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1. I'm Gonna Try to Nullify my Life by PeptobismolBaby

   Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   18 Sep 2024

   Tags

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   • Peter Parker & Tony Stark
   • Aunt May Parker & Peter Parker
   • Uncle Ben Parker & Peter Parker
   • Ned Leeds & Peter Parker
   • Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker
   • Michelle Jones & Peter Parker
   • Peter Parker & Original Female Character(s)
   • Peter Parker & Original Male Character(s)
   • Peter Parker & Original Character(s)
   • Peter Parker
   • Aunt May Parker (Marvel)
   • Uncle Ben Parker (Marvel)
   • Flash Thompson
   • Ned Leeds
   • Liz Allen
   • Michelle Jones (Marvel)
   • Tony Stark
   • Drug Use
   • Drug Addiction
   • Underage Drug Use
   • No beta we die like Uncle Ben
   • Peter Parker Needs a Hug
   • Peter Parker is a Mess
   • Peter Parker-centric
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Minor Liz Allen/Peter Parker
   • Peter Parker Whump
   • Angst
   • Peter Parker Angst
   • Peter Parker Has Issues
   • Peter has a bunch of weird quirks and they appear often
   • I'll give you a cookie if you can find all of them ;)
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Peter Parker Swears
   • Peter Parker Has Panic Attacks
   • Panic Attacks

   Summary

   But the one thing he finds is someone who's clearly a drug dealer. He's been Spidey for long enough that he can see the signs from a mile away. But apparently not long enough to withstand the crave for release.
   Peter knows what drugs do to people; they ruin lives and destroy families.
   He's seen the effects too many times to count and yet here he is contemplating talking to him. But maybe Peter is allowed to be weak sometimes. Give in to his desires from time to time. After all, he only wants to get something to numb the pain so he can do his spidey work. He won't get addicted because he's only going to use it to help himself get back on his feet.
   Just until the wound heals.

   or

   Peter's double life is taking a toll on him and a bullet wound is all it takes for him to tumble.

   [ts is NOT being rewritten mb I lost my spark, maybe it’ll come back]

   Language:

   English

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