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1. in the ruins of our desecration (I'll lay waste to-) by Nullibi for LadyDorian

   Fandoms: Mouthwashing (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen, F/M, M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Anya & Curly & Daisuke & Jimmy & Swansea (Mouthwashing)
   • Anya/Curly (Mouthwashing)
   • Daisuke/Swansea (Mouthwashing)
   • Anya (Mouthwashing)
   • Curly (Mouthwashing)
   • Daisuke (Mouthwashing)
   • Jimmy (Mouthwashing)
   • Swansea (Mouthwashing)
   • Polle (Mouthwashing)
   • Crew of the Tulpar (Mouthwashing)
   • Swansea's Wife (Mouthwashing)
   • Swansea's Children (Mouthwashing)
   • Angst
   • Abuse
   • Anya Deserves Better (Mouthwashing)
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Blood
   • Canon-Typical Jimmy (Mouthwashing)
   • Character Study
   • Colleagues - Freeform
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Co-workers
   • Curly Takes Responsibility (Mouthwashing)
   • Daisuke Needs a Hug (Mouthwashing)
   • Dysfunctional Relationships
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Enabler Curly (Mouthwashing)
   • Gore
   • Hallucinations
   • Introspection
   • Jimmy Gets What Jimmy Deserves (Mouthwashing)
   • Kindred Spirits
   • Mouthwashing
   • Nonlinear Narrative
   • Pre-Tulpar Crash (Mouthwashing)
   • Post-Tulpar Crash (Mouthwashing)
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Rape Recovery
   • Rapist Jimmy (Mouthwashing)
   • Recovery
   • Protective Swansea (Mouthwashing)
   • Psychosis
   • questionable decisions
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Somebody Lives/Not Everyone Dies
   • POV Alternating
   • Hopeful Ending
   • Happy Ending
   • Falling In Love
   • Gay Awakening
   • Miscarriage
   • Sex
   • Survival

   Summary

   "where you been hiding all your demons? / how can you look me in the eye / if you can tell me, when can you tell me why?"

   From wreckage to recovery. The crew of Tulpar make it back to Earth. They find hope, healing, and eventually… love.

   "the thing about forever, it goes on and on and on / the dead eye leave in the background / the dead eye leave in the day…"

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   38,437

   Chapters:

   9/9

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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