Chapter 1: "Prologue"
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History books record turning points as if they were inevitabilities, yet history itself is never inevitable. It is fragile, vulnerable to the smallest cracks, the faintest changes of circumstance, the narrowest turns of chance. In August of 1991, one such turn reshaped the world.
In the world that might have been, the coup by communist hardliners against Mikhail Gorbachev succeeded. The crumbling Soviet state collapsed fully under the weight of its contradictions, and the Cold War ended with the triumphant rise of a unipolar West. That is the story we know.
But here? In this world? That coup failed.
The State Committee on the State of Emergency underestimated not only Gorbachev’s resolve but the will of the people. In Moscow, protesters did not disperse when tanks rolled into the streets; they stood their ground, arms linked in the thousands, surrounding the Russian White House. They stood there in the rain and the cold for three nights as generals wavered, as divisions hesitated to fire, and as the coup leaders faltered in the face of a defiance they had never anticipated.
In this world, Boris Yeltsin never ascended to the presidency of a post-Soviet Russia. Instead, Gorbachev returned from his Crimean isolation not as a weakened man, but as a leader who had survived a direct attempt to strangle reform in its crib. That survival changed him. Glasnost and perestroika were not abandoned. They were sharpened.
The Union did not dissolve. It reconstituted itself. Though the Soviet Republics of the Baltic States (Estonia, Latvia, Lithuania), Ukraine, Moldova, Georgia, and Armenia did break away and gain independence; most of the remaining Soviet Republics (including Russia) remained.
In 1992, the ”New Union Treaty” was signed and ratified by the remaining Soviet Republics and by 1993, the Soviet Union was transformed from the Union of Soviet Socialist Republics to the new Union of Sovereign Soviet Republics. Gorbachev was popularly elected as the first President of the new, more modern Union. A union that was still Soviet, still proud, but now federalized, modernized, and reformed. The hammer and sickle gave way to a new banner; the red star behind a royal blue banner with a red stripe below.
The hammer and sickle were replaced in the state emblem by an “All-Union Star”, a union of states bound together not by ideology, but by sovereignty.
The world shuddered.
History would continue similarly as in our world. Germany would go on and be reunified under the Federal Republic of the West, but rather than being a completely westernized state, it served as a bridge state; the former communist government of East Germany giving way during reunification but allowing the new unified federal government to retain its ties to Moscow as its new eastern states opened its markets westward. As in our world, this new re-unified Germany would go on to become one of the founding members of the European Union alongside France, the United Kingdom, and other Western Allies in Western Europe.
The Koreas, North and South, scarred by decades of division, began their own reconciliation under pressure from both Washington and Moscow. The ruling dynasty of the North was granted refuge in China as the two Koreas unified into the United Republic of Korea, a fragile unity forming in the shadow of greater powers. China itself would have its own peaceful conclusion as the Republic of China would officially break away and declare independence, becoming the new Republic of Taiwan; those in the mainland being coerced recognize the new state with pressure from Washington and Moscow in exchange for the mainland’s further re-integration in the world stage.
The Socialist Federal Republic of Yugoslavia would share a similar fate. Unlike in our world, Yugoslav President Marshal Josip Broz Tito was able to establish formal protocols and guidelines for succession in the event of his demise as well as established reforms to the Yugoslav Government in preparation for a post-Tito era.. Come his death in 1980, the new succession laws and reforms came into effect and Yugoslavia was saved from fragmentation, collapse, and spared from the horrors of the Yugoslav Wars.
In 1995, Yugoslavia would officially drop the “Socialist" title from the country's official name, reforming into the new Federal Republic of Yugoslavia. The League of Communists of Yugoslavia would be similarly reformed into the Yugoslav Social Democracy League.
Across the globe, lines on maps that had once split nations east and west blurred, smoothed, or vanished entirely.
The Cold War ended, but there was no victor.
There was balance.
By the dawn of the new millennium, the US and the new USSR stood not as enemies but as cordial near-peer competitors, two pillars of a world order defined less by walls than by a tense, enduring equilibrium.
There was no single superpower, no illusion of history’s end. There was only competition, shadowed by memory and sharpened by a new world order.
And in this balance, something else emerged.
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The rise of the extraordinary had begun quietly. Whispers of metahumans, once confined to the realm of myth and conspiracy, grew louder in a world no longer tethered to the binary of capitalist or communist triumph. Heroes, true, undeniable heroes, entered the fray.
Superman revealed himself in Metropolis some time in 2000, a being not of this Earth who nevertheless called it home. His emergence forced both Washington and Moscow to consider the scale of their arms and ambitions. If one man could fly faster than a jet and shrug off a nuclear blast, what good were arsenals of missiles or divisions of tanks?
Batman followed, the myth of Gotham’s dark knight hardening into a presence neither city nor nation could deny. In time, others joined them: Wonder Woman, herald of a hidden Amazon nation; Aquaman, King of Atlantis; and the Green Lanterns, emissaries of a galactic peace-keeping corps.
The Justice League was born, not of ideology, but of necessity. No nation could ignore the threat of alien invasion, rogue gods, or world-ending catastrophes. In this world of new global superpowers, the League was the only entity both sides trusted enough to stand between humanity and extinction.
But trust is not the same as faith.
For the Soviet Union of this new world, they believed the League as a Western-dominated entity, a tool of Washington cloaked in altruism to further its desires. For the United States, the League was a potential fifth column, its secrets too opaque, its allegiances too uncertain. The rivalry of nations bled into the shadow of the heroes, fueling suspicions even as the world cheered their victories.
It was in this crucible that the younger generation emerged.
Robin (the first Robin). Kid Flash. Aqualad. Miss Martian. Artemis. Superboy. Under the League’s guidance, the covert team was formed; a strike force of the protégé heroes who could act where their mentors could not. In covert halls and hidden bases, the Team fought battles unseen by the public eye; Cadmus experiments, alien infiltrations, and conspiracies too dangerous for the headlines.
Their victories were countless. But so were their losses.
The shadows grew darker as the years passed. Ra’s al Ghul. Vandal Savage. Lex Luthor. Each villain found fertile ground in a world already divided, exploiting the newfound peace and sowing distrust between East and West to conceal their own agendas.
And in the cracks of this uneasy world order, the tragedies struck.
Jason Todd, the second Robin, slain and resurrected as the Red Hood. Dick Grayson, the first Robin, shedding his mantle to become Nightwing, struggling under the weight of leadership. The betrayal of Aqualad, the attempted manipulation of Blue Beetle, the Light’s reach into every corner of their lives.
And finally, the climax that should have been the end, an invasion from a force originating from the far reaches of the galaxy, the Reach; and the subsequent death of Wally West.
Except, in this world, it was not the end.
Here, Kid Flash survived. Torn from the timestream, battered but alive, he returned to find a Team fractured, a League compromised, and a world still teetering on the knife’s edge of East and West. His survival was a spark of hope, proof that fate could be defied.
But fate is stubborn.
History bends, but it does not break. In the shadows of Moscow and the silence of Siberia, forces older than the League, and as cruel as the Light, were already moving their pieces into place.
Their designs were patient, meticulous. For while the League saved the world from gods and aliens, and the Team from conspiracies and tyrants, there were threats neither expected; threats born not from beyond the stars, but from the darkest impulses of mankind itself.
The world thought the Cold War ended. It had not. It had only evolved.
And in the frozen wastes of the new century, an idea slept.
The idea of a “super soldier” capable of going toe-to-toe with superpowered aliens, gods, and mythical creatures from beyond.
A soldier born from the struggles of human science.
A soldier who would awaken not as a hero, but as a weapon.
Chapter 2: "I: Into the Snow"
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[January 2017 - 6 Months After the Reach’s Invasion]
[Saturday, January 21 | 23:50]
[Somewhere in Central Siberia, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The Siberian night was a living thing.
It pressed in on them with an almost suffocating weight, the snow swirling sideways in the howling wind, stinging every inch of exposed skin.
The temperature was lethal, dropping below negative forty degrees celsius, but it wasn’t the cold that made the young heroes uneasy.
It was the silence that came with it, broken only by the crunch of boots on ice and the low hum of their stealth transport cloaked in the cloud cover above.
“Remind me again why the League couldn’t handle this?”, the Red Hood muttered through his comm, his voice edged with disdain. His red helmet glowed faintly in the moonlight, the white lenses narrowing as he scanned the tundra, “Feels like they’re just sending us out here to freeze our asses off.”
“Because the League is under political scrutiny after the Reach’s invasion.”, Aqualad’s voice replied, calm and steady, cutting through the wind like the edge of a blade, “They cannot be seen violating Soviet sovereignty so openly. This mission requires subtlety.”
Red Hood scoffed, “Subtlety? That’s what you call dropping us into the middle of Siberia to raid a suspected smuggler black site?”
Nightwing crouched ahead of them on a snow-crusted ridge, his domino mask glowing faintly blue with the overlay of his holographic display, “Jason, subtle is relative. The League needs plausible deniability, meaning this is our job. And last I checked, you signed on for this.”
“Correction.”, Red Hood said as he chambered rounds in his suppressed pistols, “I signed on because Bruce guilt-tripped me, and because you wouldn’t shut up about giving this whole ‘Team’ thing another chance.”
Robin landed lightly in the snow beside him, cape pulled tight around his shoulders against the wind. He looked younger in the arctic gear, his hood up, the sharp lines of Robin’s mask catching the moonlight, “If you don’t want to be here, Jason, no one’s forcing you.”
Red Hood tilted his helmet toward the third Boy Wonder, “Relax, Replacement. Just making conversation.”
“Quiet.”, Aqualad warned. He gestured with a clenched fist, and the Team dropped lower against the snow.
Ahead of them, the shape of a mountain rose, its face scarred by a man-made entryway—steel doors half-buried beneath snowdrifts, dim light spilling from security floodlamps.
Nightwing studied the entry through his goggles, the blue light of his HUD flickering, “That’s it. Entrance to the bunker. Thermal scans show about thirty guards, heavy weapons. And something deeper underground, possible life signs in containment.”
“Meta-humans.”, Robin breathed.
Nightwing nodded, “That’s the intel. Trafficked, experimented on, sold to the highest bidder. Standard operating procedure for these black sites.”
Red Hood flexed his grip on his pistols, “Then let’s not waste time.”
Nightwing glanced at him, “We do this clean. Quiet. No unnecessary casualties.”
Red Hood didn’t respond, but the scoff that hissed over the comm said enough.
The four of them ghosted down the ridge, snow masking their approach. Nightwing led point, his escrima sticks glinting faintly under the aurora that rippled across the night sky. Aqualad followed, water bearers strapped to his back, his silent presence grounding the group. Robin moved with precise, practiced agility, every step calculated; and Red Hood? Red Hood stalked like a predator, his movements efficient, lethal, as if the tundra itself feared him.
Two guards flanked the door. They barely had time to adjust their rifles before Nightwing’s escrima stick cracked against one man’s jaw, sending him sprawling unconscious. Robin lunged at the other, a sweep of his bo-staff knocking the weapon free before he delivered a precise strike to the solar plexus, dropping him into the snow.
Red Hood moved past both before their bodies had even hit the ground, stepping over them with a muttered, “Cute.”
Aqualad caught his arm before he could reach for the door, “Wait. Nightwing?”
Nightwing knelt, fingers flying across his wrist console. The steel doors hissed as their locks disengaged, overridden by his algorithms, “We’re in. Keep it quiet inside. The last thing we want is an alarm triggering reinforcements.”
Red Hood gave him a look through the helmet, “And if quiet fails?”
“Then we improvise.”, was all Nightwing replied.
The doors slid open with a groan. Cold, stale air rushed out to meet them. Inside, the bunker was a maze of concrete corridors, lit by harsh fluorescent lights that buzzed against the silence. The stench of oil, sweat, and something acrid hung heavy in the air.
They moved in formation, Nightwing at the front, Aqualad covering the rear. Robin’s eyes darted to every shadow, every camera, recording and processing. Red Hood walked loose and casual, but his fingers twitched over his triggers, hungry for release.
They passed rooms lined with cages. Inside, gaunt figures pressed against the bars. Men, women, some barely older than Robin. Their eyes were hollow, their bodies marked with burns, bruises, and restraints that hummed with suppressor technology.
Robin’s jaw tightened, “Meta-humans.”
Nightwing placed a hand on his shoulder, “We’ll free them. First, secure the facility.”
Red Hood’s voice was flat, “They’ve been tortured. Sold like weapons. And you still want to play it by the book?”
Nightwing shot him a sharp look, “We’re not here to execute people. We’re here to save them.”
Red Hood tilted his head, his voice dropping an octave, “Yeah. Tell that to the bastards who built this place.”
Aqualad’s voice intervened like a wall of calm, “Both of you. Focus. Our mission is not vengeance. It is justice.”
Nightwing drew a steadying breath, “Aqualad’s right. We’ll finish the job. Quietly.”
For a moment, silence hung over the comms as they pushed deeper into the bunker.
The hum of machinery grew louder. Somewhere below, a generator thrummed, pumping life into the concrete beast. They passed more guards on patrol, each one dispatched with surgical precision.
Nightwing moved like a ghost, dropping them with strikes that left no trace. Robin followed his lead, methodical and precise. Aqualad incapacitated with silent efficiency, every motion measured.
Red Hood’s methods, though… They were not as subtle. His suppressed pistols whispered in the corridors, each shot finding a kneecap, a shoulder, an arm. Bodies slumped into corners, alive but broken, groaning softly in the silence.
Robin glanced at him more than once, unease plain in his young eyes. Red Hood ignored it.
At the heart of the bunker, they reached a reinforced blast door. Nightwing’s scanners pulsed, feeding him data, “This is it. The main holding cells. Whatever else they’ve been hiding, it’s in here.”
Red Hood stepped forward, placing a shaped charge against the steel, “We can argue methods all night, but this is the fastest way in.”
Nightwing’s hand shot out, grabbing his wrist, “No. We do this my way.”
Red Hood stared at him, tension thick in the corridor.,“And if your way gets those kids killed?”
Nightwing’s voice was steel, “Then their blood is on me. Not you.”
For a long moment, Red Hood didn’t move.
Then, slowly, he stepped back, “Fine. Your call, Golden Boy. Just don’t expect me to clean up the mess.”
Nightwing turned back to the console, his fingers flying across the screen. The locks disengaged one by one, a hiss of pressure releasing as the blast door creaked open.
Beyond it, rows of cells lined the walls, each one holding terrified, broken figures. Eyes widened as the heroes stepped through the door. Hope flickered where there had been none.
Robin exhaled softly, “We found them.”
Aqualad raised his comm, “Alpha to Beta. We have confirmed hostages. Stand by for extraction.”
But even as he spoke, alarms began to wail, red lights flashing across the chamber.
Red Hood’s pistols were already in his hands, “So much for quiet.”
Nightwing’s jaw clenched, “Then we adapt. Move!”
And the bunker came alive around them.
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[Sunday - January 22, 2017 | 00:35]
[Central Siberia, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The klaxons screamed like wounded animals, echoing through the steel corridors. Red light strobed in time with the sirens, painting the bunker in jagged shadows. For a heartbeat, everyone froze, the trafficked meta-humans staring wide-eyed from their cells, the Team registering the sudden shift from stealth to chaos.
Then Nightwing barked, “Go, go, go!”, and the room erupted into motion.
Robin was already at the control console, fingers flying across unfamiliar Cyrillic keyboards, bypassing one failsafe after another, “They rigged it for a full lockdown! Hold me ten seconds!”
“Don’t have ten!”, Red Hood growled. He leveled his pistols at the magnetic locks and fired. The suppressors hissed, sparks flying as bullets tore into steel. The first cell’s lock ruptured, the door swinging wide. A girl no older than sixteen stumbled out, her arms wrapped in dampening cuffs sparking at the seams.
Aqualad caught her gently before she collapsed, “Easy, you are safe now.”
The other cells opened in rapid succession; some from Robins’s frantic hacking, others from Red Hood’s brutal improvisation. Survivors poured into the chamber, dozens of them, some too weak to walk, others trembling with power suppressed for too long. Their eyes darted to the young heroes like half-starved animals unsure if salvation was real.
Nightwing moved among them, his voice steady, his presence grounding, “You’re free. Stay close to us, follow our lead. We’re getting you out.”
Gunfire ripped through the chamber entrance. Mercenaries in heavy winter armor stormed in, rifles blazing. Red Hood didn’t hesitate, his pistols barked back in reply, each shot precise, deliberate. One merc dropped with a ruined knee, another spun screaming as a bullet shattered his shoulder.
Robin swept his bo-staff into a guard’s chest, slamming him into the wall before disarming him with a clean strike, “Nightwing—! There’s too many!”
“I see them!”, Nightwing vaulted high, flipping over the advancing squad. His escrima sticks crackled blue as he landed behind them, slamming them into the backs of necks and spines. Bodies fell one by one, shocked unconscious before they hit the floor.
Aqualad surged forward like a tidal wave, his water bearers in a blur. Each sweep disarmed, disabled, neutralized, his discipline and strength holding the line between the mercenaries and the huddled victims.
The chamber shook violently, dust raining from the ceiling. Somewhere deep below, a muffled boom echoed, there were secondary charges detonating.
Robin’s eyes went wide, “They’re rigging the whole place to blow!”
“Of course they are!”, Red Hood muttered, firing two more shots before slamming fresh magazines into his pistols, “Can’t have witnesses.”
Nightwing’s voice cut through the chaos, “Then we move! Evac routes now!”
Robin’s HUD flickered, pulling from the bunker’s schematics, “There’s a cargo elevator two floors up! It leads to a loading bay near the surface.”
“Perfect.”, Nightwing said, he scanned the terrified metas, calculating the odds, the time, the numbers.
He forced his voice to stay steady, “We form a perimeter! Red Hood, Aqualad, you’re our front line! Robin, rear guard. Keep them moving!”
Red Hood smirked faintly behind his helmet, “Now you’re talking my language!”
The march began.
They herded the captives into the corridor, Red Hood and Aqualad cutting a swath ahead, Nightwing keeping the flow steady, Robin holding off stragglers from behind. Gunfire rattled, grenades clattered, screams echoed through the concrete halls, but the Team pressed forward, step by step.
One boy, maybe twelve, tripped in the crush of bodies. Red Hood caught him by the arm, pulling him upright. The boy flinched at the cold steel of the Hood’s grip. Red Hood paused, looking at the wide, terrified eyes staring up at him.
He sighed and shoved the boy gently toward Nightwing, “Stick with him, kid. He’ll keep you alive.”
The corridor shook again, harder this time. Ceiling panels collapsed, spraying sparks. Concrete split with a groan like something alive.
“We are running out of time!”, Aqualad called.
They reached the cargo elevator, its steel doors looming ahead. Robin’s bo-staff snapped out, striking the control panel, forcing the system to life. The doors slid open, and the metas poured inside, cramming shoulder to shoulder. Nightwing counted them rapidly, jaw tight. Too many, not enough space.
“Load them, get them topside!”, Nightwing barked.
Robin’s eyes darted to him, “What about you?”
Nightwing shoved him lightly into the elevator, “I’ll be right behind you.”
The doors slid shut, leaving only Nightwing, Red Hood, and Aqualad in the collapsing corridor.
Red Hood’s voice was sharp, “You’d better not be pulling that noble self-sacrifice crap again, Dick.”
Nightwing didn’t answer. He was already moving, sprinting down the hall toward a secondary stairwell.
His comm crackled with orders, “Kaldur, get them out. Jason, cover him! That’s an order!”
Red Hood cursed, his grip tightening on his pistols, “Damn it, Grayson—”
Another explosion tore through the bunker. The floor buckled beneath them, concrete splitting, rebar screaming. Flames licked down the hallway.
Nightwing turned once, eyes meeting Red Hood’s behind the white glow of his helmet, “Get them home! That’s all that matters!”
And then the stairwell collapsed around him.
Red Hood lunged forward, but Aqualad’s hand clamped on his arm like iron, “No! We cannot follow! If we stay, all are lost!”
Red Hood’s breath hissed ragged in his helmet, fury barely contained. But even he knew Kaldur was right. With a strangled curse, he pulled back, retreating toward the service corridors as the bunker roared its death throes around them.
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The elevator doors opened to the surface, and the frigid night rushed in. Snow whipped across the loading bay, mixing with smoke and fire belching from hidden vents. The freed metas stumbled into the storm, coughing, crying, some collapsing into the snow with relief.
Robin was the first out, scanning the horizon for threats. His eyes darted to the empty spaces around him, “Where’s Nightwing? Where’s Dick?”
Red Hood stormed out after him, weapons still in hand, fury in every line of his body, “He stayed behind.”
Robin froze, “No. No, he wouldn’t—”
Aqualad emerged last, his water bearers buried in the snow from the collapse, his expression unreadable but his silence damning.
Behind them, the earth rumbled. The mountain face shuddered, collapsing inward. The bunker folded into itself like a dying beast, explosions ripping through the snowpack, smoke and flame belching skyward.
The roar of destruction drowned even the wind, shaking the ground beneath their feet.
The young metas screamed as the world seemed to fall apart behind them.
Robin stared at the avalanche of snow and stone, his face pale, “He… he’s still in there…”
Red Hood’s fists clenched, his pistols trembling in his grip. He wanted to dive back in, to tear through rubble until his hands bled, to drag Nightwing out himself. But the ruins burned before them, buried under tons of rock and fire.
Aqualad placed a hand on Robin’s shoulder, grounding him, “We cannot reach him. Not now. We must see the rescued to safety.”
Robin shook his head violently, “We can’t just leave him!”
Red Hood’s voice cracked like a whip, venom and grief mingling, “He gave us the order, kid. You follow it. Or his sacrifice means nothing!”
Robin’s breath came in sharp, pained gasps, but he nodded, barely. His hands shook as he pulled his cape tighter around himself, as if to shield against the truth.
Aqualad raised his comm, his voice steady though his chest felt like stone, “This is Alpha. Extraction complete. We are en route to Alaska with the survivors… Nightwing did not make it out.”
The silence on the other end of the comm was heavy.
Red Hood turned away from the flames, his helmet hiding his expression. He whispered, too soft for the comm to pick up, “Damn you, Grayson… You better not be dead.”
The snow swallowed the ruins, the storm carrying away the smoke. The mountain was silent again, a grave of steel and ice.
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[Sunday - January 21, 2017 | 07:00 (Alaskan Time)]
[Justice League Forward Base, Alaska, United States]
The Bioship’s cabin was silent except for the labored breathing of the rescued metas. Some were wrapped in emergency blankets, others strapped to gurneys as League medics administered stabilizers and oxygen. They were safe, but the air was suffocating.
No one spoke. Not Jason, who sat hunched in the co-pilot’s seat, pistols stripped and reassembled over and over in his lap like a nervous tic. Not Tim, whose hands shook as he clutched a datapad, staring blankly at diagnostic readouts he wasn’t really reading. Not Kaldur, who stood silent sentinel by the rear hatch, gaze fixed outward into the howling blizzard as though the snow might carry answers.
The chair where Nightwing should have been, sat empty.
When the Bioship touched down at the Justice League’s Arctic Alaskan outpost, an isolated fortress of steel and reinforced glass jutting from the tundra, League personnel rushed to receive the survivors. Lanterns and League medics swept the freed metas away, comforting words mingling with the sound of snow crunching under boots.
Still, the silence clung to the Team.
Jason ripped his helmet off, revealing his domino mask underneath as his breath steamed in the sub-zero air.
His jaw was clenched, his eyes bloodshot, but his voice was hard, “Where’s Batman?”
“On mission.”, a League medic answered cautiously, “He’ll be briefed as soon as possible.”
“Yeah, he’d better be.”, Jason muttered darkly, shoving past.
Tim lingered near the hatch, cape wrapped tight around his shoulders. He wanted to help the medics, wanted to follow protocol, wanted anything but to stand in the weight of Nightwing’s absence.
His voice came out small, cracking despite himself, “We… We need to tell them. The League. That—”
Kaldur’s hand landed gently on his shoulder, “Not yet. First, we ensure the rescued are secured. Then… Then we return for him.”
Jason’s head snapped around, eyes blazing, “Return for what? You saw it! He’s under a mountain of rock and fire! No one’s walking away from that.”
Tim’s voice rose, unsteady, “You don’t know that! You didn’t see him die! Until I see a body, I’m not giving up!”
Jason’s nostrils flared, his hands balling into fists at his sides. For a second, it looked like he might lash out, vent the fire boiling inside.
But he turned away, pacing into the snow instead, his voice low and venomous, “You think I want him dead, kid? He’s my brother too! If there’s even a chance, I’ll be the first one digging through that rubble! But don’t delude yourself, odds are, we’re hauling out a corpse.”
Tim’s chest heaved, his cape whipping in the icy wind. He wanted to argue, to scream, to deny. Instead, he whispered through gritted teeth, “He’s not dead! He can’t be.”
Kaldur’s gaze shifted between them, his calm masking the storm inside. He said nothing. He couldn’t, not when his heart felt like it had been carved out and left buried under the Siberian snow.
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[Sunday - January 22, 2017 | 07:00 (Siberian Time)]
[Central Siberia, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
They returned at dawn.
The Arctic night had stretched long, but when they crossed back over the tundra, the first gray light bled across the horizon.
Snow still fell, blanketing the ruins of the bunker in an icy shroud.
Where once there had been steel corridors and hidden laboratories, now there was only a jagged scar in the mountainside, smoke still curling faintly from the frozen wreck.
The Bioship hovered low, its engines rumbling against the silence.
Jason was the first down the ramp, boots crunching into snow, his rifle slung across his back. He swept his gaze over the wreckage with a soldier’s eye, calculating, hunting. The heat signatures were faint, burnt-out fires buried deep, no human life detectable.
Tim landed beside him, cape snapping in the wind. He pulled up a holo-interface from his gauntlet, scanning the terrain, “There’s… Nothing. The schematics are gone, heat signatures are cold. But…”
He frowned, squinting, “There’s no body.”
Jason’s lip curled, “What, you expected him gift-wrapped on the surface?”
Tim’s glare snapped to him, sharp, “I expected something. A reading. A trace. Anything.”
Jason looked away, frustration etched into every line of him.
Kaldur descended last, water bearers ready in hand, moving with quiet purpose. He waded through the snow to a mound of collapsed concrete, kneeling low. He pressed a palm to the ice, closing his eyes as though listening.
When he opened them, his voice was low, “The charges detonated inward. The facility was designed to collapse upon itself, erasing evidence.”
Tim’s voice trembled, “So he’s just… Gone?”
Jason kicked at a slab of twisted steel, sending it skidding across the ice. His laugh was harsh, bitter, “That’s what they do. No witnesses. No survivors. They buried him with the evidence.”
But Kaldur shook his head, his eyes narrowing, “No. Look closely.”
They did. Jason crouched low, Tim’s holo-scanner sweeping over the wreckage. The snow bore no sign of blood. No body, no remains. Even the rubble nearest the stairwell where Nightwing had vanished showed something odd, the debris shifted, patterns inconsistent with a man being crushed.
Faint dragmarks in the tundra, that kind that you wouldn’t notice unless you were paying attention. Marks that led away from the collapse point, barely visible under fresh snowfall. Boot prints, and not theirs, circled the area. Professional. Methodical. Someone had been here after the explosion, searching, extracting
Tim’s pulse quickened, “He got out.”
Jason’s eyes flicked to him, sharp, “Or someone pulled him out.”
The words hit heavier than the wind. The possibility lingered like smoke. If Nightwing had survived the collapse, then someone had him. And in Siberia, under the nose of the Soviet machine? That someone couldn’t be trusted.
Tim’s voice was urgent, “We have to keep searching! Expand the grid, call in League assets, run every thermal scan possible—”
Jason cut him off, his tone brutal, “Tim. Use your head. Whoever took him knew exactly what they were doing. We’re hours too late. You really think they’re gonna leave footprints in the snow for us to follow?”
Tim’s voice broke, “I’m not giving up on him!”
Jason finally snapped, his voice booming across the ruins, “Neither am I! But stop pretending this is a rescue mission! If he’s alive, they’ve got him. And if they’ve got him, we’re in deeper shit than you can imagine!”
The wind howled, filling the silence that followed.
Kaldur straightened, sheathing his water bearers.
His gaze swept the horizon, cold determination hardening his features, “Whether he is alive or not, we cannot linger here. The League must be informed. This operation has cost us dearly.”
Tim turned away, fists trembling. He couldn’t look at either of them. His breath misted in the air, each exhale ragged, raw.
Jason holstered his pistol, his voice dropping low, almost to himself, “Wherever you are, Dick… Hold on. Don’t let them break you.”
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The flight back to the Watchtower was heavier than the first.
The survivors slept fitfully in their bunks, unaware of the shadow hanging over their rescuers.
Tim sat rigid in his seat, his cowl pulled down to hide the wet streaks on his face. Jason leaned back, arms crossed, staring at the ceiling as though daring it to answer him. Kaldur sat apart, eyes closed, silent in his grief.
The comm crackled with League command, a calm, professional voice requesting status.
Kaldur answered, his voice even despite the pain twisting inside, “Mission accomplished. Survivors secure. But Nightwing…”
He paused before continuing.
“Nightwing did not return with us.”
There was silence on the other end.
Then Batman’s voice, sharp and cold, “Repeat that.”
Kaldur’s chest tightened, but his voice did not waver, “Nightwing was lost in the collapse. We found no remains. He is missing in action.”
Jason’s jaw tightened, his grip white-knuckled against the armrest.
Tim bit down on his lip, whispering words no comm could catch, “We’ll find you. I swear it.”
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Unbeknownst to them, in the frozen wasteland half a world away, buried in the dark heart of the Siberian tundra, chains rattled as an unconscious Nightwing was restrained in a cold, dark cell…
Chapter 3: "II: Missing"
Chapter Text
[Sunday - January 22, 2017 | 12:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Justice League Watchtower]
The Watchtower’s debriefing chamber was colder than the void outside its windows.
The Team filed in silently, boots heavy on polished steel floors, the weight of Siberia still clinging to their shoulders.
Jason marched at the front, helmet clipped to his belt, every step sharp with restrained fury. Tim trailed close behind, face half-hidden beneath his hood, his cowl hiding the exhaustion and grief etched into every line. Kaldur walked at their side, posture upright, but his eyes were clouded as if part of him was still buried under the snow.
The chamber was full. The League had assembled, Superman with his arms folded like marble statues, Wonder Woman seated regal and unreadable, Hal Jordan leaning back with arms crossed but jaw tight, Shazam fidgeting with nervous energy. Even J’onn stood at the back, unreadable eyes scanning the young heroes as they entered.
But every gaze in the room inevitably gravitated to one man.
Batman.
He stood near the holo-display at the head of the room, cape pooled at his boots. He didn’t move, didn’t speak, didn’t breathe louder than a whisper. But the silence around him was thick, magnetic, suffocating.
The Team took their places before the gathered titans of the League.
Jason stood with his arms crossed defiantly, his glare daring anyone to speak first. Tim set his jaw and braced himself against the table, refusing to crumble under the pressure. Kaldur was the one who finally spoke, his voice steady even as it scraped against the grief in his chest.
“The mission was partially successful.”, the Atlantean began, his words deliberate, “The meta-human captives were recovered and delivered safely to the Arctic outpost for care. They are stable, though many require long-term attention.”
Superman gave a slow nod, voice even, “And the facility itself?”
“Destroyed.”, Kaldur replied, “It was designed to collapse inward, a self-erasing structure. All data and personnel lost.”
The words hung there like smoke. A successful mission, on paper. But everyone in the room knew the missing piece.
Batman’s cowl tilted just slightly, eyes narrowing.
His voice was low and grave, “And Nightwing?”
Jason barked out a bitter laugh, sharp and ugly in the sterile chamber, “Oh, he’s just fine, B. We left him under a few thousand tons of concrete and frozen rock. Perfectly fine.”
“Jason—”, Tim started, but Jason cut him off, voice rising.
“Don’t ‘Jason’ me. You saw it. We all saw it! He ordered us out! Stayed behind! And then the whole damn thing came down on him! He’s gone.”
The words hit like physical blows. Shazam shifted uncomfortably, glancing at Superman, who kept his gaze forward. Wonder Woman’s hands tightened around her chair’s armrest, knuckles pale.
Tim slammed a fist into the table, the sound echoing through the chamber.
His voice cracked, high with grief but hard with defiance, “No! He’s not gone! We never found a body! We scanned every inch of that site. There’s no trace of him.”
Jason wheeled on him, his fury sparking, “Because there was nothing left to find!”
“Enough.”
The word was a blade, cutting through the rising storm. Batman’s voice carried no volume, no anger, just command. Both boys fell silent, their rage smoldering in the space between them.
All eyes turned to him.
Batman stood motionless, the weight of the League’s collective gaze pressing against him. Inside, a storm raged built from a father’s panic, a mentor’s fury, a soldier’s need for control. Outside, he betrayed nothing.
“Nightwing is missing in action.”, he said finally, each word precise, clipped, “Until we recover evidence to the contrary, his status is not to be listed as KIA.”
Hal raised a brow, leaning forward, “Bruce… You know the odds. If he survived the collapse, he’s still buried under a mountain. If he didn’t—”
“He is not KIA.”, Batman’s tone sharpened like steel dragged across stone, “The League will coordinate a full-scale search of the area as covertly as possible in order to not garner any unwanted attention. Satellite sweeps, reconnaissance, ground teams. If there is any trace—any trace at all—we will find it.”
Martian Manhunter’s calm voice broke in, soft but deliberate, “And if there is none?”
Batman’s jaw tightened. His silence said everything.
The chamber fell quiet again. The weight of the declaration settled over them all; MIA, not KIA. A difference of words, but to those who knew him best, it was more than protocol. It was a refusal. A lifeline. A denial carved into stone.
Jason muttered under his breath, too low for most but not for Tim beside him, “Denial doesn’t bring him back.”
Tim shot him a look, anger warring with grief. But Batman didn’t flinch, didn’t respond.
Instead, he turned to Kaldur, “Until further notice, you are the sole field leader of the Team. Maintain readiness. This search takes priority above all else.”
Kaldur inclined his head, the only outward sign of the storm beneath his calm, “Understood.”
Superman leaned forward, voice steady, “Bruce, we’ll help in any way we can. The League stands behind you.”
Batman didn’t acknowledge it. His eyes were already on the holo-display, data feeds flickering across it; schematics of the Siberian landscape, heat maps, League orbital scans already in progress. His world had narrowed to a single point, finding the boy he refused to lose.
The debrief ended in silence.
The League dispersed slowly, voices hushed, steps heavy. Jason stormed out first, fists clenched at his sides. Tim lingered a moment longer, glancing back at Batman, hoping for something, a word, a look, anything. But Bruce’s gaze was locked on the screens, unblinking.
Kaldur placed a hand on Tim’s shoulder before guiding him out.
And Batman stayed behind. Alone in the chamber, alone with the cold light of data feeds and the endless silence of space.
His hands curled into fists beneath the table. For a moment, just a moment, the mask cracked. His chest hitched, breath caught, something raw scraping against the inside of his ribs.
Then it was gone.
The Dark Knight stood, cape sweeping as he turned away, “Computer.”, he rasped, voice lower than a whisper, “Pull all surveillance feeds from Siberian sector fourteen. Cross-reference with Soviet surveillance. Flag all anomalies.”
The computer beeped compliance.
Batman stared at the stars through the chamber window, his reflection fractured across the glass. His mind was a battlefield, but his words came cold and certain.
“I will find you, Dick.”
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[Tuesday - January 24, 2017 | 10:50]
[New York City, New York, United States]
New York City was alive with noise.
Car horns, subway rumbles, the chatter of pedestrians, the bite of cold January wind funneling through glass canyons of skyscrapers. For a few blocks in Greenwich Village, though, the world slowed. A little café sat tucked on the corner of a narrow street, its windows fogged from the warmth inside.
Artemis leaned back in her chair by the window, fingers wrapped around a steaming mug of coffee. Across from her, M’gann stirred her tea absently, her eyes downcast though she tried to wear a smile. Raquel slid into the booth with practiced ease, scarf tugged loose around her shoulders, ordering a hot chocolate with a grin.
And then there was Zatanna.
She had arrived late, wind whipping through her long black coat, a velvet scarf framing her face.
The warmth of the café softened her sharp edges, but there was no mistaking the fire in her blue eyes.
She greeted them warmly, but there was tension under her smile.
"Sorry I'm late.", Zatanna said, unwinding her scarf, "Just got back from Prague this morning. The tour ran long, and I've been dodging calls all week just trying to get some peace."
“It’s been too long.”, the magician continued, sliding into the seat beside Raquel, “Feels like the only time we see each other these days is League meetings or the occasional magical disaster.”
Artemis smirked faintly, “You say that like magical disasters aren’t a monthly thing.”
“Weekly.”, Raquel teased.
That got a laugh, even from M’gann. For a moment, it felt almost normal, like the early days of the Team when they’d steal moments between chaos to just be kids.
But normal never lasted.
They ordered food, pastries, sandwiches, and another round of drinks. For a while, the conversation drifted to safe topics. Raquel's son, her work with the Team. Artemis mentioned Wally's latest speedster mishap. M'gann talked about her and Conner finally finding an apartment together.
Zatanna shared stories from her European tour from the venues, the crowds, the exhaustion of performing night after night.
"Honestly, it's been nice to just focus on the stage magic for a while. No demons, no world-ending crises. Just cards and doves and people who think it's all tricks.", Zatanna shared.
"Must be nice.", Artemis said with a small smile.
But the ease didn't last. Zatanna noticed the way M'gann's smile didn't quite reach her eyes, the way Artemis kept glancing at her coffee like she was searching for words at the bottom of the cup.
“So.”, Zatanna said eventually, leaning forward, hands folded, “How’s everyone been holding up? How’s the Team?”
The question hung in the air like a loaded gun.
Artemis froze, her mug halfway to her lips. M’gann’s smile faltered, her eyes flicking nervously toward Artemis. Even Raquel picked up on it, her grin fading into a questioning frown.
Zatanna’s brow furrowed, “What?”
M’gann opened her mouth, closed it again. She glanced at Artemis, silently pleading. Artemis shook her head slightly, but Zatanna didn’t miss it.
Her eyes narrowed, “What aren’t you guys telling me?”
Artemis sighed, setting her mug down with deliberate care. Her shoulders sagged as though the weight of Siberia had fallen on her, too, “Zee… It’s complicated.”
Zatanna’s voice sharpened, “Then uncomplicate it.”
M’gann flinched. Raquel sat straighter, her gaze darting between them, “What’s going on?”
Artemis met Zatanna’s eyes, and for a heartbeat, she tried to hold the line.
Tried to lie, to delay, to soften the blow.
But Zatanna’s glare cut through her like a blade.
So she broke.
“Nightwing’s missing.”, Artemis said quietly, “Kaldur and Tim told us that he didn’t make it out of the last mission in Siberia.”
The words landed like a punch to the gut.
Zatanna stared, her mouth parting slightly, “What do you mean… Missing?”
M’gann reached out gently, her voice soft, “They searched, Zee. After the debrief in the Watchtower, the whole Team did too. And now the League. He was—”
“No.”, Zatanna’s voice snapped like a whip.
Heads turned in the café, startled, but she didn’t care, “No, that doesn’t make sense. He’s Dick! He’s Nightwing! He’s—he doesn’t just vanish!”
Artemis’s jaw tightened, “Zee—”
“Don’t.”, Zatanna stood abruptly, her chair scraping loud against the floor.
Her heart hammered in her chest, her hands shaking as though her magic was clawing to the surface, “You should’ve told me the second it happened. You should’ve—!”
Her breath hitched, fury and grief twisting her voice, “He’s alive. I know he is.”
The others tried to reach her, but she was already striding toward the door, coat swirling behind her like a shadow. The bell over the café door rang violently as she shoved it open.
Raquel blinked, stunned, “What the hell just happened?”
M’gann exhaled shakily, “She’s probably going to find him.”
Artemis closed her eyes, guilt heavy in her chest, “No. She’s going to Gotham.”
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[Tuesday - January 24, 2017 | 14:30]
[Wayne Manor - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
Wayne Manor loomed against the gray Gotham skyline, an ancient fortress of stone and memory.
The great double doors swung open not to the measured calm of Alfred’s greeting, but to the fury of a storm given flesh.
Zatanna shoved past the threshold, her boots striking hard against the marble floor. Her coat fell from her shoulders in a flutter of black velvet as her voice rang through the halls.
“BRUCE!”
Her magic trembled on her lips, her pulse roaring in her ears.
Alfred appeared in the hallway, startled but composed as ever, a silver tray in his hand, “Miss Zatara—”
“Where is he?”, she snapped, her eyes blazing, “Where’s Bruce?”
A figure emerged at the end of the corridor. Not Bruce. Tim.
His face was pale, his posture tense, but he moved toward her cautiously, like someone approaching a wounded animal, “Zee—please. You need to calm down.”
“Don’t you dare tell me to calm down!”, Her voice cracked, grief bleeding through the fury, “You were supposed to have his back. All of you! How could you let this happen?”
Tim's voice was quiet, "We've been searching, Zee. Every database, every satellite feed, every intelligence network. There's nothing. It's like he just... vanished."
"Then search harder.", Zatanna countered, her voice cracking.
Tim flinched, words catching in his throat. He wanted to explain more, to tell her more about the collapse, the search, the impossible choices. But none of it mattered.
None of it would undo what was lost.
Then another presence filled the hall, heavier than gravity.
Bruce stepped into view.
He didn’t speak right away. He never did. He just stood there, his tired eyes shadowing his face, the silence around him more oppressive than a shout.
Zatanna’s hands trembled, her fury straining against heartbreak, “Where is he, Bruce?”
His voice was low, rough stone ground against itself, “Missing.”
“Bullshit!”, Her fists clenched, her eyes shining with unshed tears, “You’re Batman for fuck’s sake! You don’t lose people! Not him!”
Bruce’s jaw tightened, “I’m searching. Every satellite, every contact, every lead. If he’s out there, I’ll find him.”
Zatanna’s breath caught a sob threatening to break free.
But before she could collapse under it, Alfred’s voice broke through, steady and warm.
“Miss Zatara.”, he said gently, stepping forward.
His gaze was kind, but unflinching, “Master Dick is many things. Reckless, stubborn, and maddening beyond measure. But he is also strong. Stronger than you think. If anyone can survive this… It is him.”
Zatanna’s chest heaved, her tears spilling at last.
She let Alfred’s words anchor her, let them steady her storm.
She nodded faintly, choking out a whisper, “He has to be.”
Bruce said nothing, his silence sharper than any vow.
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But far away, in the frozen heart of the cold, desolate wastes of the Soviet Union, Nightwing’s body convulsed.
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[Year: 2017]
[Somewhere in Central Siberia, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
Chains rattled as electricity ripped through him, arcs of blue lighting the concrete chamber.
His screams echoed off stone, raw and ragged until his throat gave out.
His mask was gone, his hair matted with sweat and blood.
A Soviet officer watched impassively, arms folded behind his back. His uniform was pristine, his expression cold.
At his side, a subordinate awaited orders, eyes flicking nervously toward the suffering man.
“Inform Comrade Major Knyazev.”, the officer said calmly in his native tongue , almost bored, “And Mr. Wilson. The subject will be ready for conditioning soon.”
“Da, comrade.”, The subordinate also answered in Russian, snapping a salute as he hurried off, boots echoing in the chamber.
The officer lingered a moment longer, watching the broken man chained to the wall. His lips curled faintly, a cruel echo of satisfaction.
“America’s golden son.”, he murmured in Russian, “Soon to be ours.”
Chapter 4: "III: Hollow"
Chapter Text
The years that followed Nightwing’s disappearance were marked by silence.
At first, there was great urgency.
Search parties launched across Siberia, satellites scouring the tundra, League operatives sweeping every possible lead.
Batman worked without pause, his cape dragging across frozen landscapes as he dug through collapsed bunkers with his bare hands.
Superman scanned glaciers for heat signatures until his ears rang from the feedback.
Zatanna conjured spells that strained her voice raw, demanding the universe give her some sign of him.
She tried scrying, summoning, even tethering on the edge of forbidden necromancy. Anything that might pierce the veil. But every spell came back empty, the magic finding nothing but void where Dick Grayson should have been.
But days turned into weeks, and weeks into months.
As the year came to a close, the truth settled in like frostbite, most of the League had stopped believing.
Nightwing was gone.
On the Watchtower, the subject became taboo.
Conner would shut down whenever his name was spoken. Wally, though furious at the world’s cruelty, buried it under quips until even he stopped joking. Kaldur, steadfast as always, carried the mantle of leadership with a heavy, unspoken grief. Artemis cried only once, on one free day while Wally was away, before steeling herself into silence.
But not everyone surrendered to despair.
Tim Drake refused to let go. The third Robin turned investigation into obsession, cataloging every piece of intel, every grainy rumor. His desk became a war map; red string, faded photographs, coordinates, mission reports all leading nowhere.
Barbara Gordon split herself between two missions. By night, she was Batgirl, fighting alongside Bruce, Tim, and Jason. But in the quiet hours between patrols, she combed through intelligence feeds, hacking foreign networks for any whisper of Dick. She never told anyone that she still kept her comms synced to Nightwing's frequency, even though it had gone dark years ago.
Zatanna never stopped looking either, but her methods were different. She didn’t drown herself in intel or endless missions. She relied on faith. A gut instinct rooted in magic and in her emotions; he’s alive.
She told herself that if Dick Grayson had survived a lifetime of pain, of shadows and fire and impossible choices, then no Siberian tomb could claim him. The world called it denial. She called it the truth.
And then there was Batman.
Bruce Wayne never declared his ward dead. Not to the League. Not to the Team. Not to himself.
In public, he declared that Dick Grayson had gone missing after a terrorist attack while on a humanitarian mission in the Middle East. Even so, his grief showed in subtler ways. His silences stretched longer. His nights grew darker. Missions became harsher, his expectations sharper. Bringing Jason Todd back into the fold was a projection of that.
Jason’s resurrection had been its own storm. Once the Red Hood, Gotham’s most dangerous rogue vigilante, now, by Batman’s insistence, something more. At first, neither the Team nor the League trusted him. His return was raw, bloody. He still wore his anger like a second skin, his guns holstered but never far from reach.
At least, everyone but Nightwing.
Dick was there when Jason made his first moves years after his resurrection. He was with Bruce when they apprehended the three henchmen that tried to steal Amazo from Black Mask and deliver it to the Red Hood.
Dick was surprised, yes, when he found out about the Red Hood’s true identity, but he didn’t dwell on it.
Dick was just happy to have his brother back.
When Batman re-introduced Jason to the Team as the Red Hood, only Dick welcomed him with open arms.
Bruce had brokered the terms for his return to the Team, Jason would operate within the Bat Family again, provided he followed the rules in the field. No unnecessary killing. No reckless vendettas. In return, Jason found a place, uneasy at first, then steadier as the months rolled on.
With the Team, it was different. Old wounds ran deep. Conner hated him on sight, still remembering the chaos Jason once wrought.
M’gann was cautious but hopeful. Artemis didn’t flinch from putting him in his place. Aqualad was willing to take him on provided that he became a Team player. Wally expressed both confusion, and joy when he returned, better than the new recruits to the Team at least.
Slowly though, Jason proved himself. Mission after mission, he stayed when it counted. He fought alongside them, bled with them, even saved them more than once; he sought to claim his rightful place especially when Dick was behind him every step of the way.
But now, the man he looked up to as an older brother was now gone.
By 2019, the Red Hood was no longer an outcast. He was a soldier in their war, a reminder of how far they’d all fallen, but also how far they’d come.
The Team itself had grown and shifted. New blood brought fresh energy; Bart’s reckless optimism, Jaime’s reluctant responsibility, Cassie’s drive to live up to Wonder Woman’s name. Arsenal, Beast Boy, Lagoon Boy, they gave the Team reach, strength, and a new sense of purpose.
They needed it, too. The trafficking crisis only worsened in Nightwing’s absence, and every mission felt like a war against shadows that never seemed to end.
But for the originals; for Kaldur, Wally, Artemis, Conner, M’gann, every victory felt incomplete.
Their leader, their brother, the one who’d held them together, was still missing. His absence echoed in every debrief, every quiet moment between missions, every empty chair around the briefing table.
By 2020 - 2021, the League and the world had moved on. Heroes were stretched thin across galaxies, governments were uneasy, the balance of power between East and West was fragile. To most, Nightwing was a ghost, a name whispered in memorial halls, another casualty in a long war for justice.
But to Bruce. To Tim. To Jason. To Barbara. And most of all, to Zatanna…
Dick Grayson was not dead.
Somewhere, in the silence between heartbeats, they could all feel it.
He was out there.
Waiting.
And sooner or later, the world would see him again…
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The Watchtower’s briefing room felt colder than space itself.
Dozens of holographic files flickered in the air, projections of faces, mission reports, crisis maps that stretched from Metropolis to Moscow.
The hum of the system filled the silence as the Team gathered.
For once, there was no chatter, no banter.
They could feel it, something was about to change.
At the head of the room stood Batman. Cowl lowered, cape draped like a shroud, he pressed a gloved hand against the table controls. Files closed in rapid succession until only two maps remained; one marked by a string of trafficking busts across Eastern Europe, the other a map of Washington and Berlin, each glowing with urgent red markers.
“You’ve grown too large to operate as a single unit.”, Batman said, voice clipped and even, “The League has concluded that division is necessary.”
The words landed heavy.
Conner’s arms folded across his chest, jaw tightening.
Wally’s brow furrowed, confusion sparking.
Artemis shifted her weight, eyes narrowing as if bracing for a blow.
The younger members, Bart, Jaime, Cassie, glanced at each other, unsure whether to feel proud or anxious.
Batman continued without pause, “Effective immediately, you’ll be operating as two distinct teams. A covert unit and a primary strike force.”
Holograms shifted, separating into two neat clusters.
“The covert team remains under the leadership of Aqualad.”, Batman said, eyes flicking briefly to Kaldur, “Members will include Kid Flash, Miss Martian, Superboy, Tigress. You’ll continue League intelligence assignments requiring discretion. You will also have recurring support from Robin, Batgirl, and Red Hood.”
Jason leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, smirking faintly under the red of his helmet. Tim, seated beside Barbara, kept his face carefully neutral, though his hands tightened on the table.
“This Team will remain the League’s scalpel, operating in places and conditions where the League otherwise publicly can’t.”, Batman finished.
“Which makes us what?”, Bart piped up from the back, grinning despite the tension, “The hammer?”
“Correct.”, Batman said without missing a beat.
A second cluster of holograms flared to life: Wonder Girl, Impulse, Blue Beetle, Lagoon Boy, Arsenal, Beast Boy.
“Wonder Girl will lead the new primary strike team. Your assignments will focus on meta-human trafficking busts and public operations. Your role is visibility, response, and power projection. You will be the line between the League and organized meta-human crime.”
Wally's hand unconsciously moved toward the empty seat between him and Artemis, the seat that had always been Dick's during briefings. Conner's jaw clenched so tight it ached. M'gann reached for Conner's hand under the table.
Cassie straightened at the announcement, pride and shock warring on her face. She looked around the table, her teammates giving her small nods and encouraging smiles. Bart gave her a thumbs-up, winking.
But for the originals, the weight of the division cut deeper.
“This isn’t about trust.”, Kaldur said evenly, though his voice carried an undertone of quiet steel, “It is about necessity.”
“Feels a lot like being split up because we couldn’t handle things.”, Wally muttered under his breath, not quite softly enough.
“Your missions have expanded.”, Batman replied, his gaze sweeping across the table, “Your responsibilities have multiplied. This division will allow both units to focus and succeed.”
M’gann’s eyes lowered, “It just feels like we’re… moving further and further apart.”
No one said it aloud, but they were all thinking the same thing, they’d already lost one leader. One brother. And now Batman was carving them into separate halves.
The briefing shifted again, a new image flashing onto the screen.
The Brandenburg Gate, Berlin, draped in the banners of the European Union and the red-blue-and-gold of the Union of Sovereign Soviet Republics.
“For the covert Team, this is your next assignment.”, Batman’s tone grew sharper, colder, as if each syllable cut the air, “In seventy-two hours, Berlin will host the first joint EU–USSR summit in nearly a decade after a wave of escalated tensions in the mid-2010’s. Intelligence suggests a credible threat to one or more heads of state. An assassination attempt would destabilize Europe and derail peace negotiations.”
A murmur rippled through the younger members.
“Who’s behind it?”, Conner asked, his voice low.
Batman keyed the controls. A new file opened, grainy black-and-white photographs of blurred figures, fragmented eyewitness accounts, half-whispered rumors pulled from intelligence channels.
A phantom.
The face never clear. The profile always different. A killer who appeared, struck with surgical precision, then vanished into the night.
“Sources underground call him the Winter Soldier.”, Batman said, “No confirmed identity. No allegiance. No trace.”
Jason leaned forward now, interest sparking in his voice, “So what? You’re sending us to go ghost hunting?”
Barbara shot him a glare, but said nothing.
Tim frowned, studying the reports with narrowed eyes, “Or the perfect weapon. You don’t cover your tracks this well unless someone wants you to vanish.”
Batman let the words hang in the air before delivering their orders.
“The covert unit will deploy to Berlin. Your assignment is to protect the summit and neutralize the threat. If possible…”, his gaze shifted, lingering just slightly on Jason before sweeping back across the Team, “…Capture the Winter Soldier alive.”
The silence that followed was suffocating.
A phantom assassin.
A divided Team.
A mission that could fracture peace across two continents.
And beneath it all, the unspoken thought.
Nightwing would’ve known what to do…
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[January 2021 - 4 Years After Nightwing’s Disappearance]
[Thursday, January 14 | 23:50]
[The Watchtower]
Berlin in winter was always grey.
Even under the floodlights that turned night into day, the city seemed painted in shadow.
Rows of steel barricades lined the avenues near the Brandenburg Gate, armored vehicles positioned at intersections, police drones circling overhead.
Snipers dotted rooftops while League operatives, disguised in plain clothes, walked the crowds.
The summit was three days away, but already the tension was palpable.
The European Union delegation was scheduled to meet their Soviet counterparts in a conference designed to thaw decades of distrust.
One spark, or one gunshot, would undo it all.
Inside the Watchtower, the briefing room was thick with unease.
The covert unit sat clustered at one end of the table, the originals side by side again; unlike the one earlier, this briefing was more specific.
Kaldur at the head, quiet but focused; Conner leaning back in his chair, arms crossed; M’gann hovering beside him, fingers fidgeting at the hem of her sleeve; Artemis, sharp-eyed and restless; Wally, leg bouncing under the table, impatience radiating off him.
Behind them stood Barbara, Tim, and Jason; support, backup, and, in Jason’s case, a wildcard no one quite trusted yet.
The second Team had been dismissed, leaving the first Team for their new mission briefing.
On the screen before them flickered a mosaic of surveillance images. None of them clear. Each was an outline, a blur, a phantom caught at the edge of a camera lens.
A man stepping off a train in Budapest.
A figure crossing a rooftop in Warsaw.
A shadow slipping through Belgrade alleys.
“The Winter Soldier.”, Batman said, his voice a low growl.
The name drew silence.
M’gann swallowed, “So… He’s an assassin?”
“Not just an assassin.”, Barbara corrected.
She tapped the controls, highlighting the scattered incidents, “Heads of state. Military officers. Scientists. Anyone who matters. Kills with precision, vanishes without a trace.”
“Always in and out.”, Tim added, his tone thoughtful, “Like clockwork. No mistakes. No hesitation.”
Jason smirked from where he leaned against the wall, arms crossed, “Sounds familiar. You sure you’re not just describing me?”
Artemis shot him a glare, “Not funny, Jason.”
Batman ignored the exchange, continuing, “There is no confirmed identity. No fingerprints. No DNA. No trail. Whoever he is, he’s a ghost.”
“And ghosts.”, Kaldur said gravely, “Are dangerous to chase.”
Tim pulled up a final image, a grainy one, taken from a body-cam feed during a failed extraction op in Warsaw.
A flash of silver crossed the screen, a left arm glinting metal in the dim light, shattering a rifle in a single swipe before the footage cut to static.
The room froze.
“A metal arm?”, Conner muttered, frowning.
“Woah, cool!”, Wally gazed in amazement.
The rest of the Team gave him knowing looks.
“What?”, Wally shrugged, “Say what you want about the guy but you gotta admit, a metal arm is dope!”
Everyone present collectively rolled their eyes, but M'gann smiled despite herself. It was so... Normal. So Wally. For just a second, it felt like the old days.
Then the moment passed, and the weight settled back over them.
“Cybernetic.”, Tim continued, “Advanced. Beyond anything on the black market.”
Jason whistled low, “Well, that’s new.”
Batman’s cowl dipped, his silence more telling than any words, “The League has suspicions of Soviet involvement. Unofficial. Unconfirmed. But the summit makes this more than a rumor. If the Winter Soldier strikes in Berlin, the consequences will be catastrophic.”
“So we stop him.”, Wally remarked again, forcing a grin that didn’t reach his eyes, “Easy day at the office, right?”
No one laughed.
Instead, the weight of the assignment settled on their shoulders. Protecting world leaders from a phantom killer. Capturing an assassin who left no trace. It wasn’t just another mission. It was a powder keg waiting for a match.
Artemis leaned forward, voice sharp, “And our orders?”
“Protect the summit at all costs.”, Batman replied, “Your priority is safeguarding both delegations. If the Winter Soldier appears, engage with caution. He is highly skilled, highly lethal. Capture alive if possible. If not—neutralize the threat.”
The words hung in the air.
Capture if possible. If not… No one missed the implication.
Kaldur gave a slow nod, taking the order with the calm authority that had kept them together since Nightwing’s disappearance, “Understood.”
But in the silence that followed, each of them thought of him; the one who wasn’t there.
The leader who should’ve been giving the order.
The friend who would’ve known how to cut through the fog.
Nightwing would’ve had a plan.
Nightwing would’ve known what to do.
Instead, they were facing a phantom with no face, no past, and no mercy…
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Somewhere, deep in the frozen corridors of the Soviet Union, a man in chains stirred at the sound of distant boots.
His hair long, his face scarred, his eyes dulled by years of pain.
Electricity hummed in the walls, a cruel rhythm.
He didn’t know his name.
He didn’t remember the faces that haunted the edges of his dreams.
But the chains that bound him rattled.
And when the officer whispered his orders—conditioning, control, obedience—the man raised his head just enough for the light to catch his eyes.
Cold.
Empty.
Unyielding.
The Winter Soldier was ready…
Chapter 5: "IV: Phantoms"
Chapter Text
[Friday, January 15, 2021 | 00:45]
[Low Earth Orbit]
The hum of the Bioship filled the silence.
No one spoke, not at first.
The Arctic-blue glow of the instrument panels painted the Team in muted shades as they cut across the night sky toward Berlin.
The stakes felt heavier than usual, even for veterans like them.
They weren’t just heading into another mission, they were stepping into the kind of shadow war that the League itself had barely managed to keep under wraps.
Robin stood near the front, bracing himself against the slight sway of the ship.
He had hoped that Barbara would come with them on this mission, but Bruce ordered her to stay behind, Batman still needed help in Gotham and the second Team needed a supervisor as they began their first independent mission.
Shaking his thoughts, his voice broke the silence, measured but edged with tension, “Let’s go over this one more time.”
A holo-projection flickered to life in the center aisle, displaying a grainy image. A tall man in a tactical jacket, domino mask, and a face half-obscured by a black mask. The only detail that stood out was the glint of a cybernetic arm in one blurred frame.
Underground sources had dubbed him the Winter Soldier.
“Officially, he doesn’t exist.”, Tim continued, “Unofficially, he’s responsible for over two hundred confirmed kills in the last three years.”
Artemis whistled low under her breath, “Holy shit. That’s… What? Nearly a kill every week?”
Tim’s jaw tightened, “And those are just the ones we’ve been able to connect to him. World leaders, CEOs, military brass, diplomats, every death looks like an accident, a random tragedy, or an act of terrorism. But dig deeper, and there’s always a pattern. Always him.”
A flick of his fingers, and the holo shifted to the Union Jack, overlaid with a newspaper headline.
“Prime Minister Killed in Car Crash – Nation in Mourning.”
“London. 2017. The motorcade of British Prime Minister Lord Michael William Jones was struck by what appeared to be a runaway truck. Security footage later revealed the driver had been dead for hours. Whoever controlled that vehicle walked away without a trace. Witness accounts—buried in classified files—spoke of a figure on a nearby rooftop, with a flash of silver at his side.”
Conner’s frown deepened, “That was him?”
“Everything points to it.”, Tim confirmed.
The holo flickered again, shifting to an image of Seoul, images of collapsed concrete and emergency workers clawing through rubble.
“2019. The Korean President, Park Gyun-Seol was killed when a government building suddenly imploded during an address. The official story? Structural failure. Unofficially? Survivors described a man with a mask and an arm made of metal. They said he fired once. And then the building fell.”
The air grew heavier.
Jason leaned back in his seat, arms crossed, “So, let me get this straight. Our boogeyman is an assassin who can topple buildings, disappear into thin air, and rack up two hundred bodies without leaving a paper trail? Sounds like every paranoid government’s wet dream.”
He smirked, though it didn’t reach his eyes, “Question is, why the fuck hasn’t anyone stopped him yet?”
“Because he doesn’t miss.”, Tim said flatly, “He’s a ghost. He strikes, vanishes, and no one ever gets close. Even League surveillance has never captured a clear image. Until now, he’s just been whispers and obituaries.”
“Whispers can kill too.”, Artemis muttered.
Kaldur folded his hands over his chest, his voice calm but firm, “Speculation is of little use. We must prepare for the possibility that this assassin is real. If he intends to strike in Berlin, our mission is clear. Prevent further loss of life and protect the summit at all costs.”
The projection shifted again, showing the map of Berlin with red-highlighted zones; the Bundestag, the Federal Chancellery building, and the Brandenburg Gate.
“Security’s already airtight.”, Tim explained, “The Germans have built layered defenses; Bundeswehr patrols, checkpoints, armoured convoys. But the fact they discreetly asked for League help means they don’t believe it’s enough. The German Chancellor will be there alongside EU and Soviet delegates. If the Winter Soldier makes a move, it’ll be catastrophic.”
M’gann’s voice was soft but troubled, “Do we even know what he looks like without the mask? Who he is?”
Tim hesitated. His silence was answer enough.
“No records. No fingerprints. No DNA. Every attempt to track him through conventional intelligence has led nowhere. Whoever he is, he’s been erased from the system.”
Jason scoffed again, but this time it was darker, “Convenient. That kind of vanishing act doesn’t happen unless somebody powerful wants it that way. Governments. Black-ops programs. League of Shadows. You name it.”
The thought hung in the air. More than one pair of eyes flicked toward Kaldur, who shut it down with a shake of his head.
“No assumptions.”, Kaldur said firmly, “We deal in evidence, not rumor.”
Still, M’gann picked up the unease in the room.
There was something about this mission that felt too close, too dangerous.
For once, even Superboy’s stoicism seemed strained; his fists clenched and unclenched in his lap as though he was daring the phantom assassin to try them.
The hum of the Bioship deepened as it began its descent. The silence returned, broken only by the sound of Jason idly checking the magazine on his sidearm.
Finally, Kaldur spoke again, “This Winter Soldier has taken many lives. He will not take more if we can prevent it. We will face him as we have faced all threats, together.”
For a moment, that reminder was enough. The Team had fought gods, tyrants, and alien armadas. They had saved the world more times than history books would ever admit. But even so… None of them said out loud what they were all thinking.
This time felt different.
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[Friday, January 15, 2021 | 02:00]
[Berlin, Brandenburg, Germany]
Berlin at night glittered beneath a shroud of cloud and frost.
From above, the city seemed calm, a sprawl of golden streetlamps and narrow rivers of traffic, but the mood inside the Bioship was anything but serene.
Every one of them felt the weight of what awaited below.
The ship cut silently through the clouds, cloaked in camouflage, until it dipped low over the outskirts of the city.
Waiting on the tarmac of a secure Bundeswehr airfield was a convoy of armored transports, engines rumbling, headlights off.
As soon as the Bioship touched down, the rear hatch hissed open.
Cold air swept in, biting their faces as boots hit asphalt. German soldiers in full tactical gear moved with precision, rifles at the ready but pointed down. Their insignias caught the faint blue lights of the ship, the German tri-colour of black, red, and gold.
A tall Bundeswehr officer stepped forward, his posture rigid, his accent clipped, “Willkommen nach Deutschland, heroes. We are honoured to have you here.”
Aqualad stepped forward, nodding and extending a hand, “Thank you, we are honoured to be here.”
The officer nodded, shaking Aqualad’s hand, “We have our orders. You will come with us under discreet escort. No names, no faces. This operation is streng geheim.”
Aqualad inclined his head respectfully, “Of course.”
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The Team boarded the transports in silence. The doors slammed shut, the locks clanking heavy as the convoy rolled out of the airfield and into the sleeping city.
Through the narrow slits of the armored windows, Tigress caught glimpses of Berlin; monuments lit against the night, faint graffiti on concrete walls, the quiet hum of a city unaware that history was about to teeter on the edge.
Red Hood sat opposite her, his helmet in his lap, tapping his fingers against the metal absently.
“You feel that?”, he muttered.
“What?”, she asked.
“The air. Like we’re driving straight into a funeral.”
Nobody corrected him.
Robin, seated near the front, reviewed a secure tablet, his eyes flicking over blueprints of the Chancellery. Miss Martian sat beside him, her brows furrowed, gently reaching out with her mind; not invasive, just brushing against the atmosphere. Her lips pressed tight.
“Everyone’s tense.”, she whispered.
“They should be.”, Red Hood replied, “We’re hunting a ghost.”
The convoy cut through darkened streets, then veered toward the government quarter.
Barriers rose as German soldiers waved them through checkpoint after checkpoint.
Armored vehicles and heavy machine guns lined the approaches, their presence stark against the quiet façades of Berlin’s historic heart.
When the transports finally stopped, the Team stepped out into the shadow of a massive glass-and-concrete complex, the Federal Chancellery, heart of the German government.
The building loomed, sleek and modern, its great central arch lit faintly by security floodlights.
They were ushered quickly through side entrances, past multiple rings of security. No cameras, no journalists, no civilians. To the public, the Chancellery slept. But inside, it thrummed with quiet urgency with guards at every corner, encrypted radios chattering, layers of protection woven tight.
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At last, they were led into a private chamber on the upper floors. The walls were white, stark, and soundproofed. A long polished table stood at the center, its surface bare save for a single German flag at its edge, right beside it was the banner of the European Union.
Waiting there was the Chancellor of Germany herself, a woman in her early fifties, steel-gray hair cropped short, her blue suit crisp.
She carried herself with an authority honed by years of politics, but her eyes softened just slightly as she regarded the young heroes.
“Thank you for coming.”, she said in careful English, though her voice carried the cadence of her homeland, “Entschuldigung, I do not believe I have introduced myself to you properly.”
She stepped forward, meeting the heroes as she extended her hand, “I am Adelheid Meyer, Chancellor of the Federal Republic of Germany.”
Aqualad stepped to meet her gaze, shaking her hand as he tilted his head in a slight bow, “I am Aqualad, we are here on behalf of the Justice League.”
Chancellor Meyer nodded, “We are honoured to have you with us.”
Aqualad reciprocated, “The honour is ours.”
With pleasantries aside, the Team had settled in to discuss with the German Chancellor the specifics of their assignment.
“I know this is… Irregular.”, she began, “But we are grateful that the Justice League has accepted our request and sent you here.”
Aqualad answered, his presence calm and formal, “Your Excellency, we are more than honored to be of assistance. The League has charged us with ensuring the safety of this summit. We will do everything within our power to prevent harm to you and your guests.”
The Chancellor nodded slowly, her gaze passing over each of them; the Atlantean leader, the archer, the Martian, the clone of Krypton, and the Bat’s protégés.
For just a moment, her expression softened, as though she recognized how young they were compared to the burden they carried.
“We have heard word of the possibility of an attempt at the Summit.”, she continued, “Rest assured, we have taken every liberty to secure the event the best we can. Our soldiers, our intelligence, our barriers… All are prepared.”
She paused, folding her hands before her, “But my confidence in our safety is greater now with you here.”
Those words carried weight.
Germany had its own heroes, its own protectors. But none had the reach, the history, the myth of this Team. For the Chancellor to admit that their presence tipped the balance, that meant something.
Aqualad once again bowed his head in respect, “We thank you for your trust. For the sake of peace, we will not fail.”
Her eyes sharpened, “Please, for all our sakes, see to it that you don’t.”
Red Hood leaned back slightly, smirking behind his helmet, “Friendly lady.”, he muttered under his breath.
“Quiet.”, Tigress hissed.
Robin gave the Chancellor a polite nod, “If we many, Your Excellency, we’ll require access to the summit perimeter, rooftops, service tunnels, and any potential infiltration points. We’ll also need cooperation from your military and security forces. If the Winter Soldier does make a move, we have to be positioned to intercept.”
At the mention of the assassin’s name, a flicker crossed the Chancellor’s face.
Fear? Irritation? Maybe both.
“The Winter Soldier.”, she said, almost spitting the title as she gazed out the massive window of the conference room, “A phantom. Our intelligence agency and my advisors tell me he is real. That his shadow has touched London, Seoul, and many others. But we do not negotiate with ghosts. If he does come, he will find Germany ready.”
“Ghosts don’t care if you’re ready, Madam Chancellor.”, Red Hood muttered again, louder this time.
The Chancellor’s gaze snapped to him, cold and cutting, “And who are you, masked one?”
Red Hood tilted his head, “Red Hood, Your Excellency. Think of me as your insurance policy.”
Her lips pressed tight, but she did not respond.
Aqualad quickly smoothed the tension, speaking over the silence, “We will coordinate with your security teams discreetly. The fewer who know of our presence, the better. Surprise will be our advantage.”
The Chancellor gave a sharp nod, “Then we are in agreement. Come Monday, the summit begins. And the world will watch Berlin. You will remain unseen, but ready.”
She stepped back, signaling the meeting was over.
Guards appeared, escorting them toward their quarters within the Chancellery; spartan rooms, bare walls, secure communications.
As they were shown in, Tigress sat on the edge of her bed and finally exhaled, “Well. No pressure, right? Just protecting the free world from a super-assassin.”
Red Hood chuckled, unholstering one of his pistols to check the chamber, “Relax. If he shows, I’ll put two in his chest and one in his head. Problem solved.”
Robin shot him a sharp look, “It’s not that simple. If we can take him alive, we do. We need to know who he is, who he works for, and why he’s targeting world leaders. Dead men tell no tales, after all.”
Red Hood smirked, loading the clip with a snap, “Maybe. But corpses don’t pull triggers either.”
The clash hung between them. But before it could spark further, Aqualad’s voice cut through, calm but commanding.
“Enough. Save your strength. The days ahead will test us all.”
The Team settled into uneasy silence, each lost in thought.
Outside the glass walls, Berlin’s skyline glittered in the dark, unaware of the storm approaching.
And somewhere, in the shadows beyond the lights, the Winter Soldier was waiting…
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[Sunday, January 17, 2021 | 01:05]
[Berlin, Brandenburg, Germany]
The hours until dawn bled away quickly.
The Team split into pairs, each taking a sector of the city around the Bundestag and Chancellery.
If the Winter Soldier was going to strike, he’d need a vantage point, a gap in security, or a way to infiltrate. Their job was to make sure none existed.
The streets were quiet, and eerily so.
Berlin had never quite shed the scars of division; even now, after decades of unity, there were cracks visible to the careful eye.
Closed shops along narrow cobblestones. The chill bite of winter air swirling around statues that had stood since the Cold War. A city that remembered too much, hiding its memories in plain sight.
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On the rooftops, Artemis adjusted her scope.
She crouched on the ledge of an old stone building overlooking the Chancellery grounds. Her breath misted in the air as she scanned through the crosshairs, checking sightlines, angles of attack.
“Sniper perches here, here, and there.”, she muttered into the mind link M’gann set up earlier, tagging the positions with her HUD, “If I were him, those are the shots I’d take.”
Wally’s voice crackled back, light and easy but carrying an edge, “Good thing you’re not him. Otherwise we’d be in trouble.”
Artemis smirked faintly, though her eyes stayed on the scope, “Funny. Remind me why you’re down on street level freezing your butt off?”
“Because I’m the fastest distraction money can’t buy.”, Wally replied, zipping across the block to test response times from the German patrols.
Sirens flared once, then died. He reappeared in a blur at the base of her building, “See? If he shows up, I draw his fire, you put an arrow in him. Easy.”
Artemis shook her head, but didn’t argue. That was Wally, always reducing the impossible to simple math, even when the odds were a nightmare.
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Below the tunnels of Berlin’s underground, M’gann phased through concrete walls like a wraith.
Her Martian senses extended outward, sweeping through service tunnels beneath the city, searching for explosives, infiltration teams, or anything out of place.
Conner shadowed her, boots crunching through gravel, his eyes glowing faintly in the dim light, “Anything?”
“Nothing yet.”, she said softly, “But the fear here is thick. Even without reading minds, you can feel it. Everyone knows something could happen. They’re just… Hoping it doesn’t.”
Conner frowned, resting a hand on the steel wall beside him, “Hope doesn’t stop bullets.”
M’gann looked at him, her eyes sad, “Neither does cynicism.”
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Jason, meanwhile, took a different approach.
He was digging.
Berlin had an underworld, and if anyone could sniff out whispers, it was him.
He pulled his hood low and slipped into a smoke-filled bar near Alexanderplatz, the kind of place where mercenaries and smugglers took their drinks in silence.
He didn’t ask questions directly, he just listened. To the way voices lowered when someone mentioned the summit. To the brief flashes of fear when the word Gespenst (“ghost”) surfaced. The Winter Soldier was real to them. Too real.
One drunk merc spat on the floor and muttered, his voice in a slurred, drunken German, “Man with a metal arm! Shoots without sound. Leaves no tracks. You don’t see him until you’re already dead.”
Jason clenched his jaw but kept silent.
Later, as he stepped back into the cold night, speaking into the mind link, “Intel checks out. Locals are terrified. They say he’s a phantom, metal arm, silent as a shadow. If he’s in Berlin, we’ll never spot him before he makes a move.”
Tim’s voice came back steady, controlled, “Then we make sure he doesn’t get the chance.”
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At the surveillance nest back the Federal Chancellery building; Tim was holed up with Kaldur observing the Team’s progress, monitoring chatter, and surveying the vast expanse of Berlin’s metropolitan CCTV system accompanied by security officers from the German Federal Intelligence Service.
They oversaw feeds from Bundeswehr military drones, security checkpoints, and their own discreet sensors planted across key streets.
Tim’s fingers never stopped moving, swiping between angles, calculating entry points and timeframes.
Kaldur, calm as ever, stood beside him, arms folded, “Your mind is racing.”, he observed quietly.
Tim didn’t look up, “It has to. He’s too efficient to leave a trail. The only way to catch him is to be everywhere he might be.”
“Even Batman cannot be everywhere.”, Kaldur said gently.
Tim’s lips pressed thin, “Then we’ll have to do better.”
Kaldur let the quiet settle before speaking again, "He would be proud of you, Tim. Of all of you."
Tim's hands stilled on the keyboard. He didn't need to ask who Kaldur meant.
"Yeah.", Tim said softly, "He would, hopefully."
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The Team rotated, regrouped, redeployed.
Hours passed, and the city remained still.
Too still.
Then Jason’s voice broke over the mind link, tight and urgent, “Movement. Eastern end of Spree River, west of the Großer Müggelsee lake. Someone’s tailing us.”
“Wow, I didn’t know you were good in German, Jay.”, Wally spoke through the link.
Jason scoffed, “Shut up, Wally.”
The Team snapped to attention as they converged on the coordinated.
Artemis adjusted her scope, M’gann and Conner rose through the tunnels, Tim and Kaldur activated drone sweeps.
Jason was already on the move, sprinting through an alley lit only by flickering lamps.
His boots splashed through shallow puddles as he caught a glimpse.
Just a shadow at the far end, tall, broad-shouldered, moving with predatory grace. Then a streetlamp caught the figure for a split second, and Jason's blood ran cold.
Metal. Left arm. Glinting silver even in the dim light.
No mistaking it.
“I got eyes on ‘em.”, Jason hissed.
He raised his pistol, fired two shots. Both rounds sparked off brick as the figure vanished around a corner.
“Don’t pursue alone!”, Kaldur ordered.
Jason ignored him, tearing after the shadow, as he rounded the corner.
Empty.
Only silence, and the echo of boots fading away.
He cursed under his breath, making his way to a rooftop to scan the area.
The area was less dense compared to the city centre, where the city faded as it met the woods of the Großer Müggelsee lake.
Still, he found nothing.
Artemis’s voice cut in, sharp, “What did you see?”
Jason’s jaw clenched, “An arm. Left arm. Metal. I know what I saw.”
For a moment, silence hung heavy across the comms.
Then Tim spoke, voice colder than usual, “The Winter Soldier, he’s here.”
The figure moved with unnatural efficiency, no wasted motion, no hesitation. Professional. Military. Jason had seen enough killers to recognize one on sight.
And something about the way he moved...
Jason shook off the thought. Now wasn't the time.
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They searched the streets for another hour, but the shadow had evaporated, leaving only whispers and Jason’s shaken certainty.
By the time the Team regrouped in their quarters, Berlin was starting to wake, the pale glow of dawn creeping across the skyline.
None of them said it aloud, but they all felt it.
The ghost was here.
And tomorrow, at the summit, he would strike…
Chapter 6: "V: The Winter Soldier"
Chapter Text
(4 Years Ago…)
[Year: 2017]
[Siberia, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The cell was small, metallic, and reeked of iron and disinfectant.
The walls sweated condensation in the bitter cold, while a single lightbulb buzzed overhead, casting a sickly yellow glow.
Shackles pinned him upright to the chair, his wrists bound behind, his ankles bolted to the floor, his chest strapped tight to iron.
His mask had been ripped away days ago. His uniform burned in pieces. Now there was only his face, swollen, bruised, pale against the dark bruising that bloomed across his jawline.
Dick Grayson, Nightwing, had lost count of the days.
He knew only of cycles: lights flicked on, men in uniforms entered, pain followed. Lights flicked off, silence and darkness consumed him.
Over and over again.
His head swam with dehydration, his muscles screamed with strain, but still he clenched his teeth and spat blood when they demanded words.
Tonight was different.
Bootsteps echoed in the corridor. A heavier stride than the usual grunts. The door hissed open and in walked an officer in his mid-forties, square jaw, close-cropped hair gone grey at the temples.
His uniform bore the insignia of the Soviet Armed Forces, but there was something colder in his eyes than a soldier’s duty.
Two soldiers wheeled in a cart; syringes, clamps, a battery rig wired with electrodes.
The smell of ozone lingered in the air.
“Richard Grayson.”, the officer said in a flat voice, clinical, his Russian accent thick in the air, “You should feel honored. Not many Americans are given a second life. Fewer still survive the process.”
Dick rasped, his throat raw, “You’ll get nothing out of me.”
The officer tilted his head, lips curling in faint amusement, “It is not about what you give. It is about what we take.”
A nod, and the soldiers moved.
Electrodes bit into his chest, his temples, the inside of his arms.
Wires coiled like snakes around his bare skin.
The officer began to circle him. Slowly. Methodically. Each step punctuated with words that meant nothing at first, syllables heavy and deliberate.
“Желание.” (Longing)
A pause.
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
The current surged. Dick’s body convulsed, back arching against the restraints as the electricity tore through his nerves. His scream rattled the walls.
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
The shock ceased. He collapsed forward, gasping, muscles twitching uncontrollably.
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
Another jolt. This one longer. He felt his teeth crack against the bite of his own jaw, tasted blood flooding his tongue.
The officer leaned close, voice steady, cold, “You will learn these words. You will live by them. They are the key to your rebirth.”
“Go… To… Hell…”, Dick spat between ragged breaths.
The officer struck him across the face, knuckles splitting his lip. A casual blow, like one would deliver to livestock. He resumed the circling, voice calm, precise.
“Печь“ (Furnace)
Another shock, this time harsher. Dick screamed again, head jerking so violently his vision swam black.
“Девять“ (Nine)
A pause, letting him slump. Letting him breathe just enough.
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
Shock. Every nerve in his body is on fire. His chest heaved, his body trembled uncontrollably.
The officer leaned closer, whispering now, “You think you resist. But resistance is weakness. Soon, you will understand strength. Soon, you will comply.”
“Never.”, Dick rasped.
His throat burned.
His voice cracked.
But he forced the word out anyway, “Never.”
The officer’s smile was razor-thin.
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
This time the shock didn’t stop immediately.
It held, unrelenting, a white-hot river of agony that fried thought, seared muscle, and hollowed the mind.
Dick’s scream grew hoarse, breaking, until there was nothing left but a choked, animal wail.
His body shook violently in the chair, eyes rolling back.
When the current finally ceased, he sagged in the restraints.
Drool and blood streaked his chin. His chest rose and fell in shallow gasps.
““Один.” (One)”, the officer murmured, continuing the litany.
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
No shock this time. Only silence.
The words lingered in the stale air.
The officer crouched to meet his eyes, “Say it.”
Dick coughed, blood dribbling from his mouth.
He glared, defiance still burning behind swollen lids, “Fuck off.”, he whispered again.
The officer’s smirk faltered into something colder. He stood, gave a curt nod.
The soldiers moved forward. One jabbed a syringe into Dick’s neck, flooding him with something icy that burned like fire in his veins. His thoughts blurred, fog smothering the edges of his will.
The officer resumed his walk again, his voice relentless.
“Желание.” (Longing)
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
“Печь“ (Furnace)
“Девять“ (Nine)
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
“Один.” (One)
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
Over and over again.
The shocks.
The fog.
The pain.
Hours blurred into eternity. His screams grew weaker. His resistance faltered.
At some point, he didn’t know when, his lips stopped forming defiance.
His jaw trembled, breath shuddered, and the words spilled out of him.
Words hollow and broken, in Russian.
“Готов подчиняться.” (Ready to comply.)
The officer froze, then smiled slowly. Satisfied.
He turned to his subordinate, “Inform Comrade Major Knyazev and Mr. Wilson. The reconditioning is a success. The subject is ready for programming.”
The restraints released with a metallic clank. Dick slumped forward, unconscious, breath shallow. A broken thing waiting to be remade.
The light above flickered once.
Then, like a whisper, it went out…
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(Present Day…)
[Friday, January 22, 2021 | 13:05]
[Berlin, Brandenburg, Germany]
[EU - USSR Summit | Day 5]
The German sky was a slate of grey.
Clouds hung heavy over the Federal Chancellery, their bellies threatening rain.
The building stood like a fortress of glass and steel in the heart of Berlin’s government quarter, bristling with discreet but overwhelming security. Snipers lined rooftops. Barricades had been erected blocks away.
The air hummed with tension, the kind that came before history was written in ink or in blood.
Inside, the grand atrium had been transformed into a hall of ceremony.
Flags lined the marble walls, the dark reds, blues, and golds of the reformed Soviet Union; the deep blue and ring of stars of the European Union; the black-red-gold tri-colour of a unified Germany.
A hundred delegates filled the rows: prime ministers, chancellors, commissioners, diplomats, members of the European Council, members of the European Parliament, and aides.
Only permitted broadcasters from the world’s major news outlets were allowed inside, yet even with the controlled media presence the room felt suffocated by the weight of eyes unseen, history itself bearing witness.
At the front stood two long tables, draped in cloth, pens waiting like weapons.
On one side: the Soviet delegation led by Soviet Premier Leonid Volkov, flanked by stoic generals in polished medals.
On the other: the European Union’s Commission President Emma Schneider, the German Chancellor Adelheid Meyer, the leaders of France, Italy, Spain, Poland, and the whole of Europe’s fractured unity gathered under one roof.
It was now the fifth day of the summit.
The past four days consisted of speeches, negotiations, and carefully rehearsed compromises had led to this moment. The renewal of the “Peace, Prosperity, and Friendship Accords” between the EU and the USSR. Thirty years ago, such a phrase would have been unthinkable. Now it was a necessity.
But beneath the speeches and signatures, paranoia thrived.
Everyone knew the cost if this failed. Everyone knew the enemies who wanted it to.
That was why the Team was there.
High above, cloaked by shadow, Tigress crouched against a rafter, bow drawn but hidden, her sharp eyes scanning every exit.
Kid Flash paced impatiently in the wings, vibrating with nervous energy.
Superboy stood stiff as stone near the main stage, a silent wall of muscle in civilian black.
Miss Martian lingered near the back of the room, her eyes glowing faint green every few seconds as she brushed against thoughts, searching for anomalies.
Robin sat cross-legged in the gallery overhead, a tablet glowing in his hands. He flicked through schematics, security routes, and watchlists. He spoke through Miss Martian’s mind link.
“All clear on infrared.”, he whispered, “No weapons unaccounted for. At least, none that aren’t already supposed to be here.”
Aqualad, stationed near the central dais as if he were a member of security detail, “Maintain vigilance. This is the final day, which makes it the most dangerous.”
“Yeah, no kidding.”, Tigress muttered under her breath.
Red Hood leaned against a pillar at the far side of the atrium, arms crossed, helmet reflecting the fractured light. He had said little the entire operation. His presence alone was enough; the silent enforcer, brutal if required. Aqualad had insisted they keep him on a leash. Nobody was entirely sure if that was possible.
The ceremony began.
German Chancellor Adelheid Meyer, despite her age, stood with poise and grace as any seasoned statesperson would.
She adjusted the collar of her shirt and blazer, and stepped up to the podium; her voice reverberated through the chamber, deep and deliberate.
“Today, we renew the promise of peace. Not merely between Germany and the Soviet Union. Not merely between Western Europe and the East. But between peoples who, for too long, were divided by walls, by wars, by fear. This treaty is not a guarantee of perfection. It is a guarantee of effort. And in that effort, we find strength.”
Polite applause followed. Cameras clicked in the hands of the official press. The Soviet Premier nodded gravely, his expression unreadable.
Kid Flash spoke nervously in through the mind link, “Seriously, are we sure the Chancellor lady is not about to choke on her own speech? Because I’m getting goosebumps just listening.”
“Focus.”, Aqualad ordered, calm but firm.
Robin’s voice broke in, softer, sharper, “Hold on. Something’s… off. I’m picking up chatter on an encrypted band. Bundeswehr, but it’s piggybacking. That’s not standard.”
“Where?”, Aqualad asked.
“North wing entrance. Signal’s bouncing but it’s close.”
Miss Martian’s eyes flared. Her face tightened. ”I feel it too. Minds moving where they shouldn’t be.”
Then, it happened.
The explosion tore through the north wall like a thunderclap.
Fire and concrete erupted in a storm of dust and shrapnel, the sound so deafening it drowned out the Chancellor’s words mid-sentence.
Screams filled the hall as delegates scrambled.
Security forces lunged forward, shields raised and weapons drawn.
Figures poured through the smoke; masked men, armored, rifles spitting fire. The assassins moved with military precision, cutting through guards with ruthless efficiency. The Team responded instantly.
“Move!”, Aqualad roared. His water-bearers whirled into hardened shields, intercepting bullets in sprays of steam.
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The Team responded instantly.
Superboy charged, smashing into the first wave with bone-breaking force, sending two mercenaries flying into a marble pillar.
Tigress' arrows split the smoke, each finding its mark with lethal speed, dropping rifles before they could fire.
Kid Flash became a blur of red and yellow, disarming men faster than they could blink, bodies collapsing in his wake.
Above, Robin leapt from the gallery, hurling flashbangs that burst into brilliant white, disorienting the attackers.
And then the room grew colder.
Through the dust and fire, a figure stepped forward. His movements precise, almost mechanical. A mask covered his face, his eyes hidden behind a second mask, a domino mask.
His arm gleamed, the metal arm of rumours, wrapped in advanced plating as the armor hummed faintly with hidden servos.
A black tactical suit stretched across his frame, lean, but still muscular and powerful.
The Winter Soldier.
The assassins fanned out around him, but his presence commanded the room. He moved with a calmness that was terrifying; not rushing, not wasting motion, every step a predator's certainty. His eyes, cold and distant, scanned the chamber until they landed on the German Chancellor.
Aqualad saw it instantly, “It is him! Engage him, now!”
The Team lunged.
Kid Flash blurred forward, a streak of yellow and red aiming to sweep the Soldier's legs.
“I'm fast”, Kid Flash thought, “Faster than any human has a right to be. He can't—”
The Soldier moved.
Not faster than Kid Flash. But smarter. He didn't try to match the speedster's velocity. He predicted the trajectory, stepped aside at the last possible second, and his arm lashed out in a brutal clothesline.
Kid Flashran face-first into metal moving at just the right angle, at just the right time. The impact nearly snapped him in half. He hit the ground hard, gasping, ribs screaming, vision swimming.
“The hell?”, Kid Flash thought through the pain, stunned, “Has he fought speedsters before?”
Superboy roared and charged.
The impact when they collided shook the floor. For a moment, they were matched, Kryptonian strength against, whatever this man was made of and brutal conditioning. Superboy drove him back three steps, four, his fists hammering against the Soldier's guard.
But the Soldier didn't fight like a brawler. He fought like someone who'd studied how to kill Kryptonians.
A precise strike to a nerve cluster made Superboy's left arm go numb. A knee to the solar plexus doubled him over. And then the metal fist came down like a hammer, slamming Conner face-first into the marble floor.
Superboy tried to push himself up, dazed. “My strength... How? It’s like he knows exactly where to hit.”
Tigress' arrows came next, a rapid volley aimed at joints, gaps in armor, anywhere flesh showed.
One arrow sparked off his metal arm. The second he deflected with a twist of his wrist. The third grazed his shoulder, drawing blood. The fourth embedded in his thigh.
He pulled it out without flinching and kept coming.
He's not even slowing down, Artemis realized, her hands already knocking another arrow. Pain doesn't register.
She switched targets, aiming for his knees, but he caught her next shot midair and snapped the shaft in two. She barely ducked his counterstrike as a boot split the air where her head had been, the wind from the kick ruffling her hair.
Miss Martian launched a psychic assault, eyes blazing green-white.
“Let me in. Let me stop him. Let me—”
She hit a wall.
No, not a wall. A void.
His mind wasn't just shielded, it was empty. No thoughts, no emotions, no personality. Just purpose and conditioning and cold, mechanical obedience. It was the most terrifying thing she'd ever touched, like staring into a black hole where a person should be.
The psychic backlash hit her like a physical blow. She recoiled, clutching her temples, gasping.
Then his head snapped toward her, and for a heartbeat their eyes met.
Empty. Utterly empty.
Miss Martian stumbled back, terror flooding through her.
Robin's bo staff cracked across the Soldier's back with enough force to drop a normal human.
The Soldier spun, impossibly fast, caught the staff mid-swing, and yanked Tim forward. His hand closed around Robin's throat, lifting him off the ground, and slammed him against the wall so hard the plaster cracked and spiderwebbed.
Robin’s vision went dark at the edges, his hands clawing uselessly at the metal arm.
Then gunfire split the air.
Red Hood stepped from the shadows, both pistols leveled. No warning. No banter. Just bullets.
The Soldier moved—fast—but not fast enough to dodge them all. One round clipped his shoulder armor, cracking the plating. Another grazed his neck, leaving a thin line of red. A third sparked off his metal arm.
Red Hood advanced, firing methodically, professionally, driving him back step by step.
"Not so tough when someone shoots back at you, huh?"
The Soldier released Robin, who collapsed gasping to the floor.
For half a second, Red Hood thought he had the advantage.
Then the Soldier moved.
Red Hood barely registered it, one moment the Winter Soldier was ten feet away, the next his metal fist was driving into Jason's stomach, lifting him off his feet. The air rushed out of his lungs in an agonized gasp. His pistols clattered to the floor.
Before he could recover, the Soldier's human hand caught him by the throat and threw him. Jason crashed through a decorative pillar, stone and plaster raining down around him.
“Jesus Christ.”, Red Hood thought, tasting blood, “He fights like…”
He couldn't finish the thought. The world was spinning too much.
Aqualad surged forward, water-bearers hardening into twin blades as he intercepted the Soldier's advance.
"Fall back!", he commanded, even as he lunged himself.
The Winter Soldier met him blade for metal arm, sparks flying as Atlantean magic clashed against Soviet engineering. Aqualad's strikes were disciplined, precise, honed by years of training under Aquaman himself.
But the Soldier matched him. Parried. Countered.
His technique, Aqualad thought, analyzing even as he fought. Military close-quarters combat, but refined. Adapted. Like he's been trained specifically to fight metahumans, to counter our advantages.
The Soldier's metal arm caught one of Kaldur's water-blades and crushed it, the hardened water shattering like glass. Before Kaldur could reform it, a brutal knee strike to his already-bruised ribs sent him stumbling.
It didn’t look like it, the fight had lasted less than ten minutes, but it felt much longer than that.
The Team was down.
Battered. Bleeding. Scattered across the chamber like broken toys.
And the Winter Soldier stood in the center of it all, barely winded, blood trickling from minor wounds that he didn't even seem to notice.
He turned toward the podium.
Towards the Chancellor.
The German security detail formed a desperate wall around her, weapons raised, shouting commands in German.
The Soldier didn't slow.
He moved through them like death given form. One guard's arm broke with an audible crack. Another crumpled unconscious from a precise strike to the temple. A third fired point-blank, the Soldier twisted, the bullet grazing his armor, and drove his metal fist through the man's chest plate, denting it inward and sending him flying.
The Chancellor stood frozen, her composure finally cracking, eyes wide as she realized that all the security in the world meant nothing against this.
The Soldier raised his pistol.
"NO!", Robin screamed from where he'd collapsed, throwing a birdarang with the last of his strength.
It struck the Soldier's wrist—
Too late.
The gun fired.
Chancellor Adelheid Meyer's eyes went wide with shock. Her hand moved toward her chest, almost curious, as blood began to spread across her blue suit like spilled wine.
She swayed.
Fell.
She hit the marble floor with a sound that echoed through the suddenly silent chamber.
For one suspended heartbeat, the world seemed to stop.
Then the room erupted into chaos.
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The German Chancellor's body lay still, the pool of blood spreading beneath her growing larger with each passing second.
Her aides screamed. Security rushed forward. Delegates surged to their feet in panic, shouting, scrambling for exits.
The Winter Soldier stood over the fallen leader for the briefest of moments.
He didn't celebrate.
He didn't sneer.
He didn't even hesitate.
He simply turned, his masks hiding everything, his eyes flat and lifeless, before retreating into the smoke like a phantom.
His mercenaries covered his exit, rifles spitting fire toward the Team.
Tigress scrambled to her feet, ignoring the pain in her ribs, and fired arrow after arrow into the retreating assassins.
"No!", her voice cracked with fury and desperation.
One merc dropped. Another stumbled. But the Winter Soldier was already gone, swallowed by smoke and chaos.
Superboy clawed his way up from the broken marble, fury and shame burning in his eyes.
He lunged forward, but Aqualad's hand seized his arm.
"Superboy! Stand down!"
"We can still catch him!", Superboy roared, blood trickling from his nose.
"We failed already.", Red Hood growled, dragging himself up from the rubble, his voice low, bitter, "The Chancellor's dead. And that fucker's already gone."
Miss Martian scanned desperately with her telepathy, searching for the Soldier's cold, empty mind.
Nothing. He really was gone.
In less than ten minutes, she thought, horror washing over her, he appeared, caused chaos, defeated all of us, assassinated the German Chancellor, and vanished without a trace.
Aqualad's gaze fell to the floor, to the body of Chancellor Meyer surrounded by her weeping aides.
"The damage is done."
Miss Martian moved, knelt beside the Chancellor, pressing glowing hands to her chest, desperately trying to slow the bleeding. Her telepathic voice rang in all their minds, frantic, panicked.
“Stay with me, stay with us, please—”
But there was no mind to reach. No thoughts to touch.
Only silence.
Robin's hands trembled as he checked for a pulse. He didn't need to. He knew. He looked up at Miss Martian, his face pale beneath his mask, his voice breaking.
"She's gone, M'gann. She's gone."
The weight of it crashed down like a tidal wave.
The leader of Germany. One of the most influential leaders of the European Union. The woman who would have symbolized a new era of peace.
Dead at their feet.
Killed not in shadows, but in the heart of Berlin, in her homeland's own capital, in front of the world's most powerful figures.
And they had failed to stop it.
Alarms blared. Security forces swarmed the chamber, weapons drawn, shoving delegates toward secure exits. The Soviet Premier was rushed out under heavy guard, his face carved from stone, unreadable. European leaders scrambled, some shouting accusations, others silent with shock.
The Team pressed together in the chaos, bruised, bloody, shaken to their cores.
"This wasn't supposed to happen.", Tigress hissed, her voice breaking, "We had one job—"
"We tried!", Kid Flash snapped back, though his voice was shaky, hollow, defensive, "We took down half those mercs—"
"And the one that mattered still got away!", Tigress snarled.
"Enough!", Aqualad raised his hand, his voice sharp, commanding despite the despair weighing on every word, "We must extract now. Debrief later. This place is no longer secure."
Red Hood's helmet tilted toward the Chancellor's body, toward the pool of blood still spreading across the pristine marble floor.
His voice was flat, empty.
"Doesn't matter where we run. We can only hope to god that World War III hasn't started by the time we get outside."
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Outside, the streets of Berlin were fire and sirens.
Riot police struggled to contain panicked crowds, while Bundeswehr convoys roared through the streets, sirens wailing.
Rumors spread faster than fact: the German Chancellor was dead. The Soviets were behind it. The Americans knew. The EU was betrayed.
The Team slipped through the chaos under heavy Bundewehr escort, armored transports rushing them away from the Chancellery.
Through the narrow windows, they could see protesters gathering, their numbers swelling by the minute, their voices rising into a roar.
"Verräter! Krieg! Frieden ist tot!" (Traitors! War! Peace is dead!)
Signs were already being raised. Fires were being lit. The city was coming apart at the seams.
Robin sat slumped in the back of the transport, his mask cracked down one side, his voice small.
"Batman's not going to forgive us for this."
Miss Martian, pale and shaken, her hands still trembling from trying to save a woman already dead, whispered:
"We don't need Batman to forgive us. We need the world to."
No one answered.
Because they all knew the world wouldn't.
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[Saturday, January 23, 2021 | 06:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
Hours later, the Watchtower was filled with voices raised in fury.
The League had gathered in an emergency session, their holographic table flickering with grim faces and grimmer news.
Superman's jaw was set in steel. Wonder Woman's hands gripped the table so hard the metal groaned. Aquaman's voice thundered like the sea itself.
"The German Chancellor is dead.", he said, fury and grief bleeding together in every syllable, "Assassinated under our watch. The world will not forgive us."
"It wasn't us.", Green Lantern John Stewart countered, his tone sharp but defensive, "It was the assassin. This… 'Winter Soldier'."
"Tell that to the EU Parliament.", Hawkman spat, his wings rustling with agitation, "They'll demand someone hang for this. And it won't be the ghost we can't catch."
"If the Soviets are involved, they will deny everything.", Black Canary added, her arms crossed, her expression dark, "They'll call him a rogue actor, disavow any connection. But they'll benefit most from this collapse. The timing would be too perfect."
At the far end of the table, Batman sat in silence, the cowl hiding everything.
But those who knew him best could see the tension in his shoulders, the way his gloved hands were clenched into fists beneath the table, the storm raging behind his eyes.
"Bruce.", Wonder Woman pressed, her voice uncharacteristically soft, almost gentle, "You knew something like this was possible. You warned us about this assassin. Did you… Did you know more than you told us?"
Batman didn't answer immediately. His gloved hands folded together, knuckles white beneath the kevlar. Finally, his voice emerged, low, controlled, but carrying an edge of something darker beneath.
"I suspected the pattern.", he admitted, "High-profile targets. Precision kills. A ghost no one could track. The Team was briefed and informed about all of this before their deployment. But I did not anticipate an attack in broad daylight with the entire world watching. Not like this."
"That's not good enough!", Superman slammed a fist on the table, the shockwave rattling coffee cups and data pads across its surface, "A world leader is dead because we weren't prepared! Do you understand what this means? Europe will blame the Soviets. The Soviets will blame Europe. And when the war starts, and it will start if we don't stop this, it will be our failure that lit the match!"
The silence that followed was suffocating.
Even the hum of the Watchtower's systems seemed muted, as if the station itself was holding its breath.
Batman's gaze lowered, his voice quieter than before but no less certain.
"I will find him. Whoever this Winter Soldier is, wherever he's hiding, whoever's controlling him… I'll find him."
But the weight in his tone betrayed something else.
Not just resolve.
Something personal.
Something that made Wonder Woman's eyes narrow with concern as Superman's expression shift from anger to worry.
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[Saturday, January 23, 2021 | 22:00]
[Central Siberia, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The scene shifted.
A dim chamber. Concrete walls, dripping pipes, the smell of cold metal and older blood. Shackles clanked against iron as a figure stirred in the darkness, his face obscured by shadow.
The door opened, harsh fluorescent light spilling across the floor.
A soldier stepped in, rifle slung across his back, his breath misting in the frigid air. Behind him came the officer from years ago, his uniform still pristine, his expression still cold, still merciless.
"The conditioning held.", he said in Russian, his voice carrying the satisfaction of a craftsman admiring his work, "The subject remains stable and under control. The kill, as with all the others, was executed flawlessly."
The soldier nodded sharply, "Orders, comrade?"
"Inform Comrade Major Knyazev.", the officer's lips curled into something that wasn't quite a smile, "And Mr. Wilson. The Winter Soldier is ready for his next assignment."
The officer's eyes lingered on the chained figure in the darkness.
"And he will not fail."
The figure in the chains didn't move. Didn't speak. Barely seemed to breathe.
In the corner of his cell, beyond the reach of the dim light, lay objects he no longer recognized, a domino mask, blue and black, the colors faded. Escrima sticks, their grips worn smooth from years of use, now gathering dust.
The officer kept them as trophies—symbols of what had been taken from the Free World and remade into something to serve their purpose.
Something useful.
Something obedient.
But the man in chains felt nothing when his empty eyes passed over them.
They were relics of someone else's life.
Of the life of someone who no longer existed.
Chapter 7: "VI: Down"
Chapter Text
[Saturday, January 23, 2021 | 06:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The Bioship's landing struts made contact with the Watchtower's hangar deck with barely a whisper, but the sound might as well have been a death knell.
One by one, they emerged.
Aqualad first, spine straight as a spear despite exhaustion carving lines into his features.
Tigress followed, limping slightly, jaw set against pain she refused to acknowledge.
Miss Martian floated down the ramp, her usual grace replaced by something hollow, mechanical.
Superboy's boots struck metal with enough force to leave dents, fists still clenched white at his sides.
Kid Flash stumbled out last of the core team, his trademark grin nowhere to be found.
Robin and Red Hood descended together but apart, the younger keeping distance from the elder's simmering rage.
Their uniforms told the story their mouths wouldn't. Scorch marks. Torn fabric. Arterial spray patterns dried to rust-brown. The acrid stench of Berlin's burning streets clung to them like a second skin, smoke, cordite, and something worse. Something that smelled like failure.
The Watchtower's central hub stretched before them, all sleek chrome and seamless glass, humanity's monument to hope floating in the void. But the holoscreens lining the walls had transformed the cathedral of heroism into a gallery of horrors.
Every channel.
Every feed.
Every broadcast.
The same story.
"GERMAN CHANCELLOR ASSASSINATED AT PEACE SUMMIT"
"BERLIN BURNS - THOUSANDS PROTEST IN STREETS"
"THE WORLD ASKS: WHO IS THE WINTER SOLDIER?"
Footage looped endlessly: the Chancellery's north wall exploding inward in a bloom of orange fire. Delegates screaming. Security forces crumpling like paper. And there, at the center of the maelstrom, a figure in black moving with the cold precision of a scalpel through flesh.
The Winter Soldier.
Artemis's arrow striking his thigh, the shaft protruding from muscle as he kept advancing without breaking stride. Superboy's haymaker connecting with his jaw in a spray of saliva and blood, yet the Soldier's head simply snapping back before returning to center, empty eyes refocusing. M'gann's psychic assault washing over him like water off stone.
And then the Chancellor, her hand moving to her chest with an almost curious expression as crimson bloomed across blue fabric. Her knees buckling. The marble floor rising to meet her.
The Team's boots echoed through the corridor leading to the conference chamber. None of them looked at the screens. They'd lived it once. They didn't need the world's replay.
The conference chamber doors hissed open.
The Justice League stood waiting in a semicircle around the holographic table, Earth rotating slowly in the center like an indictment. Batman at the apex, cape pooled around his boots like a congealed shadow. Superman to his right, arms folded across the S-shield, jaw carved from Kansas granite. Wonder Woman on his left, hands resting on her belt but close, too close, to her lasso.
Green Lantern John Stewart's ring pulsed faint emerald. Flash tapped his fingers against his thigh at super-speed, a hummingbird's heartbeat translated to nervous energy. Black Canary stood behind them, leather jacket zipped high despite the Watchtower's climate control. Even Aquaman had materialized from whatever deep-ocean crisis usually occupied his time, his expression as cold and merciless as the Marianas Trench.
The full weight of Earth's protectors.
All eyes on seven bloodied children who'd failed to protect a single woman.
"Report."
Batman's voice didn't rise. Didn't need to. The single word landed like an axe blade, cleaving the silence.
Kaldur stepped forward. His shoulders squared, hands clasped at the small of his back, parade rest, the posture drilled into him by Aquaman, by Black Manta before betrayal, by every moment of leadership thrust upon him when Nightwing vanished four years ago.
His voice emerged steady. Calm. Empty.
"The summit proceeded according to schedule for four days. Security was multi-layered with the Bundeswehr perimeter, Federal Intelligence Service surveillance, our own reconnaissance and positioning. We maintained overwatch throughout the signing ceremony."
He paused. Swallowed. Continued.
"At 1305 local time on January twenty-second, an explosive breached the north wall of the Federal Chancellery's main hall. Armed combatants entered, twenty-three confirmed hostiles with military-grade equipment and training. We engaged immediately."
On the holotable, security footage materialized. Tigress's arrows finding throats. Superboy throwing mercs through load-bearing columns. Kid Flash disarming entire squads in eyeblinks.
"We neutralized hostile forces within four minutes.", Kaldur's jaw tightened, "But the primary threat was... Unprecedented."
The footage shifted. Smoke parting like a curtain. The Winter Soldier stepping through, unhurried, inevitable.
"The individual designated as the Winter Soldier engaged the Team directly. His capabilities exceeded all intelligence estimates. Enhanced strength rivaling Superboy. Combat proficiency surpassing League training standards. Apparent immunity to telepathic intrusion."
M'gann flinched at that, arms wrapping tighter around herself.
"We attempted containment through coordinated assault. All attempts failed. The Winter Soldier achieved his objective despite our intervention."
Kaldur's voice finally cracked, just slightly.
"German Chancellor Adelheid Meyer was killed by a single gunshot wound to the chest. She died at the scene. The Winter Soldier exfiltrated successfully. The peace accords were signed, but..."
He trailed off. What was there to say?
But the paper was signed in blood? But we watched her die? But seven of us couldn't stop one man?
"The mission failed.", The words tasted like ashes, "We failed."
The silence that crashed down was absolute.
Superman's hands tightened into fists so hard his knuckles cracked like gunshots. Wonder Woman's eyes closed briefly, lips moving in what might have been a prayer to Athena or Ares, impossible to tell which goddess seemed more appropriate. Flash stopped moving entirely, which somehow felt worse than his usual manic energy.
And Batman?
Batman stood motionless as a tombstone, cowl hiding everything except the thin line of his mouth, pressed so tight it had gone white.
The holoscreens filled the silence with humanity's verdict:
"LEAGUE PROTÉGÉS PRESENT BUT UNABLE TO PREVENT ASSASSINATION"
"YOUNG SUPERHERO TEAM OVERPOWERED BY SINGLE ASSAILANT"
"CAN ANYONE STOP THE WINTER SOLDIER?"
Hal Jordan's fist slammed into the conference table hard enough to leave a green-glowing imprint, "Damn it! We were supposed to show unity! Strength! The whole point of sending the Team was subtle intervention without the Cold War optics!"
"It worked too well.", Black Canary said bitterly, "The Team was so subtle the world now thinks they’re useless."
"Dinah.", Flash started.
"She's right.", Wonder Woman's voice cut like her own blade, "The world does not see heroes who tried. They see children who failed. And more importantly..."
Her gaze swept the assembled Team, not unkind but unsparing, "They see a dead woman who died under League protection."
Conner's shoulders hunched, rage and shame warring across his face.
"We underestimated the threat.", Superman said, and there was steel in his voice now, the Kansas farm boy buried under the weight of godhood, "That's on us. The League's intelligence classified the Winter Soldier as a highly skilled assassin. Not..."
He gestured at the frozen image of the Soldier catching Superboy's punch, redirecting two hundred twenty pounds of Kryptonian clone like a training dummy, "Not this."
"Then we make it right.", Green Arrow proposed, "League-wide manhunt. Every asset, every ally. We find this bastard and we bring him in."
"Or put him down.", Aquaman added coldly, "Three heads of government in four years. The British Prime Minister. The Korean President. And now, the German Chancellor. He is not an assassin. He is an instrument of destabilization. Someone wants the world to burn, and they have found their match."
Batman finally moved. Just slightly. A tilt of his cowl toward the holoscreens where the Winter Soldier's masked face stared back.
"The League will issue a formal statement.", His voice was granite scraping against granite, "As of this moment, the Winter Soldier is Priority Alpha. All other operations are secondary. No stone unturned. No lead ignored. No sanctuary respected."
He paused.
"He will be found."
The words carried weight beyond their meaning. Not a promise. A prophecy.
But the Team heard something else underneath, something personal. Something that made even Wonder Woman glance at Batman with concern creasing her brow.
"Bruce...", she started softly.
"The Team performed to the best of their ability against the given odds.", Batman's interruption was sharp, dismissive of comfort, "This is not their failure. It is a failure of intelligence. Of preparation. Of understanding what we were truly facing."
His gaze swept across them; Kaldur standing at attention despite dead-man-walking eyes. Artemis bleeding through her uniform. Wally vibrating but not from speed, but from suppressed sobs. M'gann's green skin gone pale as paper. Conner radiating enough fury to crack the deck plates.
"You did what you could.”, Batman said.
But every word was a lie, and they all knew it.
Conner’s voice emerged as a growl, "Didn't feel like it."
Batman's cowl dipped in acknowledgment, "Then you will learn. You will adapt. And the next time—"
"There won't be a next time.", Wally's voice cracked halfway through, breaking on the words like waves on rocks, "He's gone. He got what he wanted. The Chancellor's dead and he's... He's just gone."
The holoscreens shifted again. Live feed from Berlin, tens of thousands gathering at the Brandenburg Gate, candles transforming the plaza into a sea of flickering light. Signs in German, English, Russian held by men, women, and children of all ages.
"NIE WIEDER KRIEG" (Never Again War)
"FRIEDEN ODER FEUER" (Peace or Fire)
"WER BESCHÜTZT UNS?" (Who Protects Us?)
The camera panned across faces, old women weeping, young men shouting, children clutching their parents' hands with the universal expression of fear too large for small bodies to contain.
A new chyron scrolled beneath the broadcasts:
"CHANCELLOR MEYER'S STATE FUNERAL ANNOUNCED FOR JANUARY 26TH"
"PERIOD OF MOURNING DECLARED ACROSS EUROPEAN UNION"
"GERMAN PRESIDENT TO EMERGENCY BUNDESTAG SESSION: CALLS FOR INTERNATIONAL INVESTIGATION"
Flash rubbed his temples, "It's already spiraling. Three days from now, every major power is going to be in Berlin for that funeral. World leaders, diplomats, the works. That's a powder keg waiting for a match."
"Then we ensure there is no spark.", Wonder Woman stated firmly, "Batman, Superman, and myself will represent the League. Full security protocols."
Batman's nod was curt, "Agreed. The rest of the League will maintain global watch. If the Winter Soldier surfaces anywhere, I want to know immediately."
He turned to the Team.
"You are to stand down pending debriefing and psychological evaluation. Rest. Regroup. Await further orders."
It should have felt like mercy, permission to step back, to process, to heal.
Instead, it felt like dismissal.
Like they were too broken to trust.
Kaldur's jaw tightened but he nodded, "Understood."
The Team filed out in silence. Not the comfortable quiet of soldiers who'd fought together, bled together, won together. The hollow silence of survivors walking away from a mass grave.
The doors hissed shut behind them.
Only the League remained, surrounding the holotable where Earth continued its slow rotation. The news feeds kept cycling: Berlin burning, protesters clashing with police, political analysts dissecting the assassination frame by frame.
Superman was the first to speak, "Bruce. That was a good speech. But you and I both know that wasn't the full truth."
Batman didn't respond.
"You recognized something.", Wonder Woman pressed, "In the footage. In his movements. What aren't you telling us?"
For a long moment, Batman said nothing. His cape shifted as he adjusted his stance, a tell so small only those who'd fought beside him for years would catch it.
When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter. Harder.
"I'm telling you that three world leaders are dead. That an assassin with no identity, no history, and no weaknesses just embarrassed the League's best covert operatives in front of the entire world."
His hands flattened against the holotable, fingers splayed wide, "And I'm telling you that whoever created the Winter Soldier did so with intimate knowledge of how to counter metahuman threats specifically."
Hal leaned forward, "You think this is targeted? Against the League?"
"I think.", Batman said slowly, "That the Winter Soldier fights like someone who's studied us. Our tactics. Our capabilities. Our weaknesses."
His cowl turned toward the frozen image of the Soldier mid-strike, metal arm gleaming, "And I think whoever controls him has resources that rival anything on our watch lists."
"League of Shadows?", Black Canary suggested.
"Cadmus?", Flash added.
"The Light?", Aquaman's lip curled.
"Maybe all of them.", Batman straightened, "Which is why I need to access everything; CIA, MI6, KGB, Mossad, every intelligence service's deep archives. If the Winter Soldier exists, someone, somewhere, knows his face."
Superman's eyes narrowed, "Bruce... Are you sure you're approaching this objectively?"
The question hung in the air like a grenade with its pin pulled.
Batman's silence stretched too long.
"I'm approaching this.", he finally said, "As the only member of this League who understands what it means when an enemy appears from nowhere and knows exactly how to kill us."
He turned and walked toward the exit, cape billowing.
"I'll be in the planning room. Forward any new intelligence immediately."
The doors closed behind him with a pneumatic hiss.
Wonder Woman and Superman exchanged a glance that spoke volumes.
"He's hiding something", Diana said quietly.
"It’s Bruce. He's always hiding something.", Clark replied. But his voice carried concern, not dismissal, "The question is whether it'll help us... Or destroys him."
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The Team didn't make it far.
They'd intended to disperse, to find their quarters, their corners, their private spaces to nurse wounds both physical and otherwise. But gravity pulled them toward the commissary instead, some unspoken agreement that being alone right now would be worse than being together.
The room was empty at this hour, the early morning shift not yet arrived. Floor-to-ceiling windows displayed Earth rotating below, clouds swirling over continents in oblivious beauty. Normally, the view inspired awe. Today it felt like mockery, the world kept spinning while they'd failed to save a single piece of it.
Artemis dropped into a chair first, wincing as her ribs protested. She'd refused medical attention in the hangar, waved off Red Tornado's scanners with a snarl. Now, she regretted it. Every breath felt like knives.
Wally materialized beside her with two steaming mugs, moving at human speed for once. Coffee for her. Hot chocolate for himself, because even now, even after everything, he couldn't shake the kid who'd rather have cocoa than caffeine.
"Here." He set hers down gently.
She just stared at it as she raised an eyebrow towards him.
"I know.", he sat anyway, cradling his own mug like it might anchor him, "Too much caffeine, but if you don't hold something, you're going to put your fist through the wall, and the League's already got enough repair bills from Conner."
Across the room, Superboy stood at the window, forehead pressed against the glass. His reflection stared back, disheveled hair, split lip, uniform torn across the shoulder where the Winter Soldier's metal fist had caught him. Behind him, M'gann hovered uncertainly, hands raised halfway like she wanted to touch him but didn't know if she was allowed anymore.
Their relationship had its fragile moments since their breakup and getting back together again years ago. Moments like this made the fractures visible.
"Conner.", she tried softly, "Please talk to me."
"About what?", his voice was flat. Dead, "About how I hit him hard enough to crack a bank vault, and he just... got back up? About how I'm supposed to be strong, M'gann, and I couldn't even—"
His fist slammed into the window. The reinforced plex didn't crack, but the frame groaned. M'gann flinched.
"It wasn't your strength that failed.", Kaldur's voice cut through the tension like a blade through water—calm, steady, infuriatingly composed.
He stood in the doorway, having followed them from the briefing, "The Winter Soldier was prepared specifically to counter opponents like you. Like all of us."
"Then what good are we?", Conner whirled, for a moment, he wished he had heat vision like the real Superman, "What's the point of being a 'weapon' if I can't even protect one person?"
Kaldur met his gaze without flinching, "We are not weapons, my friend. We are people. And people fail sometimes."
"People.", Conner laughed, bitter and ugly, "Yeah. Tell that to Chancellor Meyer's family and the rest of Germany."
The name landed like a physical blow.
Artemis's hands tightened around her mug until the ceramic creaked. Wally's leg started bouncing again, faster, that nervous energy seeking any outlet. M'gann's eyes welled with tears she'd been holding back since Berlin.
Tim entered quietly, followed by Jason. The younger Robin moved toward the window, pulling up a holo-display from his gauntlet without asking permission. Footage from Berlin materialized—not the news coverage, but raw security feeds. Every angle. Every moment.
"Robin.", Kaldur warned, "Is that really necessary?"
"Yes.", Tim's voice was sharp, clinical, "We need to understand what happened. Not feel sorry for ourselves. We need to understand it."
He gestured, and the footage advanced to the moment the Winter Soldier entered. Enhanced, slowed down, every movement tracked by trajectory lines and impact calculations Tim had already begun processing.
"Watch.", Tim pointed, "Kid Flash comes in at Mach 2. But the Soldier doesn't try to track him. He predicts the attack vector and positions himself exactly where Wally will be."
The footage showed it in painful clarity, Wally's blur, the Soldier's arm rising at precisely the right microsecond, the devastating clothesline.
Wally looked away, "I don't need a replay, man."
"Yes, you do.", Tim was relentless, "Because you're beating yourself up thinking you weren't fast enough. But speed wasn't the problem. He knew how speedsters move. He's fought them before."
"That's impossible.", Artemis said, "Flash is the fastest man alive. If someone had fought him and won, we'd know about it."
"Maybe not the Flash.", Jason spoke up from where he leaned against the wall, arms crossed, "But speedsters aren't exactly rare anymore. Impulse. Inertia. Trajectory. Maybe someone's been collecting data."
Tim nodded, advancing the footage, "Superboy. Watch."
The clip showed Conner's charge, the impact that should have ended the fight. Instead, the Soldier absorbed it, redirected, struck back with surgical precision at nerve clusters and pressure points.
"He knows Kryptonian physiology.", Tim said, "Not just general anatomy, specific vulnerabilities. Solar plexus strike to disrupt the solar energy absorption cells. Pressure point at the brachial plexus to temporarily paralyze. These aren't lucky hits. This is training."
Conner's jaw worked, "Training against what? Superman?"
"Or clones.", Tim's eyes flicked to him, "Cadmus has made more than one. Project Match. Project Krypton. The Genomorph variants. If someone had access to Cadmus research..."
The implications hung heavy.
M'gann wrapped her arms tighter around herself, "My turn?"
Tim hesitated, then advanced to her psychic assault. The footage showed her eyes blazing green-white, head tilted back in concentration. Then the recoil; her stumbling, gasping, clutching her temples.
"I've never felt anything like that.", she whispered, "It wasn't just mental shields. It was... Emptiness. Like staring into a black hole where a person should be. No thoughts. No emotions. Just... Nothing. And underneath..."
She trailed off, shuddering.
"Underneath?", Kaldur pressed gently.
"Pain.", Her voice cracked, "So much pain. Layers and layers of it, compressed into something that doesn't feel like pain anymore. Like it had been there so long it became the foundation everything else was built on."
The room fell silent except for the footage still playing, the Soldier throwing Robin through a wall, dodging Artemis's arrows, catching Kaldur's water-bearers and shattering them like glass.
Jason pushed off the wall, "So what are we saying? That someone built a super-soldier specifically designed to kill metahumans?"
"Not just kill.", Tim closed the footage, and the commissary lights seemed dimmer without its glow, "Assassinate. There's a difference. Killers are blunt instruments. Assassins are scalpels. And the Winter Soldier is the sharpest blade I've ever seen."
"Great pep talk, Tim.", Wally's sarcasm was brittle, "Really feeling better now."
"I'm not trying to make you feel better!", Tim's composure cracked, voice rising, "I'm trying to make you understand! We didn't fail because we weren't good enough. We failed because we were up against something purpose-built to counter us! And if we don't figure out who built him and why, then next time—"
"There won't be a next time.", Artemis cut in, "He got what he wanted. The Chancellor's dead."
"You think that's it?", Jason laughed, dark and humorless, "You think whoever's pulling his strings is satisfied with one dead politician?"
Tim pulled up another display, the list of assassinations attributed to the Winter Soldier over the past four years: British Prime Minister Lord Michael William Jones; Korean President Park Gyun-Seol; and now, German Chancellor Adelheid Meyer.
"Three heads of state and/or government.", Tim said, "Three major powers, the UK, Korea, Germany. All killed during moments of diplomatic significance. This isn't random violence. This is systematic destabilization."
Kaldur moved closer, studying the names, "A pattern."
"Maybe.", Tim's fingers flew across the holographic interface, "If it is a pattern and it holds, then he's not done. Someone wants the world off-balance. Someone wants nations questioning their alliances, their security, their ability to protect their own leaders."
"Someone wants war.", M'gann said quietly.
The word settled over them like fallout.
Artemis set her mug down with deliberate care, "Then we find him first."
"We?", Conner turned from the window, "Batman stood us down. We're benched."
"Fuck that.", Jason's voice was flat, "Since when do we sit on the sidelines while bodies pile up?"
"Since we got our asses handed to us and proved we can't handle it.", Wally snapped back, "Face it, Jay. We were outclassed."
"This time.", Jason pushed off the wall, stalking forward, "Next time we'll be ready."
"There won't be a next—", Artemis started.
"Stop saying that!", Jason's hands slammed onto the table, making the mugs jump, "You think the League's going to catch him? Batman's been hunting him for fucking years with every resource on the planet and came up empty! The Winter Soldier is a ghost, and ghosts don't leave trails for detectives to follow!"
"Then what do you suggest?", Kaldur's voice remained calm, but there was steel underneath, "We disobey direct orders and go rogue? Become vigilantes hunting our own mission?"
"If that's what it takes—"
"That is not what it takes!", Kaldur's composure finally cracked, voice rising, "We are a Team. We operate within League protocols. We do not—"
"Dick wouldn't have waited for orders."
The name dropped like a bomb.
Everyone froze.
Jason's eyes were hidden behind his helmet, but his voice carried something raw, jagged, "You all know it's true. Nightwing would've been three steps ahead of this. Would've figured out the pattern before Berlin even happened. Would've had contingencies and backup plans and—"
"But he's not here!", Wally shouted, lurching to his feet, "He's been gone for four years, Jason! And we can't keep—we can't just—"
His voice broke completely. He sagged back into his chair, head in his hands.
Artemis reached for him, but her hand hovered, uncertain. They'd been together for years now, but grief made strangers of everyone.
M'gann floated closer to the table, voice small, "Dick would want us to work together. To support each other. Not tear ourselves apart."
"Dick's dead.", Jason's words were brutal. Final.
"We don't know that.", Tim said quietly, "MIA isn't KIA."
"It's been four years, Tim. Four years without a single sign. No body means hope in fairy tales. In the real world, it just means we never found the corpse."
Tim's hands balled into fists, "Batman never stopped looking."
"Yeah, and how's that working out?", Jason's helmet tilted toward the window, toward Earth below, "He's so obsessed with a ghost that he missed the real threat right in front of us. The Winter Soldier was operating for three years, racking up bodies, and we only just started taking him seriously. Because Batman was too busy chasing a dead kid instead of protecting the living."
"That's enough.", Kaldur's voice cracked like a whip.
But Tim was already standing, chair scraping back, "Take it back."
"Why? It's true."
"I said take it back!"
Tim lunged. Not with any real intent to fight, just desperate need to make Jason stop, stop saying it, stop making it real.
Jason caught his wrist easily. For a moment they stood frozen; third Robin and second, separated by grief and anger and the ghost of the first.
"He's gone, Tim.", Jason said, quieter now. Almost gentle, "And we're still here. We have to deal with that."
Tim wrenched his arm free, stumbling back. When he spoke, his voice was thick, "You don't get to decide when we give up on him."
He turned and walked out, footsteps echoing in the sudden silence.
Artemis exhaled slowly, "Well. That went well."
Jason shoved his helmet back on with more force than necessary, "I'll check on him."
"No.", Kaldur's hand landed on his shoulder, "You will give him space. And you will remember that we are not enemies, regardless of how we grieve differently."
Jason jerked away from the touch but didn't follow Tim.
M'gann had drifted to the window, staring out at Earth with tears finally spilling free, "We're falling apart."
"No.", Kaldur moved to stand beside her, "We are grieving. There is a difference."
"Is there?", Conner's voice was hollow, "Because it feels the same from here."
On the holoscreens mounted in the commissary's corner, the news continued its relentless cycle:
"BERLIN MOURNS: THOUSANDS GATHER AT BRANDENBURG GATE"
"EU PARLIAMENT CALLS EMERGENCY SESSION"
"SOVIET UNION DENIES INVOLVEMENT IN ASSASSINATION"
And beneath it all, looping endlessly: grainy footage of the Winter Soldier walking through smoke, masked and implacable, while seven young heroes lay broken in his wake.
Wally finally broke the silence, "What do we do now?"
Kaldur turned from the window. His eyes were tired, bone-deep exhaustion that had nothing to do with physical combat and everything to do with carrying the weight of leadership for four years without the one person who'd taught him how.
"Now?", He straightened his shoulders, found that core of Atlantean discipline that had kept him standing through every nightmare, "Now we rest. We heal. And when the League calls, we answer. Because that is what Dick would have done."
"That's what Dick did do", Artemis said quietly, "And it got him killed."
No one had an answer for that.
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[Saturday, January 23, 2021 | 22:35]
[The Batcave - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The Batcave breathed.
Not literally, though the steady drip of mineral-rich water from limestone stalactites and the distant echo of the subterranean river created the illusion of respiration. But the Cave had always possessed a presence, a weight that pressed against the shoulders of anyone who descended into its depths. Tonight that pressure felt suffocating.
Banks of monitors lined the walls in tiered rows, each screen glowing with data streams, satellite feeds, intercepted communications, and news broadcasts from every corner of the globe. The primary holographic display dominated the center of the workspace, projecting a three-dimensional wireframe of Earth with red markers blossoming like infection sites; Berlin, London, Seoul, and dozens of smaller incidents that might or might not connect to the Winter Soldier.
Tim Drake sat hunched at the main console, spine curved into a question mark, fingers dancing across three keyboards simultaneously. His domino mask was gone, revealing dark circles under eyes that hadn't seen real sleep in forty-eight hours. Empty energy drink cans formed a small mountain beside his left elbow. His Robin uniform was still torn across the shoulder, dried blood crusting the edges of the tear, but he'd ignored Alfred's increasingly pointed suggestions about medical attention.
There wasn't time.
To his right, Barbara Gordon worked at a secondary console, still in full Batgirl uniform minus the cowl. The purple and gold caught the blue glow of the monitors, making her look like some modern oracle presiding over streams of data. Her cape was pushed back over her shoulders, utility belt unbuckled and hanging loose for comfort during the long hours. Her red hair was tied back in a severe ponytail that had started neat six hours ago but now had strands escaping to frame her face.
Her fingers moved with mechanical precision, opening files, cross-referencing databases, building link analyses faster than most people could read. Every few minutes she'd pause to roll her shoulders, work out the knots forming between her shoulder blades, then dive back in.
Jason Todd stood apart from both of them, leaning against the Cave wall near the trophy cases. His Red Hood helmet rested on a nearby workbench, leaving his face exposed; sharp angles, a white streak through his hair from the Lazarus Pit, a scar bisecting his jawline from a knife fight in Crime Alley three years ago. He'd stripped down to a black tank top, his arms crossed over his chest, revealing the latticework of old scars that mapped a violent history across his skin.
His eyes were locked on the main holographic display, specifically on the frozen frame of the Winter Soldier mid-strike, metal arm gleaming as it drove into Conner's solar plexus.
He'd been staring at it for twenty minutes.
"Rewind it again.", Jason said quietly.
Tim didn't look up from his work, "You've watched it eleven times."
"Then this'll be twelve."
Barbara's fingers paused on her keyboard. She glanced at Jason, then at Tim, calculation visible in her expression, "Jason. Staring at it won't change what happened."
"Not trying to change it.", Jason's voice was flat, controlled in that way that meant he was barely holding something back, "That's what you said we needed to do, right?"
Tim rolled his eyes, “Fine.”
"I want to know how.", Jason pushed off the wall, stalking closer to the holographic display. "We know that that's not just training. That's not even enhanced training. That's something else."
The hologram shifted, the Winter Soldier's attack sequence playing out in slow motion. Barbara abandoned her terminal to join them, cape swirling as she moved to stand between the two men, physical mediator to their mounting tension.
"There.", Jason pointed as the Soldier deflected Kid Flash's approach, "He moves before Wally gets there. Not as a reaction, as an anticipation. Like he knew exactly where the speedster would be before Wally even chose the trajectory."
“Wally and I already discussed this.”, Tim shook his head.
Barbara nodded slowly, some of the edge leaving his voice as the analyst in him engaged. "Predictive modeling. Advanced combat algorithms, maybe AI-assisted. Or..."
"Or he's fought speedsters before.", Tim finished. "We’ve talked about this in the Watchtower. Possibly could’ve fought speedsters multiple times, enough to internalize the patterns."
"Flash would know if someone had gone toe-to-toe with him and survived.", Barbara countered.
"Would he?", Jason's eyes never left the hologram, "How many fights has Flash been in over the years? How many criminals has he put down so fast he barely remembers their faces? You're assuming whoever trained this guy used the originals as sparring partners. What if they used something else?"
"Like what?" Tim asked.
"Like… Data.", the realization dawned as Barbara pulled up a secondary display, her fingers flying across a virtual keyboard, "Combat footage. Satellite surveillance. Every public battle the League's ever fought. Hell, every public battle any speedster's ever fought."
She gestured, and a cascade of video files materialized—news coverage, cell phone footage, security cameras, "It's all out there. Anyone with the resources and the patience could build a comprehensive database."
"Well, that is a lot of resources.", Tim said, "And a lot of patience."
"Yeah.", Jason's jaw clenched, "It is."
The hologram advanced. Superboy's charge, the impact that should have ended the fight. Instead, the Soldier absorbed it, redirected it, struck back with surgical precision.
"Pause there.", Barbara leaned closer, analyzing the strike point. "Solar plexus strike. We know it's a Kryptonian vulnerability, but how would he have that knowledge?"
"Stolen from Cadmus research.", Tim muttered, "Has to be. Other than that, classified League intel."
"Or Cadmus leaked intel.", Jason's voice was dark, "They've had security breaches before. Plus with Lex? Who knows what else Cadmus is hiding? Who's to say someone didn't walk out with a full copy of their clone research?"
Tim pulled up another window, lines of code and classified documents streaming past, "I've been trying to dig into Cadmus's servers all day. They've upgraded security since the last breach; new military-grade firewalls, continuous cycling encryption. It's taking time."
"How much time?", Barbara asked.
"Hours. Maybe days.", Tim rubbed his eyes, "And that's assuming I can get in at all without triggering their intrusion detection. If they catch me poking around, they'll lock down completely and we'll get nothing."
"Then we need another angle.", Barbara crossed her arms, thinking, "How about the metal arm? That level of cybernetics isn't standard black market tech. The design is different from the arm Arsenal got from Lex. It's not something we can just pull off and put on that easily, the integration alone would require extensive surgery, neural mapping, probably months of physical therapy to achieve that level of control."
Jason nodded slowly, "So we're also looking for someone with access to cutting-edge prosthetics research. And not the kind advertised in medical journals."
"Military applications.", Tim said, already pulling up new search parameters, "Defense contractors. Black-site research labs. Maybe even Soviet programs, maybe they were experimenting with cybernetic enhancement back during the Cold War."
"Soviet Union.", Barbara's eyes narrowed, "The Winter Soldier. Russian-themed codename, operates in Eastern Europe more than anywhere else, and just happened to assassinate world leaders right when East-West tensions were stabilizing."
"You think the Soviet government is behind this?", Tim sounded skeptical.
"I think someone wants us to think they are.", Barbara pulled up a map, marking the assassination locations, "London, Seoul, Berlin. Three major powers, three different continents. But the pattern isn't geographic, it's political. Every target was pushing for increased cooperation between East and West. British PM Lord Jones was negotiating new trade agreements between the EU and the Soviet Union. Korean President Park is credited as the architect of unification during his time as the South’s Foreign Minister. Chancellor Meyer literally just signed a peace treaty when she died."
The implications settled over them like ash.
"Someone wants to bring the Cold War back.", Jason said quietly.
"Or they want the world so destabilized that war becomes inevitable.", Tim's hands stilled on the keyboard, "Create enough chaos, enough fear, enough mistrust... Eventually people stop looking for peace and start preparing for conflict."
Barbara turned back to her console, "Which means the Winter Soldier isn't working alone. This level of coordination, the intelligence gathering, the political timing. There's an organization behind this. Maybe multiple organizations."
"The Light.", Jason said immediately, "Has to be. This is exactly their playbook; destabilize, manipulate, profit from the chaos."
"Maybe.", Tim didn't sound convinced, "But the Light usually operates through proxies and front companies. And given how the failed Reach invasion worked out? I doubt they would be locking in on something as public as this."
"League of Shadows, then?", Barbara suggested.
"Ra's al Ghul would’ve claimed responsibility by now.", Jason shook his head, "He's a terrorist, not a spy. He wants the world to know his hand was behind it."
Tim pulled up another file, the complete dossier on the Winter Soldier, everything the League had compiled over four years. It was shockingly thin. Grainy photographs. Unconfirmed sightings. Body counts attributed through circumstantial evidence. No fingerprints. No DNA. No verified recordings of his voice.
"A ghost.", Tim muttered, "Completely off-grid. No digital footprint, no paper trail, nothing. It's like he didn't exist before three years ago."
"Everyone exists before they become an assassin.", Barbara said, "Cheshire, Sportsmaster, Deadshot, Bloodsport, Deathstroke; he had to come from somewhere. Had parents, maybe siblings. Went to school, had a life, made choices that led him here."
"Or he didn't.", Jason's voice had gone cold, "Or someone took all that away and built something new out of what was left."
They both looked at him.
Jason gestured at the frozen image of the Winter Soldier, "You're both looking at this like he's a person who became a weapon. What if it's the other way around? What if someone took a person, broke them down completely, and rebuilt them as a weapon from the ground up?"
"Brainwashing?", Tim said slowly, “It’s possible.”
"Not just brainwashing. Complete reconditioning. Wipe the personality, implant new programming, train the body until muscle memory replaces conscious thought.", Jason's hand unconsciously moved to his own chest, to the scars hidden under his shirt, mementos from his own death and resurrection, "I've seen what people can survive. What they can be molded into if someone's cruel enough and patient enough."
Barbara's expression softened slightly, "Jason..."
"I'm not talking about me.", But his voice lacked conviction, "I'm saying that if someone wanted to create the perfect assassin, they wouldn't recruit one. They'd make one. Take someone with the right physical capabilities, the right baseline training, and then systematically destroy everything that made them human until only the killer remains."
The Cave fell silent except for the omnipresent hum of electronics and the distant drip of water.
Tim stared at the Winter Soldier's frozen face, half-obscured by masks, "That's... That's horrifying."
"That's effective.", Jason corrected, "No moral hesitation, no psychological breakdown, no risk of defection. Just point him at a target and pull the trigger."
Barbara had gone pale, "If that's true, if someone really did do that to him, then he's not just a criminal. He's also a victim."
"He could be both.", Jason's voice was hard. "But we can’t be sure at the moment. All I know is that when we find him, that's not going to make pulling the trigger any easier."
"We're not killing him.", Tim said immediately, "Batman's orders were clear, capture if possible."
"Batman's not here.", Jason's eyes locked on Tim, "And when the time comes, when it's between the Winter Soldier putting a bullet in someone's head or you putting one in his, you better hope you can make that choice fast enough."
"There's always another way—"
"There isn't.", Jason cut him off, "Not with him. We saw how he moved, Tim. He's not going to surrender. He's not going to hesitate. And if we hesitate, we're dead."
"Boys.", Barbara's voice cracked like a whip, "Enough. We're not making strategic decisions at midnight while running on caffeine and trauma. Focus on the investigation."
Tim opened his mouth to argue, then closed it.
He turned back to his console, "Fine. I'm running deep searches on all known cybernetics research programs, government and private sector. Cross-referencing with locations that might have the security and isolation needed for this kind of project."
"I'll dig into the assassination patterns.", Barbara said, "If there's a bigger target list, maybe we can predict the next strike."
"And I'll—", Jason grabbed his helmet, pulling it on. The voice modulator gave his words a mechanical edge, "—check the streets. Gotham's underworld hears things before our satellites do. If there's chatter about the Winter Soldier, someone ought to know something."
"Jason, it's almost midnight.", Tim said without looking up.
"Perfect time for the criminal element.", Jason headed toward the vehicle bay. "I'll be back before dawn."
He vanished into the shadows, boots echoing across stone.
Barbara waited until the roar of the motorcycle faded completely before speaking, "He's not okay."
"None of us are.", Tim's fingers never stopped moving, "But at least he's being more optimistic and productive now, for his standards at least."
"Tim.", Barbara rolled her chair closer, placing a hand on his arm, "When's the last time you slept?"
"Berlin."
"That was yesterday."
"Then yesterday.", He tried to pull away but she held firm.
"You're going to burn out."
"I'm fine."
"You're not fine. None of us are.", Her voice softened, "Dick wouldn't want you destroying yourself over this."
Tim's hands froze on the keyboard. For a long moment he just stared at the screen, jaw working.
"Dick's not here.", he finally said, voice rough, "Hasn't been for years. And maybe... Maybe Jason's right. Maybe we should have moved on by now."
"You don't believe that."
"I don't know what I believe anymore.", Tim slumped back in his chair, suddenly looking at every one of his nineteen years, "We failed, Babs. We had one job—protect the Chancellor—and we failed. She's dead because we weren't good enough."
"You were up against something unprecedented—"
"That's an excuse, not a reason.", Tim pulled off his cowl completely, running both hands through sweat-damp hair, "Dick would have found a way. He always found a way."
"Dick also had years more experience than you do now."
"He was younger than me when he became Nightwing."
"And he had Batman.", Barbara's hand squeezed his arm, "He had Bruce right there, every step, teaching him, guiding him. You've been figuring most of this out on your own while Bruce..." She trailed off.
"While Bruce obsesses over a ghost.", Tim finished bitterly, "Yeah. I noticed."
Barbara's expression tightened. She'd noticed too. They all had. The way Batman threw himself into impossible cases, chased leads that went nowhere, spent hours in the Cave staring at old footage of Nightwing's missions as if the answer to his disappearance might materialize through sheer force of will.
"He loved him.", Barbara said quietly, "Loves him. Dick was his first; his first partner, his first success. Losing him broke something in Bruce that I don't think can be fixed."
"We've all lost him.", Tim's voice cracked, "But we're still here. Still fighting. Still trying to save people. Bruce is so focused on the one person he couldn't save that he's missing all the people he still can."
The accusation hung in the air, heavy and damning.
Barbara had no answer for it.
Because Tim was right.
Chapter 8: "VII: Homefront"
Chapter Text
[Thursday, February 4, 2021 | 19:30]
[Wayne Manor - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
Wayne Manor glittered like a jewel against Gotham's perpetual gloom.
Floodlights bathed the limestone façade in warm gold, transforming the gothic architecture into something almost welcoming.
The circular driveway was choked with luxury vehicles, Rolls Royces, Bentleys, Maseratis, each depositing Gotham's elite onto red carpet that had been rolled across cobblestones older than the city itself.
Security was visible but discreet. Men in dark suits with earpieces flanked the entrance, their eyes constantly scanning. More lingered near the gardens, the garage, the service entrances. To the casual observer, they were standard protection for a high-profile event.
To anyone paying closer attention, the coordination, the positioning, the way their hands never strayed far from concealed weapons, this was trained precision masquerading as civilian security.
Inside, the Manor's grand ballroom had been transformed.
Crystal chandeliers cast prismatic light across polished marble floors.
Round tables draped in white linen surrounded a central dance floor, each centerpiece a careful arrangement of white lilies and blue forget-me-nots, Dick's favorite colors, though few guests would know that detail.
A string quartet occupied one corner, filling the space with Vivaldi. Servers in crisp uniforms circulated with champagne and hors d'oeuvres, moving like practiced dancers through the growing crowd.
The guests themselves were Gotham's who's who: old money families whose names adorned buildings downtown, new tech moguls trying to buy legitimacy, philanthropists and socialites and politicians who smiled with too many teeth.
They came because Bruce Wayne asked, because the cause was sympathetic, and because an invitation to Wayne Manor carried social currency that couldn't be bought.
But mostly, they came to be seen.
Near the ballroom's entrance, Barbara Gordon stood in a floor-length emerald gown that caught the light when she moved.
Her red hair was swept up in an elegant twist, diamond earrings, borrowed from a Wayne family vault, glittering at her ears. She looked every inch the Gotham socialite, daughter of the Police Commissioner, comfortable in these circles.
Her smile never quite reached her eyes.
"Another year.", Tim Drake murmured beside her, tugging uncomfortably at his bow tie.
His tuxedo was perfectly tailored, Alfred's work, but he wore it like armor he hadn't quite broken in yet. At nineteen, he still felt like an imposter at these events, a kid playing dress-up among adults who'd been born into this world.
"Another year.", Barbara agreed quietly, accepting a champagne flute from a passing server but not drinking. Her eyes tracked the room with the trained awareness of someone who'd spent too many nights patrolling rooftops. Exits. Sightlines. Potential threats hidden behind Prada and Armani.
Old habits.
Jason Todd leaned against the wall behind them, his own tuxedo somehow managing to look vaguely threatening despite Alfred's best efforts.
He'd refused the bow tie entirely, leaving his collar open just enough to broadcast his contempt for the whole affair. His hands were shoved in his pockets, white streak visible in his slicked-back hair, scar on his jaw a reminder that he'd never fully belong in spaces like this.
He didn't care. He'd stopped trying to fit into Bruce's world years ago.
"How long do we have to stay looking like this?", Jason's voice was low, bored.
"Until Bruce finishes his speech.", Barbara replied without looking at him, "Then we can rotate out. Someone needs to maintain appearances."
"Dick would've hated this.", Tim said suddenly, then winced, "I mean—he would've. The fake smiles, the empty conversations, people treating tragedy like a networking opportunity."
"He would've.", Barbara agreed, "But he also would've understood why we do it."
"Would he?", Jason's tone was sharp, "Or are we just telling ourselves that to feel better about playing dress-up while the Winter Soldier's still out there?"
The name landed like a stone in still water.
Tim's jaw tightened. Barbara's fingers tensed around her champagne flute. Neither responded, because what could they say?
Two weeks since Berlin.
Two weeks of investigation leading nowhere.
Two weeks of watching news coverage dissect their failure frame by frame while the Winter Soldier vanished like smoke.
And here they were, in evening wear, pretending everything was fine.
"She's here.", Barbara said suddenly, nodding toward the entrance.
Zatanna Zatara made an entrance the way other people breathed, naturally, inevitably, and commanded every eye in the room without trying.
She wore black. Not the conservative black of mourning, but something that managed to be both elegant and dangerous. A dress that seemed to shift between fabric and shadow depending on the light, cut to emphasize her performer's figure, slit up one thigh high enough to hint at the fishnets beneath. Her dark hair fell in waves past her shoulders, and her makeup was theatrical, dark lips, smoky eyes that looked like they'd seen things these socialites couldn't imagine.
She looked like she'd stepped out of a stage show and directly into Gotham's upper crust without bothering to change.
More than one head turned. More than one conversation faltered.
Zatanna ignored them all, scanning the room with barely concealed discomfort until her eyes found Barbara.
Relief flickered across her face; brief, but visible.
"You came.", Barbara said as Zatanna approached, warmth entering her voice for the first time that evening.
"You insisted.", Zatanna replied, accepting a champagne flute and immediately draining half of it, "Something about 'Dick would have wanted me here.'"
"He would have."
"Dick would've wanted a lot of things.", Zatanna's fingers tightened around the glass, "Doesn't mean I'm good at this. The—"
She gestured vaguely at the room, the crowd, the performance of normalcy, "—all of this."
"You perform for thousands of people.", Tim pointed out.
"That's different. That's magic. That's a show with a beginning, middle, and end. This is just...", Zatanna's nose wrinkled, "Small talk about market trends and vacation homes while pretending we're not all thinking about the empty chair at the table."
Jason's lips twitched into something almost resembling a smile, "I have to admit, I have a better understanding on Dick’s tastes in women now."
"You barely know her.", Tim said.
"I know. But she's honest. That's rare in rooms like this."
Barbara touched Zatanna's arm gently, "Come on. Bruce is about to start. We should be visible when he does."
They moved through the crowd, four figures who didn't quite fit despite their elegant costumes. Barbara with her watchful eyes. Tim with his uncomfortable posture. Jason with his barely suppressed hostility. And Zatanna with her performer's mask that couldn't quite hide the grief underneath.
The guests parted around them like water around stones.
At the front of the room, Bruce Wayne stood on a small raised platform, microphone in hand.
He wore his tuxedo the way he wore everything, with absolute confidence. Every line perfect, every detail calculated. To the crowd, he was Brucie Wayne, billionaire playboy philanthropist, charming and untouchable.
Only those who knew him well could see the tightness around his eyes. The way his smile never touched them. The careful control in every gesture.
"Ladies and gentlemen.", Bruce's voice carried effortlessly across the ballroom, warm and welcoming, "Thank you all for being here tonight. Your generosity and support mean more than I can adequately express."
Polite applause rippled through the crowd.
"Four years ago.", Bruce continued, his voice sobering, "My ward, my son in all but name, Dick Grayson, went missing during a humanitarian mission in the Middle East. He was there representing the Wayne Foundation, bringing medical supplies and educational resources to regions devastated by conflict."
The room had gone silent.
Everyone knew the story. It had been front-page news when it happened the young philanthropist who worked as a police officer for the Blüdhaven PD as a day job, tragically was lost in a terrorist attack. His body never recovered. Another casualty of a violent world.
"Dick believed in helping people.", Bruce said, "Not because it was easy, or safe, or profitable. But because it was right. Because he'd been given opportunities that others never had, and he felt the need to extend, to share that privilege to those who needed it most."
Tim felt his throat tighten. Beside him, Barbara's hand found his, squeezing briefly.
"The Richard J. Grayson Foundation was established to continue that work.", Bruce continued, "To ensure that his vision, his belief in human dignity, in education, in the power of compassion, lives on. In the past four years, our generous donations have funded schools in refugee camps, mobile medical clinics in conflict zones, and scholarship programs for displaced youth. Dick would be proud of what we've accomplished in his name."
Bruce paused, and for just a moment, the mask slipped. Just a fraction. Just enough for those who knew him to see the pain underneath.
"I can only wish that he was here to see it.", Bruce sighed.
Everyone in the room felt the air go a few degrees colder as Bruce continued, "And that's a loss we all carry. Not just me, not just his friends and family, but everyone who knew him. Everyone whose life he touched. Dick had a gift for making people feel seen, heard, valued. The world is darker without him in it."
Zatanna's hand tightened around her champagne flute hard enough that Barbara worried it might shatter.
"So tonight.", Bruce raised his glass, "I ask you to join me in honoring not just his memory, but his legacy. To Dick Grayson—missing, but never forgotten. May we all strive to be half as good as he was."
"To Dick!", the crowd echoed, raising their glasses.
The quartet resumed playing. Conversations started again. The moment passed, folded back into the comfortable rhythm of a high-society fundraiser.
But for the four standing together near the back, the weight remained.
"That was—", Zatanna started, then stopped, blinking rapidly, "Excuse me."
She turned and headed toward the balcony doors, needing air, needing space, needing anywhere but here.
Barbara started to follow, but Tim touched her arm, "Let her be. She needs a minute."
"We all need a minute.", Jason muttered.
"Come on.", Barbara nodded toward a quieter corner, away from the thickest press of bodies, "Let's get out of the spotlight for a bit."
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They found refuge near one of the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the Manor's grounds.
Outside, Gotham's skyline glittered in the distance, a forest of light and shadow.
For a moment, none of them spoke.
Then Tim broke the silence.
"Remember that time Dick convinced us to have a water balloon fight in the Bat Cave?"
Barbara blinked, "What?"
"We were supposed to be training.", Tim continued, a small smile forming, "Batman was off-world with the League. Dick was in charge. And instead of running drills, he decided we needed 'team bonding’.”
"Team bonding.", Jason scoffed, but there was something warm in his tone, "Is that what we called it? He hit me in the face with a water balloon so hard I saw stars."
"You retaliated by dumping an entire bucket on his head.", Barbara reminded him.
"Fuck yeah I did.", Jason's smile was real now, unguarded, "The man had it coming."
"Alfred was furious.", Tim said, "The Bat Cave was flooded. We got water on the Batcomputer. Dick tried to take the blame, but we all confessed. Said it was a team decision."
"Bruce grounded us for a week.", Barbara added, "Made us clean every inch of the Cave with toothbrushes."
"All worth it though.", Jason said, "Dick made everything better. Even punishment. He'd crack jokes while we were scrubbing, do impressions of Batman's voice, turn the whole thing into another game."
Tim's smile faded slightly, "I never thanked him for that. For making it easier to be Robin. For showing me it didn't have to be all darkness and trauma and—"
He gestured vaguely, "—brooding."
"He knew.", Barbara said softly, "Dick always knew."
"Did he?", Jason's voice had gone quiet, "Because honestly, I spent years after my resurrection trying to kill both him and Bruce. Trying to hurt them, trying to make him feel a fraction of what I felt. And when I finally came back, when Bruce forced me to play nice with the Team, Dick just..."
He shook his head, "He welcomed me. No conditions. No hesitation. Just opened his arms like I'd never left, like I'd never tried to put a bullet in his head."
"That was Dick, alright.", Tim said, “I still remember that face Conner made when Batman brought the Red Hood to the Cave.”
“Really.”, a light laugh from Barbara, “Genuinely surprised Jay got out unscathed that day from all the looks the Team gave him.”
"Yeah.", Jason's jaw worked, "That’s our Dickie Boy."
The balcony doors opened, and Zatanna slipped back inside, makeup slightly smudged around her eyes but otherwise composed.
"Sorry.", she said, rejoining them, "I needed some air after that speech."
"Not a problem, Zee. By all means.", Barbara agreed.
Zatanna was quiet for a moment, taking her time at the company of Bruce Wayne’s wards until
"If you guys wouldn’t mind.”, she began, “Can you tell me something about him? Something I don't know, or that he didn’t really share much with me? Something that isn't..."
She waved vaguely, "Nightwing stories or mission reports. Something human. Something only about the real Dick."
The three exchanged glances.
“Shit.”, Jason muttered, “You just missed it, we were talking about the time he made us do a water balloon fight in the Bat Cave.”
"He cooked like shit.", Tim said suddenly, "Like, dangerously bad. Bruce banned him from the Manor kitchen after he somehow managed to set cereal on fire."
Zatanna's lips twitched upwards, raising an eye brow in the process, "How do you set cereal on fire?"
"We still don't know.", Barbara said, "Alfred tried to teach him basic skills. Dick would just smile and promise to pay attention, then immediately space out thinking about patrol routes or case files."
“I mean honestly.”, Tim continued, “He made good food if he genuinely tried, like that time when we were crashing in Wally’s place and we couldn’t order take out ‘cause of a blizzard. Maybe Alfred did get to him and he was just too lazy to keep up appearances.”
"He'd eat at Bat Burger three times a day if we let him.", Jason added, "Wasn't about the food. He just liked being around people. Liked the noise, the chaos, the feeling of being part of something normal."
"He'd buy extra meals.", Tim continued, warming to the memories, "Leave them on benches for homeless people, pretend he'd accidentally ordered too much. Never wanted credit for it. Just wanted to help."
"He had terrible taste in movies.", Barbara said, "Action schlock, the worse the better. He'd make us watch them during Team nights after Kaldur went deep undercover with the Light, and you and Raquel got inducted into the League. He’d provide running commentary about how unrealistic the stunts were, then immediately suggest trying them during training."
"Usually worked too.", Jason muttered, "Dick could convince you to do the stupidest things and make you feel like a genius for doing them."
Zatanna listened, absorbing each detail like pieces of a mosaic.
She'd known Dick, she had loved him, in the complicated way young heroes loved each other between crises and close calls.
But this Dick, the one who burned cereal and bought food for strangers and watched terrible movies, felt both familiar and strange.
She'd known him as Robin, she fell in love with him back when he was Robin. With her mother long gone and her father sacrificing himself to be Nabu’s new vessel, Dick was the only one who was there for her.
During the nights when she couldn't sleep because she kept thinking about her father or her late mother, it didn't matter how late it was in the night, how tired he was from patrol or a mission, he would always arrive at her door with a bucket of ice cream in tow the second they ended the call.
She was there when he grew up to be his own hero, when he finally stepped away from the Bat’s shadow
When he became Nightwing.
Now, she was learning more about the man under the mask, more about the Dick Grayson she came to love.
"I know he really would've wanted you here." Barbara said again, gentler this time.
Jason chuckled, a smirk growing on his lips, “Please, if Dick was here, we wouldn’t hear from either him or Zatanna for the rest of the night.”
Zatanna could feel the heat rise from her cheeks.
Barbara shook her head, trying to hiding her laugh, "Well, at least we’re here. All of us. Together. Remembering him."
"Even though it hurts?", Zatanna's voice was small.
"Especially because it hurts.", Tim replied, "Dick always did say that grief was the price of love. If it didn't hurt, it would mean we didn't care."
"He'd also tell us to stop being so maudlin and go enjoy the party.", Jason added, "Probably would've spiked the punch by now."
That startled a laugh out of Zatanna, "He wouldn't."
"He absolutely would.", Barbara confirmed, "Did it at a League gala once, I think you weren’t there since you were on tour at the time. Superman got tipsy and a drunk Batman is way different from a drunk Bruce. It was legendary."
“Fuck!”, Jason cursed, “And I wasn’t there to see it? God damn!”
Tim shot a look at him, “Well, you were dead back then so…”
They stood together in their quiet corner, four people bound by absence, sharing memories like prayers to someone who might not be listening but deserved to be remembered anyway.
The party continued around them.
Guests mingled, drank, danced, conducted business disguised as charity. Bruce worked the room with practiced ease, shaking hands, accepting condolences, playing the role of grieving guardian while his eyes constantly tracked exits and scanning for threats.
The quartet played something softer now. The lights dimmed slightly as the evening aged.
And outside, beyond the Manor's walls and security perimeter, Gotham breathed in darkness.
Somewhere in that darkness, something moved.
Something that had been given a name, a target, and a purpose.
The Winter Soldier was coming.
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The explosion came without warning.
One moment, the ballroom was filled with the gentle strains of Vivaldi and the murmur of polite conversation. The next, the world became fire and noise and screaming.
The blast originated from the Manor's east wing. The old servants' entrance that had been sealed off for the event. The shockwave rolled through the building like a physical thing, rattling chandeliers, cracking windows, sending champagne flutes tumbling from tables to shatter across marble floors.
The music stopped. The lights flickered.
Then came the gunfire.
Not the scattered, panicked shots of amateurs.
Disciplined.
Controlled.
Three-round bursts that spoke of military training, each aimed to herd rather than kill. Not yet.
The ballroom descended into chaos.
Guests screamed, scrambling toward exits that suddenly seemed too far away.
Women in evening gowns stumbled on heels not designed for running. Men in tuxedos shoved past each other with the thin veneer of civility stripped away by pure survival instinct. Tables overturned, spilling flowers and silverware. The string quartet abandoned their instruments and fled.
Wayne Manor's security detail moved immediately, weapons drawn, forming a protective cordon around Bruce Wayne even as their training warred with reality, this wasn't supposed to happen.
Not here.
Not at Wayne Manor.
But it was happening.
Through the smoke billowing from the destroyed entrance came figures in tactical gear. Black fatigues, body armor, assault rifles held with professional competence. They moved in formation, covering angles, controlling space, driving the panicked crowd like cattle toward the ballroom's main exits.
Six men. Seven. Eight.
And behind them, emerging from smoke like death given form, walked the Winter Soldier.
He was exactly as the footage from Berlin had shown and just as how Tim and Jason remembered him as.
Tall, broad-shouldered, moving with mechanical precision. The domino mask concealed his eyes, the lower face mask his features. His left arm gleamed silver even in the dimmed lighting, servos whirring softly with each movement. He wore black tactical gear that absorbed light, made him seem more shadow than substance.
In his right hand, a pistol hung loose and ready.
His head turned, scanning the chaos with cold, methodical efficiency.
Searching.
Near the windows, Barbara's hand shot out, grabbing Tim's arm hard enough to bruise, "Move. Now."
"Bruce—", Tim started.
"Has security. We need to—", Barbara's eyes found Jason across the room, and found Zatanna frozen near the balcony doors.
Her voice dropped to a hiss, "Suits. Now."
They moved.
Not running, running would draw attention. But with purpose, using the panicked crowd as cover, slipping toward the service corridors that honeycombed through the Manor's walls like capillaries. The passages Bruce had shown them years ago. The routes Dick had memorized and taught them.
Always have an exit. Always have a plan.
Dick's voice, even now, guiding them.
Barbara caught Jason first, grabbing his elbow as he instinctively moved toward the threat, "Not yet.", she breathed, "Suits first. Protocol."
His jaw clenched, but he nodded. Turned. Followed.
Zatanna was harder. She stood rooted near the balcony, staring at the Winter Soldier with something that looked like recognition even though that was impossible. Her hands had begun to glow faint purple, magic gathering at her fingertips.
Barbara materialized at her side, "Zee. Not here. Too many civilians."
"He's here.", Zatanna whispered, "He's actually here. Bruce—"
"Will be fine until we're ready.", Barbara's voice was steel, "But we need to move. Now."
Magic flickered out. Zatanna's training, years of it, finally overriding the shock. She nodded once and let Barbara guide her toward the service entrance Tim and Jason had already disappeared through.
Behind them, the Winter Soldier continued his advance.
Bruce Wayne stood his ground even as security tried to move him toward safety. His expression was shocked, afraid, perfectly pitched for a civilian caught in crisis. But his eyes were calculating, tracking the attackers' movements, counting weapons, assessing threats.
"Mr. Wayne, we need to evacuate you immediately—"
"What about my guests?", Bruce's voice carried across the ballroom, loud enough to be heard over the chaos. Playing his part, "We can't just leave them—"
"Sir, you're the target—"
The words hung in the air for one suspended moment.
Then the Winter Soldier's pistol rose, aimed directly at Bruce Wayne's chest.
No hesitation.
No proclamation.
Just the cold mechanical action of bringing a weapon to bear.
Bruce dove behind an overturned table as the shot cracked through the ballroom. The bullet punched through mahogany where his heart had been a second before. His security detail returned fire, muzzle flashes strobing in the dimness.
The Winter Soldier didn't flinch. Bullets sparked off his metal arm as he raised it in a defensive posture, each impact absorbed by whatever alloy composed it. His pistol fired twice more, precise, economical. Two security guards went down clutching shattered kneecaps.
Not lethal.
Not yet.
But the message was clear: stay down.
Bruce used the chaos to slip away, moving with a grace that would've seemed impossible for a civilian billionaire. He reached the corridor where his family had vanished moments before, cape already materializing from the hidden compartment in the wall panel.
By the time he emerged back into the ballroom sixty seconds later, ‘Brucie’ Wayne was gone.
Batman had arrived.
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[Thursday, February 4, 2021 | 19:30]
[Wayne Manor - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The service corridor was narrow, dim, lined with pipes and electrical conduits. Barbara's heels echoed against concrete as they ran, but she didn't slow. Around one corner, then another, following the mental map she'd memorized years ago.
The safe room was disguised as a maintenance closet, reinforced walls, biometric lock, and most importantly, emergency equipment.
Suits, weapons, comms gear. Everything they needed.
Barbara's palm slapped against the scanner. The lock disengaged with a pneumatic hiss.
Inside, they moved with practiced efficiency born from hundreds of training sessions. No words necessary. Each knew their role.
Tim stripped out of his tuxedo jacket, popping buttons rather than wasting time on careful removal.
The Robin suit was folded in its case, cape and cowl ready. He suited up in under ninety seconds, muscle memory taking over even as his mind raced ahead, calculating threats, planning tactics, already three moves ahead.
Jason was faster. He'd never fully integrated into the formal hero protocol, never needed the ceremony of transformation. His Red Hood gear went on like armor, each piece snapping into place with brutal efficiency. Helmet last, sealing with a hiss of pressurized air. The voice modulator activated, turning his voice into something mechanical and cold.
"How many?", he demanded.
"Eight hostiles confirmed, plus the Soldier.", Barbara was already in her Batgirl suit, cape billowing as she checked her grapple gun, "Tactical formation, professional discipline. The usual schtick."
"Mercenaries.", Tim said, donning his domino mask, "League of Shadows?"
"Does it matter?", Jason chambered rounds into his pistols, "They came into our fucking house for Christ’s sake!"
Zatanna stood apart, still in her gown, magic crackling around her hands in nervous arcs, "I can end this. One spell. Put them all to sleep—"
"Too many civilians in the blast radius.", Barbara cut her off, "If you hit any bystanders with sleep magic in this panic, they could get trampled. We need precision, not power."
"Then what do you want me to do?", Frustration bled through Zatanna's voice, "Stand around looking pretty? I don’t know if you noticed but I wasn’t drilled by Batman to know what to do when something like this goes down."
"Evacuation and crowd control.", Tim was already moving toward the exit, "Get the civilians out. Shield them if gunfire gets too close. We need—"
"I can help more than that. You need me in the fight.", Zatanna snapped, "I'm not some rookie who needs to be kept safe—"
"No one said you were.", Barbara's voice was firm but not unkind, "You’re Zatanna Zatara, member of the Justice League. Don’t worry, we never forgot. But this isn't about who's the strongest, Zee. It's about who's best positioned for each task. Those people out there are terrified. They need someone who can protect them while we handle the Winter Soldier."
For a moment, Zatanna looked like she might argue further. Then her jaw set, magic flaring brighter, "Okay. But if Bruce goes down—"
"He won't.", Jason's voice carried absolute certainty. "Batman doesn't go down. Not in his own god damned house."
They moved.
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The ballroom had transformed into a war zone.
Smoke hung thick in the air, mixing with the acrid bite of gunpowder. Overturned tables formed improvised barricades. Shattered glass crunched underfoot. The beautiful space that had hosted hundreds of Gotham's elite now looked like the aftermath of a siege.
Most of the guests had fled through the main exits, stampeding out into the Manor's grounds in blind panic. But some remained, trapped behind the gunmen's formation, huddled behind furniture, or too paralyzed by fear to move.
The mercenaries had established a perimeter, weapons trained on the remaining civilians. Controlling the space. Waiting.
The Winter Soldier stood at the center of it all, head tilted slightly as if listening for something. His pistol remained ready but not raised. Patient. Mechanical.
Then Batman dropped from the shadows of the upper gallery.
No warning.
No dramatic entrance.
Just sudden, explosive violence.
He hit the nearest mercenary like a meteor, boots driving the man face-first into marble hard enough to crack the stone. Before the body finished falling, Batman was already moving, his cape swirling, batarangs flying to disarm another hostile, armored fist breaking a third man's jaw.
Three down in as many seconds.
The Winter Soldier's head snapped toward the movement. His pistol rose.
But Robin was already there, bo-staff cracking across the Winter Soldier's wrist hard enough to deflect the shot. The bullet went wide, punching into a chandelier. Crystal exploded in a shower of glittering fragments.
"Civilians first!", Robin shouted, already moving to engage another mercenary, "Get them out!"
Batgirl materialized among the trapped guests, cape billowing. "This way! Move, move, move!"
Her voice carried command, years of training projecting authority even through fear. She herded them toward a service exit, grapple gun in one hand, batarangs in the other, ready to defend if necessary.
Zatanna appeared at the ballroom's main entrance, magic flaring around her like purple fire. The fleeing guests flinched back, but she raised her hands, her voice ringing out clear and strong.
“Dleihs meht morf mrah!”,
Translucent barriers materialized around clusters of civilians, not solid walls, but cushioning force fields that would absorb stray bullets, soften falls, and protect from debris. Not an offensive spell. Purely protective.
"Keep moving!," she called, "Follow Batgirl! Don't stop until you're outside!"
The guests fled past her, some crying, others silent with shock. She maintained the barriers, sweat beading on her forehead from the concentration required to sustain multiple shields simultaneously.
And in the center of the ballroom, Batman faced the Winter Soldier.
They stood metres apart, eyes locked.
Batman's white lenses versus the Soldier's emotionless stare behind his masks.
The mercenaries had been scattered, disarmed, subdued. The civilians were evacuating.
This was what mattered.
The core of the mission.
One assassin.
One target.
Batman spoke, voice gravelly, commanding, "Stand down. Bruce Wayne is gone and there's no escape. GCPD is three minutes out. You failed."
The Winter Soldier didn't respond.
He didn't move.
He just stared with that terrible emptiness.
Then, like a switch being flipped, he attacked.
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The Soldier moved faster than something his size should be capable of, muscle and metal working in perfect synchronization. No wasted motion. No unnecessary flourish. Pure, efficient violence.
His metal fist drove toward Batman's head like a piston.
Batman slipped the punch by millimetres, cape swirling as he countered with an elbow strike toward the Soldier's temple. The Soldier's human hand caught it mid-strike, redirected, and drove his knee toward Batman's solar plexus.
Batman twisted, took the impact on his armored side, used the momentum to create distance. They separated, circled.
"Why are you here?", Batman demanded. "Who sent you?"
No response. Just that cold, mechanical stare.
The Soldier attacked again, a combination that would've overwhelmed most opponents. Left jab, right cross, metal arm sweeping low to take out Batman's legs. Each strike powerful enough to shatter bone, fast enough to blur.
Batman blocked, parried, deflected. His armor absorbed what he couldn't avoid, trauma plates distributing impact. But even through the protection, he felt it, the superhuman strength behind each blow, the relentless pressure.
This wasn't human. At least, not entirely.
They crashed through an overturned table, wood splintering. Batman's fist found the Winter Soldier's ribs, once, twice, three times. Hits that should've cracked bone, disrupted breathing, created openings.
The Soldier's expression never changed. He barely seemed to register pain.
"Red Hood!", Batman's voice cracked across the comms, "Backup!"
The Red Hood had finished with his mercenary, the man unconscious and zip-tied. He spun toward the central fight, pistols already up.
"Lethal or non-lethal?", he called.
"Your choice!", Batman grunted, blocking another metal-fisted strike that sent shockwaves up his arms, "Just slow him down!"
Red Hood took aim with his pistols and fired, shooting rubber bullets; not lethal but still devastating at close range. Each shot aimed with perfect precision: shoulder, thigh, hip. Center mass avoided to prevent killing.
The Soldier twisted, his metal arm raising to shield his head. The rubber rounds sparked off the alloy, deflecting. But some found flesh, his human shoulder, his exposed neck. Each impact would've dropped a normal person.
The Soldier barely staggered.
He pivoted toward Red Hood, evaluating the new threat with mechanical efficiency. His pistol rose.
Jason dove behind a pillar as shots chewed through marble, "Fuck! He won’t quit!"
Batman used the distraction to close distance, driving his knee into the Soldier's back. The impact drove him forward three steps. Batman followed with an elbow to the base of his skull, a strike designed to disrupt neural function and cause disorientation.
The Soldier's head snapped forward. For half a second, he seemed stunned.
Then his metal arm swept backward in a brutal reverse strike that Batman barely ducked under. The fist punched through a wooden pillar where his head had been, sending splinters flying.
"Robin!", Batman called, "Shock staff! Now!"
Robin was already moving, bo-staff humming with electrical charge. He came in low, targeting the Soldier's legs, trying to disrupt muscular control to create paralysis.
The staff connected with the Soldier's thigh.
Electricity arced across his body, blue-white lightning dancing over tactical gear. Most people would've collapsed, muscles seizing, nervous system overloading.
The Soldier grunted, the first sound they'd ever heard from him.
His metal hand shot out, catching the staff mid-strike. Current flowed into the cybernetic limb, harmlessly grounded. With contemptuous ease, he ripped the weapon from Robin's grip and hurled it across the room.
Then his boot came up, driving into Robin's chest.
Robin flew backwards, hitting the ground hard enough to knock the air from his lungs. His vision swam, ribs screaming.
"ROBIN!", Batgirl’s voice, sharp with fear.
The Winter Soldier turned back to the Dark Knight, unhurried, inevitable.
His pistol rose again.
Batman's hand moved faster, batarang spinning through the air, striking the gun, sending it clattering across the floor.
The Soldier paused.
Looked at his empty hand.
Then back at Batman.
For the first time, something flickered behind those dead eyes. Not quite recognition. But calculation.
"Who are you?!", Batman growled, stepping closer, "Why are you here?!”
The distant wail of sirens cut through the air, GCPD responding to the chaos, emergency services mobilizing, Gotham's machinery grinding into action.
Three minutes had dwindled down to one.
The Soldier's head tilted, listening.
Processing.
The mission parameters had changed.
His hand moved to his belt, pulling smoke grenades. He threw them in a wide arc, one, two, three. They detonated simultaneously, thick gray smoke billowing to fill the ballroom in seconds.
"No!", Batman lunged forward, cape spreading to shield against the obscuring cloud. "Robin, Batgirl—seal the exits! Don't let him—"
But the Winter Soldier was already moving. Not toward the exits. Toward the windows.
His metal fist punched through reinforced glass like it was tissue paper. Cold night air rushed in, carrying the smoke away in swirling eddies.
By the time the cloud cleared enough to see, the Winter Soldier was gone, vanished into Gotham's darkness as sirens grew louder, red and blue lights painting the Manor's facade in harsh colors.
Batman stood among the wreckage of his home, chest heaving, fists clenched.
He'd been so close.
"Everyone, status check.", he commanded, his voice tight.
"I'm okay.", Robin wheezed, pushing himself up, "Bruised ribs, nothing broken."
"Same here.", Barbara reported, helping him stand, "Civilians are clear. No casualties reported."
"All good here, B.", Jason growled, emerging from cover, "But that son of a bitch got away."
Outside, Zatanna lowered her hands, the protective barriers dissolving. Her face was pale, makeup streaked with sweat, "Bruce—Batman. Are you..."
"I'm fine.", But his voice carried none of its usual certainty.
The Winter Soldier had been here.
In his home.
Where his family lived.
Right during Dick's memorial.
And Bruce had failed to stop him.
Chapter 9: "VIII: Reeling"
Chapter Text
[Saturday, February 6, 2021 | 18:00]
[Low Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The Watchtower's main briefing chamber was packed.
Every seat filled, every monitor active, every hero present carrying the weight of a world teetering on the edge.
Batman stood at the head of the room, his cape pooled around his boots like a shadow given form. Behind him, holographic displays flickered with images that had dominated global news for weeks: the German Chancellor's bloodstained podium in Berlin, the shattered ballrooms of Wayne Manor, grainy security footage of a masked figure with a gleaming metal arm.
The Winter Soldier.
Three major attacks in less than a month. Four world leaders dead in a span of three years with the recent one being just barely a few weeks ago. One billionaire philanthropist was nearly assassinated in his own city.
And the League, for all its power, had failed to stop him.
Superman sat with his arms folded, jaw tight, the weight of Kryptonian strength doing nothing to ease the frustration carved into his features. Wonder Woman stood beside him, regal and composed, but her knuckles were white against the edge of the table. Martian Manhunter's red eyes glowed faintly as he observed the room, reading the tension in the air without needing to touch a single mind.
Green Lantern John Stewart leaned back in his chair, ring flickering green against his dark skin. Flash drummed his fingers against the table, the only outward sign of his impatience. Aquaman's expression was stony, unreadable. Black Canary, Green Arrow, Hawkman, Hawkgirl, Red Tornado, Captain Marvel, Icon, Doctor Fate, and others filled the remaining seats, all eyes fixed forward.
The Team occupied the row behind the League. Aqualad sat upright, hands folded, his calm exterior masking the storm within. Superboy's fists rested on his knees, clenched so tight his knuckles had gone pale. Miss Martian sat beside him, her green skin almost translucent under the harsh lights, eyes downcast. Tigress leaned forward, elbows on her knees, jaw set. Kid Flash sat still for once, his usual energy dampened by the gravity of the situation.
Robin and Batgirl flanked the far end, their expressions unreadable behind their masks. Red Hood stood apart, leaning against the wall near the exit, arms crossed, helmet hiding whatever thoughts churned behind that crimson visor.
And near the back, almost as if she didn't want to be seen, sat Zatanna Zatara.
She'd changed out of the elegant black dress from the Wayne Manor fundraiser, trading it for her usual stage outfit, the reverse tuxedo, top hat, and fishnets that felt more like armor than the evening gown ever had.
Her fingers twisted absently at the hem of her jacket, a nervous habit she'd developed over the past four years. She wasn't looking at the screens. She'd already seen enough.
Batman's voice cut through the heavy silence like a blade.
"As we’ve established. Over two weeks ago, the Winter Soldier assassinated German Chancellor Adelheid Meyer during the EU-USSR summit in Berlin.", his tone was flat, clinical, but there was an edge to it that those who knew him best could detect. Frustration. Anger barely contained beneath iron discipline.
He gestured, and the holograms shifted. The image of Chancellor Meyer's lifeless body flickered into view, blood pooling across marble floors. Several of the younger heroes flinched. Zatanna's jaw tightened, but she didn't look away.
"Two days ago.", Batman continued, "He attacked the Richard J. Grayson Foundation Fundraiser in Gotham. His intended target was Bruce Wayne. The attack was brazen, public, and executed with precision. Casualties were minimal only because of immediate intervention."
The hologram shifted again. Footage from Wayne Manor and news reports of the aftermath played in silence, mercenaries storming through smoke and fire, the Winter Soldier moving through the chaos like a machine, his metal arm catching light as he closed in on Bruce Wayne.
Superman's voice rumbled low, "Do we have any idea why he's targeting Bruce Wayne specifically?"
Batman's cowl tilted slightly, "Unknown. Wayne Enterprises has no direct ties to any government or global organization. The only connection I could surmise was the proximity to power. Bruce Wayne is visible, influential, and his death would send shockwaves through the US economy and affect other economic elites."
"Or.", Green Arrow interjected, leaning forward, "Someone wants to send you a message."
The room fell silent at that. Everyone knew the unspoken truth: Bruce Wayne and Batman were the same man. An attack on one was an attack on the other.
Batman didn't respond to the implication. Instead, he brought up a new series of files. Faces, names, dates.
"This is a list of all the most high-profile assassinations conducted by the Winter Soldier in the three years since he became active.”, he continued, “Confirmed kills include the British Prime Minister in 2017, the President of the United Republic of Korea in 2019, and now the German Chancellor. In addition, there are over two hundred suspected assassinations of military officials, scientists, diplomats, and corporate executives across multiple nations within the same time period."
Wonder Woman's voice was measured but sharp, "And yet, we have no identity. No origin. No trail."
"None at the moment.", Batman confirmed, "Every record has been scrubbed. No fingerprints, no DNA, no records. He's a ghost. Robin, Red Hood, Batgirl, and I have spent countless hours combing through all the databases we could find. Some occasional leads but oftentimes leading to dead ends."
Flash leaned forward, his usual levity absent, "So what's the play? We can't just wait for him to strike again."
"We won't.", Batman said, "League intelligence is monitoring all potential targets. High-value individuals in positions of political or economic power. If he moves, we'll know."
Aqualad's voice cut in from the Team's row, calm but firm, "And the Team?"
Batman's gaze shifted to him, "On standby. If he strikes, you deploy immediately. Your mission is protection first, capture second. If you encounter the Winter Soldier again, do not engage alone. Contain him and call for reinforcements, if the situation deems it necessary."
Superboy's fists tightened. His voice was low, edged with barely restrained anger, "We’ve already fought him once in Berlin and you fought him in Gotham. And in both instances, he walked away. Are we supposed to just... Let that happen again?"
Batman's tone didn't shift, "You're supposed to stay alive. The Winter Soldier is not a typical combatant. We now know that he's been trained to kill metahumans. Every encounter you've had with him has proven that."
The weight of that statement settled over the room like a shroud.
Tigress spoke next, her voice tight, "Then what do we do? Just wait for him to rack up more bodies?"
"No.", Batman's voice hardened, "We find out who's pulling his strings. And we cut them."
The briefing continued, but the atmosphere had shifted. Strategies were discussed, contingencies planned, communication protocols reinforced. But beneath it all, a single truth loomed large.
They were hunting a phantom.
And so far, the phantom was winning.
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The Watchtower's Memorial Garden existed in a strange state of contradiction.
It was a place of silence aboard a station that hummed with constant activity. A garden of life floating in the vacuum of death. A sanctuary of remembrance built by people who refused to forget, even when forgetting would be easier.
The space occupied an entire section of the station's outer ring, where massive transparent aluminum viewports offered an unobstructed view of Earth rotating below. The planet turned with serene indifference, blues and whites and browns swirling in patterns that had repeated for billions of years before heroes existed and would continue long after the last cape fell.
Inside, carefully cultivated plants from across the globe and beyond created lush scenery of green.
Martian crystal flowers that sang in frequencies just below human hearing. Atlantean kelp growing in specialized hydroponic columns. Thanagarian flame blossoms that burned with cold fire.
Even a small cutting from a Kryptonian sunstone tree, one of the last remnants of a dead world, its crystalline leaves refracting light into rainbow patterns.
But it wasn't the exotic flora that drew visitors.
It was the memorials.
Holographic projections rose from elegant pedestals scattered throughout the garden, each one a frozen moment of life.
Heroes who had fallen. Allies who had sacrificed. Friends who would never come home.
Some of the holograms showed figures in costume, captured mid-flight or mid-battle, forever young and strong. Others displayed civilian identities, reminding those who remained that beneath the masks had been real people with real lives.
Ted Kord, the second Blue Beetle, frozen in his workshop with a welding torch and that irrepressible grin.
Tula, Aquagirl, suspended in water with her smile soft and her eyes kind.
Jason Todd, the second Robin, though his hologram had been removed retroactively after his resurrection.
And at the far end of the garden, where sunlight from the viewports created a natural spotlight, stood the newest addition.
Richard John “Dick” Grayson.
Nightwing.
The hologram showed him in costume, captured in that instant between motion and stillness that had defined his entire life.
Mid-flip, arms spread like wings, the blue and black of his suit gleaming, his domino mask unable to hide the joy that always lived in his eyes when he flew. One hand extended toward the viewer as if inviting them to join him, to leap into the void with the absolute certainty that he would catch them.
Below the projection, a small plaque bore simple words:
NIGHTWING
RICHARD "DICK" GRAYSON
"THE LEAP IS NEVER AS FAR AS IT LOOKS"
DECEMBER 1, 1996
MISSING IN ACTION - JANUARY 22, 2017
Not "Killed in Action".
Not "Fallen".
Just "Missing".
Because Batman had never allowed the word "dead" to be projected.
Zatanna Zatara stood before the memorial with her arms wrapped around herself, as if trying to hold together pieces that kept threatening to fall apart.
The attack two nights ago had left her rattled in ways she couldn't quite articulate. Seeing the Winter Soldier in person, watching him move through the Manor like death incarnate, feeling the cold emptiness where a person should have been…
It had reopened wounds she'd thought were scarred over.
"Hey.", she said softly to the hologram, her voice barely above a whisper in the garden's silence. "It's me. I know you probably can't hear this, wherever you are. If you're even... If you're still..."
She stopped, swallowed hard, and started again.
"The League had another briefing today. Batman thinks whoever's controlling the Winter Soldier is escalating. First Berlin, then Gotham, and now intel suggests he might be targeting other world figures next. Like someone's trying to destabilize the world or start World War III by picking them off one by one."
Her fingers twisted in the fabric of her jacket.
"And I keep thinking that you would know what to do. You always knew what to do. Even when the rest of us were panicking or arguing or falling apart, you'd find that thread, that one detail everyone else missed, and you'd pull it until everything unraveled in the right direction."
The hologram continued its eternal flip.
Forever joyful, forever young, forever gone.
"Tim's trying. He really is. But he's drowning under the weight of it all. Sometimes, he’s doing that thing where he slips and tries to be you instead of being himself. Jason's barely holding his anger together—I think he wants to put a bullet in the Winter Soldier almost as much as he wants to save him. And Bruce..."
Zatanna's voice cracked.
"Bruce won't admit it, but I think part of him died in that bunker with you. He keeps searching, keeps hoping, but every year that passes, every lead that goes nowhere, I can see him hollowing out. Like he's becoming a ghost hunting a ghost."
She reached out toward the hologram, her hand passing through light and photons, touching nothing.
"I miss you.", she whispered, and the words carried four years of accumulated grief, "I miss your terrible jokes and your awful taste in movies. I miss the way you'd show up at my apartment at three in the morning with takeout and that stupid smile, like breaking and entering was just another Tuesday. I miss how you made everything feel possible, even when the world was ending."
Tears traced mascara-stained lines down her cheeks.
"We had plans, remember? After you got back from that mission, we were going to—"
Her breath hitched, "It doesn't matter now. You didn't come back. And I've been trying to move forward, trying to live my life, but how am I supposed to do that when every time I close my eyes I see your face? When every mission makes me think 'Dick would handle this better', when every victory feels empty because you're not here to celebrate it?"
The hologram flickered slightly, just a brief disruption in the projection system, but for a heartbeat, it looked like Dick was reaching specifically toward her.
"I need you.", Zatanna said, and the admission felt like tearing open her chest, "Not just me. Everyone needs you. The Team is falling apart. The world is falling apart. And this Winter Soldier, Dick, he's—"
She stopped, because how could she explain the terrible recognition she'd felt during the Gotham attack? The way something in the Soldier's movements had seemed almost familiar, like a song she'd heard once in a dream? It was impossible. Insane. Dick was gone, and the Winter Soldier was just another monster wearing a man's shape.
Wasn't he?
"Zee?"
The voice was gentle, respectful, but it still made Zatanna jump. She spun, hastily wiping at her eyes, magic sparking defensively at her fingertips before she recognized the speakers.
Four women stood at the garden's entrance, their body language carefully non-threatening.
M'gann floated a few inches off the ground, her green skin almost luminous in the garden's filtered sunlight. She wore her usual red and blue uniform, but her expression carried a sadness that seemed to age her beyond her years. Despite being Martian, despite her alien heritage, her face in this moment looked heartbreakingly human.
Beside her, Raquel stood with one hand resting on her belt, the other hanging loose and relaxed. Her purple and white costume was pristine, but her eyes carried the weariness of someone who'd fought too many battles lately.
Artemis leaned against one of the garden's support pillars. Her Tigress uniform an inheritance from her mother, designed to be practical, for function over flash, and her blonde hair was pulled back in a tight ponytail. Her face was carefully neutral, but Zatanna had known her long enough to see the grief underneath.
And Barbara stood slightly apart from the others, still in costume from whatever patrol or training session had occupied her morning. Her cowl was pushed back, revealing red hair and an expression of gentle concern. Of all of them, Barbara looked the most composed, but that was the Bat Family way, bury the pain deep and keep moving forward.
"We didn't mean to intrude, Zee.", Barbara said softly, "But you've been here for almost an hour. We thought... We wanted to check on you."
Zatanna turned back to the hologram, not quite ready to face them, "I'm fine guys, really."
"No, you're not.", Artemis said, not unkindly, "None of us are. But you don't have to pretend for us, Zee."
"We all loved him.", M'gann added, floating closer. Her voice carried harmonics that didn't quite exist in human speech, a Martian quality that made her words feel like they resonated in the soul rather than just the ears, "He was a great friend. We all miss him. You don't have to carry that alone."
"I know.", Zatanna said, but her voice was thick, "It's just... Some days are harder than others. And after Gotham, after seeing that thing, that Winter Soldier up close..."
She shook her head, "It brought everything back."
Raquel moved to stand beside her, close enough to be supportive but not so close as to crowd, "The attack shook all of us. Wally was vibrating so hard after the debriefing that I thought he was going to phase through the floor. And I don't mean his speed, I mean actual fear."
"Jason wanted to go hunt the Soldier down immediately after you left the Manor.", Barbara added, "Bruce had to physically stop him from taking the Batmobile. Said if the Soldier wanted to target the family, fine, but they'd do it on his terms, not theirs."
"Conner punched a hole in the Cave's training room when he heard the news.", M'gann said quietly, "Kept hitting the reinforced walls until his knuckles were sore. He wouldn't let me near him for hours. Said he couldn't protect anyone, couldn't even protect his friend Tim in his own home, so what good was he?"
The shared admissions created a strange kind of comfort, the knowledge that everyone was breaking in their own way, that Zatanna wasn't alone in her fracturing.
"How do you guys do it?", Zatanna asked, finally turning to face them. Her makeup was ruined, mascara streaking her face, but she didn't care anymore, "How do you keep going when everything feels impossible? My mom, my dad, Dick? When the world keeps taking and taking and never giving anything back?"
Artemis's expression softened, "You want the honest answer or the hero answer?"
"Honest."
"We don't.", Artemis said simply, "We just... Survive. Day by day. Mission by mission. We get up because staying down isn't an option. We fight because not fighting means letting them win. And we remember the people we've lost because forgetting would dishonor everything they were."
"But it hurts.", M'gann said, and her voice carried centuries of Martian philosophy about grief and loss, "It's supposed to hurt. Pain is how we know we loved something. How we know it mattered. If losing Dick didn't hurt, it would mean he didn't change us. And he changed all of us."
Barbara stepped closer, her hand finding Zatanna's shoulder, "He loved you, you know. He really did. You all know I've known Dick since we were eleven, I’ve watched him date half of Gotham's eligible population and a fair number of the superhero community. But the way he looked at you? That was different. That was real."
Zatanna's breath caught, "Don't. Please don't."
"Why not?", Barbara's grip tightened, grounding, "Because it hurts more to remember the good parts? Zee, the good parts are what make it worth remembering at all. Dick wouldn't want you drowning in grief. He'd want you to remember the joy too."
"I can't—", Zatanna started, but Rocket cut her off.
"Yes, you can girl. You're Zatanna fucking Zatara. You've fought lords of Chaos like Klarion, demons, and dark gods. You've stood toe-to-toe with threats that would make normal people piss and shit themselves. You're one of the strongest people I know, magically and otherwise. This doesn't break you. It bends you, sure, but it doesn't break you."
"It feels like breaking.", Zatanna whispered.
"I know.", Artemis said, and her voice carried the weight of her own losses.
What Zatanna was feeling, it was what she felt when they thought Wally died.
But Wally? Wally came back.
Dick on the other hand…
"Believe me, I know. But you're still standing. You're still here. That counts for something."
M'gann floated closer, her presence carrying that strange Martian warmth that was both physical and psychic. Not intrusive, she would never invade someone's mind without permission anymore, but comforting, like a blanket made of understanding.
"We need you, Zee.", M'gann said gently, "Not just for your magic, though gods know we need that too. But for you. For the person who refuses to give up even when giving up would be easier. The person who stands in front of this memorial and talks to someone who might not be able to hear her, just because the alternative is silence."
"The Winter Soldier is escalating.", Barbara said, shifting topics with the practiced ease of someone trained by Batman to compartmentalize, "Bats thinks that Moscow might be a possible next target, however unlikely it might be. The Soviet President. If he succeeds, if another world leader dies..."
"World War III.", Zatanna finished, "Yeah. Batman made that pretty clear in the briefing."
"The Team's on stand by.", Artemis said, "Kaldur's putting together the roster now. Whatever our next assignment might be. We'll essentially be going in blind, with a target we couldn't stop in Berlin or Gotham."
"Against an assassin who took down the Team plus two of Batman's protégés in Berlin, and fought Batman himself to a standstill in his own damn house.", Rocket added, "Not exactly great odds."
Zatanna looked back at the hologram one more time. Dick, frozen mid-flip, eternally joyful, eternally unreachable.
“What would you do?”, she asked him silently, “If you were here, what would you tell me?”
And somehow, she could almost hear his voice, that particular blend of confidence and warmth that had defined him.
“I'd tell you to stop asking what I would do and start trusting what you can do. You're amazing, Zee. You always have been. Now get out there and prove it.”
She took a deep breath, pulling herself together with visible effort. When she spoke again, her voice was steadier.
"I'm coming with you."
The four women exchanged glances.
"Zee, you don't have to.", M'gann started.
"Yes, I do.", Zatanna interrupted. Her hands curled into fists, purple magic crackling around her knuckles, "I've been sitting on the sidelines of this for too long. Playing support, doing crowd control, staying 'safe' while everyone else risks their lives. The Winter Soldier is targeting people who matter. People who are trying to make the world better. And if there's even a chance I can stop him, even a chance I can prevent another Berlin..."
She trailed off, then continued with renewed conviction.
"Dick would never sit on the sidelines. He'd be first through the door, first into the fight, first to put himself between danger and innocent people. I can't bring him back. I can't change what happened four years ago. But I can honor what he stood for. I can be the hero he believed I could be."
Barbara smiled slightly, "That's the Zatanna we know. Though Bruce is going to have opinions about League members volunteering for Team missions."
"Bruce can deal with it.", Zatanna said, and for the first time in days, she felt something other than grief. Purpose. Direction. A reason to stand up straight, "If Raq can volunteer for missions from time to time, then so can I."
Rocket grinned, "Damn right, sis! Plus, having someone who can rewrite reality with backwards Latin is never a bad tactical asset."
"Just don't expect me to pull off miracles.", Zatanna warned, "Magic has rules. Physics has loopholes. And the Winter Soldier seems specifically designed to counter metahuman abilities."
"Then we adapt.", Artemis said, "That's what we do. Well, at least tried to. But that's what the Team has always done. We're not the Justice League's power-hitters. We're the ones who win through strategy, teamwork, and sheer stubborn refusal to quit."
"Speaking of which.", Barbara checked her comm unit, "We should get to the briefing room. Kaldur wanted everyone assembled in twenty minutes. Something about intel from Moscow coming in and the window for deployment becoming narrow."
The five women started toward the garden's exit, but Zatanna paused at the threshold, looking back one more time.
The hologram of Dick Grayson continued its eternal flip, hand extended, smile bright, eyes full of life that no longer existed anywhere but in memory and light.
"I'm going to stop him.", Zatanna whispered, too quiet for the others to hear, "The Winter Soldier. Whoever he is, whoever's controlling him, I'm going to stop him from hurting anyone else. And maybe... Maybe that will make up for not being able to save you."
The hologram flickered again, just a technical glitch, just the station's power grid cycling, but for a moment, it almost looked like Dick was smiling specifically at her.
“You've got this, Zee. You always did.”
She turned and followed the others out, leaving the memorial garden to its eternal silence and its impossible parade of frozen moments.
Behind her, Earth continued to turn, indifferent and beautiful.
And somewhere in that turning world, in the frozen heart of a nation that had never quite escaped its Cold War ghosts, the Winter Soldier prepared for his next mission.
Unaware that this time, when he struck, he would be facing someone who fought not just with power, but with the accumulated grief and love of four years spent missing a man who might never come home.
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The Watchtower's main conference chamber was designed to accommodate gods.
Literally.
The room stretched fifty meters across, its ceiling arching high enough that Superman could float at full height without ducking. The walls were reinforced titanium-ceramic composite capable of withstanding direct hits from Apokoliptian weapons. The conference table itself, a massive oval of tempered glass and steel, could seat thirty comfortably, with holographic interfaces built into each position.
Today, it felt claustrophobic.
The Justice League occupied one side of the table, their presence filling the space with the weight of living legends.
Superman sat at the head, his blue and red uniform somehow making him look both approachable and impossibly powerful. Wonder Woman was to his right, her armor gleaming, her face carved from marble and determination. Batman stood rather than sat, cape pooled around his boots, cowl hiding everything except the grim line of his mouth.
Martian Manhunter hovered at the far end, his red eyes distant as he monitored global telepathic networks. Green Lantern John Stewart leaned back in his chair, ring pulsing faintly on his finger, his Marine Corps discipline visible in every line of his posture. Flash drummed his fingers against the table at super-speed, a nervous tic he'd never quite conquered.
Black Canary stood near the viewport, arms crossed, her leather jacket at odds with the formal setting but perfectly suited to her personality.
And scattered throughout were others: Aquaman, Hawkwoman with her mace resting against her chair. Doctor Fate, the lord of Order who now uses Giovanni Zatara’s body as a new physical vessel. Captain Marvel glancing around the table nervously, and even Captain Atom had been pulled from his usual military liaisons.
The other side of the table held the Team.
They looked painfully young compared to the League, despite being young adults themselves with years of experience that should have aged them beyond their years.
Aqualad sat with perfect Atlantean posture, his water-bearers resting on the table before him like a formal declaration. At twenty-four, he'd grown into his leadership role, but the weight of it was visible in the tightness around his eyes. His black and blue uniform was pristine, but his hands bore fresh scars from the events in Berlin.
Beside him, Tigress had abandoned her mask for the briefing, her blonde hair pulled back, her green eyes sharp and assessing. She'd taken Dick's disappearance hard, had briefly retired from hero work entirely before Wally convinced her to return. Now she sat coiled like a spring, ready to launch into action or argument depending on what the moment required.
Kid Flash vibrated in his seat, though whether from his speed force connection or nervous energy was impossible to tell. His red and yellow uniform seemed almost too bright in the room's serious atmosphere. At twenty-three, he should have grown out of his teenage impulsiveness, but grief had a way of preserving certain characteristics.
He'd nearly lost himself in the time stream during the Reach invasion, had experienced subjective years of isolation in the blink of an eye. Coming back to find Dick gone had broken something in him that still hadn't fully healed.
Miss Martian sat perfectly still, her hands folded on the table, her telepathic presence a gentle hum at the edge of everyone's consciousness. She'd offered to establish a mind-link for the briefing, she always offered, but Batman had declined as he always did for formal League meetings. Too much risk of information leaking to the wrong minds.
Superboy took up more physical space than anyone else at the table despite not being the tallest. His black t-shirt with the red S-shield strained across shoulders that had only gotten broader over the years. He'd grown into his Kryptonian heritage, though he'd never quite achieved Superman's impossible perfection. His jaw was clenched tight enough to crack diamonds, and his hands rested on the table in fists.
And now, entering from the memorial garden, came five more.
Zatanna swept in first, her stage outfit drawing eyes despite, or because of, its theatrical nature. She'd fixed her makeup on the walk over, reapplied her lipstick with the precision of someone armoring themselves for battle. Her top hat was tilted at a jaunty angle that contradicted the steel in her eyes.
Batgirl followed, her cowl back in place now, all business. She moved to stand near Batman, close enough to be associated but far enough to maintain her own space. The Bat Family dynamics were complicated, and public meetings only made them more so.
Rocket came next, her purple and white uniform a splash of color, her expression carrying the particular confidence of someone who'd learned to manipulate kinetic energy at the molecular level. Having served her time in the Team and inducted to the Justice League alongside Zatanna all those years ago, she'd earned her rightful place through sheer competence.
Robin slipped in quietly, taking a position near the holographic displays rather than at the table. At nineteen, he was still the youngest person in the room with significant field experience, and he carried the weight of that with visible discomfort. His red and black uniform was perfectly maintained, but his hands kept moving to his utility belt, checking and rechecking equipment that definitely didn't need checking.
Red Hood was last, and he made his entrance a statement. He didn't sit. Didn't join the table. Just leaned against the wall near the exit, arms crossed, helmet on, body language screaming that he was here under protest and could leave at any moment. His leather jacket creaked as he shifted, and the guns at his hips were visible and deliberate.
The room settled into uncomfortable silence as everyone found their positions.
Superman cleared his throat, and the sound carried more authority than a shout.
"We apologize for recalling you all here so soon after the recent meeting had just ended, still, thank you all for reconvening on short notice.", he began, his voice carrying that particular Kansas warmth that made even dire situations feel manageable, "I know many of you were looking forward to downtime but unfortunately, there have been recent developments the past few hours and the situation has escalated."
He gestured, and the holographic displays activated, filling the air above the table with images and data streams.
"Our orbital surveillance detected unusual activity at the Kremlin in Moscow.", The hologram zoomed in, showing the distinctive red walls and golden domes of the Soviet seat of power, "Multiple explosions in the outer courtyards, followed by gunfire. We’ve been told that KGB units and Red Army forces responded immediately, but initial reports suggest they're facing a coordinated assault."
"The Winter Soldier.", Kid Flash said, not a question.
Superman nodded grimly, "Intel from our contacts in the Soviet intelligence community—and yes, they're actually talking to us for once—confirms that the attack pattern matches our target. Precision strikes. Professional execution. And a singular objective."
The hologram shifted, showing a formal portrait of a man in his late fifties; strong jaw, iron-gray hair, eyes that had seen the Soviet Union die and resurrect itself. He wore a suit rather than a military uniform, but his bearing screamed former KGB.
"Alexander Nikolaevich Makarov.", Batman said, his voice cutting through the room like a blade, "Current President of the Union of Sovereign Soviet Republics. Former KGB director appointed to replace Vladimir Kryuchkov after the failed August Coup of 1991. One of the architects of the New Union Treaty, close confidant and advisor to former Soviet President Mikhail Gorbachev. And, if our intelligence is correct, the Winter Soldier's next target."
Artemis leaned forward, studying the portrait, "Why him? I thought we suspected the Soviets. Why the hell would they kill their own President? We get targeting other world leaders to destabilize international relations, but there's got to be a pattern. The German Chancellor was pushing EU-Soviet cooperation. Makarov is..."
"The Soviet Union's face of modern reform.", Martian Manhunter said, his voice carrying harmonics that didn't exist in human speech, "Since taking office three years ago, President Makarov has prioritized opening the Soviet Union to international cooperation. Trade agreements with the West. Cultural exchanges. Even allowing limited League operations on Soviet soil when the threat is sufficiently severe."
"Which makes him a target for anyone who wants the Cold War to heat back up.", Green Lantern John Stewart added, "Kill the reformers, empower the hardliners, maybe even get the old communists back in power, and watch all the dominoes fall."
“And maybe. Maybe the Winter Soldier isn't operating under orders from the Kremlin like we suspected.", Green Arrow reasoned.
The room went silent.
If the Soviets aren't the one pulling the strings, then who is?
"But who benefits?", M'gann asked, "If the Soviets aren't the one commanding the Winter Soldier, and the Soviet Union and the West return to hostilities, who wins?"
"Arms dealers, for starters.", Jason said from his position against the wall, his voice modulator making him sound mechanical, "Defense contractors. Anyone with stock in the military-industrial complex. War is profitable, peace is expensive, and many people with shared interests can make bank if this ever goes nuclear."
"The Light.", Conner growled, "It has to be. This is exactly their playbook. Create chaos, profit from the fallout, consolidate power while everyone else is busy bleeding."
Batman's cowl tilted in acknowledgment, "A possibility. We've seen no direct evidence linking them to the Winter Soldier, but the circumstantial connections are compelling. The Light has always operated through proxies and shell organizations. And they have the resources to fund an operation of this scale."
"League of Shadows?", Aqualad suggested.
"Also possible.", Wonder Woman said, "Ra's al Ghul has always advocated for global destabilization as a path to his vision of 'cleansing' humanity. Assassination of world leaders would fit his methodology."
"Or it could be someone new.", Doctor Fate said quietly, Zatara’s Italian accent blurring with the voice of Nabu from the helmet, making his words sound more ominous, "Someone we haven't yet identified. Someone with resources and reach the same to that or even rivaling the Light or the Shadows, but who's managed to stay completely off our radar."
The hologram shifted again, this time showing tactical layouts of the Kremlin complex. Multiple buildings, courtyards, security checkpoints, all rendered in precise three-dimensional detail.
"Regardless of who's behind this.", Superman continued, "Our immediate priority is protecting President Makarov. If he dies, especially if he dies during a League operation on Soviet soil, the political fallout will be catastrophic."
"We can’t disregard the possibility of hardliners seizing power within hours.", Batman said, "Though the Soviet Union has democratized and modernized greatly since the collapse of communism. It's almost certain that military mobilization will follow should the Soviet President die. Though the signing of the friendship and cooperation treaty between the European Union and the Soviet Union was a success, tensions remain high after the assassination of Chancellor Meyer. We're looking at a potential hot war scenario within weeks."
The weight of that hung in the air.
World War III.
Not as hyperbole. As actual possibility.
Captain Marvel spoke up from his seat, "So what's the play? Full League deployment? Show of force?"
"Negative.", Batman cut him off immediately, "The Soviet government has agreed to allow a limited intervention. They view the League as too provocative, too much like Western interference. But the Team..."
His gaze swept across the younger heroes, "The Team can act ahead as our covert force. A special operations group. Discreet, and would give both the League and the Soviets ample reasons for plausible deniability."
"So we're going in essentially alone?", Tigress said, "Again? Against an opponent who kicked our asses in Berlin and fought Batman to a standstill in Gotham?"
"You won't be alone.", Rocket said, "I'm coming with you."
"As am I.", Zatanna added.
Batman's cowl turned toward them, "This is a Team operation. League members—"
"Can volunteer for Team missions with approval from League leadership.", Zatanna interrupted, her voice carrying enough edge to cut, "Which I'm requesting. Right now. In front of everyone."
Superman and Wonder Woman exchanged glances, and so did the rest of the League. Some silent communication passed between them, as they debated quietly on Zatanna’s request.
The Team eyed her with concern, especially Tigress, Miss Martian, and Batgirl.
After a long minute, nods went around the table.
"Your request is approved.", Superman said finally, "Both of you. The Team will need every advantage against this threat."
"Thank you.", Zatanna said, sighing a breath of relief as she inclined her head.
Batman looked like he wanted to argue, but even he couldn't override the League’s majority decision. Instead, he turned back to the holographic display.
"Your mission parameters are clear.", he said, "Deploy to Moscow. Coordinate with Soviet security forces. Establish a defensive perimeter around President Makarov. And when the Winter Soldier appears, because he will appear, you engage to capture, not kill."
"Honestly, B, can’t we just fucking kill him already?", Jason spoke bluntly, his words and profanity earning gasps from the rest of the League members present, "He's a clear and present danger. He's murdered world leaders. Put a bullet in his head and end the threat."
"We will not kill him since we don’t know who he works for.", Batman replied, his voice hard, "Whoever hired or created the Winter Soldier has intelligence on League operations, Team capabilities, and metahuman weaknesses that shouldn't exist outside our secured databases. And they might even have the means to make more of him.”
The League and the Team grew silent, they could barely scrape by with just one of him. But an army of Winter Soldiers? That's a thought they can't imagine, an army of unstoppable assassins laying havoc to the world.
“A dead asset tells us nothing.", Batman finished.
"Also because we're heroes.", Kid Flash added, his voice carrying more bite than usual, "We don't execute people, Jay. That's kind of our whole thing."
Jason's helmet tilted, "And how'd that work out for us in Berlin?"
The temperature in the room seemed to drop ten degrees.
"Enough.", Kaldur's voice carried unexpected authority, "We are not having this debate again. The mission is capture if possible, neutralize if necessary. Those are our orders, and we will follow them."
There he stood, a leader who'd earned his position through blood and loss.
"We haven’t a moment to lose.", Kaldur continued, "Robin, I need you monitoring our communications with Moscow, establishing secure channels, and pulling everything you can from Soviet news sources. The official reports are sanitized, I want to know what the street is saying."
Robin nodded, already pulling up his tablet, "On it."
"Miss Martian, Superboy.", Kaldur continued, "I want you coordinating with the Bioship. We need to get to the Kremlin as soon as possible.”
"Understood.", Miss Martian acknowledged.
Superboy just grunted, which from him counted as enthusiasm.
"Tigress, Kid Flash.", Kaldur turned to them, "Equipment check and emergency exfil planning. I want redundancies on top of redundancies. We’re going into hostile territory, should we fail, it’s more than certain that the Soviets would perceive us as enemies."
"Got it.", Tigress answered.
"Don’t have to tell me twice!", Wally added.
"Rocket, Zatanna.", Kaldur's gaze settled on them, "You have my thanks for volunteering for this Team mission, but in doing so, you two would be under Team protocols. That means you follow orders, you coordinate through the chain of command, and you don't go off-script no matter how powerful your abilities. Understood?"
Both women nodded.
"And Red Hood, Batgirl.", Kaldur turned to the Bat Family members, "With Robin being our ears, I want you two on overwatch. If we can't establish secure positions on-site, I need you providing intel and support from mobile positions. That means eyes on every approach, every escape route, every—"
"We know how to do our jobs, Kaldur.", Jason interrupted, "Question is, are you going to let us do them, or are you going to tie our hands?"
The challenge hung in the air.
Kaldur met it head-on, "You work well amongst yourselves in Gotham, our priority is no different, target protection. If the Winter Soldier appears, and you have a clean shot that will end the threat without killing him, you take it. But if you put a bullet in his head because you're angry or scared or looking for revenge, I will personally drag you back to the Watchtower and let Batman decide your punishment. Are we clear?"
Red Hood stared at him through the helmet's lenses.
Then he laughed, short and sharp, "Crystal. Don't worry, Kaldur. I'm a professional. Bats has me on the ‘no killing’ leash for the time being."
"That's what worries me.", Aqualad replied.
But he moved on, addressing the room at large, "You know your assignments. Check your gear, review your roles, and be ready to deploy as soon as the Bioship is ready. Robin will have the tactical briefing sent to you as soon as he’s done. Study it. Know it. Because when we hit Moscow, we're not going to have time for questions."
He paused, his gaze sweeping across the Team, then up to the League members watching them.
"I know we failed in Berlin.", Aqualad said, and admitting it cost him visibly, "I know the German Chancellor died on our watch. I know we weren't prepared for what the Winter Soldier brought to that fight. But we will be prepared now. We know what we're facing. We know the stakes. And this time..."
His jaw set, water-bearers humming faintly with contained power.
"This time, we shall not fail."
The conviction in his voice was absolute.
For a moment, the weight that had been pressing on the Team since Berlin lifted slightly. Not gone, never gone, but manageable.
They could do this.
They had to do this.
Superman stood, and the movement drew every eye. "The League has faith in you.", he said, and somehow coming from him, it didn't sound like empty platitude. It sounded like the truth.
"You've faced impossible odds before and prevailed. This is no different. Go to Moscow. Protect President Makarov. And come home safe."
Wonder Woman rose as well, her hand resting on the hilt of her sword, "And know that if the situation deteriorates, the League will be there. So long as you did your best, let us deal with the politics and diplomacy."
Her gaze scanned the room, studying both members of the Justice League and the Team before adding, “But for all our sakes, and for the sake of the world, do not fail.”
Batman remained silent, but his cowl inclined fractionally. From him, that was practically a speech.
"Dismissed.", was all he said.
The Team filed out in small groups, some heading to the armory, others to their quarters, a few toward the Bioship's hangar bay. The League remained behind, undoubtedly to discuss contingencies and worst-case scenarios.
Zatanna turned and headed for the hangar, eyeing Nabu one more time before leaving the conference chamber with the League's heavy hitters.
As she walked, her hands curled into fists, purple magic crackling around her knuckles.
Moscow.
The Kremlin.
The Winter Soldier.
This time, she wouldn't be relegated to crowd control and evacuation.
This time, she would be in the fight.
And if that familiar feeling returned, if she found the answer to the question that had been haunting her since Gotham...
Well.
She'd deal with that when it happened.
One crisis at a time.
That's what Dick would have said.
“One crisis at a time, Zee. You've got this.”
She could almost hear his voice, warm and confident and impossible.
And despite everything, despite four years of loss, despite the upcoming battle, despite the weight of the world pressing down on all of them, she smiled.
Because he was right.
She did have this.
Chapter 10: "IX: In Moscow"
Summary:
Perhaps the longest chapter yet, the Team alongside Zatanna and Rocket face off against the Winter Soldier in the heart of the Soviet Union.
Chapter Text
[Sunday, February 7, 2021 | 21:02 (Moscow Time)]
[Russian Airspace, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The Bioship cut through the clouds like a blade through silk.
Inside, the cabin was thick with tension. The soft blue glow of the organic ship's interior pulsed gently, but the light did nothing to ease the weight pressing down on the ten heroes strapped into their seats.
Aqualad sat at the front, eyes fixed on the holographic display projecting their approach vector. His hands rested calmly on his knees, but his jaw was set, his mind already running through contingencies, backup plans, and worst-case scenarios. Leadership in moments like these was a mantle he'd learned to carry, but it never got lighter.
Beside him, Superboy stared straight ahead, fists clenched against his thighs. His blue eyes burned with barely contained anger, the memory of Berlin still fresh, still raw. He'd been thrown aside like he was nothing. The Winter Soldier had made him feel weak, and that was something Conner Kent did not tolerate.
Miss Martian sat next to him, her green hand resting gently on his arm. She could feel the storm raging inside him, the frustration and fury coiling tighter with every passing second. She squeezed lightly, a silent reminder, “Stay focused. Stay with us.”
Superboy exhaled slowly but didn't relax.
Across from them, Kid Flash bounced his leg in a rapid staccato rhythm, the only outward sign of his nerves. His mask hid his eyes, but his mouth was pressed into a thin line. Wally West was fast, faster than almost anyone on Earth, but speed hadn't mattered in Berlin. The Winter Soldier had caught him mid-stride once, and the memory of that impact still ached in his ribs.
Tigress sat beside him, bow resting across her lap, her fingers absently checking the tension on the string. Artemis Crock didn't scare easily, but there was something about the Winter Soldier that set her teeth on edge. The way he moved, the way he fought, it was clinical, efficient, and utterly devoid of hesitation. He wasn't a person. He was a weapon, and weapons didn't miss.
Rocket leaned back in her seat, arms crossed, her kinetic force belt glowing faintly at her waist. Raquel Ervin had seen her share of fights, but this was different. The stakes were higher than usual, and the enemy was unlike anything she'd faced before. Still, she kept her expression calm, steady. Someone had to.
Near the middle of the cabin, the Bat Family occupied their own row.
Robin sat with his tablet balanced on his knees, fingers flying across the holographic interface. Code scrolled past at dizzying speed as he prepared infiltration protocols, backdoors into Soviet systems, contingency hacks for every scenario Batman had drilled into him. At nineteen, Tim Drake had become one of the world's premier cyber-infiltration specialists. Tonight, he'd need every bit of that skill.
His domino mask was pushed back slightly, hiding the dark circles under his eyes. He hadn't slept well since the Gotham attack. None of them had.
Beside him, Batgirl methodically checked her gear with the practiced efficiency of someone who'd done this a thousand times. Grapple gun: loaded and tested. Batarangs: counted and sharpened. Smoke pellets: fresh batch. Comm unit: encrypted and synced. Her red hair was tied back in a severe bun beneath her cowl, and her green eyes were sharp, focused.
Barbara Gordon had learned from the best. She knew that preparation was the difference between success and body bags.
And at the end of the row, Red Hood sat with his helmet on, arms crossed, twin pistols holstered at his hips. Unlike the others, he wasn't preparing. He was waiting. Jason Todd had always been comfortable in the space between action and violence, that moment of coiled tension before everything went to hell.
His helmet's white lenses reflected the cabin's blue glow, making him look more machine than man. Beneath the kevlar and armor, his jaw was set, his breathing controlled. He'd fought the Winter Soldier both in Berlin and Gotham, had seen firsthand how the assassin moved, how he thought.
He knew what was coming. And part of him welcomed it.
“Let's see if you bleed, you son of a bitch.”
And near the rear of the cabin, almost as if she didn't want to be seen, sat Zatanna Zatara.
She'd changed out of her stage outfit, trading the reverse tuxedo for something more practical: black tactical pants, a dark blue jacket with subtle arcane sigils stitched into the lining, combat boots that still managed to look stylish. Her top hat was gone, replaced by her hair pulled back in a simple ponytail. She looked less like a stage magician and more like a battle mage.
Her hands were folded tightly in her lap, knuckles white. Her jaw was set, her blue eyes fixed on the floor, but her mind was elsewhere. She kept seeing the hologram in the memorial garden, Dick's face frozen in that eternal smile, forever young, forever gone.
The Winter Soldier had nearly killed Bruce. Had killed Chancellor Meyer. And was now trying to kill the Soviet President.
And somewhere, deep in her gut, there was a gnawing feeling she couldn't shake. A sense that something about all of this was wrong in a way she couldn't articulate.
She clenched her fists tighter and forced the thought away. Now wasn't the time.
Aqualad's voice broke the silence, calm and measured.
"We are approaching Moscow. ETA three minutes."
Miss Martian's telepathic voice filled their minds, gentle but firm, “Mind link established. I'll keep us connected during the mission.”
One by one, their minds joined the psychic network. Thoughts didn't bleed through unless spoken intentionally, but the presence of each other was there, a comforting anchor in the chaos to come.
Robin, Batgirl, and Red Hood joined the link as well, though Jason's mental presence felt harder, more guarded than the others. Old trauma from his death and resurrection had left scars on his psyche that even M'gann's gentle touch couldn't fully smooth over.
“Remember.”, Aqualad's mental voice was steady, commanding, “Our priority is the Soviet President's safety. We engage the Winter Soldier only if necessary. If we can contain him, we do. If we cannot, we extract and regroup.”
“And if he tries to run again?”, Superboy's mental voice was a growl.
“Then we stop him.”, Aqualad replied firmly, “But we do not pursue recklessly. We have seen what he is capable of. Do not underestimate him.”
“Especially you, Superboy.”, Robin added quietly, “He's taken you down. He knows how you fight. He can use your anger against you. You need to adapt.”
Superboy's mental presence flared with irritation, but he didn't argue. Robin was right, and they all knew it.
“Robin, Batgirl, Red Hood.”, Aqualad continued, “You three will establish overwatch positions once we're inside the Kremlin. Robin, your priority is intelligence gathering and system infiltration. Batgirl, tactical coordination and emergency extraction planning. Red Hood, long-range fire support if the situation deteriorates.
“Understood.”, Robin and Batgirl responded in unison.
Red Hood's response came a beat later, “I’ll have to borrow a rifle from the troops on the ground, assuming they’ll even let me borrow one. But okay, I'll play sniper. If he gets close to any of you again, I'm putting him down.”
“Non-lethal.”, Aqualad said sharply.
“Yeah, yeah.”, Red Hood replied, and his mental tone made it clear the discussion was over.
Zatanna's mental voice cut in, soft but strained. “What about me?”
“You're with me at the front.”, Aqualad said, “When we make contact with Soviet forces, I'll speak as Team leader. You'll represent the League. Between us, we establish legitimacy and hopefully cooperation.”
“And when we fight him?”, Zatanna asked.
“You do what you do best.”, Aqualad replied, “Rewrite reality until he stops moving.”
Zatanna's hands clenched tighter in her lap, “My magic didn't stop him in Gotham. Barely slowed him down.”
“Then we make sure he doesn't have time to break free.”, Rocket interjected, “You bind him, I'll hit him with enough kinetic force to put him through a wall. Between magic and physics, something's gotta stick.
“He fights like he knows what we're going to do before we do it.”, Kid Flash muttered, “Like he's studied us. How do we counter that?”
“By being unpredictable.”, Tigress said, “By adapting mid-fight. By not giving him time to think.”
“He doesn't think.”, Miss Martian's mental voice was troubled, carrying echoes of her psychic encounter in Berlin, “That's what made him so terrifying. When I touched his mind, there was... Nothing. Like a void forced into the shape of a person.”
The mental link went quiet at that.
Robin's analytical voice broke the silence, “Then he's been conditioned. Brainwashed. His personality suppressed or erased entirely, leaving only combat programming and mission directives.”
“That's horrifying.”, Miss Martian whispered.
“That's effective.”, Red Hood corrected coldly, “No hesitation. No mercy. No psychological weaknesses to exploit. Whoever hired him or made him knew exactly what they were doing.”
“Which means whoever hired or made him is our real enemy.”, Batgirl added, “The Winter Soldier is a weapon. We need to find who's pulling the trigger.”
“One crisis at a time.”, Aqualad said firmly, “First, we protect the Soviet President. Then we worry about the bigger picture.”
The Bioship began its descent, dropping through the cloud cover. The sprawl of Moscow came into view: a vast city of gold-domed cathedrals; apartment blocks from the eras of the old communist regime under Stalin, Khrushchev, Brezhnev, and Gorbachev; and gleaming modern skyscrapers. The Moscow River cut through the heart of it, glittering under the setting sun like molten silver.
And at the center, rising like a crown of red brick and gold spires, stood the Kremlin.
Even from this distance, they could see the smoke.
A plume of black billowed from one of the towers, thick and oily against the pale winter sky. Emergency vehicles swarmed the perimeter, their lights flashing red and blue. Military convoys were moving in, soldiers establishing checkpoints, barricades going up around Red Square.
"Jesus.", Kid Flash muttered aloud, breaking the mental link for a moment, " It Looks like a war zone."
Tigress leaned forward, eyes narrowing, "He's already inside."
Aqualad's fingers flew across the console, pulling up thermal scans and local communications, "The explosion occurred half an hour ago. Soviet security has locked down the Kremlin, but they have not confirmed the President's location."
“Which means he's either in a bunker, or he's being moved.”, Miss Martian thought.
“Or he's already dead.”, Superboy added grimly.
“He's not dead.”, Zatanna's mental voice was hard, certain. “Not yet. The Winter Soldier wouldn't blow the place up if his target was already gone. He's still hunting.”
Rocket glanced at her mentally, “You sound pretty sure about that.”
“I am.”, Zatanna replied. “He doesn't leave loose ends. If the President were dead, we'd already know.”
Robin looked up from his tablet, his mental voice carrying a note of urgency, “I'm picking up chatter on encrypted Soviet military channels. Sounds like they've engaged him twice already in Red Square. Heavy casualties. He's moving towards the Grand Kremlin Palace.”
“Then that's where we go.”, Aqualad said.
The Bioship descended rapidly, cloaked from radar and visual detection as it approached the Kremlin's airspace. Below, the chaos intensified. Soldiers in winter camouflage scrambled across the grounds, officers barking orders, helicopters circling overhead with searchlights cutting through the smoke.
Aqualad stood, moving to the rear hatch, "We land on the north side, away from the main gates. Miss Martian, keep us cloaked until we're on the ground. Once we're out, Zatanna and I will make contact with Soviet command. The rest of you, stay close and be ready to move."
The Team rose as one, weapons checked, powers primed, minds focused.
Robin secured his tablet to his utility belt. Batgirl pulled her cowl fully into place. Red Hood chambered rounds into his pistols with practiced efficiency, rubber bullets in the left gun, live rounds in the right. Just in case.
The Bioship touched down in a narrow courtyard between two of the Kremlin's outer walls, hidden from the main commotion. The hatch opened, and cold Moscow air rushed in, sharp and biting, carrying the smell of smoke and gunpowder.
They stepped out onto ancient cobblestones, the weight of history pressing down around them.
The Kremlin had stood for centuries, a symbol of Russian power and resilience. A fortress that had survived invasions, revolutions, wars.
And now, somewhere within its walls, a ghost was hunting.
Ten heroes stood in the shadows of those ancient walls, each carrying their own fears, their own doubts, their own reasons for being there.
But they stood together.
And together, they would face whatever waited in the darkness ahead.
Aqualad's voice was quiet but firm, "Move out."
They disappeared into the Kremlin's labyrinthine corridors, swallowed by shadow and smoke.
And somewhere ahead, the Winter Soldier continued his hunt.
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[Sunday, February 7, 2021 | 21:20]
[The Kremlin - Moscow, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The courtyard was chaos contained.
Soviet soldiers in heavy winter gear moved with disciplined precision, rifles at the ready, eyes scanning every shadow. Officers shouted orders in rapid Russian, coordinating defensive positions, securing exit routes, establishing a perimeter around the main administrative building.
Red Army troops in distinctive insignia stood shoulder to shoulder with KGB operatives in dark-coloured field uniforms and overcoats, their expressions hard, their hands never far from their sidearms. This wasn't just an attack on a building. This was an attack on the heart of Soviet power, and every man and woman present knew the stakes.
The Team moved swiftly through the courtyard, Miss Martian's camouflage keeping them hidden from sight. They slipped past soldiers, ducked under scanning drones, navigated between armored vehicles that had been hastily positioned as mobile barriers.
Aqualad raised a hand, signaling a halt just short of the command post that had been erected near the entrance of the Senate Building within the Kremlin walls. Military-grade comm equipment, portable holographic displays, and a cluster of high-ranking officers surrounded by an even tighter ring of security.
“Miss Martian, drop the camouflage on Zatanna and myself only.”, Aqualad projected through the mind-link, “The rest of you, remain hidden. Robin, Batgirl, Red Hood, begin identifying overwatch positions. Do not reveal yourselves unless absolutely necessary.”
“Copy that.”, Robin responded, his mental voice already distant as he focused on tactical assessment.
“Got three good vantage points.”, Red Hood added, “Senate Building roof, that bell tower to the east, and the administrative building's fourth floor. I'll take the bell tower, it’s got the best sightlines.”
“I'll coordinate from the administrative building.”, Batgirl said, “Central position, quick access to multiple entry points.
“Then I'm on the Senate roof.”, Robin confirmed, “Close to their command post means close to their network infrastructure. I can tap in if needed.”
“Do it quietly and undetected.”, Aqualad warned.
“Always.”, Robin replied, and there was the faintest hint of a smirk in his mental tone.
The Martian camouflage shimmered and fell away from Aqualad and Zatanna, leaving them visible while the rest remained hidden.
Immediately, a dozen rifles swung toward them.
Shouts erupted in Russian. Soldiers closed ranks, tanks took aim with their barrels forming a wall of steel and firepower between the two heroes and the command post. An officer stepped forward, his hand on the pistol at his hip, his voice barking a sharp command.
"Стой! Кто вы?!" (Stop! Who are you?!)
Aqualad raised his hands slowly, palms open, his voice calm and clear. He spoke fluent Russian but with his heavy Atlantean accent, each word carefully chosen, a skill acquired during his time with Aquaman navigating international waters and diplomatic missions.
"Мы здесь, чтобы помочь. Мы из Лиги Справедливости." (We are here to help. We are from the Justice League.)
The officer's eyes narrowed. He didn't lower his weapon.
Zatanna stood beside Aqualad, hands visible and unthreatening, but her posture carried quiet confidence. Magic didn't need gestures to be dangerous, and everyone in intelligence knew that. She spoke in English, her voice steady.
"The Justice League was notified of the attack an hour ago. We deployed immediately. Your President is in danger, and we're here to make sure he survives the night."
Another figure pushed through the soldiers; a woman in her early forties, sharp-featured, with short blonde hair and cold gray eyes. She wore a KGB uniform, her rank insignia marking her as a senior officer, a Major at least. Her gaze swept over Aqualad and Zatanna with the kind of scrutiny that came from years of intelligence work, years of separating truth from deception.
She spoke in English, her accent thick but precise, "We agreed to allowing limited interventions by your League, but not at this time."
Aqualad met her gaze evenly, unflinching, "And yet we were sent here. To help you and save your President from imminent danger."
The woman's lip curled slightly, a microexpression of disdain, "We’re very aware of the events in Berlin. The German Chancellor is dead."
The words hit like a physical blow.
“Don't react.”, Aqualad projected to the hidden Team, “Stay calm.”
But through the mind-link, they could all feel it; Superboy's surge of anger, Kid Flash's flash of guilt, Miss Martian's ripple of grief. Even the Bat Family, trained to compartmentalize, felt the accusation land.
Aqualad didn't flinch. His voice remained steady, carrying the weight of authority and acceptance of responsibility.
"Yes.", he said quietly, "She is. And we carry that failure with us every day. But we are here now, and we will not allow the same to happen to your President."
The KGB officer studied him for a long moment, her gray eyes searching for weakness, for hesitation, for any sign that these were children playing at heroics rather than warriors who understood the stakes.
Zatanna stepped forward slightly, drawing the officer's attention, "I am Zatanna Zatara. Member of the Justice League. Homo Magi sorceress. And I give you my word, on my father's name, on every oath I've ever sworn, that we will do everything in our power to protect President Makarov tonight."
The invocation of her father's name carried weight. Giovanni Zatara was known internationally, his reputation as both hero and magician preceding him before he gave up his life to be the new host of Doctor Fate. Among intelligence circles, oaths sworn on family names were taken seriously, especially by those who understood the old ways.
The KGB officer's expression didn't soften, but something shifted in her eyes. Calculation. Weighing risks against potential benefits.
She turned to the soldiers and barked an order in Russian, "Опустите оружие. Но держите их под наблюдением." (Lower your weapons. But keep them under surveillance.)
The rifles lowered incrementally, though the tension remained as thick as Moscow’s winter air.
The officer looked back at Aqualad, "I am Major Yelena Morozova, KGB Special Operations. You will follow my orders. You will not interfere with Soviet security operations. You will not access classified systems or restricted areas without explicit permission. And if you cause an international incident, the consequences will fall on the Justice League and your governments. Is that understood?"
Aqualad inclined his head with appropriate deference, "Understood, Major Morozova."
Zatanna added, "We're not here to play politics. We're here to stop an assassin."
Major Morozova's lips thinned, "An assassin who has already killed platoons of our brave troops and wounded dozens more in the past twenty minutes. He moves through our defenses like they are not there. Our best Spetsnaz operators cannot touch him."
"We've fought him before.", Zatanna said, "In Berlin. In Gotham. We know what he's capable of."
"Then you know you will likely fail again.", The Major's words were brutal, but her tone wasn't mocking, it was the cold assessment of someone who'd seen too much combat to believe in miracles.
"Maybe.", Aqualad acknowledged, "But we will try regardless. Where is the President now?"
Major Morozova gestured sharply toward the Senate Building, "Our latest report informed us that he's being moved to the emergency bunker beneath the Grand Kremlin Palace. We have secured the route, but the assassin is still inside. Our forces have engaged him twice more after the initial skirmishes in Red Square. Both times, he has broken through with minimal effort."
From his concealed position, Superboy's mental voice rumbled with barely restrained aggression, “Then let us handle him.”
“Not yet.”, Aqualad cautioned, “Maintain position.”
Major Morozova pulled up a tactical tablet, showing a schematic of the Kremlin's lower levels overlaid with real-time troop positions and sensor data. A red dot pulsed on the screen, moving slowly through the corridors like a predator stalking prey.
"Our sensors detected him here.", she said, pointing to the display, "Near the main power junction. He attempted to cut primary power but our engineering team managed to reroute through the secondary generators. He is now moving toward the bunker access corridor."
“Which means he knows where the President is.”, Robin's mental voice was analytical, already processing implications, “Either he has internal maps, or someone's feeding him intel.”
“A traitor in Soviet ranks?”, Batgirl suggested.
“Or he hacked their systems before we even got here.”, Robin countered, “I’m not seeing any active data breaches right now, but that doesn't mean there weren't earlier ones.”
Zatanna's eyes widened slightly, though she kept her expression neutral for Major Morozova's benefit, “If he cuts the power again, this whole place goes dark. We'll be fighting blind.”
“Not all of us.”, Superboy thought grimly, “I can see in the dark just fine.”
“So can I.”, Miss Martian added.
“Great.”, Kid Flash's mental tone was dry, “The rest of us will just stumble around and hope for the best.”
“I can generate light if needed.”, Rocket interjected, “Won't be much, but it's something.”
“I can maintain continuous illumination spells.”, Zatanna thought, “But it'll drain my reserves faster.”
Aqualad turned to Major Morozova, "We will engage him. Your forces should secure the President and hold position at the bunker entrance. Do not pursue the Winter Soldier, he's designed to counter conventional military tactics."
The Major hesitated, pride warring with pragmatism. She'd lost many soldiers already. How many more would die trying to stop something that might not be stoppable?
"You are confident you can succeed where my men have failed?", her tone carried skepticism, but also a desperate hope she was trying to hide.
"We have advantages your soldiers don't.", Aqualad said carefully, "Metahuman abilities. Experience fighting unconventional threats. And we've studied his patterns from previous encounters."
"And yet you failed in Berlin.", the Major reminded him coldly.
"We failed to save Chancellor Meyer, yes.", Aqualad acknowledged, "But the signing of the treaty was accomplished, and we prevented greater casualties. We contained the threat and forced his retreat. Tonight, we'll do the same, but better."
Major Morozova studied him for a long moment, then nodded curtly, "Very well. But understand this, Atlantean, if the President dies while you are engaged with the assassin, I will personally ensure that every intelligence service in the world knows the Justice League's failure. Your reputation will not survive another dead world leader."
The threat was clear, calculated, and entirely sincere.
"Then we will not fail.", Aqualad said simply.
Major Morozova barked orders at her subordinates. Soldiers began repositioning, tightening the perimeter around the bunker entrance, establishing fallback positions. The woman was a professional, she might not trust the League, but she was smart enough to use every asset available.
She turned back to Aqualad and Zatanna, "The corridor to the lower levels is through the Senate Building, third door on the left past the main hall. Security code is 7-4-9-3-Charlie-Mike. My men will not shoot you if you use that code. Anyone else attempting entry will be eliminated."
“Robin, did you catch that?”, Aqualad projected.
“Got it.”, Robin confirmed, “Also intercepted their tactical frequency. I can monitor Soviet troop movements in real time.”
“Good. Keep us informed of any changes.”
Aqualad bowed slightly to Major Morozova, "We will coordinate with your forces. If we can capture him alive—"
"If you can capture him, do so.", the Major interrupted, "But if the choice is between his life and the President's, there is no choice. Kill him if you must. The Soviet Union will not object."
The words hung in the air, a permission slip for lethal force that the League rarely received from foreign governments.
“Hear that, Jason?”, Batgirl's mental tone was warning, “Don't get any ideas.”
“Who, me?”, Red Hood's mental voice carried a mock innocence, “I'm a professional. I only kill people when specifically authorized by the B-man.”
“Jason.”, Aqualad's thought was sharp.
“Relax, Kaldur. I'll play nice. For now.”
Zatanna spoke up, addressing the Major, "One more thing. Do you have any intelligence on how he's moving through your defenses so easily? Any patterns or—"
An explosion rocked the courtyard.
Not close, but close enough. Somewhere deep within the Kremlin's interior, orange light flashed through windows, followed by the unmistakable rattle of automatic gunfire.
Major Morozova's radio crackled to life, voices shouting urgently in Russian. Her face went pale.
"Что?! Повторите!" (What?! Repeat!)
More shouting, the sound of gunfire clear even through the radio's distortion.
The Major's jaw tightened. She looked at Aqualad and Zatanna, and for the first time, genuine fear showed in her eyes.
"He has breached the lower corridors. He is fifteen minutes from the bunker.", She grabbed Aqualad's arm, her grip iron-hard, "Stop him! Whatever it takes! Stop him now!"
Aqualad nodded once, "Miss Martian. Drop camouflage. All teams, move out."
The Martian camouflage dissolved like morning mist.
Suddenly, the courtyard was filled with heroes: Superboy, massive and imposing, the S-shield on his chest catching firelight. Miss Martian hovering beside him, her green skin almost luminous. Kid Flash vibrating with barely contained speed. Tigress with bow drawn. Rocket with kinetic energy crackling around her fists.
And on the rooftops, three shadows melted out of darkness.
Robin crouched on the Senate Building's edge, cape billowing. Batgirl stood atop the administrative building, silhouetted against smoke. And Red Hood settled into position in the bell tower, rifle already shouldered, scope tracking movement through windows.
The Soviet soldiers startled, weapons rising instinctively before Major Morozova barked at them to stand down.
She stared at the assembled heroes, at the raw power and determination radiating from them, and for a moment, hope flickered across her features.
"Go!", she said simply, "Save our President!"
Aqualad turned to his Team, his voice carrying across the courtyard and through the mind-link simultaneously.
"Move fast. Move smart. And remember, he's beaten us before. This time, we won't give him that chance."
“For Dick.”, Zatanna thought, and the words rippled through the mind-link like a prayer.
“For everyone the Winter Soldier killed.”, Tigress added.
“For everyone the Winter Soldier will kill if we fail.”, Miss Martian finished.
They moved as one, flowing into the Kremlin like a tide of purpose and determination.
Behind them, Major Morozova watched them go, her radio clutched tight in her hand.
And she did something she hadn't done since childhood, hadn't done since before the KGB trained faith out of her.
She prayed.
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[Sunday, February 7, 2021 | 21:35]
[The Grand Kremlin Palace, Moscow, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The Kremlin's interior was a study in contrasts.
Grand hallways stretched before them, lined with red carpet and gilded portraits of Soviet leaders past and present; from the times of the October Revolution over a century ago up to the leaders of the modern day. Chandeliers hung from vaulted ceilings, their crystal facets catching firelight from sconces that had burned for centuries. Marble floors reflected everything in muted perfection, a palace built to project power and permanence.
But the grandeur was marred by fresh violence.
Bullet holes pockmarked walls where priceless paintings had hung. Scorch marks blackened doorways. Shattered glass crunched underfoot, remnants of display cases housing historical artifacts now scattered like forgotten dreams. The acrid smell of smoke and gunpowder hung heavy, mixing with something copper-sharp that spoke of spilled blood.
They passed a group of soldiers tending to their wounded. One man clutched his arm, blood seeping through makeshift bandages, his face pale with shock. Another sat slumped against the wall, his rifle discarded, staring at nothing with eyes that had seen something they couldn't process.
“So many hurt already…”, Miss Martian's mental voice carried aching sympathy.
“Focus.”, Aqualad reminded her gently but firmly, “We cannot save those already fallen. But we can prevent more from joining them.”
The Team moved in tactical formation through the labyrinthine corridors. Aqualad at point, water-bearers manifested and ready. Superboy and Miss Martian flanking. Tigress and Kid Flash covering the rear with Rocket between them. Zatanna in the center, hands loose at her sides, ready to cast at a moment's notice.
“Robin, Batgirl, Red Hood.”, Aqualad projected, “Status?”
“In position.”, Robin responded from the Senate Building roof. His fingers flew across his tablet, lines of code cascading as he burrowed into the Kremlin's security network, “I'm tapped into their surveillance system. Most cameras in the lower levels are down—looks like he disabled them systematically. But I'm getting thermal readings through their HVAC sensors.”
“How many hostiles?”, Batgirl asked from her vantage point atop the administrative building. She'd spread out her portable tactical display, tracking both Team positions and Soviet troop movements in real-time.
“One.”, Robin said, and the simplicity of that answer was somehow more terrifying than if he'd said a dozen, “Moving through the sub-level three corridor toward bunker access. He's not rushing. Just... Walking. Like he knows exactly where he's going and nothing can stop him.”
“And Soviet troops?”, Aqualad asked.
“Pulling back to defensive positions around the bunker entrance.”, Batgirl reported, “Major Morozova is consolidating her forces. Smart move, trying to stop him in the corridors just gets people killed.”
“Speaking of that hot, blonde Russian lady. I secured a rifle from one of her guys, with *minimal* persuasion. And I've got sightlines on three different entry points.”, Red Hood added from the bell tower.
He ignored Batgirl’s groans from the mind link about his comment on Major Morozova.
His rifle's scope tracked through windows, cataloging approach vectors and fallback routes, “If he comes up for air, I'll see him. But if he stays underground…”
“Then we go to him.”, Aqualad finished.
They descended a staircase, moving deeper into the Kremlin's bowels. The air grew colder, the walls narrower. This was the old part of the structure, the fortress that had stood for centuries, built to withstand sieges and invasions, its foundations sunk deep into Moscow's bedrock.
Medieval stonework gave way to communist-era concrete. The elegant grandeur of the upper levels was replaced by utilitarian functionality, bare bulbs in wire cages, exposed pipes, floors that echoed with every footstep.
This was the Kremlin's skeleton, the infrastructure that kept the palace alive.
And somewhere ahead, death was walking through it.
They reached a reinforced steel door flanked by two Red Army soldiers who looked barely old enough to shave. Their uniforms were too clean, their grips on their rifles too tight. Fresh conscripts, probably, thrown into a situation way above their pay grade.
One of them straightened as the Team approached, his voice cracking slightly as he challenged them in Russian, "Стоп! Идентифицируйте себя!" (Stop! Identify yourselves!)
Aqualad held up his hand, speaking the security code Major Morozova had provided, "Seven-four-nine-three-Charlie-Mike. We are from the Justice League. We have authorization."
The soldier's eyes widened as he took in Superboy's S-shield, Zatanna's arcane energy crackling faintly around her hands, the impossible green skin of Miss Martian. He fumbled with the door's security panel, input the override code with shaking fingers.
The steel door hissed open, revealing a long corridor lit by harsh fluorescent lights that buzzed and flickered irregularly, signs of power fluctuations from earlier sabotage attempts.
"Go.", the soldier said in heavily accented English, "President is... That way. Down. Bunker is end of hall."
"Thank you.", Aqualad said. Then, more gently, "Stay here. Guard this door. Let no one through except us or any of Major Morozova's troops."
The soldier nodded gratefully, clearly relieved he wouldn't have to follow them into whatever hell waited below.
The Team entered the corridor. The door sealed shut behind them with a heavy clang that echoed like a tomb closing.
Aqualad's mental voice was crisp, commanding, “Robin, what's our tactical situation?”
“You're on sub-level two.”, Robin replied, his mental tone distant as he processed multiple data streams simultaneously, “The bunker entrance is two more levels down and approximately two hundred metres east. Sensors show the Winter Soldier on sub-level three, moving parallel to your position. If you both maintain current speed, you'll intersect near the main power junction in approximately... Four minutes.”
“Four minutes.”, Tigress echoed, “Not much time to prepare.”
“Then we don't waste it.”, Superboy growled.
They moved faster now, the Team's training taking over. Each member knew their role, had drilled it thousands of times. They flowed through the corridor like water finding its path, silent except for the whisper of boots on concrete and the occasional crackle of energy from Rocket's kinetic belt.
“Batgirl.”, Aqualad continued, “Coordinate with Major Morozova. I want her forces ready to evacuate the President the moment we engage. If this goes wrong—”
“It won't.”, Zatanna interrupted, her mental voice harder than usual, “We don't get to fail again.
“Agreed.”, Aqualad said, “But if it does, the President's survival is paramount. Barbara, make sure Morozova understands that.”
“On it.”, Batgirl confirmed.
Her voice shifted to verbal as she activated her encrypted comm channel to the Soviet forces, "Major Morozova, this is Batgirl. Team is four minutes from intercept. Recommend you begin evacuation protocols immediately."
The Major's response crackled back, tense but controlled, "Understood. We are moving the President to the secondary bunker now. But we cannot seal the doors until we are certain the assassin is contained. If he breaks through your line..."
“He won't.”, Superboy projected with absolute conviction, and the mental link carried the weight of his determination like a physical force.
They descended another staircase, the temperature dropping noticeably. Their breath misted in the air now, the Kremlin's heating system struggling to combat the Moscow winter seeping through ancient stone.
Robin's voice cut in again, urgent, “Contact in ninety seconds. He just turned down the corridor that intersects with yours. Kaldur, you're going to meet him at the T-junction ahead.”
“Everyone ready.”, Aqualad commanded, “Spread out. Do not cluster. If he uses explosives again—”
The lights went out.
Complete, absolute darkness swallowed them whole.
For a heartbeat, there was nothing but the sound of breathing, the faint rustle of fabric, the hum of electronics dying as backup power failed to engage.
“He cut the power.”, Robin's mental voice was tight with frustration, “Main junction just went offline. Backup systems are... Shit, they're not responding. He didn't just cut the power, he sabotaged the failsafes.”
“I've got eyes.”, Superboy said immediately, his Kryptonian vision piercing the darkness, “Everybody stay still. I'll guide us.”
“I can see as well.”, Miss Martian added, her Martian eyes adapting instantly, “Conner's right. Don't move yet.”
“Robin.”, Batgirl's voice was sharp, professional, “Can you restore power remotely?”
“Working on it.”, Robin muttered, and through the mind-link they could feel his concentration fracturing across multiple tasks, “But their system architecture is ancient. Brezhnev-era designs from the 70’s mixed with modern upgrades. It's like trying to hotwire a car while someone's actively driving it in the opposite direction.”
“How long to power?”, Aqualad asked.
“Two minutes. Maybe three.”
“We don't have three minutes.”, Kid Flash said, his voice tight.
Zatanna's hands began to glow, soft blue light radiating from her palms like captured starlight.
"Thgil.", she whispered, and the illumination expanded, pushing back the darkness in a twenty-foot radius around them.
The corridor revealed itself in her magical glow, bare concrete walls, exposed pipes, and directly ahead, the T-junction Robin had mentioned.
And at the far end of that junction, walking toward them with mechanical precision, was the Winter Soldier.
He moved through the darkness like he was born to it, each step deliberate, measured. The domino mask concealed his eyes, the face mask his features, but his body language spoke volumes, this was his element, his terrain, his hunt.
His metal arm gleamed in Zatanna's light, servos whirring softly. In his right hand, a pistol. In his left, a combat knife.
For one frozen moment, they stared at each other across thirty feet of corridor.
The Team.
The Soldier.
Predator and prey, though which was which remained unclear.
“Red Hood.”, Aqualad projected, his mental voice calm despite the adrenaline flooding his system, “Do you have a shot?”
From the bell tower, Red Hood's mental presence was frustrated, angry, “Negative. Y’all are too deep underground. I've got nothing.”
“Then it's on us.”, Tigress said, arrow already nocked.
“Remember the plan.”, Aqualad reminded them, “Zatanna binds. Rocket hits. Superboy contains. The rest of us support and adapt. Do not—I repeat, do not—engage him one-on-one. We fight as a team or we don't fight at all.”
“Understood.”, came the chorus of responses.
Aqualad's water-bearers solidified into twin blades, hardened water gleaming in Zatanna's magical light. His voice rang out, echoing in the corridor, carrying the weight of Atlantean authority.
"Stand down. There is no escape. Surrender, and you will be taken into custody unharmed."
The Winter Soldier's response was to raise his pistol and fire.
The muzzle flash lit the corridor for a fraction of a second, bright enough to leave afterimages. The bullet flew true, aimed directly at Aqualad's center mass.
Superboy was faster.
He blurred forward, his body intercepting the bullet. It sparked off his chest with a sharp *ping*, ricocheting harmlessly into the ceiling.
And the fight began.
“Now!”, Aqualad commanded.
Zatanna's voice rang out in reverse, ancient power bleeding through every syllable, "DNIB MIH!"
Purple-white light exploded from her hands, arcane chains materializing in the air and wrapping around the Winter Soldier like luminous serpents. They coiled around his arms, his legs, his torso, magical bonds that would hold a rampaging demon, that had once contained a lord of Chaos.
The Soldier froze, muscles straining against invisible restraints.
“I've got him!”, Zatanna projected, but her mental voice was already strained, “But I can't hold—”
Rocket didn't wait. Her kinetic field flared brilliant purple as she launched herself forward, fist drawn back, every ounce of her power focused into a single devastating strike.
Her fist connected with the Soldier's chest.
The impact should have launched him through the wall, should have shattered ribs, collapsed lungs, ended the fight before it truly began.
Instead, the Soldier absorbed it.
His boots skidded back a metre, concrete cracking under the force, but he stayed upright. Stayed functional. And slowly, impossibly, he began to move against Zatanna's binding spell.
First his fingers. Then his wrist. Then his entire arm.
“No.”, Zatanna's mental voice carried disbelief, “That's not possible. Nothing human should be able to—”
The Winter Soldier broke free.
The magical chains shattered like glass, purple light exploding outward in a wave of dissipating energy. Zatanna gasped, the backlash hitting her like a physical blow, and she stumbled.
The Soldier moved.
He closed the distance to Rocket before she could react, his metal arm sweeping in an arc. She threw up a kinetic barrier, purple energy flaring—
The metal fist punched through it.
Rocket's eyes widened in shock as momentum and mass overwhelmed her defenses. The Soldier's made contact with her shoulder, and she went down hard, her kinetic belt sparking erratically.
Kid Flash blurred in from the left, a streak of yellow and red aiming for the Soldier's legs. If he could just knock him off balance for one second—
The Soldier's head snapped toward him, tracking the speedster's trajectory with inhuman precision. His pistol rose, fired twice in rapid succession.
The first bullet missed. Kid Flash was already adjusting, already moving—
The second bullet didn't.
It caught him in the thigh, spinning him mid-stride. Kid Flash hit the ground and rolled, momentum carrying him into the wall. Pain exploded through his leg, white-hot and all-consuming.
“WALLY!”, Tigress' mental scream was edged with panic.
But her body moved on instinct, training overriding emotion. She was already firing, arrow after arrow, each one aimed with deadly precision.
The Winter Soldier didn't dodge. He deflected.
His metal arm moved in controlled arcs, each motion calculated to intercept her shots at optimal angles. Arrows sparked off reinforced alloy, splintering, falling uselessly to the ground.
And then he was moving toward her.
Tigress backpedaled, firing faster, aiming for joints, for gaps in armor, for anything that might slow him down. But he kept coming, relentless, inevitable.
Miss Martian threw herself between them, her eyes blazing white with psychic power.
“STOP!”
The telepathic assault hit the Winter Soldier like a freight train, or should have. M'gann poured everything into it, every technique she'd learned from her uncle, from Black Canary, from years of training. She tried to overwhelm his mind, to shut down his motor functions, to force him into unconsciousness.
The Soldier froze for half a second.
Then he broke through.
M'gann's psychic hold shattered, the backlash hitting her even harder than it had in Berlin. She cried out, clutching her head, her telepathic link to the Team flickering dangerously.
“M'gann!”, Superboy's roar was both mental and physical, rage overwhelming tactical thinking.
He charged, faster than before, angrier than before. His fist drove toward the Soldier's face with enough force to crater concrete.
The Soldier caught it.
His metal hand closed around Superboy's fist, servos whining with the strain of containing Kryptonian strength. For a moment, they stood locked together, muscle against machine, raw power against engineered precision.
Then the Soldier twisted.
He used Superboy's own momentum against him, redirecting the clone's charge into a throw that sent Conner crashing through the corridor wall. Concrete exploded, rebar screaming as it tore free.
Aqualad lunged, water-bearers flashing in deadly arcs. He'd studied the footage from Berlin and Gotham, had analyzed every movement, every counter. He knew what was coming.
And still it wasn't enough.
The Soldier parried his first strike with the combat knife, blocked the second with his metal arm, and drove his boot into Aqualad's knee. The Atlantean's leg buckled, and the Soldier's elbow came down on the back of his neck.
Aqualad hit the ground hard, vision swimming, water-bearers dissolving into mist.
In less than ninety seconds, the Winter Soldier had dismantled them.
Zatanna was on her knees, magic reserves depleted. Rocket clutched her injured shoulder, kinetic belt damaged. Kid Flash pressed a hand to his bleeding thigh, trying to slow the blood loss.
Miss Martian held her head, telepathic abilities temporarily overwhelmed. Superboy was pulling himself out of a Conner-shaped hole in the wall. Aqualad struggled to stand on an injured knee.
And the Winter Soldier stood in the center of it all, barely winded, assessing his next move with cold mechanical efficiency.
From their overwatch positions, the Bat Family could only watch in mounting horror through the limited camera feeds Robin had managed to restore.
“No.”, Robin whispered, disbelief bleeding through his mental voice, “No, this can't be happening again.”
“We need to get down there!”, Batgirl said urgently, “Now!”
“We're three levels up and two buildings away.”, Red Hood snarled, “By the time we reach them, it'll be over.”
“Then we make it not over.”, Robin's voice hardened, “Barbara, reroute through the western access tunnel. Jason, collapse your position and move to ground level. I'm going dark for thirty seconds—I'm going to do something very fucking stupid.”
“Robin, what—”, Aqualad started.
But Robin had already disconnected from the mind-link, his full attention focused on the Kremlin's security systems.
In the corridor, the Winter Soldier retrieved a small device from his tactical vest. His thumb hovered over the trigger.
“Detonator!”, Tigress realized, her mental voice hoarse, “He's got demolition charges!”
“Everybody DOWN!”, Aqualad commanded.
The Winter Soldier pressed the button.
Nothing happened.
For one confused second, everyone froze.
The Team, the Soldier, even Zatanna who'd been preparing one last desperate spell.
Then, the lights came back on.
Every fluorescent bulb in the corridor blazed to life simultaneously, turning darkness into searing brightness. The sudden illumination was blinding after minutes of shadow, enough to make even enhanced eyes flinch.
And through the newly restored security speakers, Robin's voice echoed with grim satisfaction:
"Sorry to disappoint you, but your explosives just got defused. Remotely. Turns out your demolition tech uses the same wireless protocols as the Soviets’ security systems. Who knew?"
The Winter Soldier's head tilted slightly as he turned his gaze towards the speakers, the first sign of anything resembling surprise or confusion they'd seen from him.
“Now!”, Aqualad projected, seizing the moment, “While he's distracted! Zatanna!”
Zatanna raised trembling hands, pulling on reserves she didn't know she had. Her voice cracked but held power, "PEELS!"
Sleep magic washed over the Winter Soldier like a wave, drowning his nervous system in forced unconsciousness. His knees buckled, just slightly, just enough.
Superboy hit him from behind.
This time, with the Soldier off-balance and briefly disoriented, the tackle worked. They crashed to the ground, Superboy's arms locking around the Soldier's torso in a grip that had once bent steel.
“I've got him!”, Superboy projected desperately, “I've got—”
The Winter Soldier's metal elbow drove backward into Superboy's already-bruised ribs. Once. Twice. Three times. Each impact delivered with mechanical precision to the same damaged spot.
Superboy's grip loosened.
The Soldier twisted free, his metal hand finding pressure points behind Superboy's jaw. Kryptonian invulnerability or not, nerves were nerves, and the Soldier knew exactly which ones to hit.
Superboy's arms went numb. The Soldier stood, driving his boot into Conner's face hard enough to bounce the clone's head off concrete.
And just like that, it was over.
The Team lay scattered across the corridor, battered and broken. The Winter Soldier stood among them, breathing steady, expression hidden behind masks.
He'd won.
Again.
His mission was clear.
The bunker was ahead.
The President was waiting.
He started walking.
Zatanna, on her hands and knees, raised one shaking hand. Magic flickered around her fingers, weak, dying, but still there. Her voice was barely a whisper, but it carried desperation and power in equal measure.
"POTS."
The Soldier's left boot froze mid-step, held in place by the last dregs of her magic.
It wasn't much. It wouldn't hold him for more than seconds.
But seconds was all they needed.
Batgirl and Red Hood burst through a side access door, moving in perfect synchronization. Barbara's grapple line wrapped around the Soldier's legs while Jason's rubber bullets hammered his center mass, forcing him back a step.
Robin dropped from a ventilation shaft overhead, electric shock staff already crackling. He landed on the Soldier's shoulders, drove the staff against his neck, sent voltage coursing through muscle and cybernetics.
The Winter Soldier grunted, the first sound of pain they'd heard from him, and reached up with his metal hand.
He ripped Robin off his shoulders and hurled him at the wall.
But the distraction was enough. Superboy was back on his feet, ribs screaming, but still moving. He charged one more time, pure Kryptonian stubbornness refusing to quit.
This time, he didn't try to match the Soldier's technique.
He just tackled him through the floor.
Concrete exploded as two hundred twenty pounds of Kryptonian clone drove the Winter Soldier down through weakened infrastructure into sub-level four. They crashed through ceiling, through floor, landing in a tangle of debris and dust and broken stone.
Superboy raised his fist, ready to end this.
But the Winter Soldier's metal fist struck first, catching Superboy’s temple in a blow calculated to disrupt even enhanced physiology.
Superboy's eyes rolled back. He collapsed, finally unconscious.
The Winter Soldier pushed himself to his feet, covered in dust and debris but still functional. He looked up at the hole in the ceiling, at the Team members starting to move again despite their injuries.
His mission parameters were clear.
Target: President of the Soviet Union.
Status: Accessible.
Opposition: Neutralized.
He should continue, his objective within reach.
But something had changed. These weren't normal opponents. They kept getting back up.
They kept adapting. They kept interfering.
Threat Assessment: Elevated.
Mission Completion: Uncertain.
Threat to Self: Certain.
Judgement: Preserve Asset.
The Soldier reached into his vest and pulled out smoke grenades. Not the demolition charges, the one known as Robin had sabotaged those. But simple smoke.
Low-tech. Reliable.
He threw them in a wide arc and they detonated simultaneously, thick gray-white smoke billowing through both levels of corridor.
“NO!”, Aqualad projected, dragging himself forward on his injured knee, “Don't let him—”
But the Winter Soldier was already moving.
Not forward toward the bunker.
Not toward his target.
He was retreating.
Through the smoke, through a service tunnel, through infrastructure only he seemed to know existed. Moving fast, moving silent, moving away.
By the time the smoke cleared, he was gone.
The Team lay among the wreckage, battered and bleeding but alive.
They'd survived.
But survival wasn't the same as victory.
And deep in the Kremlin's bunker, President Makarov’s aides huddled behind reinforced steel, surrounded by guards who had just witnessed the impossible through the surveillance cameras.
Ten heroes, some of the world's best, had been beaten by one man.
And if not for a Robin’s hacking skills and pure dumb luck, he'd be dead right now.
The weight of that realization settled over everyone like Moscow's winter cold.
“Status report.”, Aqualad projected weakly, his mental voice threadbare, “Everyone sound off.”
One by one, the responses came. Injured. Exhausted. But alive.
All of them.
This time, they'd all made it out.
But as Major Morozova's voice crackled over the radio, confirming the President's safety, no one felt victorious.
They'd stopped the assassination.
They'd saved the President.
But they'd lost the battle.
The Winter Soldier had escaped.
Again.
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[Sunday, February 7, 2021 | 22:35]
[The Kremlin - Moscow, Russian Soviet Republic, Soviet Union]
The medical teams arrived within minutes of the Winter Soldier's escape.
Soviet medics moved in with practiced efficiency through the shattered corridors, their equipment clattering against debris-strewn floors. Stretchers were deployed, IV lines established, vital signs checked with the kind of calm professionalism that came from treating battlefield casualties.
Kid Flash was first priority, the bullet wound in his thigh was serious, though mercifully it had missed the femoral artery. A medic applied pressure, speaking rapid Russian to his colleagues as they prepped for emergency transport. Wally's face was pale, sweat beading on his forehead despite the Moscow cold, but he waved off concerns with characteristic bravado that fooled no one.
"Just a scratch.", he muttered through gritted teeth, though his mental voice through M'gann's link told a different story: “Hurts like hell. Don't tell Artemis how bad it actually is.”
“Too late.”, Tigress projected back, her mental presence sharp with barely controlled fear as she knelt beside him, her hand finding his. “You're going to the med bay the second we get back to the Watchtower. No arguments.”
Superboy refused a stretcher, pulling himself upright despite the medics' protests. He had bruised ribs, at least three, maybe four, and his face was already swelling from where the Soldier's boot had made contact. But Kryptonian physiology was already knitting bone, already fighting off the worst of the damage. He'd be functional in hours, fully healed in days.
That didn't make it hurt less now.
Miss Martian hovered beside him, her telepathic presence a soothing balm even as her own head throbbed from psychic backlash. She'd pushed too hard, tried to overwhelm a mind specifically conditioned to resist exactly that kind of assault. The migraine would last for hours, possibly days, but she'd survive.
They'd all survive.
This time.
Aqualad accepted help from a medic, his injured knee already swelling beneath his uniform. The Atlantean's healing factor would handle it eventually, but for now, walking was agony. He leaned on a portable crutch, his water-bearers dissolved, his expression carefully neutral even as frustration and shame roiled beneath the surface.
Two fights. Two failures.
How many more before they got it right?
Rocket sat against the wall, her kinetic belt sparking intermittently as Soviet technicians tried to assess the damage. Her shoulder throbbed where the Winter Soldier's metal fist had broken through her defenses, and she cradled it gently, testing range of motion with careful movements.
"Belt's fried.", she said aloud, her voice tight with pain and frustration, "Gonna need a full rebuild. Maybe an upgrade while we're at it, since apparently the current model can't stop a guy with a fancy arm."
Zatanna slumped nearby, her back against cold concrete, her hands trembling in her lap. Magic exhaustion was different from physical fatigue, it burned from the inside out, left your soul feeling hollowed and raw. She'd pushed past her limits tonight, spent reserves she shouldn't have touched, and now she was paying the price.
Her vision swam. Her fingers twitched with phantom sparks of purple energy that flickered and died. Every breath felt like it took conscious effort.
“I failed.”, she thought, too tired to even project it through the mind-link, “My magic should have held him. Should have bound him. Should have been enough. But it wasn't. I wasn't.”
The Bat Family emerged from the access tunnels looking no better. Robin's cape was torn, his domino mask cracked down one side from where he'd been thrown into the wall. Batgirl moved with a slight limp, she'd twisted her ankle during the descent, adrenaline masking it until now.
And Red Hood's helmet bore fresh dents, souvenirs from flying debris when Superboy had crashed through the floor above his position.
They gathered near the rest of the Team, a collection of battered heroes trying to look less defeated than they felt.
Major Morozova approached through the wreckage, her expression unreadable. Behind her came a contingent of Red Army officers and KGB agents, their faces ranging from impressed to skeptical to outright hostile. And at the center of that protective formation, supported by two medics and moving with obvious pain, was President Alexander Nikolaevich Makarov.
The Soviet President looked older than his fifty-seven years. His formal suit was rumpled, dust-covered. His iron-gray hair, usually perfectly styled, was disheveled. Blood stained his shirt collar, a minor injury from falling debris during the explosions, but enough to make him look vulnerable in a way world leaders rarely allowed themselves to appear.
But his eyes were sharp, clear, and deeply grateful.
The Team tried to stand at attention, tried to look like the heroes they were supposed to be rather than the broken children they felt like. Aqualad straightened despite his injured knee, drawing on every ounce of Atlantean discipline. Superboy squared his shoulders, ignoring cracked ribs. Miss Martian wiped blood from her nose and floated upright.
They'd failed to capture the Winter Soldier.
But they'd succeeded in their primary mission: the President was alive.
President Makarov stepped forward, waving off his security detail's protests. When he spoke, his English was accented but clear, his voice carrying the authority of someone who'd survived the KGB, the collapse and reformation of the Soviet Union, and now an assassination attempt.
"You have my deepest gratitude.", he said, and there was genuine emotion beneath the formal words, "I watched your battle from the active security feeds from the bunker. I saw you fight for my life against an enemy who should have killed you all. And I saw you refuse to yield even when defeat seemed certain."
He paused, his gaze moving across each young face.
"Many leaders speak of sacrifice, of duty, of laying down one's life for others. Few ever truly face that choice. You faced it tonight. And you chose to stand between death and a man you've never met, from a nation that is not your own, knowing the cost might be your lives."
Kaldur's voice was hoarse but steady, "It is what we do, Your Excellency. We could do nothing less."
"Perhaps.", President Makarov replied, "But that does not diminish what you have done. The Soviet Union owes you a debt that can never be fully repaid."
He turned to Major Morozova, "See that they receive full medical treatment. Anything they require. And prepare a statement for the press—the truth. That the Justice League saved my life tonight."
The Major stiffened slightly, "Comrade President, sir, the political implications—"
"Are my concern, not yours, Comrade Major.", President Makarov interrupted, not unkindly, "The world will know that when we needed help, heroes answered. East and West united against a common threat. That is the story I want told."
He looked back at the Team, "I understand you must return to your base. But know this: should you ever need the Soviet Union's assistance, you need only ask. You have earned that right tonight."
The President offered his hand to Aqualad.
Aqualad took it, the handshake firm despite exhaustion and injury, "We hope that the next time we meet, it would be under better circumstances, Your Excellency."
A ghost of a smile crossed President Makarov's weathered face, "As do I, young Atlantean. As do I."
Medics stepped forward then, insisting the President needed immediate transport to a secure medical facility. He allowed himself to be led away, though he glanced back once at the assembled heroes with an expression that mixed respect, concern, and something that might have been fatherly worry.
When he was gone, Major Morozova's professional mask slipped slightly. She looked at the Team, really looked at them, and saw what the cameras and the official reports wouldn't: children barely out of their teens, bleeding and broken, who'd just been beaten senseless trying to save a man they didn't know.
"You did well.", she said quietly, "Better than I expected after Berlin. The President lives. That is what matters."
"The Winter Soldier escaped.", Tigress said, her voice carrying self-recrimination, "He's still out there."
"Yes.", Morozova acknowledged, "But he failed his mission. That is also what matters. An assassin who cannot complete his assignments is a flawed weapon. And flawed weapons are eventually discarded."
She pulled a small data chip from her pocket and handed it to Aqualad, "Security footage from tonight's engagement. All we could recover after the cameras were reactivated. All including angles your League does not have. Perhaps your analysts will see something we missed. And perhaps you will learn how to stop him next time."
Aqualad accepted the chip with a nod of gratitude, "Thank you, Major."
"Do not thank me yet.", she replied, "Next time he comes, it may be your leaders he hunts. Your cities he burns. Your people he kills. This is not over, Atlantean. This is just the beginning."
With that ominous assessment, she turned and began barking orders in Russian, coordinating the cleanup, the investigation, and the endless bureaucratic machinery that followed any crisis.
The Team was left alone in the shattered corridor, medical personnel still tending to their wounds, but no longer the center of attention.
Robin limped over to Aqualad, his voice low enough that only the Team could hear through the mind-link, “While the fighting was happening, I took the liberty of accessing their database. Full penetration. I've got everything, personnel files, security protocols, architectural schematics, classified intelligence reports. Uploading it all to the Batcomputer when we get back.”
Aqualad’s mental presence carried warning, “That was risky. If they discover the breach—”
“They won't.”, Robin interrupted confidently, “I buried my tracks under the chaos of the Winter Soldier's own hacking attempts. As far as their cyber security knows, any anomalies came from him, not from me.”
“What did you find?”, Zatanna asked, her mental voice weak but curious.
“Haven't had time to analyze yet.”, Robin admitted, “I'll need time to decrypt and cross-reference, but at least now we have new leads to work with.”
“Upload everything when we're secure.”, Kaldur ordered, “And brief Batman immediately. If the Soviets have intelligence on his origins—”
“Then maybe we can finally get ahead of this.”, Batgirl finished.
The Soviet medics finished their work, declaring Kid Flash stable enough for transport but insisting he needed proper surgical attention within hours. The rest of the Team was cleared to travel, though with strong recommendations for rest and recovery.
"Can you fly us home?", Aqualad asked Miss Martian quietly.
M'gann nodded, though her face was still pale, "The Bioship is fine. And I'm functional enough to pilot. It'll be slower than usual, but we'll make it."
"Then let's go home.", Superboy said, and his mental voice carried exhaustion that went beyond physical injury, "Before something else tries to kill us tonight."
They made their way out of the Kremlin's depths, through corridors still filled with soldiers and investigators, past rooms where forensic teams were already documenting the destruction. The ancient fortress had weathered another attack, had survived another attempt to break it.
But the scars remained.
Always, the scars remained.
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The Bioship's interior was quiet except for the soft hum of organic engines and the occasional groan of pain from injured passengers.
Kid Flash lay on a medical berth, properly bandaged now, an IV drip feeding him fluids and antibiotics. His accelerated metabolism was already fighting the infection risk, but the bullet had done significant damage. He'd be limping for days, possibly weeks. For a speedster, that might as well be a lifetime.
Tigress sat beside him, her hand in his, saying nothing because there was nothing to say. They'd both survived. That was enough. That had to be enough.
Superboy stared out the viewport at clouds sliding past in the darkness. His reflection stared back, split lip, black eye, bruises already fading from purple to yellow-green as Kryptonian healing did its work. Behind that reflection, the real Conner saw something else.
Failure. Again.
The Winter Soldier had beaten him. Again.
Made him feel weak. Again.
“How am I supposed to protect anyone.”, he thought, not projecting it, keeping the thought locked deep where even M'gann couldn't accidentally overhear, “If I can't even stop one man?”
Miss Martian floated near the pilot's interface, her consciousness merged with the Bioship's, guiding them home through the night. Her telepathic presence still throbbed with the migraine aftermath, but she pushed through it because someone had to fly and she was the only one who could.
“You did well.”, the Bioship's consciousness murmured to her in feelings rather than words, a gentle reassurance from a being who'd been with her since childhood.
“We lost.”, M'gann replied silently.
“You survived and succeeded on your primary mission.”, the Bioship corrected, “That is victory in of itself”.
Zatanna had claimed a corner seat, curled up with her arms around her knees, staring at nothing. Magic exhaustion left her feeling transparent, like if someone looked at her too hard they'd see right through to the hollow space where her power usually lived.
She kept replaying the fight in her mind, analyzing every spell, every incantation, trying to figure out where she'd gone wrong. Her binding should have held him. Should have. The spell was perfect, the execution flawless. So why—
“Because he was made to fight people like us.”, a traitorous voice whispered in her mind, “Made to counter magic, resist telepathy, match Kryptonian strength. Made specifically to kill heroes.”
She closed her eyes against tears she refused to shed.
Robin sat apart from the others, tablet balanced on his knees, fingers flying across holographic interfaces. Data from the Soviet database scrolled past in endless streams, personnel files, mission reports, classified documents stamped with warnings in Cyrillic. He'd been scanning for hours now, cross-referencing, connecting dots, building a picture.
And the picture was terrifying.
“Project Winter.”
References dating back years. Mentions of "the Asset". Successful "reconditioning". Something about Siberia. Another reference to "enhanced capabilities exceeding projections".
But no names. No faces. Just redacted file after redacted file.
Whoever the Winter Soldier had been before, that person had been erased so thoroughly that even the Soviets' own records couldn't say for certain.
"Find anything?", Batgirl asked quietly, settling into the seat beside him.
"Maybe.", Robin said, not looking up, "There's a pattern. References to Siberian facilities, to League of Shadows involvement, even something called a ‘Cadmus Project collaboration’—"
"Cadmus?", Batgirl’s voice sharpened, "I thought they've dialed down the human experiments?"
"Apparently not, but yeah, this has Cadmus records on it. But the records are fragmented, like someone deliberately destroyed evidence and these are just... Echoes. Pieces that survived the purge."
"We need to tell Bruce."
"I know." Robin finally looked up, and his eyes behind the domino mask were haunted, "Babs, what if we can't stop him? What if he's just... Too good at what he does?"
Batgirl’s hand found his shoulder, squeezed firmly, "Then we get better. We learn. We find his weakness, because everyone has one. Even weapons have weak points."
"Dick would know what to do.", Robin whispered.
The name hung in the air between them, heavy with years of grief.
"Yeah.", Batgirl agreed softly, "He would. But Dick's not here. So we have to figure it out ourselves. That's what he'd tell us to do anyway."
Across the cabin, Red Hood sat cleaning his guns with methodical precision. Disassemble. Check each part. Reassemble. The ritual was meditative, gave his hands something to do while his mind churned through the night's events.
He'd failed. Again.
He hadn't reached them in time. He hadn't made a difference except as last-minute backup when the real fight was already lost.
“Just like always.”, a bitter voice in his head whispered, “Second Robin. Second rate. Second best. The one who died and came back wrong.”
He shoved the thought away viciously and focused on his guns.
At least guns made sense. Guns didn't lie.
Point, shoot, target falls.
Simple. Clean. Unlike everything else in his life.
Aqualad sat at the front of the cabin, water-bearers manifested in his hands, holding the familiar weapons even though there was nothing to fight. The weight was comforting. Grounding.
He was the leader. The one they looked to for answers, for strategy, for hope.
And he'd led them to defeat. Twice now. Berlin. Moscow. Two failures. Two times the enemy had beaten them senseless and escaped.
“How many more times before they lose faith in you?”
“How many more times before someone dies under your command?”
The water-bearers trembled slightly in his grip, ripples disturbing their perfect surface.
Rocket had her eyes closed, but she wasn't sleeping. Just thinking. Processing. Her shoulder ached despite the painkillers the Soviet medics had given her. Her kinetic belt was ruined. And for what? They hadn't even slowed the Winter Soldier down. Barely scratched him.
She'd volunteered for this mission. Told herself she could help. Told herself she was ready for the big leagues.
But the League didn't lose this badly. The League didn't get beat down by a single opponent. The League was Superman and Wonder Woman and Batman, people who won because they were legends.
The Team was just... Kids playing at heroics.
And tonight had proven it.
The silence stretched on, each hero lost in their own thoughts, their own recriminations, their own pain. No one wanted to be the first to speak. No one wanted to voice what they were all thinking.
Finally, it was Zatanna who broke the quiet, her voice rough and small.
"We can't keep doing this."
Everyone's attention snapped to her.
She straightened in her seat, meeting their eyes one by one, "We can't keep fighting him the same way and expecting different results. First in Berlin, now in Moscow, and still the same thing. He knows how we fight. Knows how to counter us. If we go up against him again without changing something fundamental, we're going to lose. Again."
"So what do you suggest, Zee?", Tigress asked, not hostile, just tired.
"I don't know.", Zatanna admitted, "But someone needs to figure it out. Because next time, maybe the President doesn't survive. Maybe one of us doesn't survive. Maybe—"
She stopped, unable to finish the thought.
"She's right.", Superboy said, his voice a low rumble, "We tried adapting to him but he's already adapted to us. We need change. Fight different. Think different. Something's gotta give."
"Easier said than done.", Robin muttered, "He's got tactical analysis capabilities that rival Batman's. He predicts our moves before we make them. How do you be unpredictable against someone who's already calculated every possibility?"
"You do something impossible.", Red Hood said, not looking up from his guns, "Something so god damned stupid, so reckless, so contrary to training that even he can't predict it."
"That's not strategy, that's suicide.", Batgirl countered.
"Sometimes there's not much difference."
Aqualad's voice cut through the debate, carrying command despite exhaustion, "We will persevere. We will train. We will find a way. But tonight, we did our job. The President lives. That is what matters."
"Is it?", Superboy challenged, "How many people does he have to almost kill before we stop him permanently?"
"As many as it takes.", Kaldur replied firmly, "Because the alternative is giving up. And that is not who we are."
The conviction in his voice steadied something in the cabin. Not enough to heal the wounds, physical or otherwise, but enough to remind them why they kept fighting even when fighting seemed futile.
They were heroes.
And heroes didn't quit.
The Bioship cut through the night sky, carrying its cargo of battered warriors home. Below them, the world turned in oblivious sleep, unaware of how close it had come to losing another leader, to sliding another step closer to war.
Miss Martian's telepathic presence brushed against each of them gently, not invasive, just... present. A reminder they weren't alone. A comfort in the darkness.
“We'll figure it out.”, she projected softly, “Together. We always do.”
No one responded, but no one needed to.
The connection was enough.
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[Monday, February 8, 2021 | 01:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The debriefing chamber felt colder than usual.
Or maybe that was just the weight of failure settling over everything like frost.
The Team assembled before the Justice League once more, looking worse for wear despite medical treatment and hours of rest. Kid Flash stood with a cane, his leg in a support brace. Superboy's face still bore fading bruises. Zatanna had dark circles under her eyes that spoke of magical exhaustion. Rocket's arm was in a sling.
They looked like they'd been through a war.
In a way, they had.
The League regarded them with expressions ranging from concern (Superman) to clinical assessment (Batman) to barely concealed fury (Wonder Woman, though not directed at them). The holoscreens behind the assembled heroes flickered with news footage, and this time, the story was different.
"SOVIET PRESIDENT SURVIVES ASSASSINATION ATTEMPT"
"YOUNG LEAGUE HEROES SAVE MAKAROV IN KREMLIN BATTLE"
"GOTHAM, MOSCOW, WINTER SOLDIER FAILS SECOND MAJOR TARGET"
The coverage was almost universally positive. President Makarov had made good on his promise, the Soviet Union's official statement praised the Team's bravery, called them heroes, and emphasized the cooperation between East and West. The political win was significant.
But everyone in the room knew the truth beneath the headlines.
"Report.", Batman said, and the single word carried the weight of expectation and judgment.
Aqualad stepped forward, wincing slightly as weight settled on his injured knee. His voice was steady, professional, the voice of someone delivering bad news they'd had time to process.
"Mission objective accomplished. Soviet President Alexander Makarov survived the assassination attempt with minor injuries. He is currently in stable condition at an undisclosed Soviet medical facility under heavy guard. Soviet casualties include 4 platoons, 80 to 200, dead; an estimated 500 wounded; all military and security personnel. No civilian casualties."
He paused, jaw tightening.
"The Winter Soldier escaped during the confusion. We were unable to apprehend or neutralize him."
Silence filled the chamber.
Flash leaned forward, "But you stopped the assassination. That's the mission. That's success."
"Is it?", Aqualad's response was quiet but carried an edge, "We stopped him from completing his objective, yes. But he remains at large. He remains a threat. And he remains unidentified."
"Regardless.", Wonder Woman said, her voice carrying the weight of centuries of strategic thinking, "Berlin: Chancellor Meyer, killed. Gotham: Bruce Wayne, failed attempt. Moscow: President Makarov, failed attempt. He's targeting world leaders and influential figures. But the question is why? What is the pattern he seeks here?"
"Destabilization.", Green Lantern Hal Jordan said, "Take out key reformers, pro-cooperation politicians, peace advocates. Push the world back toward to Cold War tensions."
"Or.", Robin spoke up from where he stood with the Team, "It's a message. Show that no one is safe. Not in their own capital. Not in their own home. Not even with heroes protecting them."
Batman's cowl turned toward him, "Explain."
Robin pulled out his tablet, activating a holographic display that merged with the chamber's main screens. Data cascaded across them, files, photographs, mission reports, all stamped with Soviet classification markers.
"While we were in the Kremlin.", Robin said, "I took the liberty of accessing their database. Full infiltration during the chaos. I've uploaded everything to the Batcomputer for analysis, but there are some immediate findings worth noting."
"You hacked into Soviet state intelligence?", Aquaman questioned.
"Yes.", No apology. No justification. Just acknowledgment.
Batman's lips thinned, but he gestured for Robin to continue.
Robin expanded the display, pulling up redacted documents, "The Soviets have been tracking the Winter Soldier for nearly as long as we have. They have a file designation: 'Project Winter'. But here's the interesting part, they don't know who he is either. Their own records are heavily redacted, deliberately destroyed in places. But what remains suggests three things."
He highlighted sections as he spoke, "One: the project originated in Siberia; probably in the early years after the formation of the New Union until it got shelved, hijacked, or got buried under thousands of pages of Soviet bureaucracy. Two: it involved collaboration with external organizations, I found references to what might be League of Shadows involvement, and something that looks like Cadmus cooperation. Three: whoever he was before becoming the Winter Soldier, that person was completely erased. Psychologically. Neurologically. Genetically scrubbed from databases."
"Brainwashing.", Miss Martian whispered, and her voice carried horror from someone who understood minds better than most.
"Conditioning.", Robin corrected, "Brainwashing implies you can break it, that you can reach the person underneath. What was done to the Winter Soldier... I think he's gone. I think whoever he was, that person doesn't exist anymore. There's only the weapon they made."
The weight of that assessment settled over the room.
Zatanna's hands clenched into fists at her sides, purple sparks flickering and dying around her knuckles.
Superman's expression was grave, "If he's truly been conditioned to that degree—"
"Then he's a victim as much as a perpetrator.", Wonder Woman finished, "But that doesn't change the threat he represents, but it does question his complicitness in all of the crimes he’s committed."
Batman only observed.
He stood, moving to the holographic display, his gloved hand manipulating the interface to pull up the Winter Soldier's image, the composite sketch built from surveillance footage, security cameras, eyewitness accounts. The masked face stared back at them, emotionless and empty.
"Three major attempts in under a month.", Batman said, his voice carrying that particular darkness that meant he was analyzing, calculating, planning, "Escalating frequency. Escalating boldness. Berlin was public but chaotic. Gotham was targeted, anticipated in general but not explicitly expected. Moscow was defended by heavy military presence, plus a full Team deployment with support from Robin, Red Hood, Batgirl, and two League Members. And he still nearly succeeded."
"He's getting better.", Tigress said quietly, "Learning from each encounter."
"Or.", Red Hood spoke from where he leaned against the wall, "Whoever's behind him is getting more desperate. Rushing the timeline. Trying to accomplish something before we figure out how to stop him."
"Both could be true.", Martian Manhunter observed, "But the question remains: who benefits from this chaos? The Light? The Shadows? Rogue Soviet elements? All of the above?"
"That's what we need to determine.", Superman said, "Bruce you know more than I do that we can’t let this slide any longer. Whatever it was we were doing before, we need to ramp it up now. We can't sustain more situations like this. One wrong move, one wrong move is all it takes. It's something we can't afford to lose.”
Batman nodded curtly, "Agreed. I'll coordinate with our intelligence networks, pull in every resource we have access to. The data Robin gathered, I'll work on it as soon as possible. If there's a trail to follow, we'll find it."
He turned to the Team, "You're all on mandatory medical leave for seventy-two hours. No arguments. You fought well tonight, but you need recovery time."
"But Batman—", Aqualad started.
"That's an order.", Batman said flatly, "You can't fulfill your duties if you collapse from exhaustion or reopened wounds. Rest. Heal. And when you're ready, we'll continue this hunt."
The dismissal was clear. The Team began to file out, each lost in their own thoughts, their own pain.
But as the others left, Robin remained.
He waited until the chamber was mostly empty, until only Batman remained reviewing the data displays.
Then he approached, tablet in hand, his voice low enough that only enhanced hearing would catch it.
"Bruce, there's something else. Something I didn't mention in the debrief."
Batman's cowl turned toward him, white lenses unreadable, "Show me."
Robin pulled up a specific file, one buried deep in the Soviet archives, heavily encrypted and fragmented, "I found references to a specific operation. January 2017. Siberia. A bunker collapse, the Soviets have been monitoring the area at that time for suspected smugglers classified under 'metahuman trafficking interdictions'."
Batman’s jaw tightened imperceptibly, "The mission where we lost Nightwing."
"Yeah.", Robin’s voice was tight, "The Soviets have records of that night. Partial records. But there are gaps. Big gaps. Hours of missing surveillance data. Security footage that should exist but doesn't. And then..."
He highlighted a single line of text, most of it redacted, "This. References to an 'Asset Acquisition’. ‘Subject viable for conditioning'."
The silence that followed was absolute.
When Batman finally spoke, his voice was carefully, dangerously neutral, "Asset acquisition."
"I can't prove it.", Tim said quickly, "But I couldn’t just let this slide. The timelines match, the locations match, but there's no confirmation. No identification. Just... A possibility I can't ignore."
"Upload everything to the Batcomputer.", Batman ordered, "Every file. Every fragment. I want full analysis by the end of the day."
"Already done."
Batman studied his third Robin for a long moment. Tim had grown into the role and had become one of the world's premier detectives in his own right. If he'd found a connection, it was worth investigating.
Even if the implications were unthinkable.
"Good work.", Bruce, not Batman, said quietly, "But Tim, don't let hope cloud your judgment. The chances of—"
"I know.”, Tim interrupted softly, "I know the odds. But I also know you taught me to follow every lead, no matter how unlikely. And this lead...", he trailed off, unable to finish.
"I'll look into it.", Bruce promised, "Personally. But until we have proof—"
"We don't tell anyone.", Tim finished, "I know. I won't say anything. Not to Jason. Not to Barbara. Not even to Alfred. Not until we're sure."
Bruce’s hand landed on Tim's shoulder, the gesture brief but carrying weight, "You did well tonight. In Moscow. The hacking, the explosive jamming, the quick thinking. Dick would be proud."
The words hit harder than any blow the Winter Soldier had landed.
Tim nodded, not trusting his voice, and turned to leave.
As the doors hissed shut behind him, Batman stood alone in the debriefing chamber, surrounded by holographic displays of data and death. His mind was already working, already analyzing, already planning.
If there was even a chance, even the smallest possibility, that Dick Grayson was alive...
He would find out.
And if the Winter Soldier was the key to that truth, then Batman would hunt the ghost until one of them broke.
The Watchtower continued its eternal orbit, a beacon of hope floating in the void.
But in the heart of that beacon, in a room filled with shadows and screens, a dark knight stared at the image of a masked assassin and wondered.
If somewhere beneath that metal and conditioning…
A lost son was trying to find his way home…
Chapter 11: "X: Connections"
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[Sunday, February 21, 2021 | 03:47]
[The Batcave - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The Batcave never truly slept, but at this hour? At nearly four in the morning? It achieved something close to stillness.
The only sounds were the steady drip of mineral-rich water from limestone formations, the omnipresent hum of the Batcomputer's cooling systems, and the soft rustle of a cape as its wearer stood motionless before banks of glowing monitors.
Batman had been standing there for eighteen hours.
It had been weeks since the attack on the Kremlin.
No breaks. Very minimal water and food. Just data, streaming endlessly across screens in cascading columns of text, images, and interconnected webs of information that would've overwhelmed anyone without his particular brand of obsessive focus.
The files Robin had extracted from the Soviet databases in Moscow were spread across twelve monitors in the primary array. Thousands of documents, most heavily redacted, some corrupted, all requiring decryption and cross-referencing. Personnel files. Mission reports. Financial transactions buried in shell companies. Surveillance logs with suspicious gaps. Communication intercepts flagged by Soviet intelligence but never acted upon.
Individually, they were fragments. Pieces of a puzzle scattered across years and continents and buried under layers of plausible deniability.
But Batman didn't see fragments. He saw patterns.
His mind worked like the Batcomputer itself, processing, correlating, building connections invisible to anyone else.
A name mentioned in a 2017 report linked to a bank account in the Cayman Islands. The account being tied to a shell corporation with known League of Shadows fronts. That corporation had purchased medical equipment from a subsidiary of LexCorp, which in turn had sold "decommissioned" Cadmus technology through a third party.
Thread by thread, the web revealed itself.
"Computer.", Batman's voice was hoarse from disuse, "Cross-reference all mentions of 'Project Winter' with known League of Shadows operations, 2016 to present."
The Batcomputer complied, algorithms churning through terabytes of data. Results materialized on the central screen, a timeline dotted with red markers indicating correlations.
December 2016: League of Shadows operatives flagged entering Soviet airspace. Destination: Siberia.
January 2017: Unexplained communications blackout in sector 14 of Soviet territory. Duration: six hours. Same sector where Nightwing disappeared.
March 2017: League of Shadows safehouse in Prague raided by Interpol. Evidence of "medical experimentation" found. All test subjects already evacuated by the Shadows long before Interpol arrived.
November 2017: First confirmed Winter Soldier sighting. Target: Czech Minister of Defense.
The pattern was there.
The League of Shadows had been in Siberia when Dick disappeared. They had the means and opportunity to retrieve someone from a collapsed bunker. They had facilities equipped for the kind of conditioning that would break a person down and rebuild them as a weapon.
But why Dick? Why risk exposure to capture and reprogram a League operative when they had countless assassins at their disposal?
"Display: Richard Grayson, complete psychological profile and combat assessment."
A new window opened. Dick's face stared back at Batman, not the same as the hologram from the memorial garden at the Watchtower, but a candid photo from years ago. Dick mid-laugh, probably at one of his own terrible jokes, eyes bright with the kind of joy that had always seemed impossible for someone who'd lived through what he had.
Below the photo, data scrolled past:
PSYCHOLOGICAL ASSESSMENT:
- Exceptional resistance to psychological manipulation (tested against Poison Ivy, Mad Hatter, Scarecrow toxin)
- Strong moral foundation, unlikely to turn willingly
- Deep-seated loyalty to family and team
- History of maintaining identity under extreme duress
COMBAT CAPABILITIES:
- Master of 15+ martial arts disciplines (including, but not limited to, kickboxing, karate, kung fu, jiu-jitsu, judo, muay thai, aikido, taekwondo, krav maga, sambo, among others).
- Proficient in 20+ languages, fluent in 10 (including but not limited to English, Romanian, Italian, French, Mandarin, Japanese, Korean, German, Russian, Spanish, among others)
- Peak human conditioning
- Tactical genius, League-level strategic thinking
- Intimate knowledge of metahuman capabilities and weaknesses
- Trained by Batman, Nightwing training protocols designed specifically to counter League techniques
Batman's jaw tightened beneath the cowl.
That was why.
Dick Grayson wasn't just a skilled operative. He was someone who'd been trained specifically to fight people like the League of Shadows, to understand how meta-humans thought and moved, to counter abilities that should be uncounterable.
If you wanted to create a weapon designed to kill superheroes, you started with someone who already knew how heroes fought.
You started with someone who'd been one.
"Computer, compile all references to 'KGBeast' in all Soviet records."
More data cascaded across screens.
Major Anatoli Knyazev, codenamed: “KGBeast”. Former Spetsnaz and KGB Major, currently in the FBI’s Most Wanted List, Interpol’s Wanted List, on the EU’s Watchlist, and wanted by Soviet authorities for acts of terrorism with suspected ties to organized crime and rogue military elements. The Soviets had been hunting him for years, but he always stayed one step ahead, protected by someone with access to state secrets.
Batman scowled, he had his moments where he ran into KGBeast’s trail.
He pulled up a specific file Robin had flagged. An intercepted communication from 2017, mostly encrypted, but with two names visible in the metadata: Knyazev and Wilson.
Wilson.
Slade Wilson.
Deathstroke.
"Display: Slade Wilson, known associates and recent activity."
Deathstroke's file was extensive.
Mercenary. Assassin. Enhanced by a super soldier serum initially developed under a secret program by the US Department of Defense that granted him elevated strength, speed, and an increased healing factor that bordered on meta-human; he was the sole survivor of the super soldier program that didn’t end up insane, prematurely dead, or both. He'd clashed with the League before, with the Team, and with Batman himself.
But more importantly, he had confirmed contact with the League of Shadows on at least three occasions. He'd worked with KGBeast twice, once in Markovia, once in Qurac. And according to the data Robin collected, he'd been flagged entering Soviet airspace in January 2017.
The timeline aligned. Again.
Batman's hands moved across the console, pulling up more files, building a three-dimensional web of connections on the holographic display. Blue lines for League of Shadows. Red for Soviet rogue elements. Green for Cadmus. Orange for known mercenaries and assets.
The web grew, expanding outward from a single point in Siberia, January 2017, spreading like infection across years and continents.
Every line connected.
Every piece fit.
This wasn't multiple conspiracies. It was one conspiracy, operating through multiple organizations, coordinated by someone with the resources and reach to manipulate all of them.
Someone who wanted heroes dead.
Someone who'd created the perfect weapon to accomplish it.
"Computer, display: Cadmus Projects, mental conditioning programs."
The screen filled with files stolen from Cadmus years ago. Back when Robin (Dick), Aqualad, and Kid Flash broke into Cadmus and rescued Superboy. Most were focused on cloning, on genetic manipulation, on creating living weapons from Kryptonian DNA.
But there were other programs. Classified black projects buried in subroutines and deleted files that Tim had painstakingly recovered.
Project: MINDSCAPE - Neural reprogramming through electroshock therapy.
Project: TABULA RASA - Personality suppression and reconstruction.
Project: ACQUIESCENCE - Behavioral conditioning for compliance via trigger words and psychological anchoring.
Batman stared at those project names, his mind assembling the horrifying picture.
The League of Shadows had the training and methodology for breaking someone physically and psychologically. Rogue Soviet elements had the facilities, the isolation, the resources to keep someone hidden from the world. Cadmus had the technology to erase a mind and rebuild it from scratch.
Together, they could take a hero and transform him into something that could kill heroes.
The evidence was circumstantial. Nothing could be proven in a court of law. Any halfway competent defense attorney would shred this investigation on procedural grounds alone.
But Batman didn't operate by the standards of courts.
He operated by the standards of truth.
And the truth was becoming impossible to ignore.
A soft chime from the communication console broke his focus. An alert, priority alpha, Justice League channels.
Batman activated the link. Amanda Waller's face materialized on screen, her expression carrying that particular blend of irritation and grim satisfaction that meant she had information and intended to make him work for it.
"Batman.", she said without preamble, "We've acquired an asset you might be interested in."
"I'm occupied."
"You'll want to make time for this one.", Waller's lips curved into something that wasn't quite a smile, "My people just hauled in Slade Wilson. He's currently enjoying the hospitality of Belle Reve, and he's been very chatty about wanting to negotiate."
Batman's hands stilled on the console.
Deathstroke? Here? Now?
Just as the investigation pointed directly at him.
"When was he captured?", Batman's voice carried no inflection, but his mind was already racing.
"Six hours ago. Apprehended in Gotham, actually. Your city, he’s under my jurisdiction by virtue of a federal warrant. He didn't put up much of a fight, which should concern you. Slade Wilson doesn't surrender unless he's got an angle."
"What does he want?"
"Says he'll only talk to you. Something about 'professional courtesy between two men who've lost sons.'", Waller's expression soured, "I don't like being used as a message service, but here we are. Belle Reve, Interrogation Room 3, whenever you feel like gracing us with your presence."
The communication cut before Batman could respond.
He stood motionless for three heartbeats, processing. Deathstroke surrendering voluntarily. Asking for him specifically. Referencing Dick's disappearance with that particular phrasing.
This wasn't a coincidence.
This was an invitation.
Batman turned from the monitors, cape billowing as he moved toward the vehicle bay. Behind him, the Batcomputer continued its work, algorithms still processing, connections still forming, the web of conspiracy still expanding.
But Batman's focus had narrowed to a single point.
Slade Wilson knew something.
And whatever games he was playing, whatever trap he was setting, it didn't matter.
Batman would extract the truth.
One way or another.
The Batmobile's engine roared to life, a sound like controlled thunder echoing through the Bat Cave. Alfred appeared at the top of the stairs leading to the Manor, his expression concerned in that understated way that meant he'd been monitoring the situation and didn't approve.
"Master Bruce, you've been awake for—"
"I know.", Batman's voice was flat, final, "This can't wait."
"Few things truly can't, sir. Your health being one of them."
"Slade has information about Dick."
Alfred's expression shifted. Not softening, Alfred Pennyworth had been a soldier, a spy, a man who understood necessity; but something in his eyes acknowledged the weight of those words.
"Then by all means.", Alfred said quietly, "But do be careful, Master Bruce. Men like Slade Wilson only volunteer information when it serves their interests. Whatever he tells you..."
"I know.", Batman settled into the Batmobile's seat, gloved hands gripping the controls, "It'll be designed to hurt."
"Precisely, sir."
The Batmobile launched from the Cave, rocketing through hidden tunnels as it exited Gotham’s and New Jersey’s borders and made its way towards Louisiana and whatever truth, or carefully constructed lie, waited in Belle Reve's interrogation rooms.
Behind him, in the empty Bat Cave, the Batcomputer's screens continued their silent vigil. Data streaming. Connections forming. The web growing ever more complex.
And at the center of that web, frozen in a surveillance photo from Berlin, the Winter Soldier stared out from behind his masks.
Waiting.
Always waiting.
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[Sunday, February 21, 2021 | 08:45]
[Belle Reve Penitentiary - Louisiana, United States]
Belle Reve squatted on the Louisiana bayou like a concrete tumor, its walls designed to contain the worst humanity had to offer and then some.
Meta-human criminals. Psychotic murderers. Terrorists who'd tried to end the world and failed only because heroes had stopped them. The prison's official designation was "Metahuman Correctional Facility", but everyone called it what it really was: a hole where monsters went to rot.
Batman moved through security checkpoints with the efficient detachment of someone who'd done this too many times.
Retinal scan. Fingerprint verification. Weapons checks, he kept his utility belt, but surrendered nothing else because there was nothing else to surrender. His weapons were his mind and his fists, and no prison protocol could confiscate those.
Amanda Waller met him at the final checkpoint, her expression carrying that particular blend of professional respect and personal irritation she reserved for League members who complicated her operations.
"He's been asking for you every twenty minutes since we brought him in.", she said without preamble, falling into step beside Batman as they moved deeper into the facility, "Hasn't asked for a lawyer. Hasn't asked for food or water. Just keeps saying he'll only talk to the Bat."
"What was he doing in Gotham?”, Batman's voice was flat, clinical.
"We're still piecing that together. My people caught him outside a warehouse in the Narrows, alone, unarmed except for his sword. He saw them coming and just... Stopped. Put his hands up. Smiled that smug bastard smile of his and said, 'I'd like to request a meeting with Batman. Professional courtesy.'"
"He wanted to be captured."
"Obviously.", Waller stopped outside a reinforced steel door marked INTERROGATION 3, "Which means whatever he's selling, it's designed to hurt you specifically. You sure you want to walk into this?"
Batman's white lenses fixed on her, "What's his power dampening status?"
"Full suppression field is active. His healing factor's reduced to baseline human, maybe slightly faster. He's strong, but not superhuman right now. You could take him if he gets violent."
"I know.", Batman moved past her toward the door.
Waller's voice stopped him.
"Bruce.”, she called him by his real name, whispering as to not be heard by the other guards and personnel.
“Slade doesn't do anything without three backup plans. You know that very well, you and Dick had your fair share of run-ins with him. He's not in that room because we're good at our jobs. He's in that room because he chose to be. Remember that."
Batman said nothing. The door opened with a hydraulic hiss.
The interrogation room was exactly what it needed to be, small, windowless, lit by harsh fluorescent lights that left no shadows to hide in. A single steel table. Two chairs bolted to the floor. Walls lined with power dampeners that hummed at frequencies just below human hearing.
And at the center of it all, sitting with the casual confidence of a man who'd never been afraid a day in his life, was Slade Wilson.
Deathstroke.
He'd been stripped of his armor, reduced to an orange prison jumpsuit that should have diminished him but somehow didn't. His eye patch was gone, Waller's security protocols, no accessories that could be weaponized, revealing the scarred socket where his left eye had been. His remaining eye, sharp and blue and carrying decades of killing experience, tracked Batman's entrance with predatory interest.
"Batman.", Slade Wilson said, and his voice was cordial, almost friendly, "Thank you for coming. I know you're busy hunting ghosts."
Batman remained standing, positioning himself between Slade and the door. Classic interrogation stance: control the space, control the conversation, "You surrendered to federal authorities. Requested this meeting. Start talking."
"Straight to business already? Always a man of action. I appreciate that.", Slade leaned back in his chair, the picture of relaxation despite power dampeners and restraints, "How's the investigation going? Your case on the Winter Soldier. Making progress?"
"You're connected to him."
"Am I?", Slade’s lips curved, "That's quite an accusation. Based on what, exactly?"
"Soviet intelligence had you flagged entering their airspace, January 2017. Roughly 10 months prior to before the Winter Soldier began his operations. You've worked with KGBeast, Major Anatoli Knyazev, multiple times. Markovia. Qurac. And Siberia."
Batman pulled a chair out and sat, a calculated move. Sitting suggested comfort, suggested he wasn't threatened. It was a lie, but effective ones usually were.
"KGBeast.", Slade’s expression was thoughtful, "Now there's a name I haven't heard in a while. Former Spetsnaz, former KGB, and currently a wanted terrorist if I recall correctly. The Soviets would very much like to find him as much as the US, the EU, and Interpol would. Something about agitation, subversion, terrorism, crimes against the state, and all that usual shit."
"You've worked with him."
"I've worked with many people over the years, Batman. Doesn't mean I keep their secrets. As for your Winter Soldier...", Slade shrugged, "I'm afraid I can't help you there. Though, I am curious, why come to me about this?"
"Because the timeline connects. Because the methods connect. Because everything I've found points to League of Shadows involvement, Cadmus technology, and rogue Soviet elements. And you've worked with all three."
"Have I now?", Slade’s remaining eye glittered, "You seem very certain about connections you can't prove. That's not like you, Batman. Not like you at all. Usually you deal in evidence, not speculation."
Batman leaned forward slightly, "Then let me speculate. Someone with extensive combat training. Enhanced abilities. Intimate knowledge of how heroes fight. The kind of operative who'd need years of conditioning, years of breaking down and rebuilding. Someone who'd be worth that investment."
He paused, watching Slade’s face for any micro-expression, any tell.
"Someone like Nightwing."
Slade laughed. Actually laughed, the sound genuine and deeply amused.
"Nightwing? Dick Grayson? Your first Robin? The Boy Wonder who died, excuse me, went missing in—and I quote—‘after a terrorist attack during a humanitarian mission in the Middle East?’", he shook his head, "That's quite a theory, Batman. What's next? Are you going to tell me Elvis is alive and running a diner in Metropolis?"
Batman glared at him, "You and I both know where Nightwing really disappeared. You were in Siberia, January 2017. Same location as him. Same timeframe."
"Was I?", Slade’s smile didn't waver, "You’re well aware that the nature of my… Work, requires me to travel extensively. Siberia in winter is lovely, by the way. Cold, but lovely and very private. Good place for ‘business transactions’ that require discretion."
"What kind of transactions?"
"The kind that doesn't involve dead Robins coming back as brainwashed assassins.", Slade’s tone was mocking now, "Really, Batman. I expected better from the World's Greatest Detective. You're grasping at straws because you can't accept that your boy is gone. That's grief talking, not logic."
Batman's jaw tightened beneath the cowl, "Then why am I here? Why request this meeting if you have nothing to tell me?"
"Professional courtesy.", Slade said easily, "Think of it as something like… From one father to another… You've been chasing shadows for weeks now. I thought you might appreciate a friendly warning: you're looking in the wrong places. The Winter Soldier isn't some resurrected hero. He's a weapon, purpose-built by people who understand how to break human beings and reshape them into something useful."
"Like the League of Shadows."
"Like many organizations, if such a weapon existed.", Slade leaned forward, his expression becoming more serious, "Whether you believe me or not, Batman, despite our differences, I do respect you. Whoever the Winter Soldier is—or was—that person is gone. Conditioning at that level doesn't leave room for the original personality. It's not suppression. It's obliteration."
"No one breaks that completely."
"Everyone breaks, Batman.", Slade’s voice carried conviction, "Everyone. It's just a question of technique and time. And whoever made the Winter Soldier had plenty of both."
He paused, his remaining eye studying Batman carefully.
"Take your theory about Grayson, for example. Hypothetically. If someone had captured your golden boy in Siberia, if they'd spent years conditioning him, breaking him, remaking him...", Slade’s voice dropped lower, "He screamed for you, you know? Back in Siberia. Called your name over and over. He called Bruce, not the Bat, until his voice gave out. He begged you to find him."
The temperature in the room seemed to drop.
Batman's entire body went rigid. "What did you say?"
"Hypothetically.", Slade repeated, his smile razor-thin, "If such a thing had happened. If someone had been there to hear it. The screaming. The begging. The slow, inevitable process of watching someone realize that no one was coming to save them. That they'd been abandoned by everyone they trusted."
"You're lying."
"Am I?", Slade leaned back again, "Or am I just engaging with your fascinating theory? You're the one who brought up Dick Grayson, Batman. I'm simply exploring the implications. Hypothetically speaking, of course."
Batman stood abruptly, his hands flat on the table, "If you have information about—"
Alarms blared.
Not the room's alarms. The facility's alarms.
A voice crackled over intercoms, "Breach! We’ve got a breach! Lower level security compromised—"
The voice cut off in a burst of static and what might have been screaming.
Batman's head snapped toward the door. His mind raced through possibilities, calculating scenarios, already moving toward threat assessment.
Belle Reve was one of the most secure facilities in the world. Breaches didn't just happen. Unless—
"Right on time.", Slade said, "I do appreciate punctuality."
Batman turned back to him, realization crystallizing into cold certainty, "This was a setup. You surrendered to draw me in here."
"Did I?", Slade’s restraints fell away, he'd picked them minutes ago, "Or maybe I just wanted a conversation. And maybe someone else entirely decided this was a convenient time for a prison break."
"You're not leaving this room."
"No?", Slade stood, moving toward the door with casual confidence, "You might want to focus on the other problem, Batman. The one currently tearing through Belle Reve's security."
The door didn't explode inward.
It simply opened, the locks disengaged by someone who'd hacked Belle Reve's security systems with the same efficiency they'd hacked the Kremlin's.
The Winter Soldier stepped through.
Moving with that controlled precision Batman had seen in Berlin, in Gotham, in Moscow. His domino mask concealed his eyes, his lower face mask hiding his expression. His metal arm gleamed in the emergency lighting, servos whirring softly as his fingers flexed.
For a moment, the three of them stood in tableau: Batman at the table, Slade near the door, and the Winter Soldier between them.
Then the Soldier's head turned fractionally toward Slade, acknowledging his presence.
"Hello, old friend.", Slade said.
The Winter Soldier said nothing. Just raised his pistol and fired twice at Batman.
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Batman moved, cape swirling as he dodged, the bullets sparking off the steel table. His batarangs were already in motion, three thrown in rapid succession, each one aimed to disarm or disable without killing.
The Winter Soldier deflected two with his metal arm, dodged the third, and closed the distance faster than should have been possible.
His metal fist drove toward Batman's head.
Batman blocked with his gauntlet, the impact sending shockwaves up his arm. He redirected the force, used it to spin into a counter-strike aimed at the Soldier's ribs.
The Soldier twisted, absorbed the blow on his armored vest, and drove his knee toward Batman's solar plexus.
Batman caught the knee, used the leverage to attempt a throw—
The Soldier went with it, turned the throw into a controlled flip, landed in a crouch, and immediately launched into a leg sweep that Batman barely jumped over.
They separated, circled.
Batman was analyzing every movement, every technique, cataloging them against decades of experience fighting every combat style imaginable. The Soldier fought like an amalgamation; military close quarters combat, League of Shadows techniques, something that looked like krav maga, all blended with an efficiency that spoke of extensive conditioning.
But there was something else. Something in the specific way he transitioned between stances, the particular angle of his defensive positioning—
“I've seen that before. But where?”
The Soldier attacked again, a combination that flowed like water—strike, feint, strike, always moving, always adapting. Batman defended, but it was harder than it should have been. The Soldier anticipated his counters, predicted his strategies, moved like he'd fought Batman before and learned from it.
“He's studied me. Studied how I fight. But the data analysis would be incomplete unless—”
Batman threw a batarang high, forcing the Soldier to track it, then swept low for his legs.
The Soldier jumped, but not straight up. He performed a backflip that carried him clear of the sweep, landed in perfect balance, and immediately flowed into a counterattack.
And Batman saw it.
The specific way he used momentum from the flip to transition into the next move. The particular defensive crouch he settled into. The ready stance that wasn't military, wasn't League, wasn't anything except—
“That's wrong. That's not how anyone fights. That's not standard for any combat style I know. That's…”
“That's how I taught Dick to fight. That specific transition I developed for someone with an acrobat's balance and a smaller frame against larger opponents. I never taught that to Jason, Tim, Barbara. That was Dick's technique. Dick's alone.”
Batman's guard hesitated for a fraction of a second.
A fraction was all the Winter Soldier needed.
He closed the distance, his metal fist connecting with Batman's ribs, not full force, but enough. Enough to crack the armor plating. Enough to drive Batman back against the wall. Enough to shift the fight's momentum decisively in his favor.
Batman recovered, pushed off the wall, drove forward with a combination he'd drilled into all his proteges for years—high, low, feint, strike, always moving—
The Winter Soldier countered it perfectly.
Because of course he did. Because Batman had taught that combination to him when he was ten years old, had spent hours drilling the counter until it became muscle memory.
The Soldier caught Batman's arm mid-strike, used his momentum against him, and performed a joint lock that was pure judo—except with a specific modification to account for an opponent wearing armor, a modification Batman had personally developed and taught to exactly one person.
“No.”
The Winter Soldier released the lock, stepped back, and settled into a defensive stance that was unmistakable.
The stance Batman had created specifically for Dick Grayson. The one that accounted for his unique combination of flexibility, speed, and acrobatic training. The one that no one else used because it only worked with his specific physical attributes and training history.
The one Batman had never documented, never shared, never taught to anyone else because it was Dick's and Dick's alone.
Batman's hands dropped slightly, his defensive posture faltering as realization crashed through denial like a wrecking ball through glass.
“It's him. Dear God, it really is him.”
The Winter Soldier's head tilted slightly, reading the change in Batman's body language, processing the tactical implications of an opponent whose guard had dropped.
He moved to capitalize on the opening, his metal fist driving forward—
Batman caught it, but barely, his mind still reeling, still trying to reconcile the impossible truth standing before him.
"Time to go.", Deathstroke called from the doorway. He'd retrieved his equipment from somewhere—his armor, his sword, his mask, "We've overstayed our welcome."
The Winter Soldier tried to pull away, but Batman's grip on his metal wrist tightened.
"Dick.", The word was barely a whisper, rough and broken, "Dick, stop. It's me. It's Bruce."
The Winter Soldier's head tilted slightly, processing the words like data rather than communication. No recognition flickered behind the domino mask. No hesitation in his movements.
He drove his human fist into Batman's already-cracked ribs, the pain explosive and immediate. Batman's grip loosened involuntarily, and the Soldier pulled free.
"Солдат! Отступай!" (Soldier! Fall back!)
The Russian came from Deathstroke, sharp and commanding.
The Winter Soldier responded immediately, turning away from Batman and moving toward the door with mechanical obedience. No hesitation. No backward glance. Just instant compliance to orders delivered in a language that meant something to whatever conditioning controlled him.
"Wait—!", Batman started forward, but his cracked ribs screamed in protest and he staggered.
Deathstroke pulled smoke grenades from his belt and threw them into the room. Thick gray smoke billowed instantly, filling the interrogation room, obscuring everything.
"Don't take it personally, Bruce.", Deathstroke's voice came through the smoke, already distant. "He doesn't remember you. Doesn't remember anyone. You're just another target to him now. Just another mark to eliminate when ordered."
Batman lunged through the smoke toward where their voices had been, his hands grasping at nothing but gray haze.
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By the time the smoke cleared, dispersed by Belle Reve's ventilation systems kicking into emergency mode, the doorway was empty.
Batman stood alone in the interrogation room, surrounded by dissipating smoke and the wreckage of his certainty.
His ribs throbbed where the Soldier's fist, where Dick's fist, had struck him. His mind cataloged every movement from the fight, every technique, every stance, cross-referencing them against years of training sessions and patrol nights and sparring matches.
The evidence was overwhelming.
Undeniable.
Impossible and yet true.
“Dick's alive.”
“Dick's the Winter Soldier.”
“Dick just tried to kill me and didn't even recognize my voice.”
But even as the truth crystallized, even as denial crumbled under the weight of what he'd seen, a part of him still resisted. Still searched for alternative explanations.
“Deathstroke never actually confirmed it. He danced around every accusation, denied every connection. The Soldier could be someone else who was trained using Dick's techniques, someone who studied footage, someone who—”
“Someone who knows a defensive stance I never documented? Who performs transitions I only ever taught to one person? Who fights with muscle memory that takes years to develop?”
Security forces flooded the corridor outside, their boots thundering, their voices shouting coordinates and status reports. Waller's voice crackled over Batman's comm, demanding sitrep, demanding explanation for how two of the world's most dangerous men had just walked out of her maximum security facility.
Batman barely heard her.
His hands were shaking, microscopically, nearly invisible, but there. The tremor of a man confronting a truth that shattered everything he'd believed for four years.
“I need proof. Real proof. Not circumstantial evidence and fighting techniques. I need to know for certain.”
And there was only one person who could provide that certainty. One person who'd have the information Deathstroke had hinted at, who'd have the resources to pull off a conspiracy this massive, who'd have the motive to turn a hero into a weapon.
Ra's al Ghul.
Batman activated his comm, his voice rough but controlled. "Agent A. I need the Batwing prepped immediately. And pull every file we have on League of Shadows operations in Siberia, 2016 to 2018."
"Sir?", Alfred's voice carried concern, "What's happened?"
"I'm going to Nanda Parbat.", Batman said, "And I'm going to get answers. One way or another."
He moved toward the door, each step sending fresh pain through cracked ribs. Behind him, the interrogation room bore silent witness to the conversation that had just shattered his world.
Somewhere in Belle Reve's chaos, alarms still wailing, prisoners still locked down, Deathstroke and the Winter Soldier had already vanished into whatever exfiltration route they'd planned.
And somewhere in that vanishing act, Dick Grayson was walking away from the father who'd finally, impossibly, found him…
But found him too late to save him from what he'd been made into.
Batman's jaw set beneath the cowl, his mind already racing toward Nanda Parbat, toward Ra's al Ghul, toward the confrontation that would either confirm his worst fears or prove them wrong.
Either way, the hunt had changed.
He was no longer chasing an anonymous assassin.
He was chasing his son.
And this time, he wouldn't stop until he brought Dick home.
Or died trying.
Chapter 12: "XI: Three's Way"
Chapter Text
[Sunday, February 21, 2021 | 15:50]
[En Route to Nanda Parbat, Somewhere Over the Atlantic Ocean]
The Batwing cut through the stratosphere like a knife through silk, its stealth systems rendering it invisible to every radar system between Gotham and the Himalayas.
Inside the cockpit, Batman sat motionless except for the minute adjustments his hands made to the flight controls. The instrument panels cast his cowled face in blue and green light, but his white lenses stared straight ahead, unseeing, his mind thousands of miles away in a Louisiana prison where his son had tried to kill him.
Where Dick had looked at him with empty eyes and seen nothing but a target.
His ribs still ached where the metal fist had struck. Every breath was a reminder. Every inhalation proof that the impossible was true.
Dick is alive.
Dick is the Winter Soldier.
And Ra's al Ghul knows why.
Batman's gloved hand moved to the communication console, initiating an encrypted transmission. The holographic display flickered to life, establishing a secure link to the Bat Cave's systems.
Three faces materialized in the projection: Robin, Red Hood, and Batgirl. They were in the Cave, probably running their own investigations, following leads Batman had left them while he'd gone to Belle Reve.
Tim spoke first, his domino mask unable to hide the concern in his voice, "Bruce? Where are you? We've been trying to reach you for hours. Waller's people are saying there was an incident at Belle Reve, that Deathstroke escaped during—"
"I need you to infiltrate Cadmus.", Batman's voice cut through the explanation like a blade. Flat. Cold. Absolute, "Tonight. Immediately."
The three vigilantes exchanged glances through the holographic display.
Barbara leaned forward, her cowl pushed back to reveal her face, "Cadmus? Bruce, what's going on? What happened at Belle Reve?"
"After interrogating Deathstroke, I've confirmed a partnership between the League of Shadows and Cadmus.", Batman's hands tightened on the flight controls, "They've been collaborating on something. I need you to find out what."
Jason's modulated voice carried skepticism, "You 'interrogated' Deathstroke and then he just... Escaped? While you were there?"
"The details are irrelevant.", Batman's tone brooked no argument, "What matters is what he revealed before the breach. Cadmus has files. Records. Evidence of their cooperation with the Shadows. I need those files."
Tim's analytical mind was already processing, connecting dots, "Is this about the Winter Soldier? You think Cadmus provided the technology for—"
"Robin.", The single word was a command and a warning, "I don't have time for speculation. I need actionable intelligence. Infiltrate Cadmus. Gather information. Download everything related to their partnership with the Shadows. Anything mentioning conditioning programs, behavioral modification, or Project Winter."
"Project Winter?", Barbara's eyes narrowed. "Bruce, if you know something—"
"I know enough.", Batman's voice was ice, "And I need confirmation. Can you do this or not?"
Another exchange of looks. Unease rippling through the holographic connection.
"We can do it.", Tim said carefully, "But Bruce, you need to tell us what's—"
"Where the hell are you even going?", Jason interrupted, his tone sharp, "You're not in the Bat Cave. I can see the Batwing's telemetry from here. Those are Himalayan coordinates. You're heading towards—"
"Nanda Parbat.", Batman said it like a death sentence, "I'm going to get answers from Ra's al Ghul."
The silence that followed was deafening.
Tim found his voice first, "Ra's? Bruce, that's… The League of Shadows are involved in this, and you're walking into their stronghold alone? That's suicide. Let us—"
"You have your orders.", Batman's hand moved toward the communication controls, "Infiltrate Cadmus. Recover the files. Maintain radio silence unless you find something critical. I'll contact you when I return from Nanda Parbat."
"Wait!", Tim's voice carried desperation now, "Bruce, please. Just tell us what happened at Belle Reve. Why was Deathstroke there? How did he escape? What did he tell you? Why are you—"
The transmission cut off.
The holographic display went dark, leaving Batman alone in the cockpit with nothing but the soft hum of engines and the weight of terrible knowledge.
His jaw clenched beneath the cowl.
“I can't tell them. Not yet. Not until I'm certain. Not until Ra's confirms what I already know in my bones to be true.”
“Not until I can look them in the eyes and say with absolute certainty…”
“That Dick is alive, and we're going to bring him home.”
The Batwing's autopilot chimed, indicating they'd crossed into restricted airspace. Batman's hands moved across the controls, engaging the aircraft's stealth panels and radar deflectors, continuing his course that would take him into the heart of the League of Shadows' domain.
Behind him, thousands of miles away in Gotham, three vigilantes stood in the Batcave staring at a dead communication screen and wondering what the hell was happening to their mentor.
But Batman didn't look back.
He only looked forward.
Towards Nanda Parbat.
Towards Ra's al Ghul.
Toward the truth that would either save his son or destroy them both.
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[Saturday, February 20, 2021 | 08:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The Watchtower's briefing chamber felt different this time.
Maybe it was the tension still lingering from Moscow. Maybe it was the way the League members kept glancing at the empty chair where Batman usually stood. Maybe it was just the weight of another high-stakes mission pressing down on young shoulders that had already carried too much.
The Team assembled before Superman, Wonder Woman, and Martian Manhunter. Batman's absence was notable but not explained. The official story was that he was following a lead on the Winter Soldier investigation.
No one questioned it. No one dared.
Superman stood at the head of the room, his expression grave. Behind him, holographic displays showed the gleaming skyline of Singapore: glass towers reaching toward tropical sky, the distinctive Marina Bay Sands resort, and at the center of it all, the historic Raffles Hotel where the summit would take place.
"Two days from now.", Superman began, his voice carrying the weight of Kansas earnestness and Kryptonian resolve, "Singapore will host one of the most significant diplomatic events in modern Asian history. The People's Republic of China, the United Republic of Korea, and the Imperial State of Japan will convene for a historic trilateral summit aimed at establishing a new framework for East Asian cooperation."
The holographic display shifted, showing formal portraits of three leaders: the Chinese President, the Korean Prime Minister, and the Japanese Prime Minister.
"These three nations have historically complex relationships.", Wonder Woman added, her voice measured, "Centuries of conflict, occupation, and territorial disputes. This summit represents a genuine attempt at reconciliation and regional stability. Which makes it a target."
Martian Manhunter's red eyes glowed faintly as he brought up intelligence reports, "League assets have detected unusual activity in the region. Mercenary movements. Weapon shipments. Communications intercepts suggesting a coordinated operation."
The words hung in the air, unspoken but understood by everyone present.
The Winter Soldier.
Kaldur stood at the front of the Team, his water-bearers resting on the table before him, hands clasped behind his back in perfect Atlantean military posture, "Our orders?"
"Protection, again.", Superman said simply, "The three delegations have requested League assistance after what happened in Berlin and the events in Moscow. They're aware of the Winter Soldier threat, and they want our best on-site."
"That's us?", Wally asked, his usual levity absent.
His leg still bore the faint marks from the bullet wound in Moscow, healed by accelerated metabolism but not forgotten, "After Moscow, they still want the Team?"
"They specifically requested for the Team.", Wonder Woman corrected, "You stopped the assassination. The Soviet President survived because of your intervention. That counts for something."
"We barely survived.", Artemis muttered, her hand unconsciously moving to her ribs where bruises had finally faded, "He beat us. Again."
"Then you adapt.", Superman's voice was gentle but firm, "You’ll learn from Moscow. You coordinate better. You don't give him openings."
Conner's fists clenched on the table, "And if we can't stop him? If he's just—"
His voice dropped, "—too good?"
The silence that followed was heavy.
It was Zatanna who broke it, stepping forward from where she'd been standing with Rocket near the back of the room. Her stage outfit had been replaced by tactical black, her top hat absent, her expression carrying a determination that bordered on desperation.
"Then we get better.", she said, her voice steady, "We don't have a choice. These are world leaders. If they die, if this summit fails because of him, the entire region destabilizes. China, Korea, Japan, they've been on the edge of conflict for decades. This summit is the only thing keeping the peace."
She looked at Superman directly, "Rocket and I are volunteering. Again. Same as Moscow. You need every advantage against him, and League members embedded with the Team gives you that advantage."
Rocket stepped forward, slamming her own fist into the palm of her other hand, “I’ve made improvements to the inertia belt since the last time he wrecked it and I’m itching to try it out on our assassin friend with the robo-arm.”
Superman and Wonder Woman exchanged glances, that silent communication that came from years of partnership.
"Your request is approved.", Superman said, "Both of you. You know the drill, follow Team protocols. Kaldur is the mission leader. His orders are absolute."
Zatanna nodded. Rocket gave a casual salute.
Martian Manhunter brought up tactical displays of the Raffles Hotel and surrounding areas, "Singapore's security forces are among the best in the world, but they're trained for conventional threats. The Winter Soldier is anything but conventional, we’re well aware of that by now. Your mission is threefold: protect the delegations, establish defensive perimeters, and if he appears—"
"We capture or neutralize." Kaldur finished, "We understand."
"What about Batman?", M’gann asked, stating the question on the rest of the Team’s minds that no-one dared ask, "And Robin? Red Hood? Batgirl?"
"Batman is occupied with another aspect of the investigation. As for his protégés, Batman has them stationed in Gotham in his absence.", Wonder Woman replied carefully, "With how things are escalating, however limited our current resources are, you'll have League backup on standby should things really go sour. But for operational purposes, consider this a Team mission with League consultation."
Translation: You're on your own. Again.
The Team absorbed that silently.
As the Team eyed each other carefully, a hand was raised from one of them.
“Yes, Kid Flash?”, Icon acknowledged him.
“Yeah, question, if y’all don’t mind.”, the speedster opened, “This will be the third time we’ll be protecting world leaders from the Winter Soldier. With all the people he’s been eliminating or has tried to eliminate the past few months, can’t they just do this one summit online? Or reschedule until after we catch him? Or maybe over Zoom instead? Better yet, why doesn’t the League deal with this one directly? Don’t know if you noticed, but our record against our friend with the metal arm isn’t stellar and you guys are better suited to handle him!”
Silence.
The Team exchanged worried glances amongst each other.
Say what they will, but Wally was right.
And judging from the same glances the League members were giving each other, they knew it too.
“We cannot speak for the motivations of these nations.”, Wonder Woman tried to answer, “Under ideal circumstances, major diplomatic events like these should be postponed until we’ve captured or neutralized the threat the Winter Soldier poses. But like I said, those would be under ideal circumstances; the nations of the world and their leaders have every right to make decisions like these amongst themselves. The best the League can offer at this time is to protect them.”
“As much as we would want to be on the ground.”, Black Canary followed, “There’s been a spike in meta-human trafficking and syndicate activity in the past few months, you all know that. Even with the successes of Wonder Girl’s Team in raiding and busting trafficking operations, the League is still all-hands-on-deck at this time. Not to mention that the Light is still kicking around. We’ve already increased patrols and security sweeps both across the planet and off-world.”
Again, the Team shared weary looks.
“If I may.”, Red Tornado spoke up, “I believe that given our current predicaments, the League is simply stretched too thin to accommodate the pressing necessities of the world at this time.”
“Continuous raids on meta-human trafficking operations. Attempting to uncover the latest scheme of the Light. The threat that the Winter Soldier and his superiors pose to global stability. And our existing commitments to protecting our respective existing jurisdictions from the villains and threats that we encounter. Your Team is simply the best and only thing the League has at the moment that has both the capabilities and the necessary combat experience in dealing with the Winter Soldier.”
Silence.
The Team knew that these “answers” were half-assed at best, but it was the only thing they could hold on to at the moment.
Kaldur straightened, his voice taking on the command tone that had been forged in four years of leading in Nightwing's absence, "When do we deploy?"
"1000 hours.", Superman said, "The summit commences on the 22nd. That should give you two days to coordinate with Singapore security, establish defensive positions, and prepare contingencies. Arrangements have already been made for the Bioship to land at Paya Lebar Air Base. From there, you'll be transported to the hotel under diplomatic cover and escorted by the Singaporean military."
He paused, his blue eyes sweeping across each young face.
"I know Moscow was hard. I know Berlin was harder. I know you've fought this enemy multiple times and he's beaten you every time. But you're still here. You're still standing. You're still fighting. That's what us heroes do. We don't give up. We don't surrender. We adapt and we overcome."
"Even when the enemy seems unbeatable?", M’gann asked softly.
"Especially then.", Wonder Woman said, "Because no enemy is truly unbeatable. Everyone has a weakness. Everyone makes mistakes. We just do what we can. We do our duty and survive long enough to find them."
Kaldur nodded once, turning to face Team, "Standard deployment protocols. Check your gear, review tactical briefings, and report to the Bioship in one hour. We'll use the flight time for additional planning. Zatanna, Rocket, you have our thanks for accompanying us again."
Zatanna managed a smile, "We'll do our best, Kaldur."
As the briefing concluded, and the heroes moved toward their individual preparations, Zatanna lingered near the holographic display showing Singapore's skyline. Her fingers traced the outline of the hotel where, in two to three days, the Winter Soldier would likely appear.
“And this time.”, she thought, “This time we will be ready.”
This time, maybe—just maybe—they'd win.
Or at least survive long enough to understand why they kept losing.
M’gann floated beside her, green hand gently touching her shoulder.
“Are you okay?”
The telepathic question was private, meant only for Zatanna.
“Honestly M’gann? No.”, Zatanna thought back honestly, “But I'll manage. I have to.”
“We all do.”, M'gann replied, “Together.”
Zatanna nodded, pulling herself away from the display, "Let's go pack. We can’t keep Singapore waiting."
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And somewhere, thousands of miles away in multiple directions, three separate groups moved toward three separate destinations, each seeking the same truth through different paths.
Batman flew toward Nanda Parbat, to face the Demon’s Head at his lair.
The Team prepared for Singapore and another confrontation with death himself.
And in the Bat Cave, three vigilantes stared at a dead comm screen and made a decision that would change everything.
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[Sunday, February 21, 2021 | 12:00]
[The Batcave - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The silence in the Batcave after Batman's abrupt transmission was thick enough to cut.
Tim stood motionless before the Batcomputer's main screen, his domino mask reflecting the blue glow of dead communication protocols.
His hands hovered over the keyboard, fingers twitching with the urge to do something. Hack the Batwing's systems? Trace the flight route? Anything to regain the sense of control that had just been ripped away.
"Well.", Jason said from where he leaned against the display cases housing old Robin uniforms, including his own, the one he'd died in, now preserved behind glass like a museum exhibit of failure, "That was fucking ominous, I can tell you that."
Barbara pulled her cowl fully off, letting her red hair fall free as she moved to stand beside Tim.
Her expression was troubled, green eyes scanning the data that Robin had been compiling before Bruce's call, "He's hiding something. That wasn't a briefing. That was an order designed to keep us busy while he does something incredibly stupid."
"Nanda Parbat.", Tim said quietly, finally lowering his hands, "He's going after Ra's al Ghul. Alone. Into the League of Shadows' stronghold. After just escaping from Belle Reve where Deathstroke apparently staged a prison break while Bruce was interrogating him."
He turned to face them, and even through the mask, his exhaustion was visible, "None of this makes sense. Bruce doesn't operate like this. He plans. He coordinates. He brings backup. He doesn't—"
Tim gestured helplessly at the empty Bat Cave around them, "—He doesn't shut us out and run off to confront the Demon's Head without support."
Jason pushed off from the display case, his Red Hood helmet tucked under one arm. Without it, his face was visible: sharp angles, white streak through his hair, the J-shaped scar on his cheek from a crowbar that had killed him once, "Well, unless he's found something. Something so big, or so dangerous, that he doesn't want us involved until he's confirmed it."
"Or something so personal that he can't risk us knowing until he's certain.", Barbara added.
Her voice was steady, analytical, but her hands betrayed her, fingers drumming against her utility belt in a nervous pattern Tim recognized from hundreds of stakeouts, "Think about it. Belle Reve? Deathstroke? The Winter Soldier investigation? And now Ra's al Ghul? What connects all of those?"
Tim's mind raced through possibilities, connecting threads, building webs of correlation just like Bruce had taught him, "The Winter Soldier. Everything connects to him.”
He paced towards the Batcomputer, typing at the terminal to review the progress Bruce had made before he left for Belle Reve.
“Look.”, he gestured for the others, “Deathstroke was flagged in Siberia, January 2017. We know Ra's commands the League of Shadows, and from work Bruce did here, Shadows operatives were in Siberia at the same time. It also says here that Cadmus technology was mentioned in the Soviet files I pulled from the Kremlin. If Bruce thinks Cadmus and the Shadows are working together—"
"Then the Winter Soldier isn't just some random assassin.", Barbara finished, "He could possibly be a project. Purpose-built by people with resources, knowledge, and a reason to create someone specifically designed to assassinate persons of interest and kill heroes."
"But why infiltrate Cadmus?", Jason's voice carried frustration, "If Bruce knows something, why send us on a wild goose chase instead of just telling us?"
The question hung in the air.
Tim turned back to the Batcomputer, pulling up files he and Bruce had been analyzing for days. The Soviet database, the League of Shadows connections, the Cadmus programs. His fingers flew across the keyboard, opening encrypted folders, cross-referencing data streams.
"Because he needs proof.", Tim said slowly, pieces falling into place, "He's figured something out. Something impossible. Something he can't accept without absolute certainty. The web here’s complex, I don’t think I can parse it all now but it sure as hell looks like he connected something. And whatever happened between him and Deathstroke in Belle Reve, whatever he found out, now he's going to Ra's to get confirmation while we go to Cadmus to find evidence."
"Evidence of what?", Barbara moved closer, reading over his shoulder as data scrolled past.
"I don't know.”, Tim's voice was tight, "But whatever it is, it's bad enough that Bruce would rather face Ra's al Ghul alone than risk us finding out before he's ready to tell us."
Jason's laugh was bitter, "Great. So our options are: follow orders and infiltrate Cadmus blind, or ignore Batman and try to stop him from getting himself killed in Nanda Parbat. Either way, we're flying blind."
Barbara's hand landed on Tim's shoulder, "What do you think we should do?"
Tim stared at the screens, at the interconnected web of factors and years of accumulated data about the Winter Soldier displayed on screen. He thought about Dick's disappearance, about the conspiracy that seemed to connect everything. His mind whispered possibilities he didn't want to consider, connections he'd been avoiding because accepting them would mean—
“No. Focus on the mission. Evidence first. Speculation later.”
"We go to Cadmus.", Tim decided, "Bruce gave us an order. And whatever he's not telling us, whatever he's found—the answers are whatever it is we would find there. Project Winter. Conditioning programs. The partnership between Cadmus and the Shadows. If we find that evidence, maybe, we'll understand why Bruce is acting like this."
"And if we find something Bruce didn't want us to know?", Jason asked.
"Then we deal with it.", Tim replied, his voice harder than usual, "But we don't leave him hanging. We get the intel, and we get ready to back him up if Nanda Parbat goes sideways."
Barbara nodded slowly, "Alright then. Standard infiltration protocols. Robin takes point on hacking. Red Hood and I handle security and extraction. In and out, fast and quiet."
"Like clockwork.", Jason said, though his tone suggested he didn't believe this would be like any of those other times.
Tim began pulling up Cadmus facility schematics, security protocols, guard rotations. His hands moved automatically through the preparation routine, but his mind was elsewhere.
“Why Cadmus? Why now? What did Deathstroke tell Bruce that made him drop everything and fly halfway around the world?”
“And why do I have a horrible feeling that when we do get those files, we're going to find something we can never un-see?”
"Let’s gear up.", Tim said aloud, "We move at dusk. Full infiltration kit. Assume heavy security. And if we run into trouble—"
"We call for backup.", Barbara finished, "Not Batman. He's occupied. We call the Team or the League."
"Yeah, negatory on that, Babs.", Jason pointed out, “The Team’s on a mission in Singapore, remember? We’re on our own”
Barbara sighed, "Then we don't run into trouble. Simple as that."
They dispersed to their respective areas of the Bat Cave, each retrieving equipment, checking weapons, preparing for a mission that felt heavier than it should. Just another infiltration. Just another hack. Just another night in the life of Batman's proteges.
Except it wasn't.
Tim could feel it in his bones—the same instinct that had made him figure out Batman's identity years ago, the same analytical drive that had earned him the Robin mantle. Something was about to break. Some truth was about to surface. And when it did, nothing would ever be the same.
He paused at Dick's memorial case. The deep blue and profound black of the Nightwing uniform. The colours seemed garish now, a reminder of the man long since lost.
"Whatever's in those files.", Tim thought, "Whatever Bruce is so desperate to confirm... Please let me be wrong. Please let this be about anything except what I think it is."
But the sinking feeling in his gut told him he wasn't wrong.
And by nightfall, when they infiltrated Cadmus and hacked into their deepest secrets, Tim Drake would wish he had been.
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[Sunday, February 21, 2021 | 20:00]
[Cadmus Facility - Washington, DC, United States]
The Cadmus facility squatted in the shadow of downtown D.C. like a concrete secret, its brutalist architecture deliberately forgettable among the city's monuments and government buildings.
Most people who passed it daily assumed it was just another bureaucratic office complex, processing paperwork for some alphabet agency no one cared about.
They were wrong.
Beneath the unremarkable exterior lay one of the most advanced genetic research facilities in the world, a place where the boundaries between human and superhuman were studied, tested, and occasionally crossed with results that ranged from miraculous to monstrous.
It was also, if Batman’s investigation and Robin’s intelligence were correct, the place where the Winter Soldier's conditioning technology had been developed.
Robin crouched on a rooftop three blocks away, his cape billowing slightly in the winter wind. His goggles were in full analysis mode, scanning the Cadmus building with infrared, electromagnetic, and thermal imaging overlays. Beside him, Batgirl ran her own scans through her cowl's integrated systems while Red Hood checked and rechecked his gear with mechanical precision.
"Well, even without Guardian, it looks like they upped the security.", Batgirl murmured, her voice barely audible over the city noise, "Motion sensors on every floor, biometric locks, roaming patrols with randomized patterns. They're not taking chances."
"Guard rotation changes in—", Red Hood checked his chronometer, "—four minutes. Shift change is our window. Three minutes of chaos when the new team clocks in and the old team clocks out. Everyone's focused on handoff protocols, not external threats."
Robin’s fingers danced across his wrist computer, lines of code scrolling past as he mapped their infiltration route, "I've got access to their external security feeds. Looping them now. As far as their systems know, the next ten minutes of footage are just normal operations. No one’s on their rooftops."
"Entry point?", Batgirl asked.
"Subbasement maintenance access, north side.", Robin highlighted the route on their shared tactical display, "Leads directly to the HVAC system. From there, we can navigate through maintenance shafts to the secure server room on sublevel three."
"And if we run into guards?", Red Hood’s voice carried dark anticipation.
"We don't,", Tim replied firmly, "This is a stealth operation. No one knows we're here, no one sees us, no one gets hurt. We get in, grab the data, and get out. Clean."
Red Hood’s helmet tilted slightly, "And if 'clean' stops being an option?"
"Then we adapt.”, Batgirl said, "But lethal force is off the table, Jason. These are security guards doing their jobs, not criminals. Rubber or stun rounds only if we're compromised."
"Fine.", Red Hood muttered, "Rubber bullets it is. But when this goes sideways—and it will go sideways—don't say I didn't warn you."
"Noted.", Robin remarked, "Ready positions. Shift change in ninety seconds."
They moved, three shadows detaching from the rooftop and descending via grapple lines to street level. The city's evening foot traffic provided cover as they approached the Cadmus building from three different angles, converging on the maintenance access point with practiced coordination.
Robin reached it first, a reinforced door marked "AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY" in faded letters. His fingers found the electronic lock, connecting a specialized device that began cycling through encryption keys at speeds no human hacker could match.
"Thirty seconds.", he whispered through their comms.
Batgirl and Red Hood took up flanking positions, watching for patrols, ready to intercept anyone who wandered too close.
"Twenty seconds."
The lock's LED shifted from red to amber.
"Ten seconds."
Amber to green. The lock disengaged with a soft click.
"We're in."
The maintenance corridor beyond was exactly what Robin had expected: concrete walls, exposed pipes, harsh fluorescent lighting that flickered at irregular intervals. The air smelled of industrial cleaner and old metal. Their footsteps echoed despite their best efforts to stay silent.
They moved deeper into the facility's bowels, following Robin's mapped route through a labyrinth of maintenance passages that Cadmus's own security teams probably never used. The HVAC system provided access to air shafts large enough for human passage, barely, and they climbed in single file through ductwork that groaned under their weight.
"Motion sensors ahead.", Robin warned, his goggles highlighting the laser grid in his HUD, "Standard pattern. I can—hold on."
He produced a small device from his utility belt, aimed it at the sensor array, and triggered a pulse that froze the detection grid for exactly thirty seconds.
"Go. Now."
They scrambled through the gap, dropping into another corridor just as the sensors reactivated behind them.
"Sublevel two.", Batgirl whispered, "One more floor."
The facility's architecture grew more secure as they descended. Reinforced doors. Retinal scanners. Armed guards in body armor patrolling in pairs. Robin's earlier scans had shown this area was where Cadmus kept their most sensitive research; cloning projects, genetic modification studies, and according to Batman's intelligence, files on their collaboration with external organizations.
"Server room is through that door.", Robin indicated a vault-like entrance at the end of the corridor, "Biometric lock, reinforced steel, probably backed up with a dozen redundant security measures."
"How long to crack it?", Jason asked.
"Normally? Twenty minutes. But I've got access codes from when Dick, Wally, and Kaldur first broke in here. I’ll try those first before bruteforcing—"
The door opened.
Not because Robin hacked it.
Because someone was walking out.
A scientist in a white lab coat, carrying a tablet and looking exhausted from what was probably a sixteen-hour shift.
She had her ID badge clipped to her pocket, security clearance visible:
“DR. AMANDA SPENCE - HEAD OF GENETICS RESEARCH AND DEVELOPMENT - LEVEL 7 ACCESS.”
She looked up.
Saw three masked vigilantes standing in a supposedly secure corridor.
Opened her mouth to scream.
Batgirl moved faster than thought, her hand clamping over the scientist's mouth as she pulled her into the shadows. Red Hood was already there with a sedative patch, pressing it against exposed skin at the neck.
The scientist struggled for three seconds before the tranquilizer took effect. Her eyes rolled back and she went limp.
"She'll wake up in four hours with a headache and no memory of the last ten minutes.", Batgirl said, lowering the unconscious woman gently to the floor, "But we need to move. Fast. When she doesn't clock out, someone will come looking."
"Agreed.", Robin slipped through the open door into the server room before it could seal. "Come on. Timer starts now."
The server room was a bunker filled with technology, racks of blade servers humming with contained power, fiber optic cables snaking across the ceiling like glowing veins, cooling systems maintaining the precise temperature required to keep exabytes of data stable. The room's centerpiece was a massive holographic interface, currently displaying Cadmus's main directory structure.
Robin’s fingers flew across the holographic keyboard, navigating through security layers with the ease of someone who'd spent thousands of hours studying Cadmus's systems.
"Looking for anything mentioning Project Winter, League of Shadows, conditioning programs, or—", his fingers stilled, "Wait. I've got something."
A folder materialized in the holographic display:
“‘PROJECT: SUPER SOLDIER’ - CLASSIFIED - LEVEL 10 ACCESS REQUIRED.”
"Level 10?", Red Hood whistled low, "That's higher than the Director's clearance. Whatever's in there, they really don’t want people finding it."
"Can you crack it?", Batgirl asked, already watching the door for signs of pursuit.
"It's triple-encrypted.", Tim muttered, his hands moving through multiple interfaces simultaneously, "This is some next-level stuff. Someone really doesn’t want this getting out. I’ll see if I can try the same technique Dick did and if I can route through.”
A long pause.
Batgirl and Red Hood could feel their heart beats pulsating as Robin tried to break into the folder.
“This is worse than I thought.”, Robin muttered, “They isolated this from the main network, it's not standard Cadmus security. This is something else. Multiple layers, different organizations, like they all wanted to keep this secret even from each other.”
“Well?”, Red Hood questioned.
Robin didn’t bother answering as he typed away.
"The first layer is Cadmus, I can break that.”, he suddenly spoke, “The second layer is… Christ, this is League of Shadows work, I've seen this before—"
“What?”, Batgirl, “How could they even—?”
Her voice trailed as Robin continued.
“Shit.”, Robin cursed.
“What is it this time?”, Red Hood spoke up again.
“This is all in Cyrillic.”, Robin stated, “Soviet, but not the same as the one in the Kremlin. This is more complicated.”
“Look, no pressure, Rob, but it’s only a matter of time until someone realizes that the passed-out scientist hasn’t clocked out yet.”, Red Hood muttered as he reached for one of his guns, keeping a close watch on the door.
Another long pause.
Until.
Something flickered on the monitor screen.
“ACCESS GRANTED”
“Jesus.”, Red Hood sighed a breath of relief, just as Robin and Batgirl did.
Batgirl shook her head, “Good work, Rob.”
Robin could only let out a breath in relief.
Files cascaded across the holographic display. Research notes. Budget allocations. Personnel transfers. And buried deep within the directory structure, a folder simply labeled:
“ASSET MONITORING - ‘PROJECT: WINTER’ (UNDER ‘PROJECT: SUPER SOLDIER’)”
Robin’s hands were shaking as he opened it.
"Oh my god.", Batgirl whispered.
Thousands upon thousands of files. Medical reports. Psychological assessments. Training logs. Video recordings.
“Well shit.”, Red Hood muttered, “Guess that’s our jackpot.”
As he stared at the thousands of files on screen, Batgirl's voice spoke up from them.
“Download everything, Robin. We can’t risk viewing this all here.”, she said, “We’ll regroup at one of the safehouses nearby and then scour all of this.”
Robin nodded, “On it.”
Red Hood kept glancing between them and the door, “Can you speed it up? We don’t wanna push our luck right now.”
Robin didn’t answer as he plugged in a drive and typed away.
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[Sunday, February 21, 2021 | 22:15]
[Undisclosed Safehouse, Washington, DC, United States]
The safehouse was exactly where they remembered it, hidden behind a false wall in an abandoned subway station.
One of the many emergency safehouse locations set up by Batman all across the country, part of his many contingency plans should something ever go wrong necessitating their use.
Inside, it was sparse but functional: computer terminal, medical supplies, emergency equipment, and enough privacy to work without interruption.
The trio got to work immediately.
Jason put the false panel back up and moved a few crates and shelves to barge themselves in.
Barbara went to check on the local supply stash to stock up on gear and consumables.
Tim made a beeline straight for the computer.
He connected the drive to the terminal with hands that shook despite his best efforts to control them.
"Alright.", he said, steadying his voice through sheer force of will, "Let's see what Cadmus was hiding."
Tim opened the drive as thousands of folders and files popped up on screen.
“Well look at that.”, Jason said as he stared at the monitor, “Where do we even start?”
“How about that one.”, Barbara pointed to a folder on screen, “‘Project: Super Soldier’ - Objectives & Progress’.”
Tim clicked on the folder.
Another set of files, extensive records of everything Cadmus had on “Project: Super Soldier”.
“My god…”, Barbara’s voice went off.
"Enhanced super serum research.”, Jason followed, “Looks like Cadmus has been spending a lot of time and resources to refine and improve the original super soldier serum used on Slade Wilson. But for what?”
“Take a look at this.”, Tim spoke, “They’re planning on selling the improved formula to both the US Government and the Soviet Union once they've stabilized the formula.”
“If they do…”, Barbara’s analyzed the documents on screen, “This would be a massive game changer. Imagine a war fought between global superpowers with armies of super soldiers…”
“World War III but with meta-humans of their own making.”, Jason glared, "Not even the League can handle something like that. Hundreds of thousands, hell, maybe even millions of juiced-up troops just like the Winter Soldier? Fuck me."
“Over here.”, Tim called their attention, “League of Shadows correspondence. Financial transactions, equipment purchases, facility locations. Cadmus wants to test out the formula they developed before greenlighting mass production."
As the trio analyzed every bit of information they recovered, they finally came across the folder from earlier.
“ASSET MONITORING - ‘PROJECT: WINTER’ (UNDER ‘PROJECT: SUPER SOLDIER’)”
“Asset monitoring?”, Jason questioned, “What ‘asset’ would that be—Oh… Shit.”
It appeared as if the same thought popped on all their heads as the realization dawned on them.
More thousands of files. Medical reports. Psychological assessments. Training logs. Video recordings.
Tim navigated to the video recordings, the first file was security camera footage stamped with Cyrillic text and dated January 23, 2017; one day after Nightwing's disappearance.
They stared at the screen in silence.
"Play the video archive.", Barbara said quietly.
Tim's hand hesitated over the keyboard, "Are you sure? Once we see this, we can't unsee it."
"We have to know.", Jason's voice was rough, "For better or worse, we have to know the truth."
Four years of footage.
Four years of something.
"Start at the beginning.", Barbara whispered.
Tim selected the first file. His finger hovered over the play button.
"Whatever this is.", he said, "We're in it together. Agreed?"
"Agreed.", Barbara and Jason said simultaneously.
The trio gave each other nervous looks.
Until finally, Tim gulped as he pressed ‘Play’.
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The video quality was poor, run-down Soviet surveillance camera systems, low resolution, harsh lighting that created deep shadows in a concrete room that looked more like a tomb than a medical facility.
But the image was clear enough.
Clear enough to see the chair in the center of the cold, metal room.
Clear enough to see the restraints holding someone upright, wrists bound behind, ankles bolted to the floor.
Clear enough to see his face.
Dick Grayson's face.
Bruised.
Swollen.
Streaked with blood and dirt and something that might have been tears or might have been sweat.
His Nightwing mask was gone. His uniform was torn. His eyes—those bright, impossibly optimistic eyes that had seen horror and chosen joy anyway—were clouded with pain and defiance.
"No…", was all Tim could voice out. "No, that's not—”
"Play it.", Jason's voice was flat. Dead.
The tone he only used when something inside him had shut down to avoid breaking, "We need to see."
Tim's finger trembled as he hit the keyboard
The footage had no sound at first, just Dick strapped to the chair, breathing hard, his chest heaving with exertion or pain or both.
Then the timestamp jumped forward—time lapse editing, showing days or weeks compressed into minutes..
Different scenes of the same horror.
Dick screaming silently at the ceiling…
Dick slumped forward, unconscious…
Dick thrashing against restraints that wouldn't break…
Dick staring at something off-camera with an expression of pure hatred…
"T-They had him…", Barbara's voice was barely audible, "All this time. Four years… Four fucking years… And they had him?"
Barbara rarely cursed, but at this moment, it was warranted.
The timestamp jumped again. February 2017. A month into captivity.
This time there was sound.
Boots on concrete. A door opening. Men in Soviet military uniforms entering the frame, behind them was someone in a lab coat carrying a tray of syringes and electrodes.
"Turn it off.", Barbara said suddenly, "Tim, turn it off. We don't need to see—"
"Yes, we do.", Tim's voice was steel, though his hands shook, "If this is real, if Dick is…”
His voice trailed, “We need to know everything."
The electrodes were attached to Dick's chest, his temples, his arms. Wires snaking across his skin like mechanical parasites. An officer stepped into frame; square jaw, gray temples, cold eyes that looked at Dick like he was livestock to be processed.
The officer began to speak, circling Dick slowly. Words in Russian that the subtitles translated.
~~~~~
“Richard Grayson.”, the officer said in a flat voice, clinical, his Russian accent thick in the air, “You should feel honored. Not many Americans are given a second life. Fewer still survive the process.”
Dick rasped, his throat raw, “You’ll get nothing out of me.”
The officer tilted his head, lips curling in faint amusement, “It is not about what you give. It is about what we take.”
A nod, and the soldiers moved.
Electrodes bit into his chest, his temples, the inside of his arms.
Wires coiled like snakes around his bare skin.
The officer began to circle him. Slowly. Methodically. Each step punctuated with words that meant nothing at first, syllables heavy and deliberate.
“Желание.” (Longing)
A pause.
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
The current surged. Dick’s body convulsed, back arching against the restraints as the electricity tore through his nerves. His scream rattled the walls.
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
The shock ceased. He collapsed forward, gasping, muscles twitching uncontrollably.
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
Another jolt. This one longer. He felt his teeth crack against the bite of his own jaw, tasted blood flooding his tongue.
~~~~~
"They're conditioning him.", Tim's voice was clinical, analytical, the only way he could process what he was seeing without shattering, "Activation words paired with pain. Basic Pavlovian response training. The words become triggers tied to neurological trauma. Eventually, the words alone will—"
"Tim, stop.", Jason's voice cracked, "Just stop talking and watch."
~~~~~
The officer leaned close, voice steady, cold, “You will learn these words. You will live by them. They are the key to your rebirth.”
“Go… To… Hell…”, Dick spat between ragged breaths.
The officer struck him across the face, knuckles splitting his lip. A casual blow, like one would deliver to livestock. He resumed the circling, voice calm, precise.
“Печь“ (Furnace)
Another shock, this time harsher. Dick screamed again, head jerking so violently his vision swam black.
“Девять“ (Nine)
A pause, letting him slump. Letting him breathe just enough.
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
Shock. Every nerve in his body is on fire. His chest heaved, his body trembled uncontrollably.
The officer leaned closer, whispering now, “You think you resist. But resistance is weakness. Soon, you will understand strength. Soon, you will comply.”
“Never.”, Dick rasped.
His throat burned.
His voice cracked.
But he forced the word out anyway, “Never.”
The officer’s smile was razor-thin.
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
This time the shock didn’t stop immediately.
It held, unrelenting, a white-hot river of agony that fried thought, seared muscle, and hollowed the mind.
Dick’s scream grew hoarse, breaking, until there was nothing left but a choked, animal wail.
His body shook violently in the chair, eyes rolling back.
When the current finally ceased, he sagged in the restraints.
Drool and blood streaked his chin. His chest rose and fell in shallow gasps.
““Один.” (One)”, the officer murmured, continuing the litany.
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
No shock this time. Only silence.
The words lingered in the stale air.
The officer crouched to meet his eyes, “Say it.”
Dick coughed, blood dribbling from his mouth.
He glared, defiance still burning behind swollen lids, “Fuck off.”, he whispered again.
~~~~~
Tim couldn’t move, he wanted to but his body wouldn’t let him.
Jason’s hands balled into fists, all his mind wanted to do was to beat the living shit out of the man in that video or put a bullet through his skull.
Barbara could only cover her mouth, a few tears falling down her cheek as she whispered, “Dick…”
~~~~~
The officer’s smirk faltered into something colder. He stood, gave a curt nod.
The soldiers moved forward. One jabbed a syringe into Dick’s neck, flooding him with something icy that burned like fire in his veins. His thoughts blurred, fog smothering the edges of his will.
The officer resumed his walk again, his voice relentless.
“Желание.” (Longing)
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
“Печь“ (Furnace)
“Девять“ (Nine)
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
“Один.” (One)
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
Over and over again.
The shocks.
The fog.
The pain.
Hours blurred into eternity. His screams grew weaker. His resistance faltered.
At some point, he didn’t know when, his lips stopped forming defiance.
His jaw trembled, breath shuddered, and the words spilled out of him.
Words hollow and broken, in Russian.
“Готов подчиняться.” (Ready to comply.)
The officer froze, then smiled slowly. Satisfied.
He turned to his subordinate, “Inform Comrade Major Knyazev and Mr. Wilson. The reconditioning is a success. The subject is ready for programming.”
The restraints released with a metallic clank. Dick slumped forward, unconscious, breath shallow.
The light above flickered once.
Then, like a whisper, it went out…
~~~~~
The timestamp jumped to April 2017. Three months in captivity.
Dick looked different now. Thinner. Older. The defiance in his eyes had dulled to something empty. When the officer spoke the words, Dick's lips moved silently along with them, like a prayer or a curse or a confession.
Then the video cut to something worse.
A surgical bay. Bright lights. Medical equipment. Dick strapped to a table, unconscious, his left arm extended and locked in place by metal brackets.
A surgeon in full surgical gear approached with instruments that gleamed under the lights.
"No.", Barbara whispered, "No, they wouldn't—"
The subtitle appeared:
“SUBJECT MODIFICATION - ENHANCED COMBAT CAPABILITY AUGMENTATION - DNA RESERVOIR SPECIMEN EXTRACTION.”
"They're going to take his arm.", Tim said, his voice hollow, "For genetic material. Just like the original Roy. Maybe for cloning. They're going to—"
The surgeon's scalpel found flesh.
Jason turned away, his helmet hiding whatever expression twisted his face, but his shoulders shook with something that might have been rage or grief or both.
Barbara wanted to look away but couldn’t.
She forced herself to watch as the procedure unfolded in clinical detail. The incision at the shoulder. The careful separation of muscle and bone. The cauterization that prevented bleeding. The metallic prosthetic being fitted and integrated, its neural interface connecting to nerve endings with tiny sparks of electricity.
The whole process took hours, compressed into a ten-minute montage of systematic dismemberment and reconstruction.
When it was done, Dick Grayson had a metal arm.
And when he awoke, screaming, thrashing against restraints as his brain tried to process phantom sensations from a limb that no longer existed—
Tim had to pause the video.
He couldn't breathe. Couldn't think. Couldn't process the impossibility of what he was seeing.
"That's Dick.", he whispered, the words barely leaving his mouth, "That really is Dick. He's alive. He's been alive this whole time. And they—they—"
"Keep playing it.", Jason’s voice was granite, barely keeping down the bile he felt in his throat, "We need to see the rest."
~~~~~
The timestamp jumped to October 2017. Nine months in captivity.
Dick sat in the chair again, but he was different. The metal arm gleamed silver against his skin. His eyes were dull, unfocused. When the officer spoke the activation words, Dick's lips moved in unison, no longer fighting, just... complying.
~~~~~
“Желание.” (Longing), “Ржавый.” (Rusted), “Семнадцать.” (Seventeen), “Рассвет.” (Daybreak), “Печь“ (Furnace), “Девять“ (Nine), “Доброкачественные“ (Benign), “Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming), “Один.” (One), “Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
The officer stopped pacing around, he pocketed the booklet he held in his hands.
"Soldier?", The officer asked in Russian as he stood over Dick.
Dick's voice emerged, flat and mechanical and empty.
His eyes held a thousand-yard stare.
"Готов подчиняться." (Ready to comply.)
The officer held a firm look and grinned.
He turned to a subordinate.
"Inform Comrade Major Knyazev and Mr. Wilson. The ‘asset’ is compliant. He is combat-ready for his first assignment."
~~~~~
The video ended.
The screen went dark.
Tim couldn’t bare to watch anymore, he just shut the monitor off.
Jason simply stared, not knowing whether he should feel sad, angry, mad, or whether he should take the Zeta Tubes to Moscow to try and find the person who did all of that to the man he looked up to as an older brother.
Barbara was also speechless, faded tear marks staining her cheeks.
What they had just witnessed.
They couldn’t put it into words.
"Dick's alive.", Tim finally broke the silence, his voice was the voice of someone whose world had just been shattered and rebuilt in a shape that made no sense, "Dick’s is alive… And he's the Winter Soldier."
"Bruce knew.", Jason's voice was cold, stoic, still processing the revelations they had all just witnessed, "That's probably what he got from Deathstroke. Why he shut us down. Why he sent us here while he went to Ra's. He knew, and he didn't tell us because he needed us to find this. Needed us to see the proof so we'd believe it."
"He couldn't tell us.", Barbara said quietly, "Because how do you tell someone that the person they've been mourning for the last four years is alive? And they've been turned into a weapon designed to kill the people they once loved? How do you say those words?"
"You don't.", Tim said, "You make them discover it themselves. You make them see the evidence so they can't deny it. So they have to accept it."
He turned to face them, without the domino mask hiding his face, his devastation was visible.
“We have to call Bruce.”, was all Tim could say
“He needs this evidence. The League needs it. And we need it because—", his voice broke, "—because we're going to save him. We're going to bring Dick home."
"How?", Jason's voice carried despair, "You saw that shit! They didn't just brainwash him, they broke him! Rebuilt him. Made him into something that doesn't even remember who Dick Grayson was! How do you save someone from that?"
"I don't know.", Tim admitted, "But we have to find a way. Because the alternative is leaving him like that. And that's not an option."
The trio simply stared at the black screen.
Everything they saw.
All of the pain, torture, suffering, conditioning.
They didn’t know what to say or feel.
For the first time since Dick’s disappearance.
The trio felt hollow inside.
Only this time?
They finally knew what happened to him.
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[Monday, February 21, 2021 | 01:00]
[Nanda Parbat - Hidden Valley, Himalayas]
Nanda Parbat was a legend made real.
Hidden in a valley so remote that modern satellite technology couldn't reliably map it, protected by natural cave systems and deliberate mysticism, the stronghold of the League of Shadows had stood for centuries as a monument to Ra's al Ghul's vision of order.
Batman had been there three times before.
The first was back in his younger years, after being trained by the Tibetan monks, he sought out Ra’s out of his own accord; to seek the training and tutelage of the one rumored as “the Demon’s Head”.
The second was when Talia kidnapped him, when she tried to coerce him to leave his life of the Bat behind to take his rightful place by hers and her father’s side; as the new ruler for the League of Shadows.
The third one was many years later, after the Red Hood made his resurgence in Gotham’s streets and he found out it was none other than the son he lost to Joker, Jason Todd; he came back here to demand answers.
Tonight was no different.
He didn’t admit it, but he had that feeling in his stomach.
The last time he was here, he demanded answers from Ra’s about what he knew, what he did to his second son after his death.
Now, in an eerie or ironic twist of fate, or perhaps both, he was back to demand answers again.
This time, about what Ra’s did to his first son; how he turned him into a weapon of mass destruction.
The Batwing had landed five miles away, hidden in a narrow canyon where not even the Shadow's patrols would find it.
He waited until nightfall, taking the time to rest, recuperate, and settle his thoughts as he planned his next course of action.
When the moon was bright overhead, he made his approach on foot, moving through mountain passes with the practiced ease of someone who'd crossed every hostile terrain Earth had to offer.
The cold didn't touch him. The altitude didn't slow him. His cracked ribs from Belle Reve ached with every step, but pain was just data to be catalogued and ignored.
All that mattered was reaching Ra's.
All that mattered was confirmation.
The Shadows’ outer defenses were exactly where he remembered them, pressure plates disguised as natural rock formations, tripwires woven through vegetation, guards patrolling in rotating patterns designed to catch anyone foolish enough to approach.
Batman avoided them all.
Not because he was afraid of fighting. But because unnecessary conflict wasted time, and every second Dick spent under the Shadow’s control was a second too long.
He scaled the outer wall, his grapple line launching silently and catching stone with magnetic grips. He ascended in darkness, cape billowing in mountain wind that carried the scent of snow and ancient stone.
The inner courtyard was a study in controlled aesthetics, meditation gardens, training grounds, architecture that blended Eastern and Western sensibilities into something that belonged to no culture and all cultures simultaneously.
And at its center, seated in a meditation chamber open to the sky, sat Ra's al Ghul.
The Demon's Head looked exactly as Batman remembered.
Ageless. Aristocratic. His beard streaked with gray, his eyes carrying centuries of accumulated knowledge and cruelty.
He wore the same traditional robes he always wore, seated in lotus position, a cup of tea cooling beside him.
He didn't look up as Batman approached.
He didn't need to.
He knew, he was bound to come here sooner or later.
"Detective.”, Ra's said, his voice carrying the cultured accent of someone who'd learned English in Victorian London, "I've been expecting you."
Batman stopped metres away, hands loose at his sides, ready for violence even though he knew Ra's wouldn't attack.
Not yet.
Not until they'd played this game to its conclusion.
"Where is he?", Batman's voice was gravel, barely controlled rage ground into words.
"Where is who?", Ra's sipped his tea, eyes still closed as if in meditation.
"My son. Nightwing. Dick Grayson."
Ra's opened his eyes.
And only smiled.
Chapter 13: "XII: Revelations"
Chapter Text
[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 01:20]
[Nanda Parbat - Hidden Valley, Himalayas]
The smile on Ra's al Ghul's face was infuriating in its serenity.
He sipped his tea with the casual grace of someone discussing the weather rather than facing down the world's greatest detective who'd just infiltrated his stronghold. The cup made a soft clink as he set it back on its saucer, steam curling upward into the cold Himalayan night.
"My son.", Batman repeated, his voice dropping to a growl that promised violence if the answer wasn't forthcoming, "Dick Grayson. Nightwing. Where. Is. He."
Ra's finally opened his eyes fully, regarding the Dark Knight with that particular blend of amusement and condescension he'd perfected over centuries.
"Ah, Detective. Always so dramatic. You storm into my home, bypass my defenses without anyone noticing, and demand answers as if you have any leverage whatsoever?", he gestured expansively at the empty courtyard around them, "You are surrounded by my assassins. One word from me, and you would be overwhelmed. Yet you stand there making demands."
"I've beaten your assassins before.", Batman's hands moved fractionally closer to his utility belt, "And I'll do it again if I have to. But that wastes time. Time Dick doesn't have."
"Richard.", Ra's repeated the name as if tasting it, "How… Familiar. How... Paternal. Tell me, Detective, when did you start thinking of your wards as sons? You've had three Robins now. Four, if we count the girl. Do you consider them all your children? Or just the ones who've disappointed you by dying?"
Batman's jaw clenched so hard his teeth should have cracked.
"Don't."
"Struck a nerve, have I?", Ra's stood with fluid grace, his robes settling around him like water finding its level, "Jason Todd. The second Robin. Dead by Joker's hand. Resurrected by my Lazarus Pit. You were quite upset about that, as I recall. Came here demanding answers, demanding I explain why I would dare bring him back without your permission."
He began to pace, hands clasped behind his back, "And now, here you are. Again. Same righteous fury. Same demands. Different son. Tell me, Detective, do you see the pattern? Perhaps you should consider that you're simply not very good at keeping your children safe."
"Enough games.", Batman's voice was ice and gravel, "Deathstroke confessed. He told me everything. The League of Shadows. Cadmus. The Winter Soldier. I know you're involved. I know what you did."
Ra's stopped pacing.
For the first time, his expression shifted from amused superiority to something harder.
Calculating.
He turned to face Batman fully, and when he spoke, his voice carried an edge.
"Deathstroke confessed?", Ra's laughed, but it wasn't pleasant, "That mercenary fool. I should have known he'd become a liability. His pride always exceeded his discretion."
"Then you admit it.", Batman stepped forward, "You admit the League of Shadows created the Winter Soldier.”
"I admit nothing.", Ra's replied smoothly, "Deathstroke's word means nothing. He's a hired gun with delusions of grandeur. Whatever he told you was likely designed to save his own skin or settle some petty grudge."
"He knew about Siberia. January 2017. The bunker collapse. Your operatives were there."
"The League of Shadows operates in many places, Detective. We have been active in Siberia for decades. Correlation is not causation."
"He knew about the conditioning. The cybernetic modifications.", Batman's voice grew quieter, more dangerous, "He knew things only someone directly involved would know. And when I fought the Winter Soldier in Belle Reve, I recognized his techniques. Fighting styles I taught. Defensive stances I designed. Transitions that only one person ever learned."
Batman's hands were trembling now, microscopically, but trembling nonetheless.
"Dick. Grayson."
Ra's studied him for a long moment. Then he sighed, a sound of genuine weariness that seemed at odds with his usual theatrical grandeur.
"You want the truth, Detective? Very well. But understand that once I speak these words, there will be no taking them back. No comfortable denial. Only the terrible certainty of knowing what was done to your golden boy."
He moved to a stone bench and sat, suddenly looking every one of his centuries.
Ra’s closed his eyes as he took in a deep breath, as he recalled every single moment.
"When Jason Todd was resurrected by my Lazarus Pit, I saw potential. A warrior, damaged but salvageable. Angry, but directable. I attempted to mold him into an asset for the Shadows. To take what Batman had created and improve upon it. To prove that my methods were superior to yours."
Ra's' lips twisted into something that might have been a smile or might have been a grimace.
"I failed, as you know. The Pit had broken young Jason’s mind too much for me to mold and he escaped. He’d gone feral. His rage was too uncontrolled, too personal. When he came to his senses, all he wanted was revenge on you, on the Joker, on a world that had failed him. Noble goals in their way, but useless for my purposes. He would never be the precise instrument I required. So I let him go, sent him back to Gotham to become your problem once more."
"Get to the point.", Batman demanded.
"Patience, Detective. Context matters.", Ra's stood again, began pacing once more, "My failure with young Jason haunted me. Not because I cared about him specifically, but because it represented a flaw in my methodology. If I could not take a broken Robin and remake him into something useful, what did that say about the Shadow's techniques?"
He paused at the courtyard's edge, staring out at the mountain peaks beyond.
"Then, an opportunity presented itself… Four years ago. Intelligence reached me about a Cadmus trafficking operation in Siberia. They'd partnered with rogue elements not aligned and opposed to the Soviet Government, experimenting with…:, his voice trailed.
“‘Enhanced interrogation techniques’ and behavioral modification on meta-humans. Their captives were freed, handiwork of your covert operations Team nonetheless, but in exchange, they had acquired a far better test subject. An American operative, a casualty from your covert Team’s operation."
Batman's breath caught.
"You knew. From the beginning, you knew Dick was there."
"Not immediately.", Ra's corrected, "The intelligence took time to verify. By the time I confirmed the subject's identity, he'd already been in captivity for two weeks. Cadmus and their Soviet partners had made... Progress. Significant progress."
"You could have told me. Could have helped me rescue him."
"Could I?", Ra's turned back to face him, "Consider the logistics, Detective. A covert facility in the heart of Soviet territory. Heavily guarded. Multiple organizations involved, each with their own agendas and security protocols. Any rescue attempt would have triggered an international incident.”
Ra’s paused before he continued, “The rogue Soviets would have executed him rather than let him be recovered. You know this. Your strategic mind has already calculated the scenarios and reached the same conclusion I did."
"So instead you let them torture him.", Batman's voice was hollow.
"I provided expertise.", Ra's said simply, "Cadmus had the technology. The Soviets had the facility and the isolation. But neither understood the psychological component required to break someone of Richard Grayson's caliber. His training, his mental fortitude, his deep-rooted loyalty to you… These were barriers that crude interrogation couldn't overcome."
Ra's began counting on his fingers.
"So I sent advisors. Psychologists, psychiatrists, and psychometricians under the Shadows, professionals who understood conditioning and the psyche of the human mind. Experts in personality dissolution and reconstruction. And yes, I provided the methodology that would systematically dismantle everything that made Richard Grayson who he was and rebuild him as something... Useful."
"You monster.", Batman's voice carried more emotion than it had in years, "He trusted you. When he was young, when he was Robin, you trained him too. You taught him philosophy, strategy, combat techniques. He respected you, despite everything. And you used that."
"I used what was available.", Ra's replied without remorse, "Sentiment is a weakness, Detective. You taught him to be a hero. I taught him to be effective. The Winter Soldier is the synthesis of both our teachings, but stripped of the emotional complications that make heroes hesitate."
"The physical and psychological breakdown of his mind and body. The electroshock conditioning. The cybernetic modifications.", Batman's hands balled into fists, "That was torture. Systematic, prolonged torture designed to break his mind."
"It. Was. Necessary.", Ra's voice went low, pronouncing every syllable with distinction.
"Richard Grayson's greatest strength was also his greatest weakness, his capacity for hope, for connection, for caring about others. These qualities make someone heroic. They also make them manipulable. To create the perfect weapon, I had to remove those vulnerabilities."
"He's not a weapon. He's a person. He's my son."
"He was your son.", Ra's corrected coldly, "Now he's the Shadows' finest achievement. A warrior with Batman-level tactical thinking, Olympic-level physical conditioning, and absolutely no moral hesitation. He's completed seventeen high-value assassinations in over a three-year period, including the German Chancellor, amongst the two hundred or so more he’s accomplished at the same time frame. His success rate is flawless. He accomplished in that time what would have taken the Shadows decades of traditional operations."
Batman was shaking now, the full weight of what Ra's was describing crashing down on him.
"The leaders he killed. The German Chancellor. The attempted assassinations of the Soviet President and Bruce Wayne. Those were your orders."
"Not all of them.", Ra's admitted, "The Winter Soldier is… Rented to various partners, allies, and associates of the Shadows. The Shadows profits, and our partners receive services they couldn't acquire elsewhere. A symbiotic arrangement. Though I will confess, the targeting of Bruce Wayne was... Personal.”
Ra’s fixed his gaze towards the Dark Knight, “I wanted to see if he would recognize you. If any fragment of Richard Grayson remained beneath the conditioning."
"And?"
"Nothing.", Ra's smiled, "No recognition. No hesitation. Just cold analysis of threat vectors and optimal strike points. As how he handled your Team in Berlin and in Moscow, your own son tried to kill you, Detective, and felt nothing doing it. If that's not proof of successful conditioning, I don't know what is."
Batman moved before Ra's could react, closing the distance in two steps and slamming him against the stone wall.
His gauntleted hand wrapped around Ra's throat, lifting the immortal off his feet.
"I should kill you.", Batman's voice was barely human, "Right here. Right now. For what you did to him."
Ra's didn't struggle. His eyes met Batman's white lenses without fear.
"But you won't. Because you need me alive. Because I'm the only one who knows the complete conditioning protocol. Have you discovered the activation words, Detective?”
“Activation words?”
Ra’s scoffed, “And here I thought you already know of everything. Oh well, perhaps you’ll discover them soon enough.”
Ra’s steadied his glare at him.
“This is just the beginning, Detective. The full programming is layered, encrypted within his psyche in ways even he can't access. Kill me, and you lose any chance of ever bringing Richard Grayson back."
Batman's grip tightened.
For ten long seconds, they stayed frozen.
Predator and prey, but who was the predator and who was the prey?
Father and monster.
The detective and the demon.
Then Batman released him.
Ra's dropped to his feet, rubbing his throat but still smiling that infuriating smile.
"Wise choice. Now, shall we discuss terms? I'm willing to provide the deprogramming protocols. For a price, of course."
"No terms.", Batman growled, "You're going to tell me everything. Every step of the conditioning. Every trigger. Every failsafe. Or I will make you wish for death in ways even the Lazarus Pit can't heal."
"Threats, Detective? How disappointing."
Batman pulled out a batarang, the edge gleaming sharp in the moonlight.
"Not a threat. A promise. You took my son. Broke him. Turned him into a weapon to kill the people he loved. Whatever mercy I might have once offered is gone. So talk. Now."
Ra's studied him for a long moment.
Then something shifted in his ancient eyes.
Not fear exactly, but recognition of genuine danger.
"Very well.”, Ra’s sighed.
“The conditioning has three primary layers. First, the behavioral triggers, these induce a compliant state where he follows orders without question or hesitation."
"The activation words?", Batman confirmed.
"Correct. But judging from your reaction, you haven’t reached that part yet in your investigation. Regardless, those are merely the surface level. The second layer is identity suppression. His memories of being Richard Grayson still exist, but they're compartmentalized, locked behind psychological barriers. He can access all the skills and knowledge he’s acquired from his previous life—yours and my training, his combat expertise—but not the emotional context that gave them meaning."
"And the third layer?"
"Pain association.", Ra's said simply, "Any attempt to access his suppressed memories without the proper deprogramming sequence triggers intense psychological distress. Migraines, dissociation, in some cases physical collapse. It's a defensive mechanism designed to prevent accidental recovery of his original personality."
Batman's jaw worked beneath the cowl.
"The deprogramming sequence. Give it to me."
"It's not that simple. The sequence requires weeks, possibly months, of careful therapeutic intervention. Rushing the process could fracture his psyche permanently. You'd be left with someone who's neither Richard Grayson nor the Winter Soldier, just a man... Broken."
"I'll take that risk."
"Will you?", Ra's tilted his head, "Because I won't. Richard Grayson represents four years of investment. Millions in resources. Countless hours of expertise. The Shadows will not surrender an asset such as himself simply because you demanded it."
"He's not an asset. He's a person."
"To you, perhaps. But to the Shadows? He's valuable property. And property can be negotiated."
Every fibre in Bruce’s being wanted to kill Ra’s at that moment.
Then and there.
But this was different.
What Ra’s did to Jason, that was his guilt trying to make amends in his own twisted way.
His failure to turn Jason into a weapon after his resurrection was a statement in of itself.
But Dick? What Ra’s did to Dick? That was different.
Ra’s took the man Dick was and broke him systematically until there was nothing left but a mold.
The shell of the man who once was.
Bruce did everything he could in his power just to stop himself from slitting Ra’s throat with a batarang.
He didn’t care about the unseen assassins hidden and surrounding them.
He didn’t care if Talia was here.
He could take them all on his own.
He did it once, and he’ll sure as hell do it again.
But now? Bruce was at Ra’s mercy.
And he had to play Ra’s games if he needed to get what he wanted.
To bring his son, Dick, back home.
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[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 19:25 (Singapore Time)]
[Raffles Hotel, Marina Bay, Singapore]
The Raffles Hotel was a monument to colonial elegance transformed into a fortress.
Singaporean Special Forces occupied every entrance, rooftop, and corridor. Metal detectors and biometric scanners screened every person who entered. Armored vehicles blocked the surrounding streets, creating a perimeter that should have been impenetrable.
Should have been.
The summit had proceeded smoothly through the day. Speeches, negotiations, photo opportunities with the Zhou Liang, President of the People’s Republic of China; Prime Minister Kang Hyeon-soo, Prime Minister of the United Republic of Korea; and Prime Minister Naoya Fujimoto, Prime Minister of the Imperial State of Japan; all smiling for cameras that broadcast their unity to the world.
But the Team knew better.
They'd been positioned strategically throughout the hotel since their arrival. Aqualad coordinated from the main security command center. Tigress held a sniper’s position on an adjacent building. Kid Flash patrolled the grounds in rotating patterns. Superboy and Miss Martian maintained close protection near the conference room itself.
Zatanna and Rocket served as the mobile rapid response, ready to deploy anywhere the Winter Soldier appeared.
Because they all knew he was coming.
Berlin, Gotham, Moscow, and now Singapore. World leaders or significant people of interest promoting good will or attempting cooperation between East and West. The Winter Soldier's masters, whoever they were, wanted those people dead.
It was 19:30 when the lights went out.
Not a power failure. Too coordinated. Every backup system, every generator, every emergency light—all cut simultaneously with the precision of someone who'd hacked the city's electrical grid.
Aqualad's voice cut through the Team's mind-link, calm despite the chaos erupting around them:
"This is it. Everyone to positions. Tigress, do you have visual?"
"Negative.", Tigress replied from her perch, her night-vision goggles scanning the darkened streets, "Too many civilians panicking. I can't get a clean—wait. Movement. South entrance. Someone just took out three guards in under five seconds."
"Him?"
"Who else fights like that?"
"M'gann, is the link established with everyone?", Aqualad's mental voice was sharp, focused.
"Yes. Everyone's connected.", Miss Martian confirmed, though her telepathic presence trembled slightly, remembering the void she'd encountered in their previous battles.
"Good. Remember the drills we trained for. We don't engage him one-on-one. We make adjustments and adapt to his counters. We work as a unit. This is what we've been preparing for."
The Team moved.
Years of training, combining with hard-learned lessons from Berlin and Moscow.
They'd faced the Winter Soldier two times.
And twice, he'd beaten them.
But now? They'd learned.
They'd adapted.
And this time, they had a plan.
The Winter Soldier moved through the hotel like death given form. Security footage, or what little remained functional, would later show him dismantling Singapore's elite special forces with contemptuous efficiency.
No wasted movement. No hesitation. Just violence delivered with surgical precision.
But he was moving slower than in previous encounters. More cautious.
Because the lights were back on.
Kid Flash had learned a thing or two from the stunt Robin pulled in Moscow. Before the mission began, he had studied the hotel's electrical systems, memorized the backup protocols, and prepared a dozen redundant power sources that couldn't all be disabled simultaneously.
When the main power cut, emergency lighting kicked in within three seconds. Not full illumination, but enough to prevent total darkness.
The Winter Soldier adjusted his tactics, pulling smoke grenades from his vest and deploying them as he advanced. Gray-white clouds billowed through the corridors, obscuring vision and thermal imaging alike.
"He's compensating!", Kid Flash reported, "Smoke in the south corridor. I can't see—"
"I can.", Superboy's voice was grim, "Kaldur, he's thirty metres from the conference room and moving fast. ETA forty-five seconds."
"Tigress, can you slow him down?"
"On it."
Tigress fired, not at where the Soldier was, but where he would be. She'd studied his movement patterns, analyzed his preferred routes from all the available footage in Berlin and Moscow. Her arrow punched through smoke, embedding in the wall three feet ahead of a gray shadow.
The shadow stopped.
Adjusted trajectory.
Moved to an alternate route Tigress had already predicted.
Her second arrow caught him in the shoulder, punching through tactical gear. Not deep enough to disable, but enough to draw blood, to create pain, to slow him down by precious seconds.
"Hit confirmed!", Tigress’ mental voice carried satisfaction, "He's changing tactics but I'm staying ahead of him."
The Winter Soldier ripped the arrow free without breaking stride, but his advance had been delayed by five seconds.
Five seconds where the conference room's security detail could reinforce their positions.
Five seconds where the Team could coordinate.
"Superboy, Miss Martian, intercept at junction point three.", Aqualad commanded, "Remember, don't try to overpower him. Delay and redirect."
"Understood."
They hit him from two angles simultaneously.
Miss Martian went high with telekinesis, not trying to hold him—she'd learned that was futile—but creating barriers that forced him to go around obstacles rather than through them. Office furniture flew through the air, not to strike him but to block corridors, to funnel him into predetermined zones.
Superboy went low, smashing through a wall to tackle the Soldier from an unexpected angle. But this time, instead of trying to grapple and hold, he used his momentum to drive them both through another wall into an empty ballroom, creating distance from the world leaders and buying time.
They crashed through the concrete and steel rebars, Superboy's arms locked around the Soldier's torso. The instant they hit the ground, he rolled away rather than trying to maintain the hold.
Lessons learned from Berlin and Moscow: prolonged grappling gave the Soldier too many opportunities for nerve strikes and joint manipulation.
The Soldier rose fluidly, analyzing this new tactic. His targets were in the opposite direction, but this opponent blocked the most direct route.
Calculation: Eliminate Obstacle or Find Alternate Path?
He chose elimination.
The Soldier attacked, and Superboy defended, but differently than before. He'd watched the Belle Reve footage Robin had recovered, studied Batman's fight. The Soldier targeted the same spots repeatedly: solar plexus, brachial plexus, nerve clusters.
So Superboy protected those areas.
He kept his arms up, elbows in, creating a defensive shell that forced the Soldier to work around his guard. He absorbed hits on his forearms and shoulders rather than his torso. He gave ground steadily, not trying to match the Soldier's technique but simply enduring, buying seconds that stretched into thirty seconds, then forty-five.
"Conner's holding him!", Miss Martian projected, her telepathic presence brightening with hope.
"Not for much longer!", Superboy grunted as a metal fist crashed into his guard hard enough to numb his entire arm, "He's trying to bruteforce me!"
"Rocket, Zatanna, you're up!", Aqualad ordered, "Hit him with everything while Superboy has him engaged!"
The two League members burst into the ballroom from opposite doors.
Rocket hit him first with a kinetic pulse, but not the full-power blast she'd used in Moscow. With the upgrades she made to her belt, she modified it to fire rapid sequential pulses rather than one massive shot. Like a jackhammer instead of a sledgehammer.
The Winter Soldier staggered under the repeated impacts, each pulse disrupting his balance before he could re-adjust and compensate for the last one. His metal arm rose to shield his face, servos whining with strain.
Zatanna moved in during that opening, her voice ringing with power.
“Eit dna evah mih dnuob!”
Invisible ropes manifested from nowhere, wrapping around the Soldier's legs and arms. Not trying to restrain him completely—she'd learned that was impossible—but creating friction, resistance, making every movement harder.
The Soldier analyzed the new constraints. Calculated optimal escape vectors. His combat knife appeared in his human hand, cutting through the magical bindings with surprising effectiveness.
"He's got a weapon that can cut magic!", Zatanna's mental voice carried shock, "Maybe some kind of enchanted blade!"
"Then we don't give him time to use it!", Kid Flash blurred into the ballroom, having taken a circuitous route while the Soldier was occupied.
But he didn't attack directly. He'd learned that lesson painfully, many times over. Instead, he used his speed to create chaos, knocking over furniture, throwing objects to obscure vision, forcing the Soldier to track multiple threats simultaneously.
The Winter Soldier's head turned, tracking the speedster's movement with mechanical precision. His pistol rose, fired twice at calculated intercept points.
Kid Flash dodged both shots, but barely. The Soldier was learning his patterns and getting faster at prediction.
"He's still adjusting to my speed!", Kid Flash reported, "I can't keep this up much longer!"
"You don't have to.", Aqualad entered the ballroom, water-bearers formed and ready, "Kid Flash, fall back. Everyone, phase two."
They'd drilled this. During the planning at the Watchtower and Bioship, and in the free moments they had before the summit. Between security briefings and position checks, they'd run scenarios. Practiced transitions. Learned to fight as a unit tailored to slow the Winter Soldier rather than as individuals.
Phase two was rotation.
As Kid Flash disengaged, Tigress entered, arrows already flying. Not aimed to hit—she knew he'd dodge or deflect—but aimed to herd, to force him toward specific positions where the next rotation waited.
The Soldier moved to avoid her arrows, stepping exactly where Aqualad needed him. Water-bearers lashed out, not in killing strikes but in sweeping attacks that targeted his legs, trying to take away his superior mobility.
The Soldier jumped, flipping over the water attack with acrobatic grace, but Miss Martian was ready with telekinesis that caught him mid-air and redirected his momentum into a wall.
He hit hard, plaster cracking, but rolled with the impact and came up ready.
Only to find Superboy had repositioned during the chaos, now blocking the exit toward the conference room again.
Sixty seconds of coordinated assault.
Sixty seconds where the Winter Soldier was forced to defend, to react, to deal with multiple threats that refused to let him focus on his objective.
It wouldn't have worked in Berlin. They'd been too uncoordinated, too reactive.
It barely worked in Moscow. They'd been learning, but still too slow.
But here in Singapore? With preparation and practice and the desperate knowledge that this might be their last chance?
It was working.
The Winter Soldier's analysis shifted.
Mission Objective: Eliminate Targets
Current Status: Blocked by Coordinated Opposition
Standard Countermeasures: Insufficient
Assessment: Force Escalation
He reached into his vest, pulling out something none of them had seen before. A cylindrical device, glowing faintly red.
"What the fuck is that?", Rocket's mental voice carried alarm.
The Soldier threw it.
Not at them. At the floor between the ballroom and the corridor leading to the conference room.
“Brace for cover!”, Aqualad commanded before the device exploded.
It detonated with a sound like thunder compressed into a millisecond. The floor exploded upward, creating a crater and filling the air with debris that blocked sight and telepathy and coordination.
When the dust cleared three seconds later, the Winter Soldier was gone, already moving through the hole toward his targets.
"NO!", Aqualad's mental voice was sharp with urgency, "He broke through! All units, converge on the conference room NOW!"
The Team scrambled, but the explosion had created obstacles. Superboy had to clear rubble. Miss Martian had to phase through the debris. Precious seconds lost—
The Winter Soldier reached the conference room's outer security cordon.
Singaporean special forces held the line, weapons raised, orders absolute: protect the leaders at all costs.
They died trying.
Fifteen elite soldiers neutralized in under thirty seconds.
The Soldier approached the reinforced door to the conference room itself, where the three world leaders waited behind bulletproof glass set up beforehand as an extra layer of protection, surrounded by their final bodyguard detail.
His metal fist drove into the door's electronic lock, crushing it, shorting it out. The backup mechanical lock engaged, but he'd anticipated that. Shaped charges, small and precise, placed at stress points.
The door's hinges exploded.
"Ten seconds out!", Kid Flash reported, his voice strained from pushing his speed to maximum.
"Five seconds!", Superboy added, having thrown himself through walls rather than navigate corridors.
The Winter Soldier stepped through the destroyed doorway.
The bodyguards inside opened fire, bullets sparking off his metal arm as he advanced. He didn't return fire, he was too focused on achieving his primary objective.
He had failed twice already.
First was Bruce Wayne, then Soviet President Makarov.
He could not afford to fail for a third time.
He closed the distance and disabled them hand-to-hand, breaking bones and snapping necks. Three men down in as many seconds. Two more fell to precision strikes. The last bodyguard, showing more courage than survival instinct, threw himself between the Soldier and the Chinese President.
The Soldier's metal hand reached out, found his jaw, and crushed it, letting him fall to the floor as blood splattered everywhere.
The three world leaders stood frozen, understanding that all the security in the world had meant nothing against this.
The Winter Soldier's pistol rose, tracking toward the Chinese President first.
Mission Priority: Political Significance First
His finger tightened on the trigger.
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Superboy burst through the far wall, showering the room with concrete and rebar.
The Soldier's shot went wide, punching into the wall where the President's head had been a microsecond before the Kryptonian clone's dramatic entrance made everyone duck instinctively.
Superboy didn't slow, crashing into the Winter Soldier with all his strength and fury. They smashed through the bulletproof glass, through a supporting wall, tumbling into an auxiliary corridor in a tangle of limbs and violence.
"Get them out!", Superboy's mental voice was ragged, "I'll hold him as long as I can!"
The Team flooded into the conference room. Miss Martian immediately created telekinetic shields around the three leaders. Aqualad and Tigress took point, water-bearers and arrows ready. Kid Flash began evacuating the wounded security personnel.
And in the corridor, Superboy fought for his life.
The Winter Soldier was done being delayed. His movements became more aggressive, more lethal than it already was. The metal fist that had been targeting non-vital areas in Moscow now struck with intent to incapacitate or kill.
Superboy's enhanced durability was all that kept him alive. Ribs cracked under metal impacts. His jaw took a hit that would have decapitated a normal human. Blood flowed from his nose and mouth where internal damage overwhelmed even Kryptonian healing.
But he didn't go down.
He couldn't go down, not now.
"Conner!", Miss Martian's telepathic presence was panicked, "You're hurt! Fall back!"
"Can't!", he grunted, blocking another strike, "If I move, he gets to them!"
The Soldier analyzed the situation. This opponent was durable beyond normal parameters but could be worn down.
Calculation: Time to Full Incapacitation - Approximately Ninety Seconds at Current Rate. Acceptable.
He pressed his advantage, strikes coming faster, harder, each one designed to accumulate damage until the Kryptonian's healing factor couldn't compensate.
Seventy seconds.
Superboy's vision was graying at the edges. His arms felt like lead. Every breath sent knives through his chest.
Sixty seconds.
A metal fist caught him in the temple, and the world spun.
Fifty seconds.
"I can't hold him much longer!", Superboy's mental voice was desperate now, "Someone—anyone—I need help!"
"We're moving the leaders to the extraction point!", Aqualad responded, "Twenty more seconds!"
"I don't have twenty seconds!"
Forty-five seconds.
The Winter Soldier's boot crashed into Superboy's knee, hyperextending it. The half-Kryptonian went down on one leg, his guard dropping.
The Soldier's pistol rose again, not aimed at Superboy but past him, toward where the leaders were being evacuated.
He had a shot.
Forty seconds.
Rocket appeared from nowhere, her kinetic barrier interposing between the Soldier and his targets. The bullet hit her barrier and stopped, momentum arrested.
But the sudden impact overloaded a point on her upgraded belt, she hadn’t taken the time to refine the adjustments she’s made. Sparks flew, circuits fried, and the barrier collapsed.
Thirty-five seconds.
The Soldier stepped around Superboy's weakened position, advancing toward the leaders who were just reaching the armored vehicle in the loading bay.
Miss Martian tried telepathic assault, hitting him with everything she had. His advance slowed, his movements becoming mechanical, fighting through mental interference—
But he didn't stop.
Thirty seconds.
Aqualad placed himself in the doorway to the loading bay, water-bearers crossed, making one final stand.
"You… Shall… Not… Pass!"
The Soldier attacked.
They fought in the doorway, neither giving ground, Atlantean skill and magic against enhanced training and cybernetics. Kaldur was faster than he'd been in Moscow, his transitions cleaner, his defenses adapted to counter the Soldier's preferred strikes.
But he was one person.
And the Winter Soldier had been built to fight through impossible odds.
Twenty seconds.
A metal fist broke through Kaldur's defense, crushing his already injured knee. He went down with a cry of pain, water-bearers dissolving.
The Soldier stepped over him, entering the loading bay where the three world leaders were climbing into the armored vehicle, hands shaking, faces pale with terror.
Fifteen seconds.
The vehicle's doors were closing. Heavily armoured, once sealed, even the Soldier couldn't breach it in time.
But the Chinese President was elderly, slower than the others. His foot caught on the vehicle's high threshold.
He stumbled.
Ten seconds.
The door was still open, and the President was exposed, visible, vulnerable.
The Winter Soldier's pistol rose for what would be the killing shot.
Five seconds.
Time seemed to slow.
Kid Flash was too far away, his speed exhausted from evacuating wounded.
Superboy was down, his knee buckled.
Aqualad couldn't stand, his leg unable to support weight.
Miss Martian was keeping the Soldier from moving faster with telepathic interference, but she couldn't stop him completely.
Rocket's belt was dead, smoking and useless.
Tigress's arrows couldn't reach him in time from her position.
The Chinese President looked up, saw death approaching, and accepted it with the dignity of someone who'd lived long enough to make peace with mortality.
The Soldier's finger tightened on the trigger.
"NO!"
Zatanna's scream wasn't telepathic. It was real, echoing through the loading bay with a voice that carried four years of grief and desperation.
She'd positioned herself on the elevated walkway above the loading bay, preparing for exactly this moment. Her hands glowed with purple-white energy, brighter than they'd ever burned before.
"LLEW FO CIGAM, DNIB MIH! DRAW FFO HTAED! TCETORP EHT TNECONNI!"
The spell exploded from her with force that made the air itself scream. It wasn't elegant. It wasn't controlled. It was raw power channeled through sheer desperate will.
A torrent of magic crashed into the Winter Soldier like a physical wave, lifting him off his feet and hurling him backward with force that crumpled metal and shattered concrete where he impacted.
His pistol flew from his hand, clattering across the floor.
His masks—both of them—strained under the assault.
The face mask tore free, revealing his lower face, his jaw, his mouth.
But the domino mask held, his soulless eyes still hidden.
He tried to rise, but Zatanna wasn't finished. She'd been holding back in every previous fight, terrified of losing control.
But watching him about to execute an elderly leader, a world leader working for the good of humanity, and seeing her friends broken and bleeding trying to stop him—
She stopped holding back.
"PEELS! PEELS WON! TSEPEED FO PEELS!"
The sleep spells hammered into him, layered and reinforced, fueled by magical reserves she'd been carefully conserving throughout the entire fight.
The Winter Soldier fought it, his conditioning trying to override the magic, his mind resisting unconsciousness because unconsciousness meant mission failure.
But even his superhuman conditioning had limits.
His eyes, behind the domino mask, rolled back.
His knees buckled.
He collapsed, unconscious before he hit the ground.
Silence filled the loading bay except for the sound of labored breathing and the hum of the armored vehicle's engine.
The Chinese President, still half-in and half-out of the vehicle, stared at the fallen assassin.
"Is... is it over?", he asked, the accent in his voice shaking.
"It's over.", Aqualad confirmed in the same language, dragging himself upright using a water-bearer as a crutch, "You're safe now, Your Excellency. All three of you are safe."
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[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 20:55 (Singapore Time)]
[Raffles Hotel, Marina Bay, Singapore]
The Team converged slowly, each of them battered and bleeding but alive. They formed a cautious circle around the unconscious Winter Soldier, weapons ready, half-expecting him to leap up and attack again despite Zatanna's spell.
But he didn't move.
"M'gann, can you confirm he's really unconscious?", Aqualad asked.
Miss Martian's eyes glowed green as she extended her telepathy carefully, ready to pull back if she hit that terrible void again.
"He's out.", she confirmed, though her mental voice carried unease, "Zee’s spell worked. But Kaldur... His mind is still walled off. I can't sense anything except... Emptiness."
"Let's secure him before he wakes up.", Aqualad ordered, "Superboy, if you can walk, we need the power dampener collar and meta-suppression cuffs. Rocket, even with your belt damaged, can you create any kind of restraining field?"
"Maybe a weak one.", Rocket grimaced, cradling her ribs, "But it won't hold for long."
"It only needs to hold until we get him to Mount Justice.", Aqualad began pulling restraints from his belt, his hands shaking slightly from adrenaline and pain.
Kid Flash limped over, one hand pressed against his side.
"We actually did it.", he said, voice carrying disbelief, "Holy shit, we actually beat him."
"We didn't beat him.", Tigress corrected him, descending from her position, "We survived him long enough for Zee to land the knockout blow. There's a difference."
"A difference that kept three world leaders alive.", Superboy added, being helped upright by Miss Martian, "I'll take it."
They secured the Winter Soldier with everything they had: the power-dampening collar, meta-suppression cuffs, reinforced restraints, Miss Martian maintaining telepathic pressure to keep him unconscious.
Overkill? Perhaps, but after three previous encounters where he'd escaped, no one was taking chances.
As they worked, Zatanna knelt beside the unconscious assassin, staring at his exposed lower face.
Something about it was familiar. The strong jawline. The shape of his lips. The way his dark hair fell across his forehead despite the domino mask that still concealed his eyes.
"Has anyone tried removing his mask?", she asked quietly.
The Team exchanged glances.
"Should we?", Miss Martian voiced what they were all thinking, "I mean, isn't that his identity? If we see his face—"
"We need to know who we're dealing with.", Aqualad decided, "Tigress, you're steadiest right now. Would you...?"
“No.”, Zatanna cut him off before he could finish, “I’ll do it.”
Aqualad gave her a knowing look before he nodded.
Zatanna approached slowly, her hands surprisingly gentle as she reached for the domino mask. It was adhered with some kind of advanced adhesive, requiring careful work to peel away without damaging the skin beneath.
"Whoever you are.", she murmured, "You've caused a lot of pain. Time to face consequences."
She pulled the mask free.
And the Team's world stopped.
Because the face beneath the mask was impossible.
It couldn't be.
It was a face they knew.
A face they'd mourned.
A face that had been gone for four long years, presumed dead in a collapsed bunker in Siberia.
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"No.", Kid Flash whispered, his voice breaking, "No, that's not—that can't be—"
Miss Martian made a sound that might have been a sob or might have been a denial, her hand covering her mouth.
Superboy stumbled backward, his injured leg forgotten in the face of this impossibility, "It's not possible. He's dead. We... We lost him."
Zatanna had gone absolutely still, the domino mask falling from nerveless fingers.
"Dick.", she breathed.
Dick Grayson lay unconscious before them, his face peaceful in sleep despite the violence he'd just unleashed. Four years older than they remembered, scarred in places he hadn't been, his left arm now gleaming metal—
But unmistakably, impossibly, undeniably Dick.
Zatanna's legs gave out. She collapsed beside him, her hands reaching out but not quite touching, as if afraid he might disappear if she made contact.
"Oh god.", her voice was barely audible, "Oh god, it's him. It's really him. Dick's alive. Dick's been alive this whole time and he's—he's—"
She couldn't finish. The tears came instead, four years of grief and loss pouring out in great wracking sobs.
Around her, the Team was fragmenting.
Wally sank down against a wall, his head in his hands, shoulders shaking.
M'gann buried her face in Conner's chest, her telepathic presence radiating shock and horror and disbelief.
Conner just stared, his expression frozen somewhere between hope and devastation.
Raquel could just stare.
Artemis had turned away, one hand pressed against her mouth, the other clutching at empty air as if needing something to hold onto in a world that had just stopped making sense.
Only Aqualad remained standing, though his face had gone pale beneath his dark skin. His water-bearers dissolved, forgotten, as he stared at his oldest friend, his first leader, the person who'd brought them all together.
"Kaldur.", Rocket's voice was shaky, "What do we do? How do we—I mean, it's Nightwing. It's Dick. But he's also the Winter Soldier? He tried to kill us. He tried to kill world leaders. Doesn’t he remember us? What the fuck do we do?"
Aqualad's mind raced, trying to process through shock and trauma and the desperate need to make the right decision.
Dick was alive.
Dick was the Winter Soldier.
Dick had tried to kill them, thrice.
Dick didn't recognize them.
Dick needed help they couldn't provide alone.
"We…”, his voice hitched as he tried to swallow a lump he felt on his throat.
“We need to contact Batman.", Aqualad said finally, his voice hoarse, "This is beyond our capabilities. Beyond anyone's capabilities except—"
He pulled out his communicator, fingers moving automatically through the emergency protocols that would establish a secure direct line to Batman, bypassing all other League channels.
They know he’s in the middle of investigating the Winter Soldier’s, but now?
They might finally have an answer for him as to who the Winter Soldier truly was.
At that moment, Aqualad could only hope that the Dark Knight would pick up.
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[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 03:35 (Himalayan Time)]
[Nanda Parbat - Hidden Valley, Himalayas]
They stood there for hours, staring each other down.
The Batman and the Demon’s Head.
Bruce wanted his son back, and Ra’s wanted to negotiate.
But before Batman could respond, his comm crackled to life.
It was Tim, his voice, tight with urgency.
"Batman, we need to talk. Now. We got the files from Cadmus. All of them. You need to see—"
"I already know.", Batman interrupted, his eyes never leaving Ra's, "Dick is alive. He's the Winter Soldier."
Silence on the other end.
"How long have you known?", it was Jason’s voice this time.
"Since Belle Reve. Deathstroke implied it. Ra's just finished confessing everything."
"Bruce, I—", it was Tim's voice again, "—we’ve got footage. The conditioning. What they did to him. It's worse than anything we imagined."
"I know."
"We're going to save him, right? We're going to bring him home?"
"Yes.", Batman's voice carried absolute certainty, "Whatever it takes."
Another crackle on the comm, a different voice from a different channel.
It was Aqualad this time.
"Batman, my apologies for interrupting but we have a situation. The Singapore summit was attacked as predicted. The Winter Soldier appeared and engaged the Team. We managed to stop him before he could complete his objective. He's unconscious and in our custody."
Batman's heart nearly stopped.
"Repeat that."
"We have the Winter Soldier. He's unconscious, restrained, and being transported to Mount Justice for secure detention. And Batman… The Winter Soldier is…"
A pause.
“Nightwing. Nightwing is alive and he’s the Winter Soldier.”
Batman looked at Ra's, whose expression had shifted to surprise for the first time in their conversation.
"I'm en route. Don't let anyone near him until I arrive. Understood?"
"Yes."
Batman took a deep breath before continuing.
"Rendezvous at Mount Justice, maintain security protocols, and exfiltrate the Winter Soldier as discreetly as you can. If anyone asks, tell them its League orders.”
"Understood, Batman.”
The comm went silent.
Batman turned back to Ra's, who was now regarding him with something that might have been respect.
"Your Team captured him? Impressive. The Winter Soldier has bested every opponent he's faced, including your protégés multiple times. They must have learned significantly."
"They were motivated.", Batman said simply, "And now, they're bringing their brother home."
"Brother.", Ra's tasted the word, "Still clinging to family metaphors, Detective? He won't recognize them. Won't remember them. The conditioning is absolute."
"Then I'll break it. I'll tear down every wall you built in his mind. I'll find Dick Grayson in whatever psychological prison you trapped him in, and I'll bring him back."
"Noble sentiment. Likely impossible. But noble nonetheless.", Ra's commended his resolve, if there’s anything he respected in the man, it was, above all else, his dedication.
Silence.
"I don’t expect you to understand.”, Ra’s continued, “But I did what was necessary for the Shadows’ goals. You would have done the same in my position."
"No. I wouldn't have. That's the difference between us."
Batman activated his grapple gun, preparing for his extraction.
Ra's called after him.
"One more thing, Detective. The Winter Soldier has backup programming. If he feels trapped, if he perceives no escape, he's conditioned to attempt suicide rather than risk capture and interrogation. Watch him carefully. The boy you knew chose life. The weapon we made chooses mission completion by any means necessary."
The words hung in the cold air as Batman disappeared into the darkness, leaving Ra's alone in the courtyard.
The Dark Knight didn’t bother dignifying him with a response as he left.
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The Demon's Head stood in silence for several minutes before a figure emerged from the shadows, a woman centuries younger than himself, draped in green and gold robes similar to his.
"Father.", Talia al Ghul said quietly as she approached him, "I heard everything. Why did you tell him?”
Ra's didn't turn to face his daughter.
"Because, my dear daughter, the Detective was not bluffing. Hidden as they were underneath his cowl, I saw it in his eyes that he would have tortured me for that information, and even I have limits to what I'm willing to endure. Better to negotiate when I still have some leverage than resist when I have none."
"You care about him still.", Talia observed, "My beloved? Even after everything?"
"I respect him. There's a difference."
“And yet you chose to withhold information about the deprogramming protocols?”
Ra’s smirked, “The Detective is a smart man, he can figure that out for himself. Either he does, or he formulates a different procedure entirely.”
The Demon’s Head closed his eyes, taking a deep breath as he inhaled the cold, Himalayan air.
"And perhaps... Perhaps I've grown weary of this particular game. Four years of operations, four years of perfect successes, and what has it accomplished? The world remains largely unchanged. Heroes continue to proliferate. And I've made an enemy of the one man I've ever considered worthy of respect in all my centuries of life."
Talia crossed her arms as she gave her father a knowing look, "So you gave him his son back?"
"I gave him a chance to recover his son, but I’m afraid the work we’ve accomplished might be too well done. Richard Grayson may be too deeply buried to ever resurface. And if he does emerge, he'll be traumatized beyond anything Batman has dealt with before. This may hurt the Detective more than losing him did."
Talia studied her father carefully.
"You're lying. You gave him everything he needed. You want Dick Grayson to come back."
Ra's smiled slightly.
"Perhaps. Or perhaps I'm curious to see if Batman's methods can truly overcome the Shadows’ conditioning. Call it a philosophical experiment. Can love and hope defeat pain and control? We shall see."
As he turned, he noticed the absence of a particular 8-year-old boy who would usually be tailing his mother’s footsteps.
“Where’s the boy?”, Ra’s asked, “Did he not know that his father was coming?”
Talia shook her head, “Damian’s asleep, I didn’t tell him.”
The Demon’s Head chuckled as he shook his head, turning his gaze upwards to view the window of the room where his grandson slept.
Both him and his daughter thought it was best, the Detective can’t know of his biological son.
At least, not yet.
Ra’s sighed.
"One day… One day I believe that young Damian would finally see his father. Not under our current circumstances, no, but preferably under something different.
He turned to face his daughter, “When that happens, I want the Batman to remember that for all my sins, for all my cruelty, I gave him his first son back. Call it... Insurance for Damian's future."
Talia said nothing as she studied the look on her father’s face.
In the darkness beyond the courtyard, assassins of the Shadows began to move, returning to their patrols now that the intruder had departed.
And in the meditation chamber, Ra's al Ghul sat alone with his tea, now cold, contemplating the game board of global events and wondering if he'd just made the wisest move of his centuries-long life.
Or the biggest mistake he’ll ever make…
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[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 21:20 (Singapore Time)]
[Raffles Hotel, Marina Bay, Singapore]
The line went dead.
Kaldur lowered the communicator slowly, staring at it as if it might explain what had just happened.
"He knew.", Zatanna said suddenly, her voice raw, "Batman knew. That's why he's been investigating so hard. That's why no one could contact him until now. He already figured it out."
"But he didn't tell us.", Wally's voice carried hurt, "He knew Dick was alive and he didn't tell us?"
"Maybe he needed proof?", Conner said quietly, "Would any of us have believed it without seeing? Without confirmation? He knew, but he needed to be certain before telling us something that impossible."
"So what now?", Raquel asked, "We just... What? Sit here with Dick unconscious in restraints waiting for Batman to arrive?"
"You heard him.", Kaldur said firmly, "We have our orders. We secure the prisoner and exfiltrate him as discreetly as possible. We maintain our cover story with Singapore authorities and if anyone asks, we tell them that we were ordered by the League to bring him in. Because whatever happened to Richard, whatever was done to him to turn him into the Winter Soldier? Fixing it is going to require resources and expertise beyond what we have here."
"He's not a prisoner.", Zatanna's voice was fierce, "He's Dick. He's our friend. He's—"
"He's both, I know.", Kaldur cut her off, not unkindly, "But right now, he's the Winter Soldier. Conditioned. Programmed. He doesn't remember us. He tried to kill us multiple times and did not hesitate. Until we can fix whatever was done to him, we have to treat him as a high-risk captive while simultaneously protecting him as our friend. Can you do that?"
Zatanna looked at Dick's face, peaceful in unconsciousness, so familiar and yet so strange.
"I have to.", she whispered, "Because the alternative is leaving him like this. And that's not an option."
"Then we are in agreement.", Kaldur straightened despite his injured leg, "Kid Flash, Tigress, coordinate with Singapore authorities. Give them a cover story, Team intervention, assassin captured, leaders secured. Don't mention his identity. As far as anyone else knows, the Winter Soldier is an unknown operative. Superboy, Miss Martian, help me get him to the Bioship. Rocket, Zatanna, you're on medical duty for the injured security personnel."
The Team moved to follow orders, each of them casting backward glances at Dick's unconscious form as they dispersed to their tasks.
Only Zatanna remained for a moment longer, kneeling beside the man she'd loved.
The man she'd mourned.
The man who'd somehow returned as something terrible and broken.
She reached out with trembling fingers, brushing hair from his forehead in a gesture she'd done a thousand times before he disappeared.
"We're going to save you.", she promised in a whisper, "Whatever it takes. Whatever was done to you. We're going to bring you back. I swear it."
Dick Grayson, the Winter Soldier, didn't respond.
Couldn't respond.
He didn't even know she was there.
But somewhere, buried deep beneath conditioning and trauma and pain, maybe—just maybe—some fragment of the boy who flew heard her promise.
And held on.
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[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 02:30 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[Mount Justice, Happy Harbor, Rhode Island, United States]
The Cave's detention level was designed to hold metahumans.
Power dampeners lined every surface. Reinforced steel and experimental alloys created walls that could contain Kryptonian strength. The cells were monitored by multiple redundant systems, each one capable of triggering instant lockdown if a prisoner attempted escape.
It was overkill for most captives.
For the Winter Soldier, however, it might not be enough.
He lay unconscious on a medical berth in the center observation cell, restrained by meta-suppression cuffs on wrists and ankles, with additional straps across his chest and thighs. Miss Martian maintained a constant telepathic sedation, her face pale with concentration and exhaustion.
The Team had assembled in the observation room—Kaldur, Wally, Artemis, Conner, M'gann—with Zatanna and Raquel slumped in chairs looking like they'd been through a war.
Because they had.
They'd won.
But it didn't feel like victory.
Batman was still en route from Nanda Parbat; and they hadn't heard from Robin, Red Hood, and Batgirl since their infiltration at Cadmus.
There, at that moment, all the members of the original Team simply stared from the observation window, watching the figure on the berth.
At Dick.
The silence was suffocating.
No one seemed to know what to say. What could be said when your dead friend, your brother, your leader, turned out to be alive and responsible for the deaths and attempted assassinations that they'd been trying to prevent?
Wally broke first. He always did. The speedster who couldn't sit still, who filled silences with jokes and commentary because quiet meant thinking, and thinking meant feeling.
"I don't understand.", his voice was hoarse, raw from the shouting and the tears he'd shed in Singapore, "How is he alive? The League searched for weeks. We searched for months. There was nothing. No body, no trace, just... Gone. How did we miss him?"
"We didn't miss him.", Kaldur said quietly, his eyes never leaving Dick's unconscious form, "He was taken. Deliberately. By people with resources and expertise in making individuals disappear. The League of Shadows. Cadmus. Perhaps others. They had four years to hide him from us."
"Four years.", Artemis whispered, and her hands were shaking where they gripped the observation window's rail, "Four fucking years of him being... What? Tortured? Brainwashed? Turned into that?"
She gestured at the cell, at Dick's metal arm gleaming dully under the harsh lights.
"They took his arm. They cut it off and replaced it with—with that thing. Who does that? Who takes someone like Dick and—"
Her voice broke. She turned away, pressing her hands against her face.
Wally moved to her side, his own injuries forgotten, placing a hand on her shoulder. He said nothing because there was nothing to say. They'd all seen the metal arm. They'd all fought against it. They'd all wondered what kind of weapon could match Kryptonian strength.
Now, they knew.
Now, they wished they didn't.
"The conditioning.", M'gann said softly, her voice carrying the particular horror of someone who'd touched that void where a mind should be.
"When I tried to reach him telepathically.”, she continued, “In Singapore, just like in Berlin and Moscow, it was like touching nothing. Not a blocked mind. Not even a damaged one. Just... Absence. Like someone had scooped out everything that made him Dick and left only the mission programming."
"Can you fix it?", Zatanna asked immediately, desperately, "You're the most powerful telepath on the League and on the Team. If anyone can reach him, restore his memories—"
"I don't know.", M'gann admitted, and the confession cost her visibly, "Zee, I've never encountered conditioning this complete. Whatever was done to him, it's layered. Reinforced. There are walls in his mind I can't even see properly, let alone break through. And if I push too hard, if I try to force it—"
"You could hurt him.", Kaldur finished, "Damage what remains of his original personality."
"If there's anything even left to damage.", Wally said bitterly.
Then immediately, he looked stricken as he realized the implication of his words, "I didn't mean—that's not—"
"We know what you meant.", Conner said quietly, "We're all thinking it. We're all wondering if the Dick we knew is still in there somewhere, or if whoever did this destroyed him completely."
Raquel shifted in her chair, wincing as her injuries protested the movement.
"Batman will know.", she said, "He's been investigating this longer than we knew to. If anyone has answers, it's him."
"He knew.", Zatanna said, and there was anger beneath the grief now, "He figured it out and didn't tell us. Didn't give us any warning before we fought him again. We could have—if we'd known—"
"What?", Artemis turned back to face her, "What would we have done differently? Pulled our punches? Hesitated? He was trying to kill world leaders, Zee. He was trying to kill us. Knowing his identity wouldn't have changed that."
"It would have changed everything!", Zatanna was on her feet now, magic crackling around her clenched fists, "We could have tried to reach him! To talk to him! To—"
"He wouldn't have listened.", Kaldur's voice cut through the rising argument, firm but not unkind, "You saw him, Zatanna. We all did. There was no recognition in his eyes. No hesitation. He looked at us—at people who were his family—and saw only obstacles to eliminate. Knowing who he was wouldn't have changed that. It would only have made it harder to do what was necessary to stop him."
Zatanna sank back into her chair, the fight draining out of her.
"I know.", she whispered, "I know. You're right. But it still feels like we should have known. Should have recognized him somehow. I mean, we fought him multiple times. How did we not see—"
"The masks.", Wally said, "The fucking domino mask and face covering. They hid enough that unless you were specifically looking for Dick, you'd never make the connection. And why would we? We buried him. Or we would have, if there'd been a body. We mourned him. None of us were looking for him because we knew he was dead."
"Except Batman.", Conner said, "He never stopped looking. Never accepted it. We all thought he was being irrational, clinging to denial because he couldn't accept losing another Robin. But he was right."
Kaldur nodded slowly, "Bruce Wayne may be many things, but he is not irrational. If he refused to declare Dick dead, it was because something in the evidence didn't add up. We should have trusted that instinct."
"Would it have mattered?", Artemis asked, "If we'd known sooner? Would it have changed anything except giving us more time to feel this—" she gestured helplessly, "—whatever this is?"
No one had an answer for that.
They lapsed back into silence, each lost in their own thoughts, their own grief, their own attempts to reconcile the impossible truth lying unconscious behind reinforced glass.
Time passed in strange increments.
Minutes felt like hours.
Hours felt like seconds.
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The Cave's automated systems cycled through their routines—air filtration, power distribution, security protocols—all functioning normally as if the world hadn't just fractured apart.
M'gann never moved from her position maintaining the telepathic sedation, though sweat beaded on her forehead and her hands trembled with exhaustion.
"M'gann.", Kaldur said gently after what might have been thirty minutes or three hours, "You need to rest. Let me take over the watch."
"I can't.", she said through gritted teeth, "If I let go, if his mind starts to surface toward consciousness, whatever brainwashing or conditioning done to him might trigger. He might wake up. And if he wakes up before Batman arrives—"
"Then we'll handle it.", Conner moved to stand behind her chair, his hands settling on her shoulders, "But you're exhausted. You were maintaining telepathic links for the entire Singapore operation, then you fought him, and now you've been holding this sedation for hours. You're going to collapse."
"Conner's right.", Kaldur agreed, "We have physical restraints. Meta-suppression technology. Multiple redundant containment systems. Even if the sedation lapses momentarily, he won't escape. Your wellbeing matters too, M'gann."
Miss Martian's eyes flickered, her concentration wavering, "But what if he—"
"No 'what ifs'.", Artemis said firmly, moving to M'gann's other side, "You've done more than enough. Let us share the burden. I volunteer to take first watch. If anything changes, if he shows any signs of waking, I'll alert everyone immediately."
M'gann looked up at Conner, then at Kaldur, then at the others watching with concern.
Slowly, reluctantly, she nodded.
"Okay. But just for an hour. Then I’ll come back."
"Agreed.", Kaldur said, though his expression suggested he had no intention of letting her return after only an hour.
M'gann released her telepathic hold gradually, like letting go of a rope one finger at a time, ready to grab it again if necessary. The transition was smooth, Dick's breathing remained steady, his expression unchanged, no indication of rising consciousness.
The moment she fully let go, M'gann's legs gave out. Conner caught her easily, lifting her into his arms.
"I've got you.", he murmured, "Let's get you to the medical bay. You need fluids, rest, and probably a scan to make sure you haven't pushed yourself into a telepathic migraine."
"I'm fine.", M'gann protested weakly, but she didn't resist as Conner carried her toward the exit.
They disappeared through the doorway, leaving the six remaining heroes watching the unconscious assassin who used to be their friend.
Wally was the next to speak, his voice barely above a whisper.
"Do you think he knows? Deep down, somewhere under all that programming—do you think he knows what he's become? And the things they made him do?"
"I hope not.", Zatanna said quietly, "Because if he does, if he's aware and trapped, unable to stop himself—that would be worse than anything they physically did to him."
"They cut off his arm.", Raquel pointed out, "I'm not sure anything's worse than that."
"Being conscious while they did it would be.", Artemis said flatly, "Being aware of every cut, every procedure, every moment they were breaking him and being unable to stop it, unable to even scream effectively because they'd probably gagged him—"
"Artemis.", Kaldur's voice was sharp, "That speculation helps no one. We don't know what happened during his captivity. We won't know until Batman arrives with whatever intelligence he's gathered. Until then, dwelling on the worst possibilities only increases our own trauma."
Artemis's jaw worked, but she nodded, turning back to the window.
More time passed.
The medical monitors attached to Dick's unconscious form beeped steadily, displaying vital signs that were surprisingly normal.
Heart rate slightly elevated but steady.
Blood pressure within acceptable ranges.
Respirations were regular.
If you ignored the metal arm and the restraints and the fact that this was the world's most wanted assassin, he could have been any injured hero recuperating.
"I keep expecting him to wake up and smile at us.", Wally said suddenly, "Like this is all some elaborate undercover mission. Like what Kaldur did with the Light. That he didn't really kill all those people, that he didn't kill Chancellor Meyer in front of our very eyes."
Wally could only close his eyes as his thoughts drifted to the best friend he once knew, “That he's about to break character and say 'Gotcha! You should see your faces!' Like he used to do when he'd pull pranks."
"He's not going to do that.", Zatanna said, though her voice carried desperate hope that she was wrong.
Wally sighed, "I know. But I keep hoping for it anyway."
Zatanna stood, moving closer to the observation window, pressing her palm against the glass.
She could only watch, the man she once knew and loved sedated and restrained.
His long hair hugged his face, longer than when she last saw him.
She couldn't imagine, couldn't bear what the people behind this did to him.
All she could do now was hold back her tears.
"When I was learning magic, when I was struggling with my father becoming Doctor Fate's new host, Dick was there.", she said quietly, "He'd check on me between missions. Bring food when I forgot to eat. Sit with me while I practiced spells even though magic made him nervous. He never quite trusted it after all the chaos lords and demons we'd fought."
She smiled slightly at the memory.
"He told me once that he didn't understand magic, but he understood me. That I was smart and powerful and sometimes too hard on myself. That I needed to trust my instincts more."
Her hand curled into a fist against the glass.
"I should have trusted my instincts about him. About the Winter Soldier. Something always felt wrong about our fights. The way he moved, the way he adapted, it felt familiar somehow. But I dismissed it because… Maybe I lost hope too. That I was starting to believe that Dick was dead."
"We all dismissed it.", Kaldur said, "We all felt something off about the Winter Soldier's combat style but attributed it to coincidence or training methodology. None of us wanted to believe the impossible."
"Batman believed.", Conner said, returning from the medical bay, "Robin too. Or at least, Batman suspected enough to investigate. M'gann's resting now, by the way. She'll be okay."
"Good.", Kaldur nodded, then checked his communicator, "Still no word from Robin, Red Hood, or Batgirl. Their last check-in was before the Cadmus infiltration."
"Should we be worried?", Raquel asked.
"They're Bat-trained.", Artemis said, "If anyone can handle a stealth mission, it's them. They're probably just maintaining radio silence until they've extracted."
As if summoned by the discussion, Kaldur's communicator chimed with an incoming encrypted transmission.
"Aqualad here."
Robin's voice emerged, tight with stress and exhaustion.
"Kaldur? We've completed the Cadmus infiltration. We recovered extensive files on Project Winter. We’re still combing over the files but once we’re done, you need to see this. Where are you guys?"
"At the Cave. We'll brief you on the Singapore situation when you arrive. Aqualad out."
He closed the connection and looked at the others.
"They're coming here. With files on whatever Cadmus did to create the Winter Soldier."
"Then we'll finally have answers.", Wally said, though he didn't sound like he wanted them.
"Some answers.", Kaldur corrected, "But I suspect those files will only lead to more questions. And more horror."
They settled in to wait, their eyes constantly drawn to the figure behind the glass.
Dick Grayson.
Nightwing.
The Winter Soldier.
Their friend, their brother, their leader.
And the weapon that had nearly destroyed them all.
Somewhere in the distance, through layers of rock and ocean, the sound of the Bat-Family's approach grew closer.
And in the cell, Dick's fingers twitched slightly, though whether it was unconscious reflex or the first stirring of awareness, no one could tell.
The monitors beeped steadily on.
And the Team kept their vigil, waiting for Batman to arrive and tell them how to save someone who might be beyond saving.
Waiting to learn if Dick Grayson still existed somewhere beneath the Winter Soldier's conditioning.
Waiting to discover if their victory in Singapore had saved their friend—
Or just captured their enemy.
The truth, they would soon learn, was far more complicated than either option.
But for now, they waited.
Together.
As they always had.
As Dick had taught them to.
Even if he no longer remembered teaching them anything at all.
Chapter 14: "XIII: Distraught"
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[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 03:30 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[Mount Justice, Happy Harbor, Rhode Island, United States]
The silence in the observation room had weight.
It pressed down on the assembled heroes like a physical thing, suffocating and heavy, broken only by the steady beep of medical monitors and the soft hum of the Cave's life support systems.
Outside, the Atlantic Ocean churned against the rocky shore of Happy Harbor, indifferent to the impossibility contained within Mount Justice's reinforced walls.
Dick Grayson lay unconscious behind layers of bulletproof glass and reinforced steel, restrained by technology designed to hold Kryptonians.
The power dampener around his neck pulsed with a faint blue light. Meta-suppression cuffs encircled his wrists and ankles. Additional straps crossed his chest and thighs, anchoring him to the medical berth.
It was overkill for most metahuman prisoners.
For the Winter Soldier—for Dick—it might not be enough.
Zatanna hadn't moved from her position at the observation window in over an hour.
Her palms pressed against the glass, leaving faint smudges that she didn't notice or care about. Her stage makeup had long since smudged from tears, and her carefully styled hair had fallen loose around her shoulders. She looked like someone who'd aged years in a single night.
"You should rest.", Kaldur said quietly, moving to stand beside her. His own injuries had been treated, his knee wrapped in compression bandages, the painkillers dulling the worst of it, but he moved with a careful deliberation that spoke of suppressed agony.
"I can't.", Zatanna's voice was hoarse, raw from crying and screaming and the magical strain from the fight in Singapore, "Every time I close my eyes, I see him in Gotham. In Moscow. In Singapore. Fighting us. Trying to kill us. And now I know it was him the whole time and I—"
Her voice broke. She pressed her forehead against the glass.
"I loved him.", she whispered, so quietly that only Kaldur could hear, "Four years ago, before he disappeared, we were... We had plans. After he’d come home from the mission in Siberia, we were going to take a break. Just us. No Team, no League, no world-ending threats. Just Dick and me and maybe figuring out what we actually were to each other beyond heroes who occasionally kissed between crises."
Kaldur said nothing. Sometimes silence was the only appropriate response to grief.
"And then he was gone.", Zatanna continued, her breath fogging the glass, “And I mourned him. I grieved. I went to his memorial service, the fake one Bruce held for the public, and the real one at the Watchtower. I stood in front of his hologram and said goodbye. I tried to move on because that's what you're supposed to do when someone dies, right? You honor them and you move forward and you don't let their death define you."
She laughed, bitter and broken.
"Except he wasn't dead. He was being tortured. For four god-damned years. While I was trying to move on, while I was telling myself he'd want me to be happy, he was strapped to a chair in Siberia being brainwashed, tortured, had his arm cut off, and god only knows everything else done to him. And I didn't know. None of us knew. We just... Abandoned him."
"We did not abandon him.", Kaldur's voice was firm despite the pain in his eyes, "We searched, Zatanna. The League deployed every resource. Batman never stopped looking. We did everything we could with the information we had."
"It wasn't enough."
"No.", Kaldur admitted, "It was not. But that does not mean we abandoned him. It means whoever took him was very good at hiding their tracks. Whoever they might have been, these are organizations with centuries of experience in making people disappear. Blaming ourselves for their expertise helps no one."
Zatanna turned to look at him, her eyes red and swollen.
"How are you so calm about this? Dick was your friend. You, him, and Wally founded the Team together. How can you just stand there and be so... So composed?"
Kaldur's expression didn't change, but something flickered in his eyes, something that might have been the Atlantean equivalent of a flinch.
"I am not calm.", he said quietly, “I am performing the function I was trained for. In Atlantis, when a soldier falls in battle, their comrades must continue the mission. Grief is acknowledged but contained until the objective is achieved. It is... Not dissimilar to how Batman operates. Compartmentalization."
He paused, his jaw working.
"I will grieve for what was done to Dick Grayson. I will rage at those responsible. I will demand justice and retribution. But right now, in this moment, I am the leader of this Team. And my responsibility is to ensure we do not make further mistakes that could harm him or ourselves."
"That's very Atlantean of you.", Zatanna said, and there was no mockery in her tone, just exhausted understanding.
"It is the only way I know how to function when the alternative is breaking apart entirely."
They stood together in silence for a moment, watching the unconscious figure behind the glass.
Dick's chest rose and fell with mechanical regularity, each breath assisted by the left-overs of M'gann's telepathic sedation. His face was peaceful in unconsciousness, younger than his twenty-five years, the harsh lines of the Winter Soldier's perpetual scowl smoothed away.
He looked like the Dick they remembered. The one who smiled and joked and made everything feel possible even when the world was ending.
But they knew better now.
That Dick was gone. Or buried so deep beneath conditioning and trauma that he might as well be.
"What do we do when he wakes up?", Zatanna asked.
"I do not know.", Kaldur admitted. "Batman is en route, but he hasn’t provided an ETA yet. Perhaps the intelligence he gathered from wherever he had been will provide some method of deprogramming or reaching through the conditioning."
"And if it doesn't?"
Kaldur didn't answer. Because neither of them wanted to voice the possibility that Dick Grayson might be permanently lost.
That the person they'd loved and followed and trusted was gone forever, replaced by a weapon that wore his face.
Across the observation room, Wally sat with his back against the wall, knees drawn up to his chest, arms wrapped around his legs.
He'd been vibrating unconsciously for the past thirty minutes, not at super-speed, just a nervous tremor that made him look like he was shivering despite the Cave's controlled temperature.
Artemis sat beside him, close enough that their shoulders touched, but she said nothing.
What could she say?
Her boyfriend's best friend, the man who'd trained her, who'd welcomed her onto the Team despite her villainous lineage, who'd believed in her when almost no one else did, was lying behind reinforced glass as a brainwashed assassin?
Words seemed inadequate.
"I keep thinking about the first time he convinced us to throw a party here at the Cave.", Wally said suddenly, his voice hoarse, "Remember? It was after we rescued the League from Vandal Savage’s control? He convinced us to throw a party to celebrate."
Artemis smiled slightly despite everything, "I never knew Dick could make great cocktails."
"First time I ever got drunk.", Wally's laugh was choked, “Hell, we couldn’t even remember how we all passed out. Black Canary was furious when she checked in on us the following day, and Batman grounded us for a month and made us clean the entire Cave with toothbrushes."
"But Dick made it fun.", Artemis said quietly. "Even punishment. He'd do impressions of Batman's voice, crack jokes, turn the whole thing into another game. That was the first time I genuinely heard a funny Batman impression. He made everything better. Made being a hero feel less like a burden and more like... I don't know. An adventure?"
"Jason told me that cleaning with toothbrushes was Batman’s favourite punishment when cleaning anything up.", Wally's voice cracked, "That everytime it would happen, Dick would always do the impressions… And now he's gone. Not dead—which is worse somehow? Because he's there, he's alive, but everything that made him Dick is just... Gone? Scooped out and replaced with programming and mission parameters and nothing."
Artemis's hand found his, their fingers interlacing.
"We'll get him back.", she said, though her voice carried no conviction.
"Will we?", Wally looked at her, and his eyes were haunted, "He’s my best friend! I miss him as much as everyone but Artemis… M'gann touched his mind in Singapore. In Moscow. In Berlin. Every time, she found nothing. Not a suppressed personality. Not hidden memories. Just void. What if there's nothing left to get back?"
"Then we make sure whoever did this to him pays.", Artemis's voice went hard, cold, the voice of someone who'd grown up in a family of assassins and knew exactly how to deliver pain, "We find every person who laid a hand on Dick, and we make them wish they'd never been born."
Wally stared at her.
"That's sounds very Jade and Sportsmaster of you."
"Good.", Artemis's jaw set, "Maybe it's time I remembered where I came from. My family might be villains, but at least they know how to handle people who hurt their own."
On the opposite side of the room, Conner and M'gann sat together on a medical bench. M'gann was hooked up to an IV with fluids and electrolytes to help her recover from the telepathic strain; Conner held her hand with a gentleness that contradicted his bruised knuckles and cracked ribs.
"I should have hit him harder.", Conner said quietly, his voice carrying that particular self-loathing that came from Kryptonian strength failing to be enough, "In Singapore. When I had him pinned. I should have—"
"You did everything right.", M'gann interrupted, her free hand reaching up to touch his face, "Conner, you held him off long enough for Zatanna to stop him. You gave us the time we needed."
"But I couldn't stop him. I'm supposed to be as strong as Superman. I'm supposed to be able to protect people. And I couldn't even protect you from having to watch me get beaten down by someone we both loved."
M'gann's eyes welled with tears.
"Dick wouldn't want you blaming yourself. The Dick we knew—he'd be horrified to know what his body was being used for. What he was being forced to do."
"Is he still in there?", Conner asked, and the vulnerability in his voice was painful to hear, "When you touched his mind, did you sense anything? Any fragment that might be him?"
M'gann hesitated.
"I don't know.", she admitted, "It's like... Imagine a house where someone used to live. All the furniture is gone, all the personal belongings removed, but maybe—maybe—if you look close enough, you can see the outline where pictures used to hang on the walls. Impressions in the carpet where furniture once stood. Echoes of what was."
"So there might be something?"
"Or it might just be my desperate hope projecting what I want to see onto emptiness.", M'gann's voice broke, "I don't know, Conner. And that's the most terrifying part. I'm supposed to be one of the most powerful telepaths on Earth, and I can't even tell if my friend's consciousness still exists."
Raquel sat apart from the others, her damaged kinetic belt disassembled on the table before her. She'd been trying to repair it for the past hour, something to do with her hands, some task to focus on that didn't require confronting the impossible situation.
But her hands kept shaking, and the delicate circuitry blurred in her vision.
"Fuck.", she muttered, setting down her tools. "Fuck, fuck, fuck."
No one commented. They'd all been swearing steadily since Singapore.
She looked up at the observation window, at Dick's unconscious form.
"I didn't know him as well as the rest of you.", she said to the room at large. "The relationship we had was cordial at best, the only time I got to see what he was like without the mask was after me and Zee got invited to the League."
She paused, remembering.
"When I did, I didn't expect him to be so... Kind. Not in the way Superman is kind—all Midwest earnestness and boy-scout morality. Dick's kindness was quieter. He noticed things. When I was struggling with being a single mom and a hero, he'd swing by my place with takeout and offer to watch Amistad so I could sleep. He never made a big deal about it. Just showed up and helped."
Raquel's voice thickened.
"And when I told him I was worried about Amistad growing up without a father, you know what he said? He said, 'Kids don't need perfect families. They need people who show up. And you show up every single day. That's more than a lot of kids with two parents ever get.' It was exactly what I needed to hear."
She looked down at her damaged belt.
"I keep thinking about Amistad. About what I'm going to tell him when he's older and asks about the heroes I worked with. How do I explain that one of the best men I knew—someone who saved the world more times than I can count—was turned into a weapon by people who saw his goodness as something to exploit?"
No one had an answer.
The door to the observation room hissed open.
M'gann straightened, wincing as the IV tugged at her arm. Conner immediately moved to a protective stance. Kaldur turned from the window, water-bearers materializing in his hands before he recognized the arrival.
Red Tornado stood in the doorway, his artificial features as impassive as ever.
"I have been monitoring the situation.", the android said without preamble, "Batman's ETA is forty-five minutes. He is traveling via the Batwing at maximum velocity from the Himalayas."
When the Team radioed ahead that they had the Winter Soldier in custody, Red Tornado volunteered to go to the Cave to help them secure and contain the prisoner as the rest of the League was out deployed.
Though he was an android that couldn’t really feel much emotions, he was still ‘surprised’ when he found out who the Winter Soldier was.
"Did he say anything else?", Kaldur asked. "Any instructions? Any intelligence at all?"
"Negative.", Red Tornado's head tilted slightly, one of the few human gestures he'd learned, "Batman's communication was brief. He stated only that the Winter Soldier is to remain sedated and secured until his arrival. No one is to attempt interaction or telepathic contact without his direct approval."
"Bit late for that.", Wally muttered.
Red Tornado's optical sensors focused on him.
"You have already attempted contact?"
"M'gann tried to reach him telepathically before we brought him here.", Kaldur explained, "She found nothing. The same void she encountered in previous battles."
"I see.", Red Tornado processed this information with machine efficiency, "That is... Unfortunate. I had hoped Richard Grayson's consciousness might be accessible given appropriate therapeutic intervention."
"We all hoped that.", Zatanna said bitterly, "Hoping didn't really help much."
Red Tornado turned his optical sensors toward her.
"Hope is not a strategy, but it is also not worthless. Humans require hope to function under duress. Without it, you collapse into despair. I may not experience hope myself, but I have observed its utility in maintaining operational effectiveness."
"That's very rational of you.", Zatanna said.
"I am an android. Rationality is my primary function.", Red Tornado paused, "However, I should note that I am... Troubled by Richard Grayson's condition. In the years I served as the Team's ‘den mother’, he demonstrated qualities I have come to associate with optimal human behavior: compassion, strategic thinking, adaptability, and what humans term 'heart'. To see those qualities suppressed or eliminated is... Disquieting."
"You cared about him.", M'gann said softly.
"I do not experience care as humans understand it.", Red Tornado corrected, "But I recognize his value as a team member and as an individual. His loss diminished the Team's effectiveness. His return, though complicated by his current state, represents a potential restoration of that effectiveness."
"He's not a tactical asset.", Conner growled. "He's our friend."
"He is both.", Red Tornado said simply, "And recognizing both aspects is necessary for optimal response to the situation. Sentiment without strategy will fail to retrieve him. Strategy without sentiment will fail to reach what remains of his original personality."
Kaldur nodded slowly, "You are correct. We must balance both."
"Indeed.", Red Tornado moved to the observation window, his optical sensors scanning Dick's unconscious form with inhuman precision, "The Winter Soldier's vital signs are stable. Respiration regular. Heart rate slightly elevated but within acceptable parameters for a human under sedation. The meta-suppression technology is functioning at optimal levels."
"How long can M'gann maintain the telepathic sedation?", Artemis asked.
"Not much longer.", M'gann admitted, her voice strained, "I'm already exhausted from Singapore. Maintaining this level of mental suppression on someone with his conditioning... It's like trying to hold back a flood with my bare hands. I can feel his mind fighting against the sedation. Not consciously—it's automatic, part of his programming. The Winter Soldier is designed to resist mental intrusion."
"Then we need Batman here now.", Wally stood, began pacing—slow by his standards, which meant merely human-fast, "Because if Dick wakes up before Batman arrives, before we know what the hell we're supposed to do—"
"Then we will contain him.", Kaldur said firmly, "The detention cell is designed for meta-human containment. The restraints are reinforced. The power dampeners should suppress any enhanced abilities the super-soldier serum granted him."
"Should?", Zatanna repeated, "Should isn't good enough. We saw what he can do. He fought off the entire Team in Singapore. He beat Batman in Belle Reve. He assassinated world leaders through security that should have been impenetrable. 'Should' doesn't apply to Dick when he's… Brainwashed operating as the Winter Soldier."
"Then what do you suggest?", Kaldur asked, not unkindly, "We cannot move him. We cannot wake him deliberately. We cannot access his mind to attempt deprogramming ourselves. Our only option is to wait for Batman and maintain current containment protocols."
"I could try reaching him.", Zatanna said suddenly, "Not telepathically—M'gann already tried that. But magically. There are spells designed to pierce mental barriers, to reach a person's true self beneath layers of conditioning or possession. If Dick is still in there, buried beneath the Winter Soldier's programming, maybe I could—"
"No.", Kaldur cut her off, "Batman was explicit. No attempts at contact without his approval. And given your emotional connection to Dick, any magical intervention you attempt might be compromised by your desire for a specific outcome."
Zatanna's hands clenched into fists, purple magic sparking around her knuckles.
"So what? We just wait? We sit here watching him lie unconscious, knowing that when he wakes up he won't know us, won't remember us, will probably try to kill us, and we do nothing?"
"We do what we must.", Kaldur said, "We wait for Batman. We maintain containment. We prepare for multiple scenarios. And we trust that between Batman's intelligence and the League's resources, we can find a way to bring Dick back."
"And if we can't?", Wally asked, "What's the plan if he's really gone? If the conditioning is permanent? Do we keep him locked up forever? Turn him over to Belle Reve? Let the League deal with him while we pretend we don't know him?"
"We will address that scenario if and when it becomes necessary.", Kaldur replied, "For now, we focus on the present."
The beeping of medical monitors filled the silence that followed.
Zatanna turned back to the window, pressing her palm against the glass once more. Her reflection stared back at her, and beyond it, Dick lay motionless—so close and yet impossibly distant.
"I should have told you.", she whispered, speaking to the unconscious figure, "Four years ago, before Siberia. I should have told you I loved you. Should have said it out loud instead of dancing around it like we had all the time in the world. Maybe if you'd known, maybe if you'd had something concrete to hold onto, maybe you could have fought harder against what they did to you."
"Zatanna—", M'gann started.
"I know.", Zatanna interrupted, her voice breaking, "I know it's not rational. I know saying 'I love you' wouldn't have protected him from torture and brainwashing. But I need to believe that something could have made a difference. That there was something we could have done."
"There was not.", Red Tornado said, and his artificial voice carried an unexpected gentleness, "Based on the intelligence Batman had sent ahead of time, the League of Shadows' methodology was thorough and systematic. No amount of emotional attachment would have prevented the outcome. Richard Grayson was targeted specifically because of his training, his capabilities, and his psychological profile. His connection to you—to all of you—was likely considered and accounted for in the conditioning process."
"That's supposed to make me feel better?", Zatanna asked.
"No.", Red Tornado said simply, "But it is the truth. And humans, in my observation, require truth even when it is painful. Comfortable lies provide temporary relief but ultimately prove destructive."
Zatanna laughed, broken and bitter. "You're terrible at comforting people."
"I am aware. It is not among my programmed functions."
Despite everything, Zatanna felt the corner of her mouth twitch upward.
Even in the worst moments, there was something almost absurdly funny about Red Tornado's complete lack of social grace.
"How much longer until Batman arrives?", Conner asked.
Red Tornado consulted his internal chronometer. "Forty-one minutes."
"And M'gann can hold the sedation that long?"
M'gann's face had gone pale, sweat beading on her forehead despite the IV fluids.
"I... I don't know. I'm trying, but it's getting harder. His mind keeps pushing against mine. Not consciously—it's automatic defense systems. The Winter Soldier is programmed to resist telepathic intrusion, and that programming is fighting me even while he's unconscious."
"What happens if you can't hold it?", Artemis asked.
"Then he wakes up.", M'gann said simply, "And we find out if our restraints are enough to hold him."
The group exchanged glances. They'd all seen what Dick was capable of as the Winter Soldier.
Restraints that could hold most meta-humans might not be sufficient for someone who'd been specifically engineered to counter superhuman abilities.
"Then we should prepare.", Kaldur said, moving into command, "Conner, Wally, Artemis—position yourselves near the detention cell entrance. If he breaks containment, you are the first line of defense. Do not engage directly unless absolutely necessary. The goal is to delay until Batman arrives."
"And if he breaks through us?", Wally asked.
"Then Zatanna and I will provide secondary containment. Rocket, despite your damaged belt, you will coordinate with Red Tornado to seal all exits from the detention level. If the Winter Soldier escapes this room, he must not reach the surface."
"Understood.", Raquel said, already pulling her damaged belt back on. It wouldn't provide full protection, but even partial kinetic shielding was better than nothing.
"What about me?", M'gann asked, "When he wakes—if I can't hold the sedation—"
"You disengage immediately.", Kaldur ordered, "You have already pushed yourself beyond safe limits. Further telepathic strain could cause permanent damage. We will not risk you for containment."
"But I could help—"
"No.", Conner's voice was firm and protective, "Kaldur's right. You're barely staying conscious as it is. If Dick wakes up, you let go and you get clear. Understood?"
M'gann wanted to argue. They could see it in her eyes, the same desperate need to help that had driven her into Dick's mind three times despite the void she found there.
But she was exhausted. Drained. And even she knew there were limits to what telepathy could accomplish.
"Understood.", she said quietly.
"Good.", Kaldur moved toward the door, "Everyone to positions. We wait for Batman and pray that M'gann can maintain sedation until he arrives."
They dispersed to their assigned positions, each finding their place in the defensive formation.
Conner stood closest to the detention cell, immovable as stone. Wally positioned himself at the cell's primary exit, ready to blur into motion. Artemis took a position with clear sightlines, bow ready with non-lethal arrows.
Zatanna remained at the observation window, her hands pressed against the glass as if physical proximity could somehow reach the person buried beneath the Winter Soldier's conditioning.
And M'gann stayed in her seat, eyes glowing faint green, her entire focus narrowed to maintaining the telepathic hold on Dick's unconscious mind.
The minutes crawled past.
Thirty-five minutes until Batman arrived.
The medical monitors beeped steadily, a rhythmic reminder that Dick Grayson was alive, breathing, present.
But not there.
Not in any way that mattered.
M'gann's breath hitched. Her hands trembled where they gripped the chair's armrests. The green glow around her eyes flickered.
"M'gann?", Conner was at her side immediately, "What's wrong?"
"He's... Pushing back harder.", she whispered through gritted teeth, "The conditioning is activating. Some kind of automatic protocol triggered by prolonged telepathic contact. It's trying to wake him up, to make him resist, to—"
She gasped, her eyes going wide.
"I can't hold it much longer."
"How long?", Kaldur demanded.
"Minutes. Maybe less."
"Red Tornado, is there any way to boost the power dampeners? Increase the restraint strength?"
"Negative.", Red Tornado said, "The systems are already operating at maximum capacity. Any increase in power output risks damaging Richard Grayson's physiology."
"Then we prepare for him to wake.", Kaldur's water-bearers manifested, hardening into bladed weapons, "Everyone ready."
They tensed, watching the figure behind the glass.
Dick's breathing changed first. The mechanical regularity shifted, became more natural. His fingers twitched. His eyes moved beneath closed lids.
"He's surfacing.", M'gann's voice strained, "I'm losing him. I—"
Her eyes rolled back. The green glow extinguished. She slumped in her seat, unconscious from the telepathic strain.
Conner caught her before she could fall, lifting her gently.
"I've got her.", he said, moving toward the medical bay. "Good luck."
And in the detention cell, Dick Grayson's eyes opened.
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[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 05:30 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[Mount Justice, Happy Harbor, Rhode Island, United States]
The first thing the Winter Soldier’s mind registered was restraint.
Not pain. Not confusion. Not fear.
Just the cold tactical assessment that his movement was restricted.
His eyes opened.
Not slowly, not groggily, but with the instant alertness of someone trained to wake ready for combat.
The fluorescent lights overhead were harsh, clinical. The walls around him were reinforced steel. Medical equipment beeped nearby, monitors displaying vital signs that his training allowed him to read even upside down.
Status: Contained.
Location: Unknown facility. Potential hostile territory.
His eyes moved methodically, cataloging every detail without turning his head.
Wrists: Restrained with meta-suppression cuffs, technology too advanced for standard military.
Ankles: Similarly bound.
Chest and thighs: Strapped with reinforced materials, molecular adhesion properties suggesting metahuman containment protocols.
Neck: Power dampener active, designed to suppress enhanced abilities.
Threat Level: Severe.
His mind worked through the situation with mechanical precision. No memories of how he arrived here.
Last clear recollection: Mission parameters, targets designated, objectives outlined.
Then… Nothing.
A gap in his operational timeline that suggested either memory suppression or temporary incapacitation.
He ran through his assets.
Physical strength: Diminished by power dampener, estimated 40% reduction. Cybernetic arm: functional but movement restricted.
Combat effectiveness: Significantly compromised by restraints.
Mission Status: Compromised.
His eyes finally moved to take in the observation window across from his cell. Faces stared back at him through bulletproof glass. His tactical assessment cataloged them automatically.
Subject One: Male, early twenties, Caucasian, athletic build. Red and yellow uniform suggests speed-based abilities. Threat level moderate to high.
Subject Two: Female, early twenties, Asian, blonde. Bow and quiver visible. Ranged combatant, threat level moderate.
Subject Three: Male, mid-twenties, skin tone suggesting Atlantean heritage. Water manipulation observed in previous encounters. Threat level high.
Subject Four: Female, early twenties, green-skinned, extraterrestrial in origin. With telepathic and shape-shifting abilities. Threat level high to severe.
Subject Five: Male, early twenties, Caucasian, muscular build. Identified as the clone of the Kryptonian “Superman”. Threat level high to severe.
Subject Six: Female, mid-twenties, Caucasian, stage magician aesthetic. Reality warper, confirmed magical abilities. Threat level severe.
His analytical mind provided tactical data on each target: optimal strike points, predicted response times, likely defensive patterns. Information stored from previous encounters, though he couldn't recall the specific operations.
They were staring at him with expressions his training didn't prioritize analyzing. Emotional states were irrelevant to mission completion. What mattered was their positioning, their readiness states, their potential as threats or obstacles.
Then one of them spoke.
The voice came through a speaker system built into the cell walls. Male. The identified speedster.
"Dick? Dick, can you hear me? It's Wally. It's me, man. Your best friend. We've been looking for you for four years."
The words were meaningless.
Designation "Dick" did not compute.
He had no designation.
Only mission parameters.
He said nothing.
Speech was unnecessary without mission briefing.
The female with the bow stepped closer to the glass, "Dick, please. You know us. You trained me. You were the first person who believed I could be more than my family's legacy. You gave me a chance when no one else would."
Irrelevant information. Training protocols suggested silence was optimal when in enemy captivity. Provide no intelligence. Wait for opportunity.
The Atlantean spoke next, his voice measured and calm, "Richard Grayson. Nightwing. You were our leader. Our friend. You brought this Team together. You taught us that we could be more than sidekicks, more than junior partners. You showed us what it meant to be heroes."
His mind processed the designation "Richard Grayson" but found no corresponding identity markers. The name generated no response. He remained silent, conserving energy.
The woman with the telepathic abilities moved forward, "I'm M'gann. We met when I first came to Earth. You welcomed me. You helped me understand human customs and social interaction. You were my friend when I felt alone on a planet that wasn't my home."
Still nothing. The names, the claimed relationships, the emotional appeals—all tactics designed to elicit response or create psychological leverage.
Standard interrogation methodology.
He'd been trained to resist.
The half-Kryptonian spoke next.
"Dick, it's Conner.”, he began, “I hope you still remember. You, Wally, and Kaldur freed me from being Cadmus’ weapon, remember? We're brothers. Not by blood, but by choice. You were there when I was figuring out who I was beyond being a clone replacement for Superman. You told me I could choose my own path. That I wasn't defined by my origins."
The words washed over him without impact.
He analyzed the Kryptonian's stance, calculated optimal strike zones if engagement became necessary. Solar plexus. Brachial plexus. Nerve clusters at the base of the skull. Techniques specifically designed to counter Kryptonian physiology.
And then the magician pressed her hands against the observation window. Her voice cracked when she spoke.
"Dick, please. It's Zatanna. You... We were... Please just look at me. Really look. Remember."
For the first time, his eyes moved to focus directly on a speaker.
Not because the words meant anything. But because tactical assessment suggested the magician presented the highest immediate threat. Reality warpers were unpredictable, capable of circumventing standard defensive protocols.
He stared at her with empty eyes.
Behind the glass, Zatanna's breath caught. For a moment, she'd thought—hoped—that maybe he'd recognized her voice. That something in his conditioning might crack.
But there was nothing in those eyes.
No recognition. No emotion. No spark of the man who'd laughed with her, kissed her, made her believe in futures that didn't involve constant crisis.
Just cold analysis. Like she was a problem to be solved. A threat to be neutralized.
"Dick.", she whispered, tears streaming down her face, "Please. I know you're in there somewhere. I know the real you is buried beneath whatever they did to you. Please just give me a sign. Anything."
He blinked once. A physiological necessity, not a response.
Then his attention moved past her, scanning the room for additional threats, potential exits, weaknesses in containment protocols.
"This isn't working.", Wally said, his voice breaking, "He's not responding to anything. It's like... It's like he doesn't even recognize that we're talking to him. Like we're just... Obstacles."
"Because that is precisely what we are to him.", Kaldur said quietly, "The Winter Soldier does not process social interaction or emotional appeals. He assesses threats and calculates optimal response. We are currently contained behind reinforced barriers, which means we are not immediate threats. Therefore, we are irrelevant."
"So what do we do?", Artemis demanded, "Just stand here while he stares at us like we're... Like we're nothing?"
"We wait for Batman.", Kaldur said, "He should arrive within fifteen minutes. Perhaps he will have better methods of reaching through the conditioning."
Behind the glass, Dick had already completed his tactical assessment of the room.
He'd identified twelve potential weaknesses in the containment cell's structure. Seven theoretical escape routes if the restraints could be compromised. Four optimal strike patterns for neutralizing the observed hostiles in sequence based on their positioning and estimated response times.
All he needed was opportunity.
He remained absolutely still, conserving energy, presenting no threat.
Standard protocols: Appear compliant, wait for guards to lower defensive posture, exploit first opening.
His breathing was controlled. His heart rate steady. The medical monitors recorded vitals that suggested calm acceptance of his situation.
It was a lie.
Every muscle was coiled, ready. Every sense was primed. The Winter Soldier was a weapon in rest mode, but rest mode could transition to combat effectiveness in milliseconds.
He just needed the right trigger.
Zatanna couldn't take it anymore. She turned away from the window, unable to bear those empty eyes staring through her like she was transparent.
"I can't do this.", her voice was barely a whisper, "I can't watch him look at me like I'm nothing. Like four years of friendship and partnership and... And everything we had just doesn't exist anymore."
Conner supported M’gann as she steadied herself, mind still throbbing from sedating Dick’s; she stepped closer to the observation window, her telepathic senses reaching out tentatively.
"I could try one more time.", she said softly, "Push deeper than before. Really search for any fragment of Dick that might be buried—"
"No.", Kaldur cut her off firmly, "You've already pushed yourself to unconsciousness once. Further attempts could cause permanent damage to both you and him. We wait for Batman."
"But if there's even a chance—", M'gann started.
"There isn't.", Wally's voice was hollow, defeated. "We've all seen it. You've been in his mind three times—Berlin, Moscow, Singapore. Every time, you found nothing but void. Dick Grayson isn't buried somewhere in there. He's gone. The Winter Soldier is all that's left."
"You don't know that.", Zatanna whirled on him, magic crackling dangerously around her clenched fists, "You can't know that for certain. Maybe M'gann just hasn't found the right approach. Maybe if she—"
"Maybe she kills herself trying to reach someone who isn't there anymore!", Wally shot back, his own grief exploding into anger, "Maybe she turns her brain into mush trying to force a connection to a personality that's been erased! Is that what you want? To sacrifice M'gann for a hope that's already been proven false three times?"
"Guys.", Artemis warned, but neither was listening.
"It's been four years, Zee!", Wally continued, his voice rising, "Four years of torture and conditioning and whatever the fuck else they did to him! They didn't just brainwash him. They broke him. Systematically. Scientifically. They took everything that made him Dick and they destroyed it and rebuilt something else in its place. That's not something you just undo with enough hope and determination!"
"So what?", Zatanna's voice was venomous, hurt bleeding into rage, "We just give up? We just accept that our friend, our brother, is gone forever? That the best we can do is lock him up like an animal and forget he ever existed?"
"I didn't say that—"
"Then what are you saying? Because it sounds like you've already written him off. Like you've already decided Dick is dead and we're just dealing with his corpse!"
"ENOUGH!"
Kaldur's voice cracked like a whip, his water-bearers slamming against the observation room floor hard enough to create small divots in the reinforced steel.
"This helps no one.", he said, his voice tight with barely controlled emotion, "We are all grieving. We are all processing the impossible reality that our friend and leader is alive but not himself. But turning on each other, allowing our pain to fracture this Team further—that is exactly what whoever did this to Dick would want."
He looked at each of them in turn.
"We are better than this. Dick trained us to be better than this. So we will act accordingly. Zatanna, your desire to save him is understandable, but it cannot override tactical necessity. M'gann has already pushed herself beyond safe limits. Further attempts without proper preparation and Batman's guidance could be catastrophic."
He turned to Wally.
"And you—your pessimism, while grounded in observed data, does not account for variables we have not yet explored. Batman still has intelligence yet to be disclosed. The Bat Family recovered extensive files from Cadmus. We do not yet know what methods might exist for deprogramming or recovery. Declaring defeat before exhausting all options is not how this Team operates."
Wally and Zatanna both looked away, chastened.
"I’m sorry.", Wally said quietly, "It’s just… Fuck! I can't watch him stare at us like that. Like we're strangers. Like we never mattered."
"I know.", Kaldur's voice softened, "I am struggling with the same pain. But we must remain functional. For his sake, if not our own."
In the detention cell, Dick's head tilted fractionally. His enhanced hearing—a byproduct of the super-soldier serum—had picked up portions of the conversation through the observation glass. His tactical mind processed the information:
Designation: Dick Grayson. Claimed identity. Possible alias or previous operational cover.
Team structure: Emotional bonds suggested familial or close interpersonal connections. Exploitable weakness.
Batman: Referenced as authority figure, en route. Potential commander or mission coordinator. High-value target for intelligence gathering.
The information was cataloged, filed away for potential tactical use. But it generated no emotional response. No recognition. The names and relationships were simply data points.
He returned to his assessment of the containment systems, looking for any flaw he might have missed.
Red Tornado's voice broke the tense silence in the observation room.
"Batman's ETA is now eight minutes. I recommend all personnel maintain current positions and prepare for his arrival."
"Understood.", Kaldur said. "Is there any chance of him arriving sooner?"
"Negative. The Batwing is already exceeding the recommended velocity for atmospheric flight. Further acceleration would risk structural integrity."
Raquel stood from where she'd been working on her kinetic belt, "I've got partial functionality restored. Maybe sixty percent capacity. If he breaks out, I can provide some resistance, but I won't be able to hold him like I did in Singapore."
"Every advantage helps.", Kaldur acknowledged.
Conner moved M'gann to a chair farther from the observation window, making sure she was steady before returning to his position, "How are you feeling?"
"Like someone used my brain as a punching bag.", M'gann admitted, "The telepathic backlash from his conditioning... It's worse than anything I've experienced. It's not just walls or blocks. It's actively hostile to mental contact. Like his mind is weaponized against telepathy."
"Makes sense.", Artemis said, "If you're building the perfect assassin, you'd want protection against telepaths. Otherwise anyone with psychic abilities could just shut him down or reprogram him."
"Which means telepathy isn't going to be the solution.", Wally concluded, "We need something else."
"Batman will know.", Zatanna said, though her voice carried more hope than certainty. "He has to. He's spent years investigating. If anyone can figure out how to bring Dick back, it's Bruce."
"And if he can't?", Conner asked the question they were all thinking.
No one answered.
The minutes stretched like hours.
In the cell, Dick's vital signs remained stable. His breathing regular. His heart rate calm. To all external appearances, he was simply waiting, possibly even resigned to his captivity.
But the Winter Soldier never resigned.
He was always calculating, always planning, always ready for the moment opportunity presented itself.
Zatanna found herself at the observation window again, unable to stay away. She pressed her palm against the glass, watching the man she'd loved breathe in and out with mechanical regularity.
"I miss you.", she whispered, knowing he couldn't hear, knowing it didn't matter, "I miss your terrible jokes. I miss how you'd show up at three in the morning with Chinese food because you knew I'd been working too hard on spell research. I miss how you made everything feel possible, even when the world was ending."
Her voice cracked.
"I miss how you kissed me. Like I was something precious. Like you couldn't quite believe I was real and you were afraid I'd disappear if you weren't careful."
Behind the glass, Dick's eyes tracked toward her voice. Not because he recognized it. But because the sound pattern had changed—distress markers that might indicate weakened defensive posture.
Zatanna saw his eyes focus on her and felt her breath catch.
For just a moment, she let herself hope.
But then his gaze moved past her, continuing his systematic scan of the room, and the hope died.
Without warning, the Cave's speaker system crackled to life.
The sound was wrong—distorted, like someone had hijacked the frequency. Static hissed and popped, and then a voice emerged.
Speaking Russian.
A voice that sent ice through everyone's veins.
"Желание." (Longing)
In the detention cell, Dick's entire body went rigid.
"What the hell—", Wally started.
"Ржавый." (Rusted)
Dick's eyes went wide. His muscles strained against the restraints. A sound escaped his throat—not quite a word, not quite a scream.
"What’s going on?", Kaldur questioned, "Can we shut down the speaker system? Whatever that is, it is making him convulse!"
Red Tornado moved with android speed, but the Cave's systems weren't responding, "I am locked out. Someone has remote access to the facility's infrastructure."
"Семнадцать." (Seventeen)
Dick's back arched against the restraints.
The sound he made was louder now—a choked, agonized noise of someone fighting against their own programming.
"He's trying to resist!", M'gann gasped, her telepathic senses picking up the war raging inside Dick's mind, "He's fighting it!"
"Рассвет." (Daybreak)
A scream tore from Dick's throat.
Raw.
Desperate.
The sound of someone drowning and unable to surface.
Zatanna's hands blazed with purple magic. "ETUMIR EHT SREKAEPS!"
Her spell hit the speaker system, she was able to disable a few speakers but not all of them.
"Печь" (Furnace)
Dick’s scream had gone feral.
Blood vessels burst in his eyes, turning the whites red.
His metal arm strained against the restraints hard enough that the reinforced medical berth groaned.
Sparks flew from the meta-suppression cuffs as they struggled to contain him.
"DICK!", Zatanna screamed, slamming her hands against the observation glass. "FIGHT IT! YOU CAN FIGHT IT!"
"Девять" (Nine)
Dick's screams became hoarse, his voice shredding.
But he was still screaming.
Still fighting.
Every word that came through the speakers, he resisted. His conditioning trying to force compliance while whatever remained of Dick Grayson fought against the inevitable.
The door to Dick’s holding cell had been locked, whoever hijacked the Cave’s systems also restricted their access to the doors.
"Conner!", Kaldur barked, "Break through that wall. Get to the speaker in his cell! Destroy it!"
Superboy was already moving, his fist driving into the reinforced wall with Kryptonian strength. Concrete exploded. Rebar shrieked. But the wall was designed to contain meta-humans, it didn't yield easily.
"Доброкачественные" (Benign)
His muscles torn from the strain as his body convulsed further.
Bones grinding against restraints that weren't designed to hold someone fighting this hard.
"Almost through!", Conner roared, his second punch creating a wider hole.
"Возвращение на родину" (Homecoming)
Dick’s blood-curdling screams wouldn’t stop.
"Один." (One)
Dick's eyes—still red from burst blood vessels—stared at the ceiling. His chest heaved. His entire body trembled. One more word. Just one more word and it would be over.
Conner broke through the wall. Concrete dust exploded into the cell. He lunged for the speaker mounted in the ceiling—
"Грузовой вагон." (Freight car)
The speaker sparked and died under Superboy's fist.
But it was too late.
Dick went absolutely still.
The trembling stopped.
The resistance ceased.
His voice faltered.
His eyes—still staring at the ceiling—went blank. Empty.
The medical monitors beeped steadily, showing elevated heart rate and respiration, but his body had stopped fighting.
"No.", Zatanna pressed her entire body against the glass, tears streaming down her face. "No, no, no. Dick, please. Please don't—"
Silence filled the Cave.
The hijacked speaker system had gone dead—Conner had destroyed every speaker in the detention level with systematic efficiency.
But the damage was done.
"He was fighting.", M'gann whispered, her voice thick with tears, "I felt it. His mind was fighting against whatever that was. He tried so hard to resist. And he lost."
The Cave's main speaker system crackled—a different circuit, one Conner hadn't reached yet.
The same Russian voice, now speaking with cold satisfaction:
"Солдат?" (Soldier?)
Dick's response was immediate.
Mechanical.
His voice rough from screaming, but the words clear and cold.
"Готов подчиняться." (Ready to comply.)
The voice switched to English now, making sure everyone listening would understand:
"Mission Orders: Defeat the Justice League and escape the facility."
For a heartbeat, nothing happened.
Then, one by one, the restraints began to disengage.
The meta-suppression cuffs clicked open, their magnetic locks overridden by the same remote access that had hijacked the speakers.
The power dampener around Dick's neck deactivated with a soft electronic whine.
The straps across his chest and thighs retracted into the medical berth.
"EVERYONE BACK!", Kaldur commanded, but it was already too late.
Dick sat up with fluid, mechanical precision. He swung his legs off the berth and stood, testing his restored mobility with small, efficient movements.
Then his eyes—empty, cold, calculating—fixed on the hole Superboy had punched through the wall.
The hole that led directly into the observation room.
Directly to the Team.
He had been given his orders.
And he cannot fail.
Batman was nowhere to be seen, at least, not yet.
Dick Grayson—no, the Winter Soldier—stood free in his cell, the final restraint falling away with a metallic clang that echoed through the stunned silence.
His gaze swept across the assembled heroes with mechanical precision, threat assessment calculating optimal strike patterns.
The Winter Soldier had just been activated with a single mission:
Defeat the heroes who held him there, and escape.
The Cave's alarms began to blare as Dick took his first step forward.
And the Team realized with crushing certainty that they were about to fight their brother.
Their friend.
Their leader.
To the death.
Chapter 15: "XIV: Escape"
Chapter Text
[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 05:47 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[Mount Justice, Happy Harbor, Rhode Island, United States]
The Winter Soldier just stood there.
He moved his head side-to-side, cracking the joints in his neck.
He twisted his wrists, both the one on his human hand and on his mechanical hand.
He planned his next movements.
Not with rage or urgency, but with the cold efficiency of a machine executing its programming. His first step through the hole Superboy had created was measured, calculated, his boots crunching on shattered concrete with barely a sound.
His eyes swept the observation room, cataloging targets in order of priority.
Subject designation: Kryptonian clone.
Threat level: Severe. Primary target.
Subject designation: Atlantean water manipulator.
Threat level: High. Secondary target.
Subject designation: Speedster.
Threat level: High. Tertiary target.
"Dick, please.", Zatanna's voice cracked as she stepped forward, hands raised but not threatening, magic flickering weakly around her fingers, "Don't do this. We're your friends. Your family. You don't have to follow those orders."
He looked at her.
Through her.
Target designation: Reality warper.
Threat level: Severe. Engage with extreme caution.
"Everyone back.", Kaldur commanded, water-bearers materializing in his hands, "Create distance. Do not engage unless absolutely—"
The Winter Soldier lunged.
Not at Kaldur, not at the obvious threat, but at Wally, who stood closest to the exit. The speedster's eyes widened, instinct screaming at him to run, but hesitation—the fatal hesitation of someone who still saw his best friend instead of an enemy—cost him the critical microsecond he needed.
Dick's metal fist caught Wally in the solar plexus with surgical precision.
The speedster's enhanced metabolism meant he processed pain faster than normal humans, which made the agony of cracked ribs and ruptured organs hit like a freight train compressed into an instant. Wally's legs gave out, his vision graying as he crumpled.
"WALLY!", Artemis's bow was already drawn, an arrow nocked, but her hands shook. She couldn't—wouldn't—shoot. Not at Dick. Not at—
The Winter Soldier was already moving, using Wally's falling body as cover. By the time Artemis's arrow flew, he'd shifted positions, and the projectile embedded itself harmlessly in the wall where he'd been standing a heartbeat before.
Conner roared and charged, Kryptonian strength propelling him forward like a missile. He wasn't holding back this time—couldn't afford to—but something in his chest still twisted at the thought of hurting Dick.
The hesitation showed in his stance.
The Winter Soldier saw it.
He dropped low, sweeping Conner's legs while simultaneously driving his metal elbow into the clone's descending chin. The impact would have decapitated a normal human. Conner's head snapped back, teeth cracking, blood spraying from his split lip.
Before Conner could recover, the Soldier's metal hand found his throat and squeezed.
Not to kill—not yet—but to control. To use the Kryptonian's own enhanced durability against him, turning him into a shield against the others.
"Release him!", Kaldur's water-bearers lashed out, hardened streams designed to separate rather than harm. The Soldier deflected the first strike with Conner's body, used the second to gauge attack patterns, and on the third—
He threw Conner.
Two hundred twenty pounds of Kryptonian clone became a projectile that crashed into Kaldur with bone-breaking force. They went down in a tangle of limbs, water-bearers dissolving as Kaldur's concentration shattered.
M'gann screamed, her eyes blazing green-white as she tried one more time to reach him telepathically. Not to attack his mind—she couldn't, wouldn't hurt him—but to reach him, to find any fragment of Dick that might be listening.
"Dick, please! It's me, M'gann! Remember? Remember when you taught me how to play Uno? When you helped me understand Earth customs? When you told me I belonged here? Please remember!"
The telepathic assault hit the Winter Soldier's consciousness like water hitting a cliff face—acknowledged, processed, irrelevant.
His hand shot out, grabbed a piece of broken concrete from Conner's earlier breach, and hurled it.
Not at M'gann.
At the observation window behind her.
The reinforced glass, designed to withstand superhuman impacts, spiderwebbed from the strike. M'gann's concentration broke as she instinctively ducked, and in that instant of distraction—
The Soldier closed the distance.
M'gann tried to go intangible, Martian physiology shifting to avoid the blow, but he'd already calculated for that. His strike wasn't aimed at where she was, but where she'd be when she phased.
His metal fist caught her in the ribs as she re-solidified.
The crack of breaking bones echoed through the observation room.
M'gann collapsed, gasping, her telepathic presence withdrawing in pain and shock.
"NO!", Conner was up again, murder in his eyes, all restraint abandoned, "You hurt her! You fucking—"
The Soldier didn't let him finish.
He moved inside Conner's wild swing, drove his human fist into the already-damaged solar plexus, followed with a knee to the same spot, and finished with a brutal elbow strike to the back of Conner's neck that dropped the clone like a puppet with cut strings.
Conner hit the ground and didn't get up.
The entire exchange—from Wally's initial strike to Conner's second fall—had taken less than thirty seconds.
Five members of the Team were down.
Artemis stood frozen, bow drawn, arrow trembling, tears streaming down her face, "Dick, please. It's me. It's Artemis. You trained me. You believed in me when no one else did. You told me I wasn't defined by my family, that I could choose who I wanted to be. You gave me that choice. Please don't make me—"
The Soldier's hand moved to his tactical vest, pulling free a knife with his human hand while his metal arm hung ready to deflect or attack; it would look like the Team forgot to strip him of his weapons when they captured him.
He advanced on her.
Not quickly.
Not slowly.
Just the inexorable approach of someone who knew the target had no real options.
"I won't fight you.", Artemis whispered, lowering her bow, "I can't. Even if you don't remember, even if you don't know who I am anymore, I remember. I remember everything. And I won't—"
"Then, you die."
His voice.
Dick's voice, laced with a thick Russian accent.
But emptied of everything that had made it his. No warmth, no humor, no compassion. Just cold tactical assessment delivered in vocal cords that had once laughed and joked and told terrible puns.
The knife rose.
Zatanna's scream was wordless, primal, four years of grief and desperation channeled into raw magical force.
"POTS!"
The spell hit the Soldier like a physical wall, freezing him mid-strike. His muscles locked, his breathing stopped, his entire body held in magical stasis.
But only for three seconds.
His conditioning—specifically designed to resist magical interference—kicked in. The knife continued its arc, slower now, fighting through Zatanna's spell like moving through molasses.
"PEELS! PEELS WON! TSEPEED FO PEELS!"
She threw everything she had left into it, every reserve of power, every ounce of will. Sleep spells, binding spells, paralysis hexes, all layered on top of each other in a desperate attempt to stop him without causing harm.
The Soldier's advance slowed to a crawl. His eyes, still fixed on Artemis, burned with frustrated focus as his body fought against the magical restraints.
But he was still moving.
Still advancing.
Still coming.
"I can't hold him!", Zatanna gasped, blood trickling from her nose as the magical strain exceeded her limits, "He's breaking through—I can't—"
Raquel appeared from the side, her partially-repaired kinetic belt flaring purple as she slammed into the Soldier with a force-enhanced tackle. The impact should have sent him flying, should have bought them precious seconds.
Instead, his metal arm—still fighting through Zatanna's spells—caught her mid-impact.
His human hand found her throat.
And he threw her.
Raquel crashed through the already-damaged observation window, glass exploding around her, her kinetic field sparking erratically as it tried and failed to absorb the impact. She hit the far wall of Dick's detention cell and slumped, unconscious.
The throw had cost him.
The physical exertion, the resistance to Zatanna's spells, the calculated violence—something in the Soldier's programming registered inefficiency. Mission parameters dictated escape, not extended engagement.
He needed to disengage.
His metal fist drove forward, not at Artemis, but at the ground between them. The impact cratered the reinforced floor, sending concrete shards flying. Artemis stumbled back, blinded by debris and dust.
When her vision cleared, the Winter Soldier was gone.
Running toward the Cave's exit tunnels.
Toward freedom.
Toward escape.
Kaldur dragged himself upright, one water-bearer forming despite his injuries, "He's heading for the surface. If he reaches open ground—"
"I'll stop him.", Red Tornado's voice was calm, analytical, as he materialized in the observation room entrance. The android's optical sensors tracked the Soldier's trajectory, "All personnel remain here and attend to your injuries. I will pursue."
"Red Tornado, wait—", Kaldur started, but the android was already moving, his form blurring with super-speed as he followed the Winter Soldier's path.
...
...
...
The Cave's main corridor was a straight shot to the vehicle bay and the Zeta Tube platform beyond. Red Tornado's sensors tracked the Soldier's heat signature, predicting movement patterns, calculating intercept points.
"Winter Soldier.", Red Tornado's voice echoed through the corridor, artificially amplified, "Your escape is not possible. I am requesting you to stand down. I do not wish to harm you, but I will prevent your departure by force if necessary."
The Soldier didn't slow.
Didn't respond.
Just continued his mechanical sprint toward the exit.
Red Tornado's hands rose, wind gathering around them with tornado force. Not lethal—he'd carefully calibrated the attack to disable rather than destroy—but powerful enough to knock even an enhanced human unconscious.
He released the wind blast.
The Soldier dropped and rolled, the attack passing over him by inches. As he came out of the roll, his metal hand caught a piece of debris from the damaged corridor and hurled it back.
Not at Red Tornado.
At the android's visual sensors.
The improvised projectile struck with precision, cracking two of Red Tornado's three optical sensors. His vision field narrowed, depth perception compromised.
"Impressive tactical awareness.", Red Tornado observed, even as he adjusted to the reduced sensory input, "But insufficient."
His second wind blast was wider, harder to dodge in the enclosed space.
The Soldier didn't dodge.
He charged straight into it.
The wind slammed into him with enough force to peel paint from walls. His body lifted slightly, velocity checked, but his metal arm found purchase on the corridor wall and pulled, dragging himself forward against the wind through sheer strength.
Red Tornado calculated new parameters. The Winter Soldier's enhanced strength exceeded initial estimates. Standard restraint protocols would be insufficient.
He prepared to escalate to more forceful measures—
The Soldier's metal fist, moving faster than Red Tornado's damaged sensors could fully track, drove into the android's torso.
Not the chest plate. The vulnerable joint where torso met pelvis. The structural weak point that John Smith's original design had never fully reinforced.
Red Tornado's systems screamed warning alerts as critical components fractured. His upper body tilted at an unnatural angle, servos whining as they tried to compensate for structural failure.
"Critical damage sustained.", Red Tornado's voice flickered, distorted, "Motor function comprom—"
The Soldier's second strike finished what the first began.
Red Tornado collapsed, his torso separating partially from his lower body, sparks flying from severed connections. His optical sensors dimmed but didn't extinguish—enough consciousness remained to witness his failure.
"I... apologize… Richard.", the android's voice was barely audible, glitching, "I have... Failed you."
The Winter Soldier stepped over him without pause, without acknowledgment, his mission parameters unchanged:
Escape. Evade. Survive.
The vehicle bay doors were ahead. The Zeta Tubes beyond that. Either route would suffice.
He was ten steps from freedom when the Cave's entrance exploded inward.
Not metaphorically.
The reinforced blast doors, designed to withstand missile strikes, exploded off their hinges as something dark and fast and furious crashed through them with mounted charges.
Batman's cape billowed as he emerged from the smoke and debris, the lenses of his cowl fixed on the Winter Soldier with an intensity that would have stopped most opponents cold.
…
…
…
The Soldier's tactical assessment shifted.
New priority target: Batman.
Threat level: Extreme.
Mission parameters: Defeat. Escape.
They stared at each other across the damaged corridor.
Father and son.
Detective and assassin.
Bruce and Dick.
Though only one of them remembered that any of those connections existed.
Batman's voice, when he spoke, was carefully controlled. Almost gentle.
"Dick… I know you're in there. I know you can hear me. Whatever they did to you, whatever conditioning they forced on you, you can fight it. You are fighting it. You're stronger than their programming."
The Soldier said nothing.
Threats didn't require verbal response.
Only action.
"I'm not going to let you leave.", Batman continued, moving forward slowly, hands visible but ready, "But I'm also not going to hurt you. Not permanently. Not in any way that can't be healed. Because you're my son. And I will bring you home."
For just a moment—less than a heartbeat—something flickered in the Soldier's eyes.
Not recognition.
Not emotion.
Just... Something.
A glitch in the programming.
A fragment of resistance.
Then it was gone.
The Winter Soldier attacked.
...
...
...
They fought in the Cave's main corridor, and it was nothing like their previous encounters.
In Belle Reve, Batman had been caught off-guard, still processing the impossible reality of who the Winter Soldier was.
But here?
Here, Batman knew. Here, Batman was prepared. Here, Batman fought not to capture an enemy but to save his son without breaking him further.
And it showed.
The Soldier's first strike—a metal fist aimed at Batman's head—met a forearm block reinforced with experimental armor plating. Batman redirected the force, used the momentum to create distance, and immediately transitioned into a counterattack aimed at pressure points rather than vulnerable areas.
The Soldier blocked with his human arm, countered with a knee strike that Batman barely avoided.
They separated, circled, engaged again.
Batman was faster than in Belle Reve, his movements sharper, his defenses tighter. But the Soldier was learning, adapting, each exchange providing data that his enhanced mind processed at superhuman speeds.
"I read the reports.", Batman said between strikes, his voice never losing that careful control, "I know what they did to you. The torture. The conditioning. The mutilation. And I know you survived it all because you're strong, Dick. Stronger than they ever gave you credit for."
The Soldier's response was a combination attack—metal fist high, human fist low, forcing Batman to choose which to block.
Batman chose neither.
He moved between the strikes, close enough to feel the air displacement, and drove his palm into the Soldier's sternum. Not hard enough to crack bone, but enough to disrupt breathing, to create momentary distraction.
In that moment, Batman's voice dropped lower, more intimate, the voice Bruce Wayne used rather than the Batman growl.
"I failed you. In Siberia. I should have found you. Should have torn that bunker apart with my bare hands until I had you back. Instead, I let you disappear. Let them take you. Let them break you. And that failure—my failure—is something I'll carry for the rest of my life."
The Soldier's hesitation was microscopic. Barely measurable. But it was there.
"But I'm not failing you again.", Batman continued, pressing his attack but still pulling his strikes, still avoiding lethal force, "Whatever it takes, however long it requires, I will bring you back. Because that's what fathers do. They don't give up on their sons."
Something in the Soldier's programming glitched.
Mission parameters conflicted.
Target designation: Batman.
Threat level: Extreme.
But...
Father?
Son?
The words created cascade errors in his conditioning, pulling up suppressed data, fragmented memories that didn't align with mission parameters.
The hesitation cost him.
Batman's strike—a palm heel to the chin—snapped the Soldier's head back. Follow-up strikes targeted nerve clusters, pressure points, areas specifically designed to disable rather than damage.
For thirty seconds, Batman had the advantage.
For thirty seconds, it looked like he might actually win.
Then the Soldier's conditioning reasserted itself with brutal efficiency. The glitch resolved. The cascade errors were corrected. The hesitation ended.
His metal arm moved faster than it had before, driven by enhanced strength and a calculation that Batman's restraint was an exploitable weakness.
The first strike caught Batman's right arm, dislocating his shoulder.
The second caught his jaw, splitting his cowl and drawing blood.
The third caught his knee, the same knee that had never fully healed from facing Bane years ago.
Batman went down.
Not unconscious—his training and enhancements kept him aware—but unable to continue fighting at full capacity. His dislocated shoulder screamed with every movement. His damaged knee couldn't support weight. Blood dripped from his split lip.
The Winter Soldier stood over him.
Mission parameters: Threat neutralized.
Primary objective: Escape.
He should move. Should complete his mission. Should reach the exit before more opposition arrived.
But he didn't.
He stood there, staring down at Batman with those empty eyes, his metal hand clenching and unclenching as if some part of him—some buried fragment—was trying to process something his conditioning couldn't account for.
Batman, despite his injuries, despite the pain, looked up at him.
"Dick.", he said softly, "Please. Come home."
The Soldier's fist rose.
Not to strike.
Just... Raised.
Held there.
Trembling almost imperceptibly.
For three heartbeats, they remained frozen.
Then the Soldier's hand lowered.
He stepped over Batman without violence, without the finishing blow his training suggested, and continued toward the exit.
Behind him, Batman whispered, "That's my son. You're still in there. You're still fighting."
The Winter Soldier didn't look back.
But something in his stride—something in the set of his shoulders—suggested that Bruce's words had reached somewhere.
Just not deep enough to change the outcome.
The Zeta Tube platform stood before him. Unauthorized use would trigger League alerts, but by the time anyone responded, he'd be gone.
“Recognized: Unknown. Zeta Tube access denied.”
The Soldier's fist drove into the control panel.
Once.
Twice.
Three times until the security protocols shorted out and the Zeta Tube activated in emergency bypass mode.
The light enveloped him.
And Dick Grayson—the Winter Soldier—disappeared.
Batman dragged himself to his feet, every movement agony, and stared at the empty Zeta platform.
"Alfred.", he spoke into his comm, voice rough with pain and grief, "I need you to track that Zeta signature. Whatever it takes. Wherever he went. Find him."
"Already on it, sir.", Alfred's voice was tight with concern, "But Master Bruce, the medical readings I'm getting from your suit—"
"Later.", Batman cut him off, "First, we regroup. Robin. Red Hood. Batgirl. This is Batman. Code Omega. Converge on Mount Justice immediately."
The comm crackled with confused acknowledgments.
Batman limped toward the observation room, where the Team would be tending to their injuries, processing their failure, dealing with the reality that their friend and brother had beaten them and walked away.
Again.
Behind him, the Cave's emergency systems automatically sealed the breached entrance, locked down the compromised Zeta Tube, and began damage assessment protocols.
But no system could quantify the real damage.
The psychological cost of fighting someone you loved.
The trauma of being beaten by someone you'd die to protect.
The grief of watching them walk away without recognition or remorse.
Those damages couldn't be measured in credits or percentages.
Only in tears and nightmares and the questions that would haunt them all:
Could we have fought harder?
Should we have held back less?
Is there anything left of him to save?
Batman had no answers.
Not yet.
But he would find them.
Because that's what fathers did.
Even when their sons had forgotten who they were.
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...
[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 08:15 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[Mount Justice, Happy Harbor, Rhode Island, United States]
The Cave looked like a war zone.
Shattered observation windows. Cratered floors. Concrete walls bearing the marks of superhuman combat. The detention cell—designed to hold the most dangerous meta-humans—stood empty and violated, its reinforced door hanging off twisted hinges.
Red Tornado sat propped against a wall in the main corridor, his torso jury-rigged back into connection with his lower body using emergency repairs. His optical sensors flickered intermittently as his self-repair subroutines worked to restore functionality.
"I have failed in my duty.", the android said, his voice distorted by damaged vocal processors, "I was designed to protect this facility and its occupants. I could not stop Richard Grayson's escape. I could not even slow him meaningfully."
"You're a goddamned android.", Jason's voice carried from the Cave entrance, sharp with anger that had nowhere else to go, "What the hell were you supposed to do against someone specifically designed to counter metahuman threats?"
Tim and Barbara followed him in, their expressions transitioning from confusion to horror as they took in the destruction.
"Jesus Christ.", Barbara whispered, her hand covering her mouth, "He did all this?"
"He did all that.", Wally corrected bitterly, gesturing at the observation room where the Team was being treated for injuries, "And he barely broke a sweat doing it."
M'gann lay on a medical berth, her ribs wrapped in compression bandages, her breathing shallow and pained. Conner sat beside her, his jaw swollen and bruised, holding her hand with a gentleness that contradicted the murder in his eyes.
Kaldur stood despite his injured knee, leaning heavily on a water-bearer that he'd shaped into a walking stick. His face was carefully neutral, but those who knew him could see the grief beneath the Atlantean composure.
Artemis sat alone in a corner, bow across her lap, staring at nothing. She hadn't spoken since Dick's escape. Hadn't moved. Just... Sat.
Zatanna was unconscious, magical exhaustion having finally overwhelmed her. Raquel sat beside her, holding an ice pack to her own head, her kinetic belt sparking occasionally with damaged circuits.
And in the center of the ruined observation room, Batman stood before the Cave's holographic computer, his right arm in a hastily-applied sling, his knee braced with emergency medical support, blood still drying on his split lip.
He'd refused Alfred's insistence on returning to the Cave for proper treatment. Refused painkillers. Refused anything that might dull his focus.
Because his son was out there.
And every second wasted was a second Dick got further away.
"Report.", Batman's voice was gravel, addressing the newly-arrived Bat Family members without turning from the holographic displays he was reviewing, "Did you recover the files from Cadmus?"
"Yeah.", Tim said quietly, pulling out the encrypted drive, "Everything. ‘Project: Super Soldier’. The conditioning protocols. The surgery logs. The..."
His voice faltered, "The video footage."
Batman's jaw tightened beneath the cowl, "Upload it to the Cave's main system. Everyone needs to see it."
"Bruce—", Barbara started.
"Everyone.", Batman repeated, his tone leaving no room for argument, "If we're going to help him, if we're going to save him, we all need to understand exactly what was done to him. No matter how painful that understanding might be."
Tim looked at the others—at the Team battered and broken, at the Cave destroyed, at the evidence of just how thoroughly Dick had beaten them all—and hesitated.
"Bruce, I don't think—"
"Do it, Robin."
The command carried the weight of Batman's authority and Bruce Wayne's desperation in equal measure.
Tim's hands shook as he connected the drive to the Cave's systems. The holographic displays flickered, reformatted, and began displaying files. Thousands of them. Medical records. Psychological assessments. Training logs. Budget allocations. Personnel transfers.
And at the center of it all, a folder marked simply:
“ASSET MONITORING - 'PROJECT: WINTER'”
"Before we begin.", Batman said, his voice carrying to every corner of the ruined observation room, "I need to brief you all on what I learned from Ra's al Ghul."
He pulled up a new display—notes he'd made during the flight back from Nanda Parbat, intelligence gathered from interrogating the Demon's Head.
"The League of Shadows created the Winter Soldier.", Batman stated flatly, "In collaboration with rogue Soviet elements led by Anatoli Knyazev—the KGBeast—and with technical support from Cadmus. The project began in January 2017, immediately after the Siberian bunker collapse. Dick wasn't killed in that collapse. He was recovered. Alive. Injured. And then transported to a black site facility where the conditioning began."
Wally made a strangled sound. Artemis's hands clenched on her bow hard enough that the wood creaked.
"The conditioning has three primary layers.", Batman continued, his voice mechanical, reciting facts because emotion would destroy him, "Behavioral triggers, activation words that induce a compliant state. Identity suppression, his memories still exist but are compartmentalized behind psychological barriers. And pain association, any attempt to access suppressed memories triggers intense distress."
"The activation words.", Kaldur said quietly, "The Russian phrases that were broadcast through the Cave's speakers. Those were the triggers."
"Yes.", Batman confirmed, "Ten specific words that, when spoken in sequence, override his conscious will and force compliance with mission parameters. You heard them today. We saw what they do."
M'gann's voice was small, pained, "He was fighting. I felt him fighting. And he lost."
"He didn't lose.", Batman said sharply, "He resisted. For over a minute, he fought against conditioning designed to be absolute. That resistance, that's proof that Dick Grayson still exists somewhere inside the Winter Soldier. Buried, but present."
"Then why—", Jason started.
"Why did he still attack us? Why did he escape?", Batman's hands clenched on the console, "Because one minute of resistance isn't enough against four years of systematic psychological reconstruction. But it's a start. It's proof that recovery is possible."
He paused, gathering himself.
"Now. You need to see what made that recovery necessary. Robin, play the earliest video file."
Tim's fingers moved reluctantly across the holographic interface. The central display shifted, showing grainy surveillance footage stamped with Cyrillic text and dated early February, 2017.
The Team's collective breath caught.
Because there, on screen, strapped to a chair in a concrete room, was Dick.
Bruised.
Bloody.
His Nightwing mask torn away.
But unmistakably, impossibly him.
"Oh god.", Wally whispered, "He's alive. In this footage, he's still alive and—"
His voice broke as the reality hit him: that for four years, while they'd mourned, while they'd moved on, Dick had been here.
In this room.
Being...
The video played.
~~~~~
They watched in mounting horror as Soviet officers entered the frame. As electrodes were attached to Dick's chest, his temples, his arms. As an officer began circling him, speaking those same Russian words they'd heard broadcast through the Cave's speakers.
"Желание." (Longing)
Dick's body convulsed as electricity tore through him, his back arching against restraints, his scream rattling the walls.
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
Artemis made a sound like a wounded animal.
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
The shock ceased. He collapsed forward, gasping, muscles twitching uncontrollably.
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
Conner's hand crushed the medical berth's railing.
“Печь“ (Furnace)
Another jolt. This one longer. Dick’s teeth cracked against the bite of his own jaw, tasted blood flooding his tongue.
“Девять“ (Nine)
M'gann's telepathic presence radiated horror so intense that even non-telepaths could feel it.
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
The video continued relentlessly.
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
Word after word. Shock after shock. Dick screaming, then gasping, then pleading, then screaming again.
“Один.” (One)
His voice went hoarse. His resistance faltered. But he kept fighting. Kept denying. Kept refusing.
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
Until he couldn't anymore.
Afterwards, the words, "Готов подчиняться" (Ready to comply), fell from his lips in Russian; hollow and broken.
~~~~~
The timestamp forward, April 2017. Three months in captivity. A surgical bay. Dick unconscious on a table, his left arm extended and locked in place.
"No.", Barbara whispered, already understanding what was coming, "Please, don’t."
The surgeon's scalpel found flesh.
Jason turned away, his hands pressed against his face, shoulders shaking. Tim couldn't look away even though every instinct screamed at him to stop watching. Barbara's hand found Tim's, squeezing so hard it hurt.
They watched as Dick's arm was methodically removed. As the cybernetic prosthetic was integrated. As neural interfaces were connected with tiny sparks of electricity. The procedure took hours, compressed into a ten-minute montage of systematic mutilation and reconstruction.
When it was finished, Dick had a metal arm.
And when he awoke—screaming, thrashing, his mind unable to process the phantom sensations from a limb that no longer existed—
Zatanna, who'd regained consciousness sometime during the conditioning video, made a sound that might have been a sob or might have been a scream. Purple magic erupted uncontrolled around her hands, shattering what remained of the observation window's glass.
~~~~~
The timestamp jumped again, October 2017. Nine months in captivity.
Dick sat in the chair again, metal arm gleaming. His eyes were dull, unfocused. When the officer spoke the activation words, Dick's lips moved in unison—no longer fighting, just complying.
The officer stopped his pacing. He looked directly at Dick.
"Солдат?" (Soldier?)
Dick's voice emerged flat and mechanical, "Готов подчиняться." (Ready to comply.)
The officer smiled with satisfaction. He turned to a subordinate.
"Inform Comrade Major Knyazev and Mr. Wilson. The ‘asset’ is compliant. He is combat-ready for his first assignment."
~~~~~
The video ended.
Silence filled the Cave like a physical presence.
No one moved.
No one spoke.
The horror of what they'd witnessed had rendered them speechless, their minds struggling to process the systematic destruction of someone they'd loved.
"There's more.", Tim said quietly, his voice rough, "Months more. Years more. Training footage. Mission logs. Everything."
"We do not need to see more.", Kaldur said, and for the first time since Dick's disappearance, the Atlantean's composure had completely cracked. Tears ran freely down his face, "We understand. We understand what was done to him."
Batman's hands were white-knuckled on the console, his jaw working beneath the cowl. When he spoke, his voice was barely recognizable—not Batman's growl or Bruce Wayne's cultivated charm, but something raw and broken in between.
"They took my son. They tortured him. They broke him. They turned him into a weapon designed to kill the people he loved. And he fought them. For as long as he could, he fought. Until they made resistance impossible."
He turned to face them all—the Team, the Bat Family, Red Tornado's damaged form.
"But he's still fighting. We saw it today. When those activation words were spoken, he resisted. Not successfully. Not completely. But he tried. That means Dick Grayson still exists. That means we can save him."
"How?", Wally's voice was hollow, "Bruce… We just watched a fraction of four years of systematic psychological conditioning. They didn't just brainwash him—they rebuilt him from the ground up. How do we undo that? How do we reach someone who's been so thoroughly erased?"
Silence.
"I don't know.", Batman admitted, and the confession cost him visibly, "But we'll find a way. Because the alternative is unacceptable."
"What about the deprogramming protocols?", Barbara asked, "Did Ra's give you anything we can use?"
"No.", Batman's voice went hard, "He claimed the process requires months of careful therapeutic intervention. That rushing it could cause permanent psychological damage. He wouldn't provide the specific protocols—said he wanted to preserve the Shadows' 'investment' in the Winter Soldier."
"Bastard.", Jason snarled, "We should go back there. Make him talk. Use whatever methods necessary—"
"We will not become them.", Kaldur interrupted sharply, "We will find another way. The League has resources. Telepaths. Psychologists. Specialists in deprogramming and trauma recovery. Between Martian Manhunter, Black Canary, and others, we can develop our own protocol."
"That'll take time.", Conner said, "And while we're figuring it out, Dick's out there. Alone. Probably being given new missions. New targets to kill."
The reality of that statement settled over them.
"Then we work fast.", Batman said, "And we don't stop until we bring him home."
He pulled up a new display—tracking data from the compromised Zeta Tube.
"Alfred managed to trace the Zeta signature before the system locked down completely. The Winter Soldier didn't use a normal destination code, he forced the system into emergency scatter protocol, which randomizes the endpoint to prevent tracking."
Batman's jaw tightened.
"But the scatter protocol has limitations. It can only access public Zeta Tubes within a thousand-mile radius. Alfred's narrowing down the possibilities now, cross-referencing with real-time surveillance feeds and—"
The Cave's communication system chimed with an incoming encrypted transmission.
"Master Bruce.", Alfred's voice carried through the speakers, clipped and efficient despite the underlying concern, "I've completed the initial analysis. The scatter protocol deposited the Winter Soldier at one of seventeen possible locations. However, I've managed to eliminate thirteen based on subsequent security footage showing the tubes remained unused. That leaves four potential endpoints: Philadelphia, Boston, New York City, or Washington DC"
"Four cities.", Tim said, already pulling up maps and population data, "Millions of people. Thousands of places to hide. He could disappear completely."
"He won't disappear.", Batman said with certainty, "At least not yet. The Winter Soldier is a mission-oriented operative. His programming demands he either complete assigned objectives or await new orders. He'll seek somewhere secure to establish a temporary base, assess his tactical situation, and wait for his handlers to make contact."
"His handlers who just broadcast those activation words through our supposedly secure systems.", Barbara pointed out, "Whoever they are, they have access to League-level technology. They knew exactly when and how to trigger him."
"Which means they've been monitoring us.", Kaldur said grimly, "Possibly since we captured him in Singapore. They waited until he was in our custody, until we'd lowered our guard, then activated him remotely and let him escape."
"A rescue operation.", M'gann whispered, one hand pressed to her still-healing ribs, "They never intended to abandon him. They knew exactly where he was and had a contingency plan ready."
"Then they'll be looking to recover him.", Wally said, pushing himself upright despite his injuries, "If we can predict where they'll try to make contact, we can intercept—"
"No."
Batman's voice was absolute, leaving no room for argument.
"None of you are going anywhere near him. Not yet. You're all injured. You're emotionally compromised. And you've already proven that you can't fight him effectively."
The words stung precisely because they were true.
"Then what?", Jason demanded, his voice sharp with frustration, "We just let him go? Let whoever's controlling him recover their asset and start using him again? How many more world leaders have to die before we—"
"I said you're not going after him.", Batman interrupted, "I didn't say I wasn't."
"Bruce, you can barely stand.", Barbara said, gesturing at his sling and braced knee, "You're in no condition to—"
"I'm in sufficient enough condition to track him.", Batman cut her off, "And I'm the only one here who can fight him without hesitation or guilt compromising tactical efficiency. The rest of you still see Dick Grayson. You still hold back, hoping to reach him. That hesitation gets you hurt. Gets you killed."
"And you don't see Dick?", Zatanna's voice was raw, accusing, "You don't hesitate?"
Batman turned to face her fully, and something in his posture made her step back.
"I see my son.", he said, each word precise and controlled, "I see a young man who was tortured and broken and rebuilt into a weapon. And I see that because I recognize who he is, I can't afford to hesitate. Every second he's out there, he's being used. Every mission they give him damages him further. Every kill they force him to make buries Dick Grayson deeper beneath the Winter Soldier's conditioning."
His voice dropped lower, more intense.
"So yes, I'll track him. I'll fight him if necessary. I'll do whatever it takes to bring him home. And unlike the rest of you, I won't pull my punches hoping he'll remember me mid-combat. Because the most loving thing I can do for my son right now is treat him like the threat he's been made into…And survive long enough to save him."
The observation room fell silent.
"Red Tornado.", Batman continued, "Can your self-repair systems restore functionality?"
The android's optical sensors flickered, "Partial functionality will be restored within six hours. Full combat effectiveness will require forty-eight hours and access to more sophisticated repair facilities."
"Then you'll remain here and coordinate the League’s response. Keep the Team grounded for medical recovery. And monitor all channels for any intelligence regarding the Winter Soldier's location or activities."
"Understood.", Red Tornado's damaged voice processor made the word sound hollow.
Batman turned to the Bat Family, "Robin, Red Hood, Batgirl—you're with me. We'll establish a search grid covering the four possible Zeta endpoints. Oracle protocols are in effect—Barbara, you'll coordinate from the Batmobile while Tim and Jason handle ground surveillance. We move in two-hour shifts to maximize coverage while minimizing the risk of our own injuries compromising effectiveness."
"What about the League?", Kaldur asked, "Superman, Wonder Woman, the others—they should be informed of the situation."
"They will be.", Batman said, "But discreetly. The last thing we need is a full League response that spooks Dick into deeper hiding or triggers his handlers into accelerating whatever plans they have for him. This needs to be surgical. Precise. A family operation."
He paused, his gaze sweeping across the assembled heroes—battered, bleeding, but still standing.
"I know what I'm asking is hard.", he said, his voice softening slightly, "I know you all want to help. Want to be there when we find him. But the best thing you can do right now is recover. Heal. Prepare for what comes next. Because when we do bring Dick home, when we start the deprogramming process, we're going to need everyone at full strength. He'll need his Team. His family. All of you."
"We'll be ready.", Wally promised, though his voice was thick with emotion, "Whatever it takes."
Artemis nodded silently, her hands still white-knuckled on her bow.
M'gann managed a weak smile despite her pain, "We won't give up on him. Never."
"Good.", Batman said simply. Then he turned to the Bat Family, "Gear up. We leave in ten minutes."
Tim, Jason, and Barbara moved toward the exit, but not before each casting one last look at the ruined detention cell.
The the empty space where Dick should have been.
Where he would be again, if they had anything to say about it.
...
...
...
As the Bat Family departed, Zatanna finally broke her silence. She'd been standing motionless since Batman's declaration, magic still sparking erratically around her trembling hands.
"I should have fought harder.", she whispered, speaking to no one and everyone, "In Singapore. In the Cave. I should have—"
"You fought as hard as anyone could.", Kaldur said gently, moving to her side despite his injured leg, "Zatanna, you held him off long enough for us to evacuate those world leaders. You stopped him from killing in Singapore. And today, you were the only one who could slow his escape even temporarily. You did everything possible."
"It wasn't enough.", Zatanna's voice broke, "He's gone. Dick is out there, alone, being used as a weapon, and I couldn't—I couldn't reach him. Couldn't save him. Couldn't—"
Her knees buckled.
Kaldur caught her before she fell, supporting her weight with his uninjured side. Around them, the rest of the Team gathered close—a unified presence in the face of impossible grief.
"We will save him.", Kaldur said, and his voice carried absolute conviction, "Not today. Not this week. But we will. Because that is what this Team does. We do not abandon our own. We do not accept defeat. And we do not stop fighting until everyone comes home."
"Even when home doesn't remember us?", Wally asked quietly.
"Especially then.", Kaldur replied, "Because if Dick were in our position, if any of us had been taken and conditioned and lost, he would never stop searching. Would never stop believing. Would never accept that we were beyond saving. He taught us that. He showed us that. And now we repay that lesson by bringing him back."
Conner's voice was rough with emotion, "What if we can't? What if Ra's was right and the conditioning is too complete? What if Dick’s really is gone?"
"Then we create a new Dick Grayson.", M'gann said softly, "We help him build a new identity, new memories, new connections. It won't be the same. It can never be the same. But it will be him. Still our brother. Still our friend. Just... Different."
"We shouldn't want different.", Artemis said, her voice barely audible, "We show want only him. The Dick who trained me and believed in me and made terrible puns during stakeouts. I want—"
She couldn't finish. The words dissolved into tears.
Wally pulled her close, and suddenly they were all holding each other—the original Team, plus Zatanna and Raquel, forming a circle of shared grief and desperate hope.
Red Tornado observed from his position against the wall, his damaged systems struggling to process the emotional display. In his artificial way, he understood what they were feeling. Loss. Fear. Determination.
The same emotions he'd observed in them hundreds of times before, but never quite so raw. Never quite so devastating.
"I will do whatever I can to assist in Richard Grayson's recovery.", Red Tornado said, his glitching voice processor making the words sound more sincere than any perfect articulation could have. "He was... Is... A valuable member of this Team. More than that. He was—is—family. And family does not abandon family."
Despite everything, despite the pain and the horror and the crushing weight of failure, someone laughed.
A broken, exhausted laugh that might have been from Wally or might have been from Artemis or might have been from all of them at once.
Because even Red Tornado—an android, a being of circuits and programming and logical processes—understood what Dick had meant to them all.
"Thank you, Red Tornado.", Kaldur said, his voice thick, "Your assistance will be invaluable."
They stood together in the ruins of Mount Justice, surrounded by the evidence of their defeat and the promise of future battles.
Dick Grayson was out there.
The Winter Soldier was active.
And somewhere in the space between those two identities, the man they'd loved and lost was fighting to survive.
All they could do was keep searching.
Keep hoping.
Keep believing that eventually, somehow, they'd find a way to bring him home.
Even if "home" had to be rebuilt from the ground up.
Even if the journey broke them all before they succeeded.
They'd made that promise standing in the Cave's wreckage:
No one gets left behind.
Not even—especially not—Dick Grayson.
And they would keep that promise.
No matter how long it took.
No matter what it cost.
Because that's what family did.
And Dick had taught them well.
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...
[Monday, February 22, 2021 | 09:00 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[Location Unknown]
In a safehouse somewhere in the urban sprawl of one of four possible cities, the Winter Soldier sat motionless in darkness.
His tactical assessment of the situation was complete: temporary shelter secured, injuries minimal, mission parameters awaiting clarification.
He'd followed his conditioning perfectly—defeated opposition, escaped containment, established concealment.
Now he waited.
Waited for his handlers to make contact.
Waited for new orders.
Waited because that's what weapons did between deployments.
But something was... Wrong.
Not wrong in a way his conditioning could identify or correct.
Just... Wrong.
Images kept surfacing in his mind. Faces from the facility he'd escaped. Voices saying names that meant nothing but felt like they should mean something.
Dick.
Brother.
Friend.
The words created cascade errors in his programming. Made his metal hand clench and unclench without conscious command. Made his breathing pattern irregular when it should be controlled.
Made him... Feel.
And feelings were not part of mission parameters.
The Winter Soldier closed his eyes, running through mental exercises designed to suppress emotional response and restore tactical focus.
It worked.
Mostly.
But somewhere deep in the darkness of his conditioning, behind walls built from pain and electroshock and systematic personality dissolution—
Someone was screaming.
Someone was fighting.
Someone was trying desperately to remember who they'd been before the chair and the words and the cold certainty that nothing would ever be the same.
The Winter Soldier's eyes opened.
And for just a moment—less than a heartbeat—they weren't empty.
They were terrified.
Then the moment passed.
The conditioning reasserted.
The walls rebuilt.
And the Winter Soldier returned to waiting.
Patient.
Efficient.
Ready to comply.
But somewhere in the darkness behind those walls, Dick Grayson was still screaming.
Still fighting.
Still refusing to disappear completely.
And that resistance—that tiny, desperate spark of defiance—would be enough.
Eventually.
It had to be.
Because the alternative was unthinkable.
Chapter 16: "XV: Truth"
Chapter Text
[Thursday, February 25, 2021 | 14:00 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The Watchtower's main briefing chamber had never felt so small.
Every seat was filled. Every available space occupied by heroes who'd dropped everything to be here. The Justice League had assembled in full force—not for a world-ending crisis or an alien invasion, but for something that hit closer to home than any external threat ever could.
Superman stood near the front, his arms crossed, that eternal optimism dimmed by the weight of what they were about to discuss.
Wonder Woman sat with her hands folded on the table, her warrior's composure intact but her eyes carrying a grief that transcended cultures and centuries.
Aquaman's expression was carved from stone.
Green Lantern John Stewart's ring pulsed faintly, reflecting the tension radiating from its bearer.
Flash stood rather than sat, his usual kinetic energy replaced by an unnatural stillness that spoke volumes about how serious this was.
Black Canary leaned against the wall, arms wrapped around herself as if trying to hold something fragile together.
Green Arrow sat beside her, jaw tight, hands clenched on the table.
Martian Manhunter hovered at the back of the room, his red eyes dim with sorrow.
Even Hawkwoman had set aside her mace to clasp her hands before her, uncharacteristically subdued.
Captain Marvel visibly fidgeted in his seat.
Red Tornado (his repairs still incomplete, sparking occasionally) sat with the newer League members—Icon, Rocket (though she'd been at Mount Justice during the escape), Doctor Fate, and Captain Atom—filled the remaining spaces. Each wore expressions ranging from confusion to dawning horror as they waited for the briefing to begin.
And then there was the Team.
Kaldur sat at attention despite his bandaged knee, water-bearers resting on the table before him like a silent declaration that he was still functional, still ready, still leading even when leadership felt impossible. His face was carefully neutral—Atlantean discipline holding back the storm beneath—but those who knew him could see the cracks forming.
Wally vibrated in his seat, not from speed but from barely suppressed emotion. His leg was still in a support brace from the Winter Soldier's attack in Singapore and his break out from Mount Justice days ago. Every few seconds his hand would move toward the brace, touching it as if to confirm the injury was real, that the fight had actually happened, that his best friend had actually tried to kill him.
Artemis sat beside him, bow resting across her lap even though weapons weren't technically required for a briefing. Her fingers traced the composite material obsessively, finding comfort in the familiar texture. She hadn't spoken more than a dozen words since the escape. Hadn't cried. Hadn't screamed. Just... Existed in a state of hollow shock.
Conner occupied more physical space than anyone else despite not being the largest person present. His shoulders were hunched forward, his hands clasped so tightly that his knuckles had gone white. The bruises on his face had faded to yellow-green, Kryptonian healing doing its work, but nothing could heal the expression in his eyes—the look of someone who'd failed to protect the people he loved.
M'gann floated in her seat, her usual grace replaced by a fragile stillness. Her torso still wrapped in compression bandages beneath her uniform. Every breath hurt. But the physical pain was nothing compared to the telepathic echo still reverberating through her mind—that terrible void where Dick Grayson should have been, overlaid now with the knowledge of why that void existed.
Zatanna (though a member of the League) sat apart from the others, her stage outfit replaced by simple black. No top hat. No theatrical flair. Just a woman who'd cried herself empty and now existed in the numb space beyond tears. Her hands rested on the table, and occasionally purple sparks would flicker around her fingers—unconscious magical discharge from emotions too powerful to fully contain.
The Bat Family occupied their own section. Tim sat with his tablet before him, fingers motionless on the screen for once. Barbara placed herself by the table's edge, her Batgirl cowl pulled back to reveal red-rimmed eyes and a face that had aged years in days. Jason leaned against the wall in full Red Hood gear, helmet on, body language screaming that he was here under protest and would rather be literally anywhere else doing literally anything else, and after everything they’ve discovered, why wouldn’t he?
The second Team (Wonder Girl’s Team) was unavailable, they had just been dispatched to Colombia hours earlier for another possible trafficking ring bust; some believe that they had been deployed just to save them from the pain of what was to be discussed.
At the head of the table, standing because sitting would have been an admission of weakness he couldn't afford, was Batman.
He looked like he'd aged a decade. His cowl was in place, but the white lenses seemed dimmer than usual. His cape hung heavier. His posture, usually perfect even when injured, carried a subtle slump that spoke of exhaustion beyond the physical. The sling supporting his dislocated shoulder was a visible reminder of his failure. The brace on his knee another.
But his voice, when he finally spoke, was steady.
Cold.
The voice of someone who'd locked away every emotion that might compromise his ability to function.
"Thank you all for coming on short notice.", Batman began, his gravelly tone carrying across the assembled heroes, "What we discuss today does not leave this room without League authorization. The information is classified at the highest level. The implications are... Significant."
He gestured, and the room's holographic displays activated. Earth rotated slowly at the center, but Batman ignored it, pulling up a different file structure instead.
"Seventy-two hours ago, the Winter Soldier escaped custody from Mount Justice.", Batman stated flatly, "Despite maximum security protocols, power dampeners, and meta-suppression technology. Despite the entire Team's presence, he broke containment and disappeared."
Superman leaned forward, "Bruce, we know about the escape. You sent the alert. You said this briefing was about new intelligence regarding the Winter Soldier's identity?"
Batman's jaw tightened beneath the cowl, "Yes."
He pulled up a new display, surveillance footage from Singapore. The Winter Soldier mid-combat, his movements a blur of lethal efficiency as he systematically dismantled the Team's coordinated assault.
"For months, we've been investigating the Winter Soldier. Analyzing his tactics. Studying his capabilities. Attempting to determine his origins and who controls him.", Batman continued, "Three days ago, that investigation reached its conclusion."
His gloved hand moved across the holographic interface, pulling up new files. Cadmus logos. League of Shadows insignias. Soviet military documentation stamped with Cyrillic warnings.
"Robin, Red Hood, and Batgirl infiltrated Cadmus headquarters in Washington DC.", Batman said, "They recovered extensive files on a program designated 'Project: Super Soldier', an attempt to recreate and improve upon the original super-soldier serum used on Slade Wilson. The project involved collaboration between Cadmus, rogue Soviet military elements led by Major Anatoli Knyazev, and the League of Shadows."
Hal Jordan’s Lantern ring flared brighter, "Hold on. You're saying Cadmus, the Soviets, and Ra's al Ghul were all working together?"
"Not the Soviet government, no.", Batman clarified, "Rogue elements. Soviet operatives not working or actively working against the Kremlin. KGBeast and his network operating outside official channels, but yes, three separate organizations with shared interests in creating the perfect weapon."
Wonder Woman's expression darkened, "A weapon designed for what purpose?"
"Assassination of high-value targets.", Batman pulled up a list of names, dates, locations, "Political destabilization. The systematic elimination of anyone working toward East-West cooperation. Over two hundred confirmed kills in four years. Three successful assassinations of world leaders. Multiple attempts on others."
He paused, and something in his posture shifted. Not much—Batman was too disciplined for obvious tells—but enough that those who knew him could see the emotional weight pressing down.
"The files also contained something else.", Batman's voice dropped lower, harder, "Video surveillance from the facility where the Winter Soldier was created. Documentation of the conditioning process. Medical records. Surgical logs. And most significantly..."
His hand trembled microscopically as it moved toward the next file.
"The Winter Soldier's identity."
The room went absolutely silent. Even Flash stopped his nervous fidgeting.
Kaldur stood slowly, using his water-bearers for support. His voice was steady, but barely.
"Batman is correct.", the Atlantean said, "The Team can confirm this information. Three days ago, in Singapore, when we captured the Winter Soldier and we had him in custody. We saw his face when we removed his masks."
He turned to face the assembled League members, and for the first time since Nightwing's disappearance, Kaldur's Atlantean composure completely cracked. His voice broke.
"The Winter Soldier is…”
A pause.
His breath hitched as he tried to find the right words to say.
Eventually, he did.
”Richard Grayson.”, he forced out the words from his mouth, “Nightwing. Our friend. Our brother. Our leader. He had been alive this whole time. And he had been turned into a weapon designed to kill us."
The words detonated like a bomb.
Commotion stirred the room.
Superman's hand slammed onto the table hard enough to crack the reinforced surface, "What?!"
Green Arrow surged to his feet, "Dick?! Dick Grayson is the Winter Soldier?! That's—that's impossible! We searched for months! There was nothing!"
"Because there was nothing to find.", Batman said, his voice carrying the weight of four years of guilt, "The League of Shadows erased him. Systematically. Completely. They took the body from the Siberian bunker collapse, transported him to a black site facility, and spent four years breaking him down and rebuilding him as their weapon."
Flash had gone pale, "Bruce... Are you sure about this? I mean, it could be a clone, like what they did to Roy? Or a shapeshifter? Maybe some kind of—"
"We are certain.", M'gann's voice was soft but absolute, "The Team all saw his face when his masks were removed in Singapore. I attempted to reach his mind telepathically. The face was Richard Grayson's. But his mind... His mind was a I. Everything that made him Dick had been systematically suppressed or erased."
"Dear god.", Black Canary whispered, one hand covering her mouth.
Martian Manhunter's eyes glowed brighter, "M'gann... You attempted telepathic contact with a conditioned asset? That's extremely dangerous. The psychological backlash—"
"I know, Uncle J'onn.", M'gann's voice was thick with tears threatening to spill, "I know. And yes, it hurt. It hurt worse than anything I've ever experienced telepathically. But I had to try. I had to see if there was anything left of him. Any fragment I could reach."
"And?", Wonder Woman asked gently.
M'gann shook her head, "Nothing. Just emptiness where a person should be. It was like someone had taken Dick's consciousness and locked it so deep, behind so many walls, that I couldn't even sense its existence. The Winter Soldier's programming filled the space where Dick used to be."
Zatanna's hands clenched into fists, purple magic sparking dangerously, "Because they tortured him. For months. For years. They broke him down systematically until there was nothing left but what they wanted him to be."
Her voice rose, cracking with grief and rage.
"And we did NOTHING! We mourned him! We moved on! We abandoned him to that!"
"Zatanna—", Superman started.
"DON'T!", Zatanna was on her feet now, magic crackling around her like lightning, "Don't tell me we did everything we could! Don't tell me it wasn't our fault! Dick was out there—suffering—for FOUR YEARS! And we just... We just accepted that he was dead! We gave up!"
Batman's voice cut through her rising hysteria, "I never did."
The words were quiet. Absolute. They carried the weight of four years of obsessive searching compressed into four syllables.
Zatanna turned to face him, tears streaming down her face, "I know. And I'm sorry, Bruce. I'm sorry I doubted you. I'm sorry that we thought you were being irrational. You were right. You were right the whole time and we—"
Her voice broke completely. She collapsed back into her chair, face in her hands, shoulders shaking.
Barbara moved herself closer, placing a hand on Zatanna's shoulder. The gesture was simple, but it said everything that words couldn't.
We failed him together.
We grieve him together.
We'll save him together.
Superman's voice was gentle but firm, "Bruce. I need you to walk us through everything you know. Start from the beginning. Leave nothing out."
Batman nodded slowly. His hands moved across the holographic interface with practiced efficiency, pulling up files, footage, and documentation.
"January 22, 2017.", Batman began, and his voice had gone clinical—the only way he could discuss this without shattering, "A small task force consisting of Aqualad, Robin, Red Hood, led by Nightwing, was deployed to Siberia to investigate a suspected meta-human trafficking operation. The mission was successful—they freed the captives. But during the extraction, the facility began to collapse. Nightwing ordered the Team to evacuate with the victims while he ensured no one was left behind."
The holographic display showed the bunker's schematics, highlighting the collapse zones.
"The bunked caved in on itself, leaving Nightwing under the rubble.”
The atmosphere visibly tensed as Batman uttered those words.
“When the Team returned hours later.”, he continued, “They found no body. No remains. Just... Absence.", Batman's jaw worked beneath the cowl, "I refused to declare him KIA. Everyone thought I was in denial. Clinging to false hope because I couldn't accept losing another… Son…"
His hands clenched, "They were wrong. Dick wasn't dead. He was taken."
The display shifted, showing League of Shadows operatives in winter gear moving through Siberian terrain.
"League of Shadows assets were in the area at the time of the collapse. They recovered Dick's body—alive—and transported him to a facility controlled by KGBeast and his people. There, with technical support from Cadmus, they implemented a conditioning program designed to break his mind and rebuild him as an obedient weapon."
Batman pulled up the first video file from the Cadmus data.
"What you're about to see is...", he paused, searching for words, "There is no preparation adequate for this. But you need to understand what was done to him. What we're trying to undo. What we're trying to save him from."
He pressed play.
The surveillance footage was grainy, time-stamped February 05, 2017, roughly two weeks after the bunker collapse.
The concrete room looked like something from a Cold War nightmare. Bare walls. Exposed pipes. A single harsh light overhead. And in the center, a chair with restraints that looked designed for something far worse than mere imprisonment.
Dick Grayson was strapped to that chair.
His Nightwing uniform was torn, blood-stained, burned in places. His domino mask was gone, revealing a face that was bruised, swollen, streaked with blood and dirt. But his eyes—those bright, impossibly optimistic eyes—still carried defiance.
"No.", Wonder Woman whispered, his hand over his mouth.
~~~~~
The door opened. Soviet officers entered, their uniforms bearing insignias that Batman's overlay identified as belonging to rogue KGB elements. Behind them came someone in a lab coat, wheeling a cart of medical equipment that included syringes, electrodes, and a battery rig.
An officer stepped forward, square-jawed, gray temples, eyes that looked at Dick like he was livestock rather than human. When he spoke, the overlay provided English subtitles.
“Richard Grayson.”, the officer said in a flat voice, clinical, his Russian accent thick in the air, “You should feel honored. Not many Americans are given a second life. Fewer still survive the process.”
Dick rasped, his throat raw, “You’ll get nothing out of me.”
The officer tilted his head, lips curling in faint amusement, “It is not about what you give. It is about what we take.”
A nod, and the soldiers moved.
Electrodes bit into his chest, his temples, the inside of his arms.
Wires coiled like snakes around his bare skin.
The officer began to circle him. Slowly. Methodically. Each step punctuated with words that meant nothing at first, syllables heavy and deliberate.
“Желание.” (Longing)
A pause.
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
The current surged. Dick’s body convulsed, back arching against the restraints as the electricity tore through his nerves. His scream rattled the walls.
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
The shock ceased. He collapsed forward, gasping, muscles twitching uncontrollably.
~~~~~
"Turn it off.", Superman said quietly, his voice strained.
Batman didn't respond.
He continued the video.
~~~~~
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
Another jolt. This one longer. They could see his teeth crack against the bite of his own jaw, blood flooding his tongue.
The officer leaned close, voice steady, cold, “You will learn these words. You will live by them. They are the key to your rebirth.”
“Go… To… Hell…”, Dick spat between ragged breaths.
The officer struck him across the face, knuckles splitting his lip. A casual blow, like one would deliver to livestock. He resumed the circling, voice calm, precise.
“Печь“ (Furnace)
Another shock, this time harsher. Dick screamed again, head jerking so violently his vision swam black.
“Девять“ (Nine)
A pause, letting him slump. Letting him breathe just enough.
Each word was paired with electricity. Each shock was carefully calibrated—intense enough to cause agony, controlled enough to avoid permanent physical damage. This was science. This was methodology. This was the systematic destruction of a human mind through conditioned association.
Dick's screams grew weaker. His resistance faltered. His voice cracked.
But he kept fighting.
~~~~~
"Please.", Black Canary's voice was barely audible, tears streaming down her face, "Bruce, please."
The Dark Knight paid her no mind.
He wanted them to see.
He wanted all of them to see.
The torture.
The horror.
Of every unspeakable thing they did to his son.
~~~~~
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
Shock. Every nerve in Dick’s body is on fire. His chest heaved, his body trembled uncontrollably.
The officer leaned closer, whispering now, “You think you resist. But resistance is weakness. Soon, you will understand strength. Soon, you will comply.”
“Never.”, Dick rasped.
His throat burned.
His voice cracked.
But he forced the word out anyway, “Never.”
The officer’s smile was razor-thin.
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
This time the shock didn’t stop immediately.
It held, unrelenting, a white-hot river of agony that fried thought, seared muscle, and hollowed the mind.
Dick’s scream grew hoarse, breaking, until there was nothing left but a choked, animal wail.
His body shook violently in the chair, eyes rolling back.
When the current finally ceased, he sagged in the restraints.
Drool and blood streaked his chin. His chest rose and fell in shallow gasps.
““Один.” (One)”, the officer murmured, continuing the litany.
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
No shock this time. Only silence.
The words lingered in the stale air.
The officer crouched to meet his eyes, “Say it.”
Dick coughed, blood dribbling from his mouth.
He glared, defiance still burning behind swollen lids, “Fuck off.”, he whispered again.
The officer’s smirk faltered into something colder. He stood, gave a curt nod.
The soldiers moved forward. One jabbed a syringe into Dick’s neck, flooding him with something icy that burned like fire in his veins. His thoughts blurred, fog smothering the edges of his will.
The officer resumed his walk again, his voice relentless.
“Желание.” (Longing)
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
“Печь“ (Furnace)
“Девять“ (Nine)
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
“Один.” (One)
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
Over and over again.
The shocks.
The fog.
The pain.
Hours blurred into eternity. His screams grew weaker. His resistance faltered.
At some point, he didn’t know when, Dick’s lips stopped forming defiance.
His jaw trembled, breath shuddered, and the words spilled out of him.
Words hollow and broken, in Russian.
“Готов подчиняться.” (Ready to comply.)
The officer froze, then smiled slowly. Satisfied.
He turned to his subordinate, “Inform Comrade Major Knyazev and Mr. Wilson. The reconditioning is a success. The subject is ready for programming.”
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Batman paused the video.
The silence in the briefing chamber was absolute.
Suffocating.
Wally had his face pressed against his hands, shoulders shaking. Artemis was crying openly, her bow forgotten on the floor. Conner's fists had clenched so hard that his knuckles were bleeding, breaking skin even through his enhanced durability.
M'gann had gone translucent, barely maintaining physical form. Kaldur stood motionless, staring at the frozen image of his friend's torture with an expression that suggested something fundamental had broken inside him.
And Zatanna...
Zatanna's magic was erupting uncontrollably around her, purple-white energy arcing across the briefing chamber in jagged bolts. The temperature had dropped ten degrees. Objects on the table were levitating. Her eyes glowed with barely restrained power.
"I'm going to kill them.", she said, and her voice carried harmonics that didn't belong in human speech—pure magical force bleeding through, "Every. Single. One. Of. Them."
"Zatanna—", Wonder Woman started.
"They TORTURED him!", Zatanna's voice was rising, the magical discharge intensifying, "For MONTHS! They broke him! They destroyed him! And you want me to just—to just—"
"Zatanna Zatara.", Doctor Fate's voice rang out, layered with Nabu's power, Giovanni Zatara's body rising from its seat, "Control yourself. Your father would not want you to lose yourself to vengeance."
The invocation of her father's name cut through Zatanna's rage like a blade.
The magical discharge stuttered, flickered, slowly dying away.
She collapsed back into her chair, gasping, tears streaming down her face.
"I'm sorry.", she whispered, "I'm sorry. I just... I can't... How could they..."
No one had an answer.
Batman let the silence stretch for thirty seconds before continuing, his voice rougher than before.
"That was only the beginning.", he said, and the words landed like hammer blows, "The conditioning continued for months. Electroshock paired with the activation words. Chemical injections. Psychological manipulation. Sleep deprivation. Sensory deprivation. Every technique designed to break down personality and rebuild obedience."
He advanced the timeline, pulling up new footage.
Late February, 2017. Dick in the chair again, his resistance noticeably weaker.
March 2017. The chair again, but this time Dick's lips moved along with the activation words, his conditioning taking hold.
And then...
April 2017.
The footage showed a surgical bay. Bright lights. Medical equipment. Dick strapped to a table, unconscious, his left arm extended and locked in place by metal brackets.
"No.", Barbara whispered, realizing what was coming, "Bruce, please… Don’t."
A surgeon approached with instruments that gleamed under the lights. The subtitle appeared:
“SUBJECT MODIFICATION - ENHANCED COMBAT CAPABILITY AUGMENTATION - DNA RESERVOIR SPECIMEN EXTRACTION”
"I'm going to be sick.", Flash said, his face green.
The surgery began.
The footage was clinical, methodical, showing every step of the procedure. The incision at the shoulder. The careful separation of muscle and bone. The cauterization to prevent bleeding. And then the removal.
Dick's arm being systematically detached while he lay unconscious on that table.
Green Arrow bolted from the room. The sound of retching echoed from the corridor outside.
The footage continued mercilessly.
The cybernetic prosthetic being fitted.
The neural interfaces being connected with tiny sparks of electricity.
The integration of metal and flesh that would give the Winter Soldier his signature weapon.
When the surgery was complete, Dick was left with a gleaming metal arm.
And when he awoke—screaming, thrashing, his mind unable to process the phantom sensations from a limb that no longer existed—
Superman turned away, his invulnerable body shaking with suppressed sobs.
Batman stopped the video.
"The arm served multiple purposes.", he said, his voice mechanical, "Enhanced combat capabilities. A psychological break from his previous identity, every time he looked down, he'd see the physical evidence that Dick Grayson no longer existed. And as the subtitle indicated, DNA extraction—they kept samples from his original arm, likely for cloning experiments similar to what was done with the original Roy Harper."
He pulled up more files.
"The conditioning continued after the surgery. By late 2017, the programming was complete. Dick Grayson's personality had been suppressed so thoroughly that what remained was purely the Winter Soldier—a weapon that followed orders without question, hesitation, or moral conflict."
The holographic display showed mission logs. Assassination after assassination. Target after target. A clinical record of Dick's "work" as the Shadows' asset.
"Over the next three years, the Winter Soldier conducted over two hundred confirmed assassinations.", Batman continued, pulling up the list, "Political figures. Corporate executives. Scientists. Military officers. Anyone whose existence threatened the goals of the League of Shadows and their partners."
He highlighted three specific entries.
The assassination of the British Prime Minister, Lord Michael William Jones, in December 2017; the Winter Soldier’s first major hit.
The assassination of the Korean President, Park Gyun-Seol, in April of 2019.
And last, the assassination of the German Chancellor, Adelheid Meyer, not even three months had passed since.
“We were there.”, the Dark Knight spoke, “We fought him. We just didn't know..."
His voice finally cracked. Just slightly. Just enough to reveal the father beneath the cowl.
"We didn't know it was Dick."
Kaldur's voice was hollow, "We fought him three times. Berlin. Moscow. Singapore. Twice we failed to stop him, and once out of sheer luck. We never realized we were fighting our own brother."
"How could you have known?", Aquaman said, his deep voice carrying across the chamber, "He wore masks. He moved with layered techniques you wouldn't associate with Nightwing. His entire behavioral profile was different. You cannot blame yourselves for not recognizing someone who'd been specifically designed to be unrecognizable."
"But we should have.", Wally's voice was anguished, "I'm his best friend. I've known him since we were kids. I should have sensed something. Anything."
"The conditioning was specifically designed to prevent recognition.", Batman said, "Ra's al Ghul confirmed as much when I interrogated him in Nanda Parbat. They chose Dick specifically because of his training, his capabilities, and his intimate knowledge of how heroes think and fight. They wanted someone who could counter meta-human threats. Someone who understood League tactics from the inside. Someone whose very identity had been erased so thoroughly that even his closest friends wouldn't recognize him."
He paused, letting that sink in.
"They succeeded."
The weight of that acknowledgment crushed down on everyone present.
“They built a weapon that terrorized the world over.”
The words, albeit short, were deafening in its implications.
Icon spoke up for the first time, his voice measured, "Batman. You said Ra's al Ghul confessed. What exactly did he tell you?"
Batman's hands clenched, "Everything. The League of Shadows' involvement. Deathstroke's role in the capture and initial conditioning. KGBeast's coordination of the resources under his command. Cadmus's provision of the super-soldier serum and neural programming technology. Ra's was quite proud of the accomplishment.
His hands balled into fists, “He called it the Shadows' 'finest achievement.'"
His voice went cold, dangerous.
"He offered to provide deprogramming protocols. For a price. I declined to negotiate with him."
"Why?", Flash asked, "Bruce, if he has information that could help Dick—"
"Because I don't trust anything Ra's offers without thorough independent verification.", Batman interrupted, "You don’t make deals with Ra’s Al Ghul and expect that it wouldn’t come with a catch. The protocols he described would take months of careful therapeutic intervention. We don't have months. Every day Dick remains under Shadows' control is another day he's being used as a weapon. Another day the conditioning is being reinforced."
Wonder Woman leaned forward, "Then what do we do? If the Demon’s Head won't help, if the conditioning is as thorough as you say, how do we bring Richard back?"
Batman pulled up a final set of files, psychological profiles, deprogramming case studies, experimental therapeutic techniques.
"We develop our own protocols.", he said, "Martian Manhunter and Miss Martian have telepathic capabilities that exceed anything the Shadows accounted for. Black Canary is a professional psychologist with extensive experience in trauma counseling and PTSD treatment. Between League resources and Cadmus's documentation, we can construct a deprogramming sequence on our own."
"But first.", his white lenses swept across the assembled heroes, "We have to find him. He escaped Mount Justice three days ago using emergency Zeta Tube scatter protocols. Agent A traced the scatter pattern to four possible destinations: Philadelphia, Boston, New York City, or Washington DC. Robin, Red Hood, Batgirl and I have been searching all four cities for seventy-two hours straight. No confirmed sightings. No trail. No leads."
"He's gone underground.", Martian Manhunter observed, "Waiting for his handlers to make contact or provide new mission parameters."
"Exactly.", Batman confirmed, "Which means whoever controls him—whether that's Ra's directly, Deathstroke, KGBeast, or some combination of the three—will eventually reach out. When they do, they'll likely try to recover their 'asset' or deploy him on another mission. We need to be ready to intercept."
Superman stood, his cape settling around his shoulders, "Then we mobilize. Full League priority. Every available resource dedicated to finding Dick and bringing him home."
"Agreed.", Wonder Woman said, rising as well, "But carefully. If we spook his handlers, they might activate fail-safes we don't know about. Or worse—"
She didn't finish, but everyone understood.
Or worse, they might kill Dick rather than let him be recovered.
Batman pulled up a tactical display showing the four target cities, "I'm dividing search teams. Superman, you take Philadelphia with Captain Atom. Wonder Woman, Boston with Hawkwoman. Green Lantern John Stewart, New York City with Icon. I'll continue coordinating with Robin, Red Hood, and Batgirl covering Washington DC directly."
"What about us?", Kaldur asked, his voice steady despite the pain in his eyes, "The Team wants to help. Needs to help."
Batman's gaze swept across the young heroes; battered, bleeding, but still standing. Still ready despite everything.
"You're grounded.", he said, and raised a hand to forestall protests, "Not as punishment. But because you all still need to recover. Because you're emotionally compromised. Because you've already proven that you can't fight Dick effectively when your hearts tell you to hold back."
"We can—", Wally started.
"No.", Batman's voice cracked like a whip, "You can't. And I won't send you into a situation where your hesitation could get you killed. We will not lose any of you the same way we lost Dick."
The words hung in the air.
The same way we lost Dick.
An admission of failure.
An acknowledgment of grief.
A vow that it wouldn't happen again.
Kaldur bowed his head, accepting the order even as it clearly pained him, "Understood. The Team will remain on standby. When you find him, when you need us... We'll be ready."
"I know you will.", Batman said, and something in his tone softened microscopically, "And when we do find him, when we start the deprogramming process, you'll all be critical. He's going to need his Team. His family. Everyone he trusted before the Shadows took him. You'll help us bring him back."
"When we find him.", Zatanna repeated, standing slowly, her magic under control again but her eyes still glowing faintly, "When. Not if. Because I refuse to accept any reality where Dick stays lost. I refuse to believe that four years of torture and conditioning can permanently erase someone as strong as him."
Her voice strengthened, carrying conviction that bordered on magical compulsion.
"Dick Grayson is still in there. Buried. Suppressed. But present. We saw it at Mount Justice—he fought the activation words. He resisted, even if it was for moments. That means he's still fighting. Still trying to break free. And we are going to help him succeed."
The assembled heroes absorbed her words, drawing strength from her certainty.
"Zatanna's right.", Black Canary said, speaking up for the first time, her voice thick with emotion, "I've worked with trauma survivors for years. Deprogramming victims of cults and conditioning. It's possible. Difficult, painful, requiring patience and expertise. But possible. If any part of Dick's original personality remains—and everything we've seen suggests it does—we can reach it. We can help him heal."
"Then that's our mission.", Superman said, his voice carrying that Kansas optimism that had inspired generations, "We find Dick. We break his conditioning. We bring him home. And we make damn sure that everyone responsible for what was done to him faces justice."
His eyes glowed faintly red, a rare show of anger from Earth's boy scout.
"Ra's al Ghul. Deathstroke. KGBeast. Cadmus. Every single person who had a hand in this. They will answer for what they did."
Wonder Woman's hand moved to her lasso, "This goes beyond normal League operations. This is personal. Dick is one of ours. And we protect our own."
Batman nodded, "Then we're clear on objectives. Find the Winter Soldier. Extract him from hostile control. Begin deprogramming. And systematically dismantle every organization involved in his capture and conditioning."
He looked at each assembled hero in turn.
"This won't be easy. The road ahead is long. Painful. His recovery, assuming we achieve it, will take months or years. The psychological damage is extensive. He may never be the same person he was before Siberia."
His voice dropped lower.
"But he'll be alive. He'll be free. And he'll have his family around him. That's what matters. That's what we're fighting for."
The League rose as one, a silent acknowledgment of their commitment.
Kaldur stood as well, despite his injured knee, and the Team followed his lead, battered but unbroken, grieving but determined.
"Then let's get to work.", John Stewart’s Green Lantern said, his ring flaring bright, "We've got a brother to save."
The briefing dissolved into organized chaos as heroes dispersed to their assignments. Search grids were established. Communication protocols reviewed. Resources allocated. The Justice League's full might focused on a single objective:
Bring Nightwing home.
As the chamber emptied, Batman remained at the holographic display, staring at the last frozen image from the Cadmus footage.
Dick's face, bruised and bloody but still defiant, in those early days before the conditioning broke him.
"I will find you.", Batman whispered, too quiet for anyone else to hear.
"I will bring you home. I will save you from what they made you. God help me, I swear it on the memory of my parents. On everything I am. On everything you taught me about never giving up on family."
His hand moved to the display, fingers hovering over Dick's frozen image.
"Hold on, son. Just hold on a little longer."
Behind him, Zatanna lingered in the doorway, her own magic resonating with Batman's whispered vow.
She didn't interrupt.
Didn't announce her presence.
She just bore witness to a father's promise to his son.
And in the darkness between them, unspoken but understood, was the terrible knowledge that finding Dick was only the first step.
Saving him would be so much harder.
Chapter 17: "XVI: Despair, or Faith?"
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[Friday, February 26, 2021 | 15:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The Watchtower's main operations center hummed with controlled urgency.
Holographic displays flickered with real-time data feeds from across the continental United States.
Thermal imaging overlays swept across city grids. Facial recognition algorithms churned through security camera footage frame by painstaking frame. Communication channels remained open between four simultaneous search operations, each one methodical, each one thorough, each one ultimately yielding nothing.
Superman stood in Philadelphia with Captain Atom, their search grid covering a twenty-mile radius from the city center. The holographic feed showed them conducting systematic sweeps of industrial areas, abandoned warehouses, and known safehouse locations. No movement. No thermal signatures matching a human's profile. No sign of the Winter Soldier.
"Still nothing in Sector Seven.", Superman's voice came through the League channel, steady but tinged with frustration, "We've cleared three-quarters of the grid. No indication of recent activity anywhere."
In Boston, Wonder Woman and Hawkgirl executed similar patterns across their designated area. Their search was methodical, leaving no stone unturned. But the stones, when turned, revealed only dust and abandonment.
"Same here.", Wonder Woman reported after a six-hour sweep, "We've checked every location flagged by intelligence as a potential hideout. Nothing."
Green Lantern John Stewart's ring illuminated the New York City skyline as he and Icon systematically scanned from above, their enhanced senses extended to their absolute limits.
Despite their combined abilities—Green Lantern's power ring capable of detecting energy signatures across the electromagnetic spectrum, Icon's ability to process vast amounts of sensory data simultaneously—they found nothing.
"We're hitting a wall here.", John Stewart's frustration bled through despite his professional tone, "It's like he's not in the city at all. Or he's shielded somehow."
And in Washington DC, Batman coordinated with Robin, Red Hood, and Batgirl from a secure safe house, their search pattern adapted for street-level intelligence gathering.
They worked informants, canvassed known League of Shadows safe houses, interviewed everyone with even tangential connections to the Winter Soldier's known operations. Hours of investigative work yielded names, locations, possibilities.
All of which led nowhere.
The Watchtower's primary command station served as the coordination hub for these efforts. Multiple holographic displays showed each search grid in real-time. Data analysts studied patterns. Communications specialists maintained the open channels. And overseeing it all, coordinating the teams, tracking the flow of information, was Red Tornado.
The android's optical sensors tracked dozens of data streams simultaneously, his processing power allowing him to correlate information across all four search operations. But even an artificial intelligence with the computational capacity of a supercomputer couldn't manufacture results from absence.
By 18:00 hours—after twelve hours of continuous searching—the pattern was undeniable.
The Winter Soldier had vanished.
Not disappeared into the normal criminal underworld, where someone of his caliber would eventually leave traces. Not hidden in any of the locations they'd identified through intelligence analysis. Not sheltering in any safehouse, whether known or theoretically deduced from Cadmus and League of Shadows documentation.
He was simply... Gone.
At 18:47, Batman checked in from the DC safehouse. His voice was rougher than usual, hours of coordinating searches and conducting personal investigation wearing on him in ways visible only to those who knew where to listen.
"I'm pulling the DC team back in.", he said without preamble, "We've exhausted the known locations. The informants have nothing. The surveillance feeds show no movement consistent with our parameters."
"We're having similar results here.", Superman reported from Philadelphia, "Captain Atom and I have cleared eighty-seven percent of the grid. Nothing."
"Same in Boston.", Wonder Woman added, "We'll complete the remaining sectors by dawn, but I'm not optimistic."
John Stewart's frustration was audible, "Icon and I have been up for twenty hours straight scanning every inch of New York. Every rooftop. Every basement. Every abandoned building that matched even tangential parameters. We found three homeless encampments, a meth lab, and a very angry raccoon colony. No sign of our target."
The communications channel went quiet for a moment. Not the comfortable quiet of professionals understanding each other, but the heavy silence of collective failure.
Martian Manhunter's voice emerged from the Watchtower itself, where he'd remained to coordinate with Red Tornado, "The pattern is consistent across all teams. No confirmed sightings. No thermal traces. No energy signatures inconsistent with normal urban activity. It appears that the Winter Soldier has either left the continental United States entirely, or he is utilizing concealment methods beyond our current detection capabilities."
Batman's response came after a pause long enough to suggest he was absorbing the implications, "Continue scanning through the night. Complete your grids. But prepare contingency protocols for expanded search areas. If he's not in the initial four cities, we need to consider he might have gone ground-to-ground. Train. Car. Walking cross-country. He has four days of head start."
"Four days…", Superman repeated, and there was something in his voice that suggested he'd just realized the enormity of that advantage, "He could be anywhere by now."
"Anywhere.", Batman confirmed, his tone suggesting the weight of that statement was not lost on him, "Which means we need to shift strategy. No more geographical limitations and expand our search parameters."
The communication cut off abruptly, not due to technical failure but because Batman himself disconnected.
In the Watchtower's command center, Red Tornado turned his optical sensors toward Martian Manhunter, who hovered near the primary holographic display, still scanning, still hoping despite the evidence suggesting futility.
"Batman has logged off the team channel.", Red Tornado stated flatly, the android incapable of inflection but somehow conveying the weight of that action through precision alone, "His personal tracker indicates he is returning to Gotham via Zeta Tube."
J'onn J'onzz's red eyes dimmed slightly. The Martian had worked alongside Batman for years, had learned to read the subtle tells hidden beneath cowl and cape. Batman didn't abandon operations. Didn't leave search coordinations mid-briefing. Didn't give up.
Which meant he wasn't giving up.
He was simply recognizing that continuing to coordinate from the Watchtower accomplished nothing while his presence might accomplish something in Gotham.
It was a tactical decision, logical and efficient.
It was also a man reaching the breaking point of his composure.
J'onn extended his telepathic presence toward the Watchtower's still-active communication channels, touching the minds of the searching heroes with gentle, careful psychic contact.
He felt Superman's exhaustion bleeding into determination. Wonder Woman's frustration tempered by warrior discipline. Green Lantern's growing sense of futility. Icon's professional concern masked beneath alien stoicism.
All of them understanding the same truth.
They couldn't find him.
Four of Earth's most powerful heroes, equipped with the Justice League's best technology, coordinated by an artificial intelligence with processing power exceeding human comprehension, given explicit coordinates and tactical parameters.
And they couldn't find him.
The implications of that failure were staggering.
Either the Winter Soldier possessed skills in concealment and evasion that exceeded even their collective experience. Or he had resources, handlers, or assistance that kept him one step ahead of their searches.
After all, he did operate as a ghost for three years, all while keeping the League blindsided.
Or—and this was the possibility none of them wanted to voice—he was already dead.
His body disposed of, his absence not a mystery to be solved but a fact to be accepted.
“No.”
J'onn pushed that thought away firmly.
Batman's refusal to accept Nightwing’s death four years ago had been derided as denial. A mentor clinging to false hope rather than accepting harsh reality. But Batman's instincts had been correct.
The man was alive.
Still was, presumably, despite the horrors that had been done to him.
But alive in what condition?
Sane or broken?
Willing or being coerced?
Hiding or being hidden?
Those questions hung in the Watchtower's command center like ghosts.
Red Tornado continued processing data, his optical sensors tracking the search operations as they ground on through the night. But even an android could recognize the fundamental truth.
A systematic search required a target that could be found.
The Winter Soldier had proven himself to be one of the few individuals on Earth capable of remaining completely hidden when he chose to do so.
Which meant they were searching for a ghost.
And ghosts, by definition, left no traces for the living to follow.
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[Saturday, February 27, 2021 | 15:35]
[Mount Justice, Happy Harbor, Rhode Island, United States]
Mount Justice's common area was silent in a way that the cave had never been meant to be silent.
The space had been designed as a gathering point. A place where young heroes could decompress between missions, socialize, maintain the bonds of camaraderie that transformed a group of individuals into a unified team. The common room had been the site of countless moments—celebrations after victories, strategy sessions before missions, quiet moments of friendship that defined the deeper connections between members.
Now it felt like a tomb.
Repairs to the Cave were already underway following the Winter Soldier’s escape.
Red Tornado had managed to bring the Cave’s systems back to full operational status, but there was still much work that needed to be done.
The ruined detention cells, for starters, where the Winter Soldier—Dick—broke from his captivity after his activation.
They still don’t know who had the knowledge and the skills capable of hacking into the Cave’s systems, but Batman suspected that it could have been Deathstroke.
The voice that activated Dick was masked, edited, and modulated to prevent anyone hearing from knowing its original owner; Robin said he would run audio analysis to try and find out who the owner of the voice was.
Wally sat in the corner of the room, vibrating at subsonic frequencies that only his accelerated perception could perceive.
His leg bounced rhythmically, his fingers drummed against his knee, his knee bounced against the floor in a cycle of perpetual motion. The bullet wound from Moscow had healed weeks ago, but he was still recovering from his injuries in Singapore and Dick’s escape; his body seemed determined not to remain still. Not now. Not when Dick was out there.
He'd tried to sleep the previous night.
He failed.
His mind raced through scenarios, possibilities, horrors. The footage and recordings of Dick's torture playing on repeat behind his eyelids every time he closed them. Every scream, every electrical discharge, every moment of Dick's resistance crumbling under systematic destruction replayed in Wally's mind with photographic clarity.
So he'd stopped trying to sleep.
Movement was easier. Movement was control. Movement meant doing something rather than lying paralyzed by the weight of what had been done to his best friend.
Artemis occupied a chair across the room, bow across her lap, her fingers obsessively checking and rechecking the string tension.
The motion was compulsive, repetitive, meaningless. She knew the bow was fine. Had known it yesterday. Had known it the day before. But her hands continued their endless verification, her mind locked in a loop of checking things that didn't need checking because actually thinking about anything else was unbearable.
She'd cried herself out the previous day. Her eyes were dry now, puffy, the skin around them raw from repeated tears.
She hadn't cried since childhood—not since Sportmaster had beaten the weakness out of her. But the revelations of what the Shadows had done to Dick had cracked something fundamental in her ability to remain unmoved by the world's cruelty.
She'd decided, as her eyes finally dried, that she was done crying. She cried yesterday. Today, she would be angry. Rage felt cleaner than grief. Rage felt like action, even when no action was available.
Conner sat on the couch, his massive frame compressed into a space designed for humans.
His fists rested on his knees, and there were visible cracks in the reinforced material where he'd clenched them during the night. He'd spent hours in the physical training room, throwing himself at the combat drones with force that had shorted them out repeatedly. Red Tornado had finally disabled them after the fifth unit had been damaged beyond immediate repair.
Conner had then moved to the weights, lifting progressively heavier plates until his arms shook with exhaustion. The physical exertion didn't help. Nothing helped. The strength that defined him—Kryptonian durability, enhanced physiology, power that rivaled Superman's—meant nothing when facing something it couldn't punch into submission.
He hadn't been able to stop the Winter Soldier.
Had watched helplessly as Dick—and god, even thinking of the Winter Soldier as Dick was still alien, still wrong, still undeniable—had handled the Team in Singapore. Had seen the metal fist drive toward him with precision calculated specifically to cause maximum damage. Had felt himself breaking and been unable to prevent it.
Now he sat in silence, his rage directed entirely inward, at the inadequacy of his strength.
M'gann floated near the window, her form semi-translucent, as if she wasn't entirely sure she existed.
Her telepathic presence had withdrawn completely into her own mind. The link to the Team remained open—they could feel her there if they reached for her—but she herself had retreated into the deepest parts of her consciousness, too afraid of what she might accidentally touch if she reached outward.
She'd felt the void where Dick's mind should be. Had touched the terrible emptiness created by conditioning so complete it had erased personality, identity, everything that made a person themselves. The psychic backlash had left scars on her telepathy that still throbbed with phantom pain.
More than that, she'd felt her uncle's presence in her mind—Martian Manhunter—and sensed his determination to attempt what she'd tried and failed at. J'onn was older, more experienced, his telepathic powers deeper and more controlled than hers. He would have better success.
But even his vastly superior abilities might prove insufficient against conditioning designed by the League of Shadows and implemented through Cadmus technology.
What if they couldn't reach Dick?
What if, when they finally did locate him, the person they found was irrevocably gone, leaving only the Winter Soldier behind?
M'gann's form flickered, her distress causing her molecular structure to destabilize slightly. She forced herself to solidify, to remain present in the physical world even as her mind retreated.
Kaldur stood at the far end of the common room, his posture perfect, his face composed, his entire bearing radiating the calm discipline he'd learned from both Aquaman and Batman. To an outside observer, he would appear fine. Functional. In control.
But his hands shook microscopically when he thought no one was looking. But his mind—his Atlantean-trained mind, disciplined and sharp—was beginning to buckle and fracture under the weight of leadership.
He had led the Team. Had commended that Dick lead that operation in Siberia. Had made tactical decisions based on the information available. Had executed his responsibilities flawlessly. And yet, his brother had been captured under their noses, tortured for four years, transformed into a weapon designed specifically to kill the people Kaldur loved.
The rational part of his mind understood that none of that was his fault. That leadership involved making decisions with incomplete information. That Superman, Wonder Woman, Batman—all of them—would have made identical choices.
The emotional part of his mind, the part that loved Dick like a brother, wanted to accept blame for all of it.
He'd offered to stand watch over the common room that afternoon.
He volunteered to keep the Team company while they processed the horrifying truths revealed in the briefing at the Watchtower.
In reality, he was monitoring them. Assessing their psychological states. Preparing contingency protocols in case any of them became a danger to themselves or required immediate intervention.
It was what leaders did.
What Batman would do.
What Dick would have done, back when Dick was still Dick.
The thought hurt worse than any physical blow.
The silence stretched on, broken only by:
Wally's subsonic vibration and the steady drumming of his fingers.
Artemis's obsessive checking of her bowstring.
Conner's restless shifting of weight.
M'gann's almost-silent breathing, carefully measured to remain present in the physical world.
Kaldur's absolutely still standing, the only thing moving being his eyes as they tracked his team.
This was grief without words. Trauma without catharsis. Loss without closure.
At 16:47, Wally suddenly stopped vibrating.
The abrupt cessation of motion was jarring. He stood, his legs still shaking from the accumulated energy, and walked to the kitchen area. He returned with four water bottles, handing them to his teammates without speaking.
The gesture was simple—hydration was important, especially for people in distress—but it carried weight.
We're still here.
We're still taking care of each other.
Even when everything is broken, we maintain the basics.
Artemis accepted the bottle, their fingers brushing for a moment. She squeezed it gently, returned the gesture—I see you. I feel this too.
Conner took his bottle, his massive hand dwarfing it. The simple act of drinking, of maintaining his physical form, was something. An anchor to normalcy.
M'gann solidified fully, accepting the water and drinking slowly, re-engaging with the physical world incrementally.
“Thank you.”, her telepathic voice whispered into Wally's mind. For remembering that we still need to live.
Kaldur nodded to Wally—a sign of recognition. Of appreciation. Of leadership noticing when someone stepped into a leadership role when leadership was needed, even in small ways.
But no one spoke.
Because what was there to say?
Dick was alive.
Dick had been tortured for four years.
Dick had been turned into a weapon.
Dick had tried to kill them multiple times and felt nothing doing so.
Dick had escaped, and now was lost somewhere in the world, probably controlled by whoever had created him, probably being used for purposes they couldn't prevent, probably suffering in ways none of them could comprehend.
Words seemed inadequate to the magnitude of that.
So they sat together in silence, four young heroes, almost a decade older than when they first began operating as a Team—as a family—but still young and with much to learn.
Broken in different ways, held together by bonds forged in battles they'd survived and now faced with a battle they might not.
And in that silence, each of them processed their own epiphany.
That regardless of the despair that they all felt.
The job wasn’t over.
This wasn't a rescue mission anymore.
This was a resurrection mission.
And they had no idea if resurrection was even possible when the person being brought back had been so thoroughly unmade.
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[Monday, March 1, 2021 | 22:25]
[The Bat Cave - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The Bat Cave was a cathedral of obsession.
Holographic displays covered every available surface, their blue-white glow painting Batman in stark relief as he moved between them like a restless ghost.
The main supercomputer hummed with processing power, running facial recognition algorithms, cross-referencing surveillance footage, analyzing data from every source that could possibly yield information about the Winter Soldier's location.
It was all useless.
Batman knew this. Understood it with the clinical precision that defined his strategic mind.
The Winter Soldier—Dick, his mind corrected painfully—had spent four years being trained to avoid detection.
He had been conditioned by organizations that specialized in making people disappear. Had demonstrated repeatedly that he could evade surveillance, counter security protocols, and leave no trace of his passage.
The data swirling across the Bat Cave's computers was busywork. Productive looking. Methodical. Professional. All of it amounts to nothing because there was no data to analyze. No trail to follow. No digital footprint to track.
Just absence.
Batman had been awake for thirty-seven hours.
His hands shook microscopically as he pulled up another set of files—thermal imaging from Philadelphia, analyzed three times already, the results unchanged. His fingers were steady enough when he needed them to be, trained through decades of discipline to perform under any circumstance, but in moments of stillness, the tremor became visible.
Evidence of his failure.
Alfred entered the cave a little while later, carrying a tray with coffee and food that would go untouched.
The butler had learned over years, ever since he had taken care of the young and orphaned Bruce Wayne after his parent’s murder, raising him as if he was his own, and more so when Bruce wanted to become something more.
When he wanted to do more for his city, and for the world at large.
When he wanted to become that Bat.
Alfred was there, he voiced his concerns on multiple occasions, but he still supported the person he’d come to see as a son nonetheless.
As such, he was more than accustomed to whenever Bruce didn't eat when obsessing over a case. That in times like these, for Bruce, sustenance was acknowledged and discarded, a formality performed to maintain the appearance of self-care rather than an actual commitment to it.
"Master Bruce.", Alfred said quietly, his voice carrying the particular gentleness he reserved for moments when his employer was unraveling, "You should rest."
"Can't.", Batman's voice was hoarse, rough with exhaustion and something deeper—something that sounded like grief struggling against the walls of his discipline, "Every minute we're not searching is a minute he could be moving. Could be getting further away. Could be—"
He stopped, unable to voice the complete thought.
Could be being tortured again?
Could be receiving new conditioning?
Could be being used for another assassination?
Could be suffering in ways they couldn't prevent or predict?
Alfred set the tray down on a side table, away from the equipment, its presence a silent insistence that the pretense of self-care remain available, "The search teams have reported in. All grids have been cleared. There is no additional information to be gained from further analysis at this hour."
"There's always more information.", Batman said, not looking away from the displays, "Patterns we haven't connected. Correlations we've missed. Possibilities we haven't considered."
"Master Bruce.", Alfred's voice carried authority, earned through decades of service, "You are no longer thinking clearly. I observed your hands trembling as you pulled up the reports from Philadelphia. You have reviewed that same file sequence six times. You are searching for data that does not exist, rather than acknowledging a failure you cannot control."
The words landed like physical blows.
Batman finally turned away from the displays, and Alfred could see the toll the past seventy-two hours had taken.
His face was gaunt, stubble darkening his jaw, his eyes hollow with exhaustion that went beyond the physical.
His cape hung heavy around his shoulders, and there were actual wrinkles in his suit—evidence that he'd slept in his armor at some point in the past two days.
"He was alive the whole time, Alfred.", Batman said, and his voice cracked.
Actually cracked, the iron discipline that defined him fracturing under the weight of accumulated grief, "Four years. Four years while we mourned him, held memorials for him, tried to live with the fact that he could’ve been dead. He was actually suffering."
He moved toward the fireplace, that symbol of the cave's gothic aesthetic, and stared into the cold logs that hadn't been lit in weeks.
The cave maintained its own climate control—fire was unnecessary, purely decorative.
Like so many things in Bruce Wayne's life, the fireplace was theater. A prop in the carefully constructed narrative of who he was and what he was capable of.
"I should have known.", Bruce continued, his voice dropping lower, "I've solved impossible cases. Tracked criminals across continents. Found people who didn't want to be found. I should have found my own son."
The word—son—hung in the air between them.
Alfred had rarely heard the Batman use that word, but when he did, it always had meaning.
Bruce Wayne maintained careful emotional distance in his language, preferring wards, Robins, protégés.
Rarely son.
The use of it now was evidence of a man whose walls were crumbling.
"You were not in possession of the information required to locate Master Richard.", Alfred said quietly, "The Shadows deliberately erased all traces. Batman himself—the greatest detective in the world—was operating with incomplete data. That is not failure. That is circumstance."
"Circumstances that I should have overcome.", Batman's fists clenched at his sides, "There should have been something. Some detail that didn't fit. Some anomaly in the data. Some connection I missed. I failed him before—let him be captured, left him in that collapsed bunker under the rubble. I should have—"
"Should have what, precisely?", Alfred moved to stand beside him, his presence steady and grounding, "Prevented the explosion? Rescued him personally? Searched the entire globe for four years while maintaining your responsibilities as both Batman and Bruce Wayne?"
"Yes."
The word was barely a whisper.
"Then you would have failed them.", Alfred replied, his tone brooking no argument, "Every citizen in Gotham would have suffered your absence. Robin, Red Hood, and Batgirl would have had no mentor to look up to. The Justice League would have operated without Batman's strategic mind. You would have destroyed lives in pursuit of a single goal, however justified that goal might be."
"He's my son.", Batman said, and the admission seemed to cost him something fundamental, "I've spent four years believing he was dead. And now I know he was alive and suffering, and I couldn't find him. Couldn't save him. Couldn't protect him from—"
His voice broke completely.
Alfred moved to the chair nearest the cold fireplace and gestured.
"Sit, sir. Before you collapse. Dignity can be maintained in an upright posture, but you are approaching the limits of your endurance."
Batman didn't sit.
Instead, he paced, his movements sharp and controlled despite his exhaustion, his body refusing to show weakness even as his voice betrayed it.
"The conditioning is extensive. Complete personality suppression. Neurological restructuring through electrical trauma and chemical manipulation. Even if we find him, even if we extract him from his handlers, there's no guarantee we can restore him. He might be gone, Alfred. The boy I knew might be erased completely."
"Or.", Alfred said quietly, "The boy might still exist beneath the conditioning, waiting to be retrieved. Master Richard has always been remarkable for his resilience. His capacity to survive horrors that would break most people. You trained him to be unbreakable, sir. Perhaps that training will prove useful once more."
The words offered small comfort but were delivered with such certainty that Batman paused in his pacing.
Alfred had his fair share of demons in the closet. He had served in the British military, he had been one of MI6’s best agents before he chose to leave that life behind.
He had seen conflict that most people couldn't comprehend. Had witnessed trauma and recovery and the strange resilience of the human spirit. His assessment carried weight.
"We couldn’t find him, not then and not now.", Batman said, and the admission seemed to cost him, "Seventy-two hours of continuous searching across four major cities with the Justice League's resources and technology, and we can't find a single man."
"Because.", Alfred replied, "He is neither in those cities nor interested in being found. Perhaps he has gone to ground in a location you have not considered. Perhaps his handlers have relocated him. Perhaps—and this is worth considering—he has gone to someone he trusts."
Batman's head snapped up, "What?"
"The conditioning is effective, Master Bruce, but it is not absolute. The Winter Soldier fought against the activation words whilst in captivity in Mount Justice. That suggests some fragment of Master Richard's original consciousness remains. Fragments, sir, have motivations. And motivations can lead people to seek out those they care about, even when conditioning suggests otherwise."
The implications of that statement hit Batman like a revelation.
Dick might not be thinking clearly. Might not be in control of his actions. Might be operating under conditioning that dictated his every move. But underneath that conditioning, underneath the layers of psychological destruction and behavioral modification, some part of Richard Grayson still existed.
Some fragment of the boy Bruce Wayne had raised, still fought against the chains that bound him.
That fragment might drive Dick towards them.
It could be the start, it might override his conditioning just enough to create a window of opportunity.
Or… It might destroy him entirely.
Caught between the competing impulses of the Winter Soldier, and the ghost of Nightwing.
"We need to be ready.", Batman said, his voice steadying as tactical thinking began to reassert itself over emotional devastation, "Not just to find him, but to catch him when he inevitably emerges. To grab that window of consciousness and widen it."
"Of course.", Alfred replied, and there was something like approval in his tone. "Welcome back, sir. You were beginning to worry me."
"I was worried too, Alfred.", he lips twitched to something similar to a smile, his voice was relaxed now, momentarily free from the bravado of the Dark Knight.
It was Bruce who said those words, not the Bat.
He turned back to the displays, and while his hands still shook slightly, his mind was sharpening.
The obsessive data analysis shifted into purposeful research.
He began pulling up files on psychological deprogramming. Trauma recovery. The specific neurological effects of the conditioning techniques the Shadows had used.
He reached out to Black Canary through secure channels, requesting her expertise in trauma counseling. He contacted Martian Manhunter, coordinating protocols for telepathic intervention.
The shift wasn't immediate, but it was real.
Batman was moving from the paralysis of failure toward the focus of purpose. From staring at the absence of data toward planning for the moment when that absence would end.
Because Alfred was right. Dick would resurface. The fragment that remained would drive him toward the light, even if the conditioning tried to drag him back into darkness. And when that moment came, they needed to be ready.
A little while later, Tim, Jason, and Barbara arrived in the cave together.
Tim had his tablet, data from the Cadmus infiltration still being processed. Jason was still in his Red Hood armor, having apparently not bothered to change. Barbara was in her Batgirl uniform, fresh from patrol.
They stopped short when they saw Batman.
"Jesus Christ, B.", Jason said quietly, his voice modulator making the curse sound clinical, "When's the last time you slept?"
"Irrelevant.", Batman replied, not looking up from his work.
Tim moved to the secondary console, already accessing the files Batman had been reviewing, "You've been analyzing deprogramming protocols. Trauma recovery therapy. Neurological rehabilitation techniques."
"If we're going to bring Dick back.", Barbara said, understanding the shift immediately, "We need to know how to do it right. We shouldn’t just think that we can break the conditioning and hope the original personality reasserts itself. We need actual therapeutic intervention."
"Exactly.", Batman confirmed.
He turned to face them, and while exhaustion was still visible in every line of his face, there was something else there now.
Purpose.
Focus.
The particular determination that characterized the Batman when he'd moved past despair into action, "We can't force him to come to us. But we can prepare for when he does."
"And if he doesn't?", Jason asked, the question blunt and direct in a way only he could manage. "If the conditioning holds? If Dick…”
A long pause.
“...Is really gone?”
Batman was quiet for a long moment, considering the question with the brutal honesty that defined his strategic thinking, "Then we save what's left and try to rebuild from there.”
“He's my son.”, he continued, “He’s your brother. That doesn't change whether his mind is intact or shattered. It just means the road ahead is harder."
The statement was delivered with such finality that even Jason didn't challenge it.
Barbara moved to the fireplace, finally lighting the cold logs.
Flames climbed gradually, the wood catching and burning, warmth beginning to fill the cave's coldest corner, "Then we better get to work. Because when Dick does show up—and he will—we need to be ready for him."
Tim was already pulling up files, his fingers flying across the keyboard.
Jason moved to the weapons cache, ostensibly checking equipment but really just finding something to do with his hands.
Barbara began reviewing the deprogramming protocols Batman had compiled.
And Batman returned to his work, but differently now.
Not searching for traces that didn't exist. Not analyzing data with the desperate hope of finding patterns where none remained. But preparing. Building the infrastructure for recovery. Creating the framework within which a shattered man could be rebuilt into something resembling human.
The cave hummed with renewed purpose.
The search might have gone cold, the trail gone to nothing, the digital footprint vanished into absence. But Batman's vigil had transformed from desperate hoping into focused planning. From the paralysis of failure into the discipline of preparation.
Alfred brought fresh coffee and food, and this time, Batman actually drank the coffee.
It was a small victory, but victories in grief were measured in small moments.
Dawn would break over Gotham a few hours later, painting the cave in shades of grey and gold filtered through the mountain stone.
And in that dawn, Batman and his family began the work of getting ready to save the man who had become a weapon.
One way or another, Richard Grayson was coming home.
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[Tuesday, March 2, 2021 | 21:05]
[Crime Alley - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The safe house in Crime Alley was anonymous and practical, chosen specifically because it was unremarkable enough to disappear into the urban landscape.
Wally arrived first, his vibration causing the door's hinges to rattle slightly.
He had dinner with Artemis back at their Palo Alto town home before he left, he told her that he had something to do at Gotham before kissing her on her cheek and making his way to the nearest Zeta Tube.
The Zeta Tubes had brought him to the City of the Caped Crusader in less than a minute, but the journey had felt like it took hours.
Tim was already there, his Robin uniform exchanged for civilian clothes—jeans and a hoodie that did nothing to hide the dark circles under his eyes.
He'd been analyzing data continuously for the past few hours, running through psychological profiles and conditioning techniques, trying to understand what the Shadows had done to Dick on a level deeper than just the clinical facts.
It hadn't helped. Understanding the methodology didn't reduce the horror of the reality.
Kaldur arrived next, his Aqualad uniform replaced with street clothes that seemed to hang on him.
The leader of the original Team looked diminished somehow, as if the knowledge of his failure to protect Dick had physically reduced him.
Jason came last, still in his Red Hood armor despite the late hour. He'd apparently come directly from patrol with Batgirl, making his appearance less voluntary visit and more compelled pilgrimage.
For a moment, they just stared at each other.
Four people who loved the same man as if they were bound by blood.
In a sense, they were, at some point in their lives, they all bled together.
Four people who were united in their failure to save someone they should have been able to save.
Wally spoke first, his voice still carrying the vibration of barely restrained speed energy, "I've been thinking about the torture footage. The electroshock conditioning. The activation words."
His hands clenched into fists, "When they were doing that to him, he kept fighting. Kept resisting. Even after they'd broken him so completely that he should have just complied immediately."
Kaldur nodded slowly, "I was observing the same. The conditioning was systematic, designed to destroy will through graduated trauma. Richard’s will proved resistant, even under extreme duress."
"He lasted months.", Tim said quietly, his analytical mind running through the timelines, "February to April, at least. That's three months of electroshock conditioning before the breakthrough moment. Most people would break within days. Extended torture is designed to destroy personality within weeks. Dick resisted for months."
"Because he's stronger than they anticipated.", Jason's voice came through the modulator, mechanical but carrying weight, "Ra's thought he could break anyone, given enough time and the right methodology. He didn't account for the fact that Batman trained Dick to be unbreakable."
"And that.", Wally said, his vibration intensifying slightly, "Is when I understood what we're actually dealing with. This isn't just a rescue mission. It's not even just deprogramming. It's resurrection. Because to break someone as thoroughly as they broke Dick, they had to destroy everything that made him Richard Grayson."
The weight of that statement settled over them.
Kaldur moved to sit, his injured knee requiring the support, "We fought the Winter Soldier three times, in Berlin, in Moscow, in Singapore. Each time we did, I observed him moving with familiarity with our tactics. The way he predicted our attacks. Adapted to our strategies."
"He had.", Tim confirmed, "He spent four years being trained specifically to counter meta-human threats. Dick was trained by Batman to understand how heroes think. The Shadows took that knowledge and weaponized it. They built the perfect counter to us by taking our own brother and using his skills against us."
Jason leaned against the wall, his posture suggesting violence barely contained, "And now they've got him on the loose. Again. Which means either his handlers activated him for a mission—"
"—or he could break free on his own?" Wally interjected, a new idea popping into his head, "But if he could break free, that means the conditioning isn't absolute. That means there's still something of Dick fighting against the programming."
"Or.", Kaldur said, his voice thoughtful, "The programming itself is fractured. Damaged. Which would explain why he fought the activation words whilst we held him captive in the Cave when all previous conditioning had rendered him compliant."
Tim pulled up files on his tablet, bringing up the surveillance footage from Mount Justice where the Winter Soldier had resisted the last set of activation words. He moved it frame by frame, analyzing the exact moment when Dick's eyes had shown resistance.
"There.", Tim pointed, "Right there. You can see him fighting it. Physically fighting. His body responding to conditioning while his mind tried to resist. It's like watching two different people battle for control."
The images played on repeat, even though bound to the bed of the holding cell with restraints and the inhibitor collar, Dick's body jerked against the neural programming. His hands clenching into fists, his breath coming in sharp gasps as if trying to push back against something internal trying to subsume him.
"That's not a man in control.", Jason said quietly, "That's a man at war with himself."
"Which means.", Wally said, his voice taking on the particular intensity of someone moving through analysis toward understanding, "That a part of Dick could still be in there. Trapped. Fighting. But present."
He stood, his restless energy no longer able to be contained by sitting, "Which means we have a window. A moment where his original personality might push through the conditioning. And if we can reach him at that moment, if we can widen that window, we might be able to pull him back."
"Batman's trying to develop protocols for it.", Tim said, "Working with Black Canary on trauma therapy. Coordinating with Martian Manhunter for telepathic intervention. But it would still take a lot of time. The files recovered from both the Kremlin and Cadmus, everything Ra’s Al Ghul disclosed, we could only know so much but there’s still a lot we haven’t accounted for yet."
“Indeed.”, Kaldur nodded in agreement, "Prepare as we could, any framework built to try and relieve him from his mental conditioning wouldn’t matter if we can't find him. The League has searched for over three days across four major cities. There is no trace. The search has gone cold."
"Then he's not in those cities.", Jason said flatly, "He's either moved beyond the search radius, or…”
His breath hitched as he swallowed a lump in his throat.
“...He could have been dead. Disposed of.”
The temperature in the room dropped a few degrees.
"What do you mean?" Tim asked, though his analytical mind was already following Jason's logic.
"I mean, think about it.", Jason said, pushing off from the wall, "Whoever is handling him now, Deathstroke, KGBeast, Ra’s? Who’s to say that they didn’t dispose of him already? They know we know who he is now and know that we’re out here looking for him. What’s to stop them from just killing him before we could find him?”
Silence, but not for long.
"True.", Wally admitted, though uncertainty was creeping into his voice, "But what if they hadn’t? Sure, we know now who the Winter Soldier is under the mask but if I was Deathstroke or any one of his handlers, I wouldn’t kill him and waste years of allocated resources. He’s still a very effective operative and compromised or not, the Winter Soldier is still a useful asset to them."
Whether Wally responded out of analytical thinking or out for hope in trying to reason anything, anything but Dick getting killed, he still had a valid point.
"That would depend on how his handlers would interpret his escape from Mount Justice.", Tim seconded, his mind working through the implications, "We know they’re good enough to break into the Cave’s systems. Do we know if they have footage access of his escape? We can’t say for certain, but what we do know is that his handlers know that he escaped successfully. Their programming held. And he was still effective in taking down the Team plus four members of the Justice League. That wouldn’t warrant his immediate execution.”
Kaldur rose to his feet, his strategic mind shifting into focused determination, "Then we have hope yet that Richard is still alive, we just need to find him."
"I guess so.", Jason said, his voice carrying the weight of someone who'd come back from death and resurrection, "But considering everything that’s happened recently, they would probably be more careful now in how they deploy him. They would probably be aware now that you can't fully erase who someone is. Can't completely destroy their capacity to care about the people who matter. The conditioning can bury it. Can suppress it. But it can't fully kill it."
The implications of that hung in the air between them.
If Dick could break through voluntarily—or semi-voluntarily, driven by the fragment of himself that still remembered—then the search pattern could be wrong.
They weren't hunting an escaped assassin.
They were waiting for a man to come home.
"We need to tell Batman.", Tim said immediately. "This could change everything."
"Not yet.", Kaldur intervened, "What we have for the moment is speculation. We have no concrete evidence to suggest that our theories could be right."
Wally sighed, “Fine, but still, we can’t rule out the possibility.”
"Agreed.", Jason nodded, "But at least now we're preparing for another possible scenario. We're not hunting ghosts. We're preparing for our brother to come home. And when he does—"
He didn't finish. Didn't need to.
When Dick came home, broken and bleeding and barely aware of who he was, they would be ready.
Not to cage him.
Not to question him.
But to catch him.
To hold him.
To begin the long process of bringing the man trapped inside the Winter Soldier back to where he belonged.
The four of them stood together in that Gotham safe house, united by love and loss for a brother in all but blood, and the terrible, fragile hope that the fragment of Dick that remained was still fighting to come home.
And in the darkness of the city around them, the hunt had transformed into something different.
A vigil.
Awaiting.
And a prayer that the man they'd failed to save had somehow found his way back to them anyway.
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[Wednesday, March 3, 2021 | 05:00]
[New York City, New York, United States]
The apartment was dark, the New York City lights filtering through floor-to-ceiling windows creating patterns of shadow and illumination that shifted with every passing car, every pedestrian, every moment of urban life happening below.
Zatanna sat on her couch, a bottle of wine at her side that she'd barely touched.
The glass in her hand was warmer than the wine, suggesting it had been sitting untouched for hours. Her apartment was usually a reflection of her vibrant personality—colorful, theatrical, filled with artifacts and costumes and the paraphernalia of stage magic. Tonight, it felt like a mausoleum.
She was still in the clothes she'd worn to the briefing three days ago.
The black tactical outfit, now wrinkled and stained with tears and sweat. Her usually perfect hair was a tangled mess, pulled back with a mundane elastic rather than her signature top hat. Her makeup, applied with artistic precision, was smeared, streaked, destroyed by thirty-six hours of crying broken only by moments of numb exhaustion.
On the coffee table before her lay a photograph, taken four years ago at a League gala before that wretched mission to Siberia.
Dick in his well-pressed formal wear, his easy smile directed at the camera, his arm around her waist as Zatanna, in a long evening dress hugging her accentuated curves, held on to him laughing; their faces carrying unbridled joy.
They looked happy.
Looked like two people who had their lives together, who had a future that stretched ahead of them.
Like they hadn't been carved apart by circumstance and cruelty.
She picked up the photograph and threw it across the room.
It clattered against the wall, the glass frame cracking, the image scattering to the floor.
"Fuck you.", Zatanna said to the broken photograph, her voice hoarse from days of crying and screaming into pillows and walls, "Fuck you for being alive. Fuck you for being so strong that even after four years of torture they couldn't completely break you. Fuck you for still being in there fighting when you should have just—"
She stopped, unable to articulate what she meant.
Angry at Dick for surviving?
For not surviving?
For being transformed into something monstrous by people who'd systematically destroyed everything that made him human?
The anger didn't make sense. Nothing made sense.
She stood abruptly, her motion sending purple magical energy cascading across the apartment.
The couch cushions flew across the room. The wine bottle exploded, its contents splashing across the walls like blood. The television imploded, its screen shattering inward in a spectacular display of magical force she barely acknowledged.
"This is not fair.", she whispered to the destruction around her, her voice somehow harder than her screams, "This is not fucking fair."
The city hummed outside her windows, indifferent to her rage.
Zatanna moved to the window and pressed her forehead against the cool glass.
Twenty-four stories below, Manhattan sprawled in all its glory—lights, movement, millions of people living their lives, unaware that the man she loved had been destroyed by monsters.
That he was out there somewhere, broken and lost and possibly beyond saving. That even if they found him, even if they managed to bring him home, the Dick Grayson she'd loved might be gone forever.
A sob wracked through her, sudden and violent. She'd thought she'd cried herself empty the past few days. But grief was a well without bottom. No matter how much you poured out, there was always more waiting beneath.
She slumped against the window and let the tears come again, her body shaking with the force of her emotion. The magic that lived beneath her skin pulsed with her heartbeat, responding to her distress, causing the apartment to vibrate slightly with supernatural force.
Books flew off shelves. Furniture shifted. The very walls seemed to breathe with the power of her anguish.
She didn't try to control it. Didn't try to contain her magic. Let it do what magic did when its wielder was breaking from the inside out—it destroyed things. Transformed order into chaos. Made the external world reflect the internal devastation.
Hours passed.
Or maybe minutes? Time had lost all meaning.
At some point, Zatanna found herself on the floor of her destroyed apartment, surrounded by the wreckage of her life, her magic finally burned out from the expenditure. She was crying but without tears now, her body shaking with dry sobs, her voice reduced to harsh whispers.
"I love you.", she said to the empty apartment, to the ghost of the man she'd known, to the weapon the Shadows had created, "I loved you, I still do, and I should have known something was wrong. Should have felt it. Should have—"
She stopped, because this was the real guilt underneath everything else.
All those years ago, back when she was still a child, apart from the magical training her father gave her, he also trained her to be attuned to things beyond the normal human perception..
To sense magical presences, to detect spells, to perceive the hidden layers of reality that most people walked through blind.
And yet, she hadn't sensed Dick.
In Gotham, when she first encountered the Winter Soldier, she should have felt something familiar beneath the programming. Some resonance with his soul, his essence, the thing that made him him. She'd fought him two more times after that and yet, she hadn't recognized her own lover.
The thought was unbearable.
She moved to her bathroom and splashed water on her face, looking in the mirror at the stranger staring back.
She barely recognized herself. Eyes hollow. Face gaunt. Skin pale from the fact that she'd barely left the apartment in three days, existing only on coffee and rage and tears.
This was what grief did to a person. It unmade them. Scattered them into pieces that no longer resembled anything human.
She thought about Dick's torture in that Soviet facility.
About the electroshock conditioning. About how he must have felt as they systematically destroyed everything he was. About whether he'd thought of her in those moments, or if they'd managed to erase even his memories of love.
The thought sent her stumbling back to the living room, dry heaving over the sink because her stomach had nothing left to give but her body tried anyway.
She forced herself to drink water.
To eat something, even though every bite tasted like ash. To perform the basic functions of living because the alternative—collapsing into her grief and refusing to acknowledge the world—wasn't acceptable.
Not yet.
Not when Dick was suffering somewhere.
She moved to her bedroom and lay down on top of the covers, too exhausted to pull them aside, too emotionally drained to do anything but stare at the ceiling as dawn approached.
The sun would rise in New York. The city that didn’t sleep would wake up. Another day would begin.
And Dick would still be missing.
Still be broken.
Still be lost.
But underneath her exhaustion, underneath her grief, underneath the tsunami of guilt and rage and devastation, something else was forming.
Determination.
Zatanna closed her eyes and made a vow to herself, to Dick, to whatever remnant of the man she loved still existed somewhere in the Winter Soldier's broken mind.
"When they find you.", she whispered to the darkness, "When they bring you home, I'm going to be there. And I'm going to help pull you back. I don’t care if it takes years, if it takes everything I have, I'm going to restore you. Or at least try. Because love doesn't get erased by conditioning. Love doesn't disappear just because they tried to burn it out of you."
She opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling, unmoving, until the first light of dawn crept across her apartment.
The search might have gone cold. The trail might have disappeared. But in the broken hearts of those who loved Dick Grayson, a different kind of fire was being kindled.
Not the fire of desperation or panic.
But the fire of purpose.
The fire of determination to bring home what had been lost.
Chapter 18: "XVII: The Clock Ticks"
Chapter Text
[Monday, May 3, 2021 | 14:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The Justice League's main briefing chamber felt different than it had two months ago.
Not in any physical sense, the reinforced walls still bore their titanium-ceramic composite construction, the holographic displays still flickered with global intelligence data, the massive conference table still dominated the center of the room with enough space to seat the League's full roster.
But the atmosphere had changed.
There was a weight in the air that hadn't existed before Singapore.
A tension that went beyond the usual pre-mission briefing stress. Every hero present carried the knowledge of what they were facing, who they were facing, and the terrible truth that had been revealed in the aftermath of that final confrontation.
Batman stood at the head of the room, his cape pooled around his boots in that particular way that made him look less like a man and more like a living shadow. Behind him, holographic displays cycled through images that had dominated international news for the past eight weeks.
Crime scenes.
Assassination sites.
Diplomatic incidents that had rattled governments across the globe.
The Winter Soldier had been busy.
Superman sat to Batman's right, his blue and red uniform somehow making the Kansas farm boy look both approachable and impossibly powerful. But his expression was grave, his jaw tight in a way that suggested he'd been reviewing the intelligence reports with the same growing horror that had gripped everyone else.
Wonder Woman occupied the seat to Batman's left, her armor gleaming under the chamber's lights. Her hands rested on the table, fingers interlaced, but there was tension in her shoulders that spoke of a warrior preparing for battle.
Martian Manhunter hovered near the viewport, his red eyes distant as he monitored global telepathic networks. Green Lantern John Stewart leaned back in his chair, his ring pulsing faintly with contained power. Flash sat unusually still, his normal restless energy dampened by the gravity of what they were discussing.
Black Canary stood near the wall, arms crossed. Green Arrow sat beside her, his usual irreverence notably absent. Aquaman's expression was carved from stone. Hawkwoman gripped her mace as if expecting combat to break out at any moment.
And scattered throughout the remaining seats were others: Green Lantern Hal Jordan, Icon, Captain Marvel, Rocket, Doctor Fate's golden helmet gleaming as Giovanni Zatara's body sat motionless, Captain Atom's metallic skin reflecting the holographic light, and Zatanna herself, seated near the back, her stage outfit replaced by tactical black that made her look less like a performer and more like someone preparing for war.
The Team occupied their usual row behind the League's main table.
Aqualad sat with perfect Atlantean posture, but the dark circles under his eyes suggested he hadn't been sleeping well.
Kid Flash was vibrating slightly in his seat, not from speed force energy, but from barely suppressed anxiety.
Tigress had her arms crossed, her expression carefully neutral in that way that meant she was working very hard to contain her emotions.
Superboy's fists rested on his knees, clenched tight enough that his knuckles had gone white.
Miss Martian sat beside him, her telepathic presence a gentle hum at the edge of everyone's consciousness, carefully not touching anyone's thoughts without permission.
And flanking the Team were the protégés of the Bat.
Robin with his tablet already displaying tactical data, Batgirl with her cowl pushed back to reveal red hair and determined green eyes, and Red Hood leaning against the wall near the exit, arms crossed, helmet on, his body language screaming that he was here under protest but would stay because duty demanded it.
Batman's voice cut through the heavy silence like a blade.
"Two months.", he said, his tone flat and clinical in that way he used when emotions needed to be suppressed in favor of tactical clarity, "Seventy days since the Winter Soldier escaped Mount Justice. Seventy days of radio silence from our perspective, but not from his."
He gestured, and the holographic displays shifted.
Images appeared of crime scenes, autopsy reports, diplomatic cables, intelligence assessments from agencies across the globe. Each one marked with a date, a location, a victim.
"March 15th. Tokyo, Japan.", Batman's voice was emotionless as he recited the litany, "Japanese Defence Minister Takeshi Yamamoto. Found dead in his secure apartment, seventh floor, no signs of forced entry. Single gunshot wound to the head, suppressed weapon, no witnesses. Initial assessment attributed it to suicide until forensic analysis revealed the angle of entry was inconsistent with self-infliction."
The hologram showed the crime scene; a well-appointed apartment, traditional Japanese aesthetics mixed with modern luxury, and in the center, a body covered by a sheet with blood pooling beneath.
"March 28th. New Delhi, India.", Batman continued, "Indian Member of Parliament Naveen Chakraborty. Killed in his private car en route to Parliament. Driver survived, reported seeing nothing. Vehicle's security systems were disabled remotely thirty seconds before the attack. Single shot through the rear window, precision kill."
Another image appeared; a black sedan with its rear window shattered, emergency services surrounding it, the interior obscured but the implication clear.
"April 7th. Mexico City, Mexico.", Batman's jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, "Mexican Intelligence Director Héctor Ramírez del Toro. Died in what was initially reported as a heart attack during a morning jog. Autopsy revealed a puncture wound consistent with a fast-acting neurotoxin. No witnesses despite the public location."
The hologram cycled through more images; a park jogging path, police cordoning off the area, medical examiners in their white suits processing a scene that looked innocuous until you understood what had actually happened there.
"April 19th. São Paulo, Brazil.", the recitation continued, relentless, "Brazilian Senator Carlos Mendes. Killed in his home during a private dinner party with twelve guests. Witnesses reported hearing nothing. Senator was found in his study with his throat cut. Security footage showed a figure entering through a window, neutralizing the target, and exiting within ninety seconds. The footage was corrupted, but the physical description of the perpetrator matched our parameters."
More images. More death. More evidence of systematic, professional elimination executed with a precision that left investigators baffled and governments rattled.
"May 1st. Belgrade, in the Federal Republic of Yugoslavia.", Batman's voice dropped slightly, "Yugoslav Deputy Secretary of Defence Milan Dragić Petrović. Killed in his office in the Federal Secretariat of Defence building. One of the most secure facilities in the country. Security logs show no unauthorized entry. Interior cameras were disabled. Target was found with a broken neck, death instantaneous. Window had been opened from the inside, suggesting aerial infiltration followed by exfiltration."
The holographic display showed a stark government office with inspiration from Soviet efficiency in design, and another covered body surrounded by investigators who looked simultaneously professional and deeply unsettled.
"Five high-profile assassinations in eight weeks.", Batman said, turning to face the assembled heroes, "Each one executed with the same professional precision. Each one leaving minimal forensic evidence. Each one targeting individuals with significant political or military influence."
He paused, letting the weight of that statement settle.
"And in each case, witnesses who survived reported seeing a figure matching the Winter Soldier's description. Metal arm. Tactical gear. Domino mask with another mask covering his nose and mouth. Moving with enhanced speed and strength inconsistent with normal human capabilities."
Superman leaned forward, his expression troubled, "But no definitive proof? No clear footage? No physical evidence directly linking these assassinations to—", he hesitated over the name, "—to Dick?"
"No.", Batman confirmed, and there was frustration beneath the clinical tone, "The Winter Soldier has always been careful, but these recent operations demonstrate a level of operational security that exceeds even his previous standard. It's as if whoever is handling him has adapted their protocols following the Singapore capture and Mount Justice escape."
"They know we know who he is.", Wonder Woman said, her voice carrying the weight of a warrior who understood tactical adaptation, "They know we have his identity. His history. His face. So they've adjusted. Made him harder to track. Harder to predict. Harder to connect definitively to any specific operation."
"Precisely.", Batman's cowl tilted in acknowledgment, "Which presents us with a significant problem. We can't prove these assassinations are his work. Can't establish a pattern solid enough to predict his next target. Can't—"
He stopped, jaw working beneath the cowl as he chose his next words carefully.
"—Can't anticipate where he'll appear next. Except..."
The holographic display shifted again, and this time instead of crime scenes, it showed something different.
Diplomatic cables. Summit schedules. Security protocols.
And at the center of it all, an image of the United Nations headquarters in New York City, with a date overlaid across it:
May 8, 2021.
"In the face of all the recent assassinations and violence, this coming Wednesday.", Batman said, his voice hardening, "The United States and the Soviet Union will convene in New York City for a bilateral summit commemorating the seventy-sixth anniversary of Victory in Europe Day. The first formal treaty of peace, friendship, and cooperation between the two nations since the fall of the Russian Empire over a century ago."
He pulled up additional displays containing schedules, attendee lists, and security arrangements.
"US President Laura Kensington and Soviet Premier Leonid Volkhov will be in attendance. Along with their respective cabinets, military leadership, and diplomatic corps. The summit is scheduled to last throughout the week, culminating in the signing ceremony on May 8th, seventy-six years to the day that the Second World War in Europe officially ended."
Flash whistled low, "That's a hell of a symbolic target. Two superpowers, both leaders in one place, signing a historic peace treaty on the anniversary when World War 2 ended. If someone wanted to destabilize international relations..."
"They'd target this summit.", Green Arrow finished, his tone grim, "Take out one or both leaders, frame it as the other side's operation, and watch the Cold War heat back up real fast."
"Exactly.", Batman said, "And given the Winter Soldier's operational pattern—targeting political and military leadership, focusing on individuals whose deaths would create maximum strategic disruption—this summit represents the highest-value target set he's encountered."
“Wait, Premier Volkhov?”, Kid Flash raised his hand, “Why him? With a summit of this calibre, shouldn’t President Makarov go instead?”
The Dark Knight answered him, “Given how the Winter Soldier nearly assassinated the Soviet President last February, and how there is still an ongoing investigation by Soviet authorities, our contacts informed us that the KGB and the Soviet security apparatus advised against President Makarov attending the summit.”
“Foreign Minister Dmitri Kuybyshev was initially tasked to go but Premier Volkhov volunteered to take the President’s place.”, he continued, “The KGB was adamant but the Premier was more insistent.”
Martian Manhunter's voice emerged from his position near the viewport, carrying harmonics that didn't exist in human speech, "You believe he will attempt to assassinate either President Kensington or Premier Volkhov? Or both?"
"I believe.", Batman said carefully, "That whoever is controlling the Winter Soldier will recognize this summit as an opportunity too valuable to ignore. Whether the target is the American President, the Soviet Premier, or both simultaneously, an attack of this magnitude would achieve multiple strategic objectives."
He began counting on his gloved fingers, his voice taking on the particular cadence of someone who'd spent considerable time analyzing enemy motivations.
"One: Elimination of key political leadership creates power vacuums and succession crises. Two: An attack on this scale, especially one that succeeds, would destroy decades of diplomatic progress between East and West. Three: The resulting chaos would benefit anyone invested in maintaining global instability, whether it was the Light, the Shadows, rogue state actors, all of them."
Superman's expression was troubled, "And you think Dick—the Winter Soldier—will be the weapon they use to accomplish this?"
The use of both names in the same sentence was jarring, a reminder that they were discussing someone who existed in two states simultaneously: the man they'd known and loved, and the weapon he'd been transformed into.
Batman didn't immediately answer.
His white lenses stared at the holographic display for a long moment, and those who knew him best could read the emotion he was working so hard to suppress. This wasn't just tactical assessment. This was a father discussing his son's probable deployment as an instrument of mass political assassination.
"Yes.", Batman said finally, the word carrying weight, "The pattern fits. The timing is optimal. The target set is consistent with his established operational parameters. And more than that..."
He pulled up a different file, this time it was intelligence intercepts, communications analysis, pattern recognition algorithms.
"League assets have detected increased communications traffic between known League of Shadows cells and suspected Soviet rogue elements. Encrypted channels that we can't decrypt at the moment, but the volume and frequency suggest coordination of a major operation. Additionally, SIGINT has flagged travel patterns consistent with high-level operative movement toward the Eastern Seaboard over the past two weeks."
Robin spoke up from the Team's row, his voice carrying the analytical precision he'd inherited from Batman's training, "We've also been monitoring Deathstroke's known associates. Three of them have gone dark in the past ten days; no communications, no financial transactions, no digital footprint. That kind of coordinated blackout usually precedes a major operation."
"And KGBeast?", Red Hood asked, his voice modulator making the question sound mechanical, "Any intel on that bastard?"
Batman's jaw tightened visibly, "Anatoli Knyazev remains at large. Interpol, the US, and the Soviets all have active warrants, but he's proven remarkably adept at avoiding capture. Given his confirmed connection to the Winter Soldier's conditioning and deployment, his involvement in this operation is highly probable."
The name KGBeast caused several Team members to tense. Kaldur's hands tightened on the armrests of his chair. Wally's vibration increased slightly. And Zatanna's expression went cold in a way that suggested the name meant something specifically painful to her, though it was her first time ever hearing of it.
Wonder Woman rose from her seat, her presence commanding immediate attention, "Then our course of action is clear. We deploy to New York. We establish security protocols around both delegations. And we prepare to intercept the Winter Soldier when he appears."
"Not we.", Batman corrected, and his tone brooked no argument, "The Team."
The room went silent.
Superman turned to look at Batman, his expression questioning, "Bruce, with all due respect, this is potentially the highest-stakes operation we've faced in months. Two of the most powerful people in the world, the possibility of nuclear war if something goes wrong, and an adversary who has proven capable of fighting multiple League members simultaneously. Why would we send the Team instead of—"
"Because the League's presence would be too provocative.", Batman interrupted, his voice hard, "Both the United States and the Soviet Union have been explicit in their security protocols. They've agreed to allow a discreet security presence, but a full League deployment would be interpreted as exactly what it is, an expectation of attack. It would spook both delegations, create diplomatic incidents, and potentially cause the summit to be canceled or relocated."
He pulled up diplomatic cables that supported his assessment—strongly worded communications from both governments making it clear that while they appreciated the League's offer of assistance, any overt superhero presence would be seen as undermining their own security capabilities.
"The Team, however.", Batman continued, "Can operate under the cover of routine security coordination. Young Justice has established a reputation for handling sensitive operations with discretion. Both governments have agreed to accept Team presence as 'additional security consultants' without the political complications that would come with Superman or Wonder Woman standing visibly on site."
Kaldur spoke from the Team's row, his voice measured, "So we are to be the primary response force. Again. Will we have support from Wonder Girl and her Team?"
There was something in his tone—not quite accusation, not quite resignation, but something that suggested he understood the weight of what was being asked and was questioning whether they were truly prepared for it.
"Sadly, no.", Batman confirmed, meeting Kaldur's eyes directly, "The second Team will continue with their purpose of public exposition and power projection, they will continue with their current operations in the Middle East. Your Team, meanwhile, has faced the Winter Soldier three times. You know his capabilities, his tactics, his patterns. You're the most qualified force we have for this operation precisely because you have experience with the specific threat we're facing."
"We also lost three times.", Kid Flash said, his voice tight, "Berlin, we failed to prevent the assassination. Moscow, we barely stopped him and nearly got killed in the process. Singapore, we got lucky, Zatanna's spell was the only reason we managed to capture him at all. And then Mount Justice…"
He didn't finish. Didn't need to.
Mount Justice had been a disaster. The Winter Soldier had torn through the Team, disabled Red Tornado, fought Batman himself for a third time, and escaped. Their track record against him was objectively terrible.
"Which is why this time will be different.", Batman said, and there was steel in his voice, "You've learned from each encounter. Adapted your tactics. Developed countermeasures. And more importantly, you understand what you're facing now. In Berlin, he was an unknown. In Moscow, you were still learning. In Singapore, you were operating the best you could at that time. Now, you know exactly who he is, what he's capable of, and what's at stake."
Wonder Woman moved to stand beside Batman, her voice carrying the authority of someone who'd led warriors for three thousand years, "The Dark Knight is correct. You have grown from each encounter. Your coordination in Singapore was significantly improved over Moscow. Your tactical adaptation was superior. And your ability to function under pressure despite the emotional weight of the revelations about Nightwing's identity, that demonstrated maturity beyond what most experienced warriors could manage."
She paused, her gaze sweeping across the Team.
"I have trained Amazons for centuries. I know what it looks like when warriors are ready for the battles that will define them. You are ready. Not because you're perfect—no warrior ever is—but because you've proven you can stand back up after being knocked down. That is the true measure of strength."
The words landed with weight, coming from someone whose opinion on combat readiness carried the authority of millennia.
Zatanna spoke from the back of the room, her voice quiet but carrying clearly, "We'll go. We'll protect the summit. And we'll stop him."
There was something in her tone, not quite conviction, not quite desperation, but something between them that suggested she was speaking as much to convince herself as to acknowledge the mission.
Rocket, seated beside her, nodded in agreement, "Count me in too. My belt's fully upgraded since Singapore—full reconstruction with improved kinetic absorption matrices. I finally worked out the kinks and I won't get overwhelmed as easily this time."
Batman's expression was unreadable behind the cowl, but something in his posture suggested relief that he wouldn't have to argue further about the Team's deployment.
"Your mission parameters are as follows.", he said, pulling up tactical displays that showed the summit venue; a secure conference center in Manhattan, surrounded both by Federal and Soviet security forces, "Primary objective: protect both President Kensington and Premier Volkhov. Ensure the summit proceeds without incident and that the treaty signing on May 8th is completed successfully."
More displays appeared—security protocols, evacuation routes, communication channels.
"Secondary objective: if the Winter Soldier appears, you are to engage and attempt capture. Lethal force is authorized only as a last resort and only if civilian or delegation lives are in immediate danger. Remember, the man behind the mask is still Dick Grayson, even if he doesn't remember who he is."
The reminder was painful but necessary. It would be easy, in the heat of combat, to forget that the enemy was also their brother.
"Tertiary objective:", Batman's voice hardened, "Identify and if possible capture any of the Winter Soldier's handlers. Deathstroke, KGBeast, any League of Shadows operatives coordinating the operation. Breaking their command structure is as important as stopping the assassination itself."
Kaldur stood, moving to the front of the room to stand beside Batman, unconsciously assuming the position of co-commander, "Understood. When do we deploy?"
"Tomorrow morning.", Batman said, "0700 hours. The summit officially begins May 4th with preliminary meetings. The signing ceremony is May 8th at 1400 hours. That gives you five days to establish security, coordinate with Federal and Soviet forces, and prepare for the Winter Soldier's inevitable appearance."
He pulled up additional tactical data, Team assignments, equipment manifests, communication protocols.
"Aqualad, you'll coordinate with summit security as team leader. Kid Flash and Superboy on close protection duty for the delegations. Miss Martian maintains telepathic overwatch and early warning systems. Tigress on long-range reconnaissance and sniper support. Robin handling electronic surveillance and counter-intelligence. Batgirl coordinating tactical responses. Red Hood on—"
"On killing anything that threatens the people we're protecting.", Jason interrupted, his voice flat, "I'm not going to pull punches this time, Bruce. If that means putting bullets in people who need bullets in them, that's what happens."
Batman turned to look at him, white lenses meeting Red Hood's helmet, "Non-lethal protocols remain in effect. That includes you."
"Against normal threats, sure.", Jason pushed off from the wall, his body language aggressive, "But we're not talking about normal threats. We're talking about the Winter Soldier, who has kicked our collective asses three times. We're talking about Deathstroke, who is one of the deadliest mercenaries on the planet. We're talking about KGBeast, who, need I remind you, shot Nightwing in the head and walked away!"
The room temperature seemed to drop several degrees.
Several Team members stiffened at Jason's words.
Wally's vibration stopped entirely. Zatanna's hands clenched on the armrests of her chair. Even Batman's posture shifted slightly, suggesting Jason had just said something he wasn't supposed to.
"What?", Wally said, his voice sharp, "What did you just say?"
Jason turned to look at him, and even through the helmet's lenses, there was a sense of someone realizing they'd just stepped on a conversational landmine, "Shit. You didn't know about Sweden?"
"Sweden?", Zatanna stood abruptly, magic crackling around her clenched fists, "What the fuck happened in Sweden?"
Batman's jaw was working beneath the cowl, visible even through the mask, "Red Hood. Stand down."
"No!", Wally moved toward Jason, his speed force energy beginning to manifest as yellow lightning, "He just said KGBeast shot Dick in the head! When? Where? Why weren’t we told? How is Dick even alive if—"
"It was before Red Hood joined the Team.", Batman said, his voice cutting through the rising chaos with absolute authority, "A mission Jason and Dick handled in Stockholm. KGBeast ambushed them. Dick took a round to the temple, but his cowl's armored plating deflected the worst of it. Concussion, fractured skull, but survivable."
The clinical recitation of facts did nothing to diminish the horror of the statement.
"And you didn't tell us?", Artemis was on her feet now too, her voice carrying the particular anger of someone who'd just discovered a significant piece of information had been deliberately withheld, "We've been working with you for years, and you never thought to mention that one of Dick's enemies had almost killed him once?"
"It was on a need-to-know basis.", Batman said, and there was no apology in his tone, "The mission was classified. The details were restricted. And Dick specifically requested that the Team not be informed because he didn't want you treating him differently or seeing him as vulnerable."
"That's not your call to make!", Zatanna's voice rose, magic beginning to pulse through the room in waves, "That's not—you don't get to decide what we know about someone we care about! You don't get to hide the fact that the man who tortured Dick for four years had already tried to murder him!"
"Zatanna.", Batman's voice was sharp, "Control yourself."
"No!", purple energy exploded outward, causing holographic displays to flicker and shimmer, "I'm done being controlled! I'm done being managed! You've been keeping secrets about Dick since the beginning—how he disappeared, what happened to him, who was responsible—and every time we get close to the truth, you feed us just enough information to keep us compliant while hiding the rest!"
Superman rose from his seat, his voice calm but firm, "Everyone needs to calm down. This isn't productive. We're about to deploy on a critical mission and—"
"I don't care about the mission!", Zatanna's voice cracked, tears streaming down her face even as her magic continued to pulse, "I care about the fact that the man I love was shot in the head by someone we're about to face again, and nobody thought to tell me! I care about the fact that KGBeast has a history of trying to kill Dick, and we're walking into a situation where he's probably going to be there!"
Kaldur moved between Zatanna and Batman, his water-bearers manifesting, "Zatanna. Breathe. I understand your anger, but this is not the time."
"Then when is the time?", she demanded, "When do we get to stop being good little soldiers who follow orders and start demanding answers about what was done to our friend?"
"After.", Kaldur said firmly, "After we complete the mission. After we protect the summit. After we stop the Winter Soldier and capture his handlers. Then we can have this conversation. But right now, we need to focus."
The Atlantean's calm authority seemed to penetrate Zatanna's rage. Her magic began to settle, the purple energy dimming, though her hands still trembled with suppressed emotion.
"This isn't over.", she said, looking directly at Batman, "After New York, you and I are going to have a very long conversation about everything you've been hiding."
Batman said nothing. Just held her gaze until she finally looked away.
The tension in the room was thick enough to cut, but the immediate crisis had been diffused.
Wonder Woman cleared her throat, drawing attention back to the tactical situation, "Regardless of historical grievances, we have a mission to plan. Batman, you were outlining Team assignments?"
Batman turned back to the displays, his voice returning to its clinical tone as if the previous outburst hadn't occurred, "As I was saying. Rocket and Zatanna will deploy with the Team as additional firepower and magical support. Your League-level capabilities will be essential if the Winter Soldier appears with backup."
He pulled up additional data, of schedules, protocols, and contingencies.
"You'll coordinate with Secret Service for the US delegation and the Soviet’s KGB Foreign Operations contingent for their delegation. Both agencies have been briefed on the Winter Soldier threat, though not on his specific identity. As far as they're concerned, he's an unidentified enhanced operative with connections to rogue elements of multiple intelligence services."
"So we're lying to them.", Superboy said flatly.
"We're providing them with accurate tactical information while protecting classified intelligence.", Batman corrected, "They don't need to know the Winter Soldier is a former hero. They need to know he's enhanced, highly trained, and extremely dangerous. Which is all true."
"It's also a lie of omission.", Conner pressed, "And if they find out we knew more than we told them—"
"Then we deal with the diplomatic fallout after we've prevented World War Three.", Batman's tone was final, "Operational security takes precedence over complete transparency. That's not negotiable."
The room fell silent again, though the tension remained.
Flash spoke up, his voice carrying the particular nervousness of someone asking a question everyone was thinking but nobody wanted to voice, "What if we can't stop him? What if the Winter Soldier gets through our defenses, completes the assassination, and escapes again? What's the contingency?"
Batman was quiet for a long moment.
Too long.
"There is no contingency.", he finally said, his voice carrying a weight that made several heroes straighten in their seats, "If either President Kensington or Premier Volkhov is assassinated at this summit, the resulting geopolitical chaos will be catastrophic. Both nations will assume the other was responsible. Military mobilization will occur within hours. We'll be looking at a nuclear standoff within days."
He let that sink in.
"The Justice League cannot prevent a nuclear exchange once both sides have convinced themselves war is inevitable. We can't be everywhere at once. Can't stop every missile, every bomber, every nuclear submarine. If this summit fails, if these leaders die…”
His words trailed, the implications being staggering.
“Thousands—possibly millions—of people will die in the aftermath. There is no contingency because failure is not an option we can survive."
The brutal honesty of the statement was jarring even coming from Batman, who was known for his pessimistic tactical assessments.
"Then we don't fail.", Kaldur said, his voice carrying absolute conviction, "We have learned from Berlin, Moscow, and Singapore. We know the enemy. We know the stakes. And we know that failure means the end of everything we've fought to protect. So we will not fail."
He turned to face the Team, his expression carved from determination.
"We are Young Justice. We have faced impossible odds before and prevailed. We have stood against gods and monsters and lived to tell the tale. The Winter Soldier is dangerous—perhaps the most dangerous opponent we've ever faced—but he is not invincible. He can be stopped. He can be contained. And we will be the ones to do it."
The speech was delivered with the authority of a leader who'd earned his position through years of combat and sacrifice. It landed with weight.
Kid Flash straightened in his seat. Tigress's expression hardened into focus. Superboy's fists unclenched slightly. Miss Martian's telepathic presence brightened with renewed determination.
Even Robin, Batgirl, and Red Hood—who'd heard countless inspirational speeches from Batman over the years—seemed to respond to Kaldur's words.
Zatanna remained standing, but her magic had completely settled now. She looked at Kaldur with something like gratitude—recognition that he'd pulled her back from the edge of losing control entirely.
"The mission is clear.", Batman said, and there might have been approval in his tone, "Deploy tomorrow at 0700. Establish security. Coordinate with Federal and Soviet forces. And when the Winter Soldier appears—because he will appear—you engage with everything you've learned. Adapt. Overcome. Survive."
He paused, and when he spoke again, his voice carried something that might have been paternal concern beneath the tactical assessment.
"And bring him home. Whatever it takes, when this is over, we bring Dick Grayson home."
The meeting began to break up, heroes rising from their seats and moving toward the exits in small groups. Conversations started, tactical discussions, logistical coordination, the thousand small details that went into preparing for a mission of this magnitude.
But Zatanna remained standing in place, staring at the holographic display that still showed the Winter Soldier's image.
Kid Flash approached her slowly, his hand finding her shoulder.
"We'll get through this, Zee.", he said quietly, "We'll protect the summit. We'll stop him. And we'll find a way to bring him back."
"What if we can't?", Zatanna whispered, not looking away from the image, "What if Batman's wrong and Dick really is gone? What if the conditioning is so complete that there's nothing left to bring back?"
"Then we deal with that when it happens.", Wally said, "But we don't give up before we've tried. That's not who we are. That's not who Dick taught us to be."
Zatanna finally turned to look at him, and her eyes were red but determined.
"You're right.", she said, "He wouldn't give up on i. So we don't give up on him."
She moved toward the exit, her posture straightening, her stage persona beginning to reassert itself over the grieving woman who'd been breaking down moments before.
Wally followed, and together they left the briefing chamber to begin preparations for what might be the most important mission of their lives.
Behind them, Batman stood alone at the head of the room, staring at the holographic displays that showed his son's face hidden behind masks and tactical gear.
"I'm sorry.", he whispered to the empty room, to the ghost of the boy he'd failed to protect, "I'm so sorry I couldn't find you sooner. But I swear, when this is over, I'm bringing you home. Whatever it takes."
The holographic display flickered once, and then went dark.
And in the silence of the Watchtower's briefing chamber, a father prepared to face his son across the barrel of a gun one more time.
Hoping that this time, the outcome would be different.
Praying that this time, he wouldn't be too late.
Against all the commotion.
The clock began to tick…
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[Tuesday, May 4, 2021 | 08:00]
[Manhattan, New York City, New York, United States]
The Bioship descended through early morning cloud cover, its Martian technology rendering it invisible to every radar system and visual scanner covering New York City's airspace.
M'gann guided it with practiced ease, her telepathic connection to the organic craft as natural as breathing.
Below them, Manhattan sprawled in all its chaotic glory.
Steel and glass towers reaching toward the sky, millions of people beginning their daily routines, completely unaware that over the course of the next few days, their city would host an event that could determine whether the world slid toward nuclear war or maintained the fragile peace that had held for decades.
The landing zone was a secure government facility on Governor's Island, cleared by both US and Soviet security in advance.
As the Bioship settled onto the tarmac with barely a whisper of sound, its camouflage systems maintaining concealment until the last possible moment, a small fleet of black SUVs waited nearby, their occupants watching the空 air with the particular wariness of people who'd been briefed on superhero capabilities but hadn't quite internalized the reality.
The Bioship's hatch opened, and the Team emerged.
Kaldur led the way, his Aqualad uniform pristine despite the early hour. He'd spent the flight reviewing tactical data, coordinating with Batman via encrypted channels, and mentally preparing for the weight of leadership that would define the next five days. His water-bearers remained un-manifested, but his posture suggested they could appear at a moment's notice.
Kid Flash followed, vibrating slightly with nervous energy that he was working hard to contain. The flight from the Watchtower had given him too much time to think about Dick, about KGBeast, about the ‘Sweden incident’ that apparently everyone except him and the Team had known about. His jaw was tight, his hands clenched, and the yellow lightning that usually danced around his costume when he was relaxed had taken on a sharper, more aggressive quality.
Tigress moved with predatory grace, her bow already strung, quiver full of specialized arrows designed for every contingency Batman and Green Arrow could imagine. She'd been quiet during the flight, methodically checking and rechecking her equipment with the obsessive precision of someone who knew that preparation was the difference between survival and death.
Superboy's expression was carved from stone as he descended the ramp. His black t-shirt with the red S-shield seemed too casual for a mission of this magnitude, but Conner had never been one for elaborate costumes. He'd spent the flight alternating between staring out the window and clenching his fists hard enough to leave impressions in the Bioship's organic walls. M'gann had finally asked him to stop when the ship started making distressed noises.
Miss Martian floated down beside him, her green skin almost luminous in the morning light. She'd maintained the telepathic link with the Team throughout the flight, keeping everyone connected while carefully avoiding the deeper thoughts that might compromise operational focus. Her uniform—the blue and black with red ‘X’ across the chest—looked freshly cleaned despite their early departure.
Robin emerged with his tablet already active, fingers flying across holographic interfaces as he pulled up real-time intelligence feeds. His domino mask couldn't hide the dark circles under his eyes, he'd apparently been up most of the night analyzing KGBeast's known operational patterns and likely attack vectors. His cape was slightly rumpled, suggesting he'd fallen asleep at his computer and had barely made it to the Bioship on time.
Batgirl followed, her cowl firmly in place, her expression unreadable. She moved with the efficient grace of someone who'd spent years training under Batman, every motion purposeful and controlled. Her utility belt was fully stocked—more so than usual, actually. She'd apparently raided the Bat Cave's entire inventory of non-lethal restraints and specialized equipment.
Red Hood came last, and unlike the others, he made no attempt to appear professional or prepared. His helmet was on, his leather jacket was scuffed from last night's patrol that he'd apparently conducted right up until it was time to leave, and both pistols were visible at his hips. He'd loaded them with a mix of rubber bullets and regular ammunition, and when Batman had questioned this during pre-flight checks, Jason had simply said "Contingencies" and refused to elaborate.
Rocket and Zatanna exited together, bringing up the rear.
Raquel had her kinetic belt prominently displayed, the purple glow more intense than before—evidence of the upgrades she'd spent two months implementing. Her uniform had been reinforced with experimental materials courtesy of Icon's Cooperative technology, and she moved with the confidence of someone who'd tested her new capabilities extensively and was satisfied with the results.
Zatanna cut a striking figure in her modified stage outfit—the reverse tuxedo had been adapted for tactical operations, reinforced at stress points, her top hat replaced with a simple ponytail that kept her hair out of her face. She'd spent the flight in meditation, trying to center herself after yesterday's breakdown at the Watchtower, and while she appeared calm, those who knew her could see the tension in her shoulders, the way her hands kept clenching and unclenching around the magical energy that lived beneath her skin.
As the Team assembled on the tarmac, the SUV doors opened.
Three figures emerged, and the contrast between them was immediately apparent.
The first was a woman in her early forties, blonde hair pulled back in a severe bun, wearing a dark suit that screamed "federal agent" in every line.
Her ID badge identified her as Special Agent Sarah Mitchell, United States Secret Service.
She moved with military precision, her hand never far from the weapon holstered at her hip, and her eyes swept across the Team with the particular assessment of someone cataloging threats and capabilities.
The second was a man in his fifties, stocky and broad-shouldered, wearing what looked like an expensive suit that couldn't quite hide the soldier underneath.
His face was weathered, eyes sharp and calculating. He held himself with the bearing of someone who'd spent decades in military and intelligence services. No ID was visible, but his presence and the deference shown by the other Soviet personnel made his importance clear.
The third figure was younger—mid-thirties, Asian features, wearing tactical gear rather than a suit. FBI credentials hung from his belt, and unlike the other two, he was smiling.
Agent David Chen, according to the ID, and his body language suggested someone more comfortable with superhero coordination than his more formal companions.
Special Agent Mitchell spoke first, her voice crisp and professional with a slight Southern accent that suggested somewhere in her past she'd worked very hard to minimize.
"Young Justice. Welcome to New York. I'm Special Agent Mitchell, heading Secret Service operations for President Kensington's security detail. We've been briefed on your capabilities and your... Mission parameters."
The slight hesitation before "mission parameters" suggested she'd been told about the Winter Soldier threat but wasn't entirely convinced that a team of young superheroes was the appropriate response force.
Aqualad stepped forward, offering his hand, "Special Agent Mitchell. Thank you for accommodating our presence. I am Aqualad, team leader. We understand the sensitivity of this operation and will coordinate fully with your security protocols."
Special Agent Mitchell shook his hand, her grip firm, assessing. "I've reviewed your files. Berlin, Moscow, Singapore. Your record against this 'Winter Soldier' is... Concerning."
"We have faced him multiple times and learned from each encounter.", Aquala replied evenly, not rising to the implicit criticism, "Our tactical capabilities have improved significantly."
"They'd better have.", Special Agent Mitchell said bluntly, "Because if something goes wrong at this summit, if either President Kensington or Premier Volkhov is harmed or killed, the political fallout will be catastrophic. We're not just talking about two dead leaders. We're talking about the potential end of decades of peaceful East-West relations."
"We understand the stakes.", Kaldur assured her.
The Soviet representative stepped forward then, his English accented but clear, "I am Colonel Viktor Federov, KGB Foreign Operations. I coordinate security for Premier Volkhov's delegation."
He didn't offer his hand, and his expression suggested he was even less enthused about superhero involvement than Mitchell.
"I have been informed by Major Morozova before the summit, I understand you have a working history with her, yes?”
Aqualad nodded, “We did, during our last deployment to Moscow.”
Colonel Federov reciprocated the gesture, “The Soviet Union appreciates the Justice League's... Concern.", he chose each word carefully, "However, we must be clear. Any action taken by your Team that compromises Soviet security interests, or appears to threaten Premier Volkhov will be met with immediate and severe response. We have our own enhanced operatives on standby."
The implicit threat hung in the air—step out of line and we'll treat you as hostiles.
Kid Flash couldn't help himself, "Enhanced operatives? You mean like the Winter Soldier? Because last I checked, he's the one trying to kill your Premier."
Colonel Federov's expression went ice cold, "The Winter Soldier is not a Soviet asset. He is a rogue element, possibly connected to criminal elements within our government, but he does not represent official Soviet policy. Any suggestion otherwise would be... Unfortunate."
"Nobody's making suggestions.", Aqualad intervened smoothly, shooting Kid Flash a look that clearly communicated ‘shut up’, "We're simply here to ensure both delegations remain safe. Our enemy is the Winter Soldier and his handlers, not any legitimate government security force."
Colonel Federov studied Kaldur for a long moment, then gave a curt nod, "Acceptable. We will coordinate through established channels. But understand—Soviet security forces will not hesitate to engage any threat, including your team members if they appear to be acting against our interests."
"Crystal clear.", Kaldur said.
Agent Chen chose that moment to step forward, his smile widening, "Okay, now that we've got all the international tension out of the way, let's talk logistics. I'm Agent Chen, FBI liaison for enhanced individual coordination. I'll be your primary point of contact for day-to-day operations and communication between the Secret Service, the KGB, and your Team."
His casual demeanor was clearly designed to diffuse tension, and it worked—several Team members visibly relaxed at his more approachable attitude.
"The summit officially kicks off this afternoon with the preliminary meetings.", Chen pulled out a tablet, displaying schedules and security protocols, "President Kensington and Premier Volkhov arrive at 1400 hours. Opening reception at 1600. The next three days are filled with bilateral meetings, working groups, and diplomatic functions. The big event—the treaty signing—is scheduled for May 8th at 1400 hours at the New York Public Library's main branch."
He pulled up holographic displays showing the library's iconic Beaux-Arts architecture.
"We've selected the library for symbolic reasons—knowledge, cooperation, historic significance. Also because it's one of the most secure locations in Manhattan once we lock it down. The signing ceremony will take place in the main reading room, limited attendance, about two hundred people including delegates, press, and security."
Robin was already analyzing the tactical data, his tablet interfacing with Agent Chen's to pull the building schematics, "The library has multiple entry points. Fifty-second Street, Fifth Avenue, rear service entrances. Upper floors provide sniper positions. The main reading room has limited exits and extensive sight lines."
"Which is why we're positioning counter-sniper teams on every building with line of sight.", Agent Chen confirmed, "Plus aerial surveillance courtesy of the National Guard, the Coast Guard, and NYPD alongside FBI and Secret Service air assets; ground patrols; and a security perimeter extending four blocks in every direction."
"And you believe this will be sufficient to stop an enhanced operative with the Winter Soldier's capabilities?", Tigress asked, her tone skeptical.
Agent Chen's smile faded slightly, "No. Which is why you're here. Everything I just described stops normal threats—terrorists, lone gunmen, conventional attacks. You're our contingency for the enhanced threat that we know is coming."
Agent Mitchell stepped forward again, "Your Team will be divided into three operational groups. Close protection, perimeter security, and rapid response. We'll integrate you with our existing security architecture, but you'll maintain independent command authority under Aqualad's leadership."
She pulled up additional displays showing team assignments and security zones.
"Aqualad and Miss Martian will coordinate from our mobile command center. Superboy and Kid Flash will rotate on close protection duty with both delegations. Tigress will work with our counter-sniper teams. Robin will integrate with our cyber security and signals intelligence. Batgirl will coordinate tactical responses across all security elements. Red Hood will—"
"I'll kill anything that needs killing.", Red Hood interrupted, his voice modulator making the statement sound more mechanical than menacing.
Agent Mitchell's expression went flat, "We have rules of engagement, Red Hood. You don't get to make unilateral decisions about lethal force."
"Then you better hope I don't have to.", Red Hood replied.
The tension ratcheted up several degrees before Aqualad intervened.
"Red Hood will operate under team protocols and coordinate with your command structure. Any use of force will be proportionate and justified by immediate threat to protected individuals. You have my word."
Agent Mitchell studied Aqualad for a long moment, clearly weighing whether his word meant anything, then nodded curtly, "Fine. But if he goes off-script, if he endangers this operation with his cowboy bullshit, I will have the National Guard arrest him. Are we clear?"
"Crystal.", Kaldur confirmed.
Colonel Federov spoke up, his accent thick with displeasure, "And the League members? The sorceress and the kinetic manipulator? Where do they fit in this security architecture?"
"Rocket and I are floating support.", Zatanna said, speaking for the first time since landing, "We respond to wherever the threat manifests. Magic and kinetic manipulation give us capabilities your conventional forces lack. If the Winter Soldier appears, we're your heavy hitters."
"Your magic.", Federov said, the word carrying skepticism, "I have seen the reports of your capabilities from Moscow. You bound the Winter Soldier temporarily. For approximately forty-five seconds. Then he broke free and nearly killed several of you."
"I've had two months to develop better bindings.", Zatanna's voice was cold, "And this time, I'm not holding back."
Something in her tone made even a man like Colonel Federov pause. There was steel beneath the stage magician persona, a determination that suggested she meant exactly what she said.
"Very well.", Colonel Federov said finally, "But understand, if your magic interferes with Soviet security operations, if it in any way endangers Premier Volkhov, there will be consequences."
"The only thing I'm planning to endanger is the Winter Soldier.", Zatanna replied, "Everything else is secondary."
Agent Chen clapped his hands together, the sound jarring in the tense atmosphere, "Great! Now that we've established that everyone's very serious and very professional, let's get you set up. We've arranged accommodations at a secure facility in Lower Manhattan, close enough to respond quickly but far enough to maintain operational security. You'll have access to our command center, encrypted communications, and real-time intelligence feeds."
He gestured toward the waiting SUVs, "Vehicles are armored, equipped with counter-surveillance systems, and connected to both Secret Service and FBI command networks. We'll transport you to the facility, get you settled, and then we brief on today's schedule at 1100 hours."
The Team began moving toward the vehicles, but Agent Mitchell called out, stopping them.
"One more thing.", her voice carried warning, "New York is not a war zone. It's a city of eight million people going about their daily lives. When you engage this Winter Soldier, when you use your powers and abilities, you do so with awareness that every action you take affects civilians. Collateral damage is not acceptable. Endangering bystanders is not acceptable. If you can't operate with that level of discipline, tell me now and we'll find another solution."
Aqualad met her eyes directly, "We have operated in civilian environments before, Special Agent Mitchell. We understand the responsibility. No unnecessary force. No collateral damage. We protect everyone—the delegations, the summit, and the people of New York."
Mitchell held his gaze for a moment longer, then nodded, "Good. Because the world will be watching. And if this summit fails, if these leaders die, history will judge not just you, but everyone who tried to prevent it and came up short."
The weight of that statement settled over the Team like a physical presence.
They'd faced high stakes before—world-ending threats, alien invasions, apocalyptic scenarios.
But this felt different. More personal. More immediate.
The enemy wasn't some abstract force of destruction. It was Dick. Their brother, their friend, their leader.
And stopping him might mean choosing between saving him and saving the world.
As they climbed into the SUVs, Kid Flash found himself sitting next to Tigress, their hands finding each other automatically.
"We can do this.", she whispered, her voice carrying uncertainty despite the confident words.
"We have to.", Kid Flash replied, "Because the alternative is unthinkable."
In the lead vehicle, Aqualad sat in silence, reviewing tactical data on his waterproof tablet while Miss Martian's telepathic presence hummed gently at the edge of his consciousness, a reminder that they were connected, that they would face this together.
"Are you prepared?", Miss Martian's mental voice was gentle, careful.
"No.", Aqualad admitted, the honesty possible only in the privacy of telepathic communication, "But I will be. I must be. Too many lives depend on our success."
"We will not fail Dick.", Miss Martian’s presence carried determination, "Not this time."
"I pray you are correct.", Aqualad thought back, "Because I do not know if I can bear another failure."
The convoy began to move, black SUVs pulling away from Governor's Island and heading into Manhattan proper, carrying with them a team of young heroes who would spend the next five days preparing to face their greatest fear:
That the brother they'd failed to save would be the weapon used to end the world.
That even if they stopped him, even if they prevented the assassination and protected the summit, the cost of that victory might be losing Dick Grayson forever.\
Behind them, the clock ticked ever closer as it moved forward.
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[Tuesday, May 4, 2021 | 12:00]
[Secure Facility, Lower Manhattan, New York City, United States]
The facility was unremarkable from the outside, just another converted warehouse in Lower Manhattan, the kind that had been gentrified into expensive lofts or corporate offices over the past decade.
But inside, it was a different story entirely.
The main operations room had been transformed into a command center that would make most military installations jealous.
Holographic displays covered the walls, showing real-time feeds from hundreds of security cameras positioned across Manhattan.
Tactical maps updated constantly, tracking the movements of both delegations, security forces, and potential threat vectors.
Communication stations hummed with encrypted chatter between the Secret Service, FBI, KGB, as well as the National Guard and NYPD.
The Team had been given a separate wing of the facility, sleeping quarters, equipment storage, a training room for maintaining combat readiness, and most importantly, their own tactical planning space that could be secured from oversight.
They gathered there now, two hours after landing, spreading out across the room in the informal arrangement that came naturally after years of working together.
Kaldur stood at the head of the table, a holographic display showing the summit schedule floating before him. M'gann hovered nearby, her telepathic presence already establishing the mind-link that would keep them connected during operations.
Wally was vibrating slightly in his chair, his leg bouncing with nervous energy. Artemis sat beside him, bow within arm's reach, her fingers drumming against the table in unconscious rhythm with his vibration.
Conner occupied a corner, arms crossed, his expression carved from stone as he stared at the tactical displays showing the Winter Soldier's last known capabilities and operational patterns.
Tim had claimed a workstation, his tablet interfacing with the facility's systems as he began the process of establishing their own intelligence network parallel to—but not necessarily coordinated with—the official security architecture.
Barbara stood near the windows, though the reinforced glass and security shutters made it impossible to actually see outside. She was methodically checking her utility belt, ensuring every piece of equipment was exactly where muscle memory expected it to be.
Jason leaned against the wall near the exit, helmet still on, both pistols visible. He'd been silent since they arrived, his body language suggesting he was simultaneously ready for violence and restraining himself from starting it preemptively.
Raquwl and Zatanna had claimed seats near the back, close enough to participate but far enough to maintain some separation from the original Team's dynamics.
"Alright.", Kaldur said, his voice cutting through the low conversations and nervous energy, "We have approximately seventy-four hours until the signing ceremony. That’s seventy-four hours to establish our security protocols, coordinate with Federal and Soviet forces, and prepare for the Winter Soldier's inevitable appearance."
He pulled up the first display—a timeline showing the summit schedule.
"Today is preliminary meetings and diplomatic functions. Both delegations will be at the UN headquarters for most of the afternoon and evening. Security is at a maximum with Secret Service and the KGB having established overlapping coverage, NYPD has closed several streets, and we'll have eyes on both leaders at all times."
"What's our positioning?", Artemis asked.
"You and I will be with the counter-sniper teams.", Kaldur replied, highlighting positions on the tactical map, "Elevated positions with sight lines to all major approaches. If the Winter Soldier attempts a long-range assassination, we intercept."
"He won't.", Tim said, not looking up from his tablet, "Long-range isn't his style, at least for major things like this, he's a close-quarters operator. Every assassination we've documented and all the attempts that we encountered with him involves him getting within a hundred metres of the target. Usually closer."
"Which means he'll try to infiltrate the security perimeter.", Barbara concluded, "Get inside the protected zone and strike before anyone realizes he's there."
"Exactly.", Tim confirmed, "Which is why I'm focusing on electronic surveillance and identification systems. Every person entering the UN headquarters today will be scanned—facial recognition, thermal imaging, behavioral analysis. If the Winter Soldier tries to infiltrate, we'll know."
"Unless he's using a disguise.", Wally pointed out, "M'gann can change her entire appearance. Who's to say the Shadows don't have similar technology?"
M'gann's mental presence flickered with uncertainty, "Martian shape-shifting is biological. I don't know of any technology that could replicate it perfectly. But..."
"But the League of Shadows has resources we haven't fully cataloged.", Kaldur finished, "Which is why we operate under the assumption that conventional identification methods may be insufficient. Miss Martian, you'll maintain a telepathic scan of everyone entering the protected zones. If someone's mind shows the void signature we've associated with the Winter Soldier's conditioning, you alert us immediately."
M'gann nodded, though her expression was troubled, "I can do that. But Kaldur, sustained telepathic scanning of that magnitude... It's exhausting. I can maintain it for maybe six hours before I start making mistakes."
"Then we rotate.", Kaldur said, "Six-hour shifts with intermittent breaks. We have five days to maintain coverage. We'll manage our resources carefully."
He pulled up the next display—team assignments for close protection.
"Superboy and Kid Flash, you'll rotate on close protection duty. Conner, you're with President Kensington's detail during the afternoon sessions. Wally, you'll shadow Premier Volkhov. We're not replacing the Secret Service nor the KGB, we're augmenting them. Your enhanced capabilities give us response times they can't match."
"And if the Winter Soldier appears while we're in close protection?", Conner asked, his voice carefully controlled.
"You engage.", Kaldur said simply, "Protect the principal first, neutralize the threat second. Your primary mission is keeping these leaders alive, capturing the Winter Soldier is secondary."
The words hung heavy in the air.
They were essentially being told that if it came down to Dick's life versus the protected individuals, the choice had already been made.
Zatanna spoke up from the back, "And what about those of us not on close protection? What's our role?"
Kaldur turned to face her and Rocket, "You're our rapid response force. When—not if—the Winter Soldier appears, you deploy immediately to his location. Rocket, your kinetic abilities can slow him down, create barriers, buy time for the others to establish containment. Zatanna, your magic is our best chance at binding him long enough to extract the protected individuals from the danger zone."
"I won't fail this time.", Zatanna said, her voice carrying absolute conviction, "I've spent two months developing new spells specifically designed to counter his capabilities. Binding hexes that adapt to resistance. Paralysis enchantments that target neural function rather than physical movement. Sleep magic reinforced with multiple layers of redundancy."
"Good.", Kaldur said, "Because we'll need every advantage."
He pulled up another display, this one showing the New York Public Library where the signing ceremony would take place.
"May 8th, 1400 hours. This is our critical moment. The library will be locked down, no one in or out except pre-screened attendees. Security will be maximum. But it's also when both leaders will be most vulnerable. Stationary targets, scheduled appearance, maximum symbolic impact if an assassination succeeds."
Tim's fingers flew across his tablet, "I've been analyzing the library's security architecture. It's old—built in 1911, renovated multiple times, but the core structure dates back over a century. That means potential vulnerabilities in the infrastructure. Service tunnels, maintenance access points, historical features that modern security might not fully account for."
"Which the Winter Soldier will exploit.", Barbara said, moving to look at the schematics Tim was displaying, "He's demonstrated capability for infiltration that exceeds conventional special forces training. If there's a way into that building that bypasses security, he'll find it."
"Then we find it first.", Kaldur said, "Robin, I want you to personally survey the library. Every entrance, every ventilation shaft, every possible infiltration route. Map it all. And then we seal the vulnerabilities or position our people to intercept anyone trying to exploit them."
"On it.", Tim acknowledged.
Jason finally spoke from his position against the wall, his voice modulator making the words sound flat, "And what happens when he shows up and we can't stop him? What's the contingency for when Dick breaks through our defenses, completes the assassination, and escapes like he's done three times already?"
The brutal question silenced the room.
Kaldur turned to face Jason directly, "Then we adapt and pursue. But that is not the scenario we plan for. We plan for success."
"Bullshit.", Jason pushed off from the wall, his body language aggressive, "We should be planning for failure because that's what we're good at when it comes to the Winter Soldier. Three encounters, three losses. Singapore was blind luck—Zatanna's hail mary spell was the only reason you managed to capture him, and even then, we lost him four days later."
"Jason—", Barbara started.
"No.", Jason cut her off, "Someone needs to say this. Someone needs to point out that we're being sent to protect two world leaders from an opponent who has consistently, repeatedly, kicked our collective asses. And instead of acknowledging that maybe, just maybe, we're not capable of stopping him, we're doing the same thing we did in Berlin and Moscow and Singapore—walking into a fight we're not prepared for and hoping it works out differently this time."
Wally stood abruptly, his vibration intensifying, "So what's your take on this, huh Jay? We give up before we start? We tell everyone 'sorry, Dick's too good, guess we'll just let him kill whoever he wants'?"
"My suggestion.", Jason's voice went cold, "Is that we acknowledge reality. The Winter Soldier is better trained, better equipped, and has four years of conditioning specifically designed to counter everything we can throw at him. If we're going to stop him, we need to be willing to do things we haven't been willing to do before."
"Like what?", Artemis demanded, "Kill him? Is that what you're suggesting?"
"I'm suggesting.", Jason said carefully, "That we stop treating him like our brother who needs to be saved and start treating him like the weapon he's been turned into. Because the Winter Soldier doesn't hesitate. Doesn't pull punches. Doesn't have emotional attachments that compromise his tactical effectiveness. And until we're willing to match that level of commitment, we're going to keep losing."
The silence that followed was absolute.
M'gann's telepathic presence radiated distress, "Jason, you can't mean that. Richard is still in there. We know he is. We've seen him fight the conditioning."
"For about sixty seconds in Mount Justice before the programming reasserted.", Jason replied, "And then he beat us all down and escaped. That's not someone who can be reached. That's someone who's gone."
"You're wrong.", Zatanna stood, magic beginning to crackle around her clenched fists, "Dick is not gone. He's trapped. There's a difference."
"Is there?", Jason turned to face her, "Because from where I'm standing, the difference looks pretty academic when he's trying to put bullets in our heads."
"That's the conditioning!", Zatanna's voice rose, "That's not him! The real Dick, the person we knew, is still fighting. We saw it in Mount Justice. We saw him resist the activation words. That means he can be reached. That means he can be saved."
"Or it means the conditioning is starting to fracture and he's becoming even more dangerous.", Jason countered, "A weapon that sometimes doesn't work is worse than a weapon that always works. At least you can predict the reliable one."
Conner moved before anyone could stop him, his hand wrapping around Jason's throat and slamming him against the wall hard enough to crack the reinforced concrete.
"You don't get to talk about Dick like he's a thing.", Conner's voice was low, dangerous, "You don't get to write him off as a lost cause. He's our brother. And we don't abandon family."
Jason didn't struggle against the grip, despite the fact that it was clearly cutting off his air. His helmet's lenses just stared at Conner with what might have been pity.
"I'm not.", Jason managed to gasp out, "Abandoning him. I'm trying to... Save the rest of you... From the pain... Of watching him... Die.”
He tried to continue despite Conner’s hold, “Because that's... What this mission... Is. We're being asked... To choose... Between Dick... and the world."
Conner's grip tightened, "There is no choice. We save both."
"You can't... Save both.", Jason's voice was weakening, "Sometimes... You have to... Choose."
"Enough!", Kaldur's voice cracked like a whip, water-bearers manifesting and separating Conner from Jason with forceful precision, "We are a Team. We do not attack each other. We do not give up on each other. And we do not surrender to despair before we have even begun to fight."
He looked at each of them in turn, his expression harder than they'd seen in years.
"Jason is correct that we have lost to the Winter Soldier multiple times. He is correct that our emotional attachments may compromise our tactical effectiveness. And he is correct that we face an opponent who has been specifically designed to counter everything we can do."
Kaldur's jaw set, his next words deliberate and measured.
"But he is wrong that this means we should stop trying to save Richard Grayson. We do not abandon our own. We do not write people off as lost causes. We do not surrender to the easy cynicism of assuming failure before we have exhausted every option."
He moved to stand in the center of the room, his presence commanding despite his injuries from Mount Justice still healing.
"Dick taught us that. When we were first forming as a Team, when Mount Justice was repurposed and we were all uncertain about our capabilities, Dick showed us that persistence in the face of impossible odds was what defined heroes. That refusing to give up, even when victory seemed impossible, was the core of what we did."
His voice softened slightly, but the steel remained.
"So yes, we go into this mission knowing the odds are against us. Knowing that the enemy is formidable. Knowing that we may fail. But we go in anyway. We fight anyway. We try anyway. Because that is what Dick would do if our positions were reversed. And we owe him nothing less than the same commitment he always showed us."
The weight of the speech settled over the room like a physical presence.
Jason straightened, rubbing his throat where Conner had grabbed him, "You're right. I'm sorry. I just..."
He trailed off, unable to articulate what he was feeling.
"You are afraid.", Kaldur said, not unkindly, "We all are. Afraid of losing Richard again. Afraid of failing the mission. Afraid of the choice we may be forced to make. Fear is natural. But we cannot let it paralyze us."
"I know.", Jason said quietly, "I just… Fuck!”
His breath hitched as he tried to find the right words to say.
“I don't know if I can fight him again. Don't know if I can look at Dick's face and choose the mission over bringing him home."
"Then you won't.", Kaldur said simply, "If it comes to that moment, if you find yourself unable to engage the Winter Soldier because you cannot separate Richard from the weapon, you will fall back and let others handle the confrontation. There is no shame in recognizing your limitations."
Jason nodded slowly, though his body language suggested he wasn't entirely convinced.
Wally moved to Jason's side, his hand finding his shoulder, "We're all scared, man. But we're scared together. And that counts for something."
"Yeah.", Jason managed, "Maybe it does."
The tension in the room began to dissipate, though it didn't disappear entirely. They were still facing an impossible mission, still preparing to confront their brother across a battlefield. But they were doing it together, united by the bonds that had been forged over years of combat and loss.
Tim looked up from his tablet, his voice cutting through the emotional aftermath, "I've been analyzing KGBeast's known operational patterns while you all were having your… Moment. If he's involved in this operation—and given his connection to the Winter Soldier's conditioning, he probably is—we need to account for his capabilities as a separate threat."
He pulled up a file showing Major Anatoli Knyazev's profile, a hard-faced man in his fifties with cold eyes and a build that suggested extensive military training.
"KGBeast is former Spetsnaz, former KGB, current international terrorist wanted by basically every law enforcement agency on the planet. He's skilled in hand-to-hand combat, weapons, explosives, and infiltration. He's also known for his ruthlessness—he doesn't hesitate, doesn't negotiate, and doesn't leave witnesses."
Barbara moved to stand beside him, reading the file over his shoulder, "He also has a history with Dick. The ‘Sweden incident’ Jason mentioned yesterday. And probably other encounters we don't know about."
"What exactly happened in Sweden?", Wally asked, the question direct.
Tim and Barbara exchanged glances, having a silent conversation about how much to reveal.
Finally, Tim sighed, "It was years ago. Before I was even Robin. Batman sent Dick and Jason—well, back when Jason was still Robin—on a mission to Stockholm. Intelligence suggested that KGBeast was coordinating an arms deal with Russian mob elements. The mission was supposed to be pure reconnaissance."
He pulled up images of a warehouse district, night time, tactical overlays showing positions.
"But KGBeast had been counter-surveillance. He knew someone was watching. Set up an ambush. Dick and Jason walked into it."
Barbara took over the narrative, her voice quiet, "KGBeast had sniper support and pinned Jason down. It just so happened that at the time, Dick was field testing some of Batman’s new experimental gear, hence the cowl.”
She gulped before continuing, “KGBeast saw him approaching and fired once, Dick took a round to the temple, right side, just above the ear. The cowl's armored plating deflected most of the impact, but the kinetic force still caused a skull fracture and severe concussion. He went down after that. Jason had to carry him out while fighting off KGBeast's men."
The room had gone absolutely silent.
Zatanna's hands were clenched so tight that purple magic was leaking through her fingers, "Unconscious. Dick was unconscious all the while Jason fought alone."
"Jason was sixteen.", Robin added, his voice carrying weight, "Sixteen years old, fighting a former Spetsnaz operator and his crew while carrying his unconscious partner to safety. He got them both out. Barely. But he did it."
All eyes turned to Jason, who was staring at the floor, his body language suggesting he was reliving the memory.
"Dick didn't wake up for three weeks, maybe four. Gah! I can’t even remember.", Jason said finally, his voice rough even through the modulator, "He stayed in the Bat Cave's medical bay, hooked up to machines while Alfred and Batman monitored his brain activity. They said if the round had hit two millimetres lower, if the angle had been slightly different, if the cowl's plating had been a millimeter thinner..."
He didn't finish. Didn't need to.
"When he finally woke up, first thing he did was ask if I was okay. Not 'What happened', not 'Did we complete the mission?', just 'Is Jason safe?'. That's who Dick was. That's who the Shadows destroyed."
Wally's vibration had stopped entirely, "And KGBeast just walked away? Batman didn't hunt him down?"
"Batman tried.", Barbara said, "But KGBeast went underground. Used his KGB connections to disappear into the Soviet intelligence apparatus. By the time Batman tracked him to Moscow, he'd already been disavowed by official channels and had gone fully rogue. Hunting him became chasing a ghost."
"Until now.", Artemis said quietly, "Robin flagged him in the Soviet delegation footage. Which means he's here. In New York. Probably coordinating with or directly handling the Winter Soldier."
Kaldur's expression was carved from determination, "Then we have two high-value targets. The Winter Soldier is our primary concern, but if we can capture KGBeast, we potentially disrupt the entire operation. Robin, I want everything you can find on his current whereabouts, known associates, communication patterns."
"Already on it.", Tim’s fingers were flying across his tablet, "Facial recognition algorithms are scanning every security camera feed in Manhattan. If he's here, we'll find him."
"And when we do?", Jason asked, his voice carrying dark promise.
"We capture him.", Kaldur said firmly, "And we interrogate him about the Winter Soldier's conditioning, his other handlers, and the operation's objectives. He is intelligence value, not a target for revenge."
"Even after what he did to Dick?", Jason pressed.
"Especially because of what he did to Richard.", Kaldur replied, "Revenge is a luxury we cannot afford. We need information more than we need satisfaction."
Jason was silent for a long moment, then nodded curtly, "Fine. But if he threatens the mission, if he compromises the delegations or gives me a clean shot..."
"Then you take it.", Kaldur acknowledged, "But only as a last resort. Are we clear?"
"Crystal."
M'gann's telepathic presence rippled with uncertainty, "This feels wrong. We're preparing for war. Against our brother and the people who destroyed him. How did we get here?"
"By failing to save him when it mattered.", Conner thought back, his mental voice harsh with self-recrimination, "And now we're trying to prevent that failure from destroying the world."
"We will succeed.", Kaldur projected with absolute conviction, "We must. There is no alternative."
The mind-link settled into a more stable configuration, M'gann's presence serving as the thread that connected them all even as each individual processed their own fears and doubts.
Raquel spoke up from the back of the room, having been silent through most of the discussion, "So what's the actual plan? Because tactical assignments are great and all, but what's the step-by-step if the Winter Soldier appears at the signing ceremony?"
Kaldur pulled up a new display—a tactical response protocol with multiple branching decision trees.
"Phase One: Detection. The moment Robin's systems or Miss Martian's telepathic scan identifies the Winter Soldier, we activate our response protocol. All team members converge on his location while maintaining protection of the principals."
"Phase Two: Engagement. Rocket and Zatanna engage first, slow him down, bind him, create barriers that buy time for the heavy hitters to arrive. Superboy and I move to intercept and physically restrain. Kid Flash evacuates any civilians in the immediate area."
"Phase Three: Extraction. Tigress, Robin, and Batgirl coordinate the extraction of President Kensington and Premier Volkhov to secure locations. Red Hood provides covering fire and ensures no additional threats compromise the evacuation route."
"Phase Four: Containment. Once the principals are secure, we shift to full offensive protocols. The entire Team focuses on capturing the Winter Soldier. Power dampeners, meta-restraints, everything we learned from Singapore and Mount Justice."
"Phase Five: Exfiltration. We extract the Winter Soldier via Bioship to a secure location, not Mount Justice, somewhere without the infrastructure vulnerabilities he exploited last time."
The plan was comprehensive, logical, and accounted for multiple contingencies.
It was also, everyone in the room understood, almost certainly going to fall apart the moment they made contact with the enemy.
"What about the handlers?", Barbara asked, "If Deathstroke or KGBeast are on-site coordinating, they'll try to interfere with our response."
"Then we adapt.", Kaldur said simply, "Red Hood and Batgirl shift to handler interdiction while the rest of us focus on the Winter Soldier. We cannot afford to fight on multiple fronts simultaneously, so we prioritize and adjust based on battlefield conditions."
"In other words.", Wally muttered, "We're making it up as we go."
"All plans fail upon contact with the enemy.", Kaldur replied, quoting one of Batman's favorite tactical maxims, "The question is not whether our plan will survive—it will not. The question is whether we can adapt quickly enough when it falls apart."
Tim’s tablet chimed with an alert, "Speaking of adaptation, we've got movement. Both delegations are beginning their approach to the UN headquarters. ETA fifteen minutes. We need to be in position."
The room transformed instantly from philosophical discussion to tactical preparation.
Artemis grabbed her bow and headed for the exit. Wally vibrated into full readiness, yellow lightning dancing across his costume. Conner cracked his knuckles, the sound like breaking stone. M'gann's form shimmered as she prepared to phase through walls if necessary.
Tim secured his tablet and checked his utility belt. Barbara pulled her cowl fully into place. Jason chambered rounds into his pistols with mechanical efficiency.
Raquel’s kinetic belt flared to life, purple energy cascading around her. Zatanna's hands began to glow with magical power, purple-white light that suggested she was already preparing spells.
And Kaldur manifested his water-bearers, the weapons solidifying in his hands as he moved toward the exit.
"This is it.", he said, his voice carrying to all of them, "The mission begins now. For the next few days, we are the last line of defense between the Free World and an assassin who was designed to kill people like us. We will be tired. We will be afraid. We will face our brother across a battlefield and have to choose between saving him and saving the world."
He paused at the doorway, turning to look back at his team.
"But we will not fail. Not this time. Not when everything depends on us getting it right."
"For Dick.", Wally said quietly.
"For Dick.", the others echoed.
And together, Young Justice deployed into Manhattan, carrying with them the weight of impossible expectations and the terrible knowledge that failure meant the end of everything they'd fought to protect.
The summit had begun.
The clock was ticking.
And somewhere in the city, the Winter Soldier was watching.
Waiting.
Preparing to fulfill his mission.
Just as they were preparing to stop him.
And as they did, the clock behind them ticked closer and closer…
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[Tuesday, May 4, 2021 | 14:00]
[United Nations Headquarters, Manhattan, New York City, United States]
The United Nations headquarters rose like a monument to international cooperation, a gleaming modernist tower of glass and steel that had stood as a symbol of diplomatic unity for over seven decades.
Today, it was a fortress.
Secret Service agents in dark suits occupied every visible position. Soviet KGB personnel, distinguished by their slightly different bearing and communication equipment, maintained overlapping coverage with their American counterparts. NYPD had established a perimeter extending three blocks in every direction, checkpoints stopping traffic and screening pedestrians.
Above, helicopters circled in coordinated patterns, a mix of the US National Guard, Coast Guard, and NYPD aviation units supported by air assets of the Secret Service and FBI maintaining aerial surveillance.
Their thermal imaging cameras swept the surrounding buildings, looking for heat signatures that didn't belong, weapons that shouldn't exist, threats that might materialize from the Manhattan skyline.
And hidden among the conventional security forces, moving with a coordination that only years of training together could provide, was Young Justice.
Tigress occupied a position on the Chrysler Building's upper floors, her bow resting against the window as she scanned approach vectors through a scope that integrated with Robin's surveillance network. From this height, she could see the entire UN plaza, the East River beyond, and the approach routes any enhanced operative might use to reach the building.
"Tigress in position.", her mental voice came through Miss Martians's link, calm and professional, "Sight lines are clear. No movement inconsistent with approved security patterns."
Aqualad stood beside her, his water-bearers un-manifested but ready, his eyes tracking the same sight lines through his own tactical assessment, "Acknowledged. Maintain overwatch. Report any anomalies immediately."
On the ground level, integrated with President Kensington's Secret Service detail, Superboy moved with controlled precision. His enhanced hearing picked up every conversation, every radio transmission, every footstep within a hundred-meter radius.
The President's motorcade had arrived exactly on schedule, armored limousines pulling into the UN's secure garage with military precision.
Superboy watched as President Laura Kensington emerged, a woman in her early sixties with iron-gray hair and the bearing of someone who'd spent decades in politics but hadn't lost the steel that had gotten her elected.
She was surrounded by a protective envelope of Secret Service agents, moving in coordinated patterns that Superboy recognized as textbook close protection protocols. He fell into step with them, his presence acknowledged but not welcomed by the professional security force that saw him as either backup or a threat to be monitored.
"Superboy in position with POTUS detail.", he projected, "Subject is secure and moving to conference room 3A. No threats detected so far."
On the opposite side of the building, maintaining careful distance from the American delegation, Kid Flash shadowed Premier Leonid Volkhov's security detail.
The Soviet Premier was a bear of a man in his late fifties, broad-shouldered and heavy-set, with the kind of face that suggested he'd started his career in the KGB rather than diplomacy. His security detail was larger than the President's, a function of Soviet security culture that believed in overwhelming force over subtle protection.
Kid Flash vibrated slightly as he watched them move, his speed force energy allowing him to perceive the world in a timeframe that made everyone else seem to move in slow motion. It was exhausting, maintaining that level of perception, but it also meant he'd see threats before anyone else could react.
"Kid Flash in position with Premier Volkhov.", he reported, "Subject is secure and moving to the same conference room. Security is tight—maybe too tight. Soviet detail is on edge, lots of nervous glances at American forces."
"Expected.", Kaldur's mental voice was calm, "Maintain awareness but do not engage unless necessary. Let the professional security forces do their jobs."
In the UN building's sub-basement, where the infrastructure met the bedrock of Manhattan, Robin had established his electronic warfare station.
His tablet was interfaced with every system the UN headquarters possessed—security cameras, motion sensors, thermal imaging, access controls, communication networks. He'd also hacked into adjacent buildings' systems, creating a surveillance network that covered a six-block radius.
The screens before him displayed more information than any human could process, but Robin had been trained by Batman. Pattern recognition was his superpower, the ability to see the one anomaly among ten thousand normal data points.
"Robin in position.", he projected, "All systems nominal. Facial recognition algorithms are active and scanning every person entering the building. Thermal imaging shows no unusual heat signatures. Communications intercepts show normal security chatter—no coded alerts or suspicious patterns."
"Maintain vigilance.", Kaldur ordered, "The Winter Soldier will not announce his presence with obvious indicators."
"I know.", Robin replied, though his mental voice carried frustration, "But it would be nice if our enemies were occasionally stupid enough to make our jobs easier."
Batgirl had positioned herself in the UN's main security control room, coordinating directly with Agent Chen and the FBI, the Secret Service, and KGB Foreign Operations personnel.
The control room was a chaos of monitors and communication channels, dozens of security personnel tracking hundreds of data streams simultaneously. Batgirl moved among them with the easy confidence of someone who'd spent years in similar environments, offering suggestions that improved their tactical coverage without overstepping her authority.
"We've got a blind spot on the northeast corner of the building.", she told a Secret Service supervisor, pointing to a gap in their camera coverage, "If I were planning an infiltration, that's where I'd approach."
The supervisor studied the displays, then nodded, "You're right. Agent Chen, get me two more units on that sector. I want overlapping coverage with active patrols."
Agent Chen, who'd been coordinating between the various security forces with admirable patience, shot Batgirl a grateful look, "Good catch. Anything else jump out at you?"
"About a dozen things.", Barbara admitted, "But most of them are within acceptable risk tolerances. The northeast corner was the critical one."
"Batgirl in position in central security.", she projected through the mind-link, "Coordinating with Federal and Soviet security. They're professional, well-trained, and paranoid as hell. Which is good. But they're also not prepared for an enhanced threat that can move faster and hit harder than conventional security can counter."
"Which is why we are here.", Kaldur replied, "Maintain coordination. If something breaks, we need them moving in the right direction rather than getting in our way."
Red Hood had rejected all attempts to integrate him into the official security architecture. Instead, he'd positioned himself on the roof of a building directly across from the UN headquarters, lying prone behind his borrowed sniper rifle with both pistols within easy reach.
His vantage point gave him sight lines to every major entrance and several minor ones. The rifle was loaded with a mix of ammunition, rubber bullets in the magazine, regular rounds in his utility belt. He'd promised Kaldur he'd start with non-lethal, but promises didn't mean much when the shooting started.
"Red Hood in overwatch position.", his mental voice was clipped, professional, "I've got eyes on all primary approaches. If anything moves wrong, I'll see it."
"Rules of engagement remain in effect.", Kaldur reminded him, "Non-lethal unless absolutely necessary."
"Yeah, yeah.", Jason replied, "I know the drill. Doesn't mean I have to like it."
In the secure facility back in Lower Manhattan, Rocket and Zatanna waited in the ready room, their role as rapid response requiring them to remain mobile and unattached to any specific position.
Rocket paced, her kinetic belt humming with contained energy. She'd spent the past hour running through combat scenarios in her mind, preparing for every possible iteration of how the Winter Soldier might appear and what she'd need to do to stop him.
Zatanna sat motionless in meditation, her hands glowing faintly with purple energy as she reviewed the spells she'd prepared. Binding hexes. Paralysis enchantments. Sleep magic reinforced with redundant layers.
Reality anchors designed to prevent dimensional escape. She'd spent two months preparing for this confrontation, and every spell was loaded and ready.
"Rocket and Zatanna on standby.", Raquel projected, "Ready to deploy on your signal."
"Acknowledged.", Kaldur's mental presence was steady, grounding, "Maintain readiness. When he appears, response time will be critical."
And maintaining her own position in the UN plaza, invisible to normal sight but present in telepathic space, Miss Martian established her consciousness across the entire area like a net.
Her mind touched hundreds of people—Secret Service agents, KGB security, NYPD officers, UN staff, diplomats, journalists.
She didn't read their thoughts, that would be an invasion of privacy she wouldn't commit, but she sensed their presence, their emotional states, the general texture of their consciousness.
She was looking for the void.
The terrible absence that characterized the Winter Soldier's conditioned mind.
The emptiness where a person should be.
"Miss Martian maintaining telepathic overwatch.", her mental voice hummed through the link, "Scanning everyone within range. So far, all consciousnesses appear normal. No void signatures detected."
"He is not here yet.", Kaldur confirmed, "But he will be. Maintain your scan."
The afternoon proceeded with glacial slowness.
President Kensington and Premier Volkhov met in conference room 3A, surrounded by their respective security details, diplomatic corps, and military advisors. The meeting was cordial, professional, focused on establishing the framework for the treaty that would be signed in four days.
Through it all, Young Justice maintained their vigil.
Hours passed. Shifts rotated.
Communication channels remained active.
The mind-link hummed with constant updates.
Sight lines clear, subjects secure, no threats detected.
But everyone felt it.
The waiting.
The tension.
The certainty that somewhere in Manhattan, the Winter Soldier was watching them just as they were watching for him.
At 18:00 hours, the preliminary meetings concluded. Both delegations prepared to return to their secure accommodations for the evening. The UN headquarters would be empty within an hour, held by security forces overnight, ready for tomorrow's sessions.
"Day one is concluding.", Kaldur projected to the entire team, "The Winter Soldier did not appear. This was expected—he is patient, tactical. He will strike when conditions are optimal, not when we are most prepared."
"So we've got three more days of this.", Wally's mental voice carried exhaustion, "Three more days of watching, waiting, and hoping we see him before he strikes."
"Yes.", Kaldur confirmed, "Maintain discipline. Maintain vigilance. He will reveal himself eventually. And when he does, we will be ready."
The delegations departed without incident.
The UN headquarters settled into nighttime security protocols.
And Young Justice began their rotation back to the secure facility, the first day of their mission complete.
Zero assassinations.
Zero attacks.
Zero Winter Soldier sightings.
It should have felt like a victory, but instead, it felt like the calm before the storm.
Because everyone understood the truth that Kaldur had articulated.
The Winter Soldier was patient.
Professional.
And he was definitely in New York.
Watching them even as they watched for him.
Waiting for the perfect moment to strike.
And when that moment came, when he finally revealed himself and the battle began, everything they'd prepared—all their tactics, all their contingencies, all their determination—would be tested against an opponent who'd beaten them many times over.
An opponent who wore their brother's face.
An opponent who wouldn't hesitate, wouldn't feel remorse, wouldn't recognize them even as he killed them.
The clock was ticking closer to midnight.
Each second of each passing minute, each passing hour.
They could all feel it.
The storm was coming.
And all they could do was wait for it to break.
Chapter 19: "XVIII: Midnight"
Chapter Text
[Saturday, May 8, 2021 | 13:45]
[New York Public Library, Manhattan, New York City, New York, United States]
The main reading room of the New York Public Library was a cathedral to human knowledge.
Fifty-two feet high ceilings stretched overhead, adorned with murals depicting the sky and clouds painted in the Beaux-Arts style that had defined the building's construction over a century ago.
Massive arched windows lined the walls, flooding the space with natural light that made the polished wood tables gleam like honey.
Chandeliers hung at regular intervals, their brass fittings polished to mirror brightness.
It was a space designed to inspire reverence, contemplation, and the pursuit of understanding.
Today, it had been transformed into a fortress.
Every entrance had been sealed except for two designated access points, both monitored by multiple layers of security. Metal detectors, x-ray scanners, explosive residue detectors, and biometric verification systems screened every person entering. Secret Service agents in dark suits occupied strategic positions throughout the room, their earpieces barely visible, their eyes constantly scanning.
Soviet KGB personnel maintained parallel coverage, their presence distinguished by subtly different communication equipment and the particular bearing of men trained in a different security culture. They watched the Americans. The Americans watched them. And both groups watched everyone else.
National Guard and NYPD units had established a perimeter four blocks out, checkpoints stopping all vehicle traffic. All available aviation units circled overhead, their thermal imaging cameras sweeping surrounding buildings for heat signatures that didn't belong. FBI counter-sniper teams occupied every rooftop with sight lines to the library, their rifles trained on approach vectors.
The security was overwhelming, suffocating, and absolutely necessary.
Because everyone present understood what was at stake.
Two hundred people filled the reading room's rows of chairs, arranged in a precise configuration that allowed security forces clear sight lines while maintaining the dignity appropriate for a historic diplomatic ceremony.
Delegates from both the United States and the Union of Sovereign Soviet Republics occupied the front rows, their formal attire a mix of Western suits, Soviet Uniforms, and traditional diplomatic dress.
Behind them sat military advisors, cabinet members, and senior diplomatic corps.
The press contingent was smaller than usual with only pre-screened journalists from approved outlets, their equipment inspected multiple times, their positions fixed and monitored. Camera operators couldn't move from their designated spots. Photographers were limited to specific angles. Every lens, every recording device, every piece of electronic equipment had been registered, cataloged, and approved.
At the front of the room, a long table draped in cloth bore two leather-bound treaty documents, their pages thick with diplomatic language and legal frameworks. Two chairs sat behind the table, waiting for the moment when history would be made or broken.
And surrounding this carefully orchestrated scene of international cooperation, invisible to the dignitaries and press but omnipresent to those who knew where to look, was Young Justice.
Aqualad stood in the gallery above the main reading room, his position giving him an elevated view of the entire space.
His water-bearers remained unmanifested, but his tactical vest was loaded with equipment, power dampeners, meta-restraints, communication gear, everything they'd learned from all their previous encounters with the Winter Soldier. His eyes tracked the movements below with mechanical precision, cataloging positions, identifying vulnerabilities, preparing for the violence he knew was coming.
"All teams, status report.", his mental voice was calm through Miss Martian's link, the commander coordinating forces spread throughout the building.
Tigress occupied a position on the library's third floor, tucked into an alcove near the north-facing windows.
Her bow rested against her shoulder, an arrow already loaded, her eyes scanning the surrounding buildings through a scope that integrated with Robin's surveillance network. From this height, she could see Fifth Avenue, the surrounding streets, and every possible approach vector an enhanced operative might use.
"Tigress in position. North sector clear. No movement inconsistent with approved patterns. Counter-sniper teams report all sectors secure."
Kid Flash vibrated slightly as he paced the library's perimeter, moving through the ground floor corridors at speeds just below what would draw attention.
His role was civilian evacuation—the moment violence erupted, he'd clear bystanders faster than panic could spread. His yellow costume had been modified with a diplomatic security vest, making him look vaguely official even if no one could quite pin down which agency he represented.
"Kid Flash on ground floor. Evacuation routes are clear, marked, and ready. I've got eyes on approximately forty civilians in staff areas and public spaces outside the main reading room. Can have them clear in under thirty seconds once things go loud."
Superboy stood in the main reading room itself, positioned near the south entrance where President Laura Kensington would enter.
He wore a black suit that barely contained his muscular frame, an earpiece that connected him to Secret Service communications, and an expression of barely controlled tension. His enhanced hearing picked up hundreds of conversations simultaneously, security chatter, diplomatic small talk, the nervous breathing of journalists who understood they were witnessing either a historic triumph or a catastrophic failure.
"Superboy with POTUS security detail. The President is in the secure staging area, preparing for entry. Her detail is professional, alert, and paranoid as hell. No complaints from me."
On the opposite side of the room, maintaining careful distance from the American security presence, Miss Martian had positioned herself among the Soviet delegation's support staff.
Her Martian physiology allowed her to appear human, her green skin shifted to a pale complexion that wouldn't draw attention, her uniform transformed into formal diplomatic attire. But beneath the camouflage, her consciousness spread throughout the building like an invisible net.
"Miss Martian maintaining telepathic overwatch. Scanning every consciousness within range. So far, all minds present appear normal. No void signatures detected. But..."
She hesitated, her mental presence flickering with uncertainty.
"There's something wrong. I can't identify what, but the emotional landscape feels off. Too much tension. Too much fear. Like everyone here knows something terrible is about to happen."
"That is because everyone does know.", Aqualad replied, his mental voice steady, "We have briefed both security forces on the Winter Soldier threat. Everyone present understands the risk. The tension is natural."
"I hope you're right."
In the library's basement, where nineteenth-century architecture met twenty-first-century infrastructure, Robin had established his makeshift command center in a converted storage room.
Six monitors surrounded him, displaying feeds from every security camera the library possessed plus the dozens more he'd hacked in surrounding buildings. Facial recognition algorithms ran constantly, comparing every face against databases of known threats, suspected operatives, and persons of interest.
His tablet interfaced with building systems, giving him control over lights, locks, ventilation, and emergency protocols. He'd mapped every entrance, every exit, every service tunnel and maintenance shaft. He knew this building better than the people who worked here.
"Robin in command position. All systems nominal. Facial recognition active and scanning. I've got eyes on every person in the building and most of the people within three blocks. If the Winter Soldier approaches, I'll see him."
"What about Deathstroke? Or KGBeast?", Batgirl's mental voice cut in.
Batgirl had positioned herself in the main security control room on the library's second floor, coordinating directly with Agent Chen and the joint tactical command.
She moved among the federal agents with practiced ease, offering suggestions that improved their coverage without overstepping authority. The Secret Service supervisor who'd initially been skeptical of superhero involvement now consulted her regularly, recognizing expertise when he saw it.
"Both are flagged in the system.", Robin confirmed, "If they show up, alarms will trigger automatically. But guys, I've been thinking… If KGBeast is here, he's not going to walk through the front door with his face visible. He'll have cover. Diplomatic credentials. A role that lets him blend."
"The Soviet delegation.", Batgirl's mental presence sharpened with realization, "He'd embed himself with Premier Volkhov's people. Hide in plain sight among the one group we can't thoroughly vet without creating an international incident."
"Exactly. I'm running facial recognition against the Soviet delegation specifically, but their security culture means limited photographs in our databases, I’ll see if I can patch through with the same back doors I used in the Kremlin. If KGBeast is here, he might already be in the room."
Red Hood had rejected all attempts to position him inside the library. Instead, he occupied a building across Fifth Avenue, lying prone on the roof with his borrowed rifle and both pistols within easy reach.
His scope was trained on the library's main entrance, tracking every person who entered, every vehicle that approached, every movement that might signal the attack everyone knew was coming.
"Red Hood in overwatch. I've got clean sight lines to three different entrances and most of the street approaches. If anything moves wrong, I'll drop it before it reaches the door."
"Non-lethal rules of engagement remain in effect.", Aqualad reminded him, his mental tone carrying warning.
"Until they don't.", Red Hood replied, "If the Winter Soldier appears and threatens the principals, I'm taking the shot. We can argue about my methods after we've prevented World War Three."
"Jason—"
"Save it, Kaldur. We’ve talked about this. I know my role. I know the stakes. And I know that hesitation gets people killed. If you want me to pull the trigger when it matters, don't tie my hands before the fight even starts."
Aqualad wanted to argue, but the cold logic was undeniable.
They'd lost to the Winter Soldier three times because they'd held back, because they'd seen Dick instead of the weapon.
If Red Hood's willingness to cross lines they wouldn't was what saved lives today...
"Acknowledged.", Aqualad said finally, "But only as a last resort."
"That's all I'm asking for."
In the secure staging area adjacent to the main reading room, Rocket and Zatanna waited with barely contained tension. Their role as rapid response required them to remain mobile, ready to deploy to wherever violence erupted.
Rocket paced continuously, her kinetic belt humming with energy, purple light pulsing in rhythm with her heartbeat.
She'd spent seventy-two hours preparing for this moment, running simulations, testing her upgraded equipment, drilling responses until they became muscle memory.
Zatanna sat motionless in meditation, though her stillness was an illusion.
Beneath the surface, her magic churned like a storm barely contained. She'd prepared seventeen different spells specifically for this confrontation—binding hexes that adapted to resistance, paralysis enchantments that targeted neural function, sleep magic reinforced with redundant layers, reality anchors that would prevent dimensional escape.
Every spell was loaded, primed, ready to deploy with a single word spoken backward.
"Rocket and Zatanna in staging area.", Raquel projected, her mental voice tight with anticipation, "Ready to deploy on your signal. My belt's at full capacity. I can generate barriers, redirect kinetic energy, or go full offensive if needed."
"And I've got enough magic prepared to bind a god.", Zatanna added, though her mental presence carried something beyond confidence—a desperate hope that bordered on prayer, "This time, I won't fail. This time, I'll reach him."
"Zatanna—", Miss Martian started, her presence radiating concern.
"I know what you're going to say, M'gann. That I can't let hope compromise tactical judgment. That I need to treat the Winter Soldier as a threat first and Dick second. That my emotional attachment is a vulnerability he'll exploit."
Zatanna's mental voice hardened with steel beneath the emotion.
"But you're wrong. My emotional attachment is my greatest weapon. Because the Winter Soldier doesn't have attachments. Doesn't have emotions. Doesn't have anything except mission parameters and conditioning. And if I can make him remember, even for a second, that he's more than a weapon? That's when we win."
The mind-link fell silent, no one quite sure how to respond to that declaration.
Finally, Aqualad's mental presence rippled with something that might have been approval.
"Then do so. When the moment comes, when you have the opportunity to reach Richard Grayson beneath the Winter Soldier's conditioning, take it. But until that moment arrives, we fight as we trained. Professional. Coordinated. Without hesitation."
"Understood."
The clock on the wall read 13:52.
Eight minutes until the ceremony officially began.
Eight minutes until President Kensington and Premier Volkhov would enter the main reading room, take their seats at that treaty table, and attempt to sign a document that could define international relations for decades.
Eight minutes until the Winter Soldier would make his move.
Because everyone understood, with the terrible certainty of experience, that he was coming.
Not if. When.
The only questions were where, how, and whether they'd be ready.
Robin's voice cut through the mind-link, sharp with focus.
"Both delegations are moving. POTUS detail is approaching from the west entrance. Soviet detail is approaching from the east. ETA three minutes. Everyone in position?"
A chorus of acknowledgments rippled through the mental connection.
"Tigress in position."
"Kid Flash ready."
"Superboy in position."
"Miss Martian scanning."
"Batgirl coordinating."
"Red Hood has eyes on."
"Rocket ready to deploy."
"Zatanna prepared."
Aqualad took a deep breath, his water-bearers manifesting in his hands as he prepared for what was coming.
"This is it. Four days of waiting. Four days of preparation. Everything we've learned from Berlin, Moscow, Singapore, and Mount Justice comes down to this moment. We know the enemy. We know the stakes. We know what failure means."
His mental presence expanded, touching each of them individually, a commander connecting with his team before battle.
"But we also know each other. Know our capabilities. Know our strengths. And know that together, we've faced impossible odds before and prevailed. Today will be no different. Today, we protect these leaders. We stop the Winter Soldier. We prevent a war. And we bring our brother home."
"For Dick.", Wally's mental voice was quiet but determined.
"For Dick.", the others echoed.
The clock struck 13:55.
Five minutes.
In the main reading room, the assembled dignitaries rose as President Laura Kensington entered from the west, her Secret Service detail forming a protective envelope around her. She moved with the practiced grace of someone who'd spent decades in public life, her expression carefully neutral despite the security she knew surrounded this moment.
From the east entrance, Premier Leonid Volkhov appeared, his KGB security detail even more numerous than the American contingent. He was a broad-shouldered man with the bearing of someone who'd risen through Soviet military and intelligence ranks rather than purely political channels. His face was carved from stone, betraying nothing.
The two leaders met at the treaty table, shaking hands for the cameras with smiles that didn't quite reach their eyes. They took their seats, their respective foreign ministers joining them, the leather-bound treaty documents positioned precisely between them.
The ceremony had begun.
A State Department official stepped to a podium, his voice amplified by microphones that carried to every corner of the reading room and to broadcast networks around the world.
"Ladies and gentlemen, distinguished delegates, honored guests. We gather here today on the seventy-sixth anniversary marking the end of the Second World War in Europe. To commemorate not just the end of a terrible conflict, but to celebrate the beginning of a new era of cooperation between nations that were once adversaries. Of two nations who, together with the combined might of their Allies, defeated the forces of Nazi Germany and brought peace to the European continent after six long years of bloodshed..."
The speech was eloquent, carefully crafted to appeal to both American and Soviet sensibilities while emphasizing shared interests over historical conflicts.
It spoke of economic cooperation, cultural exchange, joint scientific endeavors, and the mutual commitment to preventing another global conflict.
It was also taking too long.
Every second that passed was another second for the Winter Soldier to position himself, to prepare his attack, to identify vulnerabilities in their security.
Robin's mental voice cut through the diplomatic oratory.
"I'm seeing something. Hold on, facial recognition is flagging—"
His mental presence spiked with alarm.
"Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. Guys! I got a positive ID on KGBeast! He's here! He's in the fucking room!"
"Where?", Aqualad demanded, his water-bearers hardening into bladed weapons.
"Soviet delegation, third row, seated among what looks like military advisors. He's wearing a Soviet Army Colonel's uniform, credentials identify him as Colonel Viktor Federov—wait, that's the same name as the KGB Foreign Operations officer we coordinated with! He stole his identity or the real Federov is—"
"Doesn't matter!", Batgirl's mental voice was sharp, "If KGBeast is here, he's not just observing. He's coordinating. Feeding intelligence to the Winter Soldier. Which means the attack is imminent."
"Can we extract him without causing a scene?", Superboy asked, his mental presence radiating barely controlled aggression.
"Negative.", Aqualad decided immediately, "If we move on him now, we create chaos that could compromise protection of the principals. And worse, we alert the Winter Soldier that we've identified his handler. Maintain positions. Watch him. But do not engage unless he makes an overtly hostile move."
"Are you fucking serious?", Red Hood's mental voice was incredulous, "We've got KGBeast sitting thirty feet from Premier Volkhov! And you want us to just watch him?"
"I want us to use him.", Aqualad corrected, "He's here to coordinate the Winter Soldier. Which means that when the attack comes, he'll react. He'll communicate. And that reaction will tell us where the Winter Soldier is and how he's approaching. KGBeast is now our early warning system."
The logic was cold, tactical, and undeniably sound.
"Miss Martian, can you touch his mind? Get any intelligence on the attack plan?"
Miss Martian’s mental presence flickered with concentration as she reached out toward the man sitting calmly among the Soviet delegation.
"I'm trying, but—his mind is shielded. Not completely closed like the Winter Soldier's void, but protected by what feels like preparedness and training. KGB mental resistance protocols, probably. I can sense surface thoughts, emotional states, but anything deeper is locked behind barriers I'd need to forcefully break. And if I do that, he'll know he's been compromised."
"Then don't.", Aqualad ordered, "Monitor his surface thoughts and emotional state. The moment he reacts to something, the moment his attention focuses on a specific location or his stress level spikes, you alert us immediately."
"Understood."
At the podium, the State Department official had finished his introduction. President Kensington rose, moving to the microphone with practiced ease.
Her speech had been prepared carefully, reviewed by diplomats and political advisors, calibrated to strike the right balance between American interests and international cooperation.
"Mr. Premier, distinguished delegates, friends. Today we stand at a crossroads of history. Behind us lie decades of suspicion, competition, and the ever-present shadow of nuclear annihilation. But now? In this watershed moment, before us lies the possibility of a different future. Not one without disagreements—we are sovereign nations with distinct interests and values. But one where those disagreements are resolved through dialogue rather than destruction..."
The speech continued, eloquent, and appropriate.
But no one on Young Justice was listening to the words.
They were watching.
Waiting.
Preparing.
Tigress's scope swept across surrounding buildings, looking for movement that didn't belong.
Kid Flash vibrated faster, his perception accelerating until the world seemed to move in slow motion.
Superboy's enhanced hearing filtered through hundreds of conversations, listening for the one sound that would signal violence.
Miss Martian's consciousness brushed against every mind in the building, searching for the void.
Robin's fingers flew across his tablet, pulling feeds from every camera, every sensor, every system the library possessed.
Batgirl coordinated with security forces, ensuring response protocols were ready to activate.
Red Hood's finger rested lightly on his rifle's trigger, ready to fire the instant a target presented itself.
And Rocket and Zatanna coiled like springs, ready to deploy the moment chaos erupted.
President Kensington concluded her remarks to polite applause. She returned to her seat, and Premier Volkhov rose to take his place at the podium.
The Soviet Premier's speech was different in tone—less optimistic, more pragmatic—a ‘Soviet’ speech in every sense of the word.
He spoke of the Soviet Union's commitment to peace, but also of its determination to maintain sovereignty and protect its interests. He acknowledged the historic tensions between East and West while emphasizing the mutual benefits of cooperation.
It was a good speech.
Professional. Diplomatic. Carefully calibrated.
No one was listening.
Because at 14:07, seventeen minutes into the ceremony, Miss Martian's mental presence exploded with alarm.
"KGBeast! His attention just spiked, he's focused on something—looking toward the west wall, upper section—emotions shifting to anticipation, satisfaction—he knows something's about to—"
The west wall exploded.
Not metaphorically.
Not gradually.
The nineteenth-century masonry that had stood for over a century detonated inward in a fireball of brick and mortar and ancient stone.
The explosion was precisely calculated—loud enough to create chaos, powerful enough to breach the wall, but directed carefully to avoid killing anyone in the immediate blast radius.
This wasn't just about causing casualties.
This was about creating an opening.
Through the smoke and falling debris, through the screams of dignitaries and the shouts of security forces, through the chaos that erupted like a tidal wave…
Came the Winter Soldier…
He moved through the breach with mechanical precision.
His tactical gear unmarked, his domino mask concealing his eyes, his face mask hiding his expression. His metal arm gleamed in the emergency lighting that had activated automatically. In his human hand, he carried a suppressed pistol. In his metal hand, a combat knife.
And behind him, pouring through the breach like a flood of lethal efficiency, came the League of Shadows.
Ten operatives.
Then twelve.
Then fifteen.
They emerged from the smoke in formation, masked and armored, carrying weapons designed to kill enhanced individuals; EMP grenades that could disrupt powers, sonic emitters that targeted metahuman physiology, specialized ammunition loaded with toxins and paralytic agents.
The reading room descended into chaos.
Security forces reacted with trained professionalism, weapons rising, orders being barked, agents moving to form protective envelopes around both President Kensington and Premier Volkhov. But they were conventional security dealing with an enhanced threat, and the difference showed immediately.
A Shadows operative threw an EMP grenade that detonated among the Secret Service detail, their communication equipment sparking and dying. Another fired a burst from a weapon that made no sound but caused three agents to collapse. A third moved with speed that suggested chemical enhancement, disarming two agents before they could fire a shot.
The dignitaries screamed and scattered. The press tried to capture footage even as they scrambled for cover. The carefully orchestrated ceremony dissolved into panic and violence.
And through it all, the Winter Soldier advanced toward the treaty table with terrible purpose.
Young Justice responded.
Aqualad's voice rang out across the mental link, sharp with command.
"ALL TEAMS, ENGAGE! Kid Flash, evacuate civilians! Superboy, Miss Martian, protect the principals! Tigress, provide cover fire! Robin, seal the building! Batgirl, coordinate security response! Red Hood, take down anyone who threatens the delegations! Rocket, Zatanna—DEPLOY NOW!"
The ticking of the clock went still…
The battle had begun.
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[Saturday, May 8, 2021 | 14:15]
[New York Public Library, Manhattan, New York City, New York, United States]
The world collapsed into violence with the sudden efficiency of a switch being thrown.
One moment, a diplomatic ceremony proceeding with careful formality. The next, chaos erupting like a bomb detonating in the center of civilization itself.
Kid Flash moved first because speed was his nature and evacuation was his mission.
He became a yellow-red blur, moving so fast that his passage created sonic booms in miniature, air displacement rippling outward as he covered the distance between his position and the panicking civilians in fractions of a second.
His enhanced perception made everyone else seem to move in slow motion—dignitaries stumbling toward exits, security forces raising weapons, Shadows operatives advancing with tactical precision.
He reached the first cluster of civilians, a group of State Department officials who'd frozen in terror, and grabbed two of them. His momentum carried them across the room to a reinforced alcove that Robin had designated as a safe zone, depositing them there with instructions shouted too fast for them to fully process but clear enough that they understood:
Stay down. Don't move.
Back across the room in a blink. Three journalists this time, one still clutching her camera. Another trip to the safe zone. Back again. Two more officials. Back. A Soviet diplomat who was trying to draw a pistol and would only get himself killed. Back.
Thirty civilians evacuated in fifteen seconds.
"Kid Flash clearing the civilians!", his mental voice was tight with exertion, "But there's too many and they're panicking—some are running toward the exits instead of the safe zones—I can't grab them all before the Shadows reach them!"
"Do what you can!", Aqualad commanded, "Every life saved is a victory!"
Superboy was already moving before the order finished echoing through the mind-link.
President Kensington's Secret Service detail had formed a protective envelope around her, moving her away from the treaty table with professional efficiency. But they were moving too slowly, conventional human speed against an enhanced threat, and the Winter Soldier was angling toward them with mechanical calculation.
Superboy intercepted, his Kryptonian speed allowing him to cover ground faster than normal humans could track. He positioned himself between the Winter Soldier and the President, arms spread, body a wall of muscle and invulnerability.
"You want her?", Superboy's voice was a growl, "You go through me first."
The Winter Soldier didn't slow.
Didn't hesitate.
Didn't acknowledge the challenge.
He simply adjusted his trajectory and attacked.
The Winter Soldier's metal fist drove toward Superboy's face with calculated precision.
Superboy blocked, his forearm meeting the metal arm with a sound like steel on steel. The impact sent shockwaves through both of them, his arm going numb from the force, the Winter Soldier's metal plating cracking slightly from meeting Kryptonian invulnerability.
They separated, circled for half a second, engaged again.
Superboy threw a combination—left jab, right cross, uppercut—each strike backed by Kryptonian strength that could crumble concrete. The Winter Soldier slipped the first two, caught the third on his metal arm, and used Superboy’s momentum to throw him.
The Kryptonian clone hit the floor hard enough to crack the antique wood, scrambled upright, and charged again.
"Shit!", Conner projected, frustration bleeding into his mental voice, "Every technique I use, he has a counter. Every attack I throw, he's already predicted it!"
"Then be unpredictable!", Aqualad's response was sharp, "Stop fighting like Superman taught you and start fighting like you're angry! Use your rage, channel it, make him adapt to chaos instead of precision!"
Superboy’s eyes blazed with fury—at the Winter Soldier, at himself, at the situation, at everything—and he stopped thinking like a trained combatant and started fighting like a brawler.
Wild swings backed by Kryptonian strength. Tackles aimed at breaking rather than controlling. Violence without technique, just pure aggressive force.
And it worked.
Sort of…
The Winter Soldier adapted quickly, but adaptation took processing time, and in those fractions of a second, Superboy landed hits.
A fist to the ribs that cracked armor plating. A shoulder check that sent the Winter Soldier stumbling. A grab that actually held for three seconds before a pressure point strike made his hand go numb.
They fought like titans in the center of the reading room, neither giving ground, both taking damage, the battle between them destructive enough that everyone else instinctively moved away from their engagement.
On the opposite side of the room, Miss Martian was coordinating Premier Volkhov's evacuation.
The Soviet Premier's KGB security detail had professional training and, thankfully, experience with enhanced individuals.
They moved in tight formation, their bodies forming a living shield around Volkhov as they retreated toward a reinforced exit.
Miss Martian hovered above them, her telepathic presence spreading like an invisible net, touching the minds of the KGB agents to coordinate their movement without confusion or friendly fire incidents.
"Premier Volkhov is secure and moving to safe location!", she projected, "KGB detail is professional and following protocols—they're not panicking and they're not shooting at us, which is better than I expected!"
But even as she coordinated the evacuation, her consciousness was spreading throughout the building, touching minds, searching for threats.
Three Shadows operatives approaching from the east corridor—she warned Batgirl through the mind-link. A fourth operative trying to flank Kid Flash's evacuation route—she alerted the speedster directly. A cluster of panicking civilians trapped near the explosion site—she guided them toward safety through gentle telepathic nudges that felt like instinct rather than external control.
And always, constantly, she was searching for the void.
That terrible absence where the Winter Soldier's mind should be. The emptiness that had defined him in every previous encounter. The psychological signature that marked him as clearly as his metal arm did physically.
"I've got the Winter Soldier's position!", she projected to the entire team, "He's engaged with Superboy, center of the main reading room. His consciousness is—"
She stopped, confusion bleeding through her mental presence.
"It's different. Not the complete void like before. There's something else there. Fragments. Echoes. Like static interference in the emptiness. I don't know what it means but it's not the same as Berlin or Moscow or Singapore."
"Is he fighting the conditioning?", Zatanna's mental voice was sharp with desperate hope.
"I don't know!", M'gann admitted, "Maybe? Or maybe the interrupted activation from Mount Justice left damage? I can't tell without going deeper, and if I try that while he's actively in combat, I could get trapped in whatever mental chaos is happening in there!"
"Then don't!", Aqualad ordered, "Maintain coordination and warning functions. We'll deal with whatever's happening in his mind after we've secured the principals!"
Tigress had taken position in the third-floor gallery, her elevated vantage point giving her sight lines across the entire reading room.
Her bow sang as she fired, arrows streaking through the air with lethal precision.
But not lethal to humans—every arrow was tipped with specialized heads designed for specific purposes. Foam arrows that expanded on impact, creating barriers between civilians and combatants. Taser arrows that delivered incapacitating shocks to Shadows operatives. Net arrows that wrapped around weapons and limbs, restricting movement without permanent harm.
She'd learned from Batman's philosophy: prepare for every contingency, use minimum necessary force, always have a non-lethal option available.
An operative was advancing on a cluster of evacuating diplomats—foam arrow struck the floor in front of him, expanding into a wall that blocked his path.
Another operative was drawing a bead on Kid Flash—taser arrow caught him mid-aim, his shot going wide as electricity coursed through his nervous system. A third operative was throwing what looked like an explosive device toward President Kensington's security detail—net arrow intercepted mid-flight, wrapping the device and its thrower together.
"Tigress providing cover fire!", her mental voice was calm despite her racing heart, "I'm dropping operatives but they keep coming—more emerging from the breach, maybe twenty total now, I'm running through arrows faster than expected!"
"Conserve ammunition!", Aqualad commanded, "Focus on threats to the principals and civilian evacuation routes. Everything else is secondary!"
"Understood!"
In the library's basement command center, Robin's world had narrowed to the six screens surrounding him.
Camera feeds showed chaos from multiple angles, security forces engaging Shadows operatives, civilians scrambling for exits, the Winter Soldier and Superboy locked in brutal combat, explosions of foam and electricity as Tigress's arrows found targets.
His fingers flew across keyboards and touch interfaces, multitasking with the precision of someone whose brain was literally wired for pattern recognition and rapid response.
"Robin sealing the building!", his mental voice was tight with focus, "All external exits are locking down except designated evacuation routes. Elevators are disabled. Fire suppression systems are prepped in case they try to use incendiaries. I'm routing all security camera feeds to Batgirl's position and Red Hood's scope. Facial recognition is flagging fourteen Shadows operatives inside, two more approaching from—"
One of his screens went dark. Then another. Then a third.
"Fuck! They're taking down my cameras! Someone with technical skills is systematically disabling the surveillance network—I'm losing coverage on the east wing and south corridors—"
"Can you compensate?", Batgirl's mental voice was sharp.
"Working on it! Rerouting through backup systems, but they're hitting those too—whoever this is knows exactly which systems to target and in what order—this is League of Shadows cyber warfare doctrine, I recognize the pattern from—"
A new alarm blared across his monitors.
"New contacts! External breach, northwest corner, third floor—someone just blew through a window and is rappelling into the building—I'm reading four more heat signatures, could be reinforcements or—"
The screen displaying that camera feed went black.
"Or they're eliminating my eyes so they can move freely. God damn it!"
"Do what you can!", Aqualad's mental command was steady despite the chaos, "We're fighting partially blind regardless. Focus on keeping the principals' evacuation routes monitored."
Batgirl was coordinating a controlled chaos in the second-floor security command center.
The Secret Service, FBI, and KGB personnel were professionals, trained for crisis response, but they'd been prepared for conventional threats.
Enhanced operatives, superhuman combat, and the systematic dismantling of their security architecture was beyond their normal operational parameters.
Batgirl moved among them with calm authority, making suggestions that improved their response without overstepping boundaries.
"Pull your men back from the main reading room—you can't engage enhanced combatants effectively at close range!”, she told a Secret Service supervisor, "Establish chokepoints at the evacuation routes and focus on protecting civilians, not hunting operatives!"
To an FBI tactical commander, "Your counter-assault team needs to flank from the north corridor, not the east—the east approach is covered by Shadows operatives with advanced weapons that will shred conventional body armor!"
To a KGB officer who was coordinating Premier Volkhov's security, "Your men are doing good work, but you need to establish fallback positions at these three locations—"
She highlighted points on the tactical map, "—if the primary evacuation route is compromised, you'll need alternatives that don't funnel you into killzones!"
The KGB officer studied her for a moment, professional assessment visible in his eyes, then nodded curtly and began issuing orders in rapid Russian.
"Batgirl coordinating security response!", her mental voice carried the strain of managing multiple conversations simultaneously, "Federal and Soviet forces are holding together better than expected, but casualties are mounting—I've got at least twelve security personnel down, most with non-lethal injuries but three look serious. Medical teams are inbound but can't reach them while the building's in lockdown."
"Losses are anticipated given the alternative!", Aqualad replied, his mental tone carrying no satisfaction despite the clinical assessment, "Continue coordination. We need conventional forces buying us time even if they can't directly engage the enhanced threats!"
Red Hood had the best seat in the house for watching everything go to hell.
From his rooftop position, his scope provided crystal-clear views through the library's windows, tracking movements, identifying threats, calculating solutions.
His finger rested on the trigger with practiced lightness, ready to fire but not yet finding targets that met the threshold for lethal force.
A Shadows operative was moving toward a cluster of evacuating diplomats—Red Hood's shot took him in the knee, rubber bullet impact dropping him without killing him.
Another operative was drawing a bead on Kid Flash—headshot, rubber bullet again, the operative's helmet cracking from impact as he went down unconscious.
A third operative was about to throw what looked like an incendiary device—Red Hood's shot hit his throwing arm, the device falling from nerveless fingers.
"Red Hood engaging from overwatch!", his mental voice was controlled despite the violence, "I'm dropping operatives but they're professional—most are taking cover after the first shot instead of exposing themselves stupidly. I've got maybe six clean shots left before they all go to ground and I lose effectiveness!"
"Then make those six shots count!", Aqualad commanded.
"Always do."
His scope swept across the chaos, tracking the Winter Soldier's movements as he fought Superboy. The metal arm was distinctive, impossible to miss, and Red Hood found his crosshairs settling on that target multiple times.
One shot. Center mass.
Not rubber bullets this time, real ammunition.
It might not kill him—the Winter Soldier had enhanced durability and tactical gear designed to stop most calibers—but it would hurt him.
Slow him down. Maybe enough for the others to capitalize.
His finger tightened on the trigger.
"Don't.", Aqualad's mental voice was sharp, having apparently sensed Jason's intent through the mind-link's emotional undertones, "Not yet. Not unless he's about to kill someone."
"He's fighting Superboy! That's basically a death match!"
"Superboy can take it. Hold your fire until we have no other choice."
Red Hood’s finger relaxed fractionally, but the scope remained trained on his brother's metal arm.
"You're gambling with lives, Kaldur."
"I am gambling that we can win without killing Richard Grayson. If I am wrong, you will take the shot and I will live with that decision. But until that moment arrives, you hold."
"...Fine."
In the secure staging area, Rocket and Zatanna launched themselves toward the main reading room the instant Aqualad gave the deployment order.
Rocket’s kinetic belt flared brilliant purple as she accelerated, using absorbed energy to propel herself faster than running would allow. She burst through the doorway into chaos, her eyes immediately cataloging threats and calculating responses with the tactical awareness that Icon had drilled into her over years of training.
Three Shadows operatives were advancing on President Kensington's security detail, weapons raised. Rocket threw up a kinetic barrier, purple energy solidifying into a wall that bullets couldn't penetrate. The operatives' shots sparked off her barrier, their momentum arrested by physics manipulation.
"Rocket deployed!", her mental voice was sharp with focus, "Establishing defensive barriers around POTUS security detail! But I can't maintain multiple barriers simultaneously—if they attack from different angles, I'll have to choose which group to protect!"
"Protect the President first!", Aqualad ordered, "Premier Volkhov has his own security and Miss Martian's coordination. Right now, POTUS is our priority target!"
Rocket shifted her positioning, moving to stay between the President and any approaching threats. Her belt drank in kinetic energy from bullets, from impacts, from movement itself, storing it for offensive use when needed. She was a battery charging with every attack directed at her, waiting for the moment to release everything in one devastating burst.
Zatanna arrived half a second behind Rocket, magic already manifesting around her hands in purple-white radiance that made the air itself shimmer with power.
She'd prepared for this moment. Trained for it. Obsessed over every detail for two months since Mount Justice.
Every spell was ready, every incantation practiced until she could speak the words backward in her sleep.
Her eyes found the Winter Soldier immediately.
He was still engaged with Superboy, their fight having moved across the reading room as they traded blows that would kill normal humans. The Kryptonian’s face was bruised, drops of blood trickling from his split lip. The Winter Soldier's tactical gear was cracked in places, his human arm showing signs of strain even if his metal arm remained perfectly functional.
And for just a moment—less than a heartbeat—the Winter Soldier's eyes tracked toward her.
Recognition?
Awareness?
Or just tactical assessment of a new threat entering his operational space?
Zatanna couldn't tell. But she felt something in that glance that hadn't been present in their previous encounters.
Something.
"Zatanna deployed!", her mental voice carried determination and hope in equal measure, "Engaging Shadows operatives while positioning for Winter Soldier intervention! Kaldur, I need an opening—get him separated from Superboy so I can attempt containment!"
"Working on it!", Aqualad's mental presence was strained, "Superboy, on my mark, disengage and fall back! Create space for Zatanna and Rocket to—"
Then, without warning, the northwest wall exploded.
Not the same wall that the initial breach had torn through.
A different wall.
A second entry point.
Through the smoke and debris came four more Shadows operatives, rappelling lines still attached to their harnesses, weapons already firing as they descended into the reading room.
And behind them, moving with casual confidence that suggested he'd been orchestrating this entire operation…
Came Deathstroke.
The world could only hold its breath.
The clock stopped ticking as it reached a standstill…
Midnight was here.
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[Saturday, May 8, 2021 | 16:00]
[New York Public Library, Manhattan, New York City, New York, United States]
The mercenary's armor was his trademark orange and black, the color scheme that made him instantly recognizable to anyone who followed international security briefings.
His tactical vest was loaded with equipment—grenades, ammunition, tools that served purposes both obvious and sinister.
The sword strapped to his back caught the emergency lighting with predatory gleam.
And most distinctively, the two-toned mask that covered his face, hiding the look that had lost an eye years ago in circumstances that were legend among mercenary communities.
He surveyed the chaos with his remaining eye, taking in the battle with professional assessment.
"Deathstroke!", Robin's mental voice exploded with alarm, "Deathstroke’s here! Northwest breach, second floor—he just entered with four more operatives—total count is now twenty-one Shadows plus Deathstroke plus the Winter Soldier—we're outnumbered and outgunned!"
"We've faced worse odds!", Aqualad countered, though his mental presence carried stress, "Batgirl, can you redirect security forces to engage the new breach?"
"Negative!", Barbara's response was immediate, "Federal and Soviet security are pinned down by the operatives already inside—if I pull them off their current positions, the evacuation routes collapse and civilians die!"
"Then we handle Deathstroke ourselves!", Aqualad decided, "Red Hood, can you get a shot?"
"Not clean!", Jason's frustration bled through the mind-link, "Too much smoke, too many moving bodies between me and him—if I take the shot now, I might hit civilians!"
"Then wait for clean sight lines and—"
Deathstroke moved, and any plans the Team had formulated dissolved into reactive chaos.
The mercenary was enhanced—not to Kryptonian levels, not to speedster velocity, but significantly beyond human normal.
The experimental serum that had made him the world's most dangerous mercenary granted strength, speed, reflexes, and healing that let him match metahumans in combat.
“Alright.”, his menacing voice broke out, “It’s time we put an end to this.”
He closed the distance to the nearest cluster of Secret Service agents in three seconds, his sword clearing its sheath in one fluid motion.
What followed next were splatters of blood as dismembered body parts fell on the floor.
Next were precision cuts to tendons that made weapons drop, more sliced that dispatched security personnel in pools of their own blood, movements too fast for conventional security to counter.
Five agents down in as many seconds.
"He's clearing security forces!", Batgirl's mental voice was tight with alarm, "He's creating a corridor straight toward the treaty table and both principals!"
"Kid Flash, intercept!", Aqualad commanded.
The speedster was already moving, his speed force energy manifesting as yellow lightning as he closed the distance between himself and Deathstroke.
He'd fought the mercenary before, years ago, when Aqualad and Tigress went undercover with the Light prior to the Reach’s invasion. And from those fights, he lost badly. But that was when Wally had been impulsive, inexperienced, and prone to running straight at problems.
He'd learned since then. Adapted. Grown.
He hit Deathstroke from an unexpected angle, not straight-on but from the side, using his velocity to deliver a kinetically-enhanced punch that would have caved in a normal human's ribs.
Deathstroke absorbed the hit, grunted, and somehow caught Kid Flash's arm as the speedster blurred past.
The grab should have been impossible—Kid Flash was moving at speeds that made him nearly invisible, his velocity creating temporal distortions that made prediction almost meaningless.
But Deathstroke had fought speedsters before. Knew their patterns. Understood that for all their speed, they still had to obey physics when delivering strikes. And physics meant trajectory, momentum, predictable vectors.
His grip closed around Kid Flash’s wrist like a vice, using the speedster's own momentum to swing him into a pillar with bone-breaking force.
“That’s enough of you, you little shit.”, the mercenary muttered.
Kid Flash hit the marble column hard enough to crack it, his speed force aura the only thing preventing the impact from killing him outright. He dropped to the floor, gasping, his vision swimming with stars.
"Kid Flash down!", his mental voice was dazed, pained, "Deathstroke grabbed me—he's faster than last time or I'm slower or he just got lucky but—fuck, that hurt—"
"Fall back and recover!", Aqualad ordered, "Tigress, can you suppress Deathstroke?"
Tigress was already firing, her arrows screaming across the distance toward the mercenary with lethal intent.
But these weren't the non-lethal arrows she'd been using on Shadows operatives.
These were the real thing—razor-tipped broadheads designed to punch through body armor, explosive arrows that detonated on impact, even an experimental arrow that Robin had designed specifically for fighting enhanced individuals.
Deathstroke's sword blurred, deflecting three arrows mid-flight with strikes precise enough to redirect their trajectory without breaking the shafts. The explosive arrow he caught, examined for half a second with professional appreciation, then threw back toward Tigress's position.
“You’re getting sloppy, Crock.”, he sneered.
Tigress dove aside as her own arrow detonated against the gallery railing, the explosion showering her position with debris.
"Arrows ineffective against Deathstroke!", her mental voice carried frustration and grudging respect, "He's deflecting or dodging everything I throw—I'd need a clear shot while he's distracted to have any chance of landing a hit!"
"Superboy, can you engage Deathstroke?", Aqualad was cycling through options rapidly, "Leave the Winter Soldier to—"
"Negative!", Superboy’s mental voice was strained, "If I disengage from the Winter Soldier, he goes straight for the principals—I'm the only thing keeping him from reaching President Kensington right now!"
And that was the terrible tactical reality they faced.
The Winter Soldier was the priority threat, the assassin whose entire purpose was eliminating the protected individuals.
Every second Superboy kept him engaged was a second the assassination couldn't proceed.
But Deathstroke was systematically dismantling their security architecture, removing the conventional forces that provided their defensive depth. And with twenty-one Shadows operatives still active and spreading throughout the building, the Team was being pulled in too many directions simultaneously.
They were losing.
Not catastrophically.
At least not yet.
But the momentum was shifting against them with every passing second.
"We need to change the paradigm!", Aqualad's mental voice was sharp with decision, "Stop fighting defensively and go on the offensive! Rocket, Zatanna—forget containment protocols! Full assault on the Winter Soldier! Drive him back, hurt him if necessary, just get him away from the principals!"
"But—", Zatanna started.
"That's an order!", Aqualad's mental presence was steel, "We can try to reach Richard Grayson after we've secured the mission objectives! Right now, we fight to win!"
Zatanna's jaw clenched, but she acknowledged.
"Understood."
Her hands blazed with purple-white radiance as she channeled magic that she'd been holding in reserve, waiting for the perfect moment to attempt a gentle approach, a compassionate containment.
That moment wasn't coming. So she'd create a different one.
"DNIW FO EGAC!"
The air itself became solid around the Winter Soldier, invisible forces contracting inward with crushing pressure.
Not enough to kill—Zatanna wouldn't, couldn't cross that line—but enough to immobilize, to restrict, to remove him as an immediate threat.
The Winter Soldier's movements slowed as the spell took hold, air resistance increasing exponentially until every motion felt like pushing through concrete. His metal arm strained against the magical bonds, servos whining with effort.
For three seconds, it worked.
For three seconds, the Winter Soldier was contained.
Then his mechanical arm , resistant to magic that targeted living physiology, punched through the spell like breaking glass.
The cage shattered, purple light exploding outward in fragments of dissipating energy.
And the Winter Soldier resumed his advance, tracking toward President Kensington's security detail with mechanical determination.
"Magic isn't holding him!", Zatanna's mental voice carried desperation, "His metal arm is creating vulnerabilities in my spells—every binding I create, he can break it with—"
"Then target him differently!", Rocket's mental voice was sharp, "Don't bind him—hit him! Use offensive magic, not containment!"
"I can't! If I use combat magic at full power, I could kill him!"
"Better him than the President!", Rocket’s mental presence was harsh with tactical reality, "Zatanna, I know he's Dick, I know you love him, but right now he's trying to assassinate the President of the United States! You have to stop him, and if that means hurting him—"
"I know!", Zatanna's mental voice cracked, "I KNOW! But I can't—I can't be the one who—"
Rocket made the decision for her.
Her kinetic belt had been absorbing energy throughout the battle—bullets, explosions, impacts, movement. Now she released it all at once, not in a defensive barrier but in a focused kinetic pulse aimed directly at the Winter Soldier.
The force hit him like being struck by a truck traveling at highway speed.
He flew backward, his trajectory arrested only when he crashed through one of the reading room's antique tables, wood splintering around him. He rolled with the impact, came up in a combat crouch, tracking back toward his target—
Superboy hit him from the side with a flying tackle that would have killed a normal human.
They crashed through another table, through a bookshelf that had survived over a century only to be destroyed in seconds, and into the wall hard enough to crack the plaster.
"I've got him pinned!", Superboy’s mental voice was strained with effort, "But I can't hold him for—"
The Winter Soldier's metal hand found the Kryptonian clone’s throat and squeezed.
Kryptonian invulnerability or not, pressure on the carotid artery reduced blood flow to the brain.
Superboy’s grip weakened, his vision darkening at the edges, and the Winter Soldier's human hand struck with precision at the solar plexus, at the nerve cluster beneath the ribcage, at the pressure points that worked even on enhanced physiology.
Superboy's hold failed.
The Winter Soldier stood, leaving Superboy gasping on the floor, and resumed his advance toward the treaty table.
Towards President Kensington.
Toward his mission objective.
Aqualad appeared in his path, water-bearers hardened into twin blades that gleamed with aquatic magic.
The Atlantean had been coordinating, commanding, managing the battle from his elevated position. But command meant nothing if the principals died while he gave orders.
So he entered the fight directly.
His water-bearers struck with precision that came from years of training under Aquaman himself, targeting joints, seeking to disarm rather than kill, fighting with the discipline of an Atlantean warrior who understood that honor mattered even in combat.
The Winter Soldier met each strike with practiced efficiency, his metal arm blocking attacks that would have shattered bone, his human hand counterattacking with lethal precision.
They fought for fifteen seconds.
Then twenty.
Then thirty.
And Aqualad was losing.
He'd known he would be. Had accepted that reality when he positioned himself in the Winter Soldier's path. His role wasn't to win—it was to buy time, to delay, to create opportunities for others to act.
"I cannot hold him!", his mental voice was tight with pain as a strike to his already-injured knee sent agony shooting through his leg, "Someone—anyone—I need support!"
Tigress's arrow took the Winter Soldier in the shoulder, a broadhead that punched through tactical gear and into muscle. Not lethal, but painful, a distraction that made the assassin turn his attention away from Aqualad for a critical moment.
From long distance, Red Hood's rifle shot hit his metal arm, the live round not penetrating but denting the plating, the impact throwing off his balance.
Miss Martian's telepathic assault hit his consciousness, not trying to enter the void but simply throwing psychic noise at him, creating mental interference that disrupted his tactical calculations.
And through it all, Deathstroke was still advancing, still cutting through security forces, still moving toward the treaty table from a different angle.
The Team was everywhere and nowhere, fighting on too many fronts, stretched too thin.
"We're losing control!", Robin's mental voice carried panic he rarely showed, "Federal security is down to fifty percent combat strength! Soviet security is pulling back to protect Premier Volkhov exclusively! The Shadows operatives are establishing control over the main reading room! And Deathstroke is fifteen meters from President Kensington with no one in position to stop him!"
"Where's KGBeast?", Batgirl demanded, "Miss Martian, you were monitoring him—"
"He's gone!", M'gann's mental presence was frustrated, "Slipped out during the initial chaos—I lost track of him when I had to coordinate the Soviet security detail—he could be anywhere in the building!"
"Or he's already extracted!", Robin countered, "His role was coordination—now that the attack is underway, he has no reason to—"
"IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE HE IS!", Aqualad's mental voice was a roar that cut through every other conversation, "All that matters is stopping the Winter Soldier and Deathstroke! Everything else is secondary! Stop analyzing and START FIGHTING!"
The mental link pulsed with renewed determination, Aqualad’s command snapping them back into focus.
And then, cutting through the chaos like a blade through silk, Zatanna made her decision.
She'd been hesitating.
Holding back.
Trying to use gentle magic, containment spells, techniques that wouldn't hurt Dick even while he was trying to kill the people she'd sworn to protect.
But holding back wasn't saving him.
It was just letting him complete his mission.
So she stopped holding back.
"ERIF FO HCRAOTS!"
Flames erupted around the Winter Soldier, not consuming but surrounding, creating a wall of fire that forced him to choose between advancing through pain or retreating.
He chose advancing.
He powered through the fire, his tactical gear smoldering, his human arm blistering where flames touched skin, his face mask beginning to melt. But he emerged on the other side still mobile, still functional, still advancing toward his target.
"DNUORG FO REWOP!"
The floor beneath his feet liquefied, solid marble becoming temporary quicksand that dragged at his boots, slowing his advance to a crawl.
He adapted, using his metal arm to grip the edge of the spell's effect and pull himself free, leaving his boots behind but continuing forward.
"RIA FO SDRAWBUS!"
Invisible razor edges manifested around him, cutting at his tactical gear, at his exposed skin, drawing blood from a dozen minor lacerations. Not lethal—she couldn't, wouldn't kill him—but painful, disabling, meant to stop rather than destroy.
The Winter Soldier ignored the pain with mechanical efficiency, his conditioning allowing him to process injury as data rather than suffering.
And he kept coming.
"Why won't you STOP?", Zatanna screamed, magic and voice both raw with desperation, "Why can't you just REMEMBER?"
The Winter Soldier's eyes tracked to her, his domino mask unable to hide that his gaze had focused on her specifically rather than assessing her as just another threat.
For one moment—less than a heartbeat—he hesitated.
His advance slowed.
His tactical assessment seemed to stutter.
His metal arm lowered fractionally.
Recognition?
Confusion?
Some fragment of Dick Grayson fighting through the conditioning?
Zatanna saw it.
She felt it.
Recognized that infinitesimal crack in the Winter Soldier's mechanical certainty.
And she reached for it with everything she had.
Not with magic.
But with words.
"Dick.", she said, and her voice carried across the chaos of the reading room, cutting through gunfire and explosions and screams, "Dick Grayson. It's me. It's Zatanna. Remember? Remember who you are. Remember who we were."
The Winter Soldier stood motionless, and for the first time in their entire encounter, he wasn't actively advancing on his target.
The battle around them continued—Deathstroke still fighting, Shadows operatives still attacking, security forces still defending.
But in this moment, in this space between the assassin and the magician, the world narrowed to just two people.
"You taught me a spell once.", Zatanna continued, tears streaming down her face even as her hands maintained the magical barriers keeping other threats at bay, "Do you remember? It was after my father became Doctor Fate. After I lost him. You came to my room in the Cave at three in the morning with Chinese food and terrible jokes and you wouldn't leave until I was laughing instead of crying?"
The Winter Soldier's head tilted slightly.
Calculating?
Processing?
Or listening?
"You said magic was about intent, about believing in what you wanted to accomplish. And you showed me a silly little trick—how to make coins disappear and reappear. You said it wasn't real magic, just sleight of hand, but that sometimes the smallest illusions were the most comforting. Because they reminded us that things we thought were lost could be found again."
Her voice broke.
"So find yourself, Dick. Find the part of you that they buried. Find the part of you that loved terrible puns and Chinese food and making people feel better even when you were barely holding yourself together. Find Richard Grayson beneath the Winter Soldier."
For three seconds.
Four.
Five.
The assassin stood motionless.
And then his human hand moved, slowly, reaching toward his face mask as if to pull it away—
That was, until a voice rang through the hall.
"Желание." (Longing)
The voice cut through the moment like a blade through silk, Russian words spoken with cold precision from across the reading room.
Deathstroke stood on the gallery above, having fought his way to an elevated position, his sword dripping with blood from security personnel who'd tried to stop him.
And he continued speaking, his voice carrying across the chaos with terrible clarity.
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
The Winter Soldier's body went rigid, his hand falling away from his mask, his entire posture shifting from the hesitation Zatanna had created back into mechanical certainty.
"NO!", Zatanna screamed, magic exploding outward in a desperate attempt to silence Deathstroke, "ECIOV FO ETUM!"
But Deathstroke had anticipated that response. He'd positioned himself behind a pillar, using the reading room's architecture as cover, continuing to speak even as Zatanna's spell tried to reach him.
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
The Winter Soldier's eyes rolled back, his body convulsing as the activation sequence triggered neural pathways that had been conditioned through years of torture and reconstruction.
"TEAM, STOP HIM!", Aqualad's voice was sharp with the command, ringing through the fighting "Stop Deathstroke from finishing the sequence! Whatever it takes!"
Kid Flash blurred forward, having recovered from his earlier impact, moving at speeds that made him nearly invisible. He covered the distance to Deathstroke's position in a fraction of a second—
One of Deathstroke's Shadows operatives intercepted, throwing himself into Kid Flash's path with suicidal determination. The speedster hit him at full velocity, the impact killing the operative instantly but also disrupting Wally's trajectory enough that he missed Deathstroke entirely.
"Fuck!", Kid Flash's mental voice was horrified, "I just—he's dead—I killed him—"
"Not your fault!", Aqualad's mental presence tried to stabilize him, "He chose to intercept! You were trying to—"
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
The Winter Soldier dropped to his knees, screaming, his metal arm clawing at his head as if trying to physically tear out the programming that was reasserting control.
Superboy charged toward Deathstroke's position, not caring about subtlety or tactics, just pure Kryptonian fury directed at the man destroying whatever progress they'd made.
He leaped, clearing twenty feet in a single bound, his fist drawn back to deliver a punch that would shatter stone—
Deathstroke moved with enhanced speed that rivaled Kid Flash's velocity, stepping aside at the last possible instant. Superboy's fist hit the pillar instead, the marble exploding into dust and fragments.
The mercenary continued speaking, his voice never wavering.
“Печь“ (Furnace)
Dick's screams intensified, animalistic sounds of suffering that shouldn't come from a human throat. Blood vessels burst in his eyes, turning the whites red. His nose began bleeding, crimson streaming down to stain his face mask.
But he was still fighting.
Still resisting.
Still clinging to whatever fragment of consciousness Zatanna had awakened.
Tigress's arrow flew true, aimed not at Deathstroke but at the pillar he was using for cover, an explosive arrow designed to bring down the structure itself.
The detonation was precise, calculated—the pillar cracked, began to topple, forcing Deathstroke to move from his protected position—
“Девять“ (Nine)
He spoke while moving, professional enough to continue the sequence even while avoiding falling debris. Another Shadows operative threw himself between Deathstroke and the Team's counter-assault, buying his commander precious seconds.
Red Hood had a clean shot now, Deathstroke exposed in the open, no friendlies in the line of fire.
"I've got him!", Jason's mental voice was cold, determined, "Taking the shot!"
His finger squeezed the trigger.
The rifle bucked against his shoulder.
The shot flew true, aimed for Deathstroke's head, meant to kill rather than wound because Jason understood that sometimes the mission required crossing lines others wouldn't.
Deathstroke's sword moved impossibly fast, the blade intercepting the bullet mid-flight, deflecting it with a precision that shouldn't be possible but was because the man was simply that good.
And he continued speaking.
“Доброкачественные!“ (Benign)
Dick collapsed fully now, his body seizing, his screams cutting off into choking gasps as the conditioning overwhelmed whatever resistance he'd managed to mount.
"We're losing him!", Miss Martian's mental voice was panicked, "I can feel his consciousness fragmenting—whatever Zatanna awakened is being crushed by the reactivation sequence!"
Zatanna was running now, sprinting toward the Winter Soldier's position, magic manifesting around her in chaotic surges that reflected her emotional state.
"Hold on!", her mental voice was desperate, "Dick, please, just hold on a little longer!"
She reached him, dropped to her knees beside him, her hands finding his face, cupping his cheeks, trying to maintain that connection they'd established.
"Look at me! Stay with me! Remember who you are!"
For a moment—one beautiful, terrible moment—his reddened eyes focused on her face.
Recognition flickered there.
Real recognition, not tactical assessment.
Dick seeing Zatanna. Not the Winter Soldier categorizing a threat.
His mouth moved, trying to form words that the conditioning wouldn't let him speak.
"Z...ee..."
“Возвращение на родину!“ (Homecoming)
The name died on his lips, crushed beneath the weight of the activation sequence.
Aqualad had positioned himself between Deathstroke and the others, water-bearers manifested, ready to intercept the mercenary if he tried to close distance.
"We need to stop him NOW!", his mental command was sharp, "All forces, converge on Deathstroke! Forget the operatives, forget everything else—if he finishes that sequence—"
Batgirl was already moving, having abandoned her coordination position to join the direct assault. She burst from the security control room with batarangs already flying, each one aimed with the precision Batman himself had taught her.
Deathstroke deflected three, caught the fourth, and threw it back in one fluid motion.
Robin had left his basement command center, sprinting up stairs three at a time, his shock staff crackling with electricity, knowing his systems could run on automation while he joined the fight directly.
The Shadows operatives moved to intercept, forming a protective wall between their commander and the Team's assault.
And Deathstroke, professional to the end, simply continued speaking.
“Один!” (One)
Dick's entire body went rigid, his back arching against Zatanna's grip, his face a mask of agony and defeat.
"No no no no NO!", Zatanna's voice was breaking, "Please, not like this, we were so close!"
She could feel him slipping away, the consciousness that had responded to her name being dragged back beneath the conditioning, buried alive under years of systematic psychological destruction.
"STAY WITH ME!"
But he was already gone, his eyes rolling back, only the final word remaining.
Rocket reached Deathstroke's position, her kinetic barrier flaring to life as she threw herself between the mercenary and his protected position.
Kid Flash blurred in from another angle, having shaken off the horror of his accidental kill, moving too fast for the remaining Shadows operatives to intercept.
Superboy punched through the wall itself, emerging directly behind Deathstroke's position, cutting off his retreat.
Red Hood had reloaded, his rifle tracking for another shot, finger tightening on the trigger.
“You kids never stood a fucking chance!”, Deathstroke called out to them, mocking their uselessness.
Zatanna, still kneeling beside Dick, gathered every remaining ounce of magic she possessed into one desperate spell.
"ECIOV FO ECNELIS!"
The spell exploded outward, more powerful than any magic she'd cast tonight, fueled by all her emotions, her love, and her desperation in equal measure.
It reached Deathstroke just as he opened his mouth to speak the final word.
Just as the activation sequence reached its conclusion.
Just as everything hung in the balance.
“Грузовой ва—” (Freight ca—)
…
…
…
The spell hit him mid-word, wrapping around his throat, sealing his voice with magical force that shouldn't be possible but was because Zatanna had gone beyond her limits, beyond her training, into that place where will alone determined what magic could accomplish.
Deathstroke's mouth moved but no sound emerged.
Kid Flash blurred forward and delivered a punch backed by speed force velocity, hitting Deathstroke in the solar plexus with enough force to lift him off his feet.
The mercenary flew backward, hit the wall, and collapsed.
Unconscious?
Winded?
It didn't matter.
The activation sequence was incomplete.
In Zatanna's arms, Dick's body went limp, his eyes rolling back with one last blood-curdling scream.
His consciousness flickering out like a candle being snuffed.
But different from the last time in Mount Justice.
This time, the sequence hadn't finished.
This time, the final word hadn't been spoken.
This time, maybe—just maybe—they'd stopped the reactivation before it could fully take hold.
"Dick?", Zatanna whispered, her hands still cupping his face, "Dick, please, say something, anything—"
His eyes didn't open.
His body didn't respond.
But his breathing continued.
Shallow, pained, but present.
He was alive.
And for the first time in months of fighting him, they'd actually won.
...
...
...
...
...
The reading room had descended into an eerie quiet.
The Shadows operatives who weren't already incapacitated were surrendering, recognizing that with both their commanders down and the Team converging, continued resistance was suicide.
Federal security forces were moving in, Secret Service and FBI agents establishing control over the space with professional efficiency despite their losses. Soviet KGB personnel maintained their protective envelope around Premier Volkhov, who had been evacuated to a secure location during the height of the battle.
President Kensington was being escorted from the building by her detail, shaken but unharmed, already being briefed on what she would say to the press when they caught up with her.
The treaty remained unsigned on the table, its leather binding now stained with blood and smoke residue.
But both leaders were alive.
The assassination had failed.
A nuclear Third World War had been averted.
The Team had won.
"Status report.", Aqualad's mental voice was exhausted but steady, "All team members, check in."
"Tigress functional. Multiple cuts and bruises, but mobile."
"Kid Flash here. I'm... I killed someone. One of the operatives. He threw himself into my path and I couldn't stop in time and—"
"That was not your fault.", Kaldur's mental presence was firm, gentle, "He made that choice. You were trying to save lives. We will process this later, but for now, acknowledge that you did your duty."
A long pause, before the speedster replied.
"...Understood."
"Superboy reporting. Cracked ribs, possible internal bleeding, but Kryptonian healing is already working. I'll be fine."
"Miss Martian here. Severe telepathic strain, migraine that feels like my head's splitting open, but I'm conscious and functional."
"Robin in position. Minor injuries, nothing serious. Deathstroke is secured and unconscious. Shadows operatives are surrendering or already restrained."
"Batgirl mobile. Few cuts from shrapnel, nothing critical. Federal and Soviet security are establishing control. Casualties are... Significant. I'm counting at least eighty injured security personnel, twenty-five confirmed deaths."
The number hung heavy in the mental link.
Twenty-five people dead.
Eighty injured.
All because they'd been standing between the assassins and their targets.
All because they'd done their duty.
"Red Hood here. I'm fine. My gun’s out of ammo and I used up most of my pistol rounds, but I'm mobile. Deathstroke's still breathing, which I consider a failure of judgment on everyone's part…”
He sighed before continuing, “But orders are orders."
"Rocket checking in. Belt's at fifteen percent capacity after that last kinetic pulse. I'm exhausted but functional. No serious injuries."
"Zatanna...", her mental voice was barely a whisper, "I've got Dick. He's unconscious but alive. Breathing is shallow and irregular. His eyes are still bleeding from the strain of fighting the conditioning. He needs medical attention immediately."
"Secure him.", Aqualad ordered, "Power dampeners, meta-restraints, everything we have. I know he's our brother, but right now he's also an unconscious enhanced operative who could wake up at any moment and resume his mission. We don't take chances."
"I know.", Zatanna's mental presence carried pain, "I know."
She looked down at Dick's face, his domino mask still in place but his face mask having partially melted during her fire spell. She could see his mouth, his jaw, the features she'd memorized over their years of friendship and love.
He looked peaceful in unconsciousness.
Younger.
Like the Dick she remembered before Siberia, before the Shadows, before everything that had been done to him.
"We won.", she whispered, speaking more to herself than through the mind-link, "We actually won. We stopped the assassination. We captured Deathstroke. We prevented the reactivation sequence. And we didn't lose anyone on the Team."
"At the cost of twenty-five security personnel and eighty more injured.", Aqualad's mental voice was somber, "Victory, yes. But not one without price."
Superboy limped over to where Zatanna knelt with Dick, his cracked ribs protesting every movement.
He looked down at the unconscious assassin, and his expression was complicated—relief, grief, anger, hope, all warring for dominance.
"Is he... Is Dick still in there? Did Zatanna reach him, or was that just a reflexive response to stimulus?"
"I don't know.", Miss Martian admitted, her telepathic presence flickering with exhaustion, "When I scanned him during Zatanna's attempt, I felt something. Not the complete void we've encountered before. There were fragments. Echoes. Maybe memories trying to surface. But then the activation sequence started and everything collapsed into chaos. I can't tell if what Zatanna awakened is still present or if it was crushed completely."
"We'll find out.", Aqualad said, moving to join them despite his injured knee screaming in protest, "But first, we secure the scene. Kid Flash, help Batgirl coordinate with security forces. Make sure no Shadows operatives escape in the confusion. Tigress, maintain overwatch position until we're certain there are no additional threats. Robin, start compiling evidence—everything we can use to prove who was behind this attack."
"What about KGBeast?", Robin asked, "He was here. We all saw him. But he vanished during the fight."
"Then he's already gone.", Aqualad's mental tone was frustrated but resigned, "We'll report his presence to the authorities, but don't expect them to find him. The man has been evading capture for years. He's a professional at disappearing."
"That's not good enough!", Red Hood’s mental voice was sharp, "He was coordinating this entire operation! He's one of the people responsible for turning Dick into the Winter Soldier! And we're just going to let him walk away?"
"We're not letting him do anything.", Aqualad corrected, "We're acknowledging the reality that with Deathstroke captured and Dick in custody, we've accomplished our primary objectives. KGBeast's escape is unfortunate, but it doesn't change the fact that we prevented the assassination and secured a high-value prisoner who can provide intelligence on the entire operation."
Agent Chen appeared at the reading room's entrance, his face pale, his tactical vest scorched from proximity to one of the explosions.
He took in the scene—the destroyed furniture, the blood-stained floors, the captured Shadows operatives being restrained by federal agents, the unconscious forms of Deathstroke and the Winter Soldier.
"Jesus fucking Christ.", he breathed, moving toward Aqualad, "Is it over? Please, tell me it's over."
"It is over.", Aqualad confirmed, manifesting out of the mind-link to speak aloud, "Both President Kensington and Premier Volkhov are secure. The assassins have been captured or neutralized. The building is under your control."
Agent Chen nodded slowly, then noticed the body being carried out by federal agents— the one Shadows operative Kid Flash had accidentally killed.
"Casualties?", he asked quietly.
"Twenty-five dead among security forces.", Kaldur replied, his voice heavy, "Eighty more injured. One hostile killed accidentally during interception. The rest captured alive."
"Could have been worse.", Agent Chen said, though his tone suggested he didn't believe that made it better, "Could have been the President dead and World War Three starting within hours. You did good, Aqualad. Your Team did good."
"We did what was necessary.", Kaldur corrected, "That is not the same as good."
Special Agent Mitchell approached next, her suit torn, her face bruised from being too close to one of the initial explosions.
She looked at the Winter Soldier's unconscious form with an expression that mixed professional assessment with something darker. Zatanna did her best to position herself, shielding his face.
"That's him?", she asked, "That's the assassin who killed the German Chancellor? Who tried to kill President Kensington?"
"Yes.", Zatanna answered before Aqualad could, her voice protective despite the circumstances, "He’s ours now."
Agent Mitchell's expression softened fractionally, "Good. Now turn him over. We’ve got an armored van ready to transport him."
"No.", Zatanna's magic began crackling around her hands, defensive and warning, "We’re taking custody of him."
"That's not your call to make.", Agent Mitchell started, her hand moving toward the weapon at her hip.
Aqualad positioned himself between the two women, water-bearers manifesting, "Special Agent Mitchell. I’m sure you were briefed on the Justice League's authority in matters involving enhanced individuals. The Winter Soldier is in our custody now. He will be secured, evaluated, and given appropriate treatment. After his condition has been assessed, we will coordinate with the appropriate authorities regarding accountability for his actions afterwards."
"The ‘appropriate authorities’ my ass.", Agent Mitchell repeated, her voice barely restrained, "The League’s overstepping their jurisdiction on this one! He’s a criminal! A terrorist! You’d expect us to just let you take him after all the people he murdered?."
"What we mean is that we will coordinate with whoever has legitimate jurisdiction once we understand the full scope of what he did.", Aqualad replied, his tone allowing no argument,
He was racking his mind on the right words to say.
He had to play his cards right.
Otherwise, they could lose custody of the Winter Soldier, his identity could be revealed, and everything they’ve fought so hard for could be lost.
"Right now, our priority is his medical care, securing him, and preventing any further activation attempts.”, Aqualad continued, “We have our orders, as do you."
Mitchell stared at him for a long moment, clearly weighing whether to press the issue.
The Winter Soldier was a threat that terrorized the world over, he needed to face the hammer of the law.
A long silence as she pondered her options.
As much as she wants too, she knew that Aqualad was right.
The Winter Soldier was the Justice League’s problem now.
And not like there was any facility that could hold him should he reawaken.
He’d already broken into Belle Reve and broken out Deathstroke before, what’s to stop him from breaking out again?
She sighed, the Team had their orders, she had hers.
Finally, she stepped back, her hand moving away from her weapon.
"Fine.”, she spoke, “But this isn't over. The President will want answers. The American people will want answers. And eventually, someone will have to answer for the twenty-five people who died today protecting leaders from an assassin you're now claiming jurisdiction over."
"Those twenty-five people died as heroes.", Aqualad said quietly, "And we will honour their sacrifice by ensuring it was not in vain. The assassination failed. The summit survived. And the man who was responsible is now under the League’s custody. That is the best outcome we could achieve given the circumstances we faced."
Agent Mitchell nodded curtly and moved away to coordinate with her remaining agents.
Colonel Federov—the real one, not KGBeast wearing his credentials—approached with a contingent of KGB security.
His expression was thunderous, and for a moment, it looked like he might try to claim custody of the Winter Soldier for Soviet authorities.
But he surprised them.
"Your Team fought well.", he said in heavily accented English, "It took me a while but I was able to break free from that traitor’s captivity.”
He rubbed his wrists, still red and sore from the ropes KGBeast used to tie him down, “But enough about me, Premier Volkhov is safe because of your intervention. First, President Makarov and now this, the Soviet Union acknowledges this second debt."
He looked at the Winter Soldier’s unconscious form, the magician blocking his view of seeing the assassin’s face in full, his expression was troubled.
"The man who wore my credentials. Who infiltrated our delegation. KGBeast. He will be found. The KGB does not forget traitors, and Anatoli Knyazev has betrayed the Union too many times. When we find him, there will be justice."
"We'll assist however we can.", Aqualad offered, "Any intelligence we gather on his whereabouts or operations will be shared through appropriate channels."
"That is... Acceptable.", Colonel Federov said, clearly uncomfortable with the idea of sharing intelligence with Americans but recognizing the pragmatic necessity, "This Winter Soldier. He attempted to kill President Makarov, and now, Premier Volkhov. Under Soviet law, that is more than grounds for execution. But I understand he is an American citizen. Is this correct?"
"We cannot say for certain.", Zatanna interjected firmly, still positioning herself to hide the Winter Soldier’s face, "But we will do our due diligence. Once the League finishes its work, we will do the necessary next steps."
"So you say.", Colonel Federov studied the assassin on the ground, "But Soviet justice is not concerned with excuses. Only with actions and consequences."
"Then it's fortunate he's in League custody.", Aqualad said, his tone making clear this wasn't up for debate, "He will have his time, all we’re asking for is your trust."
Colonel Federov's jaw tightened, but he didn't press the issue. Instead, he gestured to his men, and they began collecting their own injured and securing the Soviet delegation members who'd been caught in the crossfire.
As he turned to leave, he paused, "Tell your Batman. He should be careful. The men who did this, they are still active. Still dangerous. The League of Shadows does not forget. Does not forgive.”
He paused, just for a moment.
“Watch your backs."
It was as close to a warning of genuine concern as they were likely to get from Soviet intelligence.
Miss Martian's voice cut through the aftermath coordination, her mental presence strained, "Kaldur. We need to move Dick now. His vital signs are unstable. Heart rate is erratic, breathing is shallow. Whatever damage the interrupted activation sequence did, it's affecting his physiology. He needs medical attention from someone who understands enhanced individuals and conditioning trauma."
"The Watchtower.", Aqualad decided immediately, "We take him there. I am thankful they did not press the issue of Richard’s custody any further. The League's medical facilities are equipped to handle this. And it's secure—no risk of Shadows operatives attempting a rescue or assassination."
"Batman's going to want to be there.", Robin's mental voice was quiet, "When Dick wakes up. If he wakes up. Bruce needs to know what happened here."
"He already does.", Batgirl interjected, "I've been sending him encrypted updates throughout the battle. He's aware that we succeeded in stopping the assassination and capturing both Deathstroke and Dick. He's en route to the Watchtower now."
"How did he take the news?", Kid Flash asked.
"He thanked me for the report, commended Kaldur specifically for his quick thinking in arguing for Dick’s custody and preserving his identity. Then he just ended the transmission.", Batgirl’s mental voice was troubled, "Which means he's either completely in control or barely holding it together and doesn't want anyone to see. With Bruce, it's always hard to tell."
Rocket helped Zatanna lift Dick's unconscious form, supporting his weight between them.
Power dampeners had been attached to his wrists, ankles, and neck. Meta-restraints bound his arms, the mechanisms designed to hold even Kryptonian-level strength if necessary.
It was overkill for an unconscious man.
But they'd learned the hard way that the Winter Soldier was never truly harmless, even when he appeared neutralized.
"I’ve moved the Bioship, it’s waiting on the roof.", Miss Martian projected, "I'll guide us there and pilot back to the Watchtower. Everyone else should help coordinate with security forces and make sure the scene is properly secured before extraction."
"Negative.", Aqualad countermanded, "We all extract together. The mission was team-based. The extraction will be as well. Agent Chen and the security forces can handle scene management. Our priority is getting Richard to medical care."
No one argued.
They moved as a unit through the destroyed reading room, past the injured security personnel being treated by medics.
Past the captured Shadows operatives being processed by federal agents.
Past the blood, debris, and evidence of just how close they'd come to catastrophic failure.
Deathstroke was being loaded onto a reinforced transport, still unconscious, restrained with enough hardware to hold a small army. Agent Chen told them that he would be taken to Stryker's Island Metahuman Penitentiary, placed in maximum security isolation, and held until trial.
If he could even make it to trial.
Given his history of escaping from supposedly escape-proof facilities, no one was taking bets on his long-term captivity.
But for now, he was neutralized.
One of the Winter Soldier's handlers was in custody.
That was something.
The Bioship waited on the library's roof, its organic hull camouflaged against the night sky, visible only to those who knew where to look.
They loaded Dick carefully into the medical bay, securing him with additional restraints even though he showed no signs of regaining consciousness.
Miss Martian merged with the ship's consciousness, her telepathic presence spreading through the organic vessel, preparing for launch.
"Everyone strap in. We're heading home."
The Bioship lifted silently, its Martian technology making no sound as it rose above Manhattan's skyline. Below them, emergency services swarmed the library, news helicopters circled at a respectful distance, and the world began processing what had almost happened.
Inside the ship, the Team sat in exhausted silence.
They'd won.
They'd actually won.
But looking at Dick's unconscious form, restrained and bleeding, his face still bearing the marks of the interrupted activation sequence, it was hard to feel victorious.
"We saved him.", Zatanna whispered, her hand finding Dick's human one, squeezing gently even though he couldn't feel it, "We stopped the assassination. We captured Deathstroke. We prevented the activation sequence from completing. We won."
"We survived.", Kid Flash corrected quietly, "There's a difference between winning and surviving. This felt more like the latter."
"Does it matter?", Superboy asked, his voice rough, "We're all alive. Dick's alive. The world leaders are alive. That's more than we had any right to expect given how the fight was going."
"It matters.", Aqualad said, "Because victories that feel like survival mean we're fighting opponents at the edge of our capabilities. It means we won by inches rather than miles. And it means next time, we might not be as fortunate."
He looked at each of them in turn.
"But Conner is correct. We are alive. Richard is alive. The mission succeeded. That is enough. For today, that is enough."
The Bioship accelerated, breaking through the atmosphere, heading toward the Watchtower that orbited high above the Earth's surface.
Behind them, New York City glittered like a carpet of stars, millions of people going about their lives, completely unaware of how close they'd come to global nuclear war.
Twenty-five people had died protecting those lives.
Eighty more had been injured.
And the cost of keeping peace revealed itself not in dramatic sacrifice but in small, terrible increments that accumulated over years of service.
"What happens now?", Tigress asked quietly, "When we get to the Watchtower. When Dick wakes up—if he wakes up. What do we do?"
"We help him.", Zatanna said, her voice firm despite the exhaustion, "However long it takes. However hard it is. We help him find his way back to who he was. Or at least, who he can become after everything that's been done to him."
"And if he can't come back?", Red Hood’s mental voice was harsh, "If the conditioning is too complete? If the man we knew is gone forever?"
"Then we help him become someone new.", Miss Martian said softly, "Someone who can live with what was done to him. Someone who can find peace despite the horror. That's what family does. We don't give up. We don't abandon. We stay until the end."
"For better or worse.", Robin finished.
The Watchtower grew larger in the viewport, a gleaming station of hope and purpose floating in the void.
They were bringing Dick home.
Not healed.
Not whole.
But alive.
And after four years of believing him dead, after months of fighting him as an enemy, after today's desperate battle to prevent him from completing his mission—
Alive was enough.
Alive meant there was still hope.
And hope, however fragile, however damaged, was what they'd been fighting for all along.
The Bioship docked with practiced ease, the organic hull meshing with the Watchtower's systems.
The airlock cycled, atmosphere equalizing, and the Team emerged into the station carrying their unconscious brother toward whatever came next.
Behind them, Earth turned in its orbital dance, beautiful and indifferent and saved.
For now.
As they rushed him to the medical bay, the clock began to tick again.
They survived midnight.
But with Dick teething on the edge between life and death…
For how long would after midnight last?
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[Saturday, May 8, 2021 | 21:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
The medical bay of the Watchtower was designed to handle the impossible.
Kryptonian biology. Martian physiology. Atlantean cellular structure. Amazon metabolism. Human enhancement. Alien injuries. Magical trauma.
The League's medical facilities had treated everything from gods to street-level heroes, their equipment a combination of Earth's most advanced technology and innovations from a dozen different civilizations.
But even with all that capability, the doctors weren't sure what to do with Dick Grayson.
He lay on the medical berth in the center of the bay, still unconscious, still restrained, monitors displaying vital signs that fluctuated with concerning irregularity.
His heart rate spiked and dropped at random intervals.
His brain activity showed patterns that didn't match normal sleep, normal unconsciousness, or even coma states.
Something was happening in his mind, some battle being waged at levels the equipment couldn't properly measure.
The Team stood in the observation room adjacent to the medical bay, watching through the transparent barrier as League medical personnel worked.
They'd been debriefed. Had given their reports to Superman, Wonder Woman, and the other available League members. Had explained the battle, the casualties, the capture of Deathstroke, the interrupted activation sequence.
Had described the moment when Zatanna reached Dick, when he'd almost—almost—broken through.
And now they waited.
Waited to see if the incomplete activation sequence would complete itself despite their intervention.
Waited to see if Dick would wake up as himself or as the Winter Soldier.
Waited to see if the damage done to his mind and body over four years of systematic psychological destruction could be healed, or if they'd simply traded one nightmare for another.
Batman stood apart from the others, his cape pooled around his boots, his white lenses fixed on the medical berth where his son lay fighting battles no one else could help with.
He'd arrived within seconds of the Team's docking, only wishing that the Zeta Tubes could have transported him faster.
His cowl hid his expression, but those who knew him could read the tension in his shoulders, the way his gloved hands clenched and unclenched, the absolute stillness that meant he was exercising every ounce of control to avoid breaking down completely.
Superman stood beside him, not speaking, just... Present.
Being there for his best friend in the way that mattered most—silent support without demands or expectations.
Wonder Woman had taken position on Batman's other side, forming a triangle of the League's trinity, united in vigil over one of their fallen.
The rest of the Team was scattered throughout the observation room in small groups.
Wally and Artemis sat together, her head on his shoulder, his hand in hers, both of them too exhausted to do more than exist in each other's presence.
Conner and M'gann stood near the viewport, looking out at Earth turning below, the Martian's hand on the Kryptonian's arm in gentle comfort.
Tim had claimed a chair and pulled out his tablet, ostensibly reviewing mission data but actually just staring at the same screen without processing anything, his mind elsewhere.
Barbara stood with Jason near the exit, the two of them having a quiet conversation that no one else could hear, probably processing the violence they'd participated in and the moral complexity of fighting someone who'd once been their brother.
Raquel had left to file her own report with Icon, her and Zatanna’s roles as League members required separate accountability from the Team's structure.
And Zatanna sat alone in a corner, her top hat discarded, her hands still faintly glowing with purple residue from the magic she'd channeled during the battle.
She was the one who'd reached Dick.
The one who'd broken through the conditioning, however briefly.
The one who'd seen recognition in his eyes before the activation sequence tore it away.
And now she sat, staring at his unconscious form, replaying that moment over and over, wondering if she'd done enough or if she should have done more.
The medical bay door opened, and a League doctor emerged—a woman in her fifties with graying hair and the calm demeanor of someone who'd seen too much to be easily shaken.
Batman moved to intercept her immediately.
"Status.", not a question. A demand.
The doctor didn't flinch from the Batman's intensity, "Physically, he's stable. The injuries from today's battle are minor—burns from Zatanna's fire spell, lacerations from her air blades, bruising from kinetic impacts. Nothing life-threatening. His enhanced healing from the super-soldier serum is already addressing most of it."
"And mentally?"
The doctor's expression grew troubled, "That's… That’s where it gets complicated.”
She paused before continuing.
“His brain activity is unlike anything I've seen. There are patterns consistent with REM sleep, but also patterns that match seizure activity, trauma response, and what might be active psychological defense mechanisms. It's as if multiple processes are running simultaneously, competing for dominance."
"The incomplete activation sequence.", Batman's voice was flat, clinical, the only way he could discuss what had been done to his son without losing control, "Zatanna stopped Deathstroke before he could speak the final word. The conditioning was triggered but not fully activated. That creates cognitive dissonance—the programming trying to assert control while simultaneously lacking the complete authority to do so."
"That matches what I'm seeing.", the doctor confirmed, "His mind is essentially fighting itself. The Winter Soldier conditioning trying to complete its activation, and—"
She paused, choosing her words carefully.
"—Something else resisting that completion. I can't definitively say it's Richard Grayson's original personality fighting back, but there's definitely opposition to the conditioning's reassertion."
Zatanna was on her feet immediately, "So it worked? What I did—reaching him with words instead of force—it actually worked?"
"It might have?", the doctor allowed, "Or the interrupted sequence itself might have created the resistance. Without more data, I can't say for certain. But yes, Miss Zatara, there's evidence that your intervention had an effect. Whether that effect is permanent or temporary, we won't know until he regains consciousness."
"When will that be?", Superman asked.
"Unknown. His body is stable, but his mind needs to resolve the internal conflict before he can wake. That could take hours, days, or...", she trailed off, not wanting to complete that thought.
"Or he might not wake at all.", Batman finished, his voice carrying terrible certainty, "If the psychological battle in his unconscious mind can't find resolution, if the Winter Soldier conditioning and Richard Grayson's personality reach a stalemate, he could remain comatose indefinitely."
The weight of that possibility settled over the observation room like a physical presence.
They'd saved him from immediate death.
Captured him alive.
Prevented the final activation word.
But they might have simply traded one form of loss for another; Dick trapped in his own mind, locked in eternal combat with his conditioning, unable to wake because neither side could win.
M’gann spoke up, her voice tentative, "I could try to help. Enter his mind telepathically, attempt to tip the balance toward his original personality? I've done similar work before with trauma victims."
"No.", Batman's response was immediate and absolute, "You've touched the Winter Soldier's mind multiple times. Each time, you've encountered a void that damaged your own psyche. If you enter his consciousness now, while he's actively fighting the conditioning, you could be trapped. Or worse—you could accidentally tip the balance toward the Winter Soldier by providing him with a consciousness to anchor against."
"Batman is correct.", Martian Manhunter spoke up, having arrived while the doctor was giving her report, "Telepathic intervention in cases of systematic conditioning is extremely dangerous. The risk of harming both the telepath and the subject is too high."
"Then what do we do?", Wally demanded, frustration bleeding into his voice, "Just wait? Just watch him lie there fighting a battle we can't help with? There has to be something!"
"There is.", Batman said, though his tone suggested he wasn't happy about what he was going to propose, "We prepare for multiple scenarios. Best case: Dick wakes as himself, the conditioning suppressed or damaged enough that it no longer has complete control. Middle case: He wakes in a confused state, parts of both identities present but neither dominant. Worst case: He wakes as the Winter Soldier, the conditioning having won the internal battle."
"And if he wakes up as the Winter Soldier?", Artemis asked quietly.
Batman was silent for a moment too long.
"Then we contain him, restrain him, and begin the long process of deprogramming through conventional therapeutic means. No matter how long it takes. No matter how difficult it becomes. We do not give up on him."
The conviction in his voice was absolute.
This was not Batman, the tactician speaking. This was Bruce Wayne, the father.
And he would move heaven and earth before accepting that his son was lost forever.
Wonder Woman's hand found Batman's shoulder, "And the League will support whatever resources are needed. Financial, medical, therapeutic. We will not abandon one of our own."
"The Team stands with him too.", Kaldur said, stepping forward to speak for all of them, "However long recovery takes, we will be here. That is not negotiable."
Batman's cowl tilted fractionally in acknowledgment, the closest he would come to expressing gratitude while maintaining his emotional armor.
“We will deal with the fallout of the attack in New York in the future.”, Superman sighed, “Right now, our focus is on trying to get Dick back.”
Without warning, the medical bay's monitors began beeping with sudden urgency.
Everyone's attention snapped to the displays showing Dick's vital signs.
His heart rate was spiking, climbing rapidly from the steady rhythm it had maintained into concerning territory. His brain activity was intensifying, the patterns becoming more chaotic, more violent.
The doctor rushed back into the medical bay, checking readings, adjusting medications, calling for assistance from other medical personnel.
"He's seizing!", she shouted, though the observation room's soundproofing muted her voice, "Get me the—"
Dick's eyes snapped open.
Not gradually.
Not the slow return of consciousness that follows normal sleep.
His eyes opened all at once, and he lurched upright against the restraints with force that strained the meta-grade materials holding him down.
His mouth opened in a scream that the soundproofing couldn't completely muffle, a sound of agony and rage and terror all compressed into one inhuman wail.
The Team pressed against the observation window, unable to look away even as the horror of what they were witnessing froze them in place.
Dick's body convulsed against the restraints, his metal arm straining with such force that sparks flew from the bindings. His human hand reached out and tried to claw at the nearest thing he could reach for before moving towards his head, at his face, trying to physically tear out whatever was causing the pain.
Blood began streaming from his nose, from his ears, from the corners of his eyes.
The monitors were going haywire, displaying readings that shouldn't be possible, that suggested his body was tearing itself apart from the inside.
Batman moved toward the medical bay door, but Superman's hand caught his arm.
"Bruce, don't. Let the doctors work. If you go in there and he's hostile, if the Winter Soldier is dominant—"
"Then I will handle it.", Batman pulled free from Superman's grip, "He's my son, Clark. I don't care if he's the Winter Soldier or Dick Grayson or some fractured combination of both. I am not watching him suffer from behind glass."
He entered the medical bay before anyone could stop him.
The moment the door opened, Dick's eyes—still bleeding, still filled with agony—tracked toward the movement.
For one heartbeat, two, he stared at Batman with an expression that couldn't be read, couldn't be interpreted as anything except complete psychological chaos.
Then his mouth moved, forming words that came out choked and barely intelligible through the blood and pain.
"B...Bruce..."
Not a tactical assessment.
Not target identification.
A name.
Recognition.
Dick recognizing Bruce.
The conditioning fracturing enough to allow that single moment of clarity.
Batman was at the medical berth in three strides, his gloved hand finding Dick's human one, gripping tight even as the restraints kept both of them from making full contact.
"I'm here.", Batman's voice was rough, the growl stripped away to reveal Bruce Wayne beneath, "Dick, I'm here. You're safe. You're home. Whatever's happening in your head, you fight through it. You hear me? You FIGHT."
Dick's hand squeezed back, weakly, his entire body trembling with the effort of maintaining consciousness against whatever war raged in his mind.
"It...hurts...", he whispered, "Can't...make it...stop..."
"I know.", Bruce's other hand found Dick's face, turning it gently so their eyes met, "I know it hurts. But you're strong enough to survive this. You survived four years of what they did to you. You survived the conditioning, the torture, the programming. You can survive this too."
Dick's eyes rolled back, his body seizing again, but his hand never released its grip on Bruce's.
Holding on.
Anchoring himself to something real, something present, something that existed outside the psychological battlefield consuming his consciousness.
The monitors began stabilizing, the chaotic readings smoothing into something less immediately life-threatening, though still far from normal.
The doctor was at Bruce's side, "Mr. Wayne, you need to step back! He's not stable yet, and if he becomes violent—"
"He won't.", Bruce didn't look away from Dick's face, "Not while he knows I'm here. Not while he has something to hold onto besides the conditioning."
Minutes passed.
Dick's seizures gradually lessened, the diazepam and emergency interventions were making progress.
His violent convulsions became tremors, the tremors becoming occasional twitches.
His eyes closed again.
And gradually, his breathing began to even out, his heart rate dropping from crisis levels into merely elevated territory.
The battle in his mind was still raging, but he was winning.
Or at least, he wasn't losing as quickly.
Through the observation window, the Team watched with held breath.
Watched as Dick's fingers twitched against Bruce's hand.
Watched as he writhed under the restraints.
Bruce holding on to him the best he could.
The clock still ticked behind them.
They might have survived midnight.
But for how much longer?
Chapter 20: "XIX: Broken"
Chapter Text
[Saturday, May 15, 2021 | 13:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower]
One week.
A full seven days.
One hundred sixty-eight hours.
Ten thousand eighty minutes since the summit in New York.
Ten thousand eighty minutes since Dick Grayson had opened his eyes in the medical bay, recognized Bruce Wayne, and then collapsed back into unconsciousness.
Since midnight had struck and the clock stopped ticking entirely.
And in all that time, barely anything had changed.
Dick sat upright in the medical bay's isolation room, his back against the reinforced headboard, his eyes open and staring at nothing.
The restraints had been removed once the doctors confirmed he wasn't actively violent, replaced with a power dampener collar that would suppress any enhanced abilities if he tried to use them.
He didn't try.
Didn't move except when directed by medical staff.
Didn't speak.
Didn't react to stimuli beyond the most basic autonomic responses.
His eyes were open, his body was functional, but the person inhabiting that body seemed absent—as if Dick Grayson and the Winter Soldier were locked in such total stalemate that neither could control the physical form they shared.
The medical staff had a term for it.
Catatonic dissociation.
Batman had a different term.
Unacceptable.
He stood in the observation room, the same position he'd occupied for most of the past three days, watching his son sit motionless behind the transparent barrier.
His cape had been discarded hours ago, his cowl pushed back to reveal Bruce Wayne's face, exhausted, unshaven, carrying the weight of sleepless nights and desperate hope that refused to die no matter how much evidence suggested it should.
Alfred had appeared via holographic communication twice to insist Bruce eat something, rest, allow someone else to maintain the vigil. Bruce had acknowledged the butler's concerns with the bare minimum of words necessary and returned to his watching.
Tim, Jason, and Barbara had tried.
Each of them, in their own way, had entered that isolation room and attempted to reach the brother they'd lost and found and lost again.
Tim had brought case files, talking through old mysteries they'd solved together, hoping familiar patterns might trigger recognition.
He'd sat beside Dick's bed for two hours, narrating their greatest hits; like the time they'd cracked the Riddler's impossible cipher, the night they'd tracked Scarecrow through Gotham's sewer system, the case that had taken them to Blüdhaven when Dick first started establishing his own territory.
Dick had stared straight ahead, unblinking, his chest rising and falling with mechanical regularity.
Tim had left with tears he refused to shed until he was back in his quarters.
Jason had tried a different approach, one of anger, provocation, anything to get a reaction.
He'd sat across from Dick and talked about the time Dick had saved him from himself after his resurrection, about the fights they'd had and the reconciliation that had followed, about how Dick had been the first person to really see Jason Todd as more than just a replacement Robin or a failed experiment.
Of the time when he thought the entire world was against him after his resurrection, only Dick welcomed him back with open arms, no strings attached, no questions asked.
"Come on, Goldie.", Jason had said, his voice rough with emotion he couldn't quite hide, "I know you're in there somewhere. I know because the Dick Grayson I knew would never just give up. Would never let some bastards with electrodes and torture chairs win. So wake the fuck up and prove me right."
Dick's expression hadn't changed.
Jason had punched the wall hard enough to crack it on his way out.
Barbara had been gentle, methodical, approaching the situation like the problem-solving exercise it was.
She took his human hand in hers and spoken about their partnership, about the cases they'd worked together, about how Dick had always believed she could be both Barbara Gordon and Batgirl without losing herself to either identity.
"I know what it's like to wake up and not recognize yourself.", she'd said quietly, "To look in the mirror and see someone else. But you're still you, Dick. Even if you can't remember that right now. Even if everything feels wrong and broken and impossible. You're still the person who taught me that being Batgirl wasn't about the costume or the abilities, it was about the choice to stand up every day and try to make things better."
For a moment—less than a heartbeat—Dick's fingers had twitched against hers.
Barbara had held her breath, hoping, waiting for more.
Nothing came.
She'd left the room moving slower than usual, her shoulders carrying visible weight.
Black Canary had been the League's next attempt, approaching the situation with her training as both a professional registered therapist and a hero who understood trauma on levels most people couldn't comprehend.
Dinah had entered the isolation room with professional calm, settling into the chair beside Dick's bed with the practiced ease of someone who'd conducted hundreds of therapy sessions in far worse conditions.
"Hello, Dick.", she'd said, her voice carrying that particular gentleness that made people feel safe enough to be vulnerable, "I don't know if you can hear me. I don't know if you're choosing not to respond or if you can't. But I'm going to talk anyway, because that's what we do. We keep trying even when it seems hopeless."
She'd spent an hour there, speaking about trauma responses, about how the mind protected itself from unbearable experiences by fragmenting, dissociating, creating walls between the self and the memories that could destroy it.
"What was done to you—the torture, the conditioning, the systematic destruction of your identity—those aren't things anyone should have to survive.", Dinah had said, "And if your mind has chosen to retreat into this quiet space because it's the only way to cope with the weight of four years of horror, then that's valid. That's a survival response. That's your psyche protecting itself the only way it knows how."
She'd paused, studying his face for any sign of comprehension.
"But you can't stay here forever. At some point, you have to decide whether you're going to let what happened to you define you, or whether you're going to reclaim yourself piece by piece. And I know—I know—how impossibly hard that is. How much easier it seems to just... Not. To exist in this liminal space where you don't have to confront the memories or the guilt or the horror of what you were made to do."
Dick had blinked.
Once.
Twice.
His breathing pattern hadn't changed, but Dinah could have sworn something shifted behind his eyes, some flicker of awareness, of recognition that someone was speaking to him rather than at him.
But when she'd tried to follow up, tried to build on that infinitesimal response, the moment was gone.
Dick returned to his thousand-yard stare, and Dinah had eventually left with the resigned expression of a therapist who knew healing couldn't be rushed.
The Team had maintained a constant presence in the observation room, rotating through in shifts so someone was always there, always watching, always ready if Dick showed any signs of improvement or deterioration.
Kaldur stood there now, water-bearers unmanifested but his tactical vest still in place, his calm Atlantean demeanor hiding the grief that threatened to overwhelm him.
They both had their fair share of leadership.
Back when they started the team over a decade ago, Kaldur agreed to lead, promising to be a worthy leader until Dick had aged and claimed his rightful place.
When Dick came of age, Kaldur gladly stepped down with dignity and grace, proud of what his friend had become.
Kaldur wasn’t there for a majority of Dick’s leadership, he had been deep undercover with the Light as they have planned after Tula died.
When the Light and the Reach’s invasion was defeated, their victory was short lived when they thought Wally was dead, taken by the time stream.
Time passed, and a lot had changed.
Jason’s resurrection and return as the Red Hood, and that fateful mission to Siberia.
They had been friends, brothers in all but blood, it was from Dick where Kaldur learned that leadership wasn't about being the strongest or the smartest—it was about caring enough to make the hard choices while never losing sight of why those choices mattered.
He paused at the memory, after the mission in Siberia, Wally would return a few days later, the speedster was horrified that in his absence, Dick had apparently died.
Dick never knew that his best friend was alive and back.
"I should have found you sooner.", Kaldur said quietly to the observation window, knowing Dick couldn't hear him through the soundproofing, speaking more to himself than anyone else, "After Siberia. After the bunker collapsed. I should have insisted on continuing the search. Should have trusted Batman's instinct that you were still alive somewhere. Should have done something besides accept that you were gone and try to fill the void you left behind."
"You led the Team.", Wally said from where he sat against the wall, his usual energy dampened to exhaustion. He'd been running patrols nonstop, burning off the nervous energy that came from watching his best friend sit catatonic and being unable to help, "You kept us together when we were falling apart. That's what Dick would have wanted."
"Perhaps.", Kaldur acknowledged, "But I wonder if he would have preferred we channel that determination into finding him rather than moving forward without him."
"We couldn't have known.", Artemis said, though her voice carried doubt. She stood at the observation window, bow slung across her back, watching Dick with the intensity of someone searching for any sign of the person she'd known, "The League searched. We searched. Batman never stopped searching. None of us gave up—we just ran out of places to look."
"And while we were running out of places to look, he was being tortured.", M'gann whispered, her telepathic presence carefully contained so she wouldn't accidentally broadcast her guilt to everyone present, "For four years. While we mourned him and tried to move on, he was screaming in that chair, having his mind destroyed and rebuilt into something that could kill without hesitation."
Conner's hand found her shoulder, squeezing gently, "That's not on us. That's on the people who took him. The Shadows. KGBeast. Deathstroke. All the bastards who decided Dick Grayson would make a good weapon if they could just break him thoroughly enough."
"Deathstroke.", Jason's voice was cold from where he stood near the exit, arms crossed, his Red Hood helmet tucked under one arm, "Who's currently sitting in Stryker's Island, probably planning his next escape. Who'll eventually get out—and he always does—and continue coordinating for the Shadows like nothing happened."
"The League is implementing additional security measures.", Kaldur said, "Stryker's Island has been notified that Deathstroke is an Alpha-level escape risk. They're taking additional precautions."
"Precautions.", Jason's laugh was bitter, "Right. Like that’s ever stopped him before. Because precautions totally stopped him from breaking out of Belle Reve. Or that black site in China. Or the UN detention facility in Geneva. Deathstroke doesn't stay caught—he allows himself to be contained until it's convenient to leave."
"Then we deal with that when it happens.", Barbara said firmly, she moved closer to the observation window, her tablet displaying medical readouts she'd been studying obsessively, "Right now, our focus is on Dick. Everything else is secondary."
"Everything else is connected.", Tim countered from where he sat with his own tablet, surrounded by holographic displays showing the information he'd compiled over the past week, "From Batman’s interrogation of Deathstroke in Belle Reve. KGBeast still being at large. The League of Shadows' continued operations. Hell, even Ra's al Ghul's confession. All of it connects to what was done to Dick and what we need to do to fix it."
He pulled up a file, projecting it onto the main display, "I've been going through the data we recovered from Cadmus and everything that Ra’s admitted to. The conditioning protocols. The activation sequences. The psychological frameworks they used to suppress his original personality and replace it with the Winter Soldier programming."
Tim's fingers moved across the holographic interface, highlighting sections, "The good news is that the incomplete activation sequence in New York seems to have damaged the conditioning's integrity. The neural pathways that enforce compliance have been disrupted—that's why he's not actively trying to complete his last mission despite being conscious."
"And the bad news?", Bruce's voice was rough from disuse, the first words he'd spoken in hours.
They didn’t even notice that he was there.
"The bad news is that the damage goes both ways.", Tim said, his expression troubled, "The conditioning is disrupted, but so is everything else. His ability to process information, to access memories, to form coherent thoughts. All of it is compromised by the internal conflict between his original personality and the Winter Soldier programming. They're both damaged, both fighting for control, and neither can win without destroying what's left of the other."
"So he's trapped.", Zatanna said quietly from where she sat in the corner, still wearing her tactical gear from a week ago, too exhausted to change, too afraid to leave in case Dick showed any signs of improvement, "Caught between two versions of himself that can't coexist but also can't be separated."
"Essentially, yes.", Tim confirmed, "His mind has fragmented into competing identities, and until one achieves dominance or they somehow integrate, he's going to remain in this dissociative state."
"How long can he survive like this?", Clark, not Superman, asked.
The Kryptonian had been checking in regularly, offering support to Bruce, coordinating the League's public response to the New York attack while his friend maintained his vigil.
"Physically? Indefinitely.", Barbara answered, pulling up her own medical data, "The super-soldier serum means his body can sustain itself even with minimal input from his conscious mind. He'll eat if food is placed in front of him, drink if given water, or follow bare minimum commands for activities of daily living like 'stand up' or 'sit down'. But mentally..."
She trailed off, not wanting to complete the thought.
Bruce completed it for her, "Mentally, every day he spends in this state increases the risk of permanent damage. The longer the stalemate continues, the more likely it becomes that both personalities fragment beyond any hope of recovery. We have weeks at most before the dissociation becomes irreversible."
The weight of that deadline settled over the observation room like a physical presence.
"The League issued its public statement yesterday.", Diana said, entering the observation room with the bearing of someone who'd been dealing with diplomatic fallout and wasn't enjoying it, "The Winter Soldier is in League custody. His identity remains classified for security reasons. We're cooperating with US, Soviet, and international authorities regarding his crimes while he was under Shadows control."
"And how's that going over?", Jason asked, his tone suggesting he already knew the answer.
"About as well as expected.", Diana replied, "The families of his victims want justice. Almost every government in the world that the Winter Soldier attacked is fighting tooth and nail for custody rights. The United Nations is in deadlock and the media wants answers. And we're telling them all to be patient while we assess the situation and determine appropriate accountability given the circumstances of his conditioning."
"Translation: we're stalling.", Wally said.
"We're buying time.", Diana corrected, "Time for Dick to recover. Time for us to gather evidence proving he was acting under coercion. Time for the world's anger to cool enough that rational discussion becomes possible."
"And if he doesn't recover?", Artemis asked quietly, "If he stays like this? What do we tell them then?"
No one had an answer for that.
The observation room fell into uncomfortable silence, each person lost in their own thoughts, their own fears about what would happen if Dick never woke up, never spoke, never showed any sign of being more than a breathing shell housing two broken personalities.
M'gann had been quiet throughout most of the conversation, her telepathic presence carefully contained, but now she stepped forward, her green skin almost luminous in the observation room's lighting.
"I could try again.", she said, her voice carrying the particular determination of someone who'd made a decision despite knowing the risks, "Enter his mind. Not alone this time, but with my uncle's help. If J'onn and I are working together, we could navigate the psychological landscape more safely than I could solo."
"We discussed this multiple times.", Batman said immediately, his tone making clear this wasn't up for debate, "The risk of you being trapped or damaged by the conditioning is too high."
"The risk of doing nothing is higher.", M'gann countered, her usual gentleness giving way to steel, "Bruce, I understand you're trying to protect me, but I asked for Tim’s help and studied all the material recovered from Cadmus and Ra’s. I want to try since every day we wait is another day Dick spends trapped in his own mind with no way out."
"M’gann is correct.", J’onn said, materializing in the doorway with the unsettling silence that came from Martian phasing abilities, "I have been reviewing the medical data, consulting with Martian psychological experts through my communication links back to Mars, and studying the Cadmus files and Ra’s Al Ghul’s confessions on the conditioning protocols used to create the Winter Soldier."
J'onn moved to stand beside his niece, his red eyes glowing softly. "The situation is unprecedented, we have never encountered conditioning this systematic or this thorough. But M'gann and I, working in tandem, combining our telepathic capabilities, together we may be able to navigate Richard's fractured psyche and provide the stability necessary for one personality to achieve dominance."
"May be able to.", Tim repeated, his analytical mind catching the uncertainty, "That’s a big maybe we’re risking and you're not even certain it’d work."
"Telepathy is not an exact science when dealing with psychological trauma of this magnitude.", J'onn admitted, "There are risks. M'gann and I could become trapped in the recursive loops of his conditioning. We could accidentally strengthen the Winter Soldier personality instead of Dick Grayson's. We could cause catastrophic damage that destroys both identities completely."
"So why are we even considering this?", Jason demanded.
"Because the alternative is worse.", M'gann said simply, "Dick stays catatonic. His mind continues fragmenting. And eventually—weeks, maybe months from now—there's nothing left of either personality to save. At least this gives him a chance."
"A chance that could kill you both.", Bruce's voice was flat, his expression hidden behind the cowl he'd pulled back into place.
"A chance that’s worth taking.", M'gann replied, meeting the Batman's white lenses without flinching, "Dick took chances for me. For all of us. When I was struggling with my identity, when I was afraid of my White Martian heritage, he was there. After Conner comforted me, he told me I got to choose who I wanted to be. That my biology didn't define me. That I was more than my fears."
Her voice strengthened, carrying conviction, "Now, it's my turn to be there for him. To help him choose who he wants to be. To prove that he's more than what the Shadows made him."
The observation room was silent as everyone processed M'gann's declaration.
Finally, Tim spoke up, his voice tight with concern.
"I'm against this. Strongly against it. Not because I don’t want Dick back, but because whatever the Shadows did to Dick's mind—it's specifically designed to resist telepathic intrusion. You saw what happened in Berlin, Moscow, Singapore. Every time you tried to touch his consciousness, you hit a void that damaged your own psyche. Now you want to dive deeper? Fully immerse yourself in that chaos? That's not bravery, M'gann—that's…
He tried to find the right words.
“That’s suicide."
"Tim's right.", Barbara added, her tactical mind running through worst-case scenarios, "We've seen the psychological architecture the Shadows created. It's not just walls or blocks—it's actively hostile to mental contact. It's designed to trap telepaths, to use their own power against them. You could end up as catatonic as Dick is."
"Or worse.", Jason said bluntly, "You could end up fully conscious but trapped in his head, aware of everything, able to do nothing, while your body sits in a medical bay next to his. That's a nightmare scenario none of us want to contemplate."
"I understand the risks.", M'gann said, her telepathic presence rippling with determination that bordered on stubbornness, "But I also understand that Dick has been trapped in his own mind for four years. Four years of torture and conditioning and psychological destruction. And now? when he's finally free of the Shadows' direct control, when he's finally safe with people who care about him? We're going to let him stay trapped because we're afraid of the risks involved in helping him?"
"That is not what we're saying—", Kaldur started.
"Then what are you saying?", M'gann interrupted, her usual calm cracking, "Because from where I'm standing, it sounds like we're debating whether Dick's recovery is worth the potential cost to me and my uncle. And I'm telling you—as someone who's already made this decision—that it is. He's worth it. He's worth every risk."
Zatanna had been silent throughout the debate, sitting in her corner, staring at Dick through the observation window. But now she stood, magic crackling faintly around her hands—not threatening, just present, the way it always was when her emotions ran high.
"I’m with M'gann.", Zatanna said, her voice cutting through the argument with finality, "We're running out of time. We're running out of options. And we're running out of reasons to keep debating instead of acting."
She moved to stand beside M'gann, her blue eyes blazing with the same determination the Martian had shown, "I reached him in New York. For one moment—one beautiful, terrible moment—Dick Grayson was present behind those eyes. He recognized me. He was fighting to come back. And then the activation sequence dragged him under again."
Zatanna's hands clenched into fists, "But the fact that I reached him at all proves he's still in there. Still fighting. And if he's fighting, then we have to fight too. We have to give him every possible chance to win this battle, even if that means taking risks we'd rather avoid."
"The risk isn't just to M'gann and J'onn.", Bruce said, his voice carrying warning, "If they fail—if they're trapped or damaged or killed by the conditioning—we lose two League members and Dick remains catatonic. That's three people gone instead of one."
"And if we do nothing?", Zatanna's voice rose, magic flaring brighter around her hands, "If we just sit here watching Dick stare at walls until his mind fragments completely? How is that better? How is that anything except giving up?"
She turned to face Bruce directly, her expression fierce, "You taught me that heroes don't give up. That we fight until there's no fight left. That we exhaust every option before we accept defeat. So why are we accepting defeat now? Why are we treating Dick's recovery as impossible when we haven't even tried the one thing that might actually work?"
"Because I already lost him once!", Bruce's voice cracked, the emotional control he'd maintained for the past seven days finally breaking, "I spent four years searching for him. Four years of knowing he was out there somewhere and being unable to find him. Four years of failure that ended with discovering he'd been tortured and brainwashed into a weapon designed to kill the people he loved."
He pulled off his cowl completely.
Now, Bruce Wayne's full face was visible, exhausted and raw.
"And now he's back. He's alive. He's here. And you want me to risk losing him again? To potentially make his condition worse? To gamble that telepathic intervention will help rather than destroy what little remains of my son's consciousness?"
The observation room was silent.
No one knew what to say to Batman—to Bruce—when he was this vulnerable, this openly breaking.
Zatanna's magic dimmed as she took a step closer to him, "Bruce. I know you're scared. I know the thought of losing Dick again is unbearable. But he's already lost. He's sitting in that room, trapped between two versions of himself, unable to be either one. That's not living. That's not surviving. That's just... Existing. And Dick Grayson deserves better than existence."
Her voice softened, carrying compassion beneath the determination, "M'gann and J'onn aren't suggesting we gamble blindly. They're proposing a calculated intervention with two of the most skilled telepaths on Earth. If anyone can navigate Dick's fractured psyche safely, it's them."
"And if they can't?”, Bruce asked, though his resistance was weakening.
"Then we'll have tried.", Zatanna said simply, "And trying—even if we fail—is better than watching him fade away because we were too afraid to act."
Clark stepped forward, placing a hand on Bruce's shoulder, "She's right, Bruce. We know the risks. You know way better than me what it would mean if this goes wrong. But we also know that Dick wouldn't want us to give up on him out of fear. He'd want us to take the chance, to fight for him the way he's fought for all of us."
Bruce was silent for a long moment, his jaw working, his hands clenched so tight his knuckles had gone white beneath the gloves.
Finally, he spoke.
"If we do this—if—then I'm going with them."
"Bruce, that's not—", Clark started.
"Non-negotiable.", Bruce interrupted, his voice carrying the Batman's absolute certainty, "If M'gann and J'onn are entering my son's mind, risking their lives to help him, then I'm going to be there. Not to interfere with the telepathy, but to provide an anchor. A familiar presence that might help Dick fight his way back."
"Batman…", J'onn’s voice trailed, "We know that you possess a strong mind but, the disorientation, the psychological stress—"
"I don't care.", Bruce cut him off, "I've faced Scarecrow's fear toxin. I've been psychically attacked by Poison Ivy, Mad Hatter, and half a dozen other telepaths and mentalists. I've trained my mind to resist intrusion and maintain coherence under impossible circumstances. If anyone besides a Martian can survive in Dick's fractured psyche, it's me."
M'gann and J'onn exchanged a telepathic communication too fast and private for anyone else to intercept.
After a long moment, M'gann finally nodded.
"Alright. You can come. But you follow our lead. If we say retreat, you retreat. If we say something's too dangerous, you don't argue. Your presence might help, but it could also complicate things if you don't listen to our guidance."
"Agreed.", Bruce said immediately.
Zatanna stepped forward, "I'm coming too."
"Zatanna—", M'gann started.
"I reached him.", Zatanna interrupted, her voice firm, "In New York, when everyone else saw just the Winter Soldier, I saw Dick. He recognized me. He tried to speak my name. If anyone has a chance of anchoring him to his original personality, it's someone he has an emotional connection to."
"Your magic could interfere with the telepathic connection.", J'onn warned, "Mystical and psychic energy don't always interact predictably."
"Or it could provide a failsafe.", Zatanna countered, "If something goes wrong, if you and M'gann get trapped, I can pull us out with magic. My magic can warp reality, however limited it could be. It’s not strictly bound to psychological barriers or conditioning protocols—I can rewrite the rules within my limits."
She met M'gann's eyes, then J'onn's, her expression brooking no argument.
"I'm not asking for permission. I'm telling you I'm coming. You can either incorporate me into the plan, or I'll follow you in anyway and we can all deal with the complications that creates."
Tim groaned, "This is turning into a terrible idea. We started with two telepaths doing a careful intervention, and now we've got four people planning to dive into the most dangerous mindscape any of us could only imagine of encountering. The risk factor is multiplying exponentially."
"The support factor is multiplying too.", Wally pointed out, "I mean, more people means more chances to pull Dick back if things get weird. I'm not saying it's a good plan—"
"Because it's not.", Jason interjected.
"—but it's better than doing nothing?", Wally finished.
Kaldur had been silent, processing the debate with Atlantean calm, but now he spoke with the authority of someone who'd led the Team through impossible situations and knew when to push forward despite the risks.
"The decision is made.", he said, his voice carrying finality, "M'gann, J'onn, Bruce, and Zatanna will attempt telepathic intervention. The rest of us will maintain watch, ready to provide medical support if needed and to respond if Dick's physical body reacts violently to what's happening in his mind."
He looked at each person in turn, "We all understand the risks. We all accept them. Because the alternative—watching Dick Grayson fade away into permanent catatonia—is unacceptable to every person in this room."
Artemis nodded firmly, "When do we start?"
J'onn moved to the observation window, studying Dick's motionless form with his Martian vision, seeing beyond the physical to the barely-visible psychic emanations that indicated an active, if chaotic, mind.
"We need preparation time.", he said, "Several hours to ready the medical bay, establish proper monitoring, and brief Batman and Zatanna on what to expect during telepathic immersion. We also need to sedate Richard's physical body—if we're going to be navigating his consciousness, we can't have his body thrashing or seizing in response to the psychological battle."
"How long?", Bruce asked.
"Four hours minimum.", J'onn replied, "Six would be preferable."
Bruce looked at the clock on the wall.
14:30.
"We start at 20:30 tonight. That gives you six hours to prepare and gives me time to review all the information gathered from Cadmus and Ra’s Al Ghul one more time. If we're going into Dick's mind, I want to understand every detail of what the Shadows did to create the Winter Soldier."
"I'll help.", Tim said immediately, "Two sets of eyes are better than one, and I've been studying those conditioning protocols obsessively."
"I'll coordinate with medical.", Barbara added, "Make sure we have every possible contingency covered if something goes wrong with the physical bodies."
"I'll handle the League's official business.", Diana offered, "Make sure no one disturbs us during the procedure. The last thing we need is an emergency crisis pulling people away mid-intervention."
Clark nodded, "I'll maintain station here with the rest of the Team. If anything happens, if you need immediate extraction or if Dick's body shows signs of danger, we’ll be ready to act."
The Team began dispersing to their assigned tasks, each person channeling their anxiety into productive preparation.
Only Zatanna remained in the observation room, standing at the window, staring at Dick's motionless form.
Bruce moved to stand beside her, his cape settling around his boots.
"You don't have to do this.", he said quietly, speaking to her as Bruce rather than Batman, "I know you care about him. I know you two had... Something. Before Siberia. But risking your life—"
"I love him.", Zatanna interrupted, her voice soft but certain, "I never got to tell him that. Before Siberia, we were dancing around it, both too scared or too busy to actually say the words. And then he was gone, and I spent four years wishing I'd been brave enough to tell him."
She pressed her palm against the observation window, "Now, he's back, and he still doesn't know. Because the Winter Soldier doesn't remember, and Dick Grayson is buried too deep to hear me. So yes, I'm going to risk my life. Because if there's even a chance—even the smallest possibility—that I can help bring him back, then I'm taking it. And when he wakes up, when he's finally himself again, I'm going to tell him everything I should have said four years ago."
Bruce was quiet for a moment.
Then, he spoke.
"He knew."
Zatanna turned to look at him, confusion in her eyes, “W-What?”
"Before Siberia.", Bruce continued, his voice rough with memory, "Dick talked to me about you. About how he was planning to finally stop being a coward—his words—and tell you how he felt. He was going to take you somewhere after that mission. Somewhere quiet. Just the two of you. He had this whole plan worked out."
Bruce's jaw tightened, "And then Siberia happened, and he never got the chance."
Tears streamed down Zatanna's face, but she didn't look away from Dick's motionless form, "Then I guess we both have unfinished business to resolve. Another reason to make sure this works."
Bruce didn’t answer, he didn’t need to.
He just grunted and nodded in agrement.
They stood together in silence, watching Dick breathe, watching him exist in that liminal space between consciousness and oblivion.
And they waited for 20:30.
When they would dive into the most dangerous psychological landscape any of them had ever attempted to navigate.
When they would fight for Dick Grayson's soul against the conditioning that had tried to destroy it.
When they would either bring him home or lose him forever.
The clock on the wall ticked forward, it was well past midnight now, each second bringing them closer to that moment of truth.
And in the isolation room, Dick Grayson continued staring at nothing, trapped in a battle only he could see, waiting for help that was finally, desperately, coming.
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[Saturday, May 15, 2021 | 20:25]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Medical Bay]
The medical bay had been transformed into something between an operating theater and a mystical ritual space.
Dick lay on the central medical berth, sedated deeply enough that his body would remain still no matter what psychological battles raged in his unconscious mind.
Medical monitors surrounded him, displaying vital signs, brain activity, and a dozen other metrics that would alert the watching League members if his physical form began failing.
Arranged around the berth in a circle were four additional medical beds, each equipped with their own monitoring systems.
M'gann would occupy the bed to Dick's right, her Martian physiology requiring specialized sensors that could track her unique telepathic patterns.
J'onn would take the bed to Dick's left, his position as the primary guide and anchor for the entire operation requiring him to maintain the closest psychic proximity to the subject.
Batman's bed was positioned at Dick's feet, his role as emotional anchor meaning he needed to be present but slightly removed from the direct telepathic conduit M'gann and J'onn would establish.
And Zatanna's bed was at Dick's head, her position deliberately chosen so that if her magic needed to interact with the telepathic connection, she could do so from the optimal location—where Dick's consciousness would theoretically be most accessible.
The rest of the Team occupied the observation room, their presence a silent show of support and their readiness to intervene if needed.
Barbara stood at the observation window beside Tim, both of them having reviewed every medical protocol a dozen times, both of them knowing that sometimes preparation meant nothing when the unexpected happened.
Jason leaned against the far wall, arms crossed, his expression hidden behind his Red Hood helmet but his body language broadcasting tension.
Kaldur maintained his position near the door, water-bearers unmanifested but ready, his role as Team leader requiring him to stay calm and prepared for rapid decision-making.
Wally vibrated slightly next to Artemis, both of them holding hands, both of them remembering what it felt like to almost lose each other and understanding that this was the Team's last chance to not lose Dick.
Conner stood with his arms crossed, his Kryptonian hearing tracking every heartbeat in the medical bay, ready to alert everyone the instant something went wrong.
Clark stood beside Diana near the observation room's holographic displays, both of them ready to coordinate League response if the procedure failed catastrophically.
In the medical bay, Dr. Sarah Chen—the League's chief neurological specialist—was making final checks, ensuring every monitor was calibrated, every safety protocol active.
"We're ready.", she said finally, stepping back from the beds, "Sedation is at optimal levels. Physical restraints are in place in case of involuntary movement. Emergency revival equipment is staged and ready. If anything goes wrong, we can respond within seconds."
"And if something goes wrong inside the mindscape?", Tim asked through the observation room's intercom.
"Then we're trusting the Martians to handle it.", Dr. Chen replied honestly. "This is beyond conventional medicine. Beyond anything in my training, to be honest. We're completely in uncharted territory now."
"Well, that’s comforting.", Jason muttered.
M'gann settled onto her assigned bed, her green skin seeming to glow slightly in the medical bay's lighting. She'd changed into a simple white medical gown, her usual costume unnecessary for a battle that would be fought entirely in psychological space.
"I'm ready.", she said, her voice carrying the particular calm that came from accepting danger and choosing to face it anyway.
J'onn took his position, his red eyes glowing softly as he began the mental preparations necessary for this level of telepathic immersion, "M'gann, establish your preliminary connection to Richard's consciousness. Light touch only—we're not entering yet, just confirming the pathway is accessible."
M'gann's eyes began to glow green-white as her telepathic presence reached out, brushing against Dick's sedated mind with the gentleness of a whisper.
Her expression shifted—surprise, confusion, concern flickering across her features in rapid succession.
"Uncle J'onn.", she said quietly, "It's different. The void isn't complete anymore. There are... Cracks. Fractures. Places where Dick's original personality is bleeding through the conditioning. It's chaotic, fragmentary, but it's there."
"The incomplete activation sequence.", Bruce said, settling onto his bed without any sign of reluctance despite knowing what was coming, "Zatanna stopping Deathstroke before he could finish—it damaged the conditioning's integrity."
"Which means Dick has a chance.", Zatanna said, taking her position at the head of Dick's bed. She'd kept her stage outfit, the reverse tuxedo and fishnets that were more armor than costume, her top hat resting on the medical equipment beside her, "The cracks in the conditioning are places we can reach him. Places where Dick Grayson is already fighting his way back."
"Or places where the Winter Soldier programming is most vulnerable and will defend itself most violently.", J'onn cautioned, "Do not mistake opportunity for safety. The fractured conditioning will be unpredictable, potentially more dangerous than if it were intact."
"Understood.", Zatanna said.
Batman lay back on his bed, allowing Dr. Chen to attach the neural interface that would allow the Martians to include him in the telepathic link. The device was a crown of sensors and quantum-entangled processors, technology that bridged the gap between human neurology and Martian psychic abilities.
"This will feel disorienting.", Dr. Chen warned as she fitted the interface to Batman's head, "Most humans experience severe vertigo and sensory distortion during telepathic immersion. If at any point you feel like you're losing coherence—"
"I'll manage.", Batman interrupted, his voice carrying absolute certainty, "I've trained for mental intrusion scenarios. This is just another form of psychological warfare."
"If you say so.", Dr. Chen muttered, attaching identical interfaces to Zatanna and Batman.
Zatanna felt the device settle against her skull, cool metal against her skin, and immediately a tingling sensation began spreading through her consciousness—like pins and needles, but in her mind rather than her body.
"That's the quantum entanglement establishing connection.", J'onn explained, his voice taking on harmonics that suggested he was already partially in telepathic space, "You'll feel disoriented as your consciousness adjusts to operating outside your physical body. That's normal. Don't fight it—let the sensation wash over you and accept that your perception of reality is about to shift dramatically."
"Wonderful.", Zatanna said, though her tone suggested she was anything but thrilled about the prospect.
"Last chance to back out.", M'gann offered, though her glowing eyes suggested she was already too far into the process to easily disengage.
"Not a chance.", Batman and Zatanna said simultaneously.
M'gann smiled slightly despite the tension, "Then let's bring him home."
Her eyes blazed brighter, green-white light filling the medical bay as her telepathic presence expanded, reaching out to brush against J'onn's consciousness, then Batman's and Zatanna's, weaving them together into a unified psychic network.
The sensation was indescribable.
Zatanna felt her consciousness stretch, her awareness suddenly occupying multiple spaces simultaneously—her body on the medical bed, the observation room where the Team watched, and something else, something vast and dark and chaotic that existed entirely in psychological space.
Dick's mind.
Or what remained of it.
J'onn's mental voice echoed through the link, resonant and steady.
"Everyone connected? Confirm your presence."
"Batman here.", Bruce's mental voice was exactly like his physical voice—controlled, certain, unbending.
"Zatanna present.", her mental presence carried her signature purple-white magical resonance even in telepathic space.
"M'gann ready.", the younger Martian's consciousness flickered with determination.
"Then we begin.", J'onn said, "Remember—follow my lead. Don't engage with anything directly unless I instruct you to. And if I say retreat, you retreat immediately. No heroics, no desperate gambits. We survive, or we fail. There is no middle ground."
"Understood.", the three of them replied.
"Entering Richard Grayson's consciousness…”
“Now."
The medical bay dissolved.
Reality folded.
And four consciousnesses plunged into the fractured psychological landscape of a man who'd been broken, rebuilt, and broken again.
Into the battlefield where Dick Grayson and the Winter Soldier fought an endless war for control of a shared existence.
Into the darkness where hope and horror existed in equal measure.
Into the mind of their brother, their son, their friend, their love.
And they prayed they were strong enough to bring him back.
The monitors in the medical bay began registering the transition, brain activity spiking across all five beds, neural patterns synchronizing as the telepathic link established complete immersion.
In the observation room, the Team watched with held breath as the people they cared about disappeared into a battle they couldn't observe, couldn't help with, couldn't participate in.
All they could do was watch the vital signs and pray that when their friends returned, it would be with Dick Grayson's consciousness intact.
Kaldur's hands clenched at his sides, water-bearers manifesting unconsciously.
Wally vibrated faster, his speed force energy crackling.
Artemis's bow appeared in her hands without conscious thought.
Conner's fists clenched tight enough that his knuckles cracked.
Barbara's fingers flew across her tablet, monitoring every metric, ready to alert medical if anything deviated from expected parameters.
Jason stared at his brother's sedated form and silently promised that if this didn't work, he would hunt down every person responsible for what had been done to Dick and make them pay.
Tim reviewed the Cadmus conditioning protocols one more time, searching for any detail they might have missed, any weakness in the Winter Soldier programming they could exploit if the telepathic intervention failed.
And Clark and Diana stood as silent guardians, ready to make the impossible decisions that might become necessary if everything went wrong.
The clock on the wall read 20:30.
The procedure had begun.
And somewhere in the infinite darkness of Dick Grayson's fractured mind, four consciousnesses began their descent into a psychological nightmare four years in the making.
All they could do now was wait.
And hope.
And pray that when this was over, Dick Grayson would finally come home.
It was well past midnight now.
The clock still kept ticking.
The only question was, would they survive the dawn to follow?
Chapter 21: "XX: Identity"
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[Saturday, May 15, 2021 | 20:30]
[The Mindscape of Richard Grayson's Consciousness]
The transition was violent.
Not the clean, cinematic dissolve of consciousness that movies portrayed. Not the gentle drift into dreams. This was being torn apart and reassembled wrong, every molecule of self scattered across infinite darkness and then crushed back together into something that only resembled coherence.
Zatanna's first sensation was absence.
The complete and utter lack of everything she understood as reality—no gravity, no light, no sound, no physical form, just pure consciousness floating in a void so absolute it felt like drowning in nothingness.
Then, slowly, her mind began constructing frameworks.
Giving shape to the shapeless.
Imposing structure on chaos because human consciousness couldn't exist without reference points, without up and down, without something to anchor perception.
The void became a space.
Not a room or a landscape, but something between—a vast emptiness that her mind interpreted as gray mist, thick and oppressive, stretching infinitely in all directions. The ground beneath her feet (Did she have feet here? Was there even ground to stand on?) felt solid but wrong, like walking on the surface of a frozen lake where you couldn't quite trust the ice to hold.
"Everyone stabilize."
J'onn's mental voice cut through the disorientation, resonant and steady—a lighthouse beam in fog.
"Remember, what you're perceiving is your mind's attempt to process purely psychological phenomena. The 'space' around us doesn't truly exist. It's a construct, a metaphor our consciousness creates to make sense of existing in someone else's mental architecture."
Zatanna felt her form solidify further.
She looked down and saw herself—or rather, her mind's representation of herself. She was still wearing her stage outfit, the reverse tuxedo and fishnets that had become as much armor as costume. Her hands glowed faintly with purple-white magic, the arcane energy translating into this mental space as pure willpower given form.
Beside her, Batman materialized from the mist.
His appearance was…
Unsettling.
The cape and cowl were there, but they seemed to flicker at the edges, as if his mind wasn't quite certain whether Bruce Wayne or Batman was the appropriate identity for this environment. His white lenses glowed in the gray nothing, and his presence carried weight—a gravity that suggested his psychological force of will was substantial even in someone else's consciousness.
M'gann appeared next, her green skin almost luminous against the mist.
But unlike in physical reality, here her form shifted slightly—sometimes the white Martian features she tried so hard to suppress would surface, then fade back to her preferred appearance. Her emotional state, her uncertainty about her identity, was more visible in this space where thoughts had substance.
J'onn was last, and his manifestation was the most stable.
Centuries of telepathic experience meant he knew exactly who he was, exactly how to maintain coherent form in hostile mindscapes. His red eyes surveyed their surroundings with analytical precision.
"This is the outer layer of Richard's consciousness.", J'onn's mental voice carried harmonics of concern, "The void you're experiencing—this isn't normal psychological architecture. Even the most damaged minds retain some structure, some framework of self. This is..."
"Scorched earth.", Batman's mental voice was grim, "The Shadows didn't just suppress Dick's personality. They tried to erase the foundation itself. Burn away everything that made him who he was so they could rebuild from scratch."
"But they didn't succeed.", M'gann said, her telepathic presence rippling with cautious hope, "Look."
She gestured, and Zatanna followed her indication.
Cracks.
Barely visible against the gray nothing, but there—fractures in the void, places where light bled through. Not bright, not welcoming, but present. Proof that beneath the emptiness, something still existed.
"The incomplete activation sequence.", Zatanna said, her magical senses picking up the instability, "When I stopped Deathstroke before he could finish the programming in New York, it damaged the conditioning's integrity. These cracks are where Dick's original personality is breaking through."
"Or where the Winter Soldier programming is most vulnerable.", Batman cautioned, "Don't assume these fractures are safe. They could just as easily be traps."
"Then we proceed carefully.", J'onn said, "M'gann, can you sense Richard's consciousness anywhere in this space? Any indication of where his active awareness might be concentrated?"
M'gann's eyes blazed brighter as she extended her telepathic senses, searching through the mist like trying to find a signal through static.
Her expression shifted—surprise, then sadness.
"I found him. Or... something that might be him? The presence is weak, fragmented, but it's there. About two hundred metres in that direction."
She pointed into the mist where distance was meaningless and direction was arbitrary, but her telepathic senses provided guidance that transcended conventional spatial reasoning.
"Then we move.", Batman said, already walking in the indicated direction with the same determined stride he used in Gotham's alleys.
They moved through the mist as a unit, each step feeling like walking through water—resistance without substance, the psychological equivalent of wading through someone else's depression made manifest.
Zatanna noticed details as they walked.
The mist wasn't uniform.
Sometimes it would thin, and she'd catch glimpses of something beneath—fragments of memories, perhaps, or pieces of personality that hadn't been completely destroyed.
A flash of blue and black that might have been Nightwing's uniform.
The echo of laughter that could have been Dick's voice.
The outline of a trapeze frozen mid-swing.
All of it broken.
Shattered.
Like looking at a mosaic that had been smashed and only partially reassembled.
"His mind is trying to reconstruct itself.", J'onn observed, his telepathic voice carrying professional assessment, "The fragments we're seeing—these are pieces of Dick Grayson's identity attempting to resurface. But the process is chaotic, unguided. Without intervention, these fragments will never coalesce into a coherent whole."
"So we guide them.", M'gann said, "We help him remember who he was."
"If he wants to remember.", Batman's mental voice carried warning, "The mind protects itself from trauma through forgetting. If Dick's consciousness has chosen to retreat into this void because the alternative is confronting four years of torture and murder, forcing him to remember could break him permanently."
"Then we let him choose.", Zatanna said firmly, "We find him, we show him who he was, and we let him decide whether he wants to be that person again. But we don't make that choice for him."
They continued forward, the mist growing thicker, more oppressive.
Zatanna felt it pressing against her consciousness like a physical weight, trying to push her out, make her leave, protect the fragile space from intrusion. But she pushed back with magical willpower, her determination outweighing the mindscape's instinctive defenses.
Then, through the mist, a figure appeared.
Not walking toward them.
Just... Standing there.
Motionless.
Lost.
"Dick?", Zatanna's mental voice was barely a whisper.
The figure turned.
And Zatanna's heart broke all over again.
It was Dick.
But wrong.
His form was translucent, ghostly—more idea than substance.
He wore what might have been civilian clothes, jeans and a t-shirt, though the details kept shifting as if his mind couldn't quite remember what he usually wore. His face was younger than it should be, features cycling between teenager and adult, as if his self-image couldn't decide which version of himself was real.
His eyes were the worst part.
Empty.
Confused.
Afraid.
Not the confident, warm gaze she remembered. Not the cold calculation of the Winter Soldier either. Just... Lost. A consciousness adrift in its own mind, unsure of what it was or why it existed.
He stared at them as they approached, and there was no recognition in his expression.
No spark of awareness.
Just blank confusion.
"Careful.", J'onn warned, "This is likely a fragment of his consciousness, not his complete self. Approach slowly. Don't overwhelm him with too much information at once."
Zatanna stepped forward, keeping her movements slow, non-threatening.
She tried to smile, tried to project warmth and safety despite the horror of seeing Dick like this—reduced to a ghost who didn't know his own name.
"Hi.", she said softly, speaking with her mental voice rather than trying to form words, "My name is Zatanna. I'm a friend. We've come to help you."
The Dick-fragment tilted his head slightly, processing her words with the careful attention of someone trying to understand a foreign language.
When he spoke, his mental voice was small, uncertain, nothing like the confident tone she remembered.
"Friend? I don't... I don't know you."
His translucent form flickered, becoming even less substantial.
"Where am I? Why is everything... Empty? Why can't I remember..."
He trailed off, his hands moving to his head as if trying to physically grasp thoughts that kept slipping away.
M'gann moved closer, her empathic abilities radiating gentle reassurance.
"You're safe.", she projected, her telepathic presence carrying maternal warmth, "You're in your own mind, and we're here to help you find yourself again. Can you tell us what you do remember? Anything at all?"
The Dick-fragment's eyes squeezed shut, his expression pained.
"I remember... Darkness. Cold. Pain. Someone screaming—was that me? I think that was me. And then... Nothing. Just this. Just empty. Just alone."
His eyes opened again, and they were filled with desperate confusion.
"Who am I? Why don't I know who I am?"
Batman stepped forward, and Zatanna saw his mental form solidify further—Bruce Wayne making a conscious choice to appear as a father rather than the Dark Knight.
"Your name is Richard John Grayson.", he said, his mental voice carrying absolute certainty, "You're my son. You were taken from us four years ago. You were hurt, changed, made into something you're not. But you're still in there. Still fighting. And we're going to help you remember."
The Dick-fragment stared at Batman—at Bruce—with an expression that cycled rapidly through confusion, hope, fear, and something that might have been recognition buried so deep it could barely surface.
"Son?", he whispered, "I... I think I remember... A man in a cape? Dark. Strong. Safe. Was that... You?"
"Yes.", Bruce's mental voice cracked slightly, "That was me. I'm here now. We're all here for you."
The Dick-fragment took a hesitant step forward, reaching out as if to touch Bruce's form—
The mist exploded.
Not outward.
Inward.
Condensing, darkening, becoming something solid and malevolent.
The temperature—if temperature even existed in this space—plummeted.
And through the suddenly-opaque fog, footsteps echoed.
Measured. Mechanical. Inexorable.
"No.", M'gann's mental presence flared with alarm, "Something's coming. Something hostile. Everyone defensive positions!"
The four of them formed a protective circle around the Dick-fragment, who'd frozen in place, his translucent form flickering with terror he couldn't articulate.
The footsteps grew closer.
And then, a voice.
Not spoken aloud—there were no mouths, no vocal cords in this space of pure thought.
But a voice nonetheless.
Deep.
Cold.
Mechanical.
Neither Dick's warm tone nor entirely inhuman.
Something between.
Something that existed in the space where conditioning met consciousness.
And it had that god-forsaken, wretched Russian accent.
"REMAIN CALM."
The words resonated through the entire mindscape, making the mist vibrate with their weight.
J'onn's mental presence radiated warning.
"Brace yourselves. The Winter Soldier programming is manifesting."
"THE PROGRAMMING ENDURES."
The mist began to clear, not dissipating but organizing itself, creating a space—a clearing in the psychological fog where something could take form.
"THE WINTER SOLDIER LIVES."
Zatanna felt her magical defenses flare instinctively, purple-white energy crackling around her mental form as the presence grew closer, more defined, more real.
"THE SHADOWS SHALL ENDURE."
Batman's mental form solidified completely, Bruce Wayne disappearing entirely as the Dark Knight prepared for combat in a battlefield more treacherous than any Gotham alley.
"THERE IS MUCH TO BE DONE."
And then, he appeared.
Stepping through the mist like death given form.
The Winter Soldier.
But not as they'd seen him in physical reality—not masked, not hidden, not anonymous.
Here, in the mindscape where psychological truth was the only truth, he was completely exposed.
His face was Dick Grayson's face.
Exactly Dick's features—the strong jawline, the high cheekbones, the dark hair falling across his forehead.
But the expression was… Wrong.
The eyes were cold, empty, carrying no warmth, no recognition, no humanity.
They were Dick's blue eyes drained of everything that made them his.
The rest of him was pure Winter Soldier.
The tactical combat gear, black and utilitarian, designed for efficiency rather than intimidation.
The metal arm gleaming dully in the gray light, its plates and servos rendered in perfect detail because this was how Dick's mind perceived the violation that had been done to his body.
The weapons—pistol holstered at his hip, combat knife strapped to his thigh, other tools of murder arrayed with systematic precision.
He stood before them, perfectly balanced, utterly still except for his eyes tracking their positions with mechanical precision.
And his face—Dick's face—showed absolutely nothing.
No anger.
No pain.
No conflict.
Just cold assessment.
The Winter Soldier tilted his head slightly, studying them with the same analytical gaze they'd seen him use a hundred times in combat. Calculating threat levels. Determining optimal engagement patterns. Deciding how best to neutralize them.
Behind Zatanna, the Dick-fragment made a sound—a small, terrified whimper.
"What... What is that? Why does it have my face?"
The Winter Soldier's empty eyes focused on the fragment.
Then, with mechanical precision, he shifted into a combat stance.
Feet shoulder-width apart. Weight balanced. Hands ready. Every line of his body announcing one simple message:
He was going to fight.
And he was going to win.
Zatanna felt her magic surge, purple-white energy blazing brighter as rage and desperation warred in her consciousness.
"That's not you.", she projected to the fragment, her mental voice hard, "That's what they tried to turn you into. That's the weapon they built from your pain. But it's not who you are. Do you understand? That thing isn't you."
The Winter Soldier said nothing.
Didn't need to.
His stance said everything.
J'onn's mental presence expanded, becoming more substantial, more present.
"This is the conditioning given form. The programming manifested as a psychological construct designed to suppress and replace Richard's original personality. In physical reality, they coexist as competing impulses. But here? In the mindscape? They're separate entities. And only one can control this consciousness."
"Then we make sure it's the right one.", Batman's mental voice was absolute.
The Winter Soldier's lips curled into something that might have been a smile on anyone else.
On his empty face, it just looked mechanical.
A programmed response to detected threat.
And then, without warning, without hesitation, without any sign of transition between stillness and motion—
He attacked.
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The Winter Soldier moved with the same terrifying efficiency in the mindscape as he did in physical reality.
Perhaps more so, because here there were no physical limitations, no need to account for gravity or momentum or the structural integrity of bone and muscle.
Here, he was pure combat algorithm given form, every technique and counter-technique that four years of Shadows conditioning had drilled into Dick Grayson's subconscious.
His metal fist drove toward J'onn's chest with surgical precision.
The Martian Manhunter phased, his mental form becoming intangible as the strike passed through him—
But the Winter Soldier had anticipated that.
His momentum didn't carry him forward into vulnerability. Instead, he twisted mid-strike, his human hand already moving to intercept M'gann who'd been positioning for a telepathic assault from his blind spot.
His fingers found her throat—or rather, the mindscape equivalent of a throat, the vulnerable center of her projected consciousness—and squeezed.
M'gann gasped, her mental form flickering as the Winter Soldier's grip disrupted her telepathic coherence. Not killing—you couldn't kill in a mindscape—but fragmenting, forcing her consciousness to scatter, to lose cohesion, to stop being a unified threat.
"M'gann!"
Conner's voice echoed through the connection, distant and distorted, originating from the medical bay where their physical bodies lay. The emotional link between them transcended the boundaries of the mindscape, and M'gann's distress triggered his protective instincts even though he couldn't actually help.
J'onn solidified immediately, his red eyes blazing as Martian telepathic constructs materialized around him—geometric patterns of pure psychic force that existed as both shield and weapon.
"Release her!"
The constructs lashed out like whips, wrapping around the Winter Soldier's arms, his torso, attempting to bind him, to pull him away from M'gann—
He didn't fight against them.
He used them.
The Winter Soldier pivoted, using J'onn's own telepathic force as leverage, and threw M'gann directly at her uncle. The two Martians collided in a tangle of consciousness and psychic energy, their mental forms disrupting each other as they tried to separate without causing mutual damage.
Batman was already moving, his cape billowing in wind that didn't exist as he closed the distance with brutal efficiency.
In the mindscape, Bruce Wayne wasn't limited by his aging body or his cracked ribs or his damaged knee. Here, he was Batman at his absolute peak—every technique he'd ever mastered, every strategy he'd ever developed, all available without physical limitation.
His strike was perfect.
Textbook.
Flawless execution.
Aimed at the nerve cluster below the Winter Soldier's left ear, a pressure point that would disable even enhanced opponents if struck correctly—
The Winter Soldier blocked it.
Not just blocked it.
Predicted it.
Because of course he had. Because that technique was one Batman had taught Dick Grayson when he was twelve years old, had drilled into him through thousands of training sessions, until it became muscle memory so deep it transcended conscious thought.
And the Winter Soldier had access to all of Dick's training, all his skills, without the emotional attachment or moral restraint that made Dick hesitate.
His metal arm moved in a blur, deflecting Batman's strike and immediately countering with a combination that was pure Bruce Wayne—the exact sequence Batman himself would use against an opponent his size and weight distribution.
Batman blocked the first two strikes, but the third caught him in the solar plexus, and even in the mindscape the psychological impact was devastating. His mental form staggered, consciousness fragmenting at the edges as pain that was more memory than sensation rippled through his projected self.
The Winter Soldier pressed his advantage, his human hand finding the exact same pressure point on Batman's neck that Batman had tried to use on him.
"No!"
Zatanna's scream tore through the mindscape as purple-white magic exploded from her hands in a torrent of raw will.
This wasn't physical force—couldn't be, in a space where physics didn't exist. This was pure intention, the fundamental magical principle that reality could be rewritten if you believed hard enough, wanted desperately enough, refused to accept the rules that said something was impossible.
"WOLB KCAB!"
The magic slammed into the Winter Soldier like a tsunami of backwards-spoken will, lifting him off his feet and hurling him away from Batman's vulnerable form.
He twisted in mid-air, landed in a combat crouch, and was already rising to attack again before Zatanna could complete her follow-up incantation—
J'onn's telepathic constructs wrapped around him from behind, dozens of geometric patterns forming a cage of pure psychic force.
"M'gann! Reinforcement!"
M'gann, recovered from being thrown, added her own telepathic power to her uncle's, the two Martians working in perfect synchronization to create a prison of layered consciousness that should have been inescapable.
The Winter Soldier stood within the cage, motionless, his empty eyes surveying the barriers with mechanical analysis.
Then he spoke.
Not with Dick's voice.
With that same cold, mechanical tone and accursed accent that had announced his presence.
"Insufficient."
His metal arm moved.
Not punching, not striking—just touching one of the geometric patterns that formed the cage's structure.
And the entire construct shattered.
Not because of physical force. Because he'd identified the fundamental flaw in its construction, the single point of psychological weakness in J'onn's telepathic architecture, and exploited it with the precision of someone who'd been specifically programmed to counter Martian mental techniques.
The backlash hit both Martians simultaneously, their mental forms flickering as their carefully constructed prison turned into psychic feedback that tore through their consciousness.
Batman was back on his feet, cape swirling as he positioned himself between the Winter Soldier and the two Martians who were struggling to maintain coherence.
"Dick.", he said, his mental voice carrying command and desperation in equal measure, "I know you're in there. I know some part of you is watching this, aware of what's happening. Fight him. Fight the programming. You're stronger than this."
The Winter Soldier's head tilted slightly.
An almost curious gesture.
Then he lunged, and Batman barely managed to deflect the strike that would have—metaphorically—torn his consciousness apart.
They fought in the gray nothing, two masters of combat with identical training, identical techniques, identical understanding of how to disable an opponent efficiently.
But Batman was holding back.
Not consciously.
Not deliberately.
But some part of him couldn't fully commit to fighting his son, even when his son was trying to destroy his mind.
Some fragment of Bruce Wayne kept interfering with Batman's tactical calculations, making him pull strikes that should have been lethal, hesitate in openings that the Winter Soldier exploited mercilessly.
The Winter Soldier had no such limitations.
Every strike was optimal.
Every counter was perfect.
Every transition was textbook execution of techniques Batman himself had created.
It was like fighting a mirror that corrected all your flaws and punished all your weaknesses.
Batman went down, his mental form fragmenting at the edges as the Winter Soldier's systematic assault overwhelmed his defenses.
Zatanna screamed again, magic blazing brighter as she threw everything she had at the Winter Soldier—
"EZEERF! POTS! DNA EM OT NETSIL!"
Binding spells. Paralysis hexes. Reality-warping commands that should have rewritten the rules of this psychological space—
The Winter Soldier walked through them all.
Not resisting. Not countering.
Just... Moving forward.
As if Zatanna's magic, her desperate will, her love and rage and determination—all of it was just weather. Just environmental conditions to be noted and adapted to but not truly acknowledged as threat.
"Why won't you STOP?!", Zatanna's mental voice cracked with desperation.
The Winter Soldier reached her, his empty blue eyes—Dick's eyes—staring into hers without recognition, without humanity, without anything except cold assessment.
His human hand rose.
Not to strike. Not to kill—killing wasn't possible here.
But to do something worse.
To erase.
To fragment her consciousness so thoroughly that Zatanna Zatara would cease to exist as a coherent entity, scattered across the mindscape like broken glass that could never be reassembled.
His fingers were inches from her face when J'onn's voice cut through the chaos.
"Richard! STOP!"
The Martian Manhunter had pulled himself together through sheer centuries of discipline, his mental form solid again, his telepathic presence carrying weight that transcended individual will.
"Look at what you're doing! Look at the people you're trying to destroy! These are your friends! Your family! The people who love you! This isn't you! This is programming! This is conditioning! This is everything the Shadows tried to make you become!"
The Winter Soldier's hand stopped.
Not lowering.
Not retreating.
Just... stopped.
His empty eyes remained fixed on Zatanna's face, but something flickered behind them.
Not emotion—not quite. But something. A glitch in the programming. A microsecond of uncertainty.
J'onn pressed his advantage, his telepathic voice resonating through the entire mindscape.
"You are Richard John Grayson. You were born to John and Mary Grayson, performers who died when you were eight years old. You were taken in by Bruce Wayne, trained to be his partner, his son. You became Robin, then Nightwing. You led the Team. You saved countless lives. You made people laugh when they wanted to cry. You gave hope to those who had none. THAT is who you are! Not this! Not a weapon! Not a tool! Not a shadow!"
The Winter Soldier's hand trembled slightly.
His mouth opened, and for the first time, his voice carried something besides mechanical precision.
"I... don't..."
Behind him, unnoticed by everyone in their desperate focus on the Winter Soldier, the Dick-fragment had been watching everything.
The ghost-like form that represented the shattered remnants of Dick Grayson's original personality had witnessed the entire battle, had seen the Winter Soldier systematically destroy everyone who'd come to help, had heard J'onn's declaration of who he was supposed to be.
And something in that broken consciousness began to stir.
Not understanding, not yet.
But recognition.
A sense that the words J'onn spoke resonated with something deep within, something the emptiness had tried to destroy but hadn't quite succeeded.
"That's... Me?", the fragment whispered, his translucent form solidifying slightly, becoming more present, more real, "Richard Grayson. That's my name. I'm... I'm Richard Grayson."
The Winter Soldier's head snapped around, his empty eyes focusing on the fragment with laser intensity.
Target identified: Primary threat to operational integrity.
Assessment: Must be eliminated.
He moved away from Zatanna, his attention completely redirected, his combat programming identifying the Dick-fragment as the true danger—the consciousness that could potentially challenge his control over this mindscape.
"No!", Batman's mental form lunged forward despite his damaged state, trying to intercept, "Dick, run! Get away from him!"
The Dick-fragment didn't run.
Couldn't run.
This was his mind.
There was nowhere to run to.
He just stood there, translucent and terrified, as the Winter Soldier approached with mechanical inevitability.
M'gann tried to create barriers, telepathic walls between the Winter Soldier and the fragment, but her consciousness was too damaged, too scattered to form coherent constructs.
Zatanna's magic flared desperately, trying to bind, to freeze, to do anything that would stop the Winter Soldier from reaching the fragile remnant of Dick's original personality—
But nothing worked.
Nothing could work.
Because this was Dick Grayson's mind, and the Winter Soldier was the dominant personality, the stronger construct, the will that currently controlled this psychological space.
He reached the fragment.
His metal hand rose.
The Dick-fragment looked up at his own face, cold and empty and mechanical, and something in his expression shifted from terror to something more complex.
Not acceptance.
Not surrender.
But... Recognition.
"You're me.", the fragment whispered, "You're what they made me. What they turned me into. You're... You're the part that survived."
The Winter Soldier's hand didn't lower, but his empty eyes showed that same microsecond of uncertainty again.
"You did what you had to do.", the fragment continued, his voice growing stronger, more solid as he spoke, "You kept us alive. You followed orders because not following orders meant more pain than we could survive. You became what they wanted because being Richard Grayson meant being destroyed. You... You saved us. In the only way you could."
The Winter Soldier's hand began to lower, slowly, mechanically.
His empty eyes met the fragment's terrified gaze.
"But we can't be you forever.", the fragment said, and now his form was solidifying further, becoming less ghostly, more present, "Because you're not really me. You're what they built from my pain. You're strong and efficient and you don't feel anything because feeling hurts too much. But I can't live that way. I can't exist as just... programming and mission parameters and cold calculation."
The fragment's translucent hand reached up, not to defend himself, but to touch the Winter Soldier's face—to touch his own face, cold and empty and wrong.
"I need to remember. I need to know who I was. And you need to... You need to let me."
For a heartbeat that lasted forever, the Winter Soldier stood motionless, his hand halfway between striking and lowering, his empty eyes staring into the fragment's frightened but determined gaze.
Then, his voice emerged again.
Not mechanical, not cold.
But not warm either.
Something between. Something that existed in the space where programming met genuine consciousness.
"Remembering... Hurts."
"I know.", the fragment whispered, "But forgetting hurts worse."
The mist around them began to shift, to darken, to become something denser and more threatening.
Zatanna felt it before she saw it—a presence approaching, something vast and malevolent that existed in the deepest layers of Dick's conditioning.
"Something's wrong.", she projected, her magical senses screaming warnings, "J'onn, we need to—"
The mindscape erupted.
Not outward.
Not in explosion or violence.
But inward—collapsing, compressing, reality folding in on itself as the deepest layer of the Winter Soldier's programming activated.
Because the fragment's words had triggered something.
A failsafe.
A final contingency built into the conditioning for exactly this scenario—the scenario where Dick Grayson's original personality began to resurface and challenge the Winter Soldier's control.
The mist became solid.
Became walls.
Became a room.
And suddenly, they weren't in the formless void anymore.
They were somewhere specific.
Somewhere terrible.
The room materialized around them with horrifying detail—concrete walls, bare and cold.
A metal chair bolted to the floor in the center.
Electrodes hanging from the ceiling like mechanical snakes.
Dried bloodstains on the floor that nobody had bothered to clean.
The torture chamber.
The place where Dick Grayson had been broken.
Where the Winter Soldier had been born.
And standing in the doorway, emerging from shadows that shouldn't exist in a mindscape, was a figure that made everyone freeze.
Not the Winter Soldier.
Someone else.
Someone whose presence here meant the conditioning went deeper than any of them had realized.
"Well, well.", the figure said, his voice carrying across the psychological space with terrible familiarity, "I was wondering when you'd make it this far. Welcome to the deepest layer, Detective. I hope you're prepared for what you'll find here."
Ra's al Ghul stepped into the torture chamber, smiling.
And behind him, the shadows began to move.
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The appearance of Ra's al Ghul in Dick's mindscape shouldn't have been possible.
J'onn's centuries of telepathic experience told him this immediately—external consciousnesses couldn't manifest in another person's mind unless they were actively present in the telepathic link. Ra's was thousands of miles away in Nanda Parbat, completely disconnected from this procedure.
Which meant this wasn't Ra's al Ghul.
This was something worse.
"It's a construct.", J'onn projected urgently to the others, "A psychological imprint left by the conditioning. The Shadows embedded their methodology so deeply into Richard's psyche that it's become self-sustaining—a program that can defend itself even without external input."
The Ra's-construct smiled, and the expression was perfect—the same aristocratic amusement, the same condescending warmth that suggested he found their efforts charming in their futility.
"Construct. Program. Imprint.", the false Ra's said, his voice carrying harmonics that made the torture chamber's walls vibrate, "Such clinical terms for something so much more elegant. I am not merely an echo or a recording, Martian. I am the voice of inevitability. The truth that Richard Grayson has been running from since the moment he woke up in this chair four years ago."
He gestured at the metal chair with its hanging electrodes, and the Dick-fragment flinched violently, his translucent form flickering with terror that transcended conscious thought.
"No.", the fragment whispered, backing away from the chair, from the construct, from the memories threatening to surface, "No, I don't want to remember this. I don't want to—"
"But you must.", the Ra's-construct interrupted, his tone shifting to something almost gentle, almost paternal, "Because this is where you were born, my boy. Not in that circus. Not in Wayne Manor. Here. In this room. Where everything Richard Grayson was had to die so the Winter Soldier could live."
Batman's mental form solidified completely, Bruce Wayne disappearing entirely as he stepped between the construct and the fragment.
"You're not real. You're just programming wearing Ra's face to intimidate and control. And it won't work."
"Won't it?", the construct tilted his head, "Then why is your son cowering? Why is the great Nightwing reduced to a terrified ghost, unable to remember his own name? Because deep down, in the place where truth lives, he knows I'm right. He knows that Richard Grayson died in this chair, and what walks around wearing his face is just a weapon pretending to be a person."
The Winter Soldier, who'd been standing motionless during the construct's manifestation, finally moved.
Not to attack.
To position himself beside the Ra's-construct, as if drawn by gravitational pull, by programming that ran deeper than conscious choice.
“The Programming Endures.”
His empty eyes stared at Batman, at the Martians, at Zatanna, and his mechanical voice emerged again.
"The Winter Soldier Lives."
Zatanna felt her magic flare desperately as she watched Dick's consciousness literally split before her eyes—the terrified fragment backing away from the torture chamber, the Winter Soldier standing ready to defend it, and the construct orchestrating everything like a puppetmaster controlling strings.
"This is wrong.", she projected, her mental voice carrying fury that transcended fear, "You're trying to convince Dick that he's nothing but what you made him. That four years of torture defines him more than twenty-five years of being a hero, a friend, a son. But that's a lie. That's the biggest lie the Shadows ever told."
The Ra's-construct's smile widened.
"Is it? Then tell me, dear Zatanna—if Richard Grayson truly still exists, why did he never escape? Why did he never break free of the conditioning and return to you? Four years. Fourteen hundred sixty days. Thirty-five thousand forty hours. Surely, if the great Nightwing's will was as strong as you believe, he would have found a way. One moment of resistance. One slip in the programming. One chance to send a signal, leave a clue, do anything to indicate he was still fighting."
The construct's voice dropped lower, more intimate, more cruel.
"But he didn't. Because by the time we finished with him, there was nothing left to fight back. The conditioning didn't suppress Richard Grayson—it erased him. And what you're looking at now?"
He gestured at the fragment, translucent and terrified and barely holding coherence.
"That's not a person. That's an echo. A ghost. A memory of someone who used to exist. And memories don't get to decide who controls this body. Only the Winter Soldier does."
The fragment made a sound—a broken, desperate noise that might have been a sob if it could translate to this psychological space.
"He's right. I'm not... I can't be... I don't even know who I am. How can I fight for control when I don't remember what I'm supposed to be controlling?"
"Then we help you remember.", M'gann said, her telepathic presence radiating determination despite her damaged state. She moved closer to the fragment, her empathic abilities reaching out with gentle insistence, "That's why we're here. Not to fight for you, but to remind you of what you're fighting for."
She extended her hand toward the fragment's translucent form.
"I'm M'gann M'orzz. Miss Martian. We met when I first came to Earth, terrified and alone, pretending to be something I wasn't because I was ashamed of what I was. You welcomed me. You told me that I got to choose who I wanted to be, that my biology didn't define me. You gave me hope when I had none."
The fragment's form flickered, solidifying slightly as M'gann's words resonated with something deep in the fractured consciousness.
"I... I remember green. Green skin. And someone crying. And I said... I said something about choice?"
"Yes.", M'gann's mental voice carried gentle encouragement, "You said I could choose. And now you have to make the same choice. You have to decide whether you're going to let the Shadows' programming define you, or whether you're going to reclaim who you were before they took you."
The Ra's-construct laughed, the sound echoing through the torture chamber with terrible familiarity.
"Touching. But ultimately futile. You cannot rebuild a shattered vase by simply remembering what it looked like. The pieces are too broken, too scattered, too contaminated by what was done to them. Richard Grayson cannot be recovered because Richard Grayson no longer exists in any meaningful way."
J'onn stepped forward, his red eyes blazing with intensity that transcended his usual calm.
"That is where you are wrong. M’gann has been inside Richard's mind three times before this. In Berlin. In Moscow. In Singapore. Each time, she encountered the void you've created—this emptiness designed to convince everyone, including Richard himself, that nothing remains. But we Martians. We perceive consciousness in ways human minds cannot comprehend. And I tell you now with absolute certainty—"
His telepathic presence expanded, filling the torture chamber with Martian authority that made even the construct pause.
"Richard Grayson is not gone. He is suppressed. He is buried. He is fragmented and damaged and traumatized beyond what most beings could survive. But he is PRESENT. And presence, no matter how diminished, can be rebuilt. Consciousness, no matter how scattered, can be reintegrated. The question is not whether he exists—the question is whether he has the strength to reclaim himself."
The fragment stared at J'onn, his translucent form trembling.
"But I don't know how. I don't know who I'm supposed to be. How can I reclaim something I can't even remember?"
Batman moved closer to the fragment, his mental presence carrying weight that transcended any single memory.
"Then start with what you do remember. Even fragments. Even echoes. Start with the feeling of being safe. Of being loved. Of mattering to someone."
Bruce's voice shifted, becoming less Batman and more father.
"Start with remembering that you had a family. That you were my son—my first son—and I loved you more than I could ever articulate. That losing you broke something in me that four years couldn't heal. That finding you again, even like this, even broken and lost, is the only thing that's mattered to me since Siberia."
The fragment's eyes—Dick's eyes, terrified and confused—met Bruce's gaze.
"Father?", he whispered, and the word carried so much uncertainty, so much desperate hope.
The Ra's-construct moved to intervene, to disrupt the connection, but Zatanna was faster.
Her magic blazed purple-white as she created a barrier—not physical, but conceptual. A wall of pure will that said no, you don't get to interfere with this moment, you don't get to corrupt this connection, you don't get to win.
"A DLEIHS MORF LIVE!"
The barrier solidified, translucent but present, separating the construct and the Winter Soldier from the others.
For now.
The Ra's-construct smiled through the barrier, unbothered.
"Delaying the inevitable. How very heroic. But barriers break, Zatanna. They always do. And when this one falls, the Winter Soldier will do what he was programmed to do—eliminate all obstacles to mission completion. Including, if necessary, the fragmented remnants of his former self."
Behind the barrier, the Winter Soldier's empty eyes stared at the fragment, at his original personality cowering and confused and barely coherent.
And for the first time since manifesting in this mindscape, his accented, mechanical voice carried something besides cold precision.
"Weak.", he said, the single word carrying contempt that felt programmed, automatic, "The fragment is weak. Broken. Useless. The mission requires strength. The Winter Soldier is strength. The fragment must be eliminated."
"No.", Batman's mental voice was absolute, "The fragment is who you were before they tortured the humanity out of you. And strength isn't just about enduring pain or following orders or being an efficient killer. Real strength is choosing to feel, to care, to connect, even when it would be easier not to. Even when it hurts."
The Winter Soldier's head tilted slightly, processing this assertion against his programming.
"Feeling creates vulnerability. Connection creates weakness. The Shadows' doctrine is clear—attachments compromise operational efficiency. The Asset must remain isolated to maintain peak performance."
"That's what they told you.", M'gann said gently, "But it's not true. Your connections don't make you weak—they make you human. They give you something to fight for beyond just surviving. Beyond just following orders."
The Winter Soldier stared at her through the barrier, his empty eyes showing nothing.
But his hands—both the human one and the metal one—clenched slightly.
A microsecond of tension that suggested something in M'gann's words had resonated, had created conflict within the programming.
The Dick-fragment, still translucent but becoming more solid with each memory that surfaced, turned to look at the Winter Soldier through Zatanna's barrier.
"You're me.", he said again, his voice stronger now, "You're what I became to survive. And I don't... I don't hate you for that. You did what you had to do. You kept us alive when being Richard Grayson would have meant being destroyed completely."
The fragment's form solidified further as he spoke, as if accepting the truth of his own words gave him substance.
"But I can't let you control us forever. Because you're not living—you're just existing. Just following programming. Just completing missions. And that's... Ihat's not enough. That's not who we are. Who I am. Who I was."
He paused, his translucent hands moving to his head as memories began to surface—not gentle, not kind, but violent and overwhelming.
"I remember... I remember flying. Trapeze. My parents. Their faces. Their smiles. The crowd applauding. And then... And then falling. Them falling. The ropes snapping. The screams. And someone caught me. A man in a suit. Bruce. He caught me."
The memories were fragmenting the Dick-fragment further—or maybe they were making him more whole. It was impossible to tell which.
"And there was training. Hard training. Learning to fight. Learning to be Robin. Learning that I could choose to use my pain to help people instead of letting it destroy me. Learning that being a hero meant standing up even when you were terrified. Learning that family wasn't just blood—it was choice."
More memories cascaded through his consciousness, each one making him slightly more real, slightly less ghost-like.
"And there were friends. A team. Wally, who made everything into a joke even when the world was ending. Kaldur, who led with wisdom beyond his years. Artemis, who fought to be more than her family's legacy. Conner, who struggled with being a clone but found his own identity anyway. M'gann, who chose to be herself despite her fears."
The fragment turned to look at Zatanna, his eyes—Dick's eyes—finally focusing with something like recognition.
"And you. Zatanna. I remember... Stage magic. Top hats. Fishnets. You making reality bend with backwards words. You laughing at my terrible jokes. You kissing me after missions when we thought nobody was watching. You telling me that magic was about believing impossible things could be real if you wanted them badly enough."
Zatanna felt tears that couldn't exist in a mindscape streaming down her mental form's face.
"Yes.", she whispered, "That's me. That's us. That's who you were before they took you."
The fragment's form was almost solid now, almost real, as the memories continued flooding back.
"And Siberia. I remember Siberia. The cold. The bunker. The mission going wrong. Telling the Team to evacuate. The ceiling coming down. Pain. Darkness. And then... And then..."
His voice broke as the worst memories surfaced—the ones he'd been running from, the ones the void had been protecting him from.
"The chair. The electricity. The words spoken over and over until they became everything. The screaming—my screaming—until my voice gave out. The officer circling me, telling me I could make it stop if I just complied. Just obeyed. Just let go of who I was and became what they needed."
The torture chamber around them seemed to grow darker, more oppressive, as Dick's consciousness fully confronted what had been done to him.
"And I fought. God, I fought. For weeks. For months. I fought every word, every shock, every technique they used to break me. I thought about Bruce. About the Team. About you, Zatanna. About everyone waiting for me to come home. And I held on to that. I held on to who I was with everything I had."
His form flickered violently, the memories threatening to fragment him completely.
"But it wasn't enough. Nothing was enough. They were too patient, too systematic, too willing to take as long as necessary to break me. And eventually... Eventually I couldn't fight anymore. Eventually the pain was too much. Eventually I just... Let go. I let Richard Grayson die so the pain would stop. And the Winter Soldier was born from what was left."
The Ra's-construct's voice cut through the moment, carrying satisfaction.
"There it is. The truth he's been running from. Richard Grayson didn't survive—he surrendered. He chose to become the Winter Soldier rather than endure more suffering. Which means the personality you're trying to restore? It died by its own choice. Suicide by compliance."
"No."
Batman's mental voice carried absolute conviction.
"That's not what happened. Dick didn't choose to become the Winter Soldier. He was systematically destroyed and rebuilt against his will. Survival isn't surrender—it's the most fundamental expression of human resilience. He endured four years of torture that would have broken anyone. The fact that he's here now, that any fragment of him remains, is proof of his strength, not his weakness."
Bruce moved closer to the fragment—to his son—his mental presence radiating paternal certainty.
"You survived, Dick. In the only way you could. And survival meant letting them think they'd won. Letting them believe Richard Grayson was gone so they'd stop trying to destroy what was left. But you never fully surrendered. Some part of you—this part, this fragment we're talking to now—you stayed. You endured. You waited. And now we're here to help you take yourself back."
The fragment—Dick—stared at Bruce with eyes that were becoming clearer, more focused, more present.
"But I'm broken. I'm scattered. I don't know how to be whole again. I don't know how to fight him."
He gestured at the Winter Soldier, still standing behind Zatanna's barrier, still watching with empty eyes, still waiting with mechanical patience for the barrier to fall so he could complete his programmed objective.
"He's everything I couldn't be. Strong. Efficient. Unflinching. He survived by becoming exactly what they wanted. And I..."
Dick's voice dropped to a whisper.
"I don't know if I can be strong enough to take control back. I don't know if I deserve to."
J'onn's telepathic presence expanded, surrounding Dick's fragmenting consciousness with Martian stability.
"Strength is not about being unbreakable. Strength is about breaking and choosing to heal. About fragmenting and choosing to reintegrate. About losing yourself and choosing to be found again. You do not need to be perfect to deserve control of your own mind. You only need to be willing to fight for it."
M'gann added her voice, her empathic presence radiating gentle encouragement.
"And you don't have to fight alone. We're here. All of us. Ready to help you remember who you are, what you care about, why your life matters beyond just missions and programming."
Zatanna's magic pulsed against the barrier she was maintaining, purple-white energy crackling with determination.
"I love you.", she said, her mental voice carrying four years of accumulated grief and desperate hope, "I never got to tell you that before Siberia. We danced around it, both too scared to say the words. But I'm saying them now. I love you, Dick Grayson. Not the Winter Soldier. Not the weapon they made. You. The person who made terrible puns and smiled when the world was ending and believed impossible things could be real if you tried hard enough."
She met his eyes—eyes that were becoming more Dick's and less fragment's with every passing moment.
"And if you're broken, then we'll help you heal. If you're scattered, then we'll help you reintegrate. If you're lost, then we'll help you find yourself. But you have to choose it. You have to decide that being Richard Grayson—flawed and damaged and traumatized but real—is better than being the Winter Soldier's perfect efficiency."
Dick's form had solidified completely now.
No longer translucent.
No longer ghostly.
Just... Him.
Richard Grayson, standing in a torture chamber in his own mind, confronting the deepest layers of his trauma while his family and friends held space for him to make an impossible choice.
He looked at each of them in turn—Bruce, J'onn, M'gann, Zatanna. Then his gaze moved to the barrier, to the Winter Soldier waiting behind it with empty eyes and mechanical patience.
"I don't know if I can beat him.", Dick said quietly, "He's everything the Shadows programmed into me. Four years of conditioning and training and torture. He's designed to be stronger, faster, more efficient than anything Richard Grayson could be."
He paused.
"But I know I can't let him win. Because if he wins, if he maintains control, then I'll spend the rest of my life as a weapon. Killing on command. Destroying what I love. Being everything I swore I'd never become."
Dick's hands clenched into fists—real fists, solid and present in this psychological space.
"So I guess I don't have a choice. I have to fight him. I have to take my life back. Even if it's broken. Even if I'm never the same as I was before Siberia. Even if..."
His voice cracked.
"Even if I have to live with the memories of everyone I killed while he was in control."
Batman's mental presence radiated approval, pride, love that he could never quite articulate in physical reality.
"Then we'll help you fight. All of us. Together."
"No."
Dick's voice was certain, final.
"This has to be me. Just me. This is my mind. My consciousness. My choice. If I can't defeat the Winter Soldier on my own, if I can't reclaim control without help, then I'll never truly be free. I'll always wonder if I'm really Dick Grayson or just a collective effort at resurrection."
He turned to face the barrier, to face the Winter Soldier beyond it.
"But I need you to do something for me. When Zatanna drops the barrier—when I ask her to drop it—I need you all to step back. Don't interfere. Don't try to help. Just... Let me face him. Let me prove that Richard Grayson is stronger than the programming that tried to erase him."
"Dick, that's suicide.", Zatanna's mental voice carried panic, "He's beaten all of us. What makes you think you can—"
"Because I have something he doesn't.", Dick interrupted, and his voice carried conviction that transcended logic, "I have a reason to win that's stronger than programming. Stronger than conditioning. Stronger than four years of systematic psychological destruction."
He looked at Zatanna, at Bruce, at the Martians.
"I have you. All of you. I have the memory of what it felt like to be loved, to matter, to have a life worth fighting for. And he has... Nothing. Just mission parameters and operational efficiency and the endless void of compliance."
Dick's form blazed brighter, becoming almost luminous as his consciousness fully integrated, fully accepted itself.
"So yes, maybe he's stronger in raw combat ability. Maybe he's more efficient and more lethal and better programmed. But I'm real. I'm a person with connections and memories and reasons to exist beyond just following orders. And that makes me stronger where it matters."
He turned back to the barrier.
"Zatanna. Drop it. Please."
Zatanna's magic flickered with hesitation, with fear, with desperate denial.
"Dick, I just got you back. I can't—I can't watch you—"
"I know.", Dick's mental voice was gentle, "But you have to. Because this is the only way I really come back. Not as a fragment held together by your magic or J'onn's telepathy or Bruce's determination. But as myself. Whole. Or as whole as I can be after everything."
He met her eyes—really met them, with Dick Grayson's focus and warmth—and smiled slightly.
"Trust me. Please. One last time."
One last time.
Whether his choice of words were deliberate or not, they all knew.
Zatanna's magic trembled, purple-white energy flickering as her will warred with her fear.
Then, slowly, reluctantly, the barrier began to fade.
And the Winter Soldier stepped forward, his empty eyes fixed on Dick Grayson with mechanical precision, his hands already shifting into combat stance.
This was it.
They stood there.
Not in Berlin.
Not in Gotham.
Not in Moscow.
Not in Belle Reve.
Not in Singapore.
Not in Mount Justice.
Not in New York.
But here, in the deepest layer of Dick Grayson's fractured consciousness.
Where only one personality would emerge victorious.
Where either Richard Grayson would reclaim his life, or the Winter Soldier would cement his control forever.
The clock was well past midnight now.
The barrier dissolved completely.
And Dick Grayson faced himself—faced the weapon he'd been made into—with nothing but his own will to sustain him.
Dawn would be coming soon.
The only question was, when dawn would come.
Who would emerge from the rubble?
Would it be Richard Grayson?
Or the Winter Soldier?
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The moment the barrier dissolved, the Winter Soldier moved.
Not with rage or hatred or any emotion that might signal vulnerability.
Just cold, mechanical efficiency—the same way he'd moved in Berlin, Gotham, Moscow, Singapore, New York. The same way he'd moved when he'd beaten the entire Team, fought Batman to a standstill, and walked through Zatanna's reality-warping magic like it was weather.
His metal fist drove toward Dick's face with surgical precision, aimed at the temple, calculated to fragment consciousness and end this confrontation before it truly began.
Dick didn't try to block it.
He remembered it.
Every technique. Every counter. Every transition.
Because this was his body's muscle memory, his training, his skills—everything Bruce had taught him, everything the League of Shadows had refined, everything four years of systematic programming had perfected.
He knew exactly how the Winter Soldier would attack because the Winter Soldier was him.
Dick shifted his weight fractionally, the strike passing millimeters from his face, close enough that he felt the displacement of air that didn't exist in this psychological space. His counter was pure instinct—a palm strike aimed at the Winter Soldier's solar plexus, the same technique Bruce had drilled into him when he was twelve.
The Winter Soldier blocked it with his human hand, his metal arm already moving to follow up with a combination that Dick recognized from his own training logs.
They fought in the torture chamber, and it was like watching someone battle their reflection in a mirror that could hit back.
Every strike Dick threw, the Winter Soldier countered.
Every defense Dick erected, the Winter Soldier breached.
They knew each other's patterns perfectly because they were the same person.
Same body, same training, same accumulated experience.
The only difference was what drove them.
Dick fought with desperation, with determination, with the accumulated weight of everyone he'd loved and lost and was trying to reclaim.
The Winter Soldier fought with nothing.
Just programming. Just efficiency. Just the cold certainty that compliance was survival and survival was all that mattered.
And in pure combat terms, nothing was winning.
"You cannot defeat me.", the Winter Soldier's accented mechanical voice cut through the mindscape as his metal fist caught Dick's ribs, the psychological impact like being struck by the memory of every hit Dick had taken in four years of missions.
"I am everything you were, refined. Perfected. Purged of weakness and hesitation. You fight with emotion. I fight with precision. The outcome is predetermined."
Dick staggered back, his form flickering slightly—not from physical damage, because bodies didn't work that way here, but from psychological impact. The Winter Soldier's words carried weight because they resonated with Dick's own fears, his own doubts about whether he could truly reclaim himself.
"Maybe.", Dick gasped, steadying himself, his consciousness solidifying through sheer force of will, "Maybe you are more efficient. More precise. More deadly. But you're also... Empty. You don't fight for anything except completing missions. You don't exist for any reason except to obey orders."
He moved back into combat range, his strikes coming faster now, more aggressive.
"And I can't live that way. I won't live that way. Even if it means being weaker, being slower, being less perfect—I'd rather be a flawed person than a perfect weapon."
The Winter Soldier's response was a combination that drove Dick backward, toward the metal chair with its hanging electrodes.
"Sentiment creates vulnerability.", the Soldier’s voice intoned, "The Asset discovered this truth in this chamber. Attachment causes pain. Connection enables exploitation. The Winter Soldier exists without these weaknesses. The Winter Soldier endures."
Dick's back hit the chair, and suddenly he was flooded with memories he'd been running from—memories of being strapped to this exact chair, electrodes attached to his skin, voltage tearing through his nervous system while words were spoken in Russian, over and over, until the words became everything.
The words echoing in the room around them.
“Желание.” (Longing)
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
“Печь“ (Furnace)
“Девять“ (Nine)
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
“Один.” (One)
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
The memories threatened to fragment him, to scatter his consciousness back into the ghost he'd been before.
But then, another memory surfaced.
Not of torture.
Of something else.
Bruce, catching him the night his parents died. Strong arms around a terrified eight-year-old, a deep voice saying "I've got you. You're safe now."
Wally, laughing at one of Dick's terrible puns during a stakeout, the sound cutting through the darkness and making everything feel less impossible.
Kaldur, standing beside him after a mission gone wrong, saying "We lead together, my friend. Your burden is mine, as mine is yours."
M'gann, thanking him for teaching her that she could choose who she wanted to be, her smile carrying gratitude that transcended words.
Artemis, training with him in the Cave, telling him that he'd given her a chance when no one else would, that he'd believed in her when even she didn't believe in herself.
Conner, calling him brother for the first time, the word carrying weight because it was chosen, not assumed.
And Zatanna.
God, Zatanna.
Zatanna kissing him after a mission, her lips tasting like stage makeup and magic.
Zatanna laughing at his jokes even when they weren't funny. Zatanna holding his hand during movie nights, her thumb tracing circles on his skin. Zatanna telling him that impossible things could be real if you believed in them hard enough.
The memories were painful—not because they were traumatic, but because they reminded him of everything he'd lost, everything the Winter Soldier's existence had cost him.
But they were also strength.
Proof that he'd been more than just a weapon. Proof that his life had mattered beyond missions and objectives. Proof that Richard Grayson was worth fighting for.
Dick pushed away from the chair, his consciousness blazing brighter as the memories integrated, became part of him rather than things he was running from.
"You're right.", he said, his voice steadier now, "Attachment does cause pain. Connection does create vulnerability. Loving people means risking losing them, means giving them power to hurt you, means accepting that you're not self-sufficient."
He moved back into combat stance, but his movements were different now—less defensive, more certain.
"But that's what makes us human. That's what separates people from weapons. We choose to care anyway. We choose to connect anyway. We choose to love anyway, knowing it might destroy us, because the alternative is being you—existing without purpose, without meaning, without any reason to wake up except to follow the next set of orders."
The Winter Soldier attacked again, his combination perfect, his execution flawless.
But Dick didn't just defend this time.
He remembered.
Every person who'd ever cared about him.
Every moment that had made his life worth living.
Every reason he had to reclaim himself from the programming that had tried to erase him.
And as he remembered, his consciousness grew stronger.
Not more efficient. Not more deadly.
But more real.
More present.
More undeniably Dick Grayson.
Bruce watched from the sidelines, his mental form trembling with the effort of not interfering, of trusting his son to fight this battle alone despite every instinct screaming at him to help.
"Come on, Dick.", he thought, not projecting it, just internal monologue, "Come on. You can do this. You're stronger than the programming. You always have been."
Zatanna's magic crackled around her clenched fists, purple-white energy barely contained as she watched the two Dicks—one empty, one whole—battle for control of a single consciousness.
"Please.", she whispered, tears streaming down her mental form's face, "Please win. Please come back. Please be you again."
The Martians maintained their telepathic presence, ready to stabilize Dick's consciousness if the battle caused catastrophic fragmentation, but otherwise holding back as Dick had requested.
This was his fight.
His choice.
His chance to prove that Richard Grayson could defeat what the Shadows had tried to make him.
The fight intensified.
Dick and the Winter Soldier moved through the torture chamber in a blur of strikes and counters, each one knowing exactly how the other would respond because they were the same person, split by trauma and conditioning.
But something was changing.
Dick's strikes were becoming more confident, more certain, while the Winter Soldier's responses showed microseconds of hesitation—glitches in the programming where Dick's resurfacing memories created interference.
"You're weakening.", Dick said, his voice carrying realization, "The more I remember who I am, the less control you have. Because you're not a separate person—you're just a construct. A personality the Shadows built from my pain. And constructs can be deconstructed."
The Winter Soldier's empty eyes showed that same flicker of uncertainty they'd displayed earlier.
"The Programming Endures.", his voice intoned, but now it sounded almost defensive, almost uncertain, "The Winter Soldier Lives."
"No.", Dick's voice was absolute, "The Winter Soldier was a tool. A survival mechanism. A way to endure four years of torture by becoming what they wanted so they'd stop trying to destroy what was left. But I don't need you anymore. I'm not in that chair. I'm not in Siberia. I'm not alone."
He gestured at the others watching—Bruce, Zatanna, the Martians.
"They came for me. They risked their own minds to find me in here, to help me remember, to give me the chance to choose who I want to be. And I'm choosing to be Richard Grayson. Flawed. Damaged. Traumatized. But real. And mine."
The Winter Soldier attacked one more time, desperately now, as if sensing his control slipping.
But Dick was ready.
He didn't just block the strike—he accepted it.
Let the Winter Soldier's metal fist connect with his consciousness, let the impact ripple through his psyche, let himself feel the full weight of four years of conditioning and torture and systematic destruction.
And then, instead of fragmenting under the weight, he integrated it.
The Winter Soldier wasn't an enemy to be destroyed.
He was a part of Dick that had kept him alive when being Richard Grayson would have meant complete obliteration. A part that deserved acknowledgment, even gratitude, for enduring what no person should have to endure.
Dick's arms wrapped around the Winter Soldier.
Not to fight.
Not to struggle.
But to embrace.
"Thank you.", he whispered, "Thank you for surviving when I couldn't. Thank you for being strong when I was broken. Thank you for enduring four years of being a weapon so that some part of me could still exist."
The Winter Soldier froze, his empty eyes wide with something that might have been confusion or might have been recognition.
"But I don't need you to protect me anymore.", Dick continued, his consciousness expanding, becoming more solid, more present, "I'm strong enough now to carry what you carried. To remember what you had to forget. To feel what you couldn't let yourself feel. So you can rest. You can let go. You can stop being the Winter Soldier and just... be part of me again."
The Winter Soldier's form began to flicker, to fade at the edges, as Dick's consciousness grew stronger and the construct that had sustained the programming started to dissolve.
"I... Cannot...", the Soldier’s voice emerged, but it was breaking now, fragmenting, becoming less certain, "Mission parameters... Operational efficiency... The mission.."
"Your mission was a lie.", Dick said gently, "It told you that compliance was survival and survival was all that mattered. But it was wrong. Survival without purpose is just existing. And I want to do more than exist. I want to live. Really live. With all the pain and joy and messiness that comes with being a person instead of a weapon."
The Winter Soldier's empty eyes met Dick's—really met them, for the first time since the construct had manifested.
And something passed between them.
Not words.
Not thoughts.
Just... Understanding.
Recognition.
Acceptance.
The Winter Soldier's form dissolved, not with violence or destruction, but with something that looked almost like relief.
His consciousness fragmented and flowed back into Dick, integrating rather than being destroyed, becoming part of a whole person instead of a separate construct.
Dick gasped as the integration completed, he sagged to the ground as four years of suppressed memories and experiences and horror flooded into his consciousness all at once.
Every mission.
Every kill.
Every moment of being the Winter Soldier, aware but unable to resist, watching himself destroy everything he'd once protected.
The weight of it should have shattered him.
Maybe it would have, if he'd been facing it alone.
But he wasn't alone.
Bruce's mental presence immediately surrounded him, providing stability, paternal certainty that Dick could survive this integration because he was Bruce's son and the children of the Bat didn't break—they endured.
The Martians wove telepathic structures around Dick's fragmenting consciousness, creating frameworks that helped him organize the chaos, separate memory from identity, process trauma without being consumed by it.
And Zatanna's magic blazed purple-white, reality-warping power that said, “No, you don't get to be destroyed by remembering, you don't get to fragment under the weight of what was done to you, you are WHOLE and PRESENT and REAL.”
Dick's consciousness stabilized.
Not undamaged.
Not healed.
But integrated.
Whole, even if that wholeness included cracks and scars and places where the person he'd been didn't quite align with the person he'd become.
He stood in the torture chamber—the psychological space that represented the deepest layer of his conditioning—and he was himself.
Richard John Grayson.
Nightwing.
Dick.
The first Robin.
The first son.
The leader of the Team.
The Winter Soldier.
The man who'd survived four years of systematic destruction and somehow, impossibly, remained.
The Ra's-construct, which had been watching the entire confrontation with aristocratic interest, finally spoke.
"Impressive. I must confess, I did not anticipate this outcome. I expected the Winter Soldier to maintain dominance. I expected the conditioning to prove irreversible. I expected..."
He paused, his expression shifting to something that might have been genuine respect.
"I expected him to break, Detective. To fragment permanently. To lose himself in the integration of four years of horror.”
The construct of Ra’s faced Dick.
Fractured
Scarred.
But whole again.
“You’ve proven me wrong. You proved that even the Shadows' most perfect conditioning can be overcome by sufficient will."
Dick turned to face the construct, his eyes—no longer empty, no longer confused, but his—blazing with hard-won certainty.
"Get the fuck out of my head."
His voice carried power now, the voice of someone who'd reclaimed ownership of their own consciousness and wasn't asking permission anymore.
"You're not Ra's al Ghul. You're just an echo. A psychological imprint left by the conditioning. And I don't need you anymore. I don't need the programming. I don't need the activation words. I don't need any of it."
Dick's consciousness expanded, filling the torture chamber, pushing against the construct's presence.
"This is MY mind. MY consciousness. MY choice. And I choose to be Richard Grayson, with all the trauma and damage and memories that come with that. So get the fuck out."
The construct smiled one last time, that same aristocratic amusement.
A light cackle, "Very well. But understand, Richard—the memories remain. The skills remain. Everything the Winter Soldier learned, everything he did, everything he was—it's all part of you now. You cannot separate the weapon from the person because they were always the same. You simply choose which aspects to embrace and which to suppress."
The construct began to dissolve, fading like smoke in wind.
"And that choice, more than any amount of conditioning, will define who you become from this moment forward. Choose wisely."
And then, he was gone.
The torture chamber began to dissolve with him, the psychological space that had represented Dick's deepest trauma losing its power now that Dick had confronted and integrated it.
The walls faded.
The chair disappeared.
The electrodes dissolved into nothing.
And they were back in the gray void—but it wasn't empty anymore.
All around them, fragments of Dick's consciousness were reassembling themselves. Memories surfacing. Personality traits reintegrating. The void filling with color and light and substance as Richard Grayson reclaimed his own mind piece by piece.
Dick turned to face the others—Bruce, Zatanna, M'gann, J'onn—his expression carrying exhaustion and relief and something that might have been joy.
"I did it.", he said, his mental voice rough but undeniably his, "I'm... I'm me again. I'm Dick Grayson. I'm—"
His consciousness flickered violently, the strain of integration and battle and four years of suppressed trauma finally overwhelming his ability to maintain coherence.
"Dick!", Zatanna's mental presence surged forward, her magic wrapping around his fragmenting form, "Stay with us! Don't you dare disappear now!"
J'onn's telepathic presence expanded, providing structure.
"He's exhausted. The integration process, the battle with the Winter Soldier, confronting four years of trauma—it pushed his consciousness to its absolute limits. We need to extract. Now. Before this mindscape dissolves around us and takes us with it."
"Then let's go.", Bruce's mental voice carried command, "M'gann, establish the withdrawal sequence. J'onn, maintain stability on Dick's consciousness. Zatanna, keep him coherent. We're bringing him home."
M'gann's telepathic presence wove through all of them, creating the psychic pathway that would guide them back to physical reality.
"Everyone hold on. This is going to be disorienting."
The mindscape began to dissolve, the gray void collapsing in on itself as their consciousnesses prepared to separate from Dick's and return to their own bodies.
Dick's last coherent thought, projected weakly but clearly through the telepathic link, was directed at Zatanna.
"I love you too. I should have said it before Siberia. I'm saying it now. I love you."
Then the mindscape shattered, and they were pulled back into physical reality with the violent abruptness of waking from a nightmare.
Back to their bodies.
Back to the medical bay.
Back to the question of whether Dick's consciousness had truly reintegrated or whether they'd just witnessed a beautiful lie before permanent fragmentation set in.
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[Saturday, May 15, 2021 | 22:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Medical Bay]
The return to physical reality was violence.
Zatanna's consciousness slammed back into her body with force that made her gasp, her lungs seizing as if she'd been underwater for too long and had just broken the surface. Her eyes snapped open, the medical bay's harsh lights blinding after the gray void of Dick's mindscape.
Her body remembered things her mind hadn't processed yet—the sensation of having a physical form again, weight and substance and the boundaries of skin. The feeling of her heart hammering against her ribs, blood rushing through her veins, neurons firing in patterns that created thought and sensation.
"I'm back.", she thought desperately, "I'm real. I'm here. I'm—"
Her hands moved before conscious thought directed them, pulling at the neural interface crown that still connected her to the telepathic link. The device resisted for a moment before Dr. Chen's hands were there, carefully disengaging the quantum-entangled processors.
"Easy.", the doctor said, her voice sounding strange and distant after existing in purely mental space, "You've been under for over an hour. Your brain needs time to readjust to processing physical input."
Zatanna didn't care.
She rolled off her medical bed despite Dr. Chen's protests, her legs barely supporting her weight as she staggered toward Dick's bed in the center of the room.
He was convulsing.
Not violently—not seizure-level—but his body was trembling, muscles spasming as if his consciousness and physical form were trying to remember how to communicate after being separated. The medical monitors were going insane, brain activity spiking across patterns that made Dr. Chen's expression shift from concern to alarm.
"What's happening to him?!", Zatanna demanded, her voice rough from disuse.
"Neural reintegration.", Dr. Chen replied, her hands already moving across holographic displays, adjusting sedation levels, monitoring vitals, "His consciousness is reasserting control over his physical body after an extended period of psychological fragmentation. It's normal—well, as normal as anything about this procedure can be—but we need to make sure the reintegration doesn't cause cardiac or respiratory failure."
Bruce was already sitting up on his bed, his cowl removed, Bruce Wayne's face visible—exhausted, older than his years, but carrying something that might have been hope.
He pulled off his neural interface with shaking hands and immediately moved toward Dick's bed, his damaged knee forgotten, his cracked ribs ignored, everything secondary to being present for his son's awakening.
"Dick.", he said, his voice rough, "Can you hear me? You're safe. You're in the Watchtower. We're here. We've got you."
Dick's eyes remained closed, but his body's trembling intensified, as if Bruce's voice had registered on some level, triggering responses that his reintegrating consciousness was still learning to control.
M'gann gasped as she returned to her body, her green skin paling as the transition hit her like a physical blow. Conner was at her side immediately, his hands finding hers, grounding her.
"I'm okay.", she whispered, though her telepathic presence was barely a flicker, exhausted beyond anything she'd experienced before, "We did it. We reached him. He integrated. He's—"
She couldn't finish, her attention drawn to Dick's trembling form.
J'onn was the last to fully return, his centuries of experience making his transition smoother than the others'. But even he showed signs of strain—his red eyes dimmer than usual, his movements slower, more deliberate.
"The reintegration is proceeding.", he said, his voice carrying professional assessment despite obvious exhaustion, "Richard's consciousness has successfully reclaimed dominance over the Winter Soldier programming. But the process isn't complete. His mind and body need time to resynchronize."
In the observation room, the Team had been watching the vital signs for over an hour, unable to see what was happening in the mindscape but tracking every heartbeat, every spike in brain activity, every indication that the people they cared about were still alive in there.
When the monitors started going crazy—when all five sets of vitals began spiking simultaneously—Wally had actually vibrated hard enough to blur.
"Something's happening.", he said unnecessarily, his eyes fixed on Dick's thrashing form through the observation window, "Is he waking up? Is it working? Someone tell me it's working."
Artemis's hand found his, squeezing hard enough to hurt.
"He's fighting his way back.", she said, her voice carrying desperate certainty, "That's what the thrashing is. That's Dick trying to take control of his body again."
Kaldur stood at the observation window, his water-bearers manifested unconsciously, his Atlantean calm cracking under the weight of watching his oldest friend convulse.
"Come on, Richard.", he whispered, too quiet for anyone but Artemis and Wally to hear, "You survived four years of the Shadows. You survived torture and conditioning and being turned into a weapon. You can survive this. You can come back."
Barbara's fingers flew across her tablet, monitoring everything, looking for any indication that Dick's reintegration was failing, that they needed to intervene, that—
"Wait.", she said suddenly, her eyes widening, "Look at his brain activity. It's stabilizing. The chaos is organizing into patterns. Coherent patterns. That's conscious thought. That's—"
"That's him.", Tim finished, his own hands clenched white-knuckled on his tablet, "That's Dick. Really Dick. The personality integration is holding."
In the medical bay, Dick's trembling was slowing, becoming less violent, more controlled. His breathing pattern shifted from erratic to steady. His heart rate, which had been spiking dangerously high, began to normalize.
And his eyes moved beneath closed lids, rapid eye movement that suggested active consciousness, dreams or thoughts or awareness struggling toward the surface.
Zatanna reached Dick's bedside, her legs finally steady enough to support her. Her hand found his—his human hand, warm and real and present—and she squeezed gently.
"Dick?", she said softly, "It's Zatanna. We're out. We're back in physical reality. You did it. You integrated. You won. Now you just need to wake up and prove it."
Dick's fingers twitched against hers.
Just the smallest movement. Barely noticeable.
But there.
Bruce moved to Dick's other side, his own hand settling on his son's shoulder—careful of the sedation lines, the monitors, the medical equipment sustaining him.
"Come on, chum.", Bruce said, using the old nickname from when Dick had been eight years old and newly traumatized by his parents' deaths, "Open your eyes. Let us see you. Let us know you're really back."
Dr. Chen was adjusting something on the medical displays, reducing sedation levels incrementally.
"I'm bringing him out of the induced unconsciousness.", she explained, "His vitals are stable enough. His brain activity suggests conscious awareness. We need to see if he can maintain coherence outside the mindscape."
She paused, her expression troubled.
"But be prepared. Even if the integration held, even if Richard Grayson successfully reclaimed his consciousness, he's still going to be disoriented. Confused. Possibly not fully aware of where he is or what's happened. We need to give him time to adjust."
"We'll give him all the time he needs.", M'gann said, her telepathic presence carefully contained so she wouldn't accidentally overwhelm Dick's reintegrating consciousness, "However long it takes."
The sedation levels dropped further.
Dick's breathing pattern changed again, becoming deeper, more purposeful. His eyes moved more rapidly beneath closed lids. His fingers twitched again, this time more deliberately, as if testing whether his body would respond to conscious commands.
Without warning, his eyes shot open.
His body shot upward, forcing him to sit upright.
It hurt.
Everything hurt.
Like all the four years of physical exertion finally came crashing down.
His head was pounding, throbbing.
His ears were ringing.
He had to squint his eyes, the lights of the medical bay too bright for him to see clearly.
He could hear noises from the ringing.
The beeping of monitors.
Laboured breathing, though not of his own.
Whispers and murmurs.
Effects of the super-soldier serum, enhanced senses but not as powerful as that like the Man of Steel’s or his Kyptonian clone.
He closed his fists tight, as if grasping whether or not this was real or some other construct.
He tried to steady his breathing, as if catching his breath for the first time in a long time.
Then, a voice called to him.
“Dick?”
It was Zatanna’s.
He winced as he slowly opened his eyes.
There, kneeling in front of the bed he found himself in, was Zatanna.
Her breathtaking features, blue eyes same as his staring back at him.
Her hand firmly on his human one.
Behind her stood Bruce without the cowl, beside him was J’onn and M’gann.
From the observation window stood his friends, his Team, his family.
Wally, Artemis, Kaldur, Conner, Tim, Jason, and Barbara.
His breathing slowed.
He tried to move his mouth, as if to speak for the first time in years.
All he could say was this:
“Home.”
Notes:
I'll be honest guys, I can't wait for y'all to read the finale arc (Chapters 21 and onwards).
Chapter 22: "XXI: Fallout"
Chapter Text
[Saturday, May 15, 2021 | 22:05]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Medical Bay]
"Home."
The single word hung in the air like a prayer answered, like a promise kept, like the first breath after drowning.
Dick's voice was rough, damaged from disuse and the strain of reintegration, but it was his voice. Not the Winter Soldier's mechanical monotone with that cursed Russian accent. Not the fragmented whisper of a consciousness barely holding together. Just Dick Grayson, speaking with the vocal cords that had been his since birth but had been controlled by programming for four years.
Zatanna's breath caught, her hand tightening around his human hand—warm, real, present. Tears she didn't remember starting streamed down her face as she looked at his eyes.
Blue eyes.
Dick's blue eyes.
Not empty.
Not cold.
Not scanning for threats or calculating optimal strike points.
Just... His.
Exhausted.
Confused.
Overwhelmed.
But undeniably, impossibly, miraculously Dick.
"You're back.", she whispered, her voice breaking on the words, "You're really back. You're—"
She couldn't finish.
The weight of four years—four years of grief and searching and desperate hope that everyone told her was denial—crashed down all at once. Her free hand moved to cover her mouth as a sob escaped, her shoulders shaking.
Dick's fingers twitched against hers. A deliberate movement, conscious and intentional. His hand squeezed back, just slightly, just enough to acknowledge her presence, her touch, her tears.
"Zee.", he said, and even that single syllable carried so much—recognition, apology, love, fear, all tangled together in a voice that was learning to be human again.
Bruce was there in an instant, his hand on Dick's shoulder—careful, mindful of the medical equipment, but present. Grounding. Real.
"Dick.", Bruce's voice was rough in a way Batman's never was, emotion bleeding through the careful control he usually maintained, "Chum. You're safe. You're in the Watchtower medical bay. You're—"
His voice caught, and for a moment Bruce Wayne—not Batman, not the Dark Knight, just a father who'd lost his son and found him again—couldn't continue.
Dick's eyes moved to him, slowly, as if his consciousness was still learning to direct his body's movements. His gaze focused on Bruce's face—older than he remembered, more lines around the eyes, gray threading through the black hair at his temples.
Four years.
He'd been gone for four years.
"Bruce.", Dick said, and the word was layered with complexity—the man who'd raised him, trained him, loved him in the only way Bruce Wayne knew how. The man Dick had tried to kill in Gotham, Belle Reve, and Mount Justice, his metal fist breaking ribs, his programming screaming eliminate the target while some buried part of him screamed no, not him, please not him.
"I—", Dick started, but whatever he was going to say dissolved as his body suddenly rebelled.
His breathing hitched, became rapid and shallow. His heart rate spiked, the medical monitors shrieking alerts. His human hand clenched around Zatanna's hard enough to hurt, his metal hand spasming as neural connections misfired.
Not a seizure.
Not exactly.
Just his consciousness and body trying to resynchronize after existing separately for so long, like a computer rebooting after a catastrophic crash, systems coming online in stuttering bursts rather than smooth integration.
"Dick?!", Zatanna's alarm cut through everything else, her magic instinctively flaring purple-white around her free hand, "What's happening? What's wrong?"
"Neural adjustment.", Dr. Chen was already there, her hands moving across holographic displays with practiced efficiency, adjusting something in the IV drip feeding into Dick's arm, "His brain is reasserting full control over autonomous functions. Heart rate, breathing, motor control—everything was running on autopilot while his consciousness was fragmented. Now that he's integrated, his mind is trying to take conscious command again, and it's overwhelming his nervous system."
She pulled up Dick's brain scan, the holographic image rotating above his bed, showing activity patterns that looked like a storm of lightning across his neural pathways.
"It's like learning to walk again.", she continued, her voice calm despite the chaos of alarms, "Except he's relearning everything simultaneously—how to breathe, how to make his heart beat, how to move his limbs, how to process sensory input. Give him a moment. The adjustments will stabilize."
Bruce's hand remained on Dick's shoulder, steady pressure, an anchor point.
"Breathe, Dick.", Bruce said, his voice dropping into the tone he used when training new Robins through panic attacks, "Focus on my voice. In through your nose. Hold for three seconds. Out through your mouth. You've done this before. Your body remembers even if your mind doesn't quite trust it yet."
Dick's eyes fixed on Bruce's face, using it as a focal point while his nervous system recalibrated. His breathing was still erratic, but he was trying—consciously trying—to follow Bruce's instructions.
In.
Hold.
Out.
In.
Hold.
Out.
Slowly, incrementally, his vitals began to stabilize. The alarms quieted. His heart rate dropped from dangerous levels to merely elevated. His breathing evened out into something that resembled normal respiratory patterns.
"That's it.", Bruce's voice carried approval, "You're doing fine. Just keep breathing."
Behind them, the observation room doors burst open as the Team flooded in, unable to wait any longer.
Wally was first, naturally, vibrating with nervous energy that had nothing to do with his speed force connection. His eyes were red-rimmed, face blotchy from crying, and he looked like he'd aged five years in the past hour alone.
"Dick?", Wally's voice cracked on the name, "Dude, is that really you? Like, really you?"
Behind him, Kaldur moved with Atlantean composure that was betrayed by the tightness around his eyes, the way his hands clenched and unclenched at his sides. Artemis had her arms wrapped around herself, her face carefully neutral in the way that meant she was barely holding together. Conner's expression was stony, but his eyes were suspiciously bright.
M'gann floated slightly off the ground, her telepathic presence a gentle hum at the edge of everyone's consciousness—present but not intrusive, offering connection without forcing it.
Dick's eyes moved to them, recognition flaring in his gaze. His lips moved, trying to form words, but his voice failed him. Too much. Too fast. His nervous system was still catching up to his consciousness, still remembering how to coordinate complex muscle movements like speech.
Zatanna felt his hand trembling in hers, felt the way his entire body was shaking with fine tremors that spoke of complete exhaustion—mental, physical, psychological.
"Give him space.", she said, her voice gentle but firm, projecting to everyone even though she never looked away from Dick's face, "He's conscious, he's him. But he's exhausted. He needs time to adjust."
"Time?", Jason's voice cut through from where he stood in the doorway with Tim and Barbara, "Zee, he's been gone for four years. I think we can give him five minutes to—"
"Jason.", Barbara's hand on his arm, her voice carrying warning, "Look at him. Really look."
Dick's eyes had started to flutter closed, the burst of consciousness and awareness fading as exhaustion overwhelmed his ability to stay present. His breathing was evening out into the deeper, slower pattern of someone slipping toward sleep. His hand in Zatanna's loosened, muscles relaxing as his body surrendered to biological necessity.
"He's crashing.", Dr. Chen confirmed, checking her displays, "The procedure took immense energy. Mentally, physically, psychologically—he's running on empty. His body needs rest to process everything that just happened."
"But he just woke up.", Wally protested, though his voice lacked conviction, "We just got him back. We can't—he can't just—"
"He's not leaving.", Bruce said firmly, his hand still on Dick's shoulder even as his son's consciousness faded, "He's here. He's safe. He's himself. Let him rest. He'll still be here when he wakes up."
Dick's eyes opened one more time, just barely, just enough to look at Zatanna's face. His lips moved, forming words that had no sound behind them, just the shape:
"Love you."
Then his eyes closed, and his breathing shifted into the deep, even pattern of genuine sleep—not unconsciousness, not sedation, just natural, healing rest that his body desperately needed.
Zatanna felt her heart break and heal simultaneously, tears streaming freely now as she lifted his hand to her lips, kissing his knuckles gently.
"I love you too.", she whispered, not caring who heard, not caring about the audience, "Sleep. We'll be here when you wake up. I promise."
Dr. Chen moved around the bed, adjusting monitors, checking IV lines, ensuring everything was stable.
"His vitals are good.", she said, speaking to Bruce and the assembled heroes, "Better than I expected, honestly. Whatever happened in his mindscape, it’s holding for now. His consciousness is stable. He's just... Exhausted. Let him sleep for at least six to eight hours. His body and mind need time to finish the adjustment process."
"And then?", Kaldur asked, his voice carefully controlled, "When he wakes again? What happens then?"
Dr. Chen's expression was troubled as she pulled up Dick's brain scan again, showing the storm of neural activity that was slowly settling into more organized patterns.
"Then we see if the integration is permanent.", she said quietly, "The mindscape procedure, Richard Grayson successfully reclaimed control of his consciousness from the Winter Soldier programming. But we don't know if that control will hold under stress, under triggers, under the weight of four years of suppressed memories suddenly accessible."
She paused, her hands moving across the holographic display, highlighting areas of concern.
"His mind went through systematic destruction and reconstruction. Even with the integration, there will be... Complications. PTSD. Flashbacks. Possible dissociative episodes if something triggers the conditioning. He'll need extensive therapy, probably for years. And we'll need to monitor him carefully for any signs of the programming trying to reassert itself."
"You're saying he might relapse?", Tim's analytical voice cut through the gentle optimism that had been building, "That the Winter Soldier could come back?"
"I'm saying is that we don't know.", Dr. Chen replied honestly, "This is unprecedented. We've never had someone successfully integrate after this level of psychological conditioning. The Martians, Batman, and Zatanna did excellent work to reach him, but all his memories, skills, and neural pathways that four years of being the Winter Soldier are still there, not removed. All of that is still in his head."
She looked at Dick's sleeping form, her expression softening.
"But from what Martian Manhunter told us, he fought for himself in that mindscape. He chose to be Richard Grayson even knowing it meant carrying the weight of everything the Winter Soldier did. That takes incredible strength. If anyone can survive this, it's him."
The Team and Bat Family stood in silence, watching Dick sleep, each of them processing what Dr. Chen had said.
He was back.
But he wasn't the same.
Could never be the same.
The Dick Grayson they'd known—the one who smiled and joked and made everything feel possible—had been forged in the fires of trauma and loss, but he'd emerged with optimism intact, with hope as his shield against the darkness.
This Dick?
This Dick had been systematically destroyed and painstakingly rebuilt. Had spent four years as a weapon, aware but unable to resist, forced to kill while some part of him screamed in horror. Had integrated those memories, accepted them as his own, chosen to carry that weight rather than disappear into comfortable oblivion.
Would he ever smile the same way again?
Would he ever joke about terrible puns during stakeouts?
Would he ever do that backflip off a building just because he could, joy in the motion itself?
Nobody knew.
And the not knowing was almost as hard as the four years of believing he was dead.
M'gann's telepathic presence rippled with gentle reassurance, her voice projecting to everyone present without intruding on Dick's sleeping consciousness.
"He's still in there. I can sense it. The core of who Dick Grayson is—his compassion, his determination, his love for all of us—it survived. It's wounded, yes. It's scarred. But it's present. Give him time. Give him space. Give him the chance to figure out who he is now, after everything."
Zatanna nodded, still holding Dick's hand, her thumb tracing gentle circles on his skin.
"We'll give him whatever he needs.", she said softly, "However long it takes."
Bruce's hand finally lifted from Dick's shoulder, but he didn't move away from the bedside.
"Batgirl.", he said quietly, "Notify the League that Richard Grayson has successfully reintegrated his consciousness. He's stable, resting, and will require monitoring for the next 24-48 hours minimum. Schedule a full League meeting for tomorrow evening to discuss next steps."
"Understood.", Barbara answered, trying to hold the best she could despite all the emotion in her face as she stood in the medical bay, "I'll send the notifications now. But Bruce... Is he really okay?"
Bruce looked at his son—his first son, the boy he'd raised, trained, loved in his clumsy, complicated way—sleeping peacefully for the first time in four years.
"I don't know.", he admitted, "But he's here. That's more than I'd hoped for twenty-four hours ago."
Dr. Chen began ushering people out, insisting that Dick needed quiet, needed rest, needed space to heal without an audience.
"Two people can stay.", she said firmly, "No more. Everyone else needs to clear out and let him sleep."
Nobody argued about who those two people would be.
Zatanna remained in her chair at Dick's bedside, her hand still wrapped around his, her magic a gentle presence that said I'm here, I'm not leaving, you're safe.
And Bruce pulled up a chair on Dick's other side, settling in with the patient determination of someone who'd kept vigil over injured sons more times than he could count.
The others filed out reluctantly, casting backward glances, wanting to stay but understanding the necessity of space.
Wally was the last to leave, pausing in the doorway to look back at his best friend.
"Welcome home, man.", he said quietly, even though Dick couldn't hear him, "We missed you."
Then the doors closed, and the medical bay fell into peaceful quiet.
Just the soft beep of monitors, the gentle hum of life support systems, the sound of three people breathing in the same space.
Dick slept, his mind processing, integrating, healing in ways that would take time to fully understand.
Zatanna kept her vigil, her magic a constant presence, ready to soothe nightmares or anchor him if he started to fragment again.
And Bruce watched over them both, the father who'd failed to protect his son but had never stopped searching, never stopped hoping, never stopped believing that somehow, impossibly, Dick would come home.
Outside the medical bay, dawn was approaching on the planet rotating below them.
A new day.
A new beginning.
And the long, painful process of healing had finally, truly begun.
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[Sunday, May 16, 2021 | 10:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Medical Bay]
Dick woke to the smell of coffee.
Not the bitter, institutional coffee that permeated most of the Watchtower's communal spaces, but the specific blend that Alfred prepared in the Manor—rich, complex, with notes of chocolate and caramel that somehow made even the worst mornings bearable.
For a moment, he thought he was home.
In his room at the Manor, after a long patrol, with Alfred bringing breakfast on a tray because Master Dick had once again forgotten that human bodies required fuel and rest in addition to crimefighting.
Then he opened his eyes and saw the medical bay's ceiling, and reality crashed back down.
The Watchtower.
The mindscape.
The integration.
The Winter Soldier.
Him.
His breathing hitched involuntarily, and immediately Zatanna's voice cut through the spiral before it could fully form.
"Hey.", she said softly, her hand finding his—still there, still holding on after however many hours he'd been sleeping, "You're okay. You're safe. Just breathe."
Dick's eyes moved to her face. She looked exhausted—dark circles under her eyes, makeup long since cried off, hair falling out of its usually perfect styling. She'd changed at some point, trading her stage outfit for comfortable civilian clothes, jeans and a soft sweater that looked like it might have been his once, years ago.
"How long?", his voice was rough, unused, but it was his voice and that still felt like a miracle.
"About twelve hours.", Zatanna replied, squeezing his hand gently, "Dr. Chen said you needed the rest. Your body was processing a lot."
Dick's gaze moved around the medical bay, cataloging details with the automatic threat assessment that was now permanently wired into his consciousness.
Bruce was gone, though a still-warm coffee cup on the side table suggested he'd only left recently. The monitors showed his vitals—all stable, all within normal ranges for someone with enhanced physiology. Early morning light filtered through the viewports, Earth rotating peacefully below them.
And sitting in chairs arranged in a loose semicircle near his bed were four people who'd apparently been waiting for him to wake up.
Tim, perched on the edge of his seat with a tablet balanced on his knees, his Robin uniform replaced by civilian clothes—a pair of jeans, a plain t-shirt, and a simple Robin merch hoodie.
Jason, leaning back with forced casualness, his Red Hood helmet absent for once, revealing a face that had aged and hardened in ways that made Dick's heart ache. The white streak in his hair, the scars visible on his neck were new, the weight in his eyes was new.
Barbara, sitting with perfect posture in her chair, her expression carefully neutral but her hands clenched tight in her lap.
And Wally, vibrating slightly even sitting still, holding what looked like his fourth or fifth cup of coffee based on the empty cups scattered around his chair.
They'd been waiting for him to wake up.
"Hey.", Wally said, his usual manic energy subdued but present, "Welcome back to the land of the living. Again. For real this time."
Dick's throat tightened. He tried to speak, tried to form words that could possibly express what he was feeling—gratitude, shame, fear, love, all tangled together—but nothing came out except a choked sound that might have been a laugh or might have been a sob.
"It's okay.", Tim said quickly, setting his tablet aside, "You don't have to say anything. We just... We wanted to be here when you woke up. To make sure you knew you weren't alone."
"And because we have a lot to catch you up on.", Jason added, his voice carrying an edge that might have been humor or might have been pain, "Four years is a long time. You missed out on a lot of shit, man."
Dick's hand tightened around Zatanna's, his anchor point, and he forced words past the lump in his throat.
"I remember, but tell me.", he said, his voice barely above a whisper, "Everything. I need to know."
The four of them exchanged glances, some silent communication passing between them about where to start, how much to say, how to explain four years of grief and searching and eventual discovery.
Barbara spoke first, her voice measured and calm.
"Do you remember Siberia?", she asked gently, "The mission four years ago? The meta-human trafficking operation?"
Dick's eyes closed as he reached for the memory. It was there—fragmented, distant, like watching a movie of someone else's life—but present.
"The bunker.", he said slowly, "We were extracting victims. The fight went wrong. The structure was compromised. I ordered everyone to evacuate with the victims while I stayed behind."
He paused, his breathing becoming slightly elevated as more details surfaced.
"The ceiling came down. I tried to get out, but the collapse was too fast. Everything went dark. I thought... I thought that was it. That I was going to die there."
"You should have.", Tim said quietly, and there was no accusation in his voice, just statement of fact, “Would have. The bunker collapsed completely. By the time me, Jason, and Kaldur could get back with emergency equipment, the entire structure was rubble. We searched for hours, Dick. When we told the League, Bruce brought in every resource they had. Ground-penetrating radar, thermal imaging, specialized rescue teams."
"We found nothing.", Wally continued, his voice thick, "No body. No signal from your comm. No trace that you'd even been there except that we knew you had been. Bruce kept searching for weeks. The rest of us... Eventually, we had to accept that you were gone."
Dick's chest tightened as he processed this, as he tried to reconcile his memories of the bunker collapse with what they were telling him.
"But I didn't die.", he said.
"No.", Jason's voice was hard, "You didn't. The League of Shadows pulled you out. Along with some rogue KGB assholes and Deathstroke. They were running the trafficking operation—not to sell the meta-humans, but to test conditioning techniques. And when the bunker came down, they saw an opportunity."
Barbara pulled up a holographic display from her tablet, images flickering in the air above Dick's bed.
Security footage from a Siberian facility. Grainy, low quality, but clear enough to show a figure being dragged through snow. Unconscious. Injured. But alive.
Dick stared at the image—at himself, four years younger, still in his torn Nightwing uniform, being hauled away by soldiers in winter camouflage.
"They took me.", he whispered.
"They took you.", Tim confirmed, his voice tight, "Transported you to a black site facility somewhere in Soviet territory. And then... Then they broke you."
The tablet in his hands displayed more images now. Not security footage this time, but intelligence reports. Psychological assessments. Training logs. All stamped with classifications in Cyrillic and marked with logos Dick recognized—the League of Shadows' symbol, Cadmus designations, and references to "Project: Super Soldier".
"We didn't know.", Wally said, his voice breaking slightly, "We had no idea you were alive. We mourned you, Dick. Bruce held a memorial service, one for the public and one here in the Watchtower. He gave a speech about how you went down a hero, saving those meta-humans, well, in the Watchtower memorial. I spoke at your public service and I... I couldn't get through it. I broke down crying in front of everyone because my best friend was dead and I hadn't been there to save him."
Tears were streaming down Wally's face now, his coffee cup forgotten in his trembling hands.
"Except you weren't dead. You were being tortured. For months. And we didn't know. We didn't come for you. We didn't save you."
"You couldn't have known.", Dick said automatically, though his voice lacked conviction, "If the Shadows covered their tracks—"
"We should have known.", Jason interrupted, his voice harsh, "Bruce is supposed to be the World's Greatest Detective. I'm supposed to be good at tracking down assholes who hurt people. Tim's supposed to be a genius at connecting dots. And we all failed you. For four years, we failed you."
Dick didn't know what to say to that. Didn't know how to process the guilt in their voices, the self-recrimination that mirrored his own feelings about what he'd done as the Winter Soldier.
"Tell me what happened.", he said instead, redirecting to information he could process, facts he could catalog, "After they took me. What did they do?"
Tim's fingers moved across his tablet, pulling up new files.
"According to the intelligence we recovered from Cadmus—and yeah, we broke into Cadmus to get this information, long story—they spent four to six months breaking down your psychological defenses. Torture. Sensory deprivation. Electroshock therapy combined with repeated exposure to activation words in Russian."
The tablet displayed a list, and Dick's breath caught as he read the words, recognizing them immediately even in Cyrillic script.
“Желание.” (Longing)
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
“Печь“ (Furnace)
“Девять“ (Nine)
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
“Один.” (One)
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
"The activation sequence. They would strap me to a chair and shock me while reciting those words over and over until the words became... Everything. Until hearing them meant compliance. Until compliance meant survival."
Zatanna's hand tightened around his, her magic flaring purple-white for just a moment before she controlled it.
"You remember.", she said softly.
"Yes.", Dick replied, his voice hollow, "The integration—when I defeated the Winter Soldier in the mindscape—it didn't erase the memories. It just... Made them mine again. Everything he—I—did over the past four years, I remember it now. All of it."
He closed his eyes, and even that wasn't enough to block out the images flooding through his consciousness.
The chair. The electrodes. The officer circling him, speaking the words with clinical precision. The pain—god, the pain—tearing through his nervous system until he couldn't think, couldn't breathe, couldn't do anything except scream.
"Dick?", Barbara's voice cut through the spiral, "Stay with us. Don't get lost in there."
Dick's eyes opened, focusing on her face, using it as an anchor.
"How long?", he asked, "How long did I resist?"
Tim checked his tablet, though Dick suspected he already knew the answer.
"According to the Cadmus files, you held out for approximately three and a half months. Longer than anyone else they'd conditioned. They had to escalate their techniques multiple times because standard methods weren't breaking you fast enough."
Three and a half months.
Ninety days of torture.
Ninety days of fighting with everything he had.
Ninety days of screaming for help that never came.
And then he'd broken.
"What happened after?", Dick asked, though part of him didn't want to know, "After I... Stopped resisting?"
"They moved you to the modification phase.", Barbara said, her voice carefully neutral, professional, doing what she could to confront her friend's mutilation, "Injected you with an enhanced version of the super-soldier serum that they'd refined from the original formula used on Slade Wilson. The serum increased your strength, speed, healing factor—not to Kryptonian or Martian levels, but significantly beyond normal human capability. In a somber way, they gave you powers."
Jason's voice was rough when he continued.
"And then they cut off your arm."
Dick's metal hand flexed involuntarily, servos whirring softly. He'd been trying not to think about it, trying not to focus on the weight difference, the way it moved in response to neural commands that felt foreign and familiar simultaneously.
"It served two purposes. They needed to ‘augment’ your physical capabilities and also needed a genetic sample.", Tim explained, pulling up medical reports that made Dick's stomach turn, "Just like they did with the original Roy Harper. They wanted your DNA, your enhanced physiology post-serum, for cloning, or research purposes, or both. So they performed a surgical amputation—not in a hospital, but there in the bunker, they just... Cut it off and replaced it with a cybernetic prosthetic."
The tablet displayed schematics of the arm—complex machinery, neural interfaces, alloy plating that could withstand superhuman impacts.
"The arm is... Impressive, technically speaking.", Tim continued, his voice carrying a note of anger beneath the analytical tone, "Cadmus and Shadows engineers working together created something that responds to your thoughts faster than a normal biological limb would. The strength is estimated at being able to lift approximately two tons. The metal is a proprietary alloy that's nearly indestructible."
"They made you into a weapon.", Wally said flatly, "They took one of the best fighters on the planet, someone Bruce trained personally, someone who knew how heroes think and how we fight, and they turned you into something designed specifically to kill people like us."
Dick stared at his metal hand, watching the fingers flex and curl in response to his thoughts. It was his hand now.
A part of him.
But it would never be his hand, not really.
It was now always a reminder of what had been taken, what had been done to him.
"When did I become active?", he asked, voice barely above a whisper, "When did the Winter Soldier start... Operating?"
"First confirmed sighting was November 2017.", Barbara replied, "Approximately ten months after your disappearance. You—the Winter Soldier—assassinated a Czech Minister of Defense. Clean kill, in and out, no witnesses except one security guard who survived long enough to describe a masked operative with a metal arm."
She pulled up more files, and Dick felt his chest tighten as he saw the list.
Names. Dates. Locations. Methods of assassination.
So many names.
"The Shadows and their partners—KGBeast's rogue Soviet faction, Deathstroke, probably others we haven't identified—used you for the next three years.", Tim said, his voice tight with controlled anger, "High-value targets. Politicians, diplomats, business leaders, scientists. Anyone who threatened their interests or whose death would advance their goals of global destabilization."
"Two hundred confirmed kills.", Jason said bluntly, "Over three years. That we know of. There are probably more that we just haven't connected to you yet."
Two hundred people.
Two hundred lives ended by his hands.
By his skills.
By everything Bruce had taught him, everything he'd learned, everything he'd become—all of it turned to murder.
Dick's breathing was becoming rapid again, his chest tight.
"And the high-profile targets?", he managed to ask.
Wally took over, his voice gentle despite the horror of what he was describing.
"December 2017. British Prime Minister Lord Michael William Jones. Struck by what appeared to be a runaway truck. Security footage later revealed the driver had been dead for hours. Whoever controlled that vehicle walked away without a trace. Witness accounts—buried in classified files—spoke of a figure on a nearby rooftop, with a flash of silver at his side.”
"November 2019. Korean President Park Gyun-Seol. Killed when a government building suddenly imploded during an address. The official story? Structural failure. Unofficially? Survivors described a man with a mask and an arm made of metal. They said he fired once. And then the building fell.”
"February 2021. German Chancellor Adelheid Meyer."
Dick's breath caught.
That one he remembered with crystal clarity now that the memories were integrated.
The EU-USSR summit in Berlin. Moving through the delegates with mechanical precision. Finding his target. Raising his pistol. The shot. Her falling. Blood pooling on marble floors while chaos erupted around him.
The Team trying to stop him.
Beating them back with systematic efficiency because he knew their fighting styles, knew their weaknesses, knew exactly how to counter everything they'd throw at him.
Escaping into the smoke while sirens wailed and a world leader bled out.
"I killed her.", Dick whispered, and his voice was breaking now, "I remember. I was there. I was aware. Some part of me was screaming to stop, to not pull the trigger, but I couldn't—the programming wouldn't let me—and I killed her."
"The way you fought us felt familiar. Like you knew our techniques. Like you'd trained with us. Batman started suspecting then, I think, but he couldn't prove it. Didn't want to believe it."
"After that was the attack in Gotham.", Jason said, his voice carrying a harder edge, "A week or two after Berlin. Your own fucking foundation, the Richard J. Grayson Foundation Fundraiser at Wayne Manor. Explosions, armed mercenaries, and the Winter Soldier coming specifically for Bruce Wayne."
Dick's metal hand clenched into a fist, servos whining with the force.
"I remember that too.", he said hoarsely, "Fighting Batman and Red Hood in the Manor. You fought well, Jason. Better than in Berlin. You were adapting to my patterns. But I was programmed to adapt faster. I would have killed Bruce if the police sirens hadn't forced me to abort."
"Yeah, well…", Jason’s voice trailed, "I guess we just got lucky."
"At that time, maybe the programming just prioritized escape over mission completion. Asset preservation, or some shit.", Dick countered bitterly.
"Then Moscow.", he said, changing the subject because he couldn't process the implications of what they were suggesting, "I remember Moscow too. The Kremlin. Fighting the Team again. Hurting M'gann."
His voice cracked on her name.
"I remember her telepathic presence trying to reach me, trying to find something human in the void where my consciousness should have been. And I remember the Winter Soldier dismissing it as just another threat to neutralize, calculating exactly how much force was needed to fragment her enough that she couldn't maintain offensive telepathy."
Wally's face had gone pale.
"She told us it was like touching nothing.", he said quietly, "She said your mind was just... Empty. A void where a person should be. She tried three times—Berlin, Moscow, and Singapore—and every time it was the same. She could barely sleep for days after Moscow because how the void felt, it traumatized her."
"I'm sorry.", Dick whispered, knowing the words were inadequate, knowing they couldn't possibly make up for what he'd done, "God, I'm so sorry."
"It wasn't your fault.", Zatanna said firmly, her hand still holding his, her magic a constant gentle presence, "Dick, you have to understand—you were being controlled. The Winter Soldier was in command. You were just... trapped. Aware but unable to affect anything."
"That doesn't change what happened.", Dick said, his voice hollow, "It doesn't bring back Chancellor Meyer or everyone I killed. It doesn't undo what happened to M'gann. It doesn't erase the trauma I caused everyone. I was there. I was aware. And I did those things."
"While being tortured every day.", Tim interjected, "Dick, the conditioning—it wasn't just psychological. The Cadmus files and Ra’s confession showed that they reinforced the programming regularly. If you showed any signs of resistance, any emergence of your original personality, they'd put you back in the chair. Back on the electrodes. Back to the activation words until you complied again."
He pulled up more files, and Dick had to look away from the images of himself—older, harder, empty-eyed—strapped to that chair over and over again.
"You endured four years of that.", Barbara said, her voice gentle, "Four years of being broken down and rebuilt, of being forced to kill while some part of you screamed in horror. You survived something that would have destroyed most people completely. That takes incredible strength, Dick."
"It doesn't feel like strength.", Dick said, his voice breaking, "It feels like weakness. Like I should have been stronger. Should have resisted better. Should have found a way to—"
"To what?", Jason interrupted, his voice sharp, "Break conditioning that Ra’s Al Ghul and Cadmus specifically designed to be unbreakable? Programming that was refined over decades of research and tailored specifically to counter your psychological profile? Dick, you held out for three and a half months before you broke. Most people break in days. Some in hours. You fought like hell."
"And it still wasn't enough.", Dick whispered.
Silence filled the medical bay, broken only by the soft beeping of monitors and the sound of Dick's ragged breathing.
Wally finally spoke, his voice thick with emotion.
"Singapore is where we finally captured you. The trilateral summit between China, Korea, and Japan. You came for the world leaders, and we were ready. We'd learned from Berlin and Moscow. We adapted our tactics, coordinated better, didn't give you openings."
He paused, clearly struggling with the memory.
"Zatanna stopped you. Knocked you unconscious with magic before you could complete the mission. Then… We unmasked you and saw your face for the first time.”
Wally’s breath hitched, “We didn’t know what to do. Bruce was still in Nanda Parbat confronting Ra’s, we called him and he ordered us to bring you to Mount Justice."
"I remember waking up in the detention cell.", Dick said, his memories providing details now, integrated and accessible, "I remember all of you trying to talk to me. Trying to reach me. And I remember not recognizing anyone. Not caring. Just calculating threat levels and escape routes."
"Then someone hijacked the Cave’s systems.", Tim said, his voice carrying residual anger, "Broadcast your activation words through the speakers. We only saw from the security recordings; Jason, Babs, and I were still at the safehouse in DC combing through the Cadmus files. But we watched you try to resist—god, Dick, you fought so hard—but the programming was too strong. The words activated you, and you tore through Wally, Zatanna, and the Team like were nothing."
"I escaped.", Dick said, not a question but a statement, "I remember fighting Bruce. Remember him trying to reach me, trying to make me recognize him. And I remember standing over him after I'd beaten him, looking down at his face, and feeling... nothing. Just mission parameters. Just the need to complete objectives."
"But you didn't kill him.", Zatanna said fiercely, "You had every opportunity. You'd beaten him. You beaten us. We were injured, vulnerable. And you walked away. You let us live."
"The programming prioritized escape over elimination of secondary targets.", Dick said automatically, then stopped, realizing he was still thinking like the Winter Soldier, still categorizing Batman as a target rather than as Bruce, as his father.
“I tried twice.", Bruce's voice came from the doorway, and everyone turned to see him standing there, holding two cups of coffee, "The first was in Belle Reve when you busted out Deathstroke, the second was in Mount Justice when you broke out."
He moved into the medical bay, offering one cup to Zatanna—who took it gratefully—and setting the other on Dick's side table within reach.
"I've been standing in the corridor listening for the past ten minutes.", Bruce admitted, his voice carrying a note of apology, "I didn't want to interrupt. But I need you to hear this, Dick."
He moved to stand at the foot of Dick's bed, his expression more open than usual, more Bruce Wayne than Batman.
"You didn’t recognize me when you were first sent to kill me in Gotham, you didn’t hold back, you took down Jason, Tim, and only escaped because I held you off long enough for GCPD and emergency services to arrive. In Belle Reve, I knew that something was a miss, bastards like Deathstroke wouldn’t surrender willingly without a purpose. You were blowing up your way in as I interrogated him, I tried to reach out to you but failed. You stared at me cold, and didn't even remember who I was."
Dick's throat was tight, his eyes burning with tears he was trying desperately not to shed.
"I tried to kill you.", he whispered, "Gotham, Belle Reve, Mount Justice. I tried to—"
"But you didn't.", Bruce said firmly, "Whether it was because of the circumstances, your programming, or something else entirely, some part of you wouldn't let you succeed. That distinction matters, Dick. It matters more than you know."
"It doesn't feel like it matters.", Dick's voice was breaking now, "It doesn't change what I did to everyone else. The people I killed who didn't have that protection. Chancellor Meyer. President Park. Lord Jones. The two hundred others whose names blur in my mind because there were too many."
"And that's what we need to talk about next.", Tim said quietly, pulling up another file on his tablet, "The attack in New York over a week ago. The US-USSR bilateral summit. That's where everything changed."
Dick's memories provided the details before Tim could continue.
The summit. The final day. Moving through the venue with mechanical precision. Fighting the Team again—they'd adapted even more, fought smarter, coordinated better.
And then Zatanna getting through his defenses.
Zatanna's voice cutting through the programming with magic and desperation and love.
The activation words starting—Deathstroke's voice reciting the sequence that would reset him, would force compliance, would destroy the tiny crack in his conditioning that Zatanna's breakthrough had created.
And then her spell silencing Deathstroke before he could finish.
The incomplete sequence.
The partial activation that had left his programming damaged, vulnerable.
The opportunity that had led to the mindscape procedure, to the battle between Dick Grayson and the Winter Soldier, to his integration and return.
"You saved me.", Dick said, looking at Zatanna, really looking at her, "In New York. You stopped Deathstroke from completing the sequence. If he'd finished, if the programming had been reinforced, I'd still be the Winter Soldier. I'd still be their weapon. You saved me."
"We all saved you.", Zatanna replied, her hand squeezing his, "The Martians who guided us through the mindscape. Bruce who never gave up searching. Tim, Jason, and Barbara who broke into Cadmus to get the intelligence we needed. Wally who, though he had his pessimistic moments-"
An audible, “Hey!", could be heard from the speedster.
But she continued, " We never stopped believing you were still in there somewhere. We all played a part."
"But you're the one who stopped Deathstroke.", Dick insisted, "You're the one who gave me the opening I needed to fight back. You're the one who—"
His voice caught, and suddenly he couldn't hold back the tears anymore.
Four years of pain and horror and guilt came crashing down all at once, the weight of two hundred murders and countless assaults and being forced to hurt the people he loved, and it was too much, too overwhelming, too impossible to process.
Dick broke.
His shoulders shook with sobs he couldn't control, tears streaming down his face, his human hand still clinging to Zatanna's while his metal hand covered his eyes as if he could hide from what he'd become.
"I'm sorry.", he gasped between sobs, "I'm so fucking sorry. I should have been stronger. Should have resisted better. Should have found a way to stop them. I'm sorry."
Zatanna was there immediately, standing, leaning over the bed to wrap her arms around him, her magic flaring purple-white as she held him.
"You have nothing to apologize for.", she whispered fiercely, "Nothing. You survived. You held on long enough for us to find you. You fought back in the mindscape and won. You did what you could, Dick. Everything."
Bruce's hand landed on Dick's shoulder, and Wally moved to the other side of the bed, and suddenly everyone was there, surrounding him, touching him—careful of the medical equipment but present, real, solid.
His family.
His Team.
The people he'd tried to kill.
The people who'd never given up on him.
And for the first time in four years, Dick Grayson let himself believe that maybe, possibly, he could be saved.
That maybe the Winter Soldier hadn't won after all.
That maybe there was still hope for him after all.
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[Sunday, May 16, 2021 | 14:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Private Recovery Room]
Dr. Chen had insisted on moving Dick to a private room after the debriefing session.
"He needs space to process.", she'd said firmly, overriding protests from the Team who wanted to stay close, "His psychological state is fragile. Too much stimulus, too many people, and he risks fragmenting again. Give him quiet. Give him time."
So they'd moved him to one of the Watchtower's recovery suites—smaller than the main medical bay, designed for long-term patients who needed privacy more than intensive monitoring. The room was comfortable in a sterile, institutional way: a proper bed instead of a medical berth, a small sitting area with a couch and chairs, viewports showing Earth rotating peacefully below.
Dick sat on the couch now, dressed in comfortable civilian clothes that someone had retrieved from his old quarters in the Cave—a soft t-shirt and sweatpants that felt strange after four years of tactical gear. His metal arm was exposed, reflecting the white lights of the room.
He stared at the arm, watching servos shift beneath alloy plating as he flexed his fingers, still trying to reconcile this mechanical thing as part of himself.
Zatanna sat beside him, close but not touching, giving him space while remaining present. She'd changed again—showered, fixed her makeup, put on fresh clothes—but the exhaustion was still visible in her eyes, the weight of four years of grief that had transformed into four hours of desperate hope and now settled into something more complicated.
Relief that he was back.
Fear that he wasn't really back, not completely.
Uncertainty about what happened next.
"You don't have to stay.", Dick said quietly, his voice still rough, "I know you're exhausted. You should rest."
"I'm not leaving you alone.", Zatanna replied, her tone making it clear this wasn't up for negotiation, "Not after everything. Not when you're processing four years of trauma all at once."
"I'm fine."
"You're not fine. Nobody would be fine. And that's okay."
Dick wanted to argue, wanted to insist that he could handle this, that he was trained to compartmentalize, to process and move forward. But the words died in his throat because they'd be a lie.
He wasn't fine.
He was fracturing in slow motion, his integrated consciousness trying desperately to organize four years of memories that kept surfacing in random, violent bursts.
It had started during the debriefing—hearing about Chancellor Meyer's assassination had triggered a full sensory memory, complete and overwhelming. But that had been just one memory, one mission, one kill.
Now, sitting in quiet with nothing to distract him, the flood was beginning.
Dick closed his eyes, trying to center himself with breathing exercises Bruce had taught him when he was eight years old and newly traumatized by his parents' deaths.
In through the nose.
Hold for four counts.
Out through the mouth.
In.
Hold.
Out.
But the breathing exercises didn't work because the memories weren't following any logical pattern, weren't waiting politely for him to be ready to process them.
They just came.
~~~~~
Berlin. February 2021.
The Chancellor's voice echoing through the summit hall, speaking about peace and cooperation and building bridges between East and West. Her words carrying hope, carrying possibility, carrying everything the Shadows wanted to destroy.
Blowing up his way in, dispatching the Team with relative ease.
Drawing his weapon. Acquiring the target. Finger on trigger.
Some part of him—the part that was Dick Grayson, buried and screaming—trying desperately to resist. Trying to make his hand tremble, to throw off the shot, to do anything to prevent what was about to happen.
But the Winter Soldier's programming was absolute. His hand was steady. His breathing controlled. His focus perfect.
The trigger pull. The recoil. The bullet traveling true.
Chancellor Meyer's hands going to her chest. Blood spreading on her blue suit. Her body falling. The podium catching her on the way down, then releasing her to crumple on marble floors that would never be completely clean again.
Chaos erupting. Screaming. Security converging. The Team moving to intercept.
And buried inside his own head, Dick Grayson screaming louder than all of them combined, screaming in a voice only he could hear.
"NO! STOP! PLEASE GOD MAKE IT STOP!"
But it didn't stop. It never stopped. The Winter Soldier just continued the mission and escaped while a woman who'd been trying to make the world better bled out behind him.
~~~~~
Dick's eyes snapped open, his breathing ragged, his human hand gripping the couch cushion so hard the fabric tore slightly.
"Dick?", Zatanna's voice, careful and concerned, "What just happened?"
"Memory.", he managed to say, his voice strangled, "Berlin. I remembered killing her. Not just the facts—I remembered being there. Remembered the shot. Remembered her falling. Remembered the part of me that was still Dick Grayson screaming inside my own head while I pulled the trigger."
Zatanna's hand moved to his arm—his human arm—gentle pressure that said I'm here, I'm real, you're not in Berlin anymore.
"You were aware.", she said quietly, "When we talked about it during the debriefing, I wasn't sure if you meant aware like remembering afterwards or aware like present during. But you were there. Conscious. Just unable to control anything."
"Every mission.", Dick whispered, "Every kill. I was there. Aware. Screaming. And nobody could hear me because I was trapped inside my own body while the Winter Soldier used my skills, my training, my knowledge to murder people."
He turned to look at her, and his eyes were haunted.
"Do you understand what that's like? Being a prisoner in your own head? Feeling your hands move, your muscles respond, your body perform actions that your consciousness is screaming against? It's not like being unconscious and having someone else operate your body. It's worse. It's being present for every moment, every decision, every kill, and being completely unable to stop it."
"That's torture," Zatanna said, her voice thick with emotion, "Dick, that's another layer of torture on top of everything else they did to you. Not just the physical conditioning but the psychological horror of being aware and helpless."
"I thought I was going insane.", Dick said, and the admission felt like tearing open his chest, "The first few missions, I kept thinking maybe this was punishment. Maybe I'd died in Siberia and this was hell—being forced to watch myself become everything I'd sworn to fight against. Being forced to hurt people, to kill people, while some part of me screamed uselessly in the background."
He laughed, but there was no humor in it.
"And then I started hoping I was insane. Because insanity would mean this wasn't real. Would mean the people I was killing weren't really dying. Would mean I could wake up and discover it had all been a nightmare."
"But you never woke up."
"No. I never woke up. Because it wasn't a nightmare. It was real. All of it was real."
Another memory surfaced, violent and immediate.
~~~~~
Korea. November 2019.
Three weeks undercover as kitchen staff at the Presidential Palace. Three weeks of playing a role and building a cover identity, being Alexei Lee, a Russian-Korean translator, instead of the Winter Soldier.
Except there was no real difference. Alexei was just another mask, another identity constructed by programming. And underneath both the Alexei mask and the Winter Soldier programming was Dick Grayson, screaming.
The state address. Hundreds of guests. Security everywhere. But security was looking for external threats, not for the catering staff who'd been thoroughly vetted three weeks ago when the Winter Soldier had infiltrated their ranks.
Moving through the kitchen with practiced ease, readying the detonator that would bring the entire building down.
Dick Grayson screaming: "DON'T DO THIS! HE'S A GOOD MAN! DON'T—"
But the Winter Soldier's hands didn't tremble, he made his way to the pre-designated safe zone.
One press, and the entire building came crashing down.
President Park Gyun-Seol died in the collapse.
And Dick Grayson, still screaming inside his own head, added another name to the list of people he'd murdered while being unable to stop himself.
~~~~~
"Korea.", Dick gasped, his hand moving to his chest as if he could physically feel the horror of that memory, "President Park. I blew up the building. Spent three weeks building a cover identity, getting close, earning trust. And then I killed him, his own security detail didn’t even know I did it."
Zatanna's magic flared instinctively, purple-white energy crackling around her hands before she controlled it.
"That wasn't you," she said firmly, "Dick, you have to separate—"
"How?" Dick interrupted, his voice rising, "How do I separate myself from what I did when I was there? When I remember his face? When I remember setting up the explosives? When I remember the speech he was delivering about ‘a new era for the people of Korea, united’?"
He stood abruptly, his metal arm spasming as his emotional state affected his neural control.
"I’m remembering all of them, Zee. Not just the high-profile targets. All two hundred. Some are fragmented—just flashes of faces, of final moments—but others are crystal clear. Every detail. Every sound. Every smell. Every expression on their faces when they realized they were going to die."
He was pacing now, unable to stay still, his breathing becoming rapid.
"There was a scientist in Prague. Dr. Helena Novak. She was working on renewable energy technology that would have undermined fossil fuel markets. The Shadows wanted her dead because one of their financial backers had investments in oil. I remember breaking into her apartment at three in the morning. I remember her waking up, seeing me standing over her bed, and the look on her face—she knew. She knew she was going to die. And she begged. In Czech. She begged for her life, said she had children, said please don't do this."
Dick's voice was breaking now, tears streaming down his face.
"And I killed her anyway. Snapped her neck because the programming said that was the most efficient method. Quick. Clean. Minimal struggle.
And inside my head, Dick Grayson was screaming, 'SHE HAS CHILDREN! DON'T DO THIS! PLEASE!', but it didn't matter because the Winter Soldier didn't care about children or begging or anything except mission completion."
"Dick—", Zatanna stood, moving toward him.
"There was a diplomat in Cairo," Dick continued, his voice taking on a manic edge as the memories kept flooding through, "Trying to negotiate peace between Israel and Palestine. Shot him in his hotel room while he was video calling his daughter. I remember her face on the laptop screen. I remember her confusion when her father suddenly fell forward. I remember her screaming when she saw the blood splatter as she realized what had happened."
He turned to face Zatanna, and his expression was shattered.
"There was a journalist in Manila exposing corruption. A labor organizer in Kyiv trying to improve working conditions. A human rights lawyer in Istanbul defending refugees. A doctor in Johannesburg developing affordable treatments for HIV. A teacher in Mumbai who was advocating for girls' education."
His breathing was becoming erratic, hyperventilating, as memory after memory crashed through his consciousness.
"I killed them all. Some with guns. Some with knives. Some with my bare hands—with this hand—", he held up his metal arm, "—snapping necks, crushing windpipes, all the things Bruce taught me never to do, all the lines I swore I'd never cross, and I crossed every single one while being aware enough to know exactly what I was doing and unable to stop myself."
"Dick, you need to breathe.", Zatanna said urgently, moving closer but not touching him yet, recognizing that he was spiraling, "You're having a panic attack. Focus on my voice. Focus on breathing."
But Dick was too far gone, the memories overwhelming his ability to regulate.
~~~~~
Moscow. February 2021.
The Kremlin. Fighting the Team. They'd adapted since Berlin, coordinated better, didn't give him as many openings.
But he was still winning because he knew them. Knew how Kaldur thought, how Wally moved, how Conner relied on his strength, how M'gann used her telepathy.
And the worst part—the absolute worst part—was feeling Dick Grayson's consciousness begging.
Begging the Winter Soldier not to hurt them.
Begging for mercy that the programming couldn't provide.
"THEY'RE MY FRIENDS! THEY'RE MY FAMILY! DON'T HURT THEM!"
But the Winter Soldier didn't care. Mission parameters said defeat opposition. So he defeated them.
Wally first. Two shots, the first missing but the second hitting his thigh.
Dick screaming.
"NO! NOT WALLY! HE'S MY BEST FRIEND! PLEASE!"
Conner next. Using his strength against him, throwing him through walls.
Dick screaming.
"HE'S MY BROTHER! STOP IT! STOP!"
And M'gann, her telepathic presence trying to reach him, trying to find some fragment of a person in the void where the Winter Soldier was.
Finding nothing because Dick was buried too deep, suppressed too completely.
The Winter Soldier's metal fist catching her ribs. The sound of bones breaking. Her cry of pain.
Dick Grayson's consciousness shattering in sympathetic agony.
"NO! M'GANN! I'M SORRY! I'M SO SORRY! PLEASE SOMEONE MAKE IT STOP!"
But nobody could hear him. Nobody could save him. He was alone in his own head, forced to watch himself hurt the people he loved most in the world.
~~~~~
Dick collapsed to his knees, his hands moving to his head as if he could physically extract the memories, as if he could claw them out and make them stop.
"I hurt you.", he gasped, "I hurt all of you. In Moscow, M'gann, Kaldur, Wally, Conner, Artemis, Raquel, Jason, Tim, Babs, you. I knew who you guys were. Some part of me was screaming your names, screaming for you guys to run, to get away from me. But I couldn't make my mouth form the words. Couldn't make my body stop. Could only watch myself hurt the people I love while being completely aware of what I was doing."
Zatanna was kneeling beside him now, her hands hovering near his shoulders but not touching, not wanting to make contact without permission.
"Dick, listen to me.", she said, her voice carrying both urgency and gentleness, "You're dissociating. You're losing connection with the present moment. I need you to ground yourself. Can you feel the floor beneath you? Can you feel the air conditioning? Can you hear my voice?"
"I can hear all of it.", Dick whispered, "I can hear everything. The memories are so loud, Zee. They won't stop. Every time I close my eyes, I see their faces. Everyone I killed. Everyone I hurt. And I can't make it stop."
"Then don't close your eyes.", Zatanna said firmly, "Look at me. Right now. Look at my face and focus on me. Not on the memories. On me."
Dick forced his eyes open, forced himself to focus on Zatanna's face. Blue eyes meeting blue eyes. Her expression was open, concerned, but not afraid. Not disgusted. Not repulsed by what he'd become.
Just... Present.
"That's good.", she said, "Keep looking at me. I'm going to touch you now, okay? Just your arm. Just to help ground you."
Her hand settled on his human arm, warm and real and solid.
"You're in the Watchtower.", she continued, her voice steady, "You're safe. You're not in London, or Seoul, or Berlin, Gotham, Moscow. You’re not in anywhere of those places. You're here, with me, and you're safe."
"I don't…”, his voice hitched.
“I don’t think I deserve to be safe. Two hundred people are dead because of me. How many families did I destroy? How many children lost parents? The world I helped destabilize? How many—"
"Stop.", Zatanna interrupted, her voice carrying command now, "Dick, I need you to hear me. Really hear me. What was done to you—the conditioning, the torture, the programming—none of that was your fault. You didn't choose to become the Winter Soldier. You didn't volunteer to be a weapon. You were taken. You were broken. You were used."
"But I still did it.", Dick said, "My hands. My skills. My body. I pulled the triggers. I threw the punches. I denoted the explosives. I killed them."
"While being tortured.", Zatanna countered, "While having your consciousness suppressed. While being forced through systematic psychological conditioning specifically designed to make you incapable of resisting. Dick, you were a prisoner in your own body. That doesn't make you responsible for what that body did under someone else's control."
"The law won't see it that way."
"Fuck the law.", Zatanna said, and Dick's eyes widened slightly at the vehemence in her voice, "I mean it. Fuck legal definitions of responsibility. Fuck trying to determine culpability. You were a victim. You are a victim. And I'm not going to let you take on guilt for crimes you committed while being actively tortured and mind-controlled."
Dick wanted to argue, wanted to insist that accountability mattered, that responsibility couldn't just be dismissed because the circumstances were complicated.
But another memory was already surfacing, violent and immediate.
~~~~~
The chair. The torture chamber. Some facility in Siberia or maybe somewhere else—the locations blurred together after a while.
This session was different. This was punishment for resistance.
Because the Winter Soldier had hesitated during a mission. Just for a microsecond. Just long enough for Dick Grayson's consciousness to nearly break through, to nearly make his mouth form words.
"Please. Help me."
The target had escaped. Mission failure.
So back to the chair.
Back to the electrodes.
Back to the words.
The officer standing over him, face impassive, reciting the activation sequence while electricity tore through Dick's nervous system.
“Желание.” (Longing)
Pain beyond description. Every nerve ending on fire.
“Ржавый.” (Rusted)
Screaming. Always screaming. His voice raw and broken.
“Семнадцать.” (Seventeen)
The part of him that was Dick Grayson trying to hold on to his identity, trying to remember Bruce's face, Zatanna's laugh, Wally's jokes—anything that proved he was a person and not just a weapon.
“Рассвет.” (Daybreak)
Memories dissolving under the assault. Personality fragmenting. Everything that made him him being systematically destroyed.
“Печь“ (Furnace)
“Девять“ (Nine)
“Доброкачественные“ (Benign)
“Возвращение на родину“ (Homecoming)
“Один.” (One)
And finally.
“Грузовой вагон.” (Freight car)
The world going quiet. His screaming stopping. His resistance ending.
The officer's voice, satisfied, "Солдат?" (Soldier?)
And his own voice, flat and mechanical.
"Готов подчиняться." (Ready to comply.)
Ready to be a weapon again.
Ready to kill. Ready to follow orders without question or hesitation because questioning meant pain and pain was all that existed in the spaces between missions.
~~~~~
Dick was convulsing now, his body shaking with tremors that had nothing to do with temperature. The memory of the chair was visceral, physical, as if his nervous system was remembering the electricity even though it wasn't actually present.
"The chair.", he gasped, "That fucking chair. Every time I resisted, every time some part of me tried to break through, they'd put me back in the chair. Back to the words. Back to the pain until I stopped being Dick Grayson and became the Winter Soldier again."
Zatanna's magic flared, instinctive protective response. Purple-white energy wrapped around Dick like a blanket, not restraining but soothing, trying to calm his nervous system's phantom response to remembered trauma.
"Peels.", she whispered, and the spell carried through, not forcing sleep but offering it, making rest available if he wanted to accept it.
But Dick shook his head, fighting against the gentle pull of her magic.
"I can't sleep.", he said, "Every time I sleep, I dream. And the dreams are just memories on repeat. Chancellor Meyer falling. President Park dying. Dr. Novak begging. The chair. The electrodes. The words. Over and over. I can't escape it."
"Then we need to get you help.", Zatanna said firmly, standing and offering her hand, "Professional help. Dinah is a psychologist trained in trauma therapy. J’onn and M’gann can do more telepathic work to help organize your memories, make them less overwhelming."
"No more telepathy.", Dick said immediately, his voice carrying panic, "Please. No more people in my head. I just got control back. I can't—I can't let anyone else in. Not yet."
"Okay.", Zatanna agreed quickly, "No telepathy. But therapy. Anything to help with the panic attacks, the flashbacks. Dick, you're experiencing severe PTSD. That's not something you can just push through."
"I've had PTSD before.", Dick said, and his voice was bitter, "After my parents died. After Jason died and came back. After everything with the Reach invasion, thinking that Wally was dead. I know how to manage it."
"This is different.", Zatanna said gently, "This isn't trauma from witnessing something horrible or from losing someone. This is trauma from being systematically tortured for four years while being forced to commit atrocities. The scale is completely different."
Dick knew she was right. Knew that what he was experiencing went beyond anything he'd dealt with before. But admitting that felt like admitting weakness, and weakness felt dangerous in ways his training had never fully addressed.
Another memory surfaced, and this one was worse because it was mundane.
Not a high-profile assassination.
Not a mission.
Just... Maintenance.
~~~~~
Some facility. Some time between missions. Being strapped to the chair not as punishment but as routine.
Reinforcement conditioning. The Shadows didn't wait for him to show signs of resistance. They reinforced the programming regularly, preventatively, ensuring Dick Grayson stayed buried.
The words spoken in calm, clinical tones. The electricity measured, calibrated to cause maximum psychological impact without permanent physical damage.
And the worst part—the absolute worst part—was that this had become normal.
Dick Grayson's consciousness, buried deep, had stopped screaming during these sessions. Had learned that screaming changed nothing, that resistance was futile, that the only way to survive was to retreat so far into himself that the pain couldn't quite reach.
Dissociation as survival mechanism.
Becoming nothing as protection against being destroyed.
The officer finishing the sequence, asking the ritual question.
"Солдат?"
And the Winter Soldier responding with mechanical precision.
"Готов подчиняться."
But underneath, so deep that even the Winter Soldier couldn't detect it, Dick Grayson still existed.
A spark.
A fragment.
A tiny piece of consciousness that refused to be completely erased.
Waiting.
Hoping.
Praying that somehow, someday, someone would find him and bring him home.
~~~~~
"They conditioned me between missions.", Dick said, his voice distant, dissociated, "Not just when I resisted. Regularly. Preventatively. Every few weeks, back to the chair. Back to the words. Back to the pain. To make sure I stayed compliant."
He looked at his hands—one human, one metal—and his expression was haunted.
"I stopped fighting after a while. Stopped screaming. Because screaming didn't change anything. The pain came whether I resisted or not. So I learned to retreat. To hide so deep inside myself that the pain couldn't quite reach. To become nothing so they couldn't destroy me."
"But you didn't become nothing.", Zatanna said fiercely, "You survived. That spark of Dick Grayson that stayed hidden—that was you surviving the only way you could. That was strength, not weakness."
"It felt like weakness.", Dick whispered, "It felt like giving up. Like surrendering. Like letting them win."
"Survival isn't surrender.", Zatanna said, "Survival is the most fundamental act of resistance. Every day you stayed alive, every mission you completed while some part of you stayed hidden and aware, every moment you didn't let them completely erase you—that was you fighting back. Maybe not in ways that felt heroic or dramatic, but fighting nonetheless."
Dick wanted to believe her. Desperately wanted to accept that surviving four years of systematic torture was an accomplishment rather than a failure.
But the memories kept coming, relentless, overwhelming, each one carrying its own weight of horror and guilt.
A child's face in Jakarta, watching from a window as the Winter Soldier killed his father.
A wedding in Athens that the Winter Soldier disrupted with a bomb that killed seventeen people, including the bride.
A hospital in Damascus where the Winter Soldier had terminated a doctor who was treating refugees, regardless of their political affiliations, because she was an activist against the Syrian dictatorship.
On and on and on.
Two hundred names.
Two hundred faces.
Two hundred final moments that Dick Grayson had been forced to witness while being unable to stop himself.
"I—I can't do this.", he said finally, his voice breaking, "Zee, I can't carry all of this. The weight of it—it's too much. Every time I think I've processed one memory, three more resurface. Every time I start to feel stable, another wave hits. How am I supposed to live with this? How am I supposed to function knowing what I've done?"
Zatanna's hands cupped his face, forcing him to look at her, to focus on her presence rather than the memories threatening to drown him.
"One moment at a time.", she said firmly, "One breath at a time. One day at a time. You don't have to carry all of it at once. You don't have to process four years of trauma in four hours. Give yourself permission to take it slow."
"I don't know how to take it slow.", Dick said, "I don't know how to be anything except Batman's protégé who pushes through pain and keeps going. But this—I don't know how to keep going with this."
"Then we'll figure it out together.", Zatanna said, "You, me, Bruce, the Team, everyone who loves you. We'll help you carry this until you're strong enough to carry it yourself. And eventually, with time and therapy and work, the memories will become less overwhelming. They'll never go away completely—trauma doesn't work like that—but they'll become manageable."
"How do you know?", Dick asked, his voice small, younger than his twenty-five years, "How do you know I'll ever be okay again?"
"Because I know you.", Zatanna said simply, "I know Richard Grayson. I know that you've survived impossible things before. I know that you have a capacity for hope and resilience that most people can't even comprehend. And I know that you just defeated the Winter Soldier in your own mind, which means you're stronger than four years of conditioning. If you can do that, you can survive this too."
Dick wanted to believe her. Wanted to trust that eventually, someday, the memories would stop feeling like they were tearing him apart from the inside.
But right now, in this moment, with his consciousness still raw from integration and his mind still flooding with suppressed memories, belief felt impossible.
All he could do was hold onto Zatanna's hands, let her magic soothe the worst of his panic, and try to breathe through each memory as it surfaced.
One moment at a time.
One breath at a time.
One day at a time.
It wasn't much.
But it was all he had.
Chapter 23: "XXII: Closures"
Chapter Text
[Sunday, May 16, 2021 | 16:45]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Dick's Private Recovery Room]
The knock on the door was gentle but deliberate.
Three measured taps, followed by a pause, then two more—a pattern Dick recognized immediately from years of patrol signals.
Wally's knock.
The one that said, "I'm here, and I'm not leaving until you let me in."
Dick looked at Zatanna, who'd been sitting with him in quiet companionship for the past hour, letting him process memories as they surfaced without trying to fix or minimize them.
"Do you want me to send them away?", she asked softly.
Dick shook his head, "No. I need to do this. I need to face them."
Zatanna stood, squeezing his shoulder gently, "I'll be right outside if you need me."
"Stay.", Dick said quickly, then clarified, "Please. I... I might need an anchor."
She nodded, settling back onto the couch but shifting to give him space.
"Come in.", Dick called out, his voice steadier than he felt.
The door opened, and Wally entered first—of course he did, he was always first through the door, always the one charging ahead while Dick planned three steps behind. But this Wally was different from the one Dick remembered. Older, obviously—four years did that—but also carrying a weight in his eyes that hadn't been there before.
Behind him came Kaldur, moving with Atlantean grace that couldn't quite hide the slight limp from his injured knee. Then Artemis, her arms crossed defensively across her chest. M'gann floated slightly off the ground, her green skin paler than usual. And Conner brought up the rear, his expression carefully neutral in that way that meant he was holding back a storm of emotion.
The original Team.
His Team.
The people he'd trained with, fought beside, bled with.
The people he'd tried to kill.
"Hey, man.", Wally said, and his voice cracked slightly on the words. He moved to sit in one of the chairs across from Dick, the others following suit, arranging themselves in a loose semicircle.
For a long moment, nobody spoke. They just looked at each other—five young adults who'd lost someone and found him again, but changed, damaged, carrying wounds that might never fully heal.
"I'm sorry.", Dick said finally, the words inadequate but necessary, "For Berlin, for Moscow, Singapore, Mount Justice, hell, even New York. For everything I did as the Winter Soldier. I know saying sorry doesn't change anything, doesn't undo the damage, but I—"
"Stop.", Wally interrupted, his voice firm despite the tears streaming down his face, "Dick, man, you don't apologize to us. Not for that. Not ever."
"But I hurt you. I shot you in Moscow. I broke M'gann's ribs. I threw Conner through walls. I nearly killed—"
"While being mind-controlled.", Kaldur said, his voice carrying that Atlantean authority that always cut through chaos, "While being tortured. While being held prisoner in your own body. Dick, we do not hold you responsible for actions taken while you were the Winter Soldier."
"You should.", Dick's voice was barely above a whisper, "You should hate me. You should want me locked up, or worse. I tried to kill all of you. Multiple times. I—"
"We don't hate you.", M'gann's telepathic presence was a gentle touch at the edge of his consciousness—not intrusive, just offering connection, "We could never hate you, Dick. You're our friend. Our brother. Our leader."
"I'm not your leader anymore.", Dick said, his metal hand clenching into a fist, "I can't be. Not after—"
"After what?", Artemis asked, and her voice carried an edge, "After surviving four years of systematic torture? After being turned into a weapon against your will? After fighting back hard enough that eventually we could reach you?"
She leaned forward, her green eyes intense.
"Dick, you were our leader because you were smart, tactical, and cared about keeping us alive more than completing the mission. You taught us that the mission was secondary to bringing everyone home. That's still who you are. The conditioning didn't change that."
"But I failed that principle.", Dick said, his voice breaking, "In Berlin, I completed the mission. I killed Chancellor Meyer. I let someone die to achieve an objective."
"No.", Kaldur said firmly, "The Winter Soldier completed a mission. You—Dick Grayson—were screaming in horror, trying to stop it. There is a difference."
"Is there?", Dick looked at his hands—one flesh, one metal, "I remember pulling the trigger. I remember aiming. I remember her falling. My hands. My body. My skills. How is that different from me choosing to do it?"
Conner spoke up, his voice rough with emotion he was barely controlling.
"Because choice requires agency. You had none. Dick, I know what it's like to be programmed, to have directives implanted that override your will. I was created to be a weapon to replace Superman. You know that, Cadmus tried to make me a puppet. The only difference between me and you was that you, Wally, and Kaldur found me before Cadmus and Lex Luthor could fully condition me."
He paused, his hands clenched on his knees.
"But I remember the compulsions. I remember the programming trying to assert itself, trying to make me hurt people I cared about. And I remember how terrifying it was to feel my body moving without my permission. That's what you experienced for four years. You didn't fail us. You survived the impossible."
Dick wanted to believe him. Wanted to accept that surviving four years as a prisoner in his own body was an accomplishment rather than a failure.
But the memories kept surfacing, each one a fresh wound.
~~~~~
Moscow. February 2021.
His metal fist connecting with M'gann's ribs.
The crack of bone. Her cry of pain—not just physical but telepathic, broadcasting her agony to everyone linked to her consciousness.
Dick Grayson's awareness screaming.
"NO! M'GANN! I'M SORRY! PLEASE STOP! SOMEONE MAKE ME STOP!"
But his body kept moving. The Winter Soldier's programming didn't care about telepathic screaming or broken ribs or the fact that he had welcomed M’gann to Earth when she first arrived, that he had been her friend, that she had trusted him.
Mission parameters said to neutralize the telepath. So he neutralized her.
~~~~~
"I broke your ribs.", Dick said, looking at M'gann, his voice hollow, "In Moscow. I remember the sound. I remember your pain. And I remember the part of me that was still aware being horrified while my body kept attacking."
M'gann's expression softened, though Dick could see the phantom pain of memory cross her features.
"I know.", she said gently, "When I tried to reach you telepathically, the conditioning pushed me out. All I felt was the void, the emptiness. The void where your mind should have been but there were cracks, sparks. Still you, still fighting."
"But it wasn't enough.", Dick whispered, "I still hurt you. All of you."
"And we've hurt you before.", Wally said, his voice carrying memories of training accidents, missions gone wrong, the inevitable injuries that came from years of crimefighting together, "Remember Taipei? When I ran into you during that chase sequence and we both went through a window? You had a concussion and three cracked ribs, and I felt terrible for weeks."
"That was an accident."
"And every time you fought us was mind control. The distinction matters, Dick. Intent matters. Agency matters. You didn't choose to hurt us. You were forced to."
Another memory surfaced, and Dick couldn't stop it.
~~~~~
Singapore. February 2021.
Fighting the Team for the third time. They'd adapted, learned from Berlin and Moscow, coordinated their attacks better.
But he was still winning because he knew them too well. Knew that Kaldur would prioritize team safety over aggressive offense. Knew that Wally would hesitate before using lethal force. Knew that Conner's anger made him predictable. Knew that M'gann would try to reach him telepathically, giving him openings to exploit.
And buried deep inside, Dick Grayson was begging them to figure it out.
Begging them to realize that the Winter Soldier's greatest weakness was his predictability—he always attacked the same way, always countered with the same techniques, because the programming was systematic rather than adaptive.
"CHANGE YOUR PATTERNS! DON'T FIGHT ME THE WAY I TAUGHT YOU! ADAPT!"
But they couldn't hear him. And he couldn't make his body telegraph the message. Could only watch himself systematically dismantle his own team while being unable to stop it.
Until Zatanna.
Until her magic broke through his defenses.
And they knocked him out cold.
~~~~~
"In Singapore, I was trying to tell you.", Dick said, his voice distant, "Some part of me was screaming tactical advice, trying to give you hints about how to beat me. But I couldn't make my body cooperate. Couldn't make my mouth form the words. Could only watch you adapt and hope it would be enough."
"It was enough.", Kaldur said quietly, "Eventually. We learned. We adjusted. And we brought you home."
"But at what cost?", Dick looked around at them—at Wally's healing leg wound, at M'gann's ribs that had only recently healed, at Conner's bruised knuckles, at the exhaustion visible in all their eyes, "You paid the price for my survival. You bled for it. You suffered for it. How is that fair?"
"Fair?", Artemis laughed, but there was no humor in it, "Dick, nothing about this is fair. You were taken. Tortured. Turned into a weapon. We had to fight you three times while not knowing it was you. And when we finally found out, we had to watch you escape before we could save you. None of it is fair. But that doesn't mean you're responsible for the unfairness."
"I should have been stronger.", Dick said, and his voice was breaking now, tears streaming down his face despite his efforts to maintain control, "I should have resisted better. Should have found a way to stop them. Should have—"
"You held out for three and a half months.", Wally interrupted, his own voice thick with emotion, "Tim showed us the Cadmus files, and we read Bruce’s notes from his interrogation of Ra’s. You resisted longer than anyone else they'd ever conditioned. Most people break in days, Dick. Some in hours. You fought for months."
"And then I broke."
"And then you survived.", M'gann corrected gently, "You learned to dissociate, to retreat so deep into yourself that the conditioning couldn't completely erase you. That's not weakness. That's adaptation. That's using every tool available to stay alive."
"It felt like giving up."
"It felt like survival.", Conner said firmly, "And survival is never giving up. Survival is the most fundamental act of resistance."
The words echoed what Zatanna had said earlier, and Dick found himself looking at her where she sat quietly on the couch, her presence a steady anchor.
Kaldur leaned forward, his hands clasped together, his expression carrying the weight of leadership that Dick remembered teaching him.
"Dick, remember when we first started this Team? All those years ago? You were the youngest then but had the most experience out of all of us, I agreed to take on the leadership until you were of age.”
Kaldur let out a sigh, “I struggled with the responsibility. I didn’t want anyone to know, from the time when Roy—or Will—told us that there was a mole in the Team. I kept thinking, 'What would Dick do? How would Dick handle this?' And eventually, I realized I was asking the wrong questions. I needed to figure out how Kaldur would handle it, using the principles you'd taught me but adapting them to my own leadership style."
He paused, his dark eyes intense.
"You taught us that a leader's first responsibility is to his team. Not to the mission. Not to the objective. To the people who trust you with their lives. And you demonstrated that principle even as the Winter Soldier—you survived, you held onto a fragment of yourself, because somewhere deep down you knew we'd come for you. You trusted us to save you, even when you couldn't save yourself."
"I was just... Existing.”, Dick said, his voice hollow, “Trying to survive moment to moment. I didn't think about rescue or salvation or hope. I just tried to make it through each day without disappearing completely."
"But you made it.", Wally said fiercely, "You made it through four years of hell, and you're still here. Still you. Changed, yes. Damaged, definitely. But fundamentally still Dick Grayson. That counts for something, man. That counts for everything."
Dick wanted to believe them. Desperately wanted to accept their forgiveness, their understanding, their refusal to hold him accountable for actions taken while mind-controlled.
But accepting their forgiveness meant forgiving himself. And he didn't know how to do that.
Not when he could still see Chancellor Meyer's face. Still hear Dr. Novak's begging. Still remember every person he'd killed while being aware and unable to resist.
"I need time.", he said finally, his voice barely audible, "I need... I don't know what I need. But I can't just accept that none of this was my fault. I can't just move on like the past four years didn't happen."
"Nobody's asking you to move on.", M'gann said gently, "Nobody expects you to just get over this. We're just asking you to let us help carry the weight until you're strong enough to carry it yourself."
"And to stop apologizing to us for things you didn't choose to do.", Artemis added, her voice softer now, "Save your apologies for the people who actually deserve them—the ones who tortured you, who used you, who turned you into a weapon and caused suffering to countless victims. We're not your victims, Dick. We're your family."
The word hit harder than any of the Winter Soldier's strikes ever had.
Family.
He'd lost his first family—John and Mary Grayson—when he was eight. Had been adopted into a new family—Bruce, Alfred, the endless parade of Robins and Batgirl who followed. Had found another family in the Team, in these five people who'd grown up alongside him, who'd learned what it meant to be heroes through trial and error and shared trauma.
And now they were telling him that family didn't end just because he'd been taken. That family meant staying even when things got impossibly hard. That family meant refusing to let him carry guilt that wasn't his to carry.
"I missed you.", Dick said, and the admission felt like tearing open his chest, "All of you. When I was... When the Winter Soldier was active, there were moments—brief flashes—where I'd remember something. A training session. A mission. A joke Wally made or a tactical insight Kaldur offered. And those memories were like knives because I knew I'd never experience those moments again. Never get to be part of this Team again."
"But you are part of this Team.", Kaldur said firmly, "You never stopped being part of it. Even when you were the Winter Soldier, even when you were fighting us, you were still our teammate. Still our brother. The seat at the table was always yours. We were just waiting for you to come home and reclaim it."
"I don't know if I can.", Dick whispered, "I don't know if I can be Nightwing again. Don't know if I can lead or fight or do any of the things I used to do. The conditioning, the memories, the weight of everything I've done—I don't know if I'm strong enough to carry all that and still be a hero."
"You don't have to be Nightwing right now.", Wally said, "You don't have to be anything except Dick Grayson, healing from trauma. The hero stuff can wait. Your recovery comes first."
"Bruce won't see it that way."
"Then Bruce can deal with it.", Artemis said bluntly, "Dick, we love Bruce, but his approach to trauma is to put on the cowl and punch criminals until the pain goes away. That works for him. It won't work for you. Not this time. Not after everything."
She was right. Dick knew she was right. But the thought of disappointing Bruce—of failing to meet the standards that had been drilled into him since he was eight years old—created its own kind of panic.
"I need to talk to him.", Dick said, "To Bruce. To Tim and Jason and Barbara. They deserve to hear from me directly, not filtered through reports or secondhand accounts."
"They're waiting outside.", M'gann said, "Have been for the past hour. They wanted to give us time with you first, but they're worried. Especially Bruce."
Dick took a deep breath, trying to center himself, trying to find the courage to face the man who'd raised him and tell him that he might not be able to be Nightwing ever again. That the Winter Soldier had broken something fundamental, and he didn't know if it could be repaired.
"Okay.", he said finally, "Okay. Send them in. But... Can you guys stay? Please? I don't think I can do this alone."
"You're not alone.", Kaldur said simply, "You never have been. And you never will be. That's what it means to be part of this Team."
Wally stood, moving to the door, but before he opened it, he turned back to look at Dick.
"For what it's worth, man, I'm really glad you're home. We all are. And whatever happens next, whatever you decide to do or not do, we've got your back. Always."
Then he opened the door, and Batman stepped through, followed by Robin, Red Hood, and Batgirl.
The Bat Family and the Team, together in the same room.
All of them there for the same reason.
For Dick.
For family.
And despite everything—despite the memories and the guilt and the overwhelming weight of four years as the Winter Soldier—Dick felt something stir in his chest that might have been hope.
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[Sunday, May 16, 2021 | 17:15]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Dick's Private Recovery Room]
The atmosphere in the room shifted when Bruce entered.
Not dramatically—Batman was too controlled for that—but the air itself seemed to compress, weighted by his presence and everything left unsaid between them.
Tim followed close behind, his analytical eyes already scanning Dick's vitals displayed on the nearby medical monitor out of habit. Jason came next, his leather jacket creaking as he crossed his arms, his expression carefully neutral in that way that meant he was barely holding back a storm. Barbara entered last, still in her Batgirl uniform with her cowl pushed back, her red hair falling loose around her shoulders, her face composed but her eyes red-rimmed.
The Team shifted to make space, but they didn't leave. Wally moved to stand beside Kaldur. Artemis positioned herself near Zatanna. M'gann and Conner remained close together, their presence a quiet show of support.
Bruce stood in the center of the room for a moment, just looking at Dick. Taking in the details—the exhaustion visible in every line of his face, the metal arm that gleamed in the artificial light, the way Dick held himself with careful control as if one wrong move would shatter him completely.
"Dick.", Bruce said, and his voice carried layers—Batman's control, Bruce Wayne's relief, and something deeper that might have been paternal love if Bruce knew how to express such things directly.
"Bruce.", Dick replied, and the single word was weighted with four years of absence, three encounters where he'd tried to kill this man, and the crushing knowledge that he'd failed the person who'd given him purpose after his parents' deaths.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The silence stretched, uncomfortable and heavy, until Tim—practical Tim, always ready to bridge gaps that Bruce couldn't—stepped forward.
"Dick, I—we—", he started, then stopped, his usual eloquence failing him, "I'm glad you're back. I'm glad you're you again. I know that's inadequate. I know there's so much more to say, but I just... I needed you to know that."
Dick looked at his successor—at the third Robin who'd stepped into shoes that should have been impossible to fill. Tim looked older than Dick remembered, more worn. The past four years had aged him in ways that went beyond the physical.
"Tim.", Dick said, and his voice was rough with emotion he couldn't quite control, "I'm sorry. For everything I put you through as the Winter Soldier. For making you—"
"Stop.", Tim interrupted, and his voice carried unexpected firmness, "Dick, don't. Don't apologize to me for being tortured and mind-controlled. Don't apologize for surviving the only way you could."
He moved closer, pulling up a chair and sitting directly in Dick's line of sight.
"When we found out you were alive—when we saw those Cadmus files, when we watched the footage of what they did to you—", Tim's voice cracked, and he had to stop, swallow, gather himself, "I wanted to burn everything down. Cadmus. The Shadows. Every facility, every person who'd touched you. I wanted to make them pay in ways that would have made Ra's al Ghul look merciful."
"Tim—"
"But you know what stopped me?", Tim continued, his dark eyes intense behind the domino mask, "Knowing that you wouldn't want that. That Dick Grayson—the man who taught me that being a hero meant choosing not to cross certain lines even when it would be easier—wouldn't want me to become a monster in pursuit of justice for what happened to him."
He leaned forward, his hands clasped together.
"So instead, I channeled everything into finding you. Into gathering intelligence. Into making sure that when we finally brought you home, we'd have every piece of information needed to help you heal. And now you're here, and you're you, and that's enough. That's more than enough."
Dick felt his chest tighten, his throat constricting with emotion he didn't know how to process. Tim had always been the analytical one, the detective who saw patterns others missed. But he'd also always had a heart that he tried to hide behind logic and deduction.
"I saw some of the footage.", Dick said quietly, "The Cadmus files. I remember recording sessions, but seeing them from the outside—seeing what I looked like, what they did—"
His voice broke, and he had to pause, breathing through the surge of memory that threatened to overwhelm him.
~~~~~
January 2017. Early in his captivity.
Still fighting. Still resisting. Still believing that rescue would come, that Batman would find him, that he just needed to hold on a little longer.
The chair. The electrodes. The officer circling him with clinical precision.
"You are wasting time, subject. Compliance is inevitable. Resistance only prolongs your suffering."
Dick spitting blood, his voice hoarse from screaming but still defiant.
"Fuck you. Batman's coming. The League is coming. And when they do—"
The officer's expression hadn't changed. Just a slight hand gesture, and the electricity tore through Dick's nervous system again.
Screaming. Always screaming.
But still fighting.
Still refusing to break.
Still believing in rescue that wouldn't come for four years, and even then, only after he'd been broken and rebuilt into something unrecognizable.
~~~~~
"I kept thinking Batman would come.", Dick whispered, his eyes distant, "In those first few weeks. Every time they put me in the chair, every time they tortured me, I told myself, 'Just hold on a little longer. Bruce will find me. He always finds me.', but you didn't. Nobody did. And eventually, I stopped believing rescue was possible."
The words hung in the air like an accusation, even though Dick hadn't meant them that way.
Bruce's jaw tightened beneath the cowl, the only visible sign of the emotion he was restraining.
"We searched.", he said, and his voice was rough, carrying more feeling than Batman usually allowed, "For weeks. Months. I deployed every League resource. Brought in specialists from across the globe. Used technology that shouldn't exist. And we found nothing. No body. No trace. No evidence you'd survived the collapse."
He paused, his hands clenching at his sides.
"I refused to declare you dead. Refused to accept that you were gone. Alfred and the others thought I was in denial, that I couldn't process losing another son. But something about the Siberian operation never sat right with me. Too clean. Too convenient. The bunker collapsing exactly when it did, exactly how it did."
"You suspected something.", Dick said.
"I suspected everything.", Bruce replied, "But suspicion without evidence is paranoia. And I had no evidence. The Shadows covered their tracks too well. The involvement of the rogue Soviets was too deeply buried. By the time I connected the dots—by the time I realized the Winter Soldier might be connected to your disappearance—you'd already been active for years."
"And even then, I didn't want to believe it.", Bruce continued, his voice dropping lower, "The Winter Soldier's fighting style. The tactical thinking. The way he moved—there were moments, brief flashes, where I thought I saw you in his patterns. But I dismissed it as wishful thinking. As my mind creating connections that didn't exist because I couldn't accept that you were gone."
Barbara spoke up, her voice steady despite the emotion visible in her eyes.
"We all saw it, Dick. Not at first—the masks hid your face too well, and we weren't looking for you because we thought you were dead. But there were moments. In Gotham, Bruce started having suspicions but couldn't prove them. The way you fought, the techniques you used—they were too familiar. Too precise. Too... You."
She moved closer, her Batgirl uniform a reminder of the legacy she'd inherited, the mantle she'd taken up in honor of the first Batgirl who'd trained her.
"We weren’t there when you fought the Team in Singapore, but when we saw your face in recordings from Mount Justice—when Zatanna peeled off your mask after you were taken down in Singapore—we already knew. But knowing and accepting are different things. How do you accept that someone you mourned for four years is alive but has been turned into a weapon designed to kill you?"
"You don't.", Jason said bluntly, speaking for the first time since entering the room. His voice carried that particular edge that meant he was barely controlling his anger—not at Dick, but at the situation, at the people responsible, at the universe for being cruel enough to let this happen.
"You don't accept it because it's not fucking acceptable. What the Shadows did to you, what Cadmus did, what those Soviet bastards did—none of that is something you can just process rationally. It's horror. It's torture. It's systematic destruction of everything that makes a person human."
He pushed off from the wall where he'd been leaning, moving closer to Dick with deliberate steps.
"I know something about coming back wrong. About being dead and getting resurrected and having everyone look at you like you're a ghost they don't quite trust. About carrying the weight of actions taken when you weren't quite yourself."
Jason's hand moved to his chest, over where the Joker's crowbar had broken ribs that had healed wrong even after the Lazarus Pit.
"But what happened to me was different from what happened to you. The Pit brought me back with rage and madness, but I still had agency. I still made choices, even if those choices were influenced by Pit madness and trauma. You didn't have that. You were a prisoner in your own body for four years. That's worse. That's so much fucking worse."
"Jay—", Dick started.
"No, let me finish.", Jason interrupted, his voice rough, "When I came back, when Bruce found out I was alive and operating as Red Hood, he tried to reach me. Tried to bring me home. And I fought him. I rejected him. I made him choose between me and the Joker, and when he chose the mission over me—chose not to kill the Joker—I decided that meant he didn't love me."
He laughed, bitter and broken.
"But I was wrong. Bruce loved me—loves me—in his complicated, fucked-up way. He just didn't know how to show it in a way I could understand. And it took me years to figure that out. Years of fighting and bleeding and nearly dying again before I could accept that family doesn't mean perfect love. It means showing up even when it's hard. Even when you've hurt each other. Even when everything is broken and you don't know how to fix it."
Jason's eyes met Dick's, and there was understanding there—the kind that only came from shared trauma, from knowing what it meant to be lost and found and still not quite whole.
"You taught me that, you know. Back when I was Robin. When I was angry all the time and pushing everyone away because I thought I didn't deserve to be loved. You kept showing up. Kept trying to reach me. Kept treating me like I was your brother even when I was being an asshole."
"You were thirteen.", Dick said, his voice rough, "You were a kid dealing with trauma. Of course I kept showing up."
"And now I'm returning the favor.", Jason replied simply, "You're dealing with trauma that makes my shit look like a minor inconvenience. So I'm showing up. I'm staying. And I'm not letting you push us away no matter how guilty you feel about things that weren't your fault."
Dick's metal hand clenched, servos whirring softly in the quiet room.
"I tried to kill all of you.", he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "Multiple times. In Gotham, I took you and Bruce down. In Belle Reve, I fought Bruce one-on-one and would have killed him if Deathstroke hadn't called me off. In Mount Justice, I beat everyone—the entire Team, Bruce, Red Tornado—and escaped. How do you just forgive that?"
"Because there's nothing to forgive.", Tim said firmly, "Dick, you weren't you. The Winter Soldier was operating your body, but it wasn't you making those decisions. You were the victim, not the perpetrator."
"That's not how the law sees it."
"Fuck the law.", Barbara said, and the profanity was shocking coming from her normally professional demeanor.
Bruce gave her a knowing glare from her comment but she continued anyway.
"Dick, the law also says that Bruce Wayne is a multi-billionaire with no vigilante activities. The law says that none of us should be operating as masked vigilantes. The law is a tool, not a moral absolute. And in this case, the law would be wrong to hold you accountable for actions taken while you were literally being mind-controlled."
She moved her chair closer, her green eyes intense.
"I've been doing research. Legal precedent for mind control cases. Psychological assessments of coercion and duress. Every case study I can find about people who've been programmed or conditioned to commit crimes against their will. And you know what? Every ethical legal framework says the same thing: you can't hold someone criminally responsible for actions they had no ability to prevent or control."
"But I was aware.", Dick said desperately, needing them to understand, "I wasn't unconscious. I wasn't blacked out. I was there, present, watching everything happen. How is that different from choosing to do it?"
"Because being aware is not the same as having agency.", Tim said, his analytical mind breaking it down into logical components, "Dick, imagine you're watching a movie. You see everything that happens on screen. You're present for every scene. But you can't change the plot. Can't make the characters do different things. Can't alter the outcome. That's what you experienced. You were an observer of your own body's actions, but you had no ability to control those actions."
"It doesn't feel like that makes a difference."
"I know.", Tim said gently, "I know it feels like you're responsible because you were present. Because you have memories of doing those things. But feelings aren't facts. The fact is that you were tortured systematically for months until your ability to control your own body was destroyed. The fact is that the Winter Soldier's programming overrode your conscious will. The fact is that you survived four years of horror that would have killed most people."
Bruce finally moved, stepping closer to Dick until he was standing directly in front of his first son—the boy he'd taken in when Alfred had insisted that Dick needed more than training, needed a father, even if Bruce didn't know how to be one.
"When Jason died.", Bruce said, and his voice carried the weight of old grief never fully processed, "I blamed myself. I replayed every decision, every moment, trying to find where I'd failed him. Where I could have made a different choice that would have kept him alive. And I carried that guilt for years. Still carry it, even though Jason is back, even though he's alive and here."
He paused, his hands clenching and unclenching at his sides.
"When you disappeared, I did the same thing. Replayed the Siberian mission. Analyzed every tactical decision. Second-guessed every choice that led to you being in that bunker when it collapsed. And I blamed myself for not finding you. For not searching longer. For not refusing to accept that you were gone."
"Bruce—"
"But here's what I've learned.", Bruce continued, and his voice was gentler than Batman's usually was, more Bruce Wayne than Dark Knight, "Guilt doesn't change the past. It doesn't bring people back. It doesn't undo harm. All it does is consume you from the inside until there's nothing left except the mission, the work, the endless attempt to prevent future tragedies by punishing yourself for past ones."
He reached out, his hand landing on Dick's shoulder—a gesture of connection that Bruce rarely allowed himself.
"Don't make my mistakes, Dick. Don't let guilt for actions you couldn't control destroy the person you fought so hard to remain. You survived four years of systematic torture. You kept a spark of yourself alive when the Shadows tried to erase you completely. You fought back in your own mindscape and won. That's not weakness. That's strength beyond anything I've ever seen."
Dick felt his eyes burning, tears threatening despite his efforts to maintain control.
"I tried to kill you.", he whispered, "Three times. Gotham, Belle Reve, Mount Justice. I remember every strike. Every technique. Every moment where I was trying to end your life. And you're telling me I shouldn't feel guilty about that?"
"I'm telling you that you should direct your guilt where it belongs.", Bruce said firmly, "At Ra's al Ghul. At Deathstroke. At KGBeast. At Cadmus. At every person who made the active choice to torture you, to break you, to turn you into a weapon. They're the ones responsible for what happened. Not you."
"But I'm the one who has to live with the memories. I'm the one who has to wake up every day knowing what these hands have done.", Dick held up his metal hand, watching the servos shift beneath alloy plating, "Two hundred people dead. World leaders assassinated. My friends hurt. My family attacked. And I remember all of it. Every face. Every final moment. Every—"
His voice broke completely, and suddenly he was sobbing, four years of suppressed grief and horror pouring out in great wracking gasps that shook his entire body.
Bruce moved without hesitation, pulling Dick into an embrace that was awkward and uncomfortable because Bruce had never quite learned how to offer physical comfort properly. But it was real. It was present. And it was exactly what Dick needed.
"I've got you.", Bruce said quietly, his arms tight around his son—his first son, the one he'd trained and raised and loved in his complicated, damaged way, "I've got you, and I'm not letting go. Not this time. Never again."
Tim moved to Dick's other side, his hand on Dick's back, offering support. Barbara reached out, her hand finding Dick's human hand, squeezing gently. Jason stood close, his presence a solid wall of protection even though there was nothing physical to protect against.
And the Team, still present, still watching, formed a circle around the Bat Family—not intruding but supporting, showing that Dick wasn't alone in this, that he had two families who refused to let him fall apart without catching him.
Zatanna's magic flickered purple-white, a gentle presence that soothed frayed nerves and offered calm without forcing it. M'gann's telepathic touch was feather-light, just enough to let Dick know he was connected, that his thoughts weren't isolated in his own head. Kaldur's water-bearers manifested briefly, a display of readiness to protect one of their own.
Dick cried into Bruce's shoulder like he hadn't since he was eight years old and newly orphaned.
Great, gasping sobs that came from somewhere deep inside, from a well of pain he'd been suppressing for four years because the Winter Soldier didn't cry, didn't feel, didn't break.
But Dick Grayson did.
Dick Grayson was allowed to break.
And his family—both families—would be there to help him piece himself back together, no matter how long it took.
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When the sobbing finally subsided, when Dick had cried himself into exhausted numbness, Bruce slowly released him but didn't step away. His hand remained on Dick's shoulder, a constant point of connection.
"I need to tell you something.", Dick said, his voice hoarse and rough, "Something I should have told you years ago, before Siberia, before everything."
Bruce's expression didn't change, but something in his posture suggested he was bracing himself.
"When I took the name Nightwing.", Dick continued, "When I moved to Blüdhaven and started operating independently, I told you it was because I needed to be my own hero. Needed to step out of Robin's shadow and prove I could stand on my own."
"I remember."
"But that wasn't the whole truth.", Dick admitted, "The whole truth was that I was terrified of disappointing you. Terrified that I'd never be good enough, that I'd always be the kid you took in out of obligation rather than the partner you chose. So I left before you could decide I wasn't worth keeping around."
Bruce's jaw tightened, his eyes hidden behind the cowl but his voice carrying layers of emotion he usually kept buried.
"Dick, I never—"
"I know.", Dick interrupted gently, "I know that now. I know that you cared in your own way, that taking me in wasn't obligation but choice. But I was kid and dealing with my own trauma and insecurities, and I couldn't see past my fear of inadequacy."
He took a shaky breath.
"And now, after everything the Shadows did, after four years of being the Winter Soldier, I'm terrified again. Not of disappointing you—though there's that too—but of discovering that I can't be Dick Grayson anymore. That the torture and conditioning and systematic destruction of my personality broke something fundamental that can't be repaired."
"You're Dick Grayson right now.", Barbara said softly, "Wounded. Traumatized. Processing impossible memories. But still fundamentally you."
"Am I?", Dick looked at his metal arm again, that constant reminder of what had been taken, "How much of me has to be destroyed before I stop being Dick Grayson and become something else? The arm is obvious—literal replacement of part of my body. But what about the psychological changes? The memories of killing that I can't erase? The training in assassination techniques that are now part of my skill set? The knowledge of how to be a perfect weapon that I can't unlearn?"
"Those are additions, not replacements.", Tim said, his analytical mind finding framework to organize the existential question, "Dick, you learned new skills—horrible, traumatic skills that were forced on you through torture. But learning new skills doesn't erase who you fundamentally are. You're still the same person who taught me that being Robin meant choosing compassion over vengeance. You're still the person who showed Jason that family could be chosen, not just born into. You're still the person who proved to Bruce that taking in a grieving eight-year-old could be the best decision he ever made."
"Tim's right.", Jason added, "The Winter Soldier was a role forced on you. Training and conditioning and programming that overwrote your ability to choose your actions. But roles aren't identity. I've been Robin, Red Hood, a crime lord, an anti-hero, and probably a few other things I'm forgetting. But underneath all those roles, I'm still Jason Todd. Just like underneath the Winter Soldier's conditioning, you're still Dick Grayson."
Dick wanted to believe them. Desperately wanted to accept that four years of being a weapon hadn't erased the person he'd been before.
But the memories kept surfacing, and each one felt like proof that Dick Grayson had died in that Siberian bunker, and what came back was just a damaged imitation.
~~~~~
Belle Reve. February 2021.
Fighting Batman. Not as an enemy, not consciously, but as a mission parameter.
Target: Eliminate or disable.
Threat level: Extreme.
Recommended tactics: Use knowledge of opponent's fighting style to exploit weaknesses.
And Dick Grayson, buried deep, screaming.
"NO! NOT HIM! PLEASE NOT HIM! HE'S MY FATHER! STOP!"
But the Winter Soldier didn't understand concepts like "father" or "family." Only understood mission parameters. Only understood that this target was dangerous, skilled, and needed to be neutralized.
The fight progressing with mechanical efficiency. Batman adapting, but the Winter Soldier adapting faster because he knew every technique Bruce used, every tell, every pattern.
Batman going down, injured but not dead.
Mission parameters: Escape prioritized over elimination of secondary target.
But Dick Grayson's consciousness, barely there, barely present, managing one small act of resistance.
Making the Winter Soldier's body hesitate.
Just for a moment.
Just long enough to look at Batman's face and have some buried fragment of recognition say, "Important. Protect. Don't hurt."
And then the programming reasserting itself and he'd left, left Bruce on the floor because his mission parameters and Deathstroke’s orders said escape, and Dick Grayson's tiny act of resistance hadn't been enough to override the conditioning.
~~~~~
"In Belle Reve.", Dick said quietly, "When I was fighting you, I managed to resist for a moment. Just a fraction of a second. Some part of me recognized you and tried to stop the Winter Soldier from killing you."
Bruce's expression shifted slightly, something that might have been surprise crossing his usually impassive features.
"I wondered.", he admitted. "You had me beaten. Had multiple opportunities to deliver a killing blow. But you hesitated. I thought it was tactical calculation—waiting for optimal strike point or assessing whether I was still a threat. But you're saying it was you? Dick Grayson breaking through the conditioning?"
"For maybe two seconds.", Dick replied, "Not long enough to stop fighting. Not long enough to say anything or make myself recognized. Just long enough to make my body hesitate before the programming shut me down again."
"Two seconds of resistance against four years of conditioning.", Bruce said, and his voice carried something that might have been pride, "Dick, do you understand how remarkable that is? The Shadows specifically designed the Winter Soldier programming to be unbreakable. Ra's al Ghul confirmed that. And yet you managed to resist, even briefly, even while fully activated."
"It wasn't enough. I still hurt you."
"But you didn't kill me.", Bruce said firmly, "You could have. Should have, according to your mission parameters. But some part of you—that spark that Tim and the others keep talking about—it held back. It protected me even while the Winter Soldier was trying to eliminate me."
He paused, his hand tightening on Dick's shoulder.
"That's who you are, Dick. Not the Winter Soldier. Not the weapon the Shadows made. You're the person who fights for the people you love even when fighting seems impossible. Even when you're trapped in your own body with no apparent agency. Even when every logical assessment says resistance is futile."
Dick felt fresh tears burning behind his eyes, but he forced them back, forced himself to meet Bruce's gaze.
"I need to tell you something else.", he said, "Something I've decided. And you're not going to like it."
The room went quiet, everyone sensing the shift in tone, the weight of whatever Dick was about to say.
"I can't be Nightwing, not right now.", Dick said, and the admission felt like tearing out his own heart, "I can't put on the uniform and go out and fight crime and pretend that everything is fine. Because everything isn't fine. I'm broken, Bruce. Damaged in ways I don't know how to fix. And if I try to be Nightwing before I'm ready, I'm going to get someone killed."
"Dick—", Tim started.
"No.", Dick interrupted, his voice firm despite the trembling in his hands, "You need to hear this. All of you. The Winter Soldier is still in my head. Not controlling me—I won, I defeated him in the mindscape—but present. His training. His skills. His knowledge. His instincts. All of that is part of me now."
He stood abruptly, his metal arm clenching into a fist.
"Do you know what my first instinct was when Wally walked into this room? When someone I love approached me? My first thought was, 'Assess threat level. Calculate optimal strike points. Prepare countermeasures.' Not fucking, 'I'm glad to see my best friend.' Not, 'It's good to be surrounded by people who care about me.' My first thought was tactical assessment of how to neutralize a potential threat."
The horror of that admission hung in the air.
"That's not Nightwing.", Dick continued, his voice breaking, "Nightwing doesn't see his friends as threats. Nightwing doesn't automatically calculate how to kill people he loves. Nightwing is supposed to be the hero who brings hope, who makes people feel safe, who proves that the darkness doesn't have to win."
He turned to face Bruce directly.
"I can't be that person right now. Maybe I never will be again. And I’m hoping that you would accept that, Bruce. I need you to understand that I might not be able to live up to the legacy you created, the expectations you have for your protégés. The Winter Soldier broke something in me that might be permanently damaged."
Bruce stood slowly.
When he spoke, his voice carried weight that made everyone in the room listen.
"Dick, I don't care if you're ever Nightwing again."
The statement was so unexpected, so contrary to everything everyone knew about Batman's expectations and standards, that several people actually gasped.
"What?", Dick's voice was barely audible.
"I don't care.", Bruce repeated, and he pulled off his cowl, revealing Bruce Wayne's face—older, more worn, but open in a way Batman rarely allowed, "I don't care if you put on the uniform tomorrow or never again. I don't care if you want to retire and live a completely civilian life. I don't care if you decide you want to do something completely different from crimefighting."
He stepped closer, his hands on both of Dick's shoulders now—human and metal, treating them the same, treating Dick as whole rather than damaged.
"You're my son.", Bruce said, and the word—that word he so rarely used—carried more weight than any mission briefing or tactical assessment. "Not my protégé. Not my partner. Not my first Robin. My son. And all I care about is that you're alive and you're here and you're getting the help you need to heal."
Dick felt his breath catch, his chest tightening with emotion he couldn't quite name.
"But the mission—"
"Dick, Fuck the mission.", Bruce said.
The profanity from him was shocking enough that gasps could be heard around the room.
Hell, even Jason's eyebrows rose.
"I've sacrificed too much for the mission. I've lost too much. Jason died because I prioritized the mission over his safety. You were taken because I didn't pull you out of Siberia when I should have. How many more sons do I have to lose before I learn that the mission isn't worth more than the people I love?"
He pulled Dick into another embrace, tighter this time, more desperate.
"You don't have to be anything except alive. You don't have to be a hero or a partner or Nightwing or anything. You just have to be Dick Grayson, healing from trauma. That's enough. That's more than enough."
And finally—finally—Dick let himself believe it.
Let himself accept that maybe, possibly, he didn't have to immediately return to being the person he'd been before. That maybe healing could be his only job for now. That maybe his family would love him even if he never put on the Nightwing costume again.
The weight of that acceptance was crushing and liberating simultaneously.
"Thank you.", Dick whispered into Bruce's shoulder, "Thank you for understanding."
"Always.", Bruce replied, "We might not be related by blood, but you're still my son. That doesn't change based on what you can do for me. It's unconditional. Permanent. Forever."
Around them, the Bat Family and the Team watched in silence, witnessing something rare—Bruce Wayne being openly paternal, openly vulnerable, openly admitting that he valued his children more than the mission.
It was a moment of grace in the middle of impossible trauma.
A moment of hope that maybe, despite everything, they could all find a way forward.
Together.
As family.
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[Sunday, May 16, 2021 | 19:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Memorial Garden]
Dick walked through the Watchtower's memorial garden alone.
He'd asked for space after the emotional confrontation with Bruce and the others—needed time to process, to think, to figure out what came next.
Zatanna had wanted to accompany him, but he'd gently refused. This was something he needed to do alone.
The garden was exactly as he remembered it from M'gann's memories during the mindscape procedure—lush and green and impossibly alive for something floating in the vacuum of space. The transparent aluminum viewports offered an unobstructed view of Earth rotating below, blue and white and beautiful in its indifference.
And there, at the far end of the garden where sunlight created a natural spotlight, stood his own memorial.
Dick stopped several feet away, just staring at the holographic projection of himself frozen mid-flip—forever young, forever joyful, forever the person he'd been before Siberia destroyed everything.
NIGHTWING
RICHARD "DICK" GRAYSON
"THE LEAP IS NEVER AS FAR AS IT LOOKS"
DECEMBER 1, 1996
MISSING IN ACTION - JANUARY 22, 2017
Four years, three months, and twenty-four days.
That's how long he'd been gone.
That's how long everyone had mourned him.
And now here he stood, alive but changed beyond recognition, staring at a memorial to a person who no longer existed.
"You look good.", Dick said quietly to his own hologram, and his voice carried bitter amusement, "Happy. Whole. Like you actually believed the leap was never as far as it looks."
The hologram continued its eternal flip, hand extended, inviting observers to join him in defying gravity.
"I remember that photo shoot.", Dick continued, talking to himself because there was no one else to hear, "Wally took that picture during a training session. I was showing M'gann how to use momentum for aerial maneuvers, and Wally caught me mid-demonstration. Said it was, ‘the perfect action shot’."
He moved closer, studying the hologram's face—his face, but younger, unmarked by torture or trauma or four years of being the Winter Soldier.
"You have no idea what's coming.", he told his past self, "You think you've seen the worst. You think you've survived your parents' deaths, you've survived being Robin, you've survived the Light, the Reach’s invasion, the alleged deaths of your brother and best friend. You think you're prepared for anything."
His metal hand clenched involuntarily.
"But you're not prepared for Siberia. You're not prepared for the bunker collapse or the Shadows finding you or the chair or the words or the systematic destruction of everything you think you are. You're not prepared to spend four years as a weapon, aware but unable to resist, forced to kill while some part of you screams uselessly in the background."
Dick's human hand reached out, passing through the holographic projection, touching nothing but light and photons.
"And you're definitely not prepared for coming back. For integration. For having to carry the weight of two hundred murders that you committed while being unable to stop yourself. For having to look at the people you love and see the fear in their eyes when they wonder if the Winter Soldier might resurface."
He stepped back, his shoulders slumping with exhaustion that went beyond physical.
"I don't know how to be you anymore.", he admitted quietly, "That version of Dick Grayson—the one who smiled and joked and made everything feel possible—died in Siberia. Or maybe he died slowly over four years of conditioning? Either way, he's gone. And I don't know who I'm supposed to be now."
The hologram offered no answers.
Just kept flipping, kept smiling, kept being the person Dick could never be again.
"Nightwing is supposed to be hope.", Dick continued, his voice rough with emotion, "That's what I always told people. That's what Clark told me that the name meant. A Kryptonian legend about renewal and rebirth. About flying even when falling seems inevitable. About being the light in Gotham's darkness."
He laughed, but there was no humor in it.
"But how can I be hope when I carry two hundred murders in my memory? When I look at my friends and my first instinct is tactical assessment? When I close my eyes and see all the victims I murdered? What kind of hope comes with that baggage?"
The hologram flickered slightly—just a brief disruption in the projection system—but for a moment it looked like his past self was reaching specifically toward him. Offering a hand. Inviting him to take the leap.
Dick turned away, unable to look at that frozen moment of joy any longer.
He moved through the garden, past other memorials—Ted Kord's workshop grin, Tula's gentle smile suspended in water. Heroes who'd fallen. Allies who'd sacrificed. Friends who would never come home.
Except Dick had come home.
Just not in any way that felt like victory.
He found himself at one of the viewports, pressing his human hand against the transparent aluminum, staring down at Earth rotating below. Somewhere down there was Gotham, perpetually dark and rain-soaked. Somewhere was Blüdhaven, the city he'd claimed as his own. Somewhere was the Cave, Mount Justice, the place where the Team had first been formed.
All of it continuing without him for four years.
All of it having moved on, adapted, survived his absence.
"Master Dick."
The voice was unexpected, cultured and gentle, carrying the particular warmth that only Alfred Pennyworth could infuse into a formal address.
Dick turned to see the long-standing servant of the Wayne at the garden's entrance, still in his impeccable suit despite being in space, still carrying that air of unflappable dignity that had survived decades of serving the Wayne family.
"Alfred?", Dick said, and his voice cracked slightly on the name, "The hell are you doing up here? How are you even up here?"
"Master Bruce contacted me several hours ago.", Alfred replied, moving into the garden with measured steps, "He thought you might appreciate a familiar presence, and perhaps some tea. Also, did you honestly think that Master Bruce supervised the construction of this space facility all by himself? Where do you think I was all those times when I had to ‘take a leave of absence’ in your early years under the house?"
Dick chuckled, a genuine chuckle, “Vacation? At least, that’s what Bruce told me.”
The Englishman shook his head, “Always with the cover stories, Master Bruce is.”
He produced a thermos from seemingly nowhere—Alfred's ability to materialize tea in any situation was practically superhuman—and poured two cups with practiced efficiency.
"Earl Grey.", Alfred said, offering one cup to Dick, "Your favorite, if memory serves."
Dick took the cup with his human hand, the warmth seeping through the ceramic familiar and grounding. He sipped carefully, and the taste was exactly as he remembered—bergamot and black tea, perfectly steeped, exactly the right temperature.
"You remembered.", he said quietly.
"Why wouldn’t I?", Alfred replied, as if the alternative was unthinkable, "I've been making your tea for seventeen years, Master Dick. Why would I forget now?"
They stood together in comfortable silence for a moment, watching Earth rotate below while sipping tea like this was a perfectly normal Sunday afternoon at the Manor rather than a conversation in space between a man and the boy he'd helped raise who'd been tortured for four years.
"Alfred, I—", Dick started, then stopped, not sure what he wanted to say, how to express the tangle of emotions churning inside him.
"You've been visiting your memorial.", Alfred observed, his tone carrying no judgment, just gentle acknowledgment of fact.
"Yeah.", Dick stared down into his tea, "Seemed like something I should do. Face the ghost of who I used to be."
"And what did you conclude?"
"That he's gone.", Dick said simply, "That version of me. The one who could smile through anything, who made people feel safe, who believed the leap was never as far as it looks. The Shadows killed him. Or I killed him by surviving. Either way, he doesn't exist anymore."
Alfred was quiet for a long moment, sipping his own tea with that particular thoughtfulness that meant he was choosing his words carefully.
"When Master Bruce's parents were murdered.", Alfred said finally, "The boy I had known—young Master Bruce, eight years old, full of laughter and joy—that boy disappeared. In his place was someone harder. Angrier. Obsessed with justice and vengeance in ways that frightened me."
He paused, his expression distant with memory.
"For years, I mourned that lost child. Wondered if I would ever see him smile genuinely again. Wondered if Thomas and Martha's deaths had destroyed not just their lives but their son's capacity for happiness."
"But you didn't.", Dick said quietly, "Bruce never got that back. He's still the same driven, obsessed person he became after his parents died."
"In some ways, yes.", Alfred agreed, "But in others, he grew. He learned. He found purpose beyond vengeance. He took in a grieving circus boy who reminded him that joy could survive trauma. He built a family—messy and complicated and thoroughly dysfunctional—”
Another chuckle from Dick.
“—but a family nonetheless.", Alfred finished.
His eyes met Dick's, and they carried decades of wisdom and love.
"The point is, Master Dick, that who you were before Siberia is gone. That's true. Trauma changes us fundamentally—it's not something we can simply overcome and return to our previous state. But that doesn't mean who you are now is worthless or damaged beyond repair. It means you're different. And different is not the same as broken."
"It feels broken.", Dick whispered, "Alfred, I can't look at people without calculating how to fight them. I can't sleep without nightmares. I can't think about the future without seeing the chair and the electrodes and hearing those damned words in Russian? How is that not broken?"
"Because you're still here.", Alfred said simply, "Still fighting. Still choosing, every moment, to continue existing despite how much easier it would be to simply surrender to the trauma and let it consume you. That's not broken, Master Dick. That's remarkably, impossibly strong."
Dick wanted to argue, wanted to insist that surviving wasn't strength, that merely existing didn't count as victory.
But looking at Alfred's face—at the man who'd watched him grow up, who'd tended his injuries after patrol, who'd been more of a grandfather than any blood relative—he found he couldn't dismiss the words as easily as he wanted to.
"I don't know how to move forward.", he admitted, "Everyone keeps saying I should focus on healing, on recovery, on taking time. But I don't know what that looks like. I don't know how to heal from four years of systematic torture. I don't know how to recover from being turned into a weapon. And I certainly don't know how to take time when every moment I'm not doing something feels like wasted opportunity to prevent the next tragedy."
"Ah.", Alfred said, and his lips curved into a slight smile, "You sound remarkably similar to Master Bruce after he returned from his years of training abroad. Desperate to start the mission immediately. Unable to rest because rest felt like failing the people who needed help."
"What did you tell him?"
"I told him that a crusade built on exhaustion and unprocessed trauma would crumble at the first real challenge. That he needed to build a foundation of stability before he could construct the life he wanted. And that sometimes the most important work we do is the internal work no one else can see."
Alfred set down his tea cup with deliberate care.
"Master Dick, you've spent the past several hours confronting some of the most painful truths imaginable. You've integrated four years of suppressed memories. You've told your family about the horrors you experienced. You've faced your own memorial and acknowledged that who you were is gone. That's more emotional work than most people do in months. Perhaps even years."
"But I haven't done anything.", Dick protested, "I've just been talking. Crying. Processing. That's not action. That's not—"
"That's healing.", Alfred interrupted gently but firmly, "And healing is action, Master Dick. It's hard, exhausting, painful action that takes more courage than any physical battle. Don't diminish the work you're doing simply because it doesn't involve putting on a costume and fighting criminals."
Dick felt his throat tighten, his eyes burning with tears he was tired of shedding.
"I'm just so tired, Alfred.", he whispered, "I'm tired of hurting. Tired of remembering. Tired of being broken. I just want to be normal again. Want to be the person I was before all this happened."
"I know.", Alfred moved closer, his hand settling on Dick's shoulder—a mirror of Bruce's gesture hours earlier, but carrying its own unique comfort, "But normal isn't an option anymore. What you can do is build a new normal. One that accommodates your trauma while not being defined by it. One that acknowledges what you've survived whilst not letting it destroy who you're becoming."
"And if I can't?", Dick asked, "If the trauma is too big? If the Winter Soldier's conditioning is too deeply embedded? If I can't become anything except a weapon barely holding itself together?"
"Then we'll deal with that when and if it happens.", Alfred said practically, "But Master Dick, I've known you since you were eight years old. I've watched you survive the murder of your parents. I've watched you thrive under Master Bruce's complicated tutelage. I've watched you become Nightwing and lead the Team and prove time and again that you're capable of impossible things."
His grip on Dick's shoulder tightened slightly.
"If anyone can survive this—if anyone can integrate four years of horror and emerge still fundamentally themselves—it's you. Not because you're particularly strong or particularly skilled or particularly anything. But because you're stubborn. Because you refuse to surrender. Because even when some part of you wanted to disappear completely into the Winter Soldier's conditioning, you held onto a spark of Dick Grayson and waited for rescue."
"I waited four years."
"And rescue came.", Alfred said simply, "Perhaps not as quickly as we would have liked. Perhaps not before terrible damage was done. But it came. You're here. You're alive. You're yourself again, or at least beginning to be. That has to count for something."
Dick finished the rest of his tea, using the familiar ritual to ground himself, to find some center in the chaos of his thoughts.
"Alfred, what if I decide I don't want to be Nightwing anymore? What if I want to just... Be normal? Get a regular job? Live a regular life? Try to forget about costumes and missions and the weight of the world?"
"Then that would be your choice to make.", Alfred replied without hesitation, "And Master Bruce and I and the rest of your family would support it. Master Dick, you don't owe anyone a particular life path. You don't owe Master Bruce continued service as Nightwing. You don't owe the Team your leadership. You don't owe the world your heroism."
"But—"
"No buts.", Alfred interrupted gently, "You survived torture. You survived being turned into a weapon. You fought your way back to consciousness. You've earned the right to choose whatever life you want, free from obligation or expectation. And if that life is quiet and civilian and far removed from crimefighting, then so be it."
Dick felt something in his chest loosen slightly—a knot of guilt he hadn't even realized he was carrying, the fear that choosing not to be Nightwing would disappoint everyone he loved.
"Bruce said something similar.", he admitted, "Said he didn't care if I ever put on the costume again. That I'm his son regardless of whether I'm his partner."
"Master Bruce is learning.", Alfred said, and there was approval in his voice, "It's taken him far too long, and far too much loss, but he's finally understanding that the people he loves are more important than the mission. I'm glad he told you that. I'm glad he's prioritizing your wellbeing over operational efficiency."
"It felt good to hear.", Dick said quietly, "Even though I don't know if I believe it yet. Don't know if I can accept that I'm allowed to just... Stop. To choose healing over duty."
"You're allowed.", Alfred said firmly, "Not just allowed—encouraged. Master Dick, you've served long enough. You've sacrificed enough. You've bled enough for Gotham and Blüdhaven and the world. It's time to let others carry that weight while you focus on yourself."
Dick turned back to the viewport, watching Earth rotate peacefully below.
Somewhere down there, people were living normal lives. Going to work. Coming home to families. Worrying about mundane things like bills and traffic and what to make for dinner. Lives that had nothing to do with costumes or missions or the endless fight against evil.
Could he have that?
Could Dick Grayson—former circus acrobat, former Robin, former Nightwing, former Winter Soldier—just be a normal person?
"I don't know how.", he said finally, "I don't know how to be normal. I've been training and fighting since I was eight years old. It's all I know. All I am."
"Then perhaps it's time to learn something new.", Alfred suggested, "Master Dick, you're twenty-five years old. Young enough to build an entirely new life. Old enough to make informed choices about what that life should look like. You have time to figure out who you are beyond the masks and the missions."
"But what about Blüdhaven? The city needs Nightwing."
"The city will survive.", Alfred said pragmatically, "Other heroes can cover the territory. The Team can expand their operations. Or perhaps Blüdhaven will learn to rely more on its own institutions and less on a masked vigilante. Any of those outcomes is acceptable if it means you get to heal."
Dick wanted to argue that Blüdhaven needed him specifically, that no one else understood the city's rhythms and dangers the way he did.
But that was ego talking. That was the part of him that Bruce had trained to believe he was indispensable, that the mission always came first, that personal needs were secondary to the greater good.
"I need to think about this.", Dick said, "About what I want. About who I want to be now. About whether I can even be anyone beyond the Winter Soldier's conditioning."
"Take all the time you need.", Alfred replied, "There's no deadline for self-discovery. No timeline for healing that you must adhere to. Simply exist, Master Dick. Simply be. The rest will come when you're ready."
Alfred finished his own tea and produced a handkerchief, offering it to Dick with the same practiced efficiency he'd shown when Dick was eight and crying over his parents' deaths.
"I should return to the Manor.", Alfred said, "Master Bruce will want to know how you're doing, and I have preparations to make. But before I go, I want you to remember something."
He waited until Dick was looking directly at him.
"You are not defined by what was done to you. You are not defined by the Winter Soldier's actions. You are not defined by the trauma you've survived. You are defined by the choices you make going forward—by how you choose to heal, to grow, to become whoever Dick Grayson is meant to be next."
"And if I make the wrong choices?"
"Then you'll learn from them and make different choices.", Alfred said simply, "That's what living means, Master Dick. Trying. Failing. Learning. Trying again. No one expects you to have all the answers right now. We just expect you to keep trying."
He squeezed Dick's shoulder once more, then turned to leave, his footsteps measured and dignified even in the Watchtower's artificial gravity.
Dick watched him go, then turned back to his memorial one last time.
The hologram still flipped eternally, still smiled, still offered that outstretched hand inviting others to fly.
"I can't be you anymore.", Dick said to his past self, "But maybe I can be someone new. Someone who carries your memories but isn't trapped by them. Someone who survived the impossible and chose to keep living anyway."
He took a deep breath, centering himself the way Bruce had taught him years ago.
"I don't know what that looks like yet. Don't know if I can ever be truly happy again, or if the weight of all the people I murdered will crush me eventually. But I'm here. I'm alive. I'm myself. And for now, maybe that's enough."
The hologram flickered again, and for just a moment, Dick could have sworn it winked at him.
A trick of the light. A glitch in the projection. Nothing more.
But it felt like approval. Like his past self giving him permission to become whoever he needed to be next.
Dick turned away from the memorial and headed back toward his recovery room, his steps steadier than they'd been hours ago.
He wasn't fixed. Wasn't healed. Wasn't ready to put on the costume and return to crimefighting.
But he was moving forward.
One step at a time.
One day at a time.
And for now, that was all he could manage.
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[Sunday, May 16, 2021 | 21:45]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Dick's Private Recovery Room]
When Dick returned to his room, he found Zatanna waiting, curled up on the couch with a book she clearly wasn't reading. She looked up as he entered, her blue eyes searching his face for signs of how the solitary visit to the memorial had gone.
"Hey.", she said softly, setting the book aside, "How was it?"
"Hard.", Dick admitted, closing the door behind him, "But necessary. I needed to face who I used to be. Needed to acknowledge that he's gone."
"And?"
"And I'm trying to be okay with that.", Dick moved to sit beside her, and Zatanna immediately shifted to make room, her body angling toward his in unconscious invitation, "Trying to accept that Dick Grayson Patch Version 2.0 “Post-Winter Soldier Edition” might be different from the original, but that doesn't make him worthless."
A small giggle from Zatanna, at least he was making an effort to rebuild his old sense of humour.
"He's not worthless at all.", she said fiercely, "Dick, you're one of the strongest people I know. Not because you survived torture—though that takes incredible strength—but because you're choosing to keep living after everything. You're choosing to heal. That's courage of a kind most people never have to demonstrate."
Dick's human hand found hers, their fingers interlacing naturally, the gesture familiar despite four years of absence.
"I've been thinking about what comes next.", he said, "About who I want to be now. And I've realized something."
"What's that?"
"I need to face the consequences of what I did as the Winter Soldier."
Zatanna's hand tightened around his.
Her magic sparking purple-white for just a moment before she controlled it.
"Dick, no. We've been over this. You weren't responsible for—"
"I know what you've said.", Dick interrupted gently, "I know what everyone's said. That I was mind-controlled. That I had no agency. That the law can't hold me responsible for actions taken under duress. But Zee, two hundred people are dead. World leaders were assassinated. Families were destroyed. And even if I wasn't technically responsible, even if the law would exonerate me, I still need to acknowledge what happened."
"How?"
Dick took a deep breath, steadying himself for what he was about to say.
"I'm going to surrender."
The words hung in the air like a death sentence.
"What?", Zatanna pulled back slightly, her eyes wide, "Dick, you can't—that's not—surrender to who? For what?"
"To the proper authorities.", Dick said, his voice calm despite the magnitude of what he was proposing, "For the crimes committed by the Winter Soldier. I want to face trial, let a court determine culpability, accept whatever punishment is deemed appropriate."
"Are you fucking insane?!", Zatanna was on her feet now, her magic crackling around her hands, her composure cracking completely.
"Dick, do you have any idea what they'd do to you? You'd be locked up for life! Executed! Experimented on! They'd treat you like a monster instead of a victim!"
"Maybe I am a monster."
"You're NOT!", Zatanna's voice cracked, tears streaming down her face. "You're a victim who was tortured and used! You're not the villain here!"
"Tell that to the people of the world and the families whose lives I ended."
"You didn't end them! The Winter Soldier did! The Shadows did! Deathstroke and KGBeast and Cadmus did! You were just the weapon they used!"
"A weapon that looked like me, that used my skills, that has my memories of pulling triggers and snapping necks and killing people who didn't deserve to die."
Dick stood as well, his metal hand clenching
into a fist as he tried to make her understand.
"Zee, I know you love me. I know you want to protect me. But I can't just move on like none of this happened. I can't accept everyone's forgiveness and go back to being a hero without acknowledging the harm I caused. Without facing consequences."
"The consequence is the trauma you're living with!", Zatanna shouted, "The consequence is four years of torture! The consequence is having to carry memories of killing people while being unable to stop yourself! That's punishment enough, Dick!"
"Is it? Is my trauma really equivalent to over two hundred deaths?"
"YES!", Zatanna moved closer, her hands on his shoulders, forcing him to look at her, "Yes, because you didn't choose to kill those people! Choice matters! Intent matters! The law recognizes that! Any competent lawyer could argue diminished capacity or coercion or mind control as a complete defense!"
"And if they can't? If a court decides I'm responsible? Then what—should I escape? Should I use League resources to avoid justice? And if so, the court of public opinion won’t see it that way. The people of the world won’t see it that way. That's not who I am, Zee. That's not who I want to be."
"Who you want to be is irrelevant if you're executed or locked in a cell for the rest of your life!"
They stared at each other, both breathing hard, tears streaming down both their faces.
"I just got you back.", Zatanna whispered, "Dick, I mourned you for four years. Four years of thinking you were dead. And then you came back, and yes, you're damaged and traumatized and struggling, but you're here. You're alive. You're you. And now you want to surrender yourself to a system that will destroy you? How is that fair?"
"It's not about fairness.", Dick said gently, "It's about doing what's right. About acknowledging harm even when that harm wasn't intended. About being accountable even when accountability is terrifying."
"You weren't accountable! You were a prisoner!"
"I was aware.", Dick insisted, "That makes me complicit in some way, even if I couldn't control my actions. And I need to face that. Need to let the world decide what justice looks like for the Winter Soldier."
"The world will get it wrong.", Zatanna said desperately, "The world won't understand the nuance. Won't understand the torture and conditioning. They'll just see the Winter Soldier's body count and demand punishment. They'll turn you into a scapegoat for the Shadows' crimes."
"Maybe.", Dick admitted, "But that's a risk I have to take. Because living with this guilt without acknowledging the harm is killing me, Zee. It's eating me alive from the inside. And if I don't face consequences—real, tangible consequences—I don't know how to move forward."
Zatanna's magic flared again, brighter this time, purple-white energy filling the room.
"No.", she said, and her voice carried power now, the kind that came from being one of the world's most accomplished magic users, "I won't let you do this. I won't let you sacrifice yourself to some misguided sense of justice."
"Zee—"
"I'll fight them.", she continued, her voice rising, "Anyone who tries to take you. Anyone who tries to lock you up or punish you for crimes you didn't choose to commit. I'll use every spell I know, every magical resource at my disposal, to keep you safe."
"That's not your choice to make."
"The hell it isn't!", Zatanna's eyes blazed, "You think I'm going to stand by and watch them destroy you? You think I'm going to let them take you from me again? I lost you once, Dick. I'm not losing you again. Not to the Shadows. Not to the League. And certainly not to some legal system that can't distinguish between victim and perpetrator!"
"Zatanna—"
"I love you!", she screamed, and the words echoed through the room with magical resonance.
"I love you! You stubborn, self-sacrificing idiot! I have for years! And I will not let you throw your life away because you can't forgive yourself for things that weren't your fault!"
The room went silent except for their labored breathing and the faint hum of the Watchtower's systems.
Dick felt his resolve wavering, felt the weight of Zatanna's love and desperation threatening to change his mind.
But he couldn't.
He needed this.
Needed to face accountability, even if that accountability destroyed him.
"I love you too.", he said quietly, "More than I can express. More than I've ever loved anyone. But Zee, loving me doesn't mean protecting me from the consequences of my actions. Even actions taken while mind-controlled."
"Yes, it does!", Zatanna insisted, "Love absolutely means protecting the people you care about from unjust punishment! Love means standing between them and harm! Love means refusing to let them be destroyed by a system that doesn't understand trauma!"
"And what about the people I killed? Don't they deserve justice?"
"They deserve justice against the Shadows! Against Deathstroke and KGBeast and Cadmus! Not against you! You were as much a victim as they were!"
"Was I?", Dick's voice was hollow, "They're dead, Zee. Gone. Their families destroyed. Their futures erased. I'm alive. I'm here. I get to heal and move forward. How is that equivalent victimhood?"
"Because you had four years of torture stolen from you! Four years of being a prisoner in your own body! Four years of being forced to commit atrocities while screaming uselessly! That's not nothing, Dick! That's not something you just move past!"
They were talking in circles now, neither able to convince the other, both too emotionally raw to find middle ground.
Finally, Dick pulled Zatanna into an embrace, his human hand in her hair, his metal hand on her back, holding her close as she sobbed into his shoulder.
"I need to do this.", he whispered, "I need to try, at least. Need to give the world the opportunity to decide what justice looks like. And if that means prison or worse, then I'll accept it. Because the alternative—living free while carrying the weight of two hundred murders—that's a different kind of prison. One I'm not sure I can survive."
"I can't lose you again.", Zatanna's voice was muffled against his shoulder, "Dick, please. Please don't do this. Please don't leave me again."
"I'm not leaving you. I'm trying to do the right thing."
Her tears stained his shirt.
"The right thing is staying here! Healing! Letting me help you! Not surrendering yourself to people who will never understand what you survived!"
Dick held her tighter, his own tears falling into her hair.
He didn't have the words to make her understand. Didn't have the arguments that would convince her that his need for accountability outweighed her need to protect him.
So he just held her and let her cry and tried to memorize the feeling of her in his arms, knowing that this might be one of the last times he got to hold her like this.
Because he'd made his decision.
And tomorrow, he would tell the League.
And the day after that, he would surrender to the proper authorities.
And whatever happened next would be out of his control.
But at least he would have tried to do the right thing.
Even if it destroyed him.
Even if it meant losing everything he'd fought so hard to reclaim.
At least he would have tried.
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[Monday, May 17, 2021 | 09:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Main Conference Room]
The Justice League had assembled in full force.
Superman stood at the head of the table, his expression grave. Wonder Woman flanked him on one side, Batman on the other. The rest of the League filled the remaining seats—Martian Manhunter, Green Lantern, Flash, Aquaman, Black Canary, and others, all present for what Batman had described as a "critical briefing regarding the Winter Soldier situation."
The Team occupied their usual positions along one side of the table—Kaldur, Wally, Artemis, M'gann, Conner. Zatanna and Raquel sat with them, both having been granted temporary Team status for the Winter Soldier operations.
And at the far end, standing rather than sitting, was Dick Grayson.
He looked exhausted—dark circles under his eyes, his face drawn, his metal arm catching the light as he shifted his weight. But his expression was determined, his jaw set in that particular way that meant he'd made a decision and no amount of argument would change his mind.
Bruce recognized that look.
He'd seen it on Dick's face when he'd insisted on becoming Robin at eight years old. When he'd chosen to leave and become Nightwing at sixteen. When he'd refused to give up on Jason even after everyone else had written the second Robin off as a lost cause.
And Bruce knew, with sinking certainty, that whatever Dick was about to say, it would be something terrible.
"Thank you all for coming.", Dick said, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands, "I know you're busy. I know there are missions and crises that need attention. But I needed to address everyone directly about what happens next with the Winter Soldier."
"The Winter Soldier has been neutralized.", Superman said gently, "Dick, you defeated him in the mindscape. You're in control now. The threat is—"
"The threat is still active.", Dick interrupted, "Because the Winter Soldier is me. His training is in my head. His skills are part of my muscle memory. His knowledge is integrated with my consciousness. And his victims deserve justice."
The room went very quiet.
"Dick, we've discussed this.", Batman said, his voice carrying warning, "The League has already determined that you're not criminally responsible for actions taken while under Shadows conditioning. There's precedent for—"
"I'm surrendering.", Dick said flatly, cutting through whatever argument Bruce was building.
"Today.”, he pressed, “To the proper authorities. For the crimes committed by the Winter Soldier over the past four years. I'm requesting that the League facilitate my transfer to UN custody for trial."
The reaction was immediate and explosive.
"What?!", Wally was on his feet, vibrating with speed-force energy, "Dick, that's insane! You can't just—"
"You were mind-controlled!", M'gann's telepathic voice carried her distress to everyone simultaneously, "You had no choice in what you did!"
"The international community will execute you!", Artemis's voice was sharp with panic, "Multiple countries want the Winter Soldier dead! Surrendering is suicide!"
"That's my choice to make.", Dick replied, his voice calm despite the chaos erupting around him, "I need to face accountability for what was done using my body. I need to let the world decide what justice looks like."
"The world will get it wrong!", Conner slammed his fist on the table hard enough to crack the reinforced surface, "They won't understand the conditioning! They won't care that you were tortured! They'll just see the body count!"
"Maybe.", Dick acknowledged, "But that's the risk I have to take."
"No.", Zatanna stood, her magic crackling around her clenched fists, "I already told you I won't let this happen. I meant it."
"Zatanna—"
"I will fight anyone who tries to take you.", she continued, her voice carrying magical resonance that made the air itself hum, "I will use every spell at my disposal. I will tear down any prison they put you in. I will not let them destroy you for crimes you didn't choose to commit."
"That would make you a criminal.", Dick said quietly.
"I don't care."
"I do.", Dick met her eyes, and his expression was pained but resolute.
"Zee, I can't let you sacrifice your life and career protecting me from consequences I need to face. I won't let the Winter Soldier destroy you too."
Wonder Woman rose, her voice carrying Themysciran authority.
"Richard, I understand your desire for accountability. It speaks to your character, to your honour. But surrendering yourself to authorities who cannot distinguish between victim and perpetrator is not justice. It's martyrdom."
"Maybe that's what I deserve.", Dick replied.
"NO!", the shout came from Tim, who'd been silent until now, his analytical mind processing scenarios and outcomes and finding none of them acceptable.
"Dick, you don't get to decide you deserve punishment for things that weren't your fault! That's not how this works!"
"Then how does it work?!", Dick asked, and his voice was breaking now, "How do I live knowing what I've done? How do I move forward carrying all the killings under the Winter Soldier’s belt? How do I look at the families of the people I killed and tell them it's okay because I was mind-controlled? How is that justice?"
"It's not about making it okay.", Kaldur said, rising from his seat with Atlantean dignity, "Dick, justice is not about punishment. It's about accountability, yes, but also about prevention and rehabilitation. Imprisoning or executing you doesn't bring back the dead. It doesn't prevent future tragedies. It just destroys another victim of the Shadows' cruelty."
"Consequences are consequences.", Dick insisted, his voice hardening, "I need something tangible that acknowledges the harm done. Something that proves Dick Grayson takes responsibility even for actions done while he was the Winter Soldier."
Batman stood slowly, and something in his posture made everyone go quiet.
"Dick.", he said, and his voice was rough with emotion barely controlled, "I understand this need. Better than you know. After Jason died, I wanted to surrender myself. Wanted to face consequences for failing to protect my son. Wanted punishment for my role in his death."
He moved around the table, approaching Dick with deliberate steps.
"But Alfred told me something that took me years to understand. He said that the best way to honor the dead—the best way to acknowledge harm done—isn't through self-destruction. It's through choosing to be better. Through preventing future tragedies. Through living in a way that makes their sacrifice matter."
"That's not the same—"
"It's exactly the same.", Bruce interrupted, "You want consequences? Fine. Your consequence is surviving. Your consequence is carrying the memories of what you were forced to do and choosing not to let it destroy you. Your consequence is healing, recovering, and eventually—if you choose—using your experience to prevent others from suffering the same fate."
"That's not enough."
"It has to be.", Bruce's hands landed on Dick's shoulders, "Because the alternative is losing you. And I've already lost you once. I won't do it again. Not to a legal system that can't comprehend the nuance of your situation. Not when there are better options."
"What options?", Dick asked, and his voice was small, lost, "What other way is there to acknowledge what I did?"
Wonder Woman stepped forward.
"Reparations.", she said simply, "Not imprisonment. Not execution. But meaningful action to address the harm caused by the Winter Soldier's victims. The League can establish a fund—financial support for the families of those killed. Medical care. Education. Whatever they need."
"We can work with international authorities to expose the Shadows' operations.", Superman added, "Dismantle their infrastructure. Prevent them from creating another Winter Soldier. That would do more good than your imprisonment ever could."
"And you can testify.", Martian Manhunter said, his voice carrying Martian harmonics, "Share your experience with trauma specialists, with law enforcement, with anyone who will listen. Help them understand how conditioning works. How to identify victims. How to prevent future tragedies. Your knowledge could save lives, Dick. But only if you're free to share it."
Dick looked around the room at all the people staring at him with desperate hope—his family, his Team, his mentors, all of them unified in their refusal to let him throw his life away.
"You really think that's enough? Huh?", he asked quietly, "That money and testimony and dismantling the Shadows is sufficient accountability for two hundred murders?"
"Nothing will ever be enough.", Kaldur said honestly, "There is no punishment, no reparation, no act of contrition that can truly balance two hundred lives. But destroying your life doesn't bring them back. It just adds another victim to the Shadows' tally."
"Give yourself the chance to heal first.", M'gann said, her telepathic presence a gentle comfort. "Give yourself time to process everything you've survived. And then—if you still feel you need to surrender—we'll support that choice. But not now. Not while you're still in crisis."
Dick closed his eyes, feeling the weight of everyone's arguments, everyone's love, everyone's desperate need to protect him from himself.
Maybe they were right.
Maybe surrendering now was just trauma talking, just his brain trying to find any form of control over a situation that had been completely out of his control for four years.
Maybe there were better ways to address the harm than destroying himself in the process.
"I’ll think about it.", was all he said, "I’ll refrain from surrendering right now. But regardless of how much time I give myself time to heal, to process, to figure out what genuine accountability looks like beyond self-destruction, my mind is all made up."
It wasn’t the relief everyone in the room was hoping for but it was enough.
The air was still palpable, Wally sagging against Artemis, M'gann's telepathic presence flooding with gratitude, Tim's hands unclenching from where they'd been gripping his chair.
Zatanna moved to him immediately, her arms wrapping around him, her magic surrounding them both in a protective cocoon.
"That’s all we’re asking for.", she whispered. "Time."
"I'm still not sure it's the right choice.", Dick said honestly, his human arm holding her close while his metal arm hung uncertainly at his side. "But I trust all of you. If you think there's a better path forward than surrender, I'll try to find it. But if not…"
Bruce's hand squeezed his shoulder.
"At least try.”, he said, “Heal. Give yourself the chance to become whoever Dick Grayson needs to be next. The rest will come with time."
Superman cleared his throat, drawing everyone's attention.
"The League will issue a statement this afternoon. We'll confirm that the Winter Soldier will remain in our custody and is currently undergoing assessments and evaluations. We'll make it clear that any attempt by foreign governments to demand his extradition will be met with diplomatic resistance."
"And the media response?", Barbara—who'd been silent until now, observing from her position near the back—asked the practical question.
"Will be chaotic.", Batman replied, "But manageable. We’ll do what we can to… Control the narrative. The Winter Soldier was a victim weaponized by the Shadows. That's the truth, and that's what we'll emphasize."
"And their families?", Dick gave them a look, "The people who lost loved ones. They deserve—"
"They deserve closure.", Wonder Woman said gently, "And we'll help provide that. But Richard, you need to understand that you can't personally apologize to every family. You can't personally make amends for every life lost. That's a burden no one could carry."
"That’s what I want to do."
"You can try to heal first.", Zatanna said firmly, "And then, when you're stronger, when you've processed your own trauma, then you can think about how to address the grief of others. But not now. Not when you're barely holding yourself together."
Dick knew she was right.
Knew that trying to face over two hundred grieving families while he was still fragmenting from integration would be disastrous for everyone involved.
He took in a deep breath.
"Okay.", he said again, and the word felt like surrender of a different kind—not to authorities, but to the reality that healing would take time., "Recovery. I’ll try and process everything with proper therapy and support. But that doesn’t change what I want to do."
"We understand.", Kaldur said firmly, "But regardless, we'll figure it out together. As a Team."
"As a family.", Bruce corrected quietly.
And for the first time since waking up in the medical bay, Dick felt something that might have been hope.
Not hope that everything would be okay—that felt impossible given the weight of his memories.
But hope that maybe, with time and support and love, he could survive this.
That Dick Grayson could exist in the same consciousness as the Winter Soldier's memories without being destroyed by them.
That he could build some kind of life worth living, even if that life looked nothing like what he'd had before Siberia.
But still.
The weight of everything he’s done still hung in his head.
Try as he could, his mind was made up.
He was still the Winter Soldier.
Shadows or not, mind control or not.
He must pay penance for the crimes he committed, whether willingly or not.
Otherwise, he would be a hypocrite to himself, the people he loves, and to the people of the world.
How could he uphold justice if he himself was being shielded or denied it?
Chapter 24: "XXIII: Aftermath"
Chapter Text
[Friday, May 21, 2021 | 14:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Dick's Recovery Room]
Five days.
That's how long Dick had been trying to convince himself that the League was right. That healing came first. That surrender could wait until he'd processed his trauma, integrated his memories, found some semblance of stability in the chaos of his fractured psyche.
Five days of therapy sessions with Dinah that left him exhausted and raw. Five days of medical evaluations that confirmed what he already knew—his body had healed from the physical torture, but the psychological scars ran deeper than any scan could measure. Three days of well-meaning visitors who looked at him with pity and concern and desperate hope that he'd somehow be okay.
But he wasn't okay.
And every hour he spent in the Watchtower's comfortable recovery room felt like another layer of hypocrisy settling over his skin.
More than two hundred people, dead by his hands.
World leaders, assassinated.
Families destroyed.
And Dick Grayson was being protected, sheltered, hidden away from consequences while the League debated the best way to manage the "Winter Soldier situation".
It was wrong.
All of it was wrong.
Dick stood at the viewport in his room, staring down at Earth rotating peacefully below. Somewhere down there, people were mourning. Grieving. Demanding justice for loved ones who'd been murdered by the Winter Soldier.
He could hear the screams of the souls of all the people he’s killed.
Their blood on his hands.
They cry for justice, even from beyond the grave.
It was driving him insane.
And yet, here he was, safe in orbit, surrounded by people who loved him enough to shield him from accountability.
"No more."
The thought crystallized with sudden clarity, cutting through the fog of trauma and guilt and desperate exhaustion that had clouded his judgment for days.
"No more hiding. No more letting others decide what justice looks like. It's time to face what I've done."
Dick moved to his small closet, pulling out the civilian clothes someone had thoughtfully provided—jeans, a dark henley shirt, a jacket to cover his metal arm. He dressed methodically, each movement deliberate, grounding himself in the physical reality of preparing to leave.
He paused at the door, his human hand resting on the access panel.
This was it.
Once he walked out of this room, once he made his way to the Zeta Tubes and transported himself to Earth, there would be no going back. The League would try to stop him. His family would try to intervene. Zatanna would probably try to magically restrain him.
But he had to do this.
Had to try, at least, to take control of his own accountability rather than letting others dictate his path forward.
Dick took a deep breath, steadying himself, and opened the door.
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The Watchtower's corridors were quiet during this shift—most of the League was either on patrol or in their civilian lives, leaving the satellite station running on minimal personnel. Dick moved through the hallways with the practiced stealth that had been drilled into him since he was eight years old, avoiding security cameras, timing his movements to slip past the few League members on duty.
He was almost to the Zeta Tube bay when he heard voices.
Multiple voices, young and animated, coming from the communal space adjacent to the main briefing room.
Dick hesitated, torn between avoiding detection and curiosity about what was happening.
Curiosity won.
He moved closer to the communal space, staying in the shadows of the corridor, and peered inside.
The second Team was gathered around the holoscreen—Beast Boy, Impulse, Blue Beetle, Lagoon Boy, Arsenal, and Wonder Girl—all of them staring at the display with varying expressions of shock and confusion.
In front of them, all the holoscreens of the communal room broadcasted the same live news feed.
"—repeat, this is a historic moment as the Justice League formally hands over the Winter Soldier to United Nations custody—"
Dick's blood went cold.
On the screen, a press conference was playing. The setting was clearly the UN headquarters in New York, the distinctive flags of all the member nations providing the backdrop. And there, standing at a podium bristling with microphones, was Batman.
Beside him stood Superman, Wonder Woman, and select members of the Justice League, their expressions grave.
And between them, bound with magnetic restraints and wearing a power dampener collar, his face hidden behind both the domino mask and the face covering...
Was the Winter Soldier.
Was him.
"What the fuck?", Dick whispered, his voice barely audible even to himself.
On screen, Batman was speaking, his voice carrying that particular gravitas that made the world listen.
"The individual known as the Winter Soldier has been in Justice League custody for the past several days. After extensive evaluation and consultation with our international legal experts, we have determined that he will face trial for crimes committed over the past four years."
The press erupted with questions, cameras flashing, reporters shouting over each other.
Batman continued, his voice cutting through the media lights.
"The Winter Soldier will be transferred to United Nations custody effective immediately. He will be held in a secure facility pending trial by an international tribunal. The League will provide full cooperation with the investigation and will testify as needed regarding the circumstances of his capture."
Superman stepped forward, his expression carrying Kryptonian sorrow.
"We understand that many people have been affected by the Winter Soldier's actions. Families have lost loved ones. Nations have lost leaders. Trust has been broken. We hope that this process will provide some measure of justice and closure."
Wonder Woman added her voice, carrying Themysciran authority.
"The League takes responsibility for ensuring that this individual faces appropriate consequences. We will not shield him from accountability. Justice will be served."
The camera zoomed in on the Winter Soldier standing between the heroes—head bowed, posture suggesting resignation or defeat, the very picture of a captured assassin awaiting judgment.
Except, it wasn't him.
Dick knew his own body language. Knew how he held himself even when restrained. Knew the subtle tells that no actor could perfectly replicate.
That wasn't Dick Grayson wearing the Winter Soldier's masks.
That was someone—something—else.
"Dude, that's crazy.", Beast Boy said, his voice carrying through the communal space, "They’re actually handing him over!"
"Yeah, but will he actually face justice?", Impulse asked skeptically, his speech rapid even when not using his speed, "I mean, the League's testimony could go either way. They could argue diminished capacity or coercion or whatever."
"He should face justice.", Lagoon Boy said firmly, his Atlantean accent thick with conviction, "The Winter Soldier killed hundreds of people. Leaders. Diplomats. Innocent people. He deserves whatever punishment the tribunal decides."
"But what if there were extenuating circumstances?", Blue Beetle countered, his scarab probably feeding him data about mind control and conditioning even as he spoke, "The League wouldn't just hand him over if they thought he was fully culpable. There has to be more to the story."
"Doesn't matter.", Arsenal said, and his voice carried bitter experience, "Two hundred bodies don't lie. Whatever his reasons, whatever his circumstances, people are dead because of him. That requires consequences."
Wonder Girl was quiet, her eyes fixed on the screen where UN security was now escorting the Winter Soldier away from the press conference, leading him toward a transport vehicle designed for metahuman containment.
"Something feels wrong about this.", she said finally, "I don't know what, but something's off. The League wouldn't just... Surrender someone like Dick to UN custody without a fight. Not after everything that happened with the Team. They're too protective of their own."
"Maybe they don't consider the Winter Soldier 'their own'.", Lagoon Boy suggested, "Maybe they're finally drawing a line between acceptable heroism and unacceptable violence."
Dick couldn't listen anymore.
He stepped into the communal space, his presence immediately drawing every eye in the room.
The second Team stared at him—most of them had only seen him briefly during his initial recovery, had only heard secondhand accounts of what had happened to him.
They knew Dick Grayson was the Winter Soldier.
They knew he'd been tortured and conditioned.
He was the leader who stepped up and took command after Kaldur went deep undercover with the Light, the leader who led them through the Reach’s invasion all those years ago. The hero they all looked up to who was turned into a weapon against his own will.
"That's not me.", Dick said quietly, gesturing at the screen where the transport vehicle was pulling away, "On screen. That's not me."
"What?", Wonder Girl stood, her expression confused, "But the League said—"
"The League lied.", Dick interrupted, and his voice was hollow, "That's not Dick Grayson being handed over to UN custody. That's someone or something else wearing my face."
He moved closer to the screen, studying the feed that was now showing analysis from various news networks—experts debating culpability, legal scholars discussing precedent for mind control cases, family members of victims demanding justice.
"I need to get to Earth.", Dick said, speaking more to himself than to the second Team, "I need to find out what the fuck the League has done."
"Dick, wait—", Wonder Girl started, but he was already moving, heading toward the Zeta Tube bay with purposeful strides that suggested nothing would stop him.
The second Team exchanged glances, uncertainty clear on their faces.
They weren’t sure if they should try to stop him or let him go. Whether or not they had fully understood the context of the situation enough to make that call.
So they did what all young heroes always did when faced with situations above their pay grade.
They called for backup.
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[Friday, May 21, 2021 | 14:45]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Zeta Tube Bay]
Dick reached the Zeta Tube bay and immediately moved to the control console, his fingers flying across the holographic interface as he input the command sequence that would activate the tubes.
"Destination: Gotham City. Authorization: Nightwing B-0-1—"
"Step away from the console, Dick."
The voice was calm, measured, carrying Atlantean authority that had been honed over years of leadership.
Dick turned to see Kaldur standing at the bay entrance, his water-bearers manifesting in his hands but not yet shaped into weapons. Behind him, the rest of the original Team was filling in—Wally, Artemis, M'gann, Conner—all of them looking worried and determined in equal measure.
"I need to get to Earth.", Dick said, and his voice was tight with barely controlled emotion, "I need to find out what the League did. What you all did."
"We can explain—", M'gann started.
"Explain what?", Dick interrupted, his metal hand clenching into a fist, "Explain why there's a fake Winter Soldier being handed over to UN custody while I'm still here? Explain why the League just lied to the entire world? Explain why you all decided to take away my choice about how to face accountability?"
"It wasn't about taking away your choice.", Wally said, moving forward carefully, "Dick, you were going to surrender yourself. You were going to let them lock you up or worse for crimes you didn't commit willingly. We couldn't let that happen."
"So you decided to commit fraud instead?", Dick's voice rose, "To deceive the entire world? To aid and abet a wanted criminal—me—by creating a false narrative?"
"Yes.", Conner said flatly, "Because keeping you alive and free was more important than some abstract concept of justice that wouldn't have brought back the dead anyway."
"That's not your decision to make!"
"It became our decision when you decided to sacrifice yourself!", Artemis shot back, "Dick, you were going to throw your whole life away! You were going to let them destroy you for something that wasn't your fault! What were we supposed to do—just stand by and watch?"
"Yes!", Dick was shouting now, his control breaking completely, "Yes! You were supposed to let me make my own choices! Let me decide how to address the harm I caused! Let me face consequences instead of being protected like I'm some fragile thing that needs sheltering!"
"You do need protecting!", M'gann's voice carried telepathic weight, "You're barely holding yourself together! You're processing four years of trauma! You're integrating memories of murders you were forced to commit! You're not in any state to make rational decisions about your future!"
"So you made them for me.", Dick's voice dropped to something cold and dangerous, "You decided—all of you decided—that Dick Grayson can't be trusted to determine his own path forward. That I need to be managed and controlled and kept safe from myself."
The Team exchanged uncomfortable glances.
Because he wasn't wrong.
That was exactly what they'd done.
"Where's Batman?", Dick asked quietly, "Where's Bruce? Was this his idea?"
"It was mine.", a new voice said.
Tim stepped into the bay, still in his Robin uniform, his domino mask unable to hide the guilt visible in his expression. Behind him came Jason and Barbara, both looking equally uncomfortable.
"Mine, Jason's, and Wally's.", Tim continued, "We knew you wouldn’t go down easily so we came up with the plan. We convinced the League to go along with it. If you're going to be angry at anyone, be angry at us."
"Oh, I'm angry at all of you alright.", Dick said, and his voice was shaking now, "But especially at Bruce. Where is he?"
"Right here."
Batman materialized from the shadows at the bay's far end—a dramatic entrance that would have been impressive under different circumstances. Behind him, Superman and Wonder Woman entered through the main doors, both looking grave.
The original Trinity, assembled to face Dick Grayson's fury.
"Explain.", Dick demanded, "Explain what I just watched on the news. Explain who or what is currently being transported to UN custody. Explain why you all thought lying to the entire world was an acceptable solution."
Batman's expression was unreadable behind his cowl, but his voice carried weight.
"Because we couldn't lose you.", he said simply, "Not again. Not after everything we did to bring you home."
"So you created a fake Winter Soldier.", Dick said flatly, "Who? What? How did you even—"
"M'gann shapeshifted into you for the press conference.", Tim explained, his analytical mind organizing the deception into a clear narrative, "Matching your height, your build, your body language perfectly. The masks hid enough that no one questioned the identity."
"And the handoff to UN custody?"
"An android.", Jason said, his voice carrying dark amusement, "Built by Red Tornado using T.O. Morrow's designs. It's programmed with all the Winter Soldier's memories and conditioning. Everything you remember and did—or at least, surface-level simulations of them—as the Winter Soldier but none of the lethality or usefulness. None of the actual skill."
Dick stared at them, his mind struggling to process the magnitude of what they'd done.
"You built an android duplicate of me.", he said slowly, "Programmed it to act like the Winter Soldier. And handed it over to international authorities as if it were the real assassin?"
"Yes.", Batman confirmed, "The android will undergo evaluation and trial. It will be held in a secure facility. And the world will believe that justice has been served."
"What happens when they discover it's not human?", Dick demanded, "When they run tests and realize it's synthetic? When the programming glitches and it doesn't respond correctly? What happens when your deception is exposed? Or if, oh, I don’t know, if Deathstroke or the Shadows try to break him out?!"
"Then we deal with it.", Superman said, his voice carrying Kryptonian certainty, "We'll claim the android fooled our systems. That it infiltrated League custody and replaced the real Winter Soldier. That we were deceived. If Deathstroke or his associates make any moves, what good would that android serve them for?"
"And you think the world will believe and go along with that?"
"The world will believe what we tell them.", Wonder Woman said, and there was no arrogance in her voice, just pragmatic assessment of the League's influence, "Because the alternative—that the Justice League knowingly aided a wanted criminal—is too damaging to international cooperation. They'll accept the android explanation because it's easier than confronting the implications of our deception."
Dick laughed, but there was no humor in it.
"You're willing to compromise everything the League stands for—truth, justice, accountability—to protect me? You're willing to lie to governments, to the UN, to the families of victims, just to keep Dick Grayson out of prison?"
"Yes.", Bruce said, and his voice was absolute, "Without hesitation. Without regret. You're my son, Dick. I will do whatever it takes to keep you safe. Even if that means compromising principles I've held for decades."
The word son echoed through the bay.
Bruce had used it multiple times over the past few days—more than he'd used it in Dick's entire childhood and adolescence combined. Each time, it carried weight. Each time, it meant something that Bruce couldn't fully articulate but desperately needed Dick to understand.
"You can't do this.", Dick whispered, and his voice was breaking now, tears threatening despite his efforts at control, "Bruce, you can't sacrifice the League's integrity for me. You can't compromise everything you've built just to protect one person."
"Watch me.", Bruce said simply.
Dick looked around at all of them—the Team, the Bat Family, the Trinity—all of them unified in their refusal to let him surrender, to let him face consequences, to let him choose his own path forward.
And something in him broke.
Not dramatically.
Not violently.
Just a quiet fracturing of the belief that he had any control over his own life, his own choices, his own accountability.
"I should hate you for this.", Dick said quietly, "All of you. For taking away my agency. For deciding what's best for me without my input. For treating me like I'm too damaged to make my own decisions."
"Do you?", Wally asked, and his voice was small, vulnerable, "Hate us?"
Dick was quiet for a long moment, his human hand rubbing his face while his metal hand hung at his side, servos whirring softly in the silence.
"No.", he admitted finally, "I don't hate you. I'm furious. I'm devastated. I'm so fucking angry I can barely think straight. But I don't… I don’t think I can hate you. Because I know you did this out of love. Out of desperation to protect someone you care about. And as misguided as it was, as wrong as it was, I understand the impulse."
He moved to one of the bay's viewports, staring down at Earth.
"But you all need to understand something.", Dick continued, his voice steady now, controlled, "I’m still the Winter Soldier. His training. His skills. His instincts. The Shadows' programming might be broken, but it's not gone completely. And until I've addressed that—until I've found a way to truly separate Dick Grayson from the weapon I was forced to become—I'm a risk. To everyone."
"We're willing to take that risk.", M'gann said gently.
"But I'm not.", Dick turned to face them, "I'm not willing to risk hurting any of you. Not again. Not after everything I've already put you through."
"Then let us help.", Tim said, stepping forward, "Dick, M'gann and J'onn have offered to work on removing the remaining conditioning. It won't be fast. It won't be easy. But they can help clean out whatever programming the Shadows left behind."
"And if they can't? If some of it is too deeply embedded? If the Winter Soldier's training is now just part of who I am?"
"Then we work with it.", Jason said, "You think you're the only person in this room who's had to integrate training they didn't ask for? I got dunked in the Lazarus Pit. Came back with Pit madness that made me violent and unstable. But I learned to manage it. Learned to separate Jason Todd from the rage the Pit created. You can do the same."
"It's not the same."
"It's close enough?", Jason insisted, "The specifics are different, but the core issue is identical—you're carrying programming that feels like it's part of you but wasn't something you chose. And just like I learned to work with the Pit madness rather than being controlled by it, you can learn to work with the Winter Soldier's training."
Dick wanted to argue, wanted to insist that his situation was unique and incomparable.
But looking at Jason—at someone who'd also been broken and rebuilt and forced to integrate pieces he'd never asked for—he found he couldn't dismiss the parallel so easily.
"I still think what you did was wrong.", Dick said finally, "Creating the android. Lying to the world. Taking away my choice. All of it was wrong."
"You're right.", Bruce said, and the admission seemed to cost him, "What we did was wrong. It violated your autonomy. It compromised our principles. And if the deception is ever exposed, it will damage the League's credibility irreparably."
He moved closer, his hand landing on Dick's shoulder.
"But I'd do it again.", Bruce continued, his voice rough, "Without hesitation. Because losing you a second time isn't acceptable. Because watching you destroy yourself out of misguided guilt isn't something I can stand by and allow. Because you're my son, and protecting you matters more than anything else."
Dick felt his chest tighten, his throat constricting with emotion he'd been suppressing.
"You can't keep using that word and expect it to fix everything.", he whispered, "You can't just call me your son and think that makes it okay to override my choices."
"I know.", Bruce said, "But I'm going to keep saying it anyway. Because it's true. Because you need to hear it. Because seventeen years of being emotionally constipated and unable to express how much you mean to me doesn't change overnight."
Despite everything—despite the anger and the betrayal and the crushing weight of two hundred murders—Dick felt his lips twitch slightly.
Almost a smile.
Almost.
"You're terrible at this.", he said.
"I know.", Bruce replied, "Alfred keeps telling me. I'm working on it."
The tension in the bay eased slightly, the immediate crisis seeming to pass.
Dick took a deep breath, centering himself, trying to find some way forward through the impossible maze of his situation.
"I'm not okay with what you did.", he said clearly, making sure everyone heard, "I'm not accepting it. I'm not forgiving it. But I'm also not going to fight you on it right now because I'm too tired and too broken to win that battle."
He paused, his metal hand clenching.
"But you need to know—all of you need to know—that this doesn't solve anything. The android might fool the world for a while, but eventually, the truth will come out. And when it does, the consequences will be worse than if I'd just surrendered myself in the first place."
"We'll deal with that when it happens.", Superman said, "For now, what matters is that you're safe. You're here. You're with people who care about you."
"And you're going to let M'gann and J'onn help with the deprogramming?", Zatanna asked, speaking up for the first time.
She'd been standing at the bay's edge, her expression carefully neutral, but her magic crackling around her hands suggested she'd been ready to intervene if necessary.
Dick looked at her—at the woman he'd loved four years ago, at someone who'd mourned him and welcomed him back and refused to let him surrender himself to authorities.
"I'll…”, he hesitated, “ I’ll think about it. I'll consider letting them try to remove whatever conditioning remains. But not yet. Not while I'm still processing everything else."
"That's fair.", M'gann said gently, "The offer stands whenever you're ready. No pressure. No timeline."
Dick nodded, then moved toward the bay's exit, intending to return to his recovery room.
He paused at the door, looking back at all of them.
His family.
His Team.
The people who loved him enough to compromise their principles.
"Thank you.", he said quietly, and the words cost him, "For caring enough to do something this monumentally stupid. For loving me enough to lie to the world. I don't agree with it. I think it's wrong. But I understand why you did it."
"Dick—", Wally started.
"I need to be alone now.", Dick interrupted, "I need to process this. Need to figure out what the fuck I'm supposed to do with the fact that my family just lied to the whole world just to protect me."
He left before anyone could respond, his footsteps echoing through the corridor as he made his way back to his room.
Behind him, the assembled heroes stood in silence, each processing the confrontation in their own way.
"He's going to spiral.", Tim said finally, his analytical mind already predicting outcomes, "He's going to internalize this as another failure. Another situation where he couldn't control his own fate."
"Then we help him through it.", Kaldur said firmly, "The same way we've been helping. By being present. By refusing to let him face this alone."
"And if he decides he still wants to surrender?", Artemis asked, "If he decides the android isn't enough? If he still needs to face real consequences?"
"Then we'll cross that bridge when we come to it.", Bruce said, "But for now, we've bought him time. Time to heal. Time to process. Time to figure out who Dick Grayson is when he's not being controlled by the Shadows or consumed by guilt."
"Do you really think the android will hold up?", Conner asked, his enhanced senses already finding flaws in the plan, "It's just a matter of time before someone runs tests that reveal it's synthetic."
"Red Tornado built it with the most advanced technology available.", Superman replied, "It should pass most standard examinations. But you're right—eventually, someone will discover the truth. We're simply hoping that 'eventually' is far enough in the future that Dick has healed enough to handle the fallout."
"And if it's not?", Wonder Woman asked the question they were all thinking, "If the deception is exposed before he's ready?"
"Then we adapt.", Batman said, "And we deal with consequences as they come. But we don't regret protecting him. We don't second-guess the choice to keep him safe."
They dispersed slowly, each heading back to their various duties and responsibilities, leaving the Zeta Tube bay empty.
But the weight of what they'd done—the magnitude of the deception they'd perpetrated—hung over all of them like a storm cloud waiting to break.
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[[Friday, May 21, 2021 | 16:30]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Dick's Recovery Room]
Dick sat in his room, staring at nothing, his mind cycling through the events of the past hour in an endless loop.
The press conference.
The android duplicate.
The League's deception.
His family's refusal to let him face consequences.
All of it swirling together into a mess of emotion he couldn't untangle.
There was a soft knock at the door—different from Wally's pattern, more hesitant.
"Come in.", Dick said, not bothering to turn around.
Zatanna entered, her stage outfit replaced by comfortable civilian clothes, her expression carrying concern that bordered on fear.
"Hey.", she said softly, moving to sit on the couch across from where Dick stood at the viewport, "You okay?"
"Define ‘okay’.", Dick replied, his voice hollow.
"Fair point.", Zatanna was quiet for a moment, then, "For what it's worth, I didn't know about the android plan until after it was already in motion. They kept it compartmentalized—only Tim, Jason, Wally, and Bruce knew the full scope. The rest of us were told we were creating a diversion, not perpetrating international fraud."
"Does it matter?", Dick asked, "Whether you knew or not? You're all complicit now. You're all part of the deception."
"I know.", Zatanna's voice was small, "And I'm sorry. I know you wanted to make your own choice. Wanted to face accountability on your terms. We took that away from you."
Dick turned to look at her, and his expression was devastated.
"I don't know who I am anymore, Zee. I don't know if I'm Dick Grayson or the Winter Soldier or some fucked-up hybrid that can't be either one. And now I don't even get to decide how to address that identity crisis because my family has decided I'm too fragile to make my own choices."
"You're not fragile.", Zatanna said firmly, "You're traumatized. There's a difference. Fragile means easily broken. You're not easily broken, Dick. You survived four years of systematic torture. You held onto yourself when anyone else would have been erased completely. That's not fragility. That's incredible strength."
"Then why won't anyone let me use that strength to make my own decisions?"
Zatanna didn't have an answer for that.
Because he was right.
They weren't letting him make his own decisions.
They were protecting him whether he wanted protection or not.
"I think.", she said slowly, choosing her words carefully, "That everyone is so terrified of losing you again that they're overcompensating. They're being overprotective, hell, I sure know I am because the alternative—letting you potentially destroy yourself—is too painful to contemplate."
"So I'm supposed to just accept being infantilized? Accept that my autonomy doesn't matter as long as my family feels better about keeping me safe?"
"No.", Zatanna said, "You're supposed to heal. You're supposed to give yourself time to process four years of trauma before making permanent decisions about your future. And yeah, that means accepting that sometimes, the people who love you will override your choices when those choices are actively self-destructive."
"Surrendering wasn't self-destructive. It was accountability."
"It was martyrdom.", Zatanna corrected, "Dick, there's a difference between facing legitimate consequences and throwing yourself on a pyre because you can't forgive yourself. What you wanted wasn't accountability. It was self-punishment for crimes you didn't commit."
"I committed them."
"The Winter Soldier committed them. Using your body. Against your will. While you were screaming internally trying to stop it."
"Does that distinction actually matter to the families of the dead?"
Zatanna was quiet for a long moment.
"I don't know.", she admitted finally, "Maybe it does. Maybe it doesn't. But Dick, you can't shoulder responsibility for every person who's grieving. You can't personally atone for two hundred deaths. That's an impossible burden that will crush you if you try to carry it."
"So what am I supposed to do?", Dick asked, and his voice was breaking now, "Just move on? Just accept that terrible things happened and I was involved and there's nothing I can do to make it right?"
"You're supposed to heal.", Zatanna repeated, "You're supposed to work with M'gann and J'onn to remove the remaining conditioning. You're supposed to talk to Black Canary and process your trauma. You're supposed to let people who love you help carry the weight until you're strong enough to carry it yourself."
"And if I'm never strong enough?"
"Then you learn to live with it anyway.", Zatanna said, and her voice was gentle but firm, "Dick, not every wound heals completely. Some scars last forever. But that doesn't mean you can't build a life worth living around those scars. It just means your life will look different than you expected."
Dick turned back to the viewport, his forehead pressing against the transparent aluminum.
"I'm tired, Zee.", he whispered, "I'm tired of fighting. Tired of hurting. Tired of everyone looking at me like I'm broken. I just want to be normal again. I want to actually be able to wake up one day and not immediately remember all the people I killed."
Zatanna moved to stand beside him, her hand finding his human hand, their fingers interlacing.
"I know.", she said softly, "But normal isn't an option anymore. What you can do is build a new normal. One that accommodates your trauma while not being defined by it."
"Alfred said something similar."
"Alfred's a smart man."
They stood together in silence, watching Earth rotate below, each lost in their own thoughts.
"I'm not okay with what they did.", Dick said finally, "The android. The deception. All of it. I'm not accepting it as the right choice."
"That's fair."
"But I'm also not going to fight it right now. Because I'm too exhausted to win that battle. And because some part of me—some small, damaged part—is relieved that I don't have to face UN custody and trial and all the horrible things that would have followed."
He paused, his throat tight.
"Does… Does that make me a coward?"
"No.", Zatanna said firmly, "It makes you human. It makes you someone who's survived the impossible and is trying to figure out how to keep surviving. There's no cowardice in that."
Dick nodded slowly, not quite believing her but wanting to.
"Stay with me tonight?", he asked quietly, "I don't want to be alone. Don't want to spiral into nightmares without someone here to pull me back."
"Of course.", Zatanna squeezed his hand, "I'm not going anywhere. For as long as you need me, I'm here."
They moved to the couch, settling in together.
Nothing romantic, nothing sexual, just the comfort of physical proximity.
Zatanna's magic hummed softly around them, a protective presence that eased Dick's frayed nerves.
Outside the viewport, Earth continued its rotation, indifferent to the drama playing out in orbit.
The android duplicate of the Winter Soldier was being transported to a secure UN facility, where it would undergo evaluation and trial.
The League's deception would hold.
For now.
And Dick Grayson would have time to heal.
Whether he wanted that time or not.
Whether he believed he deserved it or not.
Time, given by people who loved him enough to compromise everything to keep him safe.
It would have to be enough.
Because the alternative—losing him again—was unacceptable to everyone who'd fought so hard to bring him home.
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[Sunday, May 23, 2021 | 10:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Medical Bay]
Dick stood outside the medical bay, his hand hovering over the access panel, not quite ready to enter.
Inside, M'gann and J'onn J'onzz were waiting.
Ready to begin the process of removing the Shadows' remaining conditioning from his mind.
Ready to try to separate Dick Grayson from the Winter Soldier in ways that the mindscape battle hadn't fully accomplished.
Ready to help him heal.
If he let them.
Dick took a deep breath, steadying himself, trying to find the courage to take this next step.
Behind him, he heard footsteps—multiple sets, moving in coordinated patterns that suggested Team training.
He turned to see Wally, Kaldur, Artemis, Conner, Tim, Jason, Barbara, and Zatanna all approaching.
Not crowding him.
Not pressuring him.
Just present.
"We thought you might want support.", Kaldur said simply, "For whatever comes next."
"You don't have to do this alone.", Wally added, his usual levity absent, replaced by something more grounded, "None of us expect you to."
Dick looked at all of them—his family, his Team, the people who'd refused to let him surrender, who'd committed fraud to protect him, who loved him enough to override his choices.
He should still be angry.
Should still be furious at their presumption, their overprotectiveness, their refusal to let him make his own decisions.
But standing here, looking at their faces, he found he couldn't maintain that anger.
Because they'd done it out of love.
Misguided, overbearing, complicated love that didn't always respect boundaries.
But love nonetheless.
"I'm scared.", Dick admitted quietly, the confession costing him, "I'm scared of the things that M'gann and J'onn might find when they enter my head again.”
"It’s okay, Dick.", M'gann said, her voice coming from inside the medical bay.
She stepped into the doorway, her expression gentle, "We've done this before, we know what to expect. We’ll be ready.”
"But what if the fighting is all I am now?", Dick's voice cracked, "What if I've been fighting for so long that I don't know how to be anything else?"
J'onn materialized beside M'gann, his Martian features carrying ancient wisdom.
"Then we help you learn.", he said simply, his voice carrying harmonics that seemed to resonate with something deep in Dick's chest, "Richard, the mind is not a static thing. It adapts. It changes. It grows. The Winter Soldier's conditioning shaped your neural pathways in specific ways, but those pathways can be reshaped. Not erased—you will always carry the memories of what was done to you—but recontextualized so they no longer control your responses."
"How long will it take?"
"Weeks.", J'onn said honestly, "Perhaps months. The Shadows' work was thorough. Undoing it will require patience and consistent effort. But it can be done."
"And if it can't?", Dick asked the question that had been haunting him since the mindscape, "If some of the conditioning is too deeply embedded? If parts of the Winter Soldier are now just... Part of me now?"
"Then you learn to integrate them.", M'gann said, "You’ve done it once and you can do it again.”
“You're not the first person to carry traumatic conditioning.”, she continued, “You're not the first hero to have programming implanted against their will. Conner dealt with Cadmus' directives. J'onn himself carries memories of White Martian aggression programming from his youth. Even Batman has conditioning from the League of Shadows' training that he's spent decades managing."
She moved closer, her hand extended in invitation.
"You don't have to be perfectly healed to be whole. You don't have to completely erase the Winter Soldier to be Dick Grayson again. You just have to learn how to be both, how to carry those experiences without being defined by them."
Dick looked at her hand, then at the medical bay beyond, where sophisticated Martian technology waited to dive into his consciousness and try to untangle four years of systematic torture.
"What if it hurts?", he asked, and his voice was small, vulnerable in a way he hadn't allowed himself to be since waking up.
"It probably will.", J'onn said, and his honesty was somehow more comforting than reassurance would have been, "Confronting trauma always hurts. Reliving memories in order to recontextualize them is painful. But M'gann and I will be with you every step. We will not let you face this alone."
"And we'll be right outside.", Wally said, gesturing to the assembled group, "All of us. For however long it takes."
Dick's eyes burned with tears he was tired of shedding.
"I don't deserve you.", he whispered, "Any of you. I've put you through hell. I've hurt you. I've forced you to compromise your principles. And you're still here."
"Because that's what family does.", Jason said, and coming from him—from someone who'd been dead and resurrected and spent years convinced he'd been abandoned—the words carried particular weight.
"We show up. Even when it's hard. Even when you've hurt us. Even when everything is broken and we don't know how to fix it."
"Especially then.", Tim added, his analytical mind for once taking a back seat to emotion, "Dick, you spent years showing up for us. Teaching us. Training us. Believing in us when we didn't believe in ourselves. Now it's our turn. Now we show up for you."
"And we don't stop showing up just because it's hard.", Zatanna's voice was fierce, her magic crackling around her hands, "We don't abandon family. Not ever."
Dick took a shaky breath, then another, trying to center himself.
He looked at M'gann's extended hand, then at J'onn's patient expression, then at the medical bay beyond.
This was it.
The next step forward.
Not surrender to authorities.
Not martyrdom through self-punishment.
But genuine healing.
Genuine attempt to separate trauma from identity.
Genuine hope that maybe, possibly, Dick Grayson could co-exist alongside the Winter Soldier's memories without being consumed by them.
"Okay.", Dick said finally, and the word felt like taking a leap into darkness, trusting that someone would catch him, "Okay. Let's do this."
He took M'gann's hand, and her telepathic presence was warm, comforting, the opposite of the void he'd experienced as the Winter Soldier.
"I've got you.", her mental voice said, "We both do. And we're not letting go."
Dick nodded, then looked back at his assembled family one more time.
"Thank you.", he said, and the words encompassed everything.
The rescue.
The protection.
The refusal to let him destroy himself.
The commitment to help him heal.
"For not giving up on me. Even when I'd given up on myself."
"Never.", Bruce said, and though he stood at the back of the group, his voice carried to Dick clearly, "We never gave up. We never will."
Dick managed something that might have been a smile—broken and fragile, but real.
Then he turned and walked into the medical bay with M'gann and J'onn, the door closing behind them with a soft hiss.
Outside, the family settled in to wait.
Wally immediately started pacing, his nervous energy needing an outlet. Kaldur found a chair and sat in meditation posture, centering himself. Artemis leaned against the wall, her arms crossed, her expression tense.
Conner stood like a statue, his enhanced hearing tracking every sound from inside the bay. Tim pulled out a tablet, already researching Martian telepathic therapy techniques. Jason sat on the floor, his back against the wall, his head tilted back, his eyes closed.
Barbara positioned herself near the door, ready to intervene if needed. Zatanna conjured a small flame in her palm, using the meditation technique her father had taught her, focusing on the flicker to keep herself centered.
And Bruce stood apart from all of them, his cowl pushed back, his expression carrying more emotion than he usually allowed.
He'd done this before—waited outside medical facilities while someone he loved underwent treatment.
When Dick had been eight and recovering from the emotional trauma of his parents' deaths. When Jason had been brought back from the dead, his mind fractured by Pit madness. When Barbara had been in a coma for days after a particular fight had gone wrong.
Each time, the waiting had been agony.
Each time, Bruce had questioned every decision that led to that moment.
Each time, he'd wondered if he'd done enough, been enough, protected them enough.
And each time, he'd failed in some way.
Dick had still carried the scars of losing his parents, had still felt abandoned when Bruce couldn't express love properly, had still been taken by the Shadows because Bruce hadn't pulled him out of Siberia in time.
Jason had still died because Bruce hadn't been fast enough, hadn't trained him well enough, hadn't protected him from the Joker's sadism.
Barbara had been in a coma because he believed that he wasn’t careful enough, that he should’ve done better to protect her.
And now, Dick was undergoing Martian telepathic therapy to undo four years of conditioning that had happened because Bruce hadn't found him fast enough.
~~~~~
"Stop.", Alfred's voice cut through Bruce's spiral of self-recrimination.
Bruce looked up to see Alfred approaching, still in his impeccable suit, still carrying that air of unflappable dignity even in the Watchtower's medical wing.
He didn’t know if this was a figment of his own mind, or if this was actually real.
"I wasn't—"
"You were spiraling into guilt.", Alfred interrupted, "I can see it in your posture, Master Bruce. You're mentally cataloging every failure, every moment you think you should have done differently, every way you believe you've failed Master Dick."
Bruce didn't deny it.
Alfred moved to stand beside him, his presence a steady anchor.
"Master Dick is alive.", Alfred said simply, "He survived four years of horror that should have destroyed him. He fought his way back to consciousness. He's now seeking help to heal. None of that is failure, Master Bruce. That's triumph against impossible odds."
"But I should have—"
"Should have found him faster?", Alfred interrupted, "Perhaps. Or perhaps the Shadows would have simply killed him if you'd discovered his location too soon. Should have prevented his capture? Perhaps. Or perhaps the bunker collapse was a genuine accident that no amount of planning could have prevented. Should have trained him better? He's alive, Master Bruce. The training you gave him is part of why he survived."
Alfred's hand landed on Bruce's shoulder.
"You are not responsible for the evil that others do. You are not responsible for the Shadows' cruelty, or Deathstroke's and KGBeast’s sadism, or Cadmus' experimentation. You are responsible for your own choices. And your choice—to never stop searching, to refuse to declare him dead, to move heaven and earth to bring him home—that choice saved him."
"But the cost—"
"Was his to pay, not yours.", Alfred said firmly, "Master Dick survived the torture. Master Dick endured the conditioning. Master Dick fought to remain himself. You cannot take that survival from him by claiming his suffering as your failure. His pain is his own. His trauma is his own. His healing must also be his own."
Bruce was quiet for a long moment, his jaw working beneath the cowl.
"I don't know how to help him.", he admitted finally, the confession costing him, "I don't know how to make this better. I don't know how to fix what was broken."
"You don't fix it.", Alfred replied gently, "You support him while he fixes himself. You provide resources and love and patience while he does the hard work of healing. You be present, Master Bruce. That's all any of us can do."
Bruce nodded slowly, the weight of Alfred's words settling into understanding.
He couldn't fix Dick.
Couldn't erase four years of torture with better training or more resources or even paternal love he should have expressed decades ago.
He could only be present.
Could only provide support.
Could only refuse to abandon his son while he did the painful work of becoming whole again.
It would have to be enough.
Because the alternative—trying to control Dick's healing, trying to manage his recovery, trying to fix him like he was a problem to be solved—would only cause more harm.
"Thank you, Alfred.", Bruce said quietly.
"Always, Master Bruce."
Whether it was real or not, they stood together, waiting, while inside the medical bay, Dick Grayson began the long process of reclaiming his mind from the Shadows' conditioning.
~~~~~
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The door to the medical bay finally opened hours later.
M'gann emerged first, looking exhausted.
Her green skin was paler than usual, her telepathic presence muted, the signs of someone who'd pushed their abilities to the limit.
Everyone was on their feet immediately, questions forming.
But M'gann held up a hand, forestalling the barrage.
"He's okay.", she said, her voice tired but carrying relief, "It was intense. More intense than I expected. The conditioning is deeper than we realized when we first entered his mindscape, more layered, more complicated."
"But you were able to help?", Zatanna asked, her magic flaring anxiously.
"Some.", M'gann nodded, "We identified the primary trigger sequences. The activation words are still in his memory, but we've weakened their connection to his motor control. He'll still experience psychological distress if he hears them, but they shouldn't be able to force compliance anymore."
"What about the rest?", Tim asked, "The tactical training? The assassination protocols?"
"Those will take more time.", J'onn said, emerging behind M'gann. He looked less exhausted than his niece, but even his ancient composure showed strain, "Richard's muscle memory is deeply ingrained with four years of Winter Soldier operations. We cannot simply erase that without risking damage to his other motor skills. Instead, we're working to recontextualize—to help him recognize when Winter Soldier training is activating and choose whether to engage it."
"So he'll always have it?", Conner asked, "The training? The skills?"
"Yes.", J'onn confirmed, "But he'll have agency over them. Control. The ability to choose when and how to use techniques that were forced on him. That's the best outcome we can hope for."
"Can we see him?", Bruce asked, the question he'd been holding back finally escaping.
M'gann nodded, "He's resting. But he asked for you specifically. Said he needed to talk to his father."
The word—father—hung in the air.
Bruce moved past M'gann and J'onn without hesitation, entering the medical bay.
Inside, Dick was sitting up on the bio-bed, his eyes closed, his breathing steady but his expression showing strain. The mental effort of the therapy session was visible in every line of his body.
He opened his eyes when Bruce approached, and something in his expression had shifted.
Not healed.
Not fixed.
But lighter somehow.
As if some burden had been lifted, even if the weight of others remained.
"Hey.", Dick said, his voice hoarse.
"Hey.", Bruce replied, moving to sit in the chair beside the bed, "M'gann said it went well."
"It was hell.", Dick corrected, but without bitterness, "Reliving the conditioning. Confronting the moments when I broke. Trying to separate Dick Grayson's reactions from the Winter Soldier's programming. But yeah, all things considered, it went well. Better than I expected."
He paused, his human hand rubbing his face.
"I can still feel it. The programming. The training. All of it. But it's quieter now. Like someone turned down the volume on a radio that had been blaring since I woke up."
"That's progress.", Bruce said.
"It's a start.", Dick agreed.
They sat in silence for a moment, the comfortable kind that only came from years of partnership, years of understanding each other beyond words.
"I'm sorry.", Dick said finally, "For everything I put you through. For being taken. For becoming the Winter Soldier. For trying to surrender against everyone's wishes. For—"
"Stop.", Bruce interrupted gently, "Dick, you don't apologize for being tortured. You don't apologize for surviving. And you especially don't apologize for having needs and wants and agency that sometimes conflicts with what others think is best for you."
"But I—"
"You did nothing wrong.", Bruce said firmly, "The Shadows did wrong. Deathstroke and KGBeast did wrong. Cadmus did wrong. You were a victim, Dick. And victims don't apologize for the crimes committed against them."
Dick's throat worked, emotion threatening to overwhelm him again.
"I still don't know how to live with this.", he admitted, "How to be Dick Grayson when I carry all of the Winter Soldier's memories. When I know what these hands have done."
"One day at a time.", Bruce said, "You learn to live with it one day at a time. Some days will be harder than others. Some days you'll barely be able to function. But you keep going. You keep choosing to exist. And eventually—maybe not soon, maybe not for years—eventually it gets easier."
"You sound like you're speaking from experience."
"I am.", Bruce's hand moved to rest on Dick's shoulder, "I've carried the weight of my parents' deaths for decades. Carried guilt for every person I couldn't save. Carried the knowledge that my crusade has cost people I love dearly. It never goes away completely. But you learn to carry it without being crushed by it."
Dick nodded slowly, processing that.
"Bruce.", he said quietly, "About the android… About what you all did. I'm still not okay with it. But I understand why you did it. And I'm... I'm grateful? Even though I'm angry. Even though it was wrong. I'm grateful that you cared enough to compromise everything to keep me safe."
"I'd do it again.", Bruce said without hesitation, "Without regret."
"I know.", Dick managed something that might have been a smile, "That's what makes you a terrible role model and the best father I could have asked for."
Bruce felt his chest tighten, his eyes burning with emotion he usually kept locked away.
"You really mean that?", he asked, the vulnerability in his voice startling even himself, "About me being your father? Not just mentor or guardian or—"
"You've always been my father.", Dick interrupted, "Even when you couldn't say it. Even when I couldn't admit it. Even when we were both too emotionally constipated to acknowledge it properly. You're my dad, Bruce. The person who raised me after my parents died. The person who taught me that trauma doesn't have to define you. The person who showed me that I could choose who I wanted to become."
He paused, his metal hand clenching.
"And yeah, you fucked up sometimes. You were emotionally distant. You put the mission above relationships. You made choices I disagreed with. But you were still my dad. Still the person I looked up to. Still the man I wanted to make proud."
"You do make me proud.", Bruce said, and his voice was rough with emotion he couldn't quite control, "Every day. Not because of what you accomplish or how many people you save. But because you survived. Because you chose to keep living even when living seemed impossible. Because you're sitting here, working to heal, rather than letting the trauma destroy you."
Dick's composure finally broke, tears streaming down his face.
"I'm scared.", he whispered, "I'm so fucking scared that I'll never be okay again. That the Winter Soldier is all I'll ever be. That everyone who looks at me will only see the weapon instead of the person."
Bruce pulled him into an embrace, careful of his injuries, his metal arm, his fragile emotional state.
"Then be scared.", Bruce said quietly, "Be scared and angry and traumatized and all the things you have every right to feel. But don't let fear stop you from healing. Don't let it convince you that you're beyond saving."
"What if I am?"
"You're not.", Bruce said with absolute certainty, "I've seen beyond saving, Dick. I've seen people who've given up completely, who've let darkness consume them until nothing remains. You're not that. You're still fighting. Still choosing life over surrender. Still believing that tomorrow might be better than today."
"Some days I don't believe that."
"Then believe it for the days when you can't.", Bruce replied, "Borrow hope from the people who love you. Let us carry your faith when you can't carry it yourself. That's what family does."
They held each other in the medical bay's quiet, two damaged people trying to figure out how to be father and son in the aftermath of impossible trauma.
Eventually, Bruce pulled back, his hands on Dick's shoulders.
"M'gann said you should rest. The telepathic therapy is exhausting."
"I know.", Dick nodded, "But I needed to talk to you first. Needed to make sure we were okay."
"We're okay.", Bruce confirmed, "We're family. We're always okay eventually."
He stood, preparing to leave and let Dick rest.
"Bruce?", Dick's voice stopped him at the door.
"Yeah?"
"Thank you.", Dick said simply, "For not giving up on me. For never accepting that I was dead. For moving heaven and earth to bring me home. I know I didn't make it easy. I know I fought you every step. But thanks."
"Always.", Bruce replied, "You're my son, Dick. I don't give up on my sons."
He left, closing the door softly behind him.
In the corridor, the family was still waiting—patient, worried, hoping for good news.
"He's resting.", Bruce said, "The session went well. He's going to be okay."
"Not right away.", he continued, "But eventually. With time and support and continued therapy. He's going to be okay."
The relief that swept through the group was palpable.
Wally sagged against Artemis, his vibrating finally stilling.
Kaldur's rigid posture softened slightly.
Tim's analytical mind immediately began cataloging resources for long-term recovery support.
Jason's expression remained carefully neutral, but his shoulders relaxed.
Barbara pulled out her tablet, already planning schedules and therapy sessions.
Zatanna's magic settled, the anxious crackling fading to a gentle hum.
Conner stood straighter, as if a weight had been lifted.
"So what now?", Wally asked, voicing the question they were all thinking, "What happens next?"
"Now, we wait.", Bruce said, "We give Dick time to heal. We provide support without being overbearing. We let him figure out who he is now, not who he was or who we want him to be."
"And the android?", Tim asked pragmatically, "How long before someone discovers the deception?"
"Long enough.", Bruce replied, "Hopefully. Red Tornado built it to withstand extensive examination. But eventually, someone will run the right test or notice the right inconsistency. When that happens, we'll handle it."
"Together.", Kaldur added, "The League will face consequences together. We made this choice collectively. We'll accept the fallout collectively."
"And Dick?", Zatanna asked, "When the truth comes out, how do we protect him from the backlash?"
"We don't hide him.", Bruce said firmly, "When—if—the deception is exposed, we stand by the truth. Dick Grayson was tortured and conditioned by the League of Shadows. He's a victim, not a criminal. And the League will defend that position against anyone who argues otherwise."
"That could destroy international cooperation.", Barbara pointed out, "Governments don't take kindly to being lied to."
"Then they'll have to decide.", Bruce replied, "Whether maintaining relationship with the Justice League matters more than their wounded pride. I'm betting on the former."
It was pragmatic.
It was calculated.
It was very Batman.
But it was also a father protecting his son with every resource available.
"Alright.", Wally said, pushing off from the wall, "So we wait. We support. We help Dick heal. And we deal with whatever consequences come from the android situation when they come."
"Sounds like a plan.", Jason agreed.
They dispersed slowly, each heading back to their various responsibilities, but with lighter hearts than they'd carried in days.
Dick was healing.
The Winter Soldier's conditioning was being addressed.
The family was intact.
And for now, that was enough.
Inside the medical bay, Dick lay on the bio-bed, his eyes closed, M'gann's telepathic therapy having exhausted him completely.
But his dreams, for the first time since waking, weren't entirely nightmares.
Mixed in with the memories of torture and conditioning were flashes of something else.
Bruce calling him son.
The Team refusing to let him surrender.
Zatanna's fierce love and protection.
Alfred's quiet wisdom.
His family, damaged and complicated and sometimes overbearing, but present.
Always present.
Always refusing to let him fall.
It wasn't healing.
Not yet.
But it was hope.
And hope was enough to keep fighting for.
One day at a time.
One therapy session at a time.
One small victory against the Shadows' programming at a time.
Dick Grayson was alive.
Dick Grayson was home.
And Dick Grayson was going to heal.
Eventually.
However long it took.
His family would be there.
Every step of the way.
Because that's what family did.
They showed up.
Even when it was hard.
Even when everything was broken.
Especially then.
Chapter 25: "XXIV: Recovery"
Chapter Text
[June 2021 | Three Weeks After the Android Handover]
[United Nations Headquarters - Geneva, Switzerland]
The world was still reeling.
Three weeks had passed since the Justice League's historic press conference—since Batman, Superman, Wonder Woman, and the rest of the Justice League had stood before the international community and handed over the Winter Soldier to UN custody.
Three weeks since the masked assassin responsible for over two hundred murders had been transferred to a maximum-security facility designed specifically to hold enhanced individuals.
Three weeks since the League had perpetrated one of the most significant deceptions in modern history.
And the world had no idea.
The UN facility holding the "Winter Soldier" was a fortress—constructed in the Swiss Alps, buried deep underground, surrounded by multiple layers of security that included conventional military forces, enhanced operatives from various nations, and technology designed to suppress metahuman abilities.
The location was classified. The protocols were unprecedented. And the prisoner himself was being studied, evaluated, and prepared for what would become the most watched trial in human history.
Inside Conference Room 7-Alpha, deep within the UN's Geneva headquarters, representatives from dozens of nations gathered for the latest briefing on the Winter Soldier situation. The room was sterile, corporate, designed for diplomatic efficiency rather than comfort. Holographic displays floated above the central table, showing security feeds from the Alpine facility, psychological evaluations, and endless legal briefs.
Ambassador Wei Liang of the People's Republic of China sat at the table's head, her expression carved from diplomatic neutrality that barely concealed her frustration. To her right sat Foreign Minister Dmitri Kuybyshev of the Union of Sovereign Soviet Republics, his military bearing evident despite the expensive suit. To her left, Secretary of State Patricia Morrison represented the United States, her face carrying the particular exhaustion of someone who'd spent three weeks managing an international crisis with no clear resolution.
"The preliminary psychiatric evaluation is complete.", Ambassador Wei said, her English carrying only the faintest accent despite her native Mandarin. She gestured, and one of the holographic displays expanded, showing dense medical documentation, " And the results are... Concerning."
"Concerning how?", Minister Kuybyshev asked, his voice carrying the gravel of decades spent in Soviet military intelligence.
Dr. Otto Krüger—the UN's chief psychiatric consultant, a German specialist in trauma and coercion—stepped forward.
He was in his sixties, gray-haired, carrying the weight of someone who'd evaluated war criminals, torture victims, and everything in between.
"The subject exhibits symptoms consistent with severe psychological conditioning.", Dr. Krüger said, pulling up brain scans that showed neural pathway alterations, "The patterns we're seeing suggest systematic behavioral modification over an extended period. Months at minimum. More likely years."
"We knew that.", Secretary Morrison said, her impatience barely concealed, "The Justice League briefed us on the Shadows' conditioning techniques. That's not new information."
"What's new.", Dr. Krüger continued, unperturbed by the interruption, "Is the depth of the conditioning. The subject's responses to stimulus are mechanical, programmed. When we attempted standard psychiatric interviews, he provided only designation codes and mission parameters. No personal history. No emotional affect. No indication of self-awareness beyond operational function."
He pulled up video footage from the evaluation sessions.
On screen, the Winter Soldier sat in a sterile interview room, still wearing his domino mask and restraints. Across from him, a UN psychiatrist was attempting engagement.
"Can you tell me your name?"
The Winter Soldier's response was flat, mechanical, carrying that faint Russian accent that had become his signature.
"Designation: Winter Soldier. Asset identification: WS-001."
"Do you remember where you were born?"
"Information not relevant to operational parameters."
"Do you understand the crimes that you are accused of?"
"Mission objectives completed as directed. Compliance maintained throughout operational period."
The psychiatrist had tried for forty minutes. Every question met with the same mechanical responses. No emotion. No recognition of wrongdoing. No indication that a human consciousness existed behind the cold efficiency.
Ambassador Wei stopped the footage, her expression troubled.
"This presents a significant legal problem.", she said, "How do we put someone on trial who demonstrates no understanding of their actions beyond programming? Who shows no capacity for moral reasoning or even self-preservation?"
"The same way we'd try any other war criminal.", Minister Kuybyshev said firmly, "Actions have consequences regardless of mental state. Over two hundred people are dead. Multiple world leaders were targeted. My own President nearly died. The Winter Soldier's psychological condition does not absolve him of those crimes."
"Except it might.", Secretary Morrison countered, "Minister, I understand your position. But in American law—and in most Western legal systems—criminal culpability requires mens rea. A guilty mind. Intent. If the subject was genuinely incapable of forming intent due to conditioning, if he was essentially a biological weapon being wielded by others, then the legal case becomes considerably more complex."
"So what? We just let him go?", Minister Kuybyshev 's voice rose, his diplomatic composure cracking, "We tell the families of all his victims—we tell all of them that their loved ones' murderer is a victim too? That's unacceptable."
"Nobody's suggesting we let him go.", Ambassador Wei interjected, her voice carrying authority that silenced both ministers, "But we need to determine whether we're prosecuting an individual, or studying a weapon. Whether this is a criminal trial, or a humanitarian intervention."
She gestured at Dr. Krüger.
"Continue your assessment, doctor. What else did you find?"
Dr. Krüger pulled up more documentation, his expression growing increasingly troubled.
"The physical examination revealed… Extensive scarring consistent with torture. Electrical burns, evidence of repeated trauma to the same locations, surgical alterations beyond the obvious prosthetic arm. The subject's body has been systematically modified to enhance combat capability whilst simultaneously being used to inflict psychological compliance through pain."
He paused, choosing his next words carefully.
"Gentlemen, Madam Ambassador, Madam Secretary, I've evaluated war criminals for three decades. I've interviewed men who committed genocide, who ordered mass executions, who tortured prisoners. And I can usually distinguish between genuine remorselessness and psychological damage. This subject…”, he trailed off, struggling to articulate what he'd observed.
"This subject shows no signs of choosing remorselessness. There's no sadism, no enjoyment of violence, no ideological justification. There's just... Emptiness. As if the person who might have felt remorse, or guilt, or anything human, was surgically removed and replaced with pure function."
The room fell silent, the weight of that assessment settling over the assembled diplomats.
Finally, Secretary Morrison spoke, her voice quieter now.
"So, what's your professional recommendation, Doctor?"
Dr. Krüger looked at the frozen image of the Winter Soldier on screen—masked, restrained, mechanically responding to questions he clearly didn't understand in any meaningful way.
"I recommend we continue evaluation while simultaneously investigating who created this... Asset. The Justice League provided intelligence on the League of Shadows, on Cadmus, on rogue Soviet elements. If we're going to achieve any form of justice, it needs to be directed at the people who did this, not at the weapon they created."
"That's not justice for the families.", Minister Kuybyshev said, but his voice had lost its edge, "That's not accountability for the deaths."
"Nein.", Dr. Krüger agreed, "But it might be the closest we can get to the truth."
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[Friday, June 4, 2021 | Same Day]
[The Bat Cave - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
Bruce Wayne stood in front of the Bat Cave's massive computer array, multiple screens displaying feeds from around the world. News networks in dozens of languages, all covering the same story: the Winter Soldier's incarceration, the upcoming trial, the international debate over culpability and conditioning.
Tim sat at a secondary terminal, his fingers flying across holographic keyboards as he monitored the UN facility's security systems. Not hacking—not yet, anyway—but maintaining awareness. Making sure the android double Red Tornado had built was performing as designed.
"The psychiatric evaluation is causing problems.", Tim said, not looking up from his work, "Dr. Krüger’s competent. Too competent. He's recognizing that the conditioning is more extensive than normal brainwashing. If he digs much deeper, he might start questioning whether a human consciousness is actually present."
"He won't find anything.", Bruce replied, his voice carrying Batman's certainty, "The android is programmed with surface-level Winter Soldier responses. It can simulate the conditioning's effects without actually having a mind to examine. Krüger will conclude exactly what we want him to conclude—that the Winter Soldier is a victim of systematic torture and programming."
"And if someone runs a DNA test?", Tim pressed, "If they try to identify him through genetic analysis?"
"Red Tornado anticipated that.", Bruce said, "The android's synthetic skin includes DNA markers, but they're corrupted, fragmented. Any test will show human DNA present, but it'll be too degraded to match against existing databases. The official explanation will be that years of chemical enhancement and serum exposure damaged the subject's genetic material."
Tim finally looked up, his expression troubled behind the domino mask.
"Bruce… We're playing with fire here. Every lie we tell requires three more to support it. Every deception creates new vulnerabilities. Eventually, someone's going to notice an inconsistency we didn't account for."
"We’ll prepare as necessary.", Bruce said simply, "I know you're uncomfortable with this. I know it violates every principle of transparency and accountability we're supposed to uphold. But the alternative? Watching Dick face execution or life imprisonment for crimes committed while he was being tortured? That's not something we can accept so easily."
"I'm not arguing that we should have let him surrender.", Tim clarified, "I'm just... Worried. About what happens when the truth comes out. Because it will come out, Bruce. Secrets this big never stay buried forever."
Bruce was quiet for a moment, his eyes fixed on the screens showing the UN facility where an android wearing his son's face sat in mechanical isolation.
"Then we make sure Dick is strong enough to survive the fallout when it does.", Bruce said finally, "That's all we can do. Protect him now, prepare him for later, and accept whatever consequences come from our choices."
Tim nodded slowly, returning to his monitoring.
Neither of them mentioned the other aspect of their plan—the one that would cause even more chaos once implemented.
The leak.
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[Friday, June 4, 2021 | 22:00]
[The Bat Cave - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
Tim Drake sat before the Bat Computer's main terminal, his fingers hovering over the keyboard, hesitating for the last time before he committed to something that could never be undone.
On the screens before him, organized in neat folders, was everything he'd recovered from Cadmus three months ago. Thousands of files. Medical records. Psychological assessments. Training logs. Budget allocations. Video footage of systematic torture that still made his stomach turn even after watching it dozens of times.
Project Super Soldier.
Project Winter.
Four years of Dick Grayson's suffering, documented with clinical precision.
And Tim was about to show it to the world.
Well, most of it.
His protocols were ready. Anonymous routing through seventeen different proxy servers across twelve countries. Encryption that would take even the NSA months to crack. Dead-end trails that led nowhere. Digital fingerprints that belonged to no one.
When this leaked, no one would be able to trace it back to Robin, to Tim Drake, to the Bat Family, or to the Justice League.
It would simply appear, as if the data itself had decided the world needed to know.
But first, the redactions.
Tim's fingers flew across the keyboard, executing the final sanitization protocols. Every image of Dick's face—blurred beyond recognition. Every mention of Richard Grayson or Nightwing—replaced with "SUBJECT-W" or "THE ASSET". Every identifying detail that could connect the Winter Soldier to Batman's first protégé—scrubbed, encrypted, locked behind keys that didn't exist.
The world would learn about Project Super Soldier. About Cadmus's partnership with the League of Shadows and rogue Soviet elements. About the improved serum formula they'd developed. About their plan to sell enhanced soldiers to the highest bidder.
The world would learn about Project Winter. About the systematic conditioning process. About the torture and brainwashing. About the creation of the perfect assassin.
But the world would never know—could never know—that Subject-W and Dick Grayson were one and the same.
That protection, at least, Tim could give his brother.
"You're really going through with this?"
Tim didn't turn around. He'd heard Jason enter the Bat Cave five minutes ago, and had tracked his approach through the reflection in the monitors.
"Someone has to.", Tim said quietly, "The world deserves to know what Cadmus was doing. What the Shadows were planning. Even if we can't tell them everything."
Jason moved to stand beside him, his eyes scanning the prepared files. Without the Red Hood helmet, his expression was easier to read—conflicted, worried, but ultimately resigned.
"Does Bruce know? Where is he anyway?"
"Out on patrol with Babs.", Tim replied, "And yes/ Well, not directly, but after the android handoff, he mentioned that the truth had a way of coming out eventually. That maybe it was better to control the narrative before someone else did."
"So this is damage control?"
"This is justice.", Tim corrected, "Incomplete justice. Redacted justice. But justice nonetheless. Cadmus needs to face consequences. The people involved in Project Super Soldier need to be held accountable. And the families of the Winter Soldier's victims deserve to know that there was a reason, even if they can't know the whole story."
Jason was quiet for a long moment, his hand unconsciously moving to touch the J-shaped scar on his cheek—his own reminder of torture and resurrection and becoming someone else.
"Does Dick know you two are doing this?"
"Absolutely the fuck not.", Tim's voice was firm, "And he's not going to. Not until after it's done. He'd try to stop me. Would argue that it puts him at risk, that someone might piece together his identity, that it's not worth the exposure."
"He'd probably be right."
"Maybe.", Tim pulled up the final anonymization protocols, "But Dick's judgment is compromised right now. He's so consumed by guilt that he can't see clearly. Someone has to make the hard calls he can't make for himself."
"You’re starting to sound more like Bruce."
"Learned from the best."
Tim's finger hovered over the EXECUTE command. One keystroke, and everything would cascade. The files would begin their journey through the proxy network. Within hours, they'd appear on secure servers accessed by investigative journalists, international prosecutors, intelligence agencies, and human rights organizations across the globe.
There would be no stopping it once it began.
No taking it back.
No undoing the consequences.
"Jason,", Tim said quietly, "If this goes wrong. If someone traces it back despite the precautions. If Dick's identity gets exposed because I wasn't careful enough—"
"Then we'll deal with it.", Jason interrupted, "Same way we've been dealing with everything else. Together. As a family. As a fucked-up, messed-up family that we are."
Tim nodded, steadying himself.
Then he pressed EXECUTE.
The Bat Computer's systems hummed with sudden activity. Progress bars appeared across multiple screens. Encrypted packets began their journey through the digital labyrinth Tim had constructed.
There was no dramatic moment. No fanfare. No announcement.
Just data moving through the darkness, carrying truth that would reshape the world's understanding of what had been done in the name of creating the perfect weapon.
Tim leaned back in his chair, exhaling slowly.
"It's done."
"Okay then.", Jason agreed, "Now comes the hard part."
"What would that be?"
"Watching the fallout. And keeping Dick from spiraling when he realizes the shit you've just done."
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[Saturday, June 5, 2021]
[Worldwide | Digital Release]
It started on WikiLeaks.
Then spread to every major news outlet simultaneously.
Thousands of pages of classified documentation, all uploaded anonymously, all meticulously redacted to remove any identifying information about the Winter Soldier's true identity, but containing everything else.
PROJECT: SUPER SOLDIER
The files detailed Cadmus's efforts to recreate and improve upon the original super soldier serum used on Slade Wilson decades earlier. Technical specifications. Test results. Plans to sell the enhanced formula to the highest bidder among global military forces. Corporate communications between Cadmus executives and defense contractors from dozens of nations.
Evidence of human experimentation. Evidence of kidnapping metahumans for genetic material. Evidence of collaboration with terrorist organizations when it served Cadmus's research goals.
PROJECT: WINTER
This was the real bombshell.
Detailed documentation of a joint operation between Cadmus, the League of Shadows, and rogue elements within the Soviet military and intelligence apparatus. Video footage of a conditioning chamber—grainy, low quality, but clear enough to show a chair, electrodes, and a subject screaming while Russian words were recited with mechanical precision.
The activation sequence, recorded and preserved as evidence of systematic torture and behavioral modification.
Psychological profiles showing how the subject's original personality was suppressed, how new neural pathways were created through repeated trauma, how a human being was transformed into a weapon over the course of months.
Medical records showing the amputation of the subject's arm, the implantation of the cybernetic prosthetic, the injection of the enhanced super soldier serum.
Mission logs detailing every assassination the Winter Soldier had conducted over three years, every target eliminated, every operation completed with mechanical efficiency.
And through it all, careful redaction. Every mention of the subject's name was blacked out or replaced. Every image showing his face was obscured or cropped. Every piece of identifying information was removed with surgical precision.
The world learned what had been done.
But not to whom.
The reaction was immediate and explosive.
The media storm hit with the force of a category five hurricane.
(CNN International Breaking News)
"—massive leak of classified documents exposing what's being called, ‘the most significant case of human rights violations by Western institutions since World War II’. Cadmus, the genetics research corporation with ties to the US military, has been implicated in not just illegal experimentation, but in the active creation of what can only be described as a human weapon—"
(BBC World News)
"—the files released anonymously today provide disturbing context for the Winter Soldier currently in UN custody. The footage showing torture, the documentation of systematic conditioning, all of it paints a picture of a victim as much as a perpetrator. Human rights organizations are already calling for a complete reevaluation of how we approach the upcoming trial—"
(Novosti Press Agency [Soviet International News])
"—evidence of rogue elements within the Union’s government, military, and intelligence apparatus collaborating with terrorist organizations to create assassins for hire. The Kremlin has issued a statement condemning these actions and promising a full investigation. Already, arrests are being made across the Union as the KGB roots out the traitors responsible—"
(Al Jazeera)
"—raises profound questions about the nature of culpability when a human being is systematically destroyed and rebuilt as a weapon. Legal scholars are divided, with some arguing that the Winter Soldier is a victim deserving of treatment rather than punishment, while others maintain that actions have consequences regardless of conditioning—"
Within 48 hours, protests erupted outside the UN headquarters in Geneva. Not protests demanding the Winter Soldier's execution, but protests demanding justice for him—recognizing him as a victim of Cadmus and the Shadows, calling for those organizations to be held accountable rather than the weapon they'd created.
Within a week, the US Congress launched formal investigations into Cadmus. Subpoenas were issued. Executives were called to testify. The corporation's assets were frozen pending criminal proceedings.
Within two weeks, Lex Luthor—who had always maintained plausible deniability regarding Cadmus's more illegal operations—appeared before Congress with an army of lawyers. He expressed shock and dismay at the revelations, claimed he'd been deceived by rogue elements within Cadmus leadership, and offered full cooperation with investigators.
Behind the scenes, he pulled strings. Called in favours. Made deals. And when Cadmus was on the verge of being officially shut down under charges of high treason, several key personnel—Dr. Amanda Spence among them—mysteriously avoided prosecution, their expertise too valuable to waste in prison.
In the Soviet Union, the response was even more dramatic.
President Makarov—with the attempt on his life still in recent memory, still furious that rogue elements of his own government had collaborated in creating the weapon that nearly killed him—authorized a Union-wide purge.
Marshal Konstantin Zhukov, Chief of the Soviet Armed Forces (and descendant of the famed World War II war hero Marshal Georgy Zhukov), and KGB Chairman Natalia Ivanonva Orlova personally oversaw the investigation.
It was thorough, brutal, and uncompromising.
Hundreds of military officers were arrested. Dozens of intelligence officials were detained. Anyone with even tangential connections to the rogue network that had worked with the Shadows was brought in for interrogation.
Many talked.
Many didn't.
Those who refused cooperation or were found guilty of treason faced Soviet justice—labour camps in the Arctic, or in some cases, state-sanctioned executions.
The Union may have reformed, but some of the old ways still remained.
The Soviet press celebrated the purge as evidence of the Union's commitment to rooting out corruption. International observers called it a witch hunt. The truth, as usual, lay somewhere in between.
And through it all, one name kept appearing in the intelligence reports, in the leaked documents, in the testimony of captured conspirators:
Major Anatoli Knyazev.
KGBeast.
Former Spetsnaz. Former KGB. Current international terrorist and one of the primary handlers responsible for the Winter Soldier's conditioning and deployment.
The man who'd shot Dick Grayson in the head in Sweden years ago.
The man who'd coordinated the Winter Soldier's operations for the League of Shadows alongside Deathstroke.
The man who'd escaped custody multiple times and remained at large despite every nation's best efforts to capture him.
The Soviet government put a bounty on his head—100 million rubles (or around 1.25 million US dollars), payable to anyone who provided information leading to his capture or death. Interpol upgraded his status to their most wanted list. Intelligence agencies across the globe devoted resources to hunting him.
But KGBeast was a ghost, trained by the best the Soviet system could produce, enhanced by the same networks he'd helped create. He disappeared into the shadows, and the world's efforts to find him came up empty.
For now.
But regardless, the headlines still kept on coming though.
"CADMUS SUPER SOLDIER PROJECT EXPOSED"
"LEAGUE OF SHADOWS INVOLVED IN ILLEGAL HUMAN EXPERIMENTATION"
"ROGUE SOVIET ELEMENTS COLLABORATED ON ASSASSIN PROGRAM"
"PROJECT WINTER: THE MAKING OF A KILLER"
Dick stood in the Watchtower's media room, watching the coverage play across a dozen holoscreens simultaneously, each showing a different angle on the same story.
CNN had a panel of experts debating the ethics of super soldier programs.
The BBC was interviewing families of the Winter Soldier's victims, their grief raw and immediate as they processed the revelation that their loved ones had been killed by someone who'd been tortured into compliance.
Al Jazeera was covering the political ramifications—nations demanding investigations, international bodies calling for accountability, the UN Security Council scheduling emergency sessions.
Soviet state media was in full damage control mode, denouncing the rogue elements, announcing massive internal purges, and promising that those responsible would face the harshest penalties under Soviet law.
And across all of them, the same images kept appearing: redacted documents, blurred surveillance footage, clinical reports with identifying details scrubbed away.
Subject-W.
The Asset.
The Winter Soldier.
All the same person.
All him.
But the world would never know.
"You okay?"
Dick turned to see Wally approaching, two cups of coffee in hand. He offered one to Dick, who took it automatically, his hands needing something to hold.
"Define 'okay'.", Dick said, his voice hollow.
"Fair point.", Wally sipped his own coffee, his eyes moving to the screens, "For what it's worth, Tim did really a good job with the redactions. I've been monitoring social media, conspiracy forums, the whole digital landscape. No one's connected you to Subject-W. Your identity is safe."
"For now."
"For now.", Wally agreed, "But Tim's protocols are solid, to me at least. Even if someone wanted to dig deeper, they'd hit dead ends. He made sure of that."
Dick was quiet, watching as another news segment played—this one showing protesters outside the ruins of a Cadmus facility, holding signs demanding justice, accountability, truth.
"They deserve to know.", Dick said quietly, "All of them. The families. The victims. They deserve to know who killed their loved ones. Deserve to have someone to direct their anger at. Someone to hold accountable."
"They have someone.", Wally countered gently, "They have Cadmus. The League of Shadows. The rogue Soviet agents. They have a conspiracy to be angry at. Organizations to hold accountable."
"But not a person. Not a face. Not me."
"Dick—"
"I'm grateful, Wally.", Dick cut him off, "I really am. I'm grateful that Tim protected my identity. Grateful that the world won't know. Grateful that I get to keep living something resembling a normal life instead of spending the rest of my existence in a UN prison cell."
He paused, his metal hand clenching around the coffee cup.
"But I also hate it. Hate that I'm being protected while those families grieve. Hate that there's an android in UN custody pretending to be me, facing consequences I should be facing. Hate that everyone keeps making decisions about my accountability without asking me what I want."
Wally was quiet for a long moment.
"You want to know what I think?", he finally said, "I think you're experiencing survivor's guilt. I think you're looking for ways to punish yourself because you feel like you don't deserve to be saved. And I think that's a completely normal response to trauma, but it's not helpful."
"So what would be helpful?"
"Therapy, for starters. Continued work with M'gann, J'onn, and Dinah? Letting yourself heal instead of constantly reopening your wounds.”, Wally's voice softened, "Dick, you're not going to find peace by destroying yourself. You're not going to honour the dead by adding your name to the casualty list."
"Then how do I honour them?"
"By living well. By using the life you've been given to make the world a better place. By being the hero you were before the Shadows took you."
Dick wanted to argue. Wanted to insist that it wasn't that simple. Wanted to rage against the unfairness of being saved when two hundred people were dead.
But he was tired.
Tired of fighting.
Tired of guilt.
Tired of trying to carry a burden that would crush him if he let it.
"The news is saying Cadmus is being shut down.", Dick said, changing the subject because he couldn't process Wally's words right now, "That arrests are being made."
"Yeah.", Wally pulled up his phone, scrolling through saved articles, "With the Congressional hearings underway, the DOJ’s moving fast. Criminal conspiracy charges. Human rights violations. Unauthorized human experimentation. The whole facility is being seized under national security protocols."
"And Lex?"
"Slippery bastard as always.", Wally's expression darkened, "Officially, Luthor claims he had no knowledge of Project Super Soldier or Project Winter. Claims it was a rogue division operating without board oversight. Claims he's cooperating fully with investigators."
"Bullshit."
"Complete, 100% bullshit, my good friend.", Wally agreed, "But he's Lex Luthor. He's got lawyers, money, political connections. He'll sacrifice some mid-level executives, pay some fines, and walk away clean while everyone below him burns."
"And the people he protected? The ones Tim mentioned in the files?"
"Dr. Amanda Spence and a few others. They've disappeared. Probably relocated by Luthor, given new identities, set up in some other shadowy research facility.", Wally's jaw tightened, "It's not justice. But it's something? Cadmus is crippled, even if it's not completely destroyed. At least not yet."
Dick nodded slowly, processing that.
On screen, a new segment was starting—this one focused on the Soviet response.
A grim-faced anchor was reporting on the purges: hundreds of arrests across the Soviet Union, military tribunals, executions for treason. The Soviet Government was not playing games with those who'd collaborated on Project Winter without Kremlin authorization.
"KGBeast is still out there.", Dick said, watching footage of Soviet security forces raiding suspected safe houses, "Anatoli Knyazev. One of my handlers. One of the people who—"
His voice caught.
"One of the people who broke you.", Wally finished gently, "Yeah. He's still at large. So is Deathstroke, not even Stryker’s Island could hold him for long. The Shadows are damaged but not destroyed. And Ra's al Ghul is still somewhere in Nanda Parbat, probably already planning his next move."
"So this changes nothing."
"This changes everything.", Wally corrected, "Dick, the world knows now. Maybe not your identity, but they know the truth about what was done. Organizations that operated in shadow are being dragged into light? Resources that were once hidden are now being seized? People who thought they were untouchable are facing consequences."
He put a hand on Dick's shoulder.
"It's not complete justice. It's not perfect. But it's progress. And progress is how we move forward."
Dick wanted to believe that.
Wanted to accept that Tim's leak had accomplished something meaningful, even if it felt incomplete.
But watching the news coverage—seeing the families, the protests, the investigations—all he could feel was the weight of two hundred deaths that he'd caused.
That the Winter Soldier had caused.
The distinction was becoming harder to maintain.
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[Saturday, June 5, 2021 | 14:30 (Eastern Standard Time)]
[Watchtower - Dick's Recovery Room]
When Dick returned to his room, he found Bruce waiting.
Not Batman. Bruce Wayne, in civilian clothes, looking tired and older than Dick had ever seen him.
"You saw the news.", Bruce said. It wasn't a question.
"Hard to miss.", Dick moved to sit on the couch, his metal arm resting on his knee, "Tim’s handiwork?"
"Yes."
"Did you know he was going to?"
Bruce was quiet for a moment, weighing how much truth to share.
"I suggested it might be necessary. That the truth would come out eventually, and we'd be better served controlling the narrative than reacting to someone else's revelation. But the execution—the timing, the redactions, the method—that was all Tim. He did it to protect you."
"I know.", Dick's voice was hollow, "Everyone keeps protecting me. Keeps making decisions for me. Keeps treating me like I'm too fragile to handle my own life."
"You're not fragile.", Bruce said firmly, "But you are traumatized. And trauma makes it difficult to see things clearly. To make decisions that serve your long-term interests rather than your immediate impulse toward self-destruction."
"So you all decided I needed managing."
"We decided you needed support. There's a difference."
Dick laughed, bitter and broken, "Is there? Because from where I'm sitting, it looks like everyone in my life has decided that Dick Grayson can't be trusted with Dick Grayson's choices."
Bruce moved to sit beside him on the couch, careful to maintain distance but close enough to offer presence.
"When I was younger.", Bruce began, his voice carrying a rare vulnerability, "After my parents died, I wanted to throw myself into danger. Wanted to find their killer and exact revenge, consequences be damned. Alfred stopped me. Made decisions for me that I resented at the time. Kept me from destroying myself in pursuit of justice that would have ended with me dead or in prison."
He paused.
"I hated him for it. For years, I hated that he wouldn't just let me do what I thought needed to be done. But looking back, I understand. He was protecting me from myself. From impulses born from grief and trauma that would have destroyed any chance I had at a meaningful life."
"So you're comparing yourself to Alfred? And me to you?"
"I'm saying that sometimes, the people who love you have to make hard choices. Have to override your wishes for your own good. And yes, it's paternalistic. Yes, it takes away your agency. But the alternative? Standing by while you destroy yourself? That's not love. That's cowardice dressed up as respect."
Dick was quiet, processing that.
"I'm not eight years old anymore, Bruce. I'm not a grieving child who needs to be saved from himself."
"No.", Bruce agreed, "You're not. But you’re still a traumatized man who survived four years of systematic torture. Which, in some ways, is even more dangerous. Because you have the skills and intelligence to act on your self-destructive impulses in ways a child couldn't."
"So you're going to keep managing me? Keep making decisions? Keep overriding my choices whenever you decide I'm not thinking clearly?"
"No.", Bruce's voice was firm, "I'm going to keep being your father. Which means sometimes supporting your choices, and sometimes intervening when those choices would cause irreparable harm. The same way any parent does."
The word—father—still carried weight between them.
Still meant something that Bruce had spent decades being unable to express.
"
The leak.", Dick said quietly, "Tim exposing Project Super Soldier and Project Winter. Was that the right call?"
"Strategically? Yes. It preempts future exposure, damages the Shadows' operations, and provides the families of victims with some measure of truth, even if incomplete."
Bruce paused.
"Morally? I don't know. We're giving people partial truths while hiding the most important part—your identity. That's deception. Manipulation. All the things the League supposedly stands against."
"But you support it anyway."
"I support keeping you safe. If that requires deception, I'll live with the moral compromise."
Dick turned to look at Bruce fully, studying his mentor's face.
"You've changed.", Dick said softly, "Since I came back. You're different. More... Open. More willing to admit when you don't have answers."
"Nearly losing you again tends to shift perspective.", Bruce replied, "I spent four years thinking you were dead. Four years living with the knowledge that I'd never told you the things that mattered. Never said the words you deserved to hear."
He met Dick's eyes.
"I'm not going to make that mistake again. So yes, I've changed. I'm trying to be the father you needed when you were eight, even though you're twenty-five now. Better late than never."
Dick felt his throat tighten, emotion threatening.
"I don't know how to do this.", he admitted, "How to move forward? How to live with what I've done? How to accept that everyone's protecting me while families grieve. How to be Dick Grayson when I still feel like the Winter Soldier."
"One day at a time.", Bruce said, "One therapy session at a time. One moment of choosing life over guilt at a time. And on the days when you can't do it—when the weight is too much—you let us help you carry it."
"That's not fair to you."
"That's what family does. We carry each other's burdens. We take turns being strong when others are weak. You've carried enough, Dick. Let us carry you for a while."
Dick wanted to argue. Wanted to insist that he needed to stand on his own, be strong, not lean on others.
But he was very tired.
And Bruce's offer—to let himself be carried, even temporarily—was almost impossible to resist.
"Okay.", Dick whispered, "Okay. For now. Just for now."
"For as long as you need.", Bruce corrected, "There's no timer on healing, Dick. Take all the time you require."
They sat together in silence, watching through the viewport as Earth rotated below.
Somewhere down there, the world was processing the revelation of Project Super Soldier and Project Winter.
Cadmus was being shut down.
Arrests were being made.
Families were grieving with newfound context.
And Dick Grayson—Subject-W, the Asset, the Winter Soldier—was safe in orbit, surrounded by people who'd sacrificed their principles to keep him that way.
It wasn't justice.
It wasn't fair.
It wasn't even entirely right.
But it was survival.
And for now, that would have to be enough.
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[Wednesday, June 30, 2021 | 21:30]
[Wayne Manor - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The doorbell rang at precisely 9:30 PM.
Alfred Pennyworth, who'd been preparing the evening's final tea service, paused.
Visitors at this hour were… Unusual.
Most of Master Bruce's business was conducted either during daylight hours at Wayne Enterprises or after midnight in the Bat Cave. The in-between hours were typically reserved for family.
He moved to the Manor's entrance with measured steps, his practiced eye already scanning the security feed displayed on a discreet panel near the door. Two figures stood on the front steps—a woman in an elegant coat despite the mild October evening, and a child bundled against cold that didn't exist.
Alfred's breath caught.
He knew that profile. Knew the bearing, the way she held herself with lethal grace disguised as aristocratic poise.
Talia al Ghul.
And beside her, a boy who couldn't be more than eight years old, his face carrying features that were unmistakably Wayne—Bruce's jawline, Bruce's dark hair, Bruce's intense eyes that seemed to see too much for someone so young.
Christ, the young boy looked exactly like Bruce when he was at that age.
Alfred opened the door with practiced composure that belied his racing thoughts.
"Miss Talia.", he said, his voice carrying decades of diplomatic training, "This is... Unexpected."
"Alfred.", Talia replied, and her voice was exactly as he remembered—cultured, dangerous, carrying layers of meaning in every word, "I apologize for the intrusion at this hour. But the matter is urgent, and I believe Bruce would want to be informed immediately."
Her hand rested on the boy's shoulder—protective, possessive, but also strangely resigned.
"May we come in?"
Alfred stepped aside, every instinct screaming that this was a complication Bruce didn't need right now, but also recognizing that turning away Talia al Ghul was both impossible and inadvisable.
"Of course. Please, wait in the drawing room. I'll inform Master Bruce of your arrival."
As Talia and the boy entered, Alfred noticed details.
The child's clothing was expensive but worn—traveled in, not fresh. The way he moved with unusual grace for his age, his posture suggesting training that went beyond normal childhood development. And his eyes—gods, those eyes—tracked everything with tactical assessment that no eight-year-old should possess.
Alfred closed the door, engaging the security protocols that would alert Bruce regardless of where he was in the Manor, then moved toward the drawing room with tea service as an excuse for his presence.
He needed to observe this child more closely.
Needed to understand what complication had just walked through Wayne Manor's doors.
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Bruce Wayne entered the drawing room fifteen minutes later, having changed from the workout clothes he'd been wearing in the Cave's training area into slacks and a casual shirt. Not Batman. Not quite civilian Bruce either. Something in between—the man he became when family and vigilante life collided.
Dick followed a few steps behind, his metal arm hidden beneath a long-sleeved shirt, his expression carefully neutral but his posture suggesting he'd recognized Talia's presence and understood the implications.
Talia stood as they entered, her green eyes tracking Bruce's approach with an intensity that carried years of complicated history—love, betrayal, alliance, and conflict all layered together into something that defied simple definition.
The boy remained seated, but his posture straightened, his hands folded in his lap with military precision.
"Talia.", Bruce said, his voice carefully controlled, "Alfred said this was urgent."
"It is.", Talia replied. She gestured to the child, "Bruce, I'd like you to meet your son. Damian al Ghul-Wayne."
The silence that followed was absolute.
Bruce's expression barely flickered, but Dick knew him well enough to read the microscopic tells—the slight widening of his eyes, the infinitesimal pause in his breathing, the way his hand clenched once before relaxing.
"My son?", Bruce repeated, his voice flat, processing.
"Yes.", Talia confirmed, "Conceived eight years ago, I think you remember that evening,”
“In glimpses. Considering that you spiked my drink.”, Bruce retorted.
She snorted, “Raised in Nanda Parbat under my Father's supervision and my own. Trained in the ways of the Shadows, as befits an heir to both the Demon's Head and the Batman."
She moved to stand beside Damian, her hand on his shoulder again.
"But circumstances have changed. The Shadows is no longer safe for him. And so, I'm bringing him to you."
Dick felt his chest tighten—not jealousy, exactly, but a complicated mix of emotions he couldn't fully parse. Watching this small boy who carried Bruce's features and Talia's bearing, who sat with the stillness of someone trained to be a weapon, who was being handed over like a package despite being a child.
"What circumstances?", Bruce asked, and his voice had gone cold now, Batman's interrogation tone bleeding through.
Talia's jaw tightened, the first crack in her composed facade.
"Slade Wilson has taken control of the Shadows.", she said, and the admission clearly cost her, "After the Winter Soldier situation became public, after the international investigations began exposing our operations, my father's position weakened. Wilson saw an opportunity. He challenged for leadership, and..."
She paused, her hand tightening on Damian's shoulder.
"He nearly killed my father. Would have, if I hadn't intervened. Ra's is alive but diminished, his authority broken. Wilson controls the Shadows now, and his first orders were to eliminate anyone with loyalty to the old regime. That includes Damian."
"So you're bringing him here.", Bruce said slowly, "Because I'm safer than Nanda Parbat."
"Because he deserves to know his father.", Talia corrected, though the defensive edge in her voice suggested Bruce's assessment wasn't wrong, "Because despite everything—all our conflicts, all our different paths—you're still the man I trust most to protect our son."
Bruce's eyes moved to Damian, really looking at him now, studying the boy who was apparently his son.
Damian met his gaze with unsettling directness, no child's uncertainty or shyness. Just cold assessment, measuring his father the way Bruce might measure an opponent.
"Damian.", Bruce said carefully, "Did… Did you want to come here?"
The boy's expression didn't change, but something flickered in his eyes—surprise, perhaps, that he was being asked rather than told.
"Mother says you are the world's greatest detective.", Damian replied, his voice carrying an accent courtesy of Talia's influence and an arrogance that seemed bred into him, "That you have trained warriors who have become legends. That you fight evil without compromise."
He paused, his small hands clenching briefly.
"Mother says I can learn from you. That I can become something greater than the Shadows intended. So yes, I want to be here. If you'll have me."
The formal phrasing, the military precision of his speech, the way he sat like a soldier reporting to a superior officer—all of it spoke of a childhood that had been anything but normal.
Bruce looked at Talia, and something passed between them. An acknowledgment of all the complicated history, all the ways they'd hurt each other and tried to build something together and failed and somehow produced this child who deserved better than either of them had given him.
"He can stay.", Bruce said finally, "For as long as he wants. This is his home now."
Talia's shoulders sagged infinitesimally—relief so brief Dick almost missed it.
"Thank you.", she said quietly.
Then to Damian, her voice softening in ways they had never heard from her before, "Habībi, I need to speak with your father privately. Richard will show you to your room."
Dick startled slightly at being volunteered, but he stepped forward, offering what he hoped was a reassuring smile to this child who was apparently his... What? Step-brother? Bruce's biological son?
"Hey.", Dick said, keeping his voice gentle, "I'm Dick. Come on, Tim, Jay, and Babs are out so I hope you don’t mind me giving you the tour."
Damian stood with fluid grace, moving to Dick's side but maintaining careful distance. His eyes tracked to Dick's concealed metal arm with recognition that suggested he knew more than he should.
"You were the Winter Soldier.", Damian said, not a question but a statement of fact.
Dick's breath caught, his entire body going rigid.
"I... What?"
"I remember you.", Damian continued, his child's voice carrying eerie certainty, "In Nanda Parbat. Grandfather and Mother trained you. I watched sometimes, when they thought I was sleeping or studying. You wore masks always, but I recognized your height, your build, the way you moved even after the conditioning. And the bio-mechanical arm."
He tilted his head, studying Dick with unsettling intensity.
"You don't remember me. But I remember you. You were, as Grandfather put it, his greatest success. His perfect soldier. Until you weren't."
The silence that followed was deafening.
Talia had gone pale, her composure cracking completely.
Bruce's expression was thunderous, his hands clenched at his sides.
And Dick felt the world tilting, felt the careful walls he'd built around his trauma crumbling as he processed that this child—this eight-year-old boy—had witnessed his training, his conditioning, his systematic destruction.
"Damian.", Talia said, her voice sharp, "We discussed this. You were not to mention—"
"Mother told me not to speak of it.", Damian interrupted, his tone suggesting he was explaining something obvious, "But that was before. Now I'm here, with Father and with the Winter Soldier. Surely honesty is preferable to pretense?"
He looked between the three adults, his expression suggesting genuine confusion at their reactions.
"Did I say something wrong?"
Dick couldn't breathe. Couldn't process. Couldn't reconcile the image of this small child watching him as Ra’s and Talia drilled his conditioned body to exhaustion.
"I need—", Dick started, then stopped, his voice failing him, "I’m sorry, I need to go."
He turned and walked out of the drawing room with measured steps that wanted to be a run, his control hanging by a thread.
Behind him, he heard Bruce's voice, cold and dangerous:
"Talia, we need to talk. Now."
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Dick sat on his bed, his head in his hands, trying to control his breathing as memories threatened to overwhelm him.
He'd known, intellectually, that Damian might have been in Nanda Parbat during some of his time as the Winter Soldier. The timeline fit. But knowing abstractly and having the child confirm it, having him casually mention watching the torture like it was a normal part of his childhood—
"I watched sometimes, when they thought I was sleeping."
Gods, what kind of childhood involved watching a man being systematically destroyed as ambient background to your education?
There was a soft knock at the door.
"Master Dick?", Alfred's voice, gentle but concerned, "May I enter?"
"Yeah.", Dick managed, not looking up.
Alfred entered with a tea tray—because of course he did, because Alfred's solution to every crisis involved tea and quiet presence—and settled into the chair near Dick's bed.
"I've prepared chamomile.", Alfred said, pouring with practiced ease, "Not necessarily the earl grey you favour but I’ve taken the liberty to prepare this with honey, as you prefer."
Dick accepted the cup, his human hand wrapped around the warm ceramic, grounding himself in the physical sensation.
"Did you know?", he asked quietly, "About Damian? About Bruce having a… Son?"
"I did not.", Alfred admitted, "Though in retrospect, given Master Bruce's... Involvement with Miss Talia over the years, perhaps I should have anticipated the possibility."
He was quiet for a moment, then.
"The boy is quite… Forthright."
"The boy watched me being trained.", Dick said, and his voice was hollow, "He was there, Alfred. In Nanda Parbat. Watching while Ra's and Talia broke me down and rebuilt me into the Winter Soldier. He might not have seen it all but he saw a part of it."
"Yes.", Alfred said gently, "And that is a trauma for him as well, Master Dick. Whatever you experienced, that child witnessed. Whatever horror you carry, he carries the memory of seeing it inflicted. He is a victim of the Shadows’ cruelty in his own way."
Dick looked up, meeting Alfred's eyes.
"How am I supposed to be around him?", he asked, and his voice cracked, "How am I supposed to see Bruce's son and not remember that he watched while I was destroyed?”
"The same way you've been learning to exist with all the other memories.", Alfred replied, "One moment at a time. One interaction at a time. Acknowledging the pain while not letting it define every relationship."
He poured his own tea, settling back in the chair.
"Master Damian is not responsible for what was done to you, any more than you are responsible for the deaths you committed as the Winter Soldier. He is a child who has been raised in an environment of systematic violence and moral corruption. He will need patience, guidance, and examples of healthier ways to exist."
"You're saying I should help him?", Dick said.
"I'm saying.", Alfred corrected gently, "That you both might help each other. You understand what the Shadows’ influence does to a person. You've survived it and are learning to heal. That experience might be valuable to a boy who's only ever known the Shadows’ teachings."
Dick wanted to argue that he was barely holding himself together, that he couldn't possibly help a child process trauma when he couldn't process his own.
But Alfred's logic was sound, as it usually was.
Damian was a victim too. A child raised by monsters, taught to see torture as education, trained to be a weapon before he was old enough to choose anything else.
"I don't know if I can do this.", Dick admitted.
"Then we shall discover your capabilities together.", Alfred replied, "But for now, drink your tea. Master Bruce is handling Miss Talia. The boy is being settled into a room. And you are allowed to simply... Be."
Dick nodded slowly, sipping the chamomile, letting Alfred's presence provide the grounding he desperately needed.
Bruce was having a very different conversation with Talia al Ghul about appropriate disclosure, about preparing children for difficult truths, and about the implications of Damian's revelation.
But up here, in the quiet of Dick's room, it was just tea and companionable silence and the slow process of accepting that life had just gotten even more complicated.
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Bruce closed the study door behind Talia, his expression carefully controlled despite the emotional chaos beneath.
"Tell me everything.", he said, "What happened in Nanda Parbat? How did Deathstroke gain enough influence to force your hand?"
Talia moved to the window, staring out at the Manor's grounds with the posture of someone accustomed to calculating from high places.
"After the Singapore operation failed.", she began, "After your protégés first captured the Winter Soldier and disrupted our carefully laid plans, Wilson argued that the project had become a liability. That the risk of exposure was too great. That we should have eliminated the asset rather than attempting recovery."
"But Ra's disagreed."
"Father was... Invested. The Winter Soldier represented years of work. Millions in resources. The culmination of his techniques perfected over centuries. He wouldn't simply abandon that achievement because of one capture."
Bruce's jaw tightened, "Dick isn't an achievement, Talia. He's a person. A man who was tortured and broken and rebuilt against his will."
"I'm aware of how you see it, beloved."
Though Talia always held hope that her beloved would see eye to eye with her again one day, she knew that it would almost certainly be unlikely.
She turned to face him, "But you must understand. Father sees all of humanity as raw material. Some individuals have greater potential than others. Richard Grayson had exceptional potential. It seemed wasteful to let that potential remain limited by outdated concepts of morality and free will."
"So Ra's decided to improve him by destroying everything that made him who he was."
"Father would argue he elevated him. Removed weaknesses. Created something perfect."
"And you?", Bruce asked, his voice sharp, "What do you think, Talia? Do you agree with your father's assessment? Do you see Dick as a successful project?"
Talia was quiet for a long moment.
"I think.", she said slowly, "That Richard Grayson was remarkable before Father touched him. That the qualities that made him an exceptional hero—his compassion, his loyalty, his ability to inspire others—were precisely what Father tried to erase. And in erasing them, he created something powerful but empty. A weapon without a soul."
She paused.
"I think Father succeeded in his objective, but failed in his understanding of what made the objective worthwhile."
It was the closest thing to an apology Bruce would ever get from her.
"The coup.", Bruce prompted, "What happened next?"
"Wilson gained support amongst the Shadows' younger members. Those who saw Father's age as a liability. Those who believed the organization needed to evolve beyond one man's vision. The conflict came to a head two weeks ago."
"And Ra's?"
"Lives, as I’ve told you.", Talia said, "But barely. Father is resilient, and the Lazarus Pit provides certain… Advantages. But he was grievously wounded. Wilson nearly killed him. Would have killed him, if I hadn't intervened."
"Why did you?", Bruce asked, "You've wanted to succeed Ra's for years. This was your opportunity."
"Because Deathstroke's vision for the Shadows is worse than Father's.", Talia replied, "Father believes in balance. In the necessary evil of population control and forced evolution. It's monstrous, but it's philosophical. Wilson believes in chaos. In profit. In using the Shadows' resources for mercenary work rather than any greater purpose."
She moved closer to Bruce.
"I couldn't defeat him. Not alone. Not with Father wounded, the Shadows fractured, and Damian at risk. So I made a choice. I brought Damian to you. Because whatever our differences, whatever our history, I know you'll protect him. You'll give him something I never could."
"And what would that be?"
"A choice.", Talia said simply, "I raised him to be the heir. To follow in Father's footsteps. To eventually lead the Shadows. But you'll show him another path. You'll give him the option to be something other than what I made him."
Bruce studied her face, searching for deception or manipulation.
All he found was tired sincerity.
"You love him.", he said, and it wasn't a question.
"More than anything.", Talia admitted, "Which is why I'm giving him to you. Because love means wanting what's best for your child, even when what's best is leaving them with someone else."
Bruce felt something shift in his chest.
For all of Talia's flaws—for all the darkness she'd inherited from Ra's—this was a profoundly selfless act. Giving up her son to protect him. Trusting Bruce to provide what she couldn't.
"I'll take care of him.", Bruce promised, "I'll give him the childhood he deserves. The choices he should have. The chance to be more than a weapon."
"I know you will, beloved.", Talia moved toward the door, preparing to leave. "And… My apologies regarding what Damian said about the Winter Soldier."
Bruce tensed.
"He said he was there, when you and Ra’s trained the Winter Soldier."
"Yes.”, Talia admitted, “ But Father was cautious about exposing him to the Asset too directly. But he saw. He watched. He knows what the Winter Soldier looked like in action, even if he never saw the face beneath the masks."
Bruce's blood went cold.
"I told him not to mention it.", Talia said carefully, Bruce could see the regret in her eyes, "The man Damian saw in your study looks different from the weapon he observed in Nanda Parbat. But he knows, and he’s never one to be afraid to speak what’s on his mind."
Bruce took a deep breath.
“The Winter Soldier is long past us now, I hope we can get Damian to understand that.”
"Agreed.", Talia nodded, before making her way to the door, "For what it's worth, beloved, I'm sorry. I really am. For my part in the Winter Soldier project. For what Father did to Richard. For all of it. I know that doesn't change anything. But I wanted you to know."
Then she was gone, walking down the Manor's hallways toward the exit, leaving behind a child and a complicated legacy of violence and love twisted together until they were indistinguishable.
Bruce stood alone in his study, processing everything.
He had a son.
A biological child he'd never known existed.
A boy who'd been raised by the same people who'd tortured Dick into becoming a weapon.
A child who might recognize his eldest adopted son as the Winter Soldier if given enough time and observation.
The situation was a minefield of potential disasters.
But Bruce had navigated minefields before.
And if there was one thing he'd learned over decades of collecting broken children and trying to make them whole—
It was that family was worth fighting for.
Even when the family was complicated.
Even when the odds were impossible.
Even when the stakes were devastating.
Bruce Wayne had a son.
A biological son.
And he was going to do everything in his power to give that son a better life than the one Ra's al Ghul had planned for him.
Starting now.
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[Wednesday, July 14, 2021 | 19:30]
[The Bat Cave - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
Damian moved through the training sequence with mechanical precision—a kata that combined League of Shadows techniques with more traditional martial arts, his small body flowing through movements that would be impressive for a adult fighter, let alone an eight-year-old.
Dick watched from the Bat Cave's observation platform, his arms crossed, his expression troubled.
Two weeks or so had passed since Damian's arrival, and the adjustment had been... Complicated.
The boy was brilliant, ruthless, and carried himself with an arrogance that came from being raised as an heir to two of the world's most dangerous people. He'd been trained to kill since he could walk, educated in tactics and strategy before most children learned to read chapter books, conditioned to see weakness as something to be exploited rather than protected.
Bruce was trying to deprogram that conditioning, but it was slow work. Damian had spent eight years learning one set of values—strength over compassion, victory over mercy, the ends justifying any means. Unlearning that worldview took more than lectures and demonstrations.
It took examples.
Tim, Jason, and Barbara had all tried. All failed in different ways.
Tim because Damian saw him as competition for Bruce's approval and responded with calculated cruelty disguised as honesty.
Jason because their first interaction had involved Damian questioning whether Red Hood's resurrection was a sign of weakness or strength, which had gone about as well as expected.
Barbara because Damian had questioned her integrity and capabilities to act as Batgirl—a statement that had nearly resulted in her throwing something at him.
Which left Dick.
Dick, who Damian had seen being trained and conditioned. Dick, who Damian recognized as the Winter Soldier and seemed to view with a mixture of respect (for surviving) and confusion (for choosing not to use that training).
It was an impossible dynamic, and yet somehow, they'd found a rhythm.
"Your left guard drops when you transition to the spinning kick.", Dick called out, his voice carrying across the Cave, "Leaves you open to counterattack."
Damian paused mid-kata, his expression suggesting he was considering whether to accept the correction or challenge it.
After a moment, he reset and ran the sequence again, this time maintaining his guard through the transition.
"Better.", Dick said, moving down from the observation platform to the training mats, "But you're telegraphing the spin. Your weight shifts too early. An experienced fighter would read it and exploit the opening."
"Then show me, Grayson.", Damian demanded, not quite respectful but not quite insubordinate either.
Dick hesitated, then stepped onto the mats, his body moving into a ready stance that was neither League of Shadows nor Batman's style—something uniquely his own, forged from years of training before Siberia and refined by four years as the Winter Soldier.
"Attack.", he said, "Full speed, but pulled strikes. We're training, not fighting."
Damian's eyes lit up with something that might have been eagerness or might have been the hunt instinct the Shadows had cultivated. He launched into the kata's attack sequence, his movements faster now, more aggressive.
Dick defended with minimal motion, redirecting rather than blocking, using Damian's momentum against him in ways that were textbook aikido influenced by Shadows efficiency. When Damian attempted the spinning kick, Dick's hand was already there, tapping the boy's exposed ribs where a real strike would have landed.
"See?", Dick said as Damian recovered, "The telegraph gives me time to position. If you—"
He stopped, because Damian was staring at him with an expression Dick had never seen on the boy's face before.
Not arrogance.
Not calculation.
Awe.
"You move like the Winter Soldier.", Damian said quietly, "Not fully—you hold back, you choose defensive options when aggressive ones would be more efficient. But the foundation is there. The training that Grandfather drilled into you."
Dick felt his chest tighten, his instinct to retreat from this conversation warring with his understanding that avoiding it would only make things worse.
"Yeah.", he admitted, "The Winter Soldier's training is still in my head. M'gann, J'onn, and Dinah have helped me control it, keep it from controlling me. But I can't erase it. It's part of me now."
"Why would you want to erase it?", Damian asked, genuine confusion in his voice, "You were Grandfather's greatest success. A perfect warrior. Why reject that?"
Dick knelt down, bringing himself to Damian's eye level.
"Because I didn't choose it.", he said carefully, "Everything the Shadows taught me as the Winter Soldier, they forced on me through torture. Every technique, every instinct, every response—all of it was drilled into my brain while I was being hurt so badly I wanted to die."
He paused, making sure Damian was really listening.
"Being a perfect warrior doesn't matter if you're not choosing your own path. The Shadows didn't make me stronger—they tried to erase who I was and replace me with a weapon they could control. That's not training. That's destruction."
Damian was quiet for a long moment, his young face working through concepts that were clearly challenging his entire worldview.
"But you're strong now.", he said finally, "Stronger than before the Shadows took you. You have skills that few people possess. How is that destruction?"
"Because I also have nightmares every night.", Dick replied honestly, "I have memories of killing over two hundred people while being unable to stop myself. I have programming in my head that could still activate if the right triggers occur. I have a metal arm because they cut off my real one. I have trauma that will take years—maybe decades—to heal from."
He stood, offering his hand to help Damian up.
"Strength that comes from suffering isn't real strength, Damian. It's survival. And survival is important, but it's not the same as living."
Damian took his hand, allowing Dick to pull him to his feet.
"Mother and Grandfather said that the strong survive and the weak perish.", Damian said, but there was doubt in his voice now, "That compassion is weakness, that mercy is hesitation that gets you killed."
"Your mother and grandfather were wrong about a lot of things.", Dick said gently, "Yes, you need to be strong to survive. But you also need compassion to make survival worth it. You need mercy to be human rather than just a weapon. You need to choose your own values rather than just accepting what you were taught."
He gestured around the Bat Cave—at the computer systems, at the training equipment, at the memorials to fallen heroes displayed with honor.
"Bruce—your father—he's strong. Probably the strongest person I know. But his strength isn't just about fighting ability. It's about choosing every day to protect people, to uphold principles, to be better than the darkness he fights against. That's what makes him Batman. Not the skills, or the equipment, or the fear he instills. It's his choices."
Damian's expression was troubled, his carefully maintained arrogance cracking to show the confused child underneath.
"I don't know how to make those choices.", he admitted quietly, "Grandfather and Mother always told me what to do, what to think, what to value. I've never... Chosen before."
"Then we'll teach you.", Dick said, "That's what family does. We help each other learn how to be the people we want to be, not the people others tried to make us."
Something shifted in Damian's face—not quite trust, but maybe the beginning of belief that trust might be possible.
"You're my… Brother now.", Damian said, testing the word, "Father's eldest son, even though you're adopted and I'm blood."
"Yeah.", Dick confirmed, "I'm your brother. Which means I'm going to be here, teaching you, annoying you, protecting you, whether you want me to or not."
"I haven't decided if I want you to yet.", Damian replied, but there was no venom in it. Just honest uncertainty.
"Fair enough.", Dick said, "But you're stuck with me anyway. With Tim, Jason, Babs, and Alfred. That's how family works."
They trained for another hour, Dick patiently correcting Damian's form, teaching him not just how to fight but why certain techniques existed, when to use force and when to find alternatives. It wasn't the Shadows’ teaching—there was no punishment for mistakes, no shame for not knowing, no expectation of perfection.
Just patient instruction from an older brother who understood what it meant to be shaped by violence and was trying to teach a younger brother that there were other paths forward.
Afterward, as Damian headed upstairs for dinner, Tim appeared from the Bat Cave's computer station where he'd apparently been working on case files.
"That was good.", Tim said, moving to stand beside Dick, "With Damian. He listens to you in ways he doesn't listen to the rest of us."
"Well, he did watch how Ra’s and Talia trained me." Dick said quietly, "He recognizes the Winter Soldier's training. Maybe that gives me credibility with him that you guys don't have."
"Maybe.", Tim allowed, "Or maybe he just recognizes that you understand what it's like to be used as a weapon and are trying to be something else. That you're not lecturing him from a place of ignorance, but from experience."
Dick was quiet, watching the training mats where Damian had been.
"He's eight, Tim. He's a child. And he's already been taught to kill, been trained to see compassion as weakness, been conditioned to value strength over humanity. How do we undo that?"
"The same way we're tryna undo the Winter Soldier's conditioning in you.", Tim replied, "Slowly. Patiently. With love and support and consistent examples of healthier ways to exist. It won't be fast. It won't be easy. But it's possible."
"I hope you're right."
"I'm always right.", Tim said with a slight smile, "I'm a Robin. It's literally our job to be right while making Batman look good."
Dick snorted despite himself, the tension easing slightly.
They stood together in companionable silence, two brothers who'd found each other through Bruce Wayne's complicated legacy, watching the empty training mats and thinking about the newest addition to their dysfunctional family.
Upstairs, Damian Wayne al Ghul was learning what dinner with a family looked like—Alfred insisting on proper table manners, Bruce asking about his day with genuine interest, Jason making sarcastic comments that took Damian several minutes to recognize as humor rather than insults.
It was strange. Uncomfortable. Nothing like the formal dining he'd experienced in Nanda Parbat.
But it was warm.
And warmth, Damian was slowly learning, was something he'd been missing without realizing it.
After dinner, the three older sons of Bruce Wayne came to a settlement of sorts.
"That's the most traumatized eight-year-old I've ever seen.", Jason muttered, "And I include my own childhood in that assessment."
"He's been raised by assassins.", Tim replied quietly, "Probably hasn't had a day of normal childhood. Everything filtered through the lens of combat training and Shadows philosophy."
"So basically a mini-Ra's al Ghul?", Jason said.
"Or a mini-Bruce?", Dick corrected, "Depending on how the next few years go."
“I swear, I've seen Bruce's childhood photos around the manor and the resemblance is very uncanny.", Tim commented.
Jason snorted, “The next few years are gonna be a hell of a ride, I can tell you that.”
Dick shook his head, “Maybe, but that’s what we’re here for. We always look out for family.”
Jason nudged Tim by the shoulder, “You should probably look out, the kid might start to have funny ideas and try to vy for being Robin.”
Tim gave him a look, “The fuck he would? He better not.”
The comment from their former youngest brother earned laughs from the two eldest.
Chapter 26: "XXV: Changes"
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[August 2021]
[Barbara Gordon's Apartment - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The Joker's attack had come out of nowhere.
That's what Barbara kept telling herself in the days after. That there had been no warning, no indication, no way she could have prepared for the monster showing up at her door with a crowbar and a camera and intentions that made her skin crawl even in memory.
The bullet had severed her spine at the T12 vertebra.
Complete.
Permanent.
Irreversible.
The doctors had been gently honest—she would never walk again. With physical therapy and adaptive equipment, she might regain some core strength, might be able to transfer from wheelchair to bed without assistance, might build a life that didn't require complete dependence.
But she would never stand.
Never walk.
Never run across Gotham's rooftops as Batgirl ever again.
That part of her life was over.
Barbara stared at the ceiling of her apartment, the same ceiling she'd looked at countless times before, but which now felt like a prison rather than home. Her laptop sat on the bedside table, open to the Bat Computer's interface, showing case files and intelligence reports that she could access but not act on.
Oracle.
That's what Dick had suggested, during one of his visits. A new identity. A new role. Using her intelligence, her hacking skills, her tactical brilliance to support the family from behind screens and encrypted communications rather than in person.
It was logical. Practical. Made the best use of her abilities while acknowledging the reality of her physical limitations.
It felt like giving up.
There was a knock at her door—the specific pattern that indicated family rather than friends or neighbors.
"Come in.", Barbara called, not bothering to sound cheerful. Everyone who visited knew she was struggling. Pretending otherwise was exhausting.
Dick entered, carrying a bag that smelled like Chinese food and looking like he hadn't slept in days. His metal arm was concealed beneath a jacket, but she could see the slight mechanical precision in how that hand moved.
Two broken people, visiting each other because they understood what no one else could.
"I brought mu shu pork.", Dick said, his voice carefully light, "And those scallion pancakes you like. Figured you might not have eaten today."
He was right. She hadn't. Eating required energy she didn't have, motivation that had disappeared along with the use of her legs.
"You look like shit.", Barbara said bluntly as Dick settled into the chair beside her bed, already dividing the food onto plates with practiced efficiency.
"Right back at you, buddy.", Dick replied without heat, "When's the last time you showered?"
"When's the last time you slept?"
"Touché."
They ate in silence for a few minutes, the companionship of people who didn't need to fill every moment with words.
Finally, Barbara spoke.
"I keep thinking about how I got here.", she said quietly, "All the choices that led to that moment. Becoming Batgirl. Fighting crime in Gotham. Being associated with Batman. And I wonder if different choices would have meant different outcomes. If I'd just stayed in the library, lived a normal life—"
"Then Barbara Gordon would still exist, but Batgirl never would have.", Dick interrupted gently, "Babs, you can't second-guess every decision just because one of them had terrible consequences. That way leads to madness."
"Says the man who spent four years as the Winter Soldier and still questions every choice he made."
"Exactly.", Dick said, "I'm speaking from experience on what not to do. Don't repeat my mistakes."
Barbara managed a weak smile despite herself.
"The doctors want me to start physical therapy.", she said, "Learning how to use a wheelchair, building upper body strength, all the adaptive stuff. Bruce has already started converting my apartment—ramps, accessible bathroom, lowered counters. Everyone's being so helpful and supportive and I just want to scream at them that helping me adapt means accepting this is permanent."
"It is permanent.", Dick said, and his honesty was almost shocking, "Look, your spine is severed. Unless we suddenly discover magic healing or alien technology that can regenerate nerves, you're not walking again. Not unless you want to get a mechanical prosthetic like me, that's the reality. And it's awful, and unfair. Honestly, I wouldn’t mind letting the Winter Soldier out one more time just to put the Joker in the ground permanently. But it's still reality."
That comment about the Winter Soldier earned a light snicker from her.
"I know.", Barbara whispered, tears threatening, "I know. But knowing doesn't make it easier."
"No.", Dick agreed, "It doesn't. But here's what I've learned—and I'm still learning, I'm not claiming I've figured it all out—accepting reality doesn't mean giving up hope. It means changing what you're hoping for."
He set down his food, leaning forward with an intensity that suggested he needed her to really hear this.
"You hoped to be Batgirl forever. That hope’s gone now. But just because you aren’t Batgirl anymore doesn’t mean you should also stop helping the cause. You can hope to be Oracle, the best information specialist in the vigilante world. You can hope to save lives through intelligence instead of physical intervention. You can hope to build a life that's different from what you planned but still meaningful."
"It's not the same."
"It's not, I know.”, Dick acknowledged, “Just like Dick Grayson post-Winter Soldier isn't the same as Dick Grayson before Siberia. But different doesn't automatically mean worse. It just means different."
Barbara was quiet, processing that.
"How do you do it?", she asked finally, "How do you keep going when everything's changed? When the person you were is gone and you don't know who you're supposed to be now?"
Dick's expression was complicated—pain and determination and exhaustion all mixed together.
"Honestly? I don't even know if I'm doing it right. Most days I feel like I'm barely holding it together. But I keep showing up. I keep trying. I let people help me even when it feels like accepting defeat. And slowly—really fucking slowly—it gets a little easier."
He paused, his human hand finding hers.
"You're not alone in this, Babs. Yeah, the specifics of our situations are different. But we're both dealing with permanent changes we never chose, trying to figure out who we are now that who we were is gone. We can help each other through that."
"I don't want to be Oracle.", Barbara admitted quietly, "I want to be Batgirl. I want to run across rooftops and kick criminals in the face and be in the field with you guys."
"I know.", Dick said gently, "And I don't want to have the Winter Soldier's programming still stuck in my head. I don't want to have nightmares about everyone I killed. I don't want to have a metal arm that reminds me every day what was done to me. But wanting things to be different doesn't change what is."
"So we just... Accept it?"
"We accept reality while refusing to be defined by it.", Dick corrected, "You're more than Batgirl, Babs. You always have been. Barbara Gordon is brilliant, strategic, compassionate, and stubborn as hell. Batgirl was one expression of those qualities. Oracle can be another. Different, but still you."
Barbara felt tears streaming down her face now, the grief she'd been holding back finally breaking through.
"I'm so fucking angry, Dick ", she whispered, "At the Joker, at Bruce for letting him live, at myself for opening the door, at the universe for being so fucking unfair. I'm angry all the time and I don't know what to do with it."
"Then be angry.", Dick said simply, "Feel it, acknowledge it, let it exist without letting it consume you. Your anger is valid, Babs. Everything that happened to you is worth being furious about. Just don't let the fury become the only thing you feel."
He squeezed her hand gently.
"The Joker took your legs. Don't let him take everything else too."
They sat together as Barbara cried, Dick's presence a steady anchor while she processed grief that felt insurmountable.
Eventually, the tears subsided, leaving exhaustion in their wake.
"Will you stay?", Barbara asked quietly, "Just for a little while? I understand that you have to get back to Zatanna’s but I don't want to be alone right now."
"Of course.", Dick replied, "And don’t sweat it, it was Zee’s idea that I bring the mu shu pork. Just don’t get any funny ideas, I don’t want a scary magician to throw out my clothes from her apartment window."
A snicker from Barbara, “Tsh, you wish, Boy Blunder.”
He settled into the chair more comfortably, pulling up the Chinese food again.
"Want to watch something terrible? I'm thinking we need the worst action movie we can find. Something with explosions and terrible dialogue and physics that make no sense."
"Only if we can mock it mercilessly.", Barbara said, managing a genuine smile for the first time in days.
"Well no shit, Sherlock. That's the whole point."
Dick pulled out his phone, navigating to a streaming service while Barbara adjusted her position in bed. They settled on a movie that was absolutely terrible—a 90s action film with ludicrous stunts and one-liners that made them both groan.
And for a few hours, they weren't the Winter Soldier and Batgirl who'd lost her legs. They were just Dick and Barbara, two people who'd survived impossible things, finding comfort in terrible movies and companionable silence.
Healing wasn't linear. Wasn't fast. Wasn't simple.
But it was possible.
One day at a time.
One movie at a time.
One moment of choosing to keep living despite everything.
It had to be enough.
Because the alternative—surrendering to despair—was unacceptable.
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[September 2021 | 20:00]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower Medical Bay]
"The programming is resilient.", M'gann said, her green skin luminous in the medical bay's soft lighting.
She looked exhausted, her telepathic presence muted after another intensive session working inside Dick's mind.
"Uncle J'onn and I have been able to weaken some of the conditioning, to create space between the Winter Soldier's training and Dick's conscious control. But we can't erase it completely without risking damage to his other memories and skills."
Dick sat on the medical berth, his head in his hands, feeling the phantom echo of the session.
M'gann and J'onn had been carefully mapping his neural pathways, identifying where the Shadows' conditioning had literally rewired his brain's structure, creating new connections that associated specific stimuli with specific responses.
The activation words were the most obvious example— the Russian phrases that had been drilled into his neurology through repeated torture until hearing them triggered an automatic submission response.
But there were others. Subtler triggers. Training protocols that activated at specific tactical situations. Muscle memory that bypassed conscious thought when faced with threats. Hundreds of micro-conditionings that the Shadows had layered into his psyche over four years.
"So I'll always have it.", Dick said, not a question but an acceptance, "The Winter Soldier's training. His instincts. His programming."
"In some form, yes.", J'onn confirmed, his Martian features carrying ancient wisdom and honest sympathy, "But Richard, possession of skills is not the same as being controlled by them. A surgeon possesses the knowledge to kill with a scalpel, but chooses healing. You possess the Winter Soldier's training, but you can choose how—or whether—to use it."
"What if I can't?", Dick asked, and his voice was small, vulnerable, "What if something triggers me and I revert? What if the Winter Soldier takes over again?"
"Then we'll be there to bring you back.", M'gann said firmly. She moved to sit beside him, her hand finding his human one, "Dick, Uncle J'onn and I have placed telepathic anchors in your consciousness. If you begin to dissociate or if the conditioning tries to reassert control, we'll know. We can intervene remotely if necessary. You're not alone in this."
Dick wanted to believe her. Wanted to trust that the telepathic safety nets would hold if he started to fall back into the Winter Soldier's programming.
But he'd spent four years being controlled, being used, being a prisoner in his own body. Trust—even trust in people who'd literally saved his mind—was harder than it should be.
"The nightmares are still there.", he admitted quietly, "Every night, I see their faces. Everyone I killed. And I hear the words. The activation sequence. Even though you've weakened the conditioning, I still hear them in my head, and part of me wants to respond. Wants to say 'Ready to comply' and surrender control because that was easier than fighting."
"That's normal.", J'onn said, his voice carrying harmonics of comfort, "You spent four years in a state where compliance meant survival. Your nervous system learned that fighting the programming resulted in torture, while submission resulted in the pain stopping. Those neural pathways are deeply embedded. It will take time—possibly years—before your subconscious fully accepts that you're safe to resist now."
"Years.", Dick repeated, the word heavy with despair.
"Yes.", J'onn didn't sugarcoat it, "Healing from trauma of this magnitude is not a quick process. There is no magical cure, no telepathic surgery that can simply remove the damage and restore you to who you were before Siberia. You will carry scars—psychological and neurological—for the rest of your life."
He moved closer, his red eyes meeting Dick's blue ones.
"But scars are evidence of survival, not weakness. You are alive, Dick Grayson. You are conscious. You are yourself, however changed. That is remarkable. That is worth fighting for, even when the fight feels impossible."
Dick felt his eyes burning, felt the weight of everything threatening to crush him again.
But M'gann's hand was in his, warm and real and present.
And J'onn's presence was steady, ancient, carrying the wisdom of someone who'd survived his own traumas and learned to live with them.
"Okay.", Dick said finally, and the word was acceptance of the long road ahead, "Okay. We keep working. We keep trying. We figure out how to live with the Winter Soldier in my head without letting him control me."
"Exactly.", M'gann's telepathic presence carried approval and caring, "One session at a time. One day at a time. You're not alone in this, Dick. We're with you every step."
They scheduled the next session for three days later—giving Dick time to process, to rest, to practice the meditation techniques J'onn had taught him for managing intrusive thoughts and triggered responses.
"There's something else.", M'gann said, "Something Red Tornado and I have been working on. With Zee’s help."
"What kind of something?"
M'gann held up a small device—it looked like a watch, but the band was made of some kind of organic material that seemed to shimmer when light hit it.
"Martian camouflage technology.", M'gann explained, "Combined with Zatanna's magic. We've created a cloaking skin for your arm. When you wear this, it'll project an illusion over your metal arm. Make it look and feel like flesh. You'll be able to go out in public without having to hide your mechanical arm and be able to touch people without them feeling cold metal."
Dick stared at the device, his throat tight.
"You... Made this for me?"
"We all contributed.", M'gann said, "Red Tornado handled the technical integration. Zatanna imbued it with magical properties that make the illusion tangible rather than just visual. And I programmed it to respond to your neural patterns so it feels natural."
She held it out to him, "Try it on."
Dick took the device with his human hand, examining it, then carefully fastened it around his metal wrist.
The effect was immediate and disconcerting.
His metal arm shimmered, the silver plating seeming to melt away, replaced by what looked exactly like his original left arm.
Same skin tone.
Same slight tan lines.
Same small scars from years of vigilante work.
He reached out with both hands, comparing them.
The illusion was perfect.
"It's not just visual.", M'gann explained, "Touch it."
Dick used his right hand to touch his left arm. Instead of cold metal, he felt warm skin. Felt the texture and temperature and slight give of human flesh.
"How is this possible?"
"Martian camouflage works on a biological level. It convinces the observer—including the person wearing it—that what they're seeing is real. Combined with Zatanna's magic to make the illusion physically tangible, it creates a perfect replica."
Dick felt tears threatening, "M'gann, this is... I don't know what to say."
"Say you'll use it. Say you'll let yourself have this one piece of normalcy back."
"I will.", Dick's voice was thick with emotion, "Thank you. All of you. This is the most thoughtful gift anyone's ever given me."
M'gann smiled. "You're family, Dick. We take care of family."
They sat together for a while longer, Dick adjusting to the sensation of having two arms that looked and felt human, even though he knew one was still metal beneath the illusion.
It was a small thing in the grand scheme of his recovery.
But it mattered.
It was one more piece of Dick Grayson reclaimed from the Winter Soldier's shadow.
One more step toward being whole again.
It wasn't much.
But it was progress.
And progress, however incremental, was all Dick could hope for right now.
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[Tuesday, November 9, 2021 | 14:30]
[Zatanna's Apartment - New York City, New York, United States]
Dick stood at Zatanna's floor-to-ceiling windows, staring out at the Manhattan skyline without really seeing it. His human hand—or rather, the illusion of his human hand courtesy of M'gann's camouflage technology—rested against the glass. Somewhere beneath the magical disguise, metal servos shifted in response to his unconscious tension.
Behind him, he could hear Zatanna moving through the apartment, the soft clink of teacups, the gentle hum of magic that always seemed to surround her like a personal atmosphere. She was giving him space while remaining present—a delicate balance she'd perfected over the past six months.
Six months since New York.
Six months since the mindscape battle.
Six months since he'd defeated the Winter Soldier and reclaimed his consciousness.
Six months of therapy with M'gann, J'onn, and Dinah.
Six months of slowly, painfully rebuilding himself into something that resembled Dick Grayson.
And he was restless.
"You're brooding again.", Zatanna said, appearing at his elbow with two cups of tea.
She'd changed out of her stage outfit from this morning's charity performance, now wearing comfortable jeans and one of his old Gotham Knights hoodies that she'd claimed months ago and refused to return.
"I'm not brooding.", Dick replied automatically, accepting the tea, "I'm... Processing."
"You're standing at a window, staring at nothing, with your jaw clenched so tight I can hear your teeth grinding from across the room. That's brooding, babe. You learned it from Bruce."
Dick managed a slight smile despite himself, "Bruce doesn't brood. He tactically considers."
"He broods like a professional.", Zatanna corrected, settling onto the couch and patting the cushion beside her, "And you inherited the tendency along with the cape and the emotional constipation. Now come sit down and tell me what's actually bothering you."
Dick moved to join her, but he couldn't quite settle. His leg bounced unconsciously, his fingers tapping against the teacup with a rhythm that suggested nervous energy seeking any outlet.
"I'm fine.", he said, the automatic response that fooled no one.
"Dick."
"Really, I'm—"
"Richard John Grayson.", Zatanna's voice carried that particular tone—affectionate but firm—that meant she wasn't accepting deflection, "I've been in your head, remember? I've seen your thoughts when you're spiraling. So let's skip the part where you pretend everything's okay and jump straight to honesty. What's wrong?"
Dick was quiet for a long moment, staring into his tea like it might contain answers.
"I feel useless.", he admitted finally, the words costing him, "If I’m not here, I’m wasting away in the Manor or up in the Watchtower, spending my days in therapy and recovery, watching everyone else go out and be heroes while I just... Exist. It's been six months, Zee. Six months of healing and processing and talking about my feelings. And I'm grateful—I really am—but I'm also going fucking insane."
Zatanna set down her own tea, her full attention on him now.
"Define 'useless'."
"I'm not contributing anything.", Dick said, his leg bouncing faster, "Bruce has Tim and Jason handling Gotham. The Team is running missions without me. The League is saving the world. And I'm here, afraid to put on the Nightwing uniform because what if I lose control? What if the Winter Soldier comes back? What if I hurt someone?"
"M'gann and J'onn said the conditioning is weakening—"
"But not gone.", Dick interrupted, "It'll never be fully gone. I'll always have that programming in my head. I'll always have the Winter Soldier's training, his instincts, his muscle memory. And as long as that's true, how can I be Nightwing again? How can I risk being around civilians, around my family, around you, when there's a chance I could snap?"
"You won't snap."
"You don't know that."
"Yes, I do.", Zatanna's voice was firm, "Dick, I've watched you fight the conditioning every single day for six months. I've seen you wake up from nightmares screaming, heard you struggle with intrusive thoughts, watched you work through triggers with more determination than anyone I've ever known. You're not going to snap because you won't let yourself. Your will is stronger than the programming."
"But what if it's not?", Dick's voice cracked slightly, "What if I'm in the field and something triggers me? What if I hurt someone? What if I become the Winter Soldier again and this time there's no one there to stop me?"
Zatanna took his hand—his human hand, warm flesh over metal—and squeezed gently.
"Then we'd stop you. The same way we did before. But Dick, you can't live your entire life afraid of what might happen. You can't let the Shadows win by choosing not to live because they made living scary."
"So what do I do?", Dick asked, and he sounded young, lost, nothing like the confident hero he'd once been, "How do I move forward when I don't trust myself? When every instinct I have could be conditioning? When I look at my hands and remember everyone I killed with them?"
Zatanna was quiet, considering her words carefully.
"I think.", she said slowly, "That you need to find a way to reclaim yourself that doesn't involve being Nightwing right now. Something that lets you contribute, that gives you purpose, but that also acknowledges where you are in your recovery."
"Like what?"
"I don't know yet.", Zatanna admitted, "But maybe that's something to talk about in your next session with Dinah? Or with Bruce? There has to be a middle ground between 'hiding in my girlfriend's apartment' and 'jumping back into vigilante work before you're ready'."
Dick nodded slowly, the restlessness still present but slightly eased by having voiced it.
They sat together in comfortable silence, watching the afternoon light shift across Manhattan's skyline.
"I love you.", Dick said quietly, the words still new enough that saying them felt significant, "Thank you for putting up with me while I figure my shit out."
"I love you too.", Zatanna replied, leaning into his shoulder, "And I'm not 'putting up with you'. I'm supporting you. There's a difference. Though I reserve the right to call you out when you're being stubborn or self-destructive."
"That's fair."
They finished their tea in companionable silence, neither knowing that the solution to Dick's restlessness was already forming in his mind, sparked by Zatanna's words about finding purpose outside of vigilante work.
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[October 2021]
[Wayne Manor - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The grandfather clock in Wayne Manor's study chimed eight times, the sound echoing through the cavernous halls with the weight of tradition and history. Tim Drake stood before the clock, his hand resting on the mechanism that would reveal the entrance to the Bat Cave, but not yet activating it.
He was procrastinating.
He knew it, and knowing it didn't make it any easier to stop.
Behind him, the study door opened with its characteristic soft creak—the one Bruce never fixed because it served as an early warning system for anyone approaching.
"You've been standing there for ten minutes.", Jason's voice carried amusement rather than judgment, "Either open the fucking thing or don't, but stop hovering like you're afraid the clock's going to bite you."
Tim didn't turn around, "I'm not afraid of the clock."
"No, you're afraid of what comes after.", Jason moved to stand beside him, his own hand reaching past Tim's to activate the mechanism. The clock swung open with practiced silence, revealing the stone steps descending into darkness, "Which is why we're doing this together. Moral support and all that shit."
"Since when do you do moral support?"
"Since my little brother is about to give up being Robin and I remember how much that sucked when I had to do it.", Jason's voice carried unexpected gentleness beneath the rough edges, "Come on. Bruce is waiting, and you know how he gets when people are late."
They descended into the Cave together, their footsteps echoing off stone walls that had witnessed decades of Wayne family drama. The Bat Cave sprawled before them—a cathedral to justice, a monument to obsession, a home to broken people trying to fix a broken city.
Bruce stood at the main computer console, his back to them, but Tim knew he'd heard their approach. Batman always knew.
"Tim. Jason.", Bruce's voice was measured, controlled, carrying none of the emotion Tim knew this conversation would require, "Thank you for coming."
"You said it was important.", Tim replied, moving to stand beside Bruce at the console. The screens displayed crime scene photos, case files, patrol routes—the endless work of protecting Gotham that never stopped, never slowed, never gave them time to breathe.
"It is.", Bruce finally turned to face them, and Tim was struck—not for the first time—by how much older Bruce looked these days.
The past couple of years had aged him in ways that went beyond physical. Losing Dick to the Shadows, finding him as the Winter Soldier, nearly losing him again during the reintegration—all of it had carved new lines into Bruce's face, added new gray to his temples.
"Dick's recovering well.", Bruce began, and Tim felt his stomach clench because he knew where this was going, "M'gann and J'onn report significant progress with the deprogramming. Dinah says his PTSD symptoms are manageable with continued therapy. Physically, he's cleared for light activity, though full field work is still months away."
"But he's not ready to come back.", Tim said, not a question.
"Not yet, no.", Bruce confirmed, "But when he does, we’ll support him as we always do."
Bruce's hands rested on the console, and Tim noticed they were trembling slightly. Bruce Wayne, the unshakeable Batman, was nervous about this conversation.
"Now then, the reason why I called you here. The matter of succession.", Bruce continued, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands, "Tim, you've been Robin for years now. You've excelled in the role—your detective work rivals my own, your tactical thinking has saved lives, you taking second-in-command of the Team beside Kaldur during Dick's absence was exemplary."
"I hear a 'but' coming.", Tim said quietly.
"But you've outgrown the role.", Bruce said, and there was pride in his voice, "You're not a sidekick anymore, Tim. You haven't been for a long time. You're a full partner. An equal. And the Robin mantle, as important as it is, has begun to limit what you're capable of achieving."
Tim wanted to argue, wanted to insist that he was fine being Robin, that he didn't need a new identity or new responsibilities. But Bruce was right—he'd felt the constraints for months now, the sense that he was performing a role rather than inhabiting it naturally.
"So you want me to give it up?", Tim said.
"I want you to choose what comes next.", Bruce corrected, "Dick chose to become Nightwing when he outgrew being Robin. Jason—", he paused, glancing at his second son, "—Jason had the choice taken from him by death and resurrection, but he's carved out his own identity as Red Hood. You deserve the same opportunity. To choose who you become next."
"And Robin?", Tim asked, though he already knew the answer.
"Damian needs it.", Bruce's voice was quiet but firm, "He’s been raised by assassins his entire life. He's brilliant, skilled, and utterly lacking in the moral framework that should guide those abilities. He needs what Robin provides—structure, guidance, a chance to learn that strength can be used to protect rather than destroy."
Tim felt the familiar twist of jealousy and inadequacy that always accompanied thoughts of Damian. Bruce's blood son. The heir. The one who had a genetic claim to the Wayne legacy that adoption could never quite match.
Jason's hand landed on Tim's shoulder, squeezing hard enough to hurt, "Hey. Stop that. I can literally see you spiraling into inadequacy bullshit."
"Jason—", Bruce started.
"No, he needs to hear this.", Jason interrupted, his voice carrying surprising intensity, "Tim, you're not being replaced. You're not being demoted. You're being promoted. Bruce is asking you to step up, to take on a bigger role, to become something more than Robin. That's not a rejection—it's recognition that you've grown beyond what Robin can contain."
"And Damian?", Tim asked, his voice tight, "What does he think about all this?"
"Damian believes he's entitled to the Robin mantle by birthright.", Bruce's expression was troubled, "Which is precisely why he needs it. He needs to learn that being Robin isn't about deserving it or inheriting it—it's about earning it through service, through sacrifice, through choosing to be better than what life tried to make you."
Bruce moved closer, his hand finding Tim's shoulder opposite to Jason's, "I'm not taking Robin away from you, Tim. I'm asking you to give it to someone who needs what it can teach him. And I'm asking you to step into a new role—one that acknowledges your capabilities and potential."
"Red Robin.", Tim said quietly, the name feeling both foreign and right simultaneously.
"If that's what you choose.", Bruce confirmed, "Dick suggested it. Said you'd earned the right to carry both the Robin legacy and your own distinct identity. Red Robin honors where you came from while acknowledging where you're going."
Tim was quiet for a long moment, processing the weight of what was being asked—not just giving up the Robin mantle, but accepting that he'd outgrown it, that continuing to cling to it would be limiting himself out of fear rather than confidence.
"When?", he asked finally.
"Whenever you're ready.", Bruce replied, "There's no rush. No deadline. Take the time you need to process this, to design your new uniform, to figure out what Red Robin means to you. Damian can wait."
"Can he?", Jason asked skeptically, "The kid's been training nonstop since Talia dropped him here. He's chomping at the bit to prove himself."
"Then he can learn patience.", Bruce's voice carried steel, "Robin isn't a participation trophy. It's a responsibility earned through demonstrated readiness. Damian isn't ready yet—he's skilled, but he lacks the moral compass and emotional regulation the role requires. He'll get there, but not until both Tim is ready to pass the mantle and Damian has proven he understands what being Robin actually means."
Tim felt something loosen in his chest—not quite relief, not quite acceptance, but something approaching peace with the inevitable.
"I'll need time.", he said, "To design the new uniform, to figure out how Red Robin operates differently from Robin, to...", he paused, searching for words, "To say goodbye to who I've been."
"Take all the time you need.", Bruce said gently, "This is your choice, Tim. Your transition. We'll support whatever timeline works for you."
Jason's hand squeezed Tim's shoulder one more time before releasing, "For what it's worth, little brother, I think Red Robin suits you. You've always been too analytical for the bright colors anyway. Time to embrace the detective aesthetic."
"Says the man who wears a red helmet with the motorcycle fetish.", Tim shot back, but there was no heat in it.
"The helmet's intimidating and the leather jacket’s stylish. There's a difference."
They stood together in the Bat Cave—three sons of Batman, each having worn or currently wearing the Robin mantle, each having found or still searching for their own identity beyond it.
The weight of legacy pressed down on all of them, but for the first time, Tim felt like maybe—just maybe—he could carry it without being crushed.
"I'll tell Damian.", Bruce said, "But Tim, you should talk to Dick. He went through this same transition. He understands better than anyone what you're feeling."
"I will.", Tim promised, "After I've had time to process. Right now, I just need to..."
He trailed off, not sure what he needed.
"Come on.", Jason said, already heading toward the Bat Cave's training area, "Let's hit something until we feel better. It's the Wayne family therapy of choice."
Tim followed, and Bruce watched them go with an expression that might have been pride, might have been sorrow, might have been both.
Another Robin was ending.
Another was about to begin.
And Bruce could only hope he was making the right choice for all of them.
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[Wayne Manor - Damian's Room | Later That Night]
Damian Wayne sat cross-legged on his bedroom floor, a whetstone in his hands, methodically sharpening one of his practice swords with the precision that Talia had drilled into him since he could walk.
The motion was meditative—pull the blade across the stone at exactly the right angle, apply exactly the right pressure, achieve exactly the right edge. His mother had taught him that a warrior's weapons were extensions of their body, and bodies required maintenance to remain at peak performance.
He'd been in Wayne Manor for four months now, and he still wasn't entirely sure how he felt about it.
The Manor was... Comfortable.
Warmer than Nanda Parbat, both literally and figuratively. Alfred's cooking was superior to the functional meals provided by League servants.
His room was larger than his quarters in his grandfather's compound, with windows that actually opened to let in fresh air rather than serving purely defensive purposes.
But it was also suffocating in ways Nanda Parbat never had been.
Everyone here was so concerned with feelings, with processing emotions, with talking about things rather than simply acting.
His father insisted on having conversations about morality and ethics when the answers seemed obvious—evil should be eliminated, threats should be neutralized, strength should be demonstrated.
The other children—his father's adopted strays—watched him with varying degrees of suspicion and mistrust. Timothy Drake, the current Robin, looked at him like a rival evaluating a threat. Jason Todd alternated between aggressive hostility and unexpected kindness, as if he couldn't decide whether Damian was enemy or ally. Barbara Gordon observed him with clinical assessment that reminded Damian uncomfortably of his mother's calculating gaze.
And Richard Grayson...
Damian paused in his sharpening, his mind drifting to the complicated feelings surrounding his eldest adopted brother.
He remembered Richard Grayson from Nanda Parbat. Not well—his grandfather and mother had been careful to limit his exposure—but enough to recognize the man when he'd arrived at the Manor months ago, broken and recovering from his time as the Winter Soldier.
The Winter Soldier had been his grandfather's greatest success, or so Ra's had claimed. The perfect weapon—skilled, efficient, utterly compliant. Damian had watched training sessions sometimes, observing from shadows as the masked operative ran through combat scenarios with mechanical precision.
He'd been around five years old back then, and he'd thought the Winter Soldier was the pinnacle of what a warrior could achieve.
Now, he was eight, and he understood—at least intellectually, if not quite emotionally—that what had been done to Richard Grayson was torture, not achievement.
That creating the Winter Soldier had required destroying the person beneath. That his grandfather's "greatest success" had come at the cost of four years of systematic psychological abuse.
But understanding that intellectually didn't change the fact that Damian had seen the Winter Soldier's capabilities firsthand. Had watched him disarm multiple opponents simultaneously, had observed his tactical analysis that bordered on precognitive, had witnessed efficiency that made even League assassins look clumsy by comparison.
And now that same person was here, in the Manor, trying to remember how to be Richard Grayson instead of the Winter Soldier.
It was... Confusing.
A knock at his door interrupted his thoughts.
"Enter.", Damian called, setting aside the sword and whetstone with careful precision.
His father stepped into the room, still wearing the tailored suit from his evening board meeting at Wayne Enterprises, though his tie was loosened and his jacket discarded. Bruce Wayne looked tired—a particular kind of exhaustion that Damian was learning to recognize as emotional rather than physical.
"Damian.", his father said, moving to sit in the chair near Damian's bed, "We need to talk."
"About?", Damian remained on the floor, maintaining the cross-legged position that allowed for quick movement if necessary. Old habits from Nanda Parbat, where conversations with authority figures could turn dangerous without warning.
"About Robin.", Bruce's voice was measured, controlled, "About what that mantle means, who's earned it, and what you'll need to demonstrate before you're ready to wear it."
Damian felt his spine straighten, his pulse quickening with anticipation and something that might have been hope, "I'm ready now. Mother trained me since I could walk. I've mastered seventeen martial arts. I can disarm a grown man in under three seconds. My tactical analysis—"
"Is excellent.", Bruce interrupted gently, "Damian, your skills are undeniable. If Robin was just about combat capability, you'd have earned the mantle months ago. But it's not. Being Robin requires something beyond skill—it requires judgment, compassion, understanding when not to fight and when fighting is the only option remaining."
"I have judgment.", Damian protested, his voice carrying an edge, "I can assess threats and neutralize them efficiently."
"Efficiency isn't the same as wisdom.", Bruce said, "Damian, do you know why Dick became Robin? Why I chose him?"
Damian wanted to say because Richard Grayson had demonstrated superior combat skills, because he'd proven tactical capability, because he'd earned it through strength.
But he remained silent, sensing his father wanted to continue.
"Dick became Robin because he'd survived the worst night of his life—watching his parents die—and instead of letting that tragedy destroy him, he chose to use it as motivation to prevent others from suffering similar loss."
Bruce's voice carried emotion that Damian was still learning to recognize and interpret
"He had skills, yes. But more importantly, he had heart. He fought not because he was trained to fight, but because he chose to protect people. He chose the name Robin because of what it meant to him. What it meant to the memory of his family."
"I can protect people.", Damian insisted, “I can honour the legacy that Grayson built.”
"Can you?", Bruce's question wasn't challenging, just genuinely asking, "Or would you eliminate threats in ways that cause more harm than the original danger presented? Because that’s not what Dick set out Robin to be."
Damian was quiet, remembering the incident three weeks ago when he'd nearly killed a mugger in Crime Alley. The man had been armed with a knife, threatening a woman for her purse. Damian had disarmed him efficiently—by breaking his arm in three places and cracking two ribs. The woman had been saved, but she'd looked at Damian with fear rather than gratitude.
His father had been very clear in the debrief afterward that Batman protected people, which meant protecting both victims and criminals from unnecessary violence.
Damian still didn't entirely understand the distinction, but he was trying.
"I'm learning.", he said finally, the closest to admitting uncertainty he'd come since arriving at the Manor.
"I know you are.", Bruce's voice carried approval, "And I'm proud of the progress you've made. Four months ago, you would have killed that mugger without hesitation. Today, you stayed your hand—even if your definition of non-lethal still requires work."
He paused, letting that acknowledgment settle.
"Tim is transitioning away from being Robin. He's outgrown the role and is ready to become something more. That means the Robin mantle will be available soon—but Damian, you're not ready for it yet."
“What?”, Damian felt anger flare hot in his chest, "But Father, I'm your son. Your blood heir. Robin should be—"
"Robin is earned, not inherited.", Bruce's voice was firm, "I don't care if you're my biological son, Damian. That gives you no special claim to the mantle. Every Robin before you—Dick, Jason, Tim—earned their place through demonstrated readiness, through proving they understood what Batman and Robin stand for."
"And what do we stand for?", Damian asked, unable to keep the challenge from his voice.
"Protection over punishment. Life over death. Justice over vengeance.", Bruce leaned forward, his intensity palpable, "We fight to save people, Damian. Not just to defeat enemies. That distinction matters."
"Grandfather said that compassion was weakness.", Damian replied, repeating Ra's teachings automatically, "That true strength required eliminating threats permanently."
"Your grandfather was wrong with many things.", Bruce's voice was gentle but absolute, "Compassion isn't weakness—it's the hardest form of strength. Anyone can kill. It takes no courage to eliminate a threat permanently. But choosing to spare someone, to give them a chance at redemption, to believe that people can change? That requires real strength."
Damian wanted to argue, wanted to defend his grandfather's teachings, but he found himself remembering Richard Grayson again.
The Winter Soldier had killed everyone who fought him, only a rarity survived to tell the tale afterwards. He completed his missions permanently by eliminating all opposition. But in New York, when the magician had reached out to him? When some fragment of his original personality had broken through—he'd hesitated.
He had fought against the conditioning. He had chosen something other than what he'd been programmed to do.
If compassion was weakness, why had that moment of compassion been what saved Richard Grayson?
"I don't understand.", Damian admitted quietly, a confession that would have been punished in Nanda Parbat but that his father seemed to take as progress.
"I know.", Bruce said, "And I'm not expecting you to understand everything immediately. You were raised with one set of values, and now I'm asking you to learn completely different ones. That takes time."
He stood, moving toward the door but pausing at the threshold.
"You'll be Robin someday, Damian. When you're ready. When you've demonstrated that you understand what the mantle means. But right now, your job is to keep learning, keep growing, keep challenging the assumptions you inherited from your grandfather."
"And how will I know when I'm ready?", Damian asked.
Bruce smiled—a rare expression that transformed his usually stern features, "You'll know. Not because someone tells you, but because you'll feel it. You'll understand instinctively when to fight and when to talk, when to push and when to yield, when being strong means being gentle."
After his father left, Damian remained sitting on the floor, the whetstone forgotten beside him.
He picked up his phone—a device his mother never would have allowed in Nanda Parbat, too easily tracked—and pulled up the news articles he'd saved about the Winter Soldier.
Not the recent ones about his “detention” in UN custody or his capture by the Young Justice Team after the summit in New York. He searched for the older ones. The ones about his missions, his assassinations, his systematic efficiency in eliminating targets.
And he thought about Richard Grayson, recovering in the Manor, fighting every day against conditioning that his grandfather had claimed was unbreakable.
Thought about how the current Robin—Timothy Drake—had helped capture and save him despite the risk.
Thought about how his father had compromised League principles and committed international fraud to keep his adopted son safe.
These people were confusing. Their values contradicted everything Damian had been taught. They prioritized feelings and relationships over efficiency and results.
But they were also... Family.
Not the way Mother and Grandfather had been family—conditional relationships based on usefulness and obedience. But something different. Something that meant staying even when it was hard, protecting even when it was dangerous, loving even when the person you loved had become someone you didn't recognize.
Damian didn't fully understand it yet.
But he thought—maybe—he wanted to learn.
He picked up the whetstone and resumed sharpening his sword, the meditative motion helping organize his thoughts.
He would earn Robin. Not through birthright or skill, but by learning what his father and his adopted brothers tried to teach him about being a hero rather than just a warrior.
However long it took.
Whatever it required.
He would prove himself worthy of the mantle, and when he finally wore it, it would be because he'd earned it—not because he'd demanded it.
It was a start.
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[November 2021]
[Wayne Manor - Main Foyer, Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The young woman standing in Wayne Manor's foyer looked entirely out of place among the antique furniture and oil paintings of long-dead Waynes.
Stephanie Brown was seventeen, blonde hair pulled back in a messy ponytail, wearing jeans with artfully placed patches and a hoodie that had seen better days. Her purple backpack—stuffed with what looked like textbooks and possibly a laptop—hung from one shoulder, and her expression carried equal parts defiance and uncertainty.
Bruce Wayne descended the main staircase with measured steps, taking in the teenager who'd shown up at his door uninvited but not unexpected. He'd been monitoring her activities for weeks, watching as she'd taken on the mantle of Batgirl for herself without permission or training, driven by a need to undermine her father's criminal operations.
"Miss Brown.", he said, his voice carrying neither welcome nor rejection, "Alfred said you requested to speak with me."
"Yeah, well.", Stephanie's chin lifted defensively, "I figured after you've been stalking me for three weeks, we should probably have a conversation about it."
Behind Bruce, halfway down the stairs, Tim Drake paused. He'd been heading to the Bat Cave to work on his Red Robin uniform design, but the mention of Bruce stalking someone was too intriguing to ignore.
"I prefer 'monitoring' to 'stalking'.", Bruce replied with the ghost of a smile, "Though I appreciate the direct approach. Come to my study. We should talk privately."
"Is this the part where you tell me to stop being Batgirl and leave vigilante work to the professionals?", Stephanie asked, following Bruce across the foyer, "Because I've heard that speech from Oracle already, and it didn't take the first time."
"Barbara spoke with you?", Bruce's eyebrow rose fractionally.
"More like yelled at me from her computer screen about how I'm going to get myself killed trying to take down my dad's operation without proper training or backup.", Stephanie's expression soured, "Which, okay, fair point I guess. But I'm not going to sit around doing nothing while the Cluemaster keeps hurting people."
They entered the study, Bruce gesturing for Stephanie to take a seat while he settled behind his desk. Tim lingered in the hallway outside, not quite eavesdropping but definitely listening with interest.
"Your father's criminal activities have been escalating.", Bruce said, pulling up files on his tablet—evidence he'd been compiling on Arthur Brown's operations, "Riddle-based crimes, elaborate schemes designed more for ego gratification than actual profit. He's dangerous primarily because he's unpredictable."
"Tell me something I don't know.", Stephanie's voice was bitter, "I grew up with him. I know exactly how dangerous he is. That's why I started doing this—someone needs to stop him, and the GCPD is useless."
"So you took on the identity of Batgirl.", Bruce said, "So that you could undermine your father's plans by revealing his riddles and schemes before he can execute them. It's clever, personal, and exceptionally reckless."
"Reckless beats doing nothing."
"Does it?", Bruce leaned forward, his intensity palpable, "Stephanie, you've been operating for three months. In that time, you've prevented two of your father's schemes, yes. But you've also been injured four times, nearly caught by GCPD twice, and come within seconds of being killed by one of Cluemaster's associates. Your success rate doesn't justify the risk you're taking."
"So what's your solution?", Stephanie challenged, "I should just stop? Let him keep doing whatever he wants? Pretend I don't know what he's planning?"
"No.", Bruce's answer clearly surprised her, "I think you should train. Properly. Learn how to fight, how to plan, how to operate in ways that don't rely purely on luck and anger."
Stephanie stared at him, suspicion evident in her expression, "You're offering to train me."
"I'm offering you a choice.", Bruce corrected, "Continue as you are—untrained, unsupported, operating on borrowed time until luck runs out—or accept help. Training, resources, backup when you need it. In exchange, you follow certain rules and work with the Bat Family rather than independently."
"And if I say no?"
"Then I'll continue monitoring you, and Barbara will continue yelling at you from her computer, and eventually either your father will catch you or you'll make a mistake that gets you killed.", Bruce's voice was matter-of-fact, "I've seen this pattern before, Stephanie. Untrained vigilantes driven by personal vendetta rarely survive their first year."
Stephanie was quiet for a long moment, processing what was being offered, "You're serious. You'd actually train me. Even though I'm not some orphan with a tragic backstory or whatever."
"Your backstory is more than enough.", Bruce replied gently, "Growing up with a criminal father, watching him hurt people, feeling helpless to stop it—that's its own kind of trauma. And yes, I'm serious. But understand what you'd be accepting. Training means discipline. It means following orders. It means accepting that sometimes the answer is to wait and gather intelligence rather than charging in because you're angry."
"I can do discipline.", Stephanie said, though her voice lacked conviction.
"Can you?", Bruce pulled up security footage on his tablet, showing Stephanie's last confrontation with one of her father's associates, "Because this shows someone who fights with fury rather than strategy. Someone who takes unnecessary risks because they're more focused on making their father pay than on actually stopping crime efficiently."
He turned the tablet toward her, and Stephanie flinched seeing herself on screen—fighting with wild aggression, leaving herself open to counters, winning through luck rather than skill.
"I know I'm not good yet.", she admitted quietly, "That's why I'm here. I need to be better if I'm going to stop him."
Bruce studied her for another long moment, evaluating, assessing, making the calculation he'd made three times before when taking in Dick, Jason, and Tim.
Was this person salvageable? Could they be trained to channel their anger productively? Did they have the core qualities—determination, resilience, moral compass—that could be refined into heroism?
"One month trial.", he decided, "You train with us—proper training, not just the basics you've learned from YouTube videos and street fighting. You follow protocols. You check in before taking action against your father. You demonstrate that you can accept instruction and work as part of a team rather than purely independently."
"And after the month?"
"We evaluate. If you've shown genuine progress and commitment, we discuss making the arrangement permanent. If not, we part ways and I respect your choice to continue alone—though I'll still monitor to prevent you from getting killed."
Stephanie stood, moving to the study door before pausing with her hand on the handle.
"Why?", she asked, "Why offer this to me? You don't know me. I'm not special. I'm just some girl trying to stop her asshole father."
"Because I've watched you for three weeks.", Bruce said simply, "And I've seen someone who has the potential to be a real hero—if she survives long enough to develop that potential. Consider this my investment in making sure you survive."
After Stephanie left to think about his offer, Tim finally entered the study properly.
"You're really taking in another one?", he asked, settling into the chair Stephanie had vacated, "Bruce, the Manor's getting crowded."
"The Manor has forty-two rooms.", Bruce replied dryly, "I think we can accommodate one more."
"That's not what I meant.", Tim's expression was troubled, "Every person you bring in is another person you're responsible for. Another person who could get hurt or killed because you put them in danger. After everything that happened with Dick, with Jason, are you sure you want to risk that again?"
Bruce was quiet for a long moment, his gaze distant, "Tim, if I don't help Stephanie, she'll continue operating alone. And eventually, her luck will run out. I've seen that pattern too many times. At least if she's training with us, she has a chance. At least she'll have backup when things go wrong."
"And if things go very wrong? If she gets hurt because you trained her and sent her into danger?"
"Then I'll live with that guilt the same way I live with every other failure.", Bruce's voice was heavy with accumulated regret, "But I'd rather live with the guilt of trying to save her and failing than the guilt of watching her throw her life away when I could have helped."
Tim nodded slowly, understanding even if he didn't entirely agree.
"For what it's worth, I think she's got potential. Rough edges and anger issues, but there's something there."
"That's what I thought about Jason.", Bruce said quietly, "Before everything went wrong."
"Jason turned out okay eventually. In his own way."
"After dying first.", Bruce stood, moving toward the window overlooking the Manor grounds, "I don't want Stephanie's path to heroism to require death and resurrection. I'd like her to learn the lessons Jason had to learn the hard way without paying the same price."
"Then we better make sure her training is thorough.", Tim said, "Because if she's anything like she appeared in that footage, she's going to need a lot of work before she's ready for anything serious."
"Agreed.", Bruce turned back to face him, "Which is why I'm putting you in charge of her basic combat training. Consider it practice for when you're eventually mentoring your own Robin."
Tim's expression suggested he wasn't sure whether that was a compliment or a punishment, "Why me? Jason's better at the aggressive street-fighting style she'd need."
"Because Jason would encourage her worst instincts. You'll teach her discipline, strategy, thinking three moves ahead instead of just swinging harder.", Bruce's voice carried confidence in Tim's abilities, "You're ready for this responsibility. Trust me."
After Tim left to begin planning Stephanie's training regimen, Bruce remained at the window, watching the grounds.
Another lost soul added to his collection.
Another young person who'd been failed by the adults who should have protected them.
Another chance to do better, to save someone before trauma destroyed them.
He just hoped this time, he could keep her safe.
The failures weighed heavily these days.
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[Two Weeks Later]
[The Bat Cave - Training Area]
Tim Drake watched Stephanie Brown run through a basic kata with an expression that oscillated between impressed and exasperated.
She had natural athleticism—that much was obvious. Her movements were fluid when she remembered to breathe, and she picked up techniques faster than he'd expected. But she also had terrible habits learned from three months of street fighting that needed to be unlearned before proper training could progress.
"Stop telegraphing your punches.", he called out, pausing the sequence, "Your shoulder moves a full second before your fist. Anyone with combat training will read that and counter before you've even started the strike."
"I'm trying!", Stephanie protested, breathing hard, "But when I think about keeping my shoulder still, I forget about my footwork, and when I focus on footwork, my guard drops, and—"
"Which is why we drill basics until they're automatic.", Tim moved into position beside her, demonstrating the proper form, "Watch. Shoulder stays loose, weight shifts with the hips, power comes from the core rotation rather than arm strength alone. The punch should surprise your opponent because there's no warning it's coming."
He executed the technique in slow motion, then at full speed—the movement economical and precise, everything Bruce and Dick had drilled into him over years.
Stephanie watched intently, then tried to replicate it.
Better. Still not quite right, but improving.
"How long did it take you?", she asked during the water break, "To get good at this, I mean. Was it months? Years?"
"Years.", Tim said honestly, "Though I have to admit, I had advantages you didn’t have—Dick had already started training me before Bruce officially made me Robin. I'd been studying them both for months before that, learning by observation. You're starting from scratch, which means building foundations that should have been established years ago."
"So I'm behind."
"You're exactly where you are.", Tim corrected, "Behind or ahead only matters if you're comparing yourself to others. Focus on being better than you were yesterday. That's the only metric that matters."
He pulled up the training logs on his tablet, showing Stephanie's progress over two weeks, "Look. When you started, you could do maybe twenty consecutive push-ups before your form collapsed. Today you did thirty-five. Two weeks ago, your reaction time in sparring averaged 0.8 seconds. Today it was 0.6 seconds. That's measurable progress."
Stephanie studied the numbers, her expression shifting from frustration to cautious pride, "I didn't realize I'd improved that much."
"Because improvement is gradual. You don't wake up suddenly skilled. You get fractionally better every day until one day you realize you're capable of things that seemed impossible at the start.", Tim set aside the tablet, "Now come on. Let's run the kata again. This time, focus only on shoulder control. I'll handle everything else verbally."
They ran the sequence another dozen times before Stephanie's form finally clicked—muscle memory starting to override conscious thought, movements becoming smoother and more natural.
"There!", Tim said, genuine approval in his voice, "That's what we're looking for. Technique without thinking. When you can execute that form unconsciously, then we can start adding complexity."
"How much complexity are we talking about?", Stephanie asked warily.
"Eventually? You'll be running full combat scenarios while simultaneously analyzing tactical situations and coordinating with team members via comm.", Tim's expression suggested he knew how overwhelming that sounded, "But we're months away from that level. Right now, we focus on foundations."
From the Cave's main computer area, Barbara Gordon's voice cut through their training session, "Tim, I need you to look at something when you have a minute. And bring your new student—this concerns her too."
Tim and Stephanie exchanged glances before heading toward the computer station where Barbara sat in her wheelchair, multiple screens displaying various data feeds and surveillance footage.
"What's up?", Tim asked, moving to stand behind Barbara's chair.
"Your father.", Barbara said, addressing Stephanie directly, "Cluemaster's planning something big. I've been monitoring his communications for the past week, and the chatter's increasing. He's recruiting—hired muscle, tech specialists, even brought in some of Riddler's old crew."
Barbara pulled up intercept logs, decoded messages, financial transactions that painted a picture of escalating criminal activity.
"When?", Stephanie's voice was tight, controlled in a way that suggested she was working hard to maintain composure.
"Within the next two weeks. Maybe sooner.", Barbara's fingers flew across the holographic interface, pulling up more data, "He's planning a heist—specifics are still unclear, but based on the resources he's gathering, it's going to be high-profile. Museum, bank, maybe something symbolic."
"We need to stop him.", Stephanie said immediately, "We can't let him—"
"We will stop him.", Tim interrupted firmly, "But strategically. With planning and backup. Not by you charging in alone because you're angry."
"I'm not—", Stephanie started, then stopped, recognizing the truth in Tim's assessment, "Okay, fine. I want to charge in. But I won't. I'll follow protocol. What's the protocol here?"
Barbara smiled slightly, "The protocol is we gather intelligence, we identify his target, we plan our response, and we execute with overwhelming tactical advantage. And Stephanie, you observe. You don't engage. Not yet."
"But—"
"Not negotiable.", Tim's voice was gentle but firm, "You've been training for two weeks. You're improving rapidly, but you're not ready for a major operation against organized criminals. You watch, you learn, you provide tactical support if needed. But you don't fight. Not this time."
Stephanie looked like she wanted to argue, but something in Tim's expression—maybe the understanding that he too had been held back before he was ready, that this wasn't personal but protective—made her nod reluctantly.
"Fine. I'll sit on the bench. But I'm not sitting at home—I want to be there, at least monitoring the situation."
"That's acceptable.", Barbara said, "You can work with me. Oracle and, well, Batgirl? can provide overwatch while the field team handles the physical intervention."
A brief pause.
“Y’know, I’ve been thinking.”, Stephanie started, “Batgirl’s was yours to being with, I just took it up after she disappeared since I believed that Gotham needed Batgirl as much as it needed Batman and Robin.”
Barbara eyed her with a piqued interest.
“I want to be able to make something for myself, a persona that fits me. Trying to carry Batgirl’s mantle has been weighing on me and I want to prove that I can create something on my own.”
Barbara moved closer to her, holding her hand.
“I don’t know what to say.”, Barbara admitted, “But I understand, I know the feeling of wanting something for yourself that you would build and grow on your own from scratch. I’ll be here to help if you’d let me, and I’m sure your new instructor Tim would be welcome to help too.”
Tim gave Barbara a knowing look, before eventually nodding.
"Oracle?", Stephanie's eyebrow rose.
Stephanie studied Barbara for a long moment, something shifting in her expression—recognition perhaps, or respect for someone who'd faced permanent loss and found purpose anyway.
"Can you teach me that too?", she asked, "The computer stuff. I know my tech, but nothing like this."
"Sure.", Barbara's smile widened, "Always room for another pair of eyes on the network. Consider it part of your training—you're not just learning combat, you're learning the full spectrum of what being a hero requires. Maybe we can even brainstorm some new hero names for you while we’re at it."
After they'd discussed preliminary plans for tracking Cluemaster's operation, Stephanie headed upstairs to use the Manor's gym for additional conditioning work, leaving Tim and Barbara alone in the Cave.
"She's got potential.", Barbara said quietly, "Rough around the edges, anger issues that need addressing, but there's something genuine there. She actually wants to help people, not just hurt her father."
"Yeah.", Tim agreed, "Though I'm not sure she's made that distinction consciously yet. Right now, stopping Cluemaster and helping people are synonymous in her mind. We'll need to help her separate those concepts."
"That's what training is for.", Barbara pulled up Stephanie's progress logs, reviewing the data Tim had compiled, "Two weeks and she's already showing measurable improvement. If she maintains this trajectory, she could be field-ready in six months. Maybe sooner if she's got natural talent."
"Bruce is already collecting strays again.", Tim said, his voice carrying complicated emotions, "After everything with Dick, and then Damian showing up, I thought maybe he'd slow down. Take fewer risks with other people's lives. But here we are, bringing in another teenager with trauma and anger issues."
"That's what he does.", Barbara replied, "He sees broken people and tries to fix them. Sometimes it works—you, me, Dick eventually. Sometimes it doesn't—Jason, at least initially. But he keeps trying because the alternative is watching people destroy themselves when he could have helped."
"I just hope Stephanie's story ends better than Jason's did."
"Don't we all."
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[December 2021]
[Wayne Manor - Library, Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The young woman who appeared at Wayne Manor's gates three weeks before Christmas—she looked like she could kill everyone in the building without breaking a sweat—and she probably could have.
Cassandra Cain was sixteen, Asian features carrying an intensity that suggested years of training far beyond anything normal teenagers experienced. She wore dark, practical clothing that allowed for unrestricted movement, and she moved with a predator's grace that made even Alfred pause when he opened the door.
She didn't speak. Just held out a handwritten note in shaky English:
"David Cain daughter. Need help. Bruce Wayne know father."
Alfred, who'd seen many strange things in his decades serving the Wayne family, took this development with characteristic composure, "Please wait here, miss. I'll inform Master Bruce immediately."
Ten minutes later, Bruce emerged from his study, his expression carefully neutral despite the shock of recognition. He'd known David Cain—had trained with him briefly decades ago before realizing the man's methods crossed lines Bruce refused to approach. And he'd heard rumors about Cain's daughter, the child he'd raised from birth to be the perfect assassin.
"Cassandra.", he said, the name feeling heavy with implications, "Your father is looking for you."
She nodded once, her body language suggesting she was ready to run or fight depending on how this conversation progressed.
"You're not going back.", Bruce continued, reading her intentions accurately, "You want a safe place to stay. Protection. A chance at something other than being your father's weapon."
Another nod, more emphatic this time.
"Can you speak?", he asked gently.
Cassandra's expression flickered with something that might have been shame. She shook her head, then hesitantly made gestures—pointing at her throat, then her ears, then her head. A pantomime of communication that suggested language was present but expression was difficult.
Bruce understood immediately. David Cain had trained his daughter by eliminating language entirely, forcing her to read body language and movement as her primary form of comprehension. She could understand spoken words—had probably taught herself to read at some point—but producing speech was unfamiliar territory.
"You can stay here.", Bruce decided, recognizing both the security risk and the moral imperative, "But understand what that means. Your father will come looking for you. He has resources, connections, and a complete lack of ethical boundaries. Keeping you safe will require commitment from everyone in this household."
Cassandra pulled out her phone—a device that looked new, probably acquired specifically for running away—and typed quickly, showing Bruce the screen:
"I fight. I protect. I earn place here. Not burden."
"Everyone here earns their place.", Bruce replied, "But protection is a two-way street. We keep you safe from your father, and you become part of this family. That means training, yes, but also therapy. Learning to communicate. Processing what was done to you. Can you commit to that?"
Cassandra hesitated, her expression suggesting internal conflict.
But finally, she nodded.
"Then welcome to Wayne Manor.", Bruce said, extending his hand.
She stared at it for a moment—clearly unfamiliar with the gesture—before carefully, hesitantly placing her hand in his.
Her grip was controlled, precise, carrying the strength of someone who knew exactly how much pressure to apply to break every bone in his hand but chose not to.
It was a start.
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[Wayne Manor - Training Area | One Week Later]
Dick Grayson watched the new girl run through combat drills with an expression of genuine awe.
He'd been asked to evaluate Cassandra Cain—to assess her capabilities and determine what kind of training she needed. What he'd discovered in the past hour was that she didn't need combat training. She needed everything else.
Cassandra moved like water, every motion fluid and purposeful. She could read his body language so precisely that she countered attacks before he'd fully committed to them. Her strikes were textbook perfect, economy of motion that would have made even the League of Shadows instructors approve.
But when he'd tried to talk her through a tactical scenario—explaining objectives, discussing strategy, coordinating theoretical team movements—she'd struggled visibly. Not because she didn't understand tactics, but because translating those tactics into and from language was an unfamiliar cognitive process.
"Okay, stop.", Dick said, holding up a hand.
Cassandra froze mid-form, her attention snapping to him with laser focus.
"You're incredible at reading movement.", Dick continued, speaking slowly and clearly, "The best I've ever seen, actually. But fighting isn't just about reacting to what your opponent does. It's about communication with your team, understanding spoken orders, explaining your tactical assessment to others who don't read body language like you do."
Cassandra's expression flickered with frustration. She pulled out her phone, typing quickly:
"I fight good. Why need talk?"
"Because heroes work in teams.", Dick explained, "And teams require communication. When Batman gives an order over comms, you need to understand and respond immediately. When a teammate is in trouble and calls for backup, you need to process that information and adjust your strategy. Fighting solo, you're unstoppable. But fighting as part of a team? You need language skills you don't have yet."
He could see her processing this, her expression shifting from frustration to reluctant acceptance.
"So here's what I'm thinking.", Dick said, "Combat-wise, you could probably even teach me a few things. But communication? Tactical coordination, working with others? That's where we focus your training. Less time in the gym, more time in classrooms. Language therapy, team exercises, learning to translate your instinctive understanding of combat into words others can process."
Cassandra nodded slowly, then typed:
"Hard. Language hard. Body easier."
"I know.", Dick's voice was gentle, "Your father made sure language was hard—that was intentional, a way of limiting you to only being a weapon. But you're more than that. You're a person, and people communicate. It's going to be frustrating and difficult, but if you're serious about being a hero instead of just a fighter, this is necessary."
Another nod, more certain this time.
"I do it. I learn. Be hero."
"Then we'll get you set up with specialists—speech therapists, language tutors, people who understand developmental language disorders. It's not going to be fast, but it's possible. I've seen people recover from all kinds of damage.", Dick's expression carried the weight of recent personal experience, "You can learn to speak, Cassandra. You just need time and support."
For the first time since arriving at the Manor, Cassandra smiled—a small, hesitant expression that transformed her usually severe features into something almost childlike.
"Thank you.", she typed, then hesitantly vocalized, the words rough and unpracticed but present: "Thank... you."
Dick felt his throat tighten with unexpected emotion, "You're welcome. And Cassandra? You're going to be amazing. I can already tell."
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[January 2022]
[Wayne Manor - Bruce's Study, Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
Duke Thomas sat in Bruce Wayne's study, trying very hard not to look like he was ready to bolt at any second.
He was fifteen, African American, and currently residing in the foster care system after his parents had been killed by the Joker during an attack using a modified Joker toxin. The foster situation was temporary until permanent arrangements could be made. And Duke was angry at a world that could allow something like this to happen.
He was also, Bruce had discovered, incredibly intelligent and demonstrating meta-human abilities that the boy was trying desperately to hide.
"You know why you're here.", Bruce said, not a question.
"Because you're rich and you like collecting orphans?", Duke's voice carried defensiveness masking fear.
"Because you've been developing light-based meta-human abilities and you're trying to manage them without support or guidance.", Bruce replied calmly, "And because you're currently in a system that isn't equipped to help you process either your parents' death or your emerging powers."
Duke's defiance cracked slightly, "How did you—"
"I make it my business to know about meta-humans in Gotham.", Bruce said, "Especially young ones who don't understand what's happening to them and are at risk of hurting themselves or others accidentally. You've been having incidents—lights fluctuating when you're stressed, seeing things others can't see, possibly some form of precognition or enhanced perception. And you're terrified someone will notice and you'll be taken to Belle Reve or some government facility."
Duke was silent, his hands clenched on the chair arms.
"That's not going to happen.", Bruce continued, "I'm here because I want to offer you three things. A home, training to control your abilities, and resources to help you grow. In exchange, you work with me—let me teach you how to be a hero instead of an accident waiting to happen."
"Why?", Duke asked, his voice small, "Why do you care about some random foster kid with weird powers?"
"Because I've seen what happens when young people with abilities don't get proper guidance.", Bruce's voice carried weight, "They either hurt themselves trying to suppress their powers, or they hurt others accidentally, or someone with bad intentions finds them first. I'd rather help you learn control before any of those outcomes become reality."
Duke was quiet for a long moment, visibly struggling with emotion.
"What would I have to do?"
"Train. Study. Learn to control your abilities. Eventually, if you want, learn to use those abilities to help people."
Bruce leaned forward.
"But Duke, understand something. This isn't about creating another soldier for my crusade. This is about giving you the tools to make your own choices about what you want to become. If you train with me and decide heroism isn't for you, that's fine. You'll still have a home and support. But if you discover that you want to fight back against the people who hurt your family, I'll make sure you're prepared to do that safely."
"I want to fight.", Duke said quietly, "I want everyone like Joker to know they can't just hurt people without consequences."
"Then we'll teach you how.", Bruce replied, "The right way. With discipline, control, and ethics that prevent you from becoming like the people you're fighting against. Can you accept that?"
Duke nodded, his expression determined despite the tears threatening at the corners of his eyes.
"Yes, sir. I can do that."
"Then welcome to the family.", Bruce said, "Alfred will show you to your room. We start training tomorrow morning at six."
After Duke left with Alfred, Bruce remained in his study, staring at the photographs on his desk—Dick, Jason, Tim, and now potentially Damian, Stephanie, Cassandra, and Duke.
Seven children, each carrying their own trauma, each needing guidance and support and protection he wasn't sure he could adequately provide.
But he would try.
Because the alternative was watching them destroy themselves, and he'd done enough of that for several lifetimes.
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[February 2022]
[The Bat Cave - Main Area, Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The assembled group represented the strangest family meeting Dick Grayson had ever witnessed—and he'd witnessed some strange ones over the years.
Bruce stood at the head of the main computer console, still in his Batman cowl but with his cape thrown back, revealing the man beneath the armor. Around him:
Tim, now wearing his newly designed Red Robin costume—red and black with gold accents, the suit carrying both the Robin legacy and its own distinct identity.
Damian, in a modified training uniform, not yet Robin but working toward it with single-minded determination.
Jason, in his Red Hood gear minus the helmet, his expression suggesting he was here under protest but genuinely cared despite the attitude.
Barbara, at her Oracle station, multiple screens displaying various data feeds and surveillance information.
Stephanie, in a prototype Spoiler uniform (her new hero persona) that still needed refinement but showed promise.
Cassandra, wearing all black tactical gear, her expression serene despite the chaos of so many people in one space.
Duke, in civilian clothes, still too new to have a proper costume but radiating nervous excitement.
And Dick, in his Nightwing suit, the one identity that had remained constant even through everything the Shadows had done to him, his mechanical arm hidden underneath the sleeves of his uniform and by the camouflage watch M’gann gave him.
"This is everyone.", Bruce said, his voice carrying both pride and concern, "The current active members and trainees of what Black Lightning has been calling 'Batman Incorporated'."
"I still think ‘Battalion Batman’ sounds cooler.", Jason muttered.
"Nobody asked you.", Tim shot back.
"Enough.", Bruce's voice cut through the potential argument, "We're gathered because this family has grown significantly over the past year. What started as Batman and Robin has become something larger, something that requires coordination and clear protocols."
He pulled up organizational charts on the main screen, showing the current structure.
"Nightwing, Red Hood, and Red Robin are full-status operatives. You work independently but coordinate with me and with each other as needed. Oracle provides tactical support and information warfare capabilities. Robin—" he glanced at Damian, "—is still in training but approaching field-ready status."
"I am field-ready now.", Damian protested.
"You will be Robin when I say you're ready.", Bruce's voice allowed no argument, "Not before."
Damian subsided, though his expression suggested the conversation wasn't over.
"Spoiler, Orphan, and Signal are all in active training.", Bruce continued, "Spoiler focusing on combat fundamentals and tactical thinking. Orphan working on communication and team coordination. Signal learning to control his meta-human abilities. None of you are cleared for solo operations yet."
"When will we be?", Stephanie asked.
"When you're ready.", Bruce replied, "Which for each of you will be different. Spoiler, you're advancing quickly—possibly field-ready in three to four months if you maintain current progress. Orphan, your combat skills are already beyond most of us, but your communication challenges mean you need more time learning team coordination. Signal, your abilities are still manifesting—we need to understand their full scope before putting you in situations where you might lose control."
Duke nodded, accepting the assessment without argument.
"The reason I've called this meeting.", Bruce said, "Is to establish something that hasn't existed before—formal team structure for the Family. You're all part of this organization. You all need to know how to work together, who to call for backup, how to coordinate during crisis situations."
Dick felt something shift in his chest—pride, maybe, or satisfaction that Bruce was finally acknowledging what they'd all become. Not just Batman and his collection of protégés, but a actual family of heroes working together.
"To that end.", Bruce continued, "We'll be implementing regular training sessions where everyone works together. Team exercises, coordinated responses, learning each other's fighting styles and capabilities. Oracle will coordinate these from her station, and Nightwing will lead field operations when I'm not available."
"Me?", Dick said, surprised.
"You.", Bruce confirmed, "You have the most experience leading teams. You commanded the Young Justice team for years. You understand how to coordinate multiple operatives with different skill sets. And everyone here respects your capabilities."
Dick glanced around at the assembled family—some of whom he barely knew, all of whom were looking at him with varying expressions of acceptance, curiosity, or in Damian's case, analytical assessment.
"Okay.", he said finally, "I can do that."
"Good.", Bruce pulled up training schedules, "Speaking of the Young Justice team, it should stand to mention that once we’re able to fully ascertain your skills as individuals and as team players, you all would be introduced to the Team on a gradual basis. You three need to learn to work with other heroes as well.”
A small sparkle appeared in Stephanie’s and Duke’s eyes, the thought of working with the heroes they’ve only (until recently) seen on the news excited them.
Cassandra was silent, thinking about how she would be able to fit and work with another team, maybe another family?
Damian need not anything else to say, he knows of the covert Team and was planning accordingly; if being worthy of the Robin mantle meant having to work with the Team as well, then so be it.
“First joint session is tomorrow night.”, Bruce continued, “Everyone except Signal—Duke, you'll observe and work with Oracle on tactical coordination. The rest of you will run through a simulated crisis scenario. Gotham City Bank robbery with hostages and multiple armed suspects. Oracle will play the criminals. Nightwing will command the response team. Execution must be flawless."
"No pressure.", Jason muttered.
"This is what you signed up for.", Barbara's voice cut through the Cave's speakers, "Professional heroism requires professional standards. If you can't handle training scenarios, you definitely can't handle real crises."
"She's right.", Dick said, his voice carrying the authority of someone who'd learned these lessons the hard way, "Tomorrow night, we see if this family can actually function as a team. I expect everyone to bring their A-game."
Around the Bat Cave, heads nodded with varying degrees of enthusiasm.
They were a strange family, collected from tragedy and trauma and Bruce Wayne's inability to turn away from broken people.
But they were family nonetheless.
And maybe—just maybe—they could actually make this work.
Chapter 27: "XXVI: Home"
Chapter Text
[April 2022]
[Wayne Enterprises Headquarters - Press Conference Room, Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The camera flashes were blinding.
Dick had faced death multiple times. Had been tortured for months. Had spent four years as a living weapon. Had fought his way back from psychological obliteration.
But standing on a stage in front of two hundred journalists while Bruce Wayne announced his miraculous return from the dead felt, in its own way, just as overwhelming.
"—and so it is with immense relief and gratitude that I can announce the safe return of my ward, Richard Grayson, who was held captive by a terrorist organization in North Africa for the past five years."
Bruce's voice carried the perfect mixture of paternal relief and controlled emotion that only years of practice as both Batman and billionaire playboy could produce. He stood at the podium, flanked by the Wayne Enterprises PR team, looking every inch the concerned father rather than the Dark Knight.
Dick sat in a chair slightly behind and to Bruce's left, wearing an expensive suit that Alfred had tailored to accommodate his mechanical arm—now hidden beneath fabric and the Martian camouflage technology that made it appear flesh. His posture was carefully managed: not too rigid (which might suggest military bearing inappropriate for a kidnapping victim), not too relaxed (which might imply he wasn't actually traumatized), but somewhere in the middle that read as "recovering but present".
It was exhausting.
The lies were necessary—he understood that intellectually.
The world couldn't know that Dick Grayson had been the Winter Soldier, that he'd assassinated world leaders and murdered over two hundred people while being mind-controlled by the League of Shadows. The android duplicate currently sitting in UN custody was taking the fall for crimes Dick's body had committed but his consciousness had been forced to witness.
But understanding the necessity didn't make sitting here, listening to Bruce fabricate an elaborate cover story, any less nauseating.
"—extensive medical treatment and psychological counseling. Richard has shown remarkable resilience throughout his recovery, and while he still has healing ahead of him, we're optimistic about his continued progress."
A reporter's hand shot up—Sarah Myers from the Gotham Gazette, one of the more aggressive journalists who'd been covering the Wayne family for decades.
"Mr. Wayne, can you provide any details about the terrorist organization that held Richard captive? Have they been apprehended? Is there ongoing danger?"
Bruce's expression shifted to something harder, more Batman bleeding through the civilian mask.
"The organization has been significantly disrupted through joint operations between US and international intelligence agencies. I'm not at liberty to discuss operational details, but I can say that the people directly responsible for Richard's captivity are either in custody or being actively pursued. Richard is safe. That's what matters."
Another hand—Marcus Hill from the Metropolis Star.
"Mr. Grayson! If you're able to answer—can you describe your experience in captivity? What kept you going through four years of imprisonment?"
All eyes turned to Dick.
He'd prepared for this question. Had practiced responses with Bruce and Barbara, workshopping answers that would satisfy public curiosity without revealing anything true. But actually sitting here, with cameras broadcasting live to millions of people, with journalists hanging on his every word—
His throat felt tight.
"I, uh.", he started, his voice rougher than intended.
He cleared his throat and tried again, "It was difficult. Obviously. Being held captive is... There's no way to adequately describe what that's like to someone who hasn't experienced it."
He paused, gathering his thoughts, organizing the lies into something coherent.
"What kept me going was thinking about the people I'd left behind. My family, my friends, everyone who cared about me. I told myself that if I could just survive one more day, eventually someone would find me. Eventually I'd get to come home. And I was right."
It wasn't entirely a lie.
Those thoughts had kept a fragment of his consciousness alive during his time as the Winter Soldier—a tiny spark of Dick Grayson that refused to be completely erased. But the context was so warped, so removed from what actually happened, that it felt like fiction.
"And now that you're home?", Sarah Myers followed up, her journalistic instincts sensing there was more story here, "What are your plans? Will you be returning to your work with Wayne Enterprises? The Richard J. Grayson Foundation?"
Dick glanced at Bruce, who gave an almost imperceptible nod. Permission to proceed with the agreed-upon narrative.
"I’ve been informed by Bruce that I will be taking over as the Chairman of the Board of Directors of the Richard J. Grayson Foundation.", Dick said, his voice steadying as he found his rhythm, "Bruce established the foundation in my absence to continue the charitable work I'd started before my disappearance. Now that I'm back, I want to honour that legacy by expanding our efforts—particularly in areas related to trauma recovery, supporting victims of violence, and providing resources for people who've experienced captivity or trafficking."
He wasn't lying now. That much was true—he did want to use the foundation to help people who'd suffered what he'd suffered. It felt like the only way to give meaning to four years of horror.
"The foundation's mission has always been about turning tragedy into purpose.", Dick continued, his conviction growing stronger, "My parents died when I was eight years old. Bruce gave me a home and a chance to build something positive from that loss. Now I have another tragedy to transform. I can either let what happened to me destroy me, or I can use it to help others. I choose the latter."
The press conference continued for another thirty minutes—more questions about his health (recovering well), his captors (no comment on operational details), his future plans (focusing on the foundation and rebuilding his life). Bruce fielded most of the inquiries with practiced ease, allowing Dick to speak only when questions specifically required his input.
Finally, mercifully, the PR director called time, thanking the press for their attendance and promising written statements with additional information.
Dick stood, his legs slightly unsteady after sitting for so long, and followed Bruce off the stage toward the private exit where their security team waited.
The moment they were behind closed doors, away from cameras and journalists, Dick felt his carefully maintained composure crack.
"I need a minute.", he said quietly, moving toward the nearest bathroom.
Bruce nodded, understanding without explanation needed.
Dick locked himself in a stall, his breathing coming fast and shallow as the weight of maintaining the fiction crashed down. He pressed his forehead against the cool metal divider, his mechanical hand—hidden beneath illusion—clenching into a fist hard enough that servos whined in protest.
Two hundred people are dead.
World leaders assassinated.
Families destroyed.
And Dick Grayson gets a press conference welcome home party.
His stomach churned with guilt and self-loathing that no amount of therapy had successfully processed.
There was a soft knock at the bathroom door.
"Dick?", Bruce's voice, quiet and concerned, "Hey, I just want to let you know that I’m here. Take your time. There's no rush."
Dick focused on his breathing—in through the nose, hold for four counts, out through the mouth. The technique Dinah had taught him for managing panic attacks. It helped, marginally.
After a few minutes, he emerged from the stall, splashed cold water on his face, and stared at his reflection in the mirror.
The man looking back wore Dick Grayson's face, but carried Winter Soldier's memories. Civilian clothes covering a disguised mechanical arm. A fake smile hiding an ocean of trauma.
“Who am I?”, he wondered, not for the first time since reintegration.
The bathroom door opened again, and Tim stepped inside, his expression carrying understanding that transcended words.
"First press conference after coming back from the dead is always rough.", Tim said, moving to stand beside Dick at the sink, "I remember mine after people thought I'd died in that Joker attack. Having to smile and lie while cameras broadcast it to the world—it's its own special kind of torture."
"And how’s that been going for you?", Dick asked, "The civilian identity when you know the truth is so much more complicated?"
"By remembering that Bruce Wayne and Tim Drake are also real, just not complete.", Tim replied, "The mask isn't just Batman and Robin, it's also the billionaire playboy and his third tech-whizz ward. We wear different faces for different audiences. None of them are lies exactly, just... Selected truths. Pieces of who we are, emphasized or de-emphasized depending on context."
Dick wanted to argue that his situation was different, that the gulf between who the world thought he was and who he actually was had become insurmountable.
But looking at Tim—who'd also worn the Robin mantle, who'd also been shaped by trauma and violence into something other than what childhood should produce—he found he couldn't dismiss the parallel so easily.
"Come on.", Tim said, "Babs waiting in the car. She wants to debrief the press conference and start planning your first day at the foundation. Apparently there's about three hundred emails waiting for your attention, and she's already drafted responses for the ninety percent that are just people saying 'welcome back.'"
"Of course she has.", Dick managed a genuine smile, "What would we do without Oracle?"
"Drown in administrative work and terrible operational security?", Tim replied, "Obviously."
They left the bathroom together, rejoining Bruce and the security team for the trip back to Wayne Manor.
As the car pulled away from Wayne Enterprises headquarters, Dick watched Gotham City pass by the tinted windows—a city he'd protected for years even after he moved to Blüdhaven. A city that had mourned him, that had continued existing in his absence.
It was now five years ago, Nightwing had disappeared, presumed dead in a collapsed bunker in Siberia.
Now Dick Grayson was back, wearing a carefully constructed fiction, preparing to run a charitable foundation and pretend the past five years had been something they weren't.
It wasn't the homecoming he'd imagined during those brief moments of awareness as the Winter Soldier.
But it was the homecoming he'd gotten.
And he would make it mean something, even if the foundation was built on lies.
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(Two Weeks Later)
[Monday, April 25, 2022 | 13:00]
[Richard J. Grayson Foundation Headquarters - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
The foundation's headquarters occupied three floors of a renovated building in Gotham's Diamond District—the same neighborhood where his parents had performed at Haly's Circus the night they died. Bruce had chosen the location deliberately, Dick suspected, as a way of honouring the past while building toward the future.
Dick stood in what was now his office, “Richard J. Grayson - Chairman”, according to the nameplate on the door and tried to process the surreality of it all.
Floor-to-ceiling windows offered a view of Gotham's skyline. The office itself was tastefully decorated with a mix of professional furniture and personal touches that Bruce had clearly asked Alfred to arrange: photographs of the Flying Graysons in their prime, a framed poster from Haly's Circus's final Gotham tour, even Dick's old Robin escrima sticks mounted in a display case disguised as modern art.
His desk held three computer monitors, a phone system that looked more complicated than the Bat Computer's interface, and approximately seven hundred pages of documents requiring his review and signature.
"Overwhelming, isn't it?"
Dick turned to find a woman in her mid-forties standing in the doorway, holding a tablet and wearing an expression of professional competence mixed with genuine warmth. She was African American, her hair pulled back in a neat bun, wearing a pantsuit that managed to be both authoritative and approachable.
"I'm Angela Morrison.", she said, extending her hand, "Chief Operating Officer. I've been running daily operations since Mr. Wayne established the foundation five years ago. It's good to finally meet you, Mr. Grayson."
Dick shook her hand, noting the firm grip and direct eye contact that suggested someone who knew exactly what she was doing and wasn't intimidated by the Wayne family name.
"Please, call me Dick. And don’t worry, that’s my nickname and not an insult.”
A covered giggle from Angela.
“I’ve heard about your work, thank you for everything you've been doing.”, he continued, “Bruce told me that the foundation wouldn't quite work well without you around."
"Mr. Wayne is generous with his praise."
Angela replied, though her expression suggested she was pleased by the compliment.
"But he's right that we've built something meaningful here. In our five years of operations, we’ve built schools and care clinics in refugee settlements and areas ravaged by war. We've provided grants and scholarships to gifted and talented orphaned children. We’ve supported over one hundred organizations working in trauma recovery, violence prevention, and victim support services. We've directly assisted more than five thousand individuals with counseling services, legal aid, and emergency financial support. The Richard J. Grayson Foundation has become one of the leading charitable organizations in its field alongside its Wayne Foundation partners."
She pulled up statistics on her tablet, showing Dick graphs and data that represented real people helped, real lives improved, real good done in his name while he'd been unable to do good himself.
His throat tightened with unexpected emotion.
"That's...", he struggled to find words, "That's incredible. All of this, built in my name, while I was..."
"While you were surviving.", Angela said gently, "Mr. Wayne was very clear when he established the foundation—this wasn't a memorial, it was a promise. A commitment that even in your absence, the work you cared about would continue. And now you're here to carry it forward yourself."
Dick nodded, not trusting his voice.
"So.", Angela continued, her tone shifting to professional efficiency, "Let me walk you through what your role as Chairman of the Board will entail. Your predecessor—well, technically that was me in an acting capacity—handled three primary areas: strategic direction, major donor relations, and public advocacy. You'll be taking over all three, with my support and the support of our staff."
She gestured for Dick to sit at his desk, then pulled up a chair across from him, her tablet already displaying organizational charts and departmental breakdowns.
"We currently employ around seventy-five people across three departments: Programs and Grants, Operations and Finance, and Communications and Advocacy. You'll have regular meetings with department heads to review initiatives, approve budgets, and ensure we're fulfilling our mission. Additionally, you'll be the public face of the foundation—speaking engagements, donor events, media appearances when appropriate."
"Public appearances.", Dick repeated, his stomach clenching at the thought of more press conferences, more lies, more performing Dick Grayson for audiences who didn't know the truth.
Angela must have sensed his apprehension because her expression softened.
"I know this is a lot, especially given what you've been through. Mr. Wayne briefed me on your situation—not the details, obviously, but enough to understand that you're still recovering from significant trauma after being held by terrorists for so long. If you need accommodations, if certain types of events are too difficult, we can work around that. The foundation exists to help people heal from violence and trauma. It would be hypocritical of us to demand you ignore your own healing process."
Dick felt something loosen in his chest—gratitude for understanding he hadn't expected.
"Thank you.", he said quietly, "I appreciate that more than you know. I want to do this work, I want to honor what you've built here, but I'm also... I'm still figuring out how to exist in the world again. It's harder than I expected."
"That's normal.", Angela replied, "We work with trauma survivors every day. I've seen what captivity does to people—the way it fractures identity, makes everything feel surreal and disconnected. You're not alone in struggling with reintegration. And if it helps, everyone on staff is genuinely happy you're here. We've been working in your name for years. Having you actually present, actually leading this organization—that means something to all of us."
They spent the next three hours going through operational details—current grant initiatives, pending applications requiring approval, upcoming donor meetings, a speaking engagement at a trauma recovery conference in six weeks.
It was exhausting in a completely different way than vigilante work. No physical danger, no immediate threats, just the relentless complexity of managing an organization designed to help people while he himself was barely holding together.
But it was also meaningful.
Every grant application he reviewed represented real people who needed help. Every initiative represented systematic efforts to prevent the kind of violence and trauma he'd experienced. Every dollar the foundation spent was a small act of defiance against the darkness that had tried to consume him.
"One more thing.", Angela said as they wrapped up the initial briefing, "We have a support group that meets here twice a month—survivors of kidnapping, trafficking, extended captivity. It's peer-led, facilitated by a licensed therapist, completely confidential. Some of our staff members attend. I attend sometimes. You'd be welcome to join if you think it might be helpful."
Dick was quiet for a moment, processing the offer.
The idea of sitting in a room with other people who'd experienced captivity, who understood in ways his family never quite could—it was simultaneously appealing and terrifying.
"Can I think about it?", he asked.
"Of course.", Angela stood, collecting her tablet, "The offer stands whenever you're ready. No pressure, no judgment. Some people find peer support invaluable. Others prefer individual therapy. There's no right answer, just what works for you."
After she left, Dick remained at his desk, staring out at Gotham's skyline.
Five years ago, he'd been Nightwing—protector of Blüdhaven, leader of the Team, hero whose identity was wrapped up in fighting crime and saving people through direct action.
Now he was Dick Grayson, Chairman of a charitable foundation, trying to save people through organizational management and grant-making and public advocacy.
It felt important, but it also felt insufficient.
Like he was playing a role rather than being himself.
His phone buzzed—a text from Zatanna:
"How's the first day going? Remember to breathe. You're doing great. Love you."
Dick smiled despite everything, she was his happiness in all this time.
He typed back:
"Overwhelming but manageable. Angela seems great. Foundation's doing real good. Might actually be able to do this."
"Of course you can. You're Dick Grayson. You can do anything."
"Except walk away from terrible puns?"
"That's a feature, not a bug. See you tonight?"
"Definitely. Need to hear about your day. Mine's been all spreadsheets and grant applications."
"Mine's been all backwards spells and stage magic. We'll compare notes over Thai food."
Dick set down his phone, feeling marginally more grounded.
He had work that mattered. He had a relationship with someone who understood both his civilian and vigilante identities. He had a family—complicated and dysfunctional as it was—supporting him.
It wasn't the life he'd had before Siberia.
But maybe, eventually, it could be enough.
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[June 2022]
[The Docks District - Blüdhaven, New Jersey, United States]
The city looked the same.
Dick stood on a rooftop overlooking Blüdhaven's docks, the Nightwing suit feeling both familiar and foreign against his skin. He'd worn this identity for years before Siberia—had claimed this city as his own, had built a life here separate from Gotham and Batman's shadow.
Now, returning after nearly five years of absence, everything felt simultaneously unchanged and completely different.
Adjustments had been made to his suit under Bruce’s insistence to, "accommodate the changes in his physique, courtesy by the super soldier serum”, he said.
The suit was redesigned with improved comfort and ergonomics, reinforced layers of kevlar, shock-absorbing armoured padding, and armored plates over his joints, torso, and all vital areas.
It was also installed with an internal thermoregulation system so he could have varied active climate control based on where he would deploy.
It also had a live feed and GPS tracking relaying his location and vitals to Oracle so she could monitor how well the Family operated in the field (something that was non-negotiably installed on all uniforms the Family wore after what happened to Dick in Siberia).
The docks still reeked of industrial pollution and criminal activity. The skyline still showcased Blüdhaven's particular aesthetic of urban decay punctuated by attempted revitalization. The sounds of the city—sirens, traffic, the occasional gunshot—created the same soundtrack that had been his nightly companion for so long.
But Dick himself had changed.
He could feel it in how he moved—more efficient now, more lethal. The Winter Soldier's training overlay atop Nightwing's acrobatics, creating movement patterns that were objectively superior but felt wrong in ways he couldn't fully articulate.
“Nightwing doesn't kill.”, he reminded himself, the thought both mantra and warning, “Nightwing protects. Nightwing is a hero, not an assassin.”
"Nightwing.", Oracle's voice cut through his comm, and Dick felt a wave of gratitude for Barbara's presence, "Confirming you're online. Welcome back."
"Thanks, Oracle.", Dick replied, testing the comm connection, "How's the new system? Red Robin said he upgraded the encryption."
"Working perfectly. Your biometrics are registering clearly, and I'm getting full telemetry from your suit. Heart rate's elevated—nervous?"
"Terrified.", Dick admitted, "It's been years. What if I've forgotten how to do this?"
"You haven't.", Barbara's voice carried certainty, "Nightwing is who you are, Dick. The Winter Soldier was what they forced you to be. Trust yourself."
Before Dick could respond, police radio crackled with activity:
"All units, 10-31 in progress, corner of Kane and Morrison, armed suspects, multiple casualties reported—"
Dick was moving before conscious thought finished processing the information, his body launching from the rooftop with Nightwing's signature grace enhanced by Winter Soldier reflexes.
The crime in progress was three blocks away—close enough that he could reach it faster than any police unit. His escrima sticks materialized in his hands as he ran across rooftops, the familiar weight centering him in ways nothing else had since returning.
“This.”, his body remembered, “This is what I do.”
He reached the scene in under two minutes: a convenience store, glass shattered, three armed men exiting with bags of cash and what looked like prescription medication. One civilian on the ground, bleeding from a head wound. The store owner visible through the broken window, hands up, terrified.
Dick assessed in microseconds:
Three hostiles. Armed with handguns. Aggressive posture, but not professional—street criminals rather than trained operatives. Civilian casualty already sustained, condition unknown. Store owner at risk if hostiles feel threatened.
“Neutralize threats efficiently. Minimize harm. Protect civilians.”
He dropped from the rooftop, landing between the criminals and their getaway car with perfectly controlled silence.
"Jeez, and here I thought Blüdhaven would improve while I was gone.", Nightwing said, his voice carrying the confident lightness he'd cultivated over years of hero work, "Alright gents, I'm going to have to ask you to drop the weapons and return what you've stolen. Politely. Because I'd really prefer not to ruin your evening more than necessary."
The three criminals spun toward him, guns raising, and Dick's body responded before his mind fully caught up—
His left escrima stick deflected the first gun with surgical precision. His right struck the man's wrist, exactly the angle and force needed to break bones, to disable—
“No.”
Dick pulled the strike at the last microsecond, turning what would have been a shattering impact into a painful but non-damaging blow. The gun clattered to the pavement, the criminal yelping and clutching his wrist.
But the adjustment cost him momentum. The second criminal fired, the bullet passing close enough to Dick's head that he felt the air displacement.
Winter Soldier instincts screamed at him to close distance, strike the throat, crush the windpipe, eliminate the threat permanently—
“I don't kill I don't kill I don't kill—”
Dick's body moved in compromise: fast enough to disarm, hard enough to incapacitate, controlled enough not to kill. His escrima stick impacted the gunman's solar plexus, dropping him wheezing to the pavement. The gun skittered away.
The third criminal was already running.
Dick pursued on instinct, his body flowing through movements that were simultaneously Nightwing's acrobatic efficiency and Winter Soldier's lethal grace. He caught up within seconds, his leg sweep perfectly executed—
Too perfect.
The criminal went down hard, head impacting concrete with a crack that made Dick's stomach lurch.
“Oh God did I kill him? Did I just—”
"Oracle, I need an ambulance, corner of 12th and Main, three suspects down, one civilian injured.", Dick's voice was tight as he checked the fallen criminal's pulse.
Still alive. Unconscious, probably concussed, but alive.
“Thank God.”
"Already dispatched.", Barbara replied, "BCPD is two minutes out. Civilian casualty?"
Dick moved to the person he'd seen bleeding earlier—a young woman, probably early twenties, holding a cloth to her head wound. She looked up at him with a mix of fear and awe.
"You're Nightwing.", she said, her voice shaky, "You're really back! The news said you were dead."
"Reports of my death were… Greatly exaggerated.", Dick said, his usual quip feeling hollow as he assessed her injury, "Head wounds bleed a lot, but this looks superficial. Ambulance is coming. You're going to be fine."
Police sirens approaching. Dick secured the three criminals with zip-ties, checked on the store owner (shaken but unharmed), and disappeared back to the rooftops before BCPD arrived.
He made it two blocks before his legs gave out, and he collapsed onto a rooftop ventilation unit, his breathing coming fast and ragged.
"Nightwing?", Oracle's voice, concerned now, "Your heart rate just spiked to 180. What's wrong?"
"I almost killed them.", Dick gasped, his hands shaking, "Babs, I almost killed them. The second guy, I pulled the strike at the last second, but my body wanted to hit him harder, wanted to make sure he stayed down permanently. And the third guy, I swept his legs too hard, he could have—if he'd hit the concrete at a different angle—"
"But he didn't.", Barbara's voice was firm, "Dick, you controlled yourself. Yes, your instincts are different now. Yes, the Winter Soldier training affects your fighting style. But you didn't kill anyone. You stopped three armed criminals, protected civilians, and everyone's going to survive. That's a successful patrol."
"It doesn't feel successful.", Dick's voice was small, "It feels like I'm barely holding on. Like every fight is me wrestling with myself more than the actual criminals."
"Then we continue working on that.", Barbara replied, "M'gann and J'onn said the deprogramming would take time, and you’re still having your therapy sessions with Dinah. This is part of that process—learning to recognize when Winter Soldier instincts activate and consciously choosing Nightwing methods instead. It's going to be hard at first. But Dick, you're doing it. You're making the right choices even when your training is pulling you toward the wrong ones. That's huge."
Dick nodded even though she couldn't see him, trying to regulate his breathing, trying to center himself.
"One more patrol tonight?", he asked, "Or should I call it?"
"Your decision.", Barbara said, "How do you feel?"
Dick assessed himself honestly: adrenaline still high, hands still shaking slightly, mind racing with what-ifs and second-guessing. But also... grounded. Connected to his body in ways he hadn't been in the foundation office, in press conferences, in civilian life.
This felt real.
"One more.", he decided, "Something simple. Just... Let me remember what being Nightwing is supposed to feel like."
"Alright.", Barbara pulled up the police scanner, "I've got a report of suspicious activity near the old Sprang Bridge—probably drug dealers setting up for the night. Low-threat, good opportunity for reconnaissance and maybe some scare tactics without direct confrontation."
"Perfect.", Dick stood, his legs steadier now, "Guide me in, Oracle. And... Thanks. For being here. For understanding."
"Always.", Barbara replied, "Now let's go remind Blüdhaven that Nightwing is back."
Dick moved through the city, and this time—with Barbara's voice in his ear, with a lower-threat scenario, with conscious awareness of his Winter Soldier instincts—he started to find his rhythm again.
Nightwing flowing across rooftops with acrobatic joy.
Nightwing observing criminals without immediately calculating how to eliminate them.
Nightwing choosing to gather intelligence and report to BCPD rather than intervene directly.
It wasn't perfect.
His movements were still too efficient, too lethal underneath. His threat assessments still defaulted to Winter Soldier analysis before he consciously redirected them to Nightwing's more measured approach.
But he was doing it.
He was being Nightwing again.
And maybe—just maybe—that was enough for one night.
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(Later That Night)
[Friday, June 3, 2022 | 3:30]
[Zatanna's Apartment - Greenwich Village, New York City, New York, United States]
Dick materialized from the Zeta Tube hidden in one of the alleys not far from Zatanna's apartment, his Nightwing suit still on, his body exhausted in ways that had nothing to do with physical exertion.
He made his way back to her place as discreetly as he could, using the shadows and rooftops as his cover.
When he got back, Zatanna was curled up on the couch, wearing one of his old hoodies and reading a book on advanced magical theory. She looked up when he arrived, her expression shifting immediately from studious concentration to concerned assessment.
"How'd it go?", she asked, setting aside the book.
"I didn't kill anyone.", Dick replied, and the words came out more desperate than he'd intended, "My body tried to, but I didn't."
Zatanna was on her feet immediately, crossing to him, her arms wrapping around him despite the Nightwing suit still being on.
"That's progress.", she said firmly, "That's what success looks like right now. Not perfect execution, but conscious choice. You made the right choices even when the Winter Soldier training was pulling you toward the wrong ones."
"Babs said the same thing.", Dick rested his forehead against her shoulder, breathing in her scent—stage makeup and magic and home, "But it doesn't feel like success. It feels like I'm barely holding on."
"Because you're comparing yourself to who you were before Siberia.", Zatanna pulled back enough to look at his face, her hands moving to cup his cheeks, "Dick, you're not that person anymore. You're someone new—someone who carries both Nightwing's training and the Winter Soldier's conditioning. Learning to integrate those parts of yourself takes time."
"What if I can't?", Dick asked, voicing the fear that had been growing all night, "What if the Winter Soldier is always there? Always pulling me toward killing, and I just... Eventually stop fighting it?"
"Then we pull you back.", Zatanna's voice was absolute, "Me, Babs, M'gann, J'onn, Bruce, your family, the entire Team. You're not alone in this, Dick. You don't have to fight your own conditioning by yourself."
She placed her lips on his, he angled his head as he pulled her deeper.
They stayed like that for a while, pulling apart when they needed air, her magic humming just beneath her skin—not activating, just present, a reminder that she could reshape reality itself if necessary to keep him safe.
"Come on.", she said, pulling away and tugging him toward the bedroom, "You need sleep. Actual sleep, not just collapsing unconscious after patrols. Tomorrow we can process tonight's experience. Right now, you need to let your brain reset."
Dick followed, too exhausted to argue, stripping out of the Nightwing suit and into comfortable pajamas while Zatanna did her nightly routine.
They settled into bed together, Zatanna's body curled against his, her hand resting over his heart—the steady beat a reminder that he was alive, present, human.
"I missed this.", Dick said quietly into the darkness, "Being Nightwing, and moving through the city. Being with you and resting better at night. The feeling of doing something that mattered and the feeling of safety and happiness. I miss it so much."
"I know.", Zatanna replied, "That's who you are, Dick. Not the civilian identity, not the foundation director. You're a hero. You're Nightwing. Everything else is just... Supporting infrastructure for that core truth. And I’m here, I won’t leave any time soon."
“Okay.”, he relented, “But before we sleep, I wanted to tell you something else.”
“Hmmmmm?”, Zatanna hummed, curious as to what he’ll say next.
"Remember the FBI thing? I got accepted.", Dick said.
“Really? That’s great babe! I’m proud of you!"
He chuckled, "There’d been a few hiccups here and there seeing as how I’m technically a foundation chair and a ‘recently-recovered victim of terrorism’, but once that’s all been dealt with, I can proceed with training at Quantico. Bruce pulled strings to try and expedite and help iron out the few kinks in my application, but I still have to go through the academy. Sixteen weeks away from here, away from you."
"We'll manage.", Zatanna said, though her voice suggested she wasn't thrilled about the prospect, "It's only four months. We've survived worse separations."
"Have we though?", Dick asked, "Four years I was gone. Four years you thought I was dead. And now I'm back, but I'm different, broken in ways I don't know how to fix."
"You're not broken, dummy.", Zatanna's voice was fierce, "You're changed. There's a difference. Broken things can't function. You're functioning—maybe not the way you did before, maybe not as smoothly as you'd like, but you're doing it. You went back to Blüdhaven tonight. You were Nightwing again. You made the right choices even when it was hard. That's not broken, Dick. That's strength."
Dick wanted to argue, wanted to insist that strength would mean not struggling at all, that strength would mean being who he was before Siberia without this constant internal battle.
But Zatanna's hand over his heart was steady, her breathing was calm, and her presence was the most grounding thing he'd experienced since reintegration.
So instead of arguing, he just held her closer, and eventually—finally—let exhaustion pull him toward sleep.
The nightmares would come.
They always did.
But for now, in Zatanna's arms, in the apartment they were slowly building into a shared home, Dick Grayson could rest.
And tomorrow, he would get up and do it all again.
Because that's what heroes did.
They kept going.
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[September 2022]
[High Earth Orbit, The Watchtower - Main Conference Room]
The Justice League conference room was full to capacity—more than full, actually, with additional chairs brought in to accommodate everyone who needed to be present for this particular meeting.
Dick sat between Wally and Kaldur, the three of them forming one-third of the original Team, the founding members who'd grown from teenage sidekicks to heroes of their own right, who'd survived things that should have killed them.
Across the table sat the newer generation: Wonder Girl, Beast Boy, Impulse, Blue Beetle, Lagoon Boy, Arsenal—the younger set of heroes that Dick had mentored and led through the Reach’s invasion before he was taken in Siberia.
And then there was the Bat contingent, arranged in their own cluster: Red Robin (Tim), Red Hood (Jason), Robin (Damian in his newly earned uniform), Spoiler (Steph), Orphan (Cass), and Signal (Duke). Oracle's holographic presence occupied a screen at the far end of the table, her wheelchair-bound form projected from the Bat Cave where she coordinated operations.
Batman stood at the head of the table alongside Superman, Wonder Woman, and the senior League members. But this meeting wasn't really about them—it was about the future of the Team, about organizational restructuring that had become necessary as the number of young heroes had expanded beyond what a single team structure could effectively manage.
"Thank you all for coming.", Superman said, his voice carrying that particular gravity that made everyone pay attention, "We've called this meeting to discuss the evolution of the Team—specifically, how we reorganize to accommodate growth while maintaining operational effectiveness."
Black Lightning stepped forward, a tablet in hand displaying organizational charts that had clearly been workshopped extensively.
"The original Team was created twelve years ago as a covert operations unit—six teenagers who could operate in situations where the Justice League's public profile would be counterproductive. That model worked when you were six people. It worked, mostly, when you expanded to twelve. But right now, we're looking at over twenty active Team members, and that accounts for the recent additions from the Bat Family."
He pulled up the current roster, names and photos filling the holographic display:
Current Team Members:
- Nightwing (Dick Grayson)
- Kid Flash (Wally West)
- Aqualad - Inducted to the Justice League
- Superboy (Conner Kent [Kon-El])
- Miss Martian (M'gann M'orzz [Megan Morse])
- Tigress (Artemis Crock)
- Rocket (Raquel Ervin) - League Member, Works With Team as Needed
- Zatanna Zatara - League Member, Works With Team as Needed
- Wonder Girl (Cassie Sandsmark)
- Beast Boy (Garfield Logan)
- Impulse (Bart Allen)
- Blue Beetle (Jaime Reyes)
- Lagoon Boy (La'gaan)
- Arsenal (Roy Harper)
- Red Robin (Tim Drake)
- Red Hood (Jason Todd)
- Robin (Damian Wayne)
- Spoiler (Stephanie Brown)
- Orphan (Cassandra Cain)
- Signal (Duke Thomas)
"Twenty operatives.", Black Lightning highlighted, "Honestly, that's less of a team and more of a small army. Quite frankly, you guys could have an organization or a league of your own but I digress.
He continued, “Last year, Batman had split the Team into a covert unit led by Aqualad and a meta-human trafficking interdiction unit led by Wonder Girl. Now, with the new expansions, coordinating that many people under the same old command structure is inefficient and potentially dangerous. So we're proposing another reorganization."
He pulled up new charts, showing the Team divided into three color-coded groups:
ALPHA TEAM (Purple)
- Nightwing (Leader)
- Kid Flash
- Superboy
- Miss Martian
- Tigress
BETA TEAM (Red)
- Red Robin (Leader)
- Red Hood
- Robin
- Spoiler
- Orphan
- Signal
CHARLIE TEAM (Blue)
- Wonder Girl (Leader)
- Beast Boy
- Impulse
- Blue Beetle
- Lagoon Boy
- Arsenal
SUPPORT (Yellow)
- Oracle (Operational Coordination)
- Rocket (Floater, As Needed)
- Zatanna (Floater, As Needed)
- Aqualad (Floater, As Needed)
"Three teams, each with their own operational focus.", Black Lightning explained, "Alpha Team consists of the original members—you’re our most experienced operatives, best suited for high-priority missions requiring strategic thinking and adaptability. Beta Team is the Bat Family contingent, specializing in intelligence gathering, scouting and recon operations, and coordinated tactical strikes. Charlie Team will continue their work focusing on meta-human threats and situations requiring power-based responses."
He paused, looking around the room.
"Oracle will now also serve as the operational coordinator for all three teams, providing real-time intelligence, communications management, and tactical support. Rocket and Zatanna, though full League members, will operate as floaters—they can be assigned to any team as needed based on mission requirements."
Green Arrow raised his hand, his expression suggesting amusement rather than actual question.
"So what you're saying is we're officially recognizing what everyone's been calling 'Batman's Private Army' for the past few months?"
"Or 'Batman Incorporated'?", Captain Marvel added with a grin, "Personally, I think that one's got a better ring to it."
Hal Jordan—Green Lantern—snorted, "Either way, Bruce has collected enough proteges to field his own military unit. Right now, we're just making it official."
Batman's expression didn't change behind his cowl, but Dick could see the slight tension in his shoulders that suggested he was less than thrilled with the nickname.
"The designation doesn't matter.", Wonder Woman said diplomatically, "What matters is operational effectiveness. Black Lightning, continue."
"The key advantage of this structure.", Black Lightning went on, "Is flexibility. Teams can operate independently on separate missions, or they can be combined for larger operations. Individual members can be reassigned between teams based on specific mission needs. And each team has a designated leader who reports directly to Oracle and the Justice League, creating better chains of command."
He pulled up training schedules, mission rotation plans, and coordination protocols.
"We're also implementing regular joint training exercises—all three teams working together, learning each other's capabilities, building operational synergy. Because while you'll usually deploy separately, there will be situations requiring all twenty of you to coordinate seamlessly."
Wally leaned over to Dick, his voice low enough that only Dick could hear, "This is one hell of an expansion."
"Tell me about it.", Dick replied equally quietly, "But it's a necessity. We need to change and grow, and I think this is the best course of action that we can take.”
Damian spoke up, his voice carrying the particular arrogance that Dick was learning was just his default setting rather than actual disrespect, "What about mission priority? If all three teams are active simultaneously and a crisis requires immediate response, who determines which team responds?"
"Mission priority is determined by operational assessment.", Batman replied, his voice making clear this wasn't up for debate, "Oracle evaluates the threat, determines which team's capabilities best match mission requirements, and makes assignments accordingly. In cases where team leaders disagree with assignments, they can appeal to League oversight, but Oracle's tactical judgment is generally final."
Barbara's holographic presence smiled slightly, "In other words, I'm air traffic control and you guys are the planes. I tell you where to fly and you trust that I'm seeing the bigger picture."
"What about Kaldur?", Artemis asked, "Seeing as how he’s being inducted to the League now, I feel like that’s something that we should also address.."
Kaldur stood, his Atlantean composure evident but his expression carrying genuine emotion.
"If I may, I do believe that this is the end of an era.", he said, his voice resonant with ceremonial weight.
"The original six have been together for years.”, he continued, “We've grown from uncertain teenagers into experienced heroes. We've faced impossible odds and survived through teamwork and trust. But growth means change. It means some of us moving forward into new roles."
He looked at Dick specifically.
"When we first founded the Team, Dick—then Robin—was the most experienced out of all of us but was the youngest. I had volunteered to be leader until he came of age. I learned with him, trained with him. All until I went undercover with the Light and he assumed full command.”
He paused, taking in everything that they had gone through together over the years.
Vandal Savage nearly taking full control of the Justice League back when they were just teenagers.
Him going undercover with the Light after Tula’s death.
Stopping the Reach’s invasion and thinking that Wally had died.
And of course, Dick being taken by the Shadows after Siberia and being transformed into the Winter Soldier.
“I am grateful that the League believes that I am ready to step up.”, Kaldur continued with the grace and poise of an honourable Atlantean, “I also have faith in Dick’s abilities to reclaim the role he was always meant to hold. Alpha Team will be in excellent hands."
There was a weight to the words, an acknowledgment of transition and loss and growth all tangled together.
Superman stood, his presence commanding attention.
"I’d like to remind everyone here that the League is also extending formal invitations to all members of Alpha Team to join us as full League members rather than Team affiliates."
He gestured toward Dick, Wally, Conner, Artemis, and M’gann.
"Nightwing, Kid Flash, Superboy, Tigress, Miss Martian—you've more than earned the right to join the Justice League. Your experience, your capabilities, your leadership—all of it qualifies you for full membership. The invitations are open-ended. You can accept now, or take time to consider."
The room went quiet, all eyes turning to the founding Team members.
Dick felt the weight of the offer settling on his shoulders. The Justice League. Full membership. Recognition that he'd moved beyond being Batman's protégé or a junior hero playing in the shadows.
It was everything he should want.
Everything he'd theoretically been working toward since putting on the Robin costume at eight years old.
And yet—
"I appreciate the offer.", Dick said carefully, his voice carrying respect but also certainty, "Really, I do. It's an honour to be considered. But my answer is no."
It was Wonder Woman who asked this time, her expression shifting to surprise, "May we ask why?"
"Because the Team is where I belong.", Dick replied, glancing at Wally, at Conner, at Artemis, and at M’gann—seeing his own thoughts reflected in their faces, "The League is important. It's necessary. You handle world-ending threats, coordinate international crises, serve as humanity's first line of defense against extinction-level events. That's crucial work."
He paused, organizing his thoughts.
"But the Team does something different. We handle the missions that fall through the cracks—too small for the League's attention, too complex for local law enforcement. We're covert operations, intelligence gathering, tactical strikes against organizations that operate in shadows. It’s where I learned to be my own hero, where I found family outside of Batman's shadow. Joining the League would mean leaving that behind, and I'm not ready to do that."
Wally nodded, "What he said. Plus, no-offence Uncle Barry, but running around with Bart is a li’l bit more fun.”
The Flash did his best to stifle a laugh, raising a hand, “Non taken, Wally.”
"And I'm not really League material anyway.", Artemis added with a slight smile, "I work better in small teams where I can actually know everyone's name and fighting style. The League's too big, too formal. I'm a Team hero, not a League hero."
Conner was quiet for a longer moment, his expression suggesting internal conflict.
"A part of me wants to say yes.", he admitted, "The League represents everything Superman stands for—justice, protection, being better than what I was created to be. But Dick's right. The Team is family in ways the League isn't. We grew up together. We learned to be heroes together. I'm not ready to leave that behind either."
“Same here.”, M’gann said, “I feel more at home with the Team than I do with the League. Besides, the Team needs a resident telepath too.”
Superman's expression softened after hearing all their thoughts on the matter.
"We understand.”, he spoke, “But still, the offers remain open. If any of you change your minds at any point, the League would be honored to have you."
"Though we're definitely keeping Kaldur.", Aquaman said with a slight smile, "I’ve decided to take some time away from the League to focus on my obligations to Atlantis. I believe he’s more than ready and capable to step up to take my place in my absence. Aqualad has more than proven himself worthy."
Kaldur inclined his head, accepting the affirmation with his characteristic grace.
Black Lightning pulled the attention back to the organizational charts.
"So with Kaldur's promotion and the five of you declining League membership, we’ll proceed with the three-team structure. Alpha Team led by Nightwing, Beta Team led by Red Robin, Charlie Team led by Wonder Girl, all coordinated by Oracle. Any questions or concerns before we make this official?"
Beast Boy raised his hand, his green skin and shape-shifting abilities making him one of the more visually distinctive Team members.
"Just to be clear—we can still hang out across teams, right? Like, this isn't creating separate cliques where Alpha Team never talks to Charlie Team or whatever?"
"Of course not.", M'gann said warmly, her telepathic presence radiating reassurance, "We're all still one Team, just organized into smaller operational units. Training together, coordinating on missions, supporting each other—that doesn't change."
"And there will be regular full-Team meetings.", Oracle added, her holographic form leaning forward, "Monthly briefings where all twenty of us—well, nineteen plus me via hologram—get together to share intelligence, discuss ongoing operations, maintain our connections. The structure is for operational efficiency, not social separation."
Damian spoke again, his voice carrying that edge of challenge, "And if Beta Team disagrees with Oracle's tactical assessment? If we believe we're better suited for a mission than the team she assigns?"
"Then you make your case.", Batman replied, "Professionally, with evidence supporting your position. Oracle will consider the argument and make her final determination. If you still disagree, you can appeal to League oversight. But understand—second-guessing operational commands during active missions is not acceptable. In the field, Oracle's word is final."
"Understood.", Damian said, though his expression suggested he wasn't entirely happy about the hierarchy.
Tim leaned over to whisper to his younger brother, "Get used to it. Oracle's tactical judgment is usually right. Fighting her on assignments just wastes time."
"Usually right isn't always right.", Damian muttered back.
"No, but it's right often enough that arguing every decision makes you look like a stubborn child rather than a tactical thinker.", Tim replied, his voice carrying older-brother authority, "Pick your battles, Damian. When you genuinely see something Oracle missed, speak up. But don't challenge her just to assert dominance. That's not leadership—it's insecurity."
Damian fell silent, processing that.
Wonder Woman stood again, her Themysciran authority commanding attention.
"Are there any other questions or concerns?"
Zatanna raised her hand, her stage-magician persona momentarily replaced by genuine uncertainty.
"My status as a floater—does that mean I'm not really part of any specific team? Because I've been working primarily with Alpha Team for years, and suddenly being assigned to Charlie Team for a mission feels like it might create coordination issues."
"Your flexibility is an asset, not a limitation.", Wonder Woman replied, "Zatanna, you and Raquel are still full League members and your magical capabilities are unique. Some missions require your specific skills regardless of which team is assigned. The floater designation ensures you're available where needed most, but it doesn't diminish your connection to Alpha Team or any other group."
"And realistically, Zee.", Barbara added, "You'll probably spend most of your time with Alpha Team anyway, seeing as how Nightwing’s there, I suspect domestic harmony factors into operational assignments. Not to mention that Aqualad still has the privilege of joining Team missions with approval from the rest of League."
The room rippled with quiet laughter.
Zatanna smiled despite herself, "Okay, fair point."
Batman pulled up final documentation—official team rosters, communication protocols, training schedules, mission rotation calendars.
"Effective immediately, Young Justice now operates under this new three-team structure. Leaders, you'll receive detailed briefing packets with operational procedures, emergency protocols, and coordination requirements. First joint training exercise is scheduled for next week—full twenty-person scenario, Oracle coordinating from the Bat Cave. I expect everyone present and prepared."
He looked around the room, his expression carrying both approval and expectation.
"You've all earned your places here. Original members who've grown into experienced heroes, the younger members proving yourselves daily, and ‘Batman Incorporated’ integrating seamlessly. This reorganization isn't about separating you—it's about making you more effective. Together, you represent the future of heroism. Don't waste that potential."
The “Batman Incorporated” comment earned a small fist bump between Flash and Captain Marvel.
Superman then stepped forward, "Then it's official. Alpha Team, Beta Team, Charlie Team—welcome to the next evolution of Young Justice. The League has full confidence in your capabilities. Make us proud."
Wonder Woman’s voice cut through the momentary celebratory atmosphere, bringing everyone back to reality.
"This meeting is adjourned. Team leaders, remain for an additional briefing. Everyone else, dismissed. First joint training exercise is next Friday at 1900 hours. Don't be late."
The room began clearing out, various heroes heading toward the Zeta Tubes or engaging in smaller conversations.
Dick remained seated alongside Tim and Cassie as the room emptied, the three team leaders preparing for whatever additional briefing Batman had planned.
Wally paused on his way out, returning to Dick for a little while before going back to the Zeta Tubes with Artemis.
"Hey Dick, you sure about this?", he asked quietly, "Leading Alpha Team again? It's a lot of responsibility, especially while you're still dealing with... Y’know, everything?"
"I'm sure.", Dick replied, and he was surprised to find he meant it, "Wally, this is what I do. This is who I am. Leading the Team, coordinating missions, protecting people—that's Nightwing. Not the Winter Soldier, not the FBI agent, not even the foundation chairman. This is where I'm most myself."
"Okay.", Wally's expression suggested he wasn't entirely convinced, but he respected Dick's choice, "But if it gets too heavy, if you need backup or time off—"
"I'll ask for help, don’t worry.", Dick promised, "I'm not trying to be a martyr anymore. I just want to be useful."
"You kidding me? You're more than useful. You're essential!", Wally squeezed his shoulder once more before heading toward the Zeta Tubes, Artemis was already waiting for him, "See you at training next week! Try not to make the rest of us look bad."
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After the room cleared except for the three team leaders, Batman, Wonder Woman, and Black Lightning, the atmosphere shifted to something more serious.
Batman pulled up classified files that hadn't been shown during the general briefing.
"What I'm about to share stays between the six of us until operational necessity requires wider disclosure.", his voice carried weight that suggested this was serious, "Our intelligence has confirmed that the League of Shadows is reorganizing under new leadership."
Dick felt his chest tighten, "Deathstroke."
"Yes.”
Batman pulled up surveillance photos showing Slade Wilson in various locations—in Istanbul, in Marrakesh, in Leningrad, and in Hong Kong.
"He's consolidated power following a coup against Ra's al Ghul's. And we’re led to believe that Talia is currently in hiding with her father.”
The information regarding Ra’s and Talia’s whereabouts were not lost on Dick or Tim, seeing as how she brought Damian to the Manor in the first place to protect him from the Shadows.
“Deathstroke has been recruiting aggressively.”, Batman continued, “Former Shadows operatives, mercenaries, even some ex-military with questionable ethics."
"What's his objective?", Tim asked, already analyzing patterns, "Deathstroke's motivated by profit more than ideology. Ra's wanted to purge humanity and restore ecological balance. Slade just wants money and power. That's a significant strategic shift."
"Which makes him more unpredictable.", Wonder Woman said, "Ra's had a philosophy, however twisted. We could try and anticipate his actions based on his worldview. Deathstroke, on the other hand, operates on opportunity and profit motive. He'll work for anyone paying the right price, which means the Shadows could be contracted for literally anything."
Black Lightning pulled up additional intelligence—financial transactions, weapons purchases, training facility locations.
"We've identified at least three active Shadows operations in the past two months. Assassinations, industrial espionage, one attempted kidnapping of a tech CEO's daughter. All contracted work, all profitable, all showing Deathstroke's stamp of tactical efficiency."
"How about KGBeast?", Dick asked, his voice tight, "Where's Anatoli Knyazev in all this?"
"Still at large.", Batman replied, "Soviet intelligence is still actively hunting him, but he's disappeared without a trace. Our best intelligence suggests he's operating independently—possibly freelancing, or possibly building his own network separate from the Shadows. Either way, he remains a high-priority target."
Batman's white lenses focused on Dick specifically.
"I'm telling you this because I believe that you need it, especially since both Deathstroke and KGBeast have personal history with you. They were part of the people directly responsible for your conditioning as the Winter Soldier. If Alpha Team encounters either of them during operations, I need to know you can maintain professional distance. Can you do that?"
Dick wanted to say yes immediately, wanted to assure Batman that he could face his torturers without losing control.
But he'd promised himself—promised Zatanna, promised Dinah during therapy—that he'd be honest about his limitations.
"I don't know.", he admitted, "I want to say yes. I want to believe I'd maintain operational focus and bring them in according to proper procedures. But realistically? If I come face-to-face with the people who spent months torturing me, who turned me into the Winter Soldier—I don't know if I can promise perfect control."
"That's an honest answer.", Wonder Woman said, "And honestly is what we need. Dick, if Alpha Team encounters Deathstroke or KGBeast, you immediately notify Oracle and request backup. Don't engage alone. Don't try to prove you're strong enough to face them without support. Understood?"
"Understood.", Dick nodded, "I'm not going to put my team at risk because I've got personal issues with the targets."
"Good.", Batman pulled up final briefing materials, "Now, operational protocols. As team leaders, you have authority to make tactical decisions during missions, but you're also accountable for your team members' safety and mission outcomes. Oracle provides strategic oversight, but moment-to-moment decisions are yours."
He looked at each of them in turn.
"Tim, Beta Team is your responsibility. They're skilled but young, still learning advanced tactics. Your job is to train them while keeping them safe, Red Hood can help you there. Don't push them beyond their capabilities just to prove they belong on the field."
"Understood.", Tim said.
"Cassie, Your team has done good work ever since the Team was first reorganized. Keep doing what you’re doing. Continue to teach them tactical thinking, strategic planning, when to fight, and when to gather intelligence."
"I'll do my best.", Cassie replied, though her uncertainty was visible.
"And Dick.", Batman's voice softened fractionally, "Alpha Team is your family. You've fought beside them for years. You know their capabilities intimately. But you're also still recovering from trauma that affects your judgment. Don't hesitate to rely on them. Don't try to shoulder every burden yourself. Leadership means trusting your team, not protecting them from everything."
"I know.", Dick said quietly, "I'll try to remember that."
"See that you do.", Batman replied, "Dismissed. I'll see all three of you at next week's training exercise."
The three team leaders filed out of the conference room, heading toward the Zeta Tubes that would take them back to Earth.
Tim walked alongside Dick, his expression contemplative.
"You sure you’re okay with this?", he asked, "Leading Alpha Team again? I know it's what you wanted, but after everything—"
"Jesus, Tim, Wally already asked me the same thing.", Dick interrupted
"Am I nervous?”, he continued, “Yeah. Worried I'll screw it up, definitely. But also... Excited? This is what I'm supposed to be doing. This is where I fit. Not in boardrooms or press conferences or even FBI training. Here, with the Team, leading missions and protecting people. This is Nightwing."
"Just remember you're not alone.", Tim said, "You've got Wally, Conner, M'gann, Artemis—all of them have your back. Babs’ coordinating, you’ve got me and Jason too, not to mention the whole Bat Family as backup if you need it. You don't have to carry this alone."
"I know.", Dick managed a genuine smile, "Thanks, little brother."
"Oh screw you, Dick.", Tim replied with mock indignation, "I’m getting taller, y’know."
"You'll always be a little brother though. That's how family works."
They reached the Zeta Tubes, and Dick input coordinates for New York City.
Zatanna's apartment, home, the place he'd been slowly learning to feel safe again.
As the light enveloped him, as the Watchtower dissolved and reformed into the abandoned phone booth in the alley not far from Zatanna's apartment building, Dick felt something he hadn't felt in years.
Purpose.
Not just existing. Not just surviving. But actually having a role that mattered, responsibilities that challenged him, work that made a difference.
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[Friday, September 2, 2022 | 21:00]
[Zatanna's Apartment - New York City, New York, United States]
Zatanna looked up from where she was practicing a complicated spell, cards floating in intricate patterns around her.
"How'd the meeting go?", she asked.
"Well, nothing much compared to the general meeting before that. I'm officially leading Alpha Team again.", Dick replied, moving to collapse beside her on the couch.
"Good.", Zatanna's cards settled back into her hands as she abandoned the spell to focus on him, "You're always more yourself when you're leading. When you have purpose beyond just getting through the day."
"I appreciate the offer for League membership.", Dick added, "But I still think that the Team is where I belong."
"I know.", Zatanna smiled, "I could have told Supes and the others that you'd say no. You're not a League hero, Dick. You're something different—something that needs the Team structure, needs the family dynamic. The League's too formal for who you are."
She leaned against him, her head on his shoulder.
"So what now? You're leading Alpha Team, running the foundation, starting FBI training once your application gets cleared. That's a lot of responsibility."
"Yeah.", Dick agreed, "But it feels… Manageable? Like I'm finally building a life that works with who I am now rather than trying to force myself back into who I was before Siberia."
"That's growth.", Zatanna said approvingly, "That's healing—not erasing the trauma, but integrating it into a new identity that can function despite it."
They sat together in comfortable silence, watching the Manhattan skyline through the apartment windows.
Dick had turned down the Justice League.
He'd accepted leadership of Alpha Team.
He'd committed to building something new rather than trying to resurrect something dead.
It wasn't the life he'd imagined at twenty-six, before Siberia, before the Winter Soldier.
But it was his life.
And maybe—just maybe—that was enough.
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[Friday, March 3, 2023 | 07:23]
[Zatanna's Apartment - New York City, New York, United States]
Dick woke to the smell of coffee and the sound of Zatanna murdering a Taylor Swift song in the kitchen.
He smiled before his eyes were even fully open—this had become his favorite way to start the day.
Zatanna, who could command reality itself with backwards-spoken spells, who could perform flawless illusions in front of thousands, could not carry a tune to save her life when she thought no one was listening.
The training at Quantico had ended a while back. Sixteen weeks of federal agent coursework, tactical training, legal procedures, and endless bureaucracy.
He'd graduated top of his class because of course he had, Batman's training and the Winter Soldier's conditioning provided a foundation that made FBI standards look almost easy by comparison.
Now, he was Special Agent Richard Grayson, assigned to the New York field office's organized crime division. His credentials sat on the nightstand, the official ID photo making him look far more serious than he felt most days.
Dick stretched, his mechanical arm responding smoothly beneath the camouflage that made it appear flesh. The illusion was so complete now that sometimes even he forgot the metal was there—until moments like this, when the subtle whir of servos reminded him what had been taken and what the Shadows had replaced it with.
He rolled out of bed, pulling on sweatpants and padding toward the kitchen where Zatanna was now attempting what might have been a Fleetwood Mac song but could also have been a cat being strangled.
"You know.", Dick said, leaning against the doorframe, "For someone who can literally reshape reality with her voice, you are remarkably terrible at singing."
Zatanna whirled around, spatula in hand, her expression caught between embarrassment and defiance.
She was wearing one of his FBI academy t-shirts—the one that said "QUANTICO" across the chest—and a pair of shorts, her dark hair pulled back in a messy ponytail.
"I wasn't singing. I was... Vocally expressing my morning mood."
"Your morning mood sounds like it needs professional help.", Dick crossed to the coffee maker, pouring himself a cup, "What are you even making?"
"Pancakes! Trying to, anyway.", Zatanna gestured at the stovetop where batter was cooking in vaguely circular shapes, "I found a recipe that claimed to be foolproof. Turns out I'm a better fool than they anticipated."
Dick peered at the pancakes—one was burned, another was raw in the middle, and the third looked like it might actually be edible if you didn't look too closely.
"We could just order breakfast, y’know?", he suggested diplomatically.
"No!” Zatanna's voice carried stubborn determination, "You just finished sixteen weeks of federal training where you had to eat cafeteria food and live in a dorm without me. The least I can do is make you a proper homemade breakfast. Even if I'm terrible at it."
The sentiment behind the disaster pancakes made Dick's chest tighten with affection so strong it almost hurt.
"Come here.", he said, setting down his coffee and moving behind her, his arms wrapping around her waist, his chin resting on her shoulder, "Let me help. We'll make disaster pancakes together."
"You're supposed to be resting! You just got back from ‘intense’ federal training."
"Zee, I've been getting shot at since I was eight. Quantico was basically a paid vacation with paperwork.", Dick's hands covered hers on the spatula, guiding it to flip the least-burned pancake, "Besides, cooking with you is the best part of being home. Even when we're terrible at it."
Zatanna gave him a curious look, “Uh huh, not like Alfred hasn’t taught you your way around the kitchen. Don’t deny it, Tim already blabbed. You pretend to be incompetent whilst actually knowing how to make something edible.”
He could barely hold out a laugh as she leaned back against him, her magic humming just beneath her skin—not activating, just present, the way it always was when she was content.
"I missed this.", she said quietly, "Having you here. Waking up together. Making terrible breakfasts and arguing about coffee strength and just... Existing in the same space."
"I missed it too.", Dick kissed her temple, "Quantico was necessary—the FBI credentials give me access to resources and databases that help both with the foundation work and with tracking down people like Deathstroke. But being away from you for sixteen weeks sucked."
"Did you at least make friends? Please tell me you socialized with your fellow trainees instead of just brooding alone in your dorm room."
"I socialized. Kind of?", Dick flipped another pancake, this one actually looking presentable, "There was a guy named Mark who kept trying to figure out why I was so much better at hand-to-hand combat than everyone else. I told him I'd taken martial arts since childhood. Which is technically true."
"Just leaving out the part where Batman trained you to fight the League of Shadows."
"Minor detail.", Dick grinned, "And there was a woman named Tiffany who was convinced I was secretly a vigilante because I kept accidentally using tactical terminology that isn't standard FBI vocabulary."
Zatanna laughed, "Let me guess—you said something like 'target neutralized' instead of 'suspect apprehended'?"
"Maybe. Possibly. I might have also referred to the training course as 'the field' a few too many times.", Dick successfully plated three edible pancakes alongside the disaster ones, "But I covered it. Told them I read too many military thrillers."
They settled at the small kitchen table—really just a counter with two bar stools, because Zatanna's apartment prioritized magical workspace over dining area—with their plates of mixed-success pancakes and refilled coffee cups.
"So.", Zatanna said, drowning her pancakes in syrup, "FBI Agent Grayson. How does it feel to have a real badge instead of just wearing a mask and hoping people listen?"
"Weird.", Dick admitted, cutting into a pancake that was surprisingly pretty good.
"I've been operating outside legal authority since I was Robin. Bruce trained us to work around the system, to do what's necessary regardless of what the law technically allows. Now I'm supposed to be enforcing that system. Following procedures. Getting warrants. The cognitive dissonance is intense."
"Do you regret it? Joining the FBI?"
"No.", Dick's answer was immediate, "It's… Strange, but it's also useful. I can access criminal databases legally now which I know Babs would appreciate greatly. Can coordinate with local law enforcement without having to hide in shadows. Can investigate organizations like what's left of Cadmus or the Shadows' financial networks through official channels. It makes me more effective, not less."
He paused, sipping his coffee.
"Plus, the foundation benefits. When I'm meeting with donors or speaking at conferences, having FBI credentials adds legitimacy. People trust 'FBI Agent Richard Grayson, trauma recovery advocate' more than they trust 'some rich guy Bruce Wayne adopted'."
“I still don’t know how does that work? You’d think that the FBI wouldn’t accept a multi-billionaire’s ward who chairs his own charity foundation that easily.”, she pointed out.
Dick just shrugged, “I still wonder that to this day. Having a dad like Bruce pays off I guess? Plus, I’ve more than proven what I’m capable of doing in the field. And we can always just say that I’m more a figurehead in the foundation should the need arise.”
A small laugh between the both of them.
"Still, you're not just some guy that Bruce adopted.", Zatanna's voice carried fierce loyalty, "You're a hero who survived the impossible. You're someone who turned four years of torture into motivation to help others. The FBI badge is just decoration on top of who you already are."
"Maybe.", Dick allowed, "But the decoration helps people see what's underneath."
They ate in comfortable silence for a few minutes, the morning sun streaming through the windows, the sounds of New York City waking up providing ambient noise.
"I start at the field office tomorrow.", Dick said, "Organized crime division. My supervisor seems decent—former Marine, actually respects tactical thinking, didn't give me weird looks when I mentioned I'd be taking personal days for 'security consulting work'."
Zatanna's eyebrow rose, "Security consulting?"
"It's what I'm officially calling Nightwing patrols on federal paperwork.", Dick grinned, "The Bureau knows I do private security consulting through Wayne Enterprises and with Will and Jim’s security firm. They don't need to know that 'consulting' means jumping off buildings and fighting crime."
Zatanna rolled her eyes, “Bowhunter Security? Really, You’d think that the family of Harper clones could think of something better.”
Dick snorted, “Hey! It’s their business, not ours. And technically, they’re all clones of the same person so…”
"I must say.”, Zatanna continued, stifling a laugh, “The amount of compartmentalization in your life is genuinely impressive. Dick Grayson the FBI agent, Dick Grayson the foundation chairman, Dick Grayson the Wayne heir, Nightwing the vigilante and Alpha Team leader. How do you keep track of which identity you're supposed to be?"
"Honestly? I don't always.", Dick admitted, "Sometimes I'm in a donor meeting and I catch myself analyzing security vulnerabilities instead of listening to funding proposals. Or I'm on patrol and I start thinking about federal statutes instead of just stopping the criminals. The boundaries between identities are... A little blurry."
"Is that a problem?"
Dick considered that, really thought about it.
"I don't think so? I used to believe each identity needed to be completely separate—Robin was different from Dick Grayson, Nightwing was different from both. But after Siberia, after integrating the Winter Soldier, I've realized that's not how it works. All of these identities are just... Me. Different facets of the same person, emphasized or de-emphasized depending on context."
He met Zatanna's eyes across the small table.
"The FBI agent is me. The vigilante is me. The foundation chairman is me. Even the Winter Soldier—that's me too, or at least the memories and skills are part of who I am now. Trying to keep them separate is exhausting. It's easier to just accept that I'm all of these things simultaneously."
"That's very mature and psychologically healthy of you.", Zatanna said with a smile, "Dinah would be proud. Have you told her about this epiphany?"
"We talked about it during one of our sessions.", Dick replied, "She said it's a sign of integration—not just integrating the Winter Soldier's consciousness, but integrating all the fragmented parts of myself into something cohesive. Apparently it's good progress."
"It is, and here I thought against you having multiple cover stories just as you’re still undergoing recovery."
Zatanna reached across the table, her hand finding his—his human hand, warm and real.
"You're healing, Dick. Really healing. Not just surviving or getting through the day, but actually building a life that works."
"I couldn't do it without you.", Dick turned his hand over, lacing their fingers together, "Zee, you've been... I don't even have words for what you've been. Patient when I've been impossible. Present when I've been distant. Strong when I've been falling apart. You held me together when I couldn't hold myself together."
Zatanna's eyes were suspiciously bright, "That's what partners do. That's what love means."
"I know. But I need you to understand—after Quantico, after being away for sixteen weeks, I realized something."
Dick's voice was intense now, carrying conviction that transcended casual conversation.
"I don't want to live anywhere except wherever you are. This apartment, my place at Blüdhaven, the manor in Gotham, the Watchtower—location doesn't matter. You're my home. Wherever you are, that's where I belong."
"Dick—"
"I'm not proposing.", he said quickly, "At least not yet, God knows we're not ready for something like that right now.”
“I'm still figuring out who I am post-Siberia, and you deserve someone who's more put-together before making that kind of commitment.”, he continued, “But I needed you to know—you're it for me. You're the person I want to wake up next to every morning, even when you're murdering Taylor Swift songs and making disaster pancakes."
Zatanna's laugh was half-sob, her free hand moving to wipe her eyes.
"You're going to make me cry before 8 AM. That should be illegal."
"Sorry. But not really."
"I love you too.", Zatanna said, her voice thick with emotion, "And for the record, I don't need you to be 'more put-together' before making commitments. You're enough exactly as you are—mechanical arm, Winter Soldier memories, FBI badge, terrible brooding habits, and all."
"Even the brooding?"
"Especially the brooding. It's very Batman-esque. Very dramatic and heroic."
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They finished breakfast surrounded by the comfortable domesticity of shared space and shared life. Dick washed dishes while Zatanna dried, their movements synchronized in the way that only came from months of cohabitation.
"I’m assuming you have a lot to do today?", Dick asked, putting away the last plate.
"Morning rehearsal for the show tonight. Afternoon session with a new student who wants to learn stage magic. Evening performance at eight. You coming?"
"Wouldn't miss it.", Dick replied, "I've missed watching you perform. Quantico didn't have nearly enough backwards-speaking magicians for my taste."
"Most places don't.", Zatanna's eyes sparkled with amusement, "It's a very specialized demographic."
She moved to the bedroom to change for rehearsal, and Dick found himself following, leaning against the doorframe while she traded his FBI shirt for proper clothes.
"You know what I'm looking forward to most?", he said, "Just this. Regular days. Boring domesticity. Coming home to you after work and talking about our days and making terrible dinners and watching TV on the couch. After four years of being the Winter Soldier, after months of recovery and therapy and rebuilding my life—I just want normal."
Zatanna turned to face him, now wearing a simple black dress suitable for rehearsal, her stage makeup not yet applied.
"Then we'll be normal. Well, normal for us. Which probably involves some backwards spell work and occasional hero activity. But mostly just... This. Living together. Building a life together. Being happy."
"Being happy.", Dick repeated, testing the words, "That's still weird to think about. Being happy. Like I'm allowed to have that after everything."
"You are allowed.", Zatanna crossed to him, her hands moving to cup his face, forcing him to meet her eyes, "Dick, you are allowed to be happy. You're allowed to have good days and laughter and joy and love. Surviving trauma doesn't mean you have to suffer forever. It means you get to live."
She kissed him—soft and gentle and carrying four years of grief transformed into hope.
"Now.", she said, pulling back, "I have rehearsal. You have whatever FBI agents do on their day off before starting a new job—probably brooding and organizing case files alphabetically."
"I was going to go to the foundation office, actually. Catch up on emails, review grant applications, maybe do some of that brooding you mentioned come to think about it."
"Of course you were.", Zatanna grabbed her purse and keys, heading toward the door, "Try to take at least one break today, okay? Eat lunch. Drink water. Basic human maintenance that you consistently forget."
"Yes, ma'am."
"And Dick?", she paused at the door, looking back at him.
"I'm really happy you're home."
"Me too, Zee. Me too."
After she left, Dick stood alone in the apartment—their apartment, he was learning to think of it, not just Zatanna's place where he stayed sometimes—and felt something he hadn't felt in years.
Contentment.
Not perfect happiness—he still had nightmares every once in a while, still struggled with Winter Soldier instincts, still carried guilt for the people he murdered, committed whilst under the control of the Shadows.
But underneath all of that, in the quiet morning space of a shared apartment in New York City, was simple contentment.
He had work that mattered—the foundation, the FBI, Nightwing patrols, leading Alpha Team.
He had family—Bruce, Tim, Jason, Barbara, Damian, the whole complicated Bat Family that had never stopped believing in him.
He had friends—Wally, Kaldur, Artemis, M’gann, Conner, the Team, who'd fought to bring him back, who'd never given up.
And he had Zatanna, who'd loved him before Siberia and chose to love him after, who made terrible pancakes and sang off-key; she was the best thing he had in his life.
Dick moved to the window, looking out at Manhattan's skyline, at the city that had become home in ways Gotham never quite was.
Somewhere out there, Deathstroke was running the League of Shadows.
Somewhere, KGBeast remained at large.
Somewhere, the android duplicate pretending to be the Winter Soldier sat in UN custody, maintaining the fiction that kept Dick free.
There were battles still to fight, enemies still to face, trauma still to process.
But right now, in this moment, Dick Grayson was home.
And that was enough.
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(Later That Evening)
[Friday, March 3, 2023 | 19:30 ]
[The Gotham Grand Theater - Gotham City, New Jersey, United States]
Dick sat in the front row of the Gotham Grand Theater, wearing a suit jacket over trousers in that careful balance between formal-enough-for-theater and casual-enough-to-be-comfortable.
Around him, the theater was packed—Zatanna had built quite a following over the years, her combination of traditional stage magic and actual mystical abilities creating performances that defied explanation.
The lights dimmed, and Dick felt his chest tighten with anticipation he'd felt dozens of times before but never quite got used to.
Then, Zatanna appeared center stage in a flash of purple smoke—her stage outfit a tuxedo tailored to emphasize rather than hide her figure, her dark hair falling perfectly around her shoulders, her smile confident and captivating.
"Good evening, ladies and gentlemen!", her voice carried through the theater with practiced projection, "Tonight, I will show you impossibilities made real. I will demonstrate that reality is merely suggestion. And I will prove that magic—true magic—exists in our world if you're willing to believe."
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The show was spectacular.
Card tricks that defied physics—entire decks reorganizing themselves mid-air, individual cards multiplying, disappearing, reappearing in impossible locations.
Escape artistry that would have made Houdini jealous—Zatanna locked in chains, submerged in water, emerging free within seconds through methods that the audience couldn't possibly explain.
Illusions that blurred the line between stage magic and actual sorcery—she made the theater itself seem to disappear, replaced by a starfield so convincing that several audience members swore they had hallucinated.
But Dick's favorite part, the part he waited for every show, came at the end.
Zatanna stood center stage, a single spotlight illuminating her while the rest of the theater remained dark.
"For my final demonstration.", she said, her voice dropping to something more intimate, more real, "I'm going to attempt something I've never successfully performed in public. A spell so complex, so dangerous, that it could literally rewrite reality if executed incorrectly."
She pulled a single rose from thin air—a red rose, perfect and real, its scent carrying even to the front row where Dick sat.
"This rose represents potential.", Zatanna continued, "Potential for beauty, for love, for connection. But potential alone isn't enough. Watch."
She spoke words backwards—Dick's trained ear caught the syllables even though most of the audience wouldn't consciously process them—and the rose began to change.
Not visibly at first. Just a subtle shift in how light hit the petals, how the stem curved, how the thorns caught shadow.
But then, unmistakably, the rose began to bloom.
Petals unfurling further, colors deepening from red to crimson to shades that didn't quite exist in nature. The rose grew larger, more vibrant, more impossibly perfect with each passing second.
"Potential realized.", Zatanna said softly, and Dick heard the message underneath the performance—this wasn't just about the rose, this was about them, about him, about the potential for healing and growth and love that had seemed impossible years ago.
The rose completed its transformation, now so beautiful it almost hurt to look at, and Zatanna held it up for the audience to see.
Then, with perfect showmanship, she threw the rose toward the audience.
It should have fallen somewhere in the first few rows, maybe third or fourth seat back.
Instead, it flew in a gentle arc directly to Dick's hand, landing perfectly in his palm as if magnetized.
The audience applauded, assuming this was part of the show, not realizing that Zatanna had just used very real magic to give her boyfriend a very personal gift disguised as performance art.
Dick looked at the rose—still impossibly perfect, still carrying the warmth of her magic—and felt his throat tighten with emotion he couldn't quite name.
Zatanna took her bows, the audience gave her a standing ovation, and Dick clutched the rose like it was the most valuable thing he'd ever held.
Because in a way, it was.
It was proof that impossible things could happen.
That broken people could heal.
That potential could become reality if you believed hard enough and had the right person standing beside you.
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After the show, Dick waited in Zatanna's dressing room while she changed out of her stage outfit. The rose sat on her makeup table, still perfect, still impossibly vibrant.
"So.", she said, emerging in comfortable clothes, her stage makeup partially removed, "What did you think?"
"I think you're showing off.", Dick replied, standing to wrap his arms around her waist, "That last bit with the rose? That was real magic. You're using actual sorcery in your stage show now?"
"Only for special performances. Especially when you're in the audience.", Zatanna's arms looped around his neck, "I wanted to remind you that impossible things happen. That potential can be realized. That—"
No indication, no warning, he slammed his lips with hers.
All the feelings and emotions he felt for her, pouring all those years of longingness, grief, passion, desire, recovery, and infinite gratitude into the gesture.
He sucked on her lower lip, she bit on his upper lip, their tongues twirling with neither wanting to back down.
When they finally broke apart, both breathing hard, Zatanna laughed.
"I was going for romantic symbolism, but I'll take 'kiss me speechless' as a valid response."
"The rose was perfect. You're perfect. This—us—is perfect.", Dick's forehead rested against hers, "I don't know what I did to deserve you, but I'm not questioning it anymore."
"You survived.", Zatanna said simply, "You survived the impossible, and you fought your way back, and you chose to keep living even when existing hurt. That's what you did to deserve this. You earned it by refusing to give up."
They stood together in her dressing room, surrounded by costumes and props and the lingering scent of stage smoke, and it was there that Dick realized something.
He was happy.
Not just content.
Not just surviving.
Actually, genuinely happy.
Around six years ago, he'd been tortured until he broke. Turned into a weapon. Forced to kill countless people while trapped in his own body.
Now, he was an FBI agent, a foundation chairman, a vigilante hero, and the boyfriend of the best woman in the entire world (at least in his eyes).
The trauma was still there—would always be there.
The Winter Soldier's conditioning, the nightmares, the guilt, all of it remained part of who he was.
But so was this.
So was love, domesticity, terrible pancakes, magic roses, and the feeling of coming home to someone who chose you despite knowing all your broken pieces.
"Come on.", Zatanna said, grabbing her bag and the rose, "Let's go home. I'm exhausted from performing, you're exhausted from existing, and we both need to eat actual dinner instead of just surviving on coffee."
"Home.", Dick repeated, testing the word, "I like the sound of that."
"Me too.", Zatanna threaded her fingers through his—flesh hand, not the mechanical one, because she'd learned which one he preferred for casual touch, "Shall we?"
They left the theater together, stepping out into Gotham's night, and Dick Grayson—formerly Robin, formerly the Winter Soldier, currently Nightwing and a dozen other identities—felt at peace.
It wouldn't last forever.
Tomorrow he'd start work at the FBI. Next week there'd be an Alpha Team mission. Eventually they'd have to confront Deathstroke, deal with KGBeast, and eventually face all the unfinished business from his time as the Winter Soldier.
But tonight, walking hand-in-hand with Zatanna through Gotham's streets, Dick was just a man in love.
He was a man, happy.
And for him, that was more than enough.
Chapter 28: "Epilogue"
Chapter Text
[Tuesday, November 26, 2023 | 17:45]
[Crock-West Household, Palo Alto, California, United States]
The townhouse smelled like chaos and thanksgiving spices.
Dick stepped through the door carrying two bottles of wine (one red, one white, because he'd learned years ago that bringing both meant never guessing wrong) and immediately got hit in the face with a dinner roll.
"INCOMING!", Wally's voice carried from somewhere in the kitchen, followed by the unmistakable sound of something crashing.
Zatanna, right behind Dick with a pie that had taken her three attempts to make without using magic, raised an eyebrow.
"Should we be concerned, or is this really just normal Wally chaos?"
"With Wally? Both.", Dick replied, catching another projectile roll before it could hit Zatanna, "Always both."
They made their way through the entrance—decorated with an eclectic mix of Artemis's archery trophies and Wally's framed newspaper clippings from his track and field days—toward the kitchen where the chaos was emanating.
The scene that greeted them was pure domestic disaster.
Wally stood at the stove wearing an apron that said "KISS THE COOK (IF YOU CAN CATCH HIM)" with what appeared to be gravy splattered across his face. Artemis was trying—and failing—to wrestle a turkey baster away from him while simultaneously preventing him from adding more paprika to something that already looked concerningly red.
"Wally, I swear to God, if you add one more spice—"
"But babe, it needs depth of flavor—"
"It needs to be edible, which it won't be if you keep—Wally, NO!"
Conner sat at the kitchen island, methodically peeling potatoes with Kryptonian precision while pretending not to notice the chaos three feet away.
M'gann floated near the ceiling (because apparently the kitchen was too crowded for normal standing), telepathically organizing ingredients that kept trying to escape Wally's speed-enhanced cooking attempts.
Kaldur stood by the sink, calmly washing dishes that had already accumulated despite dinner being nowhere near ready, his Atlantean composure somehow intact despite the madness surrounding him.
"Ah, Dick, Zatanna.", Kaldur said without turning around, because of course he'd sensed their arrival, "Welcome. Please excuse the disorder. Wally insisted on cooking despite Artemis's very reasonable concerns about his culinary capabilities."
"I'm an excellent cook, Kaldur!", Wally protested, finally surrendering the turkey baster to Artemis, "I just have a more... Experimental approach to recipes."
"You tried to cook the turkey at 800 degrees because you thought it would be faster.", Artemis said flatly.
"The math works! And it would have been if you hadn't stopped me!"
Dick set the wine on the counter, grinning despite himself, "So, standard Crock-West household thanksgiving preparations. Got it."
"Mock all you want.", Wally zipped over to Dick, pulling him into a speed-enhanced hug that left Dick slightly dizzy, "But we're having Friendsgiving, and it's going to be amazing, and you're here, and that's all that matters."
The emphasis on "you're here" carried weight that transcended the casual words—a reminder that three years ago, Dick hadn't been here, had been presumed dead, had been the Winter Soldier.
But now he was here, in Wally's kitchen, getting hugged too hard by his best friend, and that meant everything.
"Where do you want this pie?", Zatanna asked, diplomatically redirecting before the moment got too heavy, "Fair warning: I made it without magic, so it might be terrible."
"Counter space is... Relative.", M'gann said from her ceiling position, telekinetically moving three casserole dishes to make room, "But we'll find somewhere. Thank you for bringing it!"
The doorbell rang again, and Artemis pointed at Wally, "You stay here and stop experimenting. I'll get the door."
She returned moments later with Tim, Barbara, and Jason in tow.
Tim carrying what looked like a professionally prepared green bean casserole (which may or may not have been Alfred’s handiwork), Barbara balancing a pumpkin pie on her wheelchair's lap, and Jason holding two cases of beer with a shit-eating grin.
"I brought the important stuff.", Jason announced, setting the beer on the counter.
"Of course he did.", Barbara rolled her eyes, maneuvering her wheelchair into the kitchen with practiced ease, "We also brought actual edible food, because we assumed Wally would be attempting to cook and we wanted backup options."
"Why does everyone keep insulting my cooking?!", Wally demanded from the kitchen.
"Because we've tasted your cooking, jackass.", Jason replied, already opening a beer, "Remember that time you tried to make spaghetti and somehow set water on fire?"
"That was one time—"
"It was water, Wally. Water."
The doorbell rang a third time, and this time Conner went to answer it, returning with Raquel and Will—both carrying dishes and both looking amused at the chaos they were walking into.
Will—the cloned Roy Harper who’d become their brother-in-arms over the years—took one look at the kitchen and laughed.
"Jesus-fucking-Christ, Walls. Did a bomb go off in here?"
"I'm cooking, Will!", Wally insisted.
"You're destroying.", Artemis corrected, but her voice carried affection rather than actual criticism, "But we love you anyway because you're cute and fast and occasionally useful."
"Occasionally?!"
Raquel set her dish—some kind of cornbread that actually looked professional—on the counter and surveyed the assembled group.
"So, we're all here then? The old gang back together plus the three Bat kids?"
"Looks like it.", Dick said, taking stock of everyone.
Himself and Zatanna. Wally and Artemis (hosts of this beautiful disaster). Kaldur (still calmly washing dishes like this was normal). M'gann and Conner (one floating, one peeling potatoes). Tim, Barbara, and Jason (the Bat Family contingent). Raquel and Will (completing the extended Team family).
Eleven people crammed into a townhouse kitchen that was probably rated for six maximum, all of them heroes who'd saved the world multiple times, now arguing about turkey temperatures and whether paprika could be weaponized.
It was perfect.
"Alright!", Wally clapped his hands together, his enthusiasm undimmed despite the universal mockery of his cooking, "Everyone grab a drink, find somewhere to sit that isn't actively on fire, and let's do this thing! First annual Friendsgiving of people who've definitely died at least once!"
"That's a terrible name for a holiday.", Tim pointed out.
"You got a better one, Red Robin?"
"Literally anything would be better."
"How about 'Thanksgiving for People Who've Seen Some Shit'?", Jason suggested.
"Still terrible.", Barbara said.
"I like it.", Will raised his beer in salute, "Accurate. Honest. Perfectly captures our collective trauma."
M'gann laughed, the sound carrying through the kitchen with telepathic resonance that made everyone smile despite themselves.
"How about we just call it 'Friendsgiving' and leave it at that?", she suggested.
"Boring… But fine.", Wally conceded, already moving at super-speed to finish approximately seven dishes simultaneously, "Now someone help me before Artemis bans me from my own kitchen!"
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An hour later, through some combination of Wally's speed, M'gann's telekinesis, Artemis's firm supervision, and everyone else's contributions, they'd actually managed to produce something resembling a thanksgiving feast.
The dining table—extended with a folding table that Wally had speed-assembled—groaned under the weight of turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, cranberry sauce, green bean casserole, sweet potato casserole, rolls, and approximately fifteen other dishes that had somehow materialized.
They squeezed around the table in whatever configuration fit—Barbara's wheelchair at one end, Wally at the head, everyone else crammed shoulder-to-shoulder in a way that would've been uncomfortable if they weren't family.
"Okay!", Wally stood, raising his beer, "Before we eat, I want to say something."
"Ah fuck, cover your ears everyone, he's doing a speech.", Jason muttered.
"Shut up, Jaybird, I'm being sentimental.", Wally shot back, but his grin took any sting out of the words.
He looked around the table, his expression shifting to something more genuine, more vulnerable.
"Three years ago, this table would've had an empty seat.”, he began, gesturing to where Dick sat, “Because we thought that that man over there was dead. We mourned him. We tried to move on while knowing we'd never really move on because you don't just get over losing your best friend, your leader, your brother."
Dick felt his throat tighten as every eye turned toward him.
"But he's not dead.", Wally's voice carried conviction that transcended the beer-induced levity, "He's here. He survived the impossible, fought his way back from hell where the Shadows kept him, and now he's sitting at my table eating my probably-terrible cooking and that's—"
His voice cracked slightly.
"That's everything. That's the only thanksgiving miracle I need."
Artemis squeezed Wally's hand, her own eyes suspiciously bright.
Zatanna's hand found Dick's under the table, their fingers interlacing automatically.
"So.", Wally cleared his throat, composing himself, "I'm thankful for all of you. For this family we built from broken pieces. For surviving when we shouldn't have. For being here, together, despite everything trying to tear us apart."
He raised his beer higher.
"To family. To survival. To Friendsgiving. And to Dick being alive to suffer through my cooking."
"To Dick suffering through your cooking!", everyone chorused, raising their drinks.
“Fuck you guys.”, Dick laughed despite the emotion threatening to overwhelm him, "But hey, thanks, really feeling the love here."
"We do love you.", Tim said seriously, "Even though you're emotionally constipated and terrible at asking for help."
"Pot, meet kettle.", Jason added.
"Both of you, shut up.", Barbara interjected, "But yes, Dick, we love you. Even when you're being stupid. Especially when you're being stupid, because apparently that's your default setting."
"I'm not that bad. I learned it from Bruce—"
"You tried to surrender yourself to UN custody for crimes you committed while being mind-controlled.", Kaldur pointed out gently, hands on his wineglass, "Your judgment regarding your own wellbeing is, shall we say, questionable."
"Okay, fair.", Dick conceded.
M'gann's telepathic presence rippled with warmth, her mental voice projecting to everyone at the table.
"We're just happy you're home, Dick. That's all. However messy, however complicated, however much healing still needs to happen—you're home. And that's enough."
Conner nodded, his usual stoic expression softening, "What she said. Also, pass the potatoes."
The moment broke into laughter, and they descended on the food with the enthusiasm of people who regularly burned thousands of calories saving the world.
The meal was chaotic—everyone talking over each other, stealing food from each other's plates, arguing about everything from optimal turkey cooking temperatures to whether Die Hard qualified as a thanksgiving movie (it didn't, but Jason argued for it anyway just to be contrary).
Raquel told a story about a mission gone wrong that had ended with her trapped in a garbage compactor with her having to blast her way out.
Will shared updates about his security firm—Jim and Roy (the original Roy) were big help, business was booming, and he'd just hired two new employees who were meta-humans trying to transition to civilian life.
Barbara discussed her latest Oracle project—a new database system that could cross-reference criminal activity patterns across multiple jurisdictions simultaneously.
Tim and M'gann got into a detailed discussion about telepathic network security that lost everyone else within thirty seconds.
Jason and Artemis traded insults that sounded vicious but were actually just really how they talked to each other.
Kaldur described Atlantean thanksgiving traditions, which apparently involved ceremonial combat and ritual drowning, which made everyone grateful for surface world customs.
And through it all, Dick just... Existed.
Laughed at Jason's terrible jokes.
Stole a roll from Wally's plate (which sparked a speed-vs-reflexes battle that Artemis and Zatanna had to break up).
Listened to Zatanna and M'gann discuss magical theory while Conner looked increasingly lost.
Felt Wally's hand clap his shoulder periodically, just checking that he was really there, really present, really alive.
This was family.
Messy, chaotic, built from trauma and triumph in equal measure.
And Dick had never been more grateful for anything in his life.
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The dinner dishes had been cleared (mostly—Wally had speed-washed them while everyone else was still digesting), and the group had migrated to the living room where comfortable chaos reigned.
Someone had put on music—a playlist that somehow included everything from classic rock to pop to what sounded suspiciously like Kaldur's Atlantean meditation chants.
Artemis and Barbara were deep in conversation about something tactical, their professional sides emerging despite the casual setting.
M'gann and Zatanna had claimed the couch, trading stories about magic and telepathy while occasionally throwing things at their respective boyfriends when said boyfriends got too rowdy.
Tim had somehow ended up in an intense debate with Raquel about social justice applications of hero work, both of them gesturing animatedly.
And in the kitchen, Will had produced several bottles of significantly stronger alcohol than beer and was setting up what appeared to be a drinking challenge.
"Gentlemen!", he announced, his voice carrying that particular edge of someone who'd already had a few drinks and was committed to bad decisions, “Seeing as how I'm temporarily free from the clutches of my clone brothers, assassin wife, and young child—"
Snickering could be heard across the room.
"We get it, you're on vacation from responsibility.", Jason interrupted, already eyeing the bottles with the enthusiasm of someone who'd died once and decided consequences were optional.
“I propose a drinking contest.”, Will continued, “In celebration of the things we’ve accomplished the past few years, and having our man of the hour back from the depths of Soviet hell—”, saying the last part in the worst Russian accent he could muster.
Dick raised his beer glass, “Fuck you too, Will.”
"—and because we're all too traumatized to process emotions like normal people.", Will concluded.
"That last part's just sad, man.", Wally said, but he was already vibrating into the kitchen.
"Truth hurts.", Will grinned, lining up shot glasses with practiced efficiency, "Last man standing wins bragging rights, the remaining pie, and the eternal glory of being declared the most functional alcoholic."
"That's not how that works.", Tim pointed out from the doorway.
"That pie is mine.", Wally said immediately, vibrating into the kitchen.
"Then I guess you better drink up, Flash Boy.", Will grinned, already pouring shots.
Dick exchanged a glance with Conner and Jason—all three of them recognizing that this was a terrible idea but also completely unable to resist the challenge.
Kaldur appeared in the kitchen doorway, his expression suggesting he was going to be the voice of reason.
"This seems… Ill-advised.", he said diplomatically.
"Absolutely-fucking-lutely.", Jason clasped his hands, "When do we start?"
"Kaldur, buddy, you can't let us drink alone.", Wally put on his best pleading expression, "Who else is going to make sure we don't actually die?"
"That is not the reassurance you think it is."
"Come on.", Dick added, and there was something lighter in his expression than there'd been in months, "When's the last time we did something stupid just because we could?"
Kaldur looked at Dick—really looked at him—and saw someone who'd survived the impossible asking for one normal night of bad decisions with his brothers.
Kaldur sighed but moved to join them anyway, because apparently even Atlantean wisdom had limits when it came to peer pressure.
"Very well.", he said, moving to join them, "But I am noting for the record that this is inadvisable."
"Noted and ignored.", Will poured the first round, "Alright boys, rules are simple: shot for shot until someone taps out, passes out, or Artemis drags us out by our ears."
Conner materialized beside Dick, his expression carrying that particular Kryptonian stoicism that meant he was absolutely going to participate in this terrible idea.
"I have Kryptonian metabolism. This seems unfair."
"Life's unfair, farm boy," Jason raised his shot glass, "Deal with it."
From the living room, Artemis's voice carried warning, "Wallace Rudolph West, if you participate in whatever stupid thing Will is organizing, you're sleeping on the couch!"
"But babe—"
"Couch."
"...Totally worth it.", Wally decided.
Tim appeared in the doorway, took one look at the setup, and shook his head, "I'm sitting this one out. Someone needs to remain functional enough to document the aftermath for blackmail purposes."
“Pussy.”, Jason remarked, “You’re just scared that Steph or Cassie (*Wonder Girl) would beat the shit out of you if they find out.”
“Fuck you, Jay!”, Tim retorted.
Raquel gave Barbara a curious look, “Who’s he going out with again?”
Barbara just shrugged, “Beats me, though I wouldn’t mind either one.”
"Still, he’s a smart kid.", Barbara continued, "I'll help with the blackmail. This is going to be hilarious."
Zatanna's voice cut through next, carrying amusement and resignation in equal measure.
"Dick, if I have to drag you back home since you’re too damn drunk to function, I'm leaving you on the bathroom floor."
"Noted!", Dick called back, already accepting a shot glass from Will.
"And I am definitely recording this, Conner won’t have the end of it.", M'gann's telepathic voice projected to everyone, carrying laughter.
Raquel just mixed the wine glass in her hand whilst shaking her head, “Men.”
Barbara rolled her eyes in agreement, “Tell me about it.”
Will raised his shot glass, the others following suit.
"To bad decisions and worse hangovers!", he declared.
"To masculinity so fragile it requires alcohol poisoning to prove!", Jason added with a shit-eating grin.
"To friendship and poor judgment!", Wally contributed.
"To surviving tomorrow.", Kaldur said dryly.
"To definitely regretting this.", Dick finished.
Conner just nodded, because apparently Superman's clone didn't do pre-game speeches.
They drank.
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It had been a mistake.
A terrible mistake.
Dick's head was spinning in ways that had nothing to do with Nightwing acrobatics and everything to do with Will's apparently unlimited supply of increasingly lethal alcohol.
They'd started with shots. Then moved to some kind of Atlantean drink Kaldur had produced that tasted like seawater and regret. Then Will had broken out something he claimed was "authentic Irish whiskey" but that Dick and Jason had suspected was actually paint thinner.
And through it all, they'd laughed and talked and shared stories that probably shouldn't be shared in mixed company.
Jason had told the story about the time he'd died and come back, except drunk-Jason made it sound like a comedy routine rather than a tragedy.
Wally had described his near-death experience during the Reach invasion with speed-enhanced enthusiasm that made the story almost incomprehensible.
Conner had admitted—in the careful way that very drunk Conner admitted things—that he still sometimes felt like he was pretending to be a person rather than actually being one.
Kaldur had shared an Atlantean folk tale that was either about honor and duty or about fish-people romance…? Nobody was quite sure which.
Will had gotten maudlin about the years he'd spent when he lost himself, trying to find the original Roy, and now having a business and family of his own.
And Dick...
Dick had talked about the Winter Soldier.
Not in detail.
Not the horror stories.
Just... The fact of it. The weight of it. The way it still sat in his head like a second personality that he'd defeated but never fully erased.
"You ever feel like you're not really you anymore?", he'd asked, his words slightly slurred, "Like the person you were died and now you're just... Playing a role? Pretending to be Dick Grayson because that's what everyone needs you to be?"
The kitchen had gone quiet.
Then Jason—drunk, honest Jason without his usual defensive layers—had said, "Every fucking day, man. Every day I wake up and remember that I died, and the person who came back isn't quite the same as the person who died, and I don't know if that's the Lazarus Pit or just trauma or both, but yeah. I feel like I'm pretending."
"The clone thing makes it worse.", Conner had added, his words careful despite the alcohol, "Because I never had an original identity to lose. I'm just pretending from the start. Pretending to be Conner Kent. Pretending to be Superman's clone. Pretending to know who I am."
"Atlanteans have a saying.", Kaldur had offered, "'Rath'mon tel'shra'—which roughly translates to 'the self is the ocean, ever-changing yet always the same'. You are not the same person you were before your traumas. But you are still yourself, merely shaped by different currents."
"That's beautiful and also completely unhelpful.", Wally had said, but his voice carried affection.
"I wasn't trying to be helpful, Wally. I was trying to be profound.", Kaldur had replied with drunken dignity, "There's a difference."
"You're all overthinking this.", Will had declared, pouring another round, "You survived. You're here. You're drinking with friends. That's the only identity that matters—survivor. Everything else is just details."
They'd drunk to that.
And now, an hour later, they were all paying for it.
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From the living room, he could hear Tim's voice documenting everything for posterity.
Hell, he was even narrating a voice over in the best Sir David Attenborough voice he could muster, Alfred would be proud.
"And here, we see the male heroes in their natural habitat, having consumed their body weight in alcohol and regret..."
"T-Tim, if you're recording this *burp*, I will kill you.", Jason's threat was undermined by the fact that he was currently slumped against the kitchen island, trying to remember how standing worked.
"Too late. Already uploaded to the secure Bat-server. Bruce, Steph, Cass (*Orphan), and Duke are going to love this when they see it."
"F-Fuck you!", Jason managed to lift his middle finger, which seemed to exhaust his remaining energy.
Dick attempted to stand, immediately regretted it, and sat back down.
Zatanna appeared in the kitchen doorway, her expression caught between amusement and exasperation.
"Should I be concerned, or is this a standard male bonding thing?"
"B-Both?", Dick offered, his smile lopsided and dopey in ways that made Zatanna's lips twitch despite her best efforts to maintain disapproval, "D-Definitely… Both."
"You're adorable when you're drunk.", she said, moving to sit beside him, "More affectionate. Less broody. I should get you drunk more often."
"'m not drunk.", Dick insisted, then immediately undermined this by leaning heavily against her shoulder, "'m just... Relaxed. Very relaxed. The most relaxed."
"Uh-huh.", Zatanna's hand moved to run through his hair, a gesture that made Dick practically melt, "You're going to feel terrible tomorrow."
"Very worth it, Babyzee.", Dick mumbled into her shoulder, "Family's worth it. This is worth it. You're worth it."
"Okay, definitely drunk.", Zatanna's voice carried warmth that transcended the teasing, "Come on, Boy Wonder. I cracked a deal with Artemis for one of the better guest rooms before M’gaan and Conner beat us to it. Let's get you upstairs before you start declaring your love to the entire room."
"I love everyone!", Dick announced, because apparently drunk-Dick had no volume control, "I love Wally and his shitty cooking! I love Jason and his murder jokes! I love Conner and his brooding! I love Kaldur and his weird fish wisdom! I love Will and his terrible influence! I love—"
"Okay, that’s enough of you.", Zatanna stood, pulling Dick up with surprising strength for someone her size, "Say goodbye to everyone, Dick."
"Goodbye everyone!", Dick waved enthusiastically, nearly falling over in the process, "Love you! You're all great! This was great! Friendsgiving is great!"
From various positions around the townhouse, the responses came:
"Love you too, man!", Wally, vibrating slightly.
"Sleep well, Dick.", Kaldur, barely keeping composure after matching Dick drink-for-drink.
"You're e-*burp*-embarrassing.", Jason, but his voice carried affection.
"This is definitely going in the blackmail file.", Tim, still recording.
"We love you too, Dick!", M'gann's telepathic voice, warm and amused.
"Try not to hit your head on the way up!", Artemis, from wherever she was supervising the chaos.
Zatanna guided Dick toward the stairs, supporting more of his weight than he'd like to admit.
"Can we fly?", Dick asked hopefully, "Flying would be great right now."
"We're taking the stairs like normal people.", Zatanna replied, "Well, normal by our standards, anyway."
"You're so practical.", Dick said this like it was the highest compliment, "And pretty. And talented. And did I mention I love you?"
"Several times in the last five minutes.", but Zatanna was smiling now, genuine and warm, "I love you too, you adorable drunk disaster."
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As they made their way to the guestroom, Dick could be heard singing something that might have been a Disney song or might have been him making up lyrics, Zatanna laughing despite herself at the absurdity of this man who'd survived torture and conditioning and four years as a living weapon, now completely undone by Irish whiskey and male bonding.
When the happenings died down, the rest of the Team settled in for the night.
Artemis had to drag Wally by the ear to their room. M’gaan and Conner settled in to the second guest room. Kaldur didn’t mind settling down on the couch on the back porch, “It is peaceful to sleep with nature.”, he said.
Barbara made herself comfy beside the couch that Tim already laid claim to. Jason had already passed out the coffee table. Raquel bid farewell a little earlier, she had to get back home to Amistad and also had to help her parents with their thanksgiving preparations for the weekend.
Our great instigator Will was out cold face-down on the carpet. Artemis and Barbara poked him with a stick earlier and when he grunted in response, they had confidence that he was still alive and breathing. Artemis just shook her head after seeing the pathetic state her brother-in-law was in, the last thing she wanted to do was having to explain to her sister that the dumbass of a husband she chose died of self-induced alcohol poisoning.
As for Dick and Zatanna? The couple settled in their temporary lodgings for the night.
"Gonna regret this tomorrow.", he mumbled as plopped face down on the bed, wearing nothing but his boxers and the largest shirt Wally’s closet could spare him.
"Yep.", Zatanna agreed cheerfully, changing to a set of borrowed sleeping clothes from Artemis, "But you'll live. And you'll have memories of a ridiculous night with your family. Worth it?"
Dick thought about the evening—the chaos, the laughter.
The moment when Will had challenged them to drink, the conversations that went too deep too fast, Jason's honesty, Conner's vulnerability, the feeling of belonging to something bigger than himself.
"Worth it.", he confirmed.
And despite the spinning room and the approaching hangover and the knowledge that tomorrow would be painful, Dick meant it.
That this—family, belonging, stupid drinking contests with people who understood trauma because they'd survived their own—was worth any price.
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[Friday, December 15, 2023 | 23:15]
[Zatanna's Apartment - Greenwich Village, New York City, New York, United States]
A few days after “Friendsgiving”, Dick returned from Mexico looking like he'd been through a war.
Which, technically, he had been.
The FBI-DEA joint operation had successfully dismantled a cartel ring operating across the US-Mexico border—dozens of arrests, tons of seized drugs, and a major trafficking network disrupted.
It was the kind of operational success that would mean commendations and career advancement and all the things that FBI Special Agent Richard Grayson was supposed to care about.
But all Dick could think about were the bodies.
Seven cartel members were killed during the raid. Not by him—he'd been careful, so fucking careful, making sure every takedown was non-lethal, every shot fired was to disable not to kill.
But other agents hadn't been so cautious.
Or maybe they'd had no choice—Dick hadn't been there for every confrontation, hadn't seen every situation that led to lethal force being necessary.
It didn't matter.
Seven people were dead, and Dick had been part of the operation that killed them, and even though he intellectually understood the difference between this and the Winter Soldier's assassinations, his brain wasn't processing that distinction very well right now.
He'd gone straight to the bathroom when he got home, stripped off his clothes, stood under scalding water for twenty minutes trying to wash away the feeling of blood on his hands that wasn't actually there.
When he finally emerged—dressed in sweatpants and a t-shirt, his hair still damp—Zatanna was waiting in the bedroom.
She didn't say anything.
Didn't ask how the mission went.
Didn't offer platitudes about him doing his job or how it wasn't his fault.
She just opened her arms, and Dick collapsed into them like a puppet with cut strings.
"I can't stop seeing them.", he whispered into her shoulder, his voice breaking, "The bodies. Seven people dead, and I know they were criminals, I know they were trafficking drugs and hurting people, I know the world is probably better without them, but I can't stop seeing their faces and thinking about the Winter Soldier."
Zatanna's arms tightened around him, her magic humming just beneath her skin—not activating, just present, offering comfort in the only way she knew how.
"It wasn't the same.", she said quietly, "Dick, what happened in Mexico wasn't the same as the Winter Soldier. You know that, right?"
"Do I?", Dick pulled back enough to look at her face, and his eyes were red-rimmed, exhausted, carrying too much weight, "Seven people died during an operation I was part of. How is that different from the hundreds of people who died when the Winter Soldier was operating? Because I had a badge this time? Because the FBI sanctioned it? That doesn't bring them back. That doesn't make their families hurt less."
"The difference is choice.", Zatanna said firmly, "The difference is that you chose to be there as an FBI agent trying to stop a trafficking network. You chose non-lethal methods. You chose to try to bring people in alive. The Winter Soldier didn't choose anything—you were a prisoner in your own body, forced to kill while being unable to resist."
"But people still died—"
"And that's tragic.", Zatanna interrupted, "But it's not the same as murder. Dick, sometimes in law enforcement, in hero work, people die despite our best efforts to save everyone. That's the reality of operating in a violent world. It doesn't make you the Winter Soldier. It makes you human."
Dick wanted to believe her.
Wanted to accept that there was a meaningful difference between FBI operations and Shadows assassinations.
But his brain was stuck in a loop, showing him bodies in Mexico overlaid with memories of the bodies he’d slain in Berlin, in Moscow, in New York, and in over two hundred other locations where the Winter Soldier had killed on command.
"I don’t want this anymore, Zee.", he whispered, "I'm tired of carrying this. Tired of second-guessing every decision. Tired of wondering if I'm really Dick Grayson or just the Winter Soldier pretending to be human."
"You're Dick Grayson.", Zatanna's voice carried absolute conviction, "You're the man I love. You're the hero who saved countless lives. You're the person who survived four years of torture and chose to keep living, to keep fighting, to keep being good even when it would be easier not to."
She pulled him closer, her magic wrapping around them both like a blanket.
"The Winter Soldier was what the Shadows made you. Dick Grayson is who you chose to be. That choice—that constant, daily choice to be good, to help people, to use your skills to protect rather than destroy—that's what defines you."
Dick felt his chest tighten, emotion threatening to overwhelm him.
"I don't know how to let go of the guilt.", he admitted, "How do I forgive myself for all the people I murdered? How do I accept that I was a weapon who killed people and move on like that's something that can just be processed and filed away?"
"You don't let go of it.", Zatanna said gently, "You carry it. But you don't carry it alone, and you don't let it define your entire existence. The guilt is part of you now—it'll probably always be part of you. But so is the love, the heroism, the choice to be better. You're not just one thing, Dick. You're all of it—the trauma and the healing, the Winter Soldier's memories and Nightwing's choices."
She leaned back enough to look at his face, her hands moving to cup his cheeks.
"Do you remember Friendsgiving?"
"Yeah.", Dick's voice was small.
"Do you remember what Wally said? About you being alive being the only miracle he needed?"
"Yeah."
"Do you remember laughing with Jason? Debating with Kaldur? Will challenging you to that stupid drinking contest?"
"Yeah."
"That's also you.", Zatanna said firmly, "That's Dick Grayson—the person who has family and friends and moments of joy and stupid male bonding rituals. The Winter Soldier doesn't get to erase that. The guilt doesn't get to erase that. You're allowed to have both—the pain and the happiness, the trauma and the healing, the past and the future."
Dick felt tears streaming down his face now, years of accumulated grief and guilt and desperate hope breaking through the walls he'd built to contain them.
"I'm scared.", he whispered, "I'm scared that one day I'll wake up and the Winter Soldier will be back. That something will trigger me and I'll lose control and hurt someone I love. That all of this—the recovery, the healing, the life I'm building—will just disappear and I'll be that weapon again."
"Then I'll bring you back.", Zatanna's voice carried magical resonance now, power underlying the promise, "Just like we did in the mindscape. Just like we did in New York when I stopped Deathstroke from completing the activation sequence. If you ever start to slip, if the Winter Soldier ever tries to resurface, I'll find you and I'll bring you home. That's my promise, Dick. You're not alone in this fight."
Dick pulled her close again, holding on like she was the only thing keeping him anchored to reality.
"I love you.", he said, the words inadequate but necessary, "God, Zee, I love you so fucking much."
"I love you too.", she replied, "Even when you're spiraling. Even when you're convinced you're a monster. Even when you come home from Mexico looking like you've seen ghosts. I love all of you—the good parts and the broken parts and everything in between."
They stayed like that for a long time, wrapped around each other.
Zatanna's magic humming protection while Dick processed the days of accumulated trauma from an operation that had gone well by every objective measure but felt like failure in his bones.
Eventually, Dick's breathing evened out, the immediate crisis passing even though the underlying pain remained.
"Come on.", Zatanna said gently, "You need to eat something and then sleep. Real sleep, not just passing out from exhaustion."
"I'm not hungry—"
"Dick."
"...Fine.", he conceded, because arguing with Zatanna when she used that tone was pointless.
She made him tea and toast—simple, easy to digest, nothing that would upset a stomach churning with stress and guilt.
They sat together on the couch, and Zatanna put on a movie neither of them really watched, just background noise while Dick's brain slowly stopped racing.
"Thank you.", he said quietly, "For not judging me. For not telling me I'm being irrational or that I should just get over it."
"Your feelings are valid.", Zatanna replied, "They might not be entirely rational, but they're yours, and they're real, and dismissing them wouldn't help anything.
“You're allowed to struggle, Dick.”, she continued, “You're allowed to have bad days and spirals and moments where the weight feels too heavy. That's part of healing—it's not linear, it's not neat, and it sure as hell isn't fast."
"Dinah says the same thing."
"Because Dinah is smart and right.", Zatanna smiled slightly, "You should listen to her more."
"I listen—"
"You hear her words and then ignore them in favor of your own self-destructive instincts.", Zatanna corrected, "Like it comes in one ear and goes out the other. There's a difference."
"...Okay, fair."
They finished the tea in comfortable silence, and when Zatanna suggested bed, Dick didn't argue.
He was exhausted—physically from the Mexico operation, emotionally from the spiral, psychologically from constantly wrestling with memories that wouldn't stay buried.
They settled into bed together, Zatanna's body curving against his, her arm draped across his chest, her presence the only thing that made sleep feel possible rather than just another battlefield where the Winter Soldier waited.
"I've got you.", she whispered, "Sleep. I'll be here when you wake up."
"Promise?"
"Esipmorp.", she whispered the backwards word against his skin, and Dick felt her magic seal the promise into something tangible, something real.
He closed his eyes, letting exhaustion pull him toward sleep, trusting that Zatanna's promise would hold, that she'd be there, that he wasn't alone in the darkness.
For a while, sleep was peaceful.
Dreamless, empty, just the void of unconsciousness that his body desperately needed.
But then, the nightmares came.
They always did.
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Dick found himself back in Siberia, in that bunker, strapped to the chair with electrodes biting into his skin. The officer circled him, speaking Russian in measured tones, each word like a nail being driven into his consciousness.
"Желание." (Longing)
Pain exploded through his nervous system, white-hot and all-consuming. He screamed, his voice raw and broken, pleading for it to stop, begging for mercy that wouldn't come.
"Ржавый." (Rusted)
His body convulsed, every muscle seizing simultaneously. He tried to hold onto himself—onto Dick Grayson, onto memories of Bruce and Wally and home—but the electricity tore through his defenses like they were paper.
"Семнадцать." (Seventeen)
The scene shifted, fracturing like broken glass. Now he was in Berlin, his metal arm raised, the gun in his hand aimed at Chancellor Meyer. He tried to lower the weapon, tried to stop his finger from tightening on the trigger, but his body wouldn't obey.
"NO! PLEASE! DON'T MAKE ME DO THIS!"
But the Winter Soldier didn't care about pleading. His finger squeezed. The shot fired. Chancellor Meyer fell, blood spreading across her blue suit, and Dick Grayson screamed from deep inside his own mind.
"Рассвет." (Daybreak)
Moscow next. The Kremlin burning. The Team trying to stop him. M'gann's telepathic presence searching for something human in the void where his consciousness should be, finding nothing because he was buried too deep, suppressed too completely.
His metal fist connected with her ribs. The crack of bone. Her cry of pain broadcasting through the telepathic link.
"I'M SORRY! M'GANN, I'M SO SORRY! SOMEONE STOP ME!"
But no one could hear him. No one could save him. He was a prisoner watching himself destroy everyone he loved.
"Печь." (Furnace)
"Девять." (Nine)
"Доброкачественные." (Benign)
The memories cascaded faster now, overlapping and fragmenting. Two hundred faces—everyone he'd killed, everyone whose life he'd ended while being unable to resist.
The doctor in Prague, begging in Czech, saying she had children.
The diplomat in Cairo, video-calling his daughter when Dick's bullet found him.
The journalist in Manila. The labor organizer in Kyiv. The doctor in Johannesburg. The teacher in Mumbai.
All of them dying by his hands while some part of him screamed uselessly in the background.
"Возвращение на родину." (Homecoming)
"Один." (One)
And then, the nightmare shifted into something worse.
Not a memory, but something new.
Something that felt like prophecy, or warning, or the Winter Soldier's programming trying to reassert itself.
“Грузовой ва-.” (Freight ca-)
The activation words stopped.
Dick found himself standing in the gray void of his own mindscape—the psychological space where he'd fought the Winter Soldier, where he'd defeated the conditioning and reclaimed himself.
Except he wasn't alone.
The Winter Soldier stood before him, but different now. Not the cold, mechanical construct he'd defeated.
Something more aware.
More present.
More him.
The Winter Soldier wore Dick's face, but the eyes were empty, cold, carrying no recognition or humanity.
His metal arm gleamed dully in the gray light, and when he spoke, his voice carried that Russian accent that haunted Dick's waking hours.
"Remain calm."
Dick tried to move, tried to defend himself, but his body wouldn't respond. He was frozen, unable to do anything except watch as the Winter Soldier approached.
"The programming endures."
The Winter Soldier's hand—metal fingers cold and precise—reached toward Dick's face, and Dick felt terror beyond anything he'd experienced in waking life.
"The Winter Soldier lives."
"No," Dick tried to say, but his voice wouldn't work, "No, I defeated you. You're gone. I'm Dick Grayson. I'm—"
"The Shadows shall endure."
The metal fingers touched Dick's forehead, and suddenly he was drowning in memories again—not his memories, but the Winter Soldier's.
Every kill executed with mechanical perfection.
Every mission completed without hesitation.
Every moment of being the perfect weapon.
And underneath it all, a whisper that might have been his own voice or might have been the conditioning.
"This is who you really are. This is what you'll always be. You can pretend to be Dick Grayson, can pretend to be a hero, can pretend that love and family and healing matter. But underneath it all, you're just the weapon they made you. And you always will be."
Dick could hear the subtle ticking of a clock, quiet enough to be subtle, but audible enough to be heard.
"THERE IS MUCH TO BE DONE."
The Winter Soldier's form began to merge with Dick's, metal arm replacing flesh, empty eyes replacing blue, the conditioning reasserting itself, claiming territory that Dick thought he'd reclaimed—
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Dick screamed.
Not in the dream, but in reality, the sound tearing from his throat as he jolted awake.
His body convulsing, his metal arm spasming as neural connections misfired, his heart hammering against his ribs like it was trying to escape his chest.
"Dick!"
Zatanna's voice cut through the terror, her hands on his shoulders, her magic flaring purple-white as she tried to ground him, to pull him back from wherever the nightmare had taken him.
"Dick, you're safe! You're awake! You're with me!"
But Dick couldn't process her words.
Couldn't separate nightmare from reality.
Couldn't tell if he was Dick Grayson, or the Winter Soldier, or some horrible fusion of both.
His breathing came in ragged gasps, hyperventilating, his vision swimming, the room spinning in ways that had nothing to do with physical movement.
"I can't—I can't breathe—Zee, I can't—"
"Yes, you can.", Zatanna's voice was firm now, cutting through the panic, "Dick, look at me. Focus on my face. You're having a panic attack. Your body is safe even though your brain thinks you're in danger. Breathe with me. In through your nose—"
She demonstrated, exaggerating the motion.
"—hold for four counts—one, two, three, four—out through your mouth."
Dick tried to follow, his body shaking with the effort, his lungs refusing to cooperate properly.
But Zatanna was patient, her hands steady on his shoulders, her magic humming around them both—not controlling him, just offering presence, offering safety, offering proof that he was real and she was real and this moment was real.
"In through your nose. Hold. Out through your mouth. Good. Again."
Slowly, incrementally, Dick's breathing began to stabilize.
The room stopped spinning quite so violently.
His heart rate dropped from dangerous levels to merely elevated.
But the terror remained, coiling in his chest like a living thing.
"He was there.", Dick gasped, his voice breaking, "The Winter Soldier. In my head. He was there and he was talking and he was trying to—I thought I defeated him but he's still there, Zee, he's still in my head and what if he comes back? What if I lose control again? What if—"
"Stop.", Zatanna's voice carried command now.
Magical resonance that made Dick's spiraling thoughts pause, "Dick, listen to me. Are you listening?"
"Yes.", he managed.
"That was a nightmare. A trauma response. Your brain processing fears and memories in the worst possible way. But it wasn't real. The Winter Soldier isn't reasserting control. You're not losing yourself. This is just what PTSD looks like—intrusive thoughts, nightmares, your subconscious trying to make sense of trauma that can't be neatly organized."
"But it felt real.", Dick's voice was small, childlike in its vulnerability, "It felt like he was really there. Like the programming was coming back. Like everything we did—the mindscape, the integration, all the therapy—like it was all temporary and now it's failing."
"It's not failing.", Zatanna said firmly, "You're healing. And healing isn't linear. Some days are better than others. Some nights are worse than others. Having a nightmare doesn't mean you're reverting. It means you're human and you're processing impossible trauma."
She cupped his face in her hands, forcing him to meet her eyes.
"You are Dick Grayson. You are not the Winter Soldier. Yes, his memories and training are part of you now—you integrated them rather than erasing them. But integration doesn't mean he's waiting to take over. It means you've acknowledged that part of your past while choosing who you are now."
"How can you be sure?", Dick asked desperately, "How can you know I'm not just—that the conditioning isn't still there, dormant, waiting for the right trigger to activate?"
"Because I've been in your head, remember?", Zatanna's voice softened, "I was there in the mindscape when you fought him. I saw you defeat the Winter Soldier’s construct. I watched you choose to be Dick Grayson even knowing it meant carrying unbearable weight. That choice—that conscious, deliberate choice—is what defines you."
She paused, her thumbs tracing gentle circles on his cheeks.
"And if I'm wrong—if somehow the conditioning does try to resurface—then I'll stop it. Just like I stopped Deathstroke in New York. Just like we fought through the mindscape together. You're not alone in this, Dick. You don't have to be strong enough to resist on your own because you have me, you have Bruce, you have the entire Team backing you up."
Dick felt tears streaming down his face, hot and immediate, the emotional release after the terror.
"I'm so tired, Zee.", he whispered, "I'm tired of fighting my own brain. Tired of nightmares. Tired of wondering if I'm really healed or just pretending. Tired of carrying this weight."
"I know.", Zatanna pulled him close, his head against her shoulder, her arms wrapped around him, "I know you're tired. But you don't have to carry it alone. Let me help. Let your family help. Let the people who love you share the burden until you're strong enough to carry it yourself."
"What if I'm never strong enough?"
"Then we keep carrying it together. For as long as it takes. Forever, if necessary.", Zatanna's magic pulsed around them both, warm and protective, "That's what love means. It means I'm not going anywhere. Not when things are hard. Not when you're struggling. Not when the nightmares come. I'm here, and I'm staying."
Dick held onto her like a drowning man holding a life preserver, his body still trembling with aftershocks from the panic attack, his mind still reeling from the nightmare's vividness.
"I need to know this is real.", he said finally, his voice muffled against her shoulder, "I need to know I'm not still dreaming. That this isn't some construct my brain made up while I'm actually still the Winter Soldier or still in that chair in Siberia or—"
"I can prove it.", Zatanna interrupted gently.
She pulled back enough to look at his face, her expression carrying determination and love in equal measure.
"Do you trust me?"
"With my entire life."
"Then let me show you."
She spoke backwards, her voice carrying magical resonance that filled the room with purple-white light:
“Laer si siht.”
The spell washed over Dick like warm water, and suddenly he knew.
With certainty beyond rational thought, beyond psychological doubt—that this moment was real.
That he was awake, in their apartment, with Zatanna; safe, present, and himself.
The magic didn't erase his fear or his trauma. Didn't make the nightmare less vivid or the Winter Soldier's voice less haunting.
But it gave him certainty.
Anchor points in reality that his traumatized brain could hold onto when everything else felt uncertain.
“Efas era uoy”
The second spell settled into his chest, a warmth that said, “You are not in danger, you are not in Siberia, you are not the Winter Soldier, you are safe here in this moment.”
Again, not erasing the fear.
Not fixing the trauma.
Just providing truth his brain could accept when his own thoughts were lying to him.
“Evol uoy I.”
The final spell—the simplest and most powerful—resonated through Dick's entire being.
Not mind control. Not compulsion. Just proof, magically reinforced, that Zatanna's love was real and present and unconditional.
Dick felt something in his chest unclench, the worst of the panic finally releasing its grip.
"Thank you.", he whispered, "For knowing what I needed. For not judging me. For being here."
"Always.", Zatanna kissed his forehead, his cheeks, his lips—gentle touches that grounded him in physical reality.
"I'm always here, Dick.”, she continued, “However many nightmares, however many panic attacks, however many times you need me to prove this is real—I'm here."
They settled back into bed together, but Dick couldn't quite bring himself to close his eyes again.
The nightmare was too fresh, the Winter Soldier's voice too vivid in his memory.
"I can't sleep.", he admitted quietly.
"Then we won't sleep.", Zatanna replied practically, "We'll stay awake and watch the sun come up. Or we'll watch terrible movies. Or I'll tell you about the absolutely ridiculous magical theory dispute I had with Doctor Fate last week. Whatever you need."
"Tell me about Doctor Fate.", Dick said, because listening to Zatanna talk about magic was better than being alone with his thoughts, "What could you possibly dispute about magical theory with the literal embodiment of magical order?"
"Oh, you'd be surprised.", Zatanna launched into the story with enthusiasm that was partly genuine and partly performed for Dick's benefit—giving him something external to focus on, something that wasn't trauma or fear or Winter Soldier voices.
She talked about magical philosophy, about the nature of chaos versus order, about her father's consciousness existing within the Helmet of Fate while also being separate from Nabu's ancient power.
Dick listened, letting her words wash over him, letting the sound of her voice drown out the echoes of Russian activation words and nightmare whispers.
Outside the window, New York City continued its endless cycle—sirens and traffic and the ambient noise of millions of people living their lives.
Snow began to fall, oblivious to the fact that Dick Grayson was having a breakdown at 3 AM after defeating his own conditioning for what felt like the thousandth time.
But inside the apartment, wrapped in Zatanna's arms with her magic humming protection, Dick found something resembling peace.
Not perfect peace. Not the absence of fear or trauma or nightmares.
But the peace that came from knowing he didn't face those things alone.
The peace that came from having someone who'd seen him at his worst—broken, terrified, spiraling—and chosen to love him anyway.
The peace that came from magical proof that this was real, he was safe, he was loved.
It was enough.
It had to be enough.
Because the alternative—surrendering to the fear, letting the Winter Soldier's ghost win, accepting that he'd never be more than a weapon pretending to be human—that wasn't acceptable.
Dick Grayson had survived torture, mind control, four years as a living weapon, and the impossible process of reintegration.
He could survive nightmares too.
One panic attack at a time.
One magical reassurance at a time.
One moment of choosing to keep living at a time.
"Zee?", he said quietly as dawn began to lighten the sky outside.
"Yeah?"
"Thank you. For everything. For saving me in New York. For never giving up on me. For proving this is real when my brain tries to convince me it's not. For loving me even when I'm a mess."
"You're not a mess.", Zatanna replied, "You're healing. There's a difference."
"Pretty sure I'm both."
"Okay, fine. You're a mess who's healing. But you're my mess, and I'm not letting you go."
"Okay.", Dick pulled her closer, "Because I'm not letting go either."
They watched the sunrise together through the snowfall—Dick exhausted but unable to sleep, Zatanna alert and present, her magic a constant protective hum around them both.
It wasn't the ending Dick would have chosen.
He would have preferred to be completely healed, to have defeated the Winter Soldier so thoroughly that nightmares were impossible, to be the uncomplicated hero he'd been before Siberia.
But that wasn't his reality.
His reality was nightmares and panic attacks and magical reassurance that this moment was real.
His reality was carrying the Winter Soldier's memories while choosing to be Dick Grayson anyway.
His reality was loving Zatanna and being loved in return, even when—especially when—things were hard.
And somehow, impossibly, that was enough.
Not perfect.
Not healed.
But enough.
Because healing wasn't about erasing trauma. It was about learning to live with it, to carry it without being crushed by its weight, to build a life that included both the pain and the joy, the nightmares and the love, the Winter Soldier's ghost and Dick Grayson's choice to keep fighting.
"I love you.", Dick said as golden light broke through the curtains of their apartment, a new day beginning whether he was ready for it or not.
"I love you too." Zatanna replied, her magic pulsing one more time—a reminder, a promise, a truth that transcended words.
The words from Zatanna’s spell from earlier now echoed in his mind.
“This is real.”
“You are safe.”
“I love you.”
And for Dick Grayson—survivor of the impossible, carrier of unbearable weight, hero who'd chosen to keep living despite every reason not to—that was enough.
That would always be enough.
Because he was home.
Not in a place, but in a person.
Not perfectly healed, but healing.
Not without scars, but learning to carry them.
He was Dick Grayson.
He was Nightwing.
He was the Winter Soldier's ghost and the man who'd defeated it.
He was all of these things and more, and he was learning—slowly, painfully, one nightmare at a time—that being all of these things was okay.
That he didn't have to choose just one identity.
That he could be broken and whole simultaneously.
That he could carry trauma while also building joy.
That he could be haunted by the past while still having a future.
The Winter Soldier would always be part of him—a shadow in his mindscape, a voice in his nightmares, memories he'd carry for the rest of his life.
But so would this.
So would Zatanna's love. Bruce's support. The Team's loyalty. Wally's friendship. The family he'd built from broken pieces.
So would the choice—repeated daily, sometimes hourly—to be Dick Grayson rather than the weapon the Shadows tried to make him.
That choice was what defined him.
Not the conditioning.
Not the trauma.
Not the nightmares.
The choice.
And Dick Grayson—survivor, hero, partner, friend, son, brother—chose to keep living.
Chose to keep loving.
Chose to keep being human, even when being human hurt.
Chose home.
Not perfectly.
Not without struggle.
But authentically, genuinely, impossibly—
He chose home.
And for him, that was more than enough.
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Dick Grayson would continue to fight his demons, would continue to carry the Winter Soldier's weight, would continue to have nightmares and panic attacks and moments where he questioned everything.
But he would never face them alone.
Because home wasn't a place.
It was the people who chose to stay, even when staying was hard.
It was Zatanna's magic proving reality when his brain lied to him.
It was Bruce calling him "son" and meaning it.
It was the Team refusing to give up on him.
It was Wally's terrible jokes, Jason's dark humor, Tim's steadfast support, and Barbara’s wit and understanding.
It was choosing, every day, to be more than what trauma tried to make him.
Dick Grayson was home.
And he was finally—
Finally—
Learning to believe he deserved to be.
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THE END
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“Nightwing: The Winter Soldier”, by MasterTheGreat
Chapter 29: "Afterword"
Chapter Text
Hello there!
It’s me, the author of this story.
I guess I just wanted to talk to you guys since it’s been a long and wild ride for me in writing this. As of this moment, I’ve only had one other fully-completed story "Resurrected", another Young Justice AU where Dick died in Bosnia instead of Jason and came back as the Red Hood. That might’ve been the first work I’ve ever completed but this takes the cake as the work that I really put a lot of time, writing, and effort into.
This was a concept I originally envisioned with my old story "Robin: Red Son" on FanFiction.net (under the same Author name) way back in 2021 (holy shit, I feel old), but after letting the work collect dust after 4 years, I decided to reboot it into something better.
Heavily inspired by some of the concepts in “Superman: Red Son”, “Captain America: The Winter Soldier”, and “Captain America: Civil War”, I hope you guys enjoyed our journey with Dick, Zatanna, Bruce, the Bat Fam, and the Team as they deal with the pain, hardship, suffering, and trauma Dick underwent through as the Winter Soldier and his long and continuous road to recovery.
24 days, 246K+ words, 26 chapters + Prologue and Epilogue, I really hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I loved writing it.
I still have a few more projects in mind, things that I want to work on whilst balancing my responsibilities in college. But when I do begin to work on them, I’m hoping you guys give that the same love and support as you gave this work.
Looking forward to your comments, suggestions, and reviews; and what do you think would be the next chapter in Dick and Zee’s lives as they deal with the future of Dick Grayson-post Winter Soldier?
With all that said, until next time!
- MasterTheGreat (2025-10-28)
Chapter 30: "Epilogue (Expanded Edition - Bonus Content!)"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
[Tuesday, November 26, 2023 | 17:45]
[Crock-West Household, Palo Alto, California, United States]
The townhouse smelled like chaos and thanksgiving spices.
Dick stepped through the door carrying two bottles of wine (one red, one white, because he'd learned years ago that bringing both meant never guessing wrong) and immediately got hit in the face with a dinner roll.
"INCOMING!", Wally's voice carried from somewhere in the kitchen, followed by the unmistakable sound of something crashing.
Zatanna, right behind Dick with a pie that had taken her three attempts to make without using magic, raised an eyebrow.
"Should we be concerned, or is this really just normal Wally chaos?"
"With Wally? Both.", Dick replied, catching another projectile roll before it could hit Zatanna, "Always both."
They made their way through the entrance—decorated with an eclectic mix of Artemis's archery trophies and Wally's framed newspaper clippings from his track and field days—toward the kitchen where the chaos was emanating.
The scene that greeted them was pure domestic disaster.
Wally stood at the stove wearing an apron that said "KISS THE COOK (IF YOU CAN CATCH HIM)" with what appeared to be gravy splattered across his face. Artemis was trying—and failing—to wrestle a turkey baster away from him while simultaneously preventing him from adding more paprika to something that already looked concerningly red.
"Wally, I swear to God, if you add one more spice—"
"But babe, it needs depth of flavor—"
"It needs to be edible, which it won't be if you keep—WALLY NO!"
Conner sat at the kitchen island, methodically peeling potatoes with Kryptonian precision while pretending not to notice the chaos three feet away.
M'gann floated near the ceiling (because apparently the kitchen was too crowded for normal standing), telepathically organizing ingredients that kept trying to escape Wally's speed-enhanced cooking attempts.
Kaldur stood by the sink, calmly washing dishes that had already accumulated despite dinner being nowhere near ready, his Atlantean composure somehow intact despite the madness surrounding him.
"Ah, Dick, Zatanna.", Kaldur said without turning around, because of course he'd sensed their arrival, "Welcome. Please excuse the disorder. Wally insisted on cooking despite Artemis's very reasonable concerns about his culinary capabilities."
"I'm an excellent cook, Kaldur!", Wally protested, finally surrendering the turkey baster to Artemis, "I just have a more... Experimental approach to recipes."
"You tried to cook the turkey at 800 degrees because you thought it would be faster.", Artemis said flatly.
"The math works! And it would have been if you hadn't stopped me!"
Dick set the wine on the counter, grinning despite himself, "So, standard Crock-West household thanksgiving preparations. Got it."
"Mock all you want.", Wally zipped over to Dick, pulling him into a speed-enhanced hug that left Dick slightly dizzy, "But we're having Friendsgiving, and it's going to be amazing, and you're here, and that's all that matters."
The emphasis on "you're here" carried weight that transcended the casual words—a reminder that three years ago, Dick hadn't been here, had been presumed dead, had been the Winter Soldier.
But now he was here, in Wally's kitchen, getting hugged too hard by his best friend, and that meant everything.
"Where do you want this pie?", Zatanna asked, diplomatically redirecting before the moment got too heavy, "Fair warning: I made it without magic, so it might be terrible."
"Counter space is... Relative.", M'gann said from her ceiling position, telekinetically moving three casserole dishes to make room, "But we'll find somewhere. Thank you for bringing it!"
The doorbell rang again, and Artemis pointed at Wally, "You stay here and stop experimenting. I'll get the door."
She returned moments later with Tim, Barbara, and Jason in tow.
Tim carrying what looked like a professionally prepared green bean casserole (which may or may not have been Alfred’s handiwork), Barbara balancing a pumpkin pie on her wheelchair's lap, and Jason holding two cases of beer with a shit-eating grin.
"I brought the important stuff!", Jason announced, setting the beer on the counter.
"Of course he did.", Barbara rolled her eyes, maneuvering her wheelchair into the kitchen with practiced ease, "We also brought actual edible food, because we assumed Wally would be attempting to cook and we wanted backup options."
"Why does everyone keep insulting my cooking?!", Wally demanded from the kitchen.
"Because we've tasted your cooking, jackass.", Jason replied, already opening a beer, "Remember that time you tried to make spaghetti and somehow set water on fire?"
"That was one time—"
"It was water, Wally. Water."
The doorbell rang a third time, and this time Conner went to answer it, returning with Raquel and Will—both carrying dishes and both looking amused at the chaos they were walking into.
Will—the cloned Roy Harper who’d become their brother-in-arms over the years—took one look at the kitchen and laughed.
"Jesus-fucking-Christ, Walls. Did a bomb go off in here?"
"I'm cooking, Will!", Wally insisted.
"You're destroying.", Artemis corrected, but her voice carried affection rather than actual criticism, "But we love you anyway because you're cute, fast, and occasionally useful."
"Occasionally?!"
Raquel set her dish—some kind of cornbread that actually looked professional—on the counter and surveyed the assembled group.
"So, we're all here then? The old gang back together plus the three Bat kids?"
"Looks like it.", Dick said, taking stock of everyone.
Himself and Zatanna. Wally and Artemis (hosts of this beautiful disaster). Kaldur (still calmly washing dishes like this was normal). M'gann and Conner (one floating, one peeling potatoes). Tim, Barbara, and Jason (the Bat Family contingent). Raquel and Will (completing the extended Team family).
Eleven people crammed into a townhouse kitchen that was probably rated for six maximum, all of them heroes who'd saved the world multiple times, now arguing about turkey temperatures and whether paprika could be weaponized.
It was perfect.
"Alright!", Wally clapped his hands together, his enthusiasm undimmed despite the universal mockery of his cooking, "Everyone grab a drink, find somewhere to sit that isn't actively on fire, and let's do this thing! First annual Friendsgiving of people who've definitely died at least once!"
"That's a terrible name for a holiday.", Tim pointed out.
"You got a better one, Red Robin?"
"Literally anything would be better."
"How about 'Thanksgiving for People Who've Seen Some Shit'?", Jason suggested.
"Still terrible.", Barbara said.
"I like it.", Will raised his beer in salute, "Accurate. Honest. Perfectly captures our collective trauma."
M'gann laughed, the sound carrying through the kitchen with telepathic resonance that made everyone smile despite themselves.
"How about we just call it 'Friendsgiving' and leave it at that?", she suggested.
"Boring… But fine.", Wally conceded, already moving at super-speed to finish approximately seven dishes simultaneously, "Now someone help me before Artemis bans me from my own kitchen!"
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An hour later, through some combination of Wally's speed, M'gann's telekinesis, Artemis's firm supervision, and everyone else's contributions, they'd actually managed to produce something resembling a thanksgiving feast.
The dining table—extended with a folding table that Wally had speed-assembled—groaned under the weight of turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, cranberry sauce, green bean casserole, sweet potato casserole, rolls, and approximately fifteen other dishes that had somehow materialized.
They squeezed around the table in whatever configuration fit—Barbara's wheelchair at one end, Wally at the head, everyone else crammed shoulder-to-shoulder in a way that would've been uncomfortable if they weren't family.
"Okay!", Wally stood, raising his beer, "Before we eat, I want to say something."
"Ah fuck, cover your ears everyone, he's doing a speech.", Jason muttered.
"Shut up, Jaybird, I'm being sentimental.", Wally shot back, but his grin took any sting out of the words.
He looked around the table, his expression shifting to something more genuine, more vulnerable.
"Three years ago, this table would've had an empty seat.”, he began, gesturing to where Dick sat, “Because we thought that that man over there was dead. We mourned him. We tried to move on while knowing we'd never really move on because you don't just get over losing your best friend, your leader, your brother."
Dick felt his throat tighten as every eye turned toward him.
"But he's not dead.", Wally's voice carried conviction that transcended the beer-induced levity, "He's here. He survived the impossible, fought his way back from hell where the Shadows kept him, and now he's sitting at my table eating my probably-terrible cooking and that's—"
His voice cracked slightly.
"That's everything. That's the only thanksgiving miracle I need."
Artemis squeezed Wally's hand, her own eyes suspiciously bright.
Zatanna's hand found Dick's under the table, their fingers interlacing automatically.
"So.", Wally cleared his throat, composing himself, "I'm thankful for all of you. For this family we built from broken pieces. For surviving when we shouldn't have. For being here, together, despite everything trying to tear us apart."
He raised his beer higher.
"To family. To survival. To Friendsgiving. And to Dick being alive to suffer through my cooking."
"To Dick suffering through your cooking!", everyone chorused, raising their drinks.
“Fuck you guys.”, Dick laughed despite the emotion threatening to overwhelm him, "But hey, thanks, really feeling the love here."
"We do love you.", Tim said seriously, "Even though you're emotionally constipated and terrible at asking for help."
"Pot, meet kettle.", Jason added.
"Both of you, shut up.", Barbara interjected, "But yes, Dick, we love you. Even when you're being stupid. Especially when you're being stupid, because apparently that's your default setting."
"I'm not that bad. I learned it from Bruce—"
"You tried to surrender yourself to UN custody for crimes you committed while being mind-controlled.", Kaldur pointed out gently, hands on his wineglass, "Your judgment regarding your own wellbeing is, shall we say, questionable."
"Okay, fair.", Dick conceded.
M'gann's telepathic presence rippled with warmth, her mental voice projecting to everyone at the table.
"We're just happy you're home, Dick. That's all. However messy, however complicated, however much healing still needs to happen—you're home. And that's enough."
Conner nodded, his usual stoic expression softening, "What she said. Also, pass the potatoes."
The moment broke into laughter, and they descended on the food with the enthusiasm of people who regularly burned thousands of calories saving the world.
The meal was chaotic—everyone talking over each other, stealing food from each other's plates, arguing about everything from optimal turkey cooking temperatures to whether Die Hard qualified as a thanksgiving movie (it didn't, but Jason argued for it anyway just to be contrary).
Raquel told a story about a mission gone wrong that had ended with her trapped in a garbage compactor with her having to blast her way out.
Will shared updates about his security firm—Jim and Roy (the original Roy) were big help, business was booming, and he'd just hired two new employees who were meta-humans trying to transition to civilian life.
Barbara discussed her latest Oracle project—a new database system that could cross-reference criminal activity patterns across multiple jurisdictions simultaneously.
Tim and M'gann got into a detailed discussion about telepathic network security that lost everyone else within thirty seconds.
Jason and Artemis traded insults that sounded vicious but were actually just really how they talked to each other.
Kaldur described Atlantean thanksgiving traditions, which apparently involved ceremonial combat and ritual drowning, which made everyone grateful for surface world customs.
And through it all, Dick just... Existed.
Laughed at Jason's terrible jokes.
Stole a roll from Wally's plate (which sparked a speed-vs-reflexes battle that Artemis and Zatanna had to break up).
Listened to Zatanna and M'gann discuss magical theory while Conner looked increasingly lost.
Felt Wally's hand clap his shoulder periodically, just checking that he was really there, really present, really alive.
This was family.
Messy, chaotic, built from trauma and triumph in equal measure.
And Dick had never been more grateful for anything in his life.
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The dinner dishes had been cleared (mostly—Wally had speed-washed them while everyone else was still digesting), and the group had migrated to the living room where comfortable chaos reigned.
Someone had put on music—a playlist that somehow included everything from classic rock to pop to what sounded suspiciously like Kaldur's Atlantean meditation chants.
Artemis and Barbara were deep in conversation about something tactical, their professional sides emerging despite the casual setting.
M'gann and Zatanna had claimed the couch, trading stories about magic and telepathy while occasionally throwing things at their respective boyfriends when said boyfriends got too rowdy.
Tim had somehow ended up in an intense debate with Raquel about social justice applications of hero work, both of them gesturing animatedly.
And in the kitchen, Will had produced several bottles of significantly stronger alcohol than beer and was setting up what appeared to be a drinking challenge.
"Gentlemen!", he announced, his voice carrying that particular edge of someone who'd already had a few drinks and was committed to bad decisions, “Seeing as how I'm temporarily free from the clutches of my clone brothers, assassin wife, and young child—"
Snickering could be heard across the room.
"We get it, you're on vacation from responsibility.", Jason interrupted, already eyeing the bottles with the enthusiasm of someone who'd died once and decided consequences were optional.
“I propose a drinking contest!”, Will continued, “In celebration of the things we’ve accomplished the past few years, and having our man of the hour back from the depths of Soviet hell—”, saying the last part in the worst Russian accent he could muster.
Dick raised his beer glass, “Fuck you too, Will.”
"—and because we're all too traumatized to process emotions like normal people.", Will concluded.
"That last part's just sad, man.", Wally said, but he was already vibrating into the kitchen.
"Truth hurts.", Will grinned, lining up shot glasses with practiced efficiency, "Last man standing wins bragging rights, the remaining pie, and the eternal glory of being declared the most functional alcoholic."
"That's not how that works.", Tim pointed out from the doorway.
"That pie is mine.", Wally said immediately, vibrating into the kitchen.
"Then I guess you better drink up, Flash Boy.", Will grinned, already pouring shots.
Dick exchanged a glance with Conner and Jason—all three of them recognizing that this was a terrible idea but also completely unable to resist the challenge.
Kaldur appeared in the kitchen doorway, his expression suggesting he was going to be the voice of reason.
"This seems… Ill-advised.", he said diplomatically.
"Absolutely-fucking-lutely.", Jason clasped his hands, "When do we start?"
"Kaldur, buddy, you can't let us drink alone.", Wally put on his best pleading expression, "Who else is going to make sure we don't actually die?"
"That is not the reassurance you think it is."
"Come on.", Dick added, and there was something lighter in his expression than there'd been in months, "When's the last time we did something stupid just because we could?"
Kaldur looked at Dick—really looked at him—and saw someone who'd survived the impossible asking for one normal night of bad decisions with his brothers.
Kaldur sighed but moved to join them anyway, because apparently even Atlantean wisdom had limits when it came to peer pressure.
"Very well.", he said, moving to join them, "But I am noting for the record that this is inadvisable."
"Noted and ignored.", Will poured the first round, "Alright boys, rules are simple: shot for shot until someone taps out, passes out, or Artemis drags us out by our ears."
Conner materialized beside Dick, his expression carrying that particular Kryptonian stoicism that meant he was absolutely going to participate in this terrible idea.
"I have Kryptonian metabolism. This seems unfair."
"Life's unfair, farm boy," Jason raised his shot glass, "Deal with it."
From the living room, Artemis's voice carried a warning, "Wallace Rudolph West! If you participate in whatever stupid thing Will is organizing, you're sleeping on the couch!"
"But babe—"
"Couch!"
"...Totally worth it.", Wally decided.
Tim appeared in the doorway, took one look at the setup, and shook his head, "I'm sitting this one out. Someone needs to remain functional enough to document the aftermath for blackmail purposes."
“Pussy.”, Jason remarked, “You’re just scared that Steph or Cassie (*Wonder Girl) would beat the shit out of you if they find out.”
“Fuck you, Jay!”, Tim retorted.
Raquel gave Barbara a curious look, “Who’s Tim going out with again?”
Barbara just shrugged, “Beats me, though I wouldn’t mind either one.”
"Still, he’s a smart kid.", Barbara continued, "I'll help with the blackmail. This is going to be hilarious."
Zatanna's voice cut through next, carrying amusement and resignation in equal measure.
"Dick! If I have to drag you back home since you’re too damn drunk to function, I'm leaving you on the bathroom floor!"
"Noted!", Dick called back, already accepting a shot glass from Will.
"And I am definitely recording this, Conner won’t have the end of it.", M'gann's telepathic voice projected to everyone, carrying laughter.
Raquel just mixed the wine glass in her hand whilst shaking her head, “Men.”
Barbara rolled her eyes in agreement, “Tell me about it.”
Will raised his shot glass, the others following suit.
"To bad decisions and worse hangovers!", he declared.
"To masculinity so fragile it requires alcohol poisoning to prove!", Jason added with a shit-eating grin.
"To friendship and poor judgment!", Wally contributed.
"To surviving tomorrow.", Kaldur said dryly.
"To definitely regretting this.", Dick finished.
Conner just nodded, because apparently Superman's clone didn't do pre-game speeches.
They drank.
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[21:15]
The first three rounds went down smooth.
Too smooth.
By round four, Wally was vibrating even when standing still, which Dick was pretty sure meant the speedster metabolism was fighting the alcohol and losing.
"Fun fact!", Wally announced, his words only slightly slurred, "Did you know that my metabolism processes alcohol at approximately three times normal speed? Which means I need to drink three times as much to feel anything?"
"That's not a fun fact, that's alcoholism with science.", Tim called from his observation post.
"Science alcoholism is still alcoholism.", Barbara added helpfully.
"You're both just jealous of my superior liver function!"
Round five was the Atlantean liquor Kaldur had produced from somewhere in his bag—a glowing blue substance that smelled like ocean water and tasted like regret.
"This is a traditional Atlantean beverage.", Kaldur explained, pouring carefully, "Consumed during victory celebrations. It is considered... Potent."
"How potent are we talking about, Kaldur?" Dick asked suspiciously.
"Surface dwellers typically lose consciousness after two servings."
"...And you're giving us this because?", for a moment, Will sounded genuinely concerned.
"You asked for a challenge.", Kaldur's slight smile suggested he was enjoying this more than his composed exterior indicated.
They drank.
The Atlantean liquor hit like being punched by Aquaman.
"Holy shit.", Jason gasped, his eyes watering, "What the fuck is in this man?"
"Fermented seaweed, bioluminescent algae, and the tears of defeated enemies."
"...You're fucking with us, right?"
Kaldur's smile widened almost imperceptibly, "Am I?"
By round six, Will had broken out something he claimed was "authentic Irish whiskey" but that Dick and Jason had suspected was actually paint thinner.
"Where did you even get that?", Dick asked, eyeing the bottle suspiciously.
"Don't ask questions you don't want answers to.", Will replied, pouring with the confidence of someone who'd definitely acquired this bottle through questionable means.
They drank anyway.
This proved to be a mistake.
"Why does it burn twice?", Conner coughed out, his Kryptonian invulnerability apparently not extending to cheap whiskey.
"Because it's powerful.", Will replied sagely, "Like us."
"We're not powerful, we're stupid.", Jason corrected, but he was grinning.
Round seven was where things got philosophical.
"I love you guys!” Wally leaned heavily on the counter, his speed-enhanced enthusiasm turning into speed-enhanced introspection. "Like, really love you! We've been through so much shit together."
"Oh shit, Wally’s getting emotional.", Tim narrated from his observation post, "This is the good part."
"I almost died during the Reach invasion.", Wally continued, undeterred, "And you know what I thought about? Not about dying. About not kissing Artemis again.”
The women could be heard whistling as a red tinge came on Artemis’ cheeks.
“About all of you.”, Wally continued, “About not getting to see my friends again and to an extent, it did happen. Dick was gone when I got back. We thought he was dead, but you know what I mean—"
"We know what you mean, buddy.", Dick put a hand on Wally's shoulder.
"—and about not getting to hang out with you jack-offs anymore. And now we're here, together, drinking terrible alcohol, and it's perfect."
"That's beautiful, man.", Jason said, but his voice suggested he was fighting similar emotions.
"Your turn, Todd.", Will pointed at Jason, "Share your feelings."
"Fuck feelings."
"Come on—"
"Fine.", Jason took another shot for courage, "I died. Came back wrong. Spent years being angry about it. And you guys—", he gestured vaguely at the assembled group, "—you didn't give up on me. Even when I was being a psychotic asshole. Even when I tried to kill Bruce—multiple times. You kept showing up."
He paused, staring into his empty shot glass.
"Dick especially. Before Siberia, not long after when I first came back and everyone thought I was too far gone—Dick kept trying. Kept treating me like I was his brother even when I was actively trying to push everyone away."
"Because you are my brother, dumbass.", Dick said quietly, "Clone, resurrected, whatever. You're my brother."
"See! This is the shit I'm talking about.", Jason's voice cracked slightly, "This is why I love you assholes."
"Group hug!", Wally declared, pulling everyone into a collision of alcohol-impaired coordination.
From the living room, Zatanna's voice carried partial concern.
"They're having a moment! Should we be concerned?"
"Let them have this.", M'gann replied, her telepathic presence radiating amusement and affection, "They need it."
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[22:00]
Round eight was where Conner admitted something surprising.
"I worry I'm not real.", he said suddenly, his words more careful than the others' but still carrying the weight of alcohol-induced honesty, "That everything I feel, every choice I make—it's just programming. Like I'm performing 'Conner Kent' instead of being him. Being Cadmus’ weapon, made to replace Superman."
The kitchen went quiet.
"Dude.", Wally said seriously, "You're the realest person I know."
"I'm a clone—"
"So what?", Dick interrupted, and there was intensity in his voice now, "So is Will, and you don’t see us treating that jackass any differently.”
“Hey!”, Will remarked, flipping him the bird.
“You think being created in a lab makes you less real than the rest of us? Conner, you chose to be a hero. You chose to be our friend. You chose to love M'gann. Those choices—that's what makes you real, not your DNA.", Dick continued.
"Says the guy who spent four years as a mind-controlled assassin.", Conner pointed out.
"Exactly.", Dick's voice was firm despite the slurring, "I know what it's like to question if you're really a person or just programming. And I'm telling you—you're real. You're Conner Kent. You're our brother. And anyone who says otherwise can fight me."
"You're drunk."
"Doesn't make me wrong."
"This is getting too heavy.", Will declared, pouring another round, "We're supposed to be having fun, not having therapy."
"Why not both?, Jason raised his glass, "To being fucked up but functional!"
"That's the team motto!", Wally agreed enthusiastically.
They drank.
Round nine was tequila, because apparently they'd run out of whiskey and Will had somehow produced an entire bottle from his bag.
"Where do you keep getting these bottles?", Kaldur asked with Atlantean suspicion.
"I'm prepared for every situation.", Will replied mysteriously.
"That's not preparation, that's a problem," Tim called out.
"Tomato, tomahto!"
By round ten, Dick was telling stories about the Flying Graysons that he never talked about—funny stories, happy memories from before the fall.
"My dad once convinced the ringmaster to let him do a triple somersault blindfolded.", Dick was laughing, genuinely laughing, "And my mom was standing below, ready to catch him if he missed. And he did it! Completed the whole routine without seeing anything, just pure muscle memory and trust."
"That's incredible.", Conner said.
"That's fucking terrifying.", Wally corrected.
"It was both.", Dick's smile was bittersweet but not painful, "Everything about circus life was both. Dangerous and beautiful. Terrifying and exhilarating. I miss it sometimes."
"You could join a circus now.", Jason suggested, "’Goldie’s Glamorous Circus!’, pay me commission for that brand name. And I think all of us might even join."
"You can't do acrobatics.", Dick pointed out.
"I can learn!"
"No you can't.", everyone chorused.
“Fuck you guys!", Jason retorted, pouting as he took another shot.
Round eleven was where Kaldur started telling Atlantean war stories that got increasingly improbable with each shot.
"And then.", he said with unusual animation, "King Orm summoned a kraken to destroy the surface fleet, but Aquaman convinced it to switch sides by speaking the ancient language of the deep ones."
"Wait, krakens are real?", Wally asked.
"Extremely real. And extremely temperamental."
"This is the best night ever.", Will decided, "We should do this monthly."
"We'd die of alcohol poisoning or liver cirrhosis.", Jason said pragmatically.
"Or both? But it’s worth it.", Wally chimed in.
By round twelve, they'd somehow started singing—badly, off-key, and with no agreement on what song they were even attempting.
From the living room, the women (plus Tim) were losing it.
"Are they singing?", Artemis asked incredulously.
"I think that's supposed to be 'Don't Stop Believin'.", Raquel said, barely containing her laughter.
"That's not even close to the right melody.", Barbara was recording everything, tears streaming down her face from laughing.
"Make them stop!”, Zatanna pleaded, but she was laughing too hard, "Dick cannot carry a tune sober, let alone drunk."
“Really?”, Artemis questioned, “‘Cause I could’ve sworn he sounds like Jesse McCartney whenever we had karaoke nights at the Cave.”
"This is the best thing I've ever seen.", M'gann's telepathic presence was radiating pure joy.
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[23:00]
Round thirteen was where things got competitive.
"I can totally do a backflip right now.", Wally announced.
"No, you can't.", everyone said simultaneously.
"Watch me—"
"WALLY, NO!", Dick lunged to stop him, missed, and they both crashed into the kitchen island.
"Ow fuck."
"Told you."
"Nobody's doing acrobatics while drunk.", Kaldur declared with drunken authority, "New rule. Enforced by Atlantean law."
"That's not a real law.", Tim pointed out, “Plus, Atlantean law doesn’t even apply here.”
"It is now. I'm making it."
"Can you do that?", Conner questioned with genuine curiosity.
"I'm doing it."
Round fourteen was where Jason started challenging random objects to fights.
"That lamp is looking at me weird.", he announced, squinting at Artemis's reading lamp.
"The lamp is not looking at you.", Conner said patiently.
"It's judging me. I can feel it."
"Jason, it's a lamp—"
"I'm gonna fight it."
"Please don't fight the lamp.", Kaldur sighed.
"Too late, I've decided."
"For the record." Tim called out, "Jason is currently losing to an inanimate object. I'm documenting this for posterity."
Tim's narration continued from the living room, "And here we observe the Jason Todd in his natural habitat, preparing to battle inanimate objects for dominance..."
Round fifteen was where Will made a confession.
"You know what?", he said seriously, "I'm glad Jade isn't here."
"Because she'd kill you for this?", Dick asked.
"Because she'd be right to kill me for this.", Will corrected, "I'm a father now. I have a business to run. I have responsibilities. I should be setting a better example."
"You're on vacation from responsibility.", Jason reminded him, "That was literally your opening argument for this shit."
"True. Fuck responsibility."
"There's the Will we know and tolerate!", Wally cheered.
Round sixteen was where Dick got emotional.
"I love you guys!", he said suddenly, tears threatening, "I really, really love you all! You all saved me. You came into my mind and pulled me back from hell and you didn't give up even when I was gone for four years and—"
“Wait, wasn’t that only M’gaan, J’onn, Bruce, and Zee?”, Tim tried to argue.
They were too drunk to care.
"Dick, buddy, don't cry.", Wally put an arm around him, "You'll make us all cry."
"Too late.", Jason was definitely crying, "Fuck, we're all crying."
"I am not crying.", Kaldur said, but his eyes were suspiciously bright.
"We love you too, man.”, Will said seriously, "You're our brother. Our leader. Our friend. And we'd go into a thousand mindscapes to bring you home."
"This is too much emotion.", Jason complained, wiping his eyes, "I need another drink to cope with feelings."
"Everyone needs another drink!"
Round seventeen was where things got fuzzy.
Dick would later have only impressions of this part—Wally trying to explain Speed Force physics and giving up halfway through.
Kaldur singing something in Atlantean that was probably beautiful but sounded drunk. Jason arm-wrestling Will and somehow both of them losing. The world tilting sideways in ways that had nothing to do with acrobatics.
And through it all, laughter.
So much laughter.
The kind of laughter that came from surviving the impossible and deciding to celebrate being alive, even if that celebration involved terrible decisions and worse whiskey.
An hour later, they were all paying for it.
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[00:00]
By the time the women finally intervened, the damage was done.
Tim was continuing his documentation for posterity.
Hell, he was even narrating an improved voice over compared to earlier in the best Sir David Attenborough voice he could muster, Alfred would be proud.
"And here, we see the male heroes in their natural habitat, having consumed their body weight in alcohol and regret..."
"T-Tim, if you're recording this *burp*, I will kill you.", Jason's threat was undermined by the fact that he was currently slumped against the kitchen island, trying to remember how standing worked.
"Too late. Already uploaded to the secure Bat-server. Bruce, Steph, Cass (*Orphan), and Duke are going to love this when they see it."
"F-Fuck you!", Jason managed to lift his middle finger, which seemed to exhaust his remaining energy.
Artemis stood in the kitchen doorway, hands on her hips, surveying the wreckage of her husband's dignity.
"Wallace Rudolph West.", she said with dangerous calm.
Wally looked up from where he was sitting on the floor, his expression one of pure drunken innocence.
"Yes, my beautiful wife whom I love very much?"
"You're sleeping on the couch."
"Worth it.", Wally declared, then attempted to stand, wobbled dramatically, and decided sitting was safer.
Zatanna appeared behind Artemis, took one look at Dick's dopey, lovesick expression, and barely suppressed her laughter.
Dick attempted to stand, immediately regretted it, and sat back down.
Zatanna appeared in the kitchen doorway, her expression caught between amusement and exasperation.
"Should I be concerned, or is this a standard male bonding thing?"
"B-Both?", Dick offered, his smile lopsided and dopey in ways that made Zatanna's lips twitch despite her best efforts to maintain disapproval, "D-Definitely… Both."
"You're adorable when you're drunk.", she said, moving to sit beside him, "More affectionate. Less broody. I should get you drunk more often."
"'m not drunk.", Dick insisted, then immediately undermined this by leaning heavily against her shoulder, "'m just... Relaxed. Very relaxed. The most relaxed."
"Uh-huh.", Zatanna's hand moved to run through his hair, a gesture that made Dick practically melt, "You're going to feel terrible tomorrow."
"Very worth it, Babyzee.", Dick mumbled into her shoulder, "Family's worth it. This is worth it. You're worth it."
"Okay, definitely drunk.", Zatanna's voice carried warmth that transcended the teasing, "Come on, Boy Wonder. I cracked a deal with Artemis for one of the better guest rooms before M’gaan and Conner beat us to it. Let's get you upstairs before you start declaring your love to the entire room or you start professing your love to the furniture."
"I love the furniture!" Dick announced to the room at large, then specifically to the couch, "You! You're a very good couch. The best couch. So supportive."
"I love everyone!", he then turned to the rest, drunk-Dick had apparent no volume control, "I love Wally and his shitty cooking! I love Jason and his murder jokes! I love Conner and his brooding! I love Kaldur and his weird fish wisdom! I love Will and his terrible influence! I love—"
"Okay, that’s enough of you.", Zatanna stood, pulling Dick up with surprising strength for someone her size, "Say goodbye to everyone, Dick."
"Goodbye everyone!", Dick waved enthusiastically, nearly falling over in the process, "Love you! You're all great! This was great! Friendsgiving is great!"
From various positions around the townhouse, the responses came:
"Love you too, man!", Wally, vibrating slightly.
"Sleep well, Dick.", Kaldur, barely keeping composure after matching Dick drink-for-drink.
"You're e-*burp*-embarrassing.", Jason, but his voice carried affection.
"We love you too, Dick!", M'gann's telepathic voice, warm and amused.
"Try not to hit your head on the way up!", Artemis, from wherever she was supervising the chaos.
From their observation post, Tim and Barbara were dying.
"This is going directly into the permanent record.", Barbara wheezed between laughs.
"I'm sending this to Bruce.", Tim decided, "He needs to see this."
"Bruce will either be disappointed or jealous he wasn't invited."
"It’s Bruce, so probably both."
Zatanna guided Dick toward the stairs, supporting more of his weight than he'd like to admit.
"Can we fly?", Dick asked hopefully, "Flying would be great right now."
"We're taking the stairs like normal people.", Zatanna replied, "Well, normal by our standards, anyway."
"You're so practical.", Dick said this like it was the highest compliment, "And pretty. And talented. And did I mention I love you?"
"Several times in the last five minutes.", but Zatanna was smiling now, genuine and warm, "I love you too, you adorable drunk disaster."
"Well you are. The prettiest. The most magical. I love your face."
"Oh my god.", Zatanna was fighting to keep a straight face, "Let’s get you outta here."
On the other hand, Conner had already passed out.
Not dramatically. He just slowly tilted sideways and ended up face-down on the kitchen floor, snoring softly.
"Is he dead?" Wally poked him with his foot.
"He's half-Kryptonian, he's fine.", Jason assured him, also poking Conner, "He'll wake up with zero hangover and we'll all hate him for it."
"I already hate him for it.", Wally muttered.
M'gann floated into the kitchen, took one look at her boyfriend unconscious on the floor, and sighed with the patience of someone who'd known this was coming.
"I'll get him to bed,", she said, telekinetically lifting Conner's considerable weight, "You boys have fun. Try not to die."
"No promises!", Will called after her.
Meanwhile, Jason had indeed started trying to fight his way outside, his alcohol-fueled aggression searching for an outlet.
"Someone outside looked at me funny.", he announced, heading for the door.
"Jason, no—" Tim moved to intercept.
"Jason yes—"
"Nobody looked at you funny because nobody's outside—"
"I'll make someone come outside—"
Barbara wheeled forward, blocking the door, "Jason Peter Todd, if you start a fight with a random civilian while drunk, I will personally ensure that your browser history is leaked to Talia."
Jason stopped dead, "You wouldn't dare."
"Try me."
"...Fuck, fine.”, he slumped against the wall, "But I'm still mad at that imaginary person."
"Valid." Barbara patted his arm consolingly.
As Jason’s rage died down, Will found contentment.
"Thank fuck Jade's not here.", he muttered to himself, "She'd kill me. Resurrect me. Maybe fuck me, the kill me again. Probably in that order."
"I heard that!", Artemis called.
"I said it knowing you'd hear it!"
Raquel watched the entire scene unfold from her position on the living room couch, a glass of wine in her hand, thoroughly entertained.
"Y'all are messy.", she observed, "But this is the best entertainment I've had in months."
"Right?", Barbara wheeled over to join her, "I haven't laughed this hard since... Actually, I can't remember the last time."
"That's sad and sweet at the same time."
"Glad to see you met our found family. It's dysfunctional but we love each other."
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[00:20]
Eventually, through a combination of telekinesis, determination, and sheer force of will, the women got their respective partners to bed.
Dick could be heard singing something that might have been a Disney song or might have been him making up lyrics, Zatanna laughing despite herself at the absurdity of this man who'd survived torture and conditioning and four years as a living weapon, now completely undone by Irish whiskey and male bonding.
"You smell nice.”, he mumbled.
"Thanks. You smell like a distillery."
"Romantic distillery?"
"Not even a little bit."
Dick giggled—actually giggled—at that, "You're funny. And pretty. And magical. And—"
"Yes, yes, we've established my many positive qualities. Now, can you help me out here and actually use your legs?"
"Legs are hard."
"Dick Grayson, you're an Olympic-level gymnast—"
"Former Olympic-level gymnast. Currently drunk-level gymnast."
They made it to the guest room through sheer determination. Zatanna deposited Dick on the bed, where he immediately flopped dramatically.
"Best girlfriend ever.", he declared to the ceiling.
"You're just saying that because I'm not leaving you on the bathroom floor."
"I'm saying it because it's true.", Dick reached for her hand, his expression suddenly more serious despite the alcohol, "I mean it, Zee. You're the best. You saved me. Multiple times. You never gave up."
"Well, someone had to keep you alive.", Zatanna said softly, sitting beside him, "Might as well be me."
M'gann had already tucked Conner into the second guest room, where he continued to sleep with Kryptonian efficiency.
Artemis practically dragged Wally by the ear to their bedroom, his protests about "not being that drunk" undermined by the fact that he couldn't walk straight.
"I love yoouuuuu.", he kept saying as she steered him down the hall.
"I love you too, you idiot."
"Best wife ever."
"You're still on couch probation tomorrow."
"Worth it!"
Back downstairs, Tim and Barbara were helping Jason to the couch—a mission that required both of them because Jason was significantly larger than either of them and significantly drunker than was advisable.
"I can walk.", Jason protested.
"You absolutely cannot.", Tim corrected.
"I'm the Red-fucking-Hood, I can—"
"You're a drunk dumbass, that’s what you are.", Barbara said affectionately, "Big difference."
They got him settled on the couch, where he immediately tried to fight the throw pillow Artemis had decorated with inspirational quotes.
"This pillow says 'Live, Laugh, Love'.", Jason announced, offended, "That's not how life works."
"It's just a pillow, Jay.", Tim said patiently.
"It's propaganda."
"Jason, please just sleep."
"...Fine. But I'm judging this pillow."
Barbara tucked a blanket over him with the practiced efficiency of someone who'd handled drunk vigilantes before.
"Sleep, Jay. We'll make fun of you in the morning."
"Looking forward to it.", Jason muttered, already half-asleep.
Will had passed out on the floor half an hour ago and hadn't moved since. Before taking on the task of moving Wally, Artemis poked Will with a stick she'd kept around specifically for this purpose.
He grunted.
"Still alive.", she declared, "At least Jade won't kill me for not stopping her dumbass of a husband from drinking himself to death. Raquel, you good?"
"Perfect.", Raquel raised her wine glass from the couch, "This has been the most entertaining Friendsgiving I could've asked for."
"Glad someone's enjoying this disaster."
Kaldur had claimed the back porch, declaring that sleeping under the stars (and by ‘stars’, he meant the roof of the back porch) was "peaceful and meditative".
In reality, he was just as drunk as everyone else but had Atlantean pride to maintain.
M'gann checked on him telepathically, found his thoughts a pleasant hum of contentment and friendship mixed with Atlantean poetry about the ocean, and decided he was fine. Drunk Kaldur was apparently very philosophical about water.
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[01:00]
By 1 AM, the Crock-West household had finally settled into quiet.
Wally and Artemis in their room (Wally already snoring, Artemis contemplating whether this had been worth the chaos).
Conner passed out in guest room two, blissfully unconscious with M’gann soundly asleep cuddled right beside him.
Jason, who should’ve been tucked on the couch, had moved and found himself passed out on the coffee table instead. Tim, ever the opportunist, laid claim to the couch Jason had abandoned. And Barbara made herself comfy beside said couch as she settled in for the night.
Raquel bid farewell a little earlier, she had to get back home to Amistad and also had to help her parents with their thanksgiving preparations for the weekend.
As for Dick and Zatanna? The couple was well settled into their temporary lodgings for the night.
"Gonna regret this tomorrow.", he mumbled as plopped face down on the bed, wearing nothing but his boxers and the largest shirt Wally’s closet could spare him.
"Yep.", Zatanna agreed cheerfully, changing to a set of borrowed sleeping clothes from Artemis, "But you'll live. And you'll have memories of a ridiculous night with your family. Worth it?"
Dick thought about the evening—the chaos, the laughter.
The moment when Will had challenged them to drink, the conversations that went too deep too fast, Jason's honesty, Conner's vulnerability, the feeling of belonging to something bigger than himself.
"Worth it.", he confirmed.
And despite the spinning room and the approaching hangover and the knowledge that tomorrow would be painful, Dick meant it.
That this—family, belonging, stupid drinking contests with people who understood trauma because they'd survived their own—was worth any price.
Back downstairs, Tim and Barbara were comparing their post-Friendgiving notes.
And by notes, they meant significant amounts of footage deemed to serve as future blackmail material.
"This is definitely going in the team archives.", Barbara decided.
"Bruce is going to have an aneurysm.", Tim tried to justify.
"That's the best part."
And in the kitchen, evidence of the night's festivities remained—empty bottles, shot glasses, and the lingering smell of terrible decisions.
But also evidence of something else.
Laughter, joy, family.
These people—these traumatized, broken, beautifully resilient people—had survived the impossible.
And tonight, they'd celebrated that survival the only way they knew how.
Badly, messily, with too much alcohol and too much emotion and absolutely zero regrets.
Because that's what family did.
They showed up.
They drank terrible whiskey.
They told embarrassing stories and cried and laughed and passed out on floors.
And they did it together.
Always together.
That was the real Friendsgiving miracle: not the feast or the gratitude or the traditions.
But the choice—repeated, deliberate, steadfast—to keep showing up for each other, no matter what.
Even when showing up meant enabling terrible drinking contests and dealing with the aftermath.
Especially then.
Because that's what love looked like in their world: messy, imperfect, slightly drunk, but unwavering.
And as the household finally settled into the quiet hours of early morning, that love remained—constant, present, and more than enough.
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[Friday, December 15, 2023 | 23:15]
[Zatanna's Apartment - Greenwich Village, New York City, New York, United States]
A few days after “Friendsgiving”, Dick returned from Mexico looking like he'd been through a war.
Which, technically, he had been.
The FBI-DEA joint operation had successfully dismantled a cartel ring operating across the US-Mexico border—dozens of arrests, tons of seized drugs, and a major trafficking network disrupted.
It was the kind of operational success that would mean commendations and career advancement and all the things that FBI Special Agent Richard Grayson was supposed to care about.
But all Dick could think about were the bodies.
Seven cartel members were killed during the raid. Not by him—he'd been careful, so fucking careful, making sure every takedown was non-lethal, every shot fired was to disable not to kill.
But other agents hadn't been so cautious.
Or maybe they'd had no choice—Dick hadn't been there for every confrontation, hadn't seen every situation that led to lethal force being necessary.
It didn't matter.
Seven people were dead, and Dick had been part of the operation that killed them, and even though he intellectually understood the difference between this and the Winter Soldier's assassinations, his brain wasn't processing that distinction very well right now.
He'd gone straight to the bathroom when he got home, stripped off his clothes, stood under scalding water for twenty minutes trying to wash away the feeling of blood on his hands that wasn't actually there.
When he finally emerged—dressed in sweatpants and a t-shirt, his hair still damp—Zatanna was waiting in the bedroom.
She didn't say anything.
Didn't ask how the mission went.
Didn't offer platitudes about him doing his job or how it wasn't his fault.
She just opened her arms, and Dick collapsed into them like a puppet with cut strings.
"I can't stop seeing them.", he whispered into her shoulder, his voice breaking, "The bodies. Seven people dead, and I know they were criminals, I know they were trafficking drugs and hurting people, I know the world is probably better without them, but I can't stop seeing their faces and thinking about the Winter Soldier."
Zatanna's arms tightened around him, her magic humming just beneath her skin—not activating, just present, offering comfort in the only way she knew how.
"It wasn't the same.", she said quietly, "Dick, what happened in Mexico wasn't the same as the Winter Soldier. You know that, right?"
"Do I?", Dick pulled back enough to look at her face, and his eyes were red-rimmed, exhausted, carrying too much weight, "Seven people died during an operation I was part of. How is that different from the hundreds of people who died when the Winter Soldier was operating? Because I had a badge this time? Because the FBI sanctioned it? That doesn't bring them back. That doesn't make their families hurt less."
"The difference is choice.", Zatanna said firmly, "The difference is that you chose to be there as an FBI agent trying to stop a trafficking network. You chose non-lethal methods. You chose to try to bring people in alive. The Winter Soldier didn't choose anything—you were a prisoner in your own body, forced to kill while being unable to resist."
"But people still died—"
"And that's tragic.", Zatanna interrupted, "But it's not the same as murder. Dick, sometimes in law enforcement, in hero work, people die despite our best efforts to save everyone. That's the reality of operating in a violent world. It doesn't make you the Winter Soldier. It makes you human."
Dick wanted to believe her.
Wanted to accept that there was a meaningful difference between FBI operations and Shadows assassinations.
But his brain was stuck in a loop, showing him bodies in Mexico overlaid with memories of the bodies he’d slain in Berlin, in Moscow, in New York, and in over two hundred other locations where the Winter Soldier had killed on command.
"I don’t want this anymore, Zee.", he whispered, "I'm tired of carrying this. Tired of second-guessing every decision. Tired of wondering if I'm really Dick Grayson or just the Winter Soldier pretending to be human."
"You're Dick Grayson.", Zatanna's voice carried absolute conviction, "You're the man I love. You're the hero who saved countless lives. You're the person who survived four years of torture and chose to keep living, to keep fighting, to keep being good even when it would be easier not to."
She pulled him closer, her magic wrapping around them both like a blanket.
"The Winter Soldier was what the Shadows made you. Dick Grayson is who you chose to be. That choice—that constant, daily choice to be good, to help people, to use your skills to protect rather than destroy—that's what defines you."
Dick felt his chest tighten, emotion threatening to overwhelm him.
"I don't know how to let go of the guilt.", he admitted, "How do I forgive myself for all the people I murdered? How do I accept that I was a weapon who killed people and move on like that's something that can just be processed and filed away?"
"You don't let go of it.", Zatanna said gently, "You carry it. But you don't carry it alone, and you don't let it define your entire existence. The guilt is part of you now—it'll probably always be part of you. But so is the love, the heroism, the choice to be better. You're not just one thing, Dick. You're all of it—the trauma and the healing, the Winter Soldier's memories and Nightwing's choices."
She leaned back enough to look at his face, her hands moving to cup his cheeks.
"Do you remember Friendsgiving?"
"Yeah.", Dick's voice was small.
"Do you remember what Wally said? About you being alive being the only miracle he needed?"
"Yeah."
"Do you remember laughing with Jason? Debating with Kaldur? Will challenging you to that stupid drinking contest?"
"Yeah."
"That's also you.", Zatanna said firmly, "That's Dick Grayson—the person who has family and friends and moments of joy and stupid male bonding rituals. The Winter Soldier doesn't get to erase that. The guilt doesn't get to erase that. You're allowed to have both—the pain and the happiness, the trauma and the healing, the past and the future."
Dick felt tears streaming down his face now, years of accumulated grief and guilt and desperate hope breaking through the walls he'd built to contain them.
"I'm scared.", he whispered, "I'm scared that one day I'll wake up and the Winter Soldier will be back. That something will trigger me and I'll lose control and hurt someone I love. That all of this—the recovery, the healing, the life I'm building—will just disappear and I'll be that weapon again."
"Then I'll bring you back.", Zatanna's voice carried magical resonance now, power underlying the promise, "Just like we did in the mindscape. Just like we did in New York when I stopped Deathstroke from completing the activation sequence. If you ever start to slip, if the Winter Soldier ever tries to resurface, I'll find you and I'll bring you home. That's my promise, Dick. You're not alone in this fight."
Dick pulled her close again, holding on like she was the only thing keeping him anchored to reality.
"I love you.", he said, the words inadequate but necessary, "God, Zee, I love you so fucking much."
"I love you too.", she replied, "Even when you're spiraling. Even when you're convinced you're a monster. Even when you come home from Mexico looking like you've seen ghosts. I love all of you—the good parts and the broken parts and everything in between."
They stayed like that for a long time, wrapped around each other.
Zatanna's magic humming protection while Dick processed the days of accumulated trauma from an operation that had gone well by every objective measure but felt like failure in his bones.
Eventually, Dick's breathing evened out, the immediate crisis passing even though the underlying pain remained.
"Come on.", Zatanna said gently, "You need to eat something and then sleep. Real sleep, not just passing out from exhaustion."
"I'm not hungry—"
"Dick."
"...Fine.", he conceded, because arguing with Zatanna when she used that tone was pointless.
She made him tea and toast—simple, easy to digest, nothing that would upset a stomach churning with stress and guilt.
They sat together on the couch, and Zatanna put on a movie neither of them really watched, just background noise while Dick's brain slowly stopped racing.
"Thank you.", he said quietly, "For not judging me. For not telling me I'm being irrational or that I should just get over it."
"Your feelings are valid.", Zatanna replied, "They might not be entirely rational, but they're yours, and they're real, and dismissing them wouldn't help anything.
“You're allowed to struggle, Dick.”, she continued, “You're allowed to have bad days and spirals and moments where the weight feels too heavy. That's part of healing—it's not linear, it's not neat, and it sure as hell isn't fast."
"Dinah says the same thing."
"Because Dinah is smart and right.", Zatanna smiled slightly, "You should listen to her more."
"I listen—"
"You hear her words and then ignore them in favor of your own self-destructive instincts.", Zatanna corrected, "Like it comes in one ear and goes out the other. There's a difference."
"...Okay, fair."
They finished the tea in comfortable silence, and when Zatanna suggested bed, Dick didn't argue.
He was exhausted—physically from the Mexico operation, emotionally from the spiral, psychologically from constantly wrestling with memories that wouldn't stay buried.
They settled into bed together, Zatanna's body curving against his, her arm draped across his chest, her presence the only thing that made sleep feel possible rather than just another battlefield where the Winter Soldier waited.
"I've got you.", she whispered, "Sleep. I'll be here when you wake up."
"Promise?"
"Esipmorp.", she whispered the backwards word against his skin, and Dick felt her magic seal the promise into something tangible, something real.
He closed his eyes, letting exhaustion pull him toward sleep, trusting that Zatanna's promise would hold, that she'd be there, that he wasn't alone in the darkness.
For a while, sleep was peaceful.
Dreamless, empty, just the void of unconsciousness that his body desperately needed.
But then, the nightmares came.
They always did.
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Dick found himself back in Siberia, in that bunker, strapped to the chair with electrodes biting into his skin. The officer circled him, speaking Russian in measured tones, each word like a nail being driven into his consciousness.
"Желание." (Longing)
Pain exploded through his nervous system, white-hot and all-consuming. He screamed, his voice raw and broken, pleading for it to stop, begging for mercy that wouldn't come.
"Ржавый." (Rusted)
His body convulsed, every muscle seizing simultaneously. He tried to hold onto himself—onto Dick Grayson, onto memories of Bruce and Wally and home—but the electricity tore through his defenses like they were paper.
"Семнадцать." (Seventeen)
The scene shifted, fracturing like broken glass. Now he was in Berlin, his metal arm raised, the gun in his hand aimed at Chancellor Meyer. He tried to lower the weapon, tried to stop his finger from tightening on the trigger, but his body wouldn't obey.
"NO! PLEASE! DON'T MAKE ME DO THIS!"
But the Winter Soldier didn't care about pleading. His finger squeezed. The shot fired. Chancellor Meyer fell, blood spreading across her blue suit, and Dick Grayson screamed from deep inside his own mind.
"Рассвет." (Daybreak)
Moscow next. The Kremlin burning. The Team trying to stop him. M'gann's telepathic presence searching for something human in the void where his consciousness should be, finding nothing because he was buried too deep, suppressed too completely.
His metal fist connected with her ribs. The crack of bone. Her cry of pain broadcasting through the telepathic link.
"I'M SORRY! M'GANN, I'M SO SORRY! SOMEONE STOP ME!"
But no one could hear him. No one could save him. He was a prisoner watching himself destroy everyone he loved.
"Печь." (Furnace)
"Девять." (Nine)
"Доброкачественные." (Benign)
The memories cascaded faster now, overlapping and fragmenting. Two hundred faces—everyone he'd killed, everyone whose life he'd ended while being unable to resist.
The doctor in Prague, begging in Czech, saying she had children.
The diplomat in Cairo, video-calling his daughter when Dick's bullet found him.
The journalist in Manila. The labor organizer in Kyiv. The doctor in Johannesburg. The teacher in Mumbai.
All of them dying by his hands while some part of him screamed uselessly in the background.
"Возвращение на родину." (Homecoming)
"Один." (One)
And then, the nightmare shifted into something worse.
Not a memory, but something new.
Something that felt like prophecy, or warning, or the Winter Soldier's programming trying to reassert itself.
“Грузовой ва-.” (Freight ca-)
The activation words stopped.
Dick found himself standing in the gray void of his own mindscape—the psychological space where he'd fought the Winter Soldier, where he'd defeated the conditioning and reclaimed himself.
Except he wasn't alone.
The Winter Soldier stood before him, but different now. Not the cold, mechanical construct he'd defeated.
Something more aware.
More present.
More him.
The Winter Soldier wore Dick's face, but the eyes were empty, cold, carrying no recognition or humanity.
His metal arm gleamed dully in the gray light, and when he spoke, his voice carried that Russian accent that haunted Dick's waking hours.
"Remain calm."
Dick tried to move, tried to defend himself, but his body wouldn't respond. He was frozen, unable to do anything except watch as the Winter Soldier approached.
"The programming endures."
The Winter Soldier's hand—metal fingers cold and precise—reached toward Dick's face, and Dick felt terror beyond anything he'd experienced in waking life.
"The Winter Soldier lives."
"No," Dick tried to say, but his voice wouldn't work, "No, I defeated you. You're gone. I'm Dick Grayson. I'm—"
"The Shadows shall endure."
The metal fingers touched Dick's forehead, and suddenly he was drowning in memories again—not his memories, but the Winter Soldier's.
Every kill executed with mechanical perfection.
Every mission completed without hesitation.
Every moment of being the perfect weapon.
And underneath it all, a whisper that might have been his own voice or might have been the conditioning.
"This is who you really are. This is what you'll always be. You can pretend to be Dick Grayson, can pretend to be a hero, can pretend that love and family and healing matter. But underneath it all, you're just the weapon they made you. And you always will be."
Dick could hear the subtle ticking of a clock, quiet enough to be subtle, but audible enough to be heard.
"THERE IS MUCH TO BE DONE."
The Winter Soldier's form began to merge with Dick's, metal arm replacing flesh, empty eyes replacing blue, the conditioning reasserting itself, claiming territory that Dick thought he'd reclaimed—
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Dick screamed.
Not in the dream, but in reality, the sound tearing from his throat as he jolted awake.
His body convulsing, his metal arm spasming as neural connections misfired, his heart hammering against his ribs like it was trying to escape his chest.
"Dick!"
Zatanna's voice cut through the terror, her hands on his shoulders, her magic flaring purple-white as she tried to ground him, to pull him back from wherever the nightmare had taken him.
"Dick, you're safe! You're awake! You're with me!"
But Dick couldn't process her words.
Couldn't separate nightmare from reality.
Couldn't tell if he was Dick Grayson, or the Winter Soldier, or some horrible fusion of both.
His breathing came in ragged gasps, hyperventilating, his vision swimming, the room spinning in ways that had nothing to do with physical movement.
"I can't—I can't breathe—Zee, I can't—"
"Yes, you can.", Zatanna's voice was firm now, cutting through the panic, "Dick, look at me. Focus on my face. You're having a panic attack. Your body is safe even though your brain thinks you're in danger. Breathe with me. In through your nose—"
She demonstrated, exaggerating the motion.
"—hold for four counts—one, two, three, four—out through your mouth."
Dick tried to follow, his body shaking with the effort, his lungs refusing to cooperate properly.
But Zatanna was patient, her hands steady on his shoulders, her magic humming around them both—not controlling him, just offering presence, offering safety, offering proof that he was real and she was real and this moment was real.
"In through your nose. Hold. Out through your mouth. Good. Again."
Slowly, incrementally, Dick's breathing began to stabilize.
The room stopped spinning quite so violently.
His heart rate dropped from dangerous levels to merely elevated.
But the terror remained, coiling in his chest like a living thing.
"He was there.", Dick gasped, his voice breaking, "The Winter Soldier. In my head. He was there and he was talking and he was trying to—I thought I defeated him but he's still there, Zee, he's still in my head and what if he comes back? What if I lose control again? What if—"
"Stop.", Zatanna's voice carried command now.
Magical resonance that made Dick's spiraling thoughts pause, "Dick, listen to me. Are you listening?"
"Yes.", he managed.
"That was a nightmare. A trauma response. Your brain processing fears and memories in the worst possible way. But it wasn't real. The Winter Soldier isn't reasserting control. You're not losing yourself. This is just what PTSD looks like—intrusive thoughts, nightmares, your subconscious trying to make sense of trauma that can't be neatly organized."
"But it felt real.", Dick's voice was small, childlike in its vulnerability, "It felt like he was really there. Like the programming was coming back. Like everything we did—the mindscape, the integration, all the therapy—like it was all temporary and now it's failing."
"It's not failing.", Zatanna said firmly, "You're healing. And healing isn't linear. Some days are better than others. Some nights are worse than others. Having a nightmare doesn't mean you're reverting. It means you're human and you're processing impossible trauma."
She cupped his face in her hands, forcing him to meet her eyes.
"You are Dick Grayson. You are not the Winter Soldier. Yes, his memories and training are part of you now—you integrated them rather than erasing them. But integration doesn't mean he's waiting to take over. It means you've acknowledged that part of your past while choosing who you are now."
"How can you be sure?", Dick asked desperately, "How can you know I'm not just—that the conditioning isn't still there, dormant, waiting for the right trigger to activate?"
"Because I've been in your head, remember?", Zatanna's voice softened, "I was there in the mindscape when you fought him. I saw you defeat the Winter Soldier’s construct. I watched you choose to be Dick Grayson even knowing it meant carrying unbearable weight. That choice—that conscious, deliberate choice—is what defines you."
She paused, her thumbs tracing gentle circles on his cheeks.
"And if I'm wrong—if somehow the conditioning does try to resurface—then I'll stop it. Just like I stopped Deathstroke in New York. Just like we fought through the mindscape together. You're not alone in this, Dick. You don't have to be strong enough to resist on your own because you have me, you have Bruce, you have the entire Team backing you up."
Dick felt tears streaming down his face, hot and immediate, the emotional release after the terror.
"I'm so tired, Zee.", he whispered, "I'm tired of fighting my own brain. Tired of nightmares. Tired of wondering if I'm really healed or just pretending. Tired of carrying this weight."
"I know.", Zatanna pulled him close, his head against her shoulder, her arms wrapped around him, "I know you're tired. But you don't have to carry it alone. Let me help. Let your family help. Let the people who love you share the burden until you're strong enough to carry it yourself."
"What if I'm never strong enough?"
"Then we keep carrying it together. For as long as it takes. Forever, if necessary.", Zatanna's magic pulsed around them both, warm and protective, "That's what love means. It means I'm not going anywhere. Not when things are hard. Not when you're struggling. Not when the nightmares come. I'm here, and I'm staying."
Dick held onto her like a drowning man holding a life preserver, his body still trembling with aftershocks from the panic attack, his mind still reeling from the nightmare's vividness.
"I need to know this is real.", he said finally, his voice muffled against her shoulder, "I need to know I'm not still dreaming. That this isn't some construct my brain made up while I'm actually still the Winter Soldier or still in that chair in Siberia or—"
"I can prove it.", Zatanna interrupted gently.
She pulled back enough to look at his face, her expression carrying determination and love in equal measure.
"Do you trust me?"
"With my entire life."
"Then let me show you."
She spoke backwards, her voice carrying magical resonance that filled the room with purple-white light:
“Laer si siht.”
The spell washed over Dick like warm water, and suddenly he knew.
With certainty beyond rational thought, beyond psychological doubt—that this moment was real.
That he was awake, in their apartment, with Zatanna; safe, present, and himself.
The magic didn't erase his fear or his trauma. Didn't make the nightmare less vivid or the Winter Soldier's voice less haunting.
But it gave him certainty.
Anchor points in reality that his traumatized brain could hold onto when everything else felt uncertain.
“Efas era uoy”
The second spell settled into his chest, a warmth that said, “You are not in danger, you are not in Siberia, you are not the Winter Soldier, you are safe here in this moment.”
Again, not erasing the fear.
Not fixing the trauma.
Just providing truth his brain could accept when his own thoughts were lying to him.
“Evol uoy I.”
The final spell—the simplest and most powerful—resonated through Dick's entire being.
Not mind control. Not compulsion. Just proof, magically reinforced, that Zatanna's love was real and present and unconditional.
Dick felt something in his chest unclench, the worst of the panic finally releasing its grip.
"Thank you.", he whispered, "For knowing what I needed. For not judging me. For being here."
"Always.", Zatanna kissed his forehead, his cheeks, his lips—gentle touches that grounded him in physical reality.
"I'm always here, Dick.”, she continued, “However many nightmares, however many panic attacks, however many times you need me to prove this is real—I'm here."
They settled back into bed together, but Dick couldn't quite bring himself to close his eyes again.
The nightmare was too fresh, the Winter Soldier's voice too vivid in his memory.
"I can't sleep.", he admitted quietly.
"Then we won't sleep.", Zatanna replied practically, "We'll stay awake and watch the sun come up. Or we'll watch terrible movies. Or I'll tell you about the absolutely ridiculous magical theory dispute I had with Doctor Fate last week. Whatever you need."
"Tell me about Doctor Fate.", Dick said, because listening to Zatanna talk about magic was better than being alone with his thoughts, "What could you possibly dispute about magical theory with the literal embodiment of magical order?"
"Oh, you'd be surprised.", Zatanna launched into the story with enthusiasm that was partly genuine and partly performed for Dick's benefit—giving him something external to focus on, something that wasn't trauma or fear or Winter Soldier voices.
She talked about magical philosophy, about the nature of chaos versus order, about her father's consciousness existing within the Helmet of Fate while also being separate from Nabu's ancient power.
Dick listened, letting her words wash over him, letting the sound of her voice drown out the echoes of Russian activation words and nightmare whispers.
Outside the window, New York City continued its endless cycle—sirens and traffic and the ambient noise of millions of people living their lives.
Snow began to fall, oblivious to the fact that Dick Grayson was having a breakdown at 3 AM after defeating his own conditioning for what felt like the thousandth time.
But inside the apartment, wrapped in Zatanna's arms with her magic humming protection, Dick found something resembling peace.
Not perfect peace. Not the absence of fear or trauma or nightmares.
But the peace that came from knowing he didn't face those things alone.
The peace that came from having someone who'd seen him at his worst—broken, terrified, spiraling—and chosen to love him anyway.
The peace that came from magical proof that this was real, he was safe, he was loved.
It was enough.
It had to be enough.
Because the alternative—surrendering to the fear, letting the Winter Soldier's ghost win, accepting that he'd never be more than a weapon pretending to be human—that wasn't acceptable.
Dick Grayson had survived torture, mind control, four years as a living weapon, and the impossible process of reintegration.
He could survive nightmares too.
One panic attack at a time.
One magical reassurance at a time.
One moment of choosing to keep living at a time.
"Zee?", he said quietly as dawn began to lighten the sky outside.
"Yeah?"
"Thank you. For everything. For saving me in New York. For never giving up on me. For proving this is real when my brain tries to convince me it's not. For loving me even when I'm a mess."
"You're not a mess.", Zatanna replied, "You're healing. There's a difference."
"Pretty sure I'm both."
"Okay, fine. You're a mess who's healing. But you're my mess, and I'm not letting you go."
"Okay.", Dick pulled her closer, "Because I'm not letting go either."
They watched the sunrise together through the snowfall—Dick exhausted but unable to sleep, Zatanna alert and present, her magic a constant protective hum around them both.
It wasn't the ending Dick would have chosen.
He would have preferred to be completely healed, to have defeated the Winter Soldier so thoroughly that nightmares were impossible, to be the uncomplicated hero he'd been before Siberia.
But that wasn't his reality.
His reality was nightmares and panic attacks and magical reassurance that this moment was real.
His reality was carrying the Winter Soldier's memories while choosing to be Dick Grayson anyway.
His reality was loving Zatanna and being loved in return, even when—especially when—things were hard.
And somehow, impossibly, that was enough.
Not perfect.
Not healed.
But enough.
Because healing wasn't about erasing trauma. It was about learning to live with it, to carry it without being crushed by its weight, to build a life that included both the pain and the joy, the nightmares and the love, the Winter Soldier's ghost and Dick Grayson's choice to keep fighting.
"I love you.", Dick said as golden light broke through the curtains of their apartment, a new day beginning whether he was ready for it or not.
"I love you too." Zatanna replied, her magic pulsing one more time—a reminder, a promise, a truth that transcended words.
The words from Zatanna’s spell from earlier now echoed in his mind.
“This is real.”
“You are safe.”
“I love you.”
And for Dick Grayson—survivor of the impossible, carrier of unbearable weight, hero who'd chosen to keep living despite every reason not to—that was enough.
That would always be enough.
Because he was home.
Not in a place, but in a person.
Not perfectly healed, but healing.
Not without scars, but learning to carry them.
He was Dick Grayson.
He was Nightwing.
He was the Winter Soldier's ghost and the man who'd defeated it.
He was all of these things and more, and he was learning—slowly, painfully, one nightmare at a time—that being all of these things was okay.
That he didn't have to choose just one identity.
That he could be broken and whole simultaneously.
That he could carry trauma while also building joy.
That he could be haunted by the past while still having a future.
The Winter Soldier would always be part of him—a shadow in his mindscape, a voice in his nightmares, memories he'd carry for the rest of his life.
But so would this.
So would Zatanna's love. Bruce's support. The Team's loyalty. Wally's friendship. The family he'd built from broken pieces.
So would the choice—repeated daily, sometimes hourly—to be Dick Grayson rather than the weapon the Shadows tried to make him.
That choice was what defined him.
Not the conditioning.
Not the trauma.
Not the nightmares.
The choice.
And Dick Grayson—survivor, hero, partner, friend, son, brother—chose to keep living.
Chose to keep loving.
Chose to keep being human, even when being human hurt.
Chose home.
Not perfectly.
Not without struggle.
But authentically, genuinely, impossibly—
He chose home.
And for him, that was more than enough.
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Dick Grayson would continue to fight his demons, would continue to carry the Winter Soldier's weight, would continue to have nightmares and panic attacks and moments where he questioned everything.
But he would never face them alone.
Because home wasn't a place.
It was the people who chose to stay, even when staying was hard.
It was Zatanna's magic proving reality when his brain lied to him.
It was Bruce calling him "son" and meaning it.
It was the Team refusing to give up on him.
It was Wally's terrible jokes, Jason's dark humor, Tim's steadfast support, and Barbara’s wit and understanding.
It was choosing, every day, to be more than what trauma tried to make him.
Dick Grayson was home.
And he was finally—
Finally—
Learning to believe he deserved to be.
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THE END
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“Nightwing: The Winter Soldier”, by MasterTheGreat
Notes:
To the HOI4 TNO players out there, did y'all catch the references from "XVII" onwards?

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