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1. As long as we both shall live by askmethingsplease

   Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   29 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Helen/Carol Sturka
   • Carol Sturka/Zosia
   • Carol Sturka
   • Helen (Pluribus)
   • Zosia (Pluribus)
   • Inner Dialogue
   • Self-Hatred
   • Pain
   • Grief/Mourning
   • damaged people are dangerous
   • they know they can survive
   • Carol vs hive mind
   • Pluribus
   • Spoilers
   • LGBTQ Female Character
   • Mental Health Issues

   Summary

   I had to be bitter and angry at the world and everything in it because it was easier than crying. And if I let myself cry, I would never stop.

   Anger, grief, self-hatred, pain, rejection, reflection -- exploring Carol's history and inner monologue as the hive mind takes over the world.

   Language:

   English

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   1,268

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