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The shift does not pause for personal catastrophe.
The monitors keep beeping. Phones keep ringing. Someone in triage is loudly insisting his rash is life-threatening. A child is crying somewhere near fast track. A porter wheels past with an empty bed and barely misses clipping a resident in the ankle.
The ER, as always, moves on.
Robby stands in the middle of it feeling like he has been hit by a truck.
He forces himself to breathe once. Twice.
Then he does what he has always done when things threaten to spin out of control.
He works.
“Dana,” he says, voice rougher than intended.
She glances up from the tracking board. “You look pale.”
“Charming.”
“You do.”
“I need assignments.”
She studies him for a beat, then turns the monitor slightly toward him.
He scans the list.
Melissa King.
Trinity Santos.
Victoria Javadi.
Dennis Whitaker.
The name alone is enough to tighten something low in his chest.
No.
Not the name.
The eyes.
Because when he had looked up earlier and found that face staring back at him, every instinct in him had known.
Vlad.
Those eyes were Vlad’s alright.
The exact same blue-green shade, the same strange flecks of gold near the iris, the same direct, unnerving way of looking at someone like he was reading them line by line.
But the face around them—
Twenty-three.
Smooth skin. No age in it. No decades worn into the mouth or brow. No grey at the temples. No history.
Robby had lines carved into him now. Old injuries in his shoulders. Silver in his beard. Tiredness in places sleep no longer reached.
That man looked twenty-three.
Which was ridiculous.
Impossible.
He clicks open the student profile before he can stop himself.
Dennis Whitaker. Age: 23
Robby stares.
Twenty-three.
Not fifty-three.
Not a day older than the last time he had seen Vladimir walk away.
He leans back slowly.
I knew it, he thinks grimly. My old man brain’s finally gone soft.
And yet—
He glances across the department.
Dennis Whitaker is standing near central, listening to another student talk while absently tapping two fingers against his thigh in an uneven rhythm.
Tap. Tap-tap. Pause.
Robby’s breath catches.
Vlad used to do that before exams.
He closes the file.
“Problem?” Dana asks.
“No.”
“You’re glaring at the computer.”
“I glare professionally.”
“Med students, interns and alike,” Robby calls sharply.
The cluster straightens at once.
Mel eager.
Victoria already writing something in her little notebook.
Trinity Santos leaning against the desk like she owns stock in the hospital.
Dark hair tied into a careless ponytail. Badge crooked. Coffee in hand. Expression of someone deeply confident she’ll survive whatever this place throws at her.
Robby files her immediately under dangerously competent or dangerously convinced she is.
“King with Collins. Javadi with Mckay in triage. Santos with Langdon.”
Trinity nods once.
“Excellent. I can fix him.”
Langdon, passing by, doesn’t break stride.
“I’d rather die.”
“Mutual respect already,” she says, following him.
Dana laughs outright.
Then Robby says:
“Dennis Whitaker. You’re with me.”
The room stills for half a second.
Trinity visibly slows mid-step to listen.
Vlad’s face remains neutral.
“Of course, Dr. Robby”
Too smooth.
Too controlled.
Robby hates how much he notices.
***
If Robby is spiralling quietly, Vlad is having a full internal collapse.
He follows two steps behind Robby through the ER trying to breathe normally and failing badly at it.
He had prepared for many things in Pittsburgh.
Long shifts. Difficult attendings. Trauma cases. Sleep deprivation.
He had not prepared to find Michael Robinavitch standing in the middle of the emergency department looking broader, older, sharper around the edges—and still capable of ruining Vlad’s composure with a single glance.
Did Robby know?
He had said his name.
But then he looked confused.
Then suspicious.
Then devastated.
Then furious.
Vlad has no idea which expression is worse.
He nearly walks into a linen cart.
A hand catches it first.
“Whoa there, Whitaker.”
Trinity steadies the cart one-handed, coffee in the other.
“You trying to die before noon?”
“I’m distracted.”
“Amateur mistake. You panic internally, never externally.”
She taps her own chest.
“Watch and learn.”
Before Vlad can answer—
“Whitaker.”
Robby hasn’t even turned around.
Vlad sighs.
Vlad sighs. “I’m being summoned.”
Trinity raises her cup.
“Thoughts and prayers.”
***
The first few hours are chaos.
Chest pain in room five.
Laceration in eight.
An elderly woman trying to leave with her IV still attached.
Robby moves through it all like gravity itself. Fast, precise, impossible to ignore.
Vlad finds himself staring more than once.
At the beard.
At the silver threaded through dark hair.
At the lines time had carved into a face he still remembered laughing over cafeteria sandwiches.
At how beautiful age had somehow made him.
Which is deeply unhelpful.
“Whitaker.”
Vlad startles.
Robby is holding out forceps.
“You planning to take those, or admire them until retirement?”
Vlad snatches them. “Taking them.”
Across the bay, Trinity mutters to dana:
“They either dated or committed manslaughter together.”
Dana nods and tries to muffle a laugh. “Could be both.Welcome to emergency medicine.”
They are moving a trauma patient onto a gurney when Vlad finally makes a mistake.
Not a medical one.
A stupid one.
His head is elsewhere.
Too many thoughts. Too much Robby.
He grips the transfer board wrong.
The board shifts.
His finger catches hard between rail and frame.
A white-hot bolt of pain shoots up his hand.
“Ah, shit!”
Heads turn.
From across the room Trinity immediately says:
“And that’s why I’m ranked above you.”
“You are not ranked above me.”
“I am in spirit and in hospital hierarchy.”
“Vl—Dennis, get out of the way,” Robby snaps, already stepping into Vlad’s place.
There is no pause.
No hesitation.
One second Robby is beside him, the next he has taken over the room.
“Tube tray. Ultrasound ready. Move.”
The team obeys.
Vlad stands there clutching his hand, dignity haemorrhaging rapidly.
Trinity appears beside him like summoned mockery.
“Well. Tough scene for you.”
“I’m aware.”
“You screamed loud enough for radiology to hear.”
“It was controlled.”
“It was theatrical.”
Dana joins them and grabs Vlad’s wrist.
“Let me see.”
“It’s fine.”
“It’s swelling.”
“It can do that privately.”
Trinity nearly chokes on her coffee laughing.
Dana peels back his fingers. “Nothing broken. Bruised ego.”
“Critical condition,” Trinity says solemnly.
“I don’t need commentary.”
“You absolutely do. This shift is free entertainment.”
Then, softer:
“Relax. Everyone embarrasses themselves first week. I just did mine privately.”
Vlad glances at her.
“That was almost kind.”
“Don’t get used to it.”
***
Later, during a lull, Trinity drops into the empty chair beside Vlad and spins his pen between her fingers.
“So,” she says, nodding toward Robby. “How exactly did you ruin that man’s life?”
Vlad blinks.
“What?”
“He keeps saying your name like it tastes bad.”
“I think that’s just his face.”
“No.” She points with the pen. “That face specifically says unresolved yearning and possible homicide.”
Vlad nearly laughs.
“You’re very nosy.”
“I’m exceptionally observant,” she corrects. “Clinical distinction.”
Then she leans back smugly.
“Top ten percent of my class.”
“How many students?”
She pauses.
“That’s irrelevant.”
Then she leans in again.
“You two dated?”
“What? No. He’s like twice my age” Vlad makes this disgusted face.
“You wanted to?”
“No.”
“That was too fast. Suspicious.”
Langdon shouts from across the hall:
“Santos!”
She closes her eyes.
She sighs dramatically.
“The witching hour.”
Then to Vlad:
“Try not to lose another finger while I’m gone.”
Robby, reviewing charts nearby, hears every word.
He does not look up.
But when Trinity walks away, he says coolly:
“Santos talks too much.”
Vlad replies before thinking.
“She seems kind.”
Robby glances at him sharply.
“She’s feral.”
“She gave me emotional support.”
“She mocked you for ten minutes.”
“Yes.”
“And that helped?”
“A little.”
For one dangerous second, Robby almost smiles.
“God help us all.”
Later still, Robby sits at the workstation pretending to review charts while Vlad types beside him one-handed.
Neither speaks.
The silence hums.
Finally Robby says:
“You always this clumsy?”
Vlad stills.
“Only on days I’m stressed.”
“And are you stressed, Whitaker?”
Their eyes meet.
There it is again.
That impossible feeling.
Like standing in front of a ghost wearing someone else’s name.
Before Vlad can answer, Trinity breezes past carrying forms.
“For what it’s worth,” she says, “this tension is incredible. Honestly carrying the department today.”
Neither responds.
She keeps walking.
Then calls back:
“And Huckleberry? Ice your hand. I need competition.”
“…Was that meant to help?” Vlad asks quietly.
“No,” Robby says.
A beat.
“Probably not.”
And for one brief, treacherous second, the corner of Vlad’s mouth lifts.
Robby’s heart stumbles.
Impossible.
And yet he cannot shake the feeling that the impossible is sitting right beside him, charting under fluorescent lights.