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1. if you could see yourself like this, you'd have never tried it by achilleshq

   Fandoms: Camp Here & There (Podcast)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   04 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Rowan Chow & Sydney Sargent
   • Rowan Chow
   • Sydney Sargent
   • Background Sydney Sargent/Jedidiah Martin
   • Background Established Relationship
   • Ambiguous Relationships
   • Sydney/Rowan can be interpreted as platonic or romantic or whatever you'd like
   • I personally write it with a pinch of qpr
   • sydney Sargent needs a hug
   • Sydney Sargent Has PTSD
   • Disabled Sydney Sargent
   • Schizoaffective Sydney Sargent
   • Nightmares
   • Self-Harm
   • Panic
   • Fainting
   • Nausea
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • or at least open ended
   • No Spoilers
   • mentioned Matthew
   • Minor Injuries
   • Hallucinations
   • moreso the assumption that he's hallucinating
   • Rowan Chow Needs A Hug
   • Secrets
   • Rowan is so sleepy
   • Developing Friendships
   • Late Night Conversations
   • Rowan calls Sydney "doc"
   • Headaches & Migraines
   • Disabled Rowan Chow
   • Chronic Pain
   • Good Friend Rowan Chow
   • A little bit of humour
   • Mentioned Jedidiah Martin
   • Sydney says "I'm fine" and Rowan calls bullshit
   • sleep issues
   • internalized ableism
   • kinda sorta cuddling
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Internalized Victim Blaming
   • eating issues
   • the promise of dinner dates
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • authors thinly veiled projection

   Summary

   Sydney couldn’t blame him when his own observant nature was a sixth sense drilled into him by necessity.

   He chewed on the inside of his cheek, gauging what he could say—what he could admit—that wouldn’t scare the counselor off.

   “You don’t want to hear it, it’s pathetic.” He argued weakly.

   Rowan let out a dry laugh. “Last week, I cried so hard I puked on your floor. I think pathetic doesn’t even begin to cover how you’ve seen me.”

    

   Or, Sydney's habits lead him to desperate places. Rowan just so happens to be there to keep him company, and they talk about what keeps them up at night.

   Series

   • Part 15 of doomed gay camp counselors (chnt one-shots)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,523

   Chapters:

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