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    Summary

    When the cameras are on, Felix is sunshine. He’s silly and cheerful and carefree. He has to be. People love that Felix. They want to protect that Felix. That’s the Felix who was good enough to debut.

    When the cameras are off, Felix is serious and focused and hard-working. That’s the Felix who puts in the endless hours to make it all look so easy.

    Chan sees both Felixes. He always has.

    “Do you… do you want me to fuck you against the window?” Chan asks, his breath hot in Felix’s ear. Everywhere their bodies touch is hot. Everywhere they don’t is cold.

    Felix isn’t sure what he wants, only that he doesn’t want Chan to stop touching him.

    OR

    Felix watches the snow and thinks about success, hunger, and love.

    CW/TW: Brief references to dieting and possible body dysmorphia.

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