Of Life and Death.
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the secret diary of a cleaner. by Kozukind
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
24 Dec 2025
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“I have simply forgotten how to be loved.”
But how does one forget love, they ask. Yet they’ve come to the conclusion and the shame that indeed, love has left their grasp and they’ve succumbed to something close yet so far.
The cleaner is tasked with keeping a diary, to write down the undeniable aching that comes with living. In the sanctuary of the papers, words nestled and protected— they lay their vision of the world and alongside it, questions its rot.
Day by day, they too, spoil— they become a meal no one desires to indulge in, and at the prospect of being discarded, they almost want to puke. Relinquish in that disgusting but safe lust— they’re in a rush. An anticipation of death, that surely, will release them.
Yet they never meet it, that exquisite end.
or: a blurry reflexion of life on the ground, from a child who has nothing, and yet, desires to be everything.
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- Part 1 of Of Life and Death.
- Part 1 of the secret diary of a …
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I’ve got no right to take my place (with the human race). by Kozukind
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
19 Feb 2026
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“I can turn you into poetry, but I cannot make you love me.”
Thus is the expression of the hopeless maiden’s desire, a candle whose will to keep shining bright has lost any true meaning if not the simple and forceful yell of the expression “just live”. Rudo is the obligatory punishment to a child like them, a copy of their endless suffering with a shifting trajectory— unlike them, his grief had allowed him to move.
Unlike him, they had nothing left to lose. When picked up by Enjin and letting their naked flesh be cradled by the man’s rough yet gentle hands, the first thing the child does is cry— the fountain works start before they can even explain their own shortcomings, the reason for their aching.
The drive home is silent aside from their soft hiccups soothed only by Gris’ gentleness, they feel ashamed and as usual, hopeless— they’re restless, scared.
or: Team Akuta loses a young teammate, in exchange, they find a gender struggling young boy insisting on his (her) masculinity, biting at his (her) flesh to not let the girl within be born, to not feed this futile hope.
Yet, she is born, and so full of love.
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- Part 2 of Of Life and Death.