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Cassie and Dana go way back, they had a fling that turned into a friendship like nothing other. And over the years Dana has learnt exactly how Cassie needs to be taken care of. There have been countless nights when Cassie has called Dana crying and small because PTSD sucks and she’s regressed back to anywhere between infancy and her teens (before they got bad). But Cassie has a strict rule about age regression, never on shift. That is…until today. The reason was stupid really - or at least it felt like that. A kid Harrison’s age was in a terrible accident and was now on life support. It hit way harder than it should have, and when Robby suggested she take a break in the break room…she took it, not realising that her body would immediately sense the danger and go into her smaller but safer headspace

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Dana Evans had a reputation at PTMC.

Not the flashy kind. Not the kind you got written up in staff emails or whispered about in elevators. Hers was quieter. Heavier. The kind that lived in the way people exhaled when they saw her coming down the hall.

Dana Evans took care of people.

Not just patients—everyone.

She knew which nurses needed coffee before they snapped. Which residents pretended they didn’t care when they very much did. Which attendings barked because they were scared. Which techs cried in stairwells and pretended it was allergies. She noticed everything. Filed it away. Adjusted her approach without anyone ever quite realising she was doing it.

And there were a few people she took under her wing more than others.

Trinity Santos was one of them.

Dana had clocked Trinity within her first week—sharp tongue, sharp mind, anger that came out sideways. Trinity was fine with trauma cases until the story turned. Fine with blood, broken bones, screaming. But if a patient had hurt a child? A partner? A sibling?

Dana saw the way Trinity’s jaw locked. The way her hands moved faster, harder. How she snapped at the wrong people and then stayed late charting like punishment.

Dana never called her out in front of anyone. She just…redirected. Stepped in. Gave Trinity space when she needed it and grounding when she didn’t.

Victoria Javadi was different.

Victoria lived like she was being graded at all times. Shoulders back. Voice steady. Eyes constantly searching for approval she would never ask for out loud. Dana saw how she volunteered for everything, how she took extra shifts, how she burned herself out trying to prove she deserved to be there.

Dana made sure Victoria ate. Made sure she went home. Reminded her—gently, repeatedly—that competence didn’t require self-destruction.

Mel King was all heart and frayed nerves.

Mel got overwhelmed easily. Took things personally. Cared too much in a building that would happily eat that alive if allowed. Dana noticed how Mel hovered after certain cases, how she replayed conversations, how she cried in supply closets when no one was looking.

Dana learned which cases Mel needed a heads-up on. Which ones she needed a debrief for. Which ones she needed someone to sit with her and just breathe.

And then there was Cassie.

Cassandra, technically. But no one called her that unless they were family.

Or Dana.

Cassie had been at PTMC almost as long as Dana had. They went way back—before protocols changed, before the new wing was built, before half the staff turnover that came with hospital life. They’d been young once. Messy. Lonely in ways that made bad decisions feel like good ones.

They’d had a fling.

It had been intense and brief and ill-timed, the kind of thing that burned hot and then settled into something unexpected. A friendship like nothing else. Deep. Familiar. Honest in a way neither of them managed with many people.

Over the years, Dana had learned Cassie in a way that went beyond charting habits and coffee orders.

She knew Cassie’s tells.

Knew the way her voice went flat when she was dissociating. Knew the restless pacing meant hypervigilance, not impatience. Knew that when Cassie got very quiet, something was wrong.

And Dana knew about the nights.

The calls that came at two or three in the morning, Cassie’s voice small and shaking on the other end of the line. PTSD didn’t care about schedules or reputations or how competent you were in daylight hours. It reached back and dragged Cassie to places she didn’t want to be.

Places that made her younger.

Sometimes Cassie regressed to her teens—angry, defensive, sharp-edged. Sometimes she was much smaller. Sometimes she couldn’t articulate what she needed at all.

Dana never pushed. Never asked questions that weren’t welcome. She just…took care.

But Cassie had rules.

Strict ones.

Never on shift.

No matter how bad it got, no matter how close she came to the edge, Cassie did not regress at work. PTMC was controlled. Safe in a different way. She held herself together with sheer will and muscle memory and discipline.

Until today.

The reason felt stupid, really. Or at least it did in hindsight.

A kid.

Too close in age to Harrison.

Harrison, with his gap-toothed smile and scraped knees and habit of asking too many questions. Harrison, who Cassie adored in the quiet, careful way of someone who loved fiercely but feared loss even more.

The accident had been bad. Worse than bad. The kind that made the trauma bay go silent in that heavy, reverent way.

Now the kid was on life support.

Machines breathing for him. Lines and tubes and numbers doing things they were never meant to do.

Cassie had held it together through the codes, through the family updates, through the moment when hope narrowed to a fragile thread.

But something cracked.

It hit her harder than it should have. Harder than she could rationalise away. Her body didn’t care about logic. It recognised danger and grief and familiarity and went straight to the place that felt safest.

When Robby gently suggested she take a break, Cassie nodded automatically. She didn’t argue. Didn’t protest.

She went to the break room.

And the second the door shut behind her, her shoulders collapsed.

Her hands started shaking. Her breath came shallow and uneven. The fluorescent lights felt too bright, the room too big. Her brain slid sideways, past adult reasoning and professional boundaries, into something smaller.

Safer.

Dana noticed Cassie was gone longer than expected.

She noticed because she always noticed.

She finished a conversation at the nurses’ station, scanned the board, and felt that familiar tug of unease. Cassie wasn’t where she should be. Hadn’t checked back in. Hadn’t cracked a dry joke or asked for bad coffee.

Dana excused herself without explanation.

The break room door was closed.

Dana knocked once, softly. “Cass?”

No answer.

She opened the door slowly.

Cassie was curled on the couch, knees tucked to her chest, arms wrapped around herself. Her shoes were still on, but one had slipped halfway off. Her badge was twisted sideways. Her eyes were unfocused, glassy with unshed tears.

Dana’s heart clenched.

She closed the door behind her and crossed the room in quiet steps. She crouched down in front of Cassie, lowering herself to eye level.

“Hey,” Dana said gently. “Hey, sweetheart. It’s okay.”

Cassie flinched at the sound of her voice, then stilled.

Her eyes flicked up. Recognition took a moment.

“…Dana?” The word came out soft. Younger.

Dana didn’t correct her. Didn’t say Cassandra. Not yet.

“Yeah,” she said, warm and steady. “I’m here.”

Cassie’s lip trembled. “’S loud,” she murmured.

“I know,” Dana said. She reached up and dimmed the lights, then grabbed the spare blanket from the back of the room. She draped it around Cassie’s shoulders without crowding her.

“You’re safe,” Dana continued. “You’re in the break room. I’ve got you.”

Cassie’s breathing stuttered. Her fingers curled into the fabric of Dana’s sleeve when Dana moved closer.

Dana let her.

She sat down on the floor, back against the couch, grounding herself so Cassie could anchor to her presence without being overwhelmed.

“Can you tell me how old you feel?” Dana asked quietly.

Cassie frowned, concentrating hard. “Little,” she whispered.

“That’s okay,” Dana said. “You don’t have to be big right now.”

Tears spilled over, silent and heavy. Cassie shook her head. “I didn’t mean to,” she said, voice cracking. “I wasn’t s’posed to.”

“I know,” Dana replied. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Cassie sniffed. “The kid…he’s—” She couldn’t finish the sentence. Her chest hitched, panic rising.

Dana intervened gently. “Shh. You don’t have to talk about that right now.”

She guided Cassie’s breathing with soft cues, slow and patient. In through the nose. Out through the mouth. Again.

Gradually, Cassie’s grip loosened.

Dana stayed with her, anchoring her in the moment, shielding her from the world outside the break room. She checked the clock, calculated coverage in her head, sent a discreet message to Robby to give Cassie time.

No one questioned Dana Evans when she said she’d handle something.

After a while, Cassie shifted closer, pressing her shoulder into Dana’s arm. Dana wrapped an arm around her carefully, protective but respectful.

“You’re doing really good,” Dana murmured. “I’m proud of you.”

Cassie leaned into the praise like a child into warmth. “Don’t wanna go back,” she said quietly.

“I know,” Dana said. “You don’t have to right this second.”

They sat like that, the hum of the hospital muffled beyond the walls. Dana grounded Cassie until the shaking eased, until her breathing steadied, until the world felt less sharp.

Eventually, Cassie looked up again, eyes clearer but still soft. “Did I mess up?” she asked.

Dana shook her head without hesitation. “No. You’re human.”

Cassie gave a weak, tired huff of a laugh. “Could’ve picked a better day.”

Dana smiled gently. “PTMC doesn’t really do ‘better days.’”

Cassie rested her head against Dana’s shoulder. “Thanks for finding me.”

“Always,” Dana said.

When Cassie was ready, Dana helped her back into herself—not forcing, not rushing. Just guiding her until she could stand, until she could put her badge back on straight, until the weight of adulthood settled again.

Before they left the room, Dana squeezed Cassie’s hand.

“You’re not alone,” she said. “Not today. Not ever.”

Cassie met her eyes, something fierce and grateful shining there. “I know.”

And Dana meant it.

Because taking care of people wasn’t just something she did.

It was who she was.

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