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1. At The Edge by LadyRazzle

   Fandoms: Merlin (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   16 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)
   • Gwen/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)
   • Gwen/Lancelot (Merlin)
   • Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)/OMC
   • Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)
   • Merlin (Merlin)
   • Gwen (Merlin)
   • Gaius (Merlin)
   • Self-Hatred
   • Angst
   • Arthur yearning
   • arthur pining
   • Time Shenanigans
   • major character deaths
   • Minor Character Deaths
   • Temporary Character Death
   • trust me?
   • Infidelity (Not Merlin/Arthur)
   • I love Arthur a bunch so obviously I decide to torture him
   • Enjoy rock bottom you beautiful bastard
   • Originally Posted on LiveJournal
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Gwen/Arthur and Gwen/Lancelot are non-explicit

   Summary

   Everywhere he wanders, Arthur finds ghosts. Each room is a finely decorated box of memories, every wall a sounding board for Merlin’s laughter. Even the courtyard is the stage for the start of a hundred adventures and a thousand more that will never come to pass.

   Arthur loses everything.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,325

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