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Remnants of an Ancient War

Summary:

An Empire spreads its bid for power across the world with the newly revived power of magic. They will stop at nothing to gain the control they see as rightfully theirs.

Caught between the empire’s war machine and hopes for peace, the resistance struggles to find the key to turning their losing fight around into victory.

But, you know this story already.

Don’t you?

 

(I am using the plot of FF6 to build the story I felt like telling. If nothing else, this is a love letter to the game that got me into gaming.)

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Next update: December 15th (hopefully)
I am still chipping away on it, but it is going to be slower for a while.

Notes:

The goal with this story is to use the vast majority of the main in game dialogue and follow the plot along, while filling out the world and story in the directions I felt like going.

The first chapter follows the game very closely, and the second is about the same, but from there things start branching out a bit. This story is heavily working from how I understood the story as a child, as well as various times of thinking about it over the years. Some of the ways I am writing this are probably not going to line up with anything elsewhere. So... warning for... that?

 

 

IMPORTANT!

 

 

This story will be in multiple POVs

Pov shifts will be indicated by a --- and then indicated by (name)

The words that look like this are pulled from Game Dialogue

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This, triangle with text by it, will be used for vague large warnings in the top notes.

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In the bottom notes it will be more detailed Trigger warnings that will be more spoiler-ish, and chapter rambles.

WARNINGS

Character with no free will

Amnesia

Thank you so much to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom for the beta. Any mistakes left were my fault or were intentional. lol

Chapter 1: Snowfall

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

Prologue:

 

The [Ancient] War of the Magi

 

 

Powerful people known as ‘Magi’ and destructive creatures known as ‘Espers’

Gifted with powertorend the very elements to the caster’s will

These abilities were known simply as ‘Magic’

 

Kingdoms’ forces clashed in the violent desire to accumulate more of such power

Armies fell, leaving nothing but stone, ash, and blood in their wake

The ancient War of the Magi…

 

When its flames at last receded, the world was left a hostile scorched wasteland,

Upon this charred husk of a world which remained, people rebuilt.

Life slowly returned to the barren land.

 

In the thousand years that followed, everything changed, even the power of magic was lost…

Innovations of Iron, gunpowder, and steam engines took the place of magic

In this new world, high technology reigns.

 

Yet there now stands one who se ambitions would lead him to seek such ancient power

His actions reviving the dread destructive force known as ‘magic’

As a means by which to conquer all the world.

 

Can it truly be that those in power are on the verge of repeating

such a senseless...

                                   and deadly

                                                             … Mistake?

 

- Author unknown “The [Ancient] War of the Magi” found on scrap paper in Vector.

 

 

 

Chapter 1: Snowfall

 

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Howling, the wind blew in cold, ice filled gales off the mountain. It tossed up the recent snowfall, blurring the last of the evening's sunlight into a haze, almost mimicking nightfall.

 

The heavy clangs of Magitek Armor cut sharply through the wind.

 

“Halt here,” Wedge called out, as he brought his armor to a barely coordinated stop on the stone outcropping. Flicking his hand towards the lights in the distance he turned towards the other two behind him. “There's the city.”

 

Biggs came to an uncoordinated, sliding stop next to him, the armor’s claw tipped arms automatically adjusting out to keep balanced.

 

The third of their group came to a smooth stop behind them

 

“The snowfall for Narshe is about average for this time of the year, making it heavier than I would have liked with the Magitek Armor.” Wedge shook his head with a shrug. “But, orders are orders.”

 

“Yea! No kidding!” Biggs grinned. “Ha! Want to bet who will munch it on the ice first?”

 

“Will you please take this seriously,” Wedge said flatly, as he glared at him.

 

“Ah.” Biggs cleared his throat and shifted slightly. “I mean, it is hard to believe an esper's been found frozen there after so long! A thousand years after the War of the Magi...” He scoffed. “Do you think it is even true?” He waved off his own question. “Bah! It is probably just another wild goose chase.”

 

Wedge shook his head. “I would probably agree with you but… I don't know . They wouldn't have let us use her,”  he motioned to the third in their group, “unless they were confident that the information was good.”

 

The girl watched them from the seat of her armor

 

“Ah, yes… our… witch.”  Biggs leaned forward towards Wedge. “Ya know, I hear she fried fifty Magitek armored soldiers in three minutes... Kinda makes your skin crawl, don't it?"  He shuddered.

 

“That is just a rumor!” Wedge scoffed. “Besides even if it were true there is no reason to worry.” He motioned to his own head then to her. “The Slave Crown on her head robs her of all conscious thought. She'll follow orders.”

 

“Speaking of orders, what is the plan of attack?” Biggs asked absently as he hunched down a bit in the seat of his armor.

 

“Narshe is filled with steam pumps, they make way too much noise. It should cover up the sound of our approach well enough.”

 

“Sneaking in? With this weather?! Come on! I am cold!”

 

“Just be glad the armors give off a good amount of heat from the engines,” Wedge said with a sigh.

 

“It is snowing! These things don’t have a cover over top!” Biggs complained as he brushed snow off his helmet. “Can’t we just go through the city? The buildings will block the wind at least, it will be warmer!”

 

Wedge paused for a moment before he rolled his shoulders and sat up straight. “Alright, alright enough chit chat. We'll approach from the east through the main gate! Move out!”

 

Biggs whooped.

 

The girl did not react

 

Narshe’s main gate was plenty large enough for the three towering battle armor to easily make it through. It was also only manned by two guards, who were just as easily gone through.

 

“The girl takes point.”  Wedge said as he motioned the girl forward. “No sense taking any risks, and remember what we are here for.”  He looked flatly at Biggs. “Don't go wasting time on the riffraff.”

 

“Right this is a no fun zone, got it,” Biggs pouted.

 

Wedge scowled at him. “We are on a mission.”

 

“Yea, in the Magitek Armor we never get to use!” he exclaimed while motioning to the large battle armor.

 

Wedge gave him a withering look. “Just be sure to keep up. Towards the mines! Forward!”  He directed his armor into the city, hissing as the legs slid slightly before catching.

 

City buildings, homes, and shops, blocked the worst of the wind, as expected, leaving the area markedly less cold. Yet with the armor, it still could not be called warm.

 

Biggs yelped as one of the legs slid out from under him. Jerking the controls, the other leg scrambled sideways. With a crash, he knocked out a wall. Pieces of the building fell around him, and steam billowed out from a crunched pipe as he tried to get the armor’s clawed feet properly back under him.

 

“Girl! Slow down!” Wedge snapped before he turned his attention back to Biggs. “Are you ok over there?”

 

“Yea, yea, still haven't lost the bet!” he yelled while scrambling to catch up.

 

“There is no bet.”

 

“Because you know you will lose!” Biggs glanced at the girl. “Damn she is way better with these than we are,” he grumbled, armor legs still unsteady.

 

“I guess they trained her to use these at some point.” Wedge said with a shrug. “Couldn’t be hard to teach someone who just does what they are told. The crown must be really useful like that.”

 

“Head empty!” Biggs laughed, motioning by his own head.

 

“Hold it right there!” A voice called from a side street as a group of Narshe guards stormed out from all sides, and took up formation to block the way. Their trained monsters growled and pawed the frigid ground, as they held ready behind them.

 

The armors loomed over the Narshe soldiers, and even the largest of the trained monsters could not measure up. Before the Magitek Armor, they were all small.

 

“Ah, there the Narshe force is! I was starting to wonder if the reports of this place having an army were false!” Biggs grinned. “Caught you flat footed didn’t we!”

 

Bracing his stance the one in front ordered, “Turn around! Leave! We are a neutral country!” His hands gripped tight around his weapon.

 

The wind howled

 

“Naw.” Red light lit up the area as the Fire Beam sliced through the soldiers. Biggs grinned as the Narshe soldiers scrambled away while trying to regroup to retaliate.

 

It didn't take very many shots, before the fight came to an end.

 

“Oh, these things are really nice. Three of us in these versus like 20 humans and a handful of monsters.” Wedge smirked at what was left of the Narshe solders. “It could hardly have even been called a fight.”

 

“Oh yea! It was so easy just ‘pew pew’ then all gone!” Biggs said laughing. “Such a shame we never get to use these things!”

 

“Yea. I think I will put in to try to transfer to the Magitek division after this.”

 

“Oh! Good idea!” He paused. “I think I saw they had some openings?”

 

“Oh! Do they?” Wedge grinned. “Hopefully this experience will move us up in the running for a transfer.”

 

“Yea! Lets go get more ‘field experience’,” he said with a laugh.

 

Wedge smiled. “No little ground force will be able to stop us. Maybe you have the right idea. We might as well have fun with this.”

 

“Now you are talking!”

 

Continuing on, they cut down anyone they came across, who did not manage to run fast enough. With the newly scorched ground their steps no longer slid on icy stones as they made their way towards the mines. Left behind them was little more than rubble, ash, and blood soaked snow.

 

The wind howled

 

Eventually they passed out of the city and into the mines. Wedge called a halt just inside the entrance, and began to shake out his arms.

 

“Doing a dance?” Biggs laughed as he mimicked him.

 

Wedge glared at him. “I can barely feel my fingers at this point!” He scowled over to the girl. “She isn't even in warm clothing! Her shoulders are bare! How is she not frozen solid!?”

 

“Now that I think about it, you have a point.” Biggs blinked and looked over at the girl. “She is just sitting there in that cute little dress. It could not possibly be warm!”

 

“Well… wait…” Wedge shifted. “Could it be because of the fire witch thing?”

 

They looked at each other for a minute.

 

Wedge cleared his throat. “Right! That thing is supposed to be in here somewhere! Spread out a bit and keep your eyes out for anything that looks like a new mine shaft, or even a place they want to keep us out of!”

 

Biggs nodded as he moved away a bit to look around a corner. “Exploring a mine is way less interesting than I imagined as a kid. Where are the jewel encrusted walls!” he huffed out.

 

“This isn't that kind of mine.” He paused looking around. “I don’t think?”

 

“Well, I wanted to pry out a souvenir!”

 

“Well, just pick up something else! Oh!” Wedge called out. “Over here!”

 

All three converged in front of a tunnel blocked off by solid wooden cross frames.

 

According to our source, they unearthed the frozen esper in a new mine shaft they were digging.” Wedge leaned one way, then the other. “Any idea how to tell if one of these is new?”

 

He laughed. “Nope!”

 

“Welp, this one has this wooden.” Wedge motioned to it with a confused noise. “Gate? Thing? So at least it looks like they don’t want people going this way? I didn’t see anything else that looked so new. So, this must be it.

 

“As good a guess as any?”

 

“Ok, so now how to open it? I don’t see a way,” Wedge grumbled.

 

“Oh! I'll handle this. Stand back!”

 

Wedge shrugged and backed up.

 

Setting himself across from the wooden structure Biggs grinned. With a quick jerk of his hands, he slammed the controls all the way causing the armor to careen forward. The wood splintered with a rumbling crash. “There! Path cleared! Oh, how I love these things!” He patted the console.

 

“Yea! Ok, that’s one way to do it!” Wedge shook his head with a laugh.

 

The girl blinked

 

Sudden yelling echoed down from beyond the now cleared opening.

 

“Well, sounds like the guards are coming.” Wedge glanced at Biggs with a smirk.

 

Biggs grinned back as he placed his hands on his cheeks. “Oh no,” he responded, laughing.

 

Narshe guards halted a bit away weapons out and ready. “So, you made it this far! We won't hand over the Esper!!”  the leader exclaimed.

 

“What is wrong with you!” yelled another person off to the side, as they tossed their hands up and pointed at Biggs. “You didn't even check if that was a crucial mine shaft support!?”

 

Everyone froze and looked at the rocks over them, someone softly asking, “Wait? … Was it?” as they eyed what was left of the wooden frame nervously.

 

“Yes!” The previous person motioned to the area. “It was realized after cutting it was unstable! It could have easily collapsed the whole area down on our heads!”

 

Biggs and Wedge slowly looked down from ceiling, look at each other, and cringed.

 

The Guard sighed and pinched the bridge of their nose as they muttered, “See this is why we have so much redundancy…” They straightened up, and pinched their fingers together in front of them. “Because of the dangerous nature of digging such shafts, redundancy must be taken to at least the third power.-”

 

“...thats not…” the leader sighed.

 

“-Meaning all safety measures must have two back ups in case of-”

 

“Now is not the time…”

 

“-There are several types of redundancy for-” they continued.

 

The leader shook her head. “You know what, whatever… Ymir! Get them...” She motioned to the rest of the Narshe guards to retreat, while grabbing the still talking guard by the arm.

 

“-depending on the location, type of stone, and use-” their voice faded out as they were dragged away.

 

“Gwwww”

 

Wedge jerked, looking around. “Where did that sound come from!”

 

A large monster, shell tip almost to a height to match the armor, slowly moved forward. The large, spiral shell glowed softly as it settled in to block their path. “Grawwwwwk” With a growl, it tipped its large head forward, both of its eye stalks looking directly at them.

 

Biggs’ eyes widened. “It must have come up from a side tunnel while we were distracted.” His whole body shuddered as it growled again. “How does the noise not echo off the stone?” He tilted his head. “That is a really nice shell though.”

 

“Oh! Of course they have a pet monster in this place! They must have trained it to guard the mines!"  Wedge moved forward.


“Oh! The shell! Hold it!"  Biggs yelled. “Think back to our briefing...”


Wedge paused. “What about it?!”


“Do you recall hearing about a monster that eats lightning...”


“...and stores the energy in its shell!”  Wedge paled. “Almost forgot about the lightning whelk! That would have been bad.”


Biggs nodded. “Right. So, girl! Whatever you do, don't attack the shell!”


Alright already! Lets take it out!”

 

The girl moved forward letting lose missiles from the armor

 

Biggs blinked. “How did she do that? Where is that button?” He looked over to Wedge. “Do you have that button?”

 

Wedge shrugged as he looked down at his controls. “Not that I know of?” He shook his head. “Never mind that! Now isn't the time!” he yelled as he shot a Fire Beam.

 

“Fire Beam, Bolt Beam, Ice Beam, Heal Force! I am not seeing it!”

 

“Not the time!”

 

“But it go boom!” Biggs huffed. “Whatever Fire Beam it is.”

 

“Wait!”

 

Biggs fired just as the Whelk ducked inside its shell. The red beam hit the shell and seemed to defuse over the surface. “Whoops.”

 

The whelk's shell shimmered with the power of the blast. Flashing red light ran up the spiral until it pooled at the tip. With a bright flash, lightning shot out towards Biggs, knocking his bulky armor back. He started cussing as the armor jerked erratically and staggered.

 

“Are you ok?!”

 

“Barely!” Flailing at the controls, Biggs activated Heal Force. The soft green light spilled out of the armor making him sigh in relief. “Oh, so much better.” Resettling next to the others he grinned. “Have I mentioned I love these things?”

 

The Whelk ducked back out of it’s shell, biting at Wedge.

 

Wedge yelped and fired an Ice Beam. “Might have come up! Lets go!”

 

Biggs shot a Fire Beam.

 

The Girl fired more missiles

 

Wedge blew out a breath as the Whelk stopped moving. “That thing was a harder fight than expected.”

 

Biggs tilted his head. “Do you think we could get this thing back to Vector? It would make a really nice trophy.”

 

Wedge gave the shell a good look before he sighed. “It is probably too big. I don’t think we could convince them to clear a space for it on the carrier... Though maybe if you know someone willing to take a pay off.”

 

He shook his head before they continued.

 

As they entered the next cavern, the temperature dropped. “There is an odd light coming from over there.” Wedge called out.

 

In the middle of the cavern sat a large chunk of ice encasing a large serpent-bird like creature. The cold fog rolling down it lowered the temperature further the closer one got to it. It almost burned.

 

“The light here is weird, it is like the ice is reflecting it all wrong.” Wedge looked around with a scowl. “The shadows are off.”

 

Biggs stopped a bit away from the chunk ice. “So... this is the frozen esper?”  He tilted his head. “It is a good bit bigger than I expected. What’s the plan to get it out of here?”

 

Wedge shook his head.

 

“There is a plan. Right?”

 

“Maybe if we break off some of the ice? How is the ice not melting?”

 

“Uh… magic ice? I guess?” Biggs frowned. “But what do you mean there’s no plan?”

 

The girl moved closer to the frozen esper

 

Wedge shrugged. “It isn't so much that there isn't a plan, as we are expected to assess and use the Magitek Armors to move it… I think”

 

“You think!?”

 

“Well what else must the plan be!”

 

“So there wasn't one!”

 

Wedge glanced over to the girl. “Hey! Girl! Get away from there!” He shifted away from the esper. “This thing's giving me the creeps.

 

The girl stared at the esper and did not move

 

“Yea, and now we have to figure out how to move it to the extraction point,” Biggs grumbled.

 

“It would be nice if we could call for back up, make them carry it.” Wedge grimaced.

 

The girl moved closer to the esper

 

“Girl! Get away from there!” Biggs yelled.

 

She did not move

 

“Something's not right...!”  Wedge shivered, moving his armor back just a bit more.

 

“Wait,” Biggs said slowly. “She can’t disobey with that thing on her… right?”

 

“She is not supposed to be able to...”

 

Light began to shine from the esper. The shadows dark where there shouldn’t have been shadows, the lights shifted to colors they should not have been. The light reached out to them stretching bending, shadows shifting. Air electrified.

 

Wedge jerked his armor back. “Wh-where's that light coming from!?” He was surrounded by a sudden light- “Uwaaagh!

 

The light cleared.

 

He was no longer there.

 

Biggs jerked his head and armor towards where Wedge was just at. “Wh-what was that!?” He spun around, armor legs scrambling. “...Wedge? Wedge, where are you? H-hey! What's going on!?”  In a second flash of light, he too was gone.

 

The girl was alone

 

The girl stared at the esper

 

The girl was surrounded by light and shadows

 

The girl did nothing

 

 

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Soft and warm.

 

This was comfortable, and for a moment, the girl had no idea why such a thing seemed so strange.

 

The girl snapped her eyes open, and quickly pushed herself up to a sitting position. The room rolled in her vision, forcing her to immediately slam her eyes shut again, as she slumped sideways on what she was fairly sure was a bed. Gritting her teeth, she breathed carefully through the nausea till it softened enough to try to take another look at where she was.

 

Siting up slower, she glanced around at what seemed to be a dimly lit bedroom.

 

She had no idea where she was.

 

Quietly, an older man walked in. The girl held as still as she could as he walked over towards what may have been a desk against the far wall. Whatever he was doing, he did not seem to realize the girl was awake.

 

He didn’t seem at all familiar.

 

“Where...am I?” she asked softly.

 

He jumped, turning towards her as he placed a hand on his chest. “Whoa!” He moved back towards the door, and turned a switch making the lights brighten. “My, my! You are awake, And I only just removed the crown!”

 

“My head...hurts...” she said carefully, as she rubbed her eyes, trying to ease the spike in her head from the sudden light. Moving slowly, she pushed herself to the edge of the bed.

 

He moved forward several quick steps. “Easy, there! The headache is normal, you will likely be dizzy and nauseous for a bit too, so stay sitting.”

 

“What?... happened? Where... am I?” She narrowed her eyes at him. “Who are you?”

 

“My name is Arvis, you are at my home in Narshe.” He walked back over to the desk picking up an item, “and this is a slave crown,”  he said with a frown as he moved closer to her and held it out for her to see.

 

It looked almost like a broken circlet. What was once intricately braided metal, left snapped and coming loose in multiple places. The stone meant to sit on the forehead, cracked straight down the middle.

 

The girl looked blankly at it.

 

She couldn’t remember ever seeing it.

 

She wanted it away from her.

 

Arvis sighed as he walked back to the desk setting it down. “It is a horrible device. The others had complete control over you while you were wearing it. It was robbing you of your thoughts, making it so you'd do whatever they told you,” he said, his voice carefully soft.

 

Robbed her of… thought? “Who was? I… I can't remember a thing…” She was sure she would be more alarmed if she just didn’t feel so… numb. “Who am I?”

 

He sighed sadly. “I am sorry, I don’t know who you are.” His smile looked forced. “Don't worry. It'll hopefully all come back to you… In time that is.”

 

She just looked at him blankly.

 

“I am sorry. There isn't much I, or anyone really, can do to help you remember.” He narrowed his eyes down at the crown. “You are not the first they have used such devices on,” his voice dropped to a whisper, “and you will likely, not be the last.”

 

She closed her eyes.

 

Maybe if she could just focus, she could remember something.

 

Who was she?

 

Her head hurt so bad, but she felt like the knowledge was right at the tips of her fingers. If she could reach just a bit further.

 

A feeling rose up in her, she could almost place it, but it swirled hazily not quite defined.

 

There was something, a feeling, a sound, a word…

 

A... name?

 

My name is... Terra...” The name felt less recalled from memory, and more like it sparked from somewhere inside her. She had no idea where it came from. Still, it felt right.

 

“Impressive!” Arvis breathed out.

 

The girl, Terra, blinked open her eyes and looked up at him. “What?”

 

Arvis shook his head, a soft smile warming his features. “I've never even heard of anyone recovering so fast. You must be made of tougher stuff than most...” He trailed off for a moment before sighing. “How about I get you something hot to drink, and sweet to eat? It will help to settle you I am sure. Then we can chat more,” he said gently, as he turned and walked from the room.

 

She jumped a bit when Arvis so quickly came back carrying a tray.

 

“Ah, sorry, didn’t mean to startle you.” He set down the tray and gently handed her a cup with a steaming liquid in it. “Snow Flower Tea, good for head and stomach. Plus it is quite delicious.”

 

Terra sipped on her tea, nibbled on the cookies, and tried her best to follow what he was saying. Tilting her head, she watched his large hand motions, listened to his odd changes of voice. It was all very dramatic.

 

It made her very confused.

 

“-so then the kid jumped! He jumped!” Arvis tossed one arm up as he shook his head.

 

Terra tilted her head the other way. She had no idea what he was talking about... the story lost her nearly at the start... but he sounded happy? That was good? Right?

 

Hand waving wide he continued, “Then of course everyone had to run to get the pipe.” He laughed.

 

His laugh felt warm, almost settling. The warmth was hopeful in a way which felt so unfamiliar. Like it was rare.

 

Her thoughts were confusing.

 

The story was confusing.

 

Everything was just so confusing.

 

A sudden loud banging made both of them startle.

 

Arvis hissed out a breath as he practically dropped his cup on the bedside table as he rushed out of the door.

 

She only hesitated a moment before following him with a bit of a stumble, and out into a larger part of the house. Firelight danced along the walls, pulling her attention to the fireplace warming the room in temperature and color.

 

Her attention snapped to the door as someone banged on it again.

 

“Open up! We're here for the Magitek armor pilot!” the voice behind what had to be the front door yelled, as they continued to bang.

 

Arvis cussed under his breath as he looked back at her.

 

“Open this door right now!” The voices from outside yelled over each other. “Hand over that girl!” She could barely make out one voice from the next. “She's an officer of the Empire!”

 

Terra shook her head trying to untangle the words running together in her head. “Empire...? Magitek armor...?” she repeated uncertainly. The words almost sounded familiar, but also distant, hazy… like every thing else.

 

Her chest ached.

 

Arvis motioned her frantically away from the door as he hissed quietly, “There's no time to explain! You need to get out of here! These fools aren't going to listen to reason.” He rushed her back deeper into the house. “This way! Quickly!”  He lead her to a small back room, where he stopped at a table and scooped up the items on top before shoving them into her arms. “You will have to make your way out of town through the mines!”  With a yank to the bookcase on the wall it swung open, revealing a hidden exit. “Go!”

 

Terra glanced out the door, to the softly falling snow, down at the things in her arms, and shook her head before looking back up at him. “But…” She looked back to where the voices screamed and banged. She decided she liked when he told her stories better than being told to go.

 

“Don't you worry about me,” Arvis said, as he reached out, and gently placed his warm hands on her shoulders. “Just run. I'll try to buy you some time!” Gently he pushed her out the door. “Run,” he murmured.

 

The girl turned, and ran.

 

Along the wooden walkways that crisscrossed above the city streets.

 

She ran.

 

Angry yelling echoed behind her, around her.

 

She ran.

 

Not knowing where she was, or where she was going.

 

Terra just ran.

 

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Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

The main character is spoken about very much as if she is not there and as if she is just a thing.

Very dismissive behavior regarding to an item called a Slave Crown, that takes freewill away from a person.

The two, Biggs and Wedge, don't make it to the end of the chapter.

Invasion of a peaceful city, and laughing about it.

Art of the encounter with the frozen esper!

 

I am going to try to post an art with each chapter... we will see how that goes in the long run.

 

A few more notes on this project:

 

I am using a mix of both English translations, picking lines that work best, or in some cases using both versions if I can. I have reordered stuff to make it work better, and in a few cases changed words, or cut a line for one reason or another. So some conversations happen in COMPLETELY different orders, or incidents happen earlier or later. So despite what the first couple of chapters look like, don't expect this to be extremely one to one.

 

Any information that was released outside of the game will be dependent on if i felt like including it or not. In fact, any information from in game is only included if i feel like it too. Some things, like Edgar flirting with kids, or Ultros' slightly veiled tentacle sex jokes, are removed because I just didn't want it in the story.

 

There are no ships in this.

 

No one gets together. There is a lot of stuff you could put your shipping glasses on for if you want though. So that is up to you how you read it, but My AroAce ass was mostly going for friendship.

Author Commentary

This chapter was interesting to write. Trying to make it from the POV of someone who is not really mentally there was a bit of a weird experience. So if it wasn't obvious, the whole chapter was from Terra's POV.

 

I tried to make it interesting to read, but also make sure no one would be to sad about Biggs and Wedge not making it to the end of the chapter. so they are ment to be very self unaware and thus funny, but also start to characterize what the Empire is like. Just completely uncaring about life, and freedom.

 

The missing period thing was an attempt to make the lines feel wrong and floaty in places where there should have been more character commentary, but instead was this kind of floating void of personality. Akzeal actually thought it was written in third omniscient at first. Which yea, fair! It does rather come off that way.

 

In a thing no one but I would catch without my pointing it out, the string of periods are the same number of the ones missing in the earlier part. I was trying to go for a vibe of all those things that had been taken, kinda falling back into her control. No clue if it worked or not, but that was why all that is like that.

 

Arvis is now all about tea in this. the amount of hot tea he makes is not small.

Chapter 2: Promises to Keep

Summary:

Terra runs, Locke looks, and Arvis is just having a bad night.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Amnesia (really, this will be on going)

REMINDER:

(Name) = whose POV it is in.

Italics = game dialog.

--- = scene change

 

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom for reading over this and fixing most of my odd mistakes! Anything left is my fault I am sure lol.

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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 2: Promises to Keep

 

(Terra)

 

Loud scratching sounds echoed through the caves of Narshe. In the softly lit alcove, Terra pulled her knees closer to her chest and just tried to breathe. It was just sounds from monster claws as they wandered around on the stones. It wasn't soldiers, and none of the monsters were coming her way, they were only passing by.

 

She was okay.

 

Desperately trying to believe it as she worked to calm her gasping breath after her directionless run.

 

Terra had no idea where she was, worse she had no idea where to go.

 

Everything was so confusing. What did she do to cause so many people to be so upset? And if it was so bad then why did Arvis help her? Who even was she?

 

Terra wasn't sure of anything.

 

It ached.

 

With a sharp shake of her head, Terra forced herself to uncurl.

 

She needed to focus on what to do. Everything else could wait until she got to somewhere safe. Wherever such a place could even be.

 

The bag of things Arvis had shoved at her, sat flopped over where she had dropped it in her haste to hide. Leaning over, her hair partly falling into her face, she grabbed the shoulder strap and yanked it into her lap.

 

Lightly running her fingers over the sturdy material of the bag, Terra gave the sword still laying on the ground a long look. Hesitantly she reached out and pulled it into her hand.

 

Slowly unsheathing it, she pointed it away from her towards the darkness of the cave. The feel of the handle, the weight, the balance. It felt familiar in her hand.

 

The girl could almost remember the feel of it slicing through an enemy. Liquid flowing as it cooled on her hands.

 

Quickly Terra shoved the blade back into its cover and tossed it aside.

 

It landed with a clatter.

 

Turning her attention back to the pack, she untied the top and plucked out a small item. She ran her fingers over the soft leather of the belt pouch. The painted vines and flowers decorating it, although beautiful, were slightly faded from use. It seemed like a well loved item.

 

It also didn’t seem familiar at all.

 

Flipping open the top she found three healing potions and some cut cloth. Carefully she set the small potions bag aside.

 

The next few things she pulled out of the pack, a full water pouch, food, and large warm blanket didn’t look at all familiar either.

 

However, as she sat the blanket aside, the fabric below it caught her attention, and she stilled for a long moment. Slowly she reached in and pulled out the sheer white cape, letting it unfold in her hands.

 

The fabric was smooth and warm with lovely embroidery flowers along the bottom. With a shake of her head, she flipped it back behind her in an eerily practiced movement she couldn’t remember ever making, and secured the cape on her shoulders.

 

Terra felt warm.

 

At the very bottom of the pack was a little draw string pouch. Scooping it up, she turned it over in her hands, before opening it and pouring out the contents. Two dangling earrings of beautiful red stones tumbled out. When the necklace joined them, her breathing hitched to a stop.

 

Sucking in a breath, she turned the pendent back and forth letting the light flash through it, watching as it glimmered various colors.

 

This.

 

This, looked familiar.

 

With a sharp shake of her head she hooked the earrings into place and gently looped the necklace around her neck, before scooping everything else back into the pack.

 

Using the wall as a support, Terra pushed herself back to her feet.

 

Strands of her long green hair caught in the necklace chain making her pause. At some point her hair had partly fallen out of the ties keeping it up. With quick motions she untied it, ran her fingers through the strands, and tied it back up.

 

Terra then took a long moment to just stand, and breathe.

 

Running her hands over her face she paused, and blinked down at the dampness now on her hands. With a frown she tapped the tips of her boots on the stone ground in thought, then distracted, looked down at the red boots curiously.

 

Had she always had those on?

 

With a sharp exhale, Terra scooped up the pack, and after a moment more hesitation, she grabbed what had to be her sword, as well. Then turned to continue in the direction she thought was deeper into the mine and away from the city.

 

Hopefully towards somewhere to be.

 

---

 

(Arvis)

 

Firelight flickered softly around the kitchen as Arvis lit the stove, gently placing the kettle to heat. Turning to the pantry, he pulled out several of his favorite cookies.

 

If the world worked like he wished, helping the girl would not come back to bite them. He used up a lot of favors to get her to his home in the first place. Favors which didn’t end up helping him keep her there.

 

Arvis sighed out a fortifying breath, as he moved into the sitting area and placed down the tray of snacks on the small table. “Any requests?” he asked Dacket stiffly.

 

Dacket sighed. “Tea isn't going to help this,” his voice as calm and harsh as his posture.

 

“Nonsense. Tea helps every situation,” Arvis countered as he moved to prepare the tea pot. “I am thinking River Bloom would be good.” If the conversation was going to go how he expected, they were going to need the effect of calming nerves and promoting tranquility.

 

“Sure,” Dacket said dismissively as he slowly sat down with a heavy sigh and continued, “Arvis, this is serious. You are lucky I am here as a friend and not as a General.”

 

“What was I supposed to do? She needed help!”

 

“This whole thing is verging very close to treason!”

 

Arvis set down the pot a bit harder than he meant to on the table. “I couldn’t just not help her!” He closed his eyes and just breathed. Keeping calm was the best way to get his point across, lashing out because of pain would help no one.

 

“No, I suppose you couldn’t, could you.” Dacket said softly after a moment as he gently turned the tea pot on the table. “She got you this didn’t she?” He ran his finger over the little ears of the stylized moogle on the side.

 

He sighed, as he poured the hot water into the pot. “Yes, a gift for our wedding anniversary.” Sitting down heavily he ran his fingers over the handle of the pot. “Last one before…” he trailed off. Paloma had sworn to make sure no one else suffered from those damned crowns.

 

A promise she couldn't keep.

 

For the dead keep no promises.

 

Arvis pushed the pain back as he poured the tea in two cups and placed one in front of each of them.

 

“I understand your…” Dacket paused to take a sip before continuing, “your emotional reasons for it, but we have treaties to think about. The girl has to be returned to Vector.”

 

“They put that thing on her!” His cup shook slightly as he clenched in his hands. “And you want to just give her back!”

 

“This isn't about what anyone wants!” The general set his cup down with a clatter. “It is what is best for Narshe as a whole!”

 

“Pandering to the Empire that just attacked us? That is what is best?!” He shook his head. “People are dead! Our people are dead!” he yelled barely catching his voice before it broke.

 

“We don’t know what happened,” the general responded, overly measured. “Until we do we have to assume it wasn't an open attack by Vector, and keep the peace treaties intact.”

 

“That is a bunch of nonsense and you know it! She is-”

 

“Yes, I know Arvis!” Dacket cut him off standing abruptly. “It doesn’t change anything, this is politics!” he snapped. He hissed out a breath before quickly downing the rest of his tea like he wished it was something stronger. “Thank you for the tea. I will talk you out of trouble this time, but do not expect it to happen again.” He turned abruptly and strode through the house, barely breaking stride to grab his coat and toss it on, before yanking open the front door.

 

Arvis rushed after him. “She is little more than a kid,” he said softly, to the man’s back.

 

Dacket paused just outside the door. “They all are, Arvis. They all are.” his voice filled with soft pain as he shut the door firmly behind him.

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

Locke lightly tapped his fingers on his knee in a desperate attempt to keep them from freezing solid. He was getting bored of idly watching as the Narshe guards milled around Arvis’ place. It was a relief when a man finally walked out of the house and the guards turned and quickly went to him. Locke was fairly sure it was one of Narshe’s Generals who just exited. Dacket, probably.

 

Locke really hoped this meant it would be clear to head inside where there would be a fire. He closed and opened his hands.

 

A nice warm fire.

 

He rather hated the cold.

 

“Orders, sir?” one of the guards asked.

 

“Leave him. He is just an old, soft-hearted, fool,” the man still on the porch responded as he rubbed his hands down his face.

 

“Yes, Sir!” They all saluted before moving off deeper into the city.

 

They passed right under him.

 

They never even looked up.

 

Locke shook his head.

 

Careful to hold to the shadows, he slipped down along the side of the buildings, and circled around to the back of Arvis’ house.

 

The city was just attacked and they weren’t even alert enough to look up. There could be others hiding. Locke may not have seen any himself, but it didn’t mean there weren’t any. Shadow was one of the best in the business, and he was known to work with the Empire. The man was skilled enough, he could be here and Locke would never know.

 

Locke frowned and looked around before he finished picking the back lock, then looked again before he opened the door.

 

Great, he made himself paranoid.

 

Quickly, he slipped into the blissfully warm house and shut the bookcase door behind him, before heading into the main room to crouch by the fire.

 

He really wanted to feel his fingers again.

 

Locke had found fingers to be very useful over the years.

 

“Took you long enough!” Arvis complained as he walked in from the side room. “Ah, Locke. Been busy with all that robbing and plundering, I presume?” he drawled, far too judgmentally.

 

I prefer the term ‘treasure hunting’!” Locke had no idea why no one ever got it right!

 

“Ha! Semantic nonsense!”

 

“There's a huge difference!” Locke huffed.

 

Arvis scoffed as he waved off the complaint, before glancing over towards the back entrance. “You better not have broken my lock.”

 

“No I didn’t break it, and I locked it again.” He thought he did anyway- wait did he? “Anyway! Is there something you need me to do?  You just kind of sent out a call without any info. You were lucky I was even in the area.”

 

Arvis frowned. “There is indeed… I met…” He hesitated then shook his head. “Did you see the damage to the city?”

 

“Yeah,” he said slowly. “They really did a number on the place. From what I heard on my way in, it was those Magitek armors. Nasty tech.”

 

“Yes. There were three, they went right through the heart of the city,” he said through gritted teeth. “The death toll was…” He shook his head as he hissed out a breath. “As far as anyone can tell, two of the three pilots were killed.”

 

Locke shifted uncertainly. “As far as anyone can tell?”

 

“Yes. The witnesses said when they got close to the Esper, there was a bright light and then…” He pinched the bridge of his nose. “The armors were damaged, two Empire soldiers were just gone. The third pilot was… the girl.”

 

Locke blinked, a girl? No, the girl? “Who?”

 

“The one rumored to have done all of the fire damage to those Magitek armors a bit back.”

 

Locke took a step back in shock. “…!? wait!? You don't mean…? this is about that Magitek-riding, imperial…” he sputtered for the right word, “witch!?”  he finally settled on. Oh no he was not the one to deal with her if she was strong enough to handle so many of those armors alone! He was no slouch in a fight but…

 

If she truly could use magic…

 

Arvis nodded with a frown. “This city has the strength to stand up to the Empire, but I fear it won't use it! Even now!” he hissed, obviously frustrated.

 

“The Empire attacked! Surely that will be enough to get Narshe in on the fight?” Locke hesitated. “Right?”

 

“They are still concerned with keeping the treaties!” Arvis shook his head. “The people are just too stubbornly independent to join a resistance group like the Returners! They are convinced if we just stay out of it then it wont ever be our problem! They don’t seem to realize our independence can only be assured if we fight for it!” He rubbed his temples.

 

Locke had a bad feeling. If this did not sway them, there would be little else which would be able to do so in time.

 

“Then they will not let up on the girl!”

 

“Let up… on the girl?” Wait, what was going on? This seemed more like-

 

“The city guard is pursuing her as we speak! I tried to explain that the Empire was controlling the girl with one of those damnable crowns! That she needs to be helped, but they wouldn't even listen…”  He rubbed his face as his voice got very quiet, “They want to hand her back. Just give her back to the ones who…” he trailed off.

 

Locke was silent for a moment. He really didn’t like where this was going… “All right… So, you want me to get her safely out of Narshe?” he guessed.

 

Arvis closed his eyes as he slumped slightly. “That would be the idea… I don’t know what you can do from there,” he paused before continuing, “maybe make your way to Figaro for the time being…”

 

Locke shook his head. “Alright I will…” He tossed his hands up a bit, “figure it out.”

 

For an ex-military man Arvis was a surprisingly soft touch.

 

And unsurprisingly a bit of a pain.

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Growls and the clatter of claws, made Terra turn sharply towards the overly large eyed, rat monsters who seemed everywhere in the mines. “Leave me alone,” she told them, and immediately felt silly for thinking, even for a moment, they might have listened.

 

With a jump and outstretched claws, the rat monster lunged at her.

 

Terra sidestepped while bringing her hand up in front of her. Fire burning from her fingers, she pushed the flame towards the monsters, making them yelp, and run off.

 

Shoulders relaxing, she swirled the flame around her fingers. She hadn't known she could make fire. Or probably more like, she couldn’t remember she could, the flame felt far too comfortable in her hand for this to be new.

 

Terra watched it a moment more before letting it flicker out.

 

As she wandered on her way, there were luckily not many monsters who tried their luck against her. Those who did, were quickly run off by tossing a bit of flame.

 

For the most part they seemed more inclined to gnaw on the wood support beams. Loud crunching noises made her frown as she slowly moved around yet another large rat monster chewing the wood to splinters. Surely those beams were important, it could not be good for the structural integrity of this area…

 

For some reason she was very certain someone would be extremely angry about this.

 

A noise from the direction she was headed, made her pause.

 

Something was not right. It could have been a monster, but something itched behind the headache.

 

Terra was sure, it wasn't a monster.

 

Pivoting on her foot she quickly rushed back the way she came.

 

“There she is!” a voice yelled from the direction Terra just turned from.

 

“She is running! Cut her off!” another said from a different direction.

 

Terra veered left and stumbled to a stop.

 

There was no where to go.

 

She had run into a dead end.

 

Turning Terra faced the group of weapons held by what had to be Narshe soldiers.

 

“Hold!” the one in charge ordered the rest, before looking her in the eye. “There is no where else to run.”

 

Terra shifted.

 

She could pull her sword, but the thought made her uneasy.

 

She could use fire.

 

The thought made her flinch, stomach rolling breath stopped, the vague memory of the thick smoke flashed across her mind.

 

The leader tilted his head, hand on the hilt of his undrawn weapon. “This doesn’t have to dissolve into a fight.”

 

A lie the girl was sure. Stumbled quick steps moved her further away from the group, her back slamming in to the cave wall. It always ended in a fight.

 

The leader’s expression hardened. “A fight now wouldn't be advantageous to anyone. Surrender. Things will-”

 

Terra couldn’t surrender, she couldn’t.

 

The world swayed.

 

Something shifted under her feet.

 

In a moment of confusion, loud noise and screams, the rock crumbled beneath her feet.

 

She fell into the darkness.

 

Gasping pain laced up her side as she landed on unyielding stone.

 

Rolling over, Terra clawed at the fallen rocks, as she tried to push herself up and get her legs under her.

 

She needed to run.

 

While she had a moment away from them, she needed to run.

 

Desperately glancing around the fallen rocks, she tried to make something out about where she fell. Seeing through the darkness was difficult enough, yet it was the spinning in her head which caused the most trouble.

 

Her head hurt.

 

The stone was so cold under her fingers.

 

She breathed out leaning forward.

 

She was so cold under the stone.

 

Her head spun.

 

For a moment, a picture of a city of iron crossed her thoughts. She instinctively reached for it- “My sweet little magic user…”  the voice in her memory crooned. Part of her wanted to jerk away, mostly she wanted, needed, to know anything about her past. “Uwee-hee-hee!” a laugh. It was cold, nothing like Arvis’. The ghost of a feeling of freezing restraints around her. “With this slave crown, you'll be all mine!” Vague feelings of desperate anger and confusion, hurt, betrayal- before it all slipped into nothingness.

 

Terra shook her head, staring wide eyed at the splash of water on the stones by her hands.

 

As the impression began to fade, she desperately tried to grab it.

 

It slipped away and with it, the last of her awareness.

 

“Kupo?”

 

---

 

(Mog)

 

The loud crashing noise echoed around the Moogle’s Den, causing paws to stay clamped over ears even as the sound faded out. Mog glanced around checking on everyone he could see, as his wings twitched in agitation. It was probably the humans and their nonsense, digging too close to the den again. If they were encroaching on moogle territory, he would make sure they regretted it.

 

He was not yet sure how, nothing they had done so far had really worked for long. Human hardheadedness was the bane of far too many of his days.

 

Ears twitching as they laid back on his head, he fluttered his way over towards the denway meeting up with several others.

 

Molulu waved him over with a paw, her ears twitching, pompom poofed obviously worried. “Kupo!” she pointed into the darker out cave.

 

Mog only hesitated a moment before he landed and carefully peeked out. “Kupo!” There was a whole pile of rocks he was sure were not there yesterday, but more importantly there was a person laying amongst them. He shifted, flicking his pompom topped antenna out of the denway. Whoever they were they were hurt! He glanced at the others and tossed up both paws then pointed to the person “Ku Kupo?!” What happened?

 

Mogsy pointed a paw up, “Kupo!” then slammed his paw down into his other, up turned paw before pointing at the person, “Kupopo…”

 

Mog squeaked, they fell! Humans didn't have wings! When they fell, they fell hard! Annoying humans and their ridiculous digging! He glanced around, as he lifted up a paw and hit himself lightly on the chest, “Kupo,” he pointed to the person. He swirled his paw around to the others, “Kukupo?” he tilted his head. If they wanted to go with him or not, he was still going to go check on the one who fell.

 

The group quickly looked at each other and split into two groups. Some fluttered closer to help and some moved further away to stay in the Den. He couldn’t blame them, humans always meant trouble.

 

Mog turned towards the darkened out cave and started to carefully flutter his way through the newly fallen rocks. Hopefully the person was not too badly hurt. When the area suddenly lit up from behind him, he turned to find Molulu holding a torch. “Ku po,” he thanked her. It was good thinking, Molulu was the best.

 

She fluffed up with a soft smile and booped him with her pompom.

 

Carefully he landed beside the person while tilting his pompom closer to check their injuries better. They seemed to be breathing okay, there wasn't much blood, and he didn’t think anything was in the wrong place or bent in an odd way. They seemed to be mostly alright, but being unconscious after a fall was always a bad sign.

 

Mog frowned. There was something odd about them? He couldn’t place it. He shook his head, it wasn't important at the moment, what was important was making sure they would be okay.

 

Plus, what did he know about non moogles?

 

Mog motioned to the loose rocks scattered around, making a scooping motion with his paw, “Kupo! Kupo!” he ordered. The rocks were in the way, they really needed them cleared.

 

“Kupo!” the others agreed as they carefully began moving the rocks.

 

“Kupo?…” Molane called as they fluttered near the denway.

 

Mog looked over and nodded, and motioned them over. It was safe enough, and the elder moogle checking on the person themselves would be more accurate.

 

Molane carefully approached, landing a bit unsteadily on the shifting rocks. Their red wings twitched, catching their balance. They leaned forward, their red pompom tilting out to get a good read. After a moment, they smiled, ears lifting to a relaxed position. “Kupo,” they said decisively. Lifting one of their paws to set on the injured one’s head and one over their chest, they closed their eyes, focusing. Soft light surrounded them, swirling like snow in the wind, and when it cleared the figure seemed to be much better.

 

Mog’s pompom poofed and relaxed in relief. He settled close to the one who fell. Humans didn’t have any fluff to keep them warm like moogles. This one didn't even have the fluffy removable fur the humans use. Some of the others obviously realized the same thing and settled down around them also. The moogles would keep the person who fell warm till someone came to get them, or they woke up on their own.

 

It would not do to have someone hurt further when there were those who could help.

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

Locke slipped through the dark of the city and into the mines with sure footed ease. It was a simple matter to track the… girl. Her path made it painfully obvious she had no idea where she was going. Considering she had one of those things on her, she probably couldn’t even remember where she had already been.

 

He sighed as he kicked the snow she had clearly tracked into the cave system.

 

Made her easy for him to follow.

 

For anyone to follow.

 

Realistically Locke was impressed she was able to run at all after being scrambled by one of those damn crowns. Though he would really rather not have to deal with an unpredictable… magic user… but… he had been asked to get the witch out of town.

 

He gave his word.

 

Whatever his word was even worth nowadays.

 

Locke frowned as her tracks were over taken by signs of a large group. They had likely found her then. Still, he sped up just in case.

 

As he moved around a large rock he jerked to a stop at what was obviously the site of a cave collapse. He whistled quietly, “Wow what happened here?” He glanced around at the tracks, to the splintered cave supports, then back to the damage. “Was this you, little witch?” It didn’t look like fire damage, but then again, he knew nothing about magic.

 

Locke carefully picked his footing as he made his way closer to where the ground had given way. Crawling the last of the distance he peered down into the dark below. He stilled, he could just make out something red. Yanking the small light maker out of his pocket, he flipped it on and shown the beam down into the dark.

 

He blew out a breath. Her dress was red, it wasn't blood.

 

Well that was a relief. “Thank you, Edgar, for the ridiculous but useful things you keep in your pockets.” He flipped off the light and slipped it back into his bag.

 

There were two choices; jump down, or try to find a path leading to the area below.

 

Locke didn't know how bad the little witch was hurt or how long it would be before the Narshe guards found her, but jumping could destabilize the cave enough for both of them to end up buried in rocks.

 

Speed or safety?

 

“Ah, screw it.” He jumped.

 

His Cherub Down relic activated part way down, turning his fall into more of a float. Feet barely landed with a soft tap, before he immediately rushed to her side and crouched down. “Hey, girl, you awake?”

 

No response.

 

Locke scooted closer and slowly reached out and patted her shoulder. “Hey, come on now, can’t give you a potion if you are asleep…” He slowly shifted his hand to the side of her neck, then blew out a breath when her pulse seemed fine. Wrapping his hand around hers he found, to his relief, her fingers were warmer than he expected. She had fared much better from the fall than he would have anticipated.

 

He stood up, and stepped back.

 

What was he supposed to do? Locke wasn't expecting to have to deal with her being passed out. This was going to be a problem.

 

It was strange. This was the witch all the frankly terrifying rumors were about and yet, she just looked like some girl.

 

The sight of her being knocked out on the ground was making him feel…

 

It was so much like…

 

Locke shook his head sharply. It was not the time to be thinking about…

 

Damn it, Arvis.

 

Locke hissed out a breath as he shrugged off his pack and pulled out his blanket. “Alright, I am going to have to carry you out of here. So don’t go waking up and frying me ok?”

 

She just kept breathing evenly.

 

Locke nodded. “Ok.” He was going to have to go with it, not like there was much other choice.

 

“This is the right place I am sure of it! Now we've got her!”  a voice echoed from down one of the cave passages.

 

Locke jerked his head to the side looking to the direction of the voice. “Oh come on!” he groaned as he tossed the blanket over the girl before leaving her, and rushing to see who had yelled.

 

Luckily it was further than he feared before he saw the white of the Narshe guard uniforms standing out starkly in the dark of the cave. Not as good, he could just make out the shadows of the trained monsters as they shifted at their handler’s sides. The monster’s claws clacked loud against the stone. Locke let out a silent sigh through gritted teeth. “Wonderful… There's a whole bunch of 'em…

 

“Somewhere around this area is were she must have fallen,” the leader said. “We have reports of her being very dangerous, so send the monsters out to scout ahead. She can’t be far.”

 

Quickly, Locke turned and made his way back to where the girl was. The Narshe force was being plenty loud enough to cover his movements. It was painfully obvious Narshe never gave their people any proper stealth training. Lucky for him, he supposed. He swiftly returned to her side. “Gonna have to run for it.” he told the sleeping girl.

 

“Kupo…”

 

Locke jerked his head up, the fluffy white face of a moogle was peeking around a rock, watching him. Their pompom tipped forward out towards him, just as more moogles peeked out to look too. He huffed out a laugh. “Moogles…”  He smiled apologetically. “Ah, sorry, is this your territory?”

 

The moogles nodded, their pompoms bobbing.

 

Locke jerked his head to glance back where the Narshe guards were as the sounds of claws on stone got louder. “Alright, sorry, we will try to be out as soon as possible,” he said in a rush as he quickly scooped up her things and wrapped them and her up in the blanket. “The guards sent monsters this way, so be careful,” he said before looking up to see a good number of moogles had flown out and landed nearby. All of them were holding weapons.

 

The one in front held up his spear, tip point up, before moving it forward towards Locke, keeping the tip up, then back to himself before then pointing the tip down the tunnel.

 

All the moogles held up their weapons as they cheered, “Kupo!”

 

Locke was confused. “Sorry? We are… leaving,” he said uncertainly.

 

The moogle with the spear looked at him for a long moment, puffed up his fluffy cheeks, and then very slowly pointed the spear back at the ceiling, moved it forward towards Locke, keeping the point up. “Ku.” He moved the spear back towards himself. “Po.” Then pointed the tip of the spear in the direction of the approaching guards and said flatly, “Ku. Po.”

 

Locke had the sudden feeling like he was just insulted. He had no idea what the moogle could possibly have been- wait… He looked at the spear, the direction it was pointed, and his jaw dropped. “Are you saying you want to help!?”

 

All the moogles perked up as they held up their weapons again and cheered, “Kupo!

 

Moogles were not known for concerning themselves with the affairs of humans, but at this point, Locke was not going to question it. He quickly settled the girl back on the ground making sure the blanket would keep her warm.

 

“grrrrrrrr”

 

Locke spun and faced the growling monster.

 

He was fairly sure the large almost dog like monster was a Lobo. Narshe couldn't just have trained dogs, no, they trained Lobo. He pulled his knife, as the moogles flew forward and took up positions beside him.

 

Locke hissed out a breath as a large number of lobo rounded the corner. He could only hope the moogles knew how to use those weapons.

 

As the first monster jumped at him, he ducked down and slashed with his knife while the spear moogle jabbed, knocking it back. The moogle with the flail rushed forward, striking the Lobo on the flank, making it yelp and quickly drop back.

 

Alright, they knew how to fight!

 

Narshe monsters were, luckily for them, trained to fall back to their handlers when hurt. Between him and the moogles they were able to trip the monsters up enough to push them to retreat.

 

The moogles quickly followed after the monsters on their way back through the cave. Locke kept himself hidden behind them as they flew into the area where the Guards were still just standing around.

 

“Moogles?! What are you doing here!” one of the guards yelled as most of the group took a surprised step back.

 

The moogle with the spear pointed it at them and waved it around, “Kupo! Kukuku!!! PO!!! KUPO!”

 

The other moogles pointed their weapons at the monsters and yelled angrily, “Kupo!”

 

One of the humans held their hands up, they leaned over to the person next to them and muttered, “Uh, captain, I think they are pissed.”

 

The captain sighed. “Yes. Thank you for your report lieutenant,” she responded dryly.

 

The lieutenant nodded and whispered, “Always glad to help,” as they leaned away again.

 

“Does anyone know where moogle territory starts around here?” the captain hissed, almost quiet enough not to travel. Her question was met with shrugs and shaken heads.

 

“Kupo!” all the moogles yelled.

 

Locke agreed, how could they not know.

 

The captain straightened her shoulders, “Ah, yes, we are sorry for disturbing you, but we are looking for-”

 

“Kupo!” they all yelled as they pointed their weapons at the exit.

 

She shifted. “Yes, but it is imperative that we take in to custody-”

 

“KU!” they jabbed their weapons in the guards direction, “PO!” they pointed to the exit, “Kupo!!”

 

The captain sighed. “Ok, right. We are going. Sorry again for the inconvenience,” she said through gritted teeth as she motioned to the rest of the troops to leave. They disappeared back into the mine they must have came from.

 

Foot steps faded.

 

Some of the moogles started giggling, others were making what were probably rude gestures at the guards’ backs.

 

Locke shook his head. What a mess for Narshe. He watched the moogle’s fluffy paws as they motioned to each other on the way back. It looked like they were making fun of the guards.

 

Once they got back to where they started, the moogles motioned with their paws as if to say he should follow them.

 

Locke carefully lifted the blanket wrapped girl, then after a small pause, followed.

 

He hadn't ever really interacted with moogles before, mostly just seen them a time or two from a distance. Everything he had heard was… looking to be wrong.

 

Well maybe not about their dislike for humans, but they obviously had language. Just because they didn't seem to speak human didn’t mean they didn’t talk. Their language was obviously made up of mostly paw motions and body language.

 

The moogle in front stopped, flying side to side as they pointed at an awkward opening in the rock wall. It looked plenty big enough for him to get through, even though it would be a bit tight while carrying the girl.

 

“Thanks, moogles!” He bowed as best as he could considering he was carrying someone. “We're in your debt!”

 

The moogles chirped out a chorus of happy sounding kupos before waving and flying off.

 

Moogles were odd little dudes.

 

Locke still had no idea why they had bothered to help.

 

He would probably never know.

 

Carefully, he ducked through the opening, making sure to keep from knocking the girl into anything. It took him a bit to figure out where they were, but once he found his bearings he moved as fast as he could while keeping to the dark, less traveled areas.

 

Stealth, he quickly found, was vastly more difficult while carrying an unconscious girl.

 

Still, they ran into no problems getting to the secret passage.

 

“This switch oughta…” he muttered to himself as he juggled his charge to get a hand free enough to open the latch. He glanced behind him as he strained his ears for any sign of an alerted guard, before slipping through the opening and closing it behind them.

 

Hopefully they were in the clear now.

 

Locke looked down at the girl sharply as she made a soft noise and shifted in his arms.

 

He could easily be called a fool, he would even agree in many cases, but he definitely had enough of a self preservation instinct to set the fire witch down, before she woke up to a strange man manhandling her.

 

He gently set her next to the wall and then backed up.

 

After reevaluating, he backed up a bit more.

 

She shifted for a moment, eyes blinking, before she shakily pushed herself up to her knees. Hands running over the blanket, she frowned as she shook her head. “Where? I fell?” she murmured to herself.

 

He shifted “Eh?”

 

She jerked her head to look in his direction, eyes narrowed.

 

“You back with us now?” He smiled a bit stiffly.

 

She looked around. “You… saved me?”

 

He shrugged. “Eh, save your thanks for the moogles!  Without them I don’t think I would have been able to get you this far.”

 

“Ugh… whats a moogles?” She rubbed her eyes. “It sounds almost familiar but… like everything else… I can't remember a thing… It's like my mind's trapped in a fog…”

 

Locke jerked. “You have amnesia?!” Did she hit her head? Was it because of the fall?!

 

She nodded with a small, confused frown. “A… man? Arvis? said it would come back…eventually…”

 

Locke wanted to slap himself in the forehead, it was not the fall. It was one of the main side effects of the crown… he knew that, dang it. “Give it time…” This whole thing was stirring up… memories. He sighed, suddenly just so tired.

 

She almost seemed to crumple in on herself. “Time…” she whispered. “What am I supposed to do till then…”

 

Locke slowly held out his hand to help her up. “Well for now lets get out of Narshe.” When she did not take his hand right away he added softly, “You're safe with me! I give you my word!

 

Still, she looked at his hand a long moment before taking it and letting him pull her up to her feet.

 

As he led the way out, she was silent.

 

Locke couldn’t help but feel sorry for her. She looked so small, so lost. It would be ridiculously easy to take advantage of her in a million different ways. Every way he could think of was worse than the last.

 

He couldn’t get the image of her crumpled on the ground out of his head.

 

Slowing down to match her stride, he moved to walk next to her. “Hey, don't worry!” Even as he said it, Locke knew she should be worried.

 

She should be extremely worried.

 

Still, he grinned at her. “It will be ok, I won't leave your side until your memory returns!”

 

She looked up at him. “You…?” She tilted her head.

 

“I'm not gonna up and abandon someone just because they lost their memory!” The words burned. “I'll keep you safe! I promise!”

 

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Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

Some flash backs to trauma.

Some depersonalization implied language talking about one's self. (Terra)

Vague mention of a dead wife.

Art of the Moggles finding Terra, and Mog being anoyed with Locke!

 

Little piece between chapters.

Author Commentary

The stack of items, are important kinda I sware! Mostly, the necklace that I forgot about in the first draft like a fool. I presume most people reading this have played the game, so you know how important that necklace is to the plot!

 

Arvis is such a bland character in the game. Like dude is just there to be there, I swear. He is one of the POVs in this so you know he is getting more to do here. Arvis was so angry when Locke shows up, I figured having him just get out of a heated argument would explain it.

 

Dacket is the first kinda important OC to show up in this, but he will not be the last, there will be a good number more filling out the world. If they have a name, they should be coming back at least a few times, but not all of them are actually important to remember the names of.

 

When going over the game and how it works to try to translate it to this medium I made some adustments to how things like relics, items, and moves work. Cherub Down is one of those items. In game it makes whoever has it float, here its effect is 'soft fall'. I feel like it makes more since in an in world setting.

 

Moogle language! It is both fun to try to think how they would say things, and also a bit of a pain to describe a fantasy sign language while keeping the meaning clear. Hopefully I can keep it clear what is going on well enough not to confuse people.

 

I am actually trying to cut down on the death toll in the story, or rather make it make since. Locke and the moogles killing a bunch of Narshe guards is… well i think it would cause problems if it wasn't a game thing.

 

A good number of things have been waved off as because of game mechanics and redone in a way that I think is more realistic for the medium.

Chapter 3: Rule Of Kingdoms

Summary:

Terra and Locke finally make it to Figaro Castle safely, and meet up with Edgar. Unfortunately for Locke that doesn't mean the day is done. Meanwhile, Cyan is having a rather good day.

Notes:

In case people don't go back and read the previous chapters again, I am putting it here too. I have changed how I am doing trigger warnings. They will now be under the little arrows like this one.
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They will be whatever large things I think to warn about, if you need specific things warned please let me know.

More detailed, spoiler-ish warnings will be in the end notes.

I think the only warning in this chapter is amnesia and really, this will be on going

REMINDER:

(Name) = whose POV it is in.

Italics = game dialog.

--- = scene change

 

Thank you so much to Akzeal, Lilian, and Mom for the beta. Yall are the best.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 3: Rule Of Kingdoms

 

(Terra)

 

Terra tilted her head, watching the fluffy little rodent monster as it pawed the sand. The little cutie swooshed his tail, and looked up at her with big, dark eyes. With a squeaking chitter, he skittered off through the sand to duck into the shade of a rock.

 

She huffed out a laugh, and took a few quick steps to catch up with Locke.

 

They had been walking for a while. Around them was mostly empty sand, broken up by the occasional rock, or prickly plant. Over the last… however long it was, they had moved suddenly from mostly ice and snow to sand and lots of heat.

 

A strange shape had started taking form in the direction they were headed, still too far away to look like anything more than a slightly off color blot in the distance. It would have almost looked like rocks, if it didn’t have the vague glint of metal. Whatever it was seemed to be where they were headed, but what it could possibly be in the middle of all this nothing, she had no idea.

 

“What is that?” Terra eventually asked while squinting into the distance.

 

Locke jumped, then spun around to face her while walking backwards. “Oh! That is Figaro Castle, ‘The Jewel of the Desert’, or whatever pompous thing they are calling it now.” He slowed down to walk next to her with a grin. “Don’t worry, we will be there soon! Long before the hot part of the day!”

 

She blinked. “This… isn't the hot part?”

 

“Not even close, unfortunately,” he said, laughing. “Deserts cook at noon.”

 

“… What?”

 

“Ah, never mind,” he said awkwardly. “Point is, we should be inside before then.” With small skip, he turned back towards the way they were going.

 

“Why build a castle in the middle of a desert?”

 

“Why?” Locke gave her an amused glance over his shoulder. “You know what, I couldn’t possibly say!” he declared grandly. “You’ll have to ask Edgar!”

 

The name almost sounded familiar.

 

Terra couldn’t place it.

 

She resolved to ask about building a castle in a desert when she met this Edgar person. Her mind might be little more than shifting vapor at the moment, but she was rather sure settlements needed water, and solid ground to build on. Not this endless dry shifting sand.

 

As they got closer, the castle’s towering form of stone and metal came increasingly into focus. The walls almost seemed to be a controlled patch work of both materials, overlaid and built together to form a rather surprisingly cohesive look.

 

Soon they were passing soldiers, riding on the backs of large yellow birds she couldn’t remember the name of, some who paused in their patrols to wave at them as they approached the front entrance.

 

“Halt!” a voice called out from the top of the sand covered steps. “Identify yourself and state your business here.”

 

Locke didn’t slow down, just hopped on up towards the front gate, uncaring of the order.

 

“Hey!” the guard said sharply then paused and huffed out a breath. “...Oh, it's you.” He barely even gave her a glance as he stepped aside. “Proceed,” he said blandly, waving her through as he just leaned against the wall next to the gate.

 

Terra blinked at the guard as she slowly made her way up the steps and into the castle, he just smiled at her as she walked passed.

 

“See, don’t worry! They know me here!” Locke said offhandedly, tossing a grin over his shoulder.

 

Terra rather felt like it just raised more questions, but then again everything raised questions.

 

Eventually, it would be nice to have some answers too.

 

Not knowing what else to do, she just nodded, and followed along behind him, and into the castle.

 

They entered a large empty room, but they were passed it and on to the next odd room so quickly she barely got to glance at it. Then, just as fast, they were out into an open air courtyard.

 

Terra frowned at the number of soldiers who were leaning against walls while they chatted, voices calm and unhurried. One looked over and waved.

 

Terra unsurely waved back, then shook her head, and took a few quick strides to catch back up with Locke.

 

As they walked, she ran her hand along the walls. The stone and metal were pleasantly sun warm, and softly vibrating, as if humming a melody against her fingers.

 

She blinked, and they were entering through two towering doors of carved wood and inlaid iron. Light streamed in through the high windows, making the room appear to glow. The many tapestries covering the walls were still brightly colored, even though they were obviously old and time worn.

 

Following quickly behind Locke, as they passed intricately carved pillars and walked along the deep red and gold carpet which ran all the way across the room and up a small set of stairs. On the raised platform was a man lounging, leg tossed idly over an armrest of one of the two large chairs.

 

It was with a start she realized they were in what had to be Figaro’s throne room, standing before what had to be Figaro’s King.

 

With a sigh, the man, who had to be the King, rolled his head a bit to look at them and immediately broke into a blinding smile. “Well then!” he said as he flipped his braided hair back behind him. “Wasn't expecting you back so soon!” Standing up with a bit of a flourish, he casually picked up the spear leaning against the throne. The jeweled clips adorning his golden hair sparkled as he hopped down the stairs to meet them. “So, is this a good or bad development?” he said easily, glancing back at her.

 

This was all wrong. Terra did not know how or why, but it was… wrong…?

 

Her head hurt.

 

The King tilted his head with a sharp look. “You mean, this young woman is...?”  With two quick steps, he stood in front of her. Meeting her eyes for a moment, he sighed and turned back around to Locke.

 

Who are you?” she asked softly.

 

The King started slightly. “Oh!”  He spun back around to face her. “My apologies!”  He dipped his head slightly before continuing, “How rude of me to turn my back to a lady on our very first meeting!”

 

She blinked. What did that have to do with anything?

 

“Ah.” His shoulders relaxed slightly. “I am Edgar, the king of Figaro,” he finished softly.

 

She looked at him for a long moment. “Oh.” Was she supposed to do something when she met a king? Weren’t there rules?

 

Terra couldn’t remember.

 

Locke laughed. “Heh... Surprised that someone like me knows a king?”

 

“Like you?” she said confused, shaking her head. “At the moment, I don’t know what to make of anything.”

 

Locke nodded with a gentle frown. “Yea… it should get better with time…” He leaned over to catch her eye. “Hey. You will be safe here, you can trust Edgar ok?” he said softly, before straightening up. “But I have an errand to run! So… Well, I'll catch you two later! Bye!” he said in a rush as he dashed off.

 

“Locke!” King Edgar snapped, then huffed out an annoyed breath when Locke just ran faster out the door. “Locke is so…” He shook his head and turned to her with a smile. “So, you're an Imperial soldier, right? Don't worry. Figaro and the Empire are allies. Feel free to rest here for as long as you'd like and explore my castle.” He motioned wide with his hand before setting it over his heart. “It's not in my blood to harm a lady!”  When she didn’t respond for a moment he nodded and headed out of the room.

 

Terra shifted from foot to foot as she glanced around the throne room.

 

What was she supposed to do now?

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

The moment Edgar rounded the corner, and out of sight from the throne room, he motioned to Commander Shel as he broke into a run. The woman quickly fell into step with him. “Let our guest wander,” he commanded as he dodged around people coming from the other direction.

 

They jumped out of his way with an, “Oh! Hello Sire!” as he ran by.

 

Edgar waved to them offhandedly as he rounded the corner and into the stairway. “Anywhere that is open to the public is fine, but keep a close eye on her!” he continued as he vaulted over the railing.

 

“She worries you that much?” Shel said from right behind him.

 

“Yes, she is potentially an extreme danger.” Edgar glanced back at her as he slowed down. “So keep everyone safely out of sight.” He yanked open the door and stopped, looking out at the sand for a moment. “Make sure everyone knows to be careful, but.” His voice softened as he continued, “The girl, Terra, she… They used one of those blasted control crowns on her.”

 

Shel sucked in a breath. “I will let everyone know to be careful with her. In both ways.”

 

“Good, now I have an annoyance to catch,” he grumbled.

 

She laughed and bowed before both of them ran in opposite directions.

 

Edgar bolted through the sand towards the stable, mostly ignoring several of his chocobo riding guards who stopped their patrol to watch him run by. He barely held back a sigh when one laughed. At least Edgar knew he was going in the right direction.

 

Slowing down as he entered the stable, he frowned at the empty pin where his personal chocobo should have been. Locke had taken Albert.

 

Again.

 

The young stable hand motioned, catching Edgar’s attention. “The guy went that way with her sire,” the kid said, before he went right back to sweeping and giggling over his broom.

 

“Ah, thank you,” Edgar said quickly as he rushed out to the back area. He got there just as Locke was about to hop up on the bird’s back. “Locke!” he yelled.

 

Locke stopped and turned with an obviously fake surprised look. “Oh! Edgar! Fancy meeting you here!” His grin as unrepentant as always.

 

“Must you always steal my bird!” he complained.

 

Locke tilled his head with a humm. “Yes,” he said decisively.

 

Edgar sighed as he pet the large bird between the eyes and down the beak. “You are lucky the birds like you. Many people have found out in the worst way how debilitating chocobo talons are.” He gave Locke an annoyed look. “Especially my gold’s.”

 

Those Albert did not like were given deep scars.

 

Locke grinned as he settled his hands on both the gold chocobo’s cheeks, scratching gently and making kissy noises at her. “Beautiful would never do such a thing to me! Would you! No! No you wouldn't! Who is the best bird hmm?”

 

Albert danced back and forth on her feet, while keeping her head in the same place for scritches. “Kweh! Kweh?” she chirped.

 

Edgar was not going to laugh. He was not. He was mad at Locke for running off like the nuisance he was.

 

No matter how ridiculously cute he was being.

 

Edgar lamented yet again Locke not being into men.

 

“Yea that is right! It is you isn’t it Beautiful! Yes it is!” Locke said in an over enthusiastic voice with a large smile.

 

“Kweh!” she chirped even happier bumping her beak affectionately against his chest as her tail feathers swooshed and wings flapped. Her golden feathers glimmered in the sun as brightly as Locke’s grin.

 

Albert completely adored Locke, even though he refused to call her by name.

 

Edgar was almost worried she would just follow Locke off one day.

 

“If you are quite done, could you explain the situation,” Edgar said, keeping as much of his amusement out of his voice as he possibly could.

 

“I told you.”

 

Edgar pinched the bridge of his nose. “I have a few more questions.” He swore Locke didn't understand what a full report was. “Did you see any evidence of magic from her? How is her mental state? What timeline are we working with?” he listed. After years of this, he was seriously starting to wonder if Locke did it mostly to annoy him.

 

Locke shook his head. “I didn’t see her use any magic? Though I may not know it, if I saw it. Other than the standard memory and zoning out issues she seems to be running numb.” He sighed, picking a bit at his finger less gloves. “Probably best that way considering the magic. As for the attack, it was around two days ago, I presume Arvis took the crown off about then.”

 

“Wait! It came off that recently!?”

 

“Yea! Shocked Arvis too.”

 

They were quiet for a long moment.

 

“It didn’t look like even a direct attack will be enough to get Narshe into the fight,” Locke said to his hands as he twisted the reins.

 

Edgar hissed out a breath. “Their insistence on neutrality is going to get them killed.”

 

“This, from a ‘close ally of the Empire.’”

 

Edgar sniffed arrogantly as he joked, “Well I did say neutrality.” He sighed heavily, letting the joviality drop away. “The treaty with Vector has been a farce I will be very glad to be rid of.”

 

“Yea, yea, I know,” Locke said softly.

 

“Full on war is encroaching. Vector controls their continent, I haven't heard anything directly from the countries there in far too long. Jidoor, and Nikeah only care about money, thus are convinced it has nothing to do with them, and Narshe apparently still thinks clinging to their neutrality will save them.” Edgar rubbed his face with his hands, wishing he could rub off the weariness so easily. “I have already pulled as much military support from Figaro, South Figaro, and Kohlingen as I can possibly feel comfortable with unless we go full draft, and it may end up there anyway once war breaks out.”

 

Edgar shook his head sharply before continuing, “With only Figaro and Doma in this I am... concerned about the outcome.” With a sigh, he looked back at Locke. “Speaking of Doma, I need you to ask Banon when he last spoke to them. I was expecting a messenger bird last week. If they have decided to stand against the Empire openly, without telling me, I would like to know before having to play catch up.”

 

Locke nodded as he raised his eyebrows. “Anything else, or can I finish stealing the best bird in your stable?”

 

Edgar gave him a flat look. “You better take care of my bird, you rapscallion.”

 

Locke climbed up on the bird. “I feel like I would be insulted if I knew what in the world you said.”

 

“It means thief.”

 

“I’m…” Locke huffed, offended, “a treasure hunter.”

 

“If you say so, person stealing my bird,” Edgar said with an amused smirk.

 

Locke’s scowl shifted to a pout “… shut up.”

 

Edgar laughed.

 

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(Terra)

 

Left alone, and with little idea what else to do, Terra chose to explore the castle. Long hallways draped in time faded tapestries. Alcoves displaying old armor, and weapons turned decoration. Stairways adorned with carvings.

 

The whole castle steeped in history and life.

 

Raising her hand, she traced lightly over the carvings of vines. Her fingers gently followed the grooves as both them and she made their way up. They were smooth, like they were long worn from hands having done the same over so, so many years.

 

She paused at the top for a moment to look down at the carvings. At the echos of so many who had been there long before her.

 

History cut into the very stone of the castle.

 

Memories.

 

Terra turned sharply to the door and shoved it open. Dry, hot, sand filled air, hit her in the face immediately. With a slight frown she stepped out into the open area on top of the castle.

 

The wind blew hot, and not particularly refreshing over the low walls surrounding the space. Paired with the sun beating down, it was a great deal warmer out than it had been not so long ago. Leaning over, she placed her hands on the sun heated stone wall and looked out over Castle Figaro.

 

The castle seemed to be made of the large center portion she was standing on top of, and two towers set away from the core, only connected to the main part by large walkways set high above the ground.

 

It all still seemed to be built on dry, shifting sand.

 

The place frustrated her in the way all things had in the short amount of time she solidly remembered. Locke had said to ask ‘Edgar’ about why they built here, but could he have really meant King Edgar? Asking such a thing of a king seemed like it would be a breach of… something, and cause nothing but trouble.

 

Terra had so many questions, with so few answers.

 

Everyone was saying she was with the Empire, yet, weren’t they the ones to put that crown thing on her? The ones who took her memory, her very will, away, if Arvis was to be believed. From what she vaguely remembered of it, it didn’t seem to be Narshe or Figaro at least.

 

What she really needed was more information to go off of.

 

Terra sighed as she turned away from the view and headed back into the castle. Looking around she tried to figure out what direction would lead her out to the sand. Finding a staircase which seemed promising she headed down.

 

As she opened the door on the ground level, her attention was immediately diverted to three kids who were yelling as they swatted and shoved at each other. Feet skidding along the sand covered steps, they all but fell through the door into the off set tower.

 

Curious, she followed after them.

 

As soon as she entered, yet another group of shouting kids brushed right by her. They offhandedly yelled, ‘Sorry,’ behind them as they kept running.

 

The indistinct rumble of over lapping voices drifted towards her from the hall the kids had run down. By the sound of it, whatever area was that way was completely filled with people. Deciding it was far too loud, she turned on her heel and wandered the other way.

 

Rounding from one hallway to the next she paused at a large archway. Along the top and sides of the arch were more of the intricate carvings, these seeming to be more fire like than vines. Beautiful fabric draped from the top, obviously meant to be a substitute for a solid door, yet the fabric was slightly pulled apart, so there was enough space for a person to pass between.

 

Terra shifted her weight from one foot to the other, before pushing aside some of the fabric and ducking through. As she entered into the large room beyond, the gentle scent of smoke drifted up from the lowered area where a smoldering fire sat. In a spiral from the low point, up to the level she stood on, was a wide variety of seating surrounding the fire pit. Colorful drapes, tapestry, and carvings decorated the walls, reaching up to the high domed ceiling arching high over Terra’s head.

 

With the soft rustle of fabric, an elderly woman ducked out from another doorway near the back of the room. “Oh!” the woman gasped, carefully steadying a tray in her hands. “Hello, dear,” she said warmly.

 

“I am sorry, I didn’t mean to intrude,” Terra said, glancing back at the entrance.

 

With a soft smile the woman shook her head and reassured, “Oh, none of that, my dear, this is a place for any and all who have need of it. I am the High Priestess. Come and sit with me, if you would like, and tell me what brought you here.” Setting the tray down on a small table in an alcove, she said a gentle, “Sit,” as she motioned to a chair across from the one she rested herself carefully into.

 

“I don’t really…” Terra trailed off as she slowly approached the table. “I am mostly just looking around, and ended up here,” she admitted, as she slowly sat in the surprisingly comfortable chair.

 

“Humm.” The High Priestess nodded as she took the top of the tray off revealing a steaming pot and a few cups. “Perhaps joining me for some tea then?”

 

Terra blinked. “If I am not intruding.”

 

“Nonsense!” she said happily as she poured two cups. “Tea by one’s self has its own kind of charm, but company is always my favorite way.”

 

Terra took a careful sip, blinking at the odd spicy flavor as it curled around her tongue.

 

“If it is not to your taste, don’t feel like you must finish it dear.”

 

“The flavor is strange, but I think I like it…?”

 

“It is always good to stretch one’s experiences.” The High Priestess took a measured sip before continuing, “Especially when so many past ones have been locked away from you.”

 

“You know, about…” Terra looked at the almost purple tea for a long moment.

 

“Yes, I do. King Edgar made sure to let me know of your, circumstances.” She leaned forward trying to catch Terra’s eye. “People have a tendency to end up here when they need it, even if they are just wandering.” Folding her hands under her chin as she implored, “So tell me, my dear, how can I help.”

 

Terra frowned in thought as she sipped her tea. “Could you tell me about Figaro?” she eventually settled on asking.

 

“Oh, bit of a broad topic,” she said amused. “Well, where you are now is Figaro Castle however most people call it just Figaro. To the south is the port city South Figaro, they do most of the import and export. To the north is Kohlingen, it is mostly farm land, and has only joined the Sovereign Nation of Figaro recently.”

 

Terra blinked. “Sovereign Nation of Figaro?” she asked slowly.

 

“That is the official name.” The elderly woman frowned and shook her head. “King Edgar does his best to be a good king. I do, however, wonder about some of his choices.”

 

“Choices?”

 

The woman paused a moment before she laughed slightly. “He could do a bit less flirting.” Smiling into her tea cup, she took a sip. “He has an eye for the beauty of the world! In... well… in all its forms.”

 

Terra blinked. “… What?”

 

“Well, beautiful clothing, jewelry, land, machines, and of course… people.” With a warm laugh and soft tutting, she continued, “But he is young yet, only 27! Traditionally the royal line doesn’t even take the throne till after 30, but… well after his father passed…” her voice and mirth trailed off. “He was far too young.”

 

“Oh,” Terra breathed out softly. “Does King Edgar have more relatives?”

 

“Well, King Edgar has a twin brother, you know. He was such a nice boy, always thinking of his family…”  She sighed lost in thought a moment. “Yes... His name is…”  she trailed off. “Well, considering I haven't heard anything of him in years, I don’t know what he may be calling himself! I'm sure he's a fine young man by now.

 

“He doesn’t live here?”

 

“Oh no! He was just a boy when he left, even smaller than his brother. Oh, he looked so like their father!”  Smiling sadly she continued wistfully, “I often wonder where he is now, and what he's doing… he was a sweet little child. I wonder what he's like now?”

 

“Why did he leave?”

 

“No one really knows.” The High Priestess sighed. “People say he traded the throne for his own freedom…”

 

“For freedom…” Terra repeated softly.

 

“Humm. I have my own doubts about the theory. After their father… died,” she trailed off shakily. With a long sip of her tea, she continued, “Well, he was always such a brash child, had quite a temper, a very passionate boy you see. Definitely a child of fire,” she added clearly amused. “Don't get me wrong! He never hurt anyone in anger, but he left shortly after their father’s death. He was understandably devastated over it.” Pausing she took another long sip of her tea, adding softly, “We all were.”

 

The elderly woman poured them both some more tea, with grief filled eyes before continuing, “Some say the brothers had a fight about succession. Their father wanted them to rule together you see. I was under the impression the boys were agreeable to the idea. However, the royal council at the time was… well let’s say, less than enthusiastic about it.” She huffed out an annoyed sigh. “All King Edgar will say on the matter is that they worked it out between themselves.” With a small smile, a conspiratorial tone, and a giggle, she added, “There is even a silly rumor that they flipped a coin for the throne!”

 

Terra huffed out a surprised laugh.

 

“You said you have just been wandering?” the High Priestess suddenly inquired, “Has no one been showing you around?”

 

Terra shook her head.

 

“Have you had lunch yet?” she said slowly.

 

“No?” Terra answered confused.

 

The elderly woman sighed heavily. “You sit right here, my dear, I will bring you back some food.”

 

Terra blinked, but nodded as the woman walked off.

 

“Seriously! Did none of you think to feed the girl!” the High Priestess grumbled as she walked away.

 

Terra sipped the last of her tea enjoying the warm, comfortable surroundings.

 

She was hungry.

 

Terra wasn't sure why she hadn't noticed before.

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

The Sabre Mountain range had a rightfully earned reputation for being deadly. A great number of monsters lived there who would love to turn an unprepared traveler into a delicious snack. It was why Figaro kept the nice safe paths through the mountain range in such good condition.

 

A large claw swiped through the air, only just missing, the choocobo’s leg. Locke tightened his grip on the reins, as his fancy borrowed bird squawked indignant at the interruption to their flight.

 

They were, of course, not using the paths.

 

With a whistle to attack, Locke turned Beautiful back towards the monster. The bird slashed her metal reinforced talons down the monster’s flank.

 

The monster snarled, and spun to attack. Locke pulled out a Fire Skean, the tiny throwing knife warm in his hand. With a practiced flick of his arm, he sent it towards the monster. With a burst of fire, the item shattered.

 

Beautiful took advantage by lunging forward. She landed on the monster’s chest, knocking it to the ground. Talons dug deep into the monster as she slashed.

 

Careful to get out of range, they fluttered back in case the, whatever it was, got back up.

 

The monster didn’t get back up.

 

Locke grinned as he leaned forward to pat the chocobo’s neck. “Good bird! You are the best bird!”

 

“Kweh!” Beautiful chirped fluffing up proudly, before turning her head back to gently peck affectionately at Locke.

 

He laughed as he turned them back towards their destination. “Not much further now.”

 

“Kweh!”

 

As they glided down to the meeting area Locke grinned. It always amazed him how flying over the mountain was so beyond ridiculously faster. It was why messenger birds were so quick, but there was always a risk of interception with them. Considering time constraints, and sensitivity of the information, Locke had no choice but to suffer the annoyingly regular monster attacks.

 

“Good job!” Locke cooed, as he hopped off the bird and gave her a good scratch and a snack of the best greens he could swipe from Figaro’s stable. She deserved them, the whole trek would be near impossible without the flying and fighting ability of a Gold chocobo.

 

“Kweh!” Beautiful did a proud, happy strut as she ate her treat.

 

She was adorable, he was seriously tempted to keep her.

 

Banon came striding out into the meeting area in short order, his fluffy, light red hair mostly pulled back to keep it off his bearded face. His purposeful strides stopped close enough to talk without yelling, yet still be out of arm’s reach.

 

Locke wondered every time they met if Banon realized just how good Locke was with thrown weapons. He may be out of range of a knife in hand, but a thrown one… well, it was lucky for the guy Locke was on his side.

 

“What is so important to need an immediate meeting, Locke? You are lucky I didn’t have anything more pressing. I have an organization to run.”

 

“Wasn't like I had anymore warning,” Locke said with a shrug. “Have you spoken to Arvis in the past couple of days?”

 

Banon frowned, seemingly taken aback. “No. Why?”

 

“A couple days ago the Empire sent three Magitek armored soldiers to Narshe to get that frozen esper they found.”

 

Banon sucked in a breath. “Is Narshe finally going to join the fight?”

 

Locke shook his head. “I don't know, you will have to talk to Arvis. Anyway, two of them are presumed dead but the third one had a slave crown on her, and seems to be the fire witch the rumors have been going on about.”

 

“The fire…” Banon blinked for a moment. “Where is she now?” he asked slowly.

 

“Back in Figaro. She is really out of it, and doesn’t remember much, obviously, but this will hopefully take her off the board at least.” If nothing else, Locke hoped she would get some time to rest.

 

Banon was quiet for a long moment before asking, “Do you think she can be persuaded to join the Returners?”

 

Locke shook his head with a frown. “No idea,” he lied.

 

Realistically with her head how it was, she could probably be convinced of anything. It would be a horrible thing to do. The Empire messed with her head enough already.

 

“Convince her,” Banon commanded, “and bring her to meet me when it is feasible.”

 

Locke tilted his head. He didn’t take orders from Banon. “I will see what I can do,” he said slowly, while only thinking of stabbing the man a little.

 

“Anything else?”

 

“Ah, yes,” Locke said “King Edgar wants to know if you have gotten any messages from Doma.”

 

“What kind?” Banon asked with narrowed eyes.

 

“Not anything specific, just anything in the last week or so.”

 

“Nothing. Though it is not unusual.” Banon paused before continuing, “Doma keeps to themselves, as far as I know they want to keep out of this war as much as Narshe does.”

 

“I see,” Locke said trying his best to keep the annoyance out of his voice.

 

As if Doma hadn't been running covert operations against the Empire for years now.

 

As if the destruction of their train lines would ever be just shrugged off.

 

Locke really wanted to blame Banon for trying to withhold information, but he also had enough experience to know how important information control was. Still, it was lucky for Edgar, Locke was so good at getting all the shiniest pieces of information. “So, is there any thing you need to pass to King Edgar while I am here? Or information you need me to get to you?” He always had the creeping sensation like, no matter how hard he tried, he was still missing things they needed to know.

 

“No,” Banon said clippedly. “Just keep me updated about the girl.”

 

“Sure thing.” Locke swung himself up on to the chocobo. Perhaps he should ask Banon to let him know if Narshe finally got its head screwed on straight. “See ya!” he called out instead, as he turned the chocobo away.

 

Banon didn’t trust him very much.

 

He still hadn't mentioned where the Returner’s local base was.

 

Locke knew, obviously, but not because Banon told him.

 

He would just keep an eye on Narshe himself.

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

With a soft huff Cyan leaned against the walkways’ low wall and looked over Doma Castle. The tall, sturdy dark stone walls marked a beautiful contrast to its lush plants and bountiful waterways. Trees bent over paths, ivy climbing along walls, and river breaks nestled in its corners. It stood in connection to, not opposition of, the land.

 

He smiled softly down at the youths training in the courtyard below. The group finishing up their cool down stances under the watchful eyes of the instructors.

 

The group were of the age it was becoming increasingly obvious who would move on to Knight Training, with hopes to become a Knight of Doma, and those who would need to find other paths to walk.

 

Maybe it was just a father’s pride, but Cyan was completely convinced his son Owain had already surpassed most of the training teens’ skill levels. His boy would be old enough to join the entry age group in a couple of years. Skill wise he could probably already join, but there was more to the age limit than just skill and theoretical coordination.

 

There were very important reasons why no child could join Knight Training until 16 or become a Knight till at least 20. No matter their skill nor blood. There was some amount of necessary settling to a person which came as one passed out of childhood and into adulthood. A knowledge on who you were, and who you wanted to be.

 

What you wanted to do with your life.

 

Even at twenty, many had no idea of such.

 

“Sir Cyan!”

 

Cyan turned with a smile as the boy ran up. “Ah, yes, young Mika. What dost thou need?”

 

“The King has called you to him!” His little chest puffed up with pride.

 

“I see, were thee told where I was to meet him?”

 

The boy nodded quickly as he said in a rush, “His lounge.”

 

Cyan smiled. “I see. Thank thee for informing me.”

 

With a wave, Mika ran further down the walkway with a quick, “Bye, Sir Cyan!” called behind him.

 

Cyan shook his head with a soft laugh, the young were always running. Owain had almost fallen off the walkways more than once. Yet, still, his son ran. Part of Cyan wondered if his worry over his son was the reason his black hair was beginning to gray at the edges.

 

Kids, so much trouble, yet so beyond worth it.

 

Cyan, of course, walked briskly. His King had summoned him after all.

 

As he rounded the corner, he nodded to the royal guards as they immediately opened the door to the royal lounge. With a soft, “Thank ye,” he strode into the rooms.

 

Moving towards the back room, he slowed his steps as he passed through the entry way and into the lounge proper, kneeling on the carpet.

 

King Doma, lounging on his favorite plush couch, turned his attention from the snack he was nibbling on towards Cyan with a bright smile. “Oh, there you are, my Cyan!”

 

“My lord.”

 

“Ah, yes, yes,” the king said with a delighted laugh. “None of that now,” he said dismissively, as he motioned his hand at the others in the room. “Out with all of you then,” he ordered offhandedly.

 

They all left with deep bows and a soft chorus of, “Yes, my lord.”

 

Cyan smoothly got to his feet smiling. “Thou wanted to see me?”

 

The King’s smile stiffened and dropped as he pushed himself to his feet, fingers curling, calling Cyan to him. “Indeed. I find myself rather worried about, well, everything.” As Cyan stopped before him, he gripped Cyan’s shoulders companionably for a moment. “Come, sit with me. Perhaps speaking with you will help ease my troubled mind,” the King said, as he threw himself back down into a sprawl on the couch.

 

Cyan sat down in a much more dignified fashion on the plush chair next to the couch, with an amused smile. “What troubles thy mind this evening, my lord?”

 

The King’s sigh was heavy as he picked back up his wine. “War, as it has been troubling me for far, far too long. I dare not say it in front of many, but I fear we may not be as prepared as we think,” he lamented as he stared into his red wine.

 

“The timeline thus far has been as expected,” Cyan reassured. “Everyone is well trained and ready for full out war to drop, and if nothing else, our stores stand full. We can weather here even long past the winter, if we must.”

 

“All the might of Doma, yet we are still only one nation.” King Doma turned to Cyan as he continued wisely, “Power is only so useful, if you can’t cover the spread of combat.” Taking a sip of his drink he paused in thought. “Ah! Cyan please help yourself,” he said suddenly, hand motioning to the tray of snacks and wine.

 

Cyan bowed his head. “I thank thee, my lord.” Filling up the king’s goblet first, he also poured half a cup for himself to sip on. “I was under the impression thou wert talking to King Figaro.”

 

“It has been a worrying long time since I have gotten a response from him.”

 

“Surely he would not abandon the treaties. Doma and Figaro have held as allies for hundreds of years, at least,” Cyan said carefully.

 

“No. I do not want to think so ill of him, but perhaps I was wrong, and he has truly sided with Vector all this time.”

 

Cyan shook his head. “What of the Returners?”

 

“I have not gotten any response from the messages I have sent about the Empire at our door step from them either.” With a heavy sigh, the King looked over to Cyan. “I am concerned there may have been a break in the lines of communication somewhere. I have come to believe something happened to the base I was talking with and they did not secure a second point of contact.”

 

Cyan hissed out a breath. “The down side to them having such a loose power structure.”

 

An oversight so large was going to cost them.

 

They could only hope it would be in time, not lives.

 

---

Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

Terra doesn't realize she is hungry.

Talk about a dead father.

ART: Cyanis having a good day

 

I should be posting every week from here on till the end of this book.

I have up to chapter 10 in the beta pile and up to chapter 16 rewritten. I am not actually sure how many chapters it is going to end up. It was 26 when i finished the first draft, but i have chopped some chapters in half because of size, but also taken out whole sub plots that were just bogging down the story. I still feel like 26 should be about right, but will update it once I finished the first pass on the rewrite.

Anyway! Hope yall liked it!

Click here for my rambles of commentary on why I wrote it the way I did and what not.

I tried to convey that Terra is still very much not ok. She is missing time really bad but isn't in the right frame of mind to even notice. She can't remember most of the trip to Figaro, lost time on the walk to the throne room, missed most of Locke and Edgar's conversation there, and wandered around the castle not even noticing she was being followed the whole time. Yea the High Priestess was talking to people when she complained about them not feeding Terra. It wasn't just said to herself like Terra was assuming.

 

Locke is a little shit, and this will continue.

 

My plan is to write Edgar as Pansexual Aromantic in this, but he really would love to have a friends with benefits arrangement with Locke. The horrible world is being really mean to the poor king, look, he is pouting.

 

Banon was a rather bland character in the game, if you ask me. He never really did much, was just there to fill in a plot blank. So I am kinda going off of my first impression of him when I was a kid, and how I understood him as an adult. That he was kinda a jerk, but was really trying to do every thing he could to stop the Empire. Both him and Arvis are really judgmental in places in the game, so I kind of brought this more into the charicters.

 

Cyan is really heart breaking to write. He is so happy, and he will be happy for a while yet…

 

I really wanted to show Doma before… everything.

 

Yea King Doma is just King Doma, he don't got a name. Poor guy :(

Chapter 4: Echos of an Empire

Summary:

Terra continues to look around, and Edgar tries to flirt.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Eh, not anything really.

REMINDER:

(Name) = whose POV it is in.

Italics = game dialog.

--- = scene change

 

Thank you so much to Akzeal, Lilian, and Mom for the beta. Without you all, Terra would still be sleeping on a bead.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 4: Echos of an Empire

 

(Terra)

 

Pale stone bookcases scaled the walls all the way up to the ceiling far above Terra’s head. Reaching out, she placed her fingers carefully against the shelf under the old books. “All of these in this section are really about magic?” she asked softly.

 

“Well, mostly,” explained one of the people, who had been showing Terra around. “But the thing is… even though scholars all over the world are studying magic, You can only learn so much about something without seeing it…”  They shook their head. “So an unfortunate number of books end up being mostly guess work, or worse, just fanciful fabrication. Figaro tries to be very careful about how the books are sorted by amount of corroborating evidence. Still, it is very difficult to figure out what is a good source or not. As far as anyone knows, all of the information written 1000 years ago, when magic was still around, has been destroyed by now.” Taking in a shaky breath, they added, “Silly people, scholars… we still keep trying.”

 

A second scholar nodded as she leaned nearby. “Basically all we can confirm 100% is; the ancients once wielded a force known as ‘magic’ and those who mastered the art were called ‘magi’. Everything else seems to have conflicting information somewhere. There is even a theory about the gaps in knowledge being an attempt to try to stop a second War of the Magi from breaking out by controlling what people know.”

 

“You forgot about espers having existed,” the first one cut in.

 

“Yes, them too,” the second scholar said with a sigh. “Though, no one can agree what they even were.”

 

Terra blinked, if information was so hotly debated, it probably explained why the esper in Narshe was so important. “What theories do you think are true?”

 

“Oh! My favorites are the theories about espers and humans having lived side by side before the war!” They leaned forward eyes wide in excitement. “So much magic just being used must have been so interesting. There is a good amount of corroborating evidence for it too. Well at least from what I have heard. One day I would like to get into the Great Library of Doma and look at the sources myself.”

 

“We would all like to get into the archives of Doma,” the woman scholar said, as she sighed wistfully. “Even though that fire, hundreds of years back, destroyed so many one of a kind records.”

 

“I hear there are some really great tertiary sources left! They don’t say as much as anyone would like, but they show such insight about the primary and secondary sources no longer available.” They slumped slightly as they softly added, “Unfortunately, it is so incredibly difficult to get permission to study in Doma.”

 

They both nodded sadly.

 

Terra shook her head. “But… what is magic?”

 

“Now that is the big question, now isn't it. Or maybe I should say The Big Argument,” the woman said grandly with a laugh. “Personally, I think magic is like the life force of everything. So we all have some of it running through us and that is how we are even alive! So-”

 

“Don’t go filling her head with that nonsense!” a third scholar yelled from a row over.

 

“It isn't nonsense just because you think it is some kind of parasitic force, Nicky!”

 

“I never said it was ‘parasitic’!” the third scholar snapped as she stormed around the corner. “I said it was unnatural! People didn’t have magic at all till some got cursed by espers and turned into Magi! So now that the espers are gone no one has it anymore!”

 

“There is no proof of that! There have been plenty of isolated cases of people having magic since!”

 

“Baseless rumors! People being ignorant! Children’s stories!”

 

“-relics are an obvious-” “You can’t be serious I-” “-and boons are good points towards-” “-but espers were not!” “it was obviously talking about monsters so-” “-know! They were!-”

 

Terra backed away slowly as the three scholars started talking louder and louder over each other. Deciding to go look around anywhere but there, she made a hasty retreat from the library as the voices devolved into all out screaming.

 

She still had no idea what magic was, didn’t even get a chance to ask what espers were let alone bring up her own abilities. Leaning against a wall far enough to no longer hear them yelling, she hissed out a breath trying to calm her nerves.

 

When they said argument, they really meant it.

 

With a shake of her head she picked a random direction and started walking.

 

Terra quickly found wandering through Figaro, without a guide, meant she ended up in a lot of odd places.

 

Like the jail, apparently.

 

Terra was not sure anyone would have suggested she visit it. Wasn't sure she would have headed to it on purpose either, but since it was where she was, she was going to take the chance to look around. However, walking passed mostly empty cells wasn’t very interesting, but it was probably a better sign than them all being full.

 

Finally coming across an occupied one, she glanced inside at the man who was leaning back on the bed.

 

She stopped.

 

“Oh! Hey!” Swinging his legs off the bed, he waved her over. “A visitor! Don’t get many down here.” He grinned showing off two rows of sharp teeth. “I'm Lone Wolf, the pickpocket! Pleasure to make your acquaintance, of course.”

 

“I am Terra.”

 

“Fantastic.” Leaning forward he glanced the direction of the guard. “Hey, like to like, you think you could open the door for me?” he asked as his grin widened across his muzzle.

 

She blinked, then shook her head.

 

Lone Wolf barked out a laugh. “Aw well, it was worth a shot. No worries darlin’, I will be out in a shake!”

 

She nodded and backed away. “Good luck?”

 

“Oh, aren't you a sweet one,” he said sharply as she moved farther away.

 

Terra was fairly sure it wasn't a complement.

 

“Don’t worry about him,” called out a man from a few cells down.

 

Terra carefully moved over to look in, finding him also lounging on his bed.

 

“That guy is a bit of a jerk.” Turning to look at her, he continued, “Well, maybe we all are kinda jerks.” He laughed bright and unworried. “In the territory of thievin’ I suppose, or maybe being human.” With a shrug he flippantly added, “In my experience, humans suck.”

 

Terra frowned. “Aren't you human?”

 

“Yea! That is how I know for sure!”

 

She blinked at him for a moment while thoughts of being chased and being controlled made her frown. He may have had a point, but… “Have you met many… not humans?”

 

The thief looked at her for a moment, startled. “Uh well, monsters, mostly,” he said quickly. “At least they are upfront about wanting to kill and eat ya.” He sat up slowly, setting his feet on the ground as he watched her. “Met a moogle once, too,” he eventually continued, “They didn’t want any thing to do with me! Smart little guys.”

 

Terra jumped as loud arguing echoed through the jail.

 

“Relax,” the thief said with a huffed laugh. “Those are my boys, they're just blowing off steam.”  He shook his head. “It gets boring in here really fast. Not as bad as some places though. Figaro has the nicest jail I have ever been in, and I have been in quite a few!”

 

Terra blinked, and glanced around at the drab place.

 

“Besides, I'm sure King Edgar will let us out of here in no time. We're just small potatoes compared to the real threat lurking out there. Hes got bigger problems than a few pinched coin.”

 

“Real threat?” she asked slowly.

 

“Yea…” He stared at the wall for a long moment. “That Gestahl Empire. The damage they have done…” he trailed off.

 

The name caused a chill across her back. Why did the name sound…

 

“Lots of desperate people get made that way by war,” the thief continued not seemingly noticing her discomfort. “Worrying about some small time no ones like us ain't really a good use of his time. King Edgar knows that.”  He shrugged. “And that is why he should just let us go! It is all win-win!” he added with a grin.

 

Terra huffed out a laugh as she started to move away.

 

“Hey, wait, listen,” he said, voice quiet. “You look like driftwood, so some advice yea?”

 

She frowned, tilting her head. “What? Driftwood?”

 

He huffed out a laugh, it sounded tired. “Yea, someone just going where the tide tosses ya, driftwood.” Waving it off, he continued, “Never mind, point is you can’t control where you wash up, but what you can do, is pick what to make of it when you get there. Most importantly, make of it what you want. Never mind what others think or say, got to lean on what you tell yourself. Got to remember you gonna have to deal with who you become, so do what you got to do, but also be who you can live with bein’.”

 

She blinked. “Ok?” She nodded and turned to walk away.

 

“Just remember!” He laughed, this time with the edge of sorrow. “Save you a lot of ache later it will! Believe you me!”

 

Terra believed him.

 

With a shake of her head, and quick steps, she left the jail.

 

Still with no location in mind, just a sense of wanting to be warmer, she headed back outside. It was only slightly less hot with the day entering evening. How time got away from her so often she wasn’t sure.

 

“Kweh!” a large yellow bird chirped.

 

Terra paused a moment and watched the people patrolling around the castle on the backs of the birds. Slowly she made her way over to one of them and called out, “Excuse me.”

 

He looked down at her with a small frown. “Yes? Do you need help with something?”

 

“Are they soft?”

 

The man blinked in confusion before his face cleared and he laughed good-naturedly. “Oh yes! Would you like to pet him?” He looked around before he leaned forward and lowered his voice, “Just don’t go telling everyone I let you. The birds aren't supposed to get pets while on duty. The trainers say they will get spoiled, but! What’s the point if you can’t spoil a bird! Right?”

 

Not knowing what to say, Terra reached out and ran her fingers over the feathers on the bird’s wing. She smiled, delighted at the softness.

 

“Here is his favorite,” the man’s voice was soft as he directed her hand to the side of the bird’s neck.

 

“Kweh!” the bird gave a happy little chirp as he flapped his wings.

 

With a laugh the man motioned to one of the towers. “I need to keep on my rounds, but there are baby chicks at the stable to play with, if you are interested.”

 

Terra was definitely interested.

 

The stable hands nodded at her request, and with a laugh they waved her off to a room. It was only a matter of minutes before she was covered in tiny chirping fluff balls.

 

They were so small.

 

So tiny.

 

Terra wanted to protect them all.

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

With a sigh, Edgar ran his fingers down his braid looking at each of his Council members in turn. None of them looked angry, concerned, or confused, a blessing he could not have hoped for even a few years ago. “Alright, any further points of contention? Everyone understands the plans? Yes?”

 

The chorus of, “Yes, your highness,” held mostly fond amusement.

 

Edgar huffed a laugh as he stood. “Alright, meeting adjourned. If anyone thinks of anything else let me know immediately.”

 

As most of the council milled out with bows and good nights, Codwin, however, stayed in his seat. Once the rest of the group left, doors closing quietly behind them, Edgar sighed and sat back down. “Ah, something else, Chancellor?”

 

Codwin rested his chin on his hand. “Less a matter of state, I think, but have you spent any time with our guest to make a personal assesment?”

 

“No, not since meeting her. I have been getting reports, through out the day, from the group assigned to following her around, of course.”

 

“As have I, naturally. Was surprised they were mostly positive.”

 

Edgar nodded. “Locke seems to have an interesting ability to read people. I have never been able to tell if it was him seeing the truth of a person or just him being able to convince someone to lean into the traits he wanted them to.” He shifted with a frown before admitting, “Also, the High Priestess gave me a talking to for not making sure someone fed the girl.” Rubbing his temples, he tried to banish the headache out of his skull. “Terra is going to throw a wrench into so many things.”

 

Codwin, the jerk, laughed. “Perhaps you should make sure she has dinner then.”

 

Edgar let a smirk drift over his face. “Oh no. Are you suggesting I have dinner with a beautiful woman! The strife and hardship!”

 

“Have a good meal, Edgar.” He shook his head and stood, the amused smile never left his face as he bowed and left.

 

Sometimes Edgar got the feeling his people were humoring him. Better than the alternative, he supposed.

 

Codwin of course had a point, as he usually did.

 

It was why Edgar made him Chancellor after all.

 

Chair carefully pushed back in after he stood, he plucked his spear from where it leaned against the table and headed out to find the girl.

 

Along the way people waved as he passed, or gave him a small bow as they went about their evening.

 

It wasn't this relaxed even just a few years ago.

 

Really, he much preferred how it was now. Amused humoring and all.

 

His throne room had some of the oldest of the tapestries in the castle hung up on it’s walls. Tales stitched into beautiful art. It made it a fascinating place to take visitors, especially if they were shown around by people who could recite the stories they depicted.

 

It was little surprise, even without a guide, Terra had wandered in to see them. She stood, tilting her head one way then the other while looking up at the large, colorful tapestry depicting a bunch of scenes of various gatherings.

 

Edgar’s favorite part of it had always been the portion with a group of people watching the intricately woven sunset. Around the full boarder were wagons, seemingly out of place with the rest of the piece, yet just as carefully created. They always made him feel just a bit wrong footed. Brushing off the feeling he laughed softly at her confused head tilt. “Can’t figure out what it is depicting?”

 

She jumped before turning his way. “No. It is… confusing.”

 

“I completely agree. There are stories to almost all of the tapestries in the castle, but I am convinced most of them have parts which have been lost over time. All I kind of understand about this one is; the moon is not the sun, but it also is not the moon.”

 

She frowned looking back and forth between him and the tapestry. “That… was the part you understood?”

 

Edgar opened his mouth, closed it, and shrugged. “Hey, it makes as much sense as the rest of it! Trust me!”

 

She just looked at him for a long moment before looking back at the tapestry.

 

Edgar huffed out a laugh. “In any case, I was looking for you to ask if you would do me the honor of being my lovely companion for dinner?”

 

She blinked at him.

 

“It wouldn't be anything formal of course, just the two of us.”

 

She blinked at him.

 

“So, no worrying about remembering which fork is which.”

 

She just kept expressionlessly blinking at him.

 

Edgar got the feeling this conversation was going about as well as it could.

 

After a long moment, she finally nodded. “Ok?”

 

“Ok.” Trying his best to keep a friendly smile, he led her towards his small, less formal, dining area just off his main rooms.

 

Inside, the small table, barely large enough to seat four people comfortably, was already set with meals for both of them. Probably Codwin’s doing, he realized, as he sat down and motioned to the seat across from him. “Please, sit.”

 

She took a moment to seemingly register the statement, before sitting down.

 

Edgar ate a few bites of his food, while she just stared at hers. “If something is not to your liking, other foods can be arranged,” he said slowly.

 

Her eyes snapped up to him, obviously startled. She shook her head and began to nibble on a bit of everything on her plate.

 

After a long moment he asked, “Well? How do you like my castle?”

 

She blinked.

 

“Did you enjoy looking around?”

 

She nodded.

 

“What part did you like best?”

 

She shrugged.

 

Edgar barely stopped himself from sighing. So far it was not the most awkward meal he had ever had, but it was definitely looking like it would be high up on the list. “Was there anything you wanted to ask me?” he said, hopeful for her having some topic to discuss. He was drowning, and such a thing was exceptionally difficult to do in a desert.

 

She started to shake her head, then stopped, before whispering out a soft, “Maybe?”

 

“What would you like to ask? Anything is fine.”

 

She blinked at him before softly asking, “Why build a castle in the middle of the desert?”

 

This time Edgar was the one who blinked for a long moment. Then he couldn’t help the huff of laughter. “Well, I would like to tell you all the fantastic advantages to living in the middle of all this sand, but mostly it was just built here long before I was born.” He shook his head. “Did Locke tell you to ask that?”

 

“Kind of? I asked him first and he said I should ask you.”

 

“Ah yes, that sounds right!” Edgar said, amused. Poor girl, trying to get a clear answer out of Locke. “You have to be careful about what he tells you. What he says, what he means, and what everyone else thinks very rarely match up!”

 

“He… isn't trustworthy?” Terra asked with a frown.

 

“Hey now, I didn’t say that,” Edgar quickly countered. “I trust him with my life, more importantly, my people. What I am saying is how he sees things doesn’t always match up with everyone else’s way of seeing them. He, with his sticky fingers, has claimed more than once; if he has it, then it must be his.” He shook his head before mumbling, “I swear he thinks pockets are just mobile treasure chests.”

 

“So he is a thief?”

 

“Basically put, yes,” Edgar said uncomfortably. He probably should not have implied as much. “He prefers to be called a treasure hunter though,” he tacked on, hoping Locke wouldn’t be too upset with him.

 

“Oh,” she breathed out softly, looking down as she poked her food with her fork. “Why are you being so kind to me?” her voice soft, as if she hadn't quite meant to ask.

 

Setting his drink down he looked over at her. Judging by how uncomfortable she looked, they were probably both a bit startled at the question.

 

“Is it because of my...abilities?” she asked, her shoulders hunching slightly.

 

Edgar frowned as he watched her seem to fold in on herself. Such a beautiful woman looking so dejected was a travesty he would not stand for. “I'll give you three reasons,” he began while placing his hand over his heart. “First of all, Your beauty has captivated me!”  Leaning forward he purred, “Second… I'm dying to know if I'm your type!”  With a sigh, he leaned back and added dismissively, “and I guess your... abilities...would rank a distant third.”

 

Terra blinked blankly at him for an uncomfortable amount of time.

 

Edgar had rather hoped for a reaction of at least amusement.

 

After a moment, he took one of the most awkward sips of drink he had ever sipped.

 

“......? What's with you, anyway?”  she finally said, her face twisted in confusion.

 

He opened his mouth, closed it then huffed out a surprised laugh. “Well,” he said with a shake of his head. “Guess my technique's getting a bit rusty…”  Over the years he had gotten plenty of experience being turned down by beautiful people, but it was rare when he was shut down quite so completely.

 

Edgar laughed softly to himself as he took another bite of his dinner. “I merely meant, however intriguing your powers may be, it is a lesser concern than you having a chance to recover.”

 

Terra blinked, then nodded rather stiffly, before turning back to her meal.

 

Oh how he hoped she wasn’t going to go back to just blinking at him.

 

Still, Terra was healing.

 

Very fast no less.

 

He could handle a bit of an over abundance of blinking.

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Stars.

 

So many stars, stretched so, so far across the sky.

 

Even with the lights of Figaro castle, they still shone so bright.

 

Terra only vaguely remembered the nights prior, with no memory of the stars. She could only figure she had just never looked up.

 

King Edgar and Locke were talking, their soft voices barely carried across the courtyard, meaning of their words lost in the wind.

 

“Have a good dinner?” Locke asked as he came up beside her.

 

She nodded.

 

King Edgar smiled at her and placed his hand on his chest. “I had a room prepared for you Terra. I do hope you sleep well,” he said warmly. Letting his hand drop he tilted his head. “Locke, find a corner out of the way somewhere for yourself, or something.” he said flatly, waving his hand dismissively, as he turned and walked away.

 

“You Jerk!” Locke yelled sputtering at the King’s back.

 

Chill ran down Terra’s spine.

 

King Edgar just laughed as he disappeared around the corner.

 

Locke huffed. “Come on, I will show you to your room,” he said turning towards her. “Hey what’s with the look?”

 

She glanced towards where the King had walked away.

 

“Ah, hey, don’t worry about that! He was just joking, I have a place to sleep,” he said with a warm laugh. “Come on.” Motioning with his hand for her to follow he turned and headed off down the stairs.

 

Terra followed, confused. Locke’s sleeping arrangements were not what was concerning her. Did it really not matter that he had spoken to the King like that? Was he not worried about…

 

About…

 

Consequences?

 

Yet, Locke’s steps were easy and he was calmly rambling about... something. He obviously wasn't worried at all.

 

King Edgar was strange, but he was kind to her, at least so far. She still did not get why… but maybe it wasn't her. Perhaps he was just…

 

She didn’t know.

 

“This will be your room for as long as you stay here,” Locke said suddenly holding a door open for her.

 

Slowly she stepped into the room. Colorful tapestries hung from the walls, a large plush bed pushed against one wall, two windows, one even with a seat she could lay and look at the stars on. It was beautiful and far larger than she would have expected.

 

“Sorry, I didn't mean to drag you around like this without giving you a chance to rest,”  Locke said, his smile looked as tired as she felt. “The last couple of days have been solid running.” He shook his head. “Not like anything could really have been done about it. But... I am not even sure if I properly introduced myself! I’m-

 

“You're Locke, right?” She shifted when she realized she had interrupted, but he didn’t seem mad so she continued, “You did mention it, also… King Edgar told me about you. Is it true that you're a thief?”

 

Locke sucked in a breath. “I'm a Treasure Hunter!”  he snapped, his voice seeming to rebound around the room in sharp echoes.

 

Terra jerked back away from him.

 

A long moment passed as she waited for something to follow the yelling.

 

Locke cleared his throat, and took a step back. “Sorry. That was… louder than I intended,” he said much softer, he took a deep breath in and slowly let it out. “It...” he trailed off, shook his head and tried again, “Treasure hunter, I am a... treasure hunter. It is an important difference…” Turning slightly, he looked off to the side, staring at nothing.

 

King Edgar had mentioned Locke preferred treasure hunter. He hadn't said it was so important to him though. Locke looked… sad. Plus, he couldn’t have gotten more sleep than she had, he must be exhausted too. “Ok. Treasure hunter,” she said decisively.

 

He blinked and looked at her for a moment, his sad smile slowly sliding into a smirk. “Ah yes, I am glad you have come to see it my way!”

 

Locke looked away for a long moment, shifted, before straightening and looking back at her. “So, the situation is; everyone is rather hoping to convince you to their side.” He hesitated a moment more before continuing, “On the surface, Edgar pretends to support the Empire. Truth is, he's collaborating with an underground resistance group called the Returners, who are working against the Empire. I serve as their go-between. It is where I had to run off to earlier, I had to pass info down the chain. The old man you met in Narshe is one of us, too.”

 

“The Empire... But, I'm a soldier of the empire!…?”

 

“Not anymore,”  he said quickly. “Or at least you don’t have to be. It is up to you to decide.”

 

Terra blinked. “Decide?”

 

“Yea, The Empire were the ones who put that crown on you, they had to be. They were using you. At this time we have no idea if you joined willingly in the first place, or why they used that thing on you at all. Whatever happened, things are different now… You have a choice.”

 

“Its just… I don't understand… I don’t know what I should do.” Terra walked over and sat on the edge of the bed. “Whenever I try to think, it just makes my head hurt even worse…” She looked up at him. “What should I do?”

 

“I can't tell you what to do,” Locke said gently. “It is something you need to figure out for yourself and you don't have to decide right now. You'll soon find your way… All that really matters is that you make your own decisions from now on.”  Walking over he placed his hand on her shoulder. “You don't have to think too hard right now. Give yourself a chance to settle, to find your balance. You'll know what you want to do when the time comes.”  When she didn’t respond he patted her shoulder and left closing the door quietly behind him.

 

Terra looked at her shoulder, still warm where his hand had been. “What I want to do? But how will I know which way... is right...?”

 

Plopping back into the soft bed she closed her eyes and tried to reach for anything about the Empire.

 

Any knowledge.

 

Any memory.

 

A voice?

 

Wind?

 

Soldiers of the Empire! We stand at the dawn of a new age!’ a proud voice said. A speech? ‘The lost power of magic has returned to us! It is our destiny, and ours alone, to take this mystic force and claim what is rightfully ours!’ A man stood with an army at his feet. ‘We are the chosen ones!’ the voice declared. Small snippets of a long speech washed out of the darkness of her memories. ‘The time has come for us to claim our rightful dominion over the world!’ The memory of a chill going down her spine. The world? ‘With our new-found power, nothing can stand in our way!’ She shuddered as she pulled the blanket close around her, the echo of a long over chant rang in her head.

 

Hurrah!’ the crowd cheered, ‘Long live Emperor Gesthal!’

 

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Notes:

Terra and the floofs

More Detailed Warnings

There is some yelling that Terra takes a bit poorly, but nothing happens.
Edgar tries to flirt. (lol)

Author Rambles (might have spoilers)

This was originally part of chapter three, but it was a bit long so I cut it in half. I am trying to keep chapters in the 4k-8k range, so I am cutting ones that break that.

Mostly.

There is going to be a LONG one, probably chapter 20, the first draft came out to over 14k and I am not splitting it. I haven't quite gotten to the chapter on my second draft, so i am not sure where the word count will land. The second draft should be shorter, but it will still likely break 10k. Suppose we will see.

Basically the whole of chapters 3 and 4 is world building and character set ups. So if you like to put pieces together, there are bits in here pointing to stuff that becomes important later. If you have played the game... and i really presume if you are reading this you have, you can probably pick out at least some of the foreshadowing and world building in here for what it is.

I don't know if anyone is frowning at Edgar's hair being braided, but it will be a thing in this so, please stick with me here! The change has a reason, i swear.

Speaking of changes, this is the first chapter where things really start to get out of game order, to make them flow in the medium better. Most things, particularly the big stuff, is still going to be about the same with progression, but some conversations are completely scrambled from their in game counterparts just because they don't even flow well in game, let alone in written form like this.

Also, after talking to my mom, i have come to the realization it isn't very clear that Terra is being shadowed the whole time by a bunch of Figaro soldiers. they are mostly staying out of sight, but also Terra is really out of it so she just hasn't really noticed. In the last chapter, the High Priestess was NOT talking to herself. Terra just caught the very beginning of her yelling at the people just around the corner.

Poor Edgar getting shot down so badly. This will keep happening, i have no idea how to write good flirting so it keeps ending in him crashing and burning. It doesn't help that he keeps saying stuff to people not interested. He does manage it off screen, apparently.

If his boasting is to be believed.

Up to you if you believe him on that one.

Chapter 5: Questions of Loyalty

Summary:

Terra has a reasonably good day, despite the rough start.
Mog would like everyone to stop being a pain in his pompom.
Cyan proves he is a badass.
Banon gets into a fight with ice, and barely wins.
Locke just really could use a nice calm rest, like that was ever going to happen.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Discussions about dehumanization, and the Slave Crown.
Fantasy flavored Racism/Ableism


REMINDER:

(Name) = whose POV it is in.

Italics = game dialog.

--- = scene change

 

Also, yall, if you see a typo or something please let me know. I had the wrong 'peace' in the description for months, and only realized it because one of my mom's friends laughed at me./positive

I try really really hard, but i mess up words a LOT. Seriously, i don't know how many times i had 'solder' instead of 'soldier' in this. Everyone thank my beloved friends who are beta-ing for me. (and mom <3)

Thank you so much to Akzeal, Lilian, and Mom for the beta, yall are the best!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

C hapter 5 : Questions of Loyalty

 

(Terra)

 

Terra flailed, clawing at the blanket, desperately trying to get free. Covers shoved away, she jerked up in bed, hand out stretched to ward off an attack.

 

The room was quiet, except for her gasping breath.

 

It was still, save the firelight dancing ready at her fingertips.

 

Her fire lit up the room in warm colors, even as the chill of the nightmare kept her breaths short. With a flick of her fingers, she put out the flame as she let herself fall back with a soft thump and a sharp exhale.

 

Her heart pounded.

 

Glancing at the still dark windows Terra frowned. She couldn’t have gotten much sleep.

 

Something from her dream crept along her memory, something small no longer moving.

 

Terra stumbled quickly out of bed.

 

Once she finished tying up her hair, and settled the cape comfortably on her shoulders, she took a moment to breathe.

 

The dream had been little more than a horror filled haze, yet it haunted her, creeping along the dark corners of her mind. Despite how much she wanted to know more about her past, she was rather glad it wasn’t more solid.

 

Ready as she felt she could be, Terra pushed open the door to her room and stepped out into the surprisingly cool hall of Figaro Castle. Soft echos of her own footfalls blended into the early morning steps of the others already out and about as she walked up to the highest place she had discovered.

 

With a relieved sigh, she exited out of the stairway and into the open area on top of Figaro. Leaning against the wall she looked out towards the desert which was still set in the deep darkness of beyond early morning.

 

Soft foot steps and a gentle, “Hey,” made her turn to look back at Locke as he joined her by the wall. “You are up early,” he finished just as soft.

 

Not sure what else to do, she shrugged and nodded.

 

“Trouble sleeping?”

 

Terra hesitated, looking back out into the dark. “Nightmares.” She could still feel their unseen cold claws cutting into her.

 

“Not surprising.” Locke turned to look out over the vast, dark, desert before continuing, “Anything you want to talk about?”

 

They were silent, both looking out over the wall.

 

“Why was I with the Empire?” Terra eventually asked the darkness. “There must have been a reason.”

 

“Do you think you joined before they…” he trailed off.

 

“Yes.” She did not know why she was so sure… but, “I remember, vaguely, when he…” voice almost lost in the wind as she looked down at her hands clutched around the stones of the wall. “The feeling of horror and betrayal.”

 

Locke hissed out a breath beside her.

 

“Who am I? Who was I?” she said through gritted teeth. “Before. Before they…” she trailed off, raising her gaze to the sky, to the not quite light of morning. “Was it all because of my abilities? Better a weapon then-”

 

“Hey,” Locke cut in quickly, “speculation about what you can’t remember will only get you turned around.” Leaning heavily on the wall, he looked her in the eye. “For now, worry about what you can see and confirm.” He paused before adding a soft, “Yea?”

 

“Yea,” she breathed out.

 

“Don’t worry.” He nudged her lightly with his elbow. “I will keep an eye out for you in the meantime.”

 

Terra didn’t respond.

 

There was no way for her to know who to trust…

 

Yet, part of her hoped anyway.

 

Curling her fingers around her pendent, she allowed herself to just breathe.

 

Together, they turned their attention out to the lightening horizon, and watched as the sun rose.

 

---

 

(Mog)

 

Words still rung in his head as Mog twitched awake. With a grumbled sigh, he pushed himself up. It wasn’t like going back to sleep would get him more actual rest.

 

Kupan turned his head and frowned, so Mog patted his head in assurance before carefully rolling himself out of the sleep pile. Mog quietly fluttered above the others as he headed to the main living area of the Den.

 

He would get a sweet snack, hopefully it would help unfluff his fur.

 

That old dude, Ramuh, was getting to him, well… getting to all of them really.

 

Yanking a package of dried fruit out of storage, he grumbled to himself. Moogles had been minding their own pompoms for hundreds of years, and it had mostly worked out for them. Kept them out of the ridiculous politics of humans at least.

 

Yet, that old dude kept… insisting they needed to change their ways.

 

Invading dreams was a strange way to go about it! Nothing said good intentions like interrupted sleep.

 

Apparently.

 

Plopping himself down on the soft pillows and fluffy blankets, he bit into the fruit harshly. What did the guy even want them to do? Moogles weren't really fighters overall, and their population was not very large!

 

Vast majority of the time fighting was such a pointless thing to do!

 

It just led to death…

 

but…

 

If Ramuh was right, if those humans were trying to restart the Old War… then there would be no getting out of it.

 

It would be fight or die.

 

Mog sunk his teeth into the piece of fruit with an angry snarl.

 

Humans were so annoying.

 

They always dug unwaveringly for things they were convinced they needed, and when they had it, they just ended up wanting even more.

 

“Kupo!” Moggie waved as he flew over, pointing his paw then looping it through the air and pointing it palm down.

 

Mog couldn’t hold back the sigh. Of course the Narshe guards were already here for another ‘conversation’. They seemed convinced the moogles knew about what happened to the Girl Who Fell.

 

Well they did, but that wasn't the point.

 

Mogsy had told them everything when they came by yesterday, and Moglin had told them the day before yesterday too! It wasn't their fault the humans didn't bother to even try to understand moogle speak.

 

Unfortunately, it always ended up being their problem.

 

Worse, it was his turn to try to get through to those… humans.

 

Mog popped a last piece of fruit into his mouth, before stuffing the rest into his pouch for later. It was likely he was going to need a sweet treat to get through the meeting.

 

After a quick debate with himself, he grabbed his spear before joining the leaving party. Normally he would probably not go armed, but the Old Guy’s warnings were still ringing in his head.

 

Not like he really thought this would turn into a fight.

 

But... they had sent monsters towards their Home Den.

 

Mog wasn’t comfortable taking chances.

 

Judging by how most of the leaving party was also armed, he was far from the only one thinking as much.

 

With a short flight to the meeting area, they stopped just inside the cavern, which was already set up with a table and two chairs, both made for human ease of use, of course.

 

Splitting from the rest of the moogles, Mog fluttered over towards the table alone.

 

“There you are.” The human’s smile was just as unyielding as her posture. “I am Captain Milon. I am here for information regarding a woman.”

 

Mog settled himself at the table with a nod and a soft, “Kupo.”

 

“Well, I will just begin then, shall I?”

 

He nodded, motioning his paw in agreement.

 

Captain Milon moved to the other side of the table and watched him for a moment. “As I tried to explain to you yesterday.”

 

Anger flashed through him. Yesterday?! He was not here! Yesterday, they spoke to Mogsy! The two of them looked completely different! The human should have at least been able to tell by their pompoms! Mogsy’s was dark red! Mog’s was light yellow!

 

Well, if she wasn’t even going to try to keep straight who she was talking to, Mog didn’t see any reason he should bother either.

 

“It is very important we find this woman,” the human continued speaking slowly, and a bit loud.

 

Mog rolled his wings and half payed attention to what she was going on about. Saying the same thing in a bunch of different ways, as slowly and loudly as possible, was a weird thing humans did when they didn’t like what a moogle told em.

 

It was incredibly annoying.

 

“After what she did-”

 

Flapping his wings to catch her attention, he held out his paw sideways then flipped it paw pad up, asking what she did, “Kupo?” No one had bothered to tell them, just expected them to hand over information!

 

The Captain’s smile became more of an angry baring of teeth. “If you would just cooperate and tell us where she is hiding we could send her home!”

 

Mog put his paw out pad down, swept it up so the pad faced him then swept his arm away from himself, holding his arm out all the way, pad faced away from them. She was gone, she left! When whatever her name was, did not respond for a moment he repeated the motion, “Ku! Kupo!”

 

“Any response at all would be nice.” Her lip curled above what probably only she thought still passed as a smile. “Anything?”

 

Mog let his arm drop with a soft thud against the table.

 

One of them was failing at communication here, and it wasn't him.

 

He rubbed his paws against his face.

 

How could he tell them the Girl Who Fell was gone in a way they would bother to understand. He flat out refused to stumble over the human language, when they weren't even giving the most basic attempt to understand his!

 

Tapping his paw pads on the table he came to an idea. Maybe if he just pointed down one of the paths away from the mountain?

 

Or was that still to complicated?

 

Sighing, he fluttered over to one of the area exits, and looked back at them.

 

“Leaving will not resolve this!” the human snapped, chair flopping backwards pathetically on to the ground.

 

Mog waited for a moment, before putting his paw out and flicking it back to himself.

 

When she did nothing, he repeated the action.

 

Then once again, when she still just stood there snarling at him like one of Narshe’s Lobo.

 

“Oh!” someone in the back exclaimed quietly, “I think that means he wants you to follow him!”

 

Mog could over look the leader’s thunderous expression, if she would just follow him. To Mog’s relief, she finally walked over to him.

 

“What,” the woman said flatly.

 

Wings fluttering, he led them through the caves towards a common exit used to travel away from Narshe. There were exits closer but he doubted the humans would ever understand what he was saying if he didn’t take them to a blatantly obvious exit.

 

Mog landed at the mouth of the cave then repeated the she left motion. Then pointed away from Narshe with his paw, in what was almost a desperate attempt to get the point across.

 

When they all just looked a him blankly, he resigned himself to repeating the actions over and over.

 

And once more still.

 

“She left!” the Captain exclaimed, like it was a huge deduction and not what Mog, had been saying the whole time.

 

What they all had been saying for days.

 

Mog nodded with a flat look. Amazing, she figured out one whole thing.

 

“Oh, great! This isn't going to go down well with the Elder Council!” The Captain turned to sneer down at Mog. “You could have told us sooner!” she snarled out, turned on her heel and stormed off.

 

“Dealing with the moogles is so annoying,” one of the guards in the back mumbled to another as they left, “They don’t pay attention, and barely understand anything of what is going on.”

 

Mog pulled out his snack as he watched the humans storm off to report the information they could have had long before, if any of them had bothered to try to understand them. Tossing a chunk of fruit in his mouth, he shook his head.

 

Sure, the moogles decided to give the Girl Who Fell and the Respectful One a head start, but it was the Narshe humans who’s actions ended up giving them days.

 

Of course the moogles would be blamed for all of it.

 

Mog really hated humans.

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

 

As the sun rose, the thick fog surrounding Doma began to dissipate from the areas around the castle. Across the country side, fires burned through homes; a glowing reminder of the destruction already wrought by the empire.

 

Still, they had managed to evacuate most of the people, and supplies, thanks to the protective cover of fog. The Empire had made the costly mistake of assuming the low visibility would hinder both sides equally.

 

Underestimating Doma was a mistake many had made, and come to gravely regret.

 

Cyan scanned the area a final time before continuing into the Eastern Gate behind the last of the civilians. “I am fine,” he said while quickly waving off the medic when they started towards him. “Where art there still civilians beyond the walls?”

 

“Sir Cyan! I think there are still people at the port!” someone yelled.

 

Cyan did not bother to look to see who spoke before rushing towards the Western Gate. He practically launched himself up the steps to the lookout. Mists should have been clear enough to see the port, yet the air in that direction was dark and thick with what was far more sinister than the remnants of fog.

 

“It's hopeless!” one of the young sentries exclaimed near by. “We already lost the port! If we send more people to get the ones still trapped there, the empire will follow us back, we can't keep them all out!

 

The sentry next to them swallowed. “So, this is it… all those people just die?”

 

“Wait! Be ye not so hasty! The battle is not yet lost!” Cyan smiled at the two of them, making sure to seem more assured than he felt. “Everyone! To me!” he ordered loudly, drawing everyone within ear shot. His shoulders loosened when he saw Sirs Milly and Teak rush around the corner and settling amongst the group. The addition of two more knights would have to be enough.

 

“We shall split into four groups,” Cyan continued as he pointed out a number of the sentries. “Ye shall be the first group. Thine job shall be to get as many civilians away from the port and back to the gate as possible, while Sirs Milly, Teak and I shall prioritize handling the Empire soldiers.”

 

He scanned the group again pointing out most of the ones still unassigned. “Ye shall be the third group. Thine responsibility shall be to hold the area outside of the gate. Make sure no enemy passes thee,” he said gravely before turning his attention to the last group. “The rest of ye, shall stand in wait to close the gate.” He gave each of the five young people a heavy look before continuing, “If the gate is threatened, thou shalt immediately close it.”

 

“But what if our people are still out there?” one asked, voice shaking.

 

“Then thou shalt close it.”

 

“But-”

 

“No,” Cyan cut over sharply, “We art the protectors of Doma. Our main responsibility is to keep safe those behind us. Thou hast the whole of Doma to protect.” He looked each of them in the eye. “Thou. Shalt. Close it.”

 

Moving his gaze to the far too young faces of those he tasked to guard the gate, he continued, “and if it must close, thou shalt stand before the enemy and let it close at thy back.” He looked between the grim faces. “Do ye understand?” he finished softly.

 

Backs straightened, they all to a person replied, “Yes Sir!”

 

“Good,” he breathed out slowly before ordering, “Everyone in position!” With a quick count and assessment, he motioned for the gate to be opened. Immediately he ducked under as he drew his sword.

 

The group to be left guarding the entrance solidified into position behind him, while civilians, who had been hiding nearby, rushed over to the promised safety of the castle.

 

With a motion of his hand, Cyan ordered the rescue group forward, while moving to take point himself. As one they spread out, quietly and swiftly heading across the distance to the port.

 

Nearly everything was on fire.

 

What had once been artful benches, fences, and even walls were turned to near unrecognizable rubble. Thick smoke rolled over what was left, permeating the area with its burning, acidic scent and floating ash.

 

A scream yanked Cyan’s attention away from the destruction. He pivoted and ran.

 

Cowering, a young man lifted his arms, as if it would stop the Empire Soldier’s sword. Cyan’s blade flashed out, just in time to deflect the strike, forcing her to stagger back in surprise. Behind Cyan, a sentry grabbed the hurt young man and pulled him away.

 

Regaining her bearings, the Empire Soldier rushed forward with a swipe of her sword.

 

Cyan easily side-stepped and brought his own sword around in a quick slice. By the time she hit the ground he had already rushed off to his next target.

 

Then to the next.

 

“Sir Cyan!” Sir Milly hissed as she joined at his side. “I found the Empire commander.” She tilted her head for him to follow.

 

What was left of the buildings in the area she led him to were covered with soot and flame. Standing in the rubble was a group of soldiers, and their much better armed, and armored, commander.

 

Keeping out of sight, Cyan leaned out from cover to take a look at the group. With a scoff he said, “They seem to be the sort to only go after weak targets. If we can but fell their commander, they should break rank and withdraw.  He nodded decisively. “If thou shalt keep others away, I shall meet him on the field of battle.

 

“You got it!” Sir Milly grinned sharply. “Let their commander have it!”  she said, before quickly moving around the rubble. It was only a moment before she disappeared into the smoke.

 

Cyan smirked as he stepped out, dropping his usual smooth, dignified strides, in favor of stalking forward through the haze. “I am Sir Cyan, retainer to the king of Doma.”

 

Jerking their attention to him, the Empire Soldiers closed formation around their commander.

 

Stretching his smile wide into a baring of teeth, Cyan set himself just far enough away to make them have to come to him. “Ready thine axe!” he commanded harshly, before allowing his voice to dip, “For I am thy worst nightmare…”  Slowly he drew his sword.

 

His words hung in the air for a moment, as many of the soldiers shifted back away from him.

 

The commander scoffed and bounced his axe on his shoulder. “Arrogant, aren't you,” he sneered, as even the Empire Soldiers who moved back made agreeing noises; the lying cowards.

 

Cyan tilted his head slowly. “Not at all,” he replied evenly, setting his stance.

 

Laughing, the Empire Commander brought his axe forward. “I would say I hope you have made peace with your death, but I don’t really care either way.” As he finished talking he charged forward, a few of the others just behind him.

 

Cyan shifted his foot, digging into the ash covered ground, he let them get close.

 

As the axe’s first strike came down, Cyan dodged. Easily moving under the leader’s guard, he swung up his sword landing a solid Tiger slash to the man’s chest armor, staggering the commander back.

 

Quickly moving between the soldiers, they swiftly fell to Cyan’s Flurry attack.

 

“What in the!” the commander yelled, “How did you-”

 

Cyan cut him off with a Fang attack; dispatching the problem.

 

The commander fell with a silencing thud.

 

For a moment, only the fire moved.

 

Cyan slowly turned, eyes unblinking, to the rest of the empire soldiers. He broke the silence with a slowly enunciated snarl, “Run.”

 

Feet scrambling, sliding and falling on the ash and rubble they desperately moved away. “The captain's been defeated!” a voice choked out loudly. “Retreat!” they screamed, “Retreat!”

 

Cyan tilted his head as he watched them make fools of themselves. Once they were out of sight he lowered his sword slightly, and rolled his shoulders.

 

“You done being creepy?” Sir Milly asked with a laugh, as she came up behind him.

 

He rolled his head back to look flatly at her over his shoulder.

 

“Ah! No then, huh?” She laughed harder patting him on the shoulder.

 

Sighing, he readjusted his stance.

 

Although Cyan was never quite sure why people found him unsettling at times, he had long since learned to lean into it when it could be used as an advantage, and cover it when it was not one. It no longer bothered him like it had in his youth.

 

Besides, his wife thought it was charming.

 

Cyan shook his head. “There is only so much time this shall have bought us. Any word on how many people art left?” he asked as they both turned to rejoin the others.

 

It wasn't long before Sir Teak jogged over to them. “Most are saying the areas they could get to are clear of people.”

 

“Alright,” Cyan called out to a group of sentries, “Move quickly through the areas not yet cleared. They have moved back for now but we can not rely on how long their cowardice shall last. Start rounding everyone up and withdraw into the castle.”

 

“Yes Sir!”

 

They quickly finished, and rushed back towards the castle.

 

Cyan pulled up short just outside of the gate, motioning everyone inside as he quickly counted. He held up a hand to the gate operator, keeping his eyes to the direction of the port, until several figures stumbled their way over, and through the gate.

 

He lowered his hand, stepping inside the opening just before it closed with a resounding clang, and the sound of the heavy lock sliding into place.

 

With a nod he looked around at the stressed, yet relieved, faces of those surrounding him. “Good job. Lives have been protected and the castle is secure. Now we shall wait within its walls, while our enemies grow tired without.”  He watched for a long moment as they began to disperse.

 

They were all so… young.

 

Cyan barely remembered being their age.

 

He couldn’t help wondering how many of them would make it to his.

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

The wind off the desert was so dry and warm it did nothing to cool anyone standing in it.

 

It did, however, do a great job of getting people covered in sand.

 

It was not a good trade-off.

 

Terra scowled as she scanned the area yet again. It was just sand, sand, and more sand! People did not just build in a location for no reason! A place like this, with no plants, no water, no reason to be here, was a senseless place to put a castle!

 

Yet! Somehow it… worked!

 

How was Figaro thriving out in the middle of this… nothingness?

 

Terra hissed out an unhappy breath as she turned sharply and determinedly walked over to where Locke was leaning against the castle, in one of the few places there was actually shade. He grinned at her as she stopped in front of him.

 

She frowned back. “Where is the water? I can’t find it. I have looked.”

 

“Oh, there is a whole thing about the water.” Locke shook his head with a laugh. “I don’t understand it, don’t bother asking Edgar either, he will start going into technical terms.”

 

“Technical terms?” she asked, her frustration blending back into confusion.

 

“Yea, I know he doesn’t seem it, but he is a master designer of machinery. He has a hand in inventing a lot of things for Figaro, so he will slip into technical talk if you get him going on the right topic.”

 

She blinked at him.

 

“Oh! It is not exactly water, but have you seen The Green Room?” Locke asked suddenly.

 

“No? I don’t think so.”

 

“Oh, you would know if you had!” He pushed off the wall. “Come on! I will show you, you’ll love it!” Motioning for her to follow, he turned and headed back into the main part of the castle. They walked down many turns until he eventually pushed open an extremely thick door and waved her in.

 

Stepping in she was first shocked by the humidity and the smell of damp dirt, then at the amount of… green.

 

Moving just a bit further, she ran her hands through the soft green leaves of a bush. The room was so large and so filled with plants, it blocked out the view of the far walls that must have existed. High above the tree tops the ceiling arched, the partly clear material glowing with the light of the sun.

 

“Oh, hi!” A young woman poked her head out from behind some kind of shrub. “You are the visitor people have been talkin’ about, aren't you?” Dirt flew from her hand as she waved.

 

Terra blinked.

 

The woman blinked back. “Ah, yea, must be, huh? Well! Welcome to the Green Room!” she yelled happily as she tossed her hands out to her sides in a grand gesture, before continuing in a rush, “This is where we grow food and such. It is mostly a supplemental food supply, but it is always wise to have something that doesn’t have to be imported. Plus, fresh berries are the absolute best! Oh! Oh! And the chocobos love having the freshest greens too! Makes them chirp so happy! You should totally try taking some to them, when you get a chance! Oh! Love your hair by the way! It is green! Green is the best color!”

 

Terra nodded slowly. “Oh. Uh, thank you?”

 

She rubbed her hand on the back of her head, spreading dirt through her light hair. “Oh, sorry, was that too much at once? I know I talk too much for most people, and after your whole brain scra-” she snapped her mouth shut. “Uh… Well! Anyway! Never mind that! Moving on!” she all but shouted. “I am the person to talk to about the Green Room! I know all about all the plants! Uh, just don’t eat anything without asking first though some of this isn't food, or isn't tasty unless cooked.”

 

Terra nodded “Ok, thank you.”

 

“No worries!” Grinning she bounced on her toes. “Anyway, I have plants to plant!” She spun on her toes and darted off while yelling, “Hi Locke! Bye Locke!”

 

Terra just looked in the direction she ran for a long moment.

 

Locke was laughing behind her. “She is always a ball of energy.”

 

Terra tilted her head to look up at the tall tree next to her, at the odd purple fruit hanging on it in little bunches. It explained why she couldn’t find a place like this outside. “They made their own oasis.”

 

Locke hummed in agreement. “It shocked me the first time too. Having such a ridiculous amount of vegetation inside like this had to have taken forever to get set up.” Jumping up he grabbed some the purple fruit off the tree. “Here, these are good to eat.” He handed her half of the bunch before eating one of the little fruit himself.

 

“Oh!” She smiled as the sweet and tart fruit burst on her tongue.

 

“Good, yea? I have never found these outside of here. Come on, let’s go spoil our lunch!” Locke laughed as he led her deeper into the green.

 

 

---

 

(Banon)

 

Frigid wind blew along the path, kicking up the soft powder snow into aggravating flurries. Banon jerked down into a hunch away from the chill, making his chocobo squawk and stagger sideways when he accidentally pulled on the reigns.

 

He quickly waved off Mads’ and Art’s worried looks with a quiet, “I'm fine, it was nothing.”

 

Banon adjusted the scarf covering the lower part of his face as they trotted to the stable on the outskirts of Narshe. Climbing off his bird, his thoughts already turned towards the warmth of a nice fire, his feet hit the ground and slid out from under him. With a desperate grasp, he steadied himself with the side of the saddle.

 

“Mads,” Banon called out to his second-in-command, once his feet were steady under him, then quickly handed the reigns to her. With a nod, she took all three birds in to get them settled, while Art headed to pay the stable for a day of lodging.

 

Once the birds were settled in, they headed towards the large, snow covered archway over the main path into the city. Like every other one of their visits to Narshe, the attached gate sat open, allowing free entry. The last time it had been closed couldn’t have been very recent, considering the large snow piles settled next to its base.

 

Banon pulled his coat closer, making sure his hood would keep the snow out of his hair. The entrance guards barely glanced at them, waving them through, seemingly unconcerned about who they were or why they were there.

 

Shaking his head at the lax security, the group turned automatically towards Arvis’ house.

 

They had only taken a few steps when they all slowed to a stop.

 

What were once such carefully laid and kept cobblestone roads, now were torn apart to nothing more than rock piles. Whole blocks of buildings leaned heavily against temporary supports. Large inky soot marks marred… everything.

 

“Oh… wow,” Mads breathed out as she turned her head to follow the destruction. “It looks like it continues right through the city.”

 

“Those look like scorch marks,” Art hissed out.

 

Banon nodded stiffly. “This was all definitely done by Magitek armor.”

 

They stood in silence, staring at the destruction for a long moment, before grimly turning back towards their normal route.

 

Banon sped up, just a bit, once they rounded the corner and could see the warm light from the windows of Arvis’ house. They tapped the toes of their boots on the ground, trying to knock off at least some of the snow and slush, while Banon knocked out the passcode.

 

Arvis jerked open the door and waved them in, with a glance around, he securely shut and locked the door safely behind them. “I was wondering when you would be by,” he said, helping them hang up their coats and clap off snow.

 

“A visit seemed more prudent than a messenger bird,” Banon said as he shook out his hands in the warmth.

 

Leading them back to the kitchen, Arvis put on a kettle. “Things have been hectic. Locke told you about what happened?”

 

“He told me as little as he usually does. Mostly, he just told me to talk to you,” Banon grumbled as he sat down heavily at the table, Mads and Art taking the seats on either side of him. “All I got was; three Magitek armors attacked to get the supposed esper, two died and the one left is that girl the magic rumors have been about?”

 

Arvis hummed in agreement as he set down the tea cups. “They cut right through the city to get to the mines. Once they made it there, something went wrong. Apparently the esper isn't as dead as we presumed, it did… Something.”

 

“That’s not very clear.”

 

“I have been asking around,” Arvis said with a sigh. “No one saw what happened. Just heard yelling, and lots of odd noise while lights flashed eerily, then it all went still. By the time anyone went to look, all that was left were three trashed armors, and the girl unconscious. The other two pilots were just… gone.”

 

“And you are sure she is the one from the rumors?” Banon asked. “Locke claimed he hadn't seen any proof of magic.”

 

“She matches the description. Green hair and violet eyes aren't exactly common.” The platter of snacks made a soft clank as Arvis set it down in the middle of the table and continued, “The only reason I got a hold of her first was someone recognized the crown and I had enough favors to call in. I didn't even get a chance to talk to her about the resistance with how fast the guards came for her.”

 

“So you sent her with Locke, of all people? To Figaro, of all places?” Banon asked incredulously.

 

“No, I had to send her out alone.” Arvis set the tea pot on the table and sat down himself. “Locke wouldn't have been my first choice, obviously, but he was here.”

 

“You couldn't go yourself?” Mads asked while nibbling on a cookie.

 

“I have been leaning into my good standing with the elder's for a while now. I fear my leeway is very close to completely wearing out. When I talked to them last, they wanted to just hand the girl back to the Empire! Said they were worried about keeping the treaties!” Arvis all but yelled as he tossed his hands into the air. “Probably would have told the Empire ‘so sorry for being in your way, here is the girl back! No hard feelings!’ It is infuriating!”

 

“They can’t be serious!” Mads sputtered out.

 

“I am beginning to fear the amount it will take to get them to realize they are wrong is… beyond what I am capable of,” Arvis lamented quietly.

 

“It is one thing to still want peace, but to try to keep broken treaties? It’s foolishness!” Banon said in disbelief. He took several slow deep breaths. “Without Narshe or Doma, it leaves us only relying on Figaro.”

 

“Wasn't someone talking to Doma?” Arvis asked as he poured Banon’s cup of tea.

 

Banon hummed as he wrapped his chilled fingers around the warm cup. “If the base near Doma made any progress, we have not been informed.”

 

Arvis paused, glanced at the grim faces, then finished pouring the tea. “We lost the base then…” he whispered.

 

Banon ran his fingers along the side of his eye. Apparently, he was not the only one who didn’t want to confirm as much aloud.

 

“Have you heard any thing new about the Empire’s movements?” Banon asked into the silence.

 

“Kefka was sighted in the area of Nikea, considering the timing, he very well might have had a hand in the attack here. There was also an unsubstantiated rumor about General Leo in the area last month.”

 

“Nothing about the other Generals? Celes, Max, Tina, or Nat?” Banon asked unhopefully.

 

“Nothing on my end,” Arvis said as he took a slow sip. “Well,” he breathed out, “at least the girl is away from the Empire, but now she is in Figaro. Any idea what King Edgar's play will be from here? Or Locke's for that matter?”

 

“Hard to say,” Banon said as he rubbed his temples. “I told Locke I wanted to talk to her as soon as possible, but I can’t think of any reason King Edgar would give up such a powerful advantage so easily. It may come down to how the girl fits into whatever Locke’s plan is.”

 

“You don't think they are running the same plan?” Art asked with a frown over the rim of the tea cup.

 

Banon shook his head. “Locke mostly presents himself as a petty thief, despite his objections to the label, but there have been some rumors with far worse accusations. What he is doing for King Edgar, and why he is doing it, are a complete unknown. He is not a man to trust closely unless you have some way of keeping him in line.”

 

“And we all know what happened to King Edgar’s last Chancellor,” added Arvis quietly.

 

“Rather not be reminded of it!” Banon quickly hissed. “At least he hasn't done anything so bloody in many years now.” Shaking his head, he tried to rid himself of the concern of if the king was just biding his time. “Most likely we are going to have to wait till one of them springs whatever trap they have on the other, then deal with the consequences from there.”

 

“Let’s hope they don’t turn on each other until after the Empire is dealt with,” Arvis said with a sigh. “I have no idea if Locke or King Edgar winning that fight is the better outcome.”

 

“A domineering king, or a petty thief. Not sure there is actually a good choice there,” Mads said with an almost humorous laugh.

 

“I don’t know,” Art said slowly looking around at them. “They have been seemingly on the up and up. The info they pass to us has always been solid, plus none of the meeting sites have been compromised.”

 

“That is a point too,” Banon said softly as he sipped the last of his tea. “We are just going to have to hope King Edgar has really sided against the Empire. Even if we have to deal with a second bid for world domination from Figaro next. At least King Edgar isn't trying to reenact the War of the Magi!”

 

Banon stared into his empty cup and whispered, “If something does not change, and fast, we will be too worried about surviving to have any chance of victory.”

 

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

Closing the door softly behind him, Locke gave a jaunty wave to the guards posted at Terra’s door before heading around the corner. Ducking into an alcove, he pressed his hands flat against the stone wall. His breath was too heavy in his ears, even as he tried to calm it.

 

With a harsh breath out, he pushed back away from the alcove, and turned sharply towards the stairs. Forcing himself not to run, as the stone walls of Figaro felt like they were constricting around him, he took the stairs two at a time till he stumbled out into the open area on top of the castle. Not slowing his stride until he was leaning, gasping, over the wall looking out at the desert.

 

For a long moment, he just breathed, shoulders slowly unwinding, as he stood in the open air, watching as the stars popped into existence, the darkness over-taking the light.

 

It had been a long time since he had been more comfortable under the sun. He could still play it well enough, but he was more than aware the dark was the only place he actually belonged anymore.

 

He wondered what Rachel would think of him.

 

Think of all the things he had done.

 

Not even all of it was for the quest to heal her, he had long since exhausted every one of his leads on.

 

Locke frowned at his twitching hands, he leaned heavily forward, pressing them flat on the still sun warmed wall until they laid still.

 

It had been a good while since the last time Figaro had felt like a wire around his neck. He had rather got used to not feeling choked.

 

He ran a hand over his neck before shaking his head.

 

Not like there was actually even a threat, he knew he could trust Edgar, it was all just... hypothetical.

 

Not anything real.

 

It was just…

 

The whole situation with Terra was getting to him.

 

Locke had spent all day with her, and despite how he told her not to speculate on why they put that thing on her, he hadn't been able to get the question out of his own head.

 

Vaulting himself up the wall he quickly settled himself on top. Using his arms as a pillow, he laid down.

 

He looked up at the stars, and tried to shake off the pestering thoughts.

 

It didn’t work.

 

Purposefully, he did not react to the sound of soft foot falls.

 

It was a decent attempt at sneaking up on him. If Locke was not as good as he was, he probably would have missed the sound completely, or at least not have recognized the steps for whose they were.

 

Being as things were, he just stayed where he was, and huffed out a breath when the flat side of a spear point lightly thwacked down on his chest. “Oh no, I have been murdered,” Locke deadpanned without turning his head. “Whatever will I do.”

 

“Be a nuisance of a ghost I presume.” Pulling his spear back, Edgar sighed and set it to lean against the wall a bit away. “One day I will manage to actually sneak up on you,” he said with a huff.

 

“Extremely doubtful!” Locke said with a laugh. He really hoped Edgar would never manage it, he would probably stab the overly fancy jerk on accident.

 

“You are so mean to me,” Edgar playfully whined, pouting as he leaned against the wall and nudged Locke’s hip with his elbow.

 

“If I was being actually mean to you, you wouldn't be pouting about it,” Locke scoffed. It was not like stabbing Edgar would even be hard.

 

He hummed and looked down at Locke seriously for a long moment. Shaking his head, he turned towards the stars, paying little mind to Locke.

 

Edgar was a long range fighter. He could do close range if he really had to, but his specialty was spear and crossbow. His spear, he set out of arm’s reach, and as fast as he was on the draw for his crossbow, Locke was far quicker with a knife.

 

Especially with an exposed throat for a target.

 

“You spent the day with Terra, did you not?” Edgar asked softly. “How is she fairing? Any idea where she is going to land in all of this?”

 

“She is doing a great deal better,” Locke answered after a moment. “I showed her The Green. She was impressed with ‘Figaro’s indoor oasis’ as she was calling it. If you ask me it is a far better name than ‘The Green Room’”

 

“I didn’t name it, but from what I understand it was meant originally to obscure knowledge on what exactly it is.” He looked down at Locke. “And as for what side she will take?”

 

Locke shrugged as best as he could while laying on his arms. “She doesn’t seem to want to join back up with the Empire at least. As for her joining the resistance… well, not sure on that one.”

 

“I doubt she will have the option to completely move off the board,” he said softly, leaning fully on the wall by Locke.

 

“You want me to convince her to join us?”

 

Edgar sighed with a tired nod. “Offer her the option. There are only so many places she could take shelter. Here, the Returners,” he laughed a bit as he continued, “even Doma. I am not sure it will matter in the end.” He ran his hands tiredly over his face.

 

A weapon was a weapon wherever it was, after all.

 

Locke shook his head sharply, that was not what Edgar had meant.

 

It wasn’t.

 

Yet, all day it had haunted him.

 

Locke had a habit, or rather he made it a point, of getting into the places people didn’t want him in. To know the things they didn’t want him to know.

 

With the cursed crown, skills stayed intact. The ability to adapt and create a plan was nonexistent, but skills? Those weren’t touched.

 

Just how dangerous would a person have to be, to be considered more useful as a completely obedient tool?

 

Where would he, and his abilities, fall?

 

What amount of knowledge made someone’s person-hood forfeit?

 

Edgar knew exactly what Locke was capable of, and Locke knew exactly what Edgar kept locked in the deepest vaults of Figaro.

 

Yet, Edgar leaned unguarded right next to him.

 

Locke ran his finger over the knife sheathed at his shoulder.

 

It wouldn’t be difficult, it’d be simple and quick. The idea coiled around his thoughts; whispering from the dark spaces. With a quick flick of his wrist, he could just slide a knife between the king’s ribs and end a reign.

 

“Locke? Are you alright?” Edgar asked, voice soft, concerned.

 

“Yea,” he lied, blowing out a breath through his teeth. “Just… Why do you think they put that thing on her? Did she disobey? Or...” he trailed off.

 

Edgar laced his fingers together in thought. “Really, it could have been anything.” With a sigh he looked back up at the stars. “Emperor Gestahl is the kind of man who doesn’t believe in loyalty. Well, not true loyalty. He thinks obedience out of fear is the same thing.”

 

Locke rolled his head to the side, and looked at Edgar’s easily sliced neck.

 

“She may not have even done anything to set it off. Just the worry she might do something would probably be enough,” Edgar said to the stars.

 

“It would be kinder to have just killed her.”

 

Edgar closed his eyes taking a deep breath before responding, “In a lot of ways, perhaps… depending on what she was made to do…” He trailed off, then continued in barely a whisper, “At least this way she has a chance to be free again. With death… well, not much can be done after that.”

 

They both looked up at the stars in silence.

 

“Edgar…”

 

“Hum?” Edgar blinked down at him.

 

“I…” he trailed off shaking his head. “Ah… Nothing.”

 

“Right, I totally believe that,” Edgar scoffed. He was quiet, watching. Eventually he sighed and continued, “If I don’t hear anything from Doma by tomorrow night, I am sending you out to see what is going on.”

 

Locke tilted his head with a frown. “Me? Not one of the various highly trained soldiers you have?”

 

“No,” he said firmly.

 

Apparently he wasn't going to elaborate.

 

The Jerk.

 

Locke sat up. “What about Terra? You can’t keep an eye on her yourself.”

 

“No… but she seems to be settling well, I can keep people on her just in case, but I don’t foresee it being an issue.” Edgar watched Locke with a frown, before asking, “Do you have a problem with going to Doma?”

 

“Not particularly. I just don’t see why you would send me over those who…” Locke waved his hand not quite knowing how to finish the thought. Those who had sworn to Figaro’s crown? Rode under her flag? Something like that he guessed. He wasn't even sure why it was bothering him this time, it hadn’t in times before.

 

“You are worried about Terra then,” Edgar concluded.

 

Locke had no idea if Edgar was right. Was it why he felt oddly about being sent out to Doma? “Well, you know, she is very cute, and you are… well, you.” When in doubt, deflect and joke.

 

Edgar sputtered, “I am a gentleman!” He placed his hand over his heart. “I would never take advantage of a lady!”

 

“Gentleman my ass!”

 

“Alas, if only you were into such,” Edgar said in an overly exaggerated purr.

 

Locke broke out laughing. “Does that actually work on people?” He forced his face into the most ridiculous serious look he could manage. “Alas, if only you were into such,” he mocked.

 

Edgar huffed, and playfully shoved Locke.

 

Locke sucked in a breath as he lost his balance. Quickly, he dropped his leg over the inside of the wall to catch himself. Edgar’s arms wrapped around him, yanking him away from the long, multi story drop.

 

“Gonna have to try harder than that if you want to kill me, ya know,” Locke joked.

 

Edgar’s arms tightened pulling him closer to his chest, as he huffed out a relieved laugh.

 

“Ah.” Locke continued softer, “Besides, I keep a Cherub Down on me so I soft fall.”

 

He dropped his head on to Locke’s shoulder with a soft thump. “Yea, I know. Got to explain as much to my heart, however.”

 

They sat in silence.

 

Locke tilted his head back and looked up at the stars.

 

Edgar’s arms were warm.

 

People like Emperor Gestahl would call Edgar a fool for being so close to someone like Locke. Not just because of who people thought he was, but especially if they had any idea of what he actually was. People like Locke weren’t who people allowed close unless they had a loop around his neck. After all, there was always someone willing to pay a great deal for murder, the amount was always exorbitant for a king’s.

 

It would be so easy to just end the king’s life.

 

Just a flick of his wrist.

 

A well placed blade.

 

Yet, no amount of pay would ever be enough.

 

Locke closed his eyes as he leaned his cheek against Edgar’s head.

 

---

 

Notes:

Cyan being a badass

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

Terra wakes up from a nightmare and is obviously not ok.

Talk about people being used as weapons, this is framed as negative by the people talking about it.

Moogles speak in hand sign and are treated like they are not speaking. So it kinda overlaps in racism and ableism.

Doma gets attacked and Cyan is a badass.

Locke has a panic attack and doesn't really get right in the head for the rest of the section.

Mild sex joke.

My rambles! (spoilers)


THE GREEN I love the idea of them having this portable green house kind of place just jam packed with as many plants as they could possibly hold. (just don't ask me where on the castle map it is, i don't know. lol) It helps make some of the later plot make a bit more since to me, because plants would work as an air refreshing system of sorts.

Plus, it goes great with what i am going with as one of Terra's story themes of kinda making good of what you have and where you are. She gets so, so yanked around from place to place with very little choice in the game. It always kind of frustrated me how she doesn't really have any choices till near the end where she finally decides to put her foot down and choose her own life, yet even that is tinged with the being ashamed and getting drug out of the home she was building to go and fight again.

Terra is my favorite. I am trying to build up her character arch, and make her less yanked around in the story. Give her a bit more agency in any places i can. Even still, I feel like there aren't many better choices offered to her. The other options are not great. What is she supposed to DO? Run off and hide under a rock till Kefka finds her?

Cyan is one of the characters i didn't GET as a kid. I liked him but just was so confused by the whole thing. I was too little and sheltered to really understand the PROFOUND grief his story represents. In game Doma just shows up and then is gone, so fast i barely had time to be interested in the place, let alone morn it. It is why i thought it was so important to set up Doma before hand, to give time to the kingdom before this point and to give more before the fall. Cyan is a badass, and i really wanted to show just how much of one he is.

The port thing is partly a way to explain HOW Sabin would even go from Doma to Narshe. The idea was maybe he would have gone by boat. Plus with how water based the place is, they would probably have a port. At least that was the idea lol. It also sets up the timeline a bit different than implied in game. The siege just started here, when it seemed to have been going on for a while in the game. It makes more since to me that it was relatively new, especially if Sabin had not heard word yet, but that might have just been him being him and not knowing what was going on.

Locke has... PROBLEMS. He was really traumatized by the whole thing with [Rachel]. This stuff will keep coming up, he did some stuff he aint proud of, got a bit more violent in the meantime. I don't think i will ever go into what exactly he did, not much point, but it keeps coming up vaguely in the story. So, yea.

Chapter 6: Sand, and the Places it Should Not Be

Summary:

Everyone WAS having a good day, until Kefka showed up.

Meanwhile Arvis spent his time banging his head against the wall also known as the Narshe Elder Council.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Kefka... being Kefka

More spoiler-ish ones and details in the dropdown in the end notes.

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom for all the help, sorry about all the sand.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 6 : Sand, and the Places it Should Not Be

 

(Kefka)

 

Sand.

 

Sand.

 

And if you looked over there! Such an amazing thing, the shocking sight of,

 

More!

 

Blasted!

 

Sand!

 

Figaro was the worst.

 

Too open, too dry, too… sandy.

 

“AHHHH,” Kefka yelled into the wind.

 

The wind answered by giving him a face, and mouth, full of sand.

 

Because of course it did.

 

“Phooey!” Kefka spat, trying to rid his mouth of grit. “Stupid sand! Stupid wind! Emperor Gesthal's stupid orders!” he yelled, tossing his hands in the air. “Play nice with Edgar, Kefka. We still have use for him, Kefka. Just wait a bit more, Kefka,” he quietly mocked. “Bah!” He could think of plenty of better ways to use the man.

 

Target practice came to mind.

 

Sand, sand, sand, he was covered in sand. It stuck in his ruffles and caked on his makeup. Got into everything, covered everything, made everything into sand.

 

There was just something so… unsettling about Figaro’s desert.

 

Kefka shook his head sharply, then shook the rest of him in the obviously futile attempt to rid himself of sand. “No one wants to deal with you!!” he yelled in the vague direction of the castle. “Edgar, you pinhead! Why do you have to live out in the middle of a stinking desert?” He scoffed at the soldiers who moved a bit further away from him.

 

Maybe there was something to putting your King-seat in such an annoying place? If nothing else, the sand made it a pain to attack.

 

Not like there was anything of worth in the castle itself anyway.

 

They should just move on South Figaro already.

 

Pretty, pretty South Figaro was all ready and waiting to be shattered into pretty, pretty little shards.

 

Kefka was going to collect one and shove it into Edgar’s pompous, arrogant, sand living eye!

 

No doubt Edgar had his plans in place, it was just too bad for him he had such a late start on the whole world domination thing. May have been a threat to Emperor Gestahl’s bid for control if Edgar had been a decade older.

 

Too late now.

 

Kefka laughed and laughed.

 

Poor baby king, no world for you!

 

Emperor Gestahl would win.

 

Oh, how he couldn't wait to watch everything

 

fall

 

and

 

Break.

 

Kefka sighed.

 

But, for the time being, the Emperor ordered them to wait.

 

He didn’t want to wait!

 

If Edgar did have her, well, Kefka would not stand for it.

 

She. Was. His.

 

Still, just for now, he had to play nicey nice nice.

 

“These recon jobs are the pits!”  Kefka yelled, scoffing as the soldiers near him jumped. Pathetic! Skittish! He frowned down at the sand, and scowled harder at the sand caked on his shoes.

 

He liked this outfit.

 

The bright colors of it.

 

How dare the sand mute them.

 

Tilting his head to look at the soldiers nearby, he cleared his throat, “Ahem! There's sand on my boots!”

 

Several of the fools fell over themselves while scrambling to fix the problem. “Yes, Sir! All set, Sir!”

 

“Idiots!” he snapped, storming in the direction of that blasted castle.

 

Oh how he wanted to blast that castle.

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

Leaning, mostly hidden against the wall, Edgar watched as Matron made her way around the spiral fire pit, checking around indents and under seats. Once she was satisfied, she turned to finish making tea.

 

“How was the burning ceremony?” Edgar asked softly.

 

Startled, she turned his way, then huffed out a breath when she caught sight of him. “My dear Edgar, skulking about?” she reprimanded him lightly. “It was lovely as always. You could attend yourself, then you would know first hand.” With a shake of her head, she motioned him towards her favorite alcove. “Come, won’t you have tea with me?”

 

Edgar chuckled. The responsibilities of the High Priestess always required more tea, or at least so she always claimed. “I would, of course, be honored to spend my time with such a timeless beauty,” he said dramatically.

 

She scoffed as she set out the tea tray. “Enough of that, I changed your diapers.”

 

Edgar gasped, face red, “Must you!”

 

“Must you?” she countered.

 

He poured tea for both of them with a huff of, “Give a woman a complement.” Sitting down heavily, he cradled his cup in his hands, taking the chance to enjoy the familiar, soothing, almost sweet scent.

 

“Something troubles you,” Matron said, taking a sip of her drink.

 

“Other than the obvious?” he asked flippantly.

 

“Obviously.” She smiled over the rim of her tea cup. “Come now, my dear Edgar, troubles of state are never what you come to me about.”

 

He shook his head, with a liar’s grin. “Perhaps I merely wanted tea.”

 

Matron set her cup down as she looked at him for a moment. “I have long since come to ruefully accept your lack of talking to me about…” She sighed softly before continuing, “why you do such things you do.”

 

Edgar looked away.

 

“Still, you are always welcome here.” Filling his cup back up as she said gently, “and if tea is all the help you will take from me, then it will have to be enough.”

 

Edgar had not realized how stiff he was holding himself until he felt his shoulders loosen. “Thank you, Matron,” he whispered honestly.

 

He had known her his whole life, she was the closest person he had to a mother. Well, closest to one he could remember anyway. Even if he only admitted it in his own head.

 

Edgar would probably always expect her to turn him away one day.

 

He watched the shifting colors in his cup as he swirled his tea for a moment. “Coming here always helps.”

 

“Humm, so nothing to speak of today?” Matron smiled slightly, something almost sad in it.

 

“Merely worried about Locke, he was unusually quiet and morose last night.” He took a sip and a moment to appreciate the soft, sweet spice. “It is probably nothing,” he added with a sigh.

 

“Still you worry.”

 

“He is one of my people. Of course, I-”

 

“King Edgar!” a shout and running footsteps cut him off as a young man bolted into the room. “Sire!” he huffed out, “There's someone from,”  he gasped for breath, “the Empire to see you, sire!”  he finished.

 

Edgar slowly stood. “Who?”

 

“Not sure. I was only told they were spotted heading this way.”

 

Edgar nodded as he rushed off. It was only once he was looking at the group in the distance that he realized he hadn't excused himself properly. Not like it mattered, he supposed, he had done far worse over the years.

 

Still.

 

“Sire, one of them seems to be in strangely bright colors?” he trailed off uncertainly.

 

“Great, Kefka, no doubt!” Edgar grumbled. That man never did anything the usual way.

 

Why Kefka always dressed so ostentatiously was an odd curiosity. Edgar was still unsure if Kefka had actually started out as a court mage, or if it was an oddly resilient rumor the man had never bothered to refute. His clothing would have definitely been better suited for having the position of a performer.

 

Yet, he held a military rank.

 

Of some kind.

 

Edgar pressed his lips together as he looked over the castle wall. He would much prefer to just turn them away. Unfortunately, it was not an option.

 

“Sire?” General Oleen asked as she stopped next to him.

 

“Find Locke and Terra, make sure they have plenty of guards, but keep them out of sight. Get the civilians locked down, soldiers spread out around the castle, and make sure all of the Chocobo Knights are prepared for combat, but hidden. The castle must be on complete alert without looking like there is an ounce of extra effort anywhere.”

 

“Yes, Your Highness!” General Oleen saluted and rushed off.

 

Edgar sighed.

 

The day had been going so well too.

 

Castles were never empty, quiet, nor still. People were always rushing and yelling, everyone had things to do, and places to be. An empty, silent castle would be an obvious thing, yet having non-combatant workers around wasn’t worth the risk to lives.

 

Commander Shel smiled and curtsied as she walked by holding a basket of what looked like bed sheets, before rushing around the corner.

 

Besides, the best way to hide your forces were in places people would ignore.

 

After checking himself over, and fixing anything out of place with his hair or clothing, Edgar chose the area in which he would meet Kefka, and set his spear in an alcove out of sight. He ran a finger over his compact crossbow holstered at the small of his back before allowing his long coat to fall back into place, covering it. Between the crossbow and the small thief’s knife Locke insisted he have on him at all times, Edgar was never actually unarmed, even if it intentionally looked like he was.

 

He would still rather not have his spear out of arm’s reach, but appearances were everything in politics.

 

They waited.

 

“Sir Kefka!?” the gate guard’s voice echoed out of the entry hall, part greeting, part warning. “What in the world brings you-

 

“Out of my way!”  Kefka snapped as he shoved the guard into the wall and stormed into the courtyard. “King Edgar!”

 

Edgar swallowed the flash of rage while forcing himself to put on his best smile and keep his attention on the threat. “Kefka! A pleasure as always!” he greeted grandly with the lie. “I hear you've been busy down south! Not surprising after taking over a country or three!”

 

Kefka scoffed, lip curling. “They have always been well in hand. Those… pests have nearly all been dug out of their nests and exterminated.”

 

“Yes, of course. I would expect nothing less from Emperor Gestahl,” he said with as much praise pushed into it as he could stomach.

 

People.

 

They were talking about people being killed.

 

Good people, trying desperately to stem the tide of destruction.

 

Edgar forced his smile to remain in place. “So, just what is the Empire up to now? I heard some odd things out of Narshe a few days ago. Magitek armor in the city? He laughed. “You wouldn't be thinking of invading my kingdom next, would you?”  Waving a finger at Kefka in feigned playfulness, he continued, “After the trouble with Kohlingen, I am sure no one wants to go through all of that again. We have an alliance...”

 

The soldier on Kefka’s side scoffed and hissed out, “An alliance? With this miserable sandpit? Don't make me laugh!”

 

Edgar paused, his eyes sliding slowly to the person who had spoken.

 

Kefka’s head snapped to look at them for a moment, before dropping them with a kick to the side of the knee. He waved his hand to one of the soldiers behind them to take the soldier away. “Can’t expect much brains from these sort, they wouldn’t be able to find their own nose if you didn’t tell them where to look.”

 

“Ah, I understand,” Edgar said as if sympathetic. “It is ever so difficult to find competent help.” He waved off the interruption. “As I was saying; What brings Emperor Gesthal's own court mage, Kefka, to my humble castle?”

 

“Well you see, a girl of no importance, recently escaped from us. We heard she found refuge here,”  Kefka answered, tilting his head just a tad to far.

 

Edgar frowned, being sure to look confused. “A girl? Well, as much as I try to keep an eye on the girls…” He let his grin spread wide before he continued, “Well, you will have to be a bit more specific. The only rumor I have even heard about any girls from Vector was out of Narshe. I presume you have tried there?”

 

“They said she was there, but had already left for here,” he snapped out.

 

“You know,” he leaned forward lowering his voice, “The rumor I heard… well, This wouldn't have to do with that ‘witch’ everyone's been whispering about, would it?”

 

“Lies!”  Kefka yelled, hand flying through the air like he could bat away the topic. “She...merely stole something of… minor value,” he said, while staring unblinking at Edgar. “Is she here?”

 

“That's a tough one…”  Edgar said trailing off. Especially difficult since Kefka never bothered to describe Terra at any point. “Unfortunately, you see, there are more girls in here than grains of sand in the desert.”  Sweeping his hand out, he motioned beyond the castle. “A man couldn't possibly keep track of them all! Not even I!”

 

“I'd hate to be you if we find out you're lying…”  Kefka said with an exaggerated pout. “You know you only stand to lose from trying to hide her from us!”

 

“I really can’t help you. Perhaps if you gave me more information, I could keep an eye out for her?” Edgar gave the best smile he could.

 

He wondered if they both knew it was fake.

 

“Oh, Edgar…” Kefka said clicking his tongue as he turned to leave. The soldiers at his sides quickly falling into step. “I truly hope nothing happens to your precious Figaro!”  he tossed over his shoulder as they walked away.

 

If nothing else, Edgar was glad Kefka had little interest in playing hospitality games.

 

Made meetings short.

 

The whole castle seemed to breathe out in relief when the all clear signal went around. Edgar immediately moved over and snatched his spear out of the shadows. He doubted he was going to have it far out of reach for a very, very long time.

 

“I'd say that guy's missing a few buttons…”

 

Edgar snapped his attention to Locke as he moved out from around a corner. “Locke,” he reprimanded.

 

“I didn't like the sound of that…”  Locke said a bit more serious.

 

“Neither did I.” He hissed out a breath. “Where's Terra?”

 

“Here,” Terra said softly, as she stepped out into the light with her shoulders hunched and arms wrapped tightly around her middle.

 

Edgar paused. “Terra, are you alright?” he asked softly.

 

She didn’t look up, or move. When she finally responded it was only to shake her head slightly.

 

“Ah,” Edgar grabbed the sleeve of Locke’s coat dragging him off to the side away from her. “What were you even doing out here, you were supposed to be on lock down.”

 

Locke shrugged a bit sheepishly. “She wanted to see the people from the Empire. Gather information.”

 

Edgar rubbed his face tiredly. He couldn’t even blame her, he would probably do the same thing if he was in her position. The young woman would be a sharp one once she got all her head cogs in a line, he was sure of it. Still. “Take her to her room…”  He glanced over at her. “and… stay with her for now. I doubt being alone or out in the open is what she needs.”

 

Locke cringed, lowering his voice, “Yea… not sure being here did her any good. She just froze, shaking, when he started laughing.” Glancing back to Terra he continued, “Can make some… guesses there. Hope I am wrong. She is already having nightmares, I doubt this will help…”

 

He hummed in agreement as he watched Terra take deep controlled breaths, seemingly trying to get herself calmed down. “I still need you to head to Doma, but… it will hold for now. Stay with her tonight. I should be able to stay with her tomorrow night, if she is still shaken enough to need it.”

 

A slow, mischievous grin spread over Locke’s face. “Oh? and what do you plan to do to entertain a lady all night?”

 

Edgar glared at him. “I was thinking we could play cards,” he deadpanned.

 

Locke’s grin turned sharp. “Oh! I am totally teaching her how to clean out your pockets in 4 card tonight!”

 

Edgar sighed. He had just walked right into a trap. “You won't show me how you keep winning, but you will teach her?”

 

Locke just laughed at him.

 

“In any case,” he bit out. “I have meetings to get going, plans to finalize… Ah, I dare not hope to see my bed before the sun, wishing such might cause worse to happen. I am going to be up so late…”

 

“That is what you get for being born,” Locke said seriously.

 

“I will stab you,” he playfully threatened, as he laughed and waved his spear at him.

 

“You could try!” Locke cackled.

 

Edgar smiled, shaking his head. Turning, he walked over to Terra who was still just staring at the ground. He had hoped she would have more time to get her bearings before everything started moving under her feet. Not much luck there. Then again, maybe they should be glad she got any down time at all.

 

“Terra,” Edgar called softly.

 

After a moment, she looked up at him with wide, terrified eyes. It was by far the most expression he had ever seen on her face.

 

“My dear Terra. You are safe here,” Edgar vowed, placing his hand on his chest. “I will make sure of it.”

 

She blinked at him.

 

Edgar smiled at her far brighter than he felt. “Ah, well, I'd love to stay and chat, but the chancellor and I must plan our strategy.” He pinched the bridge of his nose. The headache was already taking hold, and the meetings hadn't even started yet. “Being a king's not all tea and crumpets. If you'll excuse me…” He dipped his head to them before hurrying off.

 

The only upside to things turning officially to war was it would be a relief not to have to continue playing happy dictators with Emperor Gestahl.

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Afternoon sunlight streamed into the room casting everything in a pleasant warmth. Terra wasn't sure when her hands had stopped shaking, or when her shoulders had unwound. When the chill, which had threatened to freeze her solid, started to seem so far away.

 

She tilted her head at the cards in her hands, none of them looked like ones she could use. Taking a sip of her drink she tried to reorder them to make a play materialize before her eyes.

 

She still had no ideas.

 

“I don’t think I can play any of these?” Terra said slowly.

 

Locke set down his own cards and motioned towards her. “Ok, show me what you got.” Once he had looked through them he nodded. “Ah, yea you are in a bit of trouble, but you still have plays, here, look-”

 

Terra watched his mischievous grin spread wide, as he carefully explained an extremely complicated play used to create a trap for the other players to trigger. Then explained how to identify it when others use it, and how to disarm it or if playing with more than two people how to aim it at another player.

 

With a nod of understanding, she played the first card of the maneuver.

 

Locke grinned at her. “We will have you wrecking Edgar in this game in no time! He will be so upset.”

 

“I don’t understand. Why do you want to make the King angry?”

 

“What is a king, but some guy who happens to have a far too fancy of a hat?” he laughingly replied.

 

“I think there is more to it than a hat,” she said sharper than she meant to.

 

Locke set his cards back down, and looked over to her. “There is always more to it.” He pushed off the bandannas from his head, and ran his fingers through his pale brown hair for a moment. “Look, it isn't about him being a king, it is about him being Edgar. It is good for him to remember he ain't infallible.”

 

“Good for him…” she murmured as she played her next card. The whole thing was far to confusing.

 

“Yea.” He set down two cards together with a grin, blocking her play. “If you ask me, when you get rulers too up in their own propaganda, is when you get people like Gestahl.”

 

Terra’s hands twitched around her cards, as a chill ran down her spine at the name. “The man today.” She swallowed. “Kefka? He is…”

 

“Do you remember him?”

 

“I don’t know… I think he…” shaking her head, she trailed off not wanting to say it out loud.

 

He was the one she remembered putting that thing on her.

 

A laugh that echoed in her head. The pain of ice cold restraints. So many other things she just couldn’t catch, as they drifted through the uncertainly of her mind.

 

Things lurking, waiting to attack from the lingering chill of her memories.

 

Shaking her head sharply, she hissed out through gritted teeth, “I don’t want to think about him!”

 

“Don’t blame you,” Locke said, voice soft he leaned forward trying to catch her eye. “Do you want me to stay with you tonight?”

 

Terra sucked in a shuddering breath as she looked up at him.

 

“We can keep playing cards, could show you all the best tricks. Then once you got those down I can show you how to…” Locke trailed off for a moment, grin sharp, “cheat.”

 

Terra huffed out a laugh as she nodded.

 

It would be nice to not be alone, at least for tonight.

 

---

 

(Arvis)

 

Narshe’s Elder council was made up of those who were, supposedly, the most respected, experienced, and knowledgeable in the city. When it was originally set up, it was decided to have five positions available. Two seats for politicians, two for military, and the High Elder seat for someone from the city who was caring and wise.

 

It was, many had argued, perhaps a bit too unspecific for continued use. Yet, in the couple hundred years since the decision had been made, it had never been changed.

 

Arvis had been a high contender to eventually take over one of the military seats. There had been many times since his early retirement he had regretted stepping off the path to the council.

 

Never so much as he had in the past few days however.

 

“Treaties or not, it doesn’t change that they sent those armors into the city!” Arvis argued for what felt like the hundredth time.

 

High Elder Treas shook his head from his plush chair across from Arvis. “We have already been in talks with the Empire about it. It was a misunderstanding.”

 

He couldn’t help but rub his head, the frustration was getting to him. A nice cup of tea would help. Unfortunately Elder Treas wasn’t much of a tea drinker, and it was his sitting room they were arguing in.

 

“People are dead,” Arvis enunciated softly.

 

Elder Dacket hummed in agreement from where he stood by the fireplace. “It was a costly misunderstanding.” His face grim, shoulders straight, as he watched the flickering flame.

 

Arvis scoffed. “You don’t just send military personal by mistake!”

 

Dacket didn’t respond, a deep scowl etched across his face.

 

Arvis couldn’t help but think there was agreement in the scowl.

 

“Miscommunications happen,” High Elder Treas said, obviously not having the same reservations about how these kinds of things could accidentally be done. “and you are still in question for what you did with the girl.”

 

Arvis gritted his teeth. “She-”

 

“If you had just stayed out of it,” Treas snapped, cutting Arvis off. “We would have been able to smooth over the whole thing by now!” he finished sharply. Shifting slightly in his chair, he obviously forced himself to relax, before continuing, “But, what is done is done. It will take a bit longer than we would have liked, but everything will be worked out soon. Our main concern is to keep the peace. The Empire has no reason to intentionally break treaties. What would they even get out of it?”

 

“What would…?” Arvis huffed out a surprised breath. “People like Emperor Gestahl don’t stop.” He leaned forward to look directly at Treas, practically begging him to listen. “The Empire war machine is coming, and it will keep coming, no matter what some papers say. If we continue to just sit here, it will eventually run us over.”

 

The High Elder just scoffed as he looked away. “Don't be so dramatic.”

 

Arvis pushed himself to his feet. They were getting no where this way. “Please, just think about it,” he implored.

 

“Your concerns have been noted,” Treas replied dismissively.

 

“High Elder Treas, Elder Dacket.” Arvis nodded his head at each in turn. “May you realize the frost before all the flowers are gone,” he said tightly as he turned to leave.

 

Arvis barely managed to keep himself from slamming the door on his way out.

 

Stopping a block away, he leaned against a wall, huffing frosted breath through grit teeth. How could they be so short sighted?

 

Joyful shouts, and the crunch of snow under young feet, were all the warning he got before a group of kids burst into the area. One of the little boys slipped on the ice and slid into a snow bank, his friends laughing at him.

 

The boy jumped up out of the snow with a roar, and smacked one of the laughing children in the face with a snowball. All the kids started yelling again as they dove towards snow banks to arm themselves.

 

The path was soon filled with thrown snow and joyful yelling.

 

Arvis watched, until the fight had migrated out of sight. With a huff, he stood back up straight, and continued on his way home.

 

Despite the rebuilding teams still having places to finish, things were going back to what would be called normal. People walked beside him and around him as they traversed the roads going about their day, laughing, happy.

 

The city was calm.

 

He could understand wanting to keep this.

 

But it was nothing but a false peace.

 

The scorch marks and blood could be cleaned, the damage to buildings fixed. Claims could be falsely made about the Empire not meaning to attack, about them being sorry. The whole thing could be swept away, cleaned like the mudroom after a storm.

 

Except.

 

It didn’t change the pain of the families torn apart by the deaths.

 

There was no cleaning away the ache of loss.

 

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

Standing, Locke stretched his arms over his head. They had been playing cards for hours, and the worst thing had eventually happened.

 

They ran out of snacks.

 

Completely unacceptable.

 

“Will you be alright here for a bit while I go replenish our snack reserves?” He glanced out the rather dark window. “Oh, and pick up dinner too. Any requests?”

 

Terra blinked up at him.

 

“Unless you want to come with me?”

 

She shook her head then paused. “Could you get some of those little orange and blue berries from the Green?”

 

“You got it! I will be right back!” Slipping out the door he waved to the guards standing around being mostly bored.

 

Once Locke got out of sight, he let his grin drop.

 

Food was not the task he had to leave to do. As important as a good snack stash was to all night gaming, the guards would have brought anything he asked for.

 

It wasn't why he left.

 

No, it was the creeping feeling of wrong, which would not leave him alone.

 

Slowing his steps, he looked out into the sand from the over walk. There were lights indicating a good size camp out in the desert.

 

Kefka had not left, or rather, had not gone far.

 

As tempted as Locke was to stealth over and just take care of the problem, he doubted it would work out well for him.

 

His paranoia had saved him far too many times to start ignoring it now. Especially when his little feather relic was seemingly warning against it, making him… itch. Something about the Figaro desert, the more time he spent in it the stronger the feeling seemed to be when it kicked in.

 

The Empire had all sorts of weird things. Between the extremely rare relics they had amassed and whatever Magitek they had made, there was always a possibility the camp was bait.

 

A mirage or something.

 

The itching was getting worse.

 

Locke carefully pulled out the tiny feather he kept on a cord around his neck. “Ok, ok,” he grumbled as he ran his fingers gently along the fluff at the base. The feather warm and slightly glowing as always. “I get it, cut it out.”

 

It shimmered in the dim light, the itching didn’t leave.

 

Talking to inanimate objects, even some old relic of a fenix feather, was unsurprisingly still ineffective. It was supposed to help him find the thing he needed to save Rachel, not be a nuisance about danger.

 

Would have been nice if the old man had given Locke any further description of what he was looking for. Or maybe even any idea of where it went! He just said the feather and the relic would both start brightly glowing when they got close together.

 

Locke tucked the feather back out of sight with a huffed out breath.

 

No point being upset, it wouldn't help him find the thing.

 

Plus, it wasn't his task at the moment. His main concern was to keep Terra safely out of Empire hands.

 

With one last glance at the camp in the distance, he turned back towards his path to the chocobo stable.

 

“Kweh!” the loud chirp of the Best Bird met him just inside.

 

Locke patted her on the beak. “Sorry, Beautiful, you are a bit too flashy for this.”

 

She drooped. “Kw… eh…”

 

Locke moved on after a last pat to her beak. Waving a hand, he called out to one of the stable workers, “Hey, things are looking sketchy. Edgar given you any orders on prep yet?”

 

“Not yet,” the young man said as he walked over. “You got orders?”

 

Locke grinned and rocked on his heals. “Sure, let’s go with that!”

 

“And what would these imaginary orders be?” the head of the stable asked as she walked out from the back.

 

Locke put his hand over his heart. “I am crushed, completely crushed, that you would ever think I would fabricate such a thing!”

 

“Um hum, right.” She crossed her arms. “Out with it.”

 

“Eh, need two birds…” Locke paused reconsidering. “Wait… double to four just to be safe, they need to be ready immediately, in case Terra and I need to run.”

 

“You planning on needing to run tonight?” she asked sternly, with a frown.

 

“Best to plan early and not need it till later, than the other way around. I really don’t like how Kefka didn’t go far and just… camped out.”

 

“He didn’t leave!?” the boy yelped, “I thought he left!”

 

The stable head hummed for a moment, looking over the birds. “Alright we will prep you four birds, and keep them rolling so they will always be fresh.” As she crossed her arms, she looked right at Locke with a stubborn look. “but I am also running it by King Edgar.”

 

“Fair enough!” he said with a laugh. Turning he headed back over to Beautiful, gave her some greens he had palmed when no one was looking, then headed out.

 

He had barely made it into the sand when someone called out to him sharply, “Locke!”

 

Pausing, he turned towards Codwin, who was storming over. “Oh wow! Whatever it was it wasn't me this time!” Locke said quickly. “Been on my best behavior all hour!”

 

Codwin’s steps faltered for a second before he shook his head. “For my own sanity I am ignoring that.” With a glance around he came to a stop next to Locke. “Things have gotten… well,” he trailed off as he glanced off towards the camp in the distance. “Everything will be moving very fast, very soon.”

 

“Noticed. Is there a point, in here?” Locke asked when he did not continue.

 

“King Edgar is a…” Codwin sighed as he trailed off shaking his head.

 

“Makes me really curious what you decided not to call him,” Locke said, grinning.

 

“Locke,” he said harshly. “This is not the time. My point is; as tempting as the camp is, leave it alone.”

 

“And you are telling me this why?” Locke said carefully.

 

“I know you have a tendency to act on your own…” Codwin looked at him evenly while sighing. “judgment, but if Figaro is even thought to be the aggressor toward the Empire, it would cause… issues with the safety of South Figaro and Kohlingen, in addition to causing trouble with long term winning of allies later,” he finished softly.

 

“Alright…” Locke said slowly. Not the reason he had decided against attacking the camp, but… “Oh! since you are here will you go confirm what I told the stable hands?”

 

“What did you do?” Codwin demanded, as he straightened while looking more than just a bit worried.

 

“You are so distrusting!” Locke laughed out. “I just told them to keep some birds ready to run just in case.”

 

Codwin raised and eyebrow and looked back towards the stable. “Ah, that is a good idea.” he admitted softly.

 

“Well yea, because it was mine,” Locke joked.

 

“I will talk to them. I will get traveling supplies squared away too,” the chancellor replied distractedly.

 

“Alright then!” Walking backwards he continued, “I am going to head off to the main dining hall now, if there is nothing else you wanted to yell at me about.”

 

Codwin just looked at him with a shake of his head. “I hope whatever you did doesn’t end up becoming my problem.”

 

“Always does!” he yelled before turning and sprinting off.

 

“Locke!” Codwin yelled after him.

 

Let the guy worry about what Locke had gotten up to, give him a break from worrying about war.

 

After all, Codwin was a good guy, he deserved it.

 

“Locke! Get back here!”

 

Locke laughed as he ran faster.

 

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Notes:

Locke Talks to a Feather, like a Perfectly Normal Person

WARNINGS (Spoiler-ish)

Kefka speaks very possessively of Terra.

He also talks about people being pests, aimed at the Returners.

Terra has a bit of a panic attack, but it is very mildly shown.

The word 'sand' gets repeated almost an uncomfortable number of times.

My rambles of the week! lol (spoilers)

So... i wonder if i got across how much Kefka hates sand? no? Oh well, i tried.

I remember seeing something about why Darth Vader would hate sand when he lived on a sand planet, and all i could think was the person who was asking must never have lived near sand. I can't remember a single time i have ever heard anyone disagree with hating sand in all my years of living near the coast. lol it gets EVERYWHERE. It is the glitter of nature i swear.

4 Card is such a boring name for a card game, but i figure it will be easy to understand as a card game, and not have to worry about people remembering the name of it as it comes up occasionally. I am picturing it as some combo of Poker and Uno. lol

The little Feather is an IDEA that has haunted me for a while, and it has finally been mentioned! Little buddy! I actually drew it originally on a whim, then it became this whole thing that would not leave me alone. I am sure if you have played the game you have an idea of what it is at least partly.

Fenix vs Phoenix: It has a, maybe obvious, difference of use in this? Why it is 'fenix' gets explained at some point, but it is probably not coming up for a while unless i add in Terra asking about it. Right now it isn't there but eh, maybe, i am thinking about it.

I really need to stop completely rewriting sections on the day i am supposed to be posting them.

This will probably continue to happen.

Chapter 7: Ash to Flame, It Burns Away

Summary:

Edgar just wanted to sleep, dang it...

Notes:

WARNINGS

Kefka.
PTSD

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom, yall are such a huge help!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 7: Ash to Flame, It Burns Away

 

(Edgar)

 

Steps heavy, Edgar finally rounded the corner to his personal rooms. Pausing, and leaning against his spear, he glanced towards one of the sitting rooms and its nice, plush, couch. With a sigh, he straightened and continued down the long hallway, swaying more than he would ever admit.

 

Waving off the guards, he closed the door to his bedroom softly behind him. He rested his weight against it, taking a moment to be thankful the meetings had ended before the sky had lightened. With a grumbled sigh, he shrugged out of his day coat and even mostly got it hung up on the hanger.

 

The expected timeline extrapolated at least a couple of weeks before the Empire would openly move to attack the weakest point in his country, South Figaro. He and his council would need to go over every thing further in the coming days, but for now they should be ready.

 

It was best to be prepared early, than be caught out late.

 

Edgar shook his head, trying to clear the headache inducing thoughts, but only succeeded in making his vision spin.

 

Stumbling on clumsy feet, he barely caught himself on the nightstand as he placed his spear and crossbow by the bed. He then turned his attention to blearily yanking off his boots and kicking off his pants.

 

With a heavy breath, he looked down at how much of his day clothing he managed to get off and called it good enough.

 

He face planted into bed, ignored the hair clips as they dug into the side of his head, and let himself drift off.

 

 

. . .

 

 

Edgar jerked awake.

 

Slipping a hand under his pillow, he grabbed his knife. Yanking it free as he rolled himself to his feet, eyes darting around the still and silent room.

 

Nothing seemed different, and yet…

 

Something was… wrong.

 

“...? What in the-”  he whispered to himself. Keeping his eyes scanning the open areas, he stepped back to the nightstand, strapped his crossbow to his back, and traded the small knife for his spear.

 

He couldn’t place it, but something in the air felt… off.

 

“Sire!” a voice yelled from the hallway. “Sire! Wake up! Sire!”

 

Edgar grabbed his coat and tossed it on as he rushed to the door, jerking it open. “I am awake! What's going on?!”  he asked, as he shoved his feet into his boots.

 

“Sire, It's the Empire! Kefka, he-”  one of the guards stuttered, “the castle is on fire, Sire!”

 

“What?!” Edgar yelled as he bolted out the door. Motioning to one of the guards he commanded, “Get Locke and Terra ready to go.”

 

The woman bowed before changing direction and sprinting away.

 

“How bad is it?” Edgar asked.

 

“As far as I know it is just the main courtyard, it hasn’t gotten down into the interior.”

 

“Keep it that way!” As they rushed around a corner, his feet slid in the poorly tied boots. He tossed an arm out, barely catching his balance. “How did they even get in?”

 

“We don’t know, Sire.”

 

“We don’t-” Edgar shook his head sharply, his grip tightening on his spear. “Get everyone not on protection detail or putting out fires locked down! We may need to move!”

 

“Yes Sire!” several said as they broke away from the group to do as ordered.

 

Edgar rounded the corner into the courtyard and ran face first into a wall of smoke. Coughing in the suffocating sting, he rushed forward. Ignoring the low viability, and the two small soldiers who were nonsensically chanting ‘fire’ and giggling as flames licked up his castle’s walls, he continued towards where he could hear that man’s infernal laughing. His steps faltered.

 

There, through the smoke, Kefka spun, arms and grin stretched wide. His once brightly colored clothing, of far too many fabrics and frills, was now streaked wildly with soot and ash. Thick smoke swirled around him like a dance partner as he laughed in infuriating delight. “Ed~gar!” he called out in a sing-song voice. “Get your pretty prissy self out here!”

 

 

“Kefka! What do you think you're doing!?”  Edgar snapped, as he stormed over, spear twitching up before he stiffly forced the point towards the ground.

 

The man finished his spin to face him with a grandly sarcastic bow. “Oh! If it isn’t the Kingy King Edgar! Fantastic!” Running his eyes over him, Kefka smirked. “Oh! I am touched! You took the time to do your hair before seeing me!” Folded hands tucked up under his chin framed his face as he batted his eyes. “Even as your precious Figaro, B U R N S,” he finished, his voice slow and giddy. Tossing his head back, he cackled.

 

Edgar gritted his teeth. “Kefka, the treaty-”

 

“Treaty!? Well then!” His grin widened, splitting across his face as he continued to laugh. “If you care so much about it! Then bring me the girl!”  he snarled. “Now!”

 

“I told you before! I have no idea what you're talking about!”

 

Kefka tilted his head with a soft, “Oh?” Starring at Edgar unblinking, he pouted. In a sudden rush of motion, he threw his arms wide with an exclaimed, “Then..welcome to my barbecue!! Do enjoy yourself! Uwa ha ha ha!”

 

“You dare burn my castle over some random girl!” Edgar yelled, hand twitching around his spear. It would be so much easier if he could just stab the man.

 

He really needed to get Kefka and the rest of the empire’s people out of his castle.

 

Perhaps the right bait…

 

Edgar whistled to one of his people as he backed up, being sure to keep the still wildly laughing Kefka in sight. “Get ready...!”  he commanded softly, motioning with three fingers.

 

The man bowed with a, “Yes, sire!”  before sprinting off.

 

“Oh! Had a change of heart, did you?” Kefka asked, as he sauntered over, giggling gratingly. “I am sure we can over look this whole thing. No reason to make enemies!” he added sarcastically.

 

Edgar huffed out an incredulous laugh. “I am the King. I must do what is best for my people.” Carefully, he moved over to lean against the low wall so he could see the sand next to the castle.

 

He needed to buy time.

 

Kefka sputtered out a baffled, “Best for-” With a scoff he slashed his hand through the air, as if slapping at an annoying bug. “Whatever! Who cares! You have no choice! Give me back the girl! She. Is. Mine!”

 

Edgar pitched his voice into fake sympathy, “Such preoccupation with one person, seems a bit much. One who stole something of minor value, at that.”

 

The laugh Kefka let out seemed almost more unhinged than any of the previous ones. “Never mind that! Give her over! Now!” The sharpness in his eyes belied the wide grin. “Unless you are enjoying the heat? You do live in a desert.” Mockingly, he tapped his chin. “Don’t you Figaros have a thing about burnings? I could always make it hotter for you.” He paused, slowly raising his hand into the air. “If you would like.”

 

“Seeing as I would prefer my castle unscorched. It seems I have no choice…” Edgar shifted, taking a quick look over the wall, his shoulders loosing when he caught sight of recognizable yellow in the sand below. “...Or perhaps I do!”  Vaulting over the wall with a whistle, the chocobos fluttered up and caught him.

 

“Oh! My!”  Kefka sputtered as he rushed forward to the wall. “There you go! Fleeing! Are you?” he yelled down at Edgar. Straightening up he continued in a mock of courtly diction, “The brave and noble king abandons his people to save his own skin! How utterly delightful!”  He tossed his head back and laughed.

 

Edgar shook his head at the accusation before sharply banking right to pass under where Locke and Terra were standing on the over walk. “Jump!” he ordered.

 

Locke vaulted over immediately, Terra barely hesitated before doing the same. The two chocobo caught them easily and quickly moved back into formation behind Edgar.

 

Kefka’s wordless scream of rage was all the warning they had before he ran, screeching, out the front gate. “Edgar! No! You get back here! Give me back the girl!”

 

“Oh Kefka! Did you really think I would let you take her back?” Edgar taunted.

 

“She is Mine! MINE! MINE!!!” Kefka yelled, waving his arms randomly as he ran down the stairs and into the sand. “Get them! Get her back!” he ordered the Empire Soldiers rushing out of the castle behind him.

 

Edgar narrowed his eyes as the soldiers scrambled towards them in their rush to obey. Finally they were all far enough from the steps. “OK! Dive now!!!”

 

Kefka jerked his head around to look at the castle as it made a sudden loud humming noise. “What the?” Staggering in the shifting sand, he backed away. “Edgar!” he screeched. The loud clang of a metal shutter slamming down over the front gate made him jump, slide on the sand, and land pathetically on his back. “What did you do!”

 

The mechanical hum grew louder. As the towers began to pull in towards the central part, Kefka crab walked away from the castle with wordless, unintelligible, screaming.

 

Shouts of, “Bravo, Figaro!” called out from all over the castle.

 

“Bravo, Figaro!!!”  Edgar cheered back.

 

“No one can touch the people of Figaro!”  Codwin yelled, before he turned on his heel, making it inside just as the last shutter slammed closed behind him.

 

Figaro Castle hummed, the sand shifting and dancing at it’s behest as it sunk beneath the desert. Dunes in large waves raised up to fall over the castle walls, snuffing out the flames in their wake. Soon, even the tallest towers were being pulled down and out of sight.

 

Where Figaro once stood was seemingly nothing but wide open sand.

 

“Yahoooo!”  Locke yelled in joy as they turned the chocobos away from the castle and picked up speed. “Oh, wow, that was great! Seeing the whole place sink was way better than I expected!”

 

“Of course, you know about the top secret features of my castle,” Edgar said with an amused sigh. Information was obviously the shiniest of treasures. At this point he just expected Locke to have gotten into every bit of Figaro’s business.

 

“Son of a sandworm! You'll pay for this!”  Kefka screeched as he tried to crawl out from the pile of sand he ended up under. Two Magitek armors scrambled over to Kefka and tried to dig the man out with clumsy clawed arms.

 

Edgar frowned. Where had those come from? How had he missed seeing those armors?

 

“What are you doing!?” Kefka screamed, making the soldiers all snap to attention. “Well! Go!! Kill them!”  he ordered. “Bring me the girl!” The armors immediately turned to follow the chocobos. The foot soldiers scrambled to do the same, but mostly they slid and fell back down into the sand. “Useless!” Kefka yelled repeatedly, as he kicked the ones closest to him.

 

Edgar hissed out a breath as the armors quickly gained on them. They wouldn’t be having this problem, if one of the engineers hadn't helped design them to be able to handle sand.

 

Like a fool.

 

They were going to have to turn and fight.

 

“Locke,” Edgar called out stowing his spear. “Try to draw their attention, and attack with lightning skeans where you can. Terra, trust the bird!”

 

“Oh! Yay! My favorite! Playing bait!” Locke replied sarcastically, as he palmed through his pouch, quickly pulling out a few items. “You have the worst ideas,” he said flatly.

 

Ignoring Locke, Edgar called out, “We are turning!” With a sharp series of clicks, he yanked his chocobo around, the other two turning with him to face the armors.

 

Locke moved forward immediately tossing a skean and pulling the attention of both soldiers.

 

Edgar kept back, quickly scanning over the gears, plates, and joints. Yanking out his crossbow he fired two bolts into the weak point of one of the legs.

 

One of the armors rounded on Edgar, a part in the front glowed, shooting a bright red beam out towards him.

 

Edgar ducked, his chocobo jumping to the side barely dodging the blast.

 

He sucked in a breath as he glanced at the fresh scorch mark in the sand. Whatever those things were armed with, it hadn't been on any of the schematics he had ever seen.

 

Locke flicked his arm out, tossing the skean at the same place the crossbow bolts had hit.

 

As the lightning ran along armor, the pilot jerk the controls and stumbled. They snarled and fired a blast of red light towards Locke.

 

Locke and his bird spun out of the way. “Ha! Missed!” he taunted while readying another item.

 

Terra took a deep breath, slowly raised her hand up to her chest and closed her eyes.

 

Edgar opened his mouth to call out to her, instead, he choked on his words.

 

Her fingers were glowing bright red.

 

Terra snapped her eyes open and thrust her hand in the direction of the Empire Soldiers. Fire crackled from her hand and slammed into both of the armors.

 

Edgar jerked his chocobo to the side.

 

That was magic.

 

The chocobo squawked in indignation.

 

Actual magic.

 

Locke glanced over with a frown. “What's the matter, Edgar? What made you jump like that all of a sudden? You look positively spooked!”

 

“D-d-did y-y-you just see what I saw?” Edgar stuttered, hand motioning to Terra. “You did, right? Right!?”

 

“Huh?” Locke looked between Edgar and Terra. “Yeah, this kid's really something, huh?”  he said slowly.

 

“Really...something!?”  Edgar tossed his hand out. “She's amazing! That was magic! Real MA-GIC!”

 

“M-M-M-M-MAGIC!? That wasn’t an item?! She used magic!?”

 

“Kweh!” Locke’s chocobo squawked angrily as he barely managed to jump out of the way when a red blast went right by his head.

 

“Ah! Maybe we should talk about this later!?” Locke yelled pulling out another Skean.

 

“Right,” Edgar agreed as he took another shot at the leg, Locke’s skean shattering against the joint right after the crossbow bolts.

 

Loud grinding of broken gears made the pilot jerk the controls, over compensating for the broken leg, the armor lost balance and toppled into the other one.

 

With a loud crash, and a great deal of flying sand, both armors hit the ground hard in a tangle of mechanized parts.

 

“That was surprisingly uncoordinated for trained pilots,” Edgar said slowly, as he blinked in shock.

 

“Don’t care!” Locke yelled as he turned his bird. “Lets take the win where we can get it and book it!”

 

Edgar couldn’t disagree.

 

With a whistled call for the birds to form up, they retreated. Judging by how the armors fell, he doubted they would be functional for a good while.

 

Still, best to get as far away as possible and trust the desert to cover their trail.

 

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(Terra)

 

The beauty of the sun as it crested over the horizon did little to calm Terra’s nerves. Locke and King Edgar rode in front of her, talking to each other too quiet for her to make out, as they rushed further from…

 

She shook her head, trying to clear out the memory of armors and fire.

 

Of Armors being on fire.

 

It didn’t work.

 

Worse, she couldn’t even remember why it had unnerved her so much.

 

“Were those bad people?”  she asked, tightening her hands around the chocobo’s reins.

 

Perhaps it was the lack of sleep, but she was so unclear on what had happened. Between the smoke and distance she wasn't sure if she had actually seen… “I… I'm scared…”  she whispered to her shaking hands.

 

King Edgar and Locke glanced at each other before dropping back.

 

“They were people from the Empire,” King Edgar said, as he settled his chocobo beside hers. “So, a lot of people would call them such.”

 

“Yet, you were allies?”

 

“Yes.” Breathing out a heavy breath, he was quiet for a moment. “Sometimes, the only choices available are… unforgivable,” he trailed off, weary gaze turned away.

 

“It was the man from before?” Terra tried to push down her unease, but she still stuttered when she said his name, “K-Kefka?”

 

“Yes,” The King said grimly. “He seems extremely insistent on getting you back.”

 

They rode in silence for a short while.

 

“Terra,” King Edgar said, turning back to her. “What...what exactly was that just now? The fire?”

 

“I'm sorry, I…” Frowning she looked down. “I thought you knew about…” she trailed off, running her fingers through the soft feathers of the chocobo she was riding.

 

Locke leaned over to try to catch her eye. “Hey no, you are right. We should be apologizing.”

 

Terra tilted her head to look over at him.

 

“I didn't mean to make such a big deal out of it,”  Locke continued.

 

“Nor did I,”  King Edgar added.

 

“We knew what everyone was saying.” Locke shook his head, giving her a wry grin. “I guess we still didn’t really understand what to expect.” With a shrug he softly said, “Sorry.”

 

“Indeed, it just… surprised me,” King Edgar admitted. “I mean, I've never actually seen magic before! The descriptions in books really do not convey the reality of it. Where did you learn ?”  He snapped his mouth shut.

 

Terra just turned and looked at him blankly. “I haven't the foggiest!” she huffed out a bit annoyed. Did he really expect her to have an answer?

 

Locke laughed so hard he almost fell off his bird. “Oh man Edgar, you’re really asking the solid questions now!”

 

“Locke.”

 

“Yes, my Lord?” he responded sarcastically.

 

“Shut up.” King Edgar grumbled out obviously trying to look annoyed. It didn’t really work, as his expression softened to a smile, while Locke continued to laugh at him. The King shook his head before shifting his focus back to Terra. “Anyway, about what happened in Narshe. It seems that esper reacted to your magical powers. If so, then there's got to be a relationship…”   he trailed off in thought.

 

“I don't know any more than you do,” Terra said softly, as she pulled fire into her open hand. She watched as the flame danced calmly around her fingers. “These powers just come naturally to me.”

 

“But people d-don’t have- No human, is born with the powers you have!”  King Edgar sputtered as he flinched back.

 

Then what did that make her?

 

Terra hadn’t realized how hard she pulled the reins until the chocobo squawked angrily and stopped abruptly.

 

They were all silent, as Locke looped slowly back to Terra. His eyes wide and lips pressed tight as he stopped by her side.

 

King Edgar closed his eyes as he slowed his bird. With a deep breath he turned around and approached her. “Forgive me. My words were… more than ill chosen,” he said solemnly.

 

Terra glanced to Locke, before looking back to King Edgar. “If I’m…” She turned away with a shake of her head.

 

“It doesn't matter, does it, Edgar?”  Locke cut through the silence softly. “Terra can use magic and we can't. That's all there is to it. Plus the fact is......we could use her help!” Looking over to her he continued, “well, I mean, if you are willing?”

 

“I…” She frowned down at her hands. “...What should I do?” she asked. Everything was so much, too much. A part of her just wanted it to be easy, to just be told what to do.

 

“Terra, there's someone we'd like you to meet…”  King Edgar hesitated before seeming to change what he was going to say. “After the trouble back there, the Empire will be coming after us. More to the point, I'm sure the Empire is going to come after you… no matter where you go,” he said almost gently. “They want your powers for their own. If they get their hands on you again.”  Blowing out a breath he looked off into the distance. “If they were to manage it, I fear the world's finished…”  With a shake of his head he turned back towards her. “Terra, you want to understand your own powers, don't you?”

 

Terra hesitated, before nodding.

 

“Then I think you should meet with Banon,”  the king said with a sharp nod. “He may be able to help you find out more about why you have them.”

 

Like I told you before,” Locke added, “we're members of the Returners… he is the leader.”

 

“He also grew up in the area the Empire now rules. If anyone has more information about you and your powers it would be him.” King Edgar looked at her seriously. “Would you be willing to meet our leader? Banon, would certainly like to meet you.”  Pressing his lips together, he continued in a lower tone, “The way things are looking, it seems magic is going to be the key to winning this war.”

 

“Magic…” How come it always felt like her powers were the only thing people cared about.

 

“I know everything is a lot, but, please... Edgar's right,”  Locke said leaning forward. “I have to go talk to Banon anyway, you might as well come with me. Then you can figure out what you want to do from there.”

 

Terra wasn't sure there were any better options.

 

Oh, how she wanted a better option.

 

Or any other option.

 

Terra nodded anyway.

 

“There's a cave just south of here that leads to South Figaro. Let's head in that direction.”  The King’s smile seemed a bit strained, and a lot exhausted, as he led them towards the mountains in the distance.

 

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

Locke sighed for the millionth time as he looked towards the still far too distant mountains. The path they were taking to the South Figaro cave was definitely the long, indirect way. It was obviously chosen with the hope anyone trying to follow would presume they were going to a different location.

 

It was horribly annoying.

 

The worst part was… well… he was bored.

 

And he was more than willing to make it everyone else’s problem.

 

“Hey Edgar,” Locke said slowly, letting his grin stretch just as slow.

 

“Whatever it is Locke, no,” Edgar said warily, as he straightened in his saddle.

 

“Aww come on! I deserve a treat!” Locke complained. “Not only have I refrained from saying anything about your-” he paused and looked obviously over Edgar, “-clothing,”

 

“Damn it Locke, I was asleep,” Edgar muttered.

 

“Or your poor hair,”

 

“Locke,” he snapped.

 

“I even managed to keep myself from yelling, ‘woOoOoOow foot in mouth’ during the whole, entire, conversation earlier!” Locke boasted playfully.

 

“You would consider such things the highest of accomplishments,” Edgar deadpanned, while looking at him flatly.

 

“Exactly! I mean do you even have socks on? And aren't those leggings meant to be under- epp!” Locke quickly yanked his bird to the side as Edgar tried to grab him. “No one appreciates my self control!” he lamented as he urged his chocobo to speed up, and away from Edgar.

 

“Get back here you!” Edgar yelled, as he maneuvered to chase after Locke.

 

Locke smiled as Terra giggled softly.

 

Success!

 

Locke laughed as he zig-zagged his bird around the sand dunes.

 

He was sure it wouldn't be long before Edgar caught him. How long was mostly down to the amount of time it took to dawn on Edgar he could use his kingly over ride orders on the chocobo.

 

“Lousy! Ridiculous! AHH!” Edgar yelled as Locke dropped back and looped around Terra. “Get back here!”

 

Locke stuck his tongue out. “Aww, are you not used to being dressed in so little clothing, and having… performance issues?” he taunted.

 

“Locke! How dare you insinuate such things!” Edgar gasped as his jaw dropped. “I always get high ratings in all my skills!” he insisted, with an arrogant smirk.

 

“Right, so you say! Yet, here you are being unable to get me off… my bird.”

 

Edgar tilted his head as he pressed his lips together as he purred out an, “Mmm, well…”

 

Locke huffed out a laugh as he glanced over to Terra. She just seemed to be completely baffled, so nothing unusual there he supposed.

 

“Ha!”

 

Locke let out a shocked, “Really?!” as he was full on tackled off his bird by Edgar.

 

They landed with an oof and an ouch, as they rolled in the sand.

 

Once they stopped, Locke huffed out a breath. “While we were moving!?”

 

Edgar rolled onto his back sprawled out on the sand. Turning his head he looked Locke in the eye. “I may have been over confident in the maneuver,” he said evenly.

 

“Kweh?!” the chocobos chirped in what may have been concern, or annoyance.

 

Terra giggled at them with a soft smile. “That was silly.”

 

Locke grinned up at her.

 

Dang she was cute.

 

“Are we going to continue?” She blinked down at them for a moment before asking, “You aren't actually hurt, are you?”

 

Locke shook his head before glancing over at Edgar whose tongue rested on his lip. They were in agreement about her cuteness then. “Come on, fancy no pants, lets go.”

 

“Really, Locke,” he sighed out, as he let his head thump back against the sand.

 

Locke laughed. Edgar was so dramatic.

 

Once they got settled back on their chocobos, they headed off again towards the cave.

 

Locke grinned, a happy buzz in his chest. Messing with Edgar was one of his favorite pass times.

 

Though, now his shoulder ached where he landed on it. He would drink a potion but, it really wasn't bad and no one had a chance to count supplies yet.

 

Locke could handle a bruise.

 

Edgar seemed fine at least. If he had been hurt, little things like inventory concerns wouldn't have crossed his mind, he would have just used a potion. Which was unfair since it was Edgar’s brilliant move which left Locke’s shoulder sore.

 

As much as Edgar tried to understand the commoners he was in control of, he was still so out of touch. Those silly, pretty, little adornments in Edgar’s hair alone were worth a fortune.

 

Locke had thought more than once how he could just palm one of those shiny, jewel covered, clips and probably have enough to go buy a nice little house somewhere.

 

He blew out a breath.

 

Edgar was a walking target for anyone looking to make some quick cash. The funniest part was since he was only with Terra and Locke, he looked like an easy mark, but also, a rather unimportant one.

 

Guess no one really looked like a king without a crown and an escort.

 

Which was also probably why the military camp near the cave to South Figaro all pulled into a ready formation as they rode up.

 

“Stand down!” Edgar ordered.

 

“Oh!” The captain straightened waving his hand to the other soldiers to do as ordered. “King Edgar!” he said, obviously surprised. Moving forward, he looked Edgar over with more than a bit of confusion and a whole lot of alarm.

 

Locke understood. Edgar being so far from put together in his clothing would be a shock even with out the dark layer of soot.

 

“What brings you here, sire?” the captain eventually asked.

 

“Kefka, in the name of the Empire, attacked Figaro shortly before sunrise,” Edgar said tightly as he hopped off his chocobo.

 

Locke scanned his eyes over the soldiers as gasps and murmurs passed through the group. Nothing looked out of the ordinary, so he tilted his head at Terra and slid to the ground. Terra’s boots hit the dirt shortly after.

 

“I see,” the captain said slowly with a tight nod. “How bad is it, sire?”

 

“Minor fire damage, as far as I could tell when we left. Nothing which couldn’t be easily put out and simple repairs fix,” Edgar reassured.

 

“Due to the attack, this position will need to be reorganized. I need a group to head to South Figaro immediately to begin war preparations. There should be reinforcements arriving from Figaro shortly, but in the meantime this location will likely be dangerous, so shift to stealth maneuvers.”

 

“Yes, sire!”

 

Edgar waved the group off in dismissal. Everyone but the captain, immediately bowed and moved off to presumably begin organizing.

 

The captain glanced back at Locke and Terra. “Are you sending those two out somewhere? Do they require an escort, sire?”

 

“No, there is no need for an escort. They are going…” Edgar trailed off. He shifted on his feet and looked back at them. Watching Locke for a long moment, before he laced his fingers together, his eyes sliding away to stare at nothing.

 

Locke frowned, surely Edgar knew he could handle getting Terra safely to Banon on his own. They really didn't need an escort. Even if something happened, with his items and knifes, and Terra’s fire and sword they would be fine. In addition it wasn't like he would just leave Terra alone with Banon, so that couldn't be it either.

 

“I will be accompanying them,” Edgar said suddenly, in his ‘I have made a decision, and it is final’ voice.

 

Locke felt that he did an impressive job of covering his surprise, especially, compared to the captain who started coughing out of shock.

 

“You will be…” Sucking in another breath, the captain stumbled over his words. “Yes, sire. Of course, sire. As you say… sire,” cringing he trailed off. “And the escort?” he asked, voice shaky and eyes wide.

 

“Still unnecessary,” Edgar said decisively. “My previous orders still stand.”

 

“Yes, alright, of course.” He stared off to the side unblinking for a long moment before seeming to remember to tack on, “Sire.”

 

Locke shook his head, a smile growing across his face as he desperately tried not to laugh. Poor guy has no idea what to do about Edgar being Edgar.

 

Then again it is not like Locke had expected it either. Edgar, ‘my duty to my people is my top priority,’ heading off so suddenly? With Figaro on the edge of war? Unexpected. Though he kind of doubted he was thrown off by the same thing the captain was having trouble getting his head around.

 

The Captain blew out a breath. “Alright, then where are you headed, Sire?”  he asked as he turned back to Edgar. “or at least what shall I tell the chancellor?”

 

“We will head through the cave, and eastward to South Figaro. We'll then make for the Returner headquarters in the north,”  Edgar answered. “Send someone to return to the castle and pass the word along.”

 

“Understood, sire!”

 

“I have a few more things to do here,” Edgar said to Locke and Terra, as he turned to walk off. “I will be back in a few minutes.”

 

Terra nodded, not seeming to really be following what was going on.

 

“Yea, yea, go be King or whatever,” Locke laughingly called out after him.

 

Edgar scoffed, waving a hand behind him dismissively as he headed off to do whatever he does.

 

Locke poked Terra in the shoulder. “So, do you want to walk around a bit? Sit?”

 

She looked up at him in confusion.

 

“Ah, well… How about joining me in standing here and looking pretty?” He folded his hands under his chin and batted his eyes at her.

 

Terra huffed out a confused laugh.

 

He would take it!

 

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(Edgar)

 

The cave to South Figaro was well accustomed for travel by a variety of groups and types of transport. Edgar had long since made sure of it by adding increased protections to the already fairly safe passage, while flattening out places where carts and chocobos were having trouble.

 

Even taking it into consideration, there was little anyone could do to make birds actually comfortable under so much rock. Figaro’s chocobos were, of course, military birds, trained to handle such discomfort. Still, they squawked as they clawed at the ground unhappily while the group of soldiers made their way deeper into the cave system towards South Figaro.

 

Not being able to see the sky would always be a stressor they could not completely eliminate.

 

Edgar patted Nix gently on the neck, as they watched his soldiers continue away from them on through the caves at the fastest safe clip. Even so, the military would not make it to South Figaro until late into the night.

 

“Locke, I trust you know a good camping spot,” Edgar said turning away from the direction his soldiers had gone.

 

“There is a nice out of the way alcove not far from here,” Locke answered as he waved his hand in a general direction.

 

“Why aren’t we going with them to the city?” Terra asked softly as they turned to find the alcove.

 

“A large military group arriving will draw a lot of attention. It will be safer not having all those eyes on us.”

 

“If we are going for less attention, then we really need to do something about you and your.” Locke motioned with his hand to all of Edgar. “You-ness.”

 

“Eloquent as always Locke.” Edgar sighed, as he looked down at what he had for clothing. “but your point is taken, I am not sure what we have in the packs, but hopefully there will be something usable.”

 

“Pants would be a good start,” he quipped. “I am impressed with your people’s training! Only a few of them looked like they were laughing behind your back!”

 

Edgar sighed out yet another exasperated, “Locke…” The whole thing had been so incredibly undignified. This was going to be one of those ‘funny Edgar stories’ that got whispered around, he just knew it. If he wasn't so much taller than everyone else, he could have borrowed some proper pants at least.

 

Locke hopped down from Pale’s back as they came to the alcove. “Hey don’t worry about it! It isn’t the least dressed you have run around!”

 

“Not helping.”

 

Locke looked back up at him with narrowed his eyes. “Was I supposed to be helping?”

 

Edgar rubbed his face letting out yet another sigh. “Just, get the packs off the birds, we need to know what we have,” he grumbled.

 

Locke waved his hand in acknowledgment, as he started to sweet talk the birds while making kissy noises at them and freeing them of their gear.

 

It was probably why Figaro’s birds loved Locke so much.

 

He was such an annoying little shit.

 

Edgar was going to keep him forever.

 

Shaking his head, Edgar turned to walk around the area they would be camping. No matter how tired one was, it always worked out better to check the area over before setting up. Very little was worse than finding an issue only after it became a problem.

 

Locke’s laugh, and Terra’s soft, “Oh,” made Edgar stop and turn towards them just in time to catch the bundle of fabric Locke tossed to him.

 

Unfolding it, he looked down at the pants.

 

The pants which were Edgar’s size.

 

“Locke,” he said flatly.

 

“It wasn't me! I swear!” Locke said between bouts of laughter. “It had to of been Codwin! He took over taking care of the supplies!”

 

“Well, at least I will not have to go into the city either like this, or with pants a foot short,” He said as he folded them back up with a sigh.

 

“Hey! I aint that much shorter than you!”

 

“Tiny, tiny man,” he deadpanned.

 

“I will bite your ankles,” Locke said with a sharp grin.

 

Terra giggled, making both men break out laughing too.

 

It only took a few minutes to get the camp properly set up. Chocobos settled, as well as they could be, the monster repellers set in place, sleep rolls set out as seating till they were ready to go to bed.

 

“I do hope you found a brush in there,” Edgar said as he ran his hand lightly over his tangled, soot marred braids. “My poor hair,” he lamented.

 

“No kidding,” Locke agreed as he tossed Edgar a brush from one of the packs, before sitting next to him. “These are really well stocked. I am curious why Codwin set up supplies for you too.”

 

“Likely has to do with the conversation we had yesterday,” he muttered as he tried to pick out one of the clips tangled in his hair. Stress and exhaustion from the day, pressing down on the whole of him.

 

“Do you want me to help?” Terra asked softly.

 

Edgar blinked then blew out a breath. “If you think there is anything you can do to help this mess I would be grateful.”

 

She nodded gravely as she sat down behind him, and started working out the ribbon knotted in his hair.

 

“What conversation?” Locke asked bringing the topic back to the packs.

 

“Oh, well… War is here,” Edgar said, voice soft, and soul heavy. “With all of the preparation we have been doing, there is little left which needs my immediate personal attention. Things have been set up well in advance, and everything else was set into motion by last night. Anything coming up in the next few days or so, can easily be handled by chancellor Codwin and the council.”

 

Edgar gently set his blue stoned hair adornment off to the side before continuing, “From a strategic stand point, my time would be better spent trying to talk directly to Banon. There is only so much that can be done via messengers, and getting together face to face up to this point, has been a mess all around.”

 

“Oh a mess huh?” Locke huffed out a sarcastic laugh as he leaned back on his hands, and looked up at the stones over their heads. “Is that what we’re calling it?”

 

Edgar hummed. It perhaps was a bit of an understatement for how little Banon was willing to compromise to set up meetings.

 

Hopefully they would be able to work out the lingering distrust, before it caused problems they couldn’t surmount. Keeping intel to who absolutely needed to know was sensible, but Edgar could not figure out why Banon kept quite so much back. Especially about things they both knew.

 

Edgar turned his head to watch the other two laugh about something he had missed in his musing, his own smile joining even though he had no idea what any of it had been about.

 

Deep down he knew, part of the reason he decided to make the trip was to…

 

To, just for a moment, take a break from everything.

 

To not be King Edgar, for a bit.

 

To just be... Edgar.

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Terra snapped awake.

 

Her ears still rang from phantom laughter and the delighted words, ‘Good, good! Burn them all to a crisp!’  She curled her hand over her mouth, forcing back the sob that threatened to choke out of her. Desperately she tried to push away the strangling memory of his voice.

 

Hand trembling, she forced it from over her mouth.

 

Forced herself to take a deep breath.

 

To stop the quick gasping in favor of anything more controlled.

 

Slowly, ever so slowly, her breath slowed.

 

It would be really nice if one of the memories she recovered wasn’t so… horrible. Memories of Kefka and… her breath shuddered out.

 

Did she even have any good memories?

 

Finally feeling settled enough to uncurl she glanced to where the other two were sleeping, and flinched when she realized they were no longer doing so.

 

“Hey,” Locke said softly. “you ok?”

 

She shook her head before she could think better of it.

 

The blanket was soft as she wrapped it around her shoulders, pulling it over her head.

 

She set her forehead back down against her knees.

 

“Right,” Locke sighed softly.

 

Even from under the blanket, she could still feel them watching her.

 

She just wanted them to stop looking at her.

 

The nightmare… her… memory… they were looking.

 

The Armor pilots, were screaming and watching.

 

Eyes of shock, betrayal, and worst of all, sad understanding.

 

Kefka laughed, as her fire burned them all away.

 

 

---

 

Notes:

ART: Terra Casts Fire (& bonus Edgar)

WARNINGS (Spoiler-ish)

Kefka being possessive. Basically just more of the same from him.

Edgar stuffs his foot in his mouth with comment that was rather dehumanizing. (this was in game, so you can probably guess, but either way it is one line and he Immediately regrets his wording.)

More mild sex jokes.

The last part has Terra waking up from a nightmare, it is the last flashback i haven't used that was seen in caves of Narshe originally in game, of Terra being forced to use fire against Magiteck armors. It isn't deeply described, but she is having a panic attack.

Rambles of the week! (YAY!!!) (Spoilers)

I keep feeling like i am over doing it in the second set of warnings, but also i don't know what to warn for? So i am just kinda putting anything i can think of that people may want to have a heads up on if they are looking for more in depth warnings? I don't know, if you read this and think of something i missed in warnings or tags, please let me know.

Poor Edgar, he got like 2 maybe 3 hours of sleep, and is running on adrenaline and SPITE for the rest of this. He is also... in leggings and a shirt, both meant to be under garments. He is running around basically naked. At least he has boots and a coat on, good for him.

The whole confrontation with Kefka, had stuff going on in it that Edgar had no context for, so if anyone likes figuring things out, there was intentional stuff in there.

The game dialog gave me some... problems in this chapter. those of you who are good at keeping track of these things, will have probably noticed how much i scrambled and reordered the dialog in here. i think i may have cut a few lines too... i don't remember now. i do know i moved one line to a conversation in the next chapter. I just really hated how the conversations went in canon, they didn't make much since in the game, when moving them to this medium they just worked far far worse. So i tried to get the meaning across without really worrying about keeping it in order.

The cave path they take is actually slightly different then the one in game. This is more of a trade route path then the winding thing in game. i went back and forth on how i wanted to do this part, but finally decided to do it this way here, and have the path Locke and Celes uses later be more like the one in game. There are actually a lot more paths in this then were in game just because trade routes! they world needs to be able to get stuff to places!!

Edgar just up and leaving the castle in game always made me just go ???????? because, dude you are king get your ass back there! you can't just run off!? well obviously you can, but who is running the place?! It always kinda felt like Edgar being a king was just a cool backstory thing that they never really used as much more than set dressing. So i tried to incorporate it in to this in a way that would be believable enough and work with the story i am trying to tell with this.

Thanx for reading i hope you are having as much fun as i am with this!

Chapter 8: Between Who We Were, and Who We Strive To Be

Summary:

A day by the coast, and a Shadow appears.

Notes:

WARNINGS

I think this one doesn't have anything in it so -waves- hi!

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom yall are the best!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 8: Between Who We Were, and Who We Strive To Be

 

 

(Locke)

 

Locke held out a handful of greens to Pale as the chocobo chirped and began to nibble at his breakfast. Most of the items they had set out for the night, had already been packed away, leaving the area nearly empty and them almost ready to leave. The only thing which still needed to be pick up was the tent, assuming Edgar ever got out of it.

 

Leaning over Locke’s shoulder, Nix snapped at the greens, catching a few leafs before Locke yanked them further from her. “No, no! Not for you!” he chided the bird with a laugh, as he did his best to nudge her away with his elbow.

 

Nix fluffed up with a, “Kweh!” which echoed around the cave making it twice, maybe even three times more effective in its indignation.

 

“Oh, don’t give me that, you fluffy menace! You have already had your breakfast!” Locke sidestepped to hold the greens out to the other chocobo again. “Just because Pale lets you push him around doesn’t mean I will.”

 

Terra laughed. “So this one is Nix?” she asked, reaching out to pet the still pouting chocobo. “It is nice to meet you,” she said, giving the bird a scratch to the cheek.

 

Nix did not stop pouting even as she leaned into Terra’s hand.

 

“The well behaved light colored one is named Pale,” Locke said, as he reached up and patted the bird’s beak, before motioning to the third chocobo closer to the entrance of the alcove. “And the more grey one is Rye.”

 

“They are different colors?” Terra asked.

 

“Yea, they are. It is kinda dark in here, the difference is easier to see in daylight, but Nix has darker feathers around her eyes, and in the light she is also a bit more of a golden color. Pale has white tips on his wings. Rye has some dark stripes in her tail feathers.”

 

“Oh! I see!” Terra smiled looking over the chocobos. “I thought they were all just yellow.”

 

“I think these three are classified as Yellows, but they are probably just on the line of being specialty birds.”

 

“Specialty birds?” Terra asked confused.

 

“Eh, well, certain colors usually have specific traits,” Locke explained. “and the more of a color they have, the more likely they are to have those traits. Golds can be really mean, and Nix has a good amount of it in her plumage, so she is stubborn and more likely to fight ya.”

 

“So you do understand the danger,” Edgar said, as he finally ducked out from inside the tent. “Yet, you keep stealing Albert.”

 

“You named her… Albert,” Locke said turning to look at him. “I don’t think I am the one she will get fed up with first!”

 

“Albert is a perfectly respectable name!”

 

“And that is why Beautiful likes me better! Besides, what? Am I really just supposed to not take any chance I get to ride a bird type nicknamed a ‘King’s Mount’? I mean, come on!”

 

Edgar’s sigh was a ridiculously put upon one. “Your absconding habits aside, do you think I will stand out too horribly in this?” he asked, while doing a spin.

 

Walking over, Locke barely held back a sigh as the ridiculously fancy man swooshed his beautiful, and very richly blue colored cloak around his shoulders.

 

Codwin likely hadn’t any reason to think about it at the time, but even without the overly fancy adornments of royalty, the color brightness, smoothness of the metal armor, fabric thickness, and intricate seam work, marked it all as extremely high quality.

 

Locke gave into the urge to sigh as he wrapped one of his own rougher fabric pieces around Edgar’s waist, in a sadly desperate attempt to off set the ridiculously expensive clothing. It didn’t really break the richness of it, but he had to hope it would make it to look more like ‘one nice outfit’ instead of ‘my closet all looks like this’.

 

It could have been far worse.

 

Edgar did, at least, look more like a merchant than a king.

 

An extremely wealthy merchant.

 

Then there were the things Locke wouldn’t be able to do much about.

 

Edgar was so ridiculously tall, he would automatically stand out, especially with the long, bright, blond well kept hair. His beautifully crafted spear might be over looked, since weapons were an often splurged on item, if no one got too close to see the fine detailing. Then there was how he held himself, with straight shoulders, and proper posture. Even his body language and expressions made it obvious he just expected the world to obey him!

 

“I think that is probably about as commoner as you could possibly look,” Locke said flatly.

 

“That bad, is it?” Edgar said with an overly posh accent.

 

Locke was quiet for a moment.

 

He probably couldn't do anything about how Edgar talked either.

 

“It will have to do,” Locke said, rubbing his hands down his face. “If something is not comfortable, then let me know. It’s always better, when running a con, to look used to your outfit. And it is easier to look that way if you really are settled into it.”

 

“Did you just refer to this as… a ‘con’?” Edgar said incredulously.

 

“Skills transfer!” Locke defended.

 

“If you say so,” Edgar said with a soft laugh.

 

Locke huffed and shook his head, leaving Edgar to fiddle with the outfit while he walked back over to the birds.

 

Nix, Pale, and Rye shifted as he approached, the clacks of their talons echoed off the stone walls along side their quiet chirps of confusion and worry.

 

With a sigh, he walked around them and found exactly what he had expected. Terra was standing completely still, hand paused as if in mid stoke on Nix’s side. Her eyes, unblinking, stared at the stone wall.

 

“Terra, why don’t you go talk to Edgar while I finish up?” Locke said softly, as he walked up beside her. Then repeated it louder when she did not react.

 

“Ok,” Terra said vaguely, as she slowly turned and wandered away.

 

Locke watched her for a moment and tried not to think about… everything, as he quickly broke down the tent and packed the bundles onto the chocobos.

 

Finished, Locke turned around and paused huffing out an amused, but exasperated, laugh.

 

Edgar, who had obviously done his own hair in the mean time, twisted a final strand of Terra’s hair up, looped the blue ribbon around, and tied it into a bow.

 

“Oh, yea, great!” Locke said as he waved his hand between them. “I look away for one minute and you throw a fancy hair party?!” At least the styles Edgar had chosen for both of them were only decorated with some nice ribbons instead of jeweled clips. Still, it screamed high status.

 

Terra giggled, running her fingers over the braid on the side of her head with a large smile.

 

Well, they could probably work with it.

 

 

---

 

 

(Edgar)

 

As they closed in on South Figaro, Edgar turned into the wind and took a deep breath. The closer they got to the ocean, the more it blew increasingly cool and sea-damp, a refreshing change from the arid-ness of the desert.

 

Soon, they were passing the treeline, climbing off the birds, and joining the crowds of people heading into the city.

 

There were far more carts and yelling children, than Edgar had ever seen before at the main entrance. He so rarely had the chance to visit South Figaro for any other reason but speeches or inspections, and those were always filled with so much organization and security, the city might as well have been locked down.

 

Walking near by, a little boy made silly faces at his tiny sibling nestled in a baby carrier. Further along, a couple argued good-naturedly, their ridiculous declarations nearly drowned out by their own laughter. Carts filled with bushels of fruit, bolts of fabric, and many other things to be sold at the market, rolled along towards the entrance. They were all completely unconcerned as they made their way into the city.

 

Along the South Figaro Wall, a number of his soldiers watched, sharp eyed and careful, over everything and everyone. Their duty was the protection of all those who set foot into his country, and unlike the ones who were walking past, they knew how close war loomed.

 

As Edgar and the others moved passed South Figaro’s grand wall, one guard stopped and jerked his head to take a second look at them. Then with wide eyes he, very pointedly, looked away.

 

“Well,” Edgar said barely managing to swallow a laugh at the young man’s expense. “Hopefully, anyone else who… notices will have the same discretion.”

 

“His face!” Locke’s shoulders still shaking from laughing, he gathered up the reins and turned towards the stable. “I will be right back.”

 

Terra nodded and leaned against the wall, eyes wide, but mostly relaxed.

 

Edgar settled himself next to her, tucking his spear against his shoulder, as he turned his attention back to the people around them.

 

Two kids played tag, running and yelling as they tried to tackle each other. Further down, a group of three people walked along the road, their clasped hands swinging between them. So many others ran, laughed, and joked through the entrance area, all passing by without even a glance his way.

 

Edgar blew out a breath, his shoulders relaxing.

 

No one noticed him, it would be okay.

 

He could do this, he just had to act like a commoner.

 

… He could do this…

 

Maybe.

 

Once people noticed him, and they always did, there would be bowing and awkward greetings, or worse, wide eyed looks and fear. People always pretended, or at least were self conscious about their actions, when they realized he was around.

 

But for now, it was alright, no one else had realized he was there.

 

Locke joined back up with them, and with a wave, led them towards the open air market. The colorful stalls lined the main road, voices of people calling out deals, and the smell of sizzling foods and baked sweets filled the air. Begging, a kid asked her dad for a new toy as the man tried to haggle for some fabric. A woman handed another woman a fresh flower before leaning over and kissing her quickly, making both of their faces turn a bright, delighted red.

 

Edgar sucked in a breath letting a soft smile slip across his face. This was a version of his country he so rarely ever got to see.

 

These were his people, commoners, just living their lives.

 

Edgar ran his hand idly over the dark blue cloak wrapped around his shoulders. It was thick and sturdy. Rather unlike his usual clothing, it was obviously made with durability in mind. It was odd for him to have something so plain looking, a garment without even a stitch of gold embroidery. Yet, as he looked around at the people as they passed, and compared what they were wearing, he frowned.

 

A woman selling coats showed off the simply stitched pattern along the collar, to a man whose coat had a fraying patch covering a large portion of it. A little boy in a grass stained outfit, that not only was faded but several sizes too large, yelled and pulled on his annoyed older sibling’s arm.

 

Glancing sideways at Locke, Edgar pressed his lips together tighter.

 

Locke’s clothing was far more faded and loosely woven than anything of Edgar’s. Locke’s coat, obviously sturdy, was patched in places. From the top of the thread bare and slightly faded bandannas around his head, to the tips of his scuffed shoes, every thing was obviously well used, and well worn.

 

Edgar glanced over the crowd.

 

Locke fit in here.

 

Edgar was…

 

“Here I grabbed you one too,” Locke said, knocking Edgar out of his thoughts.

 

“One what?” he asked as he took the round sweet smelling pastry.

 

He shrugged, shoving far too much of the snack into his mouth, and promptly answered with it still full, “Didn’t stop to ask.”

 

Edgar paused, and finished chewing before saying flatly, “You did not just grab them as we walked by, did you? You paid, yes?”

 

“Whaaaaaat? Of course they were paid! Who do you take me for,” Locke said rather unconvincingly, as he started tossing a money pouch into the air, the coins inside clinking.

 

With an annoyed huff of breath, Edgar snatched the bag out of the air. Glaring, he shoved his money pouch back into its proper place.

 

“Aw, come on, Edgar! Don’t be mad! You got plenty!” Locke said, opening his arms wide with an annoyingly charming grin.

 

Terra was valiantly trying not to laugh by taking a large bite of her pastry.

 

“Moving on,” Edgar said with a sigh. “Did you make a list of what items we are lacking?”

 

He nodded, his cheeks puffed out from another too large bite.

 

“Alright. Locke, you go find the Returner contact here, Terra and I will pick up the items we need.”

 

“We should probably stick together,” Locke said through his mouthful with a shake of his head. “If you get robbed…” he trailed off.

 

“You think I can’t handle myself?”

 

“Have you ever even been shopping?” Locke accused.

 

Edgar opened his mouth to argue, realized he could not think of a single time he had, in fact, been shopping and closed it again.

 

“Thought so!” Locke said laughing.

 

“It can’t be that difficult!”

 

“Difficult, no, but you will definitely do something.” He waved his hand at all of Edgar. “You like.”

 

“Locke…” he sighed.

 

“I am right and you know it!”

 

Edgar pinched the bridge of his nose.

 

Locke was right, damn him.

 

“Fine. We stick together.”

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

 

Right outside of South Figaro, a few soldiers reclosed the containers of fruit in a cart and hopped to the ground. They waved the all clear to the others waiting near by as they motioned to the owners that they could return to their things. Nodding to the soldiers, the group settled themselves into their wagon as the chocobo latched to the front chirped and trotted into the city.

 

Shadow slowed his stride, and changed direction to stand closer to the treeline. There were at least ten soldiers looking over traveling groups as they went through the main entrance, far more than last time he was there.

 

Something must have happened.

 

Whatever they were looking for, he wanted no part in it.

 

“Come on, Interceptor,” Shadow said, as he reached down and patted the dog’s side.

 

With soft steps, they moved into and along the inside of the treeline, while keeping an eye on the large city wall. His dark clothing and Interceptor’s fur easily blended into the shade from the canopy, obscuring their path. Gauging the distance to be about right, Shadow climbed up a tree to get a good sight line above the wall. It wasn't hard to spot the place he was looking for. A spire, standing above the rest of the buildings, was adorned with a gold statue glinting in the sunlight.

 

At least rich people and their shining bad taste made them easy to spot.

 

After glancing along the walkway on top of the wall, for apparently nonexistent security, he sighed and jumped to the ground.

 

Shadow walked over to the wall and ran his fingers over the time worn stone. Considering the thing was from before the city was obnoxiously renamed South Figaro, and was hundreds of years old even before that, it had fewer eroded places he could use as handholds than he would have expected.

 

Still, it would be an easy enough climb, so there was no reason to risk throwing up a line.

 

Quickly, he made his way up, and peeked over the top, checking for any guards he had missed.

 

There was no one.

 

Shaking his head, he stayed low and pulled himself up. With one last, pointless, glance around, he clicked his tongue with a soft command of, “up.”

 

Interceptor landed beside him with a soft clack of claws.

 

“Good boy,” Shadow whispered, as he patted the dog’s head. Moving to the inner side of the wall, he looked down into the mansion’s back garden.

 

The area between the wall and the overly large ‘house’ was filled with trees, flowers, and shrubs he had only otherwise seen in different parts of the world. All of them were in straight, controlled rows, without a single stem, branch, or leaf out of place.

 

There were still, no guards.

 

He would be willing to bet the only reason Locke hadn't already robbed this rich fool poor, was because of whatever he had going with the Figaro crown. The King was a bit of a fool, but at least he had enough sense to not rename Kohlingen ‘North Figaro’ when he took it over.

 

With a sigh, Shadow vaulted over the edge of the wall into the garden.

 

Tilting his head, he listened for any disturbances.

 

The area was still and silent.

 

“To me,” he whispered, with a click of his tongue.

 

With Interceptor at his side, Shadow stood up, walked straight through the garden which had been chopped to the edge of its life, and into the ‘house’.

 

By the triad, the back door wasn't even locked.

 

Exasperated, he headed up the stairs.

 

“Oh goodness me!” a maid screamed as she stumbled a few steps away from him, nearly tumbling down the steps.

 

“I am here to pick up a message,” Shadow said flatly.

 

“Oh? R-right, the-” her voice shook as she stuttered. “The master did mention someone would be… by… today.”

 

“Where is he?”

 

“His office, I think,” she said, motioning up the stairs with a jerky, vague, motion.

 

Shadow nodded in acknowledgment as he continued on his way, ignoring how she pressed herself against the wall.

 

The woman made a low keen as they made their way past her, as if she thought he had any reason to bother with her.

 

It wasn’t like he would be hired for a hit on a maid of all people.

 

Glancing through doorways, he peered into one gold decorated room after the next as he went down the hall. Luckily, it was not long before he found the man he was looking for hunched over his overly large, desk. Behind which, spanned across the entirety of one wall, was a bookcase filled with books so pristine they likely had never been opened.

 

Shadow waited a moment, before knocking softly against the door frame.

 

The man did not look up.

 

Sighing, he knocked his hand a bit louder, and added, “I am here for the message.”

 

With a shriek, the man jumped up, his large fancy chair toppled over and slammed to the ground. “You!?” His eyes went from wide to narrowed as he whined, “How dare you startle me like that!”

 

“The message,” Shadow repeated.

 

“You will get it when you get it!” the pathetic fool snapped out with a sneer. “You should learn your place, you ruffian! I am a noble! Descended from kings! People like you are lucky to even be anywhere in my presence!” He puffed out his chest, as if it made him anything more than a now puffed up pathetic fool.

 

It was people like this guy who were vastly more likely to end as blood on his blade.

 

The same type who figured their social power and coin would protect them.

 

“You will come back later this evening before dinner,” the man said shifting on his feet, as his bluster failed. “I will be done with it by then.” Straightening his back as if still trying to seem imposing, he cowered behind his desk. “Now get out!” he snapped, waving his hand in a shooing motion.

 

Shadow watched him, waited until the man’s breathing started to get strained, before responding, “Till then.” He turned and walked out the door.

 

“And don’t you bring that flea bitten mutt back in my house!!” the coward yelled, only when Shadow was already halfway down the stairs.

 

Getting off of the property was just as easy as getting on had been.

 

Carefully, Shadow kept to the side streets as they moved deeper in to the city, watching the ebb and flow of the people as they traveled. Everyone strode calmly, nothing appeared to be abnormal other than the increased number of soldiers.

 

With a soft sigh, he ordered the dog to stay put not far off his target, and headed towards the military barracks. Swinging himself up onto a nice sturdy cross beam, he settled in to wait.

 

After a moment of debate, he pulled out an Inviz, snapped the small item, and forced himself not to shift at the uncomfortable feeling of the invisibility taking hold.

 

It wasn’t long before a handful of Figaro Soldiers leaned against the wall under him. Looking around, their eyes skipped right over Shadow as they moved closer together. They kept their talk in low tones, and careful wording, in an effort to keep what they discussed from spreading.

 

They failed.

 

By the time Shadow dropped down from his hiding spot, he had more than enough information.

 

Kefka had attacked Figaro early, so South Figaro would likely be attacked in the next week to a month, depending on how fast the Empire could move up their time table.

 

Shadow motioned to Interceptor with a soft, “To me.”

 

Once South Figaro was under control, the Empire would go after the Returners hiding in the mountains nearby. Unless something changed, the resistance would finally be taken care of.

 

Shadow hissed out a breath and shook off the thought.

 

It was not his problem.

 

Turning on his heel, he headed towards the tavern.

 

He might as well have a drink or two before he had to go back and talk to a guy who thought only his own time was worth anything.

 

At least with war in the area starting, he wouldn’t have to deal with that rich traitor anymore.

 

A man at the door to the tavern stopped them with a held up hand. “Your dog-”

 

Shadow stared at him as Interceptor growled.

 

The doorman squeaked, snapped his mouth shut, and quickly backed away while waving them inside. “Nothing! It is fine!”

 

Shadow scoffed as they entered into the chatter filled pub. Cards were being played, drunks staggered about, and more than a few people held far too loud conversations. With a smooth side step, Shadow made sure one of the drunks stumbled into him. The man slurred out a ‘sorry sorry’ before staggering off, nearly knocking over a table on his way.

 

Sitting down in a nice stretch of clear area at the bar, he tapped on the counter to get the bartender’s attention while Interceptor settled down next to him by the bar stool.

 

“What can I get you?” the barman asked with a stiff smile.

 

“Two shots of Fire Coat,” he said, as he set the Figaro coins down onto the bar.

 

Quickly pouring a shot, the bartender set it in front of him. “Second glass?”

 

“No.” Grabbing the glass, Shadow tipped up the lower part of his mask just enough to down the drink without showing his face. Looking back at the bartender he tapped the bar next to his now empty glass, the bartender carefully stepped over and poured the second shot.

 

With a quick nod the bartender took the payment and retreated.

 

Shadow grimaced as someone across the room started doing what was probably supposed to be singing, but it was so bad he couldn’t figure out what the song was even supposed to be. The whole place was loud, smelled like stale alcohol, and was vaguely sticky.

 

The only good part of it was the drinks were free.

 

Shadow frowned, as Interceptor gave a tiny boof of recognition. Turning, he looked over his shoulder.

 

Locke had just walked in.

 

Great.

 

He did not want to deal with Locke.

 

Locke was talking to a very tall blond mark, who obviously had more money than sense if he was talking to that guy of all people. Watching the two interact made Shadow wonder what kind of con he was running which would require what looked like… taunting.

 

Even more annoying was the blond man looked familiar.

 

Shadow just couldn’t place where he had seen him.

 

It was going to bother him forever, he was sure.

 

Turning back to his drink, he downed it. Whatever Locke had going on was none of his business, and hopefully would keep him distracted long enough for Shadow to slip away.

 

Locke, of course, walked right up to him and just stood there.

 

Staring.

 

Shadow was not going to acknowledge the annoyance.

 

He was not.

 

“Right, ignore us and maybe we'll just disappear…”  Locke said waving his hands in the air like the fool he was.

 

“Good,” Shadow snarled just loud enough for Locke to hear him. Maybe he should just stab the man. “Leave us. The dog eats strangers…”  he said louder.

 

As Locke huffed a soft laugh the blond man grabbed Locke by the arm and yanked him away.

 

Shadow froze for a moment, as Locke just kept laughing.

 

Normally, Locke would never stand for someone manhandling him. Whoever that tall guy was, he definitely wasn't a mark. Shadow had no idea Locke trusted anyone, or that anyone would put their lives on the line by trusting Locke.

 

Huh, Locke had a friend.

 

“Back off, Locke. That guy looks familiar…”  The sounds of the bar drowned out most of the blond’s words as he mumbled something. “Yeah, that's him, all right…! That's Shadow... He's an assassin. I hear he'd kill his own best friend for the right price…”

 

Shadow hid his flinch by turning his attention back to his empty glass. Well, at least it was confirmation his reputation was solid.

 

“Guess we'd better steer clear of him then,” Locke answered dryly.

 

Shadow huffed out a soft laugh.

 

As if he and Locke weren't basically in the same line of work.

 

Shadow motioned to the bartender and set another Fig coin on the counter, tapping the coin on the king’s ridiculous shiny face, for a refill.

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Water, of such lovely deep blue, stretched along the horizon where it met the softer color of the sky. The afternoon sun shimmered off the rolling waves, while birds called out as they dipped and dove like they were dancing with the tides.

 

Along the large port, South Figaro’s dock workers shouted to each other over the wind, as they moved together to unload and reload various ships as they came and went.

 

Terra took a deep breath and turned into the gentle, calming wind. The smell of salt and feel of the ocean spray against her skin was grounding.

 

“Oh! That is a really nice cape!”

 

Terra startled, turned, and looked down at the grinning young girl.

 

“It is all,” the girl paused as she waved her hand at it before continuing, “See through-y! Where did you get it?”

 

“Uh…” Terra hesitated with a blink. “I… don’t remember?” she said shifting on her feet.

 

The little girl’s smile dropped along with her shoulders. “Oh… ok. Its ok,” the girl said with a nod. “I forget things my ma says I should remember all the time! I only remember the really interesting things!”

 

“Oh? Like what?” Terra asked with a soft smile.

 

“Like, my dad's super-important, so important people come here for dinner with us all the time!” she boasted with her little hands on her hips. “Even General Le-” the girl cut herself off sharply. “I mean, um...general-ly... generally he has important people for…” she trailed off. “Uh, I forgot what I was going to say!”  she yelled with a nervous laugh. “Anyway! Just uh! Nice cape! Ok! bye!” the kid said over her shoulder as she sprinted off.

 

Terra blinked, startled, after the girl as she zig-zaged between people and out of sight.

 

Something about what the girl had said… bothered her.

 

Terra just couldn’t… place it…

 

“Hey!” Locke called out, as he strode over and threw his arm around her shoulders. “We can’t find the contact,” he whispered to her, then added louder, “Is there anything else you want to do in the city before we head out?”

 

“If there is, we should get to it. I am hoping to make it to Mount Kolts before nightfall,” Edgar said as he leaned against the safety rail on her other side. “We could have been half-way through the mountain pass if we hadn't made this pointless stop,” he grumbled, scowling at the sky.

 

Terra tilted her head at him. “The ocean is beautiful.”

 

Edgar rolled his head to the side to look down at her. “Ah? Well, my dear Terra, at least one of us got something out of it I suppose,” he said with a soft smile. Pushing himself off the railing, he stood up straight. “If we have concluded all our business here?” he said, looking at them expectantly. When neither had anything to add, he nodded and continued, “Very well, lets get the birds and head out.”

 

As many questions as there were filtering around her head, she knew better than to ask any of them as they collected the chocobos, and were still within the city.

 

It was only once the view of South Figaro fell away behind them, she finally felt it safe enough to ask, “What happened with the contact?”

 

“Usually it is easy to find them in one of a few places,” Locke answered with a shake of his head. “Yet nothing this time. Strangely, they didn’t even seem to be in town.”

 

“Perhaps they were already running information somewhere?” she asked.

 

“They should have someone in town at all times,” Edgar countered with a frown. “Perhaps it has to do with Shadow.”

 

“Not likely,” Locke said, before blowing out a breath. “Or, I guess the contact could have hidden because of him.”

 

Terra looked between them. “What shadow?” she asked, very confused.

 

Both men turned towards her, startled.

 

“Ah, forgive me,” Edgar said. “Shadow is the name of an assassin.”

 

“Yea, he tends to work for the Empire,” Locke added.

 

Edgar turned in the saddle to give Locke a long look. “You knew who he was before I said anything!” he accused.

 

Locke ducked his head as he stuttered out, “Well, well yea-”

 

“Then why did you go up to him! That dog he had was huge, it could have eaten you!”

 

“The dog? Interceptor is a good boy!”

 

“A-a-a,” Edgar stuttered, “g-good boy!? Locke! Please tell me you were not planning on petting the dog!”

 

“Ok, I won’t tell you,” Locke responded with a huge grin, before breaking out laughing.

 

Terra was rather disappointed she didn’t get to see the dog.

 

“My dear Locke, are you trying to get yourself killed in the most ridiculous way you can find?” Edgar bemoaned, as he buried his face in both his hands, hissing out a breath between them.

 

“Aw, come on Edgar, don’t be mad!” Locke whined.

 

Edgar dropped his hands and stared flatly at Locke for a long moment before taking a deep breath. “So. Shadow. Tell me what you know of him,” he ordered, voice tight.

 

“It wasn't like I was trying to not tell you or anything, it just didn’t seem important…” Locke trailed off softly.

 

Edgar just kept looking at him flatly.

 

“Right. Anyway.” Locke glanced away with an almost concealed flinch. “Shadow is an… odd guy. He is, despite his reputation, rather picky about his, well, kills.” He paused to look back to them before continuing, “Shadow doesn’t do kids, period. Not as target, not as bait, not as collateral of any kind.”

 

Locke looked over at Edgar with a bit of a grimace before continuing, “I know it doesn’t sound like much. But see, no kids rules, of many types, are fairly common, but a worryingly large number don’t care if a kid is collateral damage,” he hissed out with an upset twist to his face. “Shadow only kills his target, only does exactly what he is paid to do.”

 

“I fail to see how any of that leads you to think he wasn't there for a hit on the contact,” Edgar said.

 

Locke blew out a breath as he fiddled with the reins. “Well that's where things get interesting, and really speculative.”

 

Edgar nodded and waved him to go ahead.

 

“As true as it is about him doing mostly work for the Empire, I know for a fact he has known information which would have badly damaged the Returners, yet, he just never did anything with it.”

 

“What?!” Edgar hissed out.

 

“I, of course, asked him why. All he said was ‘no one paid me for it’! As if he couldn’t have easily sold it!”

 

“You didn’t tell anyone he had the information?” Edgar asked sharply.

 

“By the time I found out he had it, the information was defunct!” Locke tossed his hands up with a shake of his head “The operation it was about went off clean. I looked into it, of course, and I have been keeping an eye on him, but there hasn't even been a whisper of Shadow selling information about, or directly acting against, the Returners”

 

“Huh,” Edgar said quietly. “I really don’t know what to make of any of that,” he eventually admitted.

 

Locke made an agreeing noise as he waved his hand back and forth. “Exactly!”

 

Terra shifted. The name Shadow didn’t seem familiar, really, but the more she heard of him the more a memory floated up. A man in all black. Face covered leaving only his sharp eyes exposed. Large, dark dog at his side. A rough voice saying, ‘I wouldn't recommend it.’

 

She wondered what he wouldn't recommend.

 

---

 

(Banon)

 

Shouts from the guards near the entrance of the base drew Banon’s attention. Rushing through the cave, he got there just as the door slammed shut behind the messenger.

 

She straightened at the sight of him, shifting her nearly empty pack on her shoulder.

 

“You are stationed in South Figaro, are you not?” Banon asked as he motioned her to follow him to the area of the cave system he had set up as his office.

 

“Yes, Sir.”

 

“Why did you leave your post?” Mads asked as she followed them in and closed the door.

 

“I am sorry about that, but it seemed like the kind of information you would need as soon as I could get it to you,” the messenger said with a sigh of relief as she sunk into the chair in front of Banon’s desk.

 

“Understandable, what happened?” Banon said as he took his own seat.

 

“The information was still a bit sparse when I left, but apparently Figaro Castle was attacked by Kefka sometime yesterday morning!”

 

“What!?” Mads gasped.

 

“You are sure of this information?” Banon asked.

 

“As sure as I can be without going to look at the castle myself,” she confirmed.

 

If the Empire was moving on Figaro so soon, then things would get much more dangerous for the base they were in. “Mads, the last message to the group near Doma. Did they ever reply?”

 

Mads shook her head. “Nothing. We are likely going to have to actually call it as being gone,” she said voice sorrowful.

 

“It was bad enough when we lost our last foothold on the southern continent last year. With recruitment down…” He ran his fingers along the side of his eye. They didn’t even have enough people to keep two at South Figaro!

 

“We may have to ask Locke to look into things,” Mads said, frowning. “At this point owing favors, or even having him play us, wouldn't make us much worse off.”

 

“Isn't that a depressing thought,” Banon grumbled.

 

He took a deep breath.

 

Held it for a moment.

 

Then let it out.

 

“Even so,” he said, only steadied a little. “As long as we have breath, we must continue to fight.”

 

Mads took a deep breath and straightened. “Of course,” she agreed.

 

“Any ideas on where General Leo is?” Banon looked between their shaking heads with a sigh. “I have a bad feeling whatever he is currently up to, is about to become our main problem. Was there anymore information from South Figaro?”

 

“Not really. The details were a bit jumbled as all the soldiers were starting to shift to war preparation when I left. From what I understood, Kefka set the castle on fire!” She hesitated a moment before adding, “There was also…”

 

“Something else?” Banon prompted when she did not continue.

 

“Well, it wasn't important… but something about the Castle sinking? And King Edgar… lost his pants?”

 

“...what?” Banon choked out.

 

“I have no idea.”

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Sparks from the campfire drifted up into the night sky like they were trying to join with the stars. Terra tilted her head back, looking up over the tops of the trees to the moon lit mountain. “It is so beautiful,” she whispered.

 

“My dear Terra,” Edgar said, breaking her out of her revere as he sat next to her. “Would you like me to take your hair down? The style is lovely for daywear, but will quickly become uncomfortable in the night.”

 

“Thank you, Edgar,” she said with a nod.

 

He sat down behind her, gently untying ribbons and unbraiding her hair. “I was thinking. Well, considering memory issues, Your name is Terra, right?”

 

She blinked. “Yes?”

 

“Well alright then.” Edgar hummed softly. “I wanted to make sure. Sometimes, things can get jumbled, or people can decide they don’t like the name they have and want a new one.” He laughed good-naturedly as he continued, “or a new a lot of things. I just wanted to ensure, you know, that if we are calling you the wrong things, to let us know and we will change it.”

 

Terra was… confused.

 

Her name was her name… wasn’t it?

 

“People change their names?” she asked eventually.

 

“Oh yea, all the time! What kind of parents would name their kid ‘Locke’, after all?” Edgar finished with a soft smirk.

 

Locke squawked in indignation from the other side of the fire. “Locke is a perfectly respectable name!” he defended, as he pointed the charred tip of a stick at them. “How dare you!” he gasped out dramatically.

 

Terra couldn’t help but giggle at his antics. “You picked it?”

 

Locke nodded, as he walked around the fire to plop down next to them. “Yup! It has such a nice ring to it.”

 

“You named yourself after a closing device,” Terra said tilting her head.

 

“One that usually holds the good treasure!”

 

Edgar laughed warmly. “Ah, of course, it is always about the treasure.”

 

“Obviously!” Locke tossed his hands up then jerked one back down with a flinch.

 

“Locke,” Edgar said unhappily, “are you hurt?”

 

“It is a little sore, mostly just a bruise,” Locke huffed out, while rolling his shoulder a bit.

 

“We have potions,” Edgar reprimanded.

 

“It’s not that bad!”

 

“You flinched,” Edgar said dryly.

 

Terra shook her head at them. They were always arguing over the oddest things. Closing her eyes, she pooled healing magic in her hand, reached out and ran her fingers over Locke’s hurt shoulder, fixing it. “There, no potions wasted,” she said, putting an end to the silly disagreement.

 

Locke blinked down at his shoulder as he moved it around. “Huh, thanks.”

 

She smiled at him.

 

“Well,” Edgar said with an odd note in his voice. “Still, next time don’t just leave it,” he said, hands slowly starting to take her hair down again.

 

Locke rolled his eyes.

 

Terra smiled, warm and comfortable as the other two continued to joke back and forth.

 

Edgar carefully taking down and brushing out her hair.

 

Locke saying silly things to get both of them to laugh.

 

And above them all, the beautiful, seemingly endless, night sky.

 

 

---

Notes:

Terra looking out over the water

Rambles (Spoiler-ish)

Shadow and Puppy have arrived! Yay! (and then they don't show up again for a while :( )

It just makes since to me that Shadow was there running letters, or other wise had something to do with whatever the Empire was up to in the area. It is probably more of just a head canon, but it makes him hanging out in the bar... sorry 'Cafe', have a reason, and i like reasons.

This is the first time an Inviz shows up, but it will by far not be the last time! In world, an item that can make you invisible would be a very cool tool people would totally be using often if they could get their hands on it. I realize i am kinda making the items a bit more generalized in a lot of ways than in game, but i feel like it fits the world building i am going for in this.

The conversation with the little girl was another case of; i really want it in there, but how it is presented in game wouldn't work. I mean come on! They aint just walking into people's houses randomly like you do in a game! lol

I was trying to get across the difference between how Locke sees Edgar's outfit, and how Edgar sees his outfit, but i am not sure how much was clear. Close third POV is great for conveying how people see the world, but also can be jarring to the reader when there is such a disconnect between how people understand things in the world.

This was a fairly calm chapter, especially after the last one. A nice space to take a breath, before things start coming and don't really stop.

Chapter 9: Storm Clouds on the Horizon

Summary:

Mount Kolts decides to not be cooperative, the monsters don't help either.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Abuse

PTSD reactions

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom, yall are such a huge help!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 9 : Storm Clouds on the Horizon

 

(Locke)

 

Mount Kolts, loomed.

 

Locke urged Rye slowly forward, her talons clacking as she kicked some of the loose rocks out of their way along the path. From where they were, he should have been able to see the entrance to the passage through the mountain. Instead, rubble was scattered, tossed onto itself into random piles which towered and teetered over their heads.

 

He gave himself a moment to hope, because why not, and slid off the chocobo. With slow, measured steps, he picked his way up and over one of the largest piles to take a look. Rocks under his feet slid. Tossing his arms out, he stilled until everything had settled. With a shake of his head, he started back down.

 

“Well, looks like there was a rock slide.” Once Locke’s feet were back on solid ground, he tilted his head to look up at the clouds.

 

Fluffy, fluffy clouds without a care in the world.

 

Lucky.

 

“A rock slide,” Edgar repeated, from atop his chocobo. “What else could… no, no I am not going to…”

 

“This was the path to the valley?” Terra asked, as she climbed off Pale. “I can’t even tell there was a cave here.”

 

“Yea, and it really is the only safe way to get past the mountain.” He motioned up towards the pile of rocks and danger. “The monsters are so strong up there people are always using this place for training.” It was none of his business, what others liked spending their time on, but he did not see the appeal. “Actually, that may explain… this.”

 

“What might?” Terra asked.

 

“People sparring,” Locke answered, trying to think of an alternate path. “There’s a guy named Duncan who trains people up there. Last time something like this happened, he just laughed and responded, ‘sometimes the younguns get a bit rambunctious.’ I am still not sure if he was joking…”

 

Edgar pinched the bridge of his nose. “Is there another entrance?”

 

“Nope. The only way to continue forward would be up and over, or wait till the path is cleared.” Locke shook his head, as he looked up at the horrible, supposedly sacred mountain. “We could always loop around, and get to the valley from the Narshe side.”

 

“It would take too long…” Edgar said, as he laced his fingers together, gaze turned up at Mount Kolts. “If we go up there, how much actual climbing would we need to expect?”

 

“There shouldn’t be any climbing.” Locke waved the question off with a bit of a forced laugh. “There are other paths, a lot of them actually, the problem is we will seriously need to be worried about ending up on a monster’s menu.” He motioned to the chocobos as he continued, “and we will not be able to ride. At least the birds are Figaro trained, so if they came with us, they would be as safe as we would be.”

 

Not that they would be safe.

 

“Very well.” Edgar looked from Locke to Terra and nodded as he slid off his chocobo. “We will go over the mountain then.”

 

Locke pressed his lips together to keep the screaming internal. Sure, why not, it would probably be fine. He always wanted to be eaten by a monster.

 

Life goals and all that.

 

“Let’s go,” Edgar ordered as he turned and headed up the path with a series of sharp whistles which commanded the birds to follow him.

 

Of course Edgar never even bothered to look back to make sure they were behind him.

 

King Edgar just expected his word would be all it took to get them moving.

 

Annoyingly enough, he wasn’t wrong.

 

Locke glanced at Terra as they trailed after him.

 

Both of them followed the order just as surely as the birds had.

 

 

---

 

 

(Kefka)

 

Light shone off of the intricate gold adornments as it streamed in through the skylights of the Emperor’s private sitting room. The man himself walked back and forth, teeth grit, voice as sharp as the most honed blade, as he ranted. When he rolled his shoulders and tossed an arm wide, the sun caught the stones set in his rings; they sparkled like trapped stars.

 

Through it all, Kefka grinned.

 

And made sure, he kept grinning.

 

“-am I clear, Kefka,” the Emperor snapped out, as he turned on his heel, long gold embroidered fur cape swooshing around him in a wide arch.

 

“Perfectly, Your Excellency!” Kefka bowed. Bent nearly in half, he swept one hand wide, and placed the second against his chest. “I understand I was a bit… hasty in my efforts to get back the girl. I-” He staggered back, hand flying up just short of his cheek, before he got a hold of himself and lowered it again.

 

“Enough!” the Emperor ordered as he shook out his hand. “I am beyond uninterested in your petty excuses.”

 

“Of course, Your Excellency.”

 

“The amount of things I will have to rework because of your little temper tantrum! You are lucky I still have use for you!” the Emperor said, as he ran his fingers down one of the graying lock of hair which framed his face.

 

“Of course, Your Excellency.”

 

“For now, you will join the South Figaro war party under General Celes,” the Emperor commanded, shoulders settling straight as he waved his personal guards back to their posts by the wall.

 

“Of course, Your Excellency.”

 

“Don’t think this inconvenience will go unpunished. You will be getting what you deserve for it, such will just have to wait till after South Figaro is under proper control,” the Emperor reminded him. “A war on two fronts will be enough trouble without you being useless.”

 

“Of course, Your Excellency.”

 

“Get out.” The Emperor flicked his wrist, shooing him away.

 

“Of course, Your Excellency.”

 

Kefka bowed, yet again, and swiftly did as ordered.

 

He grinned, as he passed through the lovely throne room.

 

He grinned, as he strode through the metal corridors of Vector.

 

He grinned, as he turned towards the long hallway to his rooms.

 

Once the door to his main room was shut behind him, he slammed his hand down, and with a solid click, the lock engaged.

 

Finally alone, Kefka let his grin shatter into a snarl as he stormed across the entryway. Soft carpets muffled his steps, right up until he rounded into his bedroom, where his boots made a proper noise to accent his rage.

 

His cheek stung where the Emperor had hit him. It hurt only a bit more as he prodded it with his finger, a light punishment as a precursor to a proper one.

 

The feel of wetness, made him jerk his hand back.

 

Blood, his blood!

 

He was bleeding!

 

Kefka snarled, then forced in a deep breath and paused.

 

It was fine.

 

Easily fixed.

 

He slowly raised a hand, and swirled it through the air. Magic pooled, and shimmered around his fingers, as he brushed them over the cuts sliced into his face by the Emperor’s rings.

 

The sting faded away.

 

Kefka shook his head, and with a few steps he stood before his dressing mirror. White foundation was smeared away, the bright color of his eye shadow now dull and muddy.

 

This would not do.

 

With quick swipes he cleaned away the old make up, his face soon cleared for the new.

 

Although the over all situation was… less than ideal, at least he would be able to look for the girl in South Figaro. Finding her, and getting her back where she belonged, was of utmost importance. As long as he did not deviate too far from his orders, surely, the Emperor would understand.

 

With a careful, practiced hand, Kefka spread the fresh, bright white foundation across his skin. Evenly he covered his face, and set it into place.

 

Kefka needed to find a way to fix his standing with the Emperor. There was no way he would allow the loss of his position after so long. Especially not because of, probably Leo’s, over inflated worries about a multi-fronted war.

 

There had to be a way to take care of the issue.

 

He would find it.

 

But first, he needed to fix his visage.

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

With a screech, the bird monster dove, its talons slicing through the air. Edgar jumped back, and slid on the loose rocks as he ducked out of the way. Spear shifted to his off hand, he pulled out his crossbow and fired.

 

The bird spun in the air and careened into the ground.

 

Edgar snapped his attention to the others, just as Locke dodged away from the second monster.

 

Terra, fire at her fingers and bright firelight in her eyes, made a quick motion and sent flame slamming into the large tusked creature.

 

It reared back with a roar. Once settled back on it’s legs, it rounded with angry focus locked on Terra. Gravel skittered across the path as it charged at her.

 

Unconcerned, she pulled her sword. When its tusk was a mere breath away, she side stepped and slashed her sword deep into the monster’s shoulder as it charged by.

 

Edgar rushed forward, stowed his crossbow, and flipped his spear back into his dominant hand. With a leap, he landed a heavy attack on the monster, before jumping back away.

 

Locke’s Fire Skean exploded into a fireball, and the monster fell.

 

“Well, I can see you were not joking about the monsters up here,” Edgar said, as he scanned the area to make sure they had handled them all. “Hopefully we will not run into too many of those large ones.” Once he caught sight of Terra, he immediately rushed over to her. “Your arm!”

 

Bright red dripped down Terra’s shoulder, and pooled at the top of her armor. “I am alright. It is just a cut,” she said with a shrug of her uninjured arm.

 

“Looks like more than just a cut to me,” Locke huffed out as he opened the pouch at his waist. “Give me a second, I will get you a potion.”

 

“It is not about the severity.” Edgar tilted his head to get a better look at the gash. Luckily, it did not look too deep. “It would be best if you didn’t get hurt at all.” To keep her around, it seemed, would be an exercise in stress and worry, rather like his life already was with Locke around.

 

Someone save him from the beautiful, competent, and incredibly reckless.

 

“Do dodge a bit earlier next time,” Edgar said with a sigh.

 

Terra looked back and forth between them, her brow furrowed. “Oh,” she whispered, as she looked down at her arm.

 

“Yea, ‘oh,’” Locke said, as he held out a small potion bottle. “Here.”

 

Terra blinked at it for a moment, then shook her head. “It is alright, I don’t need it.” She cupped her hand, eyes glowing gently as soft light pooled. The cut shimmered with magic, as she traced her fingers over the injury, and when the light faded, it took the gash and blood with it. “There, all fixed!” She smiled up at them, like it was a perfectly normal thing she just did.

 

“Oh! Right! I forgot you could do that!” Locke laughed, as he slipped the potion back into his pouch.

 

“Right,” Edgar said, as he swallowed his unease at the use of magic. “Just be sure not to tire yourself out using… that. None of us know what the limit on it is, or what will happen if you hit it.” He gave her a stern look. “So try not to get hurt, and if you feel tired, use a potion instead.”

 

She straightened her stance and saluted. “Understood!”

 

“Kweh?” a chocobo chirped as Rye took a step out from around the rock the rest of the chocobos were still hidden behind.

 

“Oh! The birds!” Terra exclaimed, as she turned on her heel and rushed off.

 

Locke glanced over at Edgar. “Was that a-?” he asked, his voice low.

 

Edgar dipped his head in a slight nod. “It was definitely an Empire salute.”

 

“I am not greens!” Terra complained, as her hair was clamped in Nix’s beak and pulled. She reached up with one hand and petted the chocobo between the eyes. Nix made happy chirp and drop Terra’s hair.

 

“Suppose it reinforces what she was saying about having been part of the military before…” Locke said, his voice just louder than the wind.

 

“Not much point in having someone under complete control learn to salute.”

 

“Ego can make people do weird things” Locke glanced at Edgar out of the corner of his eye. “Maybe at some point, they figured she would be better used as a rare piece of specialized equipment.”

 

“What?” Edgar said, confusion made his voice come out flat. With a shake of his head he countered, “She is intelligent, and obviously well trained. Even if looking at it from a standpoint of use, she would be a bigger asset with her mind intact.”

 

“Yea, but people are... unpredictable,” Locke said carefully.

 

Near the rocks, Terra’s joy radiated out in her laugh as she petted Pale and Nix. Rye, right next to them, flapped her wings in a chocobo version of a pout.

 

“You said it yourself,” Locke continued, voice still ever so quiet. “Gestahl doesn’t believe in loyalty, just fear and control. Even if he did, loyalty is difficult to gain, and harder to keep. So what if he lost some of her abilities? With her under complete control, he wouldn't have to worry about trying to secure obedience from someone who is so dangerous.” He turned and looked over the side of the mountain for a moment, jaw tight. “Better to have a weapon you can use as needed.”

 

“People are not weapons,” Edgar said, voice more sharp and clipped than he really meant it to be. “They aren't toys. They aren't things to be used, and tossed aside.”

 

No matter what he said, Locke had a point.

 

Edgar really hated how Locke had a point.

 

“Sure,” Locke said with a loose shrug.

 

“Locke.”

 

“Hey! I ain't disagreeing,” Locke added in a rush with his hands up, grin almost believable. He tipped his head towards Terra. “It was probably a reaction to you giving her an order.”

 

“What?” Edgar blinked, startled by the change in gears. “What was? What order?”

 

“The salute she did.”

 

“What order?” he repeated. Why was Locke so bad at the concept of context?

 

Locke turned and looked up at him. The smile spread across his face as it grew in to a real grin. “You don’t even realize you do it, huh.”

 

“Locke.”

 

“No, no it is hilarious! You order people around without even thinking about it. Just, say a thing and expect it to be done. Even when it is stuff like ‘take care of yourself’!” Locke finished in what could be nothing else but a mockery of Edgar’s manner of speech.

 

“I gave an order? What makes something an order?” he mumbled to himself, as he rubbed his face in exasperation.

 

Locke, of course, just laughed harder at him. “You are so used to people just doing what you tell them. Must come with the huge chair and the overly fancy headgear.”

 

“Overly-” He paused a moment before asking, “Locke, was there a crown in the packs?”

 

“No?”

 

Edgar hissed out a breath. “Dang it. If I had realized sooner I could have done something. It’s too late now.”

 

“What does it matter?” Locke asked as he looked up at him with a confused grin. “Not like it would be safe to have it on while traveling, and Banon’s not going to get confused on who you are.”

 

“That’s not…” Edgar frowned. “What do you think a crown is for?” he asked slowly.

 

“So everyone knows who the most special in the room is…?” Locke rocked back and forth on his heels with a shrug.

 

“So everyone knows who is in charge?” Terra answered as she walked over with the chocobos.

 

“Huh,” Edgar said intelligently, as he looked between them.

 

“Uh, I am guessing neither of those are what you were thinking?” Locke asked.

 

Edgar shook his head. “A crown is a sign of respect for those around you, it’s a mark of the land you belong to and a promise to the people who live there,” he quoted. “As far as I know, the meaning hasn't changed during the whole reign of the line Figaro. To meet a leader of any standing without one, would be considered a grave insult.”

 

“Huh,” Locke said, obviously surprised. “Well I guess that is what it means to Figaro monarchs, but I am not sure it has ever meant that to anyone else.”

 

Were people so unaware?

 

Was he?

 

It had never crossed his mind people would see his crown differently than the way he did.

 

“Oh well, Banon aint a king,” Locke said waving it off. “I am fairly sure he is common born. He might just take more insult to you having a crown than not having it.” He shook his head. “I mean, I have known you for years, and I always figured it was a posturing thing.”

 

“Well, that is rather distressing.” Edgar sighed as he dropped his head into his hands. “Any more of my world views you want to inform me aren't universal while we are on the topic?”

 

“I will let you know if I think of anything else.”

 

“Do so,” Edgar said honestly.

 

It was going to bother him. The question of how much trouble they had run into was because of things like this. Things no one bothered to say anything about because everyone thought the way they looked at it was the way everyone saw it.

 

Did it creep along and undermine things he had worked for- with the Returners, with Banon, with others?

 

How would he even know if it had?

 

“You got it,” Locke said with a laugh and a smirk. “I will gladly tell you when you are wrong!”

 

“Not sure I would put it that way.”

 

“Well, I would!” Locke crowed.

 

Terra giggled.

 

“Anyway, shall we head on then?” Edgar said exasperatedly. With a sharp turn, he continued up the path. It was only a moment before he heard the crunch of footsteps behind him.

 

As they made their way higher along the mountain, Terra and Locke talked behind him. Their exact words were lost to the wind and the sounds of talons on stone, but the tones were light, and good-natured.

 

Terra was already so much more present than she had been the first time they met. It was, at the time, rather awkward to have to introduce himself twice. Yet, now she could hold full conversations, with nary a skip in attention. Her fast and thorough recovery was like nothing he had ever heard of.

 

The only difference he could think of between the others and her, was magic. Perhaps, her healing abilities had begun to correct the damage on an instinctive level.

 

Edgar tapped the shaft of his spear against his shoulder, as he thought.

 

If it was the case that her magic made such a difference, then there may be some merit to using her cure abilities as a supplemental treatment for the people who, even after years, still suffered from the after affects. Of course, it would rely on the benefits being transferable.

 

He would have to send Locke to speak to Arvis about the possibility at the next opportunity.

 

The loud buzzing, paired with the shout of “Edgar!” made him throw himself to the side. As he rolled to a stop he realized a bird monster’s talons had nearly caught his shoulder.

 

With a screech, the bird circled, while two more of the large tusked monsters charged out from up the path and placed themselves between him and the others.

 

“Oh great!” Locke yelled, as he tried to move closer to Edgar. “Now we have to deal with two more of them!” Not able to find a way past the monsters, he shifted closer to the rock wall and pulled out some items.

 

“At least this time we have experience,” Terra said as she unsheathed her sword.

 

Edgar scowled as the large monster dug its claws into the path. The ground lurched, with a great crack of stone.

 

He tried to find his footing.

 

He had no footing.

 

Edgar slammed into the slope of the mountain, pain split the side of his head as he tumbled, no air left in his lungs to scream.

 

Everything spun and buzzed, uncontrolled and everywhere.

 

It took a moment to realize, he had stopped rolling.

 

He trembled, the world tilted and blurred as he forced his arms to push him up. A shaky, gasped, breath in seemed to clear out a bit of the darkness from his vision.

 

Everything hurt, but he wasn't dead.

 

So, yay.

 

Edgar did his best to glance around ledge he had landed on.

 

He squinted up at where he had been, his vision swam, the distance indistinct. It wasn't so far, he didn’t think.

 

The ledge had been good.

 

“Good ledge.” Edgar patted it with a trembling hand.

 

Nothing seemed broken, he didn’t think.

 

So, the armor was good too.

 

“Good armor.”

 

He tried to blink away the red stuff as it dripped into his eyes. It didn't really work.

 

Wait, was it blood?

 

Well, maybe his head was a little broken.

 

Locke would say it always was.

 

Edgar huffed out a laugh.

 

It made his head hurt worse.

 

So mean.

 

It was probably Locke’s fault.

 

Where was his Locke? His Locke should be here?

 

Edgar pouted.

 

He always missed his bestfri- his Locke when he was not around.

 

The large monster reared up over him, large clawed feet ready to stomp.

 

“Oh… that is probably bad,” Edgar admitted.

 

It was going to try and squish him.

 

Edgar pressed his hands down on the ground and narrowed his eyes at the monster.

 

He didn’t want to be squished.

 

No. No. He would not abide by being squished.

 

It would be terribly inconvenient.

 

A ring of light spun around the monster. The beams shot up from the ground, as lightning flashed out and struck it. Once it was over, the monster was dead.

 

“Oh good, that was helpful.”

 

Edgar promptly made the royal decision to pass out.

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

The claw swipe cut right through where Locke had been only a moment before. As he finished his roll, he tossed out a random skean in retaliation. He hissed, angry at himself, as water splashed against the gorgias.

 

The monster didn’t even break its stride as it charged.

 

Locke spun away as he dodged, forced further from the ledge Edgar had tumbled over. “Terra! C-can you see him?!”

 

Fire cut through the air, the winged monster was knocked off course, and slammed into the side of the mountain. Terra moved back towards the edge of the path and called out, “Edgar! Can you hear me?” She frowned. “He is on a ledge a bit down. I don’t think he heard me, it looks like he hit his head.”

 

“Right, ok,” Locke bit out, as he snatched a handful of skeans from his pouch. With quick flicks of his wrist he threw two fire skean and a lightning one in quick succession. He gritted his teeth, as the first two hit in glancing blows, and the third shattered against a rock.

 

“Kweh!” one of the chocobos chirped as it jumped down off the path, it dropped, only slightly slowed by the flutter of its wings.

 

With a determined, “Kweh!!” a second bird joined the first.

 

Locke jerked his head to the side as sharp claws passed right by his eye. With a roll further away, he shoved his hand into his pouch and tossed out another random skean.

 

Fire skean and fire magic collided, and staggered the monster a final time.

 

As the last monster finally fell, Locke ran, vaulted over the side of the cliff, slid down the slope and knelt. “Edgar! Can you hear me?”

 

Pale chirped, quiet and worried, as Locke pushed his wing out of the way to get a look at the damage.

 

There was so much red, too much red.

 

Locke’s hands shook, he ignored it as he reached out and set his finger tips light against Edgar’s neck.

 

He was just knocked out.

 

They could work with knocked out.

 

Locke would upend his entire inventory of items, if needed, to work with knocked out.

 

His hands made jerky movements as he yanked out his pouch and unfolded the fabric he kept wrapped around his Fenix Downs.

 

“Edgar?”

 

Terra’s soft voice made Locke jump, and his items slide out of his grasp, he glanced up at her as he fumbled them back into his hands.

 

She knelt beside him with a frown, then closed her eyes. Hands folded in front of her, around which light pooled and flowed, soft sparks danced between her fingers and into the air. As she pushed her hands forward, the light moved over and around Edgar as it glowed brighter. It swirled, settled, and faded out.

 

Locke went still. “Did it work?” he asked, voice weak. The Fenix feather still clutched in one hand.

 

Terra glanced over to him then back to Edgar. “I think it should have.”

 

Should have.

 

Locke swallowed the angry words, kept them sharp behind his teeth. To yell at her would do nothing, she didn’t know any more about what she could do than he did.

 

Perhaps, he should use the feather too.

 

Just in case.

 

Edgar groaned, turned his head, and blinked up at them. A groggy smile spread across his face. “Ah, what a treat, to wake up to such beauty,” he hummed out.

 

Locke huffed out a relieved laugh. “Well if he is feeling well enough to flirt, he is fine.” With a shake of his head, he put the feather back into its place in his pouch.

 

Edgar looked between them then to the three birds looking down at him. “Ah, what happened? I fell? There was a monster?” he muttered as he tried to push himself into a seated position. Pale shifted to try to support his back, with an almost chiding chirp.

 

Locke scowled as he grabbed Edgar’s arm to keep him from ending up flat on the ground again.

 

“I think I hit my head,” Edgar stated the obvious, as he wiped blood away from his eyes.

 

“Here,” Terra said, as more light pooled in her hands for a moment before she reached out and over to the wound on his head.

 

As the light faded, so did the cut and blood.

 

Edgar quickly sucked in a breath then slowly let it out. “That is much better.” Carefully, he stood, Locke still held on to his arm as he wobbled to his feet.

 

“And here I was so sure you said there would be no rock climbing,” Edgar said wearily as he looked up to where the path was.

 

“I said there shouldn’t be!” Locke snapped, harsher than he expected.

 

“Locke,” Edgar said, far too gently as he nudged him with his elbow. “Are you alright?”

 

“I am not the one who was hurt,” he said through gritted teeth.

 

Edgar just hummed like an asshole. “Well, what we need now is a plan to get back up. There is some rope in the packs I believe.”

 

It took some maneuvering, and some failures, but they managed to get all of them back up on the path.

 

Eventually.

 

Once they were finally on their way again, Locke kept himself behind the other two, to keep an eye on them.

 

He opened and closed his hands in a desperate attempt to still them.

 

It refused to work, they twitched anyway.

 

With jerky movements he pulled off his bandannas and ran his fingers through his hair, pulling at the strands. “I am finding you a Cherub Down,” he gritted out to Edgar’s back.

 

Edgar slowed to a stop as he turned to look back at him. “Locke, I am fine,” he replied so, so horribly gentle.

 

“I don’t care!” Locke snarled, as he lunged forward and grabbed Edgar by the front of his armor. With a yank he pulled him down, to his level, as close to eye to eye as they ever got. “I am going to find one! You are going to keep it on you at all times! Or I will shove it down your throat!” A sharp shake to the man, caused him to suck in a quick breath, Locke ignored it and continued, “You bashed your head in! You were barely breathing!”

 

“Locke,” Edgar snapped out, then took a slow breath. He reached up with a careful hand and wrapped it around the one clutched at his armor. “I am…” Hand tightened just a bit around Locke’s, as he continued, “Alright, when you find one, I will keep it on me.”

 

Locke staggered, wrong footed. All his rage just fell away in the face of Edgar’s quick agreement, and hand wrapped, warm and comfortable around his.

 

With a jerky nod, he let go of the armor and stumbled a pace away. “Right. Right good then!” he said, as he turned on his heel and started back up the path.

 

With a twitchy shake of his head, he tried to push away… everything.

 

Yet, it still buzzed and lingered, making a wretched home under his skin.

 

He hadn't meant to… do that.

 

With a sigh he rubbed his face, and glanced back as Terra said something to Edgar. Then slowed his gait down, just a bit, to make sure they were not too far apart.

 

Manhandling Edgar was…

 

Locke shook his head sharply yet again.

 

He was fine.

 

He was just twitchy over nothing.

 

He was.

 

Still it would be nice if people he cared about would stop being tossed from high places!

 

Locke swallowed as the images blurred between Terra and Rachel being unresponsive on cave floors.

 

Maybe he should get a stock of Cherub Downs.

 

Locke had a creeping feeling things weren’t going to get any less stressful any time soon.

 

---

 

(Umaro)

 

The Umaro’s claws tapped against the cold stone as he made his way forward as quiet as someone his size could.

 

There were humans in caves the humans did not go to.

 

He could smell them, he could hear them.

 

There were new monsters too. Ones like the humans kept, but not any of the types he had seen with them before.

 

He leaned over the ledge, and looked down into the area below him. The humans had cut out more space, this cave room was not so big last time the Umaro was here.

 

Large, four legged, long maned, monsters milled about in fenced off areas.

 

The Umaro had never seen any monsters like these kind before.

 

If they hadn’t been with the humans, he may have wanted to wrestle some of them for fun.

 

He ducked down lower as a few humans walked in with words.

 

Voices proud as they spoke about things the Umaro couldn’t understand. Even as he tried his best to make out what they meant, he just wasn't good with the human speak.

 

Best he could do was something about a test, and riding the monsters? Maybe a human named Dante?

 

The Umaro shook his head. It didn’t matter, he would just not go near the place again.

 

Maybe he should tell the Mog about it.

 

But, other than that, he would leave the humans to their things.

 

---

 

Notes:

Sorry about the art not being finished, it will probably still be a couple of days. I had planed on finishing it up on Sunday, but was not feeling all that great, so figured i would do it today, but i am still not feeling all that great. It is probably a good thing i had this chapter basically ready to go already lol

WARNINGS (Spoiler-ish)

The Kefka part has him getting hit by Gestahl and having a shut down response.

Another discussion about using people as weapons, it is framed negatively.

Locke has a bit of a bad time... again, and has panic responses that stick around for a while.

Rambles! (Spoilers)

First, i want to say; Kefka aint getting redeemed in this. Reasons are not justifications. 'Cool motive, still murder' and all that. BUT i am giving him a backstory in this, and it will eventually kinda explain how/why he got where he ended up. Plus i keep thinking the game kinda let Gestahl off light. Sure Kefka ends up being the main antagonist, but the main bad guy? Was totally actually Gestahl, you know, the guy who broke Kefka in the first place. The one who tortured a bunch of espers for power, the one who made a CHILD a general, and set out to take over the world. Sure, Kefka wants to destroy everything, but like if he had gotten help earlier, maybe it wouldn't have gotten to that point. Or AT LEAST someone could have kept him out of the weapons of mass destruction like responsible people. But no. Gestahl wants to keep using him, and eventually it bites him.

And Royal Shock enters the chat! when i was doing research for this story and picking what i wanted to use and how, i looked up the desperation moves and immediately decided this scene had to happen. Well not this exactly, there were a few revisions, but mostly i knew i was going to toss him off a cliff for this.

I was sad i had to cut the part where the chocobos kicked the monster off the ledge, but it messed up the flow. Also, Pale is almost a white chocobo, so he has some healing ability. He was trying to heal Edgar with only a little bit of stabilization effect. Basically, Edgar got REALLY lucky with that fall.

Be sure to use a helmet kids!

UMARO! He is odd to write. Trying to get the vibe of him being not human, and a bit mentally slow, but also not like in a bad way...? I am not sure how to word it, but like yea he aint a bright guy, but that is just him. It isn't meant to be like an insult or anything to anyone. -sigh- if anyone reads this and thinks i messed up on portraying him please let me know, i am not trying to insult people with intellectual disabilities here. i am REALLY not, so yea.

Any way, his POV is the lowest number of times in this book, i think it is marked at three. He is just not doing much with the plot at this point. ... really he didn't do much with the plot in the game either, so he is getting much more here. Though it is more on the eventually side than really in this book. He is in the rough outline for joining up with the group in book 2!

There are SO MANY characters in this story i want to give more attention, back story, and plot to then i feel they had in the game. It is making this story really grow way longer and more unwieldy than i originally meant it to be.

There are way, way to many POV characters to juggle. And there are still... what three more coming up in this book? Sabin, Celes, and Gau. (i am going to feel really silly if i forgot someone lol) and this is DOWN from my first draft lol. My first draft had like Leo, and Gogo, and Ultros, along with some side characters i was using to give a better idea of what was going on in other places. Some of those pieces i am sad to have had to cut. i may use the more interesting of them as side one shots. But they were really just messing up the flow of the story and bogging it down. yall don't need to see it, i can just tell ya what happened and move on.

Then there are... more getting added in book two...

After this i am going to agree with the limiting numbers of POVs to like 5 advice lol

i picked a very complicated project as a learning book.

lets see if i bit off more than i can chew.

Chapter 10: The Differences Between

Summary:

Terra and Edgar admire the view to different conclusions.

And Sabin makes his appearance.

Notes:

WARNINGS>

Animal Death
Person Death (discussion)

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom for continuing to look these over. <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 10 : The Differences Between

 

(Terra)

 

Terra slowed to a stop next to where a bush, made of less leaves and more twigs, clung to the edge of the cliff. Its roots coiled through stone, and whatever dirt it could find, to keep itself from tipping off into the open nothingness beyond. To keep itself from being dashed on the rocks, which waited so, so far below.

 

She took a deep breath.

 

There was something about being so high up, or maybe it was Mount Kolts in particular, which made it feel like something reached out and held her close. Like there was a warm presence draped over the whole of the Sabre mountain range sprawled out in rolling waves towards the horizon. As if when she breathed in the damp earthen air, the wind breathed with her.

 

Rye bumped her head against Terra’s shoulder, knocking her out of her thoughts. Pointing her beak at the others, who had gotten further than Terra had realized, Rye gave a soft chirp.

 

Not wanting to be left behind, Terra took one last look at the view, and turned to catch up with the others.

 

With a grin, Locke tossed an arm over her shoulders as she settled back in next to them.

 

The two men continued to talk between themselves, Terra content to let their voices drift by her as they walked.

 

Everything was calm and warm.

 

Which was much better than… well.

 

Everything which had happened after Edgar had fallen made her so confused. The feeling wasn’t really new, she had been surprised and baffled about many things since they left Narshe, but this was… jarring in a way she couldn’t quite place.

 

The strange light she had only caught a glimpse of had been startling enough. But Edgar’s behavior towards Locke after, was what felt like missing a step.

 

King Edgar was an oddly relaxed king. He let Locke get away with a great deal of things she was sure no one else in his position would ever allow. Jokes and the playful way they interact was one thing, but… Locke had grabbed King Edgar and yanked him over.

 

Locke had manhandled a King, and in response… got soothed for it, with calm and gentle words.

 

Only after things had calmed down, and it hadn’t happened, did Terra realize she had expected Edgar to backhand Locke for the audacity of the action.

 

Surely it had been crossing a line that was never to be crossed.

 

Rulers do not get manhandled, not by those who live.

 

Yet, Edgar didn’t seem even the least bit upset, and although Locke was still twitchy, he didn’t seem worried about punishment for the mistake either.

 

There was no tension, no anger, just…

 

Terra shook her head.

 

As curious as she was about why Edgar had allowed it, she knew better than to bring attention to such things and actually ask.

 

Questions about the odd light which had hit the monster, however, seemed a far safer place to deal with some of her curiosity.

 

“Edgar, I have a question,” Terra said, during a break in the men’s conversation.

 

“Oh? What is on your mind?” he asked, as he slowed down to walk next to her.

 

“Earlier, when you were down on the ledge, there was a weird light. What was it?”

 

“A light?” Edgar repeated with a frown.

 

“Yea,” Locke said. “It was strange, looked like beams and lightning or something.”

 

Edgar hummed and narrowed his eyes, staying quiet for a while as they followed the path into a cave. “Ah, I vaguely remember it,” he eventually said, face clearing. “It must have been a Blessing.”

 

“A… blessing? What is that? It looked like magic of some kind?” she asked.

 

“Its a-” Edgar started to reply, before cutting himself off to blink in surprise. “Magic? No. No, it isn't the same thing. However, I suppose it would look similar, if you didn’t know the difference.”

 

“Blessings are really weird,” Locke agreed. “Didn’t know you had one though?”

 

“I wasn’t aware either,” Edgar said with a shrug. “I do know they run in my bloodline though, and based on the information, it would make the most sense.”

 

“But, what is a blessing?” Terra asked again, frustration bleeding in to her voice.

 

“Well, it is a… blessing from an outside force of some kind. In this case it would be a last chance protection I suppose.” Edgar rolled his shoulders, stretching. “I had a great uncle who’s favorite weapons would get blessed with ice damage, if he used them for a few years.”

 

Terra had no idea what to make of any of that.

 

“Ah, you still look confused. What do you not understand?” Edgar smiled as he waved a hand for her to continue.

 

“Outside force? What outside force?” Terra said exasperated. “If the item is doing ice damage, then how is that not magic? And for that matter, what about monsters and the things they do? Or Locke’s throwing items!” The more she thought about it the less sense any of it made.

 

“Oh! Well, what outside force causes them is a topic which has been extremely heavily debated. Most of my teachers agreed there are probably a large number of different sources at work. Some are likely even from as far back as the War of the Magi,” Edgar clarified. “Someone got hit with a curse or a blessing and it just… kept going down the line, popping up every now and again in different ways.

 

“Then, some are also unusual personal reactions to exposure to something, an item, monster, or perhaps a place, they interacted with at some point,” he continued. “Some old items can just… do things. In addition to cursed items, there are also ones which can give people Blessings, if used long enough. There are even recorded cases of people who are attacked by certain monsters, being Blessed with the ability to use the monster’s attack.

 

“Faith, in some higher power or other, has also been known to cause people to gain healing or protective Blessings,” Edgar said before pausing a moment. “From what I understand, Banon has one of these.

 

“As for items.” Edgar motioned to Locke. “Like the throwing skeans, there are ways of locking elemental damage into an item. It takes a whole lot of skill, and specialized equipment, to forge weapons like those. You would have to ask someone who works in the field for more precise details. If they would even say. A lot of forging techniques are trade secrets. They refused to tell me when I asked.”

 

“What, seriously?!” Locke laughed.

 

Edgar nodded, pouting. “Anyway, as for monsters, their attacks are pulled from the earth, sky, and water… somehow. They are different than Blessings, but they aren't magic either. Unfortunately I can’t tell you more about them. I found the field to be… less interesting than others.”

 

“I don’t… understand,” Terra said, as she rolled the stone of her necklace between her fingers. “How is any of that different than what I can do!”

 

“Don’t worry about it too much.” Edgar patted her on the shoulder. “It is all very confusing. There are whole fields of study, whole specializations, on these things. A lot of disagreement about all of it too.”

 

“The Argument,” Terra whispered.

 

“Ah, yes, you talked to Figaro’s scholars didn’t you! Indeed, The Argument,” he said with a great deal of put on gravitas. “I can understand why you would think they are the same. There is enough of a visual rhyme between all of them to be very confusing. Basically put, Magic is cast from the core of a person. Blessings, items, and monster’s attacks just don’t work like that.”

 

Terra nodded slowly. She couldn’t place why most of what Edgar had said didn’t make sense to her. Something just seemed wrong about it… For now, she would take his words into consideration, and look more into her lingering questions later.

 

Maybe she would be able to spend some more time in Figaro’s huge library.

 

As long as there was less yelling next time.

 

Eyes barely adjusted to the light as they stepped out of the cave, Terra snapped her attention to the rocks above them. For a moment she could have sworn she saw movement.

 

“Ok! I have got it!” Locke said suddenly as his large grin slipped into pure mischief.

 

“Oh no, what do you have now,” Edgar bemoaned.

 

“Royal Shock!” Locke crowed.

 

“… What?” Edgar asked flatly. “What are you talking about?”

 

“Well you are Royal, there was lightning, and it definitely was a shock!” Locke said, grin growing.

 

“Are you trying to name my Blessing!? No!”

 

“Too late! It’s already named! Right Terra? You are with me, right?” Locke turned to her with wide, hopeful eyes.

 

Terra looked at Edgar for a long moment.

 

“Terra…”

 

“It is named,” she decided.

 

Locke hugged her. “Yes! Team ain’t no royal for the win!”

 

Edgar sighed, as he rolled his shoulders, stretching. “Oh, this will come back in the most aggravating way,” he mumbled.

 

Terra giggled.

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

Edgar pulled his cloak tighter around him, in an attempt to ward off the temperature as it fell with the sun. At least the desert was a dry cold at night. This damp, green scented, chilled air was about as far from his home biome as one could get.

 

Worse, perhaps, was the aggravating ache in his chest; that just would not go away.

 

It reminded him of…

 

He shoved the memories away with a squaring of his shoulders.

 

The situation was likely not a real problem and would fade with rest, like… before.

 

However, if it wasn’t better by morning, he would have to talk to the Returners’ medic. There was always a possibility for something to have healed incorrectly, no matter what was used to cure an injury.

 

Locke walked not far off, his arm thrown over Terra’s shoulders. There was a delay to his movements, a stiffness, which was not usually present. Periodically, his hands twitched.

 

It was obvious Locke was still rattled.

 

“I am a desert child,” Edgar lamented in his most put upon whine. “Born of the flame and heat, why have I been forsaken upon the world to have to suffer this cold, damp, mountain wind?”

 

Locke choked on a laugh. “Oh no, are you missing your tea time?” His shoulders softened in his amusement.

 

“Very much so,” he said, as he kept his face as serious as he could.

 

“Kweh!” Rye squawked, as she jerked away from the path and flutter hopped off to the side.

 

The other two chocobo rushed to follow her lead.

 

“Do you see anything that could have spooked the birds?” Edgar asked, as he dropped the joking tone and scanned the area.

 

“Nothing new,” Locke said with a shrug.

 

“Well,-”

 

“You have done admirably to make it up this far!” a man, who seemed to have lost his shirt at some point, cut in from a top a rock. He looked down his nose at them as he stood, posing, his arm thrown out towards them dramatically.

 

Edgar tilted his head. Well, if they were to be interrupted yet again in their trip, at least it was with a nice view this time.

 

“But don’t think I don’t know Sabin sent you.” The man paused for a moment, turning his head so his long hair could blow in the wind, and gave them a smug look. “Now didn't he?”

 

“No one sent-” Edgar hissed out a breath as a strong cold wind slammed into him, and tossed all three of them backwards.

 

“No need to lie!” The man, who now stood where Edgar had been, laughed.

 

Never mind, view ruined by being insufferable.

 

“Seriously, who even are you?!” Locke snapped as he rolled himself back to his feet.

 

“Did you say Sabin? Is he here too?” Edgar held back a flinch as he stood.

 

“Don't you know better than to launch yourself into a fight with people you don’t know anything about!” Locke glanced over his shoulder at Edgar and Terra. “Wait, you were the one shadowing us earlier, weren't you?”

 

And if I was? What do you plan on doing about it,” the man asked, as he motioned wide with his hand in a way he obviously thought made him look impressive.

 

“No one sent us,” Edgar said again, as evenly as he could manage. “We are just passing through.” He glanced over at Locke with a frown. Why in the world did Locke not tell him they were being followed?

 

“Hmph,” the man scoffed as he bounced on his toes. “Well, it doesn't really matter who you are anyway. I've got no plans to surrender!-”

 

Edgar leaned over to Locke and whispered dryly, “Did I miss the part where we threatened him? Or even showed any interest in him at all?”

 

Locke barely managed to swallow back a laugh.

 

“-Woe is the day you met me-”  the man, who still had not introduced himself, continued with what almost sounded like a rehearsed speech.

 

“Any ideas on who this guy is?” Edgar asked, as he shifted his spear to get ready for the inevitable fight.

 

Locke tilted his head back and forth before answering, “I am fairly sure he is one of Duncan's students. Vargas I think.”

 

“-And how unlucky it is that you have run into me...!-”  the man who may have been Vargas, continued, not seeming to have noticed no one was paying any attention.

 

“I have no idea what his problem, is though,” Locke said flatly as they watched Maybe Vargas make overly exaggerated motions during his speech. “There may be more than one.”

 

“…it'll be the last of your lives!” Maybe Vargas dropped into a fighting stance, but instead of attacking, made a string of high pitched whistles.

 

For a confused moment, nothing happened.

 

Two large, furred, creatures climbed over the nearby rocks, with a scraping of sharp claws, and charged.

 

“Ipooh? Really!?” Locke yelled as he dodged, hand shoved into his item pouch.

 

Edgar tossed himself to the side to duck out of the way of a claw swipe as he yanked out his crossbow.

 

Two flashes of flame, one magic, one an item, and the bears staggered back as the smell of burnt fur permeated the area.

 

“Call them back!” Terra yelled, fire still flashing in her palm.

 

“Come on! What's the matter?”  the man, Edgar still was not sure the name of, taunted with an over confident smirk.

 

Pressing her mouth in to a thin line, Terra dodged out of the way of a large claw. Edgar fired his crossbow at one bear, as Terra struck the other with her sword.

 

Both Ipooh fell, neither got back up.

 

“How dare you! You will regret killing my pet ipooh!” the man screamed.

 

“You’re the one who sent your pet bears after us!” Locke snapped.

 

“Bad pet owner!” Terra agreed.

 

“It matters not what you say!” The man shifted his stance. “You killed them, so in retaliation I'll send you to the great beyond!”  he yelled, as if it hadn't been his own fault for starting this mess.

 

“That's enough, Vargas! This fight is pointless!” another man yelled, as he vaulted over a rock and landed between them and the man finally confirmed as being Vargas.

 

“Ah, if it isn't Sabin! I knew you were around here somewhere! Sending others to fight me? How cowardly.”

 

“What are you talking about!? I didn’t send them! I came up here to talk to you myself! Did-” Sabin paused to take a shaky breath before asking quieter, “Did you really kill Master Duncan?”

 

Vargas twitched his head to the side. “Of course I did,” he said stonily.

 

“Why-” Sabin choked out. “Why, Vargas? Why did you kill Master Duncan? How could you kill your own father!?”

 

“He made his choice!” Vargas snarled out, emotion back in his face and voice. “The fool snubbed me,” he continued while hitting himself on the chest. “Me! his real son! His only son! He chose you as his successor!

 

“That's not true!”  Sabin denied. “You were the one he chose! Our master-”

 

“You're a liar!”  he cut in with a shout. “It's true and you know it! It's written in that ugly sneer across your face!”

 

“He wanted you to be his successor, not me!”  His shoulders slumped as he continued much softer, “He knew you had the most potential…

 

“I'm sick of listening to your lies!” Vargas yelled, voice shaking. “I've got far more than just potential! Why don't you see for yourself?”  In a burst of speed, he rushed towards them with a shouted, “Blizzard Fist!”

 

Icy wind slammed into the four of them. Ice shards sliced along any exposed area, leaving red painful marks along their skin as they were tossed back.

 

Once the attack cleared, Edgar hissed out a breath and moved to get back into a more defensive stance.

 

Terra glanced at Edgar as she righted herself. “Magic?” she asked waving her hand in Vargas’ general direction.

 

Edgar paused shaking his head. “Not really the time, but no, its marshal arts,”

 

“How is it different?” she mumbled to herself.

 

“I will deal with this. It is my fight,” Sabin said as he glanced back at them. “He is my responsibility.”

 

Edgar shifted barely swallowing the hiss of pain. “Very well,” he said simply, as he forced himself back away from the fight, motioning for Locke and Terra to do the same. Edgar kept his eyes on Vargas even as he caught the glow of healing magic, and the relief that came with it, from beside him.

 

“Ah, Sabin! My father was right to see so much in you!”  Vargas taunted.

 

“I guess there's no avoiding this…” Sabin said, as he moved into the same fighting stance Vargas had been using.

 

“Fate made us train together, and fate will send you to your doom! Now, have a taste of my superior technique!”  Vargas said self importantly as he charged towards Sabin.

 

Sabin pivoted, blocked the blow to his head, but staggered back from the hit to his side. Catching his balance, he threw back several punches of his own. All missed.

 

With a laugh, Vargas lashed out with a leg, forcing Sabin to jump back.

 

Stance reset, Sabin took a deep breath and let it out. His focused eyes settled on his opponent.

 

Vargas yelled, “Blizzard Fist!" as he darted across the distance Sabin had put between them.

 

Raising his arms, Sabin blocked the ice and wind from cutting into his face. Once the attack ended he dodged under Vargas’ guard, and landed a flurry of attacks.

 

“Uaaagh!” Vargas snarled as he staggered back, arm wrapped around his ribs. “You...already learned...that technique!?”  With a sharp shake of his head he continued, “This doesn’t change anything! You will pay for trying to steal my birth right!” Gaze bouncing from person to person, he began to back up then he darted towards the edge of the cliff. “This isn't over!” he yelled, as he vaulted over.

 

All four of them ran over to look down to where he had jumped.

 

He wasn’t there.

 

“Did anyone see where he went?” Edgar asked, as he scanned along the rocks below.

 

“Vargas...” Sabin sighed, as he stepped away from the edge. “If only you hadn't been so consumed by pride…” He shook his head continuing in a melancholy voice, “Was all the violence really because you thought you weren’t to be your father’s successor? All of this was just, so… pointless.”

 

“Sabin! I-” Edgar cut himself off. What was one even supposed to say under such circumstances?

 

“Ah… Big Brother?”  Sabin said, as he turned away from the cliff, an awkward smile across his face.

 

“Yea… Ah, you have gotten big.” Edgar just barely held back his flinch at the ridiculous statement.

 

He stared out over the cliff.

 

Great job Edgar, master communicator.

 

Sabin laughed, “Well, it has been a little while since we have seen each other.” He hit his hand to his chest. “I finally got my growth spurt!”

 

Edgar huffed out a laugh.

 

Then they just stood there… watching each other.

 

It was painfully obvious Sabin had as much idea of what to do in the situation, as Edgar did.

 

“Oh great, both of em,” Locke muttered with a roll of his eyes from beside Edgar. “Brother? What?! You're his twin brother!?”  he said loud, and in an incredibly fake, amazed voice. “No one would ever be able to tell!”

 

“Locke,” Edgar said flatly, as he rolled his head to look at the annoyance.

 

“The brothers are reunited!”  Locke obnoxiously crowed in response.

 

“His...brother?”  Terra said, drawing their attention. “At first, I thought you were another one of Vargas's bears…

 

“You thought!? I was a… bear?”  Sabin tossed his head back and laughed. “That is great! I'll take that as a compliment!”  He glanced between them for a moment. “I obviously know Edgar, and I have heard of Locke in passing, but who are you?”

 

“I am Terra.”

 

“Ah! Terra! It is a pleasure to meet you!” He dipped his head with a large grin.

 

She blinked, startled, before responding, “Nice to meet you, as well.”

 

“Anyway… Sabin glanced around, brow furrowed. “Edgar, what are you doing up here?”

 

“We're on our way to the Valley of the Sabre Mountains,”  Edgar said.

 

“If you are going to the Valley, why didn’t you take the lower path? And what happened to the rest of your escort?”

 

“The lower path was blocked by a rock slide, and I.” Edgar paused, before he admitted, “Well, I thought it best not to bring an escort for this trip.”

 

“Really? You still think you didn’t need one? Because, I did see you trying to climb up from that ledge.” He shook his head as he continued, “Most ridiculous thing I have seen on this mountain in a while!”

 

“You could have helped!” Edgar complained as he shoved Sabin. “It took forever to get back up!”

 

“And I laughed for every moment of it,” Sabin said, as he pulled Edgar into a hug.

 

“You used to be such a sweet boy,” he lamented.

 

“You misremember, brother.”

 

Locke choked on a laugh.

 

“You,” Sabin paused, shifted on his feet and continued softer, “You… didn’t actually bash your head open did you?”

 

Edgar cringed.

 

“Yea, a bit,” Locke said as he blew out a breath.

 

“It wasn’t that bad,” Terra tried to reassure in a whisper.

 

Sabin yanked Edgar close, pressing their foreheads together like they used to do in the middle of the night when one of them had a nightmare. “Be more careful.”

 

They stayed like that for a long moment.

 

Edgar sighed, as he reluctantly pulled away, and changed the subject. “A man from the Empire attacked Figaro Castle a few days ago. I doubt it was a planned thing, the man has a tendency to be unpredictable, however it does mark the point were Figaro will have to actively enter the war.”

 

“Ah! So you are headed to the Returners’ hideout then, no doubt?”

 

“Indeed. It seemed prudent, under the circumstances, to speak to Banon personally,” Edgar said simply.

 

“So, the wheels are finally turning... I've been watching from afar, hoping-” Sabin paused shaking his head before continuing, “hoping the world would come to its senses. The way things were going, I was afraid Figaro would end up as a puppet state,” he finished with a laugh which sounded rather strained.

 

Edgar flinched and looked away. “I…” He shook his head and looked back to Sabin. “A means of striking back has presented itself. There will be no more playing lapdog to the Empire… I'm through with that act. The Empire's going to pay for what it has done…

 

“Well then, think a ‘bear’ like me could be of any help?”  Sabin asked as he started doing strange poses.

 

Terra laughed.

 

“You'd join us? Sabin...!” Edgar said, with more hope than he had felt in a while.

 

“I was already thinking about seeing what I could do to help. Wanted to get a bit further on my training before… well, doesn’t matter anymore, but I think-” He paused and continued quieter, “I think Master Duncan would rest easier knowing his training helped bring peace to the world.

 

“We should make it to the Returners’ base tomorrow,” Edgar said softly, not knowing what else to say.

 

“I know a good place to set up camp for tonight,” Sabin said, with a bit of a stiff smile, as he motioned them to follow.

 

“Well then, let's get going!” Locke tossed his arm over Terra’s shoulders.

 

Edgar smiled as he watched Sabin lead the way.

 

A decade a part, and Edgar had never been able to quite break the habit of looking for his brother at his side. There had not been nearly enough time since their separation to over ride the 17 years prior when they were inseparable.

 

Even still, he hadn't actually realized how much the empty space in his life had ached.

 

His brother... Sabin.

 

It was a good name, suited him.

 

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(Terra)

 

Terra laid on her back upon the tall rocks, as she traced her finger along the stars in the night sky. The memory of a much larger, warm hand wrapped gently around her tiny one played through her mind. ‘See here?’ the person in the memory whispered. ‘Right in the middle is the guide star. So as long as you can see the stars, you will always be able to find your way-’

 

It seemed like a good memory, so why did her chest ache with sorrow, and loss?

 

Sounds of laughter drifted up from the camp site below her. She rolled over and moved to the edge so she could see down to the alcove, which was lit in the warm glow of their campfire.

 

The chocobos were curled up together all roosted for the night, while Locke poked the fire with a stick, jabbing and prodding till the wood was settled in the way he liked. Off to the side, Edgar and Sabin sat against a stone, their shoulders pressed together as they talked in low tones.

 

Twins.

 

The lady in Figaro had mentioned as much.

 

After meeting Edgar, Sabin was… not what she had expected.

 

Edgar, with his surprisingly pale skin and golden blond hair, was mostly lithe strength. His agility and grace, paired with the fancy delicateness of how he dressed, made for a beautiful impression. He held himself with such a contained, deliberate softness, it successfully hid the sharp steel beneath.

 

With Sabin’s sun tanned skin, short scruffy beard, and sun bleached, rough cut hair, their similarities were almost covered by their differences. Sabin was a very large man, not only in height but in muscle mass too. Yet, despite the obvious sheer strength, and all the violent capability that came with it, there was an inherent gentleness to him.

 

Still, with them side by side, it was fairly easy to tell they were brothers. The same nose, same curl of their mouths when they smiled, the way their bright blue eyes seemed to dance to the same song when they laughed.

 

Terra crossed her arms under her chin, and closed her eyes as she settled down to enjoy the quiet company.

 

She let herself doze to the sounds of warm laughter.

 

 

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Notes:

Terra looking out from the mountain

Warnings (spoiler-ish)

Two pet bears die. It is not anymore graphic than the rest of the deaths shown in the story to this point.

Vargas and Sabin talk about how Vargas killed his own father. (This is basically the same as in game.)

My rambles! (spoiler-ish)

I tried to be very very clear that Edgar is very well educated on the subject of magic, but that the 'known information' is off. Was I clear enough? I hope so. My goal was to give a summery of how magic is looked at in the world, not to actually explain how it works. I THINK I flagged it heavy enough? My mom said it was a bit much... so hopefully it was at least not annoying.

Vargas is annoying, could you tell I find him annoying? lol That fight in the game was so weird, like why in the world did he think Sabin sent them?! WHO just attacks random people!? ... well i mean that actually happens a lot in this game i guess. Genre conventions and all that. I also felt like him dieing was less interesting than him living for reasons which will mostly not come back up for a while. (one of them is in chapter 12! but then he doesn't come up in this book again.)

There was originally a mini side plot of Vargas deciding to get as far away form South Figaro as he could. Just desperately wanting to get away from all the stuff wtih Sabin being picked over him, and the fight with his father. So he picks a nice far place where he would never have to hear anything about them again and moves to the Veldt. Where he is promptly compared to this guy who just left named Sabin.

I ended up spending all my art time making a GIF, so the art from last week is still in the works. so... uh. there is a little sad Locke there right now lol

Chapter 11: Things that Grow in the Cracks

Summary:

Meanwhile everywhere else...

Notes:

WAVES ARMS TO GET ATTENTION
I am not posting next week! (March 3rd) I will be back to weekly on Mondays again on March 10th!
Click the thing below if you are curious about why.

Why?

Basically to give us a week to reorganize how we are doing the beta roll. To give a bit more time between the look overs and the chapters coming out for me to fix the problems they point out.

In addition this is my first long form story, and i have only really started writing regularly like a year ago, my learning curve is... interesting. It has gotten to the point i am rewriting vast amounts of the chapters before handing them over for beta and it is getting to be a problem. I spent all of last week rewriting chapter 13. So although i am not -behind- i feel like i am going to get there without some breathing room.

So over all, to lower stress points, and give everyone a chance to have some padding in case stuff comes up! :D

WARNINGS

Intrusive thoughts (kinda)

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom for continuing to look these over. <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 11: Things that Grow in the Cracks

 

 

(Cyan)

 

Empire soldiers, their uniforms a dark blight in the fog, ducked tree to tree as they crept towards Doma’s castle wall.

 

Cyan, up in the lookout, scanned over the disorganized group. “One shot,” he said in a whisper, as he motioned to the archer beside him. “Scare them off.”

 

With a thwack, the arrow stuck into the ground beside the boot of an Empire Soldier. They screamed, flailed back and tripped over the ones behind them. The whole group slid on the damp grass as they scrambled in retreat through the dissipating fog.

 

Invaders gone, the gentle quiet of morning returned.

 

Cyan leaned forward, with a soft click of his tongue, to study the area they had been moving towards. This spot seemed to be no more remarkable than any of the other locations they had tried similar maneuvers. Doma’s defenses had, of course, held strong thus far. However, he could not shake the heat of something wrong, breathing down his neck.

 

He shifted back with a sigh.

 

Attempts to gain more understanding, with nothing new to see, was a stressful waste of time. His efforts would be better focused elsewhere.

 

“Keep an eye on this area, in case they come back,” Cyan commanded the sentries. “I must report to King Doma.”

 

“Yes Sir!”

 

With a nod and a sharp turn, Cyan headed deeper into the castle towards the War Room. As he came up to the large double doors, he slowed his stride only enough to give time for the guards to push open the entrance. Voices from inside spilled out into the hall as he made his way through the doorway.

 

King Doma stood at the head of the large War Table. His eyes narrowed and sharp, he jabbed his finger towards the pile of documents before him on the table. Words to the Knights at his side drowned out by the two nobles halfway down the table who argued over something or other.

 

Cyan stopped at a respectful distance, and knelt.

 

“Oh! Cyan!” King Doma said immediately once he noticed him. “Come here! Come here and look at this!” he commanded, motioning to the papers upon the table.

 

“Yes, my lord,” Cyan said, as he rose to his feet, then strode to the table and settled in next to the King.

 

Sir Teak side-stepped to make space. “As I was saying, the most recent attacks don’t follow our original assessment.” He passed a stack of reports to Cyan, tapping the one on top. “Look, here they broke the pattern, makes me question if they were even using the plan we thought!”

 

“The pattern fits!” Sir Milly insisted.

 

“We can’t get so stuck in what we expect to see, that we miss what we are actually seeing,” King Doma reprimanded.

 

“Yes, Sire,” Sir Milly sighed. “But if we are wrong, then what are they doing? What are we missing?”

 

“They art testing…” Cyan clicked his tongue as he slid yet another report closer to him and compared the data. “The information is all over the place. It almost looks like the plan is… to think of a plan,” he mumbled to himself.

 

“Hum? Elaborate please, Sir Cyan,” Sir Teak said in amusement, plenty loud enough to draw the attention of most at the table.

 

Cyan straightened and looked up, his eyes darted between all the people who were suddenly looking expectantly at him. “Well, it almost seems as though they art experimenting. Poking at our defenses not just looking for weak points, but gathering intel on what they could anticipate about our reactions in order to counter act them.”

 

“Wait, you think… No, they couldn’t possibly have come here without a plan.” Sir Milly glanced to the people around her. “Right?”

 

King Doma hummed in thought. “It could easily explain the most unusual actions they have taken,” he decided. “Everyone! Put thought into both what they could be trying to achieve if they have a singular purpose, as well as to what we could be inadvertently teaching them about how we respond to threats. We will need extra back up plans in case the usual ones get circumvented,” he commanded the table.

 

“Yes, Sire!”

 

Sir Milly pinched the bridge of her nose, as she mumbled, “Lists, I will make lists.” She straightened and looked up at the King. “With your permission, Sire, I would like to ask my wife to go over the attack reports and our response plans.”

 

“Oh! Good idea, she has the oddest way of looking at things! Permission granted,” the King agreed immediately.

 

“Thank you, Sire,” she said with a bow.

 

The morning was quickly consumed, as the meeting continued with ideas and arguments up and down the table. Everyone desperate to find that one decisive key to winning the whole war.

 

Cyan shifted the paper in front of him. The report had been reduced to an unrecognizable smear in his vision, he shook his head and blinked trying to make words materialize.

 

It worked.

 

Almost.

 

“Cyan,” his King said, as he pulled the vexing thing out of Cyan’s hand and laid it on the table. “How long have you been awake?”

 

“I slept a couple hours, yesterday morning, my lord.”

 

“Over a full day ago then?” the King huffed out a fond laugh. “Go, rest, spend time with your family, then come back with fresh eyes,” he ordered, as he tossed his arm over Cyan’s shoulder.

 

“I am al-” Cyan began, before he realized what he was going to say, and snapped his mouth shut. “Yes, my lord. As thou say,” he replied instead.

 

“Yea! Go get some sleep! You are making all of us exhausted just looking at you!” Sir Teak said. “And unlike you, most of us actually slept last night!”

 

His King laughed as he pulled Cyan closer for a moment, then let go. “Off with you now. I expect not to see you until after dark,” he commanded.

 

Bowing deeply, Cyan backed away from the table and left the War Room. The sounds of arguing followed him out the door and a good number of steps down the hall, before the thick doors snapped shut. He almost staggered in the sudden silence.

 

As he headed home, his steps echoed sharp along the nearly vacant corridors. Flower vases lined the walls, empty and bereaved, while the distinct lack of children's playful shouts was far too loud in its absence. Sweet scents of morning breads, long since a staple of his day, no longer drifted in prevalence through the castle. Careful ration allocation left little room for the lighter treats.

 

Since the start of the siege a stillness had began to gnaw at the whole castle and everyone in it.

 

Like they were all braced for the worst.

 

Unease still dug into him, Cyan pushed open the door to their rooms, and trudged inside. “Anyone home?” he asked as he shoved the front door closed again.

 

Their home was far too quiet in its emptiness.

 

He shook his head, and still checked the rooms for his family as he passed them on his way towards their bedroom.

 

Armor pulled off and hung in its place, he changed into his home robe and walked to the bed, where he stood, staring at the promise of soft comfort and sleep.

 

His eyes burned.

 

His soul ached.

 

There had to be an answer to what the Empire was up to. If he could just get the right perspective-

 

“Oh dear,” the treasured voice said, from behind him. “Is my love being over worked again?”

 

“The King doth not over work me!”

 

“Oh, come now, husband!” Elayne leaned up, and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. “I would never imply such a thing! We all know his orders are the only reason you take any time off.” With a soft tug, she pulled his shoulders down and kissed him on the temple.

 

“I would gladly work as long as needed in service to the protection of Doma,” Cyan vowed.

 

“So he did send you home, didn’t he,” she said, her laugh a soft snow flurry against the pain and aching heat in his chest.

 

Even as Cyan huffed and his cheeks warmed, for the first time all day, his soul eased, and he could breathe.

 

“Do you think you can sleep? Or would you rather help me with my project for a while?”

 

“I fear I am in no condition to rest,” he admitted, as he reached up to intertwine their fingers. “Either way, it is always an honor to assist thee in any of thy tasks.”

 

Elayne smiled up at him as she pulled his hand down and gifted him with yet another kiss. “Such a charmer I got.” She tugged him lightly by their interlinked fingers as she laughed, happy and light like the morning dew.

 

Cyan followed in her wake to the main room, and sat at the table covered in baskets of fabric, wire, and some other things he was unsure of what they could possibly be.

 

“I think I have managed to collect enough supplies!” She pulled her chair right next to his, a beautifully made silk flower between her fingers. “Once we have used up all of this, we should have enough flower bunches to fill all the empty vases which line the halls.”

 

Slow and patient as the river, she taught him and his clumsy fingers to make the delicate little blooms. Together they turned scraps into beautiful bouquets which, like his love, could never wilt.

 

Cyan’s eyes still burned but for the first time in days, his heart rested.

 

 

---

 

(Mog)

 

Mog was a fully grown and, if you asked him, reasonably wise moogle. There had been many difficult things he had dealt with over the course of his life, both good and bad. In the processes he had learned; one of the most valuable things in the world was a second opinion you could trust.

 

So of course he chirped out a happy, “Kupo!” and fluttered around Molulu, his beloved, when he finally found her.

 

Paw swatting at him playfully, she laughed as he circled around her. “Ku! Kupo!” she chided. Her paw darted out, grabbed his foot and yanked him to a stop. As he hovered in front of her, she motioned to him, spun her paw down then placed it on her chest, “Kupo?”

 

Mog nodded, he had been looking for her! With a joyful squeak he leaned forward and booped their pompoms together as he landed. Paw towards her, he flicked it towards himself, then away from both of them. “Ku, po?”

 

She crossed her paws over each other, then pulled them back to her chest still crossed. “Ku,” she purred.

 

Pompom bouncing happily, Mog squeaked as he mirrored the action. Oh how he loved his Molulu, he too would follow her anywhere. With a full spin, he turned and they headed out of the Home Den.

 

The flight through the tunnels and branches of the cave system was quick, and soon they were heading into the human territories. Even before they rounded a last corner, the temperature had already started to drop far too fast to be caused by anything other than the influence of magic.

 

Mog landed and pointed his paw at the large winged serpent which was frozen in place inside an even bigger chunk of magic Ice. The esper’s wings were wrapped around themselves protectively, even as their claws were out stretched. It was as if they were stopped in the middle of a fight. He did not want to face whatever force could take on such a large and obviously powerful being, and win.

 

However, it wasn’t the esper he had left to get Molulu about, it was the humans who milled around the whole area as they discussed the best way to deal with getting the Ice moved.

 

They weren’t any farther along on the processes than when Mog had left.

 

One of the humans moved to the side and the torch in their hand shone oddly on the Ice. With shouts, all the humans scattered away.

 

Well, he couldn’t really blame the group, if the Esper was from the Old War, they probably didn’t like humans all that much.

 

Molulu frowned, “Ku?” she asked with a confused motion to the humans.

 

Mog shrugged, then put one paw out at the humans, then the other, threw them up in the air swirled them and pointed both at her. He didn’t know what they were thinking either, that is why he just left to get her.

 

With an exasperated sigh, and a poofed pompom, she tilted her head towards an alcove farther away from where the Esper was.

 

Mog nodded, as the humans inched towards to the Ice chunk again. It was probably best they move further away, to give the humans more space.

 

Who knew what skittish humans would end up doing.

 

“Oh!” a voice said. “Hi moogles!” An elder human made their way along the wall towards them with a grin, while staying as far as possible away from the esper. “Here to watch the show too?”

 

Mog nodded, while Molulu shrugged and motioned to Mog.

 

“Got drug along, eh?” The human laughed, crossed their arms and leaned against the rocks next to them. “Oh! I am Lilace.”

 

Mog bobbed his head.

 

“Don’t go telling anyone I was here though, my grandkids would have a fit.” Lilace sighed. “Still, seemed like a good idea to come here and over see this,” they paused, waved an arm towards the cave before finishing, “personally.”

 

Finally convinced it was safe, the other humans poked their heads into the area and crept back towards the Ice. They then went right back to their discussions about how to go about moving the esper. As their voices got louder the more the whole area seemed to buzz with magic. Mog wasn’t sure the humans even noticed.

 

Eventually they agreed on something and tossed ropes around the esper. Another small argument broke out about how to tie them, and yet another on how to move the Ice to get it on the large cart.

 

Lilace huffed out a heavy breath.

 

Odd colors started to flash slowly over the Ice while Mog and Molulu’s fur stood on end. As the humans argued louder, the lights shimmered brighter and faster. The shadows around the cave moved and shifted in ways which should not have been possible in non-magical light.

 

Lightning flashed out from the Ice, and with a loud crack it crashed against the wall. Screams filled the air as the humans scrambled and tripped in their effort to bolt out of the area. The knocked over equipment landed in crashing heaps and screeched along the stone as it spun.

 

Electricity flickered over the Ice for a moment more.

 

Then everything went still and calm.

 

Molulu, her eyes wide and worried, squeaked.

 

Mog nodded, both of their fur was completely fluffed.

 

The humans should definitely not mess with the Esper Ice.

 

Lilace blew out a breath, as they straightened up from the cringe they had dropped into. “See that is why I was saying it was a bad idea to try to move it.” Hand trembling, they gripped the front of their thick coat. “At least it seemed to be inert before the whole chew up heavy equipment incident! But it isn’t any more.”

 

Mog tilted his paw back and forth before motioning to the esper.

 

“Are you asking… why… move it?” Lilace asked slowly then shrugged when Mog nodded. “Well, the argument was mostly to move it away from where the miners are digging. However, I am fairly sure Dacket was mostly using that angle to get Haroun’s vote, since those armors having gone right through Narshe is a much bigger concern. They caused so much death and destruction, I don’t-” they cut themselves off. Fingers tapping against the stone behind them, they continued, “If it is moved, then perhaps anyone… else who wants the thing would at least have to go around the city.”

 

Molulu hummed unhappy, “KU!” she griped her paw tight, palm down as she held it out, lowering it, she slowly opened her fist till her paw was open and her arm all the way down, “...po” She looked back up to the human.

 

“Sorry, uh, I don’t have any idea about that one,” they said, voice soft as they confusedly repeated the motion Molulu had done.

 

Mog couldn’t help but huff out a laugh. It was morbidly funny to see someone repeat ‘the painful grief for the dead’ over and over while just looking baffled.

 

Molulu nodded repeating the grief motion then pointing to the Esper Ice and making a scooping motion. With a soft “Ku, Kupo,” she placed her hand on her chest.

 

She was right, the Esper Ice was dangerous. If left where it was, more people would end up hurt. Protection of life was more important than any petty dispute between moogles and humans.

 

It needed to be moved.

 

And if the Esper didn’t like humans, well, it was unlikely they would have the same problem with moogles.

 

“Kupo!” Mog said, to get the human’s attention, then pointed to himself and Molulu, and made a scooping motion at the esper.

 

Lilace looked back and forth between them and the Ice for a moment. “Oh! You want to help move it!”

 

Both Mog and Molulu nodded. “Kupo!”

 

The main problem would be the size of the Ice. It was very large, and moogles were very small. Even asking for volunteers, it would take a lot of them to be able to handle such a large object.

 

Oh!

 

Or Mog could get Umaro to help!

 

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

“Bra-” Shadow choked, the rest of the name lodged sharp in his chest as he startled awake. Breath too quick, back still pressed to the corner, he scanned the tiny room of the inn.

 

All the traps still lay unsprung, there was no movement.

 

There was no one.

 

‘...how could you...?’  whispered the dream.

 

Interceptor whined softly as he pressed his cold nose against Shadow’s neck.

 

With a sharp shake of his head, Shadow pushed the dream away, Interceptor off his lap, and himself to his feet. The couple of hours of sleep he managed to get would be enough for the job.

 

He dismantled the traps, picked up what little else he had set about, and left.

 

‘I was your partner...’

 

The voice echoed in his head as he made his way towards the center of Vector. He weaved through the lower town’s cracks, crevices, and tired workers. People in the poor areas having long since learned what was not worth the effort or risk to notice.

 

High town gleamed in contrast as he made his way down their undamaged roads. Its self serving people had little more concern towards him than to sneer at who they thought of as nothing more than the help.

 

The soldiers of Vector’s Core, knew better than to block his path.

 

His intentional, heavy steps echoed loud down the metal corridor. Yet, still, they were unable to drowned out the voice in his head.

 

‘You should be here with me...’

 

With a sharp turn, he strode into the research and development department, and down the hallway to the contact’s office. As he stepped into the room, the contact sat hunched over some device, screw driver in her hand and another tool between her teeth.

 

“The delivery?” he said, after a moment.

 

Both tools clattered as they hit the ground when she jumped from her chair. “It will be just a bit longer!” she squeaked.

 

“I can wait.” Shadow huffed out an annoyed breath, and moved to wait by the wall. Interceptor leaned heavy against his legs.

 

‘Join me…’

 

He managed not to twitch at the imagined words.

 

Shadow wouldn’t stick around any longer than the job dictated.

 

---

 

(Umaro)

 

The Umaro was so big, and the Mog, and the Molulu were so small, they had to fly high to talk eye to eye. So they wouldn’t tire their tiny wings, the Umaro crouched to be lower to the little flying ones.

 

He tapped his claws on the stone ground of Home in a nice, tap tap tap as he sat watching them talk to him.

 

The Mog was smart, and a good friend. He had learned some human from some where, so he used both human and moogle, to try to talk to the Umaro.

 

The Umaro tried his best, but was not sure what they needed. Maybe moving a thing because they were so tiny and the Umaro was very not tiny?

 

“I boss! You help!” the Mog said, pointing a small paw at him.

 

The Mog always helped others when there was a way for him to help.

 

Wanting to be as kind as his friend, the Umaro bounced his whole body. “Yes! You boss! Me help!”

 

“KUPO!” The moogles tossed their paws in the air!

 

“Ughaaa!” The Umaro tossed his paws in the air!

 

The Mog landed on one of his shoulders, the Molulu on the other, they gripped the Umaro’s long white fur as he stood up. It was good, that way tiny friends wouldn’t fall, and all he had to do was follow pointed directions.

 

Easy.

 

Simple was good, words was hard.

 

The moogles and the Umaro spoke different.

 

Humans and the Umaro spoke different.

 

Everyone and the Umaro spoke different.

 

Following paw points, they quickly ended up in the human’s caves.

 

He stopped, only went again when the Molulu patted his shoulder.

 

The humans had been there not long ago, but had left. It made him relax a bit.

 

There would be no humans yelling at him, throwing things.

 

As they entered into a large area there was a hum of magic. He stopped, growled, confused at the esper inside the magic ice. The Umaro had not known there was an esper in the caves.

 

The Mog motioned with his paws. “This!”

 

Oh! Moving the esper?

 

He nodded.

 

He could do that.

 

“Hello?” he asked, tapping his claw on the large piece of magic ice in a tap tap tap. “Ok if pick up?”

 

They did not say.

 

They must have been asleep.

 

Normally the Umaro would not move people when they were asleep, but the Mog seemed to think it was needed.

 

He trusted the Mog.

 

The Umaro would just pick them up gently.

 

Hopefully they would not be scared to be suddenly in a new place.

 

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

Sabin grinned as he ran at the gor-whatever, grabbed it by its ridiculous tusks, and flipped it hard on to the ground. He jumped away with a laugh, as Terra did her fire thing, and Edgar did his jumpy spear thing.

 

The monster didn’t stand a chance.

 

“Ah, man, fighting with you lot is fun!” Sabin said, as he rolled his shoulders and bounced on his toes.

 

“So, do you just, pick up monsters like that often?” Locke asked.

 

“Well, yea! Suplex is one of my favorite moves. It is great fun to slam monsters on to the ground! The bigger they are, the more confused they look!”

 

“What other moves have you learned?” Edgar whistled for the birds, and motioned with his head for them to start walking again.

 

“Most of the training is strength, agility and how to give and take a hit. Past that, there are three main moves Master D-” Sabin swallowed and waited for the pain to ease. When it didn’t, he continued anyway, “Well… all three focus on different areas one needs to learn to be proficient. ‘Suplex’ requires being able to analyze an opponent’s balance and such. ‘Aura Cannon’ takes being able to completely focus. For ‘Raging Fist’ one has to be in control of their anger. Without control of your anger, the ‘raging’ part of the move, would easily get out of hand.

 

“Vargas… as you could probably tell,” Sabin continued, “never really got a handle on his rage, so he never mastered it.” Sabin, embarrassingly enough, only managed to learn it recently himself. “It is why those three are considered base moves. Once you have those three areas down you can really start branching out to more complicated things.”

 

“Sounds like a solid tactic,” Edgar said.

 

“Can you do that Blizzard fist thing Vargas did?” Terra asked.

 

“Ah, no. He invented that move himself. We are expected to come up with one of our own eventually, I hadn't known Vargas had finished his yet. Maste-” he stuttered to a stop. “He- he always teach-… taught-” with a hiss he cut himself off again. He took a deep breath, then let it out before continuing softer, “He always taught us; we should be able to put his teachings together into something which resonated within ourselves, before learning other people’s moves.”

 

“Have you made one yet?” Edgar asked gently.

 

“Oh! Yea, I finished it a while back. It is called ‘Fire Dance’, if we get in to another fight I can show you!” Sabin tried to force all the sadness from his grin, and immediately changed the topic.

 

The group chatted as they continued on down the path towards the valley. All the while Sabin kept an eye on Edgar with relief. Whatever had made his brother move so stiffly the day before seemed to have thankfully cleared up after they got some rest.

 

“So now what? Where are we headed from here?” Sabin slowed down with a small skip to his step as they moved into the valley.

 

“It depends on how we want to approach the base,” Locke answered as they all slowed to a stop.

 

Edgar turned towards Locke expectantly, then sighed. “Elaborate please,” he said with slow enunciation.

 

“Well, we can send out a meeting alert, or just show up at their door.” Locke shrugged. “Like I said, depends on how you want to play it.”

 

Edgar’s brows furrowed as he asked, “Do they know, that you know, where the Returners’ base is?”

 

“Nope.” Locke grinned and bounced on his toes.

 

“You are telling us,” Sabin said between gasping laughs. “They didn’t tell one of their information runners some information, then expected someone who gathers information to just… not gather information?” He had to place his hands on his knees, to keep himself from losing his balance from how ridiculous the whole thing was.

 

Terra tilted her head, a small amused smile on her face. “That does seem like something they would either make sure you knew, or make sure you didn’t know.”

 

“One would think,” Edgar said dryly. “Locke, what are the expected out comes of both actions?”

 

Locke hummed in thought for a moment, before answering, “Well, sending out an alert could take a while depending on Banon’s location. Then all the time spent arguing about going back to the base.” He shook his head. “Showing up at their door would likely make them skittish, but would cut out all of the possibly hours of back and forth. I doubt it would turn into an actual fight, as long as we don’t pick one, but it definitely would put them on the defensive.”

 

“I see,” Edgar said distractedly, as he laced his fingers together.

 

For a moment, all Sabin could see was their father, fingers intertwined as he deliberated about the latest this or that for Figaro. Thumbs tapping together, as he went over points and counter points for whatever proposal had been brought before him.

 

Edgar’s expression shattered the resemblance, their father never had such a cold, calculated, and closed off look to him.

 

“We will head directly to the base,” Edgar declared, startling Sabin out of his thoughts.

 

“Works for me!” Locke said. “So, quick question, are we taking a break to fix your hair?” he asked looking pointedly at Edgar, while almost managing to suppress his smirk.

 

“Is it that bad?” Edgar touched his hair with an aggrieved sigh. “Oh, it probably is that bad…”

 

Sabin laughed, as he actually took the time to look at the knotted ribbons, and straggly braids. “Don't worry brother! It is probably the nicest hair this mountain has ever seen!”

 

“I don’t have my crown or even a circlet! The least I can do is have presentable hair!”

 

“You don’t have?” Sabin started with a frown. “Ah, well, it will probably be fine,” he said dismissively. “Yea, sure, it is traditionally rude, but it isn't like most people see it as important anyway.”

 

“I have been informed,” Edgar grumbled, as he started to take down his hair. “Oh!” he said suddenly with a glance over to Sabin. “How do you want to be introduced?”

 

“Sabin is fine,” he said slowly.

 

“Just Sabin?” Edgar asked as he stopped his attempts to unknot his hair, and looked up at him.

 

Sabin nodded.

 

Being introduced as one of Mast-… as one of his students was…

 

Sabin pushed the ache away yet again.

 

It didn’t go far.

 

Edgar watched him, lips pressed in a tight line as if he kept something hidden, bitten back behind his teeth. “Very well then,” he said, voice curt as he headed back down the path with a crisp turn on his heel and his attention back to his hair.

 

Intentional, slow steps kept Sabin lagged behind the group as he followed.

 

Locke, after a quick detour to the chocobos, walked up to Edgar and said something as he waved a hairbrush in Edgar’s face. They continued walking side by side, voices soft, as Edgar finally managed to work out one of the ribbons from his hair.

 

Sabin didn’t know what was up with the two of them. Most of what he had heard about Locke was not particularly reassuring.

 

But, if his brother trusted Locke, then Sabin would trust his judgment.

 

It seemed like Locke had known who Sabin was, even though they hadn't interacted much before. Perhaps it wasn't particularly hard. He does look rather like his brother, just tanner, and more rugged, and bigger, with a beard, and… really he wasn't sure how much they looked alike anymore.

 

No one but Elinor had ever called him on it…

 

Oh…

 

Had anyone even told her about… her husband…

 

He should be back towards South Figaro in a few days. It could wait until after they met with the Returners. She would be upset about the delay but, also understand not being able to leave his brother under the circumstances.

 

Between Edgar, and Terra, they managed to get all of the long, ridiculously worried about, hair out of its predicament. Then, after a short break, got it back up into an overly complicated, braid, twist, ribbon, shiny clip, monstrosity.

 

“See, this is why I now keep my hair just long enough for a tail in the back, and short every where else,” Sabin said with a shudder. As traditionally important as they were, the fancy royal braided styles were never anything but a nuisance. “All of that is far, far too much work.”

 

“Your hair looks like you cut it with a not particularly sharp rock,” Edgar said flatly.

 

“Hey! It was sharp!”

 

Edgar buried his head in his hands, it almost blocked his soft laugh.

 

Sabin grinned.

 

No matter what had happened in all the time between, he could still make Edgar laugh.

 

“Alright,” Edgar said with an exasperated smile in Sabin’s direction. “Lets get going, I don’t want to arrive after dark.”

 

Despite Edgar’s declaration, the shadows of the mountains around them had lengthened and covered the valley by the time Locke motioned towards where the base was supposed to be.

 

Sabin glanced around the area with a frown. “You’re sure the entrance is around here?”

 

Locke nodded as he pointed in a seemingly random direction.

 

Edgar sighed as he narrowed his eyes at the rocks, which looked like all the other rocks. “This isn't one of those complicated puzzle ones is it?” he asked, voice almost hopeful.

 

“No,” Locke said as he shook his head with a laugh. “Unless you count optical illusions to be puzzles.”

 

The group rounded a corner, looped around a rock, ducked under an outcropping, and suddenly there was an entrance.

 

With a door on a hinge and everything.

 

They paused for a moment, before Edgar just shrugged, walked up, and knocked on the out of place door.

 

Quick, muffled, probably not as quiet as they would have liked, talking came from the other side for an awkwardly long moment, before a voice called out louder, “Who is it?” Promptly followed by more furious arguing too muffled to make out.

 

“King Edgar, of Figaro,” Edgar enunciated.

 

The people argued some more, before the door was finally yanked open. “King Edgar! Nice of you to drop by…?” the woman said, her voice strained. “We weren’t expecting you?”

 

“Forgive me for the unannounced arrival,” Edgar said diplomatically. “The original intent was to speak with the emissary stationed in South Figaro. However, they seem to be missing. I do hope they are here, and not actually misplaced, or worse.”

 

The door woman shifted, pushing a dark coil of hair back out of her face. “They arrived here safely, but were unable to return.”

 

“I understand, the tunnel collapse also hindered our travel,” Edgar agreed easily.

 

“Yes, uh I will show you to Banon! This way, please,” the woman said a touch too loud.

 

“Of course,” Edgar agreed readily.

 

“Take care of the chocobos,” she hissed to a young man nearby, then with a shaky nod she turned and led them deeper into the cave system. The few people they passed seemed to be standing around randomly in the whisper quiet base.

 

“Here,” the woman said, as she opened a door and led them into a chamber being used as an office.

 

“Leader Banon!” Edgar strode easily in, and then over to one of the two people already inside. “It is nice to finally be able to meet you face to face.” He stopped a bit away and dipped his head slightly.

 

“King Edgar,” Banon said simply.

 

“My companions,” Edgar continued after a moment. “Sabin, Locke, and Terra,” he said as he motioned to each in turn.

 

As the silence drug, Sabin glanced to the door woman and the other person who still stood next to Banon.

 

“Why are you here?” Banon asked with a furrowed brow.

 

“I am sure you have heard about Kefka having attacked Figaro Castle,” Edgar said, stepping over the botched introduction etiquette.

 

“Yes, a runner relayed the information a couple days ago,” Banon agreed.

 

“Terra was the one who was freed after the incident in Narshe. The attack on my castle, was seemingly prompted by Kefka being convinced Terra was there. I haven't had the chance to determine where he obtained such information, or if it was merely a guess,” Edgar said tightly. “She agreed to meet you so, we brought her with us.”

 

“So, this is the girl… The one to whom the esper responded,”  Banon said, tilting his head as he looked her over.

 

“The esper…?”  Terra whispered as she took a step away from the prying eyes.

 

“Yes. Unfortunately, because of the crown, Terra can’t remember anything about it.” Edgar shook his head. “It seems the Empire had complete control over her for who knows how long.

 

“I spoke to Arvis, and other than that carrier pigeons have kept me informed,” Banon said, his attention aimed unwavering on Terra. “I also heard that she wiped out fifty Imperial soldiers in mere minutes…

 

“No,”  Terra staggered back arms wrapped around herself. “that’s- that's not...!”

 

“Terra!”  Locke rushed to her side.

 

“Banon!” Edgar snapped out, moving himself between Terra and Banon as Locke tossed an arm around her. “She doesn’t remember anything!”

 

“Hiding from the truth won't change it!”  Banon insisted, as he took a bold step to the side trying to get around.

 

Edgar stepped over and blocked him again. “Be that as it may,” he said, hand tightening around his spear.

 

Banon paused, stepped back and gave a slight nod. “Perhaps you've heard this story before?”  he said much softer. “Once, when people were still pure and innocent, there was a box they were told never to open.”  He kept away but moved to the side to look past Edgar. “But someone went and opened it anyway, unleashing all the evils of the world. Pride… envy… greed… violence… wrath… control… The only thing that remained in the box was a single ray of light: hope.”

 

Terra frowned as she blinked at him.

 

“Your power is a gift, not a curse.”  Banon smiled back at her. “No matter what happens, you must remember that. You are this world's last ray of light… our final hope.

 

Edgar narrowed his eyes as he snapped out, “Banon!”

 

Banon paused yet again and took another step back. “I've grown weary with the hour... Allow me to rest for a while,”  he eventually said.

 

“Come on then, a rest would do us all good,” Locke said softly to Terra. With narrowed eyes at Banon, he led her out of the room.

 

Once the door clicked shut, Edgar rounded on Banon. “What was that,” he asked flatly.

 

“What was what? I was only trying to-”

 

“I know what you were trying to do!” Edgar snapped. “She is confused and stressed! If you use her condition to pressure her into joining, we are no better than the empire she just got away from!”

 

“We are completely different!” Banon insisted. “How can you even-! You have seen what the Empire does! A bit of soft persuasion is nothing in comparison! Doesn't even compare to the things you have done!”

 

Edgar’s face closed off. “Perhaps, but I also know how not to treat a lady.”

 

Banon scoffed.

 

“Good night, Banon,” Edgar said curtly, suddenly seeming completely exhausted, he turned on his heel and left.

 

The door closed behind him with a solid thud.

 

Banon ran his fingers through his hair while the other two exchanged frowns.

 

“Well, now I just feel awkward,” Sabin said rocking back and forth on his toes.

 

The three jumped and looked over at him.

 

Banon laughed, a heavy stressed sound. “How did you even end up with them?”

 

“I ran across them climbing the mountain, figured I didn’t have anything else going on,” he hedged.

 

“Well, explains how they got here at all,” the woman said.

 

“Doesn’t explain where the King’s escort went though,” the other person added.

 

“Look, Banon,” Sabin said as he moved to stand next to the man. “Terra is kinda… not so great off right now. If you push her you are probably gonna lose her.”

 

“You agree with King Edgar,” Banon said carefully.

 

“Yea, he is a smart guy, you should listen to him,” Sabin agreed. “I am going to catch up with the others,” he said turning to leave. He paused with the door half open and glanced back. “Ah, also, next time maybe introduce your people?” he added awkwardly before stepping out the door.

 

 

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Notes:

Cyan will Love His Wife Till the Silk Flowers Wilt

Warnings (spoiler-ish)

After waking up form a nightmare Shadow keeps kinda hearing the voice from the dream.

Sabin has a few grief reactions, they are minor.

My rambles! (spoiler-ish)

Cyan loves his wife, like so so much, and... yea...

I am really not sure how i want to include Shadow's dreams into this... so this is the first one! yay! Unless something really changes, this will be the only one in this book. The others are penciled in for the next book... but we will see. This story is just so so much information i am trying to juggle and keep it moving...

In the game the esper just kinda ends up in a new place. It didnt even seem like a good place to put it even! Lol but like how did they move it?! It was huge yea?! So... Umaro to the rescue!

Mostly i just thought it would be more interesting if the esper was reactive, so that is what is going on. Angry sleeping esper; the humans are lucky they just cast lightning at them...

Anyway! I am going to bed! I need to remember to post these earlyer. (And maybe get the art done on sundays like i am suposed to. Yes the one pic is still not done, it is Locke's fault)

Chapter 12: Reasons to Fight

Notes:

WARNINGS!

Violence

War crimes (no not Doma)

Kefka being Kefka

Morally grey Celes

Thank you as always to Akzeal, Lilian, and mom. Yall are the best!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 12: Reasons to Fight

 

(Celes)

 

Despite the lit fireplace and sconces along the walls, the room was not particularly bright. Celes tapped her fingers against the hilt of her sword as she looked out over the gaudy ‘main entertainment room’ and the battalion of soldiers stood in the middle of it. All of them were lined up in proper, square, standardized lines.

 

And then there was Kefka.

 

“We will be moving out shortly,” Celes said as she neared the end of her speech, doing what she could to ignore the bright blight of color among the rows of Empire military standard brown. “I remind you, our goal is to take over South Figaro with as few deaths as can be managed. Both theirs and ours, so stick to your orders precisely. Am I understood?”

 

“Yes, Sir!” the crowd saluted.

 

“Dismissed,” Celes snapped.

 

She waited a moment as the soldiers dispersed, then took two quick steps off the raised platform, before heading towards the towering windows and their ridiculous curtains. What kind of person thought it was a good idea to have such distasteful things embroidered in gold? The fabric was stiff under her fingers as she pushed it away from the window just enough to see the stars.

 

With a huff, she let the drapes fall closed again, and pressed her lips together in an attempt not to sneer at the place she was being forced to use as a temporary command center. It was probably a good thing the room was so dim, it helped mute the horrible decor, and did a reasonable job of hiding the gold gilding which infested every furnishing.

 

Celes turned towards the Commander who wavered nearby like a child. “Report.”

 

“General Celes, Sir!” He saluted. “Our infiltrators have all checked in and are standing by. Most of the teams are ready, only team 9 is still missing conformation on the South Figaro wall guard rotation, but the information should be available shortly.”

 

“What is the hold on the guard rotation?”

 

He shifted, undisciplined, on his feet. “We were originally told there would be no guards on the wall by this building, but they adjusted the roster. The people who were paid off, are no longer the only ones assigned.”

 

Celes ground her teeth, while being careful to keep her expression neutral. “Get it fixed! Failure will not be tolerated.”

 

“Yes, Sir!” He saluted, and scampered away.

 

Lack of such information was a small stumble, but with it being so early in the operation, it could bode ill for the rest of the plan. If they had a proper amount of time to set up these things it would be less of a concern, but, rushed or not, the Emperor would accept nothing less than a full success.

 

Celes bit back a sigh as the one who caused this mess skipped towards her.

 

Kefka spun between and around the soldiers, making a great game of crossing a room.

 

That man was vastly more of a liability than any intel issue could ever be.

 

Once he realized she was watching him, he lifted up a hand and wiggled his fingers at her in a wave, like he had forgotten she was no longer a little kid. He stopped right next to her with that horrible grin which had become his usual one. “As few deaths as can be managed,” he mocked, voice pitched low as to not carry.

 

“Kefka,” she greeted, quiet and sharp. “The goal is to take over, there is no reason for unnecessary blood shed.”

 

“Pish posh!” he said in a sing-song and scoffed. “The point is to make sure they know their place! The more blood on the ground, the better they know what will happen… if they disobey.”

 

She set her jaw, and gritted out, “It doesn’t matter what you think about it. I am in charge of this operation.”

 

“Aww aww aww, no reason to get mad, Little Star!”

 

“Stop calling me that! You don’t get-” She hissed out a breath.

 

“Oh, my mistake,” he muttered, still with that infuriating grin. “Just offering you my thoughts.”

 

“If I want your opinion, I will ask for it!” she bit out keeping her voice as quiet as she could. “You are the one who tried to burn Figaro down, and only succeeded in causing this operation to be a rushed one! You could have at least accomplished getting rid of that fool of a king! But no! You couldn’t even do that.”

 

“I was trying to get her back where she belongs.” Kefka’s head twitched to the side, eyes wide, smile never shifting. “He had her there.”

 

Like he cared after what he did to T-. Celes shoved the thought away, and scoffed at him to cover up the flinch.

 

“I couldn’t allow him to keep her,” he continued.

 

“And how did that work out for you?” she asked.

 

Kefka’s expression cracked around the edges, his grin slid sideways into a snarl.

 

A moment passed.

 

He turned on his heel and flounced off.

 

Celes indulged in the time to hiss out a sigh. Report after report had been filed about Kefka’s… mental state. None of them had been heeded. Emperor Gestahl and Cid insisted he was fine.

 

She shook her head sharply and turned on her heel. There was more important things to worry about. Like making sure Team 9 would not disappoint.

 

Failure would not be tolerated.

 

 

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(Terra)

 

The shadows, thrown by a dim lamp, flickered on the stone ceiling. They formed and reformed in almost familiar shapes which echoed in memories Terra couldn’t recall. She pulled her knees up to her chest, and wrapped the soft blanket tight around her as she settled back against the wall.

 

Muffled sounds of people going about their morning in the rest of the Returners’ base, trickled in through the cracked open door and invaded her warm cocoon.

 

The last few days had been a lot.

 

‘Final Hope’

 

‘Last ray of Light’

 

It all sounded so… silly.

 

She felt more like one of the shadows on the ceiling, shifting and undefined, than anyone's ‘hope’ or ‘light’.

 

A gentle knock against the door frame jarred Terra out of her thoughts.

 

Locke peeked in, a soft grin spread across his face. “Oh, good, you are awake. I brought you some breakfast,” he said as he slipped into the room and kicked the door shut behind him. “Did you sleep alright?” The breakfast tray made a soft thump as he set it on the stack of boxes they were pretending was a table.

 

Terra shrugged, as she unwound herself from the blanket and shuffled over to plop on one of the boxes they were calling chairs.

 

Locke set a plate, with a roll and some kind of cooked oats in a bowl, in front of her. The smell of warm bread and the taste of sweet spice was comforting in its unfamiliarity.

 

“Have you thought about if you want to join the Returners?” Locke asked after they had both taken a few bites.

 

She turned the roll in her hands, broke off a bit of crust, and crumbed it between her fingers. “What do you think I should do?”

 

“Well… I don’t want to pressure you.” He shook his head as he poked his spoon at the oats. “If you join, it has to be your choice. But if you want information and advice, I can tell you what I see?”

 

Part of her ached for the simplicity of just being told what she should do. Her hand tightened around her spoon as she shoved the thought away, and nodded at Locke.

 

“The Empire’s control is spreading; and fast. With how disturbingly set Kefka is on getting a hold of you again, there will shortly be very few places outside of his reach,” Locke said, not a trace of his usual smile on his face. “At least if you join, you will have more information about what is happening.”

 

“More information? Is that why you joined?”

 

Locke’s spoon clanked against the side of his bowl. “Why I… no. I… The Empirestole someone important from me,”  he whispered. “They… they attacked her home town, and she… well… I've hated it ever sinceI joined the Returners when I realized the Empire was rotten to the core. Once I finally got that if no one stands up to the Empire, then more people will lose the ones they love, and be left like me. I wanted to make a difference instead of just…” he trailed off. After a moment, he grinned wide and fake. “Well, anyway, that's why I joined the Returners.

 

“Oh.” Terra reached up and wrapped her hand around her pendent. “But, what if there's no one important in my life. I have no family… no friends…”

 

“That's not true! You have-”

 

“Wouldn't I have remembered by now?” she snapped, cutting him off. “Wouldn't they have been looking for-” Her voice broke as she tripped over the question.

 

“I…” Locke shook his head and scooted closer to her. “Terra, memories are weird.” He tossed his arm over her shoulders as he continued, “Regaining them isn’t going to happen in the order you want, but I'm sure there are people in the world who feel you're important to them. People who miss you. Plus there are those who you have yet to meet. Ones who will one day become important to you.” He smiled and squeezed her shoulder gently.

 

People who would become important?

 

“Besides! You have me and Edgar!” He flashed her a grin. “Those people out there, the Returners, maybe they are counting on you, too… But, look, if you don’t want to join, I will sneak you out. Wherever you want to go,” Locke said softly.

 

“But I don’t have anywhere to go?”

 

“Well, you tell me the type of place you want to live, and I will find something! We can even raid Edgar’s money pouch to get you set up!”

 

“Thank you Locke,” Terra said, with what was almost a laugh.

 

“You just say the word, alright?”

 

 

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(Celes)

 

The moon had long since dipped low, and the roads of South Figaro were set in the murky light of predawn. Thus far there had been no yelling, no fighting, no resistance, or at least none which could not be immediately handled. It was a calm which would soon be broken, as the sun rose and alarms were raised too late.

 

Celes turned and motioned to the team leader walking towards her. “What is it?”

 

They saluted. “Sir, We are almost done, but I wanted to ask about the boy in the house on the corner.”

 

“A boy? What about him?”

 

“Yes, Sir. He woke up, looked like he was old enough to give us trouble. Wanted permission to-”

 

“Is he on your list?” she cut across them.

 

“No, Sir!” the team leader said as they jerked straight.

 

“Then, you have your orders. Leave him!” If the kid would be a liability or not didn’t matter at the moment. The course was set. Any issues, any people, could be handled after they became problems, not before. She pushed back the worry over the boy, about others and how many soldiers probably acted without asking first, with a roll of her shoulders.

 

“Yes, sir! Sorry, sir!” the team leader stuttered out.

 

“How many more do you have on your list?” she asked with a frown at them just standing around, instead of doing their job.

 

“Not many, General Celes. Only two more houses, Sir.”

 

“Then go, finish quickly,” she ordered.

 

The Team Leader threw a sloppy salute before they dashed away.

 

General Celes turned and strode with solid steps through the still quiet city.

 

It would not be nearly so calm once the population began to awaken. As long as everything continued to go to plan, they would wake up to no Figaro army, just an occupied city.

 

The whole operation was unfortunate, bloody work, but it would keep total number of deaths down. It was a shame to have to lose a high number of potential recruits, but with so many determined to be loyal to their King, it made the only other options to be ones which included blasting in with Magitek Armors.

 

General Celes would not make the same mistakes as she had made a year ago in Maranda.

 

South Figaro would be left standing.

 

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Crates and boxes, tossed around in what might have once been an order, were piled in towering stacks which filled the cave room. Terra moved carefully between them, running her fingers lightly over the unlabeled containers. “How do you know what is in them?” she asked no one.

 

“Depends,” a voice said from the other side of a stack making her jump. “What are you looking for?” the person asked, appearing from around the corner. “You! Uh… hi.”

 

“Oh! You were with Banon last night, weren’t you?” she said with a startled blink.

 

“Yea, I am Art. Sorry for not saying as much before. That talk was a mess all around. Were you looking for something?”

 

“No, I,” Terra trailed off, as she shifted on her feet. “I was just wandering around trying to decide what to do about…”

 

“I understand your unease.” Art nodded, with a soft frown. “Choosing to fight, to join a war, isn’t light decision, but, well…”

 

“Why did you join?”

 

“Oh, that’s a heavy question.” Art took a deep breath before continuing, “You see, if The Empire can’t find a use for something, they just… don’t allow it, and if they can’t find a use for a person they just get rid of whoever. In their ‘perfect’ world there is no space left to just… let people be who they are. To let people be free and live.

 

“They have deemed so many things about being alive as frivolous.” Hand running along the edge of a box, Art continued, “They can’t find a use for there being more than the traditional genders, so they decided none of us exist. Music, art, the beauty of creation, must be made in service to the Emperor or not at all. But that is just not how things truly work. I named myself Art for a reason. My life, all of our lives, are a beautiful creative expression of self. I am Art. I am not one of the three genders. I am not ‘he’ or ‘she’ or ‘they’. I am just Art!”

 

Art sighed, looked away, and continued much softer, “Even as we speak, innocent lives are being lost… by both death and subjugation.”

 

The cold snapped its jaws out from her memory, freezing restraints, and the chill of that horrible crown as it bit into her forehead.

 

“Oh! I know, wait here,” Art said suddenly, rushing off and knocking her out of the memory.

 

Thuds and the sound of sliding boxes, echoed back to her for a few minutes before Art popped back in front of her holding out a metal glove. “Here, please take it. I hate to ask, but we really do need your abilities. I realize us asking you to join because of your powers seems a bit hypocritical, and maybe it is, but we really don’t know what else to do at this point.”

 

She wrapped her hand around the warm, time worn metal.

 

“Whatever you decide, hopefully this relic will keep you safe.” Art sighed. “Or will at least help you keep true to yourself, no matter what happens.” With a grim smile and a quick wave, Art strode back through the boxes.

 

Terra continued to turn the glove in her hands watching it glint dully in the light.

 

To keep herself… free?

 

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

General Celes’ sword sliced through the air and the man, cutting off his foolish plea. His body fell beside the other two already on the ground.

 

South Figaro, was not going down without a fight.

 

A foolish, unwinnable, fight.

 

Loud crashes had her spin on her heel and rush towards the yells which echoed from the dock.

 

As she turned the corner, a worker lobbed a crate at a group of soldiers. It broke apart with a loud bang as it hit the ground. People ducked as wood shrapnel flew and fish cascaded along the pier. Another person charged forward and hit a soldier with a heavy rope making him step on a fish and fall flat on his back.

 

“Enough!” General Celes ordered, as she strode up, ignoring the wet squish of fish, as she kicked them out of her way. “This fight is pointless.” She rolled her shoulders and sliced her sword through the air to point it at the group. “Surrender, or you will join the dead.”

 

One of the workers charged at her with a broken table leg.

 

Her sword smoothly pierced his unarmored chest.

 

He landed on top of the just as dead fish, with a wet thump.

 

“Anyone else?” she asked.

 

Her shoulders loosened, just a little, as they dropped the ridiculous things they were trying to use as weapons. The soldiers surged forward, yanked the dock worker’s arms behind their backs and pulled them off to be detained.

 

So many extra, pointless, deaths. At least this group was more sensible than the last one. How so many people got to their age without understanding the basics of how the world works was baffling.

 

At least they only had to worry about, ‘fall in line or die.’

 

In any case, the take over was on schedule.

 

Most of the Figaro Soldiers unfortunately had to be killed. The few who may change sides, were jailed, and of course the ones who helped get them into the city would be sent to Vector to be rewarded.

 

General Celes had no doubt the few Figaro loyalists who still evaded them would be caught soon.

 

They would learn to do as they were ordered, or they would no longer be able to disobey.

 

 

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(Terra)

 

The area of the Returners’ base Terra had wandered into was… quiet.

 

She ran her fingers over the rough stone walls as she explored deeper into the cave system. Occasional piles of broken boxes, ripped fabric, and other unwanted odds and ends were scattered about, all surrounded with the thick scent of mildew and dust.

 

How much space had the Returners’ base taken up in the past?

 

How many people had they lost for it to have shrunk so much?

 

An answer whispered in her memory.

 

She shoved it away and turned to march down another abandoned corridor.

 

A flash of movement from one of the rooms had her double back and poke her head into the doorway, hoping for any kind of distraction.

 

Tucked into a dark corner, half curled in on himself, was Edgar. His fingers interlaced, and thinking scowl set in place.

 

She paused, shook her head, and turned to leave him to his thoughts.

 

“Oh! Hello, Terra.” Edgar jerked up straight on his crate chair as he turned towards her. “Were you looking for me for some reason?”

 

She shook her head.

 

“I see,” he said with warm amusement, as he motioned to the box next to him. “Feel free to sit. This dark corner has room for another.” His smile shifted as he continued, “Especially one of such captivating beauty!”

 

Ignoring Edgar being weird, she poked the crate next to him before sitting down on it with more than a bit of relief when the top held.

 

“The truth is the truth,” he said as his declaration hung in the air.

 

She huffed and looked up at him flatly.

 

“In any case,” Edgar said in a rush, clearing his throat. “Is everyone treating you alright? You will let me know if they are giving you any trouble, so I can take care of it,” he commanded.

 

“They have been mostly giving me space,” she said, as she picked at the old box she was sitting on. “I have been asking people why they chose to join.”

 

“Sound choice,” he replied simply.

 

Terra shifted, and dug out a splinter of wood from her ‘chair.’

 

With a deep breath she squared her shoulders and asked quietly, “Why did you join?”

 

Edgar’s face seemed to go blank, his shoulders stiff as his hand twitched against his leg. “Well, I am not sure how I could do anything else,” he admitted, voice so soft in the dark. “After my father was…” he trailed off, and blew out a breath slowly. “The Empire has done a lot of damage to Figaro, to the world, over the last fifteen years. Probably even before then, if I am being realistic.”

 

The crate he was sitting on creaked as he shifted and turned fully towards her. “It's not easy asking so much of you… I can’t blame you for having a hard time with it. There is a lot going on and if we force our ideas on you, if we take away your choices, we're no different than the Empire. So…”  Slowly he reached out and laid a hand over hers. “We want you to decide for yourself.”

 

“And if I-” She cut herself off. There was so much violence already; in the war, and in all the other ills of the world…

 

But… there were other things too, a warm hand offered, a smile, a laugh.

 

Terra braced, and turned her head up. “What if I don’t want to fight?”

 

“Ah? Well, there are always plenty of non-combat roles which need filling. Or if you would rather leave.” Edgar’s eyes flicked over her shoulder then back to her. “I am sure Locke could easily be convinced to smuggle you to wherever you want to go.” He shifted forward with a heavy sigh. “However… this conflict isn't going to stay contained. Soon there will not be a single corner of the map they don’t influence. It will eventually come down to fighting, or being found and controlled by them again…”

 

Terra flinched back.

 

Cold.

 

A laughing Cold.

 

Chilled thoughts, screeched to a frozen stop.

 

“My Dear Terra,” Edgar said sharply. “Breathe,” he commanded.

 

Terra sucked in a gasping breath.

 

“Ah, forgive me, I could have stated my point better,” He scooped both her hands into his larger, warm ones. “I will do everything I can to give you options, and keep you safe, you have my word, but… I am rather afraid there is only so much even I can do,” he smiled, sad yet reassuring.

 

“Thank you,” she whispered, as something unwound in her chest.

 

---

 

(Kefka)

 

Cute little hair clips, pretty little dress, and large fearful eyes; what little brats all over the world were made of, apparently. Kefka kept his best ‘I am not going to hurt you yet’ smile on his face as he crouched down in front of the little girl. “You didn’t see where she went?” he asked sweetly, as he tilted his head all the way to the side.

 

The skittish little thing’s eyes darted around. “Sorry mister Kefka sir! I didn’t! I just saw her by the water!” she squeaked out, while little, too soft hands, bunched the front of her dress.

 

“You didn’t notice anything else?!” he asked, barely managing to hold on to his expression. “Who she was with? What she was doing!?” he snapped in her face as his control cracked.

 

The little girl flinched and cowered away from him. “N-no! I didn’t! I am sorry! She was just looking at the water then I left! I-I’m sorry!”

 

“Useless child!” he snarled. The brat scrambled away from him as he stood and strode off, leaving her sobbing behind him.

 

Her parents should have taught her better.

 

Crying only showed people where to cut.

 

“Does anyone know anything in this place!?” Kefka screamed. “Surely someone saw her other than some brat! She is rather distinctive!” He yanked a random cowering merchant and shook him. “Girl, beautiful, light green hair, dark skin, bright violet eyes! She has pointed ears! She is not exactly missable!!?”

 

“I-I don't- sorry!” the man stuttered.

 

Kefka tossed him aside, the man slammed into the wall with a crack. “Find me someone with working eyes in this cursed place!”

 

“Yes sir!”

 

He tilted his head back and wordlessly screamed.

 

She would have come back to him if she wasn't being kept away.

 

Probably can’t remember better, but that’s fine, she can be retaught her place.

 

He would find her.

 

She would come home.

 

She had no choice.

 

No one disobeys the Emperor for long.

 

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(Terra)

 

As Terra approached another cavern the indistinct chatter from inside shifted to shouts. She paused then slowly peeked through the uneven rock opening. Near the entrance of the large room beyond was a table filled with Returners who shouted and staggered in drunken conversation.

 

Maybe she should try a different area.

 

“Terra! Hey!” Sabin called out to her from across the room as he waved to the box next to him. “Come sit with me!”

 

Some of the people at the table were still yelling, while a few had transferred to trying to get everyone to sing instead. It may have worked if they weren't all trying to start different songs.

 

Terra side-stepped closer to the wall, carefully made her way around the distracted table and headed towards where Sabin was siting by himself at a long plank of wood.

 

“Do you want a drink?” Sabin asked as she sat down. He motioned over to the table of drunks who had managed to narrow down their songs to only three different ones. “It isn’t fancy, but it is strong.”

 

Terra ran her finger over the crate she was sitting on. The same type of crate so many of the ‘tables’ and ‘chairs’ were made of. The same kind which laid on their sides near by, their inner padding spilling out on to the stone ground. The same ones which were full and lined up against the wall in stacks.

 

“No, thank you,” she said with a soft shake of her head.

 

“Hey, uh, you doing ok? No one is giving you trouble, are they?” Sabin asked as he rolled his cup in his hands. “Just let me know if they do, and I will see to it. Yea?”

 

“Thank you.” Warmth laughed in her heart at the brothers’ echoed promise to take care of things for her.

 

“So, uh, you are having memory issues?”

 

“Yea… I can’t remember much of anything before… I think it was a couple weeks ago. I just…”

 

Sabin leaned on the piece of wood and gave her a sympathetic look. “Well, don’t worry about it too much. If you remember, you remember. If not, well, you still have lots of memories yet to be made. Yea?” He smiled before lowering his voice, “Once, when I was a kid, I hit my head so hard I thought I was a chocobo for three days!”

 

“What?” she said, completely bewildered. “A chocobo?”

 

“Aww, hey, don’t look so worried! I am all better now! Though...” He leaned back and looked around the area then scooted in closer and added, “Just between you and me, I still have a taste for Gysahl Greens and bird seed!” He slapped the ‘bar’, making it rock on its unsteady base, as he tossed his head back and laughed.

 

She couldn’t help but join in.

 

“Are you going to join the Returners?” Terra asked, once their laughter had trailed off.

 

“Probably? I had been considering it for a while, but… I kept thinking I needed to finish my training first.” Sabin turned his head to look over towards the table filled with drunk Returners. “I don't know what to tell you… I hadn’t realized how bad it had gotten until I was talking to everyone here. I am still not sure what I can really do to help, but, people are scared. I figure, no matter how bad it may seem now, I need to have a bit of faith in myself and the others who are willing to fight.” Sabin shook his head and turned back to her. “If we can’t stand together, then what is the point, ya know?”

 

Terra looked down at the bar.

 

Faith?

 

“Plus, I do know that I trust my brother completely. He is saying joining is a good idea, and I trust his judgment. I think you should trust him, too. He is the smart one, ya know!”

 

“The smart one?” Terra asked looking back up at him.

 

“Oh yea! My brother is a genius! He totally inherited all the brains of the two of us. Even when we were kids he had all the teachers showing him the advanced stuff!” He tapped his fingers on the bar, proud grin stretched wide. “You know that crossbow he uses?”

 

“Yeah?”

 

“Edgar totally made it himself!”

 

“Oh!”

 

“Yea! Edgar is brilliant! His creations are really high quality, and have this style to them that anything made by other people just… doesn’t have. But… don't tell him I said any of that! He'll turn as red as a tomato!” Sabin finished with a laugh.

 

King Tomato Edgar.

 

The laugh burst out of her in warm waves.

 

Sabin bumped his fist lightly against her shoulder as he added softly, “Hey, whatever you choose to do, don’t let people push ya around ok?”

 

She nodded with a warm smile.

 

 

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(Celes)

 

The South Figaro civilians cowered, pressed together and huddled against the wall they had been herded to. All of their angry faces snarled in ways which were almost enough to cover up their fear.

 

Celes nodded to the Team leader. “Get them processed,” she ordered before turning to the group and saying louder, “Do as commanded, and you will be back in your homes tonight.”

 

She stepped back as soldiers rushed forward and snapped out orders to the crowd which, although reluctant, moved accordingly. At their currant rate, it wouldn’t be long before the whole population had been properly accounted for.

 

Things were going to plan, but… as much as the sudden takeover was a success, it also lacked the flashy show of over whelming force the Empire was usually known for. Unfortunately it left room for… incorrect assumptions.

 

It had honestly been a shock when so many people thought they had a chance to win and thus took up arms in an already lost fight.

 

Such things would be taken in to account for the next invasion she would plan.

 

A boy, his lanky limbs moving with the mismatched gait of a sudden growth spurt, inched along the edge of the wall towards Celes. He barely had time to take a lunging step towards her, a glint of a knife in his hand, before the old man beside him grabbed him by the waist and yanked the kid back into the crowd.

 

She very deliberately did not turn to look.

 

General Leo had scoffed at her attack plan when she had brought it before the Emperor. Said it was a ridiculous, and dishonorable way to wage war.

 

Celes watched out of the corner of her eye as the man talked the boy down, got the knife from him and the two of them disappeared into the crowd.

 

Perhaps her plan did not meet Leo’s standards, but her goal was not glorious battle, merely victory with the lowest body count manageable. Without things going exactly as she had planned, this incident would have ended in the boy being hurt, or worse.

 

This proved she was correct; infiltrators were the perfect way to undercut resistance before more died in futile attacks. She had picked each and every one of them herself, and sent them into South Figaro, in what should have been months in advance, to get settled.

 

Of course, because of Kefka it ended up being only a matter of weeks.

 

Still, her choices of people, like the elderly grandfather, had saved many lives by convincing them to surrender over getting themselves killed. Thanks to her foresight, she could ignore the boy and his attempt without reprimand.

 

Celes turned, and strode off to check for any last resistance left in the city.

 

She did not expect to find any.

 

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(Terra)

 

Terra stepped out of the Returners base and took a deep breath of fresh air. Wind, which was already beginning to cool as the sun dipped closer to the horizon, brushed through her hair as she turned towards the mountain path.

 

With cautious steps she made her way along the stone trail, careful not to let her attention wander too far to how the Sabre mountain range was painted in the deep shadows and fiery hues of sunset.

 

Somewhere around the area was Banon’s thinking spot.

 

Locke’s soft foot falls and encouraging grin when she looked back at him, helped sooth her nerves.

 

He had been shadowing her all day. Of course the way she found out was when he popped up out of nowhere and reminded her to have lunch. As startled as she had been, it was nice to know he was looking out for her, while letting her make her own investigation on what she wanted to do.

 

After the first talk with Banon, she really didn’t want to be left alone with him.

 

It took both longer than she expected and yet far too short of a time, before she found him sitting on a blanket, watching the sky.

 

Terra straightened her shoulders and made her way towards him. “Banon.”

 

“Oh!” He jumped, but smiled when he saw her. “I did not expect you to come and find me so soon. Have you made your decision? Will you become our last ray of hope?”

 

“I don’t know,” she said, as she stopped a few steps from the blanket. “The ‘last ray of hope’ thing… It is…” she trailed off and turned towards the sunset.

 

“I see…”  Banon slumped back against a rock. “We could really use your help.”

 

“You don’t want me, just my abilities!” she snapped. “Returners, Empire, everyone! Always-”

 

Why? Why was it they always wanted… everything about her, but her.

 

Banon paused a moment, then scooted over and patted the blanket next to him. “I think we have gotten off to a bad start. How about you sit for a time. Watch the sunset with me.”

 

Terra looked down at the blanket, then glanced back at Locke, who was leaning back against the rock wall almost indistinguishable from the darkness around him. He pulled a hand free from a pocket, and gave her an awkward thumbs up.

 

She huffed out a laugh, and with a deep breath, she sat down.

 

Together they watched colors spread and shift, as the sun sunk lower.

 

“I originally became part of the Returners because my friends were joining up, and I had nothing better to do,” Banon said, breaking the silence. “I was just some punk kid in Vector. I had a vague idea I didn’t like what was going on, but it was more because I wanted to cause trouble, than any thought to actually help people.”

 

“That changed?”

 

“Eventually,” he admitted. “I never intended to end up leading. Sometimes I think there were probably better choices, but at the time, my taking over seemed to be the only one available. I had picked up a lot about the operation over the years from my friends who were more active at the time.”

 

“Why didn’t any of them become the leader?”

 

“They-” He sucked in a sharp breath, swallowed and started again, “They did… then they weren’t around to lead anymore… Like so many others, they were… hunted down and killed by the Empire.”

 

“I’m sorry.”

 

“So am I.” Banon ran his fingers along the side of his eye, as he continued in a whisper, “They were good people. Much better than I have ever been.”

 

“I do want to help,” Terra whispered.

 

“Really? Does that mean you will join?” he said in a rush.

 

“I think so… But… I'm scared… I don't… I don’t want to hurt people. Monsters are one thing, but humans?” She shook her head trying to get rid of the haunting images from her dreams.

 

They stuck stubbornly to the corners of her thoughts.

 

“The uncertainty you're feeling is only natural. War will always be the cause of a great number of people suffering. There is no way around it,” Banon said softly.

 

“But, do I have to be the one to cause it?” Terra asked.

 

“Everything is too unpredictable in war, for me to say you wont. In the end, it is a question of what actions you can live with. Fighting someone to stop them from harming others, or stepping aside and allowing people to be hurt.”

 

The sky darkened from flame tones to the dark blue of night as they watched in silence.

 

Banon sighed as he stood up, stretching his arms over his head. “Shall we head inside?” he asked, offering his hand to help her up.

 

After a moment, she reached out and took it.

 

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(Celes)

 

Salt heavy sea air blew through South Figaro, making the pops of the freshly installed Empire banners echo harsh and demanding along the streets. Upon the port, strong lanterns flashed and voices were drowned out in the wind, as they tried to get the Empire War Ships docked in the dark.

 

A string of shouts and the splash of several people falling into the pitch black water, made her stifle a laugh from where she leaned against the railing.

 

Perhaps they should consider bribing some of those dock workers they had in the holding cells.

 

She straightened to proper regulation as a soldier stopped a few feet away from her and saluted, waiting for acknowledgment.

 

Celes glanced at him. “Report,” she commanded without turning.

 

“Sir! We have been able to confirm, that there are Returners in the Sabre mountain range. Unfortunately, the path was blocked by an avalanche a few days ago, but scouts report they found a man named Vargas, who claims to know the location of the base, and will show us for the right price,” he said quickly.

 

“I see. Anything else?”

 

“No Sir!”

 

“Then get back to work,” Celes ordered.

 

“Yes sir!” He saluted again, and sprinted off.

 

An avalanche… Probably just a coincidence, but even if the Returners had destroyed the path, it wouldn’t slow them down much. It would have been annoying if she would have had to requisition the Tunnel Armor from Vector, but since it was already on a ship awaiting orders, a quick divergence wouldn’t make much difference. It may put them a small bit behind schedule, but gutting the Returners out of the mountains was of top priority.

 

It was fine, everything was still under control.

 

With a large splash, a group of soldiers who had been trying to pull people out of the water over balanced and ended up in the ocean too.

 

How could they all be so bad at this! Were all of them from land locked areas or something?

 

She sighed and marched to the docks.

 

Celes would obviously have to handle this herself.

 

 

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Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

This is the take over of South Figaro. It is not... well... great.

Basically people get killed in their beds. It is NOT shown. The violence in this chapter is basically in line with how i have been writing it the whole time, except it is people who are dieing.

Kefka is a complete ass to a little girl but nothing but yelling and her crying happens to her.

Celes is a General in the Empire, her morals are skewed.

Chapter art! Terra in the Shadows of Memories

Also I FINALLY finished the art for chapter 9 lol. So here is Locke Yelling at Edgar

Rambles (Spoilers)

Celes is a fascinating character.

I remember being a little kid playing the game and just not liking her AT ALL. When i got to the WoR part and she was suddenly the only one we could play with, i was so mad. I wanted Terra! Not Celes! Then it took a while to get Terra to join, and i was a unhappy little kid. lol

When i played as an adult i got really confused because her character arch made... no sense. Or rather it did a really big disservice to a young woman who fought her way out of Empire brainwashing to become a hero. Redemption archs are difficult, but starting her with the line "Pure as snow" in the SNES version really knocked me the wrong way. She was a General for an Empire who was aimed at world domination and subjugation, that chick got BLOOD on her hands.

But she is also 18.

And while not a child, is still so so young to be in such a position.

I have moved some of the ages around, i don't think it has come up in the story yet so far? i may have mentioned it in one of these though? But Celes i kept 18 because i thought the whole child soldier thing works really well for her character. Unlike Terra who i moved up to... uh like 22, i think? I have a timeline around here somewhere? I think... lol Anyway, i moved Terra up because her timeline in game didn't make much sense, and i wanted Terra to be in the Empire before Celes was born for plot reasons.

If it isn't obvious, Terra is leaning more pacifist than anything in this. I felt like the whole 'i can't fight, i am a mom now' thing in game came out of left field to me, especially when i was a kid, then they just had her... be able to fight again? i don't know, the way they did it always felt odd to me. I think they were trying to go with her being able to fight to protect people, but it seemed weird for that to be the take away so late in the story. So I am trying to lead up to the not wanting to fight anymore with several things, and her not wanting to hurt people is one of the blocks i am building it with.

This chapter took a lot of rewrites because i wanted to get the back and forth vibe right on it. I was trying to do a compare and contrast thing. So like Sabin says you got to trust the people around you in the fight, meanwhile Celes is thinking about undermining the resistance with infiltrators. It is Celes' opener and i wanted to do right by her, and because i am going really grey with her, i wanted to give plenty of space to get her reasons down.

 

The extra week gave me a chance to work with it a bit more, and to get 13 rolling well too. 14 will be going out to betas in the next day, and i have 15 ready for light-ish self edits and then will be doing heavy edits on 16. I finally had time to get 18 second drafted, and 19 is started also. So the last week was nice and productive! I feel like i am properly ahead now! hopefully i will not need to do another skip week, but we will see. Things come up.

Anyway! hope yall liked the chapter!

Chapter 13: Plans and Counter Plans

Notes:

WARNINGS

Some stuff about war and what it does to people.

PTSD

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons for all the help! Yall are the best!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 13: Plans and Counter Plans

 

(Terra)

 

Overlapped voices echoed down the corridor, the rumble growing in volume as Terra slowed to a stop just short of the cavern. She peeked inside at the large number of Returners who were scattered about in clusters as they chatted to pass the time until Banon arrived to start the meeting.

 

Terra sidestepped the two arguing by the entrance and headed towards Edgar, who was talking to a few people against the far wall. She raised her hand to wave at him, but paused.

 

Edgar was speaking to the three next to him in a smooth, low voice. He licked his lips, and they leaned forward as if drawn by his voice and odd, focused expression.

 

Not wanting to deal with whatever that was, Terra turned and instead plopped down at the large table in the middle of the room.

 

Not far away sat a piece of paper, bent in on itself and crumpled. Half-remembered instructions flickered in her mind. ‘See!’ a voice had said at some point, high pitched and excited, ‘you just have to line up the edges and-’ the memory of small hands, hers and another’s, carefully folding paper into shapes, came and went.

 

Terra tilted her head, then leaned forward, pulled the discarded paper towards herself and did her best to straighten it back out. Once it was flat enough, she folded it in half and with the side of her thumb smoothed down the crease.

 

Warm laughter floated from across the room. Edgar, with his weird smile, leaned deeper into the man’s space while saying something with a quirk of his lips and a raised eyebrow. The other man nodded, his cheeks bright red, and all three swayed closer.

 

Edgar’s silly look got worse.

 

Why were those people so interested?

 

After folding the corners in, Terra flipped the paper around to do the same on the other side.

 

Didn’t his behavior make them as uncomfortable as it made her?

 

Or, perhaps it was just… her.

 

Maybe something other than her memory was… broken.

 

Terra crushed the unfinished shape tight in her fist.

 

“What did the paper do to you?” Sabin asked, as he knocked his fist lightly against her shoulder.

 

With a huff she dropped the crumpled ball on the table. “It was not taking the right shape,” she claimed, even though she had no idea what it was even supposed to be.

 

“I see. Horrible infraction, completely unforgivable,” he said with a serious nod and a posh voice. “Don’t you worry, I will handle this.” The loud bang of his hand slamming down left behind a flat ball and a startled room. With a flick, he sent it skittering down the table. “There! It shall hinder you no further!”

 

“My hero,” she said between giggles.

 

Sabin grinned back.

 

“Everyone!” Banon called as he strode into the room. “We are beginning shortly.”

 

Groups finished off their conversations with a rumble and began to move towards the table and pick their seats.

 

Edgar sat down across from Banon, while Locke took the ‘chair’ next to Edgar and motioned to Terra to take the one beside him. She gladly moved closer as suggested.

 

Banon placed a stack of files on the table, then stopped and picked up her failed folding project. “Who did this? Who left this piece of paper here?”

 

Terra glanced up at Sabin, who leaned over with a grin and whispered, “The dastardly paper has attacked yet another!”

 

Terra covered her mouth with her hands as she tried to quiet her laugh.

 

“Well then…”  Banon shook his head and tossed it in the trash can before taking his seat. “The Empire has moved against not only Narshe, but Figaro as well, in very short succession. It points to a worrying amount of escalation.”

 

“Indeed,” Edgar said as he crossed his arms on the table. “More than likely South Figaro will be targeted soon. There are plans in place for it, of course, but I am unsure how much extra protection we will be able to offer to this base, considering its location, once things get moving.”

 

“We can’t even be sure what weapons they will have,” Banon added. “We all know that the Gestahlian Empire is increasingly using its Magitek power to wage war, but with their tech advancing so quickly… The question we really need an answer to is, where did they get that power? And more, how do we defend against it.

 

I had Locke dig around for information a while back,” Edgar said. “From what he found, it seems the Empire has been gathering scholars from around the world to study espers. They seem mostly focused on legends, old writings, and the like. Particularly anything about the War of the Magi.”

 

Are you saying, there's some kind of connection between espers and Magitek?” Terra asked softly as she wrapped her arms around herself.

 

“Seems likely… from everything I was able to piece together,” Locke jumped in. “They seem to be searching for something very specific, but I was never able to find out exactly what. Considering the information they are most interested in, and all the trouble in Narshe being over an Esper, I’d say whatever they are looking for is heavily related to them too… but I get the feeling locating random espers isn't their main goal. Whatever they are looking for is much bigger.”

 

“Espers and Magitek…”  Banon ran his fingers over his beard. “Those weapons are so vastly dangerous. After seeing the destruction they are capable of, realistically, only one possible link between them comes to mind.”

 

“You don't mean…” Edgar said softly. “If that is why they want them…” he trailed off lacing his fingers together.

 

“Indeed,”  Banon agreed. “They are adapting and using whatever left over power they can find from the ancient War of the Magi…” He blew out a heavy breath as he glanced around the table. It’s only speculation of course, the war took place a thousand years ago. But historical studies have provided a number of sometimes conflicting and often frightening theories…

 

“When I still lived in Vector,” Banon continued, hand resting on the side of his face. “One of my friends got a hold of some papers. They were mostly random pages written in shorthand, none of which made a whole lot of sense, but one mentioned a theory that energy drained from espers was used to power machines…

 

“That could explain Magitek power… ” Terra whispered to herself, her hand tight around her necklace.

 

“Ah, so that ancient tragedy could be playing out once again…” Edgar said, his shoulders stiff.

 

“No!”  more than a few yelled, as loud chatter broke out around the table.

 

“That is impossible...” Someone’s desperate words broke through the noise. “right?”

 

“Wait.” Locke leaned over to Edgar, voice just loud enough for those next to him to hear over the ruckus. “My grandma used to tell me bedtime stories about ‘magical machines’ I had figured she had made ‘em up… Those stories were true?”

 

“I suppose it depends on how you think of machines,” Edgar said tilting his head towards him. “They were more like what we would consider complicated Relics.” He scowled at the people along the table and said louder, “Even without whatever they are searching for, the destructive force they have already been deploying is a problem.” His words drew the attention of everyone and quieted the room. “If we can get a hold of some of the armors, I can take them apart to see what we are dealing with. If we're going to fight Magitek enemies, we need Magitek weapons of our own.”

 

“No!”  Banon cut in slamming his hand on the table. “That would bring about another War of the Magi! We need to disable the weapons! Not add more!”

 

“Well… the same basic idea still applies,” Edgar said, his voice flat and chilled as the expression which settled over his face. “Get me some to take apart, and I can find out what the weaknesses are.”

 

After a long pause, Banon eventually said, “Perhaps…”

 

“Then what do you propose?”

 

“I was wondering if we might be able to have a chat with an esper…”

 

“...With an esper!? You- Edgar cut himself off, hissed an almost silent breath through his teeth, and said,I wonder if that's wise...?”

 

“It's risky, but the esper reacted to Terra before and she came to no harm. If she can get its attention again, we might be able to wake it up,” Banon countered. “If we can convince the esper to side with us, we would gain a powerful ally.”

 

“Do you really think that would work?” Edgar asked, slowly. “If they have been frozen for 1000 years, there is no telling what shape they are in, or if they would even want anything to do with humans.”

 

“I can't say for sure, obviously,” Banon dismissed. “but I believe it's our best shot... and at least it would keep them out of the hands of the Empire. Of course, we can't do anything without Terra's help.”

 

Terra sucked in a breath as everyone’s attention snapped to her.

 

“You are our only hope for this to work,” Banon said.

 

Hope…

 

That word again.

 

How could anyone put their hope in her?

 

They didn’t know anything about her.

 

She barely knew anything about herself.

 

The Returners stared.

 

So many eyes, they all bored into her.

 

“Hey, Terra…”  Locke said softly, at her side. “It is still up to you, alright? Don’t worry about them, just think about what you want to do.”

 

“So uh…” Sabin cut in loudly as he raised his hand and waved it around in the air. “I'm not entirely sure I understand the plan…”  He grinned as everyone’s attention shifted to him. “but, we are headed to Narshe?”

 

Several people nodded slowly at him.

 

“To see an ess-pe?” He tilted his head. “Is that a type of bug?”

 

The table started loudly talking over each other.

 

Edgar leaned towards Terra. “We can find another way,” he said, his words just loud enough to hear over everyone’s discordant shouting.

 

The Esper… she couldn’t really remember anything about what happened… just lights, crashes, yells.

 

A voice.

 

But… everyone seemed to think that because of whatever happened, there was a connection between them.

 

More, Edgar seemed to think there was a connection.

 

Terra ran her thumb over the rough surface of her pendant. If they were right or not, she needed to see for herself. “I'll do it,” she whispered.

 

“Ok?” Sabin said as Edgar slowly reached over and patted him on the shoulder. “Ah, what the hey! This sounds like it'll be fun!”

 

Both brothers had the same expression.

 

The one Edgar made when he was trying not to laugh at his own joke.

 

Once the table had settled down, Terra straightened and repeated louder, “I will do it. I want to see if I can talk to the esper.”

 

“Fantastic!” Banon said. “We still need to organize-”

 

Her pendant was comfortably warm as she spun it between her fingers while paying vague attention as the meeting continued.

 

“-What was that?”  Banon paused in his explanation of something or other. “That noise just now...?”

 

“What noi-”

 

“Banon!” a woman screamed from somewhere in the base. “One of the scouts came back! He is badly hurt!”

 

Silence.

 

Then too much sound as chairs scraped back, and everyone rushed out of the conference room stumbling, tripping on top of each other the whole way to the entrance.

 

With Terra swept along in the panic.

 

Banon, went straight to the injured man and knelt at his side. “What's wrong? Where are the others? What's happened!?”

 

“Banon, sir...! S-South...Figaro…” the scout gasped out.

 

“South Figaro?” Edgar said, as he took several sharp steps through the crowd.

 

Terra began to pull on her healing magic as she tried to keep pace with him.

 

“We- the path,” the man stuttered to a stop as he hissed in pain. “Th-the Empire's...t-taken South Figaro... they cleared. Path. They… They're headed...this way...”

 

They… Terra staggered. The Empire…

 

“I see.” Edgar blew out a harsh breath, back square and stiff, face solid like cold stone.

 

“So they've found us...” Banon took a deep breath, clasped his hands in front of his mouth, and closed his eyes. “Breath to breath,” he whispered in an exhale. Soft light swirled between his fingers as he lowered his hands and unclasped them directing the wisps to the hurt man, healing him.

 

Terra twitched and pulled up short, letting go of her magic.

 

Was that Banon’s Blessing?

 

“We need to clear out everything important!” Banon ordered, as he stood while helping the scout to his unsteady feet, and handing him over to a woman. “We haven't a moment to lose!”

 

Terra jerked herself to the side and pressed to the wall as the crowd turned and rushed away in the same disorganized mass they had arrived in. Soon it was only the seven of them left in the entrance.

 

Mads and Art moved to speak to Banon.

 

Locke tossed an arm over Terra’s shoulders and pulled her over to where Sabin was standing and Edgar was spinning on his heel as he looked around at the stone surrounding them.

 

“What are the evacuation plans?” Edgar asked after the silence had stretched thin.

 

Both Mads and Art glanced at Edgar before going back to talking to Banon softly; who seemed to be trying to dig his fingers into the stone of the wall he leaned against.

 

Edgar turned and frowned. “Banon,” he ordered.

 

He jerked his head to look at Edgar. “What?”

 

“What are your evacuation plans?”

 

“I… This base is…” Banon stuttered as he ran his fingers back and forth along the side of his eye.

 

“We have routes planned through the mountains,” Mads cut in, as she stepped fully between them. “As well as meeting places in Narshe, Nikeah, and… well, South Figaro.”

 

“Right.” Edgar glanced at Banon then turned to Mads. “How many exits does this place have?”

 

“There are three,” she answered. “The main entrance, the south covered exit, and the last one opens out to the river.”

 

“You got a boat or something?” Sabin asked.

 

“A raft,” she said with a shrug.

 

“A raft?” Edgar sighed through gritted teeth. “Locke!”  he snapped out. “I need you to-

 

“I know, I know…”  Locke said with a dismissive waved hand. “‘Someone’ has to sneak into South Figaro to slow down the enemy, right?”

 

“Indeed, and this is right up your alley,”  Edgar said, voice softened with the edge of fondness. “We're counting on you and your unparalleled ability to make a nuisance of yourself.

 

Locke laughed. “Well, if I am being counted on.” As he turned to Terra his expression shifted to an exaggerated serious look. “My dear Terra…” He clasped her hands in his. “Won’t you wait for me... I promise you, I won't be gone long,”  he said, voice a weird attempt to sound posh.

 

She blinked at him, confused.

 

His serious look dropped away to his usual mischievous grin. “...And watch out for a certain lecherous young king.”  He turned and looked right at Edgar.Who shall remain nameless.” Turning back to her, he whispered loudly, “I am telling you! The guy moves in like a hawk!”

 

“Locke!” Edgar snapped.

 

“Oh, look at the time!” Locke said nonsensically as he dashed off. His laugh still echoed through the cave even after he had already slammed the door behind him.

 

Banon dropped his hand from the side of his face, and scowled in the direction Locke had gone.

 

Edgar sighed. “Mads! If you could, bring me my chocobos, and whoever will be playing decoy, so I can give them commands for the birds.”

 

“Decoy?” Mads said slowly with a frown.

 

“Yes?” Edgar replied. “Someone will have to try to draw attention away as everyone else scatters. You have accounted for this.” He looked between Banon, Mads, and Art. “Haven’t you?”

 

“I can ask for volunteers,” Banon said, as he stepped out from behind Mads and stood straight again.

 

“Right.” Edgar nodded at him. “My birds are battle trained, so it will be easier doing maneuvers with them than with a standard yellow. Also, what kind of explosives do you have?”

 

“We are blowing something up!” Sabin asked with a strained smile, as he bounced on his toes.

 

Banon looked to Mads.

 

Mads looked to Art.

 

“Uh,” Art stuttered. “I will have to check. Why? What do you need to blow up?”

 

“Preferably the whole base if possible, if not then just the entryways. I will also need some supplies to rig trip lines for the entrances…” Edgar trailed off as he started to walk around and mumble what sounded like equations.

 

Lives broken down to numbers.

 

Art pivoted on a heel to look at Banon.

 

“It's risky, but…”  Banon shifted from one foot to the other, then blew out a breath. “Alright, go get the explosives,” he told Art before turning back to Edgar. “What about us? You have a plan for that too?” he asked with a scoff.

 

“The river exit seems like the best choice. We can escape down the Lethe River and make our way to Narshe.”  Edgar tapped the stone wall with his spear, nodded, and mumbled some more.

 

“The raft,” Banon said, his face scrunching up. “Is not direct, nor safe.”

 

“No, but what it is, is unexpected.” Edgar spun and faced Banon. “They will be looking for you in particular. Thus they will throw everything they have at any group they think you are in, while holding back on the rest of the fleeing. Not to mention what will happen if myself or Terra are found. The oddity of the route will give us a chance to escape we would not have had otherwise.”

 

“Very well,”  Banon said with a tight nod. “I suppose we don't have much of a choice at this point.”

 

“I think I got all of it,” Art said pushing a stack of crates on a cart. “These two have explosives in them, and that one is mostly random parts.”

 

“Good, this should be enough!” Edgar picked through the box, then tossed an almost square… something with a bunch of wires to Sabin. “Take that apart for me,” he ordered.

 

Sabin caught it and spun it in his hands. “No problem,” he said with a frown as he plopped down on the ground, and unwound wires.

 

“Right, I'll ready the raft by the back entrance. We've no time to dilly-dally. So hurry with your preparations and let's make for Narshe!”  Banon said as he, Mads, and Art turned and rushed off.

 

“You-” Terra tried to catch the words behind her teeth. She couldn’t. “You want to catch people in an explosion.”

 

Edgar turned towards her. “I-” He sighed, and dipped his head once in a nod.

 

“But… people will die… that’s…”

 

“My dear Terra.” He placed his hand on her shoulder. “This is war-”

 

She jerked back out of his reach. “These are lives!”

 

“Yes.” His hand twitched in the air where it was left, before he lowered it to his side. “You are right. And while it should never be forgotten, we must be more focused on our lives, over theirs.” The bottom of his spear made a soft clack as he set it to the ground and leaned on it. “To make it through this we will need every scrap of advantage we can get… and in war, that unfortunately often means people end up dead for it.”

 

Terra shook her head, lips pressed together. “You say these things like they are easy!” She wrapped her fingers around her pendant, the stone dug into her hand.

 

Edgar stood watching her while leaning against his spear in a mock of a relaxed stance. “Not- I know you don’t-” He sighed. “Even if you don’t want to stay with us, it's not safe for you to leave on your own from here. At least come with us to Narshe…”

 

Leave? … be cold, alone.

 

Terra shook her head.

 

“I'm curious about that esper they found in the mines… and you are too, are you not?” Edgar continued after a moment. “As I have said before, it could be a useful chance for you to gain a better understanding of your abilities.”

 

More manipulation, more about her powers over her.

 

Could… could she really trust him?

 

Terra had thought so, but…

 

Should she?

 

“I-” She shook her head.

 

“I am not happy about this either,” Sabin admitted with a cringe, eyes never leaving the device in his hands. “But…” Wire looped around his finger, he pulled it free and looked up at her. “I got those classes too. About war and how to use deaths as tactics.” He turned to Edgar and held his eyes for a long moment. “Never understood it. But I…” With a shake of his head, he went back to taking the thing apart.

 

Edgar stood, coiled, stiff, braced. Jaw tight, lips pressed in a straight line, eyes set on a rock away from both of them.

 

‘Do what you got to do,’ that man in Figaro had said, ‘but also be who you can live with bein’’

 

But… what happens when you have to do things you…

 

Can’t…

 

“I will go to Narshe,” Terra said voice so soft in the deathly quiet.

 

Edgar’s smile was a sad little thing.

 

 

---

 

 

(Locke)

 

In order to successfully sneak in the bright light of day, one had to have multiple very highly trained skills, and an understanding of the terrain. Put Locke in a city and no one would find him till he wanted them to, no matter the time of day.

 

But out here…

 

Locke had just enough experience with rocky cliff sides to know he really should not have been sneaking through Sabre Valley in full light, let alone headed towards an army.

 

Best he could do was stay high and off the main path, creep along slow and steady, watching where his shadow would fall, and letting the soft bird songs cover the sound of his foot scuffs.

 

Heavy military boots on stone cut through the sudden quiet.

 

Locke spun, launched himself up some rocks and into the shadow of an outcropping. Back tight against the wall, he forced his breath to be light and quiet.

 

Empire Soldiers, at least five of them, their eyes sharp and weapons pulled, rounded into the area scanning section by section along the cliff.

 

There was no way Locke could win in a fight against five trained and ready soldiers, not with any hope to walk away…

 

Worse, it was never just five.

 

They always called for more, an endless string of fights once they saw you…

 

Shouts and orders echoed off the stone around him. Locke bit his lip as he wedged himself further into the crack of the rock.

 

As one they turned and headed back towards Mount Kolts, their steps soon fading.

 

Locke melted out of the crevice with heavy relief.

 

This was such a horrible idea. Still, he pushed himself to his feet and continued creeping along towards the pass.

 

Voices yelling orders, and the clang of who knows what, led him along till the cave entrance towards South Figaro was just visible through the hundreds of Empire troops spread out in front of it. The soldiers in their brown uniforms blocked the way like a more sinister and twice as deadly version of a rock fall.

 

With slow, silent movements, Locke ducked back down.

 

Getting through such a force would be… complicated.

 

It would be safer to go over the mountain.

 

If anyone other than Edgar had even tried to get him to do this, he would have stabbed them.

 

Bag pulled off and set beside him, he went through his inventory and bit back a sigh at how empty it was. One Fire, one lightning, and about twenty water Skeans. Plenty of potions at least, and his two Fenix Downs, whatever good those would do him. It wasn’t like he could use them for himself if he was the one knocked out.

 

Worse, he only had three Inviz left.

 

That’s what he gets for seeing what Arvis wanted instead of making a restock run.

 

He snapped one of the Inviz, shoved extra supplies into pockets, and settled his bag back into place as the invisibility took hold.

 

Unseen, he crept along towards the mass of soldiers, careful to keep his steps light, and breathing silent.

 

A group stood chatting about things Locke couldn’t care less about as he slipped by them, and into the packed area. People moved and yelled from all directions, he kept his eyes moving, alert to anyone who got anywhere near him.

 

There were so many of them, milling and prepping to attack the base where Edgar and Terra were. Enough of them that there was no doubt, in a fair fight, the Returners would be taken out almost immediately.

 

As much as Locke did not believe in fair fights, and how part of him desperately wanted to pull his knife and cut down the threat, he forced himself to keep moving along the edges of camp and towards the cave to South Figaro.

 

It would be an unwinnable fight for him too.

 

A man laughed, grating and loud as he recounted a ‘battle’ story which sounded more like he had bullied a scared kid.

 

Locke paused, backed up and slipped his knife free. His hand twitched and he gritted his teeth as he forced himself to slice along the man’s belt instead of his throat. The fault line left behind would make it snap with stress, hopefully it would drop his pants in the middle of the battle and he would fall on his cruel face.

 

Knife partway back into its sheath, he paused and pulled it back out.

 

No point in stopping at one, might as well start a trend. For that matter, his pack was a bit light, he could probably find some nice souvenirs lying around.

 

As careful as he could, he picked his way across the army leaving a nick in an item here, taking a small piece there, anything which would cascade once fighting broke out.

 

He couldn’t risk more.

 

Finally, he made it to the base of the mountain. Once he got passed the last few and into the cave, he could pull out his Sprint Shoes and make a run for South Figaro. Locke moved along the rock wall and turned into the entrance.

 

He was wrong.

 

The whole force was not outside of the cave.

 

With several quick steps, he pressed himself against the inside wall.

 

Magitek Armors.

 

There were Magitek Armors.

 

At least 10 of them.

 

Those things were shockingly large when he was on the back of a chocobo, without the added height, they towered. Loomed, like teeth ready to bite down.

 

He choked back cuss-words.

 

“Report!” a voice snapped out from the other side of the horrible things.

 

“Sir! The layout of the mountain range seems to be just as we were told. No reports of more Returners so far.”

 

Locke crept closer.

 

A woman, her long blond hair pulled back tight in a clip, scowled down at a soldier. “Did anyone find the one that got away?” she asked.

 

“No, sir”

 

“I see,” she said, voice tight. “Make sure everyone knows to be prepared in case he made it far enough to warn the rest of them.”

 

“Yes, Sir!”

 

“Go!” she snapped when the soldier didn’t leave.

 

He saluted and darted away.

 

“I know I've seen her before…”  Locke whispered to himself while moving to get a better look at her face. “Wait a second… She's one of the Empire's generals!”  He sucked in a breath, and ducked back.

 

She had to be General Celes.

 

Word had it she was ‘cold as ice’, but Locke had never gotten such a good look at her before.

 

He hadn't realized how… young she was. The softness of childhood still lingered around the sharp corners of her face.

 

Of course the Empire would be the kind of place which forced children to be in charge.

 

Locke cringed.

 

Even Edgar had taken the throne at 17…

 

At that age, Locke had the great ambition of learning to dance, so he could impress Rachel.

 

Celes turned away and marched out of the cave. “Prepare to move out! I expect to have the Returners fully sliced out of these mountains by nightfall!” her voice called out, cold and hard.

 

He pushed the thoughts away. There was no time to worry about childhoods and how they ended.

 

Locke picked at his gloves. Those armors would be a serious problem…

 

Maybe… he could risk just a bit more sabotage.

 

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

Time… ticked… away.

 

Edgar finished explaining, again, the incredibly simplified chocobo handling instructions to the completely untrained people who would be taking his and the Returners’ birds out. “Do you have any more questions?” he asked, hoping this time he would get only no’s.

 

They needed to leave.

 

Both Mads and Art shook their heads again, and this time so did the third person running bait, whatever the man’s name was. Several behind them murmured near the other smaller and yellower civilian chocobos. He sighed, not sure it was a good sign or not, when they did not raise any questions either.

 

There wasn’t enough time for this.

 

“Very well,” Edgar said straight backed. “Stick to the plan, no deviations unless their actions don’t follow what I laid out. Remember, to run and survive is how this battle will be won. Your lives are worth more than could ever be gained from risking them here.”

 

The disorganized voices of the crowd overlapped with various agreements as they led the birds outside with shaking hands and too short of breaths.

 

All three of his chocobos paused near the exit and craned their necks back to look at him. “Kweh?” Nix chirped, tapping a claw.

 

“Watch over the humans, once they are safe, head home.” Edgar shook his head when they still wouldn’t go. “Off with you,” he ordered.

 

Three agitated “Kweh!” were snapped at him, but they turned and let themselves be led away.

 

Edgar shut the door behind the last of the Returners, and hooked up the trip wires. Slow, methodical, not thinking about anything else, he set the last of the bombs to blow.

 

The army would be here soon.

 

He pushed away the worry and focused on checking over the whole slapdash rigging. Wires, which had been pulled out of different objects and twisted together into one line, were already starting to fail, luckily they only had to hold for a little bit longer. Equations were gone over one final time and locations were reaffirmed. No one could afford for him to make a mistake. The explosions were already going to be less effective than he should have made them. It would catch fewer people; would buy everyone less time.

 

But he couldn’t…

 

Terra had looked at him like…

 

Then Sabin had…

 

Well, at least Edgar now knew for sure why his brother would rather be introduced as just Sabin than be publicly tied to him. It wasn’t even much of a surprise, he had always known Sabin was just too straightforward and kind for this sort of underhanded cruelty.

 

Edgar snapped his spear around in his hand, turned on his heel and strode back towards the river exit to meet up with the others.

 

Locke would understand why all of this was necessary, but it seemed Terra was the same sort as Sabin.

 

Even if they chose to leave after this, it would be fine.

 

This was his job, to carry these kind of unforgivable choices.

 

It came with ‘the huge chair and the overly fancy headgear.’

 

---

 

 

(Banon)

 

Water roared by the cave opening in white rapids.

 

One single thick rope tied to the last anchor point was the only thing keeping the raft from rushing off with the current. Boxes, piled higher than seemed reasonable, were covered in a large tarp and tied down with sturdy cords. It had better be enough supplies for the three of them and a king. Even still, Banon was not looking forward to when King Edgar found out how few comforts they had space for.

 

This was such a bad idea. If he could just think, he was sure he could come up with something better. Not that it mattered at this point, it was far too late to change the plan now. Likely the whole base was already rigged to blow, and the Empire couldn’t be far out.

 

The Empire.

 

Banon hissed out a breath which was shakier than he would like to admit. “Isn’t King Edgar done with set up yet?” he grumbled mostly to himself, partly to Sabin who was leaning against the wall.

 

“He had everything ready to go when I headed back,” Sabin said with a shrug. “So he is probably doing a final check by now.”

 

Banon nodded, rolling his tight shoulders as he paced.

 

“How long will it take to get to Narshe?” Terra asked, her voice so soft it was almost drowned out.

 

“I was told, this raft will carry us to Narshe in a couple of days,” Banon answered before shaking his head. “However, the time estimate was with someone experienced controlling it. Unfortunately, Art, the only person who knew how to do that well, left to play bait. We will likely not be able to keep in the water when it eventually gets too dark out.”

 

“You can’t pilot your own raft?” Sabin asked, shaking his head.

 

“It was only for emergencies, I didn’t really expect to have to use it without one of the people who could steer the thing!”

 

“See, this is why cross-training is so important,” King Edgar said with far too much arrogance as he strode into the cavern. “and also why a leader should take care to learn at least a passing understanding of what their underlings are expected to know.”

 

"You know how to use one?” Sabin pushed off the wall and headed towards the raft.

 

King Edgar shook his head. “Not well. I understand the theory at least.” He leaned over and looked at the water as it rolled. “I am not sure about the rapids, however.”

 

“Edgar... what’s wrong?” Sabin said as they both moved to hop into the raft.

 

Banon sucked in a breath at the lack of an honorific.

 

King Edgar, however, did not seem to notice as he replied, “Other than the obvious?”

 

“What? Aren’t you excited to get a chance to swim?” Sabin asked.

 

“Not particularly enthused, no,” King Edgar said dryly.

 

“You look all pouty,”

 

Banon grit his teeth. Sabin was going to cause so much trouble if he kept talking to a king so disrespectfully.

 

“I had plans tonight,” King Edgar whined.

 

“Plans? What do-” Sabin cut himself off with a laugh. “Old habits die hard, eh? Let me guess, it was with one of those three you were making a ridiculous attempt at flirting with before the meeting?”

 

Banon huffed out a frustrated breath and climbed up on the raft.

 

“You wound me!” King Edgar continued to whine as he placed his hand over his heart. “Thinking my plans were only with one of them!”

 

Sabin, annoyingly, just laughed harder. “Right, I totally believe that!”

 

“I think we are good to head out,” Banon said loudly across whatever ill advised thing Sabin was going to say next.

 

“Right.” King Edgar secured that spear he seemed insistent on always having around, and then himself.

 

“Ready?” Banon asked.

 

Everyone nodded, so he pulled the knot free. The raft slid… slowly, then hit the water and they were swiftly washed downstream. All four of them dropped flat as it bucked and spun on the current.

 

Banon’s stomach rolled.

 

Sabin said something which was thankfully lost in the roar of the river.

 

If they were lucky, Sabin would find some sense and be quiet. Locke had already acted dangerously flippant before, they did not need King Edgar losing his temper so early in the trip.

 

Or at all.

 

With the Returners all but destroyed and scattered to the three winds, they could not risk antagonizing King Edgar.

 

The world couldn’t afford to lose whatever protection the King of Figaro could provide.

 

Once the raft finally evened out some, Banon pushed himself to a sitting position. He ran his fingers by the side of his face, trying to ignore the rolling in his stomach and old pain lodged in his chest. The skin by his eye was as unblemished as always, yet part of him still expected there to be a jagged scar.

 

His Pray ability had been a boon to lives over the years, others and his own. Yet, occasionally, probably more often than he should, he wished he could have been left with… something. Some mark, an outward memento of…

 

Roaring, the raft spun, around and around, everything loud, buzzing, chaotic.

 

Banon’s stomach rolled.

 

He swallowed thickly as he registered it had been the explosion.

 

Yet another base… gone.

 

Their last one.

 

Nothing left.

 

Banon was not sure he could take another complete loss.

 

At least he was not inside this one when it went.

 

At least everyone got out before this one went.

 

He dug his fingers into the skin beside his eye, it was wet.

 

He didn’t want to know why.

 

Mads and Art had better meet him in Narshe.

 

They would be safe in Narshe.

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

 

Celes staggered, ears rang. Debris; dust, dirt, rocks. Rubble careened towards them. Soldiers cowered away. She snapped her hand into the air. Magic cracked out.

 

A jagged wall of ice cascaded up and partly over her and as many of the troops around her as she could protect. Sounds of rocks hitting and cracking against her frozen shield echoed, thankfully covering the sounds of fear from those around her.

 

It quieted.

 

Celes lowered her hand, dispelled the frozen wall, and let the caught rocks drop to the ground. "Report!" She ordered, ignoring the tightness in her chest, and turned towards where the explosion had come from. A chunk of the area was now little more than an indent.

 

Shouts and another much smaller explosion went off as three people on chocobos attacked and ran off.

 

"Returners!” someone yelled the obvious. “They are making a run for it!"

 

"Armors 1, 2, and 3 after the ones on chocobos! Whoever is mobile from teams 1 to 10 go after the others! Round up whoever you can! Remember the priority is Banon!"

 

Clawed armor feet dug into the rubble, easily closing in on the Returners. Beams flashed out, splinters of trees flew and the chocobos squawked. The more agile birds banked left to dodge more shots. As the armors turned to follow, one of the armors jerked and crashed into the others. All three went down in an echoing screech.

 

They didn’t get back up.

 

“Armors 4 and 5, go! And don’t fail like those three!” As they scrambled to obey, she grit her teeth and yanked her White Cape up to block rubble tossed by their claws from hitting her in the face.

 

They wouldn't be having this problem if they hadn’t… lost so many pilots.

 

Celes turned, to get a good look at the damage. Rocks, of a variety of sizes were strewn about among shredded trees and missing grass. The whole area was now more a rubble pile than a valley. Once it calmed down she would have to count how many lives had been lost.

 

The number would have been a far higher if she hadn’t been able to block so much with her ice magic. She shifted and hissed out an annoyed breath. Unfortunately, it also meant she would have to deal with the ache of magical energy depletion.

 

With very little Magic Power left, she would have to rely on her sword and soldiers more than she would have liked. She had hoped to get Banon captured today, but sacrificing the base to give the Returners a better chance to get away had been an effective plan. Likely more than they had originally intended.

 

This was, however, not Banon’s style. He preferred a more straightforward approach, as well as to go after unmanned targets.

 

Perhaps the Returners had changed leadership again.

 

Not that it mattered, if they had a new fool at top, or if they actually managed to flee.

 

They only had one place to run to.

 

And the Empire had plenty of people in Narshe.

Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

The talks about war are things like kids growing up to fast, and the things people may not be proud of having done to win. I think it is rather mild.

PTSD with a presumed flashback of a character not the one in POV.

Something that maybe could be taken as self harm. It is extremely ambiguous, and wasn't actually meant to be self harm, but could be taken that way. It is one line.

Celes makes an ice shield

My rambles! :D (spoilers)

Base go BOOM!

yea i know the ice thing is a bit... further outside of how the game works than i have been going, maybe. But it falls under the rule of cool so, yea, lol. The explanation i am going with is she just over clocked the spell to a ridiculous degree out of instinct, draining her MP to almost nothing in one shot. It was actually a rather late addition to the chapter, i think i added it like the day i sent it out for beta, but i feel like it gives this part the thing it had been lacking. I really like how it shows just how much of a badass and threat Celes is.

I feel like i should clarify here that Banon had a bit of a freak out and zoned for a bit, but he did actually do more organizing in the time before they left too. Also i tried to show they had plans, but most had gone defunct by then and could not be used. This all goes back to the game oddly only having one base, and it was in a bad location to stage war against the Empire all the way on another continent, so logically they had lost the rest of them.

For the meeting i almost started it with, "As you know Bob" because that whole conversation in game was basically only for the player. Which, was mostly fine in an old game, but here it was so so clunky. i TRIED to make it seem more like a conversation they would actually be having? I think i did ok :D

If it is not clear, and i don't know if i have said it? I am writing Terra as AroAce, so that is what is going on with her being like 'Edgar is weird.' I am also writing Edgar as Aromantic Pansexual. And as much as it is played for a joke in this chapter, in my head he did actually manage to convince those people he was talking to, to have... group activities.

A lot of these characters are LGBTQIA+ but because of the version of this world i am trying to build, i have no idea how to bring some of it into the story? so it might never get mentioned, only vaguely hinted at in a round about way, because when something is just normal in a place it often just doesn't get brought up. And changing one's gender is just a thing some people do in this world and no one bats an eye. I am trying to work in mentions of it, but so far they just come off as hints and subtext... so... Like the 'three genders' thing in last chapter. I had been trying to find a dang way to work that in for like the whole story. I still am trying to work in 'it' pronouns, figure out if i can do neopronouns and people having fluid gender without it being confusing.

This project was started to help me work on the skills i need to hopefully write my own books. I did not expect this to be such a large commitment when i started planing it two years ago. I think i have come extremely far considering i have only been writing daily for like a year. Shoot, before this project, i wasn't even writing yearly. The last thing i wrote, other than story notes and summaries of ideas, was like a decade ago. Last finished and posted fanfic, a short one shot, was like 15+ years ago. (omg i looked it could legally drink in the USA... dang i feel old lol)

Fuck Depression.

Chapter 14: Shifting Tides

Summary:

What do mangroves, icy mountains, and an octopus all have in common?

Questionable choices.

Notes:

WARNINGS

uh... I don't think there is anything major in here.

some minor things listed in the lower warning box

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons yall are such a big help! I really appreciate it!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 14 : Shifting Tides

 

(Locke)

 

South Figaro’s mangrove forest was a beautiful swampy place with towering old trees and lush under growth. Its pretty looks did not help make it any easier to sneak through, however. At least Locke had experience with trees and water.

 

Stay in the dark parts, and out of the splashy parts.

 

Easy.

 

Usually.

 

When he hadn’t been up for the vast majority of three days anyway.

 

Everything swayed as he shifted higher in the thick leaf cover of his hiding tree. It was a good tree, much fluff and surrounded by lots of friend trees.

 

Wait? How was he supposed to know if the trees were friends?

 

He didn’t know anything about tree politics!

 

Locke shook his head sharply.

 

There was a possibility he was a tiny bit delirious.

 

Things that were likely to happen after being up for far too long for the loss. Put your cards down and go, you have gambled all your coin away.

 

Locke leaned forward just enough to see all the Empire patrols marching back and forth, and back and forth.

 

Like they do.

 

It would be better if everything wasn’t blurry and swaying back and forth, and back and forth.

 

Like it usually didn’t do.

 

Locke just needed to get into South Figaro, then he could find a place to crawl into for some sleep. Plans could be made after there was rest… and food. Best he could think of at the moment was to pretend to be a ghost and haunt Empire Soldiers.

 

He couldn’t think of anything wrong with the plan, but still he was fairly sure he learned not to pick a plan when he hadn’t sleeped.

 

Or was drunk.

 

At least Edgar didn’t take much offense to when Locke had broken into his castle completely out of it…

 

Locke took it back; horrible, compromised plans were the best.

 

If he hadn’t been so messed up he might have actually managed to kill the guy.

 

He shoved the memories away with clumsy swipes.

 

Right! Sneaking in!

 

Sneaking in…

 

...

 

He barely managed to grab the tree limb before he fell.

 

Awake! He was awake! Really!

 

Locke was a very talented liar.

 

Whatever he was going to do had better be fast. Shoving his hand into his item pouch, he pulled out one of his last Inviz and turned it in his hands. Such neat little items. The little flat scroll… thing had smoke flowing and swirling through it. Let out the smoke and you turn invisible for a while. If he used it he would only be left with the one, but needs must or whatever.

 

There weren’t many other options.

 

He was far too out of it.

 

 

What was the ‘it’ he was out of? South Figaro?

 

 

Yeah, he was outside of South Figaro.

 

Once the Inviz was crushed, and invisibility taken hold, he began to climb down.

 

The roots of the trees reached and rolled through the salt water as Locke did his best to jump from one to the next without splashily showing his location.

 

Slow, quiet, he passed the patrols by the huge wall, slipped through the secondary entrance and into the city proper.

 

Sneaky, sneaky, was Locke-y Locke-y.

 

Something was… off.

 

It was… too quiet. The sounds of people living, gone.

 

It was too loud. The sounds of Magitek armor, here.

 

Locke bit his lip. He could look into everything wrong, later. Trying to do much as a sleepy Locke-y would end up in a locked up Locke.

 

For now he had to find a place to sleep before the place he ended up was a cell, if he was lucky, the ground if he wasn’t.

 

Luck hated him. Maybe if he had changed his name to ‘Lucke’ he would have had a better time.

 

The question was where could he hole up safely?

 

If nothing else he was sure he could find a nice rock to hide under for the night.

 

He laughed quietly to himself.

 

Locke in a rock.

 

 

 

---

 

(Arvis)

 

Bright ribbons of color blazed across the landscape.

 

Purple, blue, green, red, and everything in between shone against the dark of the night sky. As the colors coiled and wove together then spun apart, the ice caps of the mountains reflected the bands into a shimmering kaleidoscope.

 

Arvis pulled his hood tighter, trying to ward off the chill as the wind howled along the frozen slopes. It would only work for so long, but it would be plenty of time to get his fill of watching the vibrant display dance across the sky.

 

He refused to turn at the sound of snow crunching under boots.

 

The intruder sighed, and apparently was not going to leave, as he stopped next to Arvis.

 

Eventually Arvis huffed out an annoyed breath and muttered, “What do you want, Dacket?”

 

“One day Treas will hear you leaving off the honorific, and throw a fit.”

 

“Let him,” Arvis said with a scoff. “I have known you longer than he has.”

 

Dacket laughed.

 

“I take it you aren't here to arrest me then?” Arvis asked, his mouth twisting ruefully. “Though if you are, could it wait a bit? I am not ready to leave quite yet.”

 

“I am not here to arrest you,” Dacket said, as he shook his head. “More to… tell you a random bit of information I am sure you would have no one you want to pass it on to immediately.”

 

Arvis sucked in a breath and turned slowly to look at him.

 

“Figaro was attacked by the Empire a few days ago. Confirmation just reached us this morning. Treas wants to keep it under wraps for now, till we see what comes of it.”

 

“Figaro was…” he trailed off. “How bad was it?”

 

“Not sure yet. We originally got word there was some kind of problem at Figaro Castle, then, the people who we sent to look into it came back reporting South Figaro was under attack.”

 

Well, at least they can be assured King Edgar will be siding against the Empire. Yet it raised a whole lot of questions he probably wouldn't be getting the answers to.

 

Arvis looked back up to the sky. His wife always said the lights were solidified hope in bright, dancing relief. That as long as the world could sing in such vibrent colors, there would always be a future.

 

He desperately hoped she was right.

 

“Something is wrong,” Dacket said, voice barely above the wind.

 

Arvis frowned, tilting his head towards him.

 

“I can’t put my finger on it, but…” Dacket sighed as his shoulders slumped forward. “I am beginning to think you are right. The Empire will not stop until we are all as cold as the frigid ground,” he hissed out. “As the High Elder, Treas has the power to keep us to his hard stance against going to war, but if the others can be convinced, then he will reluctantly agree.”

 

“Any ideas on how to convince the other three?”

 

“Lilace is the cautious sort, but they agree Vector has picked the fight first. So they will side for going to war. It is Haroun and Mical who need to be convinced.”

 

“General Mical is… not particularly fond of me,” Arvis said, hissing out a frosty breath. It was a bit of an understatement, if the last snarled run in with her was any indication.

 

“No. I have no idea what her issue with you is, but she almost seems to argue against your points out of spite. Haroun mostly is worried about the economy, so if he can be convinced it would affect the city’s pocketbook, he will likely agree to whatever,” Dacket said shaking his head. “The Council isn't even what’s making me… twitchy.”

 

“I really don’t like the sound of that,” Arvis said as he shifted on his feet.

 

“It is nothing… solid. Just, rotations being a bit wrong, or supply numbers being a tad off. Nothing we couldn’t, and haven’t, shrugged off many times in the past.” He turned his head just enough to look Arvis in the eye. “But, it is unusual these mistakes would all be happening on top of each other.”

 

Arvis swallowed harshly, hands twitching with the urge to make tea.

 

“I am sure I don’t need to tell you; this conversation never happened,” Dacket whispered into the cold Narshe wind.

 

The bright streaks reflected along the ice around them in inverse patterns. It almost made it feel like they were standing in the heart of the beautiful display.

 

“You really know how to ruin a peaceful night.”

 

 

 

---

 

 

(Locke)

 

Shouts startled Locke awake.

 

He waited, frozen and curled up, in the cramped place he had spent the night.

 

Their voices continued, muffled and indistinct, as a tiny little spider lowered itself down from a dusty beam and landed right in front of his nose. Well, it seemed he had one friend in South Figaro at least. He huffed out a soft laugh startling it into scurrying off.

 

Ain’t that always how it goes.

 

As the voices finally moved away, Locke rolled and scooted himself over to the break in the wall and peeked out at the empty alleyway below. More sleep wasn’t worth finding out what would happen if they came back.

 

With an irritated sigh, Locke grabbed his pack, wiggled himself out of the hole and dropped to the ground. Once settled on his feet he tried to brush off the dust and dirt covering his clothing, and only managed to grind it in worse. The unforeseeable downside to sleeping in a dirty attic; was you look like you slept in a dirty attic.

 

Shoulders hunched, he picked a random direction and headed down a road to scope out the city. As he walked his hands itched to start a bonfire with all the Empire flags, perched on light poles and nailed to walls, spread over the city like a slime mold.

 

Empire Soldiers, festering the corners where they were posted, yelled out demands to know where a group of cowering teens were going and why.

 

A young woman made her way down the road, eyes darting away from the scene, her bag clutched close to her chest. Occasionally her steps jerked faster, as if she was barely keeping herself from sprinting to her destination.

 

Locke grit his teeth as she passed where he lingered in the shadows.

 

The takeover was long done, and the Empire entrenched. Whatever trouble he was going to cause, needed to not lead back to the people here. Otherwise, what he did could easily cause them to be hurt in retaliation…

 

Locke rubbed his face, turned on his heel, and left.

 

He would need to focus on gathering information first: their mode of operations, plans, weaknesses. Most importantly, find out how they had managed to take over so completely, so quickly,

 

The answer was probably garden variety traitors. He was going to have to sharpen his knife, repeatedly.

 

Locke rounded a corner, and, realizing where he was, his steps faltered to a stop.

 

The freezing quiet sharply contrasted to what it should have been.

 

It spun like the vertigo of an optical illusion.

 

Splintered wood, torn completely apart.

 

Fabric, ripped to jagged strips.

 

Dark pooled stains.

 

The market.

 

Empty.

 

 

 

---

 

 

(Terra)

 

 

Birds cawed and sang as the morning light flickered off the white water rushing by the alcove they had spent the night in. The river spray splashed in from the opening to their nook, leaving all of them just on the wrong side of too damp and chilled.

 

It would be nice once they got out into the sun again.

 

Edgar and Sabin moved the supplies around, making sure it would all stay in place, their soft bickering blended into the roar of the water. While Banon sat as far from the raft as he could get, already looking ill and glaring at it like he was seriously considering setting the thing on fire and walking to Narshe.

 

Terra rolled her necklace between her fingers, took a deep breath, straightened her shoulders, and made her way across the short distance to Banon. “I have a question.”

 

“Oh?” he turned to look at her seeming glad for any kind of distraction.

 

With a nod, she sat down next to him. “Before, the thing you did to heal the scout… That was a Blessing, right?”

 

“Yes, it is my Pray ability,” Banon said. “Was that your question?”

 

Terra shook her head. “I was hoping you could tell me what you think about Blessings? How does yours work? What it is?”

 

“Oh, well, mine is a very useful one. It can heal small to moderate damage, mostly it works best in first aid situations. Anything serious and it is better to go with stronger options. But, if it is an emergency, or if I have plenty of time for it to recharge between uses, it can help more complicated injuries as well.”

 

“How is it different from potions? What does it feel like to use?”

 

“Well, my Blessing doesn’t make scars like potions often do. Plus, Pray has the benefit of not leaving blood behind like most healing items.” Banon laughed. “It is nice not to have to clean out stains after being hurt.”

 

Terra nodded.

 

It was the same as with her healing magic.

 

“As for how it feels… it is… warm. Or kind of like sharing a bit of yourself to help others feel better.” He sighed. “It is hard to explain.”

 

“Edgar told me some about Blessings before, but-”

 

“Be careful.” Banon glanced towards Edgar and said softly, “You dropped King Edgar’s title.”

 

Confused, Terra frowned.

 

“Sabin is already pushing it on that front,” Banon added.

 

“Edgar doesn’t seem to mind.” She glanced at Edgar and Sabin, who were still sniping back and forth as they finished setting up the raft. “Plus, aren’t brothers just like that?”

 

“Brothers?”

 

“Yes?” She turned to look at him. “Edgar has a twin brother, Sabin. I thought that it was common knowledge?”

 

“That he had a twin is…” Banon said with an odd expression.

 

“Oh,” she said thrown. “I didn’t realize…”

 

Was it something she should not have mentioned?

 

“Alright! Finally got everything tied down to this guy’s standards,” Sabin said motioning over his shoulder.

 

“I, for one, would rather nothing ended up overboard,” Edgar said settling himself on the raft.

 

With a laugh, Sabin wrapped the last rope holding the raft in place around his arm. “I don’t know, a swim might be nice.”

 

“Let’s not,” Banon complained as he set himself in the middle of the raft.

 

Terra picked her place and nodded to Sabin. “Looks like we are settled!”

 

“Here we go!”  Sabin yelled with a grin, as he did a weird maneuver with his arm and flipped the line free of the rock, sending the raft, and them, swiftly on.

 

Terra smiled as she leaned back to watch the rainbows spray up over the sides. It may not have been her first choice of ways to get to places, but between the colorful display of the water misting, the towering rocks, and the occasional mangrove, the trip so far had been remarkably relaxing.

 

Well, for her at least.

 

Banon lay splatted out in the middle of the raft groaning like he regretted everything he had ever done in his entire life. Edgar was walking around muttering something or other about water dynamics, and Sabin seemed to be trying to steer by tossing his body weight in whatever direction he wanted them to go.

 

Impressively, between the two of them, it was kind of working.

 

At least they hadn’t flipped over yet.

 

Sabin sighed loudly. “This is boring! Can’t we stop and run around a bit? Or something?”

 

“We need to get to Narshe, you can run around then,” Edgar said, not even looking in Sabin’s direction.

 

Sabin pouted.

 

With a large splash of water, the raft jerked to a stop.

 

A large eye rose out of the water.

 

“What? WHAT IS IT?”  Banon yelled as he scrambled to his feet.

 

“Well, aren’t you rude!” the large purple being said with a huff, as he lifted himself further out of the water. “Though what else could one expect from a human I suppose. You're up the creek without a paddle. And I'm not gonna let you through!”  He laughed, loud and boisterous. “...Does that make me a bad octopus?”  With a pout, he folded two of his arms on top of the raft.

 

“Maybe?” Terra said amused. “But, we really do need to be somewhere. Will you please let us pass?”

 

“Well, perhaps…” he said while tapping his chin with the tip of an arm. “But that would be boring!”

 

“Let go of the raft you giant purple fish!” Sabin yelled as he kicked one of the octopus’ arms holding the raft.

 

“You kick the Ultros?” the octopus yelled with a gasp. “Game over! Game over for you!”

 

“Wait, there is no reason for this to turn into a fight,” Edgar said holding up his hand. “I am sure we can work something out.”

 

“With an octopus…” Banon said incredulously.

 

“I don’t like your ugly mug, Fluffy One, gives me the creeps!”  Ultros said pointing at him. “You know what they say! Don't tease the octopus, kids!”

 

“Ah! Come on, let go!” Sabin complained, as he kicked Ulrtos’ arm again.

 

“Muscle-heads? Hate 'em!”  Ultros yelled as he smacked Sabin with one of his arms, sending him stumbling back. “See how you like it!”

 

“You started it!”

 

“I did not! You kicked me first!”

 

“You grabbed our raft!” Sabin yelled as he moved to get right in Ultros’ much larger face.

 

“I have no idea what you are referring to,” Ultros said, still holding the raft in place.

 

There was silence for a moment before Terra couldn’t help but start laughing.

 

Ultros grinned, obviously quite proud of himself.

 

“We need to get by,” Edgar interjected quickly. “If everyone can just calm down for a moment so we can talk this out.” He gave Sabin a look before turning back to Ultros. “Why did you stop us?”

 

Ultros used two of his arms to shrug. “Does a guy really need a reason?” He grinned wide, showing off all his sharp teeth. “Maybe I was hungry and figured this was the delivery raft.”

 

“Oh, it is like that is it? You’re looking for a fight huh? I am gonna use Fire Dance! Terra! Use your fire too! Let’s fry this guy up!” Sabin said as he bounced on his toes.

 

“What?” Terra sputtered.

 

“I am feeling like seafood!”

 

“Seafood soup is not on the menu!” Ultros yelled back cackling, as he ducked down under the water again.

 

“I guess it got the point...?”  Sabin asked as he looked over the side of the raft.

 

“I wouldn't bet on it…”  Edgar said slowly “Considering we are still not moving, it's probably just hiding down there.”

 

“Oh, good! I was kinda looking forward to the fight!”

 

“Something's stuck to my leg!”  Terra yelled as whatever it was yanked her to the edge of the raft before letting go.

 

“Terra! Get away from there!”  Edgar scooped her up and pulled her into the middle of the raft.

 

“Terra! Are you alright?” Sabin asked as he crouched down and took a look at her leg.

 

“I’m fine. I was just startled.”

 

With a lurch, the raft started flowing down the river again.

 

“It let go,” Banon said slowly. “We should be all right now.”

 

Ultros popped up behind the raft and stuck his tongue out at them.

 

Terra giggled.

 

“Alright! It is still here! Watch out!”  Sabin turned towards the back of the raft with a grin. “I'm going to hit it with a Blitz!”  he yelled as he charged towards the water.

 

“No! Sabin!!!”  Edgar lunged forward, his hand grabbed nothing but air.

 

Already in midair, Sabin yelled, “Don't distract me, brother!!

 

Ultros dove and Sabin went under the water behind him.

 

They stood there watching, waiting.

 

There was no sign of him.

 

Well,”  Edgar said breaking the silence with a shaky exhale.He's always been a bit rash…” he trailed off as he stood staring into the white water.

 

“Sabin…”

 

“Oh, he'll be fine!”  Banon insisted.

 

“Oh?” Edgar said sharply. “And how are you so sure he's okay, Banon?”

 

“You should know better than any of us!”  Banon said even more insistent. “Any moment he’ll… he'll flop right onto the raft!”  His voice shook.

 

It sounded more like he was trying to convince himself.

 

With a great splash of water Sabin burst into the air. “Waaaaaahh!” he yelled as he flew over the raft, landed back into the rapids and tumbled down a smaller branch of the river.

 

“Sabin!!!” Terra called out.

 

“Think he missed the ‘onto the raft’ part,”  Edgar said, voice strained with a tight laugh. “Sabin!!!! Take- take care of yourself!”  He choked on the words.

 

“Whoops,” Ultros said from behind them.

 

They all snapped around to look at him.

 

“Uh, I am just going to…” With a vague wave in the direction Sabin had gone, Ultros lowered himself back down into the water.

 

Edgar sat far less controlled than usual. His soft, “Please be safe,” all but lost to the roar of the water.

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

The powered-down Magitek armor slumped uselessly to the side as off colored smoke billowed out from one of the back panels. Celes leaned away from the stinging metallic scent and turned towards the technician. “You are completely sure you did not make a mistake?”

 

“I am positive, General!” the technician claimed, as they waved their arms and shook their head insistently. “I have worked with these things for years!” They leaned forward pointing to a cracked part on the side of the cockpit. “See, this here! It was not like this yesterday. It is too dangerous, I would have noticed.”

 

“Could it have been done by carelessness? And just not reported?”

 

They frowned as they replied slowly, “Theoretically it could have been, but it is very unlikely. In my professional opinion, this is intentional damage.”

 

“So you are saying sabotage?” Celes clarified stiffly, as she turned back to the destroyed armor. “We had some unusual equipment failure near the Returners’ base. In particular, with some of the Magitek armors’ legs. It had been written off as simple mistakes or damage no one had seen, but…”

 

“I would like to request permission to check over all the other equipment,” the technician said suddenly. “If I can find any instances of similar damage, if I can catch it early enough, then this,” they said waving a hand at the scraped armor, “could be prevented.”

 

“Granted,” she said clippedly.

 

“Yes sir!” they saluted and rushed off.

 

With one last glance towards what was left of the armor, she turned and followed behind the technician. Moving between the armors being stored in the cleared out room, she picked a spot against a wall and waited as they started checking over the machinery.

 

It wasn't long before they were pulling out a part and cussing.

 

“What did you find?” she called out.

 

“This wear pattern is wrong.” They took several steps closer and held out the part to show her. “See along here? This section on the other armor was too melted to tell, but this would cause the same problem.” Looking up at her they continued grimly, “This could have easily killed whoever used the armor.”

 

“So we have a trend. Keep me updated!” Celes ordered as she turned sharply on her heel, and marched out.

 

It was unlikely Banon would have ordered this kind of work, since nothing had made him change tactics before.

 

This was more the style of someone who would rig a deadly explosive trap.

 

It was looking more likely leadership had just changed hands again. If she was correct, tactics would need to be reevaluated.

 

Either way, it was clear someone had gone right by them on the road.

 

Whoever it was would not get away from her again.

 

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

Water rushed.

 

It spun, Sabin spun; bubbles and foam obscuring his view as it drug him along.

 

His foot hit something solid and he kicked off, managing to catch a good breath of air before he was yanked back down into the disorienting current.

 

Finally, the water broke left and slowed down just enough for Sabin to toss himself in that direction.

 

He tumbled, but got into the calmer part near the edge, then clawed his way up the river bank till he was finally clear of the cold water. The mud squelched as he let himself plop down.

 

It was a good thing he had so much water training. Although, he probably should have taken the talk about the dangers of white water a tad more seriously.

 

Something hit his foot, he did not bother to move.

 

Something smacked his leg, he yelped and scrambled away from the water.

 

“Oh, so you are not dead then,” the purple creature from before said flatly, arm still raised as if it was going to hit him again.

 

“You!” Sabin yelled and pointed at the giant purple… fish.

 

“Hey! Don’t blame me because you are so pathetic you don’t even breathe water!”

 

“What’s that supposed to mean!?” Sabin shoved his legs under him to stand, they slid out from under him, slamming him back down face first into the mud. “I think my legs got replaced with jelly at some point…”

 

“Look, you can’t even use legs now!” the fish scoffed waving an arm around. “Completely incompetent!”

 

Sabin pointed a finger at the fish to argue, but they refused to stay still. “You know what? Whatever,” he said as he let his arm plop back down. “I am too tired to deal with you anymore, you weird fish.”

 

“Fish! You are very rude, I spent all that time making sure you didn’t drown, like the fool you are, and you call me a fish!” They pointed one arm at him. “I am not a fish!”

 

Sabin rolled his head to look at the… not-fish? “You were spotting me?”

 

“I have no idea what that means!”

 

Huh. Wait maybe the not-fish had a point about being rude. “You a girl not-fish a boy not-fish? Or… uh just a not-fish?”

 

“What!?… What is that even supposed to mean!?”

 

“Like, ya know, pronouns?” Sabin asked unsurely. “Do not-fish have pronouns?”

 

“I use he,” he answered. “But why are you calling me ‘not-fish’!?”

 

“You said you were a not-fish!”

 

He looked at Sabin for a very long moment with his very large eyes. “Did you hit your head?!” he eventually yelled.

 

“… Maybe…” Sabin said slowly, not having any idea. “But, if I did it isn’t too bad, I don’t think I am a bird or anything…”

 

“What?” he said before shaking his head, which basically meant he shook his whole body. “Well, you are definitely more entertaining than watching the fish, even if the conversation is just as unintelligible.”

 

“Thank you, I guess?” Sabin waved his hand. “Whatever, go away, I will fight you later.” Gathering the strength together, he pushed himself into an awkward sitting position and pulled out his item pouch. “Yes!” he said quietly as he pulled out a single, luckily intact, potion bottle and downed the contents.

 

He breathed out a sigh of relief as the water-logged feeling in his chest lessened. Hopefully it would fix whatever problems the trip through the river caused.

 

“What?” Sabin asked as he looked up at the octopus still watching him from the water. He blew out a breath before admitting, “Ah. Yea, ok. Thanks for making sure I didn’t die.” When he tried to get his feet under him, they felt weak, but held. “So, what’s your name anyway?”

 

“Finally! Humans are so rude! I am the Ultros!” he waved a few of his arms around in what almost looked like a bow.

 

“Huh, yeah, that is true enough, humans are jerks,” Sabin said with a grin. “Well Ultros! I am Sabin, and I will kick your ass next time we meet!”

 

Ultros blinked as he pulled back into the water a bit, then broke out laughing. “You know what, alright! It’s on!” Leaning forward he pointed three of his arms at Sabin challengingly. “You and me, we are rivals now! Next time we meet, you are going down meat-head!” he yelled before disappearing into the water with a splash.

 

That guy, Ultros, was pretty alright.

 

“Ok! Onward to Narshe!” Sabin yelled as he pointed away from the water.

 

He paused, then spun around in a circle.

 

“Uh… wait… where am I?!”

 

Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

There is a spider for a couple of lines.

Some dark implications on what has been going on in South Figaro.

A bit about being under water and having some trouble, it isn't long or in depth and turns out fine.

This weeks art River Raft Rumble!

 

Sorry this chapter's art has been delayed. My head chose violence. I am not going to be able to put in the time i planed today to draw. Said time will now be spent curled under a blanket hiding from the light.

Random Rambles (spoiler-ish)

Locke being tired was fun to write, hopefully it was fun to read and made enough sense to follow what was going on. He ran so much and so far to try to make it to South Figaro before it fell, and was far far to late. The poor guy, he hadn't expected to walk into an occupied city.

Ultros is one of the characters i am shifting a bit. Leaning more into him being a weird guy messing around instead of being lecherous. Also wanted to give him a reason to continue to mess with the group later in the story, and him and Sabin having a friendly rivalry adds that little bit of motivation for continuing to pop up. Ultros being more playful than murderous also works well to explain how Sabin managed to survive his swim.

It isn't clear in this, because of point of view limitations, but the reason Sabin went flying was bad timing. Ultros was trying to toss Sabin back on to the raft, and Sabin was trying to use Ultros as a push off point to get back on the raft, and their force combined sent Sabin flying. It also isn't clear, but Ultros was what Sabin pushed off of to get that breath of air in the last part. Ultros was being less helpful than he could be because last time he tried to help he made the whole thing worse.

Chapter 15: Friends and Family Discount

Summary:

It isn't always the people you know, but the people, the people you know, know.
or
A friend of a friend, is a friend.
or
Our connections will save us.
or
Some other confusing way I can say this concept just to be weird.

Notes:


HEY!!! OVER HERE!

 

-update!-

This is on hold for a while. Things in life kinda exploded. They really don't joke about that Ao3 curse! lol

I am trying really hard to get back on a posting schedule now that things have kind of calmed down and i can start reorganizing around the changes. But things are still up in the air... i think they will fall back down soon...

 

I am going to have to skip next week, things came up and everything is thrown off! I totally barely got this out. So no chapter on April 7th, so i can get things straightened out.

 

I am also just going to make a guess for a couple reasons that there will be no chapter on the 12th of May either. There will be another warning about it the week before, but since i can see it coming i might as well warn for it!

WARNINGS

not a whole lot here, more detailed in end notes.

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons yall are such a great help.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 15 : Friends and Family Discount

 

 

(Locke)

 

Locke’s fingers stung as his grip slipped on the fiddly little piece of the Magitek Armor. He shook the pain out of his hand and grabbed the bit again, spinning it carefully and ever so slowly until it came loose.

 

Although he was not all that knowledgeable about technology, Edgar had rambled at him about this kinda stuff enough times for him to have picked up a couple of things.

 

Like how machines work better with all their bolts.

 

Locke hopped down and carefully climbed up his next target’s leg. He swung himself up into the cockpit, popped open one of the maintenance ports, and shoved a splintered piece of metal between two of the power components.

 

A scuff of a shoe, quiet and not his own, made him freeze and listen.

 

Boots, the rattle of equipment, whispered words they should have used hand motions for.

 

Soldiers, lots of them.

 

He shoved the panel back in place, tossed himself off the armor, slipped behind the hulking machines, scurried up the wall, and after a quick check to see if it was clear, dove through the window. His Cherub Down slowed him enough to land the three-story jump safely. Furious yells broke out from the room behind him as he dashed off.

 

Locke sprinted along a back road and down an alleyway. He kicked off a wall, grabbed the top of a fence and vaulted himself over. As he forced his breathing to slow, he quickly yanked his coat off and turned it right side out, tied a darker bandanna over the lighter ones around his head, and tossed the fabric wrapped around his bag back in the pack.

 

He walked out onto the main road as if calm.

 

Empire Soldiers rushed towards him.

 

His breath hitched as he stepped to the side and hunched against the wall.

 

They ran right by him.

 

Once they were out of sight, he walked out of the area as quickly as he thought he could get away with.

 

He had cut it far too close.

 

Not much point messing with their stuff if it was expected. A change in tactics was probably needed, or maybe he should just start thinking about heading to Narshe. He had already located most of the traitors, and dealt with those he could get rid of quietly. Besides, Edgar probably had a better use for him than this small amount of sabotage.

 

“Hey! You! Come here!” a soldier on the corner yelled offhandedly at Locke.

 

“Dammit!”  Locke hissed quietly as he turned. He should play along, go over there, cower a bit, and see what they wanted…

 

“Get over here! Now!”

 

Yea, nope.

 

He only tolerated orders from Edgar.

 

Locke ran.

 

They, of course, chased him.

 

Locke vaulted over a low fence, sprinted around a building, pivoted into a sharp turn, looped around a house, and climbed up some latticework to crouch behind a chimney. He forced his breath to quiet as he listened to the distant sound of boots, waiting for them to catch up and hopefully pass.

 

A quick tapping sound and the brush of soft soles was not what he expected to hear.

 

It sounded nothing like boots.

 

He leaned out of his crouch just enough to see an elderly woman walking swiftly towards his hiding spot, her tall cane clacked against the stone path with every step. She stopped next to the building, her sharp eyes darting around until she was looking right back at him.

 

His curiosity got the better of him again.

 

Locke grinned his best grin and waved his fingers at her in a silly wave.

 

Old ladies liked cheeky grins, right?

 

Even though her expression mostly stayed flat, her eyebrow rose, overly judgmental.

 

… Maybe not…

 

At the expected shouts and pounding boots of soldiers, Locke cringed and ducked back down.

 

“You there! Woman!” an arrogant voice called out as they stormed over.

 

“Y- yes? Is there something I can do for you?” the old woman stuttered out, her voice quiet as she hunched over and hugged her walking stick to her chest.

 

“What are you doing here!”

 

“I-I like to tend the flowers, sir,” she said, taking a half step back. Her free hand motioned to the flower beds then curled back in around her stomach.

 

“Whatever,” he scoffed. “Have you seen anyone suspicious around here? Blue coat, has bandannas around their head?”

 

“Blue?” She paused before shakily saying, “No, I-I don’t think so.”

 

The soldier was quiet for a moment before grumbling, “Fine… if you see anything you will let us know.” He moved forward, looming over her, his voice gained an almost anticipatory cold tone as he finished, “Or we will be back.”

 

Eyes wide and darting she shrunk back further, leaning heavily on her walking staff. “Yes sir, of- of course, sir!” she said shakily.

 

“Alright! They probably went the other way! Loop around!” He motioned to the others before they all rushed off.

 

Soon, the sounds of boots faded.

 

Once the quiet had returned the old woman rolled her shoulders back and straightened. She pushed back a gray strand of hair, which had fallen out of her bun, dusted off her sturdy skirt and looked back up at him with a grin.

 

Locke laughed.

 

He knew old ladies liked the cheeky grins!

 

Locke hopped down and motioned the flower bed by the wall, with all its the bug chewed wilted plants. “Hum… you like to take care of the flowers, do you?”

 

“I said I like to.” She turned and looked at the half-dead flowers. “Not that I had much of a knack for it,” she said, tone softened with amusement.

 

“Well, you are good at…” he trailed off tilting his head towards the direction the soldiers had gone, “that.”

 

“The Empire’s soldiers are arrogant and pathetic,” she whispered with a harsh scoff. “They can’t fathom someone like me not being terrified of them. It doesn’t cross their minds they could be manipulated by using their pride to get them to do something.” She shook her head before glancing around. “My home isn’t far from here, we can talk more there. I trust you can keep up,” she snarked and strode off, the tap of her walking staff quickly faded around the corner.

 

Locke followed at a distance.

 

Close enough to keep her in sight, but far enough to catch anything out of place. It was a risk, and maybe one he shouldn’t take, but whatever information she had could be of use. Plus, she seemed like an honest liar.

 

Soon, they arrived at the side of a house where she stopped and opened a back door. She glanced around till she saw him hiding in a shadow and tilted her head inside, then she stepped in and closed the door most of the way behind her.

 

After checking around the outside of the house for anything suspicious, Locke slipped into the door and locked it behind him.

 

The house was warm, filled with a sweet smell of flowers he vaguely recognized as some of the ones Edgar liked. With a glance into empty rooms as he passed, he made his way towards where he could hear someone moving around. He entered the living room and the woman looked up with a smile from where she was setting a fresh log into the fireplace.

 

“I was starting to wonder if you were going to actually come in,” she said with a soft laugh. Unsteady, she pushed herself to her feet, limped over to a plush chair and all but collapsed into it. “Would have been rather frustrating after all that effort I took to catch up with you.”

 

Soft firelight flickered around the room casting everything in stark shadows as Locke shifted along the wall for better sight lines.

 

“My name is Elinor. And who might you be, other than Obvious Trouble,” she asked while stretching out her leg and rubbing her knee.

 

“Accurate enough, you can call me Trouble if you’d like,” he responded with a huffed out laugh. “So what is your angle here.”

 

She paused and gave him a narrow eyed look. “Suspicious one aren't you?”

 

“I am still alive,” he answered flippantly. “Everyone has an angle.”

 

“So what is yours?” she asked evenly, watching him. Her eyes sharp, cutting.

 

“Asked you first,” he countered.

 

“Oh, very well. I am too old for such games, anyway,” Elinor said, with a huff her voice amused. Her mirth dropped away as she continued, “My angle is I live here, and would rather the Empire did not.” She gritted her teeth and turned to look at the flickering fire. “What do you know of how the city was taken over?”

 

“Not much, I got here after.” Although he had been able to piece together some of it over the past few days.

 

“They slaughtered everyone who they thought was loyal to King Edgar. Attacked them in their own homes, their beds. The only mercy was they left the children and spouses alone.”

 

Locke hissed out a breath. Well, that explains the quick takeover, but it still left the question of how they got so many of their people in so fast.

 

“We used a now blocked way out to smuggle the families of as many of the loyalists as we could.” She turned and looked up at him, her face haunted. “Have you ever tried to keep a group of scared, tiny children, quiet and alive long enough to march them to safety in the middle of the night?”

 

Locke could do nothing but shake his head.

 

“Pray you never have to,” Elinor said tightly. “We made it to the cave to Figaro, where we met soldiers from the castle, and I presume they got there safely.”

 

“Why didn’t you go with them?”

 

“I had hoped I could do more good here, and it seems you are lucky I decided on it,” she said with a smirk.

 

“You offer your home and information to all the people called Trouble? Seems like a great way to get killed, or worse.”

 

“Of course not,” she said with a scoff. “I saw you before. With the blond man and the girl in red.”

 

Locke stilled. “Did you?”

 

“Sit, there is no point in standing around. I am fairly sure I have made my point that we are, at least mostly, on the same side here.”

 

He did not move from his place by the wall.

 

Elinorsighed. “As much as I doubt I was the only one who noticed your group, I am sure no one has said anything useful considering how angry Kefka has been about a lack of information about the green haired girl.”

 

“Kefka was here?”

 

“I think Kefka may still be around actually, he was asking incredibly insistently about the girl. I, of course, wasn't going to say a damn thing. As for… the King, if anyone even suspected he was in the area, they would have been loudly looking for him too.” She shifted back in her chair with a frown. “What in the world was he even doing here without proper guard?”

 

“Why does a King do anything? He felt like it.”

 

“Right,” she said slowly, not sounding at all like she believed him.

 

Smart woman.

 

“What made you realize who he was?” Locke asked.

 

“When the King laughs,” Elinor started, before hesitating a moment, “when he really laughs, he reminds me of my boy Sabin.”

 

“You know Sabin,” Locke said straightening.

 

“Oh yes,” she said fondly. “He has lived with us for almost a decade now. Well, when they are not off training on Mount Kolts.”

 

“You are Duncan's wife,” Locke said carefully.

 

“Yes, I am.”

 

“I am sorry. Uh…” he trailed off as he sat down in the chair across from her.

 

Someone else should really be the one to tell her…

 

But he was the one who was there.

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

The little one room house was decorated so impersonally it left the place with a creeping chill, despite the actual temperature being oddly warm.

 

Sabin shook his head as he tried yet again to reason with the owner. “That’s not what-”

 

“Hey!!? You the clock maker? I been waitin' for ages!” the older man asked as he spun around as if he had, yet again, completely forgotten Sabin had been there for a while.

 

“Uh...no. I'm not the clock maker either. I could take a look at it for you, but I am here to ask about the way to Narshe,” Sabin repeated with as much patience as he could muster.

 

“There it is, on the wall,”  the man said with a dismissive wave.

 

Sabin grit his teeth as he moved over and looked up at the clock. The wood frame of it was splintered so badly he could see the dusty cogs inside, along with the gaps where more should have been. Only a single shard of glass still covered the hand-less clock face.

 

“Ain't been tickin' for 1, 5, shucks, maybe even 10 years!”

 

Sabin did not doubt it, the pendulum was even completely absent.

 

“Got it!” the man exclaimed.

 

That, Sabin did doubt.

 

“Lawnmower repairman, eh? Couldn't provide worse service! Grass's 25 feet high out back!”

 

He did not bother to listen to the man rant on about grass, instead, he took a few steps over to a single picture hung not far away. In it, the man was years younger. His wide smile soft and lacking the deep frown lines so prevalent now. His arms were thrown around someone who was heavily pregnant. Their smile almost seemed to glow. Both of them so happy and posed in front of the intact version of the no longer working clock.

 

“You're here to fix my bed! It's squeakin' like all git-out!”

 

There was only one bed in the little house.

 

One chair at the table.

 

No kid toys.

 

No sign there had ever been anyone else living there other than the one picture, hung on a wall.

 

“Goodness! Then you must be... You've come to fix the door!?”

 

The house was so far out from anywhere…

 

If there were complications…

 

Oh, oh no.

 

“No more lip, repairman! Fix that stove, on the double!!!”

 

That kind of grief…

 

It can break a person.

 

Sabin shook his head and headed over to take a look at the stove. Just standing next to it he could tell it was giving off way more heat than it should. It was likely the cause of the strange temperature of the place.

 

At least Sabin could make sure the man’s house didn’t burn down.

 

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

Sea air blew in fresh off the South Figaro port. Well, at least if she was careful to stand in the right spot. Pick wrong, and the smell of fish, or worse the thick exhaust fumes of the Empire ships, would smack her in the face.

 

Still, the ocean was one of the only good things about being trapped in South Figaro for the foreseeable future.

 

Vector was disappointingly landlocked.

 

Footfalls, rhythmed like dancing, drifted over to her like an ill omen. Kefka skipped around the corner, over to her, and leaned on the guardrail next to her. With a tilt of his head, he looked her over putting on what she could no longer consider a soft smile. “Oh, hello Little Star!”

 

She pressed her lips together and turned back to the water. When he did not leave she asked, “Did you need something?”

 

“Is it too much to think, I was just checking up on you,” he asked, tilting his head a tad too far.

 

She sucked in a breath. His tone was almost… soft. Gentle in a way she very rarely ever heard anymore. Still, it didn’t matter how much of a front he put up. “It has been a long time since my first thought was anything of the sort. Especially after…” She shook her head.

 

No point dwelling.

 

She didn’t want to think about any of…

 

Celes hissed out a breath, as Kefka hummed a ridiculous off-key tune. “Why are you bothering me, Kefka,” she snapped out.

 

He turned and looked at her his grin splitting wider. “Maybe I just wanted to say hello, General Grumpy Pants!” he all but sang, with a sarcastic bow.

 

“You are in an ominously good mood. Did something important blow up, again?” she asked dryly.

 

“No, unfortunately, not not not,” he said with a ridiculous pout. “So come on, what’s got you all frowny?”

 

“I was having a pleasant day until…” She looked over at him flatly. “Just recently.”

 

“Oh dear, you are a sharp one today!” Kefka said with a gasp. He leaned towards her. “Love that for you.”

 

Celes gritted her teeth and turned back to the water.

 

“Well, in any case!” Hand flailing in the air, he waved the previous topic off. “I figure your bad temper is over that Returner mouse who keeps slipping the cheese!”

 

“I suppose that is one way to put it. Perhaps you could get to the point?”

 

“I have an idea for you! We would need to do it fast though, I am to go help General Leo… deal with Doma soon,” he said completely full of undeserved self-importance.

 

“I seriously doubt he needs your kind of help.”

 

“What! My help is always helpful!” he gasped out throwing the back of his hand against his forehead like they were in some kind of play.

 

“If you say so,” Celes said flatly.

 

“I have the best idea on how to deal with Doma too!” he yelled, before he leaned forward towards her and continued quieter, “I think we can also use this to fix your problem.”

 

“Do you?” she said disbelievingly.

 

“Yes yes! Yes, I do!” He danced side to side before looking around, and saying so, so quietly, “You just have to play along!”

 

“Why do I get the feeling this will be more trouble than the payoff could ever be worth.”

 

“I bet you… wouldn't like it,” he taunted overly loud with a sickening grin.

 

She pinched the bridge of her nose as if it would ward off the headache. “Just tell me what you are going on about!” she snapped a lot louder than she had meant to.

 

A few people looked over.

 

Kefka grinned.

 

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

The flame popped and flickered in the fireplace, tossing warm shadows around the sitting room. It gave Locke the urge to chunk the dress he was holding into itand watch it burn.

 

He blew out a breath and pushed the thought away. It wasn’t his, and as much as that usually didn’t matter to him, he actually liked Elinor and would rather not make her mad by destroying her things without a good reason. “Surely you got something other than skirts!” he called out, hoping she could hear him from wherever she was digging clothing out from.

 

Even though the dress looked like it would technically fit him, it had been a long time since he had been in one, and wanted it to be longer still.

 

Elinor laughed as she walked back in with a bag of clothing and plopped it on a chair. “Perhaps something in here will work better for you. Unfortunately, between my preference for skirts, and how large my boys are, we don’t have much which will fit you.” She plucked a cobweb out of her hair with a huff. “This was all in storage from when Sabin was little more than a feisty twig. But what you really need is something to make you look like a merchant. They are the only ones who seem to not be stopped at every corner.”

 

“I will look into it later. For now, I just need to mess up the description they have.”

 

“After the past few days, perhaps crawling around in the attic wasn’t the best idea. I think my leg is going to fall off,” she grumbled as she all but fell into her chair and stretched out her bad leg.

 

Locke flipped open the bag and pulled out some light blue pants, the legs unrolled and pooled on the ground.“Why are the brothers so ridiculously tall?” At least the waist looked like it would fit, even if the legs would need to be pinned.

 

“Some traits just stick to a family line and don’t let go. In their case, they are really tall, have golden blond hair, and the oddest shade of blue eyes. Their father, grandfather, and aunt were the same way.”

 

“So you knew who Sabin was when you took him in,” Locke said, being sure to keep his tone light.

 

“Oh goodness no!” Elinor said, waving the comment away with a laugh. “We knew he was from a well-off family immediately, of course. His diction was too good for it not to have been tutored into him, even though he was trying his best to hide it.”

 

Locke grinned at her.

 

Sabin still rolled his vowels a bit too precisely.

 

“It was years before we realized he was…” Elinor sighed, shaking her head. “I don’t know how long it would have taken if I hadn’t been there with Sabin in the pub that night.”

 

“What happened at the pub?” Locke asked as he set down the shirt he had been looking at.

 

“I am sure you know what people have been saying since King Edgar was crowned, all the rumors and such. That night there was a group next to us which had far too much to drink and were talking about all of it. Loudly. I was ignoring them, since it was just talk, so I don’t know exactly what set Sabin off. But I did see the look that passed over his face before he abruptly stood up and left. It reminded me of…”

 

Locke turned the shirt in his hands and set it in the no pile, green was not his color.

 

She gazed into the fire, silent.

 

“Reminded you of, what?” he prompted as the silence stretched.

 

“Oh!” Elinor jumped obviously knocked out of her thoughts. “Well, you are…” She hesitated, and smiled awkwardly at him. “You work closely to the King, do you not?”

 

“Yea, that is one way to put it. Edgar mostly sends me out to do odd jobs or whatever.” He set another pair of pants in the maybe pile then leaned against the chair and looked over at her with a smirk. “You gonna insult the guy? Because I am always interested in hearing the new ones!”

 

“You didn’t use his title,” she said reproachfully, as she sat up straight and turned her sharp eyes on him.

 

“You were about to bad mouth him,” Locke said as he shifted, “and you are worried about me being respectful… when he ain’t even here?”

 

“Do not misunderstand me,” Elinor bit out as she moved to the edge of her chair and balanced her feet under her. “I am loyal to the line of Figaro, loyal to King Edgar.”

 

“I didn’t mean to imply otherwise,” Locke said slowly. Though it was nice to have the confirmation in the line of insult tight and sharp through her body language.

 

“Yet, you imply you are not.” She shifted her weight, a tick of threat under the movement.

 

“Now, don’t you misunderstand me,” he said, taking a moment to pick his words carefully. “I am loyal to Edgar, but I couldn’t give less of a shit about the royal line nonsense.”

 

The fire popped, and they both shifted.

 

“I have known him for years, worked for him, seen the way he rules. So you will believe me when I say this.” Locke paused, leaned forward, caught and held eye contact. “He is anoverdressed, honorable, dangerous, kind, andridiculous man who genuinely cares about his people and prefers to just be called Edgar.”

 

Elinor jerked back. “What?” She seemed to startle herself with her own laugh.

 

Locke smirked. “Yea, I only bother with titles when it is an official thing or around people who don’t know we know each other.” He picked up the last shirt in the bag, frowned at the texture and immediately tossed it into the no pile. “I don’t work for Edgar because he is a King. Never have,” he admitted quietly.

 

She watched him for a long moment before huffing out a soft fond sound. “I think the brothers are more alike than I have been giving them credit for.”

 

He shrugged. “So what were you going to say about Edgar?”

 

“Oh, it wasn’t even really about him so much. Just… the cold look Sabin had, it so reminded me of King Edgar. The resemblance was rather jarring at the time.” Elinor leaned back in the chair again. “When I asked Sabin about it, he admitted the connection right away and apologized for not saying anything sooner. Then went on a rant about how his brother was really nice and nothing like how everyone said.” She shook her head. “This was right after… everything with the chancellorand at the time, I thought he was thinking far too kindly of the King.”

 

“Yea… Edgar has made some… choices.” Not only was there all the stuff he did to keep on the Empire’s good side, but even Locke was not sure what actually happened with the previous chancellor.

 

Locke trusted the guy, but he could see why others, who didn’t have any other information about him, would be reluctant to do the same.

 

 

---

 

 

(Edgar)

 

The roar of the water did little to drown out the rushing in Edgar’s head.

 

Sabin…

 

Edgar was fairly sure he smiled and said something, maybe a few things even, as they pulled the raft out of the water and into a little cave for the night.

 

There was no way for him to be sure.

 

Sabin…

 

A barely started fire crackled from where Terra sat between it and a pile of damp branches. One by one she picked up the sticks, cupped her hands and held them in her glowing grip till they were dry enough to be added to the flame. Carefully, she was building up a nice campfire around a pot in the middle.

 

He wasn’t sure where she had gotten the wood.

 

The blanket covered form of Banon on the other side of the camp shifted, curled tighter with a soft pained noise. The further they went, the worse his stomach got. Hopefully he would be able to keep down the soup cradled in the little fire.

 

Edgar picked at his hair, pulling out the knots from the ribbons and braids. A suitably sharp rock was sounding better and better with every snarled strand. He sighed and rubbed his eyes. No, no, he liked his hair, chopping it off would be an overreaction to a bit of frustration.

 

Because he was just frustrated.

 

That was all.

 

He curled forward with a soft gasp.

 

That was all.

 

That was all.

 

“Edgar?”

 

He sucked in a breath, sat up and plastered the best smile he could muster onto his face. “Ah, yes, Terra? Did you need something?”

 

“Not really, just…” She shook her head and shifted from foot to foot. “Uh… would you like some help with your hair?”

 

Help with…

 

Edgar ran his hand over a snarled braid and sighed. “I do believe that would be best. I am fairly sure I have done nothing but make it worse.”

 

She shrugged, yanked over a still rolled up sleeping pallet to sit on and started to work out one section while he worked on another.

 

Breathe in.

 

Work on a knot.

 

Breathe out.

 

Finally, his hair was free and the brush moved through smoothly as it should.

 

Terra smiled, stood, and went back over to the fire.

 

Edgar ran his fingers through his hair and started to section it off for a nighttime braid. He paused, plucked up his Ribbons and twirled the smooth silk between his fingers.

 

“Here,” Terra said holding out a softly steaming bowl.

 

He carefully took it out of her hand and rested it against his leg, as she plopped down next to him and started eating.

 

Standard ribbons were common, head to any market and there would be more colors and types than even he could ever personally want. The ones which were Relics however were… extremely rare. It had been good luck he still had them woven in his hair the night they had to flee.

 

Edgar set his bowl aside and set down one of the Ribbons.

 

“Terra,” he said softly.

 

“Hum?”

 

He reached out towards her. When she did not move away, he looped the Ribbon around the tail of her hair and tied it.

 

“Thank you?” She reached up and ran a finger over the bow with a confused smile.

 

Edgar shifted, picked up the other one, rotated it till it would be easiest to see the side and held it out. “Both of these are Relics known as Ribbons,” he said, quiet enough so his voice wouldn't carry. “You can tell them apart from the non-Relic sort by how the edges catch the light.”

 

“What does it do?” she asked a bit wide eyed.

 

“It helps ward off anything which would make one lose their voice, energy, or even themselves. Put simply, it protects against poisoning of the body and mind. I doubt it will do much of anything against one of those cursed crowns, but…” He pulled his hair to the side and braided in his blue Ribbon. “Still, keep it on you, tell no one you have it.”

 

“Thank you,” Terra said, her voice shaking.

 

Edgar dipped his head one sharp nod, picked back up his bowl, scooped out some broth with his spoon, and took a bite.

 

… Seafood soup …

 

“Sabin will be alright,” Terra said so softly he almost missed the words.

 

Edgar’s hand twitched, a few drops of soup spilling on his leg.

 

“I am sure Ultros was just playing, didn’t want to hurt anyone or anything, he will make sure Sabin is ok.” Her voice was filled with a surprising amount of conviction.

 

Not like Banon’s empty platitudes.

 

“Yes, I am sure he will meet us in Narshe,” Edgar said with a forced smile.

 

From his mouth… it sounded more like a lie than anything.

 

At least Terra did him the kindness of not calling him on it.

 

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

The little house sat in the middle of nowhere with its roughly patched porch and garden long grown out ragged. As far as Shadow could tell, there was little reason to visit and even less to live in it.

 

Really, the place was only good for one thing.

 

Restocking.

 

The door to door merchant dropped off her deliveries under an overhang near the house and climbed back up onto her chocobo. Once she saw him making his way towards her, she grinned and started trying to make small talk.

 

Shadow glared at her and she snapped her mouth shut.

 

He had no interest in hearing whatever gossip she called news, so he shoved coin at her, turned on his heel, and strode away.

 

With one last darting look she turned her chocobo around and left.

 

Items put away, he leaned against the half collapsed well. Not far off, Interceptor darted through the overly tall grass after a little rodent monster.

 

Shadow tapped against the rough stone and with a flick of his finger he sent a small rock falling to splash at the bottom of the well.

 

The job was done, the rest was not his concern.

 

He should just head back to Vector…

 

It was a simple pick-up and drop-off. There was no reason for it to be bothering him like a splinter. He shook his head, but the thought stuck like oil in his mind, slipping back into his thoughts.

 

There had been something wrong with the job.

 

There was something he had missed.

 

Interceptor barked, snapped his jaws tight around the neck of the monster and snapped his head side to side.

 

That was one of them fed at least.

 

“Phew!” a man from inside the hovel yelled as the door slammed open.No child could be this mischievous!

 

Shadow whistled for Interceptor as he stood up and balanced his stance.

 

“Child...? Ain't no child 'round here! Bolderdash! I'm ready for you to leave! Go on, git!”  the same man yelled as he shooed a tall blond man out the door. “I'm tossin' ya out onta the Veldt!”  he screamed nonsensically.

 

Shadow frowned. The Veldt? It was all the way over the Baren Mountains. Why was he yelling about the Veldt?

 

The tall blond jumped back barely getting out of the way of the door as it was slammed in his face. He hopped off the porch grumbling, “I think I'd rather take a stick in the eye than deal with that guy again…

 

Shadow narrowed his eyes. Such tall men were not very common. To see two blond ones in such a short time frame was… beyond unusual. He may not have gotten the best look at the man Locke had been with, but there seemed to even be some resemblance between the two of them.

 

Coincidences made him… nervous.

 

The man rubbed his hands down his face, then startled when he finally realized he was being watched. With a ridiculous wave and smile he turned and headed their way. “Hey, buddy!”

 

Shadow scowled. If that man thought he could be so familiar.

 

“Aren’t you a beautiful boy!” the man cooed as if he was asking to be stabbed. Shadow’s hand was already on his knife when the man crouched down in front of Interceptor. “Yes you are!” he cooed.

 

To the dog.

 

The man was talking to the dog…

 

Interceptor lowered his stance, bared his teeth, and gave a confused growl in warning.

 

“Aww, I don’t think he likes me,” the man whined and pouted.

 

“… The dog just can't stand strangers,”  Shadow said gruffly, and more than a bit confused. Although definitely not the same guy, he had a feeling he would get along with Locke well enough. Both of them had an unhealthy desire to pet dangerous dogs…

 

“Yea, ok I can understand,” the man said with a solemn nod. “Don’t worry buddy I get ya, but if you do change your mind, I give great ear scratches!”As he stood back up, he lifted his arms over his head in a stretch. “So. You...another traveler?”  he asked turning his attention to Shadow. “You don't happen to know how I could get to Narshe, do you?”

 

“Narshe.”

 

“Yeah… I got… Uh... Separated from my friends”  He shifted on his feet and rubbed the back of his head as he looked away. “If you could point me in the right direction?”

 

The man had definitely done something foolish and got himself ‘separated’.

 

“Narshe is not the easiest to get to from here,” Shadow said slowly. “At least not since the railways were destroyed.”

 

“Ok, how difficult are we talking?” he asked with slumped shoulders. “I am guessing walking is out of the question?”

 

“There is a whole mountain range between here and Narshe.”

 

“Oh,” the tall guy said softly as he turned to look at the wrong mountain range.

 

This guy would never make it on his own.

 

“But, I am supposed to meet up with my brother and Locke soon,” the man muttered to himself.

 

Shadow barely kept himself from reacting to the whispered words. Brother, that would explain the other blond man at least, and he knows Locke.

 

Locke, who had a tenancy to work for the Returners… Maybe, if that feeling about the job was right he could use this guy.

 

“Your main problem with getting there fast would be because the Empire has set up camp just beyond the forest to the east,”  Shadow said, testing the waters.

 

“The Empire!?” The man spun back to look at Shadow. “What are they doing here?”  he yelped.

 

“They seem to have their eyes on Doma Castle.”

 

So Doma's next, huh...? I feel like I should do something to help, I mean, it’s Doma. But I need to get to Narshe right away!”

 

“Realistically, your only road passes through Doma.” Shadow shook his head. He really should leave it alone, but... “I can take you there if you'd like. Just know that I may leave you at any time-

 

“Really?!” The man grinned at him far too happily. “Oh that would be a big help! Thank you!”

 

Shadow grunted already starting to question his decision. This man was like, an overly happy… something. He turned to lead the way out of the small grove. “Death is always just a step behind me…”  he warned.

 

The man tilted his head as he caught up, looked down at Interceptor then back at him. “Alright? So what do I call you then?”

 

“Shadow is fine,” he replied after a moment.

 

“I am Sabin! It is nice to meet ya!”

 

There was blissful silence for almost a full minute.

 

“So what’s your favorite food?” Sabin asked cheerfully.

 

Shadow regretted yet another of his life choices.

 

 

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Notes:

WARNINGS spoiler-ish

Some reference to death in child birth. It is an assumption on a character's part, and isn't shown or anything.

Edgar is a bit out of it because he is still in shock over Sabin floating away.

Sabin just wants to pet the puppy!
Again, because of this week, i didn't have time to finish art for this one. I hope to get it up next week. The art from last week however was finished and posted.

My rambles!

Well, i thought the chapter name was funny, but mom just looked at me weird so... lol

Elinor is my favorite OC i have added to this. Love her. She is the best. I actually originally wrote the whole thing of them getting out of South Figaro, but it was removed when i cut out all the extra POVs. I may take it and rewrite it an as aside piece at some point because i do think it was interesting, but i have no idea how many would even be interested since it would focus on an OC. Eh, that is why it was cut from here, but there is no reason to not post it anyway if i decide to rework it, someone might like it lol.

There are actually a chunk of things that got cut out for one reason or another that i might go back and shine up and post while i am working on the second book of this monster of a project.

I don't know how well it came across just how much Elinor was ready to brawl over the loyalty thing. That whole scene felt a lot different when it was AFTER you see her beat up monsters. She is just as well trained as her husband, just with a bum knee.

I put in, took out, then put back in the part with Sabin in the little house with the guy. In the end i rewrote that part so many times till i found what it could be doing. It is kind of a 'soft' lead in to Gau who will show up a bit in 16, as well as to the whole thing with Cyan. So, even though Sabin is wrong about what happened, he still sees what he thinks is what happens when a guy looses his family. So kinda has some time to think about it and then want to not see that happen to Cyan.

... so like in cannon WHY was Shadow there!? Huh? Why!? Don't know, he is restocking now. lol I also tried to give a good reason for why he was near the base and interested in heading that way. Really it makes since that he was delivering the poison, but it could have been anything, the game was not really clear about what he was DOING at basically any point.

I think once i finish this whole thing i am going to go back and write fics for some of the funny/ridiculous/dark/or otherwise unused explanations i have considered for things. Some of these ideas deserve to be one shots at least.

Chapter 16: We Are Who We Are; Not Who You Expect

Summary:

Locke continues his quest to cause as much trouble as he can, while both he and the people of South Figaro attempt to navigate the Empire occupation.

At the end of a long raft ride, Terra, Edgar, and Banon finally make it to Narshe, but find they were still long from the promised rest and warm fire of Arvis' home.

Notes:

The past few months have been really hectic. Plus side, i think i have a new system in place to write so i should be able to get back to posting! and i am getting a new computer! This one is over 10 years old and is really starting to slow down to the point it is hard to use. (Lag on a word program when NOTHING else is open!? my poor computer...)

For now I will try for posting every other Monday.

WARNINGS

Empire soldiers acting in ways not becoming of anyone.

Some light flashbacks (Terra)

Fantasy racism/ableism

Sudden harm to a child (kid will be fine)

Discussion of the death of a father

Dissociation (mild)

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons yall have been such a huge help :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

Chapter 16: We Are Who We Are; Not Who You Expect

 

 

(Locke)

 

Indistinct whispers from around a corner pulled Locke’s attention in the direction he was pointedly not heading in. Still, he slowed as their words descended into the sharp hisses of a quiet argument. With a sigh he shifted course, pressed himself against the wall and peeked out of the alleyway towards the two people glaring at each other just off the main road.

 

The woman frowned and shook her head as she moved to step around an agitated young man. He darted back in front of her and waved his hand down the road towards the barricade guarded by a towering Magitek armor. She brushed him off as she straightened her shoulders, tucked her large basket close to her side, and strode determinedly towards the clawed metal blight.

 

It loomed over her as she approached.

 

Its shadow obscured her form while the scrape of metal against the ruined stones beneath its claws distorted her voice as she pleaded with the soldier to allow her to pass through towards the market.

 

She needed supplies.

 

Her kids needed food.

 

The pilot smiled down at her and nodded as a panel in the front of the armor slid open and the depths of the machine glowed throwing her into sharp contrast.

 

“Run!” Locke yelled barely a moment before the beam flashed out; the roar of the attack swallowing all of their screams.

 

As the light faded Locke tightened his hand around the corner. Desperately he blinked the spots from his vision while scanning the too silent road.

 

A scrape of frantic shoes broke the quiet as the woman scrambled out from behind a piece of broken wall with her burnt arm clutched close to her chest.

 

Locke huffed out a relieved breath as she scurried away coughing and tripping while still clinging to the smoking remains of her basket’s handle.

 

The pilot's laughter echoed behind her.

 

Locke sank back around the corner and slumped against the rough wall of the building. He forced himself to breathe in and out slowly.

 

To focus only on the hiss of his breath through gritted teeth.

 

“Hey.”

 

Locke straightened and jerked his attention to the woman who had called out to him.

 

“You aren't thinking of going along the main road are you?” she asked quietly as she stopped next to him. “Because you need to avoid the armored soldiers!”

 

Talk about an understatement.

 

“They have no sense of humor!” she continued, her voice strained in the attempt to sound lighthearted.

 

“Did you try to tell one of them a joke?” Locke asked in a far more successfully lighthearted tone.

 

“Well, you see, the truth is,” she glanced around before leaning close to him, “they are the joke.”

 

Locke choked on a laugh.

 

“See! I’m hilarious!” She winked and blew him a kiss as she darted along the side of the buildings and joined up with a small group of grim faced people, including the agitated young man from before, hiding in the shadows next to the main road.

 

New voices from near the blockade made Locke dash back to the corner and peek out yet again.

 

If someone else was fool enough…

 

The soldier was leaned forward half hanging over the side of the armor while they yelled and motioned to a merchant on the road. With a nod the merchant tossed up an item; the soldier easily caught it. Friendly laughter bounced off the scorched stones as the man stepped around the rubble with a wave, and turned to walk towards the residential areas.

 

Well, that was interesting.

 

Bribes were an intricate art form.

 

One which Locke rarely had the patients to bother with.

 

But, if it was the only way to get free movement in the city, well… apparently, he was gonna need to take Elinor’s advice and find a… proper change of clothing.

 

Locke kept deep in the shadows along the side roads as he followed behind the merchant. His luck being as it was, of course the man entered a little neighborhood general store before he could decide on how to approach.

 

With a glance up and down the road he shrugged, then strode over and yanked open the door. The little bell inside rang a happy little ting, the sound amplified by the echo off the empty shelves.

 

Locke had places to be, he would just have to deal with any issues as they came up.

 

“Tell me if you need anything! Mind, all inventory is on shelf!” a teen behind the counter yelled not glancing up.

 

Locke waved them off as he moved further into the store, not that the kid noticed. The soft noises of someone mumbling to themselves in the otherwise empty shop made it easy to find the merchant sitting at a table near the back wall.

 

“I am looking to make a very particular purchase,” Locke said as he pulled out the chair across from the merchant and sat. “Or rental,” he tacked on. Putting the guy out of business wasn’t the plan after all, and he had the Figs and Gil for it. He even had some Mists and Rounds hanging about in a back pocket.

 

“I am not really open for business right now,” the man said as he narrowed his eyes. “But, how… unusual we talking here? And what kinda Gil you got?”

 

The coins rang against each other as Locke placed the good size bag on the table between them. “Enough, I think.” They came out of Empire pockets, of course, but such specifics were unimportant.

 

“Yeah, alright, it really depends on what you are lookin’ for, but I am listening,” the man said with a smirk and a gleam of interest in his eyes. “Wait…” His face snapped into a frown as he looked at Locke intently. “You're that infamous thief, Locke, aren't you?”

 

Oh, now that was just plain rude.”  Locke tapped his fingers sharply on the table. “I'm a treasure hunter.”

 

“Right. Like anyone believes that.” The man scoffed, leaning back. “Friend of mine warned me about you.” With a shake of his head, he shoved his chair away form the table and stood. “I ain’t getting involved in whatever crime you are doin’,” he paused, “Although, I bet the Empire would love to know you are here…” he said, as a grin spread across his face. “For the right price, maybe we can work something out.”

 

Locke tilted his head to look up at him. “Your friend should have warned you, it’s not a good move to threaten me.”

 

The merchant rolled his eyes.

 

Locke lunged out of his chair, slammed his fist against the man’s jaw, and rammed his knee into his chest as they crashed to the ground. The man cried out in pain as Locke leaned forward and lay his knife just short of the man’s throat. “Now, how ‘bout we try this conversation again?” he asked in a jovial tone.

 

“Could you not do that in here!” a young voice called out from the counter. “Spills are hard enough to clean! I-I am not paid enough for blood!”

 

Locke blinked, then leaned back just enough to see the young shop keeper making an expression which was partly exasperated, partly nervous, and mostly like they suddenly wished they hadn't said anything.

 

The kid quickly ducked away.

 

One had to admire the bravery.

 

“Well, you heard the kid, don’t make me drag you outside,” Locke said evenly.

 

“Yes! Ok!” the merchant whimpered out. “Sure! Whatever you need!”

 

Locke grinned.

 

It didn’t take long to strip the guy of the robe and pack.

 

Once Locke had thrown on his new robe, he shoved his things into his new much larger pack while not bothering to take the last of the man’s inventory. The space would be vastly more valuable for holding things like changes of clothing, or bolts from important equipment. As he settled the bag on his shoulders, he bounced on his toes; back and forth and side to side. Surprisingly, the balance and weight were far better than with the smaller one he was used to.

 

He totally should have done this sooner.

 

With an extra hop, he turned to leave.

 

The merchant slid his hand under him and pushed himself partly up. He gasped in pain as his hand slipped, and he crashed back to the ground.

 

Locke slowed to a stop and bit his lip.

 

With an annoyed breath, Locke turned back around and pulled out a couple of potions as he knelt by the man. He reached out and supported his head to help him drink while ignoring the flinch and pained eyes. Empty bottle placed down with a soft clink, he grabbed the man’s arm and drug him over to the wall to help him sit against it. “Now remember,” Locke said sweetly, as he placed the second potion next to him. “You will not tell anyone I am here,” his grin turned sharp, or I'll rip your lungs out! Understand?”

 

“Completely! Mr. Treasure Hunter sir!” he squeaked out, nodding rapidly.

 

Locke patted him on the head, stood, and walked away.

 

“Why do I always have to go and open my mouth…”  the man groaned behind him.

 

As Locke walked over to the counter, the kid shifted, their wide eyes darting around the room. “I ain’t gonna say anything!” they yelped.

 

“Alright,” Locke agreed as he placed some Figs on the counter. “For… damages,” he added, then slid them closer to the kid when they didn’t take the coins.

 

“I heard what he said, ‘bout selling ya out,” the kid said quietly, eyes down. “I ain’t gonna say anything to those…” They snapped their mouth shut, hissing angrily between their teeth.

 

“Appreciate it,” he replied softly as he slipped a few more coins onto the counter. “You be careful, alright?”

 

They blinked up at him and nodded.

 

Locke knocked his hand softly on the counter, before he pushed off and headed back out the door into the cool sea air.

 

Well, that could have gone better, could have gone worse too, really. At least he got the kit he needed.

 

He turned and rushed towards the house where Elinor was probably long since waiting. His quiet steps barely disturbed the suffocating silence which hung over the streets and homes. There were so few people about, even the usual mischief of children was achingly absent from the city’s corners and doorways.

 

Locke slowed to a stop outside of the oddly positioned house. For some reason part of it was built on top of a raised area and the rest was built over the drop off making it so the front door of the house was a story above the back door.

 

With a shake of his head and a few quick knocks, he was soon being waved inside by Elinor.

 

“You actually managed to find something,” she said softly, as she shut the door behind them.

 

“Yeah, I mean, they're a little tight, but the price was right!”

 

“I don’t want to know how you got them, do I?”

 

He shrugged. “Probably not.”

 

“Right…” Elinor sighed. “When you are over on the other side of town, I need you to talk to a guy for me.”

 

“Alright, who?”

 

“He runs the large relic shop downtown. When we were getting the kids out, he gave us his whole stock of sprint shoes. I need you to see if he will deliver supplies, either via official channels or,” she motioned to the stairs they weren't far from, “come through this back way. With the Empire blocking movement, we need someone to deliver to this side of town. The merchants who are coming over here are already price gouging. Having someone with your… talents… would probably be most effective, but I doubt you will be staying much longer,” she finished with an eyebrow raised in question.

 

“Well, you got me there. Edgar would want me to secure supply lines before I leave, but after that, I gotta get to Narshe on the fly…”

 

“Right, I will introduce you to the door guard,” she said with a surprising amount of amusement. With a solid tap of her cane, she turned on her heel and headed down the stairs.

 

On the bottom step sat a little kid knocking his heels against the ground. He leaned back and looked up at them, gasped and jumped up.

 

“Hello, Andy,” she said warmly. “This is my friend. He needs you to let him out the back.”

 

“Oh! You're a merchant... right?”

 

Locke tossed his arms out and did a spin showing off his new outfit. “Of course!”

 

Andy nodded, turned around and skipped over to the back door, unlocking it with a click. “Okay, go ahead!”

 

“Thanks, kid!”

 

“No problem! Just knock if you want back through!” he said with a big grin.

 

Locke slipped out of the door and into the alleyway which was behind the house and beyond the blockade. With a warm laugh about the very small guard he turned and headed towards the main shopping district.

 

He had a man to find.

 

And trouble to cause.

 

 

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(Terra)

 

Although finally far enough from the river for the roar of the water to have faded, Terra’s ears rang in the comparative silence left behind. There was little more than the soft crunch of boots on snow covered gravel accompanying them along the road as the temperature dropped lower and the path led them higher.

 

At the end of the long sloping road, nestled within the mountains, awaited Narshe… and every memory that lingered there.

 

Terra shook her head sharply, yanking her attention from the mountain to Edgar’s back and the soft sparkle of his Ribbon as it caught the sunlight.

 

She reached up and spun a loose end of the one he had given to her through her fingers.

 

The gift wasn’t something he had to do; it was an unnecessary kindness. Unexpected, and with very little possibility of personal gain. Done so she would maybe be just a small bit safer.

 

Really, the action could even put him at risk.

 

If the wrong people found out.

 

If the Empire-

 

Banon yelped as he flailed his arms and staggered to the side, barely managing to keep his footing.

 

“Are you alright?” Terra asked, taking several rushed steps towards him.

 

“Yes, yes, I just tripped, and of course now my nausea is worse,” he groaned as he placed his hands on his knees and took several deep breaths. “I am never taking a ride like that again. I don’t think my stomach will ever recover.”

 

“Indeed,” Edgar said as he dropped back. “Raft is going on the list of ways I would rather never travel by again.”

 

“It wasn’t all bad. The waterways were beautiful,” Terra added softly.

 

“True. However, I think you will find going by boat to be a much more pleasant experience with the same options on view,” Edgar said shaking his head. “Raft has too much…” he trailed off into a hissed breath. “In any case, shall we continue?”

 

Banon straightened and they were soon back on their way dodging disordered snow drifts and ice patches until they got to the freshly cleared cobble stones leading up to the city’s entrance.

 

Terra sucked in a sharp cold breath as they got close to the towering city wall and its gate… plenty large enough for-

 

“Halt! Only citizens are allowed in at this time,” the sharp voice of a guard commanded as he stepped out with his hand resting on his sword.

 

“Whatever for?” Banon asked as he walked up to the guard. “We have business with a friend who lives here.”

 

“Why, is none of your concern!” the guard snapped as two others rushed to stand at his sides. “Leave! Now! Before we call reinforcements.”

 

Banon took a deep breath, and said, “We need-”

 

“Hey, lady…” the second guard cut in with a smirk at Terra, “didn't you just bust in here wearing Magitek armor?”

 

“I-I…” Terra stuttered, her foot nearly sliding out from under her as she stumbled back.

 

“You know, she does look- Wait, ‘just’?! It was like two weeks ago,” the third said with a laugh.

 

“17 days actually, so technically just under 2 weeks.”

 

“One day short of two weeks is, still, not ‘just’ anything”

 

“Not the point!” the first man snapped. “You all need to leave. Now.”

 

“Please,”  Banon said, holding his hands up and taking a step forward. “We need to be let in. If you will just give me a moment, I can explain!”

 

“Get out of here! If you don't…”  Two of the guards moved forward towards Banon.

 

“Hey! Wait a sec!”  Banon protested as he was shoved back. His feet slid out from under him and he stumbled to the ground.

 

“Get out of here now, or you'll regret it!” the guard ordered.

 

“Hold on! Hold on. Let’s not get hasty here!”  Edgar said as he eased forward.

 

They stepped towards Edgar.

 

“I am sure if we all took a moment to talk this out.” Edgar smiled a bit tightly, and hesitated before continuing, “I’m here on behalf of King Edgar of Figaro…

 

Liar!” one of the men laughed out, as all three lunged forward.

 

Edgar jumped back, his feet clacked softly against the ice just be for they slipped out from under him. He flailed his arms as he fell, landed hard on his back, and slid.

 

The guards laughed uproariously.

 

“Alright, we will let you off this time!” the first guard called. “But try again, and we will not let you go just for being funny!”

 

All three maneuvered back inside the gate still snickering.

 

“Well…that was dignified,” Edgar said, voice laid as flat as he was.

 

“Are you alright?” Terra asked as she knelt down next to him and pulled on her magic. “Here,” she said softly, reaching out to him.

 

“Don’t!” Edgar ordered as his hand darted forward and wrapped around her wrist.

 

She froze.

 

His eyes flicked towards the gate, then back to her. “Not here,” he said, his voice so quiet she could barely hear the words over the sound of steam pumps.

 

Oh.

 

She let out a shaky breath as she glanced over towards where the guards had been, and let the magic dissipate without use.

 

“My goodness…”  Banon grumbled, as he stood and dusted off the snow from his pants while glaring at the gate.

 

“That kind of attitude is deadly!”  Edgar said, voice sharp as he pushed himself up off the ground.“He won't even stop a moment to listen!” Carefully checking his footing first, he stood back up. And that, my friends is why I can’t stand men like those. It’s like they don’t even have ears!”

 

Terra wrapped her arms tightly around herself. “I’m sorry, it’s all my fault…

 

“Oh, my dear Terra.” Edgar turned to face her, reached out and placed his hands on her shoulders. “Nothing about this is your fault.”

 

“But they… wouldn't have reacted that way if…” she tailed off.

 

“No,” he said decisively. “This is because they are bullies. They got a taste of authority and are having fun tossing it around.” His grip tightened reassuringly as he repeated, “This is not your fault.”

 

“They recognized me… I…”

 

“They said they did, but disregarded it immediately. I am willing to bet they have said the same to more than a few others.” Edgar leaned forward to catch her eyes. “If they actually recognized you, they would have sent out an alert. They did not. They were just saying it as an intimidation tactic.” He gave her a small smile. “Alright?”

 

Terra nodded.

 

She didn’t know what else to do.

 

“Does anyone have an idea on how to get passed,” Banon waved his hand towards the gate sharply, “that huge thing?”

 

Terra followed his hand motion to Narshe’s towering protective wall, which sliced through the valley from one mountain face to the other. The only buildings on the outside of the wall were the Adventurers’ Guild and the Chocobo stable. A clear cut divide from what was Narshe, and who was outsider.

 

An area haunted by the scrape of metal claws and bright red splashed on muddy white.

 

“I… I think I remember,” Terra said, her voice shook as she tried to push away her unease. “When Locke first rescued me, there was a hidden door?” She turned and headed away from the gate and along the natural rock wall. “It was somewhere around the corner.”

 

Maybe?

 

She paused and ran her hand over a rock. It was pointed near the top and seemed vaguely familiar. “We came out of the mines right around here. I think he fiddled with something…”

 

“Knowing him there's probably some secret switch in this rock wall…”  Edgar said, tone amused. “Here let me look.” Slowly, he ran his fingers along the rough surface. “Yes, this part is a little off! If I remember correctly what he told me… then if I Twist the stone like so, and…”

 

They all jumped back when the wall jerked apart.

 

“There we go!” Edgar said delighted, as they all walked into the dimly lit cave system.

 

A handful of paths snarled and twisted away from them. The lights along their walls flickered making the depths of the cave quickly lost to the dark of old wiring.

 

Or perhaps it was chewed on…

 

The wall closed solidly behind them with a thud.

 

“I don’t suppose anyone knows the way from here?” Edgar asked as he gazed from one same looking tunnel to the next.

 

“I was unconscious.”

 

“I have never been in the mines this deep,” Banon responded as he pulled his scarf back down.

 

“Fantastic,” Edgar grumbled, as he turned down one of the passages.

 

“Do you see a reason to go this way?” Banon asked as he caught up to Edgar.

 

“No.” He waved his hand breezily. “Sometimes a decision just needs to be made, and if it is wrong, we can always course correct from there. Inaction can easily be more deadly than making a poor choice.”

 

“I… suppose this way is as good as any,” Banon said slowly.

 

“Precisely.”

 

They walked from one far too similar looking passage to the next.

 

Then to the next.

 

And the next.

 

Terra sighed as they turned a corner and entered yet another, same looking cavern. At this point, she had no idea where they had been, let alone where they were going.

 

A bright flash of light made them all jerk back.

 

Once it dimmed, a glowing ball was left floating in the middle of the path, blocking their way.

 

“Goodness…” Edgar said, his hand over his heart. With a soft hum, he turned towards the wall next to them, and his shoulders relaxed. “Oh… This must be the place...

 

“What place?”  Terra asked warily, eyeing the odd light. “What's that...?”

 

“The sign here,” Edgar said as he tapped the plaque carved into the rock. “Says this is a training area. I had heard there's a room in here they use to test applicants to the city guard, this must be it. I think this's supposed to mimic an old style security checkpoint. We should be fine as long as we follow the light. Since this is just for training, if we make a mistake, lights will surround us. Then we'll have to tag the glimmering orange light to proceed.”

 

“This seems rather pointless,” Banon said with a shake of his head.

 

“Narshe used a lot of this style of checkpoints in the past,” Edgar said, moving towards the light. “They mostly switched them out for other methods a while back. Put simply, they are walking passwords. As long as you know the right path, you can easily get through.”

 

“And if you don’t?” Terra asked.

 

“Ah, nothing too bad. The light just traps the trespasser till the guards can get there,” Edgar said flippantly. “But, since this is just a training one, we don’t have to worry about that.” He reached out and tapped the light with a finger. It flashed a few times and vanished.

 

“Wasn’t it supposed to show us the way?” Terra asked after a moment.

 

“Something is not right…” Edgar frowned as he took a step back towards the wall. “This definitely says this is for training, but the light only vanishes on an active checkpoint.”

 

“What does that mean?” Banon asked carefully.

 

“Other than we need to look for a way around, I am not sure.”

 

“Kupo?”

 

Terra turned, startled, at a soft sound which had drifted around the corner. With the two men preoccupied with talking about what to do, she shrugged and went to see what had made the noise herself.

 

A white fluffy face peeked out from around a rock, their eyes widening. “Kupo!”  they yelped.

 

“Oh! Who are you?” Terra asked as she took a startled step back.

 

“Terra! Where-” Edgar started quickly as he rushed to her side. “Ah! A moogle. Hello there,” he finished much calmer.

 

“Oh! So this is who Locke was talking about when he said moogles!” Terra said happily.

 

“Kupo!” several more fluffy white moogles chirped as they peeked out from beside the first. With a flurry of paws, they looked at each other and then fluttered out into the open.

 

“Ku! Kupo po!!” one said happily as he dashed out to hover in the air right in front of her, the poof on his head bobbing. He tucked his spear into the bend of his arm, as he motioned with his free paw at her, to the ceiling and then the ground. “Kukupo!” he chirped as he tapped his paw pads together.

 

The ones behind him cheered, “Kupo!” in agreement.

 

“Go on now,” Banon said, shooing them away with his hand. “We are busy. We don’t have time for whatever this is.”

 

All the moogles turned and looked at him unimpressed.

 

“Banon,” Edgar said sharply. “They helped Terra before. I am sure they want to make sure she is alright.”

 

“Oh!” Terra said happily. “Yes, I am alright. Thank you very much for the help.”

 

“Kupo!” they chirped as they spun in the air.

 

Terra smiled and spun on her toe.

 

The moogles fluttered side to side, smiling.

 

“Come on, we need to find a path,” Banon said motioning back to the test room.

 

“True,” Edgar agreed, as he moved forward with a slight tip of his head. “Moogles, would you happen to know a way we could get to Narshe from here? We were attempting to go this way, but it is blocked by an active checkpoint.”

 

“Why bother to ask them?” Banon said with a scoff.

 

Terra looked from the very annoyed looks the moogles suddenly had, towards Banon, giving him an unimpressed look herself.

 

Edgar sighed heavily.

 

One of the moogles turned towards Edgar, pointed at him then made a paw motion as he pointed down. “Kupo... ... po!”  When none of them reacted, the moogle huffed out a breath and did it again.

 

“Ah? I-,” Edgar said slowly with a slight frown. “I suppose what I heard about you not speaking human is true. I-”

 

“No, they don’t talk. Let’s just leave them to whatever they are doing and head on,” Banon said as he started to step around Edgar.

 

“As I was saying,” Edgar continued tightly. “I remember reading that you mostly understand human language but can not speak it. Is this correct?”

 

The lead moogle paused for a moment before nodding.

 

“Oh good! I was not sure I could do,” Edgar paused as he waved his hands around back and forth at random, “enough understandable hand motions.”

 

“Kupo,” the moogle said flatly.

 

“Ah, I know that tone,” he said, seeming a bit embarrassed. “In any case! Could you tell us the way to Narshe? We need to get to a friend there.”

 

“Please,” Terra added.

 

The lead moogle eyed them for a long moment before he sighed and nodded. He turned back to the others, and they motioned back and forth. Once the discussion was settled, he flew in a direction while motioning for them to follow. Quickly, they trailed after the moogle as he fluttered around corners and down tunnels.

 

It wasn’t long before they were standing near a cave exit where snow flurries were blowing in on strong gusts of wind.

 

“Your assistance is greatly appreciated,” Edgar said to the moogle, as he made an odd motion with his hand.

 

The moogle tilted his head and slowly mimicked it.

 

“Yes, thank you!” Terra added.

 

The moogle nodded, made more paw motions, and flew off deeper into the cave system.

 

“They seem to be a bit smarter than expected…” Banon admitted, as he stared down the path the moogle had taken.

 

“One should always confirm things like this themselves,” Edgar said voice hard. “Bad assumptions, made on top of bad assumptions, will ruin many things.”

 

“Checking such well known information, will just lead to wasting time, effort, or worse,” Banon countered with a frown.

 

Something itched in the back of her mind.

 

Terra shook her head, trying to shake loose the memory.

 

It refused to show itself.

 

They stepped out from the cave and into the crisp wind. She tightened her arms around herself as she walked through the pelting ice to the edge of the cliff.

 

So, so far below, the lights of civilization twinkled.

 

The city.

 

Narshe.

 

“Do either of you see a path leading… well, anywhere?” Edgar asked, his voice barely louder than the wind.

 

“There seems to be one not too far below us,” Banon said with a motion over the cliff edge.

 

Terra looked down at the ledge while trying to ignore the city and the bite of snow.

 

It made her shudder with unremembered things.

 

“Well, at least it isn't too far,” Edgar muttered, as he strode over to them. “Banon, can you tell where Arvis’ house is from up here?”

 

“It is over on the North-East side of town,” Banon responded, his voice slightly muffled as he pulled up his scarf. “I am fairly sure if we can find a way to get down to the walkways, I can locate it.”

 

“Excellent,” Edgar said flatly. “There has been vastly more climbing than I could have possibly expected at departure,” he grumbled.

 

They pulled rope out of the packs, and with little more than a hope for the best, they started making their way carefully down to the path below them.

 

Then to the path below that one.

 

Terra pointedly kept her focus on handholds, and rope ties, as they slowly made their way.

 

When they finally got everyone down to the upper walkways, Edgar blew out a large cloud of breath as he opened and closed his hands repeatedly. He had barely gotten the rope looped up and shoved it into his bag, before Banon grumbled something muffled by his scarf, and briskly headed along one of the bridges.

 

As they walked, Terra pulled her arms in close around herself.

 

The city, the sound, the feel, with nothing else to focus on she couldn’t push it away anymore.

 

It closed in.

 

Wet red and scorched black.

 

“Are you alright, my dear?” Edgar asked, knocking her out of her thoughts as he carefully tossed his arm and cloak around her.

 

“I just… I don’t really want to be here,” she admitted, voice trembling. “The memories are all jumbled…” With a shuddering breath, she whispered, “I remember people screaming… dying.”

 

“Their deaths were not your fault,” Edgar told her firmly.

 

“Does it matter?” she gasped out.

 

“Hows and whys always matter,” Edgar said gently, tucking her tight against his side. “Even as such things will always haunt you. Continue to move forward. As long as there is a future, you must keep going, despite the past,” he said, his voice so quiet and warm against the top of her head.

 

She nodded and leaned against him.

 

And for a while, they walked in silence.

 

---

 

(Mog)

 

The bright, glowing checkpoint hovered in the middle of the path; spreading its annoying glow across the whole area. Mog fluttered in front of it and carefully poked it with his paw.

 

With a flash it winked out.

 

It was not supposed to do that and it had never done so in all the time he could remember. “Kupo?” he asked the others while waving his paw at the area where the light had been.

 

“Kuku.” Kupop shook her head and waved a paw.

 

Mog’s pompom poofed out. Not even an elder moogle remembered it ever being like this before.

 

Moogles and Narshe Humans had an agreement, one that had been in place for hundreds of years. It clearly stated they were to be informed about any change which could affect the lives of the Moogles.

 

Things like setting up an active checkpoint.

 

Umaro was right. The Narshe Humans were definitely doing something weird again. Mog was lucky Umaro thought to mention the odd monsters he had seen! Too bad he didn’t remember exactly where they were.

 

No matter; they would figure it out soon.

 

They all hoped it had been an oversight and not something more worrying. That they were just being jumpy because of that jerk, Ramuh, continuing to interrupt their sleep with talk of incoming war.

 

Either way, it had been good luck running into those humans! Them pointing out the issue was helpful, but mostly it was good to know that the One Who Fell was alright! Though why was she with the Rude Fluffy One?

 

At least the Gold One seemed to be tolerable, if… unusual.

 

That motion he did.

 

How had he known such an old sign for thanks?

 

Mog shook his head as he and the others turned to flutter away from the checkpoint. It didn’t matter, they had other problems.

 

One after the other the moogles ducked through the small passages high in the cave system. The humans never thought to block the paths they couldn’t use themselves.

 

Mog would know what was going on soon.

 

 

---

 

(Gau)

 

They had been here for so so long, and Gau had been trying so so hard, but he was still doing it wrong! He dug his toes and fingers into the warm dirt as he leaned forward, and nodded at the large black cat. This time he would watch her really really close and get it right!

 

The cat glanced back at Gau one more time before she turned towards a tree, crouched and jumped. Her sharp claws slashed along the bark leaving behind deep marks. She flicked her tail back and forth as she walked then sat down next to him curling her tail around her paws.

 

Gau grinned and closed his eyes slowly.

 

She blinked back at him with a soft purr.

 

Ready to try again, Gau matched the way she had crouched, took a big breath, and jumped. His hand slashed out and dug into the tree leaving new marks behind.

 

Gau went still.

 

The cat purred louder and licked the side of his head.

 

He had done the scratch right!!

 

He did it!

 

Gau bounced on his hands and toes.

 

He did it!!

 

“GAU!!” he yelled as he hopped on top of the biggest rock. “GAU!!”

 

Now, he was going to do it lots and lots till he was the best at it!

 

And-

 

A noise?!

 

Gau snapped his mouth shut, dropped down from the rock, got low, and went still.

 

What was noise? … Voices!

 

Voices meant people, and Gau was never sure about people…

 

The cat flicked her tail at his nose and dashed off to the side, only to stop and make an unhappy noise when he had not followed.

 

He waved her off, and she was gone.

 

Gau stayed low and moved fast along the rocks till he could peek out to where the sound was from.

 

It was a group from the lots of people place, the Mobliz. They moved slowly towards a group of monsters, then ran at them with their sharp shinies and their weird shiny rope blankets.

 

Why did they always have so many of the shiny things just to hunt? It was so much extra work! And there were so many people! More than he had fingers even!

 

The Mobliz people always did things so weird!

 

Once the monsters finally fell, the group wrapped them in blankets and threw rope around them. One of the people said something and slapped another on the shoulder.

 

The whole group smiled and laughed.

 

Gau tapped his fingers on the rocks and made a soft squeak. Maybe the reason they went together wasn’t for hunt help.

 

As they finished packing up and started to leave, Gau made one move forward then stopped dropped lower, and stayed hidden.

 

They split into two groups. The big one drug their hunt away, very loudly, while the smaller headed in a different direction.

 

Gau followed and watched.

 

The small group walked some, then stopped to look at a rock for a bit, and then left to… look at another rock.

 

It didn’t make sense.

 

Were they just going around to look at rocks?

 

Seemed like a silly thing to waste time on.

 

A rock was a rock.

 

Oh! Maybe they thought they were pretty!

 

Finally, they stopped in a nice shady spot surrounded by lots of rocks and sat under a tree. Laughing they pulled things from their packs.

 

One of them pulled out a bundle of paper he had seen before!

 

The tough meat!!

 

Gau hopped forward.

 

They had the tough meat! Someone had thrown Gau a piece once! It was so so yummy!

 

His tummy complained as he slowly moved closer. He stayed low until he was right on the edge of the rocks near them and shifted back and forth, his fingers tap, tapping.

 

Maybe… maybe these people would give Gau some this time too?

 

If he asked?

 

One of them lifted their head and looked right at him.

 

Gau stilled.

 

Run or forward?

 

Gau took a deep breath and hopped forward on the rock. “Gau!! Me Gau!”

 

They all stood up really fast.

 

“Gau! Have?” he asked pointing to the tough meat, then to his mouth.

 

One of them said something to the others Gau couldn’t understand, before grabbing his pack and backing out of the area.

 

Gau tilted his head, tapping his fingers on the rock and bouncing, bouncing. Why did they leave?

 

Pain smashed into the side of his head. He fell from the rock and more pain ran up his arm.

 

What?

 

Gau pushed himself up shaking his head.

 

What happened?

 

A snarled word made Gau spin to face the people. He sucked in a breath as the sharp shiny slashed at him. With a yelp Gau crab crawled out of the way.

 

The person yelled something else, spun to face Gau, and ran forward again.

 

Gau crouched low and whined.

 

Why?

 

The person with the sharp slashed down and Gau moved to the side, jumping and clawing he kicked the mean person away.

 

They landed with a thud and a groan on the ground, the others yelling and rushing over to them.

 

Gau clawed up the high rocks and away from their mad voices.

 

Tough meat wasn’t worth it!

 

Not hunting alone wasn’t worth it!

 

Humans weren’t worth it!

 

Gau rubbed the water from his eyes and ran.

 

 

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

The last wisps of cold wind nipped at Edgar’s fingers as he shut the back door of Arvis’ house. It was difficult to close the odd door with one hand, but his other was far too importantly occupied with keeping Terra tucked safely to his side. Banon had barely slowed before striding deeper into the building leaving Edgar to straighten up the books which had fallen over from their arrival.

 

Why anyone would use a bookcase for an entrance, he couldn’t fathom.

 

“Well, I, for one, am glad to be out of that cold!” Edgar said, as enthusiastically as he could manage while pulling back just enough to get a good look at Terra. “Are you feeling any better?”

 

“Yes, I think so,” she said so softly, her smile shaky, but present.

 

“Banon!” someone’s voice said from deeper inside the house. “I was getting worried! I heard-” The voice lowered too much to make out.

 

“Shall we?” Edgar asked as he pulled away and tipped his head towards the doorway.

 

Terra nodded, so he patted her once on the shoulder and turned to lead the way into the house proper.

 

“-just a few got in before they closed the gates,” a voice said as they rounded into a warmly lit sitting room. The older man continued talking to Banon with a shake of his head, “From what I understand, most who are being turned away have headed to Nikeah.” He paused, his eyes widening when he caught sight of them. “Oh!”

 

“Hello,” Edgar said as he came to a stop next to them. “I-”

 

“King Edgar!”  the man said. He made an odd noise as he shifted and gave a small awkward bow.

 

“Ah, yes, I am,” Edgar said, barely managing to hold back a sigh as he raised a hand to motion to Terra. “And of course-”

 

Oh, and Terra, too!”  the man said turning towards her with a soft smile.

 

Edgar valiantly swallowed back another sigh at the sheer lack of etiquette.

 

“Thank you for your help before, Arvis,” Terra said softly.

 

Well, at least someone confirmed who the man was quickly. Did commoners just not have a set way of making introductions? Not following basic decorum was ever so wrong footing.

 

“I don’t remember much, but I do remember you were kind,” she continued.

 

“Oh, you are doing so much better, aren't you,” Arvis said, a pleased smile softening his frown lines. “I have never seen anyone recover so well.” As he glanced towards Edgar, however, his expression tightened. “You seem tired. Perhaps it is best to get some rest?” he asked carefully, tacking on, “Sire,” at the end like he wasn’t sure if it should be there or not.

 

Edgar pushed back the annoyance of the whole conversation and nodded. “Indeed, it has been a long few days.”

 

Realistically, more like a long week.

 

Between the war’s escalation and concern over Sabin and Locke he had been bogged down by so much stress and worry, which there was nothing he could do to alleviate. He was ever so exhausted.

 

“I will show you to the guest room,” Arvis said turning and leading them down a hallway to the room at the end. “Hopefully this will work for you,” he said as he opened the door, and tacked on “Sire,” after an awkwardly long moment.

 

“There is no need for that,” Edgar said offhandedly as he stepped into the small bedroom. “This will work just fine.”

 

Thankfully, the room was far more comfortable than the one they had used in the Returners’ base. This one even had an actual nightstand.

 

Terra smiled at Arvis as she walked into the room and plopped onto the bed.

 

Arvis shifted and started to say something. Instead, he shook his head and seemingly settled on a strained, “Rest well.” He partly turned, paused, gave an even more awkward bow, and closed the door behind himself as he left.

 

“So…” Terra said with a small, slightly mischievous, smirk. “Play you 4 card for the bed.”

 

“Oh you are…” Edgar said as he turned fully towards her.

 

She sat on the bed swaying ever so slightly with her eyes half closed, her blinks longer than they should have been.

 

“You can have it tonight,” Edgar said gently. “We can play for it tomorrow.”

 

Terra’s smile softened into such a pleased and worryingly confident look.

 

Oh, he was never winning the bed.

 

Edgar shook his head with a huff of a laugh, before setting up his pallet on the other side of the room.

 

By the time he was done, Terra was already curled up under the blanket, her breathing even and deep.

 

He huffed out another amused breath, laid down, and stared into the dark.

 

The silence… ached.

 

Without the sound of rushing water, or a task to focus on, there was little to push away the worry about his people.

 

About Sabin… About Locke.

 

He was the King.

 

He should be doing something!

 

Not just-

 

He hissed out a breath as his chest tightened and his eyes burned.

 

Not wanting to stare at the dark ceiling, he turned his head and watched Terra sleep. Her face nestled safely into the pillow while the blanket shifted with every one of her soft breaths.

 

It was good she was resting. She needed the sleep. At least as much as she could get before the nightmares awoke her again. With his restless mind, there was no way he would be anything but awake for a long time yet.

 

Perhaps he should take a walk. Talk to Banon or Arvis, if they were still up. Maybe see if they had some tea.

 

It was so cold in Narshe; surely they would have tea.

 

Wouldn’t they?

 

He pushed himself out of his covers, consciously shifted his stance to quiet his steps, and slipped out the door, closing it softly behind him.

 

Not sure where he was going, he wandered back up the hallway and into the sitting room.

 

“-expecting Mads and Art to be with you,” Arvis’ voice drifted through the house just loud enough to be understood.

 

“They left before we did to try to draw the Empire away from the base,” Banon said a bit stiffly.

 

Edgar turned and headed towards the voices, and a soft fruity scent he rather hoped meant tea.

 

“But, Arvis! How do things stand here in Narshe? Any change since word about South Figaro?” Banon asked.

 

“Mostly the same as always,” Arvis answered sounding tired. “I've been talking to people around the city, tried to convince them to side with the Returners, but it's been almost no use so far. Most still think it has nothing to do with them, even with South Figaro having fallen to the Empire.”

 

Edgar jerked to a stop; pulled up short a breath away from the cracked open door.

 

South Figaro.

 

Fallen.

 

His people.

 

Locke.

 

“Of course, maybe with you and the king of Figaro here…”  Arvis trailed off. “How did you even end up with King Edgar, of all people?” Arvis said, sounding incredulous.

 

“He just showed up with Locke,” Banon said, voice lowered farther. “Apparently, we were not as cautious as we thought with the location.”

 

“Then the base was attacked. Odd coincidence,” Arvis said heavily.

 

“I was thinking the same thing. I doubt King Edgar had anything to do with it. Putting himself in this amount of danger would be pointless, but… we may have finally found out what Locke’s long term plan was.”

 

Edgar shifted his grip on his spear as anger flashed through his chest.

 

“Locke ran off as soon as we found out about the attack, while being shockingly rude to King Edgar. I doubt he is coming back after that,” Banon continued.

 

How dare they.

 

“So he probably sold everyone out to the Empire and bailed,” Arvis scoffed. “Guess we can’t be surprised.”

 

How dare they!

 

With a bang, the door slammed open from Edgar’s kick, and he strode into the room as the two men scrambled out of their seats. He held on to the last of his temper with a sheer force of will. “Care to try your words again?”

 

“Oh! King Edgar!” Banon exclaimed as he waved his hands at seemingly random. “Alright, let’s just stay calm. Alright?”

 

“Surely you know what Locke is,” Arvis said sarcastically, as he settled the weight on his toes and set his jaw. “Considering the timing, the man selling the Returners out, selling you out, is obvious!”

 

“It was only a matter of time before he did something like this,” Banon agreed almost gently.

 

Wrong answer.

 

Edgar’s hand twitched around his spear barely keeping himself from bringing it around at them. “Locke is many things, but a traitor is not one of them.”

 

“Denial will do nothing to help recover the situation!” Banon snapped out. “Just because you can’t fathom someone betraying you, doesn't mean that-”

 

“I can’t what!” Edgar exclaimed as a harsh laugh punched out of him. “My whole life has been nothing but betrayal since the day my father was murdered!” he said, barely keeping from yelling. “Locke is the most loyal man I have ever met! He may not be a good one, by your standards, but he at least tries! He at least picks a cause and puts every last thing he has behind it!”

 

Edgar swung his spear wide and forced himself to point it to the ground. “Is this why none of my attempts to work with the Returners have gone well!?” he continued when neither man bothered to say anything. “Do you expect your allies to be shiningly perfect?! No wonder you can’t get anyone to join!”

 

“Not perfect! But a thief!? With a known kill count!” Arvis yelled back.

 

“You were a soldier! Are you trying to tell me you haven't killed anyone?!”

 

“That is different!”

 

“Not from where I am standing!”

 

“Ok, wait, let’s calm down!” Banon interjected tightly.

 

“You wouldn’t see it as different, considering all the blood on your hands,” Arvis gritted out.

 

“I did what I thought I had to at the time!” Edgar said sharply.

 

“What you did to the last Chancellor, really, that was needed?!”

 

“He killed my father on orders from Gestahl!” Edgar yelled back.

 

Arvis jerked away.

 

“Father always called him his bestfri-…” his breath caught, “There is a reason I don’t have a dedicated Royal Guard any longer, after the last ones tried to kill me-… I-” his voice disintegrated as he was forced to trail off.

 

Edgar could remember playing through the castle together…

 

Moreover, he could still almost feel the blade sinking into his unprotected side.

 

“I-I…” Banon stuttered as he shifted on his feet. “Does the same extend to the… others?”

 

“Figaro was horribly infiltrated, completely compromised,” Edgar admitted as he swallowed back the old worn in pain. “Maybe I got some wrong…” He took a deep breath and steadied himself. “But I couldn’t risk it. There were too many traitors in Figaro. Once I felt I had the leeway, I started moving the ones I wasn’t positive about to South Figaro.” His mouth twisted as he finished bitterly, “as well as that turned out.”

 

“Alright,” Arvis said tightly. “Then how about you explain what the f-”

 

“Arvis,” Banon cut in sharply.

 

Edgar was far too tired for any of this.

 

And yet…

 

Edgar waved Banon off. “What?”

 

Arvis just gritted his teeth and said nothing.

 

“We can’t actually manage to work together, if we can’t even-!” Edgar blew out an angry breath cutting himself off. “Should I just guess then?” he added sarcastically.

 

“Your brother,” Arvis finally said. “Why would you do that to your brother?”

 

“Why I?” Edgar frowned, confused.

 

What was Arvis-

 

“Ah,” Edgar said with a hissed out breath and a sinking realization. “I really should have realized…”

 

“Oh, Sabin! I mentioned him before. He is… uh,” Banon trailed off with a vague motion towards Edgar.

 

“Yes… Sabin is my brother,” he said as a slow numbness crept up his back.

 

“What?” Arvis turned to Banon. “He isn’t dead?” he asked carefully.

 

“No,” Edgar said distantly. “My brother and I came to an agreement over the throne, and he left of his own volition. Once the rumors started about there having been an altercation, that I had gained the throne through… violent means, I realized it would be safer for Sabin to be presumed dead. Leaving him to make his way in the world however he chose, without the troubles of Figaro hanging over his head.”

 

“You supported the stories,” Arvis said, while leaning heavily against the table. “They were credible because you made them seem to be… on purpose.”

 

“I…” Edgar breathed slowly out. “It… did not cross my mind that any of the rumors would hinder working with actual allies. My only goal was to keep Sabin safely out of the considerations of Vector.”

 

How much had his oversight ruined?

 

“Locke isn’t a traitor,” Edgar reaffirmed. “He hates the Empire. He may not be from Kohlingen, but when the empire attacked, he had… family there.” He looked back and forth between the men. “The things he said before he left, was him trying to cheer me up. He will do whatever he can for South Figaro and meet us here.”

 

How much had their distrust destroyed?

 

Edgar rubbed his forehead as he added softly, “I trust him more than I will ever trust either of you.”

 

Both men shifted in the more than uncomfortable atmosphere.

 

It seemed lying in the dark and staring at the ceiling would have been better for his rushing thoughts.

 

Oh well; live, learn, and regret.

 

“If that clears things up,” Edgar said, hoping it was not obvious how desperately he did not want to continue this conversation.

 

They nodded.

 

“Excellent. Then goodnight Banon, Arvis.” Edgar turned sharply on his heel and stormed into the sitting room.

 

“I heard yelling.”

 

Terra’s gentle voice softened the sharp edges of his anger as he changed direction to where she shifted on her feet by the fire.

 

“Ah,” Edgar said as he tossed his arm over her shoulders and turned them both towards the bedroom. “Don’t worry my dear, just a bit of loud talking.”

 

She shook her head and leaned against him. “Sorry about your father,” she said softly when they were just outside of the guest room.

 

“As am I. He was a far better man than I could ever be.” He smiled down at her as they entered the room. “Sabin is a lot like him.”

 

 

---

 

 

(Sabin)

 

Night was just settling in around the last of the horizon, while stars twinkled into their places in the sky. Sabin rotated the skewers over the campfire, making it pop and sizzle with the scent of cooked meat.

 

Two sets of sharp eyes watched his every move.

 

Shadow sat back next to his dog; both prickly and quiet dark shapes even the warm light of the fire couldn’t properly illuminate.

 

Sabin didn’t get it. The guy obviously didn’t like, or maybe it was didn’t trust, people. He didn’t like chatting, or even seem to want anyone around at all.

 

Yet… had offered to show Sabin the way to Doma for seemingly no reason, and even for no pay.

 

From everything he had heard of the guy, this was not what he had expected. Shadow did not seem like the type to just help someone out.

 

However, rumors were far from reliable. He just had to look at the ones about Edgar and him to know how far away from the truth they could veer!

 

Edgar had always been the one with the mind for navigating the indirect intentions and underhanded maneuvering of people. It was why he was a far better choice for King than Sabin could ever be.

 

Sabin would just have to see what would happen and do his best with it.

 

Besides, you can tell a lot about a person by looking at their pets. Shadow’s dog was a cute but grumpy good boy. His shiny coat had no mats or tangles, he had a solid weight on his bones, and he was not scared of Shadow in the least.

 

Sabin had no idea why Shadow had named such a good puppy, Death.

 

Shadow and Death.

 

They were weird names, but did go well together.

 

Sabin leaned forward, plucked up one of the skewers, pulled off a not quite done piece of meat, shook his head, and placed the stick back over the fire.

 

“Doesn’t it look yummy?” he asked while waving the chunk back and forth. “Yea, yummy snack for puppy!”

 

All he got in response was a growl.

 

It was a quieter growl, so he would call it progress!

 

He tossed the meat next to the dog, with a soft, “Here buddy!”

 

Death looked down at the meat then up at Shadow, who sighed and nodded. Death lunged forward and snapped up the chunk of meat with a tail twitch.

 

“Stop trying to bribe the dog,” Shadow grumbled.

 

“Aww, come on! I just want to give him ear scratches!” Sabin said with a sigh, as he leaned back, tugged his pack towards him and pulled out two of the fruit he had found earlier. “Or at least get growled at less?”

 

Shadow scoffed.

 

With a grin, Sabin tossed one of the fruit over to Shadow and bit into the other.

 

Shadow caught it and narrowed his eyes.

 

Sabin just took another bite and grinned bigger.

 

Slowly, Shadow pulled out a knife, cut the fruit into slices, and ate them while glaring at Sabin the whole time.

 

Success!

 

Plan ‘Bribe The Grumpy Ones With Food’ has made progress!

 

Though Sabin doubted there was any chance of Shadow wanting ear scratches. 

 

But what did he know?

 

He had just met the guy.

 

 

Notes:

WARNINGS Spoiler-ish!

An Empire soldier fires a Magitek armor at a random woman, she is hurt but alive.

Terra really does not like being in Narshe, it brings up some memories of the last time she was there. It vague and doesn't really show much on page, mostly it is the impression of what images and such are haunting her.

Fantasy racism/ableism: Banon is rather an ass to Mog and the other moogles because he was under the impression they were not smart enough to bother with.

Gau has a run in with some people who end up attacking him for seemingly no reason. He is fine, just banged up a bit.

Edgar brings up how his father was killed, this has betrayal mentioned in it as well.

I finally finished the picture :D Haunting Trauma of Narshe ... Terra is not having a fun time.

(this is where i would put the art... if i had one... hopefully the new computer will be easier to use and i can actually get the picture haunting my brain done. lol)

 

My rambles and rants (Spoiler-ish)

I have whole SCENES on what happened when the traitor tried to kill Edgar. They are scrawled in notebooks and on note apps. I may end up writing it in like a side stories section later? Some of it will come up in book two, but i doubt it will go much into detail. If i was writing a Original Fiction i just know an editor would smack me for the number of questions opened in book one and not answered till book two. But... it is kinda the fault of the way the source material is formatted, there is only so many things i can close out in a book that is formed of one third of a game not meant to be broken this way.

I have several parts i have pulled out or have written that i know will never be in any of the main story books that i think would be interesting to write. There is also a whole thing about how Locke and Edgar met in this version of the story that i think is both funny and honestly really tragic. I also have this idea for some shorts from the chocobo's perspectives, what happened with Vargas, the whole piece with getting the children from South Figaro, and a subplot that i mostly cut later on in Mobliz. Eh will see how i feel about writing them once i finish the project. Or maybe i will use them as a break when i am stuck on something.

i am posting this so much later than i wanted because monday ended up being rather busy. with the changes in my schedule i may have to move my posting day to a different day of the week, but for now i will keep aiming for monday.

Chapter 17: All it Takes for Evil to Win is for Good to Step Aside

Summary:

Locke spends more time at the 'Cafe' than he would like while trying to get information.

Arvis really wants to punch someone... even though it wouldn't help.

Cyan is having a nice day all things considered.

and unfortunately, so is Kefka.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Bar/Alcohol

Light issues of a kid not being in the best home situation.

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons yall are a huge help on getting these to make since!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 17: All it Takes for Evil to Win is for Good to Step Aside

 

 

(Locke)

 

The flames crackled softly within the sitting room as Locke stopped at the entrance and adjusted his new military coat to sit better on his shoulders. He waited until Elinor had leaned back from moving a log in the fireplace with the poker before he stepped into the room and said, “Check out what I got a hold of!”

 

Elinor turned towards him and froze, her hand tightening around the poker. A moment passed as she glared at him before her shoulders relaxed. “You,” she hissed out.

 

“What? Don’t you like my fancy new outfit?” he asked with a pout as he plopped the ugly green helmet on his head, held out his arms, and did a little spin.

 

“Do I want to know how you got an Empire uniform?” she asked with a huff while slowly planting her hand against the stone fireplace and standing.

 

“Depends…” he replied carefully, “how do you feel about soldiers who like to beat up kids.”

 

“Will they be able to continue?” she asked as she limped over to her chair and let herself plop into it with a tight sigh.

 

“No,” Locke said flatly.

 

“Good.”

 

“They’re a bit too large, but he didn’t charge!”  Locke said, cutting through the somber mood.

 

Elinor looked at him flatly, grabbed the pillow from under her arm and threw it at him.

 

He let it smack him in the face. With an exaggerated flail he collapsed to the ground and whined, “How dare!” as he pointed up at her. “You attacked an Empire Soldier! You can be arrested for that!”

 

She sighed exasperatedly through an amused smile. “I am starting to think you are more the King’s jester than anything else.”

 

With a shrug, Locke rolled himself back to his feet. “I am a man of many talents,” he admitted as he tossed the pillow back to her. “Anyway,” he took off the helmet before continuing, “I talked to the Relic guy. He said he would come over to talk to you tomorrow night sometime to set everything up.”

 

“I see. You got plans for the evening?”

 

“Yup! Gonna see what ‘fun’ things I can get Empire Soldiers to spill.”

 

“Good luck. Try not to annoy too many people into fights.”

 

Locke laughed, waving off her ‘concern’ as he left.

 

It wasn’t long before he was standing across the street from the bar, staring at the fresh damage scarred into it. Part of the sign was missing. The last letter of the name ‘Cafe’ completely gone, the gash lining up with the matching gouge carved deep into the wall behind it.

 

Locke adjusted the horribly uncomfortable helmet with a sigh, straightened his posture to Empire regulation, and headed inside the newly dubbed ‘The Caf.’

 

Loud indistinct noise and the sharp scent of alcohol slammed him in the face as soon as he opened the door. Glass crunched under his boots as he passed by large chunks of what was probably once a table.

 

Across the room a sudden screech of chairs and voices cut through the rumble. Two soldiers, swaying on their feet, squared off, their yelling formed of more loud sounds than understandable words. One of the few employees rushed over to them with a teetering tray of drinks and slid it onto the table while pleading with them to calm down. The new round distracted the soldiers,and their noise dropped back into the rest of the indistinct drunken nonsense.

 

Before the Empire, ‘The Cafe’ used to be the best bar in town.

 

As Locke wove through the crowd, listening, watching, and lightening pockets, he took stock of the most promising marks the place had to offer.

 

At a table near the bar, a man slammed his cards down as the woman who sat across from him grinned and slid the pile of coins to herself. She shared a look with the man next to her, who then collected the cards and ‘shuffled’ them while clumsily slipping a card to the bottom of the deck.

 

Locke directed his course away from the brewing fight.

 

Loud cheers echoed from a group of soldiers at a table in the corner. They all grinned and laughed as they told stories with wide hand movements and sloshed drinks.

 

Perfect, a table of happy drunks.

 

With his targets decided, Locke headed towards the bar and ordered a bunch of random drinks.

 

The tight-eyed worker behind the counter quickly poured them and filled a tray; their expression twitching in anger as someone screamed from further down the bar for a refill.

 

Locke forcibly bit back everything he would rather do, and added some extra Gil for the poor employee as he slid the coins across the counter.

 

Tray balanced in his hands, he slipped between staggering soldiers and headed over to his fresh marks. Once he got close, he shifted his grip to let him sway without losing any of the glasses and stumbled the last few steps. “I brought drinks!” Locke said too loudly, shoving as much hopeful happiness into the words as he could. The cups clanked against each other as he all but dropped the tray on the table.

 

“Thanks, little dude!” One of the men yelled as he patted Locke repeatedly on the back, making him stumble. “You're ok for a greenie!”

 

“Hear, hear!” the others agreed.

 

One woman kicked out a chair for him with a happy, “Sit, sit.” The glint in her eyes made it obvious she was planning to make him pay for more rounds.

 

Which was fine by him, he had lifted the coin anyway.

 

“Yea, as I was saying, never a dull moment… I guess, one of them huffed. “Still, it is nearly time for my shift to guard the passage under the big mansion… Oh, it is so much walking… life is tough…” he whined while grabbing a new drink and chugging half of it.

 

“You had best hope no one checks to see if you’re drunk!”

 

“Oh, come on! It isn’t like it matters if he is anyway; what is going to happen? Thanks to our informer and that passage, this town fell instantly!”

 

Locke forced the smile to stay plastered to his face as he joined in with the shouts of, “To the passage!” They clinked their cups together; dark liquid splashed across the table.

 

They were marks, not targets.

 

Locke would not stab them.

 

Yet.

 

“Oh hey, you know, I heard there are actually two secret tunnels under the rich man's house,”  one of the women slurred. “Not just the one that leads out of town, but also another! Supposedly, the other connects to one of these houses…”

 

“Huh? Weird, I’ve never seen it. You sure?”

 

She shrugged.

 

“Oh! Did you hear-” the taller woman started, then stopped, looked around, and leaned forward. “Did you hear about General Celes?” she whispered in a voice that was almost below normal talking volume.

 

“I heard she got into an argument, or something, with Kefka earlier?”

 

“Yea! I was nearby when it happened. I only saw the tail end, so I can’t be sure what set off the whole thing.” She leaned back and glanced around again before continuing, “I don’t know how far this information has spread yet.”

 

“Well, I hadn't heard anything about it!”

 

“So, what happened?” Locke redirected.

 

“Like I said I only saw the end of the fight. Kefka was cackling, of course, but General Celes…” the woman shook her head. “She was so mad; said some things too. Things she probably… shouldn’t have said.”

 

“Oh, come on, stop ramping up the suspense! Tell us already!” one of the men slurred out with a laugh.

 

“It is just… I am not sure ‘General’ is accurate anymore.”

 

One of them choked out a quiet, “What,” as everyone at the table went silent and still.

 

“The things she said… they were treason,” she paused to take a gulp of her drink, “I don't know why she would…”

 

I had heard they grabbed a famous general who turned traitor! I thought people were just messin’ around!”

 

She shook her head as she continued, “Kefka was doing that singsong voice he does saying ‘oh, oh, that is treason, Emperor won’t like that, oh no, oh no’ and just kept… laughing. I think she's locked up somewhere in this town.

 

“What did she say!?”

 

“I couldn’t hear all of it, but it had to do with Doma… I just don’t know.”

 

“Kefka had to of baited her.”

 

“Probably… Wait! He isn't taking over, is he!?” the other woman asked with wide eyes.

 

“No, I don’t think so. Command was always going to be transferred from Gen-” the tall man paused and made a face, “General Celes to someone lower ranked eventually. This’ll just speed up the process.”

 

They all nodded with wide eyes and sipped on their drinks in silence.

 

Well, talk about unexpected information.

 

Question was if the whole thing was an opportunity… or bait.

 

Either way he would have to check the situation out.

 

“I think we need another round of drinks after that discussion,” Locke said, as he stumbled to his feet and made sure to trip over the chair leg.

 

They all cheered.

 

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

The sun streamed golden over the castle walls; the air comfortably cool and morning damp. Even with all the danger looming beyond the safety of Doma Castle, it was nice to be able to push away the dread for a while and focus on… gentler concerns.

 

Cyan circled Owain checking over his hand positions. “Now try it,” he said gently.

 

Owain swung his wooden practice sword down in a clear arch against the target, ending the move cleanly but with a child’s unsteady hand. He turned his large grin up to Cyan as he exclaimed, “Did I get it, Papa?!”

 

“Very good job. Thou shalt be a master of the move in no time,” Cyan said proudly as he patted his son on the shoulder. Realistically, it would be a good many years, but such a strike was far beyond most ten year olds. “Try it again.”

 

Owain nodded and scrunched his expression into his ‘most serious’ face as he put all his focus on the training dummy. He set his feet, double checked his hands, took a deep breath and brought the sword around in another solid strike. Eager eyes immediately turned up to Cyan.

 

“Good.” He chuckled and patted his boy on the shoulder. “Again.”

 

Strike after strike, Cyan watched and redirected as needed.

 

His little boy was growing up so fast, it would be no time at all before he would be in training, then eventually become a Knight.

 

Cyan rolled his shoulders and blew out a controlled breath.

 

He could only hope things would be peaceful by then.

 

Between the soft splash of water dripping off the leaves and the thuds of his son’s practice sword on the dummy, Cyan’s shoulders slowly unwound.

 

Owain set his feet for the next strike and took position with drooping arms.

 

Cyan reached out to correct him but paused and snapped his attention to the Sentry waving to him from near the wall.

 

They cringed and smiled apologetically while mouthing, ‘King sent for you.’

 

Wooden practice sword thudded against the dummy.

 

Cyan dipped his head to the Sentry in acknowledgment, then turned back to Owain, who was setting up for another strike. “Little Sir,” he said as he wrapped his hand around the wooden blade, catching it with a soft smile. “I think thou hast done enough for today.”

 

“Awww, but Papa,” he whined through shortened breaths. “I can do more!”

 

“I have no doubt. However, I am required back at my post.”

 

“But, do you have to go now?” he asked as his foot scuffed out against a loose rock. The stone skipped along the path and splashed into a waterway.

 

Cyan crouched down and placed his hands on his son’s shoulders. “There art important tasks I must attend to in order to keep the kingdom safe, to keep thee safe.”

 

“I know… But they can’t get in,” Owain said, far too certain. “And even if they figure something out, you shall stop them!” He looked up at Cyan, all the solid faith of childhood shining in his eyes.

 

“Indeed,” Cyan said with a soft smile and pain in his heart.

 

“So, can’t someone else stand around watching? We haven’t gone fishing in forever!” Owain said, stomping his foot.

 

Cyan sighed. “I, too, would like to spend time fishing with thee,” he admitted softly. “But thy safety is more important than any time we could spend together.”

 

“But…” his son pouted, his fingers spinning Elayne’s Prayer Beads around his tiny wrist. “It’s not fair…”

 

“Unfortunately, many things in life art unfair,” he said as he stood and held out his hand. “We must strive to improve everything we can, but there shall always be obstacles we can not fix. Pain which shall always linger.”

 

With his son’s tiny hand wrapped safely in his, he led them back towards their rooms.

 

Owain’s face scrunched up in thought as they walked. Once they were almost home, he nodded to himself. “Well, I will fix it! All of it! Then everyone shall be happy!” he declared like the gentle child he was.

 

“I look forward to it,” Cyan vowed solemnly as he opened the door to their home and watched his boy dash inside yelling for his mother.

 

The young had so much faith in things always turning out right in the end.

 

Perhaps it was their fault for raising him on stories where if you were good and persevere, never backed down, and just kept fighting, you would eventually win. There was some truth to it, of course, for if you give up then there really would be no chance for victory.

 

Yet, the tales were always such idealized versions.

 

Cyan shut the door and turned towards the throne room.

 

Real war was always so messy; so unpredictable.

 

So bloody.

 

Even in victory.

 

Cyan could only hope his sweet Owain would never have to see such horror.

 

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

With a quick rhythmic knock, Locke slipped through the side door and latched it behind him. “Elinor, it’s me,” he called quietly as he moved towards the clanging in the kitchen.

 

He peeked his head around the entry and paused to watch Elinor as she sliced through a root vegetable in quick strokes. Once it was all cut up, she scooped up the even dices and plopped them into a small bowl. Setting it aside, she reached out, picked up a pan, and moved towards the stove.

 

“Elinor,” he said again.

 

Iron rang against the counter as she jumped. “You are far too quiet!” she huffed while waving the pan at him.

 

“Sorry,” Locke lied as he took a step back. It was probably a good thing he had changed back into the merchant's outfit. That pan would have definitely gone for his head if he hadn’t. “When I was out, I heard a… weird story about General Celes turning traitor and being held somewhere in the city.”

 

“What!?” Elinor carefully set down the pan, her face creasing into a frown. “Sounds like a trap to me.”

 

“I was thinking the same,” he said, leaning back against the wall across from her. “Still, I want to look into it. Also, do you happen to know anything about passages under the new Empire base?”

 

“No… But I think I know who would.” Quickly she stored away the food, led him through the streets, and up to a very familiar house.

 

“Here?” he asked as they walked towards the front porch.

 

Elinor nodded and knocked. “Pete used to work for them… before.”

 

The door swung open, and Andy looked confusedly up at them. “Didn’t you just leave?” he asked as he stepped aside and closed the door behind them. “Did you forget something?”

 

“We came to see Pete,” Elinor said with a soft laugh. “Can we talk to him?”

 

“Yea, I guess, if you want.” Andy shifted and looked away. “But, you ain’t gonna have much of a talk… grandpa is… well…” he trailed off as he glanced up at Locke out of the corner of his eye, then down at his sleeve, picking at the seam.

 

Elinor closed her eyes with a sigh. “He took up drinking again, didn’t he?”

 

Andy nodded, not taking his eyes off the loose string between his fingers. “My grandpa used to be a servant for the richest family in town. But… now he ain’t been sober since the Empire showed up,” he muttered as he turned and led them deeper into the house.

 

The further they went the louder the clinks of glass and the thicker the smell of stale alcohol became. They rounded a corner into what was probably once a respectably kept office, but now had more books face down on the ground than were on the shelves. Both the discarded papers strewn about, and the man half slumped over the desk, were crunched and crumpled from dried liquor.

 

After everything that had happened to South Figaro, Locke couldn’t really blame the guy for dropping back into the bottle.

 

“Pete, we need to talk to you,” Elinor said, her mouth pinched into a straight line; her hand tightening around her cane.

 

“Hello Eli,” Pete said as he swayed and raised his head, once he was looking at them, his smile twitched into a frown. “I don't like strangers,” he slurred, glaring in Locke’s general direction.

 

Elinor sighed, straightened her shoulders and strode to Pete’s side. “My friend needs to know about the secret passage to your old employer’s house.”

 

“Surely there is something you can tell me?” Locke added with his best charming grin.

 

“Yea, there is one,” Pete slurred. “They ’spect me to get there anytime. Not anymore, though.” He leaned sideways in his chair. “You a merchant?”

 

“Of course!” Locke tossed his hands out to the side showing off the pack and robe.

 

“Meh!” Pete scoffed with an uncoordinated flail of his hand. “What?! No cider?! Bring me some cider, and maybe I'll talk to you.” His laugh was sharp as he slapped the desk. The empty bottles rolled and rung together then tumbled to the ground, Pete listing to the side after them.

 

Andy lunged forward and caught him before he could slam his pickled head on the floor.

 

“A drink,” Elinor said incredulously. “This is important!”

 

With some grumbled words, Pete pushed Andy away.

 

The kid flinched and rushed out of the room.

 

Well, maybe Locke could blame the guy a bit.

 

“Sure, whatever. Like any of it matters anymore.” Pete reached out, grabbing at one of the bottles on the table, and missed. He stared at his empty hand like he was confused about where the bottle had gone. On his second attempt he managed to pick one up, but quickly slammed it back down when he realized there was nothing inside. “You! Merchant! Shoo, shoo, go away, you useless man, and bring me back something to drink!”

 

Locke sighed through gritted teeth, turned on his heel, and slipped out of the room.

 

“See, told you.” Andy’s soft words drifted from his hunched form by the wall.

 

“I hate to ask you this, but what kind of cider does your grandpa like?”

 

“Depends.” He cringed. “Why do you want it?”

 

Locke hesitated. “I want to trade it for the information I need to know.”

 

“Oh.” He nodded, his expression dark and tight. “Then Gold List is your best bet. It’s expensive, though.”

 

“Alright, thanks, kid.”

 

Andy just scowled and picked at his unraveling sleeve.

 

Locke sighed, turned, and left out the back door.

 

It was a quick trip back to ‘The Cafe.’

 

Little about the place had actually changed in the short amount of time since his last visit. At most it was maybe a small amount less busy in the mornings. Yet, still, a table of extremely drunk Empire Soldiers were yelling about… fish? Maybe?

 

Locke shook his head and crossed the room to the bar. Unlike last time, when he was in Empire Recruit Green, the bartender didn’t tense up as Locke approached. “You wouldn't happen to have a bottle of Gold List you’d be willing to sell me, would ya?” he asked, leaning against the counter.

 

“Sorry, we don’t have any left.”

 

“Do you know who would?”

 

“Maybe…” The man leaned his hip against the inside of the bar and wiggled his fingers, palm up.

 

Locke laughed and slid a few Figs across the counter.

 

The bartender’s hand flashed out, scooped up the coins and shoved them into his pocket. “Watch the Figs-” he cut himself off as his eyes darted around the room. After a moment he sighed and crossed his arms on the bar. “Down the stairs are rentable storage rooms. Try the guy in the last room on the right, he bought our stock out a couple days ago. Just…” He lowered his voice to barely understandable over the drunken noise, “Be careful, and don’t bother trying to pay in Figs. The guy is a bit… Well, let’s just say he is happily making a profit off of… events,” he finished, his face twisted with disgust.

 

“Thank you for the information.” With a sharp grin, Locke slid a few more coins, this time Gil, across the counter before heading down the stairs to talk to the…guy.

 

As he descended, the sounds of the bar above became increasingly muted, until he could only make out the slight impression of drunken yelling. Quickly, he made his way down the hall and passed all the same looking closed doors with their interesting possibilities.

 

Locke sighed.

 

He was on a task, it was not the time for treasure hunting.

 

Once he reached the last door he knocked and called out, “Hey, I am looking to buy some cider. Guy up top said you may be willing to sell a bottle?”

 

The door creaked open just enough for a man to peek out. He looked Locke over for a moment before huffing out a dismissive laugh. “Right. What kind and how much you offering? I don’t deal in the cheap swill if that is what you are looking for.”

 

“A bottle of Gold List, if you have it.” Locke was a professional, and it was the only reason he managed to keep his smile in place. “1500 Gil seems fair.”

 

If ‘fair’ meant way overpriced.

 

The man scoffed. “Yea, I got a crate of Gold List. But bottles are worth a lot more than that in this economy. 4200 Gil a bottle.”

 

“Really driving up the price huh?”

 

For that much, Locke could get a couple of nice knives and still have a good bit left over.

 

“Law of supply and demand.” The man moved back into the room and leaned against the table. “The Empire may be a bit troublesome, but they are very, very good for profit.”

 

“Bit of a body count, though,” Locke said while being careful to keep his hand away from his knife.

 

“Just the riffraff,” the merchant said flippantly. “Not any problem of mine if they were too stupid to bend things to their advantage.”

 

Maybe Locke should stab him. “I am willing to go 3000 Gil.”

 

The man laughed. “This isn't a haggle, boy. You take it or leave it. I can find someone who will pay proper price.”

 

“Ok, how about I just take it then.” Locke let his grin sharpen.

 

The man stood up straight. “Hey! You didn’t intend to buy it at all! You just came to steal my cider, didn’t you?”  he snarled out.

 

“I did try to play nice.”

 

You dirty little thief!”  the man wrapped his hand around the hilt of his sword. “Try it! I will knock you down and give you to the soldiers to play with.”

 

Locke tilted his head at the man’s unsteady grip on his sheathed sword. “I don’t think you understand the situation you’re in.”

 

The merchant scoffed.

 

It was the last thing the man ever did.

 

 

---

 

(Arvis)

 

Like most parts of Narshe’s cave system, the little carved out room was bitingly cold.

 

Unlike most of them, this one had a fancy desk, nice chairs and a solid door.

 

It was also filled with stubborn people.

 

“The atrocities the Empire commits cannot be overlooked!” Arvis insisted, yet again.

 

“Atrocities.” Mical scoffed from where she leaned her hip against the desk. “Must you always be so dramatic? So what if they deal with their adversaries harshly, stop trying to be their enemy and it will not be your problem.”

 

“That’s not-”

 

“Look,” Haroun cut in, the paperwork in his hand popped as he thrust it at Arvis. “Sales to Vector have been our biggest points of profit over the last fifteen years. Their money coming into the economy has done great things for Narshe. We can’t justify cutting them off just because of a bit of war we are not even involved in.”

 

Arvis slowly breathed out and bit back the first cutting thing which wanted to slam out of his mouth. He took a careful breath before trying again, “We have already become targets. If we do nothing, they will decide there is no point in paying if they can just take it.”

 

“Like all of that wasn’t your fault to begin with!” Mical snapped.

 

“My fault! I had nothing to do with it!”

 

“Yes, you did! If you and the rest of your rabble-rousers would just get with the program, the Empire would have no reason to bother us!”

 

“That is not how this works!” Arvis snapped as he shoved himself out of the chair. “They want power! They are not-”

 

“Ok!” Haroun yelled. “If this is just going to descend into screaming, I think we are out of things to talk about!”

 

Arvis grit his teeth. “Our standing with Vector will continue to degrade from here.”

 

“The grief for your wife has made you paranoid,” Mical said, her lip quirking up into a smirk when Arvis flinched.

 

“Elder Mical,” Haroun reprimanded.

 

She put her hands up as if her own words were not her problem.

 

Haroun sighed. “If there is nothing new?” When he got no response he motioned to the door. “Then good day, Arvis.”

 

Arvis ground his teeth and walked out of Haroun’s office with a, “Good day, Elders Haroun, Mical,” which he put as much courtesy into as he could muster.

 

It wasn’t much.

 

The walk back to his house passed in a blur of racing thoughts and simmering anger.

 

Arvis yanked open his front door and slammed it behind him with his shoulder. Still leaning against it, he knocked his head a couple of times against the wood.

 

“Well,” Banon said as he stepped into the entryway. “I am guessing you were unsuccessful?”

 

Arvis shoved himself straight, and roughly pulled at his coat till he got it off and hung up on the rack. “The town's Elder Council is still fiercely dedicated to remaining neutral! At this point, I am completely out of ideas on how to convince them!”

 

King Edgar paused near the door, leaning on that ridiculous spear he always had with him like a safety blanket; as if he would even know how to use it for anything other than posturing.

 

Arvis scoffed as he unwound his scarf and tossed it in the general direction of a hook. “More people are going to pointlessly die from their stubborn adherence to the idea of neutrality! And they can’t even see it!”

 

As he yanked off his boots and tossed them in the corner, he continued to rant in bit out words, “They are convinced pandering and scraping will save us!” He slammed his feet into house shoes then paused as Terra held her hand out to him with two bright blue buttons sitting in her palm.

 

With a sigh, Arvis plucked them up and placed them in his coat pocket to sew back on later. “Great, one more thing to deal with.” Sharply shaking his head, he straightened and marched towards the kitchen. “Tea. I need tea.”

 

Kettle set to heat, he collapsed into a chair at the table and buried his head into his hands. “I am fairly sure, at this point, I have lost most of the goodwill I had going for me before,” he admitted in a harsh whisper.

 

“So, we may only get one more chance to meet up with them,” King Edgar said, stating the obvious as he sat down across from Arvis. “We had better make it count.”

 

Terra quietly took the chair between them.

 

“If nothing changes, I doubt the conversations will end any different,” Banon said as he set down some cups on the table.

 

Arvis snapped his head up and glared at Banon. The chair scraped along the ground as Arvis stood and turned to continue making tea. When Banon tried to follow, he very sharply waved him back to the table.

 

How are the townspeople fairing?” King Edgar asked after a moment.

 

“Everyone's been at least a little on edge since the esper was discovered,” Arvis said as he placed his favorite simple spice cookies on a tray. “No one was particularly comfortable with finding something like that. Then, after the attack, well,” he shook his head, “a lot of people were panicking.”

 

“Do you think there is enough unrest to get the general population to support joining the fight?” King Edgar asked as he laced his fingers together, his expression cold and calculating. “If we can get the people behind us, it may sway the council.”

 

“Some would agree, I am sure.” The tray of cookies made a loud clack as Arvis set it down harder than he meant to. “But the council has reassured most of the city that the attack was not what it looked like, and we are all safe as long as we continue to stay out of it.”

 

Arvis shook his head as he went through the tins of tea, finally settling on one with a strong, warm spice and relaxing sweet flowers. He ran his fingers over the painting of joyful moogles on the side of his favorite pot and added two large scoops of leaves.

 

“We may need to use your sway as King of Figaro,” Banon said carefully.

 

“Let’s leave such a drastic move for a bit later.” King Edgar shook his head with an odd expression on his face. “My being in the city bends some treaty points and could be a problem depending on how the Narshe Council chooses to react to it.”

 

“You did not think to mention the treaty before this!” Banon snapped as he leaned forward, scowl sharp.

 

“There are emergency exceptions,” King Edgar said, waving off the concern. “I did say I was here on behalf of the Figaro Crown at the gate but was ignored. So as long as they want to keep the treaties with Figaro, there should be no large problems once it is cleared up.”

 

“I am not following your issue with the idea, then,” Arvis said as he poured the hot water into the teapot and set it down to steep.

 

“Ah.” King Edgar frowned as he glanced around the table. “My being here, rather unprotected, could be used as leverage if they decide the alliance with Figaro is less beneficial than staying on the Empire’s good side.”

 

“A bit paranoid, don’t you think?” Arvis asked slowly.

 

“A bit…” King Edgar repeated with a furrow of his brow. “Ah, No.”

 

Arvis wasn’t sure what other response he expected. Of course, a man who carries a spear around all the time wouldn’t think he was being overly cautious.

 

“You think so little of the council? As aggravating as they are being, their concern is for keeping treaties, not breaking them,” Arvis reminded him while taking a seat.

 

“Are you saying you can be completely certain there is no one working for the Empire in positions of authority in Narshe?” King Edgar scoffed.

 

“I- No… that’s not-” Arvis snapped his mouth closed and blew out a breath.

 

Dacket had mentioned some things going on lately…

 

Still.

 

“The council’s only concern is the good of Narshe.” The tea leaves released a burst of fragrant steam as Arvis pulled them from the pot and set them aside. “We obviously disagree on what actions should be taken, but that doesn’t change the fact that they are good people doing their best.”

 

“And if the wrong person had their ear?” King Edgar said condescendingly.

 

“We can’t worry about that.” Warmth curled up in sweet scented clouds as Arvis poured them each tea. “There is no choice. If they are going to be in the fight with us, we will have to trust them. The Returners are already spread so thin…” He sighed as he cradled the warm cup in his hands. “What we really need is more allies.”

 

“Right…” King Edgar watched him for a moment before turning his attention to his tea and taking a sip.

 

“Since we believe Terra may be able to help us get answers to our questions about the esper,” Banon said cutting through the tension. “Then, hopefully, she can talk to them and get them to side with us. Their power may be enough to tip the scales in our favor. Of course, you are our only hope of reaching out to that esper,” he finished, tipping his head towards Terra.

 

Terra stilled, nodded once, then went back to sipping her tea.

 

Well, the townspeople are still quite curious about it as well,” Arvis said as he dipped a cookie in his tea and took a bite, enjoying the burst of sweet spice. “I think if we approach them in the right way, there's a good chance they'll agree to let her see it. Everyone has been really nervous about it after what happened with the soldiers.”

 

“What did happen?” Terra asked softly. “I still don’t remember anything…”

 

“I am sorry,” Arvis said gently as he turned towards her. “No one actually saw, and everyone is keeping their distance, not wanting to be the one to find out first-hand.”

 

“Oh…” Terra frowned as she nibbled on a cookie.

 

King Edgar picked up a cookie and scowled as he rotated it between his fingers.

 

Arvis narrowed his eyes. If the man had a problem with the snacks he had best keep it to himself.

 

“Speaking of allies,” King Edgar said. “I need to talk to King Doma as soon as possible.”

 

“Doma?” Arvis twitched at the unexpected conversation direction. “Why Doma?”

 

Edgar paused, then set his tea down. “Please tell me you have actually been talking to Doma about the war with Vector.”

 

“They keep to themselves,” Banon said slowly. “We had a base trying to convince them to join, but they didn’t have any luck.”

 

“You haven’t been…” King Edgar rubbed his eyes and hissed out a heavy breath. “Doma has been opposing Vector for years now, though due to many circumstances, it hasn’t broken into all out war. They tend to lean heavily into not starting or escalating conflicts, so their military power ends up being underestimated.” He paused and looked between them, his back straight, eyes sharp, and fingers intertwined. “As important as getting Narshe in on the fight is, it will be Doma’s strength which will make the difference between victory and defeat.”

 

There was something about the way he said it…

 

“We need Doma,” King Edgar repeated.

 

Arvis believed him.

 

 

---

 

(Kefka)

 

The Empire base near Doma buzzed with brown-clad aggravations.

 

“Out of the way!” Kefka snapped as he shoved one of the pests aside.

 

The fool stumbled and landed in the sand, then had the audacity to glare at Kefka, like it wasn’t their own fault for standing there!

 

Granted, getting covered in sand was the worst, but it wouldn’t have happened if they weren’t such a useless lump. Or if Leo the Loser hadn’t done whatever horrible thing he did to make the ground be covered in sand.

 

Sand!

 

Tiny, gritty, little-

 

Kefka made a high pitched noise in annoyance.

 

Then the boorish man put all of these same looking beige tents on it.

 

Gross!

 

Horrible!

 

The Worst!

 

“You!” Kefka yelled at a random soldier standing around doing nothing. “Where do deliveries get made!”

 

“Kefka, sir!” the woman saluted. “The mail tent is over on-”

 

“Just show me!”

 

“Yes, sir!” She turned and rushed off towards one of the annoying, boring, nothing different about them tents. “Here, sir!”

 

“Yes, good, go away,” he dismissed. The flap gave a pleasant little thwack against the side of the tent as he shoved it away from the entrance. “I have a delivery to pick up. Go get it!” he ordered the man inside.

 

The woman behind him blubbered some inane thing as the flap flopped back down in her face.

 

“Yes, sir! One moment Kefka, sir!” He scrambled to the back of the tent, grabbed a box, scurried back, and held it out.

 

“Finally! Fork it over!” Kefka snatched it from his hands and ran his fingers over the padded box.

 

It was a bit smaller than he had expected.

 

“This will handle Doma, and fix everything,” he murmured as he swung the top open and pulled out the vial. The thick, deep purple fluid inside rolled from side to side as he tilted the bottle. “Now I just have to wait. Once Leo's gone, I can pour this into the river and take 'em all out!

 

“But, sir! If we poison the river…” the soldier sputtered to a halt as Kefka snapped his head around and stared at him. Hands shaking the man continued, “Some of our people are being held prisoner inside the castle!

 

Who cares?” Kefka yelled tossing his hands in the air. “They're the ones who were stupid enough to get caught by the enemy!

 

“No- that… you can’t-” he choked out as he took a half step back.

 

Kefka leaned forward and looked him right in the eyes. “What?” he asked slowly. “I couldn’t hear you. Did you say something?”

 

“I- I-” the man stuttered out. “But-”

 

“Are you trying to say,” he paused, “something?” he asked, moving his hand up and pulling on his magic.

 

“N-no, sir.”

 

Kefka grinned, let the magic go, then patted the man’s cheek. “Thought not.”

 

The soldier hunched up his shoulders as he covered his face with trembling hands and slid to the ground.

 

Kefka turned and laughed at the ragged gasps from behind him as he strode off.

 

Soon, Doma would no longer be a problem.

 

---

 

Notes:

WARNINGS Spoiler-ish

There is drinking of alcohol and people being drunk in here. I don't think it is really that much. Basically Locke goes to a bar and talks to some people there. He also has a conversation later with a drunk who says something to his grand kid, that is not in print, making the kid run off.

There is a whole undercurrent of the grandfather having become rather neglectful of his grand kid because he is drinking to much.

Kefka is also in this and he is an ass.

Still not to the point of Doma falling. It will be REALLY obvious when it gets there.

Finished the art! It is cute! Cyan and Owain have some Father son time

Still behind on art, but added the piece for 15 so yay me!

My Ramblings! (Spoiler-ish)

Aww such a sweet moment between Cyan and his little boy! :D

Aren't they such a cute family!

Yes?

...

One of my goals with having Cyan enter the narrative so much earlier than canon was to try to give a better base to get to know him and his home before. So there would be more sense of loss later. But i also don't want to get too deep into it because it seems mean with how the story goes. So i kinda limited myself to a few side characters and one scene with Owain and one with Elayne. The idea being to see them but not give so much time that we get really attached to them. Hopefully i manage it alright.

I also tried to shift the story to really underline how losing Doma would affect the war efforts. plus from a story stand point, pointing everything in one direction makes the multiple lines of plot work better together, AND there will be 2 whole chapters where there will be nothing but what is going on with Cyan, Sabin, and Shadow, so every other plot thread needs to be at a hold spot so that nothing feels like it wants to pull the story away from them. Otherwise it would make it feel really... annoying i guess to have two whole chapters dedicated to this. and one chapter is 20 the 15k monster of a thing lol (it is the train episode and i REFUSE to cut it in half.)

Really, the posting gap between 19 and 20 is probably going to be a bit longer just because 20 is so large and complicated it will take more time to revise. plus side 19 is kinda short so that is something. 18 however is like 10k lol

Chapter 18: En-shadowed Stars in Dim Places

Summary:

Locke, Shadow and Sabin all agree it is a beautiful day for sneaking into Empire Bases.

 

NOTE: There were no cats harmed in the making of this chapter.

Notes:

First, still not to the whole Doma thing yet.

Second, the next chapters are going to have a three week gap. So next chapter will be on the first of next month. Due to the content of chapters 19 and 20 I really feel like I have to bring my A game, so I want to give them a bit of extra beta wiggle.

WARNINGS

Alcohol use.

Mild blood/ injury.

Food/water issues (mild)

Kefka

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons without yall, no soldier would ever have any 'i's (i keep spelling it solder!?)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 18: En-shadowed Stars in Dim Places

 

(Locke)

 

The smell of stale alcohol met Locke long before he made it down the hall to the study. “Bottle of Gold List for ya,” he said as he slammed the ridiculously expensive cider down on the desk with a loud clack.

 

“Ah, cider!”  Pete flailed a hand in the direction of the bottle; and with the motions of someone far too used to the clumsy movements from drink, eventually managed to pry the top open. Sloppily, he took a long swig from the bottle like it was nothing but the cheap stuff.

 

“So, how about you tell me where that passage to the rich man’s house is?” Locke asked.

 

“Which house? Rich house?” He tossed his head back and laughed; his hand clung to the side of the desk barely keeping him from falling out of his chair. “Used’t work for ‘em!” With a scowl, he looked up at Locke. “Traitors! Sold us out, ya know!”

 

“Yes, that’s why I want to know about the secret passage,” Locke said, narrowly holding onto what was left of his smile.

 

... Hmm? Secret passage? Huh?… Why ya want to know?”

 

“To make them pay for what they did,” Locke said, truthfully enough.

 

“Well, yes, there is a tunnel from here to the mansion on the north end of town…” Pete said around a swig of his drink. “Go downstairs and tell my grandson the password. He’ll let ya into it.

 

Locke stared, watching Pete enjoy his drink. “What’s the password?” he eventually prompted.

 

“It's, uh...umm…”  Pete blinked unfocused at the wall and shook his head. “I forget!”  he yelled, laughing and sloshing the bottle around.

 

Locke jerked his leg back from a splash of cider; it landed with a sad little splat on the wood floor.

 

Well.

 

That was pointless.

 

With a heavy sigh, Locke turned and headed down the steps to where Andy was curled up reading in a plush chair. “Hey kiddo, I need to use the passage to the rich traitors’ house.”

 

Andy looked up at him and set his book aside. “Ok, what’s the password?”

 

“If you remember it, you’re doing better than your grandpa,” Locke said dryly.

 

“Still…” The boy’s shoulders slumped as he stood up. “No pass-word, no pass-age. Those are the rules.”

 

“Fair enough little dude.” He rubbed his face and sighed. Couldn’t blame the kid for trying to do things right, no matter how inconvenient it was. “Can I guess ‘til I get it?”

 

Andy gave him a flat look and shrugged. “Sure. Why not.”

 

“Uh… Rose bud?”

 

“That’s your guess?!” He shook his head as he muttered, “Old people are weird.”

 

“Hey! I’m not old!”

 

Andy just looked at him like he didn’t believe him.

 

Kids these days.

 

“How about… Uh… Failure?”

 

“That makes even less sense!” the kid yelled, pointing at Locke. “There is no other explanation… You're an Imperial spy! You can't fool me! Only one of those jerks would guess something like that!

 

“Oh, come on kid! I’m trying to think of odd passwords here! No reason to insult me that badly!”

 

“It isn't even a weird word!”

 

“Ok, ok, uh… Courage?”  he guessed, making another stab in the dark.

 

“Huh,” Andy said as he stared up at him, blinking. “You know I didn’t actually expect you to get it right.”

 

“Me either?” Locke said uncertainly.

 

They just looked at each other for a long, baffled moment.

 

“Welp! A deal is a deal!” Andy hopped between some storage boxes and over to the wall beside the stairs. He yanked one of the sconces down and spun it to the side, causing the wall to jerk open with a thud. “Secret entrance,”  the kid said as he turned back to Locke with a bow and flourish.

 

Locke was willing to bet he could’ve asked Andy where the passage was in the first place, or even have just broken in, and saved himself a whole lot of trouble.

 

Damn annoying side quests…

 

Locke sighed as he stepped around the scattered boxes and frowned into the dim passage. “Do I need to take a light?”

 

Andy shook his head and pointed to the odd clusters of stones lining the walls. “Nope! Those rocks give off plenty of light! And they go all the way to the end.”

 

“Ok then, thanks, kid.” He ruffled Andy’s hair as he stepped inside. “You be careful, and don’t trust so readily. People are liars.”

 

“You aren't coming back, are you?” he said slowly.

 

Locke paused and shook his head. “At least not for a while.”

 

Andy nodded with a look shockingly grim for a face so young. “Good luck!”  he said, as he turned the lever and the thick stone door ground back into place.

 

A child shouldn’t have such age in their eyes.

 

Locke could do nothing but turn away and continue.

 

The embedded clusters of rocks Andy had mentioned gave the passage an eerie, miscolored glow. Worse, the various small noises, the little sounds and signs of life being lived, were all blocked by depth and emptiness.

 

Still, Locke shook off his unease and crept along; senses alert for anything out of place.

 

He and the long passage eventually came to an abrupt halt at what would look like a dead end if it wasn’t for the single out-of-place wall sconce.

 

This was it, beyond here was an Empire base…

 

With a sigh, he shook his head, looped his finger through the cord around his neck, and pulled out his little feather necklace. “You don’t have anything to say about my attempt to save an Empire General?”

 

It glowed warm and calm in the odd, dim light.

 

“One of the people who have killed, and worse in the name of that-” he cut himself off with a blown-out breath.

 

The feather did not change.

 

“Nothing? Really?” he asked, leaning against the cool stone wall. “You don’t leave me alone about a camp I already had a bad feeling about, but now, when I’m obviously walking into an Empire trap, you have nothing to say?”

 

Locke glared at it as he ran his finger over its warm fluff. “If I have to explain to Edgar how I figured doing this would be fine, just because my feather seemed to think it would be, I’m never going to live it down.”

 

He pushed off the wall, tucked the little feather away, and pulled the exit lever.

 

The door swung open with a loud bang.

 

While the noise echoed off the walls, Locke rushed into the storage room, shoved the lever back into place, and dove down behind a stack of crates as the passage slammed shut again.

 

Then he waited in the ringing silence.

 

Waited for running… or yelling…?

 

For something… anything?

 

With a frown, he leaned over and peeked out into the space beyond his hiding place.

 

Nothing?

 

The room remained still even as he stood and checked behind the items stacked around the storage room. Slowly, he made his way to the exit and leaned close, stretching his hearing for any sign of… anything.

 

With nothing but silence beyond the door, he carefully turned the handle and opened it a crack.

 

To a patio.

 

An empty patio.

 

Why was the passage not guarded? Did they not know it was here, or… was this more proof of a trap?

 

Locke shook his head and ducked back inside the storage room.

 

Alright, options: he could use his last Inviz, change into the Empire uniform, or keep on the merchant's clothing.

 

If he used the Inviz, he could easily end up getting run into making it useless, or even more likely, have to open a door. Plus, no matter when it was used, it wouldn’t be helpful in sneaking the maybe ex-General out again. Besides, it was probably best as a last resort for when this bad idea turned and bit him.

 

He could always change into the Empire uniform; it would make him blend in…

 

Yeah… no, he was not putting up with orders from any of these trash stains.

 

Merchant it was!

 

After a quick check over his clothing for anything out of place, he shifted his stance, rolled his walk into a confident ‘look at me’, and waltzed into the house through the patio door.

 

Inside the room, tall drapes fell in stiff waves along the windows, while gold inlay ran around the sitting room in what was probably supposed to be some kind of pattern. Hard, fancy couches, with itchy looking pillows, sat shoved against the wall next to a cold fireplace and its shiny stone decorations.

 

The place stank of the residue of expensive perfume and the filth of soldiers who never bothered to take their boots off.

 

Locke didn’t break stride as he called out a friendly, “Heyo!” to a couple of soldiers nearby with the easy smile of someone who was completely meant to be in the place they were.

 

Yes, yes, the only thing that was interesting here was the low, low prices! Really! You could trust good ol’ Locke!

 

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

The river sparkled in the sunlight as it flowed towards the only bridge in the area. Its dark stone held sturdy even as parts of it were worn smooth; too bad there was also an Empire camp spread over it like dry rot.

 

“Water looks a bit too wide to jump,” Sabin said as he inched forward along the rocks they were hiding behind. “There doesn’t seem to be a narrower place to try either.” He crouched down by the river and dipped his hand into it. “Oh! It’s a nice temperature for swimming, though!”

 

All of his things had already made it through being waterlogged once, so-

 

Yanked backwards by his collar, he yelped, and landed flat on his back with an ‘ooof’.

 

“The current is faster than it looks,” Shadow said, looming over him. “It will suck you into flooded underground caves before you can realize you are in trouble. So, unless you breathe underwater, we have to go over the bridge.”

 

“Right, thanks… Just what I have always wanted to do, sneak through an Imperial camp…”  Sabin mumbled as he rolled back to his feet.

 

Maybe Ultros had a point about only breathing air.

 

Question was, where do you get lessons for things like that?

 

Shadow grunted and turned on his heel. “Keep up; don’t get us caught.”

 

Carefully they made their way closer to the camp, zigzagging between rocks, fallen trees, and anything else they could use to block the Empire’s line of sight.

 

A strange, bitter scent thickened the closer they got, and by the time they were pressed against the sandbags of the camp’s outer wall, the metallic tang was stuck to the back of his throat.

 

Soldiers shouted from deeper in the camp, their words lost to the distance, while Shadow crouched and slipped through a break in the wall, with his dog right on his heels.

 

Sabin hunched his shoulders; eyes darting back and forth as he followed.

 

Loud steps pounded around a corner.

 

Sabin dove behind a tent.

 

A woman ran past.

 

Once her footsteps faded, he huffed out a breath trying to clear his nose of the biting scent as he pushed himself off the ground and brushed off the weird, foul smelling sand.

 

Sabin glanced out from behind the tent, then darted over to the boxes Shadow was hiding behind. “There are an awful lot of soldiers here…” he whispered while trying to fold himself as small as possible behind the stacks of crates. “I don’t-”

 

Shadow slammed his hand over Sabin’s mouth and gave him a flat look as he flicked his head to the side.

 

“Hey, did you hear?”  a quiet voice said from the other side of the boxes.

 

Sabin shoved the hand away and peeked between the slats at the two soldiers.

 

One of them shrugged before she answered in a normal volume, “Oh, you mean—”

 

“Shhh! Keep your voice down!”  The man jerked his head in one direction, then the next, eyes wide and darting around the area. “If Kefka catches us chatting, we're toast!”

 

“It isn’t like he’s actually in charge here.”

 

“Not yet anyway! They say Kefka's plotting to drive away General Leo so that he can take over his position as general…

 

“Don't even joke about something like that. If that freak becomes our general, I'll quit!”

 

“Shhh! What if he hears you?”  he said, with another quick look around. “You can’t just quit! If you try you'll be locked up!”

 

All right, all right! Yeesh, you worry too much,” she grumbled. “It’s not like he’ll- Uh-oh... Here he comes! Quick, back to your post!”

 

They dashed apart and slid to a stop at opposite parts of the path; their backs straight as they stared in seemingly random directions.

 

“Hey, you! You keeping a sharp lookout?” an amused voice floated from behind one of the tents. Both soldiers stiffened as the man strutted out, the bright colors of his robe clashing horribly with it’s self. His sharp grin split across his face as he stopped next to one of the two soldiers and leaned towards him. The long feathers in his hair arched forwards like claws. “Hmm?”

 

“Yes, sir! Kefka, sir! What a pleasant surprise sir! How are you today, sir?”  the first soldier rambled out as he saluted.

 

Please, spare me your petty small talk! Just do your job!”  Kefka scoffed. “And don't let me catch you slacking,”  he added in a singsong. His smile twisted as he tilted his head, the feathers flopping to the side. Or perhaps do, I'll love to make you regret ever being born!”  he finished, voice light and cheerful.

 

Kefka tossed his head back and laughed.

 

“Sir, yes, sir, Kefka sir! Of course, sir!”

 

Kefka slammed his mouth shut, snapped his head back around and stared at the soldier.

 

No one moved.

 

Kefka did not blink.

 

Someone shouted something from deeper in the camp.

 

“Well, anyway!” Kefka yelled as he turned on his heel. “You be good little toy soldiers now!” he practically sang as he skipped away.

 

Sabin shifted and blew out a quiet breath.

 

The woman leaned over and glanced along the path Kefka had left down. “Hmph! Like we're gonna listen to you, you pompous little…” she said only slightly quieter than she had been talking before. “What's wrong with that guy, anyway? It's like General Leo got all the good qualities a man could have, and Kefka got stuck with the rest…

 

Shhh! I just told you, you’ve got to keep it down!”  The man hushed her yet again while rushing over to her and gripping her shoulders. “How many times are you gonna make me say it?! Please,” he breathed out, “just listen to me. You've gotta be more careful! General Leo may be a decent man, but Kefka… that guy's twisted!”

 

“Tell me about it…”

 

“I have been! You just hav-”

 

“You there!”  a man called out as he marched over.

 

Both snapped to attention. “General Leo, sir!”

 

“We're about to organize the next attack,” General Leo said as he stopped next to them, his shoulders square and head held high. “We have new strategies on how to storm the castle. The two of you will join the assault squad. Everyone else, we are having a meeting! Get moving!”  he ordered, pivoted and strode off in the same direction as Kefka.

 

A ripple of salutes and ‘Yes, sir!’ followed in his wake as everyone turned and headed off.

 

“Did they all just… leave and go to a meeting?” Sabin asked incredulously as he stood up and looked around. “Shouldn’t there be someone keeping guard?”

 

Still crouched behind the boxes, Shadow nodded. “Arrogance will leave much open to be exploited.” With a sigh, he stood and motioned for them to headtowards one of the tents, and with a glance around, ducked through the flaps.

 

Frowning, Sabin followed.

 

Bird song met him inside, as did the rustle of Shadow going through what could only be mail on the shelf along the back wall.

 

“What are you looking for?” Sabin asked as he stopped next to him.

 

Shadow shook his head as he rotated a large box and pulled out some lock picks. The lock clicked, but when he tried to push up the top, it did not budge.

 

“Oh, it’s stuck?” Sabin shrugged and hit the box with the side of his hand. “Yeeeouch!” he yelped, and rubbed his aching finger.

 

Shadow glared at him.

 

“Who goes there?” a voice shouted accompanied by heavy footsteps.

 

“Oh, No! A sentry!”  Sabin whispered, pivoting side to side.

 

Shadow yanked him behind the large bird cage just as a soldier tossed back the flap and rushed inside.

 

They paused, weapon drawn and eyes darting around the tent. “I heard something…”

 

“Are you sure? I don’t see anyone?” said a second soldier poking their head inside over the first’s shoulder.

 

“Meoooow,”  Sabin said impulsively. Then cringed with a sheepish smile, as both Shadow and his dog looked at him oddly.

 

...??? I knew I-”

 

“Oh, of all the-! It’s just a lousy cat…” The second soldier grabbed the other and pulled him away. “Seriously you’re so jumpy! You really shou-”

 

Sabin sighed as the voices faded away. “That was too close...!”

 

“I can’t believe that worked…” Shadow muttered as he stood and stared at the exit for a long moment, before turning back to the box and prying up the lid. He tapped his fingers on the side and scowled, before quickly scooping up whatever was in it and shoving it into his pocket.

 

“What are you stealing anyway?”

 

“None of your concern,” Shadow snarled as he continued to pick through the boxes.

 

Sabin held his hands up and took a step away. It wasn’t like stealing from the Empire was a problem. If that was how Shadow wanted to get his pay, then he wasn’t going to stop the man.

 

Finally, Shadow huffed out a sharp breath, turned and jerked his head towards the door.

 

Once back outside, they crept along the edge of camp using any cover they could find.

 

The further they got, the clearer the commanding voice of General Leo giving a speech became.

 

“-so Emperor Gestahl has found this place to be of utmost importance. Doma has unrightfully hoarded such things to themselves for far, far too long.-”

 

Sabin only caught a glimpse of the group of soldiers before he ducked behind a tent and slowly crept around the meeting.

 

“-However, soon their greed will come to an end. Thanks to all of us doing our part, we have found the weakness we were searching for. They will soon pay for their transgressions.”

 

A weakness?

 

Sabin jerked back and peeked out from behind some boxes.

 

General Leo stood on a platform, straight backed and expression serious, as his gaze traveled along the rows of soldiers who watched him with rapt attention. “I trust… I can count on all of you.”

 

“Yes, Sir!” the Empire soldiers yelled with snapped out salutes.

 

“Long live Emperor Gestahl!” General Leo saluted, crisp and sharp. “Long live the Empire!”

 

“Hurrah!” the crowd cheered. “Long live the Empire!”

 

Sabin shifted, tilting his head towards the meeting. “So that's General Leo…The guy has a charisma about him, no wonder the soldiers spoke so highly of him,” he whispered to Shadow.

 

“Hurry up.” Shadow shook his head and snuck to the next hiding spot.

 

Sabin sighed softly as he pushed himself up to follow. If they had arrived sooner, maybe he could have heard some information to pass over to King Doma.

 

As Leo stepped down from the platform, a soldier called out, “General Leo, sir! A carrier pigeon arrived from Emperor Gestahl!”  They shoved a rolled up message towards him, saluted and ran back off.

 

Sabin pressed himself down behind the boxes again.

 

A frown etched deeper onto Leo’s face as he read. “What...?”  He turned the letter around in his hands, then reread it.

 

“Problem, sir?” another soldier asked as she came up beside him.

 

Leo shook his head and straightened. “The emperor summons me. I must return at once.

 

“Understood, sir.”

 

Listen to me…”  Leo said as he turned towards her. “Don't rush things. That's all I ask.

 

“But, General… I still don’t understand, why are we delaying? We're ready to storm the castle!  We can even handle it while you are gone! As soon as you give the order-

 

Patience!” he interrupted. “Taking the time to plan things out will bring us the victory we want. If we attack now, especially in my absence, there will be too many casualties.”

 

But...General! I'm prepared to lay down my life for the Empire at any time!”  she said, squaring her shoulders. “I’m sure the others feel the same way!”

 

“You're from Maranda, are you not?”

 

“Huh? I mean, Y...yes, Sir. I am, but...why do you ask, sir?”

 

“And your family lives there?” Leo asked, voice soft. “If you fall in battle, I'll have to go and deliver the news of your passing to your family. What would I say when I handed them your sword? How could I even look at them? You're a human being before you're a soldier. You have a life to go back to someday.”  He placed both hands on her shoulders. “Don't be so eager to throw away your life. Emperor Gestahl wouldn't want you to die for nothing.

 

Yes, Sir!”

 

“Right. I'll leave the rest in your hands.

 

“Yes, Sir! Leave it to us, sir!”  She saluted one last time before turning and rushing away.

 

“For nothing?” Kefka said as he skipped over to Leo. “Fairly sure the riff-raff are actually only for dying.”

 

Sabin crouched down farther and quieted his breathing as Kefka leaned against a tent support next to him.

 

Kefka,”  Leo said flatly as he turned crisply towards him. “I'm afraid the emperor has called me back home. He has ordered that you are to be left in charge until I return. Stick to the plans I have in place and at least try not to cause any trouble in my absence.”

 

Hmph!”  Kefka brushed off the comment, his lace sleeve waving with the motion of his hand. “You loser! I'll take care of things faster than you ever would!”

 

“Nothing dirty! Kefka!”  Leo snapped out.

 

“Just a little?” he whined.

 

“No! Damn it, Kefka, they may be our enemies, but they're still human beings. Try not to forget that.

 

“Pish posh! We needn't show mercy to those who side with the Returners.”  A large grin spread across his face. It didn’t reach his eyes. “...Which is good, because I never seem to have any of the stuff.

 

“Just… hold course here,” Leo ground out. “My commanders know what to do.”

 

“Yes, yes, yes, whatever, of course.”

 

Leo scowled at Kefka for a long moment before turning on his heel and marching off.

 

Yes, you just go off and be a good little boy… ”  Kefka wiggled his fingers in a wave, giggling to himself.

 

Sabin slowly inched away from the tent and rushed to duck around to where Shadow was crouched. “He may be an enemy, but that Leo, he seems like a decent man,” Sabin whispered. “Doesn’t want people to die pointlessly, at least.”

 

“You have low standards for a good man.”

 

“I said decent!”

 

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

 

“Lovely doin’ business with ya,” Locke drawled as his latest mark strutted off with their brand new, overpriced, piece of junk.

 

Locke turned in yet another random direction and skipped up the dirt-streaked stairs to the top floor’s sunlit hallway. The evening light which spilled around stiff, embroidered drapes, sparkled off jeweled tassels and the gold trim which infested the house.

 

There was only so much gold which should ever be embedded into… anything. How this place could be more over decorated than an actual palace, he had no idea. He scoffed, popped out a few of the nicer looking stones with his knife, and unwound the gold ropes tying back the curtains. As the fabric did its impression of falling straight, he shoved everything into his pack and carried on down the hallway.

 

“-is all King Edgar’s fault.” A woman’s voice snaked out of a not quite closed door.

 

Locke changed direction and leaned against the wall next to the room.

 

“If he’d just listened to what we told him,” she continued, “then we wouldn't have had to make such drastic choices.”

 

“Agreed. The taxes were so high! If King Edgar had shown us the proper respect, I never would have agreed to sell any information! It was never about the money, I didn't even need the money!”

 

“Exactly! And now the Imperial Troops have turned this house into their headquarters! After everything we did for them!”

 

Oh, what have I done?! Everyone will say I betrayed the town!”

 

“Well, it isn’t our fault! They tricked us! There was no way we could have known what they would do to our house!”

 

Locke shoved himself away from the door before he forgot he was on a stealth mission and continued to the next room.

 

Inside, floor to ceiling bookcases spanned the back wall. The scent of stale dust thickened as he moved deeper into the office to look between the flashy trinkets and the books with their fancy script titles. All of them were pristine, and obviously expensive, but going by the names on the covers, they were little more than fluff and vanity.

 

Everything on the shelves was also too new and clean to be the source of the smell. He plucked up a gold candlestick from the desk, lit it and held it up to the walls as he made his way around the room.

 

The flame wavered; he grinned and pushed open the false wall, revealing a narrow staircase.

 

Yet another secret passage, in yet another unguarded room.

 

Locke shook his head and flipped his knife to his hand.

 

Time to see what kind of trap he was about to trip!

 

He took a deep breath and blew it out harshly as he headed down.

 

Soft, indistinct words drifted through the walls as the path twisted and turned in on itself in tight corners. No space to hide; no way to run. He shifted his grip on his weapon. Dust and silence choked the air as the steps led him down to what must have been below the house…

 

And into an empty hallway.

 

Locke stopped on the bottom step, staring down the hall. Slowly, he looked up at the wooden crossbeams supporting the ceiling, then down at the gap between the rail and the wall.

 

The place still void of any soldiers.

 

He was starting to get frustrated with the lack of an ambush.

 

Locke frowned, slipped his knife back into its place, and ran his hand along the gap, which made no sense, between the handrail and the wall. It actually looked wide enough for a person to slide along to somewhere behind the steps. Carefully, he shrugged off his pack and walked sideways into a small, almost completely hidden nook under the stairs.

 

The tiny space’s wall to wall bookcases were stuffed full of dust caked treasures.

 

He held up the candlestick and gently ran his finger down one of the book’s spines. With the dust cleared away, the gold lettering sparked in the firelight.

 

Locke let out a soft whistle.

 

Now here was a library.

 

Carefully, he dusted off several more books and frowned. He could make guesses on the ones in Old Figaro, he had read enough of Edgar’s legal documents to have picked up some of it, but the rest of them… at best only looked vaguely familiar. On the plus side, it probably meant they were worth way more, but he had no idea which ones would be best to grab.

 

The pack made a soft thump as he set it on the ground; he then crouched next to it and rearranged what he had already stuffed inside.

 

Old, gold inlay, fancy leather, words that seemed to shimmer oddly; basically anything he thought looked to be the most valuable got shoved, carefully, into any spaces he could find.

 

A shout echoed from down the hallway.

 

Locke froze.

 

Another sound, one of pain.

 

He pushed his pack to the side and peeked out from under the steps, listening. Hallway just as empty as before, he crept along towards the room where the sounds were coming from.

 

“This is what happens to traitors!” someone yelled from inside, while the sounds of a beating got louder. “So, the mighty Celes has fallen! Good riddance! Always thinking you were better than the rest of us.”

 

Well, well, hello Celes.

 

How can you still serve those cowards…”  a pained voice asked.

 

“Hold your tongue!”  He laughed. “If you want to keep it.”

 

Kefka's planning to poison every last man, woman, and child in the kingdom of Doma.

 

Locke jerked up straight. He was what now?

 

Shuddap! Hmph! Even if that were true, it’s no concern of ours, and it isn’t like you have time to worry about it either. Your execution's tomorrow… Probably.”

 

“You don’t even know, do you?”

 

The sound of a punch echoed loud from the room. “Go ahead. Run that mouth of yours while you still can… You! Keep a close eye on her!”  he barked out.

 

“Yes, Sir!”  said a new voice. “I can stand guard for days without sleep!”

 

“Right,” the first man said as the sound of steps got louder.

 

Place to hide! Locke spun around. Place to hide!?

 

He rocked back on his heels, looked up at the roof supports, blew out a breath and jumped.

 

Locke wiggled and managed to pin himself between the crossbeams, just as the door slammed open and the soldier swaggered out.

 

The man kicked the door almost shut behind him, then jogged up the stairs, never having bothered to look up.

 

Breath slow and even, Locke waited and watched. When no one new arrived, he dropped down and carefully peeked through the crack in the door.

 

A woman, who had to be Celes, knelt on the stone floor, her head down and resting against the thick chain which ran from her bound wrists to high on the wall. Breath short and pained she turned her head making her blood-matted blonde hair fall over her shoulder.

 

Locke ducked away.

 

“Are you asleep?” Celes said with a scoff.

 

“Tryin’ to be,” the other mumbled. “Not like you can get me into trouble anymore, so shut it.”

 

This whole thing was getting more and more suspicious… or ridiculous.

 

Maybe both.

 

Locke turned and quietly made his way back to the alcove and went back to picking out his new books. Once his bag was as full as he dared to make it, he rearranged the shelf and brushed around the dust to make it look less like it had been raided.

 

He bounced on his toes, thinking and testing the weight of his pack.

 

It was the moment of choice, the actual one; at this point, it had to be.

 

Finally trip the trap, or leave?

 

His feet led him back to the door, and with a quick listen to the quiet room, he glanced in.

 

The guard was leaned back in his chair, snoring.

 

Celes shifted, rolling her shoulder up and over, as if to get pressure off of it. The motion pulled open the wounds around her wrists, making fresh blood drip down her arms and splat against the stone floor. A pained noise slipped through her gritted teeth.

 

Locke ducked away, leaned against the wall and took a deep breath. “With the way her hands are bound… there’s no way she can even lie down,” he whispered to himself.

 

He couldn’t just leave her… he couldn’t.

 

Not like that.

 

Jerkily, he pushed himself up and slipped down the rest of the hallway. Back and forth he checked everything as he passed. What he had for his trouble was a couple haphazard storage rooms, a good chunk of dust farms, and a suspicious rock on a wall.

 

No people.

 

With all the stealth he could muster, he headed back to the room with Celes, inched open the door and slipped inside.

 

“… more soup…'n…

 

Locke froze halfway across the room and turned his head slowly to watch the guard continue to mumble about food in his sleep.

 

Celes jerked her head up and glared at the soldier; then her gaze snapped over to Locke, and she straightened.

 

Locke waved.

 

Because that was the reasonable thing to do.

 

He shrugged, crept his way over to her, crouched down, pulled out his lock picks, and carefully cupped her wrists in his hands.

 

“What do you hope to peddle down here?” Celes asked in a bare whisper, while raising a surprisingly judgmental eyebrow.

 

“Huh?” Locke asked as he looked up from the lock. “Oh! Oops! Well, I’m thinking potions may be in high demand at the moment. Considering.” He motioned at, well, all of her, before flipping the lock pick in his hand. “Or maybe lock picks?” he added as he started eyeing the heavy chains keeping her ankles together and attached to the ground. She was covered in thick chains and solid locks; all of them of startlingly good quality.

 

How many of these things did they think they needed to hold back one woman?

 

Wait… they would know how many were necessary.

 

Just how dangerous was Celes…

 

“Really,” Locke said, swallowing his unease. “I just forgot I was wearing these clothes,” he admitted with a sheepish grin as he got back to work on the lock.

 

“Forgot? And you are...?”

 

“Name's Locke. I'm with the Returners.

 

“You're a Returner!?” Celes hissed, with a glance at the sleeping guard. “I'm…” she lowered her head, “or at least I was...General Celes. Now, I'm… nothing but a traitor…” Her voice faded out.

 

Well, I plan to take the secret passage out of here,” Locke said as the lock holding her arms up finally clicked free. He helped her slowly lower them before starting on the lock connecting her wrists. “So let's get these chains off of you and get going!”

 

“Wh- ...!?” Celes sucked in a breath. “You'd really just take me with you?” She shook her head, then tilted it towards the guard, “This soldier might have something on him that could help us get out of here.

 

Locke paused his picking and looked at the sleeping guard. “Like what?”

 

“The keys,” she said flatly.

 

Locke had to bite his lip to keep himself from laughing. “Well, I see your point.” On silent feet, he crept over to the sleeping man and slipped the key ring off his belt, quickly crouching back next to Celes.

 

The remaining locks pulled off far too easily with the keys only a commander should have had.

 

He shook off yet another oddity as he held his arm out for her to grab.

 

It was too late to back out now anyway.

 

Celes jerked away from his arm with a sneer and pushed herself to her feet. Back straight, she headed towards the door.

 

Her knees buckled. She sucked in a breath, and choked back a cry as she hit the ground.

 

When Locke offered his help a second time, she took it with a scowl.

 

Slowly he pulled her arm over his shoulders and helped her stagger out, silently closing the door behind them.

 

They had barely gone a few steps down the hallway when she stopped and pulled away to lean against a wall. “...No. I can barely walk. I'd never make it out of here.” She hissed out a breath.I appreciate it, but... Even if you got me out… You wouldn't be able to protect me alone, and I’m not even armed. I'm better off waiting here for the executioner. At least that way I'll be able to keep my pride…

 

“No point in all that.” Locke shook his head as he held out a couple of potions towards her. “Pride is overrated if you ask me.”

 

Celes turned her head, jaw hard.

 

“Come on, there are plenty of things more important in life, like continuing to live it.” He wiggled the bottles in front of her. “Potions, drink. They should at least get you on your feet well enough. Don’t worry too much about the rest, you’ll be fine eventually and until then, I'll protect you!”

 

She glared harder at him.

 

“Aww come on! Trust me! You'll be fine!

 

Her eyes never softened even as she snatched the bottles out of his hand and drank them.

 

The wounds on her wrists immediately stopped bleeding, but he was far more worried about how red the skin around them was, and the way she was still holding her shoulder. Plus, potions wouldn’t touch the dark smudges of exhaustion which clung tight around her eyes.

 

She needed actual rest more than anything.

 

And probably a proper medical check.

 

“Ok, secret passage!” Locke said as he turned on his heel and ran his fingers over the small out of place rock in the wall. Stale air swirled out and hit him in the face as the passage slid open, revealing a dungeon.

 

Celes sucked in a breath. “What the?” she whispered, eyes darting along dust caked cells.

 

“This was here, and they kept you in a random storage room?” Locke couldn’t help it; he laughed.

 

She opened and closed her mouth before huffing out a reluctant laugh. “How was anyone supposed to expect a dungeon under a random house!”

 

“Oh! Well, this was where a castle was, way back before South Figaro was South Figaro,” he said as he closed the dungeon back up. “From what I understand, a lot of the underground structures are still here.”

 

“Huh, it would explain the passages being built so different from the buildings.” She shook her head. “Never mind that, the path out is in the last room of the hallway. The switch is in the large, broken clock.”

 

“Oh! Yeah, obviously I should’ve just asked you in the first place.” He laughed as he slipped her arm back over his shoulders.

 

“The way out is guarded.”

 

“Do you mean actually guarded, or ‘guarded’ like this building and the one sleeping soldier back there?”

 

Celes’ face twisted in rage before it sharply cleared. “Just how easy was it to get down here?” she asked tightly.

 

“I just walked through the whole place without being questioned on anything other than what I had to sell. Made some Gil too.”

 

“You just-!” Celes cut herself off, took a deep breath and hissed quietly to herself, “I am not thinking about it!” Her scowl deepened as she continued, “The last room is a storage room, if we’re lucky there might be a sword I can use somewhere in all that junk.”

 

“Actually, I think I saw a sword in one of the rooms.” Maybe arming the Imperial General, ex or not, wasn’t a good idea. But, might as well pile bad ideas on top of bad ideas! Besides, if she turned on him, it wasn't like another blade in the fight against him would do much more damage.

 

Locke changed direction to the little side room and carefully opened the door. He was right. On top of the pile of random stuff in the corner, sat a sword. “See, it looks like a fairly nice one too.”

 

Celes gasped in a breath as she jerked away from him, and stumbled to the pile. “They just… tossed my things on the ground in here!?” She wobbled and had to lean against the wall as she scooped up her sword. “This is worth more than most of their lives!” she hissed.

 

He whistled. “Expensive sword.”

 

“Yes. It is…” She twitched, like she hadn't realized she had said it loud enough for him to hear. “Very special.”

 

After she equipped what she could, drank a couple more potions, and they shoved the rest of her stuff into the few corners left in his pack, they headed into the last room on the hall.

 

Boxes, stacked randomly in tall towers, created a maze of junk and free Gil they had to navigate through while keeping an eye out for the unticking clock.

 

“It should be over by that wall,” Celes said with a jerk of her head; she blinked and swayed.

 

The clock key turned easily, and the passage popped open.

 

“Do you happen to know the way through?” Locke asked as he moved forward to look around a corner at the multiple tunnels that branched off the path.

 

“Really, I only know the general direction, it’s a bit of a maze in here.”

 

“Yay, sneaking and hoping for the best. The worst plan.” Locke huffed. “Wait, I take it back, being bait is worse.”

 

Celes looked at him, a bit startled. “Is it?” she asked slowly.

 

Locke nodded.

 

As they started through the passage she stumbled, locked her knees and slammed her hand against the wall.

 

Locke reached out to her. “Here let me-”

 

“I am fine,” she snapped. “I’m not weak enough to need your coddling.”

 

He rocked back on his heels, hands held up in the air. “Hey, I don’t think you’re weak. Everyone needs some help every now and again.”

 

Her stubbornness would eventually drop her if she kept this up.

 

With a shove away from the wall and a glare, she limped on.

 

Slowly, they staggered their way through the passage and around groups of patrolling soldiers, who mostly seemed to think they were on break.

 

Finally, Celes motioned to the next turn. “The way out should be just past here.”

 

Locke nodded and peeked around the corner at the exit.

 

And the five Soldiers blocking it.

 

“Looks like this is it,” Celes whispered, her voice shaking as she leaned back against the wall. “I’m… impressed you managed to get us this far.”

 

“I still have tricks,” he said with a grin. “Just need to even the odds a bit.” With a motion for her to hide, he shrugged off his pack, shoved it in a corner, then lowered himself into a crouch. “Meow.”

 

She looked at him like he had lost his mind.

 

He grinned at her and said, “Meow,” again.

 

“Is that a cat? What’s a cat doing down here?” a voice asked from around the corner.

 

“Who cares, leave it.”

 

“But I’m bored!…” the first voice whined. “I am going to go get the cat.”

 

“Its just a- Leave the-” the second person trailed off into a sigh as laughs and footsteps echoed closer.

 

Locke grinned at a gobsmacked Celes. With one last, “Meow,” he jumped up to wedge himself between the ceiling supports.

 

The soldier crept around the corner, his eyes darting around the ground. “Here kitty, kitty,” he called.

 

It was an easy matter for Locke to drop down on him and knock him out.

 

1 down, 4 to go.

 

“Did you find the cat?” A pause, then a sigh. “Seriously?” Feet stomped down the hall. “Just pick up the thing and bring it back already!”

 

Locke jumped up to the ceiling again and waited. Two people rounded the corner this time. He dropped down on the one in back, then turned and grinned when he saw Celes had the other one at sword point. Between the two of them, the two soldiers went down just as quick.

 

2 to 1.5 should be doable.

 

“What’s with the ruckus? One cat giving you that much trouble?” a voice called while laughing.

 

Seriously, who trained these people? Locke looked back at Celes incredulously.

 

Celes clenched her jaw, hand tight around her sword, and rage in her eyes as she glared in the direction of the last soldiers.

 

With a shrug, Locke sauntered out into the open.

 

“Halt!” one of the Soldiers yelled as they both fumbled out their weapons. “Who are you!?”

 

Locke’s grin was all teeth. “Meow.”

 

They charged.

 

They fell.

 

It was rather anticlimactic.

 

The door they had been guarding led to yet another set of stairs. Not seeing anyone, he grabbed his pack and motioned for Celes to follow. “Really, I was expecting more of a fight.”

 

“As was I,” Celes hissed with a scowl down at the two fallen soldiers as she limped past them to the steps.

 

Locke waved her to go up first, trying his best to hide how he was positioning himself to catch her if she lost the fight with gravity.

 

Slowly, she pulled herself up the stairs, grip tight around the handrail.

 

After a worrying amount of time, they finally got to the top and shoved open the door.

 

Leaf litter crunched under their feet as they stepped out into the shade of the forest.

 

It was quiet; unguarded.

 

“Looks like we’re in the clear,” Locke said shaking his head. “Lets get going before someone finally wises up and raises the alarm.”

 

Celes made a quiet high pitched scream through gritted teeth, as he shut the door firmly behind them.

 

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

Sand sprayed against the side of a tent as an Empire Soldier skidded to a stop, pivoted and rushed off in a completely different direction. Shadow grit his teeth, waited a moment to make sure no one else was going to behave erratically, then moved in a crouch over to the next bit of cover; Interceptor silent at his heels.

 

Sabin glanced around, then crawled ridiculously across the area and joined him behind the boxes; a huge grin across his face.

 

Shadow wanted to smack it off of him.

 

Why was he putting up with this guy?

 

Footsteps momentarily absent, Shadow peeked out and checked for anyone around. Once he was certain the way was clear, he ran for the next hide, slid behind one of the make shift walls, and ducked down.

 

It was only a moment before his overly cheerful tail joined him.

 

At least the man was a quick study.

 

Sounds of heavy footsteps nearby forced him to yank the joyful fool down.

 

-is everything for the poison ready?”  a very familiar voice asked.

 

“I-I-” someone else stuttered.

 

“I-I-I,” Kefka mocked as he danced into the area, teeth bared in what could never pass as a smile. “Well it had better be ready!” he spat.

 

“B-But, General Leo said—” the soldier trailing behind him muttered, their voice shaking.

 

Leo's not here anymore!” Kefka screeched. “I'm in charge now. What I say goes!”

 

The soldier scrambled backwards and choked out a desperate, “Ye-yes, Sir, as you s-say, sir!”

 

“Good.” Kefka pulled out a vial, held it in both hands and spun around with it like it was his lover. “With you, I’ll turn this water into a flowing river of poison!”

 

Poison.

 

It was poison.

 

The delivery he-

 

“Did that guy just say he was going to poison the river?” Sabin whispered.

 

Shadow sucked in a tight breath. “Seems we heard the same thing.”

 

Sabin nodded and lunged out of cover. “You can’t! That's inhuman!”

 

Of all the short sighted foolish-! Shadow hissed out a breath.

 

“Oh my!” Kefka scrambled back, clutching the vial to his chest. “Gah...! Pests at every turn!”  He scrunched up his face, shoved the poison into a pocket and raised his arm into the air. “Guess I'll have to take care of you, myself too!”

 

Sabin rushed forward and slammed his fist into Kefka’s face.

 

“Yeouch!!”  Kefka yelped, falling backwards into the sand;his hand cupping the side of his face. “Such a brute!” he screeched as he turned onto his hand and knees and scrambled behind a tent.

 

Sabin looped around and threw a flurry of attacks at Kefka who plopped backwards again and skittered away like a brightly colored crab.

 

“Kefka! Wait!”  Sabin hollered as he sprinted after him.

 

“Really? ‘Wait,’ he says... Do I look like a waiter?” Kefka cackled.

 

Shadow gritted his teeth as he was forced to ditch some of his stealth to keep up with the two of them as they zigzagged around boxes and between tents. He caught up with them again, just as Sabin’s fist flew right by Kefka’s face.

 

“Gah! You just don't give up, do you?” Kefka snarled. Oh, gripe! This is getting tiresome. How long do you expect me to put up with this?”  He clawed himself back to his feet and sprinted off towards a group of soldiers stationed on the bridge. “Hey, you! This guy is annoying! Handle the rest!”  he ordered as he sprinted by them, tossing out a last, “Next time I won't hold back!”

 

Sabin plowed into the blockade.

 

Quickly, Shadow slipped around the brawl, leaving Sabin to deal with his own mistakes, and went across the bridge after Kefka.

 

Shadow slowed down and scanned the area along the bank for any indication of someone passing.

 

There were no fresh tracks, no sign anyone had been by in the past hour at least.

 

How did-

 

The intruder alarm blared, and Shadow cussed as he rushed back towards the base to retrieve the impulsive, annoying, overly friendly man.

 

The second to last soldier fell hard to Sabin’s blow, while Shadow slid his knife along the last one’s throat. “Come on, we have to go,” Shadow said, jerking his head to the side.

 

“But Kefka?!” Sabin hissed. “The poison, we-”

 

“Run now, worry about that later!” he snapped and sprinted off.

 

At this point, if the fool didn’t follow him, it was his own problem.

 

They ran over the bridge, turned sharply and headed towards the rock ways. Their tall natural walls of stone would offer the best protection and solid footing, even with the risk of running along the flowing water which had long since cut the paths.

 

Only once he was sure they were no longer being chased did he motion Sabin over to a shallow cave to rest. He fiercely controlled his breathing and ignored the ache in his legs as they were finally able to stop.

 

Sabin just nodded and leaned against the rock; annoyingly, not even winded.

 

“Do you think the water here is safe?” Sabin asked, while offhandedly motioning to a trickling stream cutting through the dark stone.

 

“It would all depend on where the poison is dumped and how well it holds potency.” The water sloshed innocently. “We’re already about halfway to Doma, so it’s probably best not to risk it.”

 

“We need to warn them.”

 

“They won’t let us close enough to listen.” Realistically, they would be pin-cushioned with arrows on sight.

 

“We still have to try,” Sabin said with a calm sense of command as he straightened his stance. “There are vastly too many lives at stake for us to do anything else.”

 

Shadow stilled.

 

The sentiment was expected enough, but the way he said it… As if carved from the very fabric of creation, like his words were law and there could be no other course of action.

 

It set his teeth on edge.

 

Still, when Sabin left to warn Doma, Shadow left with him.

 

 

---

 

(Kefka)

 

Once the sound of fighting was far behind, Kefka allowed himself a giggle.

 

That fool of a brute would never catch on, just spend all his time on pointless scuffles.

 

He, of course, would never be so short sighted himself!

 

Kefka hummed; his feet sinking pleasantly in the damp soil as he skipped up to the water’s grassy edge. “It’s such a nice river,” he half sung as he crouched down, “and soon anyone who touches it'll be pushing up daisies! Hee-hee…

 

Slowly, he reached out to the cool water and ran his hand through it as it rushed between his fingers.

 

After a long moment, he leaned back and held the vial up to the sun; the contents so dark they barely reflected any color.

 

Dosage: one little bottle; for one fixed problem.

 

The top gave such a jovial little pop as he opened it; the liquid such a playful splash, splash, splash, as he poured it.

 

Crystal blue water swirled a beautiful dark purple before dispersing as the river rushed and babbled so prettily to flush Doma away.

 

Kefka laughed.

 

“Nothing can beat the music of hundreds of voices screaming in unison!”

 

Soon there would be such a beautiful symphony.

 

 

 

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(Sabin)

 

The dark stone walls of Doma barely shone in the night, making it look like a vine crawled silhouette against the darkened sky. Far more visible was the river, which glimmered bright in the moonlight, as it flowed around and through the castle.

 

A shiver went down Sabin’s spine as they drew closer to the main gate. There was so much water in Doma. Worse, unlike Figaro they were a beautiful living moniment to tradition, not an ever-shifting fortress of innovation.

 

When was the last time Doma had even updated their filtration system?

 

“So,” Sabin said, drawing out the word as they stopped behind the treeline a safe distance from the moat. “Any ideas on how to get them to talk to us?” he asked while turning towards Shadow hopefully.

 

“No.”

 

His hopes; crushed by two heavy letters.

 

Maybe if he could just get their attention and not seem like he was trying to attack?

 

“Ah, well.” Sabin straightened his shoulders. “When in doubt, do whatever and hope for the best!” he chirped as he stepped out from behind the cover of the trees and walked towards the raised draw bridge.

 

Shadow hissed out some annoyed words that Sabin did not bother worrying about.

 

High in the sentry towers, flames flickered and what seemed to be the forms of people shifted. With a shrug, Sabin put his arms out and started to wave them around. He hopped from foot to foot, did some spins to add spice, and quickly got into the fun of doing a weird little jig.

 

Sound from the castle carried just enough to make out at least one person laughing.

 

“Do you think it's working?” Sabin whispered as he did a leap.

 

“What...” Shadow coughed in a way that sounded suspiciously like covering up a laugh of his own before continuing flatly, “What do you even think you are doing?”

 

“Dancing!”

 

There was a long pause, then a grumbled, “If you say so.”

 

“Hey!” Sabin called out, waving his arms to the people watching. “There is poison in the water!” After repeating himself a few times, he turned to look at Shadow. “Do you think they can even hear me?”

 

“Hard to tell,” Shadow said.

 

They were quiet for a bit; Sabin continued his dance.

 

“I will look around and see if I can find an entry point. You keep…” Shadow trailed off, shook his head and disappeared into his namesake with Death on his heels.

 

Sabin shrugged and kept up his jig; it had to work at some point…

 

Right?

 

Even though they had been there for a while with no response, he kept dancing.

 

He did a spin on his toes and stumbled.

 

“You alright?” Shadow said, suddenly once again hidden against the trunk of a tree.

 

“Yeah, just a bit tired. Any luck?” Sabin asked while trying to blink away a strange blur.

 

“No…” Shadow narrowed his eyes. “Doma’s defenses are unique. They’re very complicated, and nearly impossible to get past once activated.”

 

“Oh! Doma’s fog’s rollin’ in.” Sabin squinted up at the fuzzy castle. “Didn’t realize,” he took a heavy breath, “it was getting so late.” With a sharp shake of his head to get rid of the drowsiness, he turned back to continue trying to get their attention.

 

“We need to leave,” Shadow said as he jerked forward closer to Sabin.

 

“But they,” he motioned up to the castle, “haven't responded.”

 

“If they haven't got the point by now, they aren't going to anytime soon. We need to leave,” Shadow snapped out as he wrapped his hand around Sabin’s arm, and drug him along. “Now.”

 

“But they…” Sabin huffed and pulled on his arm trying to get it free, with no luck. Maybe Shadow had a point; the dancing wasn’t getting them anywhere, and he could really use a nap. “Yea… ok…”

 

Shadow let go, yanked something out of his pocket and slammed it against Sabin’s chest. “Put this on, and keep it on,” he growled out.

 

Sabin was so startled he staggered. “Yeah, ok, ok.”

 

Shadow stormed away, his dog following at his heels.

 

The pendant shimmered as he spun it in his hands. Why would Shadow give him a necklace? It was an odd thing to give a guy you just met, right?

 

Sabin shrugged and secured it around his neck as he rushed off after Shadow.

 

It was rather pretty.

 

The pendant kinda looked like a star.

 

 

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(Celes)

 

The ground swayed, and Celes grit her teeth.

 

It had to be the ground; it was definitely the ground.

 

A pain in her foot; everything lurched.

 

She caught herself on the side of a tree; the rough bark bit into her palms.

 

“I am fine!” she snapped as Locke reached out to her.

 

He backed up with his hands in the air.

 

Celes barely kept herself from gasping as she turned and leaned her back against the tree.

 

It was only a couple of days without food and little water!

 

She could walk!

 

She was stronger than this!

 

Everything moved too much. The leaves blew in the wind, the light from the full moon swayed, and the fool of a man stood off to the side rocking on his toes like a little kid.

 

“Why are you helping me?” she asked, voice far too quiet.

 

“Why?” Locke made an odd expression. “Well… Youremind me a lot of someone…

 

“That’s a ridiculous reason.”

 

“What's it matter, anyway?”

 

“I want to know what you’re getting out of it,” she said honestly.

 

“Getting-” Locke scoffed. “Not everything is a transaction.”

 

Celes scoffed back.

 

“Fine. I’m helping you so there will be one less general of the Empire to deal with.”

 

“My death would’ve served you the same.”

 

Locke tossed his hands in the air. “Look, it is simple, I'm helping you because I want to!”

 

So, he had no plan or reason past a vague ‘want’.

 

She looked away into the dark.

 

He really was a fool.

 

“Hey, I have a question,” Locke said, suddenly a few steps closer.

 

“What,” she ground out.

 

“That argument,” he said slowly, “the one with Kefka, what was it about?”

 

“Oh!” Celes straightened; the world jerked to the side forcing her to lean heavier against the tree. “You said you’re a Returner right?” She waited for him to nod before continuing, “Kefka told me his plan to handle Doma! We have to find a way to warn them!”

 

“Plan? What’s the plan?”

 

“He told me he wants to…” Celes shook her head; everything spun. “He plans to poison Doma’s waterways.”

 

“He really wants…” Locke sucked in a breath. “What kinda poison we talking about here?”

 

“It’s new; fresh out of the developmental department. When poured in water it disperses quickly and will take out almost everyone it touches. Children they-” her voice wavered and she swallowed, throat far too dry. “The poison is colorless and odorless; really the only way to tell it is even there is by the suffering it causes. People, animals, monsters; it doesn’t matter.” She licked her lips and tried to steady her voice as she continued, “Worse, antidotes will only alleviate symptoms, even relics will only extend people’s suffering.”

 

“And the symptoms are…?”

 

“It starts with some tiredness, shortness of breath, mild dizziness, blurry vision; nothing that can’t be shrugged off… By the time people show symptoms that are noticeable, like to not being able to breathe, and coughing up blood, it is already too late.” She looked up at the too bright moon. “Already too late for everyone.” It watched back; judging.

 

Locke hissed out a breath. “B-But, surely Doma has purifying stations to deal with toxins in the drinking water.”

 

She nodded, and did not look away from the full moon. “They do.”

 

“Then shouldn’t they be alright…?”

 

She jerkily shook her head. “It poisons the air.”

 

 

Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

The drinking is a small bit at the top, and nothing more than has been done up to now.

Celes is in bad shape. It is not really descriptive but has some mentions of blood, staggering, dizziness and the like. she is obviously in pain. The last part is in her POV it is mostly dizziness and being tired, thirsty and hungry.

Celes is very stubborn about being ok despite her injuries, and displays an unhealthy thought patterns around being strong in the face of these things.

Celes mentions not having food or water for a bit.

Kefka pours the poison in this one but it doesn't get to Doma yet.

Poison on the Shore...

My rambles! (spoiler-ish)

This part of the game was so dang difficult to organize into a coherent time line! But i really wanted the poison to be dumped before Locke and Celes really had time to do anything about it. Sabin's section in the game is so much longer than the other two it was a bit frustrating to try to find things to slow down the other plot lines with out completely messing up the flow.

There is only the fight with the tunnel armor left in Locke's plot, well at least the only part that was in the game. They are going to have some extra story going on while Sabin, Cyan, and Gau try to figure out breathing underwater. And there will be a bit going on in Narshe too.

Otherwise it would just become the Sabin, Cyan, and Gau/Shadow show for a while, and that is not my goal. Even as it is 19 and 20 is all Sabin, Cyan, and Shadow (plus interceptor) because of the nature of what is going on. I tried my best to have everyone else at a pause point by the end of 18, so there wouldn't be anything that felt like a pull away from where the chapters needed to be focusing.

I am trying to give all the payable characters as much attention as i can, but dang there are a lot of them and a bunch haven't even entered the story yet!

What is Relm doing!? causing trouble! probably!

to clarify a couple things that are not really on the page here:

The sand smells funny because the Empire basically fried the ground and put some fake sand on the top that nothing will grow in. They wanted a nice flat ground that they wouldn't have to deal with weeds and wouldn't get muddy. i tried to add in the explanation in a few places, but it messed with the flow. so... i still want it to come up so i left it in, but it will likely not be explained for a chunk of chapters yet... assuming it doesn't get cut again.

Merchant packs have some magic in them so they are lighter than they 'should be' thus carrying a bunch of books is not really that large of a strain.

Locke talks to the feather with some regularity because he is weird like that. but also it can hear him and is laughing at him because it thinks he is funny.

Chapter 19: The Rivers Run with Things Unspoken

Summary:

The river flowed away... and took everything with it.

 

 

This is the chapter with the horror of Doma...

Notes:

This one is really heavy in a lot of ways. The worst of it is in the top section before the long string of dots. There is a skip summary in the drop down for anyone who wants to play it safe and not read it, or if you want to know what you are getting into beforehand, but assuming you have played the game, then you know what is coming already...
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WARNINGS!! SERIOUS THIS TIME!

Death of a child. (and wife)

Death of an animal.

Death of people on page.

Respiratory distress leading to death (breathing problems).

Suicidal ideation.

Suicide run.

Disassociation.

Grief.

Loss.

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Summery of the first section.

Cyan, on top of one of the towers overlooking the area, gets a report from a sentry about the smaller of the two Empire bases being oddly active. Shortly after, she collapses and dies while Cyan tries to save her. Another sentry informs him that there are people having the same problem all over the castle. Cyan realizes what had been bugging him all morning was the missing bird song, and concludes it must be poison. He runs to talk to the king while forcing himself not to stop to check the people collapsed along the way. Finally making it to the throne room, he finds the king crumpled on the ground. The king tells Cyan that he has done his duty by checking on him, but that he should go to his wife and son instead. He then dies in Cyan’s arms. Cyan, realizing that he should go find survivors and start organizing, instead chooses to follow his king’s last order and go find his family. By the time he makes it home, it is already too late, and Owain and Elayne are dead.

Cyan disassociates.

The small number of survivors meet up in the great hall. Lady Reece is organizing what to do, and Cyan volunteers to be the distraction so the group can get by the smaller base and up to safety in the mountains.

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Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons with out yall who knows how many soldiers would have had no 'i's.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 19: The Rivers Run with Things Unspoken

 

(Cyan)

 

Stars flickered away as dawn came into full morning, and sun kissed hills crested through the fog like rolling waves. Along the castle wall, bright white blooms of primrose blossomed; their sweet fragrance calling in the crisp, damp air. From around Doma, vines and trees rustled in accompaniment with the ambient chorus of the river as it splashed and babbled into the castle’s waterways.

 

High in one of the towers, Cyan pressed his hands harder against the rough stone wall and frowned as his gaze darted over the beautiful landscape.

 

His unease deepened as the wind blew over the rampart, sharp and fever warm.

 

Something was… wrong.

 

“Sir Cyan!” a sentry called, sprinting up the steps towards him. “The Empire's smaller base is bustling with activity.” She leaned her shoulder against the wall with quick breaths. “Something must be up!”

 

“I see. Any report about the larger base?”

 

“No, but I still think they-” she shifted to lean more fully on the stone and sucked in a harsh breath, “may be preparing another assault.

 

A bird cawed as it swooped down, vanishing into the thinning mist near the river.

 

“Whatever the reason, it shall require caution.”

 

With a sound more like a screech than any song, the bird burst out of the lingering fog, flapping its wings in a sudden, desperate ascent. Almost to the clear air, it stilled and dropped, uncontrolled, into the water.

 

The mist swirled away from the splash, allowing sunlight to flicker off the river in dark shades.

 

“Huh?” Cyan narrowed his eyes. “Doth the water not look a bit… odd to thee?”

 

“Oh!” The sentry stumbled as she leaned over the tower’s wall and squinted down. “Now that you mention it…”

 

“I shall investigate,” Cyan said, straightening. “Thou must go and warn the Water Workers that something may be wrong with the river.”

 

She pushed herself away from the wall with a salute. “Yes, si-” her words cut short as she coughed and listed to the side.

 

Cyan darted his hand out and caught her. “Art thou alright?”

 

“Yea, I-” Swaying, she clung to his arm and blinked up at him. “I’ve… been a bit dizzy this morning.” She sucked in a deep breath; it rattled. “Having trouble… catching my breath.”

 

“Mayhaps, thou’d best take the day to rest and-” he trailed off as she cupped a hand around her mouth and coughed.

 

And continued to cough.

 

“I don’t feel so-” she slurred, her legs buckling.

 

Cyan supported her weight as he slowly lowered both of them to the ground.

 

The young woman slumped, her blood speckled hand falling away from her face.

 

Quickly tucking her against his side, he yanked out a potion bottle and pressed it to her blue lips. “Drink!” he ordered.

 

Her eyes fluttered closed.

 

“We need help over here!”

 

“Sir Cyan!” another sentry called back as they sprinted over.

 

“She just collapsed!” Cyan pressed the bottle against the girl’s mouth more securely and patted her cheek.

 

Her head lulled against his shoulder.

 

“Drink,” he added softly.

 

Stumbling over, the sentry yanked out a Fenix Down and pressed it against her too-still chest.

 

The feather stayed dim.

 

Cyan slowly pulled in a breath and let it out as he put the potion away.

 

Gently, he wrapped her cloak around her and carefully settled her on the ground.

 

He didn’t even know her name.

 

“It is not just her,” the sentry said, tripping over their words as they put the feather away with trembling hands. “I just came from further along the wall, people are having trouble over there too.”

 

Others?

 

How many more?

 

“Tis odd… no illnesses would… not so fast…” Cyan sucked in a breath. “The river!”

 

The bird.

 

Where were the birds?

 

It must be… poison!” Cyan gasped out.

 

How could he have missed the lack of bird song!?

 

What a low-down, contemptible...!” they said through grit teeth.

 

“Right.” Cyan pushed himself up, took a deep breath, squared his shoulders, and balanced himself on his feet. “We must warn the king!”

 

No one could afford him the time to linger on regret.

 

They both turned as more screams for help echoed through the castle.

 

“You go ahead to the king!” the sentry yelled as they darted away. “I will check on them and be right behind you with all haste!”

 

Cyan nodded, turned.

 

And ran.

 

He vaulted over a railing and sprinted down a hall.

 

Past slumped over forms and voices calling for help, he ran.

 

So many people…

 

So many…

 

With faces he could not afford to recognize.

 

Cyan forced himself to step around the collapsed royal guards and shove open the towering throne room doors.

 

They slammed against the walls with a reverberating crash.

 

Vibrant red fabric spread around a crumpled form.

 

Cyan stumbled, breath knocked out of him, as he staggered his way across the room. He gasped out, “Your Highness!” as he collapsed onto his knees and pulled his King into his arms.

 

“Who's there...?” King Doma slurred; weak, confused.

 

“It is Cyan, Your Excellency!” he said as he tucked his liege up against his side.

 

Oh, Cyan... My sight is failing…” he turned his head and, with what was almost a smile, looked in Cyan’s general direction. “I cannot see your face...

 

Excellency! Please, you must hang on!” Fingers shaking, Cyan fumbled open his item pouch.

 

Two potions… they wouldn’t…

 

Cyan…” King Doma shook his head. “You have defended this realm since the days of my father before me…” He gasped in a shuddering breath. “I thank you… for your service. Urgh... Forgive me… my friend, I failed to protect our kingdom…

 

No, Excellency, the fault lies not with thee!

 

I fear for your family… go be with them, you have…” He sucked in air, gasping, choking. “You have done your duty to me. Ohhh...my chest burns...with every breath…

 

Speak not, my lord! S-Save thy strength!”

 

Go...to your family…” he whispered.

 

He stilled.

 

“No,” Cyan gasped as he pulled him close to his chest and shook him gently. “No, Excellency!

 

He’s not…

 

He can’t…

 

Sir Cyan!” the sentry rushed in with stumbled steps. “Is he?” they asked, voice wavering.

 

Cyan could only bring himself to nod as he gently laid his King down and wrapped his bright red cloak securely around him. “There… there have to be some survivors somewhere in the castle.

 

“Right. Let's split up and search…”  The sentry nodded, voice distant as they turned and staggered out the door.

 

Their cough echoed from the hallway.

 

He should go and organize…

 

He should…

 

He should… follow the last order his King gave…

 

Cyan ran.

 

While he ignored the burn in his lungs, and the cough as it threatened to claw its way up his throat.

 

He ran.

 

And did not slow down.

 

Even as he rounded the corner and sprinted down last the corridor.

 

Until his shoulder slammed against the wall outside their home; as the knob slipped in his hand, he crashed open the door.

 

“Elayne! Owain!” Cyan called as he stumbled through the entry.

 

“Are you here?” he begged.

 

Quiet.

 

Cyan rounded into the living room.

 

Sunlight streamed through the window onto dark hair splashed around her curled-up form.

 

He staggered, fell, crawled, to her side. “Elayne!” he gasped, he begged, more air than word as he scooped up her still form and clung. “Wake up!”

 

Please be asleep.

 

Please wake up.

 

“This... This...can't be happening!” His fingers carded through her soft hair. “Please, no,”

 

“Don't leave me, Elayne!” he begged.

 

He has to…

 

He has to find…

 

He bundled her into his arms and forced himself to his feet.

 

“Owain!” he called, voice shaking. “My boy, please answer…!”

 

He staggered, staggered, staggered.

 

To a tiny lump under the covers.

 

“Owain!!!”

 

He yanked away the blanket and scooped up his little boy.

 

His baby.

 

Too still.

 

“Not you too!”

 

“Son… you-”

 

He buried his nose in his son’s hair.

 

“Y ou can't both leave me!”

 

He gasped; there was no air.

 

His boy tucked under his chin, his wife to his side.

 

In his arms.

 

Where they should have been safe.

 

“I can’t lose you both, I can’t… I… I…”

 

He held his whole crumbling world close.

 

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Fabric… wrapped.

 

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Words, places… people.

 

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He was not sure how long he had been standing in the great hall.

 

Or how he had gotten there.

 

He pointedly did not look around at the survivors gathered in the corners.

 

Did not count them.

 

Instead, he stared at the Prayer Beads wrapped around his wrist.

 

He rolled them between his fingers.

 

Smooth and warm.

 

Elayne’s.

 

He choked.

 

“-an. Sir Cyan!”

 

He jerked and turned towards the young woman.

 

She smiled tightly. “Lady Reece is asking for you.”

 

He nodded and followed her to a small group.

 

“Sir Cyan,” Lady Reece said as she turned to him; her voice solid, even as her hands shook. “We are trying to think of a direction to flee.”

 

“The phantom forest to the east is a no, there is something… wrong about that place” a young man said.

 

“Superstitions,” Lady Reece countered sternly.

 

“Maybe, but there is still a base between us and the forest anyway,” the young woman who fetched him added.

 

“Well, we can’t stay anywhere near here, the forest to the north and the rock ways nearby are likely too close to whatever this poison is. We need to get closer to the mountains.”

 

“I shall handle the base,” he said to the wall.

 

“What?” Their eyes dug into him.

 

Someone in the room coughed.

 

“I shall handle the base. Follow behind me while they art focused on me, and cross over to the east. Take-” He swallowed as he mistakenly glanced around the room and forced himself to stop counting. “Take everyone across, then up to the mountain lake. The water there should be safe.”

 

“But,” Lady Reece shook her head, “Sir Cyan-”

 

“I shall handle it!” he hissed sharply.

 

“That is…” She blew out a pained breath. “Even you can’t take on a full base alone…”

 

“I shall take as many of them down with me as I can,” he vowed. The hilt of his sword bit into his hand as he tightened his grip.

 

“Cyan,” she said softly.

 

“I will not forgive them...!” The words clawed their way out of the hole in his chest, “The Empire must pay for this!”

 

His words rang through the empty hall.

 

They would pay, blood for blood.

 

He would make sure of it.

 

 

---

 

 

(Shadow)

 

The smaller Empire Base should have been the easier outpost to sneak past, even with the pinch point of it blocking yet another bridge. Unfortunately, all of the soldiers were running around in random circles screaming, because that would improve the situation.

 

“We’ll have to wait till it calms down to get across,” Shadow grumbled as he ducked back behind the boulder.

 

“You would think Kefka would’ve at least warned his own people about the poison,” Sabin said, a bit short of breath. “Such horrible planning.” He rubbed his eyes, slightly swaying against the rock beside them.

 

“I doubt he gave any thought to collateral damage,” Shadow said as he pulled out another one of his unmarked, little green bottles and handed it to Sabin. “Drink.”

 

Sabin frowned, but shrugged and then the overly trusting fool did as he was told. “What are these things anyway? I mean, they help with tiredness, but they taste gross.”

 

“I am almost out of them anyway,” Shadow said, not looking at him.

 

He only had one more enhanced Antidote left… not that it mattered. Even using them and the Star Pendant, it was obvious they were doing nothing but delaying the inevitable.

 

What was one more death on his hands anyway?

 

By the triad, he was going to kill Kefka for this whole cluster f-

 

“Hey!” Sabin elbowed him. “There’s a guy?”

 

A guy? … Really?

 

Carefully shifting his stance, he peeked out from behind their cover.

 

It was… a guy, in armor, his blue cape blowing behind him as he strode straight into the Empire base and drew his sword.

 

“A Knight of Doma,” Shadow said, glancing around for the rest of the deployment.

 

There had to be more than just the one.

 

I am Sir Cyan, retainer to the king of Doma!” the knight declared so crisply they could hear him clearly even at their distance.

 

Enemy!!! All men, to your positions!” soldiers frantically screamed over each other from around the base.

 

Sabin gripped the edge of the rock, his shoulders bunching up as he harshly whispered, “!!! What’s he doing!?”

 

The Knight slowly pointed his sword at the approaching soldiers. “Come at me and meet thine deserved end,” he said, voice cold and sure. “There shall be no mercy for thee!”

 

“Oh!” Sabin said softly.

 

The soldiers faltered.

 

“It is only one man! Attack!” one of the soldiers in the back screamed.

 

“We have to help him!” Sabin foolishly declared as he vaulted over the rock and ran towards the knight.

 

Shadow, however, was not a fool.

 

Three against a whole base of Empire troops? Even with their numbers lowered and most of them sick, it was a lost fight.

 

But… all the noise and commotion did create a good distraction, allowing him and Interceptor to make their way easily along the edge of the base.

 

Once he was settled behind a tent, he took the risk to peek out and check on the fool.

 

Sabin spun and danced between the Empire Soldiers, his moves leaving fire and downed enemies in their wake; a ridiculous grin spread across his face.

 

Meanwhile… the knight braced himself and surged forward. With four precise cuts, four soldiers fell. He then pivoted on his foot and attacked the next group charging at him,quickly taking them out single-handedly.

 

Shadow’s shoulders loosened.

 

It seemed he needed to reevaluate the likelihood of this fight being a death run. Though maybe he shouldn’t have been surprised, fools were the hardest to kill.

 

Either way, he was staying out of it.

 

Plus, a knight might attack alone for revenge, but…

 

Well, maybe Shadow was a bit of a fool himself for hoping the attack was something more.

 

As he snuck around some crates and past scrambling soldiers, he changed direction to the side farthest from the fighting. Settled in a crouch behind a low wall, he scanned for anything out of place.

 

Interceptor whined softly as he sluggishly tucked his head under Shadow’s arm.

 

He gritted his teeth, pulled out the last of his enhanced Antidotes and poured it into his cupped palm. Interceptor quickly lapped it up and leaned against him as he scratched the dog behind the ears.

 

A bit of blue flashed along the side of a tent, and he narrowed his eyes.

 

No Empire uniform was such a bright color.

 

So, that left two options, and both would work for him.

 

With one last pat against Interceptor’s side, he stood, and they slipped along the edge of a wall. Careful to keep low, he peeked around.

 

A group, barely armed and all with bags too small and stuffed full.

 

Or a third option…

 

Civilians…

 

There were… not many.

 

No elderly, no children.

 

Was this all who…

 

He should have destroyed that thrice damned package.

 

Shadow bit back his reaction and jumped over the wall landing silently on his toes. “I presume the loud one is with you?”

 

The group rounded on him and dropped into what were almost fighting stances.

 

He rested his hand on his knife.

 

“Wait!” a woman hissed quietly as she rushed forward eyeing him and his dog. “Last night, you were with that weird guy, weren’t you!”

 

“Presuming you mean the blond doing his ‘chocobo dance’ then, unfortunately, yes,” he said dryly.

 

“What?” someone whispered.

 

“Last thing, my girlfriend said-” she stuttered to a halt as her voice broke. “She thought you were trying to warn us. You were, weren't you?”

 

He hesitated a moment before dipping his head.

 

“I heard of that,” the leader said as she lowered her sword. “No one who had the authority to let you in was there, and by the time anyone thought to go get someone, you had left. If you had stayed longer,” she added tightly.

 

“We stayed too long as it was.”

 

“What’s that supposed to mean!?” she snapped, her breath too short and ragged.

 

“Come on,” he said, pointing towards the other side of the camp and cutting off any further pointless chatter. “I will help you get across.”

 

Shadow turned away.

 

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

 

Sabin dodged to the side as yet another soldier charged at him. With a pivot, he slammed his fist into the jerk’s face, and the guy crumpled to the ground while two more rushed forward. “Hey, Sir Cyan!” he called out as he dashed between the soldiers, grabbed one in each arm, and tossed them into another group, toppling them all into a groaning pile.

 

“Who poisoned the river!?” Cyan snarled, seemingly to no one in particular, as he took down a few more enemies.

 

Look, let me give you a hand!” Sabin called out as he came to a stop, hopefully far enough outside of sword range. “I think we're gonna have to do this together!”

 

“The thought had occurred to me as well!” Cyan replied as he rolled his stance and set his blade facing a group of soldiers getting ready to charge. “They art tougher than they would appear!”

 

“So, these ones next!?”

 

“I know not thy name nor allegiance, but I welcome thine aid!” Cyan tilted his head and gave him a hard look. “Just don’t give me warrant to turn my sword on thee.”

 

“Fair enough!”

 

Cyan turned and charged into the hesitating group with a snarl.

 

Sabin grinned and darted forward right behind him.

 

The fight smeared into a rhythm.

 

Punch after punch, slice after slice, until all that was left was their heavy breathing.

 

“Thank you, kind sir!” Cyan said, hand tight around his sword and eyes still scanning the camp. “I am in thy debt!”

 

No need for thanks!” Sabin waved off the gratitude while ignoring the burning in his lungs.

 

“But, who art thou?” he said, almost too stiffly to be chiding.

 

“Ah, apologies.” His manners teacher would have lectured his ear off for such a slight of decorum. “I'm Sabin, from the kingdom of Figaro,” he said with a bow of his head.

 

“It is a pleasure to make thine acquaintance, Sir Sabin,” Cyan said mirroring the motion.

 

Sabin returned the formal greeting then trotted over to the last of the boxes still stacked up nearby, and looked behind them,searching the shadows for a Shadow. “You back there?”

 

Had Shadow finally disappeared on him?

 

He hadn’t even gotten to pet the puppy!

 

A new alarm blared as more voices yelled from deeper in the camp.

 

Sabin jerked back, turned, and rushed over to Cyan. “We should really get out of here!”

 

But…” Cyan shook his head, jaw stiff. “I… I can’t. I must avenge my family and my countrymen...!”

 

“Look…” Sabin said, turning his full attention to Cyan. “If we stick around any longer, we'll have an entire regiment down our throats! And I don’t know about you, but I’m getting tired.”

 

“It matters not,” he said, voice flat and face nothing but a cold mask.

 

Family… he said family.

 

“Dying will not bring anyone back!” Sabin said, desperation clawing up his throat.

 

Cyan flinched; his narrowed eyes locked on watching the path deeper into camp.

 

“They wouldn’t want…” Sabin trailed off, changing tactics, “Besides! The one who dumped the poison isn’t here!”

 

“Thou knowest who it was,” Cyan said as he jerked his attention to Sabin.

 

“Yes, and I will help you find him, but first we have to get out of here, alive.”

 

Cyan swallowed and nodded his head ever so slightly. “Very well.”

 

Got him.

 

Now he just had to keep him.

 

“There they are! This way!” a voice yelled as the sounds of pounding boots rushed towards them.

 

“Hoo, boy… Plan, plan, we need a plan,” Sabin muttered to himself as he spun in a circle. A large metal claw glinted from the other side of a tent. “Oh! I have a great idea… Follow me.

 

They rushed over and, as Sabin had guessed, there were a couple of Magitek armors standing unused. He vaulted up into the cockpit of the closest one and scanned the controls: Attack options, movement, heater, air conditioner. Everything looked to be easy enough to use, with a simple pull back to go forward configuration. The placement was even almost familiar…

 

He sucked in a breath. “Oh, Edgar…”

 

Sir Sabin! What manner of armored beasts might these be?” Cyan asked wide-eyed from where he was backed up against a wall.

 

Had they not been using the Magitek armor to attack Doma?

 

Sabin shook it off. “I'll explain later! Just climb in!” he called back, then frowned when Cyan pressed himself further against the wall. “Come on!”

 

“I’m not sure how comfortable I-”

 

Sabin rolled his eyes, jumped down, grabbed Cyan, and chunked him into the seat of the other armor. “Worry about it later! We need to go!”

 

“There was no need for such actions!”

 

Sabin laughed and rolled the controls back, causing the armor to take a couple of solid steps forward.

 

“Sir Sabin! How does one manipulate these abominations?” Cyan asked, his voice on the wrong side of panicked.

 

“Oh, for...! Thou art getting to be quite a pain in the-- Great, now I'm even starting to talk like you!” He scanned over the controls for something easy to explain. “Listen! Just… Alright, you see that lever? The one right by your hand? Push it down to-”

 

“Sir Sabin!” Cyan screamed as the Magitek armor lurched backwards and crashed into the wall. “It appears to be in reverse!”

 

Yeah, yeah… that’s not… you just need to-” he sighed as the armor stomped off in a random direction with Cyan still panicking inside. “Oh! Come on!”

 

“Aaahhh! I cannot stop this monstrosity!!!”  Cyan cried out as he and the armor careened directly into a tent.

 

“Hey! What do you think you're doing!?” a soldier screeched and scrambled unsteadily away from clawed legs as they ripped the canvas to shreds.

 

Sabin followed the path of destruction, trying not to laugh too hard as Cyan knocked into an empty armor and crashes cascaded along the row of machines as they all toppled down, taking people, tents and walls alike with them. “Okay, good plan! Let's bust our way out of here!” Who would have thought all they needed was one guy with no piloting ability to be able to take the whole place out!

 

Wait… was that why no one was using them? Did most people need training of some sort for these things?

 

He didn’t see why; they were really simple and intuitive.

 

“Hold it right there!” a man, actually in Magitek armor, ordered as he stomped around a corner and blocked their way.

 

Cyan didn’t slow down; instead, he ran directly into him with a horrible clang and continued his rampage, leaving the other armor knocked onto its back, its clawed legs flailing in the air.

 

“You’re doing great, Cyan!” Sabin called out.

 

“I feel like thou art making fun of me!” Cyan yelled back.

 

“What? No! I am serious! Your path of destruction is outstandingly impressive!” he responded, trying to keep his hands steady on the controls as he laughed.

 

Unfortunately, by the time they made it out of camp, Cyan had gotten the hang of it.

 

Or at least had figured out the whole going forward thing.

 

 

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(Cyan)

 

The abominations… lurched through the grasslands, their engines screaming with the power running through them in ways… Cyan was very, very sure were insidious.

 

If Sir Sabin had not made such a solid point about them being faster than walking, Cyan would have been anywhere far, far away from the things!

 

Couldn’t they have found chocobos? Birds were far more comfortable, and vastly more companionable!

 

Sir Sabin giggled as the monstrosity he was in did what seemed to be a skipping motion.

 

Cyan grit his teeth. How could someone of his status be so… infuriatingly irreverent?

 

Something dark shifted in the area to their right, and Cyan straightened. “I saw movement by those rocks,” he said as quiet as he reasonably could.

 

Sir Sabin narrowed his eyes in the same direction then practically chirped out, “Oh!” and with a grin, quickly changed direction. “Hey Shadow! Thought you bailed on me!”

 

A person dressed in all dark clothing and a mask covering their face, emerged from the shade of the stones. “I wasn't going to jump into a fool’s fight,” he said as Sir Sabin brought his abomination to a smooth stop and hopped out.

 

Cyan yanked on the controls; the armor turned and shuddered. A high-pitched screech of metal on stone ripped through the air as he ran the thing into a large rock and the monstrosity ground to a halt.

 

Quickly, he grabbed the side of the thing and scrambled out. His hand slipped, and he landed on his shoulder in the dirt.

 

“Hey, are you alright?” Sir Sabin asked as he jogged over.

 

“I am fine!” he said, sitting up. “But thou shalt not get me into such a contraption again!”

 

“Yeah, okay.” Sir Sabin huffed out a laugh as he helped Cyan to his feet. “Anyway, this is Shadow.”

 

The man, Sir Shadow, nodded. “The rest of your group headed on,” he added curtly.

 

“I see.” Cyan’s shoulders softened with gratitude. “Thank you, Sir Shadow, for informing me.”

 

“Do not call me that,” Shadow snapped as a vary large, dark brown dog trotted out from behind the rock, and took position at his heel.

 

“I… apologize and shall do as thee ask.”

 

“Hello to you too!” Sir Sabin crouched down hand held his hand out to the dog.

 

The dog huffed at him.

 

“Right, okay,”  Sir Sabin said with a laugh as he stood up and spun around in a circle a few times. “I think we should be safe now!” He looked back and forth between them. “So, how do I get to Narshe from here?”

 

“Narshe?” Cyan’s frown deepened. “I believe the only route, if it still exists, passes through the forest to the south, but--

 

All right! If we're going into the woods, I guess we really won't be needing these hunks of scrap metal anymore.” Sir Sabin knocked the back of his hand against the leg of one of the abominations, then turned and headed off towards the distant trees. “Come on! Let's get going!” he said as he spun and started walking backwards when they didn’t immediately follow.

 

Shadow just shook his head and trailed after.

 

“The forest is cursed,” Cyan warned as he took a handful of quick steps to catch up.

 

“That’s fine!” Sir Sabin said. “We’ll just have to not get cursed, then!”

 

“Such is not how things function!” Cyan sputtered.

 

Sir… Sabin just… shrugged.

 

Cyan grit his teeth all the way to the treeline.

 

As they walked into the forest, warm sun and soft grass gave way to looming trees and shifting shadows. The deeper they traveled the thicker the canopy of leaves became, until it grew so dense it gave the impression of a night sky beyond. Whispered winds blew; etched through with the smell of damp woods and a discordant chill which cut between the foliage and set Cyan’s instincts on edge.

 

He shoved his worry down as he sidestepped a fallen log.

 

Maybe he should have traveled north to join up with the others.

 

But…

 

Small, too still form wrapped-

 

Something grabbed him by the shoulders, and Cyan tightened his hand around his sword as he jerked away.

 

“Sorry, I didn’t…” Sir Sabin smiled awkwardly as he took a step back. “Hey, uh. So… umm…”

 

“Thou art exceedingly eloquent in thy speech,” Cyan snapped without thinking.

 

“Hey!” Sir Sabin squawked in indignation as he laughed.

 

Cyan blew out a breath. He should not be so rude to someone who was helping him, even one as grating as Sir Sabin, but at least it was taken in good spirits.

 

Spirits- They- Everyone-

 

He shook his head sharply.

 

Think of something else.

 

Anything else then-

 

“Sir Sabin!” Cyan said louder than he intended. “Thou said ye art from Figaro? Did they only send the two of ye?” he asked while sidestepping a fallen log.

 

“Huh? Oh! No, that’s…” Sir Sabin looked over to Shadow. “Wait, Shadow, where are you even from?”

 

“Thou doesn’t know?” Cyan frowned.

 

“We just met,” Sir Sabin said with a shrug. “So where are you from?”

 

Shadow turned and looked at them, no expression in his eyes. “Nowhere,” he said flatly.

 

“Ah.” Sir Sabin nodded, as if the response made any sense. “He spawned out of the dark, it explains the name.”

 

Cyan could just make out an exasperated sigh from Shadow.

 

There was something so… odd about Sir… Sabin.

 

“In any case, my question still stands. Did they only send thee?”

 

Sir Sabin shifted and scratched the back of his head. “Ah… I wasn't actually sent…?” he said, face twisted up in an unhappy expression. “I honestly doubt anyone in Figaro knows about what’s going on in Doma.”

 

Cyan stopped and rounded on him. “We sent missives!”

 

“Hey whoa! I have no doubt you did!” Sir Sabin said, putting his hands up. “But I don’t think they made it!” He shifted on his feet, seemingly debating something, before he continued, “Look if Figaro knew Doma was in danger, my brother would have said something before we got… uh… separated. I am telling you, Figaro didn’t know you called for help.”

 

“Thou art sure?” he asked slowly. “Thy brother would know? Would tell thee?”

 

“Yeah, he would know,” Sir Sabin said with a laugh. “And maybe he wouldn't have thought to tell me, but we were at a Returner’s base before I ended up here. He would have told Banon.”

 

“I see.” Something loosened in Cyan’s aching chest. They hadn't been abandoned; things had just gone catastrophically wrong with the lines of communication. He turned back towards the path and kept walking, sidestepping a fallen log. “Thou know where Banon is?”

 

“Ah, probably in Narshe by now. I am supposed to meet up with my brother there, and they were together last time I saw them.”

 

“Narshe is neutral,” he said, scowling.

 

“I have no idea about all that,” Sir Sabin said with a waved hand. “My big bro is the one with the brains, I just punch stuff. Wait…” he slowed, head swiveling one way then the next, “is it just me, or have we been by here already? This clearing looks familiar.”

 

“Everywhere in a forest looks a lot alike,” Cyan said. But he had a sinking feeling Sir Sabin had a point. He wasn't great at telling one tree from another, but that log really did seem…

 

Shadow tilted his head and broke a branch on one of the trees. “Just in case,” he said, sounding unsure.

 

They were careful to keep their bearings south towards the exit, even as fog began to roll in thick along the forest floor.

 

As they passed into a small clearing, they all stopped.

 

And stared at the fallen log and broken branch.

 

“Uh… Cyan, what did you say was up with this forest?” Sir Sabin asked slowly.

 

“It’s cursed.”

 

 

---

 

Notes:

WARNINGS SERIOUS THIS TIME (spoiler-ish)

Owain and Elayne are dead by the time Cyan gets to him.

A bird gets sick and falls out of the sky, presumed dead.

A woman dies in Cyan's arms, as does King Doma. There are lots of other people dead in hallways and such that Cyan passes. They are not described in any detail.

The way the poison here works is by making people have trouble breathing, lots of gasping for breath and such.

Cyan is not in the best head space here and the wanting to go with his family feeling does not clear up by this chapter and will persist for a while.

Cyan makes a charge at the Empire base to give people from Doma a distraction so they can get to safety, but he fully expects to not make it out alive.

Cyan loses track of what is going on around him after finding his family dead.

Doma is dead almost in its entirety. Grief and loss seem like they are self explanatory for the whole dang chapter.

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Art of the good boy getting snuggles!
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My rambles! (spoiler-ish)

I tried really hard to get this right. It is such a dark and pivotal point in the game, the sudden jarring knowledge that this is way bigger than what we had really been seeing up to it. A whole kingdom, gone. Wiped away like nothing in one moment of cruelty.

There is more lead up to it here than in the game, but it still needed to be... a punch in the face. I tried. I know i will come back and read this at some point and see all the ways i could have done better. But, for now? I put everything i could into it. It is as good as today me can manage, and really that is all I can offer.

Chapter 20: The Night of the Full Moon

Summary:

The thing about life and death is, there is only a thin separation between them. One breath to the next, one step to the next, can easily cross you from the land of the living to the realm of the dead.

And it is far harder to go back the other way.

After all, Trains have very defined paths.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Implied suicidal thoughts (past)

Suicidal ideation

Some dissociation

Grief and loss

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons yall are the best!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 20: The Night of the Full Moon

 

 

(Shadow)

 

Moonlight diffused through the veil of fog, blinding and worse than any deep dark of night could ever be. The thick shroud encroached ever closer as it bit off the world beyond until only the path before them remained. Wisps reached out and grasped at their ankles, incorporeally tugging and tripping and yanking them towards the expansive all consuming… nothing.

 

To leave them as… nothing.

 

“This isn’t working,” Shadow said, struggling to keep his inhales even as he stopped next to the overly familiar log; the others’ breathing was rapid and shallow.

 

“No place is unexitable!” Sabin spun in a couple of stumbled circles and plowed through the trees in a random direction.

 

“Sir Sabin!” Cyan grumbled as he rushed after the fool.

 

Before their vague shapes could completely vanish, Shadow trudged into the fog.

 

Whatever was wrong with the forest wasn’t even their main problem.

 

With the way his chest burned, Interceptor’s tail drooped, and how the others’ breathing was far too ragged for trained fighters, there was a more immediate concern.

 

One that was counting down until they had no more breaths to take.

 

Branches grasped at them like thin fingers as they wove between, then from one step to the next, the veil lifted. Wisps of fog clung to the bright white lilies swaying in the tall grass blanketing the clearing, while a pond and its windblown ripples sparkled moonlight into his eyes.

 

“A healing spring!” Sabin darted over to the edge of the water and scooped some into his hands.

 

“Sir Sabin, wait!”

 

“What?” Sabin asked, wiping his mouth. “It’s a healing spring!”

 

Cyan sighed.

 

As the spring stilled and the full moon’s reflection shone clear, a deep-set knowledge lodged in his throat; there was a far too large power hidden behind the water’s thin, placid mirror.

 

Interceptor whined at his side.

 

“Look, look!” Sabin chirped as he bounced around the clearing like a toddler. “I’m fine!”

 

Trusting the spring was a bad idea, but… to stop was to fail.

 

And if this was the only way forward… he would take it.

 

Shadow drank.

 

Energy from the spring rushed through his chest, then spiraled out to the tips of his fingers and toes. He sucked in a deep breath; the burning soothed away.

 

Once Cyan had finished drinking, he stood; the tightness in his stance lessened, but his face still lined with uncertainty.

 

“See! It’s fine!” Sabin said with an overconfident grin.

 

Interceptor looked up from the spring and barked an alert, his ears perked towards the trees.

 

“What is it grumpy puppy?” Sabin asked while crouching to face biting height.

 

“Thou canst not seriously be calling such a dog, puppy,” Cyan complained as he walked in the direction Interceptor was pointing. “Oh, I think I see a path.”

 

“See! He is a good boy!” Sabin said as he popped up and trotted after Cyan. “And all good boys are puppies!”

 

Shadow tuned out yet another pointless argument.

 

The more they walked, the less there was.

 

Until there was… nothing.

 

Nothing.

 

For a heartbeat they were… nothing.

 

Shadow tripped over a misaligned paving stone and yanked himself steady mere inches from the still backs of the other two.

 

“Uh… huh?” Sabin said intelligently as he glanced between the fog still clinging to the treeline far behind them, and the wide path they stood in the middle of. “How did we get…?”

 

Some answers were best left unknown.

 

Shadow stepped around them and continued, fog dusting up around their ankles as they walked along the cobblestones towards a towering wall and through its open gate.

 

The area beyond was suffocatingly dark.

 

“A train!?” Cyan said as he rushed across what was apparently a platform, “But I thought all of Doma's railways had been destroyed...?”

 

“It’s old,” Shadow said as he stopped next to the large swaths of metal long since rusted into an off-color, jagged mess of a ‘train’. “Probably abandoned years before the Empire thought to destroy the others.”

 

Although… why was a rail line built in a cursed forest?

 

“Looks like we can get through here,” Sabin said as he hopped onto the rail car’s walkway through a break in the hand rail. “There could be survivors hiding. Let's take a look inside.”

 

“Sir Sabin!”

 

“Well we can't just wander around out here all day.” Sabin banged on the door, striking down chunks of rust to the ruined walkway. We have to check inside!”

 

“No, we do not!” Cyan yelled back.

 

“Don't worry, it'll only take a second!”

 

“Sir Sabin! Don’t-”

 

“Hello! Anyone in here?” the impulsive fool asked as he pried open the door and brazenly strutted inside.

 

Cyan hissed out a breath as he marched after the fool.

 

Careful of his footing, Shadow stepped from the platform onto the odd walkway running, he presumed, all the way around the rail car. He had never seen a train with anything like it before. Shaking off the oddity, he followed the annoyances inside, and slowed to a stop as an oddly welcoming melody drifted around the room between rows of bench seats.

 

“What in the world...?” Sabin said as he poked the plush upholstery.

 

There shouldn’t be…

 

“We must leave at once!” Cyan yelled, backing up. “This is the Phantom Train!”

 

The-

 

Shadow spun, lunged towards the exit, grabbed the handle and yanked.

 

It did not budge.

 

A whistle sliced through the quiet.

 

“It's moving!?” Sabin shouted as he threw his weight against the rusted exit, “and the door won't open!”

 

It didn’t even rattle.

 

With a blared finality, the rail car lurched; hanging lights pitched and fluttered as the train settled into its journey.

 

“I fear we art…” Cyan collapsed onto a seat, “too late.

 

“Uh…” Sabin rocked on his feet. “W- what did you say this train was?”

 

“This is the Phantom Train…" Cyan buried his face in his hands. “It- It carries the souls of the departed to their… final destination.

 

“… Wait a second. You're saying this train's giving us a one-way ride to…” Sabin spun in place, “the afterlife!?”

 

We all have to go sometime… at least now I can be with-” Cyan’s breath caught, he shoved himself to his feet and staggered towards the exit.

 

“Cyan-” Sabin reached out, the door slammed against its frame, leaving his hand hanging in the air. “Oh, now it works!” he grumbled as he darted outside.

 

Shadow gave the room one last glance before he followed them into the dark.

 

It was probably best to stay together…

 

He really hated togetherness.

 

 

 

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(Sabin)

 

Sabin burst out into the darkness, spun, and darted after the flutter of Cyan’s blue cape. Silent wind rushed by him as he hurried along the pockmarked walkway and over the chain bridge between cars which clanked and shed rust into the void below. A dim lamp swung against the door frame with a rhythmic clack-clack as he looped around to the back of the caboose.

 

Lurched over the rail, Cyan’s breath hitched as the full moon cast him into a washed out silhouette.

 

“Hey,” Sabin said softly, leaning next to Cyan. “Look, I- I uh…” his useless words trailed off.

 

He needed to say something…anything… grief could so easily destroy a person.

 

The train rattled on.

 

“I don’t…” Sabin started again, “I am just trying to say… you are not… alone?”

 

“Not… alone?” Cyan snapped. “My King. My wife. My little boy.” His hand tightened around his wrist and he choked on a ragged breath; he slumped as everything snuffed out of him. “Might I at least hope to see them at the end of the line?”

 

“What, no! We got on by mistake! We just have to get off before the end!” Sabin scrambled for anything to say. “Don’t you want to find Kefka?” he blurted.

 

“Revenge is the most tragic reason to live,” Cyan said. “Besides, unless we happen to find a way off, I am afraid that is exactly where we shall end up anyway” He turned on his heel, shoved open the door to the cabin and marched inside.

 

Sabin rubbed his face as the door slammed.

 

He had definitely messed that up… probably shouldn’t have said anything.

 

The shadows against the wall shifted, and Sabin jerked back as one of them made a soft bark.

 

“Oh! Sneaky aren’t you,” Sabin complained with a laugh.

 

“No,” Shadow lied, gaze locked on the vast darkness beyond the train.

 

“Are you… alright?”

 

“I have no intention of having a heart-to-heart,” he snapped, shoved away from the wall, and headed inside.

 

Well, two for two.

 

Sabin caught the door and followed him into a small, poorly lit office where Cyan stood by a uniformed person and a nearly empty desk.

 

“Hello there, I manage this train!” the person said with a soft smile and a tip of their flat topped hat. “What business have you here?”

 

“What can-” Sabin’s words and steps faltered as the conductor’s mercury eyes flowed over him. “What can you tell us about the train?”

 

“Humm.” They nodded, the motion skipped like a clock with missing cogs.This train ferries the dear departed to the ‘other side.’ So there they can take their eternal rest.”

 

I don't- We don’t want to go there!” Sabin slammed his hand down next to a large book and leaned towards the… person. “We aren't dead! What do you do when people get on by mistake?”

 

“Hmmm…? By… mistake?” the conductor asked, unblinking.

 

“Yes, we,” Cyan fiddled with something around his wrist. “We did not intend to take the trip at this time.”

 

“Few do.” They tapped one long thin finger against the cover of the thick book. “A person’s plans do ever so rarely matter to my… timetables.”

 

“Be these the time schedules?” Cyan asked as he pulled the logbook across the desk, flipped it open, and stilled.

 

“Hmmm...” Sabin leaned over his shoulder. “They're all blank!”

 

“Of course they are!” the being said, their voice seeping out from all around them. “The Phantom Train guides ‘the departed ones’ to the spirit world, and the dead, well, they have no need of schedules!” They paused, grin still gentle even as it sharpened with dark amusement. “Or time at all, really.”

 

“Right…” Sabin drawled. “So, the train, how do we stop it?”

 

“The Train Stops for no one.”

 

“Well, it will this time!” Sabin said, setting his stance and refusing to retreat from whatever the conductor was. If it won't let us off, then we'll find a way to stop it ourselves!”

 

“You want to force the Train to Stop,” they said staring right through him. “Not… make the trip to the afterlife?”

 

“I have things to do here, I mean, in life! Sabin sputtered. “So, well, I'm afraid that's a trip I'm going to have to pass on for now!”

 

“Oh, I see,” they said with the rattle of a soft laugh. “Well, if you really wanna stop the train temporarily, you just need to use the controls in the engineer's compartment!”

 

“Alright! Thank you,” Sabin said and turned on his heel.

 

“But,” the being’s voice echoed in the rumble of the train.

 

“But what?” Sabin asked slowly facing the odd being yet again.

 

“But, you are asking the wrong questions.” They leaned forward, finger raised as if hushing them. “It doesn’t matter if you manage to slow the train; no one can Stop it, not for long. The questions you need answered are: how do you reschedule your ticket date? How do you pick the side you will… disembark?”

 

“That is what we have been asking!”

 

“Alright, how doth we reschedule and disembark?” Cyan asked far too calmly.

 

“Well now!” They laughed like the rumble of rusty train wheels. “Those are things I can’t answer for you!”

 

“Why you!” Sabin lunged forward and grabbed them by the front of their uniform. The shiny buttons bit into his hand as he hoisted the aggravating conductor off their feet. “Why even bring it up!”

 

“Now, now, Sabin! No need for all that!” The being said as he patted Sabin’s hand. “It is not that I don’t want to tell you, it is that there are no answers I can give. I’m sure there’s a way for you three,” they paused and looked down at Death, “well, four, really, I suppose,” they added with a tip of their head to the puppy. “However, it is not I who has control over your trip date, nor how you disembark.”

 

“Then to whom doth we need to speak?” Cyan asked.

 

“You still do not understand,” they said, shaking their head as the train swayed. “Things are… or they are not. Perhaps you will manage, perhaps you will not. Lucky for you, as much understanding as is necessary, understanding how is not needed either way.”

 

“You could at least try to make sense!” Sabin snapped.

 

They smiled, then from one flicker of the lights to the next, they were gone.

 

“Well, that was pointless!” Sabin yelled as he tossed his suddenly empty hands in the air.

 

The Train rumbled on.

 

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

“Train of Phantoms indeed,” Cyan muttered as the lights swayed and flickered in an odd fluttering beat.

 

Was it actually possible to get off such a contraption?

 

Was it even worth trying?

 

Perhaps they should-

 

“Oooooo I wonder what this switch is for…?”

 

“Don’t play with that!” Cyan automatically snapped.

 

“Why don’t we see what happens if we pull it?” Sabin continued, his mischievous grin widening.

 

“I think it would be best not to touch that!” Cyan rushed over, grabbing at the boy’s hand.

 

Sabin dodged and rammed his palm into the switch.

 

A loud bang shuddered.

 

“Oops! I didn’t mean to!” Sabin said in the least convincing voice ever used in all the history of the world. “My hand must’ve slipped!”

 

“Wh-what!? What did it do?” Cyan scanned over the walls and ceiling with darting glances.

 

Messing with tech always led to something going wrong! So many little moving bits and the trapped lightning and fire and…

 

He shuddered.

 

“Cyan…” Sabin said slowly. You're not… scared, are you?”

 

“Wh-what dost thou mean?” He spun to face Sabin. “Why would I be! Just- just because I respect other beings' property doesn't mean I'm not mechanically minded!”

 

“… What?”

 

“It’s not as though I have an aversion to machines…” Cyan rolled his shoulders straight and stiffened his posture. “… or try to stay away from them as much as humanly possible… or- or anything like that!”

 

“Cyan…” Sabin said as a grin spread across his face. So, you’re afraid of machines!”

 

“Argh! Wh-What gave it away!”

 

“The armor wasn’t a one-off? Oh, Cyan…” Sabin tossed his head back and laughed. “You're a total klutz when it comes to machines, huh?”

 

“It- it is more of a…” He rubbed his hands down his warming face. “Mutual dislike for each other.”

 

“Hey, it is just a silly switch,” Sabin said as he placed his hand on Cyan’s shoulder. “It was probably outside lights or something.”

 

“Or something!” Cyan snapped as he took a step away. “Oh thou art truly insufferable… One would expect better by thine age.”

 

Whatever it did would likely sneak up and cause trouble when they least expected it!

 

“If the two of you are done playing, then hurry up,” Shadow grumbled as he shoved open the door and left.

 

Sabin trotted out after him, then jerked to a stop. “Hi…?”

 

Cyan cautiously stepped outside, where a light blue transparent… cloak… hovered.

 

The bottom of the luminous fabric brushed the ground as if rippling around nonexistent legs, while two glowing eyes watched them from out of the darkness under their hood.

 

One long draped sleeve rose, pooling around an invisible arm and… waved.

 

“Alright…” Sabin said, seemingly unaware he was waving back. “We’re just going to…” He motioned towards the next car as he sidestepped around the being and jogged to catch up with Shadow.

 

Cyan darted to keep up.

 

Behind them, the strange cloak trailed after.

 

“Uh? What’s with this guy?” Sabin whispered with a glance back.

 

“He…” Cyan squinted at the being. “She? Seems to want to accompany us?”

 

The… cloak bobbed and pointed one empty sleeve at Cyan.

 

“Sure! Why not!” Sabin huffed like a child and tossed his hands into the air. “We have already run into a forest that loops, this weird train and a vanishing guy! What is a glowing cloak after all that!”

 

The… cloak shook as soft laughter floated through the strangely silent air.

 

“Rather look at less of-” Sabin motioned to the darkness past the train and shuddered. “Let's go through the cars to make for the engine.” He yanked open the door, and they all strode into the compartment they started in, then slowed to a stop.

 

The inside was no longer empty.

 

“Oh…” Sabin said dazedly. “I guess there would have to be actual passengers.”

 

A glowing brown cloak paced up and down the aisle, sleeves clasped in front of them as they zig-zaged around other disembodied beings. Even more… passengers sat in scattered locations on the bench seats. A small green cloaked head popped up over a backrest and looked at them for a moment before a larger lilac one scooped the little one up and pulled them back into the seat.

 

Passengers…

 

The dead…

 

He spun one of the beads in place around his wrist.

 

“Howdy, folks!”

 

Cyan startled and turned towards the yellow cloaked… spirit.

 

“I have some great, value-priced items!” they continued while coming to a stop and folding out their pack into shelves. “If you happen to be interested!”

 

“Thou art… selling items on the ride to the afterlife?” Cyan asked as he frowned at the lines of little bottles.

 

“Oh, yes indeed!” The spirit bobbed in the air. “You should spend the last of your coin here! It’s not like you can take it with you!”

 

“Then… why are you selling things?” Sabin asked, two little orange bottles clacking together as he poked them.

 

“Never you mind that!” the spirit screeched as their form warped and spiked. “What I will do with the coin is my business! Not yours! Mine!”

 

“Alright! Sure!” Sabin raised his hands in front of him, waving the merchant back.

 

The spirit’s cloak rippled once more, then smoothed out. “Anyway!” they said, voice jovial once again. “Ya’ll lookin’ to buy or not?”

 

The soft music in the train car shifted from one song to the next.

 

With a shrug, Shadow stepped closer and picked through the stock. Once he had set aside a number of small vials, he held out a handful of Gil.

 

The merchant snapped up the coins, flipped the pack back into bag shape and darted off to a corner.

 

Shadow lifted one of the little bottles of Antidote up to the light and tilted it back and forth; the liquid glimmered like fresh leaves.

 

“Do you think those are safe?” Sabin asked

 

“I am not sure,” Shadow replied. “Judging by the color, these would have to have been made hundreds of years ago,” he tilted the bottle the other way, “before one of the ingredients went extinct.”

 

“What doth that mean…”

 

“Not sure.” Shadow tucked the bottle into a pocket.

 

In the corner, the merchant crouched, meticulously counting and then stacking towering pillars of coins. Gold, silver, copper; Large, medium, small; in types which looked familiar… and vastly more that did not.

 

The Spirit snapped their head up and glared. “No! This is mine!” they screeched. “You will not take them!” Cloak sleeves darted out, and coins rang as the towers toppled in their haste to shove the money back into their pack. “I can’t lose any!” They clawed at the running coins with ever more frantic movements.

 

With the last few coins scraped into the bag, they clutched their pack to their chest and slowly floated toward the exit. “I have enough coins, I am sure this time,” they rattled, “Enough, enough, to reschedule.”

 

The door slammed shut behind them.

 

Cyan took a step back.

 

The merchant was aiming to buy a new ticket!?

 

How long had they been trying?

 

Was there really a way off the Train?

 

 

 

---

 

 

(Shadow)

 

The silhouettes of trees blurred past while darkness gouged up the sides of the tracks with pitch black claws. Even the bright light of the moon in the starless sky did nothing to stop the stillness chewing holes into the out-of-sight edges.

 

Still, it was preferable to the forest’s thick shroud of white.

 

Shadow shook his head and continued on as thudding footsteps trounced behind him.

 

He shoved open the door to the next train car, which was just like all the others; rows of bench seats, thick drapes, soft music, and milling dead.

 

A small ghost waved as they made their way down the aisle.

 

Sabin grinned, spun around and walked backwards while waving both his arms in a full-body wiggle.

 

The little ghost’s orange light brightened as they lifted both arms to where their face should have been.

 

“Hurry up,” Shadow snapped as he yanked open the exit, ignoring the soft childlike giggle.

 

“Yeah, yeah,” Sabin huffed as he jogged out the door with one last wave. “How many cars do you think this thing has anyway?”

 

“Too many,” Shadow grumbled as he stomped across the chain bridge connecting the cars.

 

“I think the actual answer is; ‘as many as it needs’,” Cyan said, scowling into the darkness obscuring the front of the train.

 

Their ghostly add-on hummed in agreement.

 

Everything about their situation was already far more than any human should ever understand.

 

Shadow slammed open yet another door, headed into yet another same-looking passenger car and headed up yet another aisle.

 

The other’s tolerance of the tag-along was foolishness. If they wanted to get further tangled in the goings on of a Great Power, they had better not make it his problem. He would keep moving forward, even if it meant leaving them to their fate, whatever it happened to be.

 

The entrance behind them opened, and two ghosts floated inside; their cloaks sunlight yellow and forest green.

 

Shadow slowed to a stop.

 

They looked… familiar.

 

Their glowing eyes locked on him from the dark under their hoods.

 

The yellow one brightened and waved, her whole body tilting side to side. She grinned, and a wisp of a happy greeting clung to the winter air.

 

The green one grabbed her arm and yanked it down, his eyes narrowed into a scolding look as he waved an arm, shooing Shadow on.

 

Yellow shoved Green, and their light brightened as they squabbled with large motions of their cloaked arms.

 

They shouldn’t fight…

 

Not about…

 

“Shadow!”

 

Jerking around, Shadow glared at Sabin.

 

“Uh…” Sabin shifted on his feet as he pointed to the opened door. “You coming?”

 

He huffed and looked back.

 

The two ghosts were gone; the room seemed dimmer for it.

 

“Art thou alright?”

 

“It was nothing!” Shadow snapped as he shoved the usual ache away and pushed past them into the dark. “Keep going.”

 

Sabin, Cyan, and the extra trailed behind.

 

Even as they passed through more and more train cars.

 

Even as he caught flashes of sunlight yellow and forest green behind them.

 

Even as the moon hung still in the sky.

 

None of it mattered; he just needed to keep moving forward.

 

Shadow opened the door to the next car and stormed inside; the passengers all turned and stared with their pinprick eyes. He brushed away the unease, refusing to break stride as he continued down the aisle.

 

Their gaze dug into his back.

 

Finally at the exit, Shadow grabbed the handle and pulled, but with the grind of rusted metal, the door locked up.

 

Something in the room… rattled.

 

Shadow turned on his heel and stormed back towards the entrance. Eyes bored into him, angry, accusing.

 

A pale cloaked ghost floated over and blocked the door with a ragged laugh.

 

“Hey! Come on! Let us through!” Sabin said as they were forced to stop.

 

...No...escape…” the ghost rattled as they lurched, claws flashing out.

 

Their tag-along yanked Sabin back as the swipe went right by the fool’s face.

 

Cloak spiking, the spirit hissed, “...No...escape…

 

“Oh! You wanna fight?” Sabin dropped into a fighting stance. “Fine by me!” He charged forward and, with a flash of light, slammed the ghost back against the wall.

 

Their form faded as the ghost collapsed into a nearly imperceptible pile of… fabric.

 

Jaw tight, Shadow stepped around the fallen spirit and into the darkness away from the room full of piercing eyes.

 

“Whew… Sabin stretched his arms over his head. “What do you suppose that was all about?

 

“It doesn’t matter why,” Shadow snapped as he started towards the front of the car. “Let’s go.”

 

...No...escape…

 

The words scraped down his spine.

 

“Huh!?” Sabin jerked to a stop, swiveling his head side to side. “Who's there!? I thought we handled that guy!”

 

...No...escape…

 

“It came from over here.” Sabin dashed to the front of the car, squawked and jumped back as multiple spirits floated from around the corner, chanting. “Gah! They're coming after us…?!” He retreated a few more steps.

 

Shadow hissed out a breath as more closed in from the back of the car. “There are more of them this way!”

 

“Cl-d-!”

 

Shadow jerked, staggering as sunlight yellow and forest green darted towards him.

 

Once they got past the group of angry spirits, Yellow turned and seemed to be trying to block the other ghosts as they spilled onto the walkway, while Green pointed up to the top of the train car.

 

“Oh! Good plan!” Sabin launched himself up the ladder, Cyan and their extra right behind.

 

“Nowhere to run… Nowhere to hide… No escape for you…

 

Shadow choked as the voices echoed through the open air.

 

All the things… the things he had…

 

Interceptor whined, and Shadow gasped in a breath.

 

“Up,” he ordered.

 

The dog continued to whine, but did as he was told.

 

Yellow darted by him and, with a swirl of light, knocked back the spirits closing in from the front, while Green did something to delay the ones from the back.

 

Yet still, the crowd closed in; darkness split open from under hoods, gaping and hungry.

 

“Nowhere to run… Nowhere to hide… No escape for you…

 

Right… he couldn’t…

 

“Nowhere to run…” the voices chanted in whispers.

 

“Nowhere to hide…” they taunted.

 

“No escape for you…” they promised.

 

It was… he couldn’t… everything he had done was for… for..

 

A whistle, high pitched and painfully familiar, had Shadow jerk his attention to the two spirits who were now pointing insistently up to the top of the train car.

 

The crowd rushed, and Shadow lunged for the ladder, spectral claws slashing through the air, narrowly missing him as his hand clung to the rusted rung.

 

Halfway up, a clawed hand wrapped around his ankle. They pulled themselves up until all he could see was knife sharp eyes from under a sliced, dripping, rolling cloak. Darkness cracked and out of their wound of a mouth, “...No...escape…” condemned.

 

Bright light, then there was the full moon hanging where it shouldn’t be.

 

Shadow’s hand spasmed around the rung as he jerked his head down.

 

The woman, eyes dancing with the joy of a fight, grinned wider as she blasted the spirit further away.

 

She looked up at him, eyes soft as the first snowfall. “Go.”

 

Right.

 

He needed to… leave.

 

Green smacked his leg, glare warm as the summer wind. “Go.”

 

He needed… to…

 

“Go,” they whispered. “Cl-”

 

Shadow sucked in a breath as he was yanked up by a tight grip, and tossed to the side by Sabin who immediately knelt and started prying off the ladder.

 

How dare he grab him like-

 

...No...escape…

 

Rage defused as he staggered away from the glow suffocating the car.

 

“Bloody persistent...!” Sabin yelled, chunking the ladder off the train.

 

“I believe we have reached a dead end, Sir Sabin!” Cyan called out while checking the perimeter.

 

“No! We just need to think of something!” Sabin stopped and laughed. “Nice morbid pun!”

 

“What?” Cyan looked over his shoulder with a confused frown.

 

“Nowhere to run… Nowhere to hide… No escape for you…

 

Shadow grit his teeth and tightened his shaking hands into fists.

 

They had… called him… he…

 

“Alright!” Sabin said with a wide grin.

 

“Hast thou an idea?”

 

“Yes! We’ll run over the top of the cars!”

 

“Art thou sure it is not too far?” Cyan asked as he eyed the gap.

 

“Don’t worry! I’ll carry you! Come, Cyan! Shadow! Ghost person!” Sabin crouched down. “Grab on! The time has come to put my training to use!”

 

“No,” Shadow said, forcing himself not to think. “I can make the jump.” It wouldn’t be the first time he had run along a train, and even if he messed it up, what was the worst that could happen? It kill him?

 

Just because it was many years ago when he and Baram had-

 

Shadow staggered away from the memory.

 

Nowhere to run… Nowhere to hide… No escape for you…

 

Cyan climbed onto Sabin’s back and gripped around his shoulders, while Sabin looped his arms around Cyan’s knees and stood.

 

“Art thou sure thee can make it with my extra weight?”

 

“You aren’t that heavy!” Sabin said as he bounced on his toes.

 

The tag-along ghost laughed and grabbed the tail of Cyan’s cloak.

 

Sabin grinned, backed up and ran, launching them off the edge with a chirp of ‘Kweh!’ as the fool kicked his feet happily in midair.

 

Magic was… varied, so there was a very real possibility the man was originally a chocobo.

 

Shadow took a deep breath, did his best not to think, and jumped.

 

For an eternal moment, he was in the wind… then unforgiving metal pressed at the balls of his feet. He pushed off, ran, jumped, and landed, laughter at his side.

 

One car to the next, wind and pine; air too cold, heartbeat too fast.

 

Baram, Lyka, him, and their new little one, they would always be-

 

His footing shuddered and buckled; everything crashed down into a heap.

 

Sabin’s boisterous laugh stabbed Shadow in the ear as he shoved the human shaped chocobo away and stood, brushing off chunks of rust.

 

Interceptor landed next to them on the walkway with a clack of claws and a huff at the far less coordinated people.

 

The tag-along, of course, just floated down as if gravity was only a suggestion.

 

“Well, that was fun!” Sabin grinned as he rolled himself back to his feet, pieces of the roof still stuck in his hair.

 

“Thou hast an unusual definition of the word,” Cyan said tightly as he stood and dusted himself off.

 

A small deep blue ghost peeked around the train car at them, giggling.

 

“Oh! Hello there,” Cyan said softly.

 

The little ghost brightened and waved.

 

...No...escape…” voices echoed from behind them.

 

Shadow twitched.

 

“Hey... They couldn't still be...?” Sabin complained as he slowly turned towards the back of the train.

 

“Nowhere to run… Nowhere to hide… No escape for you…” the ghosts chanted as they spilled onto the car behind them.

 

Of course they were still… after…

 

The little ghost darted forward and pointed at the chain bridge connecting the cars.

 

“Uh, oh…?” Sabin moved closer to the spirit and tilted his head in the direction they were pointing. “Oh! We'll have to detach the rear cars!”  He plopped down and fiddled with something, making the cars behind disconnect with a loud grind of metal.

 

The ghosts screeched as the cars dropped back and faded into the darkness.

 

… Even those two… who…

 

“Good idea,” Cyan said as he patted the little ghost on the shoulder.

 

The small ghost bobbed and glowed even brighter.

 

Fantastic, this one was going to trail after them too, weren’t they?

 

“Moving on,” Shadow said as he flung the door to the next car open, ignoring the second, much smaller tag-along.

 

The warm scent of fresh bread wafted out of the large dining area, while discordantly lively music drifted between the mostly empty tables and their brightly colored cloths.

 

“Oh! Restaurant car!” Sabin grinned as he bounced forward.

 

Shadow caught his arm. “Let’s go around.”

 

“Aww…” The reckless fool’s shoulders drooped, and he huffed all the way into the next car, where he immediately chirped, “Oh! New configuration!” apparently already done with his childish moping.

 

“These art fancy,” Cyan said as he opened the first of the two large compartments making up the car.

 

“We have been walking forever; we should probably rest while we have the chance,” Sabin said as he bounced into the room.

 

“We can rest once we are off this thing!” Shadow snapped. “Come on-”

 

“Hold it right there!” a pompous voice yelled. The compartment window slammed open, and a person launched themselves through. Hands on their hips, they posed. “I am Ziegfried, the world's greatest swordsman!” they declared, not seeming to have realized the edge of their overly complicated outfit was still draped on the window seal. “And that treasure belongs to me!”

 

“What treasure?” Sabin said as he glanced around.

 

“I hath never heard of a Ziegfried,” Cyan said slowly, “I have, however, heard of a Siegfried.”

 

‘Ziegfried’ froze, their odd yellow eyes darting around the room from under the pile of head wraps. “Uh…”

 

“Did you mispronounce your own name?” Sabin asked through a laugh.

 

‘Ziegfried’ pointed at Sabin and snarled. “How dare you! I- I know my name! If I were you, you over muscled ox, I'd grab Grandpa there and run away while you still can!”

 

Cyan stilled, a harsh breath knocked out of him.

 

“Right, ‘Greatest windbag’ is more like it…” Sabin scoffed and glanced at Cyan. “You're the one who had best beat a brave retreat!” He stepped forward and shooed whoever they were away. “Now SCRAM!!!”

 

“Aha! The ox bellows! Such brazen words! Allow me to introduce my blade!” ‘Ziegfried’ pulled their sword. “Here I come! You kids had better get ready!” They rushed forward and swung up at an awkward angle.

 

Sabin sidestepped.

 

‘Ziegfried’ clumsily turned. “Hi-yaaaaaa!!!” they yelled, telegraphing an attack clearly meant to be used with a different weapon.

 

Cyan just raised his arm and blocked the blow with his bracer.

 

“Ha, ha, ha! Do you give up?” ‘Ziegfried’ asked boldly while gasping for breath.

 

“Give up!?” Cyan sputtered. “Thy sword is duller than a fingernail file!”

 

“Perhaps you should look for a more appropriate job, like a manicurist!” Sabin said, laughing.

 

“A… you!” ‘Ziegfried’ protested by stuttering out inane sounds.

 

Shadow flicked his wrist, “Low,” he ordered.

 

“I am the great Ziegfried! You will treat me with the respect I des- Ahhhhh!”

 

Interceptor’s bite on the annoyance's leg stopped his ranting, but unfortunately not the screaming.

 

“N-no! It cannot be!” ‘Ziegfried’ over dramatically hopped back on one leg while clutching the other to his chest.

 

“You’re all bark, and no bite, huh?” Sabin taunted. “Unlike the good boy!”

 

“But...the last laugh belongs to me!” ‘Ziegfried’ limped to the corner of the room and grabbed whatever thing was over there. “Uwa-ha-ha! The treasure is mine!” They hopped, awkwardly, to the window and scrambled back out. “Au revoir, my friends!”

 

The window slammed closed.

 

“Who would search for treasure here?” Cyan asked.

 

“Someone who would get their name wrong, apparently!” Sabin said, laughing harder.

 

Or more likely, someone who would get the name of who they were impersonating wrong.

 

“Well, that was pointless…” Shadow grumbled as he turned on his heel and headed towards the door. “That is it, no more going inside.”

 

Sabin pouted, again.

 

They walked.

 

And walked.

 

Out of the darkness, the form of the engine finally started to take shape.

 

Four more cars.

 

Three more.

 

Two mor-

 

“Hello!”

 

Shadow’s hand twitched towards his blade.

 

“Over here, if you will,” the conductor said from a doorway, hand waving them inside.

 

Sabin headed in, while Cyan and the two ghosts trailed behind.

 

With a sigh, Shadow glanced at the front of the train and followed, snapping out a, “What,” as he kicked the door closed behind him.

 

“Did you have a nice trip up here?” the conductor asked from under one of the flickering lights.

 

“No,” Shadow said curtly.

 

“I see, I see.” The Conductor bobbed as if they had forgotten to nod like a person. “Well, no matter the trouble you have faced, there are things yet to be, which need to be, for you to be.” They tilted their head, the smile too knowing. “What you will be must be chosen, and of course, such a choice is determined by who you choose to be.”

 

“What?!” Cyan hissed out a breath.

 

“Weren’t you…” Sabin frowned and motioned towards the back of the train, “back there?”

 

“Why yes, of course! I am the conductor after all!”

 

“Thou art confusing is what thou art,” Cyan grumbled.

 

“Good. If I was not you wouldn't leave.” They hummed softly. “I came to tell you that although the engine is just ahead, your path is not yet open.”

 

“Then open it,” Shadow said.

 

“I cannot,” they said with finality. “Paths must be chosen, not given.”

 

“This is a train…” Sabin said flatly, “it’s on rails.”

 

“Oh? Is it? I hadn't noticed.” Their laugh blended into the rumble of the train, as their form faded away.

 

“I am starting to think they are messing with us,” Sabin grumbled as they all turned, heading out of the car and back into the dark, windy silence.

 

They slowed to a halt.

 

The last car before the engine was right in front of them… yet there was no bridge across the gaping maw between the cars.

 

They needed… he needed to keep going forward.

 

He needed to… otherwise what was the point of… anything?

 

The memories crept up and whispered from the claws at his back.

 

What would they think of you now?

 

They would hate you.

 

It dug… and ripped open every wound.

 

 

 

---

 

 

(Sabin)

 

If they could jump to the next car, would have been Sabin’s first question, but it was being drowned out by a more confusing one: how far apart were the cars…? The dark gap shifted and stretched seeming jumpable one moment and miles away the next.

 

“Huh, so this is what the conductor meant…” Sabin said as he shook his head trying to get rid of the vertigo. “There doesn’t seem to be anything to help out here, let’s check in the car.”

 

Cyan grumbled something about a switch as he headed inside with their friend ghost and little dude.

 

When Shadow didn’t follow Sabin paused. “Hey, are you alright?”

 

Shadow stood far too still on a rocking train.

 

“Shadow!” Sabin yelled, slamming his hand down on the railing.

 

Jerking around, Shadow pulled his knife and clutched it in his hand. “What!”

 

“We are heading back inside,” he said, keeping his grin and distance.

 

Shadow shoved himself away from the rail and stomped into the car.

 

Blowing out a breath, Sabin gave himself time to appreciate not being stabbed, and met up with the rest of the group inside. “Ok! Let’s see what we can find!” he said, tossing open the door to the first compartment. Warm velvet seats stretched under fine silk drapes framing the full moon, while a pile of items sat on top of a richly colored wooden table, which was screwed to the floor. “Oh! There are things-”

 

A screech echoed around the room as a ghost materialized, their shredded cloak spiking.

 

Sabin jumped back and rolled out of the compartment. “Sorry! Didn’t know this one was taken!” he said as he hopped to his feet.

 

The Apparition paused and tilted his head. “You are…” he whispered, in a voice like silenced warning bells.

 

“Going!” Sabin said, waving his hands while taking a few more steps back as the ghost darted forward and blocked the doorway. “We’ll just…” he pointed to the other compartment, “go.”

 

“Indeed. We did not mean to disturb thee,” Cyan said with a nod, turning towards the other compartment.

 

A deep rumbling reverberated from the Apparition. He lurched forward, spear thrusting toward Cyan’s chest.

 

Sabin tackled Cyan, and they tumbled out of the way of the blow.

 

“Hey! Back off!” Sabin yelled as he jumped back to his feet. “We said we are going!”

 

“You! You dare!” the Apparition’s form spiked as he screeched. “With that!”

 

Cyan pushed himself up and wrapped his hand around the hilt of his sword.

 

“What are you going on about?” Sabin scowled. “Cyan is my friend!”

 

“No! No! You are a son of-” his words descended into an unintelligible screech as he charged with lightning flashing towards them from his cloak sleeves.

 

Their friend ghost rushed forward. Light flowed out from one of her hands; the bolts deflected, leaving behind scorched walls and the smell of ozone.

 

“Traitor!” The Apparition screamed. “Traitor! This is all your fault!”

 

She scoffed.

 

Little dude darted between them, brought his sword around and sliced the Apparition.

 

“Tiny! Little! Thing!” The Apparition’s jagged mouth ripped open in a scream, his cloak shredding and sparking. Spear swinging forward, he charged the small ghost.

 

Cyan blocked the blow as Little Dude dodged, pivoted and rushed right back, his sword landing more strikes.

 

Sabin focused power to his hands and slammed the energy blast of an Aura Cannon down the jerk’s throat.

 

“No no! Why would you!” The Apparition staggered back, collapsing against the wall. “Traitors! Traitors!” he screamed, over and over as his form cracked and faded, leaving only a single item on the ground.

 

Sabin knelt down, picked up the bracer left behind, and slowly turned it around in his hands.

 

“Doth anyone have any idea what that was about?” Cyan asked, sheathing his sword.

 

“A bunch of nonsense,” Sabin said, as he stood and snapped the Hyper Wrist around his arm.

 

“In any case, thou did a commendable job, little sir,” Cyan said softly while stiffly patting the little ghost’s shoulder.

 

Little Dude shimmered brightly.

 

“There was nothing in the other compartment,” Shadow grumbled as he pushed away from the wall. “Maybe the items in this room are worth the trouble.”

 

“Is that a Fenix Down?” Sabin asked as he trotted in and scooped up one of the fire-like feathers on the table. “I don’t remember ever seeing one so thin or with fluff near the base.”

 

“They are from an older breed of the bird,” Shadow answered as he wrapped the other feather in a piece of fabric and put it in his pocket. “Locke has one.”

 

“Oh!” Sabin grinned. “You know Locke?”

 

“We’ve met,” Shadow said as if it were unfortunate.

 

“Who is Locke?” Cyan asked.

 

“Ah… well, he is a runner for the Returners,” Sabin said carefully.

 

“I suppose that’s technically true,” Shadow said as he huffed out what was almost a laugh. “Last time I saw him, he was with a tall blond man; they seemed… close.”

 

“Close, huh? Well, that is one way to put it!” Sabin laughed. “That had to have been my brother!”

 

“Technically true?” Cyan asked slowly.

 

“Ah, yeah…” Sabin blew out a breath and ruffled his hair. “Well, he describes himself as a ‘treasure hunter’ but… most people consider him a thief.”

 

“Thou art friends with a thief,” Cyan said, mouth pressed thin.

 

“Hey! He’s a ‘treasure hunter’, yeah?” He shifted on his feet and pointedly did not glance at Shadow. “Look, I only met him a few times, but he seems alright. Besides, my bro vouches for him, and I trust his judgment.”

 

“Art thou sure your brother’s judgment twas not formed by,” Cyan cleared his throat, “other considerations.”

 

“I- I-” Sabin collapsed with laughter back into the plush bench seat. “Oh man! That is great!”

 

Cyan huffed.

 

Sabin spun the warm feather between his fingers as he got his laughing under control. “My brother is smart enough to not let his libido completely override his judgment. Besides, Locke seems to return the affection, so I am not worried.”

 

“If thou art sure…”

 

Sabin nodded as the fire-like light flickered along the feather, and the Edgar-shaped hole in his life ached.

 

“Here. You take this,” he said, holding the item out to Cyan. “If I need Fenix Downs, I can always bug my brother.”

 

Cyan sucked in a breath as he took the feather; with oddly deliberate movements, he wrapped it in silk and stowed it away.

 

“OK!” Sabin yelled as he slammed his palms to his knees and hopped to his feet. “Time for the Restaurant car!”

 

“Mayhaps a rest would be-”

 

“Nope! Food time!” Sabin yelled as he dashed out of the car.

 

Their friend ghost floated beside him as they darted along the walkways and across chain bridges, her glow dancing as if she was laughing.

 

“Come on!” he yelled as he turned and ran backwards. “Not like we are doing anything else!” His foot snagged on a divot, and he flailed as he slammed onto his back.

 

“Art thou alright?” Cyan asked, finally catching up with Little Dude right behind him.

 

“Yup!” With a huff, Sabin rolled back onto his shoulders and kicked himself to his feet. “All good!”

 

They walked the last few cars to the restaurant.

 

“That direction was shorter,” Shadow grumbled as he melted out of his namesake.

 

Sabin’s hand twitched on the handle, the chill of unease bit at his fingers as he tossed open the door.

 

Inside was desert warm.

 

Sandstone tables, with their embroidered runners, dotted the room under tapestries lining the walls and softening the harsh steel with their bright colors. His shoulders relaxed, worry burned away in the welcoming scent of warm spices.

 

“Greetings,” a ghost whispered, their words float-y and soft as they bowed with a sweep of their cloaked arm. “How many?”

 

“Five!” Sabin turned to the ghost-host with a grin, “and a dog.”

 

“This way, please.” The g-host floated to a large red stone table and pulled out the chair near the wall, bowing.

 

“Come on!” Sabin called back to Cyan and Shadow. “At least sit down!” he said, waving his hands at the table and the gold-feathered runner.

 

Friend Ghost sat with an airy laugh.

 

The g-host pulled out the chair next to her with a bow. Sabin plopped into it, trying not to pout as Cyan slowly trudged over and lowered himself into the chair on Sabin’s other side.

 

Little Dude darted over and hopped into the chair next to Cyan, glowing brightly, while Shadow grumpily took the last seat.

 

“There will be someone by to take your order at the table shortly” the g-host said softly and left.

 

“Come on! This’ll be fun!”

 

“Your idea of fun is skewed,” Shadow said flatly.

 

“Agreed. Thou art an…” Cyan’s jaw twitched, “unusual man.”

 

Sabin tossed his head back and laughed.

 

Once he had quieted down, the server quietly asked, “Care for something?

 

“Yes! Food! Food! Bring me everything you've got!” Sabin grinned, and with a motion to the rest of the table he added, “and probably something for my skittish friends too.”

 

“Skittish,” Shadow echoed flatly.

 

“One moment, please.” A soft huffing laugh accompanied the twinkling light of the server as they bowed and floated away.

 

“Oh!” Sabin straightened in his chair, “I just realized we never asked what we should be calling either of you,” he said, motioning to the ghosts.

 

“Such questions are not often to be asked here,” the ghost woman said, her voice quiet and muffled as if echoed from another room. “Or perhaps it is more, not often to be answered.”

 

“Is everyone on this contraption confusing!” Cyan snapped, his hands landing hard on the table.

 

“It isn’t to be mean, dear Cyan.” Her light shimmered in laughter. “That is to say, names do not often need to be asked among the dead.”

 

“Then how do you know what to call people?” Sabin asked.

 

“You know who you know, and who you don’t, doesn’t matter.”

 

Cyan tapped his fingers on the table and narrowed his eyes at her.

 

Little dude curled up and glittered as the sound of the child’s laughter played around them.

 

“Ah… well, most here are taking their final trip, and the rest of us are waiting for others. Thus, few see any reason to make new acquaintances.”

 

Sabin was not the only one who flinched at the reminder of what train they were on.

 

“One day, my beloved and I will disembark at the end of the line together,” her glow dimmed, “but until then…”

 

“So, you joined us because you were… bored?” Sabin asked.

 

“My reasons are…” She shook her head with a soft laugh. “Well, they are things you need not worry about. Let’s say I am a distant relative and leave it at that.”

 

“Alright… still, what should we call you?” Sabin asked.

 

She shifted, shimmering softly as she looked around the table. “Freya,” she said, nearly too soft to understand.

 

Sabin bowed his head, then turned to the little ghost, “What about you, Little Dude?”

 

The kid glanced at Cyan, ducked his head, and shrugged while pulling at his sleeve.

 

“If you don’t give me something else, I am going to keep calling you ‘Little Dude,’” he warned.

 

Little Dude sparkled and laughed.

 

“Your food,” the server said as they placed platters of different meals before each of them. “Anything else?”

 

“Looks good! Thanks!” Sabin chirped as he leaned forward and breathed in the warm spiced steam curling around the sauce covered noodles.

 

“Do- do you really think…” Cyan stuttered out as he pressed himself against the back of his chair and poked the purple roll on his plate with a knife. “Is this train's food tr-truly safe to eat?”

 

“We are here, so we might as well enjoy it!” Sabin shook his head. “What are you worried about? Live a little!”

 

“Sir Sabin!” Cyan’s knife rang sharply against the plate. “It is crass to say such, under the circumstances!”

 

“Alright. How about ‘Can't wage war on an empty stomach!’”

 

“That is not-”

 

“Gobble, Snarf, Snap,” Sabin said. When everyone just stared at him blankly, he added, “Slurp?”

 

Cyan sighed. “... Do what thou wilt, Sir Sabin. I'm sure there is no stopping thee…

 

There was not!

 

Sabin scooped up some noodles and spun them through the rich sauce, being sure to catch one of the little green sprigs. Careful not to drop any, he popped the bite into his mouth; his eyes drifted shut.

 

The heat of the spice and the cool sweetness of the fruit sent a pang through his chest.

 

He and Edgar used to spend so much time messing around in The Green as little kids. There were days they would get back to their rooms smeared in dirt, with leaves stuck in their hair and laughter in their hearts.

 

Father had eventually found out and gave them a days-long lecture on how important The Green was for their country, their history, and their future.

 

Then, at the end of the week, they had a special dinner.

 

‘This, is from one of the plants you damaged,’ their father had said as he scooped up a little sprig with his fork. ‘It only grows in The Green, so if it can not be saved…’ he looked them both in the eye, ‘then there will never be a leaf more in all the world.’ He had chewed the bite, stone faced and solemn.

 

The plant hadn’t made it… they had been a lot more careful after that.

 

“Huh, nothing tastes wrong with it,” Shadow said dubiously.

 

Sabin snapped his eyes open and grinned as Shadow slowly took another bite of what might have been a stuffed pepper. “See! It’s fine!”

 

...... Interceptor… are you hungry?” Shadow said, ignoring him, as he plucked some of the meat off his plate and held it under the table.

 

“Intercept who?” Sabin mumbled around his fork while glancing at the empty area surrounding the table. With a shrug he scooped up another bite; it was probably not important anyway.

 

Cyan sliced off a corner of the purple roll, dark blue filling spilling out behind his knife. With a frown, he nibbled on the piece.

 

His face went blank.

 

Sabin leaned forward. “Cyan… are you alright?”

 

Cyan’s head jerked up. “I- I…” The fork made a soft clank as he set it down. “Yes. It just… reminds me of something,” he trailed off and looked down at the plate.

 

After a moment, Sabin went back to his food, and for a while, they ate, all more concerned with their own thoughts.

 

“Whew! I'm stuffed!” Sabin said, breaking the surprisingly comfortable silence as he pulled out the last bit of meat from his plate and wiped off the sauce. “Here, puppy, don’t you want a bite?” He ducked under the table and held the chunk out.

 

The Grumpy Puppy gave him a flat look.

 

“Aww, come on!” Sabin pouted. “It’s yummy!”

 

“He’s smart, knows better than to fall for bribes,” Shadow said dryly.

 

Sabin popped his head back over the table and rested his chin on top. “It’s not a bribe! It’s a show of affection!”

 

“… Right…” Shadow drawled.

 

“Well, it-” Sabin yelped as something wet touched his hand, and the food was yanked away. He ducked back down and glared as the dog munched his pilfered treat. “Your dog stole it!”

 

“Not theft if thou was offering,” Cyan said with a soft laugh.

 

“Good boy,” Shadow said as he patted his dog on the side.

 

“Well, I will take it as a sign he is warming up to me!” Sabin chirped as he resettled himself in his chair.

 

“You do that…” Shadow scoffed.

 

“I wish you good luck,” the server whispered, picked up the empty plates, bowed and floated away.

 

“Shall we get moving?” Sabin rhetorically asked as he stood, stretched his arms over his head and headed towards the exit, the others behind him.

 

Shadow opened the door, and he, Little Dude and Cyan stepped through, but Sabin was pulled up short as Freya grabbed his arm. She tilted her head at the g-host floating quickly their way.

 

“Here,” the g-host said as they held out a cloaked arm.

 

Curious, Sabin held his hand out, and the soft weight of two earrings dropped into his palm. He pinched one of the gold posts between his fingers and held it up. The dangling teardrop caught the light, fracturing it into a glimmering rainbow in the core of the deep blue stone. “What, is this for?”

 

“A gift,” the g-host said softly while motioning to a group across the room.

 

One of the three ghosts at the table raised her arms and made motions as if miming punches, while the woman beside her waved, eyes soft and familiar, like a long-faded memory. The man next to them watched Sabin with a proud smile, a moment of calm in the middle of everything else.

 

Sabin took a step towards them; Freya grabbed his arm and shoved him out into the dark.

 

“What was that for!” Sabin snapped as the door slammed shut behind them. “I was just going to thank them!”

 

“They know,” she said simply. “Time to continue.”

 

Sabin shook his head and stepped around her, yanking on the door.

 

It didn’t budge.

 

“What? Why?” he asked, dropping his hand. “Why can’t I go back?”

 

“Because it is time to continue,” she repeated.

 

With a huff, he turned and they trudged on towards the front of the train.

 

He just wanted to go…

 

Go home…

 

To his brother.

 

To late nights, keeping each other up with ridiculous stories.

 

To the comfort of fires beside his family.

 

Beside his… father.

 

He wanted to be at home…

 

The home Figaro used to be…

 

 

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

Rusted walkways swayed under Cyan’s feet as they milled towards the front of the train in too-still silence. Vague memories haunted his steps, things he couldn’t remember brought up by an odd meal he couldn’t place.

 

For the first time since this morning, there was nowhere to head, nothing to do.

 

The darkness crept closer.

 

Sabin sighed, slowed and leaned back against the rail, staring at his feet; Shadow huffed but only set his shoulder to the wall and gazed back into the night.

 

Small, too-cold hands gripped Cyan’s sleeve as they stopped beside the others. Part of him wanted to pull away, but he mostly couldn’t bring himself to deny a child such simple comfort.

 

“Cyan,” Freya whispered as she floated to his side, “there is something I must say while I can.”

 

He shifted to face her.

 

“I know you did your best, some things just can not be stopped,” she placed cold fingers lightly to his cheek, “but the trying? That is the important part.”

 

“I doth-”

 

“You are a good man,” Freya said, a soft look in her eyes. “Thou art loved,” she insisted as she pulled away.

 

“I-” he choked out.

 

“Come on,” she said, both a bit louder and less clearly. “We need to keep moving.”

 

Cyan glanced down at the little boy grinning up at him. Pain sliced through his heart.

 

“I guess we could check the next car?” Sabin said, with a slight shrug.

 

Shadow pushed open the door, pausing as music and indistinct chatter spilled out. As they entered, the chandeliers sparkled down on the mass of spirits dancing through the center of the room, while other groups sat and laughed at the softly lit tables lining the walls.

 

“There is a food car,” Sabin said slowly, “So it makes sense there would be entertainment too, doesn’t it?”

 

“A moment ago, I would have said no,” Shadow said flatly.

 

The boy tugged on Cyan’s sleeve and took a step towards the dance floor.

 

Cyan didn’t catch what the others said as he followed the pull of the tiny hand across the room and through the spinning dancers.

 

A spirit in ocean blue flowed to them as they approached, she brightened then immediately chided the little spirit for… something.

 

The boy shook his head and held up his and Cyan’s still clasped hands.

 

With a fond sigh, she took Cyan’s hand in hers and gently tugged him out to the dance floor.

 

For a song, and then another, she pulled him along in her wake. Closer and closer the spirits flowed in a dizzying rush around them, while he could only barely keep up in the eddies and currents she tugged them through. Soft chorus and strings burbled around them, then seeped through their steps, dragging him into the calm water below. He took over the lead, twirling her around into the rippling dancers to the sound of comforting laughter.

 

Soft lights and music rolled the world into fog.

 

He blinked and there was…

 

There was… was… w… -s…

 

Elayne’s smile lights up the spring day as she waves him over to join her and Owain at the flower booth, the hair of both already dotted with blooms. Their little boy has gotten so big; perhaps Elayne is right, and they should expand their family. He has always thought three children would be the perfect number-- Elayne laughs and tucks herself under his arm with whispers of love, then intertwines their fingers and pulls him away. He huffs. He still has things to complete! What, no! He is not overworking again!-- Owain wraps his arms around his spouse, both of them with proud smiles as they continue to boast about how well their youngest is doing in school, while all the grandchildren dash through the room yelling, laughing--

 

“No!” a voice shattered.

 

Cyan stumbled, his chest aching.

 

The ghost woman stood still, unwavering as stone, while spirits swirled around them; indistinct sea foam breaking upon her immobility.

 

“What?” Cyan asked as he raised his hand towards her.

 

Everything blurred as he watched her back away into the ocean of dancers through his nearly incorporeal hand.

 

Music thrummed through the train car like undertow, pulling at him with its undercurrents.

 

There was nothing left… and there never would be anything again.

 

He jerked away.

 

He ran.

 

A door slammed…

 

… And he was in the dark.

 

Cyan stared at the rusted railing through his partly transparent hands. Slamming his eyes shut, he gasped and hunched over, gripping the beads desperately wrapped around his wrist.

 

Everything that should have been his future flashed before him. Bright summers filled with dancing and bonfires; crisp, cool winters made of spices and laughter. Seasons filled with family. Elayne, Owain and… and-

 

There was no air.

 

Nothing… nothing… he had nothing.

 

The music hummed welcomingly behind him.

 

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

Slow ballroom music shifted to something faster as Shadow tried to rearrange his cards into a winning hand.

 

Their larger tag-along set a card on the discard pile.

 

“Two,” Shadow said as he thwacked both the useless cards down on top of hers.

 

Across from him, the cheater dealt out fresh cards, and leaned back with a smug sparkle.

 

Yells cut through the music. Dancers parted around a stumbling Cyan who shoved his way through the crowd and staggered out the door.

 

“Oh dear,” the tag-along said, leaning over in her chair. “… someone should…”

 

Shadow abandoned his cards on the table, scooped up the coins he had left and stormed out into the dark.

 

He was losing anyway.

 

It didn’t take long to find Cyan near the front of the car, leaning over the rail, shoulders hunched tight and small…

 

Shadow slowed to a stop in an enshrouded corner.

 

Sir Cyan, the shining example of everything a person should be: strong, noble, steadfast. The kind of Knight even a shitty little brat would look up to so much that he would dare to try being more than he could be.

 

Sir Cyan always seemed so… indestructible.

 

Yet… anything can break.

 

Anyone can lose more than they can bear… and the whole of Doma gone… was…

 

Shadow swallowed whatever reaction clawed at his chest, desperate to get out of him.

 

This was his fault.

 

If he had just bothered to pay any attention to what he was doing!

 

Soft warmth spread along Shadow’s side as Interceptor tucked himself under his arm. He took several deep breaths, running his fingers along the dog’s fur.

 

What was done couldn’t be changed, he could only choose what to do now.

 

But… there was nothing Shadow could do for Cyan.

 

Well… maybe there was one thing.

 

Shadow turned sharply, headed inside, slipped back through the dancers, around the table where the card game had continued, and over to the wall where Sabin was snoring with his arms crossed and head tossed back.

 

“Wake up.”

 

Sabin shifted and mumbled something as intelligent as usual.

 

“Get up!” Shadow kicked the chair.

 

Sabin flailed and screeched as he flopped to the ground. “What is with you!” he squawked, “You’re a jerk, ya know!”

 

Shadow let out a surprised laugh. “I think you will find that to be an understatement.”

 

Sabin sputtered unintelligibly.

 

“Something is up with Cyan.” Shadow jerked his chin towards the door. “He ran off.”

 

As expected, the soft-hearted fool immediately jumped up and rushed off with a, “We need to find him!”

 

Keeping to the dark corners, Shadow followed.

 

Sabin slowed and rocked on his toes for a moment before straightening his shoulders and inching his way closer to Cyan with a quiet, “Hey, are you alright?”

 

“I-” What sounded like a choked off hysterical laugh huffed out of Cyan before he swallowed it back. “I… am… not sure,” he admitted softly. “Why art thou here?”

 

“Ah… I was just… well…” Sabin fidgeted, eyes darting over to where Shadow leaned against the wall. “It doesn’t matter… Weren’t you going to dance? Did something happen?”

 

“I… don’t…” Cyan tilted his head. “Do thou hear the music?”

 

“Music?” Sabin frowned. “No? Just the weird quiet and the rattle of this thing,” he said, knocking his hand against metal.

 

Shadow couldn’t even hear anything, and he was much closer…

 

“I was thinking… mayhaps… I shall… stay…”

 

What.

 

Sabin jerked forward, tossed his arm around Cyan and yanked him to his side. “Nope! Not going to happen!” He rocked them back and forth. “There is all sorts of things to do once we get off this thing!”

 

“Maybe for thee! I, however, have nothing!” Cyan yanked himself away, turned on Sabin and snarled, “Everyone in Doma is dead! My family is dead! There is nothing left of-” He choked and leaned over the rail, grip tight and breath in only short gasps. “Thou could at least try to show some respect!”

 

“The poison… it.” Sabin stumbled against the rail. “Everyone?” he asked, voice weak and small.

 

Sabin hadn’t… Some things were better left unsaid… but…

 

The rage in Cyan’s voice cracked as he carefully asked, “Thou didn’t know?”

 

Sabin shook his head. “I… figured it would have hit Doma like it hit the Empire base… people died, but most were just sick…”

 

Shadow shifted, letting his hand drop to the top of Interceptor’s head.

 

Most of the soldiers were likely walking dead… probably so were the civilians.

 

“I-I… wasn’t trying to…” Sabin shifted, leaned back against the rail and wrapped his arms around himself. “Thinking about the bad stuff… it… it doesn’t change anything…”

 

Well, Shadow couldn’t disagree with that.

 

“When I was a teenager, my dad, he… died,” Sabin hunched his shoulders, “Poisoned. Just wasted away day after day. After he was gone I… couldn’t…” he stumbled to a halt.

 

Cyan tilted his head toward Sabin a bit.

 

“I couldn’t handle the pain left behind, I- I asked… I begged my brother to come with me, but he insisted one of us had to stay.” Sabin huffed out what was almost a laugh. “He was right, of course,” he added softer. “I swear, he is always right. Still, felt like I was losing everything. Like there was nothing left but the grief and loneliness.”

 

… And the betrayal of not being enough.

 

“I know it’s not nearly the same…” Sabin said as he batted the wetness from his eyes. “I- I got lucky, someone found me, helped me when I… couldn’t see anything left to…”

 

Shadow closed his eyes and focused on his breathing.

 

“I may have misjudged thee in an amount.” Cyan hissed out a breath. “Thou art so young… tis tragic about thy father.”

 

“Its not comparable to… well… I…” Sabin shook his head sharply. “Point is, you are not alone. I don’t know what’s out there for you, but there is something. Even if it’s just… me?”

 

Cyan huffed out a laugh.

 

A fool was a useful friend to have…

 

And both of the ones Shadow was putting up with looked… wrung out…

 

“Let’s find an empty compartment,” Shadow said as he stepped out into the light.

 

They jumped like they weren’t trained fighters who should have been paying attention to who was listening…

 

“Oh! Shadow! Good idea,” Sabin chirped, forcibly happily as if he didn’t still have tears in his eyes.

 

“Mayhaps a break would be in order,” Cyan agreed.

 

A few cars down, they found an empty compartment. Inside the room, plush seats were attached to three of the walls, with a table in the middle and a large window looking out into the dark.

 

Shadow trudged over and unhooked the curtains, letting them fall and block out the moon hung like a dead man in the sky.

 

“I need to think, I will be back in a bit,” Sabin said as he left and shut the door to the compartment behind him.

 

The larger ghost plopped down on a seat, while the little one hesitated.

 

Cyan sighed. “Come here.”

 

Brightening, the little ghost rushed over and hopped up onto the bench next to Cyan.

 

The likelihood of that ghost being…

 

Of the two before being…

 

Shadow shoved all possible thoughts about identities down and turned away.

 

This ridiculous escapade was making him… reminisce.

 

He closed his eyes and breathed through the constant pain.

 

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

 

Gone.

 

They were… all…

 

The last time they had visited Doma, he and Edgar had broken out of the boring treaty rooms and escaped to the festival grounds. They darted between flower arrangements larger than both of them put together, tried everything on sticks at the food stalls, and spent the day joining in with dancing and singing.

 

They ate so many sweets their hair had gotten sticky.

 

He had always meant to go back…

 

Sabin rubbed his hands down his face, trying to ignore the cold wetness. He sucked in a deep breath through his teeth and hissed it out as rust flaked off the railing under his tightened grip and the train rocked rhythmically under his feet.

 

A promise burned; he was going to rip the whole of the Empire apart for this, for everything.

 

Slowly, he pushed himself straight and forced his breathing to deepen. Turning, he slid one foot forward and threw a controlled punch at nothing.

 

Years ago, Master Duncan had become increasingly concerned about Sabin’s rage.

 

‘Emotions are not a weapon,’ he had said with more patience than a random little angry kid probably warranted, ‘Nor are they the enemy.’

 

With a sidestep, Sabin rotated his other arm into a block, letting his eyes close as he went through the kata.

 

‘Denying your feelings or being consumed by them are equally as fraught.’

 

Sabin pivoted.

 

‘Feel them, acknowledge them, release them; then center your mind.’

 

Sabin crouched and moved smoothly to standing while throwing an upper cut.

 

‘Balance is what will show you the way to clarity of the self.’

 

Sabin pulled his stance and arms back to the start position.

 

‘And from there, you will find your wisdom.’

 

Things had changed.

 

Doma, Figaro, Edgar, the world… even him.

 

They had all changed…

 

He should go back to Figaro, see how different it was now; find a place there for himself.

 

Sabin took a deep breath and opened his eyes.

 

Since Edgar couldn’t leave, Sabin would go to him…

 

“-e Sabi-”

 

Sabin jumped as a red-cloaked ghost wavered towards him. “You aren’t here to pick a fight, are you?”

 

They stopped and, unfortunately, shook their head. “Don’t have much energy to speak,” the ghost whispered, lighter than a breeze, “so listen close.”

 

“Is that why most of the… passengers don’t talk?”

 

They nodded their head once in agreement.

 

“Ah, fair enough.” Sabin leaned back on the railing. “What is so important?”

 

“Cyan is. I am… was,” they paused, “King of Doma.”

 

“You’re!” Sabin immediately jerked himself out of his rude stance. “You want to talk to Cyan? I can go get him.”

 

King Doma shook his head. “Sir Cyan is a good knight. Intelligent, strong, educated, and an impressive leader. He served Doma, my father, and me faithfully for over 30 years,” he said solemnly. “Yet, more importantly, he is a good and kind man.”

 

Sabin nodded as the ghost of King Doma flickered and seemed to be trying to catch his breath.

 

“I, the last King of Doma, bespeak you, Prince of Figaro, to take my retainer, Sir Cyan, under Figaro’s banner. To keep however you see fit.”

 

“What.”

 

A formal request for an open-ended transfer?!

 

For a knight?!

 

“I realize it is… unorthodox,” King Doma said wispily. “But the circumstances allow for nothing else.”

 

“I…” Sabin trailed off. Unorthodox was some impressive understatement.

 

Traditions and laws for transfers of retainers and vassals were followed for extremely good reasons. The vast majority had to do with ensuring everyone’s protection.

 

“Please, Prince Sabin,” he said almost too softly. “I have known him since I was a boy; he is all but family.”

 

Oh… it was less a transfer, and more a King falling back on formality…

 

“I beseech you.” His form flickered out a moment before reappearing. “No one else will take in a sworn knight with no country.”

 

The truth was, Sabin had no right to say yes.

 

It would, by law, need to be discussed King to King, and hashed out over days, weeks or even years. Such moves were usually done to strengthen alliances and treaties, or on the rare occasion, as a bit of cultural exchange, with a deadline.

 

Formal transfers were not meant for this. Not supposed to be a single conversation, King to no longer a Prince, nor a Knight offered up so completely, and definitely not under an eerie moon on a dilapidated train heading to the realm of the dead.

 

Plus, there was no way he had asked Cyan first.

 

Yet…

 

“I, Prince Sabin,” he said, trying not to trip over the lie as he straightened to a regal posture. “Accept Sir Cyan into service under the Crown Figaro. Further, I henceforth bestow all the legal protections and grants afforded to those of comparative status to Sir Cyan until the time of his death or a time which he chooses to relinquish them.”

 

King Doma smiled as they clasped hands, sealing the agreement. “Thank you,” he said, his voice relieved even as his form dimmed to almost nothing. “… …” Words lost to the void, he bowed his head, turned and disappeared into the dark.

 

Legally binding or not, he gave his word.

 

But…

 

“How am I supposed to explain this?!” Sabin whisper yelled to himself.

 

 

---

 

 

(Cyan)

 

Cyan snapped his eyes open; breath ragged, he curled forward, dug his fingers into his knees and clawed himself out of horror-filled dreams.

 

The little spirit tucked himself against Cyan’s side, humming a song he almost recognized.

 

“I am alright,” Cyan reassured, forcing himself to sit up straight and pat the boy on the back. “I do think I have had enough rest, however.”

 

Freya bobbed in agreement, the small spirit hopped out of his seat, Shadow nodded once, and Sabin… continued to snore.

 

Shadow narrowed his eyes and flicked his wrist at Sabin with a whispered, “Pull.”

 

The large dog trotted over, snagged Sabin’s pants with his teeth, and yanked him out of the chair.

 

“What the!?” Sabin yelped as he face planted. “What was that for!” He flopped over and glared up at Shadow.

 

“We are on a ghost train,” Shadow said flatly. “Do you want to sleep for eternity?”

 

Sabin sucked in a breath and jumped to his feet. “Nope! Yep! Let’s go!”

 

The little spirit shimmered with giggles as they left the car and continued along the train’s walkways, thankfully leaving the insides of the cars and the mayhem they contained alone.

 

Sabin dithered behind, steps dragging him back and forth along the group as they walked.

 

“Alright, what is it?” Cyan said as he dropped back to walk beside the fidgeting boy. “Something has you distracted.”

 

“Well! I-” Sabin glanced at Shadow, then shrugged. “I was thinking about talking to my brother about becoming a Royal Guard.”

 

“I am sure thou wilt be a fine one,” Cyan said as seriously as he could while Sabin bounced next to him. He likely had no idea how much standing by walls and being still was involved in the position.

 

“Maybe,” Sabin continued, “but how about you come with me? We can join up together.”

 

“That isn’t…” Cyan shook his head, chest tight as he peered out at the trees rushing by in the dark. “No ruler would want a knight sworn to another, especially in such close service.”

 

“There are other options, but you are a Knight of Doma, so it will not be a problem anyway-”

 

“I shall not renounce mine own Knighthood!” Cyan pivoted in front of Sabin, forcing him to stagger to a stop. “Just because Doma is-”

 

“What! No, that is not what I meant!” Sabin rocked back, waving his hands in the air.

 

“Then what did thou mean?” he bit out.

 

“Doma and Figaro have a long history of being allies! So there is no reason not to take you in!”

 

“Treaties or not, King Figaro shall not accept another’s knight for such a trusted position!”

 

“He will, because I’ll vouch for you!”

 

“Thou barely knowest me!”

 

“I know enough!” Sabin insisted, blue eyes bright even in the dim light.

 

Cyan scoffed and looked away from the too-gentle expression.

 

Personal guard to King Figaro…

 

It was a naive position to suggest… Although it would be, in many ways, functionally very similar to the position he had… before, there was no chance Cyan would ever be considered.

 

A ruler had to be absolutely certain of the people they assigned at their back.

 

Mistakes in skill, or more disastrously in loyalty, would lead to… well…

 

The train rattled on.

 

“Look,” Sabin said, trying to catch Cyan’s eye. “It was just an idea, an offer.” He shifted on his feet. “I-I have other ideas too! There are other military positions; would those be better?”

 

Cyan shook his head. All military positions would require him to swear to the Figaro crown… and he… couldn’t.

 

“Or!” Sabin said too loudly while bouncing on his toes. “I know a woman in South Figaro who would probably be interested in training people how to fight if she had someone who was willing to stay in one place with her to take some of the workload.”

 

Cyan blinked, startled.

 

Open a… combat school?

 

Teach kids? Like he taught his son-

 

“Why dost thou want to be a Royal Guard?” Cyan snapped out desperately over the thought.

 

“I… well.” Sabin rolled his shoulders in what was almost a shrug and leaned against the railing. “I am not really like my brother. I don’t understand all of the political stuff.” He smiled sheepishly. “As far as I can tell, he doesn’t have a dedicated Royal Guard. I am not sure why.”

 

“Then why doth thou think he would even want to appoint any?”

 

“Well, there is a war! He needs people watching his back. Plus, I am only really good at punching things, might as well do something where that’s the job description!”

 

“Well… I suppose it isn’t like I have any other skills either,” Cyan said dryly. “I shall agree to meet with King Figaro, and determine if I would be willing to protect him… If the position is actually on offer.”

 

There was no reason to think he could even get an audience with the king, but… trying was worth the chance to confirm Doma was not abandoned…

 

“Either way,” Sabin said, grinning. “I promise there will be plenty of other positions available!”

 

“Thou can’t promise such a thing!”

 

“Well, this thou is, anyway!”

 

“That is grammatical nonsense,” Cyan huffed out halfway between amused and annoyed.

 

“This thou will just declare it correct then!” Sabin shrugged.

 

“Stop declaring things thou hast no control over!”

 

“Never!” Sabin yelled.

 

Their laughter drowned out everything else as they continued up the train.

 

Until the engine finally took shape in the dark.

 

“Hello!” the Conductor called from where they leaned against the second-to-last car, yet again, tilting their head for the group to follow them inside. “It seems you have done as you needed! Good job!”

 

“Done what now?” Sabin asked as the group trailed after.

 

“Never mind that!” They shook their head. “You want to stop the train? Go search every corner of the engineer’s compartment… There will be instructions inside.” They shifted and stared at the wall like they were watching something far away. “Some last minute, not really related, advice.

 

“What the world is, and what the world is not, refuses to be easily defined. What is, and what could be. What would be, and what should be.” They tilted their head. “Likewise, people are not just who they are, but who they were, and who they will be.” The being laughed lightly. “Mind that with people, ‘What’ is less important than ‘Who’, while with things, ‘Who’ is less important than ‘What’”

 

“What does that even mean!” Sabin said, tossing his hands up.

 

“You know, you just don’t realize you know.” They leaned forward. “Perhaps. To say. ‘What’ a thing does is more important than ‘Who’ does it. While it matters not ‘What’ a person is, but ‘Who’ they choose to be,” they watched the group unblinking, “and ‘What’ it does can always be changed by ‘Who’ changes it.

 

“Good luck,” the conductor said gravely, “I fear you will need it.”

 

And then they were gone.

 

The silence following was broken by Sabin wordlessly screaming.

 

“I think I almost understand what they meant?” Cyan said slowly. “Like a sword. Some things can be used to hurt or protect; it depends on what the person wielding it chooses to do, but even so, a sword will still always be a weapon.”

 

Shadow shook his head. “Let’s just go.”

 

The tension drained out of all of them when they got to the chain bridge leading to the next car; Shadow didn’t even break stride as he crossed.

 

“They could have just left it here,” Sabin complained as he jogged over the clanking metal.

 

Cyan ran his fingers along the rusted chain as he stepped on, both ghosts stopping at the entrance behind him. “Art thou not coming?”

 

Freya crouched and passed her hand through the floor of the bridge, then waved them on with a laugh.

 

“Oh! You’re leaving?” Sabin leaned against the railing of the next car. “Thanks for the help!”

 

The little ghost nodded as an ocean blue ghost floated from behind and placed her hands on his shoulders. He looked up at her, then back to Cyan, waving both his little arms goodbye.

 

Cyan took a step back towards them.

 

The ghost behind the smaller one shook her head, moving one arm forward she shooed him on with a soft smile.

 

Cyan hesitated before nodding shakily. “I thank thee for the assistance,” he said, as he steeled himself, turned forward, and stepped off the bridge.

 

By the time he looked back, they were gone.

 

“Guess we’re on our own again…” The words ached in his chest.

 

The next car was small and quickly passed.

 

“This is the engineer's compartment,” Sabin said as they entered the little empty room on the back of the engine and spread out. “We've gotta find a way to stop this thing, fast!” He strode across the room and tossed open a cabinet. “Who knows how much time we have left!”

 

“Something's written here!” Cyan frowned at the paper on a wall covered in a nonsense of technical terms. “I don’t know what any of this… means…”

 

“What? What?” Sabin stepped up behind him and read it over his shoulder. “Oh! Easy enough. It just means, To stop the train, we have to shut the first and third pressure valves, and then operate the switch outside, near the smoke stack.

 

Easy? What even was a ‘pressure valve’?!

 

“Alright!” Sabin said as he did something to an apparatus on the wall. “Now we only need the one outside!” He skipped out the door, Cyan and Shadow right behind him.

 

“Be careful!” Cyan called out as Sabin crawled over the safety rail and climbed up the side of the engine.

 

“I just need to press this switch and the train'll stop,” Sabin said as he waved him off with one hand, grabbed part of the smoke stack and did… something.

 

A bang echoed through the metal under their feet.

 

“So!” a voice rattled and clanked out of the train engine itself. “You're the ones who have been slowing me down!”

 

Sabin yelped, flailed, and tumbled, landing hard on the walkway at Cyan’s feet.

 

Cyan and Shadow slowly backed across the chain bridge and onto the previous car.

 

“You can talk!?” Sabin yelled as he scrabbled backwards off the engine. He jumped to his feet and pointed at the train. “Hey! Wait, why aren’t you stopping? I flipped the switches!”

 

“Oh? Did you really think it would be so simple?” A rattle of metal rose up like a laugh. “Surely you realize what I am, and how tiny you are?”

 

“O-of course,” Cyan said as steady as he could manage while bowing respectfully. “We merely got on by mistake, and thought we were following the instructions the Conductor informed us of.”

 

“Few intend to get on when they do,” the train said, voice as hard as steel. “Why should I let you delay, when I don’t allow them? Everyone must cross eventually. Why should your time not be now?”

 

Cyan bowed again. “We understand the gravity of our request and would-”

 

“Because we have things to do!” Sabin snapped over top of him.

 

“Would,” Cyan continued with more force. “Like to inquire what else we needed to-”

 

“-and we can’t possibly be the first ones to do all of this!” Sabin continued. “The Conductor said there was a way!”

 

“To accomplish,” Cyan continued through gritted teeth, “in order to delay our trips.”

 

“I can’t cross yet. I have… something I must finish first,” Shadow added sharply.

 

“Oh, little humans, if having a goal was all it took, no one would ever take the trip.”

 

“Doesn’t matter, let us off,” Sabin demanded as he rolled his shoulders and bounced on his toes. “Or else.”

 

“Or else what, little human?” The train huffed out a laugh from its smoke stack. “Do you really think you can threaten me in any way that matters?”

 

“Ok,” Sabin said with a shrug. “But don’t say I didn’t warn you!” He took a few quick steps and knelt at the bridge connecting the car to the engine; he fiddled with something.

 

“Little human, what are you-”

 

With a loud cackle, Sabin unhooked the cars, and lunged forward. Grabbing the engine by its side rails he rended it from its track.

 

For a heartbeat, he held it in the air.

 

Sabin slammed the engine down on its side; it slid and sparked along the tracks with splitting screams of metal. Train cars compacted, knocked off track in a precarious zig as the whole line came to a deadened halt.

 

Silence consumed in its absoluteness.

 

Soft.

 

Such a soft rattle quickly grew and cascaded through the whole of the train, until its laughter was everything.

 

“Ha! Or else that!” Sabin yelled as he tossed his arms in the air.

 

“Well,” the train said, still chuckling. “It is nice to find that, even at my age, one can gain new experiences.”

 

It rocked back and forth on the ground, and with a heaving jump, landed back on its wheels. Slowly, it backed up, and the car they were standing on automatically reconnected. The engine wiggled, like a bird setting down to roost, the motion waved down the train cars, resetting them on the track.

 

“Very well. Although not the traditional way things are done, I will let you go…

 

“Thou art most kind,” Cyan said, blowing out a breath.

 

They were extremely lucky the Great Power had a sense of humor.

 

“But first there is something I must do…” the train said, sounding reproachful.

 

“And what might that be?” Cyan asked slowly.

 

“Well,” the train chugged out, seemingly annoyed. “Since someone unhooked the last cars, they need to catch up first, seeing as I require those to be able to continue my work.”

 

Cyan cringed.

 

How much trouble would those spirits be in if they were just… abandoned on the line?

 

“They were chasing us!” Sabin said.

 

The engine let out a puff of oddly shimmering smoke. “They are train cars, of course they were.”

 

“Not what I meant!” Sabin complained even as he laughed at the ridiculous joke.

 

“Did you…” Shadow turned his head very slowly towards Sabin. “Did you just Suplex a train?” he asked with no inflection.

 

Sabin puffed up with a big grin.

 

This whole place was weird… Cyan wasn’t going to think about it.

 

“The missing cars will catch up shortly, and from there I will drop you at the edge of the forest, but it will be some time. Go rest in the first car for a while.”

 

“We appreciate it,” Cyan said with a bow, and the three of them went inside the little cabin before the engine.

 

As they settled onto the bench seat, the train rocked and the whistle blared while the train started on its way again.

 

Cyan relaxed back against the comfortable fabric, looped his fingers between the Prayer Beads, and let his eyes drift closed into a dreamless rest.

 

---

 

Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

Sabin mentions feeling like he had lost everything when he left Figaro, implying he was suicidal, while trying to get Cyan to see there are reasons to get off the train.

Cyan is questioning if he even wants to get off the train for most of this, and at one point says he wants to stay and make the trip with his family.

Cyan has some disassociation issues here.

Grief and loss. All three of them have people they are morning and they are on a train of the dead. I touched on all of their problems a bit.

Really all three are having a bit of a bad time.

ART!!!! We have them running from the ghosts, and the after math of Sabin fighting a train.

My rambles! (Spoiler-ish)

This dang chapter took so blasted long! i have been fighting with it since MAY. I probably rewrote it at least 10 times! and at its original 18k that was a LOT!!! I knew what i wanted to DO with it, just not how to get it into the right SHAPE to work! That is why some of the stuff is kinda oddly placed, like the eating part. It just did NOT work unless they made it to the end of the train first! Or why that one conversation is in Shadow's POV instead of either Sabin's or Cyan's! i have a few versions in both of their POVs but until I figured out it needed to be in Shadow's POV it just refused to work. Then i cut as much out as i felt i could and it is STILL this long. It also left some... kinda rough transitions in places, particularly the first part, but i really didn't want it to be over 1k just to get to the train... so i cut out over half of it.

My mother, by looking up at me with big sad eyes, pointed out that the train was oddly set up and she had NO IDEA what it looked like through the whole chapter. lol I ended up going back and adding more descriptiveness to it because how could i make my momma sad like that!!? It isn't the first time i have relied to heavily on people knowing what the things look like, but it was probably the worst one because it is important to understanding the rest of what happens. Poor momma... T-T

I really like the conductor. They were a fun character to write. Very odd, yet genuinely trying to help them get off. I don't know how clear it was in the chapter that they had to face their pain and grief while being ready to move forward in life to get off the train. Train mandated character growth.

For anyone who noticed Cyan dropped "Sir" from Sabin's name in his head, the final straw for that one was the switch thing, and it is the first part in Cyan's POV in this chapter and happened right at the top so it was either add in an awkward couple of lines that were ONLY there to point out the change, or just let it drop and figure no one would notice lol.

How long had the merchant been trying to buy a new ticket? I don't know, but they don't know either so... i think they originally needed to let go of their love of money to get off at some point, and they just... never did, and it became too late. Not so much in time, but in the way that they lost themselves. Got too caught up in the parts of them that kept them on the Train.

Yellow and Green, yet another woman i am giving a bit of back story to (and a name), and yes i am betting you know who they both are if you have played the game. And if not, they are mentioned just after in the chapter anyway. lol

The Apparition wasn't destroyed, he was already dead, you can't kill the dead. That guy is actually going to come up again! :D with a grudge! Granted he already had one, but ya know, now it will be a bigger one.

Yes, Freya is another character i have given a name to. she will show up again. If you know what the name relates to it is fairly obvious who she is. granted there is a little bit of 'eh close enough' going on here. i don't remember how much now. i did the research a long time ago. lol

Also... yea Little Dude and the ghost Cyan danced with are who they seemed to be. Time has no meaning here.

I know the transfer thing is probably weird, but I had this vision of King Doma making a desperation move when he realized he could help set up Cyan for a better future. One where he had a place to go and people who would keep him from being alone. I feel like King Doma would want to give Cyan the best chance at happiness as possible, and wandering around with no place to go back to is a much worse fate than having any place to go, even if you can never actually call it home. The King of Doma in the game has such odd dialogue, he obviously cares a great deal about Cyan.

I decided to end it here because ending with the last scene of the train part would be a bit dark. It works better as a lead in on the next chapter.

Chapter 21: Knight Fall and Day Break

Summary:

The sun finally rises.

Notes:

WARNINGS

Still a lot of grief and loss in here.

Disassociation (Cyan)

 

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons for checking over this, yall are the best!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 21: Knight Fall and Day Break

 

 

(Cyan)

 

The whistle blew, and Cyan’s eyes fluttered open as he was rocked out of his gentle sleep by the train slowing to a stop. “It seems we have arrived,” he said, pushing himself up from the plush bench. “Hopefully, at the land of the living.”

 

Sabin stretched his arms over his head and rolled to his feet. With a wide grin, he crept towards where Shadow leaned back against the wall, his eyes still closed.

 

The dog raised his head from Shadow’s lap as Sabin tiptoed closer.

 

“Try it and I will stab you,” Shadow said flatly, snapping his eyes open.

 

Sabin jumped back. “Try what?” he said with an almost believable innocent look. “I wasn't doing anything!”

 

“Right,” Shadow grumbled as he stood and led them out of the car.

 

“Hoo, boy!” Sabin whooped, rushing forward and jumping off the train onto a seemingly identical platform to the one from which they had originally entered.

 

Cyan stepped from the creaking, rusted walkway to the solid stone with a lifting relief. They just had to make it a bit further, and then they could put this whole horrible detour behind them.

 

“We finally got off…” Sabin cheered and waved his arms in a little jig as he jogged towards the large, wrought iron gate across the platform. “Come on! The faster we leave all that with the train behind, the better!”

 

“Agreed. I think…” Cyan trailed off as a cascade of footsteps echoed around them. “Is that...!?”

 

A couple walked in through the towering iron gate, hand in hand; following after them were two men, each holding a child, and then young Mika with his little sister hoisted on his back, Sir Milly and her wife with their little boy swinging from their clasped hands, a group of small crying children clung together, Sir Teak and his newborn with his spouses tucked to his sides… and behind them… by the morning mist…

 

“Elayne! Owain!” Cyan stumbled on numb legs.

 

“Cyan!” Sabin gripped his arm. “Wait, was that your wife and son boarding!?”

 

The whistle blared.

 

...The train's leaving!?”

 

“No! Please, wait!” Cyan shoved Sabin out of the way and ran. “Elayne! Owain…” he begged as he slammed into the railing of the train.

 

Hands shaking, he yanked the chain locked across the entrance; it rattled and refused to pull free.

 

“None of that, my love…” Elayne said as she set her partly transparent hand over his.

 

“Elayne…” he gasped out. “I-”

 

“You made me so happy.” She cupped his cheek, brushing her thumb gently across. “Thank you… My love, I have no regrets.”

 

Dad!” Owain pulled at his sleeve as he grinned up at Cyan from her side. “I can keep Mom safe!” He stood up tall with all of his small height. “I'll keep practicing with my sword, so don’t worry, okay?”

 

The train’s whistle blew again, loud and final.

 

“No,” he gasped out, wrenched his hand away from Elayne’s and pulled himself up on the rail.

 

She placed her palm to his chest and gently pushed him back onto the ground. “No, my love, not yet.”

 

Her too-cool fingers cupped his as she leaned forward and kissed his cheek.

 

The train pulled away; her hands slipped from his.

 

Cyan sprinted after Elayne’s tear-filled eyes which shone in the choking darkness.

 

He reached, grasping at the train rail; it slipped through his fingers like smoke.

 

He staggered, tripped.

 

His knees hurt.

 

His hands hurt.

 

He hurt.

 

“Don’t leave me,” he pleaded.

 

As the Train rumbled on.

 

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

The unnatural silence on the platform scraped against Sabin’s nerves. “Well…” he muttered as he took a step towards where, collapsed at the end of the platform, Cyan gasped; his breath broken and ragged.

 

“Best leave him be,” Shadow said.

 

“I promised I wouldn’t,” Sabin countered, as he walked over to Cyan and crouched beside him.

 

Cyan’s gaze didn’t leave the darkness where the train had disappeared.

 

With a sigh, Sabin carefully pulled Cyan’s arm over his shoulders and stood.

 

Shadow shook his head and grumbled to himself, but took up Cyan’s other arm as they carried him out through the gate.

 

They staggered as morning sun tipped over the horizon, blinding them in its sudden light.

 

“What in the…” Sabin frowned back at the perfectly normal forest behind them. “Well… that probably happened.”

 

“We’re not talking about it,” Shadow snapped.

 

“Yeah, okay.” He laughed. “Moving on from the longest night ever! Cyan, where do we go from here?”

 

Cyan continued to stare at the ground.

 

“Cyan! Buddy! Pal!” Sabin softly annoyed as he rocked them back and forth, “Cy-Cy!”

 

Cyan jerked, turning his head to look up at Sabin. “Huh?” he asked blankly.

 

“Cy-Cy,” Shadow huffed out a laugh, “… really?”

 

“Where are we going from here?” Sabin asked gently.

 

“Oh…” Cyan blinked, looking around as if he had just realized he was anywhere at all. “There is a small port town to the southwest. They… catch fish,” he trailed off, a frown creasing his features. “I doubt they escaped the Empire’s sweep, however.”

 

“Other options?” Sabin asked.

 

“Hmm... The village of Mobliz lies on the eastern coast,” Cyan said, tilting his head, “but, to the south of here, between us and the city, lies the Veldt. 'Tis a wild and dangerous land, inhabited by all manner of ferocious beasts… If we can make it through the Veldt, we could head there... and mayhaps we can find a ship to Narshe.

 

“Oh! I remember hearing something about the Veldt!” Sabin said with as much cheer as he could cram into it. “It sounds interesting! How do we get there?”

 

“Interesting?” Cyan echoed with slow blinks. “Well… I have heard there art monsters from all over the world there.” He shook his head, brow furrowed. “There should be a passage through the Baren Mountains as long as the Falls aren't overflowing.”

 

“Alright! Onward and upwards!” Sabin secured his hold on Cyan and turned towards the mountains.

 

Slowly, as they traveled, Cyan got his feet under him and was walking on his own just in time for them to make it to the tunnel marked ‘Baren Mountain Pass’ and stare at the rushing water through the flooded cave system.

 

“Well, tis out of season,” Cyan said. “The path through should have been clear for a while longer in the year.”

 

“Is there a way around?” Shadow asked.

 

“I don’t think so.”

 

“But if we turn around and go back, the Empire will be waiting for us. Might as well check,” Sabin said as he darted along the path leading up the mountain and all the way to the end of the trail, where a large waterfall sparkled up a rainbow. “This must be Baren Falls…” he said as he walked to the edge of the rushing water. “Oh! I know! We’ll jump!”

 

“Are you serious?” Shadow asked as he turned and glared at Sabin.

 

“Doest thou think we could survive the fall?” Cyan asked slowly, then shook his head and muttered, “Can’t believe I am considering taking pathing advice from the man who chirps like a chocobo.”

 

“Uh… I am sure we will be fine!” Sabin said, rocking on his toes. “Besides! Chocobos always find their way home!”

 

“… unless they drown.” Shadow blew out a breath. “We just got off The-” With a sharp shake of his head, he turned and headed down the mountain. “I have served my purpose…

 

“Wait! Shadow!” Sabin called as he rushed after him. “Thanks for your help! Let's team up again sometime!”

 

“If you survive,” Shadow said as he disappeared into the dark corners of the stones, “Don’t assume we’ll be on the same side next time.”

 

“Right…” Sabin whispered, heading back towards the falls where Cyan was still standing next to the edge. “Just the two of us now, I suppose.” He bumped his shoulder against Cyan’s as they watched the rushing water crash down the mountain.

 

“Indeed.”

 

“Shall we jump?”

 

“It doth seem like we art at an impasse.” Cyan looked up at him, then back to the obscured bottom of the falls with a far too serious and grim look. “Why not?”

 

Sabin yelled, “Kweh!” as he grabbed Cyan and tossed them both over the edge.

 

“What is with thee and being a chocobo?!” Cyan yelled over the roar of water.

 

Sabin laughed. “Well, it all started when-” A cold fin slapped him in the face, and he sputtered as the bright purple fish splashed away. “Get back here, you rude fish!” he yelled, trying rather unsuccessfully to swim across the waterfall.

 

“Sir Sabin! What art thou doing!”

 

“I am going to fight that fish!”

 

“Do not fight the fish!”

 

“But, it started it!”

 

“It’s a fish!”

 

The world crashed into too dark slashes of deep water and bright bubbles. Up and down indistinguishable; everything spun and blurred.

 

Purple flashed to his side.

 

Sabin rolled through the rough currant, threw a waterlogged punch at the jerk, and missed.

 

Rude Fish rounded on him and shot a bolt of lightning sending Sabin flailing in a random direction.

 

Luckily breaking the surface, Sabin gulped in air as he shook off the tingle in his fingertips.

 

With a flip in the air, Rude Fish splashed him in the face and dove back under the rushing river.

 

“Why, you little! Get back here!” Sabin yelled as he waded deeper.

 

“Honestly, Sir Sabin?” Cyan called from the shore. “Leave it be!”

 

“Rude Fish started it!” He froze as a bunch more fish burst out of the water. “Uh oh.”

 

The school spun simultaneously, and a towering wave slammed into him; small ice shards sliced into his skin as a shock of lightning tossed him through the air.

 

“Sir Sabin!”

 

Sabin slammed back into the river and drifted away with the current.

 

Dazed, he washed up onto shore; his head squished deep in the soft mud.

 

Well, that didn’t go as planned.

 

For the second time, in very close succession, he had washed up after a lost fight with a fish.

 

Maybe he should stop trying to fight aquatic creatures, even if they did start it.

 

Or maybe he would look into underwater combat.

 

A soft yelp and then a young voice said, “You dead?”

 

Sabin didn’t bother to respond.

 

“Hey!” a poke to his ribs, “hey, hey?” more pokes, “you dead?”

 

“Yes.” Sabin opened one eye and glared at the young boy leaning over him.

 

“Not dead, dead is dead!?” The boy yelped and scrabbled back, pointing a stick at him.

 

“What?” He sat up. “Who...are...?”

 

“Dead move! No!” The kid lunged forward, slammed the stick across Sabin’s head, splintering the wood with a loud crack, and ran off.

 

“What was with that?” Sabin sighed as he rubbed his head; hopefully, only the stick broke and not his skull.

 

He let himself plop back into the mud.

 

It was probably his fault; he hadn’t meant to scare the kid.

 

“Sir Sabin!”

 

“Over here, Cyan!”

 

Cyan ran frantically around a bend, only slowing down once he came into sight. “Oh, thank goodness, thou art alright,” his voice shook.

 

Sabin cringed as he rolled his head to look up at him. “Yeah, just a bit spun around,” he reassured.

 

Maybe he should be more careful not to get hurt. Cyan already lost far too much…

 

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

The quiet little fishing town had been gutted, and an empire base built on its bones.

 

Shadow grit his teeth while keeping his shoulders and stride even as he slipped into the occupied village. Striding down the edge of the packed-dirt road, which cut through towards the port, he took easy deep breaths, as if the poison had never touched him.

 

Over by a wood building, which might have been a pub, a soldier laughed loud and unworried, while a group glanced at Shadow and quickly looked away. Even more milled around as if there was nothing for them to worry about.

 

No one stopped him.

 

With this level of security, Cyan and Sabin could probably have walked in without anyone noticing and wouldn’t have needed to make the ridiculous choice to jump over a waterfall.

 

Interceptor leaned against his side and looked up at him with sad eyes.

 

“What have I told you about getting attached?” Shadow grumbled as he patted the dog on his head.

 

Docked to the tiny port, an Empire war ship towered. Along the pier’s length, thick chains wrapped around and swallowed the cleats meant to tie much smaller boats. While tossed to the side, on top of each other in the dying grass, were brightly painted fishing boats, probably already suffering from dry rot and neglect.

 

Under an old, well-kept awning was a notice board, far too large for the two paper schedules, covering the next week, nailed into it.

 

They had entered the forest sometime after noon, then spent who knows how long lost in there before ending up on the Train for however long that was.

 

He… had no idea what day it was.

 

With a sigh, Shadow turned on his heel and slipped along the dark spaces of the little town towards where the bar probably was.

 

“Hey, did you hear about the bases near Doma?!”

 

Stopping quickly, Shadow turned and crept closer to the conversation.

 

“-sad, I heard a bunch of them got sick.”

 

“Yeah… so they say, but illnesses don’t kill with no warning,” they paused and lowered their voice, “I heard it was an attempt to poison Doma that went wrong.”

 

“General Leo would never sanction that!”

 

“No, but there is someone who would go around General Leo and be willing to use poison without worrying about catching some of our people in it too.”

 

“Kefka.”

 

“Yeah… from what I hear, almost a fourth of one of the bases got wiped out last night.”

 

Pain lanced up Shadow’s elbow as he jerked back and knocked it into the wall.

 

Last night.

 

It wasn't even noon yet.

 

Last night!

 

No wonder the place was not on high alert.

 

No one had attacked the base yet.

 

By the Triad… they had left the forest before they entered it.

 

Shadow bit his lip to keep himself from screaming.

 

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

Claws scraped along stone in a direction her head was too floaty to pinpoint. Her hand twitched against the cave wall as she pushed herself back to her feet; Locke’s hand immediately in her face.

 

“I’m fine!” she snapped.

 

“You don’t have to do everything on your own, ya know,” Locke said as he took a step back.

 

He was either a good liar or incredibly naive.

 

It could go either way.

 

“The healing spring is just around the corner,” he said, walking beside her embarrassingly stumbled steps. “From there it isn’t far to the exit, and I know a few hidden camp spots we could use… unless you want to try to push for Figaro and rest there?”

 

She scoffed and shook her head.

 

There was definitely something wrong with the man’s reasoning ability. Figaro would not let them in, and would be a fool to let them leave if they tried.

 

“Oh, good!” He grinned. “I was worried you would be too stubborn to stop to rest first!”

 

“That is not what-”

 

Loud scraping of stone echoed off the cave walls.

 

What is that noise?” Locke asked softly as he looked around.

 

There was no way a monster could’ve made such a sound… was there?

 

She pushed herself to pick up her pace.

 

Finally they rounded into an alcove where light shimmered off a healing spring and splashed the stone walls in silver. Stumbling over to the edge, she scooped some water into her hands and drank. The cooling spread through her chest and flowed to her aching shoulder.

 

With a sigh, Celes scooped up some water, leaned back on her heels and drank the relief slowly. Pain settled into a dull ache, and she cringed. If even a spring couldn’t fix it…

 

“I do a lot of traveling,” Locke said as he crouched next to her and took a drink, “and this is the best healing spring I have ever found.” He held out a small flask, wiggled it towards the other side of the water, filled it and slipped it into a pocket.

 

“I am surprised someone hasn’t drained it, then.”

 

Locke shrugged. “Well, it belongs to King Edgar, so legally you would have to go through him, and on site, it is guarded by a family of turtles.”

 

A few tiny turtles, so small they could easily fit in the palm of her hand, splashed around near the cave wall.

 

“Turtles…” she said flatly. “I fail to see how baby turtles would dissuade anyone.”

 

“You try to take more than a little flask can hold!” He shook his head and stood. “Those bites hurt!”

 

“Right…”

 

Locke was definitely missing some screws.

 

Scraping rumbled through the cave, dropping chips of stone onto their heads.

 

“What is that?!” Locke backed up from the panicked splashes of tiny turtles retreating down into the spring. “I think it is getting louder!”

 

The tunnel armor!

 

Celes jumped to her feet. “We should get out of here before whatever that was finds us!”

 

“Right, something might have collapsed.” He jerked his head towards one of the tunnels. “This way.”

 

They ran through the cave, rounded a passage, and there at the end, daylight and fresh air streamed in.

 

Between them and freedom, small stones pinged off the ground; the cave wall bowed.

 

“Something's coming through the wall!” Celes gasped, stumbling away as the Tunnel Armor’s drill burst into the cavern in a shower of stones and sparks.

 

It definitely didn’t have orders to be in this part of the cave.

 

“Oh, look! I caught me a traitor!” The pilot grinned as the lumbering equipment started turning towards them and the drill folded back.

 

Or maybe one of the idiot commanders did give orders for them to leave position.

 

“That is a tunnel armor!” Celes hissed to Locke as she took a step back. “If that thing hits us with its magic...they'll be scrubbing two big scorch marks off the wall!”

 

“Oh fantastic!” Locke’s eyes darted around the area. “What are we supposed to do against that!?”

 

“Don't worry! I'll draw its magic with my runic blade!” She unsheathed her sword. “You find a way to incapacitate it!”

 

“And you'll be okay!?”

 

“Of course! Just you watch!” She scoffed.

 

Laughing, the pilot finally got the thing pointed at them; the front panel opened and lightning flashed out.

 

Celes slashed her sword up through the magic, absorbing most of the energy; snapping her sword to the side, she dispelled the rest against the wall.

 

“Told you this sword is worth a fortune,” she said, more boastful than she probably should have.

 

“No joke,” he said, shocked still. “Right, I am just going to.” He pointed in the general direction of the armor and darted around a cluster of rocks out of sight.

 

Celes flashed up her sword and caught the fire magic.

 

“Stop that!!” the pilot screamed, opening and closing the digging clamps on either side of the armor.

 

This was going to take a while.

 

A gripper darted towards her, and she rolled to the side, sprang to her feet and swung her sword to block the fire. She hissed out through her teeth as burning pain pulled down her arm from her hurt shoulder.

 

She barely caught the next bolt of lightning.

 

The armor’s claw swiped out at her, and with a high-pitched screech of metal, the whole machine twitched and stilled.

 

“What!?” the pilot yelled as she slammed her hand down over and over on the controls. A loud creak echoed around the cave and, with a scream of metal, it listed to the side.

 

“It is running time now!” Locke said, popping up beside her.

 

They sprinted around the armor, dodging between the rocks towards the bright, fresh air.

 

Screams of, “Get back here!” echoed behind them.

 

Light, far too blinding, washed over them; the air was pleasantly dry and lacking the musty smell of cave.

 

An explosion rattled behind them and Locke cackled.

 

Well, it was obvious who was sabotaging the armors.

 

---

 

(Banon)

 

Huddled near the steam pumps and their incessant racket, Banon pulled his coat tighter, blocking as much of the cutting wind as possible by burying his nose in the borrowed, warm-spice-scented scarf.

 

A woman rounded the corner with her fur-lined hood, pulled low. She glanced around and darted to lean against the brick wall next to him.

 

“Having any luck getting people into Narshe?” Banon asked, keeping his voice low so the pumps would cover it.

 

“Not much,” she said, fiddling with her gloves. “Most are still in Nikeah. Some have gotten in through the cave you mentioned, but everyone is worried about having run-ins with monsters and guards.”

 

“It would make things more difficult. Any word about South Figaro and what the Empire is up to?”

 

“Not really. South Figaro port is still open, for whatever reason, but they are being really strict with anyone heading in, and then only those who have enough Gil are being let back out again.”

 

Banon sighed. He was not going to mention that to King Edgar.

 

“Other than that,” she continued, “there isn’t much movement from the Empire in the area, but there are some rumors about something going on near Doma. Nothing substantiated, though.”

 

“I see, thank you. Please let me know right away if anything important changes.”

 

She nodded and darted away.

 

Banon tucked his hands under his arms and bounced foot to foot; with another sigh, he milled towards Arvis’ house.

 

At least there were survivors from the attack. Although it was impossible to know the exact number with everyone so scattered, for now, it didn’t matter. There was only so much proper planning they could do before the Narshe Elder Council got on board with the realities of war.

 

Banon pushed open the door and stepped in, tapping the snow off his boots while King Edgar loomed in the corner with his overly expensive stick. Borrowed cold weather clothing hung up, Banon trudged to the sitting room and dropped into the plush chair next to the fire.

 

“No luck?” Arvis asked as he handed him a fragrant cup of tea.

 

“Not much word.” Banon took a sip, letting his eyes close as the soothing warmth spread through his chest. “Some have managed to get in by using the mines like we did, at least.”

 

“I really need to get in contact with my Chancellor,” King Edgar said as he took a cup and sat on the couch, Terra plopping down beside him. “Do you have any way of getting word to Figaro? It has been so long, at this point I would rather not wait till Locke gets back.”

 

If there was a way, they would have already gotten Figaro to get their paranoid King out of his beard.

 

“It doesn’t seem so.” Arvis set down a tray of cookies and lowered himself into a chair, cradling his cup in his palms. “The council has birds, which should have been able to reach Figaro, but they have been coming back unreceived.”

 

“Ah, then my castle is using extreme defense maneuvers; runners only.” King Edgar sipped his tea. “Unfortunately, it means there is no way to find them if you don’t already know how.”

 

“Couldn’t you just tell someone?” Terra asked.

 

“Technically yes,” King Edgar answered slowly. “But, it would take having to trust someone with secure information without having time to vet them. Considering how compromised… everything already is, risking another hole would be a gamble. Codwin can handle matters of state while I am gone, but the country may not be able to weather even one more leak. Expediency is not worth the risk,” he finished, plucked a cookie off the tray, took a bite, and frowned. Turning it slowly, he narrowed his eyes at it and took another nibble.

 

“I will see who I can locate,” Banon said, sighing into his lovely, warm drink. The odds of finding someone King Edgar wouldn’t scoff at were low; the man didn’t even trust a jam cookie.

 

“Problem with the snacks?” Arvis asked tightly.

 

“No,” King Edgar said, glancing up. “Why do you ask?”

 

“Because you look stabby when you’re thinking,” Terra answered as she continued trying to pick a cookie.

 

“What?!” King Edgar sputtered.

 

“You do. Like whatever it is has personally offended you by not being understandable.” Terra plucked the same type of cookie from the tray and took a bite. “Oh! These are good!” She happily hummed before continuing, “It is your ‘I am analyzing the situation’ look. You give it to monsters when trying to see a weakness, too.”

 

“This trip has been very enlightening,” he said flatly, taking another bite.

 

“What about cookies, are you confused about?” Arvis asked carefully.

 

“Ah, the jam in the middle tastes familiar, but I can’t seem to place the fruit.” King Edgar finished off the cookie and asked, “Where did you get them?”

 

“I baked the cookies,” Arvis said slowly. “As for the jam, I am not sure what type it is. I trade with the moogles for it.”

 

“Oh! You are friends with the moogles!” Terra said, bouncing in her seat. “Do you think you could take me to see them?”

 

“I… I don’t see why not,” Arvis said, setting his cup against his knee. “I will ask them for you next time I get a chance.”

 

Terra smiled, eyes crinkling as she sipped her tea.

 

“Back on topic,” Banon cut through the inane chatter with a frown. “We need to start organizing. Not being in contact with Figaro is a problem we need fixed, but the bigger problem is the Narshe Council.”

 

“Agreed. Arvis, run over the arguments you are making to the counsel. I will help you hone your talking points,” King Edgar ordered.

 

Banon crunched the cookie between his teeth, the sweet jam doing little to soothe his frustration as Arvis and King Edgar discussed strategies.

 

The Returners needed to establish some kind of strong foothold, and not only in Narshe, otherwise everything would soon collapse.

 

Horrifyingly, their side of the war may have already slid over the tipping point into failure, but, as long as he still had breath, he would fight, even if there was nothing left to fight for.

 

Terra whispered something to her tea, and fresh steam coiled into the air as she took a sip.

 

But, perhaps…

 

“Your abilities are one of the few things we have going for the Returners now,” Banon said, quietly as the other two talked,

 

Startled, she looked over to him, her hands tightening around her cup.

 

“You mentioned before,” he continued, “not wanting to fight but-”

 

“Banon,” King Edgar snapped across him.

 

“This is war.” Banon blew out a breath. “One girl’s comfort is-”

 

“That is enough.” King Edgar said as he stood, placed his cup on the table, pulled Terra’s hunched form to her feet, and led her out of the room.

 

A door slammed.

 

“As much as that was an overreaction,” Arvis scowled after them, “perhaps be more considerate of the girl.”

 

“We don’t have the leeway to be gentle.” Banon sipped his cool tea. “However, if King Edgar is going to react like that, then I do need to change tactics.”

 

They needed Terra’s power; he would have to talk to her when she was alone.

 

No one would be able to sit this out; they all had to fight.

 

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

The chill of desert nights closed in around the little rock alcove and the tiny bit of fire they were able to risk. Locke held his hands out to the heat with a sigh. “I am going to do one more check of the area. Are you going to be alright here by yourself for a bit?”

 

“Of course I will be!” Celes huffed, her face twisted up in the horrible indignation of being worried about.

 

“Okay, Okay.” He put his hands up, backing away and slipped around the stones into the dark.

 

Stars trailed long swipes in the dimming sky as he located the marker and knelt. The sand was still warm against his fingers as he dug out the little noise maker from where he had buried it. Hopefully, it was long enough for Figaro to pick up… whatever it does and get their towers out of the sand.

 

Locke really did not want to try to explain to Celes where the Castle was… and especially not how he had contacted it. There was giving a person a chance to change sides, and there was handing someone enough information to topple Edgar’s kingdom.

 

Dusting off the last of the sand from the small device, he slipped it back into its case and put it safely back into his inner pocket as he quickly snuck back to the alcove.

 

Cool light glinted off the rocks from the camp.

 

Locke pulled up short, crouched and peeked into the alcove.

 

Light spun around Celes’ fingers, casting a soft blue glow as she pressed her hand to her shoulder. Even as the light soaked in and faded, her scowl didn’t soften.

 

Locke could pretend he didn’t see anything, or…

 

He strolled into the camp with a flippant, “Huh, you have cure magic too?”

 

She stiffened.

 

“Is it really common in Vector or something?” he asked as he tossed himself onto his pallet. “Met a woman a while back who could do cure magic too.”

 

“Did you…” she said tightly.

 

“Yeah! It is really useful! Although, I guess, it isn’t enough to fix, well…” he waved at her shoulder.

 

“You are correct.” Celes paused, her shoulders softening. “Cure is most useful for recently received, open wounds and bruises.” She folded her hands under her chin as she continued. “It can fix things like broken bones, but you should make sure the bone is set correctly first. The same problem comes up with other wounds. Without knowing exactly what is wrong, at best, it will not heal much or, at worst, you can set in damage which will need more work and time to heal.”

 

“That’s really interesting,” Locke said, leaning closer to the fire. “How does it compare to potions and healing springs?”

 

“Cure always works from the outside in, and usually on one part of the body at a time. It is the best choice for when you need something specific fixed, like a cut or burn. Because of how focused it is, an individual injury can be improved while leaving other areas alone.

 

“Potions and springs usually enter your system by drinking. It has the advantage of allowing them to flow to the worst damage, without needing to worry about locating it first. However, because they are not directed, they end up being more of a general heal. You can, of course, pour a potion over an injury, but it is much less effective as you lose most of it to the ground.

 

“Cure, just like potions, if used incorrectly, can cause damage to become permanent, but because of the nature of magic, it is much less likely. While springs only heal what can be healed correctly and will not cause the long-term problems associated with incorrect healing,” she concluded.

 

“Oh wow,” Locke said, blowing out a breath. “Good to know, thank you for explaining.”

 

He would need to tell all that to Terra next time he saw her.

 

“I expected you would be a bit more…” Celes shifted, folding her hands primly over each other in her lap, “concerned, about the magic thing…”

 

“Eh, I am worried a bit, I guess.” Locke frowned into the fire as he fed it a few more twigs. “Really, I am more worried about what the Empire plans on doing with magic than any one person having it.”

 

Not that he was completely unaware of what they were doing with it.

 

The armors, death, subjugation.

 

“I see,” Celes said slowly.

 

For some reason, he doubted she did.

 

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

Joyful bird song floated around Cyan, light and welcoming, as he curled forward away from the nightmares clawing at his back, and gasped in ragged breaths. Aches and pains flared along his joints, angry at the hard dirt where they had spent the night; it was nothing compared to the emptiness in his chest.

 

There was singing, off-key singing, amidst the bird song.

 

“Wilt thou cease that racket!” Cyan snapped, rounding on the complete nuisance of a man.

 

“Good morning!” Sabin chirped and grinned from the rock he was perched upon. “Mobliz is not far from here!”

 

Cyan hissed out a breath as he stood and stretched, his back popping. “I wilt be very glad to have a proper bed.”

 

“The ground isn't so bad, once you get used to it.” Sabin hopped down.

 

“Thou wilt pay for it when thy joints get old,” Cyan said as they quickly grabbed their things and headed in the direction of the city.

 

“Heh! Did you just call yourself old?” Sabin laughed. “Come on, what are you? like, 40?”

 

“Around 53,” Cyan said.

 

“What, really?! You’re twice my age!”

 

“I would have guessed closer to three times.” Cyan rubbed his hands against his face, it unfortunately did little to help the dragging exhaustion eroding his bones.

 

“Fine, we will get a bed for the old man,” Sabin said, then, showing his maturity, stuck out his tongue.

 

Cyan scowled.

 

“Hey don’t be like that!” Sabin said with a laugh. “I guarantee my bro will hit on ya!”

 

“I would thank him to not!” He sputtered.

 

“Oh? Not into men?”

 

“I am married! I-” He stumbled… his wife, son… cold.

 

“Oh, I…” Sabin flinched, tossed an arm over Cyan’s shoulders and led them on along the path. “Come on, the city isn't far, right? Then we can rest and get a snack,” he said, his voice too soft.

 

Cyan could throw off the arm but… it would be too much trouble.

 

A week ago, he would have been furious at the presumption.

 

Now he was just glad he didn’t have to figure out where they were going, or what he was supposed to be doing.

 

He blinked, and they were entering Mobliz.

 

“Well, that’s inconvenient,” Sabin said, stopping them outside of the Inn and its large sign saying ‘Closed for the Season’. “Come on, maybe someone has an extra bed you can use?”

 

As they entered the small market, coins clanked, vendors yelled out their goods, a child screamed for her mother; shouts, voices of people… living.

 

Cruel words clawed up his throat; he swallowed back the remarks none of them deserved.

 

Sweet, honey jam, and cinnamon, warm, fragrant, and right in front of his face. He jerked back and glared at Sabin, who waved it under his nose again.

 

“Come on, they are good!” Sabin said through a mouth full of what seemed to be another of the same pastry.

 

Cyan sighed, took the wax paper-wrapped roll and nibbled a corner. The sweet dough melted in his mouth.

 

“Well, good news is the Relic shop owner has a room we can rent,” Sabin said, turning them and getting them moving in a direction through the market. “Bad news is it seems like a really inconvenient time to travel, but everyone said to talk to the Port Manager just in case.”

 

Cyan nodded as they made their way out of the market and towards the water glittering in the morning light. Worryingly, there were no boats tied to the pier; all of them seemed to be lifted in dry dock and covered.

 

“The weather is horrible this year.”

 

Cyan jerked his attention to the person, who was probably the Port Manager, leaning against a tall post.

 

“The Baron Mountain pass is already flooded,” they continued, “and we lost two boats to storms because they came in so early! This season will be long and nasty. So my guess is, it’ll be a few months before you can get a ride to anywhere that would get you to Narshe.”

 

“We don’t have that much time!” Sabin said with a huff. “Is there any other way at all?”

 

“I doubt you have any friends in Thamasa?” they asked.

 

“Where?” Sabin asked, as Cyan shook his head.

 

“They’re not friendly to outsiders, so unless you want to toss yourself into the Serpent’s Trench and swim with the current, you’re just going to have to wait.”

 

“How long is this Trench?” Sabin asked slowly. “And are the fish annoying?”

 

“Oh! Hey, no!” They waved their hands in front of them frantically. “That was a joke! There are monsters and no air!”

 

“So what you are saying is we need a way to breathe underwater.” Sabin scratched the stubble on his chin.

 

“No! That is definitely not what I’m saying!”

 

“Sabin, dost thou think there is a way to… breathe underwater?”

 

“Well, with tech, yeah, there are lots of ways. It is more a matter of if anyone around here has the equipment for it.”

 

“Thank thee for the information,” Cyan said with a nod.

 

The Port Manager just shook their head, opening and closing their mouth as the two of them left.

 

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

Endless waves of sand, made insufferable by the blazing sun, shifted under Celes’ feet as she flicked her fingers and used the smallest amount of ice magic to cool herself. She should have put her foot down about going around the place and finding a different way to contact them about the… poison.

 

Meanwhile, Locke just strode along, like this whole stopover at Figaro wasn’t a doomed venture. How he was dealing with the heat in all those dark colors, she couldn’t fathom.

 

Maybe the breeze between his ears helped.

 

Slowly, the dark wavering form on the horizon solidified into the shape of Figaro and its walls of metal-plated stone.

 

The piecemeal construction was as if they were trying to be as modern as Vector while refusing to let go of an old, substandard building. Figaro was never willing to fully commit to something better, always clinging to the obsolete and haphazardly attaching new innovations over top, even as everything below failed.

 

If she had any idea how to get out of a desert, she would have walked in the opposite direction.

 

Hopefully the Castle at least had cool dungeons.

 

Once they made it to the entry steps, the guards pulled their weapons and blocked the door. The woman in front puffed up and demanded, “Halt! State your business-” She stopped and drooped. “Oh, it is you.” With a glance at Celes, she frowned. “Who is- oh, whatever.”

 

They all moved aside, allowing Locke to stroll on in, Celes right behind him.

 

Locke just grinned and waved at the slouching guards as they passed.

 

Celes kept her face as neutral as she could.

 

How common was such foolish behavior? They let a thief and an enemy General in, without even questioning what they were there for!

 

“What in the world was that?” She hissed to Locke as they passed into a surprisingly cool, narrow corridor, which quickly opened up into an empty defensive room.

 

“Don’t worry, they know me here,” Locke said, like that explained a damn thing.

 

“Well, now, I am more worried!” she countered while glancing around at the next room decorated with old armor. A staircase descended on each side of them as they headed to the large double doors.

 

He laughed, stepping out into an open courtyard where several groups of soldiers were leaning against walls, chatting.

 

“Locke?” a one of the soldiers said as she strode over to them, glancing behind them, she asked, “Who is this then?”

 

“This is Celes.” Locke grinned. “I picked her up out of an Empire storage room they were pretending was a dungeon! It was all extremely ridiculous, actually.”

 

Celes forced on her best, disarming smile and added, “I am grateful for the rescue.”

 

“She really needs medical attention, if you could spare someone to take her. I would do it myself but I need to talk to Codwin as soon as possible.”

 

“I see,” the woman said with a sympathetic look at Celes. “The Empire is not very gentle with their prisoners. Mack! Shel!”

 

Two soldiers broke away from one of the groups leaning near a door.

 

“You two, take our guest to Medical 8,” she ordered.

 

They both saluted.

 

“I am Shel, and he is Mack,” the woman said motioning to a door to her right. “If you would come this way.”

 

Celes shot an annoyed look at Locke.

 

“Hey don’t worry!” Locke smiled big and guileless. “The healers here are really good! I will be by once I go talk to a guy about the… thing.”

 

“Should I not come with you?” Celes asked. “I am the one who knows the most about the whole ‘thing’ after all.”

 

Plus, whatever relationship Locke had with Figaro, she was loath to give up the protection.

 

“Passing information up the line of command is boring and will take time. You really need to get your shoulder looked at. I will meet back up with you once I finish putting in all the boring requests for audience junk.”

 

“Alright,” she said slowly, turning, she followed Shel and Mack into whatever trap they were leading her into.

 

Hopefully there would still be a medical check involved.

 

 

 

Notes:

WARNINGS (spoiler-ish)

The part with Cyan's family is at the top

Cyan is rather out of it for most of this chapter so Sabin is kinda just dragging the poor guy around.

 

The art for this one is Sabin singing with the birds!

 

 

My rambles (spoiler ish)

Starting to get into my additions to slow down Locke and Celes so they get to Narshe at about the same time as Sabin, Cyan and Gau.

Yay for a stop over in Figaro!

Really what is with the time lines on this part!?

One of these 3 is WAAAAAAAAAY longer than the other two!

plus side, it is giving me some of room to add a bit more to the culture of Figaro, and show Celes and Locke kinda becoming fond of each other. Though it will be rather slow going. They are a canon ship... but i really don't think there could ever be anything there until Locke is done with the whole grieving a relationship which crashed and burned, and worse, lingered on as a huge part of his life for so long. He has to get his own life in order before moving on to a new relationship could ever be good for anyone involved.

But! i do want them to build the foundations for what could grow into romance later, some time after the end of the game.

I really don't want to move this off of Gen lol

Special thanks on this chapter to Akzeal for the whole chocobos always make it home conversation, and to Lilian for the whole time warp with the train idea!

Chapter 22: I Cried for Help, and They Mistook it for Rage

Summary:

A chapter where Locke swears it isn't his fault, Celes is grumpy, Shadow is manipulative, Sabin picks more fights, Cyan considers stabbing more than a few people, and Gau is the best!

Notes:

Warnings!

Threat to a child

Discussion of abandonment (light)

 

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons love yall!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 22: I Cried for Help, and They Mistook it for Rage

 

 

(Locke)

 

The low mumble of voices, from where clumps of Figaro soldiers leaned against the castle’s walls, did nothing to soften the eyes boring into Locke’s back. He rocked on his toes and gave a final wave as Celes, Shel, and Mack disappeared towards the Medical wing.

 

The moment the three were out of sight, most of the soldiers dotting the area straightened and rushed after them as quietly as 30 people could.

 

Locke slapped on his best ‘it isn’t my fault’ grin, and turned towards Oleen. “Some weather we’ve been having, huh?”

 

“Would you like to explain why,” her jaw twitched, “you not only showed up without King Edgar, but with an Empire General?”

 

“I would love to!” he lied.

 

They stared at each other, his grin to her scowl.

 

“Please go inform Chancellor Codwin that the annoyance, Locke, requests an immediate meeting,” Oleen said dryly, conceding the battle as she motioned to one of the few soldiers still standing nearby.

 

“Please, quote her on that!” Locke yelled as the runner dashed off.

 

The Castle was as peaceful as it ever got, while Oleen marched him through its corridors. People waved as they headed on to their work, and children yelled, darting in random directions; followed by haggard adults shouting at the kids for running and screaming.

 

Oleen pressed her lips together as she nodded to the door guards and unlocked the fancy, difficult-to-pick Royal Council Meeting Room.

 

Granted it was only so well protected because he had upped their standards for security over the last few years, mostly by making it his job to get into everything.

 

Light from the windows glinted off the gold stitching in the tapestries as Locke strolled over to the Grand Monstrosity in the center of the room. Huge, wooden, jewel-inlaid, and intricately carved, the table and its matching chairs were an overly-gaudy affront to sensible decorating. His fingers itched to pop out some of the precious materials from the five-sided eyesore, mostly for the principle of the thing. Heirloom or not, no table should be worth more than a city’s yearly budget.

 

At least most of the castle was more reasonable; even Edgar’s rooms were decorated with less obnoxious grandeur.

 

“Locke,” Codwin said tightly as he strode through the door with Matron and four guards on his heels. “What is this about?”

 

“Ah, it is kinda hush-hush,” Locke glanced pointedly at the protection detail, “if ya get me?”

 

Codwin frowned, but waved out his guards. Once the door was shut tight behind them, he stiffly took his seat near the head of the table. “Where is King Edgar?”

 

“Well, you see, in my defense,” Locke said as he plopped into a random, delicately carved chair.

 

“Oh, no,” Matron said as she sat and folded her hands on top of the table.

 

“He was fine when I left!” Locke quickly added. “The Empire attacked South Figaro when we were at the Returner’s base.” He leaned forward and idly ran a fingernail over the edge of one of the rubies. “Edgar, of course, needed me to back track and do what I could. I, unfortunately, got there far too late to actually stop the city from falling, but-”

 

“You left him alone!” Oleen snapped, looming over him. “And then you bring an Empire General into the Castle!”

 

“What?!” Matron gasped.

 

“Hey hey!” Locke waved his hands. “Edgar was fine! And look, I know, but it is possible she rolled on the Empire. I am not sure I believe it, yet, but if there was a chance to at least get her out of the way, I wanted to take it. Plus, I couldn’t just leave her there to be beat to death.”

 

“I suppose I see your point,” Codwin said, voice tight. “But why bring her here?”

 

“More about time constraints than anything,” Locke admitted. “Celes has information about Kefka wanting to poison the waterways of Doma. If he isn’t stopped… Well… It is a nasty one, according to Celes, there wouldn’t be much left of Doma after.”

 

“He wants to wipe them out,” Matron whispered, a shaking hand covering her mouth.

 

Codwin dropped his face into his hands. “Do we know the time scheduled for the attack?”

 

“Not that I know of,” Locke said. “But soon is likely.”

 

“General Oleen, have a group ready to head out tonight,” Codwin said. “Make sure they know how to meet up with the team sent to Doma last week.”

 

“Yes, sir.”

 

“You never answered where, dear Edgar, is,” Matron said softly.

 

“In Narshe,” Locke cringed, “probably.”

 

“Probably!” Oleen snapped.

 

“You were meant to be acting as the King’s Guard,” Codwin took a deep breath, “and you abandoned him.”

 

“What? No!” Locke scowled and scrambled for anything to get him out of trouble. “I did not! I left him with Sabin! Plus Terra was still with him!”

 

“May I remind you,” he said through his teeth. “Terra isn’t in her right mind, and is also from the Empire.”

 

“And who is Sabin?” Matron asked.

 

“Oh!” Locke straightened, putting on his most innocent look. “He was one of Duncan's students, really strong, I saw him toss the biggest monster on Mt. Kolts!”

 

“Why were you on Mt. Kolts?” Oleen muttered.

 

“So, I figured he would do a good job looking after his ‘big brother’,” Locke added lightly.

 

Bait hung, he waited.

 

“The Prince!” Matron stood abruptly, “Was the boy well?”

 

Locke grinned.

 

 

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(Sabin)

 

The backroom of the Mobliz relic shop was not large, but it had a roof, space to put down a pallet, and, most importantly, a bed.

 

“Thank you so much for letting us stay here!” Sabin grinned as he stepped back into the main shop area.

 

“It isn’t any trouble. We around here have a tradition of keeping extra rooms available for whoever gets stuck in the city.” The merchant shook his head and stopped next to the counter. “With the weather being so bad, no one’s been able to get here or leave safely lately! There is always water heading down from the Baren Mountains, but, with all the storms, it’s flowing even stronger than usual this year, leaving the passes completely flooded!”

 

“No kidding! That’s why we ended up jumping down the waterfall!”

 

“You came via Baren Falls?!” the merchant sputtered, staggering back against the counter. “Unbelievable! Do you need a healer!?”

 

“No, we weren’t hurt.”

 

Well, other than his pride, maybe he should revisit those fish…

 

“Oh! Speaking of water,” Sabin said. “Do you know of any way we could breathe under it?”

 

“Try talking to Ajack,” he said a bit dazedly. “She has a mechanic shop on the west side of town. I think she made something like that a while back?”

 

“Thank you, I will ask!” he said, heading out the door with a wave.

 

“Did thou acquire the room?” Cyan asked, his shoulder leaning heavily against the outside wall.

 

“Yeah, how about you take a look around the place to get a feel for things, while I go see a woman about dive equipment?”

 

Cyan nodded, leaned his head back against the wall and closed his dark-rimmed eyes.

 

Sabin hesitated, but took a deep breath and turned on his heel. Cyan was an adult; he didn’t need someone hovering around all the time, probably.

 

It didn’t take long to find the shop with a large sign declaring ‘Ajack’s! Broke thing? Make it a fixed thing!’ nailed by the door.

 

He walked into a waiting room filled with an eclectic assortment of chairs and tables, all of them with at least a few repairs. On the door leading deeper into the building, a sign reading, ‘I know you are here. Sit and wait!’ was hung.

 

Sabin laughed as he plopped down on a springy yellow chair with mismatched armrests.

 

Edgar always got so mad when he was interrupted in his shop. He constantly complained about how he could have been doing delicate work or something.

 

Sabin took it under advisement after the flamethrower incident.

 

“Okay, what did you break?” a woman asked as she bounced into the room from the workshop with a wide grin and a streak of grease across her cheek.

 

“Ah, nothing actually,” he said, standing.

 

“Oh! You’re new!” the tiny, round woman waved her hands in the air. “I am Ajack! I can fix anything!”

 

“I am Sabin!” he said with a grin, while waving both his arms too. “My friend and I need a way to breathe underwater. Someone said you may have something?”

 

“Yeah,” she dropped her arms with a sigh, “I made some dive equipment, but most of it got stolen a while back. At my current speed and workload, it will take a few weeks to even start building replacements.”

 

“Weeks… but, we need to get to Narshe by… days ago at this point!”

 

“Narshe?” She rocked foot to foot, tilting her head.

 

“Yeah, we heard some trench could toss us that way?”

 

“Oh! Not the best idea, but if you are set on not waiting for the storms to clear, then you are going to need more than just some breathing equipment! Extra protection and such.” She frowned and counted on her fingers. “The price will be expensive even before the extra fee for a rush job… I do accept trades, however, so if you have stuff or skills, we can negotiate the price.”

 

“I have done work in a machine shop before. Not really like this one, and not for a while, but I know some about tech!” he flexed, “If nothing else, I can move stuff!”

 

Ajack laughed and motioned him back into the workshop.“I don’t really expect people to know much about all this anyway. Come on, I will show you around,” she said as they stepped through the door and into the brightly lit workshop. “Please ask before you touch anything; some of this is very complicated and can explode.”

 

“Got it! Where do you need me?”

 

Years had passed since he had done any real work with tech, yet still, the calming hum of idle machines warmed long-unremembered memories of tinkering late into the night with his brother.

 

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

The Relic shop’s backroom was dark, and the bed soft; Cyan’s eyes burned as his breathing echoed in the silence.

 

No one… there was…

 

He staggered to his feet and all but ran out of the building, the sudden rush of voices from the city, a burning balm to his loneliness. Forcing his shoulders straight, he picked a random direction and… wandered through the sea air, which blew strong and damp between the buildings; it blurred his vision with salt.

 

“Hey, mister!” a young man called out, darting across the random footpath. “Is it true that war has broken out? I got a letter saying that it had!”

 

“Yes.” Cyan’s chest locked up.

 

“Come on! You can’t just say ‘yes’ and not give me any of the best details! Where have they attacked? Have there been any interesting fights?!” the boy asked, a grin spreading across his face.

 

“Take thy silence, boy!” Cyan snapped, rounding on the kid and making him stumble back. “War is not a spectator sport! People art dead!” He grit his teeth, snarling, “Thou wilt show respect!”

 

“R-right, sorry,” the boy stuttered, cowering back.

 

Cyan turned and marched away.

 

The youth always thought there was valor to be found in war, but there was only ever suffering dressed up as bravery; a fact they would only realize once horror had ground them away to ruin.

 

And the war had yet to touch Mobliz.

 

Soft giggles from behind a bush broke his stride.

 

Partly hidden by the foliage, two teens snuggled. The girl smirked, leaned closer and kissed the boy’s cheek, turning him bright red.

 

Cyan’s smile ached as their joy calmed the rage in his chest, and he left them to whatever time they had together.

 

“Those two are Duane and Katarin,” a woman hissed under her breath, motioning him over. “They are both sixteen. Ah, what a magical age, don’t you agree? The springtime of love…

 

“Indeed,” Cyan said tightly, taking a step away.

 

“If you ask me, they are a good match,” she continued, closing the gap between them. “Their plans need a bit of work, of course, but if they are willing to stick it out together, I predict a strong union. They are good kids.”

 

He nodded along stiffly as she yammered on about the young couple.

 

Once she finally wound down, he thanked her for the information and left as quickly as he could without running.

 

Approaching the edge of Mobliz, he slowed down next to the city’s protective fence made of monster bones. Thick ropes tied the various sizes and types together in a crisscrossed pattern that seemed more focused on durability than aesthetic. The Hunter’s Lodge must have worked for years to amass such a collection.

 

Cyan shook his head and turned back towards the city, idly following the chirping of birds.

 

Flocks sang from their roosts all over the small city, but the loudest songs led him to the mail office and the large perches surrounding it, where a group of kids held up tiny hands with seeds in their palms; the messenger pigeons squawked and fluttered, fighting over the treats.

 

One of the little boys leaned forward. “Shh! You have to be quiet,” he scolded the birds.

 

“Why doth they need to be quiet?” Cyan whispered, stopping next to the children.

 

“Because the soldier inside this house is hurt real bad,” a little girl answered with what was obviously her best serious face.So mom says we have to keep our voices down so he can rest.

 

“I see,” Cyan said. “Rest is very important when hurt.”

 

All the children nodded as Cyan walked over and into the small building with ‘Clinic’ stamped on the side.

 

A soldier could have been from anywhere… but on the off chance…

 

Inside, the small sitting area was quiet and far too white. Even the woman sitting behind the desk was dressed in harshly light shades.

 

“I heard there is a hurt soldier here,” Cyan said as he stopped near the counter.

 

“It’s true, a grievously injured soldier wandered into the village not too long ago. I dressed his wounds, but his condition doesn’t seem to be improving… We managed to quietly contact his family but...” She shook her head as she glanced towards the back room.At this point, I am convinced those letters coming from the town of Maranda are the only things keeping him going…

 

Maranda; he was Empire.

 

“Is he well enough for visitors?” Cyan asked.

 

“He was awake a bit ago. Just don’t stress him too much.”

 

Cyan nodded, took a deep breath, rested his hand on his sword, and headed into the room.

 

On the bed was someone wrapped nearly completely in bandages and stabilizing bands. His one uncovered eye opened, gaze seeming desperately young.

 

“The healer said thee may want company?” Cyan said stiltedly as he stopped next to the bed, letting his hand drop clear of his weapon.

 

“Sure, why not?” The soldier huffed out a rough and weak laugh as he turned away. “Not much going on in here.”

 

“I hear thou art from Maranda,” Cyan said as he pulled a chair to the bedside and stiffly sat.

 

The Empire Soldier turned, staring with his one eye. “You’re a soldier?”

 

“I have sworn to my king.” He gritted his teeth; the throne, now empty, rotted with the rest of Doma.

 

I’m Trevor, a soldier from Maranda. I joined up originally to keep the empire out.” He laughed, a humorless pained sound.Of course, when our town fell to the Empire, I was forced to join the Imperial army.”

 

“They stole thee.” Cyan closed his eyes in sympathy, shoulders loosening.

 

The boy was not truly Empire.

 

“Maranda is small, we didn’t have a king. We have- had a council.” He closed his eye. “I joined with my best friends. They… well. Once I found out where we were to be sent next, I tried to flee, rather than help them attack Doma.”

 

Cyan’s breath caught.

 

“I thought I had gotten away. But- but they came after me… I made it all the way to the Baren Mountains, but the path was flooded, so Leo’s men caught up and tossed me over the falls… They were laughing. I barely escaped alive,” he whispered. “I got lucky, if that kid hadn’t… well, now I can’t even move. Worse, I’ll likely never see my Lola again…”

 

Pain laced through Cyan’s chest.

 

“There’s a letter on the desk,” the boy said so softly. “Would you be kind enough to bring it over and read it to me?”

 

“I can do that, lad,” Cyan said, retrieving the letter. “My love,” he read. “There are even more Imperial soldiers walking the streets of Maranda these days, but things are as peaceful as they can be otherwise. The flowers in the garden will soon bloom and announce the arrival of spring. I am so looking forward to it! I will press and send you the first one! How are you doing? I’m worried. I so wish that I could send myself in a parcel, fly to your side, and be with you! Please, think only about getting better and try not to push yourself too hard. Rest knowing that I spend every day thinking only of you, and wishing I could see you… Love Lola

 

“I miss her so much,” Trevor said with a pained smile. “I’d like to write her back, but I don’t even have the strength to pick up a pen.

 

“If thou would like, I could write it for thee, if thou tells me what to put.”

 

“You would!? Please,” he whispered.

 

Cyan quickly grabbed supplies, and they composed the boy’s letter to his love.

 

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

Celes pressed her hand flat against the examination table and kept her breathing even as the healer rotated her damaged shoulder. “Are you quite done?” she snapped through gritted teeth.

 

The older man hummed but lowered her shoulder to a resting position and walked over to a tall narrow door. Opening the closet, he dug around and pulled out a few things.

 

“Well, how bad is it?” she asked as he clanked around.

 

“It will need to heal more before I can tell you precisely,” he said as he turned towards her and held out a sling.

 

“No, I am not using that!”

 

“Well, you can either use it or lose most of the motion in your shoulder.”

 

“That would be unacceptable!”

 

“As I figured,” he said as he looped it around her and set her arm inside, locking the top around her shoulder, immobilizing it. “You will need to use this any time you are not bathing or changing. I know the shoulder brace is uncomfortable, but it needs to be wrapped properly to keep the soft bits from tearing further.”

 

She sighed tightly as he handed her a bottle of balled-up leaves.

 

“Eat one, three times a day, with food.” He leaned forward and stared at her. “With. Food.”

 

“Right, okay.”

 

“Take no other healing items, for now. These leaves will lower the pain and inflammation so I can make sure it is set correctly. The good news is, it looks like you will get most of the motion and strength in the arm back, but-”

 

“Most!?” she snarled, slamming her hand down.

 

“Yes, most!” he said meeting her glare with his. “I do not think you realize how badly it is hurt. Without proper treatment, it will lock up, and it will be extremely unlikely you will ever raise that arm over chest high again!”

 

She swallowed.

 

“Three times a day with food,” he repeated. “Keep the sling on and the shoulder part tight.”

 

She nodded stiffly.

 

“I will set up check-ins with you every day so I can keep an eye on your progress,” he said packing up.

 

“How long will this take?”

 

“If you heal well, maybe a week, if not-”

 

“A week!?”

 

“Probably much longer, and then you will have physical therapy for a bit before the arm will be actually usable to fight again.”

 

He was gone before she was done sputtering.

 

A week! She had never gotten medical leave for so long in her life, and she had been vastly more hurt before!

 

A week!

 

What was she supposed to do in the middle of hostile territory for nine whole days!?

 

She took a deep breath and slowly let it out.

 

Everything was fine.

 

She ground her teeth.

 

It was fine.

 

Alright, if she was going to make it through the week, she needed intel.

 

Celes stood, watching her two guards out of the corner of her eye.

 

Mack, his broad shoulders leaning against the wall, relaxed and fiddling with some small box thing between his fingers, while Shel stared off at nothing.

 

“Where are we meant to go from here?” Celes smiled tightly

 

“Huh?” Shel jumped and blinked rapidly in her direction. “Oh! Yeah, someone will have to come let us know where you’ll be staying.”

 

“Will it be Locke?”

 

“Probably.” Shel shrugged.

 

“What is with him, anyway?” Celes asked, leaning back against the examination table, keeping her posture as relaxed as she could with the blasted arm brace on. “I was surprised they just let us in at the gate.”

 

“The door guards are likely going to get a talking to about that!” Shel laughed, eyes and nose scrunching up. “Locke gets more leeway than he should with coming and going, but bringing a random person with him? Yeah, they should have sent word first before letting you in.”

 

“War is not the time for such mistakes.” No matter how much it had benefited her, it was an embarrassing overstep.

 

“You’re a sensible one!” She sighed and leaned her hip against a side table. “Yeah, it really isn’t. Unfortunately, stress can cause people to make some really odd choices.”

 

“And letting in Locke like that is one of them,” Celes said.

 

“Kinda? Locke does all sorts of work for Figaro.” She frowned, seemingly in thought. “I don’t know what kind, exactly, but he is allowed in to pop in and out as needed.”

 

“He-” a soft knock cut across Celes’ question.

 

Shel pushed away from the table and peeked out into the hall. “Oh! Hi Locke!” she said as she waved him inside.

 

“Hey, Shel!” Locke said as he meandered over to Celes. “Shoulder that bad, huh?” he added with a tip of his head to the sling.

 

“It seems I will need to keep this thing on for a week,” Celes said as she shoved the bottle of herbs into her pocket. “When is the meeting set for about… the thing?”

 

“Someone will let us know whenever a time has actually been set up. I told them it was really, really important, so it should be this afternoon sometime, tomorrow evening at the latest.”

 

“Great,” she said flatly. “What are we supposed to do until then?”

 

Locke shrugged. “How do you feel about cards?”

 

Celes bit back a sigh and forced a smile onto her face. “What game?”

 

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

Morning dew glistened across the booth’s overhang as the child manning the bakery stall collected and wrapped their breakfast. Someone across the market yelled about fruit and Cyan rubbed his face, trying to wake up after the restless night.

 

Sabin’s money pouch clanked softly as he pulled out the coins to pay the kid.

 

“Has Ajack given thee a total price for the equipment?” Cyan asked tightly.

 

“Not really, it’s all still estimates.” Sabin handed Cyan one of the three pastries while looking at his floppy money pouch. “Even with me working in the shop, we are going to be really short. This kind of tech does not come cheap, but don’t worry, it’ll work out!”

 

Cyan took a moment, while they walked towards her shop, to enjoy the cinnamon and honey as he nibbled on the edge of his sweet roll. There was nothing he could do on the tech side, and it had been by chance that he had any coin at all. He hadn't been thinking of his money pouch when he left Doma…

 

“There must be some odd jobs available,” Cyan said. “I shall ask around, starting at the Hunting Lodge, mayhaps they have work.”

 

“Good plan! We can go out in the afternoons!” Sabin grinned, cheeks puffed out as he shouldered open the door to Ajack’s. “Good luck,” he said, then yelled, “Hey, Ajack! I brought you a pastry!” as he ducked inside.

 

Ajack’s voice screaming, “Snack!” slipped out the door just as it clicked shut.

 

Cyan shook his head, turned and headed towards the Hunting Lodge.

 

The tall, single-story building stood near the edge of Mobliz, with its wall-length door wide open. Inside was a large area dotted with monster horns, skins and other monster parts he couldn’t identify. Cyan crossed over to the line of tables on the far side, where a man with hair light enough to hide the progressing gray, was standing.

 

“Excuse me,” Cyan said as he stopped next to the desk. “I was wondering if there were any hunting jobs available?”

 

“Oh!” The man set the papers on the table with a thwack and strode over to Cyan. “Yes, there is always something new added to the list of things the hunting parties go after. Hides, horns, claws, it varies.” With a frown, he pulled out a few clipped together papers, but did not hold them out. “You need to understand, this region's known as the Veldt. Monsters migrate here from all over the world, so it can be quite dangerous outside of town. A lot of care is needed to hunt here because you never know what you might run into.

 

“Fighting monsters shall not be an issue, I, however, do understand thy concern.”

 

“Good! There is no hunt planned for today, but a group will be going out tomorrow if you want to join them. It is extremely important you don’t go out alone, the monsters are far too dangerous.”

 

“I have no intention of doing such.”

 

“Alright, I can give you a copy then.” He held out the papers to Cyan. “This is everything for the week. If you pick up anything extra, someone may buy it, but you are responsible for storage in the meantime.”

 

“I understand. Thank thee for the information.” Cyan turned and strode out the door.

 

“Remember! Don’t underestimate the monsters!” the man yelled after him.

 

How much of a problem was there with people not knowing monsters were dangerous?

 

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

A roar cut across the Veldt from the large horned monster. It reared up, its hoofs lashing out at Cyan as he darted forward and struck with his Flurry attack.

 

The monster slammed back down, staggered, and collapsed.

 

“What art we collecting from this one?” Cyan asked as he sheathed his sword.

 

“Some of the teeth and parts of the hide, mostly,” Sabin answered, frowning at the list they had been given. “The horns would probably sell well in other places, but no one seems to have a use for them in Mobliz,” he complained as they collected what they needed and stored them in the large bags.

 

“Art we not taking any of the meat?”

 

“Huh? The meat?” Sabin said, looking at what was left of the monster. “It is a Devoahan, as far as I know, the meat would make humans really sick.”

 

“I see. It is getting late, mayhaps a break before we head back, would be in order,” Cyan said as he turned towards some shaded rocks.

 

“Yeah, we probably have enough for today anyway.” Sabin plopped his sack of monster parts next to a largest rock, hopped up to the top and sat. Pulling out one of the damp cloths they brought, he cleaned off his hands.

 

“I have been meaning to ask,” Cyan said, leaning against the stone as he wiped down his hands as well. “How did thou get separated from thy brother?”

 

“Ah, well… we were with the returners,” Sabin said as he held out the bundle of jerky, “but then the Empire attacked South Figaro, and the resistance base was next, so we had to flee down the river towards Narshe.”

 

“I did not realize Figaro was also hit,” Cyan said as he took a piece of meat and nibbled on the corner. “The Empire has become brazen with their actions.”

 

“Yeah, they-”

 

“Gau!”

 

Cyan jumped back as Sabin yelped, flailed off the rock and face planted in the dirt.

 

Sitting up, Sabin spat out a mouth full of grass. “What the...…”

 

“Gau! Scared you!” a young boy yelled as he hopped on top of the rock in a crouch, laughing.

 

“Hey!” Sabin jumped to his feet, “You again!”

 

“Scared you! Scared you!” the boy chanted while clacking his claw like nails on the stone and giggling.

 

“What a… peculiar child!” Cyan whispered as the gaunt boy grinned at them.

 

“Anyone would have jumped with you yelling right in their ear!” Sabin complained as he pointed his jerky accusingly.

 

The boy leaned forward slowly, watching Sabin. With a sudden lunge, the kid sank his teeth into the jerky and snatched it out of Sabin’s hand. “Thanks for food!” he yelled with his mouth full as he darted away.

 

The kid was gone before Sabin finished sputtering. “My jerky! That little jerk stole my jerky!”

 

Cyan pressed his lips together, trying to swallow a laugh.

 

Sabin pouted as he looked back and forth from his now empty hand to the direction the kid had run off. “I was gonna eat that.”

 

Cyan lost the fight and broke out laughing.

 

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

The last bit of dusk drifted into night as they trudged into the outskirts of Mobliz. Sabin sighed and rolled his shoulder, trying to dislodge the horn in his bag from digging into his back.

 

It almost worked.

 

“Did they say how much any of this even pays?” Sabin grumbled, doing a little hop to try to reposition the bag again.

 

“I admit, I didn’t think to ask, nor consider it important, under the circumstances,” Cyan said far too reasonably.

 

“Ah, good point, we need the coin no matter how much it-” Sabin trailed off as they got close enough to hear indistinct yelling from inside the lodge.

 

They glanced at each other as they approached quietly.

 

“They have no idea what to expect from the Veldt!” an older man was saying to a group of hunters. “If they are not back soon, we will organize and go out in the morning to see if they can be located.”

 

“Is someone lost?” Sabin asked as he plopped down his bag of stuff on the table next to them.

 

“Is this about the child we saw on the veldt?” Cyan asked, placing down his own bag.

 

“Child?” one of the hunters asked blankly. “You saw a kid?”

 

“That is what I was saying when we were out hunting yesterday!” one of the women said. “I am telling you, a few weeks ago I could’ve sworn I saw a kid running along with a pack of monsters! I had started to wonder if it was just my overactive imagination…”

 

“I can assure thee, there most certainly is a child,” Cyan said, leaning against the table.

 

“Yeah! The brat stole my jerky!”

 

The older man, who was probably the head of the lodge, shook his head, pulled their bags to him on the table and started sorting through them.

 

“If it even was a kid you saw,” one of the men added. “A while back, someone was almost killed by a monster that kinda looked like a child.”

 

“Did you ever see the house on the far northern plains? That old man has lost his marbles, but he was yelling about some half-monster last time I talked to him. I thought it was nonsense, but you think there actually is a thing like that out there?”

 

“Wait, you’re listening to that guy? You can’t be serious! They say he threw out his own kid, thinking he was some kind of monster! He was probably just ranting about that again!”

 

“Half-monster?” Sabin said, confused. “Wait, his own kid?”

 

“So… no one is taking care of the child?” Cyan asked with a disproving scowl. “We shall have to see what we can do for the boy next time.”

 

“Well, judging by what you brought back, we were worried for nothing, you obviously can handle yourselves; these are good quality,” the head of the lodge said as he set down one of the horns. “Give me a moment, and I will get your pay.”

 

Coins handed over, Sabin said, “Thank you!” and waved as they headed out of the Hunting Lodge. “Well! Not bad for a first run at it!” He shook the now fuller coin pouch.

 

“It is a solid start in any case.”

 

“See, things always work out!” He grinned, tossing his arm over Cyan’s shoulders. “Let’s go get some proper dinner.”

 

“Hey!” a teen girl called out as she ran over with a teenage boy right behind her. “You are Cyan and Sabin? Right? My boyfriend,” she elbowed the young man behind her, “Duane here has some questions!”

 

“Katarin,” Duane hissed, shifting foot to foot. “Really, it’s nothing.”

 

“Okay, I will ask, then.” Katarin smiled at her boyfriend proudly. “He is a clothing designer, and wants to know about fashion from your homelands.”

 

Sabin frowned and darted a glance over at Cyan.

 

“If you don’t want to bother it is fine!” Duane said as he gave his girlfriend a meaningful look and lightly tugged on her arm.

 

“Oh, yes,” Cyan said softly, “twas mentioned to me about your ambitions. Though I am sorry to say, I don’t know much about clothing.”

 

“What I know would be really out of date, at best,” Sabin added.

 

“It’s so difficult to get any kind of information around here!” Duane said quickly. “Anything you know would be a big help! Especially if it’s information everyone knows! No one writes those things down!”

 

“Please!” Katarin added. “I can get us some food from my family’s stand for your trouble!”

 

Sabin looked from one hopeful kid to the next. “Well, I suppose we have time.”

 

 

---

 

 

(Cyan)

 

“-but there was no real way to know. Not with the soldiers denying the whole thing,” Cyan read from the latest letter. “In any case, it was cleared up as best as we could. I dream of hearing from you every night. Love Lola,” he finished, setting the papers on Trevor’s side table.

 

“It’s not fair,” Trevor said, voice pained. “I should be there to help.”

 

“Many things in life art not fair,” Cyan said with more bitterness than he meant to let slip through. “Do thou know what thou wants to write back?”

 

“Not yet, I am too mad!”

 

“Understandable. I found a story I thought thee might enjoy.” Cyan held out the book so Trevor could see the carefully lettered title. “I could read it to thee.”

 

“Probably a good idea… I am just- this is her fault! That General Celes she-!” He hissed out a tight breath as he shifted.

 

“She what?” Cyan set the book against his knee.

 

“Those damn armors! They hit the grain silos! Do you have any idea how flammable grain dust is!”

 

“I do not.”

 

“Neither did they! They blasted the silos, caught them on fire, then took them exploding as us attacking, so they fired more! We were trying to surrender!”

 

“By the morning mists…”

 

“They fired and fired till there was nothing left! So many died, then more people starved that winter because they needed food to feed the troops, and of course, we were lying about it all having been blown up by that damn General Celes! And now they are mad because the fields they destroyed have not been nicely fixed up in a year and are not yielding enough! When they keep taking most of the planting seed! I can’t-” he choked off with a pained sound.

 

“As much as I understand thine anger, thou must remember thou is recovering.”

 

“Yeah,” Trevor laughed in pain, “remembering that now.”

 

“Mayhaps, I should read the book? Leave the angry ranting off for a bit?”

 

“I think, mayhaps, a very good point.”

 

Cyan sighed at his grammar and opened the book. “On the last day of spring-”

 

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

Smoke twisted up towards the domed ceiling and what had to be a chimney hidden near all the soot-stained carvings. Otherwise, the large flickering bonfire would have left the areas between the surrounding seats far too hazy. As it was, the whole room reeked of ash, flame and some spice the logs were covered in.

 

Celes brought the almost empty cup to her lips and took a small sip of the still slightly warm, overly sweet, fruit tea. The strong floral scent cut through the stench and memories of things she would rather not dwell on.

 

Why Locke made her come to this annoying thing, she had no idea. He sat in the seat next to her, not paying any attention, just fiddling with his strange necklace that seemed to be a tiny Fenix feather.

 

Maybe she could just sneak out and leave him to get whatever entertainment there was from watching people make a big deal about a fire and sand.

 

At least the tea was good.

 

In the lowered area in the middle of the room, a woman knelt by the fire, whispering and crying as she poured some kind of sand mixture from her hands into the blaze.

 

The whole thing was very touching, Celes guessed, by the way everyone was nodding and cheering as the woman jumped through the fire.

 

The High Priestess waved forward yet another young man. “Life is full of failures, and far more mistakes,” she said just loud enough to be heard as she scooped up some more of that sand from the pot next to her. “Once they have taught you all they can, it is time to let them go,” she let the grains slip from her fingers to his cupped hands, “and start anew.”

 

He nodded, knelt by the fire, whispered whatever thing he felt bad about, and dumped the handful of sand. After a minute, he stood and jumped through the fire to cheers.

 

Celes stared into her empty cup, trying to will it to fill up again.

 

When finally no one else waited to hop over a fire, the High Priestess gripped the side of her floor-length robe and took the three steps up onto a raised platform. She spun, eyes skipping over the crowd, until they caught Celes’.

 

Celes refused to shift in her seat.

 

“Hope,” the High Priestess said, voice carrying easily around the room, “is such a delicate yet resilient thing. In our lives, we must keep the feeling close, nurture the flame with every scrap of our hearts we can. For only with hope can we burn and have who we are meant to be emerge from the ashes.”

 

Hope? Celes scoffed as the fool woman turned away.

 

Hope was for children.

 

Celes was apparently the only one who had come to terms with the fact, seeing as the crowd rippled with agreeing murmurs.

 

 

---

 

 

(Gau)

 

The little monster dug at the roots of a plant, its bushy tail swoosh, swooshing. Gau stayed low and slowly snuck closer. When it poked its nose into the air, he pounced, wrapped his hands tight around it and held it over his head.

 

Squeaking, it wiggled and its itchy tail hit Gau in the nose, making him sneeze and lose his grip; the food went skittering away.

 

Gau curled up on the ground and poked a claw at a rock.

 

All the fluffy tails were gone… and his tummy hurt.

 

Fast River would have fish!

 

With a chirp, he hopped to his feet and darted along the rocks.

 

Maybe he would even find something good, like his Shiny-shiny!

 

But no people… no more people!

 

Water rushed around the turn, and Gau splashed into the shallow pools. “Here fish!” he said to the water. “Come here for Gau!” Clicking his tongue, he wiggled his fingers as a large fish swam by.

 

Gau stilled as there was an odd sound, not far from the water.

 

There were voices, talking with words he didn’t know.

 

Carefully, he crouched and crawled closer, staying hidden, he peeked through a bush at the two people on the other side. One shook his head and said something friendly to the other, while the other one laughed.

 

Gau yipped quietly; it was the light one and dark one from before!

 

Pain hurt in his tummy as he tap-tapped his fingers. If they weren’t mad, maybe they’d give Gau food again?

 

“Uwaoo~! Ooh… I'm hungry!” Gau said as he leapt out from behind the bush.

 

They both jumped up and looked at him.

 

“Yummy tough meat, please, yes!” Gau added with a grin.

 

“You again!” the light one yelled.

 

“Here.” The dark one laughed and tossed him a tough meat.

 

Gau caught it and tore into the yummy snack with a happy growl.

 

“I am Cyan,” the dark one said, then pointed to the light one, “and this is Sabin.

 

“You Sabin…” Gau finished the meat as he pointed to them, “And you Cyan…” He pointed to himself. “Me want more food!!!”

 

“Sorry, all gone!” Sabin opened his hands, showing them empty.

 

“That was the last of what we brought with us,” Cyan said.

 

“You go… get more for me.” Gau grinned hopefully at them, still pointing to himself.

 

“Oh, really? Demanding, aren't you?” Sabin said with a frown.

 

“Yes! Get more for me!” Gau was not sure what ‘demanding’ was, but if it got him food, that was him!

 

“You're a regular little munchkin, huh?” Sabin said with narrowed eyes.

 

“Get, get!!” Gau yelled as he hopped back and forth, looking up at Sabin.

 

“Stop looking at me like that!” Sabin said with a huff.

 

Gau covered his eyes. “No look at!”

 

“You little brat!”

 

“And you… afraid of me!” Gau peeked between his fingers and stuck out his tongue.

 

“Oh? You want some of this?” Sabin puffed himself up larger. “Come on, small fry, show me what you got.”

 

“Me not want hurt you…”

 

Sabin huffed and slowly lunged at him.

 

Gau spun away, giggling; Sabin swatted the tail of Gau’s hair.

 

Play, Play!

 

Gau darted to a tree, leapt up and kicked off it to turn as Sabin kept close behind him.

 

“Oh, dear…” Cyan sighed. “Do simmer down, sirs!”

 

Sabin caught up and reached out to grab Gau, but Gau ducked away easily.

 

... You're pretty tough!”  Sabin said as he stopped and held his hand down near his knee, “...for a little guy!”

 

Wah-ha-ha! That fun! You strong!” Gau pointed to himself, “Me like dancing!”

 

“Dancing?” Sabin chirped as he lunged at Gau.

 

Gau skittered off, running at the large rock, he jumped and kicked off it, turned, planted both hands on Sabin’s head and hopped over him.

 

Sabin skidded on the loose dirt, stumbling.

 

“You fall for it! Fall for trick!” Gau laughed.

 

“Shut up!” Sabin snapped, face redder than it was before.

 

“Sabin, art thou done picking fights with children?” Cyan smiled at Gau. “And thou, o wild one… Who might thou be?”

 

“Thou?” Gau tilted his head. “Thou! Thou! Fun to say! What thou! What thou! Thou! Thou!” He giggled. “Where from funny word? Not here? Never heard. Why not?”

 

Cyan flinched and turned away from him.

 

“Thou! Thou!” he said happily.

 

Gau stilled, Cyan not happy.

 

“You angry?” Gau guessed.

 

Cyan didn’t respond just balled his hands into fists.

 

“Cyan! You angry...me?” Gau skittered to Cyan’s side. “Cyan! Cyan! You angry...me?”

 

Cyan moved a few steps away, still standing tightly, breathing wrong.

 

“Cyan! Why you angry...me?”

 

Sabin made a hissing noise as he grabbed Gau’s arm and dragged him off to the side. “Hey, okay, stop that. Listen, his family just…” He looked at Cyan and said quietly, “Something really bad happened and his family died. He isn't actually mad at you, just… hurt real bad.”

 

“Oh, Cyan is sad, not mad?” he asked.

 

Sabin tilted his head back and forth. “A bit of both, mad at the man who killed his family, sad they are gone. Either way, not at you… Okay?”

 

Gau nodded before carefully making his way to Cyan again. “Me understand… me sorry,” he said softly. “Gau not mean person… not mean to hurt.”

 

Cyan sighed heavily before looking down at him. “It is alright, young sir. Water under the bridge! Let us not dwell on such things.

 

What bridge? Gau spun around. There was no bridge?

 

Cyan shook his head with an unhappy smile. “Either way, we can't have ye two prancing 'round all day!”

 

“Prancing! Prancing!? Really?” Sabin tossed his hands in the air.

 

“Prancing! Prancing!” Gau giggled.

 

“Look, now you got the ankle biter saying it!”

 

“Thou art the one who repeated it,” Cyan said.

 

“Prancing Prancing!”

 

“Sir Gau, I have a feeling we will get along quite well,” Cyan said, laughing softly. “Wilt thou join us?”

 

“Hey! Wait a minute!” Sabin sputtered until Cyan gave him a look, making Sabin huff out an annoyed noise. “Okay, fine, sure, just what we need.”

 

“I go with Cyan and Mr. Thou! Yes!” Gau cheered as he hopped around them.

 

“Hey now! Mr. Thou's that one,” Sabin pointed his arm towards Cyan, “over THERE!”

 

“Okay, Mr. Thou!” Gau nodded. “We get food for Gau now! Yes?”

 

“Very well, let us head back to the city,” Cyan said, picking up a bag and walking away.

 

... Why'd we have to invite someone like him along?” Sabin dropped his head into his hands with a sigh.

 

Mr. Thou! Hurry up! We leave you behind!” Gau yelled as he ran around Sabin, then off in the direction of the Mobliz.

 

“Kid! I told you before... My name is NOT ‘Mr. Thou’!”

 

Gau yipped as he dashed off, Sabin running after him.

 

“Get back here! You brat!”

 

“No!!!!” he yelled, laughing.

 

Gau liked these two, they fun!

 

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

People rushed down the metal hallways of Vector, their noise echoed unpleasantly as Shadow kept his position in a dark corner. There were other options… theoretically, but this one was most likely to get the job done without putting him under more scrutiny in the process.

 

As much as he would like to kill Kefka himself, he had other, much bigger, targets to worry about.

 

Sharp footsteps cut through the corridors; boots, new soles, with even, crisp strides.

 

“General Leo,” Shadow said as he pushed off the wall and matched the clean-cut man’s steps.

 

Leo twitched, but covered his startle effectively. “Shadow,” he said with a sneer. “What is it?”

 

“Considering what the package ended up being, I am here for my hazard pay.”

 

“What package? What hazard?” Leo stopped sharply and faced him with a scowl.

 

“I delivered it to your base,” Shadow said lowly. “Just because it was under Kefka’s name doesn’t mean you can get out of payment. That poison did a lot of damage. I expect extra for the threat I was not informed of!”

 

Leo stilled. “I will see you are paid,” he said, expression flat.

 

“You have one day,” Shadow hissed, turned on his heel and stormed off down the hall.

 

Leo had better be at least half the man Sabin thought him to be.

 

---

 

(Gau)

 

Everyone in the big building was talking in words Gau didn’t know. The white-topped one’s gruff voice and Sabin’s laughter bounced off the walls while a group of people whispered and watched Gau with narrowed eyes.

 

Gau crouched lower on the weird, smooth ground and scooted closer to Cyan.

 

Sabin nodded, took a bunch of small, flat-shinies from the white-topped one, then he and Cyan turned and walked back towards outside, leaving their hunted things on the table.

 

Gau glanced between the stuff and Sabin with a frown.

 

“Come on, brat. Lets get you food and then tossed into a tub,” Sabin called from near the door.

 

“Gau!” he chirped as he darted by them and out of the building.

 

People grouped up near all the corners, turned sharply to look at him, and Gau slid to a stop.

 

A group shifted out from next to a building, eyes sharp and narrowed. One leaned over and hissed words to the others, who shifted and nodded.

 

Gau backed up against a wall.

 

From another corner, one snarled to the two beside them; all three took a step towards Gau, one pulling a sharp-shiny.

 

“Come on, brat! Don’t lag behind!” Sabin yelled from down the path.

 

Gau darted towards Sabin, but the ones watching moved, closing in; jerking to a stop, Gau backed up to another wall, as the group from inside the large building started his way.

 

“We should kill it,” one of the crowd said quietly.

 

Gau knew those words.

 

If they tried, he’d bite.

 

The crowd looked at each other and nodded as they got closer and closer.

 

With claws dug into the ground, Gau bared his teeth and growled.

 

“Seriously, brat!” Sabin said as he stomped over to Gau. “I know you are fast enough to keep up!” He reached down, hooked his hand under Gau’s arm, and lifted him into the air.

 

Surprised, Gau stopped growling.

 

Why grabbed? No hurt?

 

“Come on, you munchkin,” Sabin said as he pulled Gau’s arm over his shoulder. “I should just leave you behind so I can eat all the jerky.”

 

“No!” Gau yelled, slapping Sabin on the head. “Will bite you!”

 

“Yeah, yeah, you brat.” Sabin reached back and ruffled Gau’s hair.

 

When the crowd backed away and didn’t follow, Gau wrapped his arms around Sabin and buried his face in the back of Sabin’s neck.

 

The people whispered behind them meanly.

 

But Sabin and Cyan would keep them away.

 

 

Notes:

Warnings! Spoiler-ish

The people of Mobliz are less than welcoming to Gau, but nothing happens.

Some mentions of Gau being abandoned, it is all in the form of gossip.

 

Today's art is Gau being adorable!

 

My rambles! (Spoiler-ish)

Sabin has now acquired an annoying little brother, he is just not quite aware of it yet, but he will be. oh how he will be lol. I love the little group of Sabin, Cyan, and Gau.

Celes is... going to get some serious life lessons she really needs soon, though a chunk of them will be next book. This book is mostly her fighting the realization that there is a lot of things better in the world, while still clinging to the things she grew up with.

This chapter was originally much shorter, but this whole part of the story rearranged on me really massively and this chapter practically doubled on me. Then chapters 23 and 24 flipped positions... so i am having a time over here trying to get scenes to settle into place! i even moved a part out of this one and moved it to next chapter like 30 min before posting it!

i was hoping to have enough of this done to start posting every week again so i could maybe finish before the end of the year, but that isn't going to happen lol.

oh well, is what it is.

I am going to use a different set up for the next book, this one could be stream lined a lot.

oh! also i upped the chapter count to 30, because that is what it looks like it will land at at this point. assuming another chapter doesn't manifest unexpectedly...

Chapter 23: All that Glitters is Gold

Summary:

Shiny, shiny, shiny, shiny.

This chapter has the word "shiny" 37 times... seriously I just looked.

Notes:

Warnings!

Implied ableism

mild internalized aphobia (kinda?)

mildly referenced neglect of a child and the consequences

 

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons yall are such a big help.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 23: All that Glitters is Gold

 

 

(Cyan)

 

Sparks leapt at them the second the door was opened; Cyan slammed the horrible portal closed.

 

With a confused glance, Sabin opened it again and just strolled deeper into the workshop like sparks weren’t splashing around him.

 

Cyan darted his hand out, grabbed Gau by the arm and yanked him back while slowly inching inside, pressed against the wall.

 

The whole place smelled uncomfortably of burnt iron.

 

“Is the contraption supposed to be doing that!?” Cyan yelled.

 

“Eh?” Ajack pushed back the mask covering her face. “Oh, that? Yeah, it is fine!”

 

“Why Gau not play with pretty lights?”

 

“They would burn thee,” Cyan said softly as he side-stepped around the perimeter of the room, keeping a tight grip on Gau, and far away of the tall thing spinning and sparking.

 

“Hey, Cyan, Munchkin,” Sabin waved at a large… something with far too many wires, “come check this out!”

 

Gau twisted out of Cyan’s grip and darted across the room.

 

“Don’t touch anything!” Cyan called after him.

 

“You really aren’t good with this stuff, huh?” Ajack laughed as she wiped her hands off on her apron.

 

“I am fine!”

 

“You are pressed to the wall.”

 

“‘Tis a fine wall,” Cyan said, then cringed at his own nonsensibility.

 

“I am glad you approve.” Her lips twitched.

 

“Anyway! What do thou need from me?” Cyan jerked forward as Gau leaned his nose uncomfortably close to something’s whirling bit.

 

Sabin moved Gau back while still chattering on about the contraption.

 

“I need to measure you for the gear. Plus side, I should manage to fit in some of the preliminary work soon, since that guy,” she motioned to Sabin, “way undersold his ability to help around here.”

 

“He is that good with tech?”

 

“Yeah! He had to of trained under a master engineer at some point, but when I asked, he just said his brother was interested in this stuff.”

 

“The politician?”

 

Ajack shrugged. “Alright, you! Over here, I need to check sizing,” she said as she crossed to a table on the other side of the room.

 

Cyan followed, taking a path that just so happened to be closest to the walls, over to the table covered with odd pieces of shiny leather, lengths of tubes, and papers.

 

“What that?” Gau asked as he clacked his nails on the edge of the table.

 

“This,” Ajack said, holding up some drawings, “will let you breathe underwater!”

 

Staring at the pages, Gau frowned and tilted his head. “Paper?”

 

“Huh?” She looked back and forth from Gau and the plans for a moment. “Oh! No, not the papers! What is drawn on them! I am going to make outfits. I need sizes so I know how to make them.”

 

“Gau this big,” he said, standing straight and holding his hand just above his head.

 

Ajack glanced at Cyan with a soft laugh. “Alright, you first, huh?” she said in exaggerated seriousness as she grabbed a measuring tape.

 

Sabin clamped his hands over his mouth, shoulders shaking.

 

As the last of their measurements were written down, Gau picked up an odd spherical piece of metal from the table. “It like Shiny-shiny!” he yelled, holding it up over his head.

 

“Yes, it is very shiny!” Ajack said as she placed down the papers. “I am going to make more shiny things for Sabin and Cyan!”

 

“Need more? Oh!!! Gau have more!” He set down the thing he was holding and grinned up at them. “Gau give you present! Gau give Cyan and Sabin nice present!”

 

Right…” Sabin muttered, “What manner of rubbish do you suppose he's gonna give us?”

 

Cyan gave the supposed adult his best disapproving look.

 

“Gau's treasure…” He bounded in a circle on all fours, chanting,Shiny, shiny! Shiny, shiny, shiny!!!

 

Sabin whistled. “Wow… Can anything be THAT shiny?”

 

Ajack put a hand over her mouth; it barely stifled her laugh.

 

“Shiny!” Gau nodded. “Mr. Thou like shiny thing?”

 

“Is it anything other than shiny?” Sabin grumbled before sighing. “Where did you even get something so shiny?”

 

“Found Shiny-shiny in river! Like found you!”

 

“A shiny thing just laying about, eh? Locke's gonna be jealous when he hears about this!

 

Who Locke?” Glancing between Cyan and Sabin, he narrowed his eyes. “He bad man? Maybe he try to steal Gau's treasure!

 

“Locke? Well, he's… a friend. So-” As Sabin continued trying to explain how the thief he knew would definitely not steal, Gau looked around, tapping his fingers together.

 

With a frown, Gau flapped his arms and spun in a circle.

 

“Listen when someone's talking to you!” Sabin snapped.

 

Gau yelled, “No!” as he kept spinning.

 

“Why you little-”

 

“I believe he's trying to tell us something!” Cyan cut in quickly.

 

“Here! Here! Shiny thing here!” Gau pointed, “Where Sabin is, that Mobliz! Cyan stand place river bring you…” Crouching down he, patted the floor. “Gau stand… Crescent Mountain! Moon-shape mountain! Shiny thing there!

 

“I see,” Cyan said. “We can go look for it this evening when out hunting.”

 

“No! Shiny! Now!”

 

“Brat,” Sabin waved his hand around the room, “we are busy working with Ajack now.”

 

“But go now?” Gau turned his big pouting expression up to them. “Please go now?”

 

“Oh no,” Ajack made a sad face back at him, “look how sad he is! How can anyone say no to that face!?” She grinned at Sabin. “It is fine, take care of the kid. If you have time, you can come back. Otherwise, see ya tomorrow!”

 

“Yeah, yeah, alright, I have been outplayed.”

 

“Yay! Shiny now!”

 

“We should probably grab the list of things to hunt for before leaving town,” Cyan said as they left the frightful place.

 

“Food for Gau too! Gau want food!”

 

“Good idea, little sir.”

 

“Brat has been with us for two seconds, and he is already being spoiled,” Sabin complained even as he pulled the boy up to ride on his back.

 

“Gau!”

 

---

 

(Gau)

 

Gau wiggled happily from the best perch as they headed out of the building towards the place with yummy smells and too many people. He leaned over as they passed to get a better look at the lined up tables with all kinds of things on top; some even had shinies with pretty rocks in them!

 

The best ones had food: meat poked with sticks, or little shiny looking breads. If all the tables didn’t have so many people at them Gau would try everything!

 

“Here, brat,” Sabin said, holding up some sweet smelling roll!

 

Darting his head forward, Gau sank his teeth into the food; the yummy was so good, he shoved it the rest of the way into his mouth.

 

“Wow, brat, thank you for leaving my fingers,” Sabin grumbled.

 

“Do remember thou hast hands,” Cyan said with a small smile.

 

“Gau no forget,” he looked down at his hands, then wiggled them at Cyan, “How forget? That silly!”

 

The girl next to the food giggled.

 

Gau grinned at her.

 

She smiled back really small. “Have a good day!”

 

“You too!” Sabin said as they left.

 

Sabin and Cyan walked and talked while Gau watched the people.

 

Humans of Mobliz all moved so strangely. Always on two feet, and so unbalanced. At least Sabin and Cyan moved in a way that made sense! Even if they didn’t run on four.

 

He had known people didn’t move like monsters, but… he had never been around so many, had never noticed how big the difference.

 

Gau frowned and dropped to the ground. Sabin and Cyan glanced at him as he started walking beside them, then went back to talking.

 

Copying people should be like learning with monsters; Gau watch, really, really closely and then do the moves!

 

What was the same between people? Off toes, use whole foot? Stand straight? Stride longer instead of quicker? Hands at side instead of near chest? Less bounce, more even?

 

Copy.

 

Copy.

 

Copy.

 

Gau just had to get it right, then everyone would stop being mad at Gau.

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

A chocobo squawked as they entered the reeking stable. Celes wrinkled her nose and jerked her foot back up before she could step in… something splatted on the filthy ground. “Why are we here?” she asked as Mack and Shel wandered in behind her and Locke.

 

“There might be some baby chicks, if you are interested in playing with them,” Locke said.

 

“Why,” Celes said while trying not to breathe too deeply, “would I want to do that?”

 

“They’re really fluffy and-”

 

A loud shriek of a squawk echoed, making all the birds go still.

 

“Uh oh,” Locke said, taking a step back.

 

“What?” she asked, snapping her attention to the direction the sound had come from.

 

“I may have made a mistake,” he whispered.

 

The squawk sounded again, this time paired with the grind of metal on stone and shouts of stable hands.

 

Locke took another step back as something crashed, and the quick clack of talons on stone rushed towards them.

 

Celes set her stance, hurt arm turned away from the noise. “What is going-”

 

A huge chocobo careened around the corner, stopped right in front of Locke and screeched in his face. It puffed up, strutted in a circle, then went back to loudly squawking at him.

 

“I’m sorry, Beautiful!” He put his hands up as it continued to make noise at him. “I know I should have come to visit sooner!”

 

“Are you being… scolded by a bird?” Celes asked flatly.

 

“Yes,” Locke whined.

 

“What…”

 

Beyond the agitated bird was a group who had to be stable hands, dusting themselves off and shaking their heads. They strangely didn’t seem particularly concerned…

 

The bird ruffled its whole body and pecked at Locke.

 

“Come on! I said sorry!”

 

Plucking Locke’s bandannas off his head, the bird turned and dashed off.

 

“Hey!” Locke yelled as he darted after it.

 

“What…” Not knowing what else to do, Celes followed Locke out into the sand where the stable hands and chocobo-backed soldiers were standing around, laughing.

 

Bright sun glinted off the chocobo’s feathers as it fluffed up its wings. The bird flapped and hopped out of the way of Locke’s grasping hands as he jumped up to grab at the bandannas still clasped in its beak.

 

“Is no one going to stop… whatever that is?” Celes asked.

 

“What, you want to argue with a Gold chocobo that has metal reinforced talons?” Shel asked as the bird clawed at the ground until it had a nice sized hole and dropped the bandannas inside.

 

“That is a Gold? I had heard they could be temperamental, but this is… a bit much…” If this was how they behaved, Celes had no idea why Emperor Gestahl wanted one.

 

“Well, they say chocobos mirror the personality of their owners,” Shel said with a laugh. “But the truth is they behave like the people who interact with them a lot, and well, Locke has a tenancy to… pay attention to anything that happens to be shiny.”

 

The chocobo hopped on the now buried bandannas, as Locke overdramatically fell to his knees screaming, “Noooooooo!”

 

“That makes more sense,” Celes said dryly. “Why even keep a bird who can’t follow orders?”

 

“Oh, she can, but Golds are mostly good for show anyway, and she gets bored really easily,” Shel said with a shrug. “She seems to think of Locke as a playmate.”

 

Locke yelped as the chocobo grabbed his coat in its beak and yanked him through the sand.

 

“Or a toy,” Shel added slowly, “Not sure which…”

 

“I hear they can be good war birds,” Celes said, watching Shel out of the corner of her eye.

 

“Sure,” Shel easily admitted, “and she is trained for combat, but you not only need someone brave enough to ride her into battle, but also someone who she likes enough to allow it.”

 

Holding up a fistful of greens, Locke pointed to the pile of sand his head coverings were under while begging the bird to give them back.

 

“Which is hard to match up.” Shel sighed as the chocobo narrowed her eyes at Locke and his offering of food. “And as you can see, she is… difficult…”

 

Negotiation successful, Locke held up his completely sand covered bandannas and dusted them off, mostly unsuccessfully.

 

If nothing else, Locke had the fact that he was funny going for him.

 

The bird pecked him on his empty head, and he squawked.

 

Celes huffed out a laugh.

 

---

 

(Gau)

 

Sun bright, ground warm, fluffy dark clouds, and almost no humans; veldt was much better than city. Gau hopped up the side of the rock wall. “This way!” he yelled down to Sabin and Cyan while pointing into the cave. “Here! Here!”

 

“Yeah, yeah, we are coming, brat,” Sabin grumbled as he jumped up and grabbed a rock that was sticking out, pulling himself up next to Gau.

 

Slowly, Cyan made his way up the short wall, watching his hands.

 

Once they had finally joined him, Gau jumped down. “Shiny! Shiny!” he chanted as Sabin landed next to him.

 

And where exactly might it be found, Sir Gau?” Cyan asked as he carefully climbed down.

 

“Where?” The loud water yelled from deeper in the cave as Gau spun around. “Gau… forget!

 

“What do you mean you forgot!” Sabin tossed his hands in the air with a big motion.

 

“It mean, Gau not know now,” he explained.

 

“That’s not-” Sabin huffed out a laugh. “Okay, thank you.”

 

Gau did a good explain!

 

“Well, Cyan! Since that ‘shiny, shiny’ thing of Gau's is somewhere in here,” Sabin looked down at Gau oddly, “shall we split up and look around?”

 

Indeed! It seems we have no choice!” Cyan said as he walked over to a pile of some rocks.

 

The Shiny-shiny had to be around there somewhere, but climbing up over the dark rocks, and checking in a crack was not right. Gau darted over to the funny bird shaped rock and moved it over, behind it was a bottle with not-water inside.

 

“Gau found thing!” he yelled as he ran over to Cyan and pushed it into his hand.

 

A potion…” Sabin said, jumping down from a tall spot.

 

T… this is Sir Gau's treasure?!” Cyan asked as he held the bottle up to the light.

 

“No! No! Not!” With a huff, Gau rushed off again.

 

Shiny-shiny was a really good thing! Gau found it by the river, kept it safe near water-

 

“Oh! Gau remember!” he yelled as he rushed off to the area near where the water was loudest and dug in the soft ground. “Here, Here!”

 

Once the little rocks were moved enough, Gau pulled out the bag.

 

Is this it? Gau's ‘treasure’?” Cyan asked as he crouched down.

 

Treasure, treasure!” Gau chanted, tap-tapping his claws.

 

“This part looks like glass…” Cyan said as he pulled out and held up the round shiny.

 

Hmm...! It looks like it just might fit…” Sabin crouched next to them and flicked the glass in Cyan’s hands.

 

“Fit? 'Tis nothing but a dirty glass bowl…” Cyan frowned at Sabin.

 

“This,” Sabin said, pulling another part of the shiny out of the bag, “is some of the missing dive equipment. I wonder if we could still use this?”

 

“Oh!” Cyan squinted at it. “Would it be… safe?”

 

It might let us breathe underwater in this condition, but there are probably missing parts, or broken seals… or something. Either way, this will help speed up our departure by weeks!”

 

“Good find, Sir Gau.”

 

Gau grinned and bounced on his toes.

 

“We should forget about hunting for now and head back, so nothing gets damaged worse,” Sabin said as he pushed everything into the bag. “All right, let's go!

 

“Gau! Gau!” he howled while darting back and forth, following behind them.

 

Gau did a good!

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

Horrible banging and screeching clawed its way through the door of Ajack’s workshop. Cyan shuddered, while Sabin, with Gau on his shoulders, bounced inside and plopped the bag of dive equipment on a table.

 

“Should that be making such a racket?” Cyan asked, inching his way around the room as far as he could from the screaming metal.

 

“Yeah! It’s fine!” Ajack yelled. “Probably.”

 

Hissing out a breath, Cyan pressed himself closer to the wall.

 

“We brought back the shiny-shinies, and they are just as good as Gau claimed!” Sabin said as he started pulling out the pieces of dive equipment and spreading them across the table.

 

“Are those what I think they are!” Ajack shut off the horrible thing she was working on and rushed over to Sabin. “My creations! Where did you find them!”

 

“Gau found by fast water! Wash up! Gau keep!”

 

“You have a good eye for shinies.” She picked up one of the pieces, tilting it back and forth. “They are not in too bad of a condition either! I should be able to reuse most of this!”

 

“That is what I was thinking,” Sabin said, pointing to one of the tubes. “I think the seals need to be-”

 

“Come along, Gau,” Cyan said, turning to the boy. “Let’s leave them to… this.” He sidestepped along the wall towards the door.

 

“Leave Shiny-shiny?”

 

“Yeah, but don’t worry, brat, we will take good care of it,” Sabin said, waving them off. “You two go find something less explosive to do.”

 

“Less what?” Gau asked as Cyan grabbed his arm and rushed them both out of the volatile place.

 

They stepped out into the wind, which blew strong along the roads carrying the scent of salt and oncoming rain. Dark clouds, which no longer hovered on the horizon, encroached close with their threat of a drenched cape and wet socks.

 

Cyan frowned and motioned for Gau to speed up as they rushed towards the clinic.

 

“Hey, Cyan!” Katarin called as she stiffly crossed the path towards them with Duane right behind her.

 

“Do thou require something?” Cyan asked, reluctantly turning away from the clinic door.

 

“N-no, not really?” Duane shifted on his feet and looked down at Gau. “We just heard about you coming back to the city with a… friend?”

 

Katarin nodded once.

 

“Yes, this is Gau,” Cyan motioned to the boy, “he didn’t seem to have anyone looking out for him, so Sabin and I brought him back here.”

 

“Me Gau!” he said, hopping up and down while pointing to himself. “Who you?”

 

Both teens jumped and glanced at each other.

 

“I- I am Katarin, this is my boyfriend, Duane.”

 

“Nice to meet you?” Duane added.

 

“You Katarin! You Duane!” Gau said with a big grin. “Me Gau!”

 

“It is nice to meet you, little guy.” Duane stepped forward. “We-” A single large drop of water splatted on the top of his head, cutting him off.

 

“Quickly,” Cyan said, darting to the clinic and pulling the door open. Behind the front desk, a woman gave them a startled look as they rushed inside only moments before the roar of falling rain.

 

“Oh, wow, that was close!” Katarin snorted and broke out laughing at nothing as she tossed an arm over Duane, and the teens clung together in joviality.

 

“Katarin, Duane,” the woman whispered, her stance tight as she motioned them over sharply.

 

Both teens frowned but joined her next to the desk, all three of them exchanging hissed words. Cyan didn’t bother to try to listen and instead headed towards the back room with Gau.

 

As they made it to the door of Trevor’s room, Katarin scoffed loudly. “Yeah, okay, whatever,” she yelled, turning away from the woman and dragging Duane to join them as they walked inside.

 

“I brought some friends today,” Cyan said as he picked up the book he had been reading from the side table and pulled a chair closer to the bed.

 

Trevor blinked open his eye and sucked in a breath. “Kid!” he said, a smile flickering on his face. “People tried to convince me I had imagined you!”

 

Gau tilted his head.

 

“You helped me get here after I washed up on shore.” Trevor clarified.

 

“Oh! Gau remember! You hurt real bad, but you move! So Gau help!” he scrunched up his face. “Move like right! Not how dead move like wrong.”

 

“Do dead move?” Katarin asked slowly.

 

“I don’t want to know the answer, if it is yes,” Duane said flatly.

 

“Some do. Asked Sabin before knew was Sabin, he said he was dead, but he told a wrong.”

 

Ghosts? … Surely Gau meant ghosts…

 

“No offense, kid, but I am going to pretend you did not just say any of that,” Duane said, backing up a step to stand next to a nodding Katarin.

 

“So am I…” Trevor muttered.

 

It was unanimous.

 

“Anyway!” Trevor continued, “There is no way I would have made it here without you.” A soft smile pulled at the bandages. “Thank you.”

 

“Gau like help!” he chirped as he bounced foot to foot. “Gau like do good!”

 

“Not too loud now,” Cyan reprimanded. “Trevor is healing, so he needs quiet voices.”

 

Gau nodded his head very seriously.

 

“Shall I continue reading the book?” Cyan asked.

 

“Sounds like a good idea to me, but are you three also planning on staying?” Trevor asked.

 

“Maybe?” Katarin said, glancing at Duane. “Just till the rain stops? We can go to the other room if you want.”

 

Trevor shook his head. “No need for that, I was just thinking maybe we should start the book from the beginning?”

 

“A splendid idea,” Cyan agreed as Gau perched on Cyan’s backrest, and the teens grabbed chairs. “On the last day of spring-”

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Angry voices from inside Arvis’ home were quickly cut off as Terra swung the door sharply closed behind her and darted to the edge of the overwalk.

 

Her breath slowly returned to normal as she clutched the railing.

 

She didn’t want to-

 

Soft snow blanketed everything, hazing the sounds of Narshe and softening the laughter as it bounced up from the road below her. Two men leaned together, whispering joyful words lost to the wind. Intertwined, they giggled their way along the path, swaying and clinging to each other.

 

Terra leaned over the railing and squinted in their direction until they turned the corner.

 

Dating, marrying, spouses: why did people always seem to group up in such a manner? Or like Edgar’s constant endeavors to tempt people into… well…

 

She tilted her head backwards, letting her eyes drift shut and the softly falling snow kiss her eyelids.

 

What was the point? Was it really love? What even was love?

 

Those relationships looked like a whole lot of wasted effort to her.

 

Did that mean she was incapable of love?

 

Her breath shuddered out of her and visibly hung in the air. As it dispersed into the gloomy day she hunched forward and wrapped her arms tighter around herself.

 

Banon was adamant about her needing to fight…

 

Was that it? Was that all her power was good for?

 

All she was good for? War? Death? Screams?

 

Did magic make her too inhuman to love?

 

Boots crunched the snow as Edgar’s soft voice floated over to her, “Ah, my dear, all alone?” He smiled his ridiculous ‘flirty’ smile as he stopped beside her. “What a sad fate for one so lovely.”

 

“You are the one who must be getting lonely,” she straightened with a shake of her head, “if you are practicing your lines on me.”

 

“Ah! Perhaps you are correct.” He laughed, bright and sharp as he leaned his hip against he rail. “That aside. Would you like to talk about what brings you out here, looking at the snow with such a serious expression?”

 

“What is-” Terra stopped, shook her head, and grasped at something else to say, “Memories,” she blurted. “It is vague, but I- I remember going through Narshe to get to the Esper. Are they still in the mines? Would the empire go through the city again?”

 

Edgar blinked, seeming startled. “Hum, you have a good point. I have no idea.” He laced his gloved fingers together as he looked down at the roads with narrowed eyes. “You are right, the easiest, most direct path is right through the heart of the city.”

 

“More people will die in a second assault.”

 

“I will make sure it is brought up.” Edgar’s expression softened. “Shifting the topic, I think it would be very beneficial if you would agree to-”

 

She sucked in a breath and jerked a step back.

 

“Not about fighting!” Edgar hissed, quickly cutting himself off. “Sorry, didn’t mean to imply I was siding with Banon on that,” he glared back at the house. “I meant, seeing how well you recovered from the influence of the crown, I was thinking perhaps,” with a glance around, he dropped his voice quieter, “your healing magic could have been a deciding factor in your recovery. Thus, perhaps you could help those more horribly afflicted. If you are willing to try meeting with them, I will speak to Arvis about it.”

 

“My…” Terra looked down at her hands.

 

Why had she only been thinking of her fire and not her healing?

 

“Do you really think it might… help?” she asked, looking up at him.

 

“Yeah, I really do,” he said with a gentle smile, snow glittering in his hair like jewels, “but, if you don’t want to-”

 

“I want to!” Terra took a step forward.

 

Edgar blinked down at her as his ‘best smile’ spread over his face. “Well then, my dear,” he held out his hand for her. “Allow me to escort you inside for tea and away from this cold gloom unbefitting your radiance.”

 

She huffed out a disbelieving laugh as she crossed her arms and stared at him.

 

“I, of course, mean nothing by it, my dear!” Edgar laughed, held his hands up, backed a few steps up towards Arvis’ and opened the door, holding it for her with a large smile.

 

Once inside, he winked and headed into the kitchen.

 

Hmm… I suppose a normal girl would have found him dashing,” Terra mused to herself as she opened and closed her hands. “But, I'm hardly… normal…

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

 

Gentle steam drifted up from the tub as Sabin ran his fingers through the pleasantly warm water. The best part about not staying in the wilderness will always be having bathing facilities. Cold rivers work well enough, but there is no replacement for a hot bath.

 

With a sigh, he turned towards where Gau was crouched in the corner… hissing.

 

The kid was going to learn as much, even if Sabin had to hold the brat underwater himself.

 

“Come on, it’s warm,” Sabin motioned to the tub, “just jump in.”

 

“Would thou rather us to leave?” Cyan asked carefully from where he stood by the little table, setting out soap, a cloth, and a towel.

 

“He will just follow us out again,” Sabin grumbled as he placed his hands on his hips. “You need a bath, small fry.”

 

“NO! Gau no want be cold!”

 

“I told you it isn’t cold!” Sabin said as he stomped over to Gau. “It’s warm!”

 

“Not! Is lie!”

 

“It is- oh forget it.” Sabin dashed forward, grabbed the brat, and chunked him in the tub.

 

A large splash of water accompanied Gau’s shriek of rage.

 

“Sir Sabin,” Cyan chastised as he looked down at the drenched towel. “Surely there was a better way.”

 

Sabin waved him off, then frowned when Gau had not resurfaced. Rushing towards the tub, he called out, “Gau are you alright-” A large wave of water slammed him in the face.

 

“Gau got you! Now you bath!”

 

“You brat!” Sabin yelled as his shoes squished, “Go back to drowning!” He shoved the brat back underwater.

 

“Oh dear,” Cyan muttered with a soft laugh.

 

Gau resurfaced, giggling and splashing in the water.

 

Sabin sighed as he reached for the washcloth and the soap, handing them over to Gau. “Here, and toss out the rest of your clothing so we can get those washed while you finish up.”

 

Taking the cloth and soap, Gau looked between them.

 

And didn’t do anything else.

 

“Do you know what to do with those?” Sabin asked carefully.

 

Not looking up, Gau just shook his head and batted at the water.

 

“It’s okay,” Sabin said awkwardly, glancing over to Cyan. “We’ll show you.”

 

Between him and Cyan, they were able to explain the basics, then they both backed up against the far wall to give the kid a bit of privacy and dumped his filthy clothing into a washing bucket.

 

“I fear the boy’s family may not live… here,” Cyan whispered as he poured cleaning solution and nearly boiling water from over the fire into the basin. “Mobliz is not large; someone surely would have contacted us today.”

 

Splashes echoed around the room as Gau flailed around laughing.

 

“Not too surprising,” Sabin said, poking the soaking clothing with a possing-stick, “He must have been on his own for a good while, considering how little he knows about basic things.”

 

“We can’t just leave him alone,” Cyan said, jaw set.

 

“Yeah…” Sabin looked down at the grey water and slowly stirred the brat’s clothing.

 

Gau was just a kid. Where were the ones who should have been taking care of him? Loving him?

 

Wetness splatted against Sabin’s face, and he flailed to the side as the washcloth plopped sadly on the ground.

 

“Got you! Got you!” Gau taunted from across the room.

 

“You complete brat!” Sabin shoved himself to his feet, rushed over to the tub, and shoved Gau under the water again.

 

---

 

(Celes)

 

The heavy stench of ointment hung thick in the air, itching at Celes’ nose as numbing heat from the salve soaked into her sore shoulder. “Am I not done with that thing yet!” she snapped at the healer who was holding the sling.

 

“As well as you are healing, it will still be at least several more days,” he said, obviously not caring about her frustration.

 

Her jaw twitched as he fastened the brace back into place.

 

Once it was secured, he took a step back and put the little glass boxes of healing ointments away in the cabinet next to the bed. “Keep being careful with it, and I will see you tomorrow,” he said, strolling out of the examination room.

 

“Don’t worry too much,” Shel said. “He knows what he is doing.”

 

Celes swallowed a snarl, slid off the table and took a deep, not as calming as she would have liked, breath.

 

It had already been days of dealing with this place.

 

“Hey,” Locke said, poking his head into the door. “I brought you something!”

 

Her whole face twitched when the annoyance thrust a bowl of dark pink berries at her.

 

“I figured you would need something sweet after dealing with whatever poking the healer did,” Locke said with his witless grin, as he turned around and headed back towards the door. “Come on, I know a great place to eat them!”

 

Sweet tartness burst on her tongue as she popped one of the things in her mouth. She paused, plucked another, and chewed slowly. They were too juicy to have logically been grown in a desert; it must have been an import.

 

“Good, right?”

 

Celes huffed, but did eat more as she followed Locke up far too many stairs, to the top of one of the towers. They exited into the open area and crossed the sand dusted stones to the far wall, while the setting sun provided just enough light to see.

 

“Any ideas on how to get the healer to clear me quicker?”

 

“They aren’t going to say you are healed until you are,” Locke tossed a berry into the air and caught it in his mouth, “the healers here are really stubborn about it.”

 

“Why does it matter? We could just leave! Instead of pointlessly standing at a wall, eating berries!”

 

With all the lax security, it wasn’t like anyone would bother to stop them.

 

They hadn’t even taken her sword… not that she could really use it well with her useless shoulder.

 

“Hey,” Locke said tentatively, turning to face her. “You know your health is important, right? You getting a chance to properly heal is a really good reason to stick around for a bit.”

 

“I am fine!” Celes scoffed.

 

“Sure…” Locke shifted to lean against the wall. “But maybe you are allowed to be more than just fine.”

 

Turning sharply at the insult, Celes snarled, “How-” the words shattered in her mouth as she caught sight of his expression.

 

He looked… sincere?

 

“I am a General, we don’t have time to worry about such minor issues.” She barely suppressed a flinch when she realized her words came out pathetically soft.

 

Locke smiled in a way that seemed almost… sad and turned back to the scenery.

 

Anyone in Vector would have used her slip into weakness against her, but a lot of things were different here, being so far from home.

 

The empty bowl clanked against the wall as she set it down and turned her gaze to the sun dipping out of sight. Slowly, the last rays of daylight dimmed away into true night, and a seemingly endless amount of stars blinked into the dark.

 

Yet another difference, there were no stars over Vector.

 

“Hey, I was meaning to ask,” Locke said, breaking her peace into annoyance. “Why didn’t you,” he wiggled his fingers in the air and pointed at her shoulder, “when you were in the storage room back in South Figaro?”

 

“Really?” she asked, wiggling her fingers in the same manner, reluctantly amused.

 

He shrugged, completely unembarrassed. “It would have saved you healing time now, right?”

 

“If I could have, I would have.” Celes glanced over her shoulder at Shel and Mack, who were talking quietly to each other against the far wall. “After everything that happened, I was too tired by the time I was arrested,” she lied.

 

The Magic Null technology Kefka installed in the room was a far bigger hindrance.

 

“Bad luck,” Locke said.

 

“Right…” Celes turned back to the darkness stretched out from the castle; even with all the lights in Figaro, brightly gleaming stars blanketed the sky.

 

Kefka may have lost himself in the Magitek Research experiments, but behind the ruffles and colors, beyond the silly songs and actions, nothing was ever luck with that man.

 

He always knew exactly what he was doing.

 

---

 

(Kefka)

 

Something clinked in the wind, the sound piercing through the canvas tent and into Kefka’s ears. Perhaps it was some incorrectly fastened tie, or an annoyingly hung metal object. Whatever it was, he was going to cut it off, then do the same to whoever-put-it-there’s head.

 

“You’re sure of this report,” Kefka asked. “Banon is in Narshe?”

 

“Yes, sir! I mean as sure as I can be, sir!” the soldier simpered, keeping their gaze away from Kefka’s.

 

Glee zipped through him. “Well, lucky, lucky, lucky!” Metal rang sharply and replaced all his joy with rage. “Keep me informed on who comes and goes!” he snapped as he stormed out of the tent, the soldier scrambling to keep up. “I want to know immediately when anyone else shows up of note! So that they can be…” Kefka grabbed the tent tie, pulled it taut and sliced through the rope, “dealt with.”

 

“Yes, sir, Kefka, sir!”

 

“Well, go away.”

 

“Yes, sir!” they squeaked, saluted and scurried off.

 

Everything was coming up Kefka. Soon, Leo would take back over the trash heap of a Doma operation, and he could head off to deal with more important things.

 

Like finding the girl.

 

Like Narshe.

 

Like breakfast.

 

“Kefka!” The annoying voice of Leo took the place of the tie and stabbed him in the ears.

 

“Oh, Leo! Such a delight,” Kefka simpered fakely as the man stomped over to him. “Glad to see you got back safe. How is the Emperor?”

 

“How could you do such an unconscionable action?” Leo snarled as he came to a stop only feet away.

 

“Me?” Kefka glanced down at the cut rope in his hands and tossed it over his shoulder. “I haven’t done anything!”

 

The metal of the tie clanged against something, and Leo’s expression fell into a frown as he looked in its direction. “What was- never mind,” he refocused on Kefka, rage eating at the edges of his confusion, “I know, it was you.”

 

With a hand to his chest, he batted his eyes up at Leo. “I am always me!”

 

“I know the poison was-”

 

“Poison!?” Kefka gasped, clasping the ruffles on the front of his top. “What poison?” he cried, tossing his hands up near his face, “Where!? What happened?” he finished in his best innocent tone, while kicking one leg out off the ground and tossing the back of his free hand to his forehead.

 

“Don’t give me that! The loss of life was massive!” Leo took a step forward, seemingly trying to loom. “The devastation to the land alone will take decades to heal!”

 

Kefka shifted his face to the most sympathetic expression he was capable of making as he folded his hands under his chin.

 

Leo just gritted his teeth harder. “I will find proof and take it to the Emperor.”

 

“Of course.” Kefka nodded and batted his eyes as serious as he could manage. “I am sure Emperor Gestahl will give the perpetrator exactly what they deserve.” His lips twitched. “If you can find proof.”

 

“I will,” Leo vowed with all his foolish heart. “In the meantime, you are on cleanup duty for the poison you claim to have no knowledge of.”

 

“Last I heard, I was to start getting the attack on- sorry,” Kefka cleared his throat, “the ‘visit’ on Narshe, prepared.”

 

“Been pushed back since someone poisoned a whole ecosystem and now no one can get close to Doma without getting ill.”

 

“Oh.” Well, that was a poison pill in his plans.

 

“Yes, ‘oh’. Operations start in an hour, be ready!” Leo snapped as he turned on his heel and stomped off like a child.

 

“Operations start in an hour, be ready,” Kefka mocked, already resigned to dealing with Leo’s tantrums for the foreseeable future.

 

Leo was such a rube. He really thought Kefka would get in trouble for knocking months off of the Doma takeover timeline, even with the annoying cleanup.

 

Kefka scoffed and stormed back to his tent.

 

He needed to get this farce over with quickly; he had a Narshe to break.

 

 

 

Notes:

Warnings! Spoiler-ish

Gau tries to act more like the humans around him in hopes people will be nicer to him.

Terra wonders if her not understanding love means she is too inhuman for it. It is really only one line.

Gau is not sure how to bathe himself, and it raises some questions on how long he had been on his own.

A bit of Celes' disregard for her own healing time again.

 

And this chapter's art is, Locke Being Bullied By a Chocobo!

 

My rambles (Spoiler-ish)

Was anyone wondering where those two lines from WAY back when Terra and Edger met went? Well here they are! yay! lol I really felt they needed to be moved back so much to really feel the impact of them more than when she was barely holding on to what was happening moment to moment.

I seriously can not understand how in the game they just found some dive stuff under ground, who knows how long it had been there, and just jumped into the river!! Once i got old enough to understand how things age i was appalled!

lol

next chapter will be a bit of a check in with everyone and time passing a bit chapter, a slower one before it gets into leaving Mobliz in a rush and it gets into the whole Narshe battle stuff.

Soon we will be getting into the last chapters on this finally, lol.

Then I will start drafting the second book. hopefully it will go quicker and smoother with all the things i have learned doing this one! :D

Chapter 24: When We Look

Notes:

WARNINGS

Mostly mild being mean to Gau

Terra having some harsh thoughts about her situation.

 

Thank you to Akzeal, Lilian, mom and Phantompantaloons yall have really helped me grow as a writer over all these months and i really appreciate it!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Chapter 24: When We Look

 

 

(Celes)

 

Figaro’s library spanned an entire wing of the castle, with towering, multi-story bookcases filled to the brim with books and scrolls. Schools of scholars rushed along the crisscrossing walkways, debated in corners, or spread their finds out on the tables heavily dotting the spaces between.

 

An argument broke out somewhere nearby, and Celes stiffened her stance, eyes keen on Locke, Shel, and Mack for when to retreat.

 

Yet, although their indistinct words grew louder and spilled from behind a row of shelves, no one paid the yelling any mind.

 

Locke didn’t even break stride as he walked to a table where a young person sat, said a few words to them, and plopped his huge merchant’s pack on the other chair.

 

Rolling their eyes, the scholar grabbed their books and left.

 

“Was that a good idea?” Celes whispered, glancing back at Mack and Shel, who were blandly looking around. “Someone is going to kick us out.”

 

“They won’t, I just told ‘em I needed the space. They were only using two books anyway.” Locke tilted his head towards a table not far off where the person was now set up again.

 

“In my experience, scholars do not like to be disturbed.”

 

“Yeah, but they’ll not be too mad at me this time.” Locke reached into the pack, pulled out a thick leather-bound book, held it over his head and yelled, “Because I brought new books!”

 

Every head in the room jerked up to look at Locke, some poking around shelves and even looking down from the walkways overhead.

 

There were far more people in the library than Celes thought.

 

Locke grinned as he set the book down and pulled out another. After a moment of squinting at the gold lettering, he set it aside, pulled out another book and immediately set it a good distance away from the first two.

 

“Locke,” a woman said as she strode over to them, her tone of voice the one everyone seemed to reserve for only saying his name.

 

It was obviously only a matter of time before Celes picked it up too.

 

“Nicky!” Locke spread his arms wide. “My buddy, my pal, the best scholar in all of Figaro!”

 

“Right, show me what you brought, and we will see if I return the sentiment.”

 

“You wound my soft little heart!” Locke said, slapping his hand to his chest. “Also, I have no idea what I got, can’t read a lick of it.”

 

Celes rolled her eyes and leaned a hip against the back of an empty chair.

 

“Oh yeah, I bet you can’t,” Nicky said, awe obvious in every line of her as she picked up one of the gold-engraved books. “Where did you get these! This language is Original Figaro!”

 

“Do you… really want to know?” Locke asked slowly.

 

Gently, Nicky set the book down. “Oh, I am torn between not wanting to hear it for moral reasons and needing to know for preservation reasons.”

 

“If your only concern is morality, then I can tell you I got them from the traitor who sold out South Figaro. Stuffed as many as I could in my bag, and bailed.”

 

“Oh, works for me.” Nicky leaned over and looked down at Locke’s bag. “How many more do you have in there?”

 

“A good number, there were still some I had to leave behind, but I grabbed the ones that seemed the most valuable.”

 

Of course he did.

 

Celes straightened as Locke pulled out an almost purple book with odd shimmering letters. Her hands itched to yank it out of his grip and examine the magic on it herself.

 

“This one is the one that seems the most interesting,” Locke tilted the book so the lettering glittered. “Te-tewet-in,” he said, stumbling over his tongue.

 

“Tel-ete-wet-in,” Nicky corrected while carefully cupping the book in her hands. “The first letter has a tail.”

 

As the two continued talking about how much his finds were worth and what they seemed to be about, Locke continued to stumble over long dead languages he had no reason to know.

 

Celes slowly lowered herself into the chair.

 

A man with his obvious… upbringing had little reason to be literate.

 

And yet…

 

“Oh! Also I found this one, Leemoloc!,” Locke said holding up a thin green book. “That means gardening, right?”

 

“Close enough!” Nicky plucked the book out of his hand and carefully flipped a few pages. “It is more ‘how things grow’ than ‘how to grow’.”

 

A vague passing understanding of so many dead languages was… impressive.

 

---

 

(Edgar)

 

Flame danced along the logs, flickering warm light across the sitting room’s plush couch and chairs. Edgar laced his fingers together, staring absently at the sparks as war movements and counters marched across his mind. The thoughts just as pointlessly precise as the rigid positions of Arvis’ side tables and pretty flower paintings.

 

It may or may not have been better than thinking about Locke’s situation, but it was definitely better than thinking about Sabin’s.

 

He had no idea if his brother was even alive, and his best fr-

 

Edgar grit his teeth, letting one hand fall to the plush armrest, he dug his fingers into the soft fabric.

 

With Banon and Arvis’ lack of trust, there was no way for him to even know how much information they were hiding, and he couldn’t risk being seen and recognized in order to collect any data himself.

 

His brother and his… Locke, were in places and situations he could do nothing about; a war was going on, and all he could do was sit, useless, on a soft chair and stew in his own ineffectiveness.

 

A log popped, split, and tumbled down the red hot stack, landing in the pile of black soot, sending warm scented smoke and ash pluming into the sitting room.

 

Back home, when thoughts of what he couldn’t fix started to eat at him, he usually had tedious matters of state to focus on, but here, even such distractions were currently beyond his grasp.

 

There was no way he could-

 

“Edgar?”

 

Slamming on his most pleasant smile, Edgar loosened his posture, let go of his death grip on the armrest while instead leaning his elbow on it, and set his chin in his hand. “My dear Terra, how are you this fine night?”

 

“Couldn’t sleep,” she whispered thickly as she crossed the room with sluggish steps and crouched down next to the fire. “I keep seeing…” With a shake of her head, she grabbed the fire poker and shoved the logs back into order.

 

“Well, that will not do.” He let the fake smile slip into something far more true. “I am rather having the same trouble. Shall I brave Arvis’ ire and make us some tea?”

 

Her soft violet eyes caught the light as she turned and looked up at him. “I…” She set down the poker with shaking hands, ducked her face away, and nodded.

 

“One pot of random tea coming right up!” Edgar said in a completely fake chipper tone as he hopped to his feet, and politely ignored the tears she was trying to hide.

 

The tea cupboard in the kitchen was large and well stocked with incomprehensibly labeled tins. Edgar ran a finger along one of the shelves and blew out a breath when he recognized the swooping line with a bird painted on one of the containers. If he remembered correctly, it was a delicately fruity type Terra had liked before.

 

After placing the water on the stove top to boil, he popped open the tea and sniffed its sweet, earthy scent. Still not sure it was the right one, he scooped out two little spoonfuls and plopped them in the strainer part of a random teapot, hoping for the best.

 

Water not yet hot, he stepped back into the sitting room where Terra was still crumpled by the fire.

 

“Come on now,” Edgar said softly as he crouched down and offered her his hand. “The water will be hot soon, and I need your input on what cookies to… expropriate.”

 

“To what?” she said slowly as she blinked up at him and took his hand.

 

“It means: to seize for the use of the crown,” he said in his best pompous voice as he helped her up and tucked her to his side.

 

She huffed out a shaky laugh. “You mean steal?”

 

“What?!” He gasped, pressing his hand over his heart. “A king never steals!”

 

“Sorry, my mistake,” she said primly as she walked over to look at the containers of snacks. “We are going to treasure hunt the shit outta these cookies!”

 

Pain choked his chest even as a surprised laugh forced its way out.

 

Once the water was hot, he poured it into the pot to brew, while they joked and picked out snacks, with worry and delight warring in his heart.

 

With the plate of cookies filled and the leaves pulled out of the water, they both sat, and Edgar poured them each a cup.

 

As Terra sipped her tea, her nose immediately wrinkled up. “It’s… bad.”

 

Edgar frowned but took a sip himself; the bitter bite of burnt tea stung his poor palate. “Ah… perhaps the water was too hot…”

 

“Well, this is what we get for ‘expropriating’ Arvis’ tea!” Terra curled forward against the table, laughing, the wetness in her eyes returning for a much better reason.

 

“Maybe more sugar?” Edgar sighed as he scooped several large spoonfuls into his cup and took another sip. “How can something be so sweet and bitter at once?” he lamented.

 

Terra laughed harder

 

“There should be a law against that.”

 

“A royal decree!” she said straightening up in her seat, almost managing to push the mirth out of her voice. “From henceforth no tea will be allowed to be bitter and sweet! One or the other only!”

 

“I will have it written into the legal documents the moment I get back.” He took another sip of his tea, and cringed. “Perhaps some milk will help.” Setting his cup down with a shake of his head, he stood.

 

“Maybe…” Terra shrugged as she nibbled a cookie; her eyes dry but still rimmed in nearly ever-present grief.

 

Over the years, she had far too much done to her, so many choices taken. Even the last few weeks had continued the trend.

 

It was far past time for things in her life to be focused on what she wanted.

 

There may be nothing he could do for his kingdom, or for anyone else out there, but in here? He could at least try to make things better for Terra.

 

“Ah, by the way, I forgot to ask before,” Edgar said as he placed the container of milk on the table. “How do you want to bring up to Arvis the idea of trying to use your healing to help the crown victims?”

 

---

 

(Gau)

 

The blanket, which hung off the bed, was soft as a fluffy tail’s fur against Gau’s cheek; he clack-clacked his claws against the weird, hard ground and listened to Cyan reading. It was nice being warm, and having others who weren’t mean around was good too, even though the Trevor’s room smelled like weird plants and pain.

 

...You mentioned a book in your last letter. If only I could read it, too…” Cyan’s voice saying words from the paper was just as comforting as tap-tapping.

 

Both papers and books had lots of words Gau didn’t know, but Sabin and Cyan said hearing them in right orders would help Gau understand more sounds and what they meant.

 

It was confusing, like how others sat on the chairs. Why did they always sit without crouching? They were going to get hurt on their tummies like that.

 

But if Gau had to copy it so people stop having narrowed eyes and being mad at Gau, then learning how was important.

 

“Read book now?” Gau asked as Cyan put down the letter-paper.

 

“Mayhaps it would be best to do so later,” Cyan said, placing his hand against Trevor’s shoulder.

 

“Yeah, I probably should take a nap,” Trevor said real quietly.

 

“Okay!” Gau made sure to say in a soft voice, “Have good sleep!”

 

As they left, the one by the counter glared at Gau, but it was okay, Cyan was there to keep Gau safe, though it did mean there was more he needed to do on his people-walk!

 

On their way to the place with all the tables covered in foods and shinies, Gau did his best to copy how Cyan moved.

 

Gau just had to practice!

 

If Gau did good enough, then Gau would get to stay with Cyan and Sabin!

 

“Over here!” Sabin called from the yummy bread table.

 

The girl behind the food grinned at Gau and waved, while the woman narrowed her eyes and pushed the girl away, telling her to go.

 

Food-girl walked away, but the moment the woman’s back was turned, she stuck her tongue out at Gau.

 

Gau laughed and stuck his tongue out at her too.

 

She laughed, waved, and ducked around a corner.

 

The woman narrowed her eyes at Gau more, so Gau climbed up and perched on Sabin.

 

She couldn’t get him; he had the high ground.

 

---

 

(Arvis)

 

Reassuringly warm air puffed out as Arvis opened the door to his home. He had barely gotten his half-frozen nose inside before King Edgar was looming nearby, watching him knock off the snow from his boots and hang up his coat.

 

“King Edgar,” Arvis said with a tight smile as he stepped around him, and headed to the kitchen to make tea, doing his best to ignore the greeting in response and the footsteps which followed behind him.

 

With any luck, the man would wander off before the water was done heating.

 

After a quick debate on if he would rather a warm spice, or a soothing sweet tea, he shook his head and pulled out his strongest blend instead. The extra kick would be a better idea; he could use the energy after dealing with people who refused to look past their own ledgers.

 

Unfortunately, once everything was set on the table, Arvis had to pour two cups.

 

“Any luck getting support from the guilds?” King Edgar said as he took his drink and primly sat with his spear leaned against the table.

 

“There are several who seemed to be willing to shift away from selling to Vector,” Arvis took a fortifying sip, “but no one wants to try to push for actually standing against the Empire, just distancing ourselves from the violence because it might be bad for profit!”

 

“That is why I suggested you go from the angle of lost revenue,” King Edgar said pompously. “If you can hype up the issue, and make them afraid in a useful direction, you can get them to support what you want.”

 

“Such a dirty and manipulative tactic.”

 

“Whatever you want to call it, we need more backing for the Returners as quickly as possible, and the tactic works.”

 

“Ends justify the means, then?” Arvis’ tea cup clanked loudly against the table, “Just because it works doesn’t mean it is morally just!”

 

“I never said it was,” King Edgar snapped. “We are going to lose this war without enough support.”

 

“We can’t just take up such tactics-”

 

“Then we will die!” King Edgar shook his head. “We will die, Arvis! They aren’t playing fair and will gut us from behind the moment they can! And more, they will manipulate people into doing it for them!”

 

“So we should manipulate them first?” Arvis stood, staring down the man.

 

“Yes!”

 

Arvis scoffed. “You are far too used to using people as playing pieces; you have forgotten that here, away from your crown, you are no different than anyone else.”

 

King Edgar shook his head. “I am not-”

 

“Is there tea?” Terra asked as she peeked into the room.

 

King Edgar’s expression immediately slammed into something softer and milder as he turned to look over his shoulder at her. “Ah, my dear!”

 

“Give me a moment, I will get you a cup,” Arvis said, turning and pulling out a vibrant purple one. Once it was filled, he added a dash of fruit sugar.

 

“Thank you.” Terra cradled the drink between her hands and took a small sip. “Delicious as always.”

 

For some reason, King Edgar huffed out a laugh.

 

“Is everything alright?” Terra ran her thumb over the side of her cup. “I thought I heard fighting.”

 

“Nothing to worry about.” King Edgar leaned against the table with his chin on his hand. “Merely a strategy discussion.”

 

“Right…” Her narrowed eyes slid back and forth between them as she sipped her tea.

 

“Alright,” King Edgar said. “It may have gotten a bit heated there for a minute, important things often do.”

 

“If you say so…” she drawled as she turned towards the door. “I think I will take a nap.”

 

“We will try to keep it to a quiet yelling match!” King Edgar’s grin stretched wider as she shook her head and headed out of the room.

 

Once Terra was out of sight, King Edgar’s expression cracked through the middle, something small, scared, and wounded peaked out for the quickest moment, before the mask of cold control snapped back into place, leaving no sign of the momentary lapse, other than the roll in Arvis’ stomach.

 

“Where were we? Ah, yes, argument framing and why,” King Edgar said in what had to be the same tone he was using before. “The thing is, people who are willing to overlook the harm to others will be led around by the nose once they think something will impact their pocketbooks. The only question is who will be pulling them about by their purse strings.”

 

The cold arrogance was still there, yet all Arvis could focus on was the desperation concealed underneath.

 

“We have to be the ones in control; otherwise, they will drag us over the cliff with them,” he finished with an overly controlled sip of tea.

 

King Edgar had been horribly betrayed.

 

Such a devastation in one’s life, such as crushed trust, could easily make a man distant and cold; completely faithless.

 

“Perhaps a change in topic for now,” King Edgar said, setting his empty cup onto the table. “I was thinking about Terra’s unusually good recovery, and was wondering if perhaps her healing ability could have had an impact.”

 

“Her magic,” Arvis paused as he reached for the teapot, “I had not considered that.” Completing the motion, he poured them both a refill, the soft floral steam from his cup warming him as he cradled it in his hands.

 

Betrayal didn’t usually breed loyalty or compassion.

 

“I already spoke to Terra about it, and she is willing to try,” King Edgar said. “If you can find someone interested who can be trusted to keep it a secret, of course.”

 

Edgar was a man of paranoid control.

 

But perhaps… Arvis had judged him a bit… harshly.

 

“I have someone in mind.”

 

---

 

(Umaro)

 

Wind sang over the ice, as the colorful sky-lights danced above the Umaro’s head. Warm in his hand, the Midgardsormr’s stone flickered happily.

 

The place the Mog had him put the Esper was lonely-high in the mountain, like the Umaro’s home was lonely-deep in the caves.

 

As they got close, the Magic Ice hummed softly. “Hello,” the Umaro said, as he brushed away the snow piled next to the Esper. He sat with his back against the Ice and held up the stone. “This the Midgardsormr.”

 

The Umaro settled in as they both glowed softly.

 

Up in the high snow, they would all be lonely together.

 

---

 

(Mog)

 

As much as the decision had not been unanimous, and Mog himself had originally voted no, the excited kupos calling around the small cavern, made even him look forward to showing their guests the Garden.

 

The One Who Fell, Terra, laughed as one of the young moogles, more fluff than form, hugged her arm, pulling her along with excited chittering kupos.

 

The Gold One, also known as Edgar, swayed with distracted steps, his attention darting from moogle to moogle while making partial hand gestures in mimicry, as if he was trying to work out their paw motions.

 

Once the large group arrived at the entrance, clusters of moogles flew up, pulled the protective stones away, and led them all inside.

 

From one moment to the next, they passed from cold cave to warm lushness, from darkness to the bright glow of the Garden.

 

“Beautiful!” Terra rushed forward and poked a bright purple flower blooming from a spiky fern.

 

“Indeed,” Edgar said, staring up at the towering trees near the entrance.

 

“It is almost like the Green!”

 

“No, it is exactly like the Green.” Slowly, Edgar stepped over to one of the plants and placed his hand on the bark. “I know this tree.”

 

“Kupo?” Mog flew closer with a frown. Things with roots didn’t move, so there was no way the human could have met this one before.

 

“We have a tree of the same type in the Green as well. I was unaware there were more,” Edgar continued.

 

Mog slapped a paw to his forehead. Obviously Edgar meant the type, not the exact tree! Molulu was going to make fun of him again!

 

“How is it so warm and bright in here?” Terra asked, squinting up at the Sunbath-lit ceiling.

 

“Kupo!” A group of young moogles cheered, the smallest of them grabbing her wrist and fluttering as hard as he could to get her to follow. Terra laughed and complied with the little one’s tugging, allowing herself to be led up to the Dancing Platform in the middle of the Garden.

 

One of the young ones puffed up and moved forward with one paw out. She hopped and switched feet, tilted her pompom almost right, and jumped into the air with a finishing flutter of a spin. Bright magic sunlight bloomed from the dance, adding to the warm glow streaming down on the plants.

 

“Oh!” Terra said, clapping her hands with a wide smile. “You use dance!”

 

“Kupo!” they all yelled in agreement as a few tapped her foot to the starting position for the dance Sunbath. As a group, they went over the moves, but once they got to the part with the pompom position, the instruction broke into sharply motioning paws of an argument.

 

“Forgive me if I am mistaken,” Edgar said.

 

With an embarrassingly startled chirp, Mog turned back towards him.

 

“But you were the one who helped us find our way before, were you not?”

 

Mog nodded.

 

“Your assistance was of great help, who knows how long it would’ve been before we made it to Arvis’ otherwise,” he said, making the old motion for thanks again. “After seeing all of this, I was thinking, perhaps… seed trading could be beneficial to both of our sanctuaries.”

 

“Kupo?” Mog narrowed his eyes.

 

The Garden was sacred.

 

If this human thought he could carve out part of the most important duty of the moogles and steal it, he would have a spear through him before he could blink.

 

“I propose a fair trade, of course,” Edgar added quickly.

 

Did humans even know what the definition of ‘fair’ was?

 

“Once things calm down a bit,” the human continued, “I would like to invite whoever your people would choose to see what plants we keep in our Green. I-”

 

Bright light flashed, leaving dots in his vision as everyone in the Garden went still and quiet.

 

Squeaking laughter broke the silence as it bubbled up from the little floofs fluttering around a wide-eyed Terra.

 

Mog flew a bit higher and looked over the slightly singed plants near the stage, as one of the elder instructors flew over with angry paw motions.

 

Edgar laughed softly, eyes crinkling as Terra shifted on her feet with hunched shoulders and tried to explain how it was her fault.

 

One of them must have made a step mistake while trying to show her.

 

“Over the years, our Green has weathered… incidents and we have lost some of the plants we used to have.” A solid strength lingered around Edgar’s words as he spoke. “It seems you have your own range of young people being less careful than they should. I am sure we would both like to fill any gaps… if possible. Either way, it is good to know there is another refuge for old plants in the world. I had always feared ours was the only one.”

 

“Ku, kupo?” Mog reached out a paw and cupped it while pulling it back to his chest.

 

Frowning, Edgar repeated the motion. “To keep? Protect perhaps?”

 

The guess was close enough to ‘sacred protection’, so Mog nodded.

 

“I don’t know what this place means to your people, but the Green is very important to ours,” Edgar said softly, eyes turned towards the young moogles who were showing Terra some of the fruiting bushes, as the older ones kept them away from the stage. “It was cultivated by the first of the Figaro line as preservation after the War of the Magi.” He turned and looked Mog in the eyes. “Your… Green seems to have grown from the same protective origin.”

 

Mog held out his clutched paw, pad up, pulled it to his chest then extended his fingers up as he raised his arm, “Call is Garden, kupo.”

 

Edgar jumped and blinked wide-eyed at him. “Well,” he sucked in a breath and composed himself while repeating the sign, “the Garden, then. Thank you for the correction. I do hope this means you will think about the seed trade idea?”

 

“Kupo!” Mog nodded. He would talk it over with the others later.

 

They, too, had lost some plants over the years; maybe Ramuh had a point about trying to be a part of things in the wider world.

 

Even if it was just to fill out the gaps in their frozen depository of seeds.

 

---

 

(Locke)

 

Figaro Castle was eerily empty.

 

At least visually.

 

Locke did his best to push away the crawling sensation of being watched from the dark corners while rambling on about what he knew of the art lining the walls.

 

A small group of soldiers, dressed in the sturdy clothing of cleaners, picked up their buckets and strolled around a corner as a young woman with a duster waved at them. The line of her skirt almost completely concealed the long knife at her hip.

 

It had been days since he had seen a child.

 

Shoving the scrape of similarity to South Figaro from his thoughts, he skipped the last few steps and motioned up to the most beautiful tapestry in the castle. “And this is my favorite!”

 

At the very top, a large bird, woven in red and stitched in gold, stretched its wings over everything in a wide protective arc. The middle image was a towering tree, accented in gold, with its branches spread in a canopy which shielded the forest underneath. Below was the last panel, it depicted a strange green and gold rock surrounded by a wilted garden. At the very bottom, the fabric became ragged as if it had been burned, and deep black embroidery added to hold it together.

 

As Celes looked up at the wall-hanging, her ever present scowl flickered and softened. “It is beautiful. How was it damaged?”

 

“I asked that too, but no one is really sure,” Locke said. “Apparently, there are two or three guesses. One: it got caught in some kind of accident, and no one wanted to admit what happened to it. Two: it was made like this, and the fire represents rebirth, or something.”

 

“And the ‘or three’?” she asked, tucking her hand under her chin.

 

Locke laughed. “Well, there is also the possibility it was done to hide something at the end. This is one of the really old ones, might even be from around the War of the Magi, so it’s possible there was some information intentionally destroyed. But, the only ones who think that may be the case are people who believe in the conspiracy of the Magi.”

 

“There is a conspiracy?”

 

“Maybe? There is some evidence that information from the War has been purposefully hidden.” Locke sighed as he turned back to the tapestry. “One day I would like to take a good look at all the ruins around the world,” he admitted softly.

 

“You like history,” Celes said with an oddly soft look in her eyes. “Why not become a scholar then?”

 

“Me!?” He laughed. “I would go mad stuck in a dusty library all day!”

 

“Oh! Of course, you would rather see everything for yourself, find all the treasures of the old world!”

 

“Exactly!” Locke grinned. “What is the point of knowing something if you don’t experience it!”

 

Celes nodded and gave the tapestry one last look. “Shall we look at the others?”

 

“Sure! There is one over here that is about the same age,” Locke said as he led them around a corner.

 

The large tapestry was stitched in much darker shades than the other. At the top, a delicately stitched baby with a deep blue blanket was held by several smiling people. Down its length, in zigzagging panels, were depictions of people having various celebrations, all with only one figure dressed in blue. The final part took up the whole bottom section, showing people facing away from the viewer, sitting on either side of the figure in blue with grey hair, all of them watching a sunset. In the four corners was a full moon, each linked together by a line of wagon carts all the way around the border.

 

Celes laughed soft and delighted.

 

“What?” Locke asked, looking between her and the wall-hanging. “What is funny?”

 

“It is just that-” she shook her head, “is the third in the set around here too?”

 

“Set?” Locke frowned up at the tapestry. “What makes you say this is part of a set?”

 

“Well, I-” her eyes darted away from his, her good arm wrapping around her middle, “I don’t know. It… it was nothing.” Her arm dropped to her side as her hands balled into fists a moment before her shoulders straightened.

 

Celes stared at the tapestry with a frown. “Why are we looking at these things anyway?” she snapped, looking back over at Locke. “Can’t we go do something interesting?”

 

“Well, how about we get lunch, it’s about that time anyway,” Locke said, being careful to keep his face neutral as they made their way back to their room.

 

Mood swings were one thing… but that was… odd.

 

---

 

(Terra)

 

Snow fluttered down from the cloud-encased sky over Narshe as Terra let go of the overwalk’s rail, reached out and caught a flake on her finger; it quickly melted away.

 

A flash of memory, bright ice and a soft laugh; like the snowflake, the joyful memory lasted only a moment before it too was gone.

 

“Who are you?” Terra whispered, unsure if she was talking about the laughing girl or herself.

 

The family Arvis contacted would be there soon. The man affected would be brought to her by his husband and mother, while their small child was left with their grandfather.

 

A family who immediately took back their broken member, to care for, to keep safe; who jumped at even the slightest possibility of making his life a little better.

 

Warmth pooled in her hands as she pulled her cure magic to her fingertips, the light achingly soft.

 

Was there no one out there who loved her as much?

 

“The family is here, if you are ready,” Arvis said softly from near the door.

 

Terra sucked in a breath and let her magic go.

 

“I will be there in a moment,” she said, hunching forward and willing it to be true.

 

“Alright, I will let them know you will be a minute or two.” The door clicked behind him.

 

Under her hands, the rail was freezing cold.

 

She could do this.

 

The moogles used their power to keep a whole Garden warm and safe.

 

Terra wanted to do good things with her power also, to help people.

 

Even if she failed, trying was worth any effort, wasn’t it?

 

With a deep breath, she straightened and turned towards Arvis’ home.

 

A great deal of harm had been done with her abilities, be it by her choice or not, it was by her hands.

 

Continuing to reach for whatever happened in her life before, with all the other horrible things she would inevitably learn, would just keep her off balance.

 

She had to decide what kind of person she wanted to be now.

 

It was time she started to make up for some of the pain her powers had caused by doing good with all of her heart.

 

---

 

(Banon)

 

Voices softly drifted out of the sitting room as Banon approached and leaned against the hallway wall.

 

Inside, Terra glowed with her magic as it gently looped around the young man who sat staring blankly at the fireplace.

 

Banon shifted in the darkness, which mostly covered his location, as he racked his brain for any time he had actually seen Terra use her healing magic.

 

There had been mention of her using it, he was sure, but…

 

Her magic glimmered a beautiful looping light show; flashing brighter, it sank into the man, who blinked quickly a few times, but didn’t seem to react further.

 

With a soft smile and loose shoulders, Terra looked… settled while healing. Not like the expression of horror she got with even the smallest mention of violence.

 

The husband knelt next to the hurt man’s knee, clasping an unresponsive hand, he rubbed his thumb back and forth while talking in loving tones.

 

Arvis spoke softly as he walked into the sitting room carrying a tea tray. Once everyone had a filled cup, he did a few reaction checks on the hurt man before retreating over to where Banon stood.

 

“Arvis,” Banon acknowledged. “How is he looking?”

 

“There does seem to be some improvement, but at this point it may also just be wishful thinking.” Arvis held out a couple of cookies to Banon.

 

He huffed out a laugh as he took the snacks, and Arvis leaned next to him.

 

“King Edgar may have been right,” Banon grumbled as he nibbled on a buttery cookie.

 

“It is looking possible.” Arvis turned towards the sitting room as Terra straightened her shoulders and strode confidently back to the hurt man. “She does seem to be more in her element.”

 

“I had thought he was trying to control her for his own purpose, but…” Banon shook his head, “perhaps, he was being honest about his goals.”

 

“Hard to say… He is an overly controlling and paranoid man, but he is also in a very precarious position,” Arvis sighed, “really, we all are.”

 

Warm, comforting light danced around the sitting room from the tips of Terra’s fingers.

 

“We need more backing, more strength,” Banon said. “But, maybe Terra’s position would be best as support.”

 

“I was thinking the same. Having someone who can heal major injuries, may be what we need to convince more people to risk fighting beside us.”

 

“And we wouldn’t lose so many friends,” Banon whispered, running his finger beside his eye.

 

---

 

(Cyan)

 

Comfortable bedding pushed back, Cyan reached across the bed; finding it empty, he frowned and pushed himself up on his elbow as he blinked his eyes open.

 

The light had only barely touched the window; it was so early, where-

 

He sucked in a breath; it burned all the way in.

 

Mobliz… he was in Mobliz.

 

Cyan’s breathing shuddered and slipped from his control.

 

There was no one, he was alo-

 

“Merp,” something chirped.

 

Cyan jerkily snapped his head to the side; red eyes glowed softly at him from under a nest of blankets in the corner.

 

The fabric shook and fell away as Gau wiggled out and made the soft, worried chirp again.

 

Cyan blew out a breath and tried to smile. “I am alright,” he whispered, pushing himself to the edge of the bed. His disheveled hair fell into his face; with a frown, he finger-combed it only well enough to set it back into a mostly controlled tail. “I think I shall go for a walk, watch the sunrise.” As he stood and got dressed, he kept his moments quiet so he didn’t wake Sabin. “Would thou like to come with me?”

 

Gau nodded his head, and with a large grin, he launched himself onto Sabin’s back. “Wake up! Mr. Thou!”

 

Sabin jabbed his elbow behind him as he flipped around and threw a punch at Gau’s head.

 

Gau skittered back, laughing, as Sabin’s fist went right through where his face had been a moment before.

 

Arm still extended, Sabin paled and collapsed back into the pallet, air whooshing out of his lungs as he tossed an arm over his face. “Keep doing that and I am going to kill you, brat,” he said, voice unsteady.

 

Cyan took a few controlled breaths as Gau kept laughing and bouncing around the room, like the little kid he was.

 

Gau’s laughs petered out as he looked from one adult to the other. “Not happy? Worried?” he skittered over to Sabin and poked him. “Why? Need more sleep?”

 

With a groan, Sabin lowered his arm and glared at Gau. “You are such a brat.”

 

“Brat! Brat! And you Mr. Thou!”

 

Sabin shook his head and pushed himself to his feet while grumbling about having to put on pants. “Remind me again why you invited the munchkin?”

 

“I merely thought thou couldst benefit from having someone more thine own age to socialize with,” Cyan said primly.

 

Sabin’s jaw dropped as he stilled with only one pant leg on. “Oh, wow, really?” He laughed as he finished getting dressed. “Why the wake up call, anyway?”

 

“We are going for a morning walk, if thou would like to join us.”

 

“Really, brat?”

 

Gau grinned and nodded.

 

“Might as well, I am not getting back to sleep after that,” Sabin said as he pulled back his hair. “Ok! Where to?”

 

“I had not thought that far,” Cyan admitted as they headed out the door and into the crisp morning air. He took a deep breath, and a pang sliced into his chest from the lack of heavy dampness. It was becoming distressingly familiar to push the bleeding pain away. “Perhaps the beach would be nice?”

 

The city was quiet as they made their way from stone roads to softer sand, and the gentle roar of the surf. Peaks of the waves shone light in the rolling sea, tossing droplets up in salt-scented spray as the stars gleamed overhead in the still mostly dark sky.

 

Gau, unsurprisingly, immediately scooped up a handful of sand and dumped it down the back of Sabin’s top.

 

Cyan chuckled as they screamed and chased each other along the water line; Sabin lunged forward, scooped Gau up and chunked him into the ocean.

 

As the two played, Cyan kept his gaze turned to the stars, which scattered slowly before the dawning sun.

 

A sunrise was always best with company, even if it was in the form of boisterous yelling.

 

---

 

(Shadow)

 

Voices blended with the clack of flatware on plates within the pub, creating the kind of noise which would successfully cover up a great deal of contracted work. Not that Shadow had anything going at the moment.

 

Interceptor whined quietly at his side, begging.

 

With a sigh, Shadow plucked a chunk of meat off his plate and lowered it under the table; it was gone in moments.

 

Laughter bounced up from a table several groups over, where three adults made silly faces at a baby with bright green food smeared across their cheeks.

 

Kids were so tiny and messy, always trying to shove anything into their mouths they could get their grubby hands on. It was always lucky when it was food and not paint.

 

With a happy coo, the baby scrunched up their cute little nose and tossed a splat of mashed something into the dark skinned man’s hair.

 

Shadow snorted. Feeding time was a war zone; learn to dodge or come out smeared.

 

The man sputtered as the other two adults laughed louder at him, the baby joining in with their little giggles. “Why you! Teaming up with your Mamma and Papa against your Dada, huh?” he said dramatically with a big grin as he scooped up the tiny kid and started tickling them.

 

A wisp of a voice, ‘Now, now don’t be mean to your Dada, that is my job!’ stabbed him from places unspoken.

 

Shadow shoved back his chair, tossed some coins on the table and stormed out of the pub.

 

He didn’t have time for this.

 

---

 

(Sabin)

 

They were almost past the last of the market stalls when the smell of roasted meat reminded Sabin of one last thing on his list. “I will be right back!” he said to Cyan and Gau as he turned on his heel, “I forgot I was going to grab jerky!”

 

“Tough meat!” Gau yelled, delighted, as Sabin darted through the crowd.

 

Luckily, there was only one woman already at the booth when Sabin arrived, and she quickly scooped up her order and headed off.

 

“Hello! I would like a bundle of the honey, please,” Sabin said as he stepped up to the table.

 

“Sure!” The stall owner clacked the tongs together twice and packed the order in wax paper.

 

“You know what that thing did-” someone scoffed so loudly their voice cut through the noise of the market’s indistinct chatter.

 

Sabin frowned and glanced around, not seeing the person talking.

 

“Here you go!” the booth owner said, pulling Sabin’s attention back to the bundle they were holding out.

 

“Thank you!” Sabin paid and waved as he turned back towards where Cyan and Gau were waiting.

 

“Well! That is Sabin and Cyan’s problem!” the voice from before yelled.

 

Sabin stopped and, guessing where the voice had come from, peeked around a stall-shade at two men who were talking.

 

“-pet or something!” the man said, face twisted up in a sneer.

 

With a shrug, he side-stepped into view with a boisterous, “I heard my name?”

 

They both startled and scrambled backwards as Sabin struggled to keep the amused grin off his face.

 

“Sabin! Didn’t see you there!” the first squeaked.

 

Really? Never would have guessed.

 

“You didn’t? I thought you were trying to tell me of a problem?” Sabin said, tilting his head as he shifted the jerky into his pack.

 

They glanced at each other, then the second one burst out with, “That thing you brought back from the veldt, it isn’t safe!”

 

“The dive equipment?” Thrown off, Sabin looked between them, frowning. “I mean, yeah, it is still in bad condition, but that is why Ajack is fixing it?”

 

“You found Dive equipment?” the first said with a baffled frown.

 

“Yes? Wasn’t that what you were talking about?”

 

“No! The little monster!” the second snapped.

 

“What monster? We didn’t bring back-”

 

“Sabin, didst thou get the jerky?” Cyan called out. “If we are going to make it to the far side of the veldt and back, we need to go.” He rounded the booth with Gau at his side.

 

“Oh! Right!” Sabin turned back to the two, said, “Sorry, I’ve got to go!” and left with his friends.

 

It wasn’t like those two guys had anything important to say anyway.

 

Once they were out on the Veldt proper, Gau scrambled up a rock and rolled down with a howl. Darting back, he ran loops around them on all fours before dashing off to chase a butterfly.

 

“Do stay close, Gau,” Cyan yelled after the brat.

 

The only one they had brought back from the Veldt was Gau, and he was more than enough to worry about. Why would they think either of them would take a monster into-

 

Wait… they didn’t mean Gau, did they?

 

---

 

(Kefka)

 

Doma’s corridors echoed as Kefka stomped down them; the sound of footsteps distorted and twisted against the stone walls. He snapped his gaze over his shoulder for the millionth time, and yet again, despite how sure he had been about there being someone following him, he was alone.

 

The damn place was making him sick! Even with most of the poison having been cleared, the whole castle felt full and empty and horrible; cold and hot and wrong!

 

Sick, sick, sick!

 

Of being there!

 

Of being stuck!

 

Of being bored!

 

Kefka stormed over to the library and kicked it open. The heavy wooden door slammed against the wall with a satisfying bang. “Why am I not leaving yet?” he yelled at no one and everyone in particular. “Someone had better have an answer, or I am going to start torching books until someone finds one!!”

 

Various scholar types near the entrance hunched and cowered, darting away.

 

“For the love of everything, Kefka, stop being,” Leo rushed over, “you.”

 

Kefka laughed and laughed and laughed.

 

“There is no need for this kind of behavior,” Leo snapped.

 

“Then tell me why I am still here!” Kefka screamed, tossing his arms wide. “I have better things to be doing than wasting time with this rock pile!”

 

“Emperor Gestahl,” Leo said, slower than could ever be warranted, “has concluded that the real Doma library is obscured with old magic. So, we need someone with magic to find it. You have been told this. Repeatedly.”

 

“Whaaaaaat,” he placed one hand on his chest and the other he tossed over his forehead, “I have never been told a thing in my whole life!”

 

“You want to leave? Find the real library. Not this,” Leo jerked his hand to the shelves overflowing with books around them, “decoy.”

 

Kefka tilted his head and smiled as he watched Good-Little-Boy Leo, tantrum away.

 

That man was going to lose it one day, and oh how Kefka hoped to be the one to drive him off the deep end. To watch him shatter into tiny, tiny, tiny self important little shards.

 

A glorious kaleidoscope of razor-sharp pieces to play with.

 

Kefka cackled, and all the cowards ducked behind anything they could find.

 

He laughed harder.

 

Snapping his mouth shut, he pivoted on his heel and stormed back out of the not-library.

 

For now, he had to be some sniffer dog for magic, as if the whole place didn’t reek of it. He pouted as he trudged around the area, pointlessly looking for anything that may, possibly, perhaps, be a library, other than the huge set of rooms with thousands of shelves filled with books.

 

With a flick, he knocked over a hideous vase filled with fake flowers.

 

Movement from behind him made him spin sharply.

 

The hall was empty.

 

There was something about Doma…

 

Kefka kicked the shards of the vase away, scooped up one of the sad little silk flowers and tucked it into his hair.

 

Whatever, he just had to find that damn library; then he would be out of the cursed place and could go play properly with Narshe.

 

Notes:

WARNINGS (Spoiler-ish)

People are having problems with Gau because they don't see him as a person.

Terra uses the word 'broken' in her thoughts to refer to someone in the same situation as her. It isn't really meant negatively, just a statement of 'fact'. It is meant to come form her upbringing in the Empire and that is just the language she has for it. (the man is loved, and it is treated as such)

 

This chapter's art is Umaro hanging out with a couple of Espers!

 

My rambles about the chapter/story (spoilers)

Whenever i get to it i have a once shot idea about the tea Edgar made and how Arvis reacted once he found out about it. it is mostly a silly thing that fits into this version of the story, but is also just an unneeded side point of Edgar grabbed the WRONG TEA. Edgar! NO! BAD LIFE CHOICE!

The moogles deserve plants! all the plants! I just really love the idea that dance was a cultural thing that Mog used to fight with as kind of a side use of the skill. The through thread of this story is so much about putting in the time to make good things, even when everything is failing around you. The Garden and the Green were just people doing what they could so so many years ago to try to save things, to create life for the future. Plant a seed even if you will never see it grow, and all that.

I like the idea that Locke actually really likes history and kinda wants to be an archaeologist, so that is the direction i am going here. Guy would LOVE Indiana Jones if movies were a thing in FF6 lol.

The tapestries are: the first one is the Phoenix at top and then a depiction of like the tree of life kind of thing, then the last one is magicite when the world was dieing after the War of the Magi. the last two panels were burned off because they depicted information that people did not want to get out. they wanted to protect the Magicite from those who would misuse it. The second one shows a person being born and then going through life and eventually dieing. The wagons around the border are a depiction of the Train before trains were invented. The third one mentioned is one about the being that is the 'dream stooges' and that rounds out the three great powers. Life, Death, and Dreams.

This chapter popped up out of no where. For some reason it seemed like the story needed a check in with everyone before it pivoted towards Narshe for the end of the book. It is also a good display of just how many POVs are in this thing, and the number will just get higher in the next one... Do a simple project i said, get some writing experience i said, how many words could the whole game be? like 100k? maybe 150k words? i SAID.

What is a banana but a $10 investment... or something, whatever.

I am seriously thinking it would have been easier if i had gone with my second choice, Kingdom Hearts 1.

I might still do that actua- *is knocked out for my own safety*

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