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Miyano was feeling particularly at discomfort today. No, it wasn’t because he stayed up later than usual to read a new chapter of the manga he was currently obsessed with. No, it wasn’t because of schoolwork. And no it wasn’t because of his nagging disciplinary duties.
It was because he missed Sasaki.
Miyano felt this was quite stupid to think. He and Sasaki go to the same school, they see each other almost every day, and they even text regularly now that they are a couple. When no one is looking they even hold hands and share an embrace. So why was Miyano missing him when it is simply a normal day and again, they JUST hung out the other day?
Safe to say Miyano was feeling particularly needy.
Miyano walked to school with a giddy feeling in his chest. The thought of seeing his delightful boyfriend made him more excited than usual. The thought of seeing his face, watching his smile… maybe even holding his hand…
God Miyano started smiling like a fool. He wanted to feel his touch.
Sitting in class was like torture. The teacher was droning on about some subject and It would take a little while before the first break of the day when he could see his boyfriend. All Miyano wanted to do was just feel his embrace, hear his laugh, and peck his cheek…
‘God! We just saw each other yesterday why am I so desperate as if he has gone off to war!’ Miyano yelled internally.
“Ok!” Miyano’s teacher exclaimed, snapping Miyano back to reality. “That is enough of my lecturing. Please start working on the worksheet I passed out earlier. You are free to work with those around but please be sure to stay on task!” He said to the class.
Miyano deeply sighed and began to glance at the worksheet. He had only been giving 30 percent of his attention to the lecture so he was not excited to start answering the problem set.
‘I wonder what Sasaki-senpai is thinking about..’, Miyano thought. His mind started to idly drift about the workings of Sasaki’s brain.
“Miyano. What did you get for number one”, Kuresawa said, turning around to face him.
“Hm?”, Miyano said looking up, not hearing him clearly.
“I said, what did you get for number 1?” Kuresawa asked again.
“Uhm... I haven’t gotten there yet-”
“Dude what have you been doing this whole time that you haven’t gotten to the first question?”, Kuresawa asked confused.
“Miyano has been staring into space since the lecture began,” Tashiro interjected.
Both Miyano and Kuresawa turned to Tashiro whose desk is to the right of Miyano’s.
“I- no I haven't,” Miyano replied, fully aware Tashiro was telling the truth.
“Bullshit.”
“Language Tashiro.” Kuresawa corrected.
“Shut up Kuresawa. I’m not kidding! Miyano, your eyes have been glued to the wall since you sat down.” Tashiro remarked.
“You never pay attention in class Tashiro. Why suddenly have all your focus on me?” Miyano asked, averting his eyes to hide his guilt.
“Both of you are so rude, while my attention does drift I paid more attention than you. I finished number 1”, Tashiro said.
“Well Tashiro has you checkmated,” Kuresawa commented, eyeing Miyano.
“So what is on your mind anyways Miyano?” Tashiro asked.
“Nothing!” Miyano exclaimed.
“It doesn’t seem like nothing if you were staring off longingly as Tashiro said-”, Kuresawa stated.
“Hey! Tashiro never said longingly-”, Miyano exclaimed.
“Then I bet you were thinking about a certain upperclassman with which you have a romantic relationship…” Kuresawa said with a smirk.
“oK that is a MAJOR jump-”
“Ah, you're blushing you’re blushing!!” Tashiro laughed.
“Can you guys be quiet??” Miyano frantically responded. “If you guys don’t shut the hell up I WILL tell your girlfriend Kuresawa what BL characters I ship you with.”
“Pft how on earth would that affect me”, Tashiro responded.
“Oh? How about I just tell Hanzawa Senpai then? I am sure he will have GREAT fun knowing what tropes I put you in while he sees you at practice.”
“You wouldn’t DARE. It’s not my fault your so lovesick thinking about Sasaki-senpai!” Tashiro yelled, his cheeks reddening.
“Guys shh shhh…” Kuresawa shushed.
“Alright then! Since I hear conversations about things not on the worksheet, I assume you are all done then!” The teacher announced.
Miyano, Kuresawa, and Tashiro all quickly shut their mouths and turned to the front of the classroom. The increasing blush on Miyano’s face did not disappear as he simply wanted to die of embarrassment.
Or at least… die in Sasaki’s arms of embarrassment.
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As soon as the bell rang, Miyano didn’t even bother to wave goodbye to Kuresawa and Tashiro. He packed up his things and left the room in a hurry, just desperate to not make eye contact with his teacher. He wanted to see his boyfriend and didn’t want to wait a minute longer.
Miyano walked through the halls with his cheeks still tainted a slight pink. He was anxious but giddy to see Sasaki as ever since he woke up, he just couldn’t help but miss him.
Miyano however didn’t think things through though. He quickly spotted his boyfriend’s orange-coloured hair at the end of the hall but he wasn’t alone. Hirano and Hanzawa were chatting alongside him- well mostly Hirano scolding Sasaki while Hanzawa amusedly smiled. How could Miyano ever approach him with those two around? One, he would be intruding, and two… it was just embarrassing as hell!
‘What excuse should I say to get Sasaki alone… I need help with homework. No no why would I specifically need Sasaki for that when Hanzawa and Hirano are top-ranked students? I could just say I need to speak with him and hopefully they get I want to be alone with him because he is my boyfriend. God, he’s my boyfriend… that sounds so weird… ah shit I just want to see him and hug him… Hug my boyfriend… god I’m pathet-’
“Mya-chan!” Sasaki called from farther down the hall. His chipper tone cut out Miyano’s internal monologue, completely throwing him off guard.
“Ah S-sasaki senpai!” Miyano replied frazzled. His face immediately reddened and he hoped to whatever god that it wasn’t noticeable.
“Oh, Miyano”, Hirano greeted as he and Hanzawa walked toward him with Sasaki. “I wanted to speak with you actually.”
“What do you need to speak with Mya-chan about..” Sasaki asked, looking ever so slightly menacing at his friend.
“About Disciplinary Committee matters you dipshit.” Hirano quickly responded. He clearly wasn’t in the mood to put up with Sasaki’s antics any longer. Hanzawa smiled at Miyano but slightly snickered upon hearing this interaction.
‘Shoot’, Miyano thought internally. ‘Hirano needing to talk about committee matters could take the whole lunch break and I just want to see Sasaki but I can’t simply say I don’t want to speak about that and I just want to see Sasaki alone! God I wish I could be direct about this-’
“Oh um sure what’s the proble-”
“Hanzawa senpai!” Another voice called out.
Hanzawa raised his eyebrows and his smile grew wider. “Hello, Tashiro-kun.” He said as he looked past Miyano.
“Tashiro?” Miyano questioned as he turned his head.
“Is something the matter?” Hanzawa questioned as Tashiro ran towards them.
Tashiro caught his breath and smiled at Miyano before answering his upperclassman’s question.
“Oh no no I was just wondering if I could speak to you for a moment about um..”
“About what?” Hanzawa questioned.
“About um ping pong club! I was just wondering if you could tell me more about the responsibilities of being the team captain.”
Miyano gave a puzzling look at his friend. Was… was he trying to help him by whisking Hanzawa away so he could be alone with Sasaki?
“Oh well, I would love to discuss that with you. Me, Hirano, and Sasaki were about to go to the vending machine if you would like to join us-”
“Actually, I am not that hungry!” Sasaki quickly interjected. “Why don’t you all go on ahead I’ll stay with Miyano.”
Miyano never loved his boyfriend more in that moment than he did right there.
Hirano cleared his throat. “I have to speak to Miyano about committee updates though-”
“Would it be possible for us to discuss that after classes today Hirano-senpai?” Miyano politely questioned. He could feel his stomach dropping but god Tashiro went out on a limb to help him get Sasaki alone by ridding Hanzawa so he knew he had to stomach the effort to defer Hirano.
Hanzawa gave a puzzling look at Miyano. Miyano didn’t want to dwell but a part of him knew Hanzawa caught onto his efforts.
“Yeah, Hirano discuss it with Miyano later since there is already a meeting after school. Didn’t you say you needed a sports drink to get through the day since Kagiura took yours earlier?” Hanzawa questioned Hirano smiling.
“I- whatever sure yeah, ok Miyano meet me after classes immediately I want to debrief before the committee meeting,” Hirano responded.
“Let’s go Hanzawa senpai!” Tashiro said, smiling as he urged them to walk quickly in the other direction.
“See you guys in class.” Sasaki called out to Hirano and Hanzawa. Once they were outside of earshot Miyano let out the biggest sigh as he could feel the knot in his stomach unraveling. At long last he and Sasaki were finally alone.
“What is with the big sigh?” Sasaki slightly chuckled as he looked at his boyfriend. “You definitely didn’t want to speak to Hirano huh? Wait is he bothering you?”
“Oh no no! Nothing like that Sasaki-senpai I um I just wanted to speak to you.” Miyano responded.
“Oh is everything ok?” His boyfriend asked immediately looking concerned.
Miyano couldn’t help but smile. The slightest thing he could ever say would make Sasaki show concern for him and that alone makes his heart swell.
“Everything is fine! I just..er.. could we go somewhere private?”
Miyano’s response didn’t make Sasaki look concerned. His boyfriend wanted to speak to him in private? While he is looking all tense?
“I well um I saw classroom 254 was empty while I was walking with Hirano and Hanzawa-”
“Perfect!” Miyano quickly responded as he took his boyfriend's hand and walked in the direction of the classroom. Sasaki stumbled a bit before walking at Miyano’s pace.
As soon as they entered the classroom Miyano shut the door and locked it. Safe to say this was a deja vu moment for both of them and Sasaki remained worried.
“Miya what's wrong-”
Miyano said nothing as he walked to his boyfriend and immediately wrapped his arms around Sasaki. He buried his face into his shoulder and took a deep sigh.
“M-Miya?” Sasak stuttered. They have hung out many times but Miyano is never the type to out of the blue embrace him- especially in school. Sasaki immediately thought something horrible happened.
“What happened? Are you ok?”
“I’m fimmme”, Miyano replied. His voice was muffled due to stuffing his face in Sasaki’s upper body.
Sasaki laced his arms around his smaller boyfriend. He tilted his head down and kissed Miyano at the top of his head.
“Hmmmm I dunno Yoshikazu.”
Every time Sasaki hits him with the ‘Yoshikazu’, Miyano’s knees gets weak.
“You are hugging me quite tight… you sure everything is good?” Sasaki asked his boyfriend softly.
Miyano’s cheeks were getting all the redder. “I just... I just wanted to see you..”
“I’m flattered. Was it for any specific reason?”
“Do I need one?”
Sasaki chuckled lightly. “You never need one.”
“I just woke up this morning and I don’t know… I wanted to hug you and touch you-” Miyano trailed on.
“Touch me? Oh Yoshikazu you naughty naughty boy-”, Sasaki smirked.
“stOP NO NOT LIKE THAT,” Miyano interjected. “I-...I just was feeling… needy.”
“Needy?” Sasaki asked smiling. Miyano looked up at his boyfriend and noticed his grin. If he didn’t love him so much he would have stomped on his foot to wipe the grin off of his face.
“Yeah... Needy.” Miyano said as he continued to press his face into Sasaki’s chest.
“Hmmm, I see,” Sasaki murmured lowly as he tightened his arms around Miyano.
“Needy to see me?” Sasaki asked, wanting to hear more.
“Needy to just have you close and to feel you against me…”, Miyano answered as he retracted his face and looked up into his boyfriend’s eyes.
Sasaki unwrapped one of his arms around Miyano and placed his hand on the other’s cheek. His thumb swiped softly against Miyano’s skin as Miyano’s blush became even more apparent. Miyano grabbed Sasaki’s collar and gently leaned him down to connect his lips to his. He could feel the corners of Sasaki’s mouth turning upward.
Sasaki retracted his other arm around Miyano and cradled his face in his palms while Miyano wrapped his arms around Sasaki’s back pushing him closer. They both didn’t want a single space of distance between each other. Miyano slightly pushed forward making Sasaki walk back so his back was pressed to the wall. This action made Sasaki ever so slightly gasp from feeling his back pressed up and Miyano slightly pressed his mouth harder against his. Neither knew whether it had been 5 or 10 minutes when both retracted needing to catch their breaths. Sasaki didn’t let Miyano step away far as he wrapped his arms around his back so he could be smushed in between the wall and Miyano.
“Did that help Yoshikazu?” Sasaki asked with a smirk. Both of their faces were flushed and neither let go of each other.
“Definitely Shuumei,” Miyano replied quietly. He rested his head against Sasaki’s shoulder and pressed his lips to the side of his neck ever so gently. The two stayed standing against the wall for several seconds till Sasaki broke the comfortable silence.
“You know you can always come to me whenever you feel needy.”
“I’m glad, you are the only person who could help,” Miyano said. Sasaki tried to cover his grin when he heard him say that.
“It was just today I woke up and I just missed you even though I saw you yesterday. I just immediately wanted to hug you and see you. Doesn’t that sound weird?” Miyano asked as he continued to rest his head on Sasaki’s shoulder.
“I mean I miss you whenever you aren’t near me”, Sasaki replied.
“Really?” Miyano asked.
“Well yeah, I mean. I love spending time and having you close and even if it's just for a little while, I feel the absence if you are not there. But it makes it all the more worth it when you are in my arms again.” Sasaki explained. He chuckled slightly at the end when he noticed Miyano hiding his face from embarrassment.
“....thattths hww I feeb.” Miyano said voice muffled due to him pressing his face into Sasaki again.
“What?” Sasaki asked. He knew well what Miyano said but he would be damned if he didn’t hear it clearly from his boyfriend. It was absolutely adorable.
Miyano retracted his face and couldn’t make eye contact with Sasaki. He was nowhere near as good as Sasaki when it came to expressing verbal affection.
“Thats... That's how I feel. I miss you whenever you aren’t there.” Miyano muttered.
Sasaki laughed softly. “I’m glad.”
The two of them sat on the ground with Sasaki’s back continued to be pressed against the wall while Miyano’s back was to Sasaki’s chest. Sasaki’s arms looped around Miyano’s upper body to pull him close while his chin rested on his head. Sasaki continued to hold Miyano for however long was needed till the bell rang.
Miyano’s neediness didn’t disappear but it was manageable with his dose of physical touch. Though he still found it embarrassing, he knew he could go to Sasaki whenever he wanted because Sasaki would always be overjoyed to give him physical affection.
And that was just one of the things he loved about him.