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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    Nick is excited to bring his best friend Charlie home for Christmas. He just wishes people would stop making odd comments.

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    07 Jan 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    “Nick,” Charlie spoke firmly, snapping Nick back to attention. His gaze was trained on Nick, a tinge of desperation seeping into his voice. “Do you not know who I am?”

    Nick hesitated a moment. He wracked his poor, throbbing brain one last time for some memory of the boy in front of him. He wished so badly that he could tell Charlie something else, anything else, and not cause him more anguish.

    “No, I'm so sorry. I don't remember you.” And then, because he couldn't seem to stop his big mouth. “Should I?”

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    An AU where Nick and Charlie met and get together in uni. Nick has an accident during a rugby game that leaves him with memory issues. Charlie has to help navigate Nick's recovery while dealing with the pain of his boyfriend forgetting him.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    Charlie doesn’t have an issue with Nick being straight. Nick is very sweet and caring, and a great best friend.

    The only issue is that Charlie, against his better judgement, is falling in love with him.

    or: Nick and Charlie meet as they move into a flatshare. They quickly become best friends and everything is going great, except... Charlie is utterly smitten. And it seems like Nick needs tons of physical affection to thrive. Constantly. Repeatedly. And Charlie is the only person around.

    Charlie doesn't mind. That's what friends are for, right?

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    05 Jan 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    After their grueling time apart, Edward and Bella's relationship has seemingly stabilized and intimacy is moving in a positive direction... albeit a glacial one. Still, they're on a good path, growing closer and more comfortable after what was arguably Edward's most misguided attempt at keeping Bella safe.

    It isn't until Edward catches an unexpected image in Jacob's mind that it dawns on him: Edward never asked about the extent of Bella and Jacob's physical relationship while he was away, or if such a relationship even developed between them at all.

    As their own physical relationship evolves, Edward spends the following weeks trying to ignore his panic and jealousy—torn between asking Bella if she and Jake had become more than friends and pretending it wouldn't matter either way. Was the image in Jacob's mind a typical teen boy's fantasy, or worse... a memory of something real?

    Canon compliant. Written in EPOV & BPOV.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    A Twilight Saga retelling: the beats the same, the melody better ...
    Edward didn't want me to become a vampire. He didn't understand that it was my destiny, that it had always been my fate to be a part of this world.

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    21 Nov 2025

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