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the secret diary of a cleaner. by Kozukind
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
24 Dec 2025
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Summary
“I have simply forgotten how to be loved.”
But how does one forget love, they ask. Yet they’ve come to the conclusion and the shame that indeed, love has left their grasp and they’ve succumbed to something close yet so far.
The cleaner is tasked with keeping a diary, to write down the undeniable aching that comes with living. In the sanctuary of the papers, words nestled and protected— they lay their vision of the world and alongside it, questions its rot.
Day by day, they too, spoil— they become a meal no one desires to indulge in, and at the prospect of being discarded, they almost want to puke. Relinquish in that disgusting but safe lust— they’re in a rush. An anticipation of death, that surely, will release them.
Yet they never meet it, that exquisite end.
or: a blurry reflexion of life on the ground, from a child who has nothing, and yet, desires to be everything.
Series
- Part 1 of Of Life and Death.
- Part 1 of the secret diary of a …