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Rumi had been a mistake from the moment she was conceived. Life was not something she deserved to enjoy, and must instead live through her own pain and misery. Coming to terms with a life filled with suffering and mundanity had been her only plan, entirely ready to take what she deserves.
Her life begins to change into something she does not know how to handle, and the people in her around are strangely committed to making a difference for her.
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Twenty to thirty years. She had done the math in that courtroom and landed on thirty-seven and let herself exhale for the first time in years. She had been seventeen and wearing a blouse her mother had pressed the night before because her mother had needed something to do with her hands in the same way her Nanay was cooking all day, and she had sat in the second row and listened to the sentence and let the number settle over her like something solid. Like a foundation. Like something she could build on top of.
She was twenty-eight.
And he had been good.
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trinity's roommate moved out, her situation-ship is over and her abuser was just released from prision.
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After her father’s sudden death, Trinity returns to her childhood home in Boulder, Colorado; a place of manicured lawns, suppressed trauma, and the conservative family she has long kept at arm’s length. Yolanda accompanies but only after agreeing to Trinity's terms that they pose as friends, forcing their long-term relationship to become a secret. What begins as a brief trip to organize a funeral stretches into an indefinite stay when Trinity’s brothers guilt her into staying behind to care for their mother. As the days turn into weeks, Yolanda remains at Trinity’s side, but their relationship begins to feel the effects of being tucked away for too long. As Trinity's ghosts from Boulder grow increasingly relentless, she and Yolanda must confront whether their relationship can survive the turbulence, or if they should have abandoned ship long ago.
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Trinity brings Yolanda to her childhood home with the requirement that they hide their relationship from her conservative family. The ramifications of that choice quickly make themselves clear as their relationship is challenged.
It's "Happiest Season" but in the summer, with a death in the family, a (somewhat) healthier relationship, and no Aubrey Plaza.
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“Are you going to tell anyone?” she adds, unable to bear it any longer. She’s never known anyone who can stand silences as long as Baran Al-Hashimi. She’s never known anyone who can stand to be silent, with her, for as long. She never lets them.
Just because it’s by design doesn’t mean it’s not tiring.
“What you do in your personal time is your business,” Baran says evenly. “However, since I’ve now seen you in this context, it wouldn’t hurt to have a conversation.”
“It might,” Trinity shoots back.
“I’m a grown up, Trinity. I can handle myself.”
“I didn’t say it would hurt you.
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Baran Al-Hashimi has connections all over the world. One her first day at the PTMC, she feels another one of those connections with a resident named Trinity Santos. The more she gets to know Trinity, the more she learns that Trinity won’t let anyone in; she pushes people away as soon as they get close.
But Baran is determined to push back.
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Wasting All These Nights (Trying to Keep You Off My Mind) by Hocapontus
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
28 Apr 2026
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Zoey hums and grinds her ass down into Rumi’s lap again. “You’re very lucky. She’s beautiful, as are you.”
Rumi blinks, her mind clouded with thoughts of Zoey’s ass, Zoey’s breasts, Zoey, Zoey, Zoey. “Wait, what?”
"Your fiancée, I’m sad she didn’t take me up on my offer. I’d love to have you both watching me.”
Rumi gapes and wrenches her head back to look up at the dancer. “M-Mira?! No, no! She’s not—We’re not—” She stammers, “I’m engaged to Jinu—A man—he’s currently getting a lap dance too”
Zoey pauses her grinding and hip rolling.
Two bars of the song pass, Zoey watching Rumi and Rumi gaping back at her.
Zoey shrugs, a small, knowing smile curling the corner of her lips. “Could’ve fooled me.” She says
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Rumi’s bachelorette party was supposed to be harmless fun.
Between her fiancé, her best friend with unresolved history, and a dancer who sees her a little too clearly, Rumi's forced to confront feelings she’s spent years burying.
Sometimes, the most dangerous thing isn’t falling in love — it’s realizing you already have.