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Dazai looked again at the reflection: hollow cheeks, bruised-looking eyes, collarbones too sharp, limbs too narrow to pass for anything healthy. Not beautiful. Not masculine. Not feminine. Just wrong. A body that refused to disappear but refused to feel alive. A body he maintained like a crime scene, because that’s what it was— taped off, segmented, handled indirectly.
or: Dazai’s body has never felt like his own—too sharp, too empty, too present. He starves it, ignores it, punishes it; it betrays him anyway.
Chuuya tries to touch him, Odasaku tries to feed him, Mori tries to control him. None of it helps.
A mosaic of vignettes about hunger, shame, and the quiet violence of living in a body you don’t want.BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day two - Eating Disorders, “It doesn’t hurt. That’s the strange part.”, Sadism/Masochism
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- Part 2 of 🕊️🪦 BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 🪦🕊️