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1. I think you can['t] be homophobic and from New York by LemonSongs for sophaeros

   Fandoms: The Strokes (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   29 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Julian Casablancas/Original Male Character(s)
   • Julian Casablancas/Fabrizio Moretti
   • Julian Casablancas/Albert Hammond Jr.
   • Julian Casablancas/Nick Valensi
   • Julian Casablancas/Nikolai Fraiture
   • Julian Casablancas
   • Nikolai Fraiture
   • Nick Valensi
   • Fabrizio Moretti
   • Albert Hammond Jr.
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Angst
   • Angst and Porn
   • Smut
   • Drug Use
   • Drugs
   • Drug Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • Coping
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Drinking
   • Drinking to Cope
   • Panic Attacks
   • Gay Panic
   • The Strokes are a failboy polycule to me
   • ik theyre all like 50 year old dads and divorcees but yk
   • Additional Warnings in Author's Note
   • Clubbing
   • Partying
   • Bathroom Sex
   • Gay Sex
   • Blow Jobs
   • Public Blow Jobs
   • Drunk Blow Jobs
   • Dubiously Consensual Blow Jobs
   • julian is off his rocker and sad and giving a bj to a stranger to cope
   • Drug induced panic attack
   • Graphic Description
   • Swearing
   • Slurs
   • author is gay btw
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism

   Summary

   Julian Casablancas is a very internally conflicted guy. On one hand, he likes girls, which is normal and good. On the other, he likes his bandmates, which means men, which is abnormal and bad. He struggles to reconcile these feelings and so does what any sensible rockstar would do: he takes as much of his stash of party favors as he can stomach, washes it down with just as much beer, and spirals in his apartment.
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   WARNING: contains graphic descriptions of disorientation, panic attacks, and occasional use of the F-slur. if that makes you uncomfortable, please don't read this. Thanks!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,103

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

   24

   Kudos:

   46

   Bookmarks:

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