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1. No More Pain by MsMarvelous

   Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No category
   • Complete Work

   11 Jan 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • Tony Stark
   • Bruce Banner
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Natasha Romanov
   • Clint Barton
   • Nick Fury
   • Brock Rumlow
   • Pepper Potts
   • Jarvis (Iron Man movies)
   • Arnim Zola
   • Alexander Pierce
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Torture
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Memory Loss
   • Confusion
   • Fear
   • Mind Control Aftermath & Recovery
   • Bucky Barnes Feels
   • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
   • Nightmares
   • Mind/Mood Altering Substances
   • Withdrawal
   • Food Issues
   • Sadness
   • Avengers Family
   • Supportive Sam
   • Medical Procedures
   • Technology
   • Hydra (Marvel)
   • Hurt Bucky Barnes
   • Assets & Handlers
   • Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier
   • Learning to be Human
   • Dissociative Identity Disorder
   • Hearing Voices
   • Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes
   • Cryogenics
   • Video
   • Past Torture
   • Zola is a dick
   • Conditioning
   • programing
   • traning
   • Protective Steve
   • Tony Stark Has a Heart
   • Friendship
   • Brotherly Love
   • Bathing/Washing
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Steve Needs a Hug
   • Natasha Romanov Is a Good Bro
   • Protective Clint

   Summary

   He knows Pain. He Knows Fighting and Killing and Obeying Orders. But then there is Steve. The Winter Soldier struggles to understand humanity, desperate to be more then Hydra's weapon. Yet at the same time the Man known as James Buchanan Barns is fighting to live again and reclaim himself!

   This is the first of a long two part tale of recovery and healing! Completely finished and will be updated regularly.

   There are some intense scenes and references to past sexual abuse from Hydra but not described graphically. But be warned.

   (Also I am Dyslexic so bare with me on a few mistakes ;)

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   English

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