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Summary:

After being tortured by Expedition 56, Alicia is not freed. She does not escape.

She stays.

And she waits.

And she suffers.

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Day 15: “You can take a break, if you just tell me that it hurts.” - Immortality (alternate prompt)

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The chamber they’ve dragged her into is carved into the rock of a cliffside—half cave, half ruin, where the sea’s roar is muffled into a constant thrum through the stone. From within, it sounds like the ocean’s heartbeat battering and thumping against rock, a constant percussion of its life. Torches burn in sconces along the walls, their flames flickering orange over damp basalt and chains that dangle from iron hooks. The air smells of brine, char, and metal—blood that’s seeped into cracks long ago.

In the center of the chamber, Alicia hangs suspended from manacles bolted into the ceiling. Her wrists are raw, skin abraded to grey-red welts where she’s strained against the restraints. Her head tilts forward, limp white hair curtaining the ruined map of scars across her face and throat. Her one good eye is half-lidded, unblinking, dulled with exhaustion. She makes no sound—can make no sound—but her chest rises and falls with shallow, stuttering breaths.

Expedition 56 doesn’t treat her as human.

A man with a twisting scar down the right side of his body, clad in tarnished armor paces in front of her, a barbed whip coiled in his fist. 

  “Immortal,” he mutters, as though spitting the word. “That’s what they say you are. Ageless. Can’t die. Let’s test the claim, shall we?” His voice is mocking, but there’s a yearning hunger beneath it, as though he’s desperate to confirm the myth.

Alicia stirs faintly at the word, muscles twitching in protest. She knows what’s coming before the whip cracks across her back. The impact slices through skin already crisscrossed with old welts, reopening half-healed lines, painting her in fresh pain. She jerks forward with the strike, breath hissing silent through her teeth, her chains clattering against the iron hook.

The others watch—seven figures, all that’s left of Expedition 56, standing at the chamber’s edge, their eyes cold, fascinated. One of them writes notes in a ledger, recording each wound, each reaction. Another leans on a spear, bored, waiting for something new.

The whip cracks again.

Alicia’s vision blurs. The chamber tilts. She tries not to crumple, not to give them the satisfaction of watching her hang limp—but her body betrays her, sagging against the manacles. The chains rattle with each shallow shift of her weight. Her wrists ache. Her shoulders burn with the strain of suspension. Every nerve hums raw.

The torturer sneers. “No screams. Not even a whimper. What’s wrong, girl? Cat got your tongue?” He laughs, cruel and amused, before snapping the whip across her shoulder again.

She doesn’t move this time. Doesn’t react beyond a faint tremor in her jaw. Her silence frustrates the man. He snarls and backhands her across the face, the sharp ring of his gauntlet striking bone, slicing open the scarring on her cheek and leaking blood. Her head whips sideways, red spattering from a split lip.

The ledger-keeper notes it down. “Impact to jaw—subject unresponsive beyond physiological reflex.”

The man with the spear shifts, eyeing her. “Maybe she really can’t make a sound. You ever heard a single word from her?”

The torturer grins darkly. “Doesn’t matter. Sound or not, she’ll break.”

But Alicia doesn’t. She can’t.

Her silence isn’t defiance—it’s all she has. They can strip her body raw, tear her open a thousand times, but they can’t wring a single word from her throat. She sways faintly in the manacles, blood dripping to the stone beneath her feet, mixing with the puddles of seawater that seep through the cave.

The whip falls again.

And again.

And again.

And again. 

Her body shudders with the blow, back arching instinctively before the chains yank her arms taut. She bites down on nothing, jaw trembling. Her one eye fixes on the stone wall, unblinking, as though by focusing on that black, damp rock she can disappear—go somewhere else. Anywhere else.

She thinks of her home—the home she used to have. Before the Fracture. When her parents would throw extravagant parties and invite dozens of people, all dressed in colorful, elaborate gowns. She wasn’t exactly a fan of the crowds, but she loved seeing their home full of life and music. And the food! So much delicious food! And she loved dancing with her brother and sister, laughing and smiling as they twirled through the parlor and living room. 

She misses Verso. She misses Clea. 

Time becomes meaningless in the chamber. Strike after strike, blow after blow, and Alicia endures and endures, hanging suspended in agony. Her body is agony itself—a patchwork of scars old and new, burns that never healed properly, flesh torn open again and again. They treat her like an experiment, a myth to be tested, a thing.

And still, she makes no sound.

Only the drip of her blood into the ocean-soaked stone floor marks the passage of her suffering.

***

Eventually, the sound of footsteps comes down the rocky corridor that leads to the chamber—slow, deliberate. The other Expeditioners look over. The torches hiss as they burn low. Alicia sways faintly from the chains, every breath trembling through her ribs.

The leader of Expedition 56 enters the chamber.

She’s a woman, tall and coldly beautiful, her presence sharp as the blade strapped to her thigh. The hood of her coat is thrown back, rain still beading along the fabric. A scar runs along her cheekbone like a pale strike of lightning. Her gloves gleam faintly in the dim light. She carries a journal, which she sets down on a flat stone. 

She stops in front of Alicia and just…looks at her.

For a long, unbearable minute, the only sound is the ocean’s pulse far below. Alicia doesn’t lift her head. She can’t tell if the silence is worse than the pain.

The woman, Lisette, exhales slowly through her nose. “You look just like her,” she murmurs. Her voice isn’t loud, but it carries through the chamber — low, venomous. “It’s disgusting.”

Alicia’s fingers twitch faintly. She doesn’t know who her is.

Lisette’s eyes narrow. “Don’t play innocent with me. You and your family — your wretched, cursed bloodline. You think I’d forget what you did?”

Alicia makes a rasp. She’s dizzy and confused. 

  “Your parasitic kin killed my beloved Simone,” Lisette snarls. Her gloved hand trembles toward the knife on her thigh before she stills it. “She was everything. Brilliant. Brave. She believed people could be saved — even you, when we discovered you and your disgusting family.”

Her voice breaks, then rebuilds itself with venom. “But she still died. Killed by your family like she was nothing more than a cow at a slaughterhouse!”

Alicia’s eye flickers open at her harsh tone, clouded, terrified. She doesn’t understand — she doesn’t remember that woman, doesn’t know her. But the hate in Lisette’s voice feels like fire crawling up her spine.

Lisette steps closer, boots echoing against the stone. “You don’t even deny it.” She grips Alicia’s chin in one hand, forcing her head up. The girl’s one visible eye reflects the torchlight — wide, colorless, a trembling silver-gray. Lisette studies her face as though trying to find the ghost she’s lost.

  “Simone died screaming my name,” Lisette whispers. “And you—” she releases her chin with a shove “—you get to live forever.”

Alicia stumbles against the pull of the chains. Her throat contracts with the instinct to speak, to say I didn’t, to plead, to explain—but no sound comes. Her mouth opens; only air escapes.

The silence is unbearable.

Lisette lets out a short, broken laugh. “Nothing to say. Of course not.” Her voice trembles again, but this time it’s with rage held too long. “You monsters never do.”

She paces once, twice, back and forth in front of Alicia. Her every step is brittle, as though her composure could crack at any second. The sea wind whistles faintly through the cracks in the stone, lifting strands of her hair. 

Then, she stops pacing and turns. “Do you remember her eyes?” she demands suddenly. “The color of them? You don’t. You can’t. You took her from me before you ever saw her.”

Alicia’s fingers curl weakly, nails scraping against the rusted metal cuffs. She doesn’t understand, but the anguish in Lisette’s voice pierces through her haze of exhaustion like a blade through glass. She wants to tell her — she’s not who Lisette thinks she is. She didn’t kill anyone. She’s never killed anyone. But she has no voice to give that truth shape.

Lisette mistakes her silence for defiance.

  “Of course you don’t care.” Her tone drops to a whisper again, low and venomous. “That’s what you things do best. You destroy, and then you forget.”

She steps forward again until she’s close enough that Alicia can feel her breath. For a heartbeat, Lisette just stands there, trembling with some awful emotion that might almost be grief. Her gloved hand hovers near Alicia’s cheek—and for one terrible second, it looks like she might touch her, might brush the blood and sweat away as if she were still capable of gentleness.

But she doesn’t. Her hand falls away. “You don’t deserve even that.”

Then, her hand moves in a flash. She lifts her knife and slashes it across Alicia’s throat.

Blood sprays. Alicia chokes. She can feel the searing metallic heat rushing down her throat, clogging her airways, and she gargles, red frothing back up from her lips in vivid, foamy bubbles. She begins to drown in her own blood, unable to breathe—but she does not die. 

She cannot die. 

It takes five minutes for the wound to finally stop gushing, though the leaking doesn’t cease, and Alicia’s throat remains a stagnant deluge. She gurgles with every wet breath, her throat burning, chest lurching.

Lisette looks up at her in intrigue. “Hm,” she hums. “You truly cannot die. How interesting…” She snaps her fingers at one of the other Expedition members. “Clear the way.”
Alicia doesn’t understand what she means by that—and then a war hammer swings into her belly. She gags, and the blood swamped in her throat spews from her lips, splattering everywhere. She coughs, feeling her insides bruise and rupture at the same time, the ache of internal bleeding rearing its ugly head, but not even that will be enough to put her under.

For the next two months, this is Alicia’s life. Day after day, it’s a new kind of torture. The Expeditioners get more creative, realizing the extent than can go to with her, knowing she will not die. 

She doesn’t understand what she’s being punished for. She doesn’t even know who Simone was.

All she knows is that somewhere, somehow, someone decided she was guilty—and the world has agreed to let her suffer for it forever.

Eventually, however, time comes for all of them. 

As the Paintress begins to stand at the distant Monolith, Lisette grins up at Alicia. A sense of pride and justice radiates off of her.

  “I may be dying, but you won’t,” she says. “Have fun in the silence, beast.”

And then, she’s gone, dissolved into smoke and rose petals. The rest of Expedition 56 goes with her, whisked away in the wind. The noise of their voices fades, and the sea resumes its endless breathing through the cliff’s veins. The torches burn out one by one. The tools rust. The ledger lies open on the floor until damp swells its pages into pulp.

And Alicia remains.

At first, she waits. She tells herself that someone will find her. Someone will unchain her hands. Someone will notice the silence.

But the hours stretch into something shapeless, the line between soon and never dissolving in the dark.

The air grows colder.
Her skin, that strange monochrome grey, holds neither heat nor chill. The tide surges below; she feels its rhythm in the stone rather than hears it now. When she blinks, her lashes clink faintly against dried salt. She stops counting breaths—there are too many.

Days pass, though she can’t be sure. She measures time by the fading of light through the cracks above, by the thin blades of sunrise that used to reach the chamber and no longer do. Once, she used to flinch when droplets fell from the ceiling onto her shoulders. Now she hardly notices. They have been falling, on and off, for…months? Years?

At some point, the ceiling collapses in part of the tunnel. Wind finds its way in, curling through the ruin like a ghostly hand. It carries dust and sea spray and faint echoes of gulls. She listens to those sounds as if they are language—an indecipherable conversation between the sky and the stone.

Sometimes, she tries to move. The chains creak but hold. Her body does not change. Her cuts do not heal; they do not worsen. There is no hunger now, no thirst. She does not know whether this is mercy or cruelty.

She dreams with her eyes open. In those dreams, she imagines footsteps—rescuers, tormentors, it hardly matters which. They dissolve into the rhythm of the waves. She imagines the world above changing: storms collapsing cities, forests growing over forgotten monuments. Whole expeditions rising and vanishing. Perhaps the sea has climbed higher; perhaps the cliffs have fallen lower. She imagines the Continent reshaping itself while she remains the still point in its turning.

The horror of it is quiet. Not pain—just duration.

It’s the knowledge that she does not sleep, cannot die, and that somewhere, the world continues without her. People laugh. Empires fall. The sun climbs and sinks ten thousand times. She endures.

When she finally begins to think in centuries rather than days, even her own memories start to fade at their edges. The faces of her captors blur first; then the voice of the woman who hated her. She tries to recall the name Simone and finds only the echo of sound, stripped of meaning. Eventually even language itself begins to thin—thoughts drift without words, like clouds without shape.

Sometimes she wonders if she is still a person or if she has become part of the cliff: a hollow within it, a relic the sea refuses to wash away. The metal around her wrists fuses with the stone, the rust like veins through basalt. She becomes another formation for the tide to carve.

And yet, beneath it all, some faint ember remains.
A thread of awareness, a pulse of self. She doesn’t know why it endures, but it does.
Maybe it’s the memory of light—of something that once meant warmth.

So she waits.

She waits through the groaning ages, through the sigh of waves that have forgotten the names of continents, through the weight of silence that has become her only companion.

Until, at last, the air changes.

Far away, the stone trembles with movement—footsteps not made by her tormentors, voices not heard in twenty-three years. The sound of strangers. The faint scent of ash and rain.

Someone is coming.


The Stone Wave Cliffs rise from the sea like the spine of some ancient, titanic beast—jagged basalt columns thrusting upward in black-gray ridges, their edges carved by centuries of relentless waves. The air here smells sharp, full of salt and the faint copper tang of storm.

The ocean below is no tranquil mirror; it’s a boiling, heaving mass, slate-blue waves crashing hard against the cliffs and exploding into plumes of white spray. Every few moments, the thunder of the sea swallows every other sound. The horizon is a chaos of shifting gray, the storm clouds piling higher and darker, rolling over one another like smoke. Lightning flares in the distance, lighting up the edges of the world in stark silver for a heartbeat before plunging it all back into dimness.

The stone beneath their boots is treacherous—slick with rain, uneven, fractured. Jagged edges form natural terraces and shelves that jut out precariously over the roaring drop below. Some columns lean against each other like toppled dominoes, creating arches and strange half-formed shapes where water channels down. Between the stone, thin veins of moss glow faintly green, clinging stubbornly to life where it seems impossible.

Every gust of wind whips through their cloaks and rattles the metal clasps of their gear, carrying droplets of seawater up to sting their faces. Maelle pulls her hood tighter, though strands of her hair still whip wildly across her cheeks. The storm makes her blood race; there’s something both terrifying and exhilarating about the sheer rawness of it.

High above, seabirds wheel and cry, their voices nearly lost in the roar of the ocean. Their wings catch the sudden bursts of lightning, making them flash white for an instant before they vanish back into shadow.

The cliffs feel alive, as though the continent itself is breathing here, restless and awake. Every boom of thunder echoes deep into the rock, shaking it underfoot. It’s a place carved by power and time, a place that doesn’t care whether the Expedition walks it or not.

Maelle lingers near the edge—close enough to feel her heart hammer at the abyss yawning below, but not so close Gustave has to pull her back. Her eyes are wide, full of awe. The wind tears the breath from her lungs, and yet she can’t stop staring at the endless black columns, the storm above, the furious sea beneath.

It’s as though the whole world has sharpened into one raw, dangerous moment.

The four of them pick their way along the jagged basalt, hoods pulled up against the sting of rain and salt spray. Every step is a gamble on slick stone, the cliffs dropping away to a dizzying nothingness at their side.

  “Careful, Maelle,” Gustave calls over the roar of the wind, steadying her with one hand at her elbow when she slips a little. “One wrong step, and you’ll be swimming with the fishes.”

Maelle shoots him a crooked grin despite her nerves. “You’d dive in after me.”

  “Of course I would,” Gustave replies without hesitation, as if it were the simplest truth in the world.

Sciel, walking a few paces behind with her cloak snapping in the wind, laughs. “Both of you would drown before I finished tying my hair back. Don’t tempt fate, hm?”

  “Fate?” Maelle shouts back over the surf. “Feels more like the cliffs are daring us to fall!”

  “Mm.” Lune’s voice cuts through from up ahead, dry and unamused. She’s moving with careful precision, testing each step before committing. “The cliffs don’t dare anything. They simply exist. They were formed by cooled basalt columns—”

  “Oh no,” Sciel stage-whispers with a grin. “Here she goes.”

Maelle perks up despite the storm, leaning closer as Lune continues, voice raised against the wind.

  “They cooled at different rates. That’s why they’re hexagonal in shape, stacking like puzzle pieces. If you look closely, you can see the fractures where seawater seeped in, eroding them over time.”

Maelle’s eyes go wide. Even with rain dripping off her hood and salt stinging her lips, she’s hooked. “That’s amazing! So it’s like the ocean carved its own staircase?”

Lune pauses. “That is…a crude but not entirely inaccurate description.”

Gustave smirks. “Translation: she likes your answer.”

  “Stop translating me,” Lune snaps, but the faint pink in her cheeks betrays her.

Another gust of wind slams into them, nearly shoving Maelle sideways, and she lets out a yelp. Gustave steadies her again, this time pulling her against his side.

  “You’re sticking with me until we’re off this death trap,” he mutters firmly.

Maelle mumbles into his cloak, “But I wanted to hear more about the stair-ocean…”

Sciel cackles outright. “Oh, she’s naming geology again. Last time it was ‘lava pancakes.’”

  “They were shaped like pancakes!” Maelle protests, her voice shrill in her defense.

  “You three,” Lune says sharply, spinning just enough to glare at them, rain plastering her hair to her face, “are impossible.”

Sciel winks. “And yet, you’d be bored without us.”

Another boom of thunder rattles the cliffs, and Gustave instinctively angles himself to shield Maelle. She peeks out from under his arm, eyes shining with awe more than fear.

  “It’s so wild,” she murmurs. “Like the world’s…yelling at us.”

Lune’s gaze softens just faintly. “…Perhaps. The world is full of voices, if you listen.”

  “Yeah,” Sciel adds brightly, skipping ahead a few steps with reckless ease. “And some voices tell you to hurry up before the rain soaks your socks through!”

Gustave groans. “Spoken like a true poet.”

The storm grows worse as they push further along the Stone Wave Cliffs. The sky is nearly black now, flashes of lightning splitting the world into stark silver and shadow. The ocean below thrashes in fury, its spray rising like ghostly smoke around the cliff face. Lune is starting to suggest that they stop and make camp in a cave when Maelle freezes suddenly. Her head whips sideways like she’s a startled deer.

  “Wait.” Her voice cuts clean and sharp through the roar of the sea.

Gustave looks down at her. “What’s wrong?”

Maelle is looking toward an unassuming crack carved in the basalt, leading into a sort of tunnel. It looks just like a regular opening caused by erosion, but something about it has clearly caught Maelle’s attention.

  “I don’t know…” Maelle says. “I just feel…weird.” She looks up at Gustave. “Can we go in?”

Gustave peers at the tunnel, then glances over at Sciel and Lune. Sciel shrugs. Lune squints.

  “We can check it out,” Lune says. 

So, they do.

They head into the tunnel, out of the storm. It leads them to a large cavern. The eastern wall has long since crumbled, looking out to the frothing ocean. A few old, rusty weapons lay around listlessly. 

But that’s not what catches their eye.

At first, it looks like another jagged spire of basalt, a pale shape framed against the dark stone. But as their eyes adjust, details sharpen. The shape is human. A girl.

She hangs suspended just beyond the cliff wall, her arms stretched above her head, wrists bound by chains of tarnished iron that vanish into the stone itself. Her skin is unnaturally pale, a dull monochrome grey that makes her look like some kind of statue. Long white hair hangs in limp strands, whipping in the wind. She only has one eye. The other socket is scarred and empty.

The sight steals all of their breaths away.

Her body is a tapestry of suffering—old burns stretched across her arms and shoulders, welts scarring her torso like someone once lashed her again and again. Thin lines, some jagged and some deliberate, crisscross her thighs, her ribs, her stomach—marks left by blades.

She doesn’t move. Doesn’t even sway with the wind. The chains creak faintly, but the girl herself hangs utterly limp.

  “Gods…” Sciel whispers, her hands flying to her mouth. For once, the cheer drains completely from her face. “Is she…?”

  “She’s alive,” Lune says immediately, too quickly for comfort, like she’s convincing herself. She steps forward, eyes narrowed, her voice low but sure. “There’s still color in the lips. Look.”

Maelle feels her knees weaken. The girl looks less alive than anyone she’s ever seen. Like a husk. Like a relic the cliffs themselves decided to hold prisoner.

  “Twenty-three years,” the cliffs seem to groan with every thunderclap. “Twenty-three years.”

Of course, the Expedition doesn’t know that. Not yet.

Maelle grips Gustave’s sleeve with clammy fingers. “I know her,” she rasps, her voice raw.

The others look at her. 

  “What do you mean?” Lune demands.

  “When I had my vision,” Maelle tells them. “This was the girl I saw. The white-haired girl. But she had a mask…” She looks at all of them frantically. “We have to help her. We can’t just—leave her—”

Gustave’s arm immediately circles her shoulders, steadying her trembling frame. His eyes, wide with pity, never leave the chained girl. “We will. Easy, honey. We’ll help her.”

Sciel takes a step closer but stops short, horror rippling through her features as she sees more of the damage. “Who could…do this?” Her voice cracks. “To anyone?”

The girl’s chest rises—faintly. One shallow breath. Then another.

  “She is alive,” Lune confirms, her scholarly detachment faltering at the edges. She pushes soaked hair from her forehead, scanning the runes faintly carved into the stone around the chains. “This isn’t ordinary restraint. There’s an enchantment on these bindings. Old. Dangerous.”

Maelle shakes her head, horrified. “She’s been here—how long?”

No one answers. No one wants to.

A jagged flash of lightning illuminates the scene fully, and Maelle flinches as the pale girl’s scars shine stark and black against her gray skin. For just an instant, she swears the girl’s eye flicks toward them. Not a full look—more like a twitch of awareness. A flicker of a soul trapped too long in silence.

Maelle’s heart lurches. “She sees us,” she whispers, squeezing Gustave’s arm. “I think she sees us—”

Thunder cracks overhead like the cliffs themselves are splitting apart. The chains rattle, groaning against stone, but hold firm.

The Expedition stands frozen, drenched in rain, the storm roaring around them. But none of it feels as powerful as the stillness of the girl.

She’s a wound in the world. A secret the cliffs have been guarding.

  “We have to do something,” Maelle says again, desperate, fervent.

The girl twitches hard suddenly. Her head jerks, the single eye flicking rapidly between them, wide and terrified.

Maelle steps forward instinctively, heart hammering in her chest. “It’s okay… We’re not going to hurt you,” she says softly, voice trembling, though she has no idea if the girl can even hear.

The girl flinches violently, jerking her head back. Chains clink and rattle faintly, her wrists strained upward. Every muscle in her body screams panic, and Maelle can see the way her thin limbs tense as if she’s ready to flee—even though she physically can’t.

Gustave steps closer, keeping a hand on Maelle’s shoulder to prevent her from rushing forward. His own eyes are careful and calm. “Easy, Maelle. Let her see we mean no harm.”

Sciel doesn’t hesitate. “Shh, it’s okay. I won’t hurt you,” she coos, voice soft as rain. She kneels slightly, keeping herself at a safe distance so the girl doesn’t feel cornered, but still close enough to reach if she could. “We’re here to help.”

The girl’s single eye blinks rapidly. She opens her mouth, but no sound comes out—only a trembling gasp. The skin along her jaw and throat quivers. Her body jerks slightly against the chains as if testing whether they will bite, and Maelle can’t stop herself from stepping closer, voice barely above a whisper.

  “I… We’re not the ones who did this,” Maelle says. “You’re safe now. I promise.”

The girl flinches again, biting her lip—if she has lips; Maelle can barely tell, her face ghostly in the dim storm light. Her breaths come in shallow, quick gasps, the single eye darting from Maelle to Gustave to Lune to Sciel, back and forth like a trapped animal assessing every movement.

Gustave steps just a little closer, hands raised in an open, non-threatening way. “We don’t want to hurt you,” he says slowly, carefully. “We just want to help.”

For the first time, her lips curl slightly—not in a smile, but in a tiny, terrified twitch. The chains clang faintly as she struggles against them. Her wrists ache, her shoulder muscles strain, but there’s nothing she can do. Her breathing grows faster, panic radiating off her in waves that make the wind feel colder, sharper.

  “It’s okay, sweetheart,” Sciel says. “We’re friends, I promise.”

The girl flinches at the words, but her body begins to quiver less violently. Her gaze stays fixed on Sciel, as if searching for some shred of proof in the woman’s earnest, soaked expression. She shifts slightly against the chains again, tiny, almost imperceptible movements that are meant to flee but are instead careful tests, trying to see if anyone will harm her.

Sciel exhales softly, moving her hands in slow, deliberate gestures. “Shhh… We’re not going to hurt you. I know it’s scary, but you don’t have to be afraid of us.”

The storm rumbles above, the ocean thrashes below, but in that frozen moment, it’s only the four of them and her—suspended, broken, and watching.

Maelle edges a step closer, hand half-raised, trembling with fear and empathy. “We… we’ll get you down. I promise,” she whispers. “You don’t have to stay there anymore.”

The girl’s eye flicks to the chains, back to Maelle’s face. Her thin, scarred body jerks in reflex, panic still coursing through her, but there’s the tiniest flicker of recognition. Trust. 

Lune steps forward, her hands glowing. The chains groan and screech as she works the ancient locks, and Gustave steadies the girl, their combined strength pulling her slowly toward the floor. Rain drips in their eyes, lightning slicing the sky, but no one notices. Maelle clutches Gustave’s arm, whispering encouragements that only the girl can faintly hear.

Finally, with one last shuddering pull, the girl collapses onto the slick stone. She lands awkwardly, limbs trembling, knees scraping against jagged basalt. She gasps—silent, soundless—but the movement of her chest is ragged, frantic. Her scars and burns glisten in the rain; every joint, every muscle, every long-frozen injury is screaming in agony.

  “She’s… she’s in so much pain,” Maelle whispers, horror written across her face.

Sciel moves without hesitation. She kneels beside the girl, sliding a hand under her shoulders to support her as gently as possible, murmuring soft, rhythmic sounds that seem meant to lull rather than command. “Shhh, darling, it’s okay. You’re safe now. You’re safe.”

The girl flinches at the touch at first, her one eye widening in terror, but Sciel doesn’t stop. She wraps a soaked cloak around the girl’s trembling body, easing her as far off the edge of the cliff as possible. Rain sluices down their hair and faces, but Sciel doesn’t care. She presses the girl’s head against her chest, rocking her gently, murmuring low, comforting phrases in a way that bypasses words—almost instinctively maternal.

Gustave kneels beside them, wrapping Maelle in an arm and whispering, “You did good. She’s okay now.”

Maelle nods, wide-eyed and awed, still half in shock. “She… she’s been like this…for so long…”

Sciel smoothes out her damp, messy white hair, the first human contact in decades. “I know,” she whispers. “I know it hurts. But you don’t have to fight alone anymore. I’ve got you. We’ve got you.”

The girl’s body is limp in her arms, trembling with exhaustion and pain, every scar screaming with memories of suffering. She curls slightly against Sciel, finally allowing herself a fraction of relief—even though she can’t speak, can’t articulate her gratitude, her terror, or her fear of trusting again.

Maelle crouches beside them, small hands hovering hesitantly over the girl’s arm. “I… I can stay with you too,” she murmurs softly, voice barely audible over the storm.

Sciel glances at her, eyes soft. “Yes, sweetheart. You can. We’ll all stay.” She rocks the girl slightly, murmuring comforting nonsense as her hands move to soothe tense muscles, tracing over scars with slow, gentle pressure. She whispers over and over, “It’s okay, baby. You’re okay. We’re here. We’re here. You’re safe now. You’re out of those horrible chains.”

The storm rages around them, waves smashing against the cliffs, rain lashing sideways, but in that small corner of the world, Sciel has created a bubble of care and warmth. Every twitch of the girl’s muscles, every shudder of pain, is met with steady, unyielding attention.

Even Lune, usually detached and analytical, kneels nearby, scanning the chains, the stone, the surrounding magic. But her gaze keeps flicking to the girl, noting her shivering, exhausted form, and muttering softly to herself, “…we’ll figure this out. You’ll be safe.”

Gustave sits close enough to hold Maelle without pressing against the girl, ready to intervene if needed, but mostly watching the scene unfold. His chest swells with something fierce and helpless and protective as he sees Sciel embrace the girl like she’s her own, murmuring, coaxing, mothering, without question or hesitation.

The girl slowly relaxes into Sciel’s arms, still trembling, still aching, but finally letting herself be held. The storm above them is a distant roar compared to the quiet, solid presence of care she’s never known—comfort she never dreamed existed.

And for the first time in twenty-three long years, the world feels just a little less like it wants to destroy her.


They bring her back to camp slowly, carefully — Gustave carrying her with both arms like she’s made of glass, Sciel’s cloak still wrapped around her thin shoulders. Her body is stiff and trembling, her skin so cold it feels like marble. She doesn’t resist, but she doesn’t cling either — she just exists in his hold, fragile and silent, one pale hand clutching the edge of the cloak as though it’s the only thing tethering her to the present.

When they reach camp, the others move instinctively, the rhythm of care practiced and wordless. Lune throws a tarp across a low outcropping to shield them from the rain, her wings catching the downpour before it can soak the firepit. Gustave sets Alicia down on a pile of blankets with a gentleness Maelle has never seen from him — one arm under her head, lowering her so slowly that not a strand of her white hair catches.

Sciel kneels immediately, brushing wet strands from the girl’s face, checking her pulse with two trembling fingers. “Faint, but steady,” she murmurs. Her voice is all warmth and control. “That’s good. That’s very good.”

The girl shivers under the blanket. Her breaths come in small, soundless gasps, her single eye unfocused, darting from shadow to shadow as though she expects pain to strike from anywhere. Maelle sits near her knees, afraid to move. Gustave crouches opposite Sciel, eyes soft with concern.

  “Poor thing,” Sciel whispers. “She’s terrified.”

  “I would be too,” Gustave says. “Chained up there like that for—” He stops himself. He doesn’t know how long. None of them do.

The girl flinches when Sciel reaches for her hand. She jerks back instinctively, eyes wide, breath quickening. Sciel withdraws immediately, palms up, voice as soft as a lullaby, “Shh… shh, it’s all right, darling. No one’s going to hurt you. I promise.”

Maelle, who has been sitting completely still, slides her hand forward slowly — slower than she’s ever moved in her life — until her fingers are resting just beside the girl’s on the blanket. Not touching, just there.
The girl’s gaze flicks to her hand, to her face, then back to her hand again. After a long moment, her trembling fingers inch closer until their skin brushes.

It’s not much, but Maelle feels it like a lightning strike in her chest.

Sciel catches the motion and smiles faintly. “That’s it, love. You’re safe now.”

Lune returns with a pot of steaming water and a clean cloth. “Here,” she murmurs. “It’ll help with the cold.”

Sciel takes it carefully and dips the cloth into the warmth, wringing it out before pressing it against the girl’s cheek, then her hands. The girl flinches at first but then melts under the gentle heat. Steam curls between them. Sciel works slowly, patient as the tide, washing away grit and dried salt, tracing the outlines of old scars that speak of years — decades — of torment. Every now and then, she hums under her breath: an old lullaby, something half-forgotten but soothing all the same.

Lune watches her with quiet reverence. “You’re good with her,” she says softly.

  “I’ve had practice,” Sciel replies without looking up. “You learn how to touch people who don’t know what safety feels like.”

The girl’s breathing slows. She closes her eye, not asleep but no longer panicked. Gustave adds more wood to the fire, the orange glow catching the silver lines of her scars and turning them gold. He takes off his coat and lays it over her legs, saying nothing when Maelle gives him a small, grateful look.

They work in silence for a while. Sciel cleans each wound with painstaking care; Lune tends the fire; Maelle rubs the girl’s hand between her own to keep it warm. Every so often, the girl stirs — a small twitch, a tremor, a soundless wince — and each time, Sciel murmurs another reassurance: “You’re okay, sweetheart. It’s over now.”

When the worst of the chill has left her skin, Gustave offers a flask. “It’s just water,” he says softly, holding it where the girl can see. She looks at it uncertainly. Maelle nods encouragingly. “It’s okay. You can drink.”

The girl’s fingers move like they’ve forgotten how to hold things. The flask wobbles in her grip. Gustave steadies her hands with his own — broad and careful — guiding it to her lips. She drinks in small, desperate sips. When she’s done, she leans back against the blankets, exhausted but calmer.

Sciel tucks the cloak tighter around her shoulders and brushes her thumb along the girl’s temple. “That’s better,” she whispers. “You’ve done so well, my brave girl.”

The girl blinks slowly. A single tear escapes her eye, trailing down her cheek. She can’t speak, but she doesn’t need to — her expression says everything: confusion, gratitude, disbelief.

Maelle’s throat tightens. She reaches out again, this time resting her hand lightly over the girl’s heart. “You’re safe,” she says, almost a whisper. “You’re really safe.”

The girl stares at her, then, very faintly, nods.

The night deepens around them, the ocean murmuring below the cliffs. Rain patters softly on the tarp above their heads. Sciel stays beside the girl the whole time, stroking her hair until her breathing finally evens out and she slips into a light, uneasy sleep.

Gustave and Lune sit nearby, keeping the fire alive. Maelle doesn’t move. She stays cross-legged beside the girl, watching her sleep, her mind spinning with too many questions and none that matter right now.

For now, all that matters is that the girl who had been nothing but a broken silhouette against a storm is here — alive, trembling, healing.

Sciel glances up at Maelle and smiles softly. “You did well, Maelle,” she says. “She trusts you already.”

Maelle looks down at the girl, her heart aching. “Then I’ll make sure she keeps trusting me,” she whispers.

And when Sciel finally wraps her arm around Maelle’s shoulders, drawing her close, it’s with the same warmth and quiet certainty she showed the girl — as if to remind them both: they are all, finally, somewhere safe.

Notes:

don't ask why Painted Renoir or Verso didn't save Alicia. that's not fun, and i will do everything in my power to not have to write them LMAO, especially Renoir. i care little for their relationship with P!Alicia. the Expedition and P!Alicia found family is better!!!!!!!!!!!