how to do it. I’m sure I do know how to do it, but I don’t want to make a fool of myself. What if he thinks I’m dumb? No, that’s stupid… don’t offer to help with his homework. Plus, he looks so cute when he’s thinking like that. I could just look at him thinking like that for ages. God, I kissed him. He kissed me. How the fuck did that happen? How does he like me? LOOK at him. He’s adorable just staring at his homework. How does he even like me? I should be doing homework. But he’s so much better than homework. I wonder when I can kiss him next. Will we do anything other than kiss? He wants to keep us a secret. He’s held my hand at school. But no one else was around. When can I hold his hand? When can I tell people? I’m sure Isaac knows. But he’s not said anything to me. Can I talk to Isaac? I wish I could talk to Tao and Elle. God, does he just want to hang out so he can kiss me? While he’s figuring himself out? I bet he’ll end up going on that date with Imogen. He’s just confused. He’ll work out he’s straight. But he told me he likes me? Does he like me? He said he did. He’s not lied to me yet. Maybe he does really like me. God, I like him. Oh shit. He’s looking at me. I’m staring. Look away. What’s my homework?
“What?”
Shit. He busted me. Now he probably thinks I’m lame. Act cool.
“What?”
“You’re staring.”
Yep… he definitely noticed. Fuck! What do I do?
“No I wasn’t.”
“Yeah, you were.”
“Do your homework.”
Oh my God. Did I really just throw my pen at him? He’s sitting up. God, why is he sitting up? I upset him, didn’t I? He doesn’t look upset. Maybe he’s not upset. What’s he gonna say?
“You know I was talking to Tara at the rehearsal today…”
Tara?
“Yeah.”
“You heard she came out right?”
“Yeah, she put it on Insta.”
What does that have to do with anything? Where’s this going?”
“I told her we’re together.”
WHAT!!! HE DID WHAT!!?
“What?”
“I told her we’re going out.”
OH MY GOD! He told her we’re going out! Wait, we’re going out?? Oh my God! We’re going out! I have to hug him!
“Oh my God, that’s amazing!”
He just came out to Tara. He told her. He told her about ME! He is so amazing. How is he so amazing?
“You’re amazing!”
