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It has just started to settle in. Rolan blinked lightly, and he turned to look at Rand who had a big grin on his face. "Whoa.." was the first word that passed his lips. Rand laughed lightly as he pulled his cigarette out of his mouth and puffed out some smoke.
"Y'see what I mean?" He asked. Rolan looked down at his hands, and then around at the town of Galloway. Rand had convinced Rolan to get high with him, and they were up ontop of Rand's rooftop. Rolan nodded slowly as a response to Rand, his mouth agape.
"Is this..how it always feels?" Rolan asked a small breath leaving his lips. Rand laughed lightly and he nodded, he let the smoke leave his mouth as he spoke, nudging Rolan.
"You'll get used to it, man." He said, humming. As time passed, the two had been talking about dumb shit together, everything had almost fully settled in.
Rolan looked at Rand and he simply stared for a moment. He had always found Rand attractive, but this, just like everything, felt like it was on a whole nother level. His mind would usually go through the horrible consequences that could come with his next words, but his mind felt absolutely free right now.
"Rand," Rolan said with a gentle laugh as Rand looked over with a raised eyebrow. Rolan, leaned in closer, and he put his hands on top of Rand's face. "I'm in love with you." He said, almost breathlessly. Rand stared at him in shock, and then he let out a nervous laugh.
"Haha..I think you're a bit too high, Rolan." He said, raising an eyebrow as he looked at his friend. Rolan didn't move his hands, and Rand didn't move them either. Rolan had never been high before, Rand knew this. It was his first time, he was a bit too high. That was all.
"I want to kiss you, Rand." Was the next words that fell from Rolan's lips. Rand looked at him with a wide-eyed expression, his mouth falling agape. Rand closed his mouth after a moment and he scooted closer to Rolan, not saying a word. He leaned in a bit before he felt Rolan's lips touch his
Rand's hands traveled up to Rolan's wrists, holding them. Rolan pulled away very slightly, panting lightly for air. Rand's eyes only opened slightly as he looked at Rolan, a slight red dusting his cheeks. His breath almost shuddered lightly as he felt the close presence of the other. Rolan moved his hand over to Rand's chin as he pulled him into another kiss.
They both closed their eyes, Rand moving a bit closer to his taller friend as they shared another kiss. Rolan's lips were soft..
The two parted after a moment, Rand looked at Rolan with a shocked look as he panted. He pulled his hands from Rolan's wrists and lifted one up to touch his lips. His breath calmed as his expression softened. That just happened.
"Holy shit.." he muttered quietly as Rolan pulled his hands away from Rand. "Does it always feels like this..?" Rolan asked as if nothing had happened. He let out a gentle laugh. "I feel like I could do anything.." he put his arms around Rand's shoulders. Rand stared at him, not speaking for a moment.
"You..just did something I know you wouldn't do when sober.." Rand laughed lightly, as he looked at Rolan. Rolan just stared at him with a soft expression. Rolan pulled Rand slightly closer, as he moved his arms down to wrap around his back. They stared at eachother.
It took a couple minutes before Rolan moved his hand to Rand's cheek. "I've always wanted to do this." He laughed, and Rand chuckled. They were both very giggly at this point. Both high, together. They moved closer to eachother. Rolan moved his hand to Rand's chin again. Rand just closed his eyes as Rolan pulled him into another kiss.
The kiss felt longer, and they would only pull away slightly for a few seconds for air. Rand's hands rested at the bottom of Rolan's neck. The hand on Rand's chin moved to his cheek again, and the one still wrapped around him moved to his waist.
They finally parted, staring at eachother for a moment again as they panted for air. Rand put his head against Rolan's shoulder laughing lightly. "Fuck, we should go inside before it gets too late." He said. Rolan stared at him for a moment and he nodded slowly.
The two sat for a moment before pulling away from eachother. Rand climbed back into his room, and Rolan followed after him. They were both silent, but they shared a couple laughs. Eventually they laid down together on Rand's bed.
Rolan looked up at the ceiling, a soft breath leaving his mouth. "We should get high together more.." he said with an airy laugh. Rand looked over at him, and he chuckled. "we can still do this while we're sober, dumbass." He said as he nudged his shoulder.
Rolan turned to face Rand, and he just blinked lightly. He didn't say anything back to him as he wrapped an arm around him, and he just pulled him closer. "You're pretty." He said, breathlessly. Rand looked back at him, and he just laughed. "You are too." He said.
Rolan yawned as he leaned his head against the pillows on the bed. Rand yawned after he did, and he just smiled a bit more. Rolan kissed Rand's cheek as he closed his eyes to fall asleep. Rand returned the gesture, leaning his head down to finally close his eyes and sleep with him.
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Rolan was the first to wake up in the morning, a soft groan leaving him as he opened his eyes. Some of the night was fuzzy, but he remembered a few things like..kissing Rand. He kissed Rand. His face dusted a red color as he looked at his friend. A quiet gasp left his mouth as he sat up. He touched his lips with his fingers.
He looked back at Rand watching him shift in the bed slightly. He slowly laid down again, and let out a soft breath. Rand did look pretty. He wondered why he never realized these feelings. He slowly reached his hand up, and pushed some of Rand's hair to the side. He pulled his hand away quickly as Rand shifted again.
Rand let out a groan as he kept his eyes closed. He moved a bit closer to Rolan. "Rolan..?" He yawned a bit rubbing his eyes as he let them open. Rolan looked at him with a gentle look, his face pretty red. "Good morning, Rand." He said with a quiet voice.
Rand looked at Rolan, blushing a bit himself. "Morning." He said quietly. They both got pretty awkward as they looked away from eachother. Rolan placed his hand on Rand's cheek gently for a moment.
"Do you want to kiss again?" Rolan asked and Rand blushed more before nodding. "Yeah." He said, before leaning in. The kiss wasn't long, and it was gentle and soft. Rolan held Rand's cheek, smiling.
Rolan enjoyed getting high.