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1. I want it all by lemonp1g

   Fandoms: Figure Skating RPF  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   16 May 2026

   Tags

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   • Ilia Malinin/Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Ilia Malinin
   • Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Alysa Liu
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Established Relationship
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Drinking
   • Crying
   • Self-Deprecation
   • Communication
   • Fluff

   Summary

   Be perfect, and you can still win something. Just don’t fuck it up Ilia, you have to be perfect. You’re supposed to win gold, if you don’t, you’re a failure. You haven’t lost before, you can’t lose now. You’re at the fucking Olympics. Be perfect or they won’t love you anymore. You have to be perfect or he won’t love you anymore, and he’ll probably leave you. Perfect, you need to be per—

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   Ilia’s thoughts and feelings during the free skate in the Olympics

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