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★ ☆ Stars on fire☆ ★

Summary:

A retelling of Jetfire and Starscream’s “friendship”, and what it could have looked like if Jetfire was in Transformers: Prime.

Jetfire, the patient Shuttle-mech whom dreamed of being an explorer, settled instead to study to become a scientist in the engineering class. If he can’t go and explore the galaxy, why not help make the ships that would?

Starscream, the ever ambitious seeker who was MADE for the spotlight, had to fight tooth and claw for a position at the University of General Science of Engineering. It wasn’t easy, but he did it and he vowed to be great someday.

Unfortunately (or fortunately?) The University changed up its policy.
This little decision would change the fate of many mechs.

But would it be for the better?

Notes:

I don't owe you my heart
And I don't owe you my body
But you should know that I'm sorry
For being careless with you
Lord knows I owe you more
Than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can't pin down what normal mechs want from foreign objects
Bottom shelf erotic products like me
So, I could hold your servo, but keep you at arm's length
Or hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than just the coal you fail to crush, and
I swear, I'm really trying
Get it together, Starscream, know and do better
It just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for mе
I swear, I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be good as you are yet
I still don't know who you are
I only know that I'm still lonely
That morbid sort where even company can't cure me
And the more you reassure, the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart
I only gave you my body
Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's gone
And so I left it home, but now, now, now, now
I keep a locket with a picture on the back of my helm
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
I've lived more lives than enough, I haven't died quite as much
But I'm not a real person, just the slag you can't make up, and
I swear, I'm really trying
I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of
And I don't know why you would care
But I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be good as you are yet
Did I really have any of that gravity?
Maybe you're quicksand
Because I really couldn't tell
How deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc
The searching on that virgin heart
I'm catatonic in your arms
Crying, "How did I cause so much harm?"
I'm down, pounding my helm against the Nemesis floor
Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
Don't say "I'm sorry, but this can't go on"
I know you've got scars of your own
But hide my swords before you go
I'll either live or die alone
I swear, I will die trying
I'm still in the process, but I'm making progress
I promise, I honestly wanna prove improvement's possible
I swear, I'm so fucking sorry
I'm not a good mech, I'm barely a person at all
But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all
Oh Jetfire, I’m sorry
So fragging sorry.

(This song is literally this story in a nutshell fyi)

Chapter 1: How we Met

Summary:

Oh but love grows ➛ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ ೃ⁀➷

Notes:

Servo: hand

Optics: eyes

Tears: lubricant

Cycle: year

Amati endurae: crush or someone of importance in one’s life

Oltfrent: “my forever” partner (platonic)

Conjux endurae: married or lover

Sparkmates: when Conjux’s bond their sparks together permanently, the final step in a relationship. This practice has been almost completely abandoned since the war.

Time will be like the human time names except for years.

Chapter Text

I was never one to be sentimental. It just wasn’t my thing.
I didn’t make friends. I was too busy pushing ahead, cultivating science where others had left it to rot.
I had tried my best to keep to myself. Never was one to let others drag me down.
Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t because I hated the spotlight. No, I loved it. I’d do anything to be the star of the show, the attention grabber. And I deserved it. One day I’ll be the greatest scientist in Cybertronian history, make Cybertron greater than what any of the primes could dream of. The more looking my way the better.
Friends didn’t matter as long as I had those who respected me, who knew I was greater than their feeble, pathetic minds and their useless opinions.

All except him.

When I had got into the University of Cybertronian Science of Engineering, I wasn’t aware that they had changed up their program.

“Greatness doesn’t come from one mech alone, but from every mech around them. No one on Cybertron is alone, so none will work alone.” The headmaster had said during Orientation. In actuality, the pathetic excuse for a “scientist” was forcing everyone to get into “partnerships” for the rest of our time with the program. To say that I was…. Disappointed was an understatement. I tried multiple times throughout the week to plea on not having to partner up with some incompetent fool that bought their way into the program. But unfortunately for me, they refused and kept this rule with an iron fist. When I had refused to pick a partner, I was taken to the headmasters office.

Little did I know what was waiting for me there.

When I entered the office, my optics took in how bright and clean the place looked. A large rounded white table was in the middle of the room, its back facing a tinted blue floor to ceiling window that overlooked most of the campus. Everything looked bathed in light and blue hues. Far too cheery if you asked me. The headmaster sat down at his desk, his servos folded on the table and his optics inquisitive.

He wasn’t the only mech there.

A white, tall mech with red accent stripes. He stood awkwardly to the side in front of the headmaster, right next to me. His azure blue optics held my dark, dull toned ones tinted by my green optic glasses, but only for a moment. I looked back at the headmaster with a jerk of my head.

“Do you know why I have called you here, Starscream?”

I growled. Did he take me as a fool? I was well aware of the reason for my summoning. Folding my arms across my chest plate, I gave him a cold response.

“I suppose it is because I never submitted my partnership application. Am I correct?”

The headmaster nodded, resting his cheek on his fist as if he was bored of his conversation. He wasn’t the only one. This was so aggravating.
The headmaster waved his free servo at the large white mech.

“This is Jetfire. He will be your lab partner during your time here. Since both of you are in the same programs and both are Ariel mechs, it’s logical to pair you two together. You’re both dismissed. Jetfire will show you to your shared lab.”

I stifled a hiss and grit my teeth, twisting my displeasure into a sharp grin. I turned to leave the too-bright room, followed hastily by the white mech. Jetfire.

“It’s nice to meet you. I’m Jetfire- though you already know that I suppose.”

The mech gave me an apologetic smile, taking large steps that easily made pace with my speed walk. How annoying. Now how was I supposed to get away from him?

“Yes yes. I am Starscream of Vos, as you know already. I never wanted a lab partner, so don’t expect me to be all polite and cheery with you. I don’t bother to fake my pleasure with the likes of you.”

Jetfire had pursed his lip plates but said nothing.
He took the lead and moments later he stopped abruptly in his tracks in front of a lab. Since I was busy thinking of all the ways I could get around having to put up with this new labmate I was unaware of his sudden stop that which resulted in me colliding with him.

I let out a yelp as I crashed and jumped backwards, tumbling as he quickly turned to help me right myself by holding onto my arm. Once I was stable again he released his grip on me. Scowling, I noticed that my optic glasses had fallen off. When I had tried to look for them on the ground, Jetfire had cleared his throat and presented me with my glasses with a grin. Snatching it out of his large hand and hissing, I entered the lab.