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jealously, jealously, 2min

Summary:

seungmin is jealous, and he is never jealous.

he hates it.

Notes:

title from olivia rodrigo’s ‘jealousy, jealousy’ :)

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kim seungmin can’t explain what he feels when he sees a comment about how he and minho supposedly hate each other other than one word: angry.

 

m1nsunglover42: is it just me or do seungmin and minho seem like they actually hate each other? 🧐

 

m1nsunglover42: minho would hold jisung’s hand without hesitation, just saying…

 

the user is likely talking about the fan meeting they just had, probably the part where minho refused to hold his hand while they sang a duet.

 

seungmin, now, completely understands why chan told them not to go so deep into looking at stays comments, or just any comments about them in general.

 

and seungmin really, really didn’t want to feel jealous about this but how could he not?

 

seungmin took great pride in not being a jealous person.

 

he likes to think that it is one of his best qualities.

 

but clearly that’s not the case anymore because he is currently glaring daggers into the side of jisung’s head.

 

jisung is in the ‘cuties’ dorm, sitting on the couch with minho while watching a movie.

 

seungmin’s boyfriend minho.

 

seungmin hates feeling this way.

 

seungmin loves jisung, of course he does, he loves all the members but there is an undeniable flame burning inside of him at the sight of jisung with minho.

 

he bites his tongue and walks over to the couch, silently sitting down next to minho.

 

minho doesn’t even spare him a glance, to wrapped up in whatever the fuck jisung is talking about.

 

seungmin rolls his eyes and pulls his phone out, checking the newest instagram post he’s made.

 

the comment is still bugging him, he just can’t seem to let it go.

 

seungmin isn’t sure how long he stares at his phone, pretending to actually be doing something important. but it’s interrupted by the rest of the members walking into his dorm.

 

seungmin doesn’t even have the energy to properly greet them, he just curls into himself on the couch.

 

minho obviously doesn’t notice seungmin’s crappy mood because his lack of words to him show that very clearly.

 

“guys! minho and jisung are trending again!” felix yells enthusiastically, a big smile on his face.

 

it’s funny because seungmin doesn’t find this amusing at all.

 

seungmin finally looks up, a molten hot anger boiling deep inside of him.

 

he should be trending with minho.

 

minho was his boyfriend, not jisung’s.

 

hyunjin giggles loudly, “when are they not? this is a given whenever we are all together at an event.” he says teasingly.

 

seungmin takes a deep breath, trying to compose himself. he doesn’t need to flip out right now.

 

“minho-hyung just loves me that much!” jisung giggles brightly, voice all high pitched like a school girls.

 

and seungmin sees red.

 

that’s such bullshit..” seungmin grunts, standing up from the couch so fast that he knocks into the table. ultimately spilling the cup of water on it.

 

everyone’s eyes land on him immediately, concerned facing flashing in his vision.

 

seungmin feels embarrassed but the anger he’s feeling is much stronger.

 

“seungmin-?” minho starts tentatively.

 

seungmin doesn’t even glance at him, “i’m leaving.” he announces, walking over to the door and grabbing his coat.

 

minho blinks a few times, confused at the sudden outburst. he frowns at the place where seungmin was standing.

 

“is he okay?” jisung asks, tone low and sad.

 

minho smiles softly, “yeah, think the whole ‘minsung’ talk made him upset.” he replies, moving to stand up, “i’ll check on him.” he says.

 

when minho opens the back door he sees seungmin sitting on the curb, jacket pulled over his shoulders.

 

when minho looks up he sees that it’s snowing. something must really be wrong because seungmin hates the cold.

 

minho should’ve brought a jacket out.

 

“seungmo?” minho calls to him, hugging himself to keep warm.

 

seungmin doesn’t look at him, “i really just want to be alone right now minho.” he says, voice low and angry.

 

minho bites his lip, “are you okay?” he asks anyways.

 

seungmin laughs, the sound so condescending. “yes, i’m great actually. my boyfriend is trending everywhere with someone that isn’t me. what do you think minho?” he grumbles, the last part sounding more annoyed then anything else.

 

“so you’re angry at me?” minho mumbles, staring at seungmin’s back and broad shoulders.

 

of course i am. you’ve practically ignored me all day.” seungmin replies, standing up to his full height and turning to face minho.

 

minho feels very guilty when he sees the look on the younger’s face. his eyes are watering and his eyebrows have a deep furrow in the middle.

 

“i didn’t mean to…” minho mutters, voice wavering.

 

seungmin crosses his arms, “thanks, that makes me feel so much better.” he mumbles with a scoff.

 

minho shivers from the cold, and maybe a little from the slight raise in his boyfriends voice. “it’s just a stupid article, it means nothing.” he protests.

 

seungmin looks at him, eyes squinting. he shakes his head, “how could you even say that? it does mean something, it means something to me, minho.” he replies, his eyes trembling with pain.

 

minho blinks, licking over his cold lips. “it’s not like i wrote it. people who think they know everything about us, about me wrote that. it proves nothing.”

 

seungmin takes a step closer to minho, towering over him slightly.

 

“it shows that people think me and you aren’t dating.” seungmin whispers as if someone will hear him.

 

minho sighs, “why does that matter? y’know that we are.” he replies, voice pleading.

 

because minho! everyone thinks that you are in love with jisung and i’m just on the sidelines begging for you to at least look at me in public!” seungmin yells, voice so, so sincere that minho feels his heart break.

 

does seungmin actually feel this way?

 

he had no idea.

 

“it’s not my fault seungmin, that is our concept..” minho mumbles, eyes pricking with tears as well.

 

seungmin groans lowly, “minho, i love you. i love you so much, but this is so hard..” he says. and he sounds so broken that minho feels bad for not noticing something was wrong sooner.

 

minho blinks away his tears, stepping closer to seungmin. he places a cold hand on his boyfriends pink cheek. “seungminnie, i love you too. when did you become so weary about us..?”

 

seungmin places his large hands on minho’s waist, “minho…the concept we have is so frustrating. all i want to do in public is touch you and i can’t because we’re supposed to hate each other, b-but that’s so hard to do because i don’t hate you..” he mumbles, subconsciously pulling minho closer to himself.

 

minho smiles slightly, letting himself be pulled closer. “yeah, it is shitty but there’s nothing we can do about it baby.” he says, rubbing the pad of his thumb over seungmin’s cheek.

 

seungmin squeezes his hips, “do you understand how it feels to see stays say that you hate me? or that i hate you, when in reality i am so fucking in love with you minho..” he whispers softly.

 

minho feels his cheeks redden, heart fluttering. but he also feels hurt spark in his chest. “those stays don’t know anything minnie. don’t read stuff like that anymore, you know i love you.” he reassures softly.

 

seungmin frowns, “you love jisung too..” he mutters.

 

it’s so quiet that minho almost misses it. but he doesn’t, he hears him clearly.

 

minho giggles quietly, “you’re right. i do love jisung.” he says softly. (“not helping hyung..”) “let me finish!” minho yells playfully.

 

seungmin immediately shuts his mouth, willing to hear minho out.

 

minho deserves that.

 

“but jisung is also my best friend, you’re my boyfriend seungmin, i am in love with you. not jisung.” minho says, putting major emphasis on the words about seungmin so they really stick in his boyfriends stubborn head.

 

seungmin’s cheeks flush at the words, hands holding minho’s hips tighter.

 

minho laughs, moving to kiss his boyfriends cold, pink cheek. “i mean that minnie. i know things aren’t that easy for us but we’ll be just fine, i know that for a fact.”

 

seungmin smiles brightly, pulling minho towards him so that he can hug him tightly.

 

minho giggles, wrapping his arms around seungmin’s neck.

 

“either way, i get jealous of you and innie sometimes..” minho confess in a whisper.

 

seungmin pulls away wide eyed, “seriously? what, why? i see him more as a little brother since i never had one.” he exclaims, completely taken aback by the thought of him and jeongin ever being in a romantic relationship.

 

ew.

 

minho sighs, bringing a hand over to cover his face. “i don’t know! you’re just super clingy with him and not so much with me!” he says, ears turning dark red from the attention he’s getting.

 

seungmin gawks at him, mouth agape. “what? i only do that because he hates it! and i am clingy with you!” he yells playfully, holding minho closer when the older shivers.

 

right, they’re still outside and minho isn’t wearing a jacket.

 

minho groans, “it’s different kim seungmin!” he replies, avoiding eye contact.

 

“you want me to kiss you around the members then? show them how much i love you?” seungmin coos teasingly in his ear.

 

minho huffs, “i never said that!” he protests.

 

seungmin hums, “want me to hug you from behind while you cook for everyone? pull you into my lap while we’re all watching movies together?” he continues, laughing loudly when minho whines.

 

minho pushes seungmin away so he can look into his eyes, “anyways! i never took you for the jealous type seungminnie…” he teases back, pointing an accusatory finger at seungmin.

 

seungmin finds himself flushing at the comment. he didn’t think he was either. “kinda just found out about my possessive tendencies today..” he mumbles, slightly embarrassed.

 

minho hums, face breaking into a giddy grin. “mm, i don’t mind. i think it’s hot..” he whispers, leaning in to finally connect his lips with seungmin’s.

 

the kiss is sweet, their cold lips moving in tandem to the familiar rhythm they’re used to.

 

then the door is opening, but the two boys don’t even register it. they are too entranced by their soft kiss to even notice.

 

chan looks over to jisung and hyunjin, a small smile forming on his lips.

 

“yeah, they’re okay.”

 

 

 

+1

 

 

 

minho is in the middle of cooking a meal for everyone.

 

he’s not really sure what he’s making, it’s just kinda a mix of everything that they have left over from their last shopping run.

 

the others are all around the dorm doing various things.

 

jisung and hyunjin are in the kitchen as well, arguing about something that minho didn’t quite pick up on.

 

chan, changbin and, jeongin are all trying to find a movie so they can watch it while they eat.

 

felix is in the living room as well. he’s in the corner filming what seems to be a tiktok, but minho isn’t sure.

 

seungmin, however is not in the room. minho doesn’t know where he is…that is until he feels long arms wrapping around his waist.

 

minho giggles softly, speak of the devil.

 

“hello seungminnie.” minho greets cheekily.

 

seungmin hums, kissing minho’s neck softly. “hi minho..” he mumbles, mouthing lightly behind minho’s ear.

 

minho doesn’t move away from the welcoming touch; in fact he leans into it, breathing contently.

 

seungmin smiles against his neck.

 

seungmin realizes now that he had nothing to be jealous of in the first place.

 

because minho was his.

 

his and only his.

 

“jinnie, look at minho-hyung and seungminnie..” jisung whispers, pointing to the stove where seungmin’s broad shoulders block minho from the view of the others.

 

hyunjin smiles brightly, “my 2min heart!” he whisper-yells happily.

 

 

 

 

<3

Notes:

THANK YOU FOR READING! i really hoped you enjoyed, kudos and comments are appreciated! 🫀🖤