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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    After their grueling time apart, Edward and Bella's relationship has seemingly stabilized and intimacy is moving in a positive direction... albeit a glacial one. Still, they're on a good path, growing closer and more comfortable after what was arguably Edward's most misguided attempt at keeping Bella safe.

    It isn't until Edward catches an unexpected image in Jacob's mind that it dawns on him: Edward never asked about the extent of Bella and Jacob's physical relationship while he was away, or if such a relationship even developed between them at all.

    As their own physical relationship evolves, Edward spends the following weeks trying to ignore his panic and jealousy—torn between asking Bella if she and Jake had become more than friends and pretending it wouldn't matter either way. Was the image in Jacob's mind a typical teen boy's fantasy, or worse... a memory of something real?

    Canon compliant. Written in EPOV & BPOV.

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    30 Sep 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Edward's POV of the summer before Breaking Dawn.

    "Bella had made her choice, and I knew we should be long past the point of me asking her to reconsider. Yet even this most extreme happiness would not be enough to hold off the inevitable shadows forever. The same old questions kept coming back to taunt me over and over again.

    Was I making a mistake?"

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    04 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    Edward's POV of (canon) Eclipse, written in the style of Midnight Sun.

    "Though it was impossible, Isabella Swan still loved me. I needed her love in the same crucial way that I needed each grain of sand that passed through the inevitable hourglass that contained our lives. There was nothing in the universe – nothing at all – that was worth the risk of losing a single second of whatever time was left."

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    02 Oct 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Edward's POV of (canon) New Moon, written in the style of Midnight Sun.

    "There was nothing I could do now to save Bella from myself other than deciding what kind of monster I was going to be. Would I be the kind of monster who left? Or the kind of monster who stayed?"

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    01 Oct 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    "I couldn't understand my reaction to this, certainly this wasn't simply the cause of my unsatisfied curiosity. I found myself looping the memory of her face, her figure running that Tuesday evening. The now familiar ache in my chest only increasing with the reviewing of her lovely features. The sensation of her waist in my arms." Edward meets Bella after she's already changed.

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    01 Oct 2025

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