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Buck
I think your girlfriend hates me
she's not my girlfriend
sure sure
you mean Taylor, right?
mhm
yeah
not my girlfriend
uh huh
we’re just friends
if you say so
I do say so
anyway
I think she hates me
hate is a strong word
what would you call it then?
although she was pretty cold the other day
right!
idk
I’m not imagining it
some people just rub each other the wrong way
hm, sure
you're not exactly her biggest fan either
I guess not
though, that at least I can see from your point of view
I have no idea why she doesn't like you
I thought maybe she's homophobic
okay... but you're not gay
......................
I’m … not?
...........
I didn't think you were
are you?
sorry
let me check
check???
........ yes. gay
why are you SORRY?
how are you checking??
sorry for being insensitive or something idk
right
so
you’re gay
yeah
I thought you knew that
I did not
.........
I see
but hey, I don't have a problem with it
I’m an ally
.......... uh huh
🏳️🌈
… thank you?
you’re welcome
so........
can I ask you stuff?
stuff?
what stuff?
well, are you fully gay?
fully. gay.
what does that mean?
cause I've only ever known you to be with women
oh
were you just confused?
idk
I felt a lot of big things for shannon
okay
but I definitely feel some very undeniable things for men as well
yeah?
yes
what kind of things?
are you seriously asking me that?
sorry
is that insensitive?
no 😅
but it's a bit personal
oh
sorry
what sort of things do you feel when you look at an attractive woman?
imagine that, but me with guys
……………………..
okay
cool
that’s cool
........ are you sure?
of course
super cool
sounds like you're struggling a bit with this
nope
I’m fine
if you say so
um
I mean, yeah
I do say so
I’m fine
..... don't reckon I believe you rn
I don't have a problem with it!
I’m an ally!
okay, calm down
I think it’s great
I am calm
sort of
sort of
yeah
it’s just that
um
I've never really been close friends with someone like this before
someone …. like what?
you
gay
.....................
and I think I'm liking it a bit too much
excuse me?
well you said imagine you and guys
so I did
🤨
and I ...................... liked it
… riiiiiiiight
okay
sorry
I just wasn't expecting to find this out today
... what exactly did you imagine?
what?
just you
well, not JUST you
just.... you with.... less clothes on
how much less??
um
a lot less
so you pictured me naked
.... and you liked it?
look you're a very attractive guy
okay?
I think it was just.... I mean, you told me to think about women and then imagine that with you.....
I didn't expect you to take that instruction literally
well
I did
right
uh, buck?
are you ... sure you're an ally?
of course I am!!
I love gay people!
yeah
sounds like you do
I put the rainbow flag emoji on my instagram every pride month
😅
good for you
are you laughing at me?
not even at all
okay
do you think I'm like.... fetishising gay people?
no
okay, good
but I think maybe you should ... explore the fact that you liked thinking about me naked
explore….. how?
idk
spend some time with it and see what happens
you want me
to spend some time
thinking about you naked?
doesn't HAVE to be me
oh
any guy that you want to imagine naked will do
... except yourself. that would be weird
right
....... I can't think of anyone else
that’s okay
if you wanna think about me, you can
.......... really?
yes
that’s not weird for you?
wait
are you attracted to me?
we're not talking about me atm
we kinda are
I think I might be coming down with something
oh, are you okay?
what’s happened?
I think I have a fever
a fever?
yeah
I’m sweating
what else is happening?
I’m hot all over?
you know, the usual with a fever
hold on I'm gonna take my temp
alright
… huh
normal
weird
what's your breathing rate like?
bit faster than normal
do you feel on edge?
yeah
jittery?
yes!
....... could be a panic attack
do you want me to come over?
you think so??
I don't feel like I'm panicking
idk
I’m just………
oh
nvm
what?
um
nothing
no, c’mon
tell me
…. okay
I’m horny
… oh
yeah
no fever
well, that's better than having a panic attack
yeah
.................. eddie?
yes?
how did you know you were gay?
I realised I wanted to fuck men
hm
interesting
is it?
sure
also
I think I might be into men
.... I think you might be too
that’s kinda wild
how're you doing with it?
what do you mean?
are you coping with this realisation?
not freaking out?
oh
no I think I’m coping
great
well done
thank you??
sorry
I didn't cope so well when I first realised
ah
sorry to hear that
it’s okay
I've worked through it
good
speaking of working through it....
is it still okay if I think of you naked?
oh
if you ... want to
I mean, I can't exactly stop you anyway
right
well, I do want to
I actually wanna do more than just think about it, though.......
..............
unless you don’t
I might be open to something
something?
maybe
well
you haven't been with anyone in a while, right?
........ no
and I've never been with a guy before
of course
and we’re best friends
we are
so would you be open to uh, experimenting?
experimenting
..... are we too old to say experimenting?
no
okay
so........?
I don't think so
sorry
oh
no, don’t be sorry
that’s fine
all good
I'm not really a ... casual kinda guy
right
...... what if it wasn't casual?
.... what else would it be?
uh
not casual?
what does that mean to you?
it means..... do you wanna go on a date?
..............
a .... date?
you can just say no
it’s fine
forget about it
no, wait
I’m just surprised
you wanna go on a date?
with me??
well, yeah
I love you
........ you love me
as a friend?
as......... idk
more than a friend
and you've realised this ... while we were talking?
that I love you?
no
I always knew that
okay
..... that maybe I wanna be more than just your best friend for the rest of our lives? yeah
I've realised that just while we've been talking
wow
okay
wow
is that… okay?
it’s good, yeah
I’d love to go on a date
you would??
yep
wow
and could I potentially kiss you on this date?
depends on how it goes
😉
😊
you’re flirting with me
right?
maybe
well I love it
I love you
wow
buck, I love you too
🥺
so, um
for the date
yes?
do you want me to get us a reservation somewhere? do you wanna do it?
I don’t care
I don't really know what the rules are
well, you asked me out
I did
but I'm happy to guide things if you'll be more comfortable
I just don't wanna disappoint you
not possible
pleeease I've disappointed you heaps of time 🙄
😜
don't worry about disappointing me, buck
this is about you
um??
isn't this about US?
us
okay
yeah, us
it takes two to tango, and all that
sure
alright
how about I get us a reservation somewhere
sure
and I'll pick you up since you hate driving
okay
so
when are you free?
Thursday will work
great
thursday
great
great
......... I can't stop thinking about you
wow, really?
yeah
really
what're you thinking about?
your mouth
your arms
your ass
😳
..... things I haven't seen
omg
😏
what are you up to atm?
just putting off housework
would it be okay if I came over?
yeah, sure
awesome 😊
is it too soon to kiss you?
idk
let’s just see how things go
okay
I’ll head right over
great
and we can... see how things go
......... how do you make that sound so suggestive
oh
probably because I was thinking about your dick when I typed it 😉
😳
hey, it's your fault for making me realise I wanna fuck you
… wow
you okay over there?
yes!
you sure? 😏
yes
I’m perfectly fine
okay then
I guess I'll find out when I get there
you'll find me perfectly unflustered
will you still be unflustered once I take my shirt off?
😒
yes
yes?? wow
what if I take my pants off too?
you sure move fast
half an hour ago you didn't even know you were attracted to me 😅
you said you were "perfectly unflustered"!!
you hurt my feelings 😢
… oh
sorry
I’m joking
but I did absolutely take it as a challenge
I wanna see you flustered
oh, do you?
mhm
I really do
and I know this whole attraction to you is kinda new to me....
but it’s you
you’re my best friend
oh
..... and I maybe have been checking out your ass ever since we met
.......................
I was just appreciating it!
uh huhhh
you have a really nice ass!!
omg I'm an idiot, aren't I?
um
little bit, yeah
😅
well
you love me
so I’m your idiot
🥰
you’re my idiot
🧡
😊💛
so, when I get there... am I allowed to keep trying to make you flustered?
you can try
😏
challenge accepted
just let me know if I do actually move too fast for you
okay
good
I’ll be there soon
and I really, really wanna kiss you
we’ll see
tease
oh, you have no idea 😉
what have I gotten myself into 😳
😆
hey
can I ask
what?
have you been with a guy before?
yeah, why?
huh
for some reason I thought you'd only ever been with shannon
and I was thinking it'd be so easy for me to get you flustered and turn you on even though I've never been with a guy before
and now I'm starting to think it's gonna be the other way around
I'm gonna be flustered and tongue tied and you're gonna be smirking at me
like this? 😏
ngnsgmg eddie I want you so bad right now
reallyyyy?
oh yeah
sooo bad 🥵
are you all feverish again?
😅
maybe
you think you’re hot now
you just wait
😳
where did this confident smooth talking flirt come from???
I’ve always been like this
I have never seen you like this before
😅
.... it's really hot 😉
good to know
btw
I’m almost there
great
my heart is racing
I can’t wait to feel it
okay
I just parked
I’ll be there in a minute
can’t wait
see you in a sec 🧡